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82 Truths

rules: once you’ve been tagged you’re supposed to write a post with eighty-two truths and then tag twenty-five people.

tagged by @hoseokjinns bruh this has been sitting in my drafts for how many eons????

name: Dawn blood type: b nickname(s): Celeste (cousins mainly) and then anything else is adding an e or i sound to the end of my name (tho i have noticed dawners is a frequent name) r/s: dead inside zodiac sign: libruh pronouns: she\her favorite tv shows: dude, i havent seen any tv shows since i was 8, that was well over a decade ago. i collect the dvd/blurays of tv shows but not often. my mother and i are really into futurama but other than that its usually animes that i collect long or short hair: literally lopped my hair off myself like 3 days ago height: 5′5″ do you have a crush on someone: if fictional characters count then yes, the husband list keeps growing and i need another closet to shove them in but real life im fighting a “battle” what do you like about yourself: i have yet to be called annoying or that im an ass to those i love and i support them with all i can, so ive got that going for me right or left handed: right, tho i am ambidextrous over weird ass shit. like gymnastics im left dominate in??? idfk either man list of three favourite colors: literally any color associated with fall/autumn and ill be a happy camper

right now: eating: just ate a cracker that had peanut butter on it cause im munchin hard drinking: sweet h2o man i’m about to: probably go to bed or i might work on my drafts for my writing blog, havent decided yet listening to: a mix about cats, love, breakfast and being tired by in love with a ghost (on youtube) kids: hell no, unless i know i can support the damn thing with all i can while living comfortably along with someone i KNOW wont leave both me and the kid and help me then maybe, but its still a really strong no. pets are fam tho, so technically i have like 5 kids already get married: down for that, annoying someone all the time as a “job” sounds fun, especially if we get late night adventures and do weird ass cooking class shit for fun. ITS IN THE CONTRACT YA KNOW career: i really want to travel the world and get paid to do so, but at my own pace

most recent: drink: water????? idk what you want from me man im a thirsty hoe for livin phone call: been on discord all day today with 2 of my best friends and listening to music with my bot the other half on it song you listened to: lauv reforget (literally just came on) 

have you ever: dated someone twice: no been cheated on: nope, and im not the type to let them get away with it if they ever did kissed someone and regretted it: no lost someone special: yes been depressed: yes, began at a very young age due to the death of my father. literally had a midlife crisis when i was 4 cause of his death been drunk and thrown up: hell no kissed a stranger: no had glasses or contacts: glasses had sex on the first date: no, not really my thing broken someone’s heart: i think so, never really ask how they felt about it afterwards turned someone down: yuuuup cried when someone died: yes fallen for a friend: mmmmm, not really??? i usually crush on an acquaintance and my friends drag them in and somehow become friends later??? 

in the last year have you: made a new friend: uuuuuh, maybe 3??? i dont like leaving my house nor do i like wasting my time on strangers, especially if theyre rude fallen out of love: yeah laughed until you cried: many times, MANY FUCKING TIMES met someone who changed you: uh, i think so??? idk, i kinda find my own flow in life and people either respect it and enjoy the ride with me or fight it, and i dont have the energy to deal with pointless shit found out who your true friends were: ooooh yeah found out someone was talking about you: humans talk, its natural. i dont really do anything but i can see why someone WOULD talk shit if thats what this is asking about kissed someone on your fb list: ew no

which is better: lips or eyes: eyes hugs or kisses: hugs, i like being warm shorter or taller: both have pros and cons romantic or spontaneous: both? both sensitive or loud: idk what the fuck this is asking about but if its about being around people who are loud or sensitive then neither, im sensitive to headaches so loud people irritate me and trigger the pain and ive had bad experiences in person with sensitive people where they dont leave me alone and wind up stalking me???? i love being alone so neither hookup or relationship: relationship troublemaker or hesitant: one can be kinda fun but also a pain in the ass if they get you into trouble a lot and the other might not be as constantly fun per say but at least you shouldnt be in trouble as often 

first: best friend: Samantha surgery: thankfully nothing yet sport i joined: badminton  vacation: everything my parents did was while i was literally an infant soooooo yeah, greaaaaat memories

do you believe in: yourself: not all the time, but i rely on myself more than anyone else. i dont trust anyone for shit when i know damn well i can do it myself and know that if something goes wrong i myself fucked it up and can probably fix my mistake miracles: yes and no, i believe theres a reason for things to happen the way they do, and there are times i see it as miracles love at first sight: i believe in attraction at first sight, not immediately seeing someone soul or some shit heaven: im more for reincarnation and spiritual aspects in life and death

extras: how many people from your fb list do you know irl: 90% of them do you have any pets: im not counting my outside pets because there are too many to even keep track of to count so my children are 5 cats, toto my conure, oz my dog, tubby my gecko, and a beta fish and a catfish do you want to change your name: if i ever did, which i dont want to do, it’d be either Celeste or Aurora (my mom actually debated on calling me aurora after like the disney princess if you will and funny enough shes always been my favorite princess) what did you do for your last birthday: 2 of my friends kidnapped me and took me to dinner and we drove around and looked at interesting things. this years its during ren faire and im so damn happy what time did you wake up today: 9 pm. im sick atm and its really fucking up my sleep schedule  what were you doing last night at midnight: just got out of a call with one of my best friends and sat on my own server for a bit chillin with my music bot before my other best friend joined my after like SIX HOURS, DAMN YOU SIMON something you can’t wait for: ren faire, getting married cause then i get to sweater slap someone and get away with it, and being comfortably happy in life last time you saw your mom: a few hours ago? i went to the kitchen to get my cat to love on her and saw her then what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: i wish i had more determination to see things through and not be scared to take the leaps to see it through have you ever talked to a person named tom: i worked in retail, so probably what’s getting on your nerves: a lot of things, mainly petty things. kinda wanna cut a toxic person out of my life but we all know thats easier said than done especially seeing how he talks to literally all of the people i talk with on a daily basis save one soul and he treated her like shit when he talked to her sooo yeah, dunno wtf is his problem but im tired of being the object of his frustration and anger, idk how the rest of my friends deal with his shit but im just so damn DONE

man im not taggin 25 people. if youd like to tag me as a “i found it from so and so” then go for it man, let youre dreams run free friend. im just a lazy sack of shit and am tired and im amazed im still up and that its TAKEN ME A MILLION DAMN YEARS TO DO THIS IM SO SORRY LEANNE

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EYYYYYYYY I was worried about you for a second hope you are doing alright. ♥ Fair warning for the song: May be angsty most likely XD sorry not sorry

Do I Follow Them?: Yea I do. Lol why Wouldn’t I follow you and your presh bby.

Why Did I Follow Them?: Um. It was through Dex high. but like I love silvally. also, I brought back Aitwo/Ambertwo for you because I REALLY wanted to like have a legit reason OUTSIDE of Dex high to follow you xD

Do We RolePlay?: Yes we do on both Red and Aitwo. Kinda glad I made Ai a sideblog too so that way I can keep track easier. THough I am proabbly gonna say that for the next few answers I am probably gonna focus more on your interactions with Ai rather than Red. Mainly because while we have a Dex high thread for Red, (also I’m sorry I still have that thread I just need to find motivation to do my drafts for him atm im so sorry) Our thread for AI is what AMKES ME LIVE AND BREATH. no really, god I just love that relationship between the two I freaking CRAI.

Do I Want To Role Play With Them:Yes. of course always. For both Red and Ai.For Ai: Honestly I will ALWAYS say yes to all the threads and asks and interactions with her. Mainly because its just PERFECT. I have the PERFECT SONGS FOR THEM FDSJKAFHDSLFFDALSJD. No but really, Fluff and Angst and the combination of them is what I would die for and These two definitly have room for that, so obviously I am always going to want to RP with you on that.For Red: Yes I actually do, because unlike Ai, i think these two would have such a different atmosphere. I mean Not anything bad, seeing as Red loves Pokemon, but I should say that while your character is like a big brother to Ai, Red would most likely be a protective father to him. He’s really defensive on the harming and pain of pokemon so Red may come of really protective, and that is always something I would be more than willing to see how it goes. That and it would actually be nice to actually incorporate his use of aura manipulation to actually have some unique conversation between the two. Again this would be for the main verse rather than the Dex high verse. heh… yea… 

An AU Idea For Our Muses:For Ai: Hmmm… Well I mean we could do  a “faded” AU I guess. This goes in turn with one of the songs for the muses. But essentially, one of them gets “lost.” Now we could discuss what that means but lets take this example. Muse A dies somehow and then comes back, but with no recollection of anything. (Maybe the muse doesnt even have to die maybe there was this tragic accident where it cause the muse to forget everything) (Think of it like the movie The Vow – minus the romantic shit). Anyway, it pains Muse B to see Muse A like that. Mainly because Muse A doesn’t really consider Muse B as a close friend and kinda just ignores them a lot. Now depending on what you wanna do but maybe Muse B is trying REALLY hard to like fix things, even though its not really something that can be fixed and it’ll never be what it used to be. Obviously because why would somebody want to like hang out with a complete stranger that seems to be really clingy? lmao??? riiiiightttt. No but like Really. I think it would be a really good idea because while Muse A is like ladedaa moving on or whatever because how can they start back up on something they have absolutely no recollection of. But Muse B is just absolutely torn and heartbroken and yadda yadda yadda. Oh bonus part: Muse A doesn’t really try to help ease the pain at first because why would they? Its not like the “know” them. But for Muse B its hard to keep to themselves because its like one day it was like they were extremely close and the next day they have to pretend they werent so close and its hurts them to pretend– like they cant. Okay sorry for the rambling. but thats basically what I was thinking for AI. 

For Red: Hmmm… Oh I go it. Your muse is like a living and breathing “experiment” and Red is just like one of the lab assistants that is working on the project. Everybody else treats silvally as if they had NO emotions. Just a number for the experiment. There is no emotion whatsoever. But it tears Red to be so “mechanical” and technical on something that lives, breaths, and feels just as he does. He has to put some humanity. Thus, he’s the only one who stays late nights to be with Silvally and make it more humane for him. Or it could be that Red was an experiment too but a (semi)failed one seeing as he can’t talk and refuses to write in a language the the other people can understand so they just keep him there as an assistant. IDK?? I mean we can really work on this if you want. Consider it kinda like what they do in Logan (Have you seen the movie?) Im not really gonna spoil anything but they do go a little in depth with some experiment. So perhaps they are trying to create the perfect mutant soldier through Silv. Seeing as Red was just a failed human trial, Red takes pity on Silv and just wants to make it better for him.

Umm… I mean I can come up with other AUs but I think Imma just leave this for now.

A Song For Our Muses:For Ai: Faded – Alan Walker ( && Remix )So not sorry for this bahahahaha. But it perfect!!! amirite? I really could see this though. Specially for the AU I mentioned above, but also in general. I could just see Silv’s decision just devastate Ai and she leaves. And then she just gets lost. She like never returns even though she said she would and that leaves Silv to himself and wonder wtf happened. Nem voice: OPPS DID I DO THAT? MY BAAAAD!!

For Both Red and Ai: Safe and Sound – Cover ( Original )I mean Yea I guess?? lol my baaadddd

Do I Ship Our Muses?:For Ai: YEs!! I mean, we have already established what kind of ship anyway.  I think its just kinda always acknowledged.

For Red: Eh, I think I mentioned this. Maybe as a protective guardian sure. But other than that probably not. Maybe close friends? But idk??

What I Think About The Mun:Mun is a very bootiful person and I genuinely hope you are doing okay. Super friendly and I love it. Once again another person that makes me feel welcome in the community and I probably cannot thank you enough for dealing with a lil’ shit like me. ^-^ No really stay beautiful alright. Like all the other people. You’re great. I hope you are doing well and all. 

Overall Opinion:10 out of 10 would absolutely follow without a doubt. Sorry I dont really have much else to say? Oh We should talk more, there. That’s all. lol.

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