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jeongin and seungmin r killingmr rn j fear like 5star is doing themsoso good i cant breathe i judt neddone moment one decond with them pleakse i CANT TAKE IT ABGMOFE
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i just think you deserve eternal happiness actually. funny and actually nice. u are jesus. anyway No pls i AM AFRAID u are simply too cool and i cant deal
#“cant deal” im a millennial at heart x#ok no i love u though#asks#mewtuals#blah blah!#ok im talking here u asked for this basically im going insane theyre so fucking stupid like i know im the one who made them but they keep#NOT SPEAKING anf its so annoying like can you stop being teenage boys and start knowing how to fucking SPEAK#also i am NOT being a creep i dont focus on it its literally not mentioned but theyre in college okay.#well one of them is#no wait both of them are Sorry i tell a lie#anyway its pissing me off like dude can u grow UP and be COOl omg its makign me mad like i could literally just make them know but also im#obsessed with making it “realistic” (its literally rpf girl) and like i dont wanna go to the opposite end of the spectrunm and make them ha#all that therapy speak like omgmfgnfkjnhkj its making me mad.#and like ?? i wasnt coming out in 2007 omh wait no wrong time i cant do times I WASNT COMING OUT IN THE 2000S IS THE POINT#SO HOW AM I MEANT TO KNOW JOW THST WOULD GO OMFG#imgonna bite someone im so mad#like i just checked it's 25593 words.#TWENTY FIVE THOUSAND FIVE HUNDRED AND NINETY THREE WORDS. THAT IS RIDICULOUS#FUCKING NOTHING HAPPENS IM HONNA THROW UP#but also im obsessed w word count so im hesitant to dlete ...#no ok all scenes are important i think but uuugggggghhhh LIKE OMDGFNJGNFJNH#anyway im so mad like can u just stop being stupid dude im gonna beat myself up#no because like why did i start this. what relevance does this have to anything.#it is. to be fair to myself. i think the best thing ive ever written though#so#everything is FINE and i am a okay
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68th percentile im gonna jump.
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Ugh I want to DO something but I have absolutely no drive
Play a game? Nah nothing is jumping out at me. Read a book? Can't focus. Draw? I want to but I don't know what
#alfies having a really rough day too and i hate that i cant do much to help#i know i need to eat something but anytime i think about it or try i feel like im honna throw up#wonder if i am actually ill because quite frankly malnutrician making your body LESS willing to eat seems. hmm.#think im gonna buy some vitamin gummies on thursday. cant hurt.
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IM GONNA KMS IM GONNA KMS IM GONNA KMS IM GONNA KMS I HATE MY MOM SO MUCH I HOOE SHE DIES OR I HOPE I DIE KILLL MEEEEEE MY LIFE FUCKING SUCKS RN I WANNA DIE SO BAD
#i wanna die so bad but none of my attempts are working <3#im gonna throw up#im gonna cry#i wanna die#kill me#plssssss#I hate my mum sm shes making my life hell i legit wanna end it all cus of her#she keeps makimh my life harder and im already failing all my classes cus i decided to say “fuck it im not gonna worry abt the consequences-#-and just do whatever i want“ when i was in a depressed episode tbat lasted a couple weeks and now im fucked 🙂#and that was also right before an attempt and im not fully mentally healed from it 💔#so i wanna die sm rn#i miss my boyfriend#i wish i could ressurect people#n obodys ever honna even read this probably#i hope i die befofe anyone does#i made this blog all aesthetic to make the blood from my attempys stand out 😍🥰#god this is so edgy im gonna cry but its genuinely how i feel rn.
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Um. Um. I caught up to one piece. What do i do.
#do i.. read the manga???????????????#im honna throw up. my ULTIMATE GOAL for 6 months and its over...#op liveblog
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helluva boss spoilers for merry sinsmas ! liveblogging my reaction
hidden behind the read more :3
blitz making him breakfast 🥺
THE HORSES
blitz the eggs. im sobbing
oml stolas is such a rich kid
VIA
she's so upset :(( stella i hate you
srolas is so upset im crying already
aww hes showing stolas common people stuff
LMAO SHOPLIFTING "this is how /i/ act when i dont have money"
omg wait is stolas looking for antidepressants??
what sin would stolas be :O
loona dumping snacks in her mouth. is she from gluttony
M&M even when theyre fighting are so cute and in love awwwwwwww
LOONY ON A MISSON!
he just now realizes he's poor lmao
NEW BACKGROUND CHARACTWR
oooo divorced bc hes gay? sounds familiar
oh shes homophobic-
does she realize yhe entire IMP crew except millie is gay. and even shes a fierce ally
omg the "fra fra fra" subtitles for stellas laughing
poor octavia :(
i hope she gets in contact with him somehow
VIA SONG!
it almost sounds like All 2 U
im honna cryyy
she thibks her dad chose blitz over her and he kind of did oh my god
my mom interrupted me at the most emptional part of the song
the nod to you will be okay,, wiejkskdfjej
i need to hug her right now
THE STARRY GUITAR IS SO PRETTY
IT WAS ANTIDEPRESSANTS I KNEW IT
Via dont yake too many peoleseeee
this lady is a bitch
the karen of hell
YES STOLAS BE SASSY
YES GO SEE YOUR DA7GHTER
omg this ladys gonna be traumatized
omghh christmas
MILLIE ARE YOU OKAY IVE HEARD SPOILERS THAT SHES PREGNANT IS IT TRUE
omg dont kill yhem pls THE FANTASYYY
yes but they wrrent a happy gay family mills :(
why is millie so uoset
WAIT OTEGNANCY HORMONES
didn't make me wet at all im screaming
VIA
HE WENT TO SEE YOU BABYGIRL
does he still have his powers if hes no longer like IN power?
ANDREAS OR WHATEVER YOUR FUCKING NAME IS I HATE YOU
HAHA PUNCH HIM
he was too busy monolouging to think abt stolas simply throwing hands
HE CALLED HIM A PUSSY
"hey elsa"
my BOTTOM IM CRYING
my mom keeps interrupting me ans my little sister walks in omg
LOONA
damn did he saya slur if they censored it
HOLY SHIT SHES LIKE A HELLHOU D HORSE
MILLIE
BLITZ
WAIT DOES LOONA HAVE A CRESCENT MOON ON HER SIDE
its like a cutie mark but for hell
BLITZ YOU FUMBFUCK
STAB HIM FROM INSIDE- YESSS
stolitz kiss yaaaaay
oh yhis bitch
VIA
I LOVE YOU SHES MY BABYGIRL
she doesnt care abt her mother dumbass
pooh so edgyyy im so scaredddd
shes still mad :(
BABY NO IT WASNT YOUR FAULT
nooooo
i cant stand to see him cry
LIBERTY MUTUAL FUCK YOU
i dont care abt mister beast shut the fuck up
blitz must feel so guilty.. knwoing stolas chose him over his daughter
THE CATNIP EYES
olease just hug him back stolas
aww moxxie calling him yiur highness
verosika music!!
SHE IS PREGNANT
SALLOE MAE
i thiught shed ve happy to be pregnant whats wrong
moxxie would absolutely be happy for a kid wouldnt he? hed be in a panic but so excited
blitz has so much survivors guilt
for one bundred years?? how fucking old do yall grow to be?? isnt she 18? what age does she get to be on her own? or is it aftwr stella dies (hopefully soon)
loona having friends makes me so happy
KISS HIM FIRST
AWW DANCING
on the teailing bc hes too short im crying
baply cags im gongga cry my vays my gaaaays!!! im thoing wiyhkut looming af my screen how bad am i missgupiny
i need the music from this episode omg
i would travel every ring of hell just to see if you'll be mine </3
merry sinsmas !!!
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FUCK (watched the season 6 opening) IM HONNA THROW UP WHAT
qlso cannot wait for lin manuel miranda
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Anyone who is dome old letch fuck. Stay away from Jenna thos is your one warning. One. Ill git your family your kids your ex wife all of em. Gut with a kbar im bveey proficient. Nag im suspending freedom on this issue. If i hear of you anynof you yom coming to find you. Her age only. Im honna teaxh that child and you a lesson. If mot gut insaid gut with a kbar. And ill burn down your house. Nah her age or youre dead. 25 n under. Theres plenry of cute single girls. Leave an up and comer slone to develop properly. Theres plenty of sinhle ladies your age. You jnow its better. I csnt listen to upung women talk period. Some old man wrote the liunes in their show they themselves ate atipid as fuuuuuck!!! So if ur a guy who is into that youre a stupid nonce. You can lisyen longer thsn 10 minutes. Whst you had no sction in high school eh. Wrll get a lil bit younger than. With hot uoung looks like asian chicks. Leave tennagera and fresh 30 somethings alone. They dont know shit like whsts goof for em. Im afraid ill be engircing tje rule i just set. I font gove a fuck djes a moron ehsts sje mnow tom cruise. Youd probsbly datw her you nonce. Duel me if you dont like what i just said bitch. Twenty laces turn fire you die. A giy your height is perfect fir my hip shots. Yer the prrfecf height gor ne to kill easily. Write this into your movie mske this very real war im destroying yiu kn eorse. Youre d ote is zeto 0 goode egg bitch. Mines 15 679. Fuck scientology. Bullshot ass moton religion whats up? Make a movie i dare ya toor. Youve tsken enpugh ftom me my foot up your slasses snd sll. Get ready gor my whole leg next. People are gonna fie. Soon. If you fuel you sawed off monkry ass coward smericsn you csn prevent yhet. To the death only way i duel now. No wounding. I ve only wounded 2 out of 21. The rest. Where they belong tom. Where youll end if you duel. I csn drsg you to Michigan and throw you into the hesp with dome american and canadian gs. Have a friemd ftom ny who never cMe back joe? I hit him hes in michigan now. I admit it tom. Kule. Hom. We argued i had to act. He didobeyed otders. Hundreds of yjoysands of names tom. But they all hot ehat they deserved from God. Sonwill you people. And no movie clout can stop that. Im not joking any old fuck hoes near Jenna thats their entire everythomv hone. Warn everyone. We ll be extra hard on snyone we catch. Hell awaits snd sll that shit. I can talk you like this because to us everyone in your town is a nonce moyher fucked or goof coward of dome sort. I have all the peoples support. Not yhat i need it. To be Azriel Ming of Arch. Wheres your bitch ass alien god seen him arpund tell hos goof defeated ass im here to collect hos head. Mobidy can fuck eith me gheir iq of 450 mines 1789 now and growing. Ill koll them sll too tom. All of them. Lets duel bitch shall we. Hollyeood look st your yellow coward leading garbage can. Youre a hkmd your ehole plastiyc town. Azriel dpit on their table then walked our. Imb comin to get you snywsy. Youre gonna have to duel and iuts not a jome and its yo thd desth. No??? One werk then i gind you instead. Kke i found tjose c googlr peolle aame way. Come face me or i sneek ip and jusf kill you. Just you. You ssy you hsve balls i say none of you mericans do. Unless ur in Ukraine only exception.
BEETLEJUICE BEETLEJUICE (2024) dir. Tim Burton
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NO BECAUSE IVE FELT LIKE I WAS GONNA THROW UP SINCE I SAW THE MIZU5 LEAKS WHY ARE WE VICTIMS OF SEGA
REAL IM HONNA SOB AND SHIT AND CRY AND AHHHHH MIZUKI MY LOVE 😭😭 DONT WORRY NONNIE WE WILL GET THROUGH THIS TIGETBWR
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I see. Card letter Rr temperance would fallow card letter Xx-rus. Except that in this case card Cc claims captivating.
Take card Xx-rus. The cherub and the toil. Trees are bare. Whats left on the top is out of reach. Everythign else is dead or picked clean. The peaks speak of christmas. And a place of warmth. The cherub. Gardian of the gate to the gardennof eden. In this case. The tops. To be reserved. For cheer and holi. Prob’em issue is here with the person toiling, encumbered. There’s no reservation. All consumption. In this case, as a c’ash, speaks for the cherub to say. “Uh, no.”
But i foond somethign fun too.
Card letter Фф, for at the moment,- ehich originally gave letter F to the emperor. And yes that works.- but here in this case card letter Bb, is being used for the jcuzen set. As images a man behind a table. Card letter Cc as the virgin priestess. With the old letters BcD on it. And card letter Ww the moon card, to all be tied up with card letter Дд, russian Dd.
A curios for the symbols Фф compared the Bb. Purely symbolically speaking of the form.
Im pulling the moon card out completly. Fuck that card. The only thing boiling up to the surface for me is my pecker.
But, guess this feeling is here to stay to remind me hiw they wasted over 25 years of my life. Neglected my childhood to shit and then raped me. Somy entire existance from birth on is nothing but bs by ither people fucken around with my existance. I dont want to be alive anymor w
Sorry i selflessly helped out a member of the opposite sex yesterday. I deserve to feel like i just got fucked up the ass all night.
Im juts going to
Start trashing awomen and fagskets from now on. Like it matters on my karma.
Ive been being treated as trash simce i was born. 40 years later nothings changed. Well it dorsnt seem to have anything yo do with ciggareetes. Might ascwell keep smoking. Ive barely snoked at all in four days. And its wirse now than it has for the last couple weeks. Oh its a mars venus aspects again. Lets give him another dose of dick in ass desease. Instant suicidal idealization. Motovation to boot.
Y’all traininf me like a fuxken dog.
Yay. Another biolent putburst. Rape me sone mote. Its bever been that intense in the morning.
Honna lise my shit one day and go on a killing spree.
I got a few neighbours that need to go. My ebyire family needs to go. The history tracher from highachool neesa to go. And along with have the people ive ever met withholding personall information about me from me with sly cicksuckers smiles. They all need to die too.
Its ok myqyeer side doesnt have any moral barriors. Thats whyni killed it when i was 14. That blond from the billards…. List fgoes on.
But i want to take my sweet time with my father and two ilder brothers. My mother can watch and lise ger sanity. And then ill tell how much i love her.
Hurry up nato get russia to throw a preliminary warning missile to the states. It’ll get shot down but the message would have been made.
Im sick of being alive anyway. All there is in the world is fucken harm to my person. Everywhere ive ever beensince my first memeory. The only
Consistency ive evwr had.
Well, nit so much, they’re doing a miraculous job at ruining my entire existence, my will’s been broken for over 25 years. And all they do is make such it never mends.
This dick and ass desease theyve given me. Is just going to keep me in a self-destructive spiral away from nirvana. Which is just a infantile glowing golden light.
And there s nothing i can do about it. Just dwell on 40 years of sick memories. And people
Laughing at me.
Look at this crap.
The only way this chart makes any sense is the natural system. Or (whole -1=aries) what a load of crap. I dont want this. Send it back.
Keep the fire burning for a long lost hope.
No family, no fun, no growth. Juno and vesta. Before ine walks into pluto. And saturn cutting the bud of any solar acheivement. Wanting peace, calm and goid things. Held back into the shadows of scorpio and orhers peoples bs. Mars goes to the moon for somwthing substantial yet, destructive and intoxicating. Pluto pluing into neptune as the midheaven. Creating his reputation for him.
Jupiter is a sham and doesnt makevany sense other than a large group of people making the decisions. In opposition to nessus. And the poison seeping in from his desperation and misery and reactions from all the chaos and harm to his person. From all the stress.
Any harm done by him. Is emmidiatly fallowed by care and concern. Which is mostly fue to other peoples interference. Even if its disrupting their peace. “ i didn’t want to intrude…” i dont mean to offend” or. I wasn’t aware. Because its slways hardship. They can play nice. But they just quip in that saturn at the end.
Pholus opposition vesta. Hahah. They’ll make you lose the flame everytime. And then things get dark. Anddsly smiles come out from perversion grooves of mildread.
It says. There is no help.
And yet at the end of any connection. A flame is lit. A good deed is made. Before being forced in by external forces by obsessive personalities. It’s the same light he tries to share withanother. Holding their hand watching them die. And moving on. But it is not his power. And the forced changes are never pleasant and nothing good comes out from them. He can still look back at that one “last” lit flame and know that he is still himself.
If thats the power of the hermit. I know him better than anybody.
Seeing how his family is leo/cancer dominant. They run the monopoly as being the source of toxicity. The nessis chariclo whathave you. Stelium on 14 leo. Conjuncts the pluto of his pstents. The mother is uranus in sag. She being a sag. Always home. Always absent beyond her erratic tendencies of violent outbursts. Off away in another faraway land inside her head. Yet gifting him an appreciation for beautiful things. Father is cancer and leo. Alwaysl absent. Never present. Erratic and violent himself. As he was never home. Always off in some far land somewhere fucken his hookers. So they’re both uranus.
Both distant relatives that you dont know very well but, you do know they exist.
….. juno, the asteroid of anothe rof jupiter consorts, signifier of marriage, commitment and pregnancy, conjunct the descendent. Point of paterneships and marriages. In the personal experimece in which it is found to history as his father holding the torch of marriage to a dead relationship. Seeing to his life’s work goes to the support of his memory. Though shat over every other part of it. Same one i carry seems to be. But to personal experience. Theres not much to trust. Cant count on the line up of women set and pressed to dis-stress any positive attachment to. But they all seem to be women in the whole spectrum of age fertility. In the last few years. A woman, with a child, a baby, or a soon to be. The older ones are better. Carry the torch through the rough. See to the necessities.
But, needs or way over there, compassion, temperance as she really is. The virgin priestess. As all new mothers are. All the choas and roughhousing the spyche lead to needs of peace and calm and absence of family and harm not harmony. It was all scorpio shit. The sex becomes flaccid theres too much negative energy being stung out of there that there can be no loving attendance.
They can gift wrap it in rainbows and corrupt the core by letting the victim invite dracula in his home. Kind of hard to be one with nature.
Y is counted as a consonant but plays its part as a vowel. In -ony, as in one, ona, oni, onu, ono, its really only one, with an e, thats starts with a w-y sound. As one may get from Yne. Pronounce Y with ne. If you get when. Then. Thats acceptable too. May call the final judgement card harm and harmony. Man and woman. The eerie part of it is. It has a time. Resolute, it intimidates.
But, all torches aside. Im not going to survive.
And that is him. All bundled together in aries. Everything else outthere. Isnt him.
He’s not going to be alive no more, he’s gonna be dead
Sing with me. Bring some holi into this bs. 🎶he’s not going to be alive no mo-re. He is going to be dead. 🎶
Hurry up ww3 so people can leave me the fuck alone.
🎶dick in ass desease. He‘s gonna be dead.🎶
He‘s not gonna be alive no more. He’s gonna be dead. He’s not gonna be alive anymore. He’s gonna be dead. 🎶 why is he at work? He has nothing to fo but walk around and sing.
All he wants to donis sooth his ass. But its a futile endeavor because its chronic. And he’ll end up doing nothing else but fiddling with his ass every day. Multiple times a day. Not a life worth living
Just a while longer. Ans he can be dead. He’s not surviving this life. He was never foing to. It was alreasy before he was born. He’s a dead man.
All he can do is game. And even that is hoghly conditionign and manipilative of the psyche but its the only thing he can do to forget about suicide.
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