#im here now!!! ill keep this post queued!

[fleouriarts]

feeling bad about my art lately. will probably not post for a while. but i wanted to at least dump some stuff here before i retreat into my hidey hole

[good-beans]

Goodnight wonderful people who live in my phone!!!

[mousegirlheart]

i think it might be a good idea if i take a little break from tumblr for a bit. I'm having a really hard time and kind of falling apart and it isnt a good idea to be having my breakdowns publicly. its also kind of embarrassing and i dont to annoy people. if friends and mutuals wanna check up on me, ill still respond to discord, but for now i need to keep to myself for a bit. staying alive the next week is going to be really hard. all posts from here are queued. sorry. ill try to be better. im sorry for everything

[rileyesquiremd]

I'm riley!!!!!

Hi hih i hihi! Im Riley Esquire. Not my real last name. AND im not a doctor either. Now that is only a taste of what you will learn in this upcoming intro post!

INFO... UNDER THE CUT!

Sooo >:3 a few things about me .

Im 22! Im a transguy, he/him but any prns if you know me and you like to have a little gender fun im not stopping u. im bi, just incase you need to know for having a crush on me reasons.

This is a sideblog, so if i follow you it'll be from dyna's blog, which isnt mine but we share a body so you know rest assured SOMEBODY in here will be looking at your posts!

A couple things I like:

Dancing/music/concerts/raves!!! pls send me music recs anytime i love listening to new songs.

Explorin, finding out abt new things to do and see. idc if ive never birdwatched or taxidermied an animal before or if ive never rummaged thru a scrapyard but id love to try it with u!!!

Doodling my friends and loved ones, and rendering my husbands pieces w him.... here we have posted some but we dont update as often as we should!!

Talking w people and helping out! body energy levels are low but id love to stay up all nite chatting with u or. well id say helping u move in to your place but i dont know you and i cant go all the way to Seattle to help you.

NOw lets get specific!!!!!

I have a letterboxd!!!! me and my headmates share it, so theres a lotta genres in there. but generally, i like fantasy, sci fi, adventure, action, drama. sometimes its a little hard for me to keep up with artsy movies but ill watch them. and i generally dont like horror at all. (sorry beau)

i dont play games TOO much, but i like co op games(tho, im not very good at them, so sometimes i get discouraged when i lose a lot.), adventure games, rpgs, casual games, and boardgames!!!!

asfor books!! i dont read too often but ill read anything. i've recently read the mysterious benedict society which was really charming. id honestly love to read A Thornbush Tale/Chesscourt series from The Northern Caves, I wish they existed........

comics! I kinda just hang out and read them with beau thats more his thing. but i like the comedies! ha ha funny sidekick go!!

MUSIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!

generally, i have a lot of overlap with Beau's taste, so, rock/metal, electronica, EDM and industrial. however they lean toward synthwave more and i like more classic rock and oldies stuff. he HATES it when i want to play Everyday by buddy holly. but IM sayin, his names fuckin BUDDY!!!! this song cant be ominous

uhhh but ya send me songs !

as for specific medias, u can ask me abt them, but im not making a list of things im into! you will just have to find out.

but rest assured. triggers will be tagged. posts will be queued. you will have a great day!

and remember:

be kind!

[dsmpsupersecretau]

Super Secret AU, prologue, pages 1-6

decided to alsp post this comic on tumblr cause instagram organization isn't really all that easy

kinda wanted it all in one place just for organizational purposes

a comic meant for practice turned into a whole au and now im here :)

so yeah, silly benchtrio superhero au because why not

I'll be queuing up the rest and some extra doodles, anyways good day

small note the tag on instagram for this comic is supersecrettimes3au , this was before i decided on the permanent name Super Secret and now i am not bothering to change the tag lol

here on tumblr ill be using 'dsmp super secret au' to keep it short :3

[thesolotomyhan]

dating david barron would include

a/n: aaand aqui llegue,,  a queued up post this time, i hope i did it right because this was supposed to be posted yesterday but i completely forgot,, but heres some barron content that mis reinas have ordered so lets get into it shall we bebes ?

wow ok??? someone please slap me upside the cabezota because i halted everything in progress just to get this fucking written todo por un pinche sicario that all of you have had me fall slowly in love with so es culpa de todos USTEDES that were here ok??

so honestly when i imagined barron in a relationship i feel like for him to really let himself go and be all smiley you would have to be really embedded into his heart first

but im not going to lie the hard exterior that he has would probably break the very second you even smiled at him the first time anyways so its not so hard for him to be soft around you

and from then thats when he knows he found the one for him and hes fucked for eternal

but something i feel like i should make clear,, is that he wont let it show so much in public how much you have him wrapped around your finger,,i feel like hes going to be letting his whole guard down when its just the two of you and theres no wandering eyes on you both -

and so before we get right into the whole heart wrenching fluff that makes me soft after establishing this

lets first get started with how you two met and were beginning to date yeah? yeah sounds good

so honestly i have a lot of ways I’m thinking about the beginning of your relationship going and ill just let you choose your own route with whatever you feel like going with

because on one end i can imagine the two of you being bffs ,, like you two grew up in the same neighborhood and shit

the both of you looking out for one another always hanging out with eachother,, just fucking destined to end up with eachother because of your bond and connection :((((

and could you imagine :((( him being overprotective of you even way before you two were a thing :((

like a young hotheaded barron being head over heeels for you :((

maybe that’s even why he went to prison at what? 16? maybe because some guy was trying to hurt you so he protected you instead of killing some guy for sitting on his car ya know? wow :(

but i also have this second route like maybe you meeting him sometime around the time francisco got out of jail in s2 and they had his welcome home party at roxanne ??

Yeah and so now could you imagine being either best friends with ramon or even francisco and being there to celebrate or get this maybe your an arellano sibling too because wow am i right? or am i right ??

so anyways you meeting barron there when pancho introduces him to everyone -

and idk why he gives me embobado vibes you know? like him having this frozen deer in the headlights look when he locks eyes with you

like im imagining when he sees someone he likes and lo dejan impactado hes just fucking staring the whole time he possibly can and if you catch him looking at you,, him just giving you this small smile and slight nod lol

:((but wow and could you imagine him just talking with you all night from then on because maybe you were grateful he had franciscos back in prison at thats how you struck up a conversation with him

and lets say maybe from then on whenever you see him because youre always around,, making talk with him,, 

kind of like this slow burn build up to your relationship because could you just imagine the day you both spill out your emotions when you realize how much you both actually are in love and proceeding to keep it a secret from the rest of the arellanos? Just the adrenaline from that alone ? yeah wow

but listen because i also have this other route we can go

because one of you anons sent me an ask/blurb thing where you talked about you being dinas bodyguard :)))) and having this enemies relationship:))  going on with barron:) and omg i-

that pinche scenario has lived in my mind since then and i blame everything about you for that ,, and for making me trip over air for barron - who ever you are

but yeah that’s another way we can go,,, just something where you both are trying to one up the other and prove who’s the better bodyguard and shit

having this side-eye glare you both would do when the other gets more compliments about your duties/what youve done 

always bantering whos a better shot and whos liked more ,, just getting on eachothers nerves basically 

and then :))) your love for eachother kind of hits a little after the christine shooting let’s say you were there and maybe barron pulled you into him before he started shooting trying to protect you because i imagine him being the one to realize his feelings first just a little -

and wow COULD YOU IMAGINE THE FUCKING DUO YOU TWO WOULD MAKE SHOOTING BACK AT CHAPOS PEOPLE i- NO ONE TALK TO ME

LIKE ??? MAYBE THE TWO OF YOU GETTING PINNED DOWN BUT THEN YOURE OUT HERE GETTING HIS BACK - AND THEN HIM GETTING YOURS ,, PROTECTING EACHOTHER

HIM HAVING THIS SURPRISED LOOK BUT LOWKEY STARTING TO REALLY FALL IN LOVE WHEN HE SEES YOU GIVING THE SAME ATTITUDE BACK- LAWD

like right then he’s going to make sure you BOTH get out of there safely he doesn’t give a shit about his “hatred” for you anymore wow

anyways ill let you decide which route you want to take because either fucking way you both would end up being this cute ass couple that everytime pancha sees you two he’s being that bitch that teases barron for finally having a soft spot that makes him happy :(

moving on now,, i feel like barron would be the type to live a relationship with “private but not a secret” motto thing ya know??

like he makes it known hes already tied down by you but unless hes asked hes not going to spill everything about you,, he likes having his own private life going on with you separate with the shit he does alright i just wanted to get that out there,,

and omg :(( his kisses yall ?? i feel like hes not one to really openly give you them in front of everyone and outright show how actually weak you make him deep down

so he might opt to just be giving you small quick kisses on your cheek and on your lips :( maybe even giving you a small smile when you pull away and softly tell you “i love you “ so only you hear it :(((

god hes so hard faced all the time but you just know he means everything from the bottom of his heart whenever he tells you small things or says that he loves you even if its like a quick te amo! before hes bolting out the door to go do his “job”

but the times it would be just the two of you when he comes home to you,,, i feel like he would love to pick you up when you come up to him,, giving you this smile only he allows around you when he feels your hands on his cheeks and him just squeezing you tighter against him -

the soft fucking look he would have when you start to kiss him again :((( i cant

also him loving it when you would place your hands on his shoulders or even around his neck when youre kissing him or just plainly talking to him because he would have this small little fucking grin on his face looking back at you,, his own hands wrapping around your back :(((( im

and when hes dating you i feel like he would act so ,,, caballeroso ?? with you like im talking about him opening doors for you all the time,, helping you get out of the car and shit and just giving you this smile when he leads you through the door of some place :(

the two of you always seen holding hands with your fingers intertwined :( or him having his arm thrown around your shoulder - no matter the occasion :( wow

and also ? club dates is a regular occurrence for you both alright?

because if hes going to be spending his entire time being on guard for benjamin, pancha and basically everyone in the family hes going to be one busy mf and not have the time to actually plan something for you

so the times he would have to go to the club as his “time off” with the rest of the arellanos he would love to take you as his plus one when he can :)))

but other times since youre already close with the arellanos,, you would already be there and barron would be the one to show up -

and im sorry but i laugh to the thought of before everyone knew you two were a thing ,, i imagine benjamin being the annoying mf he is looking at barron one day when he finds out like ??? how in tf do you have a girl?? like he lowkey kind of bullies barron because he seems too hard ? and not soft enough for someone to love lol

and i just know franciscos ass is right behind min going ? Y QUE TIENE?? No es tu pedo -apoco el te juzga a ti por estar con ruth cabron? Lol because i feel like he would definitely be your guys number 1 supporter you know?

and oh my god i dont know if its the hopeless romantic in me but everytime i see that scene in s3 of him going back to logan heights to recruit some of his guys ,, 

for some reason why mind just wandered to him loving to have you sitting on the hood of his car :(

him situated right in between your legs and just kissing you,, letting you play with the ends of his hair ,, the two of you just softly laughing,, giving eachother hearteyes- bye thats so soft for me

and also? remembering the fact that he would be so infatuated with you i feel like he wouldnt even know he would have a staring problem with you lol

like it happens a lot when he’s at home with you and he’s just sitting somewhere his eyes never breaking away from you when youre getting ready or youre busy doing something

but whatever it is he’s just straight up staring and if you catch him he’s just going to laugh it off but continue to look at you with this shine in his eyes :(((( hes so in love i cry -

and no because his barrio also loving you so much :(( youre apart of them in a way :(

all of them referring to you or knowing you as HIS NENA :((( i wow

because i imagined something along the lines of them going to someone if they ask for you like “oh youre looking for barrons nena?” AND IDK WHY I SOB TO THATplease tell me im not the only one to feel some type of way because of that- :(  

also ? OVERPROTECTIVE TAKEN TO ANOTHER LEVEL OK?? because him being the top sicario for tj? and seeing all the shit he has done for the arellanos?? good god do not get me started on the type of measures and protectiveness this bitch would go through just for you to be safe under him -

and like if shit ever hits the fan in tj like maybe lets say the time mayo was hitting them from all sides,, barron definitely having you stay far away from the cagadero and stay in san diego for the time being :((

 because not only would his whole barrio downright vow to protect you just like he would :(( but because hes not about to lose the most important person to him :(

IM SO- hear me out because i have this thought of associating you just caressing the side of his jaw either when youre getting up from your spot next to him to go get something or just you doing it after he kisses you or just something that causes you to leave him for just a second

but :( the way he would look at you ALL IN LOVE BUT LOST 

AND FOR YOU TO JUST SEE HIS OJITOS ALL SOFT WHEN YOU LOOK BACK AT HIM HAS Me sobbing

Like you softly giggling at him when he moves his hand to grab yours before you move any further away, like “wait adonde vas babe? “ All soft and just giving you this slight unnoticeable pout because youre leaving him- woW im done:(((

and maybe it’s me or maybe not and you guys can see where im getting at but him loving :(( to see you wear something of his ,, like maybe you wearing one of his shirts with your outfit when you go out :(

or maybe even wearing that chain he has when he isn’t wearing it

but whatever you choose to wear of his ,, it never fails to make him feel all mushy on the inside ,, 

his heart feeling like its just being squeezed and he would have this small little smile when he looks at you all enamorado because his girl wearing his things??? he couldn’t be any prouder :( alright im going to go sob

him also calling you all the time whenever he can throughout the day :(

because just hearing your voice has him smiling to himself :(

ugh also i feel like he would love to rant to you about some stories he would have or what he had to do that day

because he would have this smile on his face that you would be listening to him and all the things he’s been through :(( im

ONE LAST THING?? HIM:(( loving to give you these good morning pecks,,,

he does it all the time even when you’re not awake but he’ll just whispering something like ill be back later babe :(((

or even when youre awake or when he comes back home to you,, he would do that thing where he would have you stuck in between him and the bed :(( holding himself up over you

His body in between your legs and him giving you this grin while he leans down and kisses you

his smile growing even bigger when he hears you laugh and continue to pull him down to you to kiss him :(( I- :(

ohwow ok ???? ill just leave it here yes ? no ? or do we want to see some nsfw?? i dont know but I’ll see myself out now -

taglist: @coaxium-captain-rex @visintaes @sheeshgivemeabreak @artemiseamoon @afterneptune @wtfisgoingonlol @sxndythinkstoomuch @avatar-m0m0​ 

let me know if you want to be added!

[smajorqna]

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Hello!

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Welcome to the blog i made because i thought of it in class and i need some sort of way to feed my hyperfixation.

Here is a carrd with more info about this mess. (coming soon)

All art belongs to me!! I made it!! Please dont steal or use for ai (sense thats been getting popular recently..). And please ask before reposting and if your too nervous please at least credit me :)

(Press "Read More" below for tldr for the carrd and an ID for each image)

(Last updated: 12/10/22 11:19am CDT)

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And now if you look just below youll see all the tags i use and what they mean :) (more will be added in the future)

#smajorqna - all posts posted on this blog

#4th wall breakthrough - ooc posts

#smajor of rivendell - all answers from c!scott

#hearts the creator tm - all answers/cameos from my persona, hearts

#hello deer anon - all questions from fellow anons! Hello anons :)

#(tw/cw here) - obviously wont say that exactly but if a post talks about anything triggering or anything that needs warning i will put it there and i will put it at the beginning of the post :)

#posts about beloved husband - posts mentioning or even including the one and only codfather (will be also used as flower husbands tag so if you don't wanna see that block it!!!)

#cameos - other character cameos featured

#id below read more - will be put for every post with images in it (besides dividers)

#the 17th letter of the alphabet - this post was queued

Heres the tldr of the carrd: (aka a list of things i need to add to it)

This is C!/CHARACTER!!! In no way am i impersonating scott the content creator. I am simply answering questions the way i think his esmp1 character would answer.

Admittedly, i have never watched scotts esmp1 series- i mostly know about his character through clips, fanfics, fanarts, and other fans. I know im such a fake fan /sarc so if i get any lore or canon wrong please tell me and ill do my best to fix it. If i cannot, then oh well to bad so sad.

This will include my personal headcanons so if you haven't heard of whatever even or something from canon, its most likely a headcanon

This will also include flower husbands (c!scott x c!jimmy) so uh yeah dont imply any other ships other than them only because i dont personally ship it (its fine if you do, i have nothing wrong with that :) just keep it out of this blog)

Everything you see on this blog was done on my phone using my finger. So obviously there will be mistakes. So yk use common sense and dont point them out :) its rude.

And lastly, this is literally my first time doing this ever so please be nice, im sensitive

ID for each image/panel:

[Panel 1 (one): (start id) outlined and colorless drawing of empires season 1 (one) character scott looking confused or worried, there's a question mark symbol next to him showing he's confused. He's looking at another character to the right with the same drawing style. Scott's outline/lineart is a dark cyan. To the right of scott there's a character with shortish hair, pointy ears like scotts, with a plain t-shirt. They look feminine-ish and their expression looks happy. Near them is text saying "Me, the creator tm" pointing to them. The character's outline/lineart is a dark magenta-ish, or a really red pink. On the bottom of the screen is a grey box with a smaller box on the top left corner saying "Scott" in a dark cyan. Below is text in the same color saying "So.. Remind me of what to do here..?". (End id)]

[Panel 2 (two): (start id) Same character's and poses as panel 1 (one) with different expressions. Scott's expression is still similar, except this time his mouth is closed. The character's (who's name is Hearts) expression changed to them talking with their eyes closed. They look happy. Below them is the same dialogue box except with a different name and obviously different text. The name now reads "Hearts" and the dialogue says "You're going to answer some questions from people because I'm bored and I need something better to do with my life. :)" in the same color used for Hearts' outline. (End id)]

[Panel 3 (three): (start id) Scott is now center with Hearts gone, leaving a "Bye!" where they were last. Scott then looks to the left with an exhausted look. In the dialogue box it says in the dark cyan outline scott has with scotts name above, "This will be easier said than done..." (End id)]

Also yes ik the original third panel i misspelled "easier" but its too late now im tired

[couch-house]

Wow people like that anon are why we need to be more educated about manipulation via self-destruction. We all need to understand and know that if we constantly, repeatedly "make" someone feel bad enough to consider harmful actions just through TINY contradictions it might just not be us and we don't have to put up with all the stress, discomfort, depression, etc. that comes from it. And sometimes it's really obvious when it's manipulation, it's not NEVER an option.

exactly bro. i’m gonna do something real fun and talk about my abuser, who did this for years! under the cut

so im just gonna come right out and say it so i dont gotta give him an epithet every time, but his name was dibby/dib. he goes by a different name now i think but from what ive heard it seems like ppl r familiar with him by that name as well. w/e for his privacy i guess ill just leave his current name out of it. anyway i knew and was friends with/dated dib for about 7 years before we cut each other out.

ANYWAY dib had/has legitimate mental health problems, yes, but he also chose to use those problems as excuses for his manipulative and abusive behavior. dib had bipolar and would experience dramatic mood swings. unfortunate but normal and okay! if you experience mood swings and suddenly feel overwhelmed by sadness or anger, you probably know that, if you recognize this as a disorder, you should let the people around you know, tell them how you’re feeling, and do what you can to manage the situation.  dib would instead say “oh no i feel a mood swing coming. :( quick, distract me!” which, again is a clumsy but fair way to handle that, EXCEPT when it inevitably failed to cheer him up, he would blame us for failing, call us bad friends, insist we didn’t care about him, and isolate to only talking with his favorite person (for a while that was me). 

when dib got upset he would blow up, block me for days or weeks, and then later when he calmed down and felt lonely he’d add me back with some half-apology and assume everything was fine again. here’s a list i kept of things that upset him and had this result! it was called “things not to do”

tell dib when [his gf] is streaming

fail to tell dib when [his gf] is streaming

ask dib if it’s okay to do things

talk to him when he’s feeling antisocial

offer critique when it isn’t asked for

ask dib not to do something

talk to him in the tags (when not friends)

spam things he doesn’t like/isn’t involved in ((the relevant examples are bug blogs, bunnies, and the pbs kids show arthur. not because they trigger him, just because he doesn’t like them))

talk about/mention people that are my friends that he doesn’t like

offer solutions when he just needs confirmation

make it about you

yeah. keep in mind every one of those bullet points corresponds to at least one time he either faked his own death or blew up and blocked me for a week.

the bigger problem though was his suicide ideation. dib had a pretty shit life and pretty shit mental health and unfortunately was legitimately depressed and suicidal. he needed help but, living in america, really couldnt afford it most of the time. this is okay. if you or someone you know is unable to get medical health for depression or suicide ideation you know how hard it is to live with. sometimes there’s not a lot you can do and that person will Just Be Depressed an just Want To Die and theres not a lot you can do to help, even if you try your best. that of course, is not the problem with dib. 

the problem was repeatedly, starting i think when i criticized him for pushing everyone away by insisting no one cares about him and not putting any effort towards others, would make some vague allusion to feeling suicidal and abruptly log off and stop answering messages. this can be an okay way to deal with yourself if you’re upset BUT. THE NEXT DAY, after i frantically thought he was going to Attempt and repeatedly messaged him to try to deter him, check on him, ask if he was okay (he really just went to sleep, which again is fine), he decided to PRETEND TO BE DEAD.  he told his gf and maybe one other person he was alive but threatened them to stay quiet and pretend he was dead or he WOULD commit. so his gf at the time had to play along and all of us then-kids were freaking out that our friend had died, only for him to decide later that he’d had his fun and he could now announce “no i just logged off for a little bit :)”

he did this. many times. make some allusion to wanting to attempt then abruptly stop answering messages, knowing what people would assume. (this was one of the pieces of testimony i did not include verbatim in that rk post: i was told rk would do very similar things; part of why i thought the post was necessary. ive lived through the other side of that and i dont want ANYONE else to). i think two separate times that he did this, i was sent home from school early because i was crying so hard (my best friend let me think i was responsible for his death. he did this on purpose. he did this repeatedly. thats fucked up)

one time he posted a supposedly queued suicide note post! and all my friends were terrified he’d died! so i remember someone anonymously messaged kylee henke asking for advice, and i (who at the time he was mad at and had already blocked) got fed up with it (again because he’d done this so many times and i knew by now that there was no point in getting upset, he was just doing it for sympathy or attention or w/e) and messaged his mom on facebook asking her to check on him. he was fine, just like. crying in his room. also sidenote he got BIG MAD that someone told his mom and was posting when he was found out liek WHO TOLD >:( n i was like :)). bc bro if ur really abt to attempt i have an Obligation to get someone irl to check on you and protect you. but obviously you werent since this was like the 20th fucking time youve done this 🙃

he was a huge pizza shit for other reasons too but the main relevant one was that he would use his mental illness as an excuse for his deplorable behavior and blame others for things literally no one can reasonably do anythign about and then constantly and i DO MEAN CONSTANTLY use his own life and suicide ideation as a trump card.

anyway if you know someone who repeatedly threatens suicide or pretends to commit suicide by purposefully alluding to it before ghosting you, or posting a suicide note meant to blame others, you need to get out of there right now. that is not okay and you should not be dealing with that. ive taken years to get used to the idea that if i criticize my friends, they won’t kill themselves

[leather-armor]

i have a lot of queued posts but when theyre out, theyre out. ill be taking a break after i land in texas

my job didnt pan out because they wanted me to work off the books and risk deportation and my visa runs out in feburary so i only had a little while longer. my girlfriend's mom loaned me money for the plane tickets because i only had 300 and the best offer you can find for round trip is 1600~USD so now i have a 1300 dollar debt and thats sooo relaxing and ill marinate under the weight of that

ill be living with my family for about 4 weeks so im leaving everything but my clothes and phone here. ive arranged a safe location to keep my passport and other important documents just in case. that might seem overly cautious but i know holding onto them in that house is risky

[bestabsoluteshitposts]

im not deleting the blog jsyk its kinda my baby now?? even tho i resent it a bit lmaoooooo 

anyway i basically keep thinking of shitposts and memes to make and i still have to finish memeing like a bunch of the older series but i literally cannot bring myself to?? i feel like ill put a bunch of effort into making an edit or getting nice screenshots and queuing up a bunch of posts and then getting like maybe 2 reblogs. memeing just for the fun of it was easier when i was at uni and i wasnt worried so much but now if i put that time into something and get nothing back its like...well i shouldve used that time to work on my book or job seeking or research or actually looking after my own health. 

im not after fame or attention i just...feel like no one has any interest in my content and its really disheartening

also im worried about touching older content given everything thats happened with himchan just makes me feel stressed and unhappy and bitter

im gonna reblog stuff here obviously and id love one day to get back into the swing of memeing and posting original stuff but for now its an unknown haitus on the fresh content 

im really thankful for the way this blog has brought me some of the most valuable friends ive ever made but in a lot of ways this blog has isolated me from the fandom 

ill keep semi active but theres probbaly not gonna be any meme stuff until i guess another mv drops (countin on you yongguk to cure the Big Sads i got)

[sharkclasper]

important

hey guys, ive been working rly hard to keep a queue going on here but i honestly hate this website more and more w/every passing day. SO im gonna be letting my queue run out. im not leaving for good but im definitely not gonna be as active on here and ill only be filling my queue when im really bored. if u need to get in contact w/me then im always active on twitter

(this is queued, i have it set to post as the last thing in my queue so it stays at the top of my blog for now)