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a tribute to celebrate the finale of the manga that has meant so much to me these past few years
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#yuji itadori#gojo satoru#fushiguro megumi#nobara kugisaki#nanami kento#ryomen sukuna#toji fushiguro#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk 271#i would tag everyone but ik the most frequented tags in this fandom smh ghsdhfgdfjs#THSI KILLED ME#3 DAYS#IM DEAD DECEASED IN THE GROUND#i knew the minute i drafted the sketch that i would hate myself for it and yeah i was right#but honestly it was worth it it was worth every single hour#i got . lowkey highkey emotional wrapping this up bc like. what a RIDE it's been#ive grown so much since starting drawing fr this series i owe it a lot im so grateful to the things its taught me abt how i like to create#im so grateful fr the people its let me meet#ik it's not over-over and ill be around while the anime catches up but still something abt the manga ending#i'm sentimental u kno?#so i hope that i was able to convey those feelings#to jjk and to every1 who has engaged with my art for it: thank u <3
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I've been weird lately, sorry I was in artblock and still, yeah.
This might be disturbing. I don't know either what am I thinking in the exact moment I drew this
Maybe that one Saber organs fanart I found on Pinterest gave me this idea.
#shitpost#art block#idk#blue lock#bllk#blue lock fanart#isagi yoichi#i can't think anymore im so brain dead#I highkey hate the way I draw expressions on isagi but I can't change it
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Me watching people pretend Wally west (and sometimes Roy)’s children don’t exist so that they can be Dick/Jason’s boyfriend
#in case you haven’t noticed I’ve been getting into Wally west recently#I’m so angered about this#the only Wally content I can find that is sometimes unrelated to dick is young justice#and he’s DEAD there 😭😭😭😭#the fact that there was a whole comic arc of Wally almost destroying the universe just for the chance that he would save his children#AND PEOPLE GO AHEAD AND PRETEND THEY DONT EXIST#im gonna lose it#and same with Roy#like why would he go and save Jason an be his personal therapist he has a child to take care of#I have a deep hatred for what jayroy did to Roy’s character#justice for Roy#and everyone always makes them seem weak or stupid to make dick and Jason look better#actually that goes for all friends of the batfamily#Roy’s smart and a good fighter#he’s been a hero longer then Jason#and Wally is ridiculously powerful and smart#I lowkey blame young justice and the outlaws for this#actually not lowkey#HIGHKEY#please send me some good comic Wally and Roy content#thank you for coming to my rant#dc comics#wally west#roy harper#dick grayson#jason todd
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red dead redemption ii screenshots
#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#rdr#read dead redemption#arthur morgan#cowboy aesthetic#rdr2 arthur#im highkey obsessed with this game
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Beginnings || Foundations
#nopixel#barry benson#gta rp#admc#already dead mc#edbert ropeburn#ziggy buggs#tj walker#terrance j walker#Sean McQuillen#Solomon Walker#Shang Liu#anyway im highkey obsessed with the framing of the edbert one#mine#mine np#it was only a matter of time
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so I'm enjoying watching Castaway Diva a lot more than I thought I would and like along with the main questions (who is jung ki-ho, where is he, is he one of the brothers) I'm really thinking......... did she eat her dad
#castaway diva#kdrama#seriously though did she eat her dad#is that insensitive? yes#but also like.#its a possibility#i mean probably not though - if only because he was (spoilers) dead when they washed ashore#(that's if he WAS dead - like could you imagine the trauma of being stuck on a deserted island with the abuser you were trying to escape???#(like on top of the trauma of being stranded anyway.... yeesh)#but yeah by the time you’ve given up hope of being immediately rescued and you’re foraging for what little food you can find...#dad's gotta be pretty decomposed at that point right?#she probably didnt eat her dad#but the thought would be there though wouldnt it#ABSOLUTELY HORRIBLE CIRCUMSTANCES but damn if her little tropical island wilderness camp didnt look cosy af tho#anyway im highkey reminded of those guys that were lost at sea for a week or w/e where upon being rescued they said#it was a pretty nice break away from it alll#like yeah i can see that#the fucking shit she came up with though - she built a HOUSE#real tarzan shit#anyway yeah watch castaway diva its cute and pretty good#cannibalism#should have tagged that earlier whoops#also wait im coming back to these tags to say#god but just imagine the flipside of not eating him - you have to make your home with your dad's body decomposing by the shore#or you have to bury him yourself#just imagine the seagulls flocking around for a meal while you're trying to survive#how horrible
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my friend just told me her recent family drama and apparently she talked to her mom before me who actually told her to consult me cuz im "logical" and i have "sound judgement." while im a QUEER COMMIE. she got fuckin GOT lmaooo. unrelated, this friend had told me i was th3 best at conning all older people into liking me.
#mypost#this is the second time a friends mom directly tells her to consult me on a topic. these conservative ass people who lowkey highkey#want people like me dead and gone and disappeared out of society#fuckin CONNED!#life is so strange man#how were perceived is so funny#girl im contemplating making my parents smile for the first time in 20 years and you think im a positive influence on your daughter#btw that line is so fire it doesnt even apply to me but i cant stop thinking abt it ans reciting it#he was cooking
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finally watched the end of twd world beyond and what was that end credit scene... brother what does it mean. hello dr jenner.
#anyway i have other thoughts about the show but im highkey sick and need to go to bed#twdwb#the walking dead world beyond#bea.txt
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To the very specific person who keeps telling me to get on myspace, i canttt, i live in canada, my zip code gets rejected, please stop rubbing it in🥲
#why do i have to live in the cold fricken country#canada is too damn cold#plus i cant even have myspace#idc that myspace lowkey highkey dead#i iust wanna be there for the sake of it ya knowww#i love leaving a speech in the tags ngl#now im listening to caramelldansen#yes
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"Nothing's New"
In which your partner is never going to pay attention to you, because they’re too focused on their dead lover
Bell’s notes: “writer bell goes too far with this fic-” im /j no ones gonna say that, angst powers pls work tho, like im asdlkfjawel;fjsd;jf;lska, i cant write dude, let me like, plan this out in my head before writing nonsense, LIKE BRO, feral over angst LORD, 100k likes and you get part 2 /jjjj, growling i love angst, MWHAHAHA, sorry ely, yuka, mhie, snob, and zee if you read this 😔😔😔, i listened to “IT Girl” while writing this 😋, got carried away with Ayato’s part oopsies, i believe Guizhong for the ladies but whatever 😔😔😔, cut out Wanderer & Childe in the end because i’m TIRED, not proofread
Story details: Ayato lowkey a bitch, scratch that highkey, reader has self-doubt, Neuvilette doesn’t mean to be mean he just ISSS, GUIZHONG DID NOTHING STOP MAKING HER THE ONE IN BLAME IN THESE ZHONGLI SCENARIOS, oh and I couldn’t be bothered with Xiao’s part like a quarter through he’s such a flexible yet straight character, it’s the way you can tell when I got lazy with each part, chance Xiao & Zhongli are gonna be ooc as i’ve never written anything but short headcanons for them before
Characters & Triggers: Ayato, Neuvilette, Xiao, & Zhongli; reader has self-doubt, mention of death, mention of martial neglect
Reader details: female reader in Ayato’s part is explicit. female reader in Neuvilette’s part can be interpreted with the way you read it. the other parts, however, shouldn’t have a specified reader type. reader’s personality, race/ethnicity, height, physical descriptions, or anything of the sort is not mentioned. if anything is let me know and i’ll edit it.
Ayato: No surprise the Yashiro Commissioner doesn’t pay attention to his new wife, the one that he didn’t marry first. You knew that he didn’t love you, and most likely never would because you were, in fact, the second pick. Actually, it was probably in the hundreds based on the amount of marriage arrangement offers Ayato had gotten considering he was one of the biggest figures in Inazuma. It didn’t matter, but he most likely picked you because your clan was a small one to put it lightly, so he most likely chose it, and you, because it wouldn’t be a hassle with the press. But of course, he would choose the person and clan that seemed, “easy”. It hurt seeing some of the people’s sympathetic stares, such as Ayaka’s, Thoma’s, and a few of the older women working in the estate. You got used to the lack of greeting from Ayato when he got off work, the lack of warmth beside you at night. You found it hilarious, although you were hysteric at the time as you had just found out that Ayato was off that day and neglected to see you, that he never, ever laid down in the same bed as you. It doesn’t matter no matter how hard you work around the estate, how long you sit up doing his work, which you soon quit once he yelled at you like a homeless dog, or even the distinct flower you made out of one of Ayato’s favorite sweets that he ignored. Not even a glance at your general direction, either. After a while, you decided to do some digging on his past wife, only to find out that she was in fact near perfect. Perfect reputation, perfect everything, to put it shortly. Shortly after asking Ayaka what happened to her, by pulling the sad, guilty wife card, you found out she was a victim of an assassination attempt that turned into a success. Of course, Ayato and his perfect wife would only be torn apart by death. It was poetic, and it made you sick. So what were you to do but endure the slow torture that you and Ayato’s marriage was? After all, nothing you could do could change how he felt about you.
Neuvillette: The famous hydro dragon, at least to those who knew his ‘secret’. His past lover, unfortunately, died before him, no doubt to his immortality. Of course, you would soon die, maybe in a few decades but, hey, it wasn’t like he would miss you. You could only wait awake at night as Neuvillette went to fix himself his own meal, despite you staying up to cook him one and await for his return from work. It’s not that was the only time he never paid attention to you, after all the man had most likely been grieving his wife for centuries at this point in time. So what were you to do besides stay and watch this man be emotionally constipated around you? Why did he even marry you in the first place, then? It couldn’t be because his past wife resembled you, and it certainly wasn’t because you both acted the same. Was it because he needed someone to cling to? I mean, you weren’t exactly someone who seemed to not fit the criteria of a compassionate co-worker who would comfort Neuvillette in his times of distress. Did Neuvilette only come to you because you were his way of grieving? It would make partial sense, to cling to the nearest piece of comfort to help with the pain of loss. It made you feel like nothing but an object meant for his emotional wants, but in reality, that’s all you ever are and will ever be to him.
Xiao: The famous adeptus long ago, had someone close to him. Shame they fell to waste during the archon wars, along with the other adepti. It was no surprise that everyone familiar with Liyue stories knew about the two of them together, which unfortunately included you. It didn’t pain you that much until your oh-so-loveable boyfriend got distracted by two kids playing with a Xiao lantern and one of her. After that, it only devolved into more. The lack of visits to your room in the inn, the lack of responses whenever you left your little notes for him near your meet-up place, and the extreme lack of thank-you-notes whenever you left Xiao almond tofu. It didn’t matter that you started to skip and completely ignore doing all of these things just to see if he would notice because the adeptus failed to appear in your room just to check in to see if you were okay. This behavior was unlike him, at least in the sense of him completely ignoring you. The only answer you could think of, that logically made sense, of course, was that he was reminded of his past loved one because of the run-in with the lanterns you two had while out in Liyue. So in terms, he seemed to disconnect with you because of the memories of his past significant other? You knew the adepti didn’t die peacefully, you could tell that much from the stories, so it wouldn’t be surprising if that also applied to Xiao’s past lover. There was nothing you could do about it though, because if you knew Xiao, he wouldn’t talk about her to you nor push her aside for you.
Zhongli: Guizhong. Of course, you were familiar with the name, everyone in Liyue was. Everyone might be a stretch considering the visitors and children, but the point’s been made. Morax and Guizhong were close. Close in a sense of possibly having relationship affairs but that was only explicit to you because of the way your lover would glace at glaze lilies. You couldn’t call him your lover, could you? Not with the way he would hum to the glaze lilies, the way his eyes would also drift away from you whenever you talked as you took strolls through Guilu Plains, and the way he would opt to tell stories of specific tales of his time as Morax, ones that included Guizhong in some way. It got to the point where you had to make up tasks that you had to do daily just to get away from the walks you two took, not to hear the different-yet-similar stories of Morax and totally not Guizhong. It was childish of you to be doing so, you had yourself convinced, as you couldn’t blame Guizhong for any of it. She had no part of this besides well, besides being your number one stressor for the past few weeks. It was tiring yet somehow for the sake of not wanting a glare or side-eye from Zhongli about his stories, which you never thought you’d get that tired of hearing, you kept your mouth shut, despite how hard it was. You knew it would only take so much more, though, before you said something about it.
#astronetwrk#・ nouveau livre ˎˊ˗#genshin impact#genshin x reader#xiao x you#xiao x reader#neuvilette x reader#neuvilette x you#zhongli x you#zhongli x reader#ayato x you#ayato x reader#genshin angst#genshin headcannons
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Buddy, he's not good generally
His brain was dried and thrown in a mortar and beat to crumbs with a pestel
Just casually bullying Ven verbally hours
#im at that one badlands cutscene in Terra’s route and just going off#'dead eyed stair' 'no thoughts in that fuckin head' 'head empy time' etc#which all started because i was debating skipping the cutscene entirely except 'oh wait he scream here'#ventus my beloved#usually when i bully ven (affectionately ofc) its on the command board tbh#mason.txt#mason plays: KH Birth By Sleep - Terra#kh bbs#kh bbs screenshot#we ignoring the activate windows message in the corner#kh ventus#i need to stop bullying Ven but i highkey dont wanna#im gonna go back to minecraft lol
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im soso curious, i need to know... why is tim a child of apollo? bless u for not going with fanon<3
[referencing how I decided who the Batfam's godly parents were in my PJO AU WIP]
People like to sort him into Athena because DC has spent the last few years emphasizing how smart he is and how he's better at the more “cerebral” and detective aspects of the job. But Tim’s most prominent pre-reboot traits are not actually his detective or tech skills: they’re his reckless, impulsive bravery, his ability to analyze and think very quickly on his feet in dangerous situations, and his "power of friendship" idealism.
He's a people person; it's one of his greatest strengths. Tim is like...physically incapable of going somewhere and not making at least one friend while he's there. Hell, when he ran off to travel the world on his "fuck you, I'll find Bruce on my own" trip he still managed to pick up his own little crew of assassin friends along the way. Making connections and talking to people and relying on others for help is how he successfully navigates being a hero, as he himself notes on multiple occasions:
"Did you think I was going to run all around the city, desperately trying to save everyone all by myself? I'm not Batman. I have friends." -Red Robin #12
Tim loves his family and friends, and losing so many people he's close to within such a small timespan sends him off the deep end in multiple ways (trying to clone Kon, fighting Dick to get the Lazarus water, isolating himself from everyone, fighting with Dick and running off to find proof that Bruce was alive on his own, etc).
At his core, Tim is an idealist who becomes a hero for no other reason than a) a broken man needs help and a broken family needs mending and b) if Dick won't go back to being Robin he might as well do it, because someone has to be Robin. He sees what will happen if Bruce stays on the path he's on and says "no. I'm not going to let that happen." He's a hero because someone has to help, and he's able and available to do so. He doesn't work on cold hard logic and facts. He works off of gut instinct and then uses his big brain to go find facts and logical conclusions that support those instincts.
Tim was never going to be an Athena child.
So I started thinking. At first, I wanted him to be a Hermes child; it seemed right to frame his parentage around being the child of the messenger of the gods given how he became Robin. But that's not really him, either. Apollo, within the scope of both classical mythology and the PJO-verse's depiction of him and his children, fits him better.
While modern culture tends to zero in a lot on Apollo's status as the god of music, poetry, and the arts (for good reason), Apollo in classical Greek mythology was first and foremost known as the god who (for lack of a better term) helps his people. He's the god of the sun, of light, of medicine and healing, of prophecy, of truth.
Tim comes into Bruce's life at a time when Bruce is at his absolute lowest point. Jason is dead. He's estranged from Dick. He's failing in his mission to save Gotham. He's highkey passively suicidal. And Tim takes it upon himself to fix that. And he does it by being a solid, bright, stable presence in Bruce's life and an extremely blunt, truthful messenger of the future he sees: Batman needs a Robin, and if Bruce doesn't have one he's going to die.
And I didn't abandon his intelligence in the calculations: Apollo is also the god of rational thinking, order, and knowledge, contrasting and working in harmony with Dionysus (the god of irrationality, chaos, and passion). He was also known to be the god whose job it was to interpret the will of Zeus to humankind, which I thought was appropriate for a boy who spends quite a lot of his time being the living communication translator between Bruce and everyone around him.
So. Apollo child.
............also I thought it was funny to make the god of youth the father of the boy DC refuses to allow to age.
#I also have a thread of connection running between Apollo being the god of plagues and Tim getting the Clench in Contagion#but that was kind of an aside to the whole thing#tim drake#tim drake meta#dc comics#bruce wayne#batman#my writing#batfam pjo au
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pluto ep 3 notes
- may really kills me, film does the cheeky flirting type seduction so well. like there’s an air of innocence to it but she also knows exactly what she’s doing. honestly, i feel like that “banter”(?) carries their sexual chemistry
- “now you can do whatever you want” IM DEAD AND DYING
- may’s wildin, if I was not-oom, i’d jump her like fuck it let’s go
- namtan’s a great actress and she carries the emotional currents of the series but it’s film as may that really adds a certain spark. she has such a cute face and makes the darnest expressions.
- “I’m going to feed you”!!! crazy ass line
- i thought we were going to get some affairs (still haven’t watched but it’s next and i know the vibes) type shit but instead we got a lovely cooking moment lol
- this series straddles a very fine line between coming off as a disability awareness campaign vs just showcasing the inherent struggles that come with living with blindness. feel like they have done it well so far but im cautious…im trying to think of how i like it here vs last twilight (not including the ending)
- tarot card reader! finally some real ass sapphic rep
- me too officer i hate getting read too
- ms officer looks sm better in casual wear
- thai buddhism is always interesting to witness bc it’s so diff from how my country follows it
- “you can’t do anything” oof but it’s so real, asian grandmas never mince their words (well both of mine were very sweet on me growing up so im talking about other asian grandmas, not mine)
- ai crying while eating :((
- showering w the cam on is crazyyy i love it when im in a relationship tho 🙈 its lowkey better than falling asleep on ft
- grandmas a b-word (for respect) wow
- period may, you ARE always cute
- the actress that plays grandma is acting her ass off like okayyy show the young ones how to do it
- may’s dad is a DICK
- “im ashamed too, to have you as a father” wow great delivery
- omg she gonna take her on a motorbike ride isn’t she? should’ve highkey ended it with that (but it might be too early), would’ve been real sweet
edit: according to a reddit user “Ai-oon means warmth, so whenever May says Ai-oon is warm or makes her feel warm, Ai-oon feels seen as who she is and not as Oab-oom” that’s such a sweet meaning baked between the lines 😭
#pluto the series#film rachanun#namtan tipnaree#didnt do this for ep 1 or 2 but f it#thai gl#gl#notes
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Im halfway through TMA at this point - ive essenctially been binging nonstop since MAG 54, and I'm about to start MAG 103.
I stopped now so i could get a moment to properly process everything and like.........
How did we get here???
The first 50 or so episodes look so simple and straightforward now - Jon was a paranoid harumph harumph of a guy, Martin an awkward patootie, Tim the funny flirt that secretly held the braincell, Elias was shady and useless, Not!Sasha made me sad, the stories were spooky and inexplicable, and every time there was a live statement episode i did a little dance of excitement
Jon's character can be sumed up like this rn
Now suddenly Jon is an anime magical girl?? And a damsel in distress?? Except no one's coming to save him cause everyone lowkey/highkey hates him :T
(Martin excluding, of course)
And Martin and Tim..... God i feel for them so bad. Especially Tim. Hes so different from the 1st season. He sounds so dead inside and so upset. I want him to be able to leave so bad...
I adore the additions of Melanie, Basira and Daisy to the Archive, - i enjoy all of their voices so much, they sound so niiiice - but wow, talk about a status quo change, huh. Everything changed so damn quickly and surprisingly, it never felt forced
Elias is... honestly not a very threatning menace (though he's an asshole). Hes just kinda there. Spooky and menacing but also fairly chill unless provoked. He feels more like a neutral force with bad working methods, rly.
On a different note, though, we have Gertrude. Im kind of adoring finding out more stuff abt her. That lady..... Damn she was cool but so scary. Blowing up historical caves, understading so much abt the creepy creatures crawling the earth - i swear every time i hear more abt her she only gets scarier!
AAAAND i'm starting to take the statements less and less srsly :/ which is kinda sad. Think its because now I'm starting to recognize the creatures and the unknown element is slowly stripping away. Most of the statements that aren't directly involved with the bigger plot or dont particularly interest me, i just half listen to them in x2 speed (except for the endings, because they always have something)
One last thing: please don't kill any more assistants, podcast, I beg you... I have gotten to attached to all of them, and idk if jon could handle it (I wont either)
#tma podcast#the magnus archives#jonathan sims#martin blackwood#timothy stoker#basira hussain#elias bouchard#gertrude robinson#tma#my tma reaction journey
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guys i am literally in the shower right this very second and i was in deep wallow mode (just got a b on a math test and am kind of freaking out) and i was playing oh no by marina and the diamonds because it reverts me back to a primal state and my alexa’s autoplay played small town boy next. IM SORRY I DONT EVEN LISTEN TO SMALL TOWN BOY ON MY ALEXA WHAT ARE THE ODDS WHATS HAPPENING
edit from lucy about ten minutes later: THE VERY NEXT SONG THAT PLAYED WAS TAKE ME TO CHURCH. AND THEN GET THIS- THE NEXT SONG WAS POLICY OF TRUTH BY DEPECHE MODE (who i’ve talked about wanting to do the season five soundtrack)
I FUCK YOU NOT AS I TYPED THAT LAST BIT HEAD OVER HEELS CAME ON. IM BEING DEAD SERIOUS.
THIS ISNT EVEN FUNNY
edit from lucy five minutes later:
guys. running up that hill is playing. this whole time the only song ive skipped is 365 by charli xcx and even that is highkey byler coded if we think about the cast going to her concert. this is a social experiment i swear to god.
edit from lucy ten minutes later:
she’s back to playing generic pop but i swear she was going insane for a second there
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My Thoughts During S2 Ep.1 of Blood of Zeus
-Persephone and Hades... I HATE YOU TOO SM!!! STOP IT WITH THIS SHIP.
-"We will be together this Spring" so like... fuck your mother then I guess Persephone
-Zeus is highkey smart for thinking ahead
-HESTIA IS HOT???
-ATHENA IS HOTT??? THE SHORT HAIR LOOKS GORGEOUS ON HER??? WHAT THE F-
-Why is Zeus and Poseidon attractive and then Hades turned out... like that? Dude you can change your appearance.
-WHERE'S APOLLO???!!!!
-Shit this is stressing me out, ATHENA CAN YOU PROTECT HESTIA LIKE YOU WERE ORDERED???
-Not yall sniping from the shadows like Hestia can't burn yall to a crisp LMFAOOO
-Um these eaters of the dead are creepy as shit wtf, get this off my screen immediately
-HESTIA USE YOUR BIG SISTER STRENGTH YOU GOT THIS
-ATHENA IS HOT?!! (For context: im straight, and my favorite god is Ares so... my feelings for Athena is complicated...)
-Wait this is sad, HESTIA LOST HER LITTLE BROTHER ARE YOU KIDDING????
-Hestia crying is psychological torture I weep
-HERMES LOOKING BEAUTIFUL AS ALWAYS MY BOOTHANG!!!!
-Hades slapping the vase off the counter made me giggle, like OouuooouUooooUUU im so frightened
-Apollo better be in this next episode or idk if I have the strength to continue.
#athena#apollo#zeus#hades#poseidon#blood of zeus#Hades pls die by the end of this#please#Hestia#ATHENA#ATHENA!!!!
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