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Hi! this is kinda an art request if u dont mind. And it's angst related, can you draw like where wanda and cosmo obvs have seen for a while how (human) timmy has been treated by his real parents. I just want to see like the "last straw" which lead Cosmo and Wanda wanting them to make Timmy as their own. (IM HAPPY THAT TIMMY HAS A FAMILY THAT LOVES AND CARES FOR HIM)
The "Last Straw"?
Cosmo and Wanda have seen humans at their best. They've seen humans at their worst. They've seen anything and everything that they've gone numb and used to what humans get up to.
But nothing's shaken them quite like Timmy's case did. Nothing has ever made a Fairy feel such strong human emotions than what Timmy made them feel, on that one particular night.
The thing that broke Cosmo and Wanda was Timmy himself.
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#asks#itty bitties fop au#germangirl321#tw abuse#tw emotional abuse#tw emotional distress#tw implied death#tw implied sui#tw sui implied#<- ask to tag#(especially ask to tag bcs these are the offered tumblr tags)#godkids wish for stupid things all the time. sometimes they wish for good things and bad things. or things that helps themselves or others#they wish for things that teaches them life lessons or for things that damages them in the future.#but at their core every child has a pure wish that they want more than anything.#for hazel. her core wish is for change to stop. for dev. his core wish is for his father's love#timmy's wish. at the center of everything. is to run away from himself and all that he is. to be something- anything- but Him.#its this core wish that fairies desire most. its their ambrosia. and its almost always impossible to grasp in its purity.#they cant stop change or forge a father's love after all.#Most fairies would be ecstatic to claim a child's core wish. It's the peak of their career- highly coveted highly praised.#but Cosmo and Wanda took no pleasure when they finally consumed their one- and only one for they'd never do it again- core wish.#as said before. cosmo and wanda really. really love timmy turner. and timmy really really loves his fairies. love!!! is a powerful thing!!#anyways this is a heavy topic and a heavy ask so im keeping it out of the main tags#also if you're curious as to whose responding back to timmy#its cosmo#lots of people tend to portray wanda as the more emotional sensitive type. yknow the “motherly” role.#but i think thats wrong.#was considering cutting out their responses for this ask#but then i figured that CosWan would be responding back in earnest to calm him down as best they could
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OH MY GOD?
#shigadabi#shigaraki tomura#dabi#todoroki touya#the#They#...#HELP#This Their fits in myFics nowThabks soMych#i feel like iam latetotheparty i domtCare LOOK AT IT AGAIN#scarlett.txt#bnha#mha#the shiggy ass shot#dabi's slutty little thumb touching his belt#if i could draw id add stitches staples n loose threads to dabi's#shiggy's outfit would be destressed and the text would be red#would charms be overkill yes wojld i want it anhways yes#dabi needs somr handpainted patches messily sewn into the pants ;;#distressed* onto* im on movile and typing in a hurdy bc i need to stare at this photo somr more#if i dont ill implode#also sorry to toga i cropped her out cuz i was staring very hard at shigadabi and i didn't want her in the same room bc the vibes are too#she's got a white phone personally i think she wojld have a decoden case with a bloody stain photocard and cutesie stickers#lov#tomura shigaraki#touya todoroki#my hero academia#bnha official
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tbh it looks like ive only been drawing clover but trust ive drawn everyone a handful of times i just only ever fully color clover
#zero escape#zero escape 999#me drawing clover in distress once again. im sorry girl#ze 999#clover field
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the goober gets an ssr baby!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#i have not known rest#ever since july#it was just bullet after bullet.....#deuce rabbet ssr > ace suisui > rorocham ssr > grim ssr > ACE KALIM AND ORTHO ALL SSRS IN ONE EVENT#AAAURGHAHAHBLLAYGHHAHRYH#head in hands....i hope next update is chapter 7 again so i get a different kind of emotional distress....#compared to glomas where i had a strong attachment to the original '96 hunchback i dont rlly have the same feelings towards pinocchio#however!!! im still interested on how this event will go esp bcs my favies r the stars yippee!!!!#also im more invested in this character lineup compared to glomas ermm sowwyyyy ><#ace trappola#twst#twisted wonderland#twst ace fanart#twst ace#twst fanart#big art#twst jp spoilers#halloween#twst halloween
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AUEGH
#ruby rose#rwby#obligatory tiny distressed ruby#my art#HELLO I HAVE OFFICALLY FINISHED YET AGAIN ANOTHER ONE OF MY SEMESTERS#and holy shit it was the most awful by far#i felt like absolute shit the entire sem and was behind in literally all of my classes#it was so shit that i actually skipped a class because of the stress of being behind on work. which i had never done before.#i am a criminal now lmao i feel so bad#also a little mad at myself because i know i could've done better. i've been doing the bare minimum and cutting corners#which was very noticeable lol#im gonna actually split my upcoming semester this time my ass and health cannot do this anymore#BUT ANYWAY I FINISHED MY SEMESTER RAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#COUGHS OUT BLOOD AND SINKS BACK INTO EARTH'S CORE AND EVAPORATES#IM DONE!!!#also my eyes are really red now for some reason#probably from the lack of sleep or the long hours staring at my bloody laptop idk#probably both#yeah i should go sleep now lol bye#ranting in the tags because i don't know how to talk like a normal person lmao#sorry if you read all this nonsense jkdhkfsdhfkhd#but i should be more active around here again!
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#a doodley#okkk 2022: the torture chamber....i only sparsely drew al and developed talon (he was borned...) bc my mind was occupied with other things.#2023: exiting torture chamber; it took me a tiny little bit to get back to drawing and ''interacting with'' al again but i did it even#though it was a reminder of the Bad bc he's my copium#summer 2023: i view and witness media and suddenly have like 5 fictional men i cant decide on which to focus... and september (talon month)#comes along so I decide to focus on Talon after not touching him much at all throughout the entire year#(forced this btw i did not wanna do it LOL i didnt even remember how to draw him)#september 2023 to now: talon has infiltrated the brain. but i want to swivel back to al#now: i've forgotten how to Talk to al (just like i did in beginning of 2023)#(and just like i forgot how to talk to talon for most of 2023)#so ive kind of just been replaying the smunker cow al daydreams from when they first met#so I can find my way back...retracing my steps#in doing so ive kind of also forgotten how to interact with talon but still havent gotten back to al#so rn my life is so boring without imaginary bf interactions. just the before sleep plot rehashing daydreams...#or sparse visions of em Sometimes#nobody in my brain rn just like the short period last yr and its distressing#what do i draw without a love obsession.....#how do i pass time without it....! so boring. idk what to do#i miss the me of several yrs ago when i was drawing 50 different aus with al....ive downgraded in skill and imagination and creativity#so bad since then. idk. idk. i hope they come back to me soon#maybe i shld just draw al a lot which is how i kickstarted caring abt talon again almost a yr ago ?#hoping i can get him to come back before my surgery i need my big sexy boy nurse for recovery#(complaining abt things usually fixes em for me so im hoping thats the case here)
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Tag your fandom
OCs work too!
#ms paint#art#bad art#shitpost#artists on tumblr#funny drawing#meme#funny#humor#ms paint drawing#uhhh#im gonna tag...#malevolent#(It was originally made for malevolent actually)#the glass scientists#and#uhh#the strange case of dr jekyll and mr hyde#btw#im on ep 32 of malevolent#(SPOILERS AHEAD FOR MALEVOLENT)#thought of this after I learned that Arthur wasn't there when Faroe was born#THEN IT JUST GOT WORK#that's not hair#its like meant to be distress#I don't think it looks like hair but then again I drew it
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[PUT INTO PLACE, TIED DOWN AND ARRANGED, AND IS NEVER THE SAME, AGAIN.]<-listen to my favorite songs. VAMPIRES ARE WONDERFUL ARENT THEY. THE FLESH IS SO MUCH MORE DURABLE. SO MUCH STRETCHIER THAN HUMANS. THE STRESS DOESNT KILL A VAMPIRE THE SAME WAY IT DOES A HUMAN. YOU CAN TAKE THEM APART THREAD BY THREAD AND LEAVE THEM WIDE AWAKE WITHOUT WORRY OF THE BRAINMATTER SPOILING UNDER VINEGARY AGONY.
#cw gore#WEEEE WHIPPING OUT ALL MY BELOVED PIXEL HORROR GAME SOUNDTRACKS FOR THIS ONE#STILL A WIP#SORTA. FORKSFORKSFORKS INSPIRED ME TO START WORKIN AT IT AGAIN. AND NOW IT LIVES. IT LIIIVEESS!!!#MOSLT.Y ATLEAST. I MIGHT MESS W IT MORE LATER. WE SHALL SEE. ANYWAY GABRIEL MONTEZ HUH. WOW POOR GUY#THERES A FASCINATING FEELING THAT COMES WITH BEING ON A OPERATING TABLE.AND BEING IN IMMENSE PAIN#ONE OF MY FONDEST MEMORIES IS LAYING ON A DENTIST CHAIR. SHAKING AND INVOLUNTARILY CRYING AFTER MANY MANY#NEEDLES TO MY THE MOUTH. I METABOLIZE THE NUMBING STUFF QUICKLY APPARENTLY. THEY NEEDED ALOT OF NUMBING SHOTS#BUT I WASNT AFRAID OR DISTRESSED. THE DENTIST WAS VERYVERY NICE AND ALSO UH. PRETTY. BUT THATS BESIDE THE POINT#THE POINT IS. THAT IT WAS FASCINATING TO REALIZE MY PHYSICAL RESPONSE TO PAIN UNDER A CONTROLLED ENVIRONMENT#I DIDNT KNOW HOW EASY IT WAS TO SHAKE AND TO CRY PRYVIOUS TO THAT EXPERIENCE.MY DENTAL ADVENTURES CONTINUE#THEY CONTINUE TO HELP ME UNDERSTAND WHAT ITS LIKE FOR PAIN TO BOIL AWAY THE TIME. TO DISTORT THE PASSING HOURS AND CONSUME EVERY THOUGHT#DO YOU REMEMBER PAIN? THE MOST SEVERE PAIN IN YOUR LIFE? NOW WILL YOU IMAGINE RED LIGHTS? RED LIGHTS AND SHIFTING FIGURES#NOW WILL YOU IMAGINE PAIN UNRELENTING.PAIN WORLD SHATTERING.PAIN IMMORTAL.CAN YOU IMAGINE BEING PULLED APART#THE HUMAN MIND CAN ONLY WITHSTAND SO MUCH PAIN BEFORE IT SHUTS DOWN AND HIDES.IT NEEDS TO PROTECT ITSELF AFTERALL. PAIN CAN ALTER#PAIN SHIFTS THE CHEMISTY OF THE MIND OF THE FLESH OF THE SOUL. FOR HUMANS ATLEAST. BUT YOU ARE NO LONGER HUMAN#YOU CHOSE OTHERWISE DIDNT YOU BOY.BECAUSE YOU WANTED MORE.STATUS.POWER.APPROVAL.SECURITY.SAFET.Y.#OHHH YOU CAN WITHSTAND THE PAIN FOR THAT. FOR ALL THAT. YOU WERENT TOLD THERE WOULD BE PAIN BUT YOU KNOW WHAT YOU WERE PROMISED.#ITS ALL WORTH IT IN THE END. NOW LETS JUST HOPE SOME BLONDE TWERP DOESNT PROVE TO BE STRONGER THAN THE STRONGEST PEOPLE IN YOUR LIFE#LETS HOPE NO ONE FUCKS THIS UP. LETS HOPE NO ONE FUCKS THIS UP. I LOST MY TRAIN O THOUGHT#anyway dawww poorr gabeee that shit probably huuurrrrtttss but so much time has passed that your body got tired of screaming and squirming#why havnt you passed out yet? maybe you might as well have at this point. like sleeping with your eyes open and your nerves awake#OH HEY FUNFACT ABT THE ART. I FOUGHT W IT ALOT. TOOK A LONG WHILE FOR ME TO BE REMOTELY HAPPY W THIS.#i was thinking abt pixel horror video games when i made it.just as i do with all great things ofc ofc#i love you pixel horror game i love yooouuuuu.i struggled so much w the colors for so LONNGG UHGHGHGH but im finally happy...im finally fre
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hey we all agree that ed gets nightmares about ling absorbing the philosophers stone right
#his new bestie (and maybe boyfriend if ur into that) just got done walking through literal hell with him and now hes screaming in agony#body contorting into unnatural shapes bones breaking and reforming as he vomits blood#like god damn. chill dude. ur freaking everyone out. please#and then he gets possessed and is not seen again for like a month and eds gotta be worried sick (on top of everything else)#anyway this is all to say during the camping trip he gets one of those nightmares and bam edling hurt comfort#could even go for greed ed angst with ed freaking out if lings okay and greed trying to reassure him lings FINE hes just ASLEEP please stop#HITTING ME (and why do i feel so weird about seeing you in distress) (why does the thought of ling not being there also put me on edge ;-;)#alright okay phew i got that out of my system#sorry im a sucker for bad dreams and also forced emotional vulnerability#(bc lbr how else are any of these dorks gonna admit they care unless under duress by fanfic authors (except maybe ling. hes pretty fine))#edward elric#ling yao#greedling#edling#fmab#fullmetal alchemist brotherhood#moss' madness
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do yuo think about the potential that there’s a part of isabeau that believes the person behind the mask he’s built is unlovable? that he thinks the “real him” is unlovable. because if he had to change himself so drastically to love himself, then surely the person he began as wasn’t “worthy” of other’s love. do you think about how that might be why he’s so afraid to drop thhe act? do you think about that?
#isat#in stars and time#sorry im thinkibg about how sharp and precise and contained isabeaus geniune distress is again#how its not wholly clear if he’s holding himself back or if he just doesn’t know how to show it outwardly.#like hes afraid of hurting someone.#heurgh#isat spoilers
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Hey you know how Mario was probably really happy to have a visitor come up to the observatory who wasn’t Elizabeth or MC,,,,,, you know??? And then,,, and then he finds out why no one’s been up to see him recently,,,
Hey remember,,, remember “I want to build a garden of wild roses in her honor”,,,, and the rose garden in the shape of aideen’s harp,,, remember???? Do you remember,,
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hey so im not white
#spacie spoinks#lol#uhhh#thought i should clear the air about that#my family is from africa!! i have posted about it many times#although ppl who are new 2 my blog prolly dont know that cuz i dont advertise it#im also lightskin and draw myself like that so i get the confusion...but like. still#think about that before you send me hate mail i guess? idk#my wording on the post was based on me assuming a difference in discrimination between poc who are darker skinned#and poc like me who are lighter skinned who may not face the same things#b/c there is a big difference and it felt wrong to group myself with poc who will be suffering the most b/c of their darker skin color#yk?#anyway#instead of sending hate mail go drink some water and realize that we are on the same side here!!#i was also under severe distress when i made that post so like. of course its not gonna be 100% grammatically correct oml#some of you are....more upset about a typo than you should be#chat remind me 2 not make posts about political stuff theres racists in my notes again#always happens. jesus.#last post im gonna make about this!!!#have a good day!!#dont infight with each other#lift each other up an allat
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Hi I’m sorry if people tell you this a lot but I need you to know I think about piplup grain entrapment all the time
i get this way more than my sense of self would predict and oh boy it makes me [flappy hands kicky feet] every time
even moreso when it's directly to me! thank you so much anon
#i guess im curious WHAT people are thinking of when they think of it 'all the time'#but yeah ive gotten a few things#actually in specific piplup forgives his father has spawned a couple VERY touching conversations#overall there's a distressing mix of responses to various piplups#some of which are sent directly to me#some of which i have to vent about elsewhere to get over#but that's very easy to ignore compared to the responses from people who clearly like. Get it#or get something from it.#either as a poetic thing or as a comedy thing#god i cant believe im saying this about piplup grain entrapment. again#not art#anonymous#i am piplup and you are the flowing grain#< that's my 'posts about piplup grain entrapment' tag for a reason
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So what did you think of the Shadow beginnings episode?
ANON THIS IS CRAZY I LITERALLY JUST WATCHED THE EPISODE AND THEN A MINUTE LATER THIS ASK ARRIVED??????? AM I BEING SPIED ON OR WHAT
I WATCHED THE EPISODE WITH MY FRIEND STREAMING AND MAN. MANNNNNNNNNNNNN CRYING AND GASPING AND SCREAMING
THE ANIMATION IS GORGEOUS AND THE SCENES WITH MARIA.......I LOVE THEM SOMUCH YOUR HONOR WHY MUST THEY SUFFER LIKE THIS (I WANT SUFFERING ITS FOR HIS CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT MAKE HIM SUFFER
ALSO WHAT HAPPENEED HERE?????????!?!??? THE VISION?!?!?!? HOLY SHIT??
This is most likely not real and Shadow is in a meta-dream world of his memories made by Black Doom??? probably?? It looks like he will try to prevent Maria's demise at all costs......but ultimately he can't....... because it's a canonical event..... </3 OUUHGHH IM FEELING SICK.......... WE ARE SO BACK WE ARE SO BACKKKKKKKKKK
#I CANT BELIEVE IM ALIVE TO WITNESS THIS.......... MAN 10-YEAR OLD ME WOULD BE THROWING UP AND SCREAMING NOT EVEN BEING UNIRONIC#HE LOOKS SO DISTRESSED....#AFTER A DECADE OF FLANDERIZATION LET HIM HAVE THIS!!! MAKE HIM SUFFER MAKE HIM GO THROUFH THAT CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT AGAIN#SHADOW I LVOVE YOU MY POOKIE PLEASE SUFFER FOR ME ENTERTAINMENT PLEASE UNDERSTAND#sonic x shadow generations dark beginnings#shadow the hedgehog#rotting#answered ask
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the bad: i have been raised without much warmth from my parents in childhood, but also pressured to conform to familial authority, doubt myself always, and value familial connections above all else (<- failed at this, and feel guilt about it.)
but also in experiencing this i have been so isolated from the entire rest of the world and others, that it will be nearly impossible to create my own "family" -> find safety and comfort in anybody else once my family is Gone. despite dis i find it really difficult to break away from the familiar, disobey and disappoint, because, well, why are my wishes more important than anybody else's. why would I cause upset and distress in anybody, and exert so much effort into my doubt filled half decisions, for my meaningless little Wishes. being away would also mean less time with these people who I'll never see again once they're gone. being raised this way is definitely paying off for those who did so.
the good: yaaaay adjacent inspiration for writing talon lore
#talkys#my dad scaring me but also giving me no advice on what to do instead only saying if i do this it will be the wrong choice leading#to more wrong choices well yep you got me i am scared. i am inept. i fear regret and punishment for wrong decisions.#i struggle to make decisions because i cant go back on them.#''ill never have savings again'' and ''you cant value friends over family they'll abandon you''#and ''living here is only a problem for you because you dont communicate. there is a way to work things out''#i wish i could work it out and stay i dont know why i cant work it out ! and what do i want#to leave so badly for... to continue to never have stable housing#never have savings again? be alone and in danger?#to be able to wear whatever i want and...buy things? really? that doesnt seem very worth it#nothing seems very worth it#im miserable here but maybe i'd be more miserable away...it is true#well at least the chances to leave are very slim. and will continue to get slimmer the more time passes.#but maybe its fine i dont want to ruin my life or be even more of a burden or reason for distress in someone else's#moving out wouldnt fix anything. wherever you go there you are.#my friend said i have to be a little selfish (positive) to push myself to leave. bt i dont want to be selfish. im ashamed of that as a trai#delete later#even now i feel immense guilt and stress when my dad does things that hurt or bother me bc i know ill miss him when he's gone.#(and ill have nobody after all of that. due to the being kept in a cage)#that sucks. why does everyone else always win. why am i always the weakest pliable one. i wish i had no emotions#my surgery is the only decision in my life ive been 100% sure on for years#and even then my parent's words had me crying and rapidly changing emotions daily until the day came#im not strong enough or sure enough about anything else to withstand More of that#<- and i know that tomorrow im gonna be like actually you know what who cares lets try to leave#and the next day ill be resigned to staying here forever#and the next day ill be like actually you know what who cares l
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*wakes you up in the middle of the night at the sleepover again* yeah but like, even though she can’t really fully relate, marceline is kind of the best person to be actually effectively emotionally supportive to simon, right? she’s had absurdly fucked up things happened to her and had to learn how to live with it too. like largely the idea of stakes is “marceline had this super traumatic thing happen to her and she has to accept it as part of her and learn how to live with it in a way that’s healthy for her”. they’re in pretty different boats but simon still probably has more similar life experiences to her than to anyone else. and marcy always wanted to help him. however unfortunately he can’t stop seeing her as someone he has to protect and keep happy. he doesn’t want to “freak her out”.
#simonnnnnnnnn!!!! shes the only person whos had a life as insane and fucked up as yours#simon she has had 2 experience the trauma and the emotional dysregulation and The Various Horrors too#shes not gonna be so distressed by ur clinical depression and terrible coping mechanisms that she wont be able to handle it#im sure were gonna get to see them interact again [clinks glasses] heres 2 getting a scene where they havea genuine conversation.#and marcy tries to help. This will not happen for a while tho probably#basilposting#atposting#fionna and cake
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