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[butteredfrogs]

final girl cas background

my first ever cas background! seeing as it’s basically halloween i wanted to make a cas background to match the vibes and honestly i’m pretty happy with it! i kinda feel like it has cabin in the woods vibes? ofc it’s by no means perfect but i really like it and i hope you guys enjoy it as well <3

default cas background, pls only have one in your mods folder at once

resource i used (credit to cloudcat and littledica)

if there are any issues pls lmk! & tag me if you use i’d love to see!

unedited preview below the cut :)

download (mediafire, free)

[tokyo-terror]

YOO IM IN LOVE WITH UR HCS THEY TASTE LIKE CHOCOLATE COVERED STRAWBERRIES AND FRUIT TEA :3

Request here 🙏🙏🙏

Could you possibly.. *leans on Bugatti with graves wrap on it + an inflatable eagle and American flag flying from the bonnet* write some hcs for 141 + König with a gn s/o that has had a really bad day and just needs some comfort? So eg, just being pampered and having their hair washed, being told they’ve done well, that people are proud of them and love them, etc?

Ive been having a really shitty past few months with my depression and anxiety and it’s really overwhelmed me so I’m kinda projecting.. 🧍🏼🧍🏼

If you can’t do it, that’s ok!!! No pressure <33

But if you can, may your skin be clear and may your crops flourish 🙏🙏🙏 (with america rizz) (im british)

i hate brits but ill make an exception for u 🫶 /lh i hope ur day gets a littol bit better for u pookie :< ik how hard it gets fr <3 we r in this together :)

cw: depression (not delved into !!)

simon "ghost" riley:

☆ this guy getss it !!! he doesn't open up much about his feelings directly but let's all be fr and agree he's not the most mentally stable

☆ your self care day is hiss self care day, thrives on cuddling and using you as weighted blanket while he rubs your back

☆ has himself a tea while you both cuddle, and trust me it's good tea. the night might turn into a cuddle and see how many teas simon can make before you run out

☆ before you fall asleep fully he kisses the crown of your head and says that he's proud of how far you've come

john "soap" mactavish:

☆ tries to be more lowkey w how he comforts you because he doesn't want to come off as overbearing

☆ has mastered the perfect balance of praise and touch, he holds your hand while you tell him about your day and he makes comments trying to sympathize w you

☆ lets you scritch his mohawk while he tells you how much he loves you and how glad he is that you're around and here with him

☆ lays his head on your chest when you both go to sleep so he can listen to your heartbeat and tap your arms to the beat of it, has both of you asleep within 5 minutes

john price:

☆ kinda awkward with comforting but he tries his best, he's always a little bit confused about how somebody like you could be so upset about anything

☆ he knows that it's not his place to fully understand though, so he sticks to doing what he does best: being an old ass man

☆ showers with you and washes your hair while you vent (or not) about how you've been feeling, he stays mostly silently except for humming to let you know he's listening

☆ towel dries your hair and changes the bedsheets to clean ones so you can be fully clean because he's a firm believer in being a little more tidy can greatly improve somebody's feelings

kyle "gaz" garrick:

☆ king of pampering in general, he's waiting on you hand and foot constantly. honestly he probably knows it's going to be a bad day before you even start your day

☆ he's always making you food to eat throughout the day, little snacks that aren't too big but are just enough to keep you energized and full

☆ ditches his military soaps for your nice ones when you take a shower, secretly (not rlly) loves when you laugh at him building bubble beards on himself and doing price impressions

☆ making you laugh is his goal in life tbh he's constantly cracking jokes while you both cuddle, some of them are so bad it's funny

könig:

☆ another guy that genuinely understands everything you're talking abt, his anxiety also makes him have awfulll days and due to being the military around lots of people he's learned coping mechanisms

☆ takes hot showers with you a lot in general, but even more when you're having one of those days. he's already washing your hair and face as soon as you get in

☆ lets you braid his hair while he talks idly about how missions are and how he adores you, though he says that in german. you've picked up on him saying cheesy stuff in german though so it's fine :)

☆ lets you sprawl out on him like a starfish when you both finally go to sleep, around 2am because of how many shows he wanted to watch with you

[wonderbutch]

Hi! I’m trying to dig into Cassie’s comics in order to learn more about her character and read her best stories. I’ve already collected some recs of her time in Wonder Woman comics, and I’m aware that her fan fave story is all of Young Justice (1998). However, I tried reading YJ and I honestly am not into stories aimed towards a younger teen audience that are goofy and satirical. I can definitely see the appeal for some folks, but it’s just not for me. Despite that, I am willing to read more of this run if only purely to learn more about Cassie and her dynamics with her teammates in the run. Can you by chance recommend me which issues/arcs from YJ (1998) are best purely for Cassie? Thank you!

thank you so much for the ask anon! you asked this at the absolute perfect time because i literally just opened up the website to read some yj!!

starting off, we have issue 7. this issue id count as quite important because the whole gang talk about their motives for becoming heroes, we get to see the parents interact, etc. really awesome issue.

my next rec would be the arrowette arc, because i really think this shows a lot of cassies character and how she can sometimes be dismissive of people, specifically cissie. issue 15-18.

my next rec would absolutely be the arc after this, specifically issue 19, here we get to see on full display cassies insecurities, her need to be a hero, etc. also its the first appearance of anita!!!

next is cassies story in issue 22, which is also written by a fave writer of mine! fantastic story that shows cassie at home and her wants for the future and again her insecurities.

also i recommend sins of youth because its awesome and cassies tie in is again written by a fave of mine (brian k vaughan <3). read sins of youth: wonder girls!

now we’re gonna skip ALLLLL the way to. wait. hang on. the website just went down. fuck. okay hang on.

right ok we’re back. i now recommend issue 33-34. cassies in it and so is my beloved cissie. cassie and anita and cissie are on the set of buffy the vampire slayer wendy the werewolf stalker!

next issue is 35-37, and this one is great for the cissiecassie fans (meee). shows again cassies reluctance to accept cissie doesnt want to be a hero (GAY GAY HOMOSEXUAL GAY) and genuinely just a great arc. really sad too.

next you should read 38-39, because oh god the comphet. first issue is where match is jokerfied, cassie spills her heart out to him and i still think shes a lesbian, second is a fun issue with cissie.

next arc recommendation! world without young justice. its kinda crappy, and i dont remember much of it. give it a go tho maybe?

issue 47. CASSIE BECOMES TEAM LEADER. oh my god im so proud of her!!!

from here on i recommend reading up till the end, issue 53. because this whole arc is amazing and also shows cassie being a great leader.

BUT WAIT. THERES MORE!

here comes my absolute favourite young justice arc EVER.

titans/young justice: graduation day 1-3. this is fantastic. i cant even describe it you have to read it for yourself issue 3 will forever haunt me PLEASE READ IT.

thanks so much for the ask anon, and i hope this helps! truly, i recommend reading all of young justice because its fun, but you dont seem to like it, so give these a go!

[sillybeansss]

okay wait before i start typing out my reply. THANK YOU??? i.dont know i just. DUFUJDFHHF THAT FEELS SO NICE TO. READ THANK YOU??? i genuinely cannot begin to express my gratitude,,,, but thank you!!! im proud of you, too!! i hope things get better for you in every way, and i mean that. 

i will try to reapond to each paragraph individually hold pn,,, ( < is currently writing this in the notes app because i dont trust tumblr )

yeah fair!!! itd be nice to expand my hobbies and interests, especially with something like instruments. i get what you mean about taking it slow and practicing. like i say, practice, while it may not always make perfect, makes progress. hence why its good to exercise your abilities! actually i cannot be talking i am extremely art blocked but ive been writing a lot lately and im honestly super happy about that!! also i might try to pursue piano, although ill ask my friend to try and teach me piano 101 since i dont want to pay for actual classes, especially since i dont know if its for me yet, so itd be kind of pointless to spend money on something i might not like. also might try picking up the flute again! maybe ordering a new book! said flute is still okay its just probably dirty. maybe i might move onto the sax or guitar…also. practice!!! again, practice makes progress! i can assure you that once you do it enough, youre going to be satisfied with the result. do it until it suffices, but dont overwork yourself either!!

i relate to this a lot actually!!! im trying to have a better mindset about the school than i did last year. because, although it can be frustrating sometimes, its not all terrible. my school is a school with no deficiencies, and were usually better than the district…so i guess i should be grateful for that! except for math. also you are very optimistic!! so yes, ‘twas obvious!!! ive always just seen you as like this silly guy who may or may not be energetic at times…though its probably projecting…but i can understand getting pissed off with some peers/schoolmates sometimes. it happens to the best of us. as long as it doesnt escalate a lot, its alright. i usually try to just keep everything i say short and sweet therefore they dont have much to use against me. if it wasnt obvious though i kind of suck at that because im a yap-o-tron

woawww…that sounds super cool!!! now that i think of it i was shown annie in like 4th grade so technically annie WAS actually my first musical…not that i payed much attention though. sometimes. my personal favorite is. EMBARRASSING…and i dont know how people havent found out yet because i keep making references

okay thats my individual reaponse to each paragraph…thats why it sounds kinda weird

~🫶🏽🎳

IM SOSO SORRY FOR THE LATE RESPONSE 😭😭!!!

But for starters ACK TY!!! I'm super duper proud of you silly :33

And I highkey encourage you to try those instruments especially sax!! You seem thrilled about it and I think you'd like it ^_^ I usually try to practice but I am a heavy procrastinator especially since my interests are lowkey one of the biggest things I thinking about after school yk? ALSO ALSO YESSS DO THAT!!! Havia good mindset really helps my counseler always told me that and I thought it was dumb and such but she highkey has a point cause it really does help!! :33 and I think sometimes I am quite energetic I think it just matters the situation and how much I know said person if im with anyone :p

And yeah school just sucks sometimes but hopefully next year the guys will "calm down and mature" like my siblings keep telling me but I don't know if Im fully confident in that,,, but in my time will tell!! ^u^

[eternalwritess]

Hiya !! Hiya !! I hope you are doing good <33 ,, i really enjoy your matchup style and um well imma here for one !! For Creepypasta specificlly !! <33

Orientation // gender // prns

She//ish - ehhh kinda between nonbianary and demi girl atm - kinda always flutuating on if im ace or not !! Iyghugjyh ik for sUre im queer tho lol

Personality // just how i am !! <33 !! <33

Personally I find myself to be a very paradoxical/ contradictory type person hgfbufht like I'm very kind And ADORE socializing but I don't really do it that often due to past experiences and losing friendships/connections but honestly if I get comfortable with someone I'm a total Chatterbox and Goofy Goober UGGHGHG ,, i am super anxious tho as i do have a disorder when it comes to that ,, paranoia comes very easy ,, oh !! I am Autistic aswell !! And I'm currently in a place where I'm learning to unmask basically just being more open about stimming and such + you know being honest when I need a break and I'm overwhelmed ,, as for my hobbies and things that I'm passionate about that would definitely be classified as media !! // analyzing it ,, I also very much enjoying learning about how the human Mind and Body Works + im a HUGE art lover <33 ,, for more of a dislike portion it would most likely be bugs and insects along with people being unnecessarily mean - also a hUge pet peeve of mine is when people talk over me that sucks

!! Now for my Appearance !!

Ask for how I look I'm a pretty short person who considers themselves chubby ^ - ^ I have very long very thick wavy brown hair and hazel eyes along with pale skin ,, style wise I love wearing my hair and pigtails pink is the favorite color in all of my outfits hgfhhvhg

!! !! Love Language !!

My love language is most definitely words of affirmation combined with physical touch as with my paranoia and anxious tendencies being reassured that someone is there and loves me is very nice and comforting and well when it comes to physical touch I am very touch starved ugghgghg

Now I just want to say before I finish any gender is fine in a character for me also thank you so much beforehand I love these jhcjygigh

Ok byeeeeeeeee ^_^

i match you with... 𝓙𝓪𝓷𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓚𝓲𝓵𝓵𝓮𝓻 ██ 20% _ ████ 60% _ █████ 80% _ ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒ 100% ᴄᴏᴍᴘʟᴇᴛᴇ!

♛ When you first came to the mansion you were most likely overwhelmed, and for a good reason too. You were in a mansion full of serial killers, where every wrong step could lead to you getting killed. Luckily though Jane found you and saw that you were anxious and took you away into the woods to step out for a moment to calm you down

♛ You two walked around and talked for a bit, she helped to calm you down from your anxiety and told you that she would help you feel more relaxed in the place as jumping around a lot was more than likely gonna get you killed sooner or later

♛ When you both walked back in she showed you to your room which was right next to hers and said that if you ever needed anything you could come on over and just talk to her and she'd help calm you down if you needed it

♛ Slowly over time you found yourself coming over to her room more and she would come to yours to see you ramble and slowly grow more and more into yourself over time, she felt proud of you and slowly began realizing that she had started liking you

♛ She was scared at first, her first love was killed and she was never really the same after that, so she wasn't entirely sure if she wanted to have another relationship with someone at the moment but as time went on it became harder and harder to deny

♛ One day when the two of you were out of a mission she confessed to liking you, it was short and sweet and she said that you didn't have to accept and that it would probably be better if you didn't. that being said you still accepted and to this day she is dumbfounded by it

(*∩ω∩)

♛ She loves and adores your energy, you give her back some of her own life that she's been missing ever since Jeff stole it and she loves you for that all of the way, you're the best thing to happen to her since then and she's totally protective of you

♛ Jeff tries to go near you sometimes to mess with Jane and she always ends up shouting at him and getting into fights with him because of it, both of them know that he wouldn't actually do anything but that being said she doesn't want to risk it

♛ She constantly gently touches you, your shoulder, your wrist, pressing her hand against yours and holding your hand. She cups your cheek whenever she can too, she adores your body and its features and tells you that every time when you kiss

♛ She hates bugs too and will always kill them for you, a spider? That's nothing, its already dead so don't worry about it. If there are any bugs that freak you out then she'd be more than happy to deal with them

♛ She never talks over you, letting you finish your sentences before starting her own and laughing along to your words. You really are the most important thing in the world to her

[justsomeoneintoomanyfandoms]

hii!! assuming your matchups are still open, could i get a haikyuu matchup??heres my info!!

basics: hi my name’s aki aka sticks!! im transmasc, have been since i was like, 11. i go by he/him and love men(im gay woah). i listen to vkei, punk and silly rock bands(ex. weezer). i love dogs and seals like sm i cant explain. my clothing style is kinda like..idk how to explain. i wear vampire vkeiish clotning ig. mostly dark colors. black and red<33

personality: intp-t gemini and PROUD💪💪 im very silly online but kinda introverted f2f. i take shelter in my online self a lot. i have ocd and am a BIG perfectionist and overachiever. required amount of sentences is 15? watch me do 30+. you want “just a few” artist recommendations? here have 10 with descriptions and song recs. i live off academic praise. i can switch to “straight A kid” to burnt out emo on tumblr. im def a quality time, phys touch and gifts kiddo. i crochet so like 70% of the gifts i give out are silly keychains.  

appearance: im around 5’10, proud filipino but so many people say i look japanese☹️. i have light brown skin and eyebags. im kinda skinny but i play basketball and workout so im kinda like,, idk..i got arm muscles, just a lump though. i have black hair, like in the appearance above. i usually wear vkei makeup, not too much though sometimes it makes me look fem. i have fairly long eyelashes(i hate them). i dont have piercings, sadly, but i swear ill get some soon(its been 6 years since i first said “im gonna get piercings”) i also have those bayonetta glasses. 

clothing style: very vkei vampirey stuff..kinda punk too but idk. i live in the philipines so layering is like throwing myself in a desert. some people call me a goth and i js stare at them like “nuh uh”. 

hobbies, likes etc: as mentioned earlier, i crochet and play basketball. i also play the guitar(im really bad though). i like dogs, math and sandwiches:3 baby hamsters scare the life out of me why are they so..icky😭😭

thanks!!:p

Hi Aki! Thank you for your request! I hope you like your matchup!

In Haikyuu, I match you with...

This was a really close call between Asahi and Tanaka and honestly, I think you’d get along really well with both of them. In the end, I went with Asahi because I think your hobbies align a bit better.

Between his reputation and your aesthetic, you’ve got a reputation as the scariest couple at school. But as soon as people get to know you both, it becomes clear that you’re actually one of the sweetest couples imaginable.

Since you’re an overachiever, Asahi keeps a close eye on you to make sure you don’t get too burnt out. He worries about you sometimes and wants to make sure you’re doing okay.

Please crochet things for him! If you make clothes or keychains for him, he’ll keep them with him all the time. He loves the fact that you took the time and effort to make something for him.

I feel like Asahi is the kind of person who would like making your lunches each day. He’s got your favourite sandwiches memorised so that he can surprise you with a freshly made lunch each day.

[suguruverse]

hey!! i love your best friends hcs, and i was wondering if you could do one with bokuto and akaashi (or fukurodani in general) :) tysm

— BEING BEST FRIENDS WITH BOKUTO AND AKAASHI

includes - bokuto koutaro and akaashi keiji

a/n - my two fav boys!! hope you enjoy this bby <33

- you guys are just never apart?? like no one has ever seen one of you guys without seeing the other two

- you guys either met because you were in akaashi’s class and he asked you to be bokuto’s tutor because akaashi was busy or you’re the vbc manager

- and after spending so much time with them, you ended up developing certain aspects of both their personalities

- i feels like bokuto and akaashi and both the types of people to blow their money on you and you always complain about them saving money, but they never listen to you

- they both think that you deserve the world and more for dealing with them

- bokuto is extremely spontaneous, so there is no doubt that he won’t call you and akaashi to go on an adventure at 2am

- the group hugs are immaculate 

- honestly most of the friendship is just you and akaashi babysitting bokuto

- THEY LOVE YOUR SMILE AND ALWAYS SAY THAT YOU HAVE A SMILE OF AN ANGEL FKEBFKEJ <33

- will do everything and anything just for you to keep smiling

- they will defend you to the death

- there is no way they allow anyone to talk down on you

- if you ever ask them to bring to do something for you, they will do it, no questions asked

- if you have periods, then akaashi is your man

- he has pads, tampons, painkillers, heat pads, basically anything you need in his bag AND his locker

- bokuto isn’t too sure but he does know that you’re in a lot of pain and that you always want affection, so he will drop everything and anything to get something you need

- you guys have matching bracelets, yk the one with the beads, yup and bokuto made it for you for your ‘1 year friendiversary’

- they are definitely the emotional support over logical solution type of guys

- they just wanna see you happy always

- personal space? no, just no.

- bokuto HAS to be touching you in some type of way

- whether it’s hugging you, holding your hand or even latching onto your sleeve or shirt

- BOKUTO LITERALLY WHINES WHENEVER HE’S WITHOUT YOU OR AKAASHI

- EVEN WORSE WHEN HE’S NOT WITH EITHER OF YOU

- that’s why you guys facetime every night and fall asleep on call

- bokuto also just holds onto you out of nowhere and at really random places, while akaashi just looks at you guys, kinda wanting to join in

- one look at your face and they can somehow tell everything about your emotional state

- one time akaashi just walked up to you out of nowhere, handed you your fav candy, drinks and tissues, hugged you and just said:

“y/n, it’s okay, i’m so damn proud of you okay? it’s okay to cry sometimes”

- did you cry for the next two hours? obviously. did he complain that his shirt was now covered in tears and snot? of course not.

- bokuto saw your red-shot eyes and immediately started complaining about why you didn’t come to him for comfort as well

- IDC WHAT YALL SAY, CUDDLING WITH BOKUAKA??? PERFECTION

- you may not be able to breathe with bokuto squeezing you, but yk, he’s warm, so you aren’t complaining

- bokuto literally has no boundries with you

- he will follow you to the bathroom so he can continue with his story, will strip in front of you etc.

- and he will find no problem with that

- they will show you off no problem

- having conversations with someone in their class? the are constantly bringing you up

- pls if you have a competition of any sort, they are front row cheering you on

- if you’re interested in someone, they’re supportive (kinda)

- bokuto will grab onto your shirt and then hug you as tight as he can because he doesn’t want to lose one of his best friends

- they do daily check ins to make sure you’re eating and drinking water

- bokuto tries to do pranks on you but you always catch on and go with it, but once you did this and he got scared because he thought you actually believed him

- akaashi once called you ‘darling’ as a dare, but you loved it so much, that he cals you that on the daily now

- bokuto 100% shows his love and appreciation for you through physical touch and words of affirmation

- akaashi is more of a quality time, acts of service kinda guy

gc name: y/n’s sexy bodyguards

bokuto: Y/N WHERE ARE YOU, ME AND ‘KAASHI ARE AT THE GATES, HURRY UP I MISS YOU <333

akaashi: yes y/n hurry, bokuto-san is going to actually going to start crying on my shoulder

bokuto: ‘KAASHI NO IM NOT, STOP LYING IN FRONT OF Y/N

bokuto: y/n pls hurry baby, you already know movie night starts at 6 :(( where are you :((

bokuto: miss you already pls reply :(

bokuto: if ur mad at me or ‘kaashi just tell us 

bokuto: why aren’t you replying baby???????? :((((

akaashi: calm down, she probably got caught up doing something for a teacher

akaashi: but yes darling, please hurry, you should know that movie night starts at 6 and its already 5:30

you: MY BABIESSS :((( M SORRY, yumekawa-san wanted to talk to me about something

akaashi: from the basketball team? what did he need you for?

bokuto: HEY HEY ‘KAASHI, WHOS THAT

you: oh well... he asked me out :))

akaashi: oh.. wait what

bokuto: WHO DID, WHO DID, NOOOOO Y/N DON’T LEAVE DON’T LEAVE, ILL BE YOUR BOYFRIEND JUST DON’T LEAVE ME AND ‘KAASHI ALONE

akaashi: bokuto-san calm down, if she said yes, that’s her business. they’re very beautiful, sweet, kind and helpful. it’s no wonder way yumekawa-san asked them out

bokuto: ‘KAASHI I ALREADY KNOW THEY’RE ALL THOSE THINGS BUT I STILL DON’T LIKE IT. THEY’RE MINE

bokuto: y/n, y/n, do you like him back? :(((

you: of course not kou!! i rejected him so there’s no need to worry

akaashi: oh thank god

you: huh???

akaashi: nothing

bokuto: YAY YAY YAY, Y/N I LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU, DON’T SCARE ME LIKE THAT EVER AGAINNNN :((

you: i know, i’m sorry kou, i’m on my way to you guys right now!!

bokuto: OK OK SEE YOU SOOM MWAH MWAH MWAH MWAH <33

you: mwah mwah see you soon my love

akaashi: stay safe darling

bokuto: kiss :(

akaashi: mwah mwah 

bokuto: :)) thank you ‘kaashi

akaashi: no worries, bokuto-san

[izukuisbaby]

That idea you have with you comforter is GENIUS. honestly I need a cuddle buddy too 😂😭

there was a football game at my school that I went to and I just got back a little bit ago. it was fun until every single one of my friends ditched me, so I just kinda wandered around alone for a while.. it was making me really uncomfy bc there were all these weird people around and idk :/ but it's ok! bc I found my other friend, and he's never been anything but nice to me so I hung out with him until the end. (and he bought me snacks so it's a win-win)

but I also think braces are really cute too! but they just look weird on me - maybe bc I haven't gotten used to them yet - but they're cutting my cheek and it hurts 😭 I've been drawing to pass the time. and I might share one of my drawings! I'll find one I really like and I'm proud of lol

okay sorry this was kinda long! I hope you're doing well! <33

-🌷❤️

honestly it was more of an accident than anything else 😭 i had this comforter build up next to me and i was like "oooh that's nice"

omg baby that must have been so weird 4 u, i hope u feel better now and im glad ur friend was there ! AND OMG HE BOUGHT U SNACKS ??? he's such a good friend fr

and please don't be insecure because of braces love, im sure u look great 🥰 be confident w yourself ! AND THAT HAPPENED TO ME TOO SOOO MANY TIMES u have to take an appointment asap

can't wait to see ur drawings 🤭

[satoruvt]

learn to live right

pairing → jeon wonwoo x reader

word count → 1607

genre → angst </3 post break up au, non idol au ↳ tags: wonwoo owns a bookstore!!!!, small talk, unrequited love (kinda hehe), this entire fic is just “ah man poor jun” LMAOO, exes confront each other tm, that’s honestly kinda it??

summary → it’s been two years since you and wonwoo broke up, but sometimes the memories linger too long for you to properly forget. based off of shiver by lucy rose.

warnings → wonwoo and y/n go to a bar but it’s not detailed, also i mention wine. also references to past fights/arguments and break ups !!

a/n → so uhhh... PART ONE LETS GO !!! also my first official wonwoo fic <33 honestly im very proud of this i hope everyone enjoys it even if its a little sad (i promise the next one will be happier hehe)

pieces of you masterlist

The air is cold when Wonwoo steps out of the bookstore.

It really shouldn’t surprise him - the city’s well into the winter months - but the sudden sting to his nose makes him scrunch it up, curl into himself like it might make the ache go away as he turns around to lock the doors of the shop. It’d started to snow in the last hour, carefully and quietly building up on the sidewalks and roads. A few people pass by behind him while he searches for the right key (he sends a light-hearted curse to Minghao under his breath for leaving him to lock up), and it takes a few seconds, but -

“Wonwoo?”

A brief wave of surprise passes through him at the sound of his name, and he looks up from his hands to the world around him. And then, dressed in a big coat and snow in your hair, he sees you.

And it’s strange, really, seeing you, the feeling it leaves in Wonwoo’s chest. The look on your face brings everything back for a moment - the sound of your laugh, how you felt in his arms, the smell of your shampoo. The fights, too, the things you said and the things he said back.

But you’re still looking at him and Wonwoo hasn’t said anything yet so he brushes the past away, tells you, “hey,” in a voice that’s much too breathless for his liking.

You take a few more steps towards him, obviously taking him in. He almost expects the two of you to start arguing, but, well. It’s been two years.

“It’s been a while,” you say as if on cue. Your eyes drift up past his eyes. “You dyed your hair.”

The way you say it holds an emotion that Wonwoo thinks only he might be able to understand. “Yeah,” he nods, automatically reaching a hand up to pull at the silver strands. “Decided on a change a few weeks ago. It felt right.”

“About time, given the years I spent nagging you about taking a risk.”

Wonwoo smiles, a little bashful, and watches you chuckle along. His keys are still in his hands, and he moves to actually lock the door to the bookstore. You speak again, gentle and familiar. “Are you free to get a drink, maybe? To catch up?”

And maybe he shouldn’t… but it would be nice. It’s been a year since he last saw you, and before that time it’d been a year. Maybe it’s a pattern. Wonwoo nods with a genuine smile, tells you he knows a bar that’s just a few blocks away.

The walk to the bar is calm, filled with general small talk about new things. It’s such a strange feeling, to be seen by you, to be acknowledged by you, when the two of you aren’t even talking to each other, really. But you seem comfortable, and even though it’s a strange feeling… Wonwoo is too.

“By the way,” you say when the two of you sit down at a table. “What were you locking up when we ran into each other?”

Wonwoo shrugs off his jacket, places it on the back of his chair. “Oh. I own a bookstore now.”

You look at him with the widest eyes he’s ever seen and he has to laugh, even through your excited voice. “You finally got the bookstore open?” You ask, and Wonwoo nods, leaning back in his chair.

“I mean, Minghao and I opened it together. We spent close to a year getting everything together.”

You put your chin in your palm, a smile that’s hard to decipher on your lips. “I’m glad,” you tell him. “I always knew you’d do it.”

(And maybe that’s true, because the bookstore’s been his dream for longer than he can remember, and how many times had he told you about it? Told you about giving you free books in exchange for kisses when you visited, told you about making sure your favorite classics were always in stock?)

Before Wonwoo has a chance to respond (or maybe saving him from a response), the waiter comes by to ask each of your orders. Wonwoo orders quickly, knowing the menu like the back of his hand by now, but you take a little longer, settle on a glass of wine.

“How is Minghao?” You ask after the waiter’s gone.

“He’s good, really good. He stuck with me after you and I…”

Oh.

He didn’t really think that one through.

It’s not as if the break up is a… sensitive topic - it happened years ago, it doesn’t hurt him as much as it did before (Wonwoo’s thought many times that the memory of it will always hurt, but now is not the time for that), but it hasn’t come up in the conversation yet, and he can tell by the look on your face that you’re just as awkward about it.

You handle it better, though. “Broke up?” You suggest, like a fill in the blank.

The waiter comes back to drop off your respective drinks, then leaves. Wonwoo bites the inside of his cheek. “Yeah,” he says. “I didn’t…”

“No, no, it’s okay,” you respond, understanding. “It’s been a few years. Plus, I’m seeing someone.”

There’s another pause in the conversation before you’re apologizing, and Wonwoo can’t help the sympathetic smile on his face. “Oh my god, sorry, that sounded so rude. I didn’t mean -”

It’s Wonwoo’s turn to tell you it’s okay. He says, “I’m happy for you.”

You say, “It’s Junhui.”

He says, “Oh.”

And he’s not… mad. Not really - what this is isn’t mad. An old mutual friend isn’t the worst thing, and he knows Jun’s a good guy, but he always… he always seemed a little too close to you, when you and Wonwoo were dating. He was the start of at least a few arguments.

Wonwoo takes a sip of his drink while he watches you fidget, like you’re worried. “Still,” he says. “I’m sure he treats you well.”

He practically watches you relax, physically, the air flooding out of your lungs like you were holding it in. But you still look worried. “Yeah, he does.”

You take a sip of your own drink, then say, “But he’s… not you.”

Understanding the meaning of your words comes in a slow, but tall, tall wave. It crashes into Wonwoo’s chest with a force stronger than he’s prepared for. “What?”

“Sorry,” you wince, tracing the rim of your glass with your finger. “That was probably too forward, huh?”

You still… think about him? You still think about him even when you’re with Junhui, even when it’s been two years?

“We… fought. Often,” Wonwoo says, because he doesn’t know what else to say. “I don’t think…”

The look in your eyes is almost sad. “I know,” you respond. “But sometimes, especially recently, I think about before we started fighting. And I wonder if we could do it right, if we went back knowing what we know now. I wonder if anything would be different.”

Another second passes. “I’d leave him, you know,” you carry on, looking straight at Wonwoo. He doesn’t know what to do. “I’d leave him to come back to you.”

You look at him with the slightest bit of hope, and he… he was devastated when it ended. After months of fighting and hanging onto something that obviously wasn’t there anymore… he brought it up and you agreed and that was all there was to it. You packed your things up from his apartment in exactly two boxes, and then he didn’t see you for almost a year. And he’s thought of you on nights he gets a little too drunk and a little too wistful, out on the rooftops of this big city, but this…

He knows the answer before he even asks the question, but he asks it anyways. “Is Junhui, like… is he a bad boyfriend? Has he done something?”

You shake your head, almost nonchalant. “No. He’s perfect, he’s everything you could want in a partner, but he’s… he’s just not you, Wonwoo.”

Wonwoo looks at you for a long time, and you look back. He’s trying to decide what to say, trying to decide how he feels, but nothing comes up when he focuses. “I’m sorry,” he apologizes, sincere. “I really don’t know what to say.”

“It’s alright,” you respond. “I know it came out of the blue.”

You check your phone and Wonwoo wonders how long the two of you have been at this bar, talking about… whatever this is. Long enough for it to be late, apparently, because you stand from your chair, pulling on your jacket again. Wonwoo just watches, takes another long sip of his drink. Eventually you search your purse and then shuffle out a piece of paper and a pen.

“I changed my number,” you tell him, writing down a set of digits. “This is it. If you ever want to call me, or something. I’ll take care of the drinks.”

Wonwoo barely remembers to tell you goodbye, to wish you a safe trip home. Home, which is probably back to Jun. Home, which isn’t really home to you, if everything you said is true.

He stares at the paper for a long, long while, thinking that maybe if he does for long enough, the numbers will give him an answer. They don’t, and he decides that it’s late enough for him to need to get back to his apartment, too. 

When he gets home, he puts the paper on the kitchen counter. 

And the next morning, he throws it away.

[ddejavvu]

im back ~~

hello mei!!!! how are you? i hope vvvv well, you deserve only the best <33 :o! i have news!!! i officially graduated thursday night!!! i now /have/ to go to college! my high school does a thing called project grad where all the seniors get to play games/win prizes for free as a celebration of us graduating (i'm so sure buena pours like thousands of dollars into it) some of the prizes include an ipad, between 100-1000 dollars, microwaves, fridges, PRINTERS??? and like some other college essentials, its really cool! the reason i'm talking about it is because my friend from phoenix came down for it!!! its a lock in sorta thing and it ended at 4am yesterday and its some of the most fun i've had in a while! one of my friends had four (4) energy drinks and a total of like 2000mg of caffeine in like 2 hours 😃 (i don't normally use this type of emoji but i feel the energy is correct) i saw some of my friends for (most likely) the last time and its honestly so bitter-sweet... like one of my friends i'm obviously going to see over the summer but hes going to college in NEW YORK !! i'm not ready to not see him :( but at the same time i got to spend time with friends i missed and people i know i will miss :( anyways! on a much lighter note :D hot came out!!! i havent had the chance to listen to the full album but i have full faith its amazing! have you listened to it/what song is your favorite? i truly value your opinion <3 i hope you are doing so well mei! whats been going on :o?

love you <33

wonu nonnie :D <333

CONGRATULATIONS DARLING :D <333 i'm so so so so so proud of you, that's amazing!! also omg that sounds so fun??? pretty sure the prize at my school was not having to do a final physical fitness test 💀

lock-ins are so fun!! i've only been to one but i've wanted to do another for sO long oh my god!! just messing around with your friends </3 also is your friend still breathing?? i'm worried about him.

aw no that's the worst!!! i'm sorry sweetheart, knowing you probably won't get to see people again is so weird and depressing but I hope that you're able to maintain contact with everyone you want to!! friends moving away for college sucks ASS. my bsf moved and i had kinda put all my eggs in her basket so i had no one LMFAO - you will make new friends, don't worry about that, it's just hard to see the old ones move!! i hope you get to see him semi frequently, maybe you can take a trip up there one day :D it gets easier with time, but yeah it's sucky at first and i'm sorry you're dealing with that :( make the most out of this summer!!!

DUDE FTS IS SO GOOD SKGNDG okay so like i've been streaming the entire album for a while and so far i love love love all of the songs!! IF you leave me is sO good oh my god it's a ballad but it's not vocal unit, so we get dino mingyu vernon vocals etc etc all the people we don't normally get to hear sing!!! the loml i swear

my favorites so far have honestly been all of them but i'm especially clinging to hot, don quixote, 'bout you, and ash!!

i'm doing good!! I just turned in my last assignment for this year of college (my first) so i'm feeling pretty accomplished!! i don't even know if i passed any of my classes because i slacked sO HARD this semester but idc idc i finished and that's what matters 😤

in other news i started nannying again and tomorrow i'm submitting an application for a little bakery by my house!!!! i'm so excited, i just wanna work in a cute lil bakery and have a baby to babysit on the other days of the week <3333

i love you too darling, have an amazing day/night and i'm so proud of you for graduating!! <333

[pandemique]

answering lovely asks i’ve just found when clearing my inbox below the cut 💛 there are some here i shed a tear to and some that i cried like an actual baby over :’D i can never overstate how meaningful ur words are

🥰🥰🥰 thanku 404cord for being so nice abt my more messy doodles :D i’m rly happy to contribute to the brainrot chaos

tumblr user drownedddddd u should know i pull up this ask to read it every time i wanna feel better... literally i could just like.. stub a toe and be like ok time to read that one ask. anyway HAHAHAHA lovely people like u are really what make up my blog, i can’t thank u enough 💛

The species is named for the loud call the males make at night. This sound serves two purposes. "CO" serves to repel males and establish territory while the "KEE" serves to attract females.

i kin them <3

/J but i think theyre so adorable!!!!!! so smol 🥺😭 why apple, do u like them?

and thank u so much <33 i hope ur day is as chad as the coqui

hari?!??????? hari??? hari </333............ no i dont know how and why u would be so kind but i’ll treasure this ask forever omg :”) and i could say the same about u too sm.. i like to tease u for being a dream kinnie but i mean that in all the sappiest ways with how much positive impact u make and how much love u have, thanku so much for being u hari <3 now gimme a minute im gonna go like cry

OZ!!!!!!!!! <333 <3 <-this is me whenever i see u open ur mouth :))) oz thats the most meaningful thing idk what ur saying.... thank u for all ur sweet & hilarious & big brain words we’re lucky to have u here <3

ish nonnie ive said before all anons are automatically in a polycule with me !!! maybe its time for a honeymoon instead ??? (and have an amazing day too <33)

i love how sweet u are :> i’m honestly still kinda rude to my own style (lol) its reassuring to know u like it!!

darling i think that’s just bc its george LMAO thank u for the sentiment though :D <3

yeah this is the one that made me baby-cry HAHAHA 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 flowernon ur really the moon that shone through my dark days. i’m proud of u as well for growing into a person who is both so tough yet so full of love, and for doing what i thought was impossible, which was making me proud of myself too. thank you. 🌺💛

(thank u again everyone i really appreciate it 💛💛💛 its so surreal how nice people are here)

[thebeautyoffandoms]

hi hi, im kinda curious of who am gonna get so I’ll try for HQ so here it goes

im a sagittarius, 4’10 (tiny b) asian, im bi, have long straight black hair underneath dyed light blue, dark brown eyes and im a infj-t! im a genuine person, I’m very introvert (shy/quiet) at first but extrovert at the same time between internet and rl since i always teasing/joke too much making fun of people so much,sarcastic, really competitive, hyper person depends who I’m with, passionate, straightforward I try to stand up for myself within my feelings, mood swings! (that’s why I’m socially awkward) and lastly a very anxious person.

i like to listen to honestly any kind of music, draw, play video games during my pc, reading, and all tho ive have social anxiety, so i like to stay home a lot so I couldn’t really be a going out person so Ik I like being alone now since I got used to it, and lastly boba within food as well. my love language is spending quality time, words of affirmation and maybe physical touch, and I’m okay with shipping with a female or male it don’t matter to me! but that’s all thank you and take your time writing this! have a wonderful day tysm!! ^w^ 💌

Hello! You’re so very welcome, and thank you for requesting! I’m so sorry this took so long, but I hope you like it!! <3 I hope you have a wonderful day as well aoanwrfon <33

For you, I think Kuroo Tetsuro would be a lovely match!

While it may not seem like it, I do think you would be Kuroo’s type for many reasons! Not only does your appearance sound super super cool (plus we know Kuroo likes long hair), plus the fact that he can tease you about your cute height, but he’s completely head-over-heels for your personality as well. Kuroo’s a bit of a more open and determined person, so he’d be able to try and strike up conversations with you. Once you two grew closer, he quickly realized he wanted you to be his s/o. Kuroo gets to deal with someone like Kenma, so he’s used to sarcasm (and tends to be just as sarcastic) and won’t get offended. He’s also competitive, so he’ll be a bit too excited to compete with you, and will probably use your competitive-ness to try and get you to join a volleyball team if you aren’t already on one. Also finds it amazing when you stand up for yourself, though he’ll chuck a volleyball at anyone who says anything even remotely negative about you. While he’s still a teenage boy, and probably doesn’t get moodswings, he does his best to ignore them, unless you need someone to talk to. Because, like I said, he’s dealt with Kenma for a long time, he’s used to staying home and playing games. Actually, he’s probably rather good at it by then, so that gives him something to compete with you over <3. Despite how a lot of the fans try to depict him, Kuroo is still a dork. He’s a sucker for getting to sit and read with you, maybe with music playing in the background. He’ll also feel so incredibly proud if you show him some of your art. He’ll probably flash a proud smirk that screams “yes, that’s my s/o! They did that!!” I don’t have many headcanons for Kuroo’s love language, though I sort of feel like he’d use most of them, or just roll with yours. Want to spend quality time? Yes please, he’ll be there in 5 minutes. Gives you a bunch of compliments, looking at you so genuinely loving every time he does. Loves to pat your head, or sling an arm over your shoulder, kiss your temple, or give you a big hug whenever he can too! All of it, baby!! He just loves to show you that he loves you <3

[etherealwaifgoddess]

Maybe I Am? - Chpt.2

Characters: Steve Rogers x Bucky Barnes

Summary: Steve takes a risk and the guys go out on a “date”. Master list HERE

Content Warning: first “date” cuteness, making out 

Word Count: 2.5k

Author’s Note: Hello lovelies! Today is one of those days where I am eternally grateful for having a “draft” option. Because honestly, ya girl is exhausted. So yay for drafts! Enjoy chapter two. I’m honestly too tired to give ya’ll a better note right now. :-\   XOXO - Ash

Chapter Two

Steeeeve [9:32:08PM]: Hey, it’s Steve.

Bucky Barnes [9:32:47PM]: hi steve

Steeeeve [9:33:15PM]: I had a lot of fun meeting up today.

Bucky Barnes [9:33:39PM]: me 2

Steve huffed staring at Bucky’s second generic response. He was usually so much more lively. Steve took a long sigh and started texting what he needed to get off his chest.

Steeeeve [9:35:21PM]: I’m sorry if I came off as confused or misleading. 

Steeeeve [9:35:26PM]: I didn’t mean to do that. But I am kind of confused right now. 

Steeeeve [9:35:35PM]: I spent so much time liking the idea of you, and you in real life was even more amazing than I could have expected. But I’ve never dated a guy before and I never expected to want to. And now I think I do. 

Steeeeve [9:35:49PM]: I’m sorry. This probably isn’t any less confusing. I’m apparently really bad at this lol. I guess what I’m trying to say is, will you go out on a maybe-date with me? I want to try and see how I feel. I don’t want to string you on, but I want to try.

Bucky stared at the flurry of texts coming into his phone. Damn, serial texter much? He read and re-read Steve texts a few times, chewing nervously his bottom lip, trying to find a response. He wasn’t willing to let his heart get trample on again, not after Brock. But he really liked Steve and if there was a chance Steve might like him too, it was too good to pass up. He had a distinct feeling he was going to regret it, but he tapped out the only honest response he could think of.

Bucky Barnes [9:44:13PM]: i like u 2 steve. i get that ur confused. lets try ur maybe-date and see how it goes? if it goes well cool, if not no hard feelings. k?

Steeeeve [9:45:20PM]: Thank you. Really, thank you for being so great about this. Can we get dinner one night this week? 

Bucky Barnes [9:45:55PM]: im free any nite but tues

Steeeeve [9:46:10PM]: I can do Friday night around 7. There’s a really great Mexican place a few blocks over from the gym if you’re willing to schelp all the way over to Park Slope. 

Bucky Barnes [9:46:31PM]: sounds good. see u then

Bucky sighed, putting his phone away into the pocket of his favorite old hoodie. He had a date. A maybe-date, but for some reason that felt good enough for him at the moment.

xxXxx

Steve discovered the best part of being able to text Bucky wasn’t just that their chatting was no longer limited to when they were both near a computer, but that they now had a full range of emojis, memes, and GIFs at their disposal. He could now send Bucky random funny things he found during the day and he felt a little proud when Bucky would send back a string of laughing emojis, knowing he had brightened the other man’s day a little. He had worried with their maybe-date looming things might be a little awkward but if anything they were going even better. By the time Friday came Steve was genuinely looking forward to their maybe-date. He had even gone out on Wednesday before his shift at the gym to pick up a set of clothes that were distinctly not gym wear. He couldn’t remember the last time he bought a button up shirt but he had to admit the blue and white checked shirt looked nice on him. He was trying not to stress over the maybe-date but he felt this gnawing need to know, definitively, if he was truly interested in Bucky, or just the fantasy of WinterBae. 

Steve raced home Friday to shower and change, hoping he’d left himself enough time to do all that and still make it over to Los Aztecas in time. Taking the time to slick back his hair and do a quick shave, Steve was hustling out the door only to realize he’d forgotten the bottle of wine once he got outside. After a fast double back for the wine he was on his way, making it to the tiny authentic Mexican restaurant with three minutes to spare. He had barely stopped walking when he saw Bucky hopping out of an uber. Steve felt a little flutter at the sight of Bucky and he took it as a good sign. 

Bucky looked amazing in his dark skinny jeans and a silky looking black shirt. A minimalist necklace was around his throat, the simple bar resting just below the wings of his collarbones. Steve noticed Bucky had swapped out the cheery beaded bracelets he’d worn on Sunday for a set of sleek silver and leather ones. He looked like he belonged on the cover of a fashion magazine and Steve felt ridiculous in what Sam had teased was his bible salesman outfit. 

“Heya.” Bucky greeted warmly, extending an arm for a half hug.

“Hey,” Steve echoed, hugging back with his free hand. “Ready for the best Mexican food of your life?” 

“Definitely, let’s go.” 

Steve led Bucky inside the little restaurant, its cozy decor making the place feel intimate instead of cramped. Steve had called ahead for reservations so they were whisked off to a table as soon as he gave the concierge his name. Bucky was looking around fascinated, taking in all the colorful decorations. 

“It’s really something, huh?” Steve prompted with a smile.

Bucky nodded in agreement, “Yeah, it’s beautiful. So much art packed into so little space. Thanks for bringing me here, Steve.” 

“It’s one of my favorite places in the area, mostly for the tacos but also for the art. I got my degree in fine art before I switched gears and went back to get certified in exercise science.” 

“That’s quite a switch.” Bucky laughed.

“Art will always be my first love, but it’s not exactly profitable. And once I got healthier I knew I wanted to help other people do the same. I was really sick as a kid and didn’t hit any major growth spurts until I was almost 21. After that, I worked out a lot getting used to my new body and fell in love with the gym.” 

“Wow. I’m glad you were able to get healthier, and it’s sweet you’re trying to give back to others with that.” 

“Do you go to a gym? I won’t be offended that it’s a competitor, I swear.”  

Bucky barked out a laugh, “No. God, no. I am perfectly happy with not having abs or a totally flat stomach as long as waffles exist.” 

Steve couldn’t help his eyes dropping to Bucky’s stomach which honestly couldn’t have had more than the smallest layer of padding across it. “That’s okay too. Waffles are pretty great.” 

The waitress stopped by to uncork their wine and drop off a basket of fresh tortilla chips and salsa verde. 

“What did you bring?” Bucky asked as he took the glass of white wine Steve had poured him.

“Albariño. A waitress here recommended it a few years ago and now it’s my go to. It’s light and crisp, and kinda citrusy? I’m not a wine snob but it’s damn good and goes really well with tacos. I hope you like white wine, I forgot to ask.” 

“I’ve yet to meet a white wine I didn’t like, so you’re safe.” Bucky sipped the wine and his eyes lit up, “Oh yeah, this is good. I’ll be hunting this down next time I go shopping.” 

“You can get it over at the little wine boutique near the farmers market in Sunset Park. They always have this kind.”

“Nice, I’ll have to check it out. My sister will love this the next time she visits.” 

The conversation flowed as the basket of tortilla chips disappeared, only ebbing when their platters arrived and they tucked into their food. Steve had ordered his usual taco platter while Bucky opted for the taquitos platter, an assortment of slow roasted meats wrapped in thin crispy shells. He let out a groan at his first bite that had Steve’s heart stuttering in his chest. The maybe-date had mostly felt like a friend-date up until that point, though Steve had to admit there was a tiny flutter of like there too. But the noise Bucky made and the expression on his face had Steve thinking anything but friends only thoughts. 

Bucky caught Steve staring at him as he licked a dribble of sauce off his bottom lip. He hadn’t gotten a distinct date-date vibe from Steve but the look on the blonde’s face was priceless. Bucky thought he probably had made a similar one the first time he saw Devon Sawa in Wild America when he was 12. He had never stood a chance of being straight after that. Testing the waters a little bit, Bucky smirked at Steve, making it abundantly clear he’d been caught staring. Steve flushed and Bucky’s smile widened. There might be hope after all.

Steve wasn’t sure if it was the wine or too many tacos but by the time dinner was over he felt glued to his seat. He hated knowing the evening was coming to an end and wanted to do something, anything, to prolong it. The waitress dropped off the sales receipt with a pen and Steve tried to steady his hand as he signed his name. He knew he needed to muster up his courage or he would be saying goodbye to Bucky in mere minutes.

“Thanks again for paying.” Bucky said after draining the last of his wine, “This was really nice.” 

“It was.” Steve agreed, seeing his chance, “You know, I have another bottle of this wine back at my place if you wanna come over for a bit. Maybe you could help me find that movie app you were telling me about for the Fire Stick?”

“Sure, I’m happy to help. I won’t say no to more of that wine either.” Bucky stamped down the hopeful cheering in his chest that Steve was inviting him over. The poor guy probably didn’t mean that anything would happen other than wine and tech help but Bucky could always dream. He would be respectful though, he resolved to himself. He’d never dated a guy who was questioning his sexuality before and Bucky didn’t want to push too far too soon. Bucky figured it was best to let Steve set the pace and just hope his heart didn’t get run over in the process. 

Steve’s apartment was only four blocks from the restaurant, a second floor walk up in an old converted brownstone. It was nicer than Bucky’s little hole in the wall apartment and even had a small second bedroom that Steve had set up as a home office. After giving Bucky a quick tour, he led them to the kitchen to pull another bottle of Albariño out of his cabinet. Passing a stemless glass to Bucky, he poured them both a generous amount of wine which they carried out to the living room so Bucky could show Steve the app he’d mentioned during dinner. A few clicks and a quick download later, Steve had access to a ridiculous amount of free movies. 

“This is so great.” Steve praised, clicking through the different options. “Oh I love this one!”

“Hm?” Bucky looked up from his glass to see Steve hovering over 10 Things I Hate About You. “Oh that one is great. I remember wanting to be Patrick Verona when I grew up after seeing that.” 

Steve gave an amused side eyed look at Bucky. “I think you did a decent job.” he teased, throwing on the movie out of sheer impulse.

Bucky laughed, “You’re sweet. But god knows I’ll never be that smooth.” 

“You’re better off than me. I’ve been told I’m hopeless on more than one occasion.” 

“You hold your own, Rogers.” Bucky assured him, reaching over to take Steve’s hand in his, stroking the pad of his thumb over the ridges of Steve’s knuckles. 

Steve blinked slowly, looking from their joined hands up to Bucky’s face. It felt good, that fluttery feeling stirring in his gut at the contact. He gave Bucky a smile and squeezed his hand gently, making sure his consent was clear.

The movie rolled and they sipped their wine as Patrick did his best to woo Kat. Bucky slowly nudged closer to Steve until he was pressed against his side, his head leaning against Steve’s shoulder. He was warm and comfortable and completely unwilling to move by the time Letters to Cleo played into the credits. 

“I can’t believe it’s after eleven already.” Steve yawned. 

Bucky yawned next, set off by Steve’s. “Same. I had a really good night, Steve.” He looked up curiously, wondering if Steve had found any new revelations on their maybe-date. 

“Me too. This was… really nice. Hey, um, I know this was a maybe-date, but maybe um…”

Bucky shifted so he could sit up taller and face Steve while he fumbled for words.

“I, um, I’d really like to kiss you right now.” Steve blurted out, looking equal parts excited and terrified. 

Bucky’s smile was like the sun. “Okay, yeah.” Bucky reached out to cup Steve’s cheek, going agonizingly slow to give Steve a chance to bolt if he needed it. He leaned up a little and Steve craned his neck down, tentatively meeting Bucky’s lips with his own. 

A soft press, a pause, another soft press, and then the kiss deepened, Bucky’s lips parting to slot Steve’s with his. Steve let out a choked off moan, unable to believe what he was doing and how good it felt. He let a hand rake through Bucky’s hair and it only made him want to feel more of the silky locks. The scent of cedar and teak from his cologne filled Steve’s nose and though it was very distinctly male, Steve couldn’t get enough of it. It was so much more than he could have expected but also not nearly enough. He was breathing raggedly when he finally pulled back, repressing a shudder at the well kissed expression on Bucky’s face. His full bottom lip was shining and red, his eyes heavy lidded and his chest heaving just as much as Steve’s. 

“Whoa.” Steve finally breathed out in amazement.

“Yeah, whoa.” Bucky agreed. “So does this help in sorting out if this was a date-date?”

“I think it was definitely a date-date.” 

“I’m glad. And do you think you’d want to try another date sometime?”

“When are you free next?” Steve chuckled, only half kidding. 

“Easy there, pal.” Bucky warned lightly, patting Steve’s ridiculously broad chest. “We’ll find a day again soon.” 

Steve nodded, knowing Bucky was right for wanting to take things slow. He led Bucky over to the door, giving him one last quick kiss goodbye before the brunette headed out into the early summer night. Steve was still floored by his own reactions to Bucky but it felt so right that he couldn’t agonize over it for long. 

[kimtaegis]

🥺🥺🥺h-hi!! its been so long and i miss u so much :( ive literally no idea how anyones doing this time round and lately i havent even had much time to follow bts updates, esp since they announced their br*ak (girl when i tell u i cried for 2 days straight-)

AHHHHH this time im not doing too well tbh😭u remember that exam thingy i told u abt?? its in 2 weeks and even tho ik everyth my whole career depends on it this is why im just.. vvv nervous jdshkjdh but yea im just trying to get over it and stay confident!! ill be a free bird in two weeks i cant believe it honestly

tae from paris has me on chokehold its a shame a man like him cant be mine- hes just so effortlessly.... elegant...

mAYEBBEBE someone's bday's round the corner👀👀and the fact that ill be free by the time YESSS🤩🤩

girlie pROLLy got a boyfriend?🥺👉🏽👈🏽i mean its noth official rn, i still have THE exam bUT after that we're going on a date and then we'll see where it takes us but ive kinda been into him for a while and when i tell u hes aMAZING- (even some of his and tae's traits match so im just a puddle on the floor bro JHDSKJHDSKJ)

anywaysss,, ill prolly have some more to tell u 'round yo bday, bUT TELL ME ABT U!!! its literally been so long mon amor!! how are u?? i hope ure doing better bb<3 oH AND!! what do u think abt the new songs from proof??

see u soon! much love :33

(🐯) ( i hope u remember me😭🦋)

hello my babyyyyy it’s so good to hear from you!! 💖💖

oh love I wish you all the luck for your exam… I know how stressful and anxiety-inducing this all can get but I am so very sure you will ace it okay? You’ll do amazing and I’ll be so proud of you after and so should you!! You should plan to celebrate in some way!!

hahaha yes paris tae was a whole experience, I must say I wasn’t the biggest fan of his outfit but seeing him having such a good time was really great

yesss just two more weeks haha! I’m really insufferable when it comes to my birthday, I think I’m being very easily annoying with it lmao so I’m especially happy when others are excited with me instead 🥰

and omg??!! that’s some news ahh I’m so happy for you!! You should totally take him out for a post-exam celebration then, go have some drinks together! This is so exciting, I miss the thrill of getting together with someone 😭

I’m doing okay, but it could be better. I’m actually, generally, in a pretty good mood but some people make very strong attempts at ruining that lately… anyways, I’m still procrastinating uni work and have made some summer plans instead which I’m looking forward to (I’m gonna go to london for a few days in September again after so long, I’m so excited!). Apart from that nothing much has happened!

[shuaberriez]

aww nooo i'm sorry to hear ;-; i'm glad your social energy is back now! i've been a bit busy but still doing okay 😅 i love that drunk chaotic hoshi sealed the deal for you 😩 haha i started listening to more of txt's discography after looking up angel or devil (bc honestly i only ever heard their title tracks before you mentioned angel or devil sgukejs) and they did not disappoint~ - secret carat 🎁 1/7

HMM for onewe, i got into them bc of produce 101 s2. one of the members was a contestant there - he didn't get too far but he def made an impression on me and that's when i found out he was already in a band! btob, i think 'wow' was in my yt recs when it first came out and i took a listen and was hooked. for golden child and verivery, i actually got into them bc of road to kingdom! my friend loves tbz and she asked me to watch rtk with her, but i ended up stanning golcha and verivery - sc 🎁 2/7

sgehilsk day6 is a bit of a longer story bc someone i knew in uni tried to promo them after she said 'neighbour brian debuted in a band under jyp' so i got curious and looked them up and here we are now shigelks - secret carat 🎁 3/7

LOL i love watching crack video edits of groups 😭 it almost ropes me into stanning them shigeks esp skz bc they're so effortlessly funny 😭 ahh ryujin is so cool ur absolutely right 😩 she's a great performer!! really exudes powerful stage presence!ooh txt pre-debut!! they've come so far, i'm sure you must feel proud of their accomplishments 🥺 were they as chaotic pre-debut as they are now? LOL omg jaemin, as much as i love him he needs to be stopped sometimes 😩🖐 hsilkeghs - sc 🎁 4/7

IM YELLING AT THE GONE THRU 20 DIVORCES AND 6 LAWSUITS IF THAT AIN'T WOOZI. feels like mans lived thru 5 lifetimes that all ended in heartbreak. i think 'fear' and 'good to me' both fall under fave genre(s) and songs for me! they rly hit hard WEW as for fave mv, it would probably be mansae bc it was the first mv of theirs that i watched! hbu!! were ur top songs for spotify wrapped ur fave svt songs? 👀 or!! were there other svt songs that didn't make the list that u love!! - secret carat 🎁 5/7

i miss the student discount for spotify shigelks haha i was kinda hoping i would get a svt song from the numbers i listed - like it's bingo shisgejlks but 2 skzs i will take. also wow anti romantic almost made ur top 5!! - secret carat 🎁 6/7

oH that's a tough q hmmm maybe like... pop/rock? LOL and if i could go anywhere in the world rn, i probably wanna go to germany, simply to visit my cousin whom i haven't seen in years! what about you? and also pls don't worry about replying late or anything~ take your time 🥰 i hope you have a relaxing weekend! - secret carat 🎁 7/7

hiiiiiiiiiii it is... ish. it disappeared during the week but it's back and hopefully here to stay!! i've been really busy too so i getchu <3 don't even worry about it hehe <3 omg!!! which ones have you liked so far? tbh i'm more of a casual stan with txt in comparison to how i am with svt </3 i do want to gif for them more but maybe when i have time ksfjdsfn

OHHH PRODUCE 101 :OOOO honestly i admire you for watching those shows </3 my heart can't handle the whole eliminating process. esp when you see how hard all of them work. who's your bias in onewe and why :o OHHHH btob <33 i loved their interactions with skz!! they seem like such chaotic and nice people jasnfsj <3 also who's your bias in btob and why hehe <3 AND RTK ajkfsjfns again, i couldn't watch it and stayed off twt for all of that but that's super cool that you got into golcha and verivery!! i think i only know of verivery from one of the songs they did for extraordinary you? and golcha because of the 00s collabs <3 but i'd love to know more about them <3

NEIGHBOUR BRIAN PLSIJJASDKNSDKJN honestly they're so chaotic so valid <3 i think i got into day6 bc of the whole drum and dowoon thing :sob:

I HONESTLY THINK CRACK VIDEOS ARE THE ONLY WAY I GET FULLY INTO GROUPS OMG </3 is this why i stan chaotic groups :woman_standing: ryujin always impresses me. literally whenever i see an itzy performance i'm so taken aback. idk if you saw their performance at the mamas but... yeah 👀 i think txt have achieved so much and i'm so proud of them for that bc they've definitely grown as artists <3 honestly... they were pretty chaotic predebut? like i just think that chaos has emulsified as time has gone on :sob: JAEMIN IS SO CHAOTIC ASJSJKFNS like you never know when he'll be chaotic. he's my favourite introvert <3

JSDHNDJS I THINK I SAW THAT ON TWT AND IT'S STAYED IN MY MIND EVER SINCE BC HE REALLY DOES SING LIKE THAT </3 EXACTLY ASJKFSN FIVE LIFETIMES </3 OHHHH fear and good for u i see i see. very valid hehe <3 have to say my favourite part of fear are jihan's (I AM A SIMP AND WBK </3 looks away at my 17daysofshua posts :spiral:) MANSAE!!!!!! that's such a nice mv omg <3 and i love the song a lot hehe <3 i think my favourite is fallin' flower! and this may just be the gif maker in me speaking out but it's really fun to colour, and the aesthetic ALWAYS leaves me in awe <3 fear is also really cool <33 i don't think my top svt songs were in the top of my spotify wrapped besides same x3 <3 i'd say my top 5 svt songs would have to be (and i can't list these in order bc i adore all of them):

- ah! love

- falling for u

- 247

- second life

- lie again

it might be bc a lot of my top songs were seventeen aksjdksfnk but yes skz! they were my top artists for last year bc i was on a break from svt but i'm glad they were at least 2nd this year! and yes anti romantic!! i listened to a lot when studying this year kskfkfsjdk i'm embarrassed that my brainrot songs were top though </3

OOOOOHHHH pop rock!!! that's so cool!! i don't know you too well but i could see that teehee <3 i've been told by my friends that i'm jazz/classical and idk what to think of that aisdkjfsdjk one of my friends said basic pop and i almost fought them ksjfkfsdn. and germany!!!! that's so cool omg <3 i really want to go to europe honestly jsfkfdsj i think i'd like to go to japan rn bc i'm really craving ramen and they have 24 hour ramen places there KJSDJKNFDSKJ as for who i'd take, i'd probably take my best friend ^^

my next obscure question for you is which seventeen member do you think you identify with the most <3

i hope you're having a great week!!

[clefairytails]

lesbian tag game

thx for sending me this @redcladsheikah <3 all my lesbian friends should do this too, if you want uwu i’m too lazy to tag like 50 ppl hhhhhhhhhhhhhhh @lebians @tiedyked @talaxian @lesbian-mcelroy @ireallylikecameras 

1: did you ever think you were straight?

not really, i knew i liked girls even as a child. but i did go through multiple periods of trying to convince myself i was straight, needless to say it didn’t work out lol.

2: what’s your favorite element of gay culture?

our sense of humor! it’s amazing that we’re all so funny despite putting up with so much bullshit.

3: are you femme, butch, or neither?

femme! i’ve been looking into femme history lately, bcs the idea that femme is just an aesthetic is a misconception c:

4: do you prefer to date femmes or butches?

tbh every time i declare i have a type i immediately fall for someone that’s the complete opposite of that, so i have no idea. lately i’ve been wanting a goth gf, but i just developed a crush on a prep soooo i’m terrible at self-reflection. this bitch don’t know what she want.

5: what’s the worst part about being a lesbian?

the feeling that there’s a part of you that needs to be fixed, but you can’t do anything about it. it’s like seeing a picture on the wall that’s crooked, but it’s stuck like that and you can’t ever straighten it. or having a hair out of place that keeps sticking up no matter how much you try to gel it down.

6: what’s the best part of being a lesbian?

is women too obvious of an answer? girls are angels and i’d die for all of them

7: how long were you questioning for?

pretty much never, i guess. i had crushes on girls since kindergarten, then in 2nd grade i was told girls could only like boys, so i tried my best to be straight even though in my heart i knew i wasn’t. since i couldn’t make myself like boys, i kinda just ignored the idea of liking anyone at all until middle school, when i found out what the word “lesbian” means online. of course, all the stuff i found about lesbians called us disgusting perverts, so i went through many phases of calling myself literally anything else but a lesbian. i’ve only started using the word lesbian specifically in the last few years, especially since i joined an amazing discord group. i love them so much, they’ve helped me feel so proud of being a lesbian <3

8: what’s the most annoying thing straight people do?

exist. 

jk lmao, i’m honestly not annoyed by straight people, but i like making jokes as if i am. it’s hard to annoy me in general, i’ve got a high tolerance for that type of stuff. if i have to answer, i hate it when strangers (usually straight men) pry into my sex life, but i’m not really annoyed by that as much as i am creeped out.

9: what do you look for in a girl?

vampirism is my only requirement.

10: if you had to marry someone you know right now, who would you choose?

@lebians bcs i feel they’d be the most able to put up with my bullshit. everyone else would kill me on sight. if only @ireallylikecameras was still single, then when we got married we could put together our 50% employee discounts at BK and get infinite food for free, ending world hunger. i think that’s how it works, but also im gay and therefore bad at math.

11: do you have a crush right now?

does being in love count as a crush? if so, then i have three.

12: do you fall in love easily?

i crush easily, and i say i’m in love easily bcs i’m a leo (meaning i need to exaggerate to live), but actually feeling love? only once.

13: is there anyone in your life right now you think you’ll date in the future?

fingers crossed.

14: is there anyone you want to be kissing right now?

at the moment i’m feeling very touch repulsed, so no. but i also go through periods of feeling touch starved, and during those times i’d kiss pretty much anyone lmao.

15: do you think you’ve met your future wife yet?

i don’t know if i want to be married. i hate making commitments.

16: top, bottom, or vers?

i suspect i’m a bottom, but i’m also a virgin with no self awareness about what she wants or likes, so who really knows.

17: is there anyone you wish you could fuck right now?

still feeling touch repulsed, so no. also i have issues with actual real life sex. i always think i want to have sex, but when the situation becomes real, i feel disgusted by it and chicken out. i have no idea if this is some sort of asexuality or internalized lesbophobia. i should probably go to therapy lol.

18: rough or gentle?

rough, in theory. like i said, virgin who doesn’t know what she likes. but as a general rule, i don’t like slowness.

19: how many stereotypes do you fit into?

i’m fat, hairy, make lots of jokes about hating men (at least online, not in real life bcs i dont wanna get stabbed), i sometimes look like a guy,

20: what version of the lesbian flag do you like most? (butch, lipstick, original, etc.)

i like the femme one! i have it as my banner, it’s the lipstick lesbian flag without the lip print. the original flag was so fucking good, too bad it got taken by the terfs. the labrys is such a powerful image, and purple is a good color. also i saw a moon lesbian flag going around, that one is so good.

21: do you have a good gaydar?

hhhh i’d like to pretend i do but tbh i’m not very observant and straight up bad at reading people.

22: be honest, would you rather be straight?

yes and no. i’d rather have been born straight, because it would’ve saved me so much pain, but it’s a few years too late for that lol. if there was a magic pill that could make me straight today, i wouldn’t take it. i’ve been through so much as a lesbian, it means something to me now and i wouldn’t trade that for anything.

23: are you cis?

yep.

24: are you a sugar mommy or a sugar baby at heart?

hardcore sugar baby. my dream job is being an older woman’s trophy wife.

25: are you committed to someone at all right now emotionally?

hhhhhhhhhh unfortunately. i don’t want to be.

26: are you looking for a serious relationship currently?

yes, but i shouldn’t be. i don’t think i’m ready to be in one.

27: is there someone you’d like to be in a serious relationship in?

yes, but she’s straight and already married lmao. whoops.

28: do you want children?

no, i’m too selfish and irresponsible.

29: is your family accepting of your sexuality?

my mom and dad are, though they don’t take it very seriously. pretty sure they expect me to grow out of it one day. can’t blame them tho, i’m waiting for the same thing lmao. my extended family is huge, and their opinions range from being extremely homophobic to being gay themselves, but i’m interacting with them less and less as i get older.

30: how confident are you in your sexuality?

very confident, though i don’t want to be. i’m still secretly hoping one day i’ll see a guy i’m attracted to and he’ll fix me, but being realistic, i’m a huge fucking lesbian. women are enchanting.

31: are you polyamorous or monogamous?

monogamous. my insecure ass could not be poly hhhhhh.

32: what advice do you have for your 12 year old self?

be more selfish. you don’t have to put yourself second for the sake of others, especially at your age. nothing you do will matter in a decade, go fucking wild.

33: have you ever been to a gay bar?

nope. i want to go one day, but i have terrible social anxiety.

34: leather jackets or flannel?

both of those are really hot, but i’m gonna go with leather jacket.

35: describe your dream girlfriend

- vampire

- big tiddy goth gf

- nice personality or smthn

- uhhhhhhhhh tiddy

(ok but srsly, i can’t answer this question bcs i NEVER know what i want!! i always thought my type was THICC for sure, but all three of the ladies i have feelings for rn are pretty skinny and flat chested)

36: do you have any lesbian friends?

at least 50 lol.

37: what elements of gay culture do you actively participate in?

air, water, sometimes earth. never fire.

38: do you find straight people irritating?

nope, but i do find straight pda uncomfortable to look at. mostly bcs it reminds me of what i'm supposed to want. but i’d never tell a straight person that, obviously. i’m not rude.

39: would you rather adopt a kid or have a biological kid?

i’ll adopt a tortoise, and feed her any children that cross my path. but if i did ever have a child, i’d want it to be biologically mine and my wife’s. mostly bcs i’d want to know what it would look like, which is a selfish and stupid reason to have kids, and exactly why i’m not gonna lmao.

40: do you love yourself?

i’m a LEO (jokes aside, i don’t know. sometimes i do, sometimes i don’t. but i love myself more as time goes on. definitely more than i did than when i was a teen, at least.)