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soullessjack · 1 year ago

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love it when the autistic experience of not fully belonging anywhere and always being on the fringes of whatever community you find yourself in. of masking to belong even slightly and still knowing that you don’t really Belong and that the people you surround yourself with Don’t Really Care about you and being the butt of a joke you don’t understand and being in your own little bubble, not as a safe space but as a result of being isolated from everyone else because no matter where you are you are autistic and you just can’t belong, is replicated in fandom spaces. in spaces for things you love and enjoy. love that so much

#cal.txt #this is about many things #autism #autism posting #autistic experiences #naturally this is about babyjack and jacks entire fandom treatment but again. it’s also about many other things #spn #spn fandom #jack kline #autistic jack kline #autistic representation #online spaces #fandom spaces #tiktok #actually autistic #lolcow #im just in a bad mood and rambling I think. sorryyyy lol #like. jackgirls don’t even exist to the other —Girls in the fandom we have no standing here we are all in our own bubble #and it’s nice to have something to yourself but not when it’s only a result of outward isolation #idk #I am. not feeling great today #I haven’t been feeling great in a while . awesome love thatc #the horrors never cease #sorry yea this is me feeling like utter garbage ab the divide between —girls in the spn fandom but also me hating the world that I live in #this is what happens when I can’t sit under the hot shower and let the water hit my limp body (pressure gauge broke)

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