#im happy to see a lot of people enjoying it tho even just because demi moore deserves all the awards
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Hi Monica, have you watched the movie The Substance?
hello, anon!!!!
i DID watch the substance!!!!! i was able to see it last week with a coworker whoās REALLY into horror and we weren't sure what to watch between this and longlegs, but in the end fate (a coin flip) decided for us
quick review: i liked the movie overall, but im not as in love with it as my coworker and pretty much everyone else seems to be. im also never gonna watch it again in my entire life ;;;;;;; (but thatās on me)
slightly longer review (i swear im gonna try to keep it brief): let me start this by saying that unfortunately i am not the biggest fan of the body horror sub-genre because itās one of the very few things that can actively be triggering to me, so as much as i try to be objective about the media i consume, this is the one instance where i really have a hard time doing that. i still willingly watch body horrors because i really appreciate them as a vehicle for social commentary, and it was no different for the substance: i admire the messages it conveyed about systemic misogyny, and internalized sexism, and self-hatred, and the inhumanity of the anti-aging industry, and the brutality of fame, and i think that watching such a poignant portrayal of the violence against the self could be a very healing experience in a way. i definitely came out of it wishing to be a little bit more accepting and kinder to myself
it's also a visually stunning movie, i really liked the cinematography, especially when it referenced other movies (although it got a bit too much at some point imho), and demi moore's performance is PHENOMENAL
all that being said, and without spoilering it, i personally think the movie would have benefited from a little bit more subtlety: the choice of partially super-imposing prior scenes over current ones and inserting voiceover flashbacks to earlier bits of dialogue honestly made me wonder if the director didn't trust the audience at all. im also not sure if the last act did the movie any favor. i really do understand why they went so over the top and what they were going for with it, i just feel like the tonal shift was very jarring and kinda derailed the momentum of the entire moviet
his is just my opinion tho!!!!! which..you didn't ask actually so im sorry if i kinda got ahead of myself ;;;;;;;; but in case you were interested in it, i think overall it was a good movie and im glad to have watched it (even if it did give me a panic attack ;;;;;;), however i do believe the execution could have been better
#the middle act was definitely my favorite#i love the motif of the double and the splitting of the self#but yeah i guess the sub-genre itself doesn't really help in my case ;;;;;;#im happy to see a lot of people enjoying it tho even just because demi moore deserves all the awards#ANYWAY. sorry if i started rambling even if you didn't really ask about it anon ;;;;;;;#but what about you?? did you watch the movie??? what did you think about it???#please let me know if you feel like it!!!!!#and in the meantime thank you for asking!!!!! i hope you're having a wonderful day!!!!!! š#i feel like someone might snap me out of existence but#the substance#m: ask
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your roommate hcs are so cute, can i request for naib, demi, tracy, andrew, kurt, patricia, and victor?
:0 holy crap yes! Iām so glad you enjoyed the roommate hcs!! Me and the other mods hope you enjoy these! Thank you for requesting :))
(i added melly because why not? lmao hope you donāt mind.)
Part 1!
Naib Subedar
This man deadass didnāt know you were living with him
Even when people told him about it, he wasnāt rlly paying attention and didnāt rlly care
Your stuff in his room? He thought it was his or someone just broke into his room and left it there
When he saw you on the toilet however, he just freaked out.
āWhy the hell are you shitting in my room!?āĀ āYour room? Iāve been living here for 2 months!ā
Once he found out you lived with him, he made sure you knew what was his and what was yours
also, since heās very protective of his things-- you being one of them-- he would totally get jealous if he caught you tallking to someone that wasnāt him.
he would probably give you the silent treatment and act like a pissy baby
He hates it when you touch his stuff
especially his photos, the photos were special to him because they were of him and his army friends.
Youād sometimes catch him looking at the photos with a longing in his eyes, it was highkey sad.
having you live with him meant lots and lots of training
he made sure you were always prepared for matches and that you donāt get downed early
when you got downed early however, He would scold youĀ but he would still rescue you anyways because heās soft
āYouāre such an idiot, youād better do better next time! Or else Iāll kick your ass.āĀ
one time he got cocky while kiting because you were watching him
he forgot to turn on his elbow pads and face palmed into the wall.
ā...You saw nothing.ā He turned around, a bit woozy from hitting his head on a wall. He flipped the hunter off before stumblingĀ wooshing away
When you first get to know naib, heād probably come off as intimidating and menacing
but once you get to know him--the real him--, you start to understand that even though he may be tough on you, its because he wants you to be the best
he has good intentions
During matches heād let you handle yourself and made sure you didnāt rely on him too much
One time you needed to shower but you ran out of your shampoo so you used his.
When he questioned you, you simply respondedĀ āWhat? You donāt need it anyways, youāre bald!ā
He didnāt rescue you the next round.
shouldāve seen that coming
though he forgives you when you braid hisĀ luscious long existent hair for him
Kurt Frank
The amount of times you almost stepped on this man is astronomical.
he would constantly be in his tiny form because he would lose a lot of his things
his tiny form helped him find his things easily
Though when you first moved in with him, you had no idea what his ability was
so when you first saw a tiny version of your roommate you thought he was just a weird doll
until you heard him say a tiny,Ā āHey can you move your ginORMOUS foot? Youāre stepping on my book.ā
You fucking screeched and took off your shoe to try and kill him
āAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHāāAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHā
After he explained to you about his ability you calmed down a bit and spared this tiny man but only this time!
Frank loves books, he probably filled your shared rooms with stacks on stacks of books
Youād often see him tiny, waving at you while youāre decoding
Once you overhead Kurt arguing with First Officer over who was the rightful owner of some sort of treasure map
They fought for days,
kurt would constantly complain about it to you
turns out it was just a game on the back of a Cereal box.
sorry this is short like kurt
Tracy Reznik
Would be a little awkward at first, but the awkwardness slowly fades away when you both make bad jokes
she gives me childhood best friend vibes
Has her doll sitting in the corner of your shared room room, itās lifeless eyes scare the living shit out of you in the dark you try not to make eye contact, afraid itāll curse you or smth
if she was mad at you she would move the bot in a way that looked like it was flipping you off you off in your direction before you went to bed.
Always making little robot things that are super fun to play with
Loves sharing her things. Has no problem with it
you wanna wear her clothes? sure
you want to wear her underwear? evEN BETTER-
Pulling all nighters, trying to get her machines to work like how she wanted it to work.
Would live off of kraft Mac n cheese and junk food in the modern day
Pretty hyper, chugs pink monster energy drinks while pulling all nighters, also, in the modern day
would probably be a bruh girl
Her room is a mess, covered with blueprints and scrap metal
her room is practically a safety hazard
Sometimes she dresses her doll up a bit, putting wigs or her old clothes on it (which scares you half to death)
Once she made her doll dress up like her
and you almost went up to it to ask what it wanted for dinner.
Has a photo of her and her dad
You never wanted to bring it up, worried it might make her upset :(
Sometimes sheād feel really guilty about being downed in the first 30 seconds
please comfort her, she feels super bad
She always relies on you to rescue her
She gets really happy and thankful when you body block for her but she still gets a bit concerned when you do it randomly
āi wasnāt even kiting-āĀ āProtecc the mecc.ā
Demi Bourbon
Always out at the bar
Smells like alcohol constantly
tipsy 24/7
sheās never 100% sober
You have to hold her hair out of her face when she comes back to your shared room to hurl
Likes bringing back hard vodka or weird flavoured alcohols back for you guys to get wastedĀ try together
Room is bit cluttered, but she doesnāt have much in her room since sheās always out in bars or matches
Usually latches onto you like a parasite when sheās drunk.
it gets a bit awkward when her face is a bit close to yours,
āAre we about to kiss right now-? BLeurghgrhgherrgh.āā...*audible sigh*ā
Youād go to her expecting her to heal you like a normal person but no
instead she shoves dovlin down your throat
She likes to do your makeup, and always adds a matching beauty mark
unless you donāt wear makeup, then sheād ask you to do hersĀ
always loves how she looks afterwards
more thanĀ sometimes demi would get into bar fights,Ā
so you know sheās about to throw hands when she starts takes off her earrings-
10/10 would fight for you <3
Sheās gives me cool wine aunt vibes
Probably a lesbian too (check out our Demi smut fic ;))
Or bi, idk
Just straightnāt
Sheās really good at hyping you up, especially when youāre taking shots
āCHUG CHUG CHUG CHUG-ā
Andrew Kreiss
Would be very shy at first, opens up a little when you get to know him
Totally a night owl, canāt sleep at night from all the guilt and āwhat ifāās
if you see this baby awake at night, hug him, he really needs it
Youāve never seen the other side of his face
How does he see with hair in his eyes?
Heās albino, which is super dope
Sometime you fear heās thinking about burying you
You always see him thwacking Luca with his shovel
Barely talks
Room is moderate
He doesnāt want you to find out too much about him
He may seem bland, but he loves sweet food
Youād bake him cookies and other sweets
Heād act as if heās not embarrassed and brush it off
āAre you blushing?āāNo, I-Iām sunburnt.āĀ āOn your face?āĀ ā....I stare into the hot red sun sometimes because it eases me.ā
to keep his lie going, every time he catches you staring at him he would fry his eye balls by staring into the sun until you left
partially the reason why he canāt see well
When heās not looking, you stare at him while heās eating the stuff you made because he looks so happy :ā)
One time you found him down in the dumps so you made him a cup of coffee, and when you handed it to him you said-
āDepresso espresso?ā
*sniff* ā..are you oka-āĀ āIM NOT CRYING, YOU AREā
he actually cried
it was such a nice gesture(?), that he started ugly crying
Youād ask him if he wanted hugs during matches when you see him get stressed
Heād be flushed and kinda confused
hug... him? why tho lmao
heād definitely agree tho, to be fair, with some hesitationĀ
if yāall ever cuddled in bed, i feel like heād be a little spoon
poor boy needs the comfort, he wouldnāt mind if you wanted to be little spoon tho
he just wants to be close to you
Victor Grantz
You love playing with his dog, Wick
Super nice and polite, but a little guarded
The type to be too afraid to call people out when they do something wrong but would totally trash them in his head
You write him little letters everyday and leave them on his bed to make him happy :))
Heād a be a little spoon
Wick would always join you guys while cuddling
Kisses would be soft and gentle
Usually sends you the first letter in matches
Loves to cuddle
He bb š„°
You always get him a birthday present AND a Christmas present
You also get a gift for Wick
He loves giving you surprise hugs
Likes to read with you while cuddling
Literally a cinnamon roll
Once he was eating a cinnamon roll
And you whispered
āC a n n i b a l i s m .ā
He was very confused
and kind of scared- were you going to eat him?
Patricia Dorval
Room always smells like herbs
She could literally smoke weed and youād think itās some magical healing herb
it magically makes you feel better
Always there to stun the hunter when youāre ballooned
The mature one
Her room is organized, with boxes labeling what herbs and magic stuff that are in them
You were cooking dinner for the day and you accidentally used one of her fancy herbs in your soup
She didnāt realize until she tried the soup
She wasnāt mad just disappointed
She lectured you on how you shouldnāt touch her stuff or use it for cooking
Gotta admit tho, the soup was pretty good
she acts like the mom everyone wishes they had
totally the type to be like,Ā ādude we should think this through.ā before doing something risky
and then five seconds later,Ā ācowABUNGA MY DUDESā
one time she caught kreacher leaving the mens washroom without washing his hands
seeing as she was the mother of this manor, she had to protect her children from diseases
so she yeeted her monkey skull at kreachers head, cleanly knocking him out
and everybody cheered.
Melly Plinius
When you heard melly was going to be your roomie, you couldnāt have been more excited.
you finally had a victim for the many insect pick up lines!
So you decided to make some good first impressions by waiting for her in your room.
so when she arrived to your room and greeted you, you happily greeted her back, and slipped in the pick up line.
āHello, my name is Melly. I believe I will be your ro-?āāYeah nice to meet you too, say, what do bees make?ā
She kinda thought you were a bit rude so much for first impressions
ā...Erm, honey?āĀ she replied hesitantly
āYES DEAR?āĀ
... okay maybe you werenāt thaaaat bad.
after that she kind of developed a teensy crush on youĀ
so it was hard living with you because of her crush, since she was constantly flusteredĀ
you loved her reactions,Ā she constantly got red.
it was funny watching her try to keep her cool and fail.
#identity v#identity v prisoner#identity v fluff#identity v headcanons#patricia dorval#mod toby#mod chia#mod bread#identity v andrew#melly plinius#victor grantz#postman idv#entomologist idv#naib subedar#identity v mercenary#andrew kreiss#Andrew kreiss headcanons#kurt frank#explorer idv#tracy reznik#mechanic idv
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Okay so I had an idea for an AFTG fic but again Iām horrible at anything that isnāt hcās so here we are (feel free to make this into a fic if you want just credit me) *Also all pairing in this are platonic besides andreil and mattdan soo, donāt like get outļæ¼*
This spawned from that fact that one of my 3 PTPās (platonic trust pairing) in AFTG is Kev and Neil
This is probably my PTP that has the most popularity in the fandom Iād say (my other 2 are Renee/Andrew/Neil and Neil/Dan which are both *really* hard to find ((at least on ao3)) so that sucks) but youād be surprised how little it gets like actually focused on
Most times, platonic wise, Neil gets shown bonding with The MonstersTM, Allison, or Matt
wHICH IS FINE IM TOTALLY OKAY W/ THAT
I just happen to enjoy neil/dan, kev/neil,and renee/andrew/neil more
So I wanted a fic that really showcased kev and neils relationship
BUT IM ALSO IN LOVE WITH OUSIDER POV SO THIS HAPPENED
Now onto the actual headcanon
So neil and kevin are like best friends
They've been like that for a while
but they also like fucking despise each other
like they love and care deeply for each other and would probably die for the other if the situation called for it
but will that stop them from almost killing each other 24/7?
HELL NO
so they go to college together
along with all the upperclassmen (so matt+dan+allison+renee+seth) but not the monsters
andrew and neil have been together for a bit
they met around the same time kev and neil did so they've been together for a while (also while we're talking abt relationships, i don't ship renison ((am i the only one who believes that renee is a strong aro gal who don't need no man/lady/person)) but if you wanna make this renison, go ahead)
andrew goes to a different college tho ( for some reason i dunno)
and neil doesn't really like sharing stuff abt his personal life
we all know this
but a lot of the stuff he's done in his life involves andrew
so drew is brought up a fair amount
but when the upperclassmen ask who he is neil kinda just smiles and then moves on so they ask kevin and he's like
oh andrew is like one of my bffls he's a ride or die
(obviously not phrased like that)
and the upperclassmen r like 'ok he can be trusted he's a friend'
(little do they know hehhehhe-)
sO ONE DAY
kev is tryna forget all his issues
so he decides to get hella pissed
wasted like he's never been b4
probably cause thea broke up w/ him last week but we don't talk abt that okay shhhhhhh
so he goes to the next party alli throws and
let's say it together kids
gets wasted like he's never been b4
to the point where the upperclassmen don't really know wht to do with him????
so they call up neil like yo pick up kev he's drunk off his ass like always but we think he's doing it cause he's sad this time'
so neil, being the good and sweet angel (not) that he is
goes to pick up kevin
and like he finds him on a coach almost catatonic just rambling to himself
so neil picks him up and drags him away to his car
and ofc all the upperclassmen r trying to help
so while neil is putting kevin into his car kev randomly just stops talking
(which is weird cause he's kept rambling this entire time)
and he looks neil in the eyes and goes
'i love you neil'
and neil just like takes a second
pAuSeS
because he's not used to people showing him love even tho so many ppl rlly do love him (this boy is2g-)
and then quietly says
'love you too kev'
and finishes buckling him up
all the upperclassmen have been watching this going on the entire time and they read into in the exact wrong way
(they're trying their best, my baby dumbasses, but they're just wrong)
and think this is a romantic love confession between frenimies *instead* of the declaration of mutual respect and affection between 2 bro's that it is
matt is the first one to voice this after kev and neil leave and he is
PUMPED
he is super excited that his bro has found someone to love just like he found dan and is super excited to like talk abt love and go on double dates n stuff
and every one else agrees
which is why they're all super disappointed that by the time a week goes by, nothing has changed between them
so dan matt and allison decide to do something about it (renee+seth ducking out because'it's rude to meddle' and 'why tf would i care abt jostens love bullshit')
they try to set up kevin and neil a bunch of different time s
once with the offer of a study session that they all say they can't make it to, leaving neil and kevin alone
another time with the offer of kevin and neil going to the movies w/ matt and dan
(neil ends up busy w/ a skype date with andrew that he can't pass up cause they're always so busy and he has to see his boyf so kevin just ends up 3rd wheeling matt and dan)
and once with allison straight up just telling neil that he and kevin should get coffee some time
which neil respond to with
'we already get coffee together?'
so dan matt and alli are stumped
they don't know what to do with these 'lovesick' idiots
they're problem gets solved tho don't you worry
so the next weekend, andrew is gonna come over to psu and stay for like a week
neil is oVER THE MOON
HE IS SOO HAPPYYYYY
And kevin is really happy too
so the upperclassmen take this to mean that these boys have finally gotten the hint and asked each other out
so imagine they're suprise when the next time the group goes to get lunch (which they do with each other every wednesday )
a super short blond emo joins them
and no one really acknowledges it?!?!?!?!?!?
until renee is just like 'ļæ¼hello andrew, how are you?' knowing smile on her face
and the upperclassmen are just like 'oh it's the famous andrew, that makes sense' but then they're like 'wait how does renee know andrew?!?!'
they ask and renee is just like 'neil gave me his discord. he thought we'd get along well'
-and then they're just like okayyy renee totally has a crush but well let it slideee
uNTIL
at the end of lunch neil is just like 'oh wait i never properly introduced him-' -cause you're a mess, junkie' -fuck off andrew' then just turns to the upperclassmen and says
'guys this is my boyfriend andrew'
and the foxes just silently freak out
because neil is in love with kevin? it's so clear? why did neil go and get a boyf when he has his love right in front of him??????
so after lunch, matt dan and alli ask to talk to neil privately
(andrew, kev,and renee all talk together while seth like, looks at his phone)
and they're like 'neil why'd you get a boyf??'
and neils like 'wdym?'
and alli says 'why'd you get a boyf if your so obviously in love w/ kevin?!'
and neil just LAUGHS at them
straight up cackles
and then the upperclassmen are like whaaaaattttt????
we saw your declaration of love at the party??
and you're both really close and seem to genuinely like and be interested in each other??
what gives????
and neils like
'me n kev are besties
that was a platonic declaration of love
also
i'm demi and me and drew have been together for like 3 years now'
and the upperclassmen are just like 'ooooooooooooooooohhhhhh sorryyyyyyyyy'
it's the first time alli has ever lost a bet (it was w/ seth abt neils feelings for kevin)
neil tells andrew abt it and the shortie just snorts and is like 'kevin would fuck a racket quicker than he'd fuck you'
neil is like 'i'm basically exy personified tho, soooooo'
drew tells him to shut up
(he does when andrew asks yes or no, just nods his head and smiles)
renee knew all along and is happy for her friends
kevin just wants to play exy he's been deprived the entire post
So yeah that's the entire headcanon. If you want some music to listen to while you write or just in general i recommend "I lost a Friend" by FINNEAS and "Corduroy Dreams" by Rex Orange County. they don't really have anything to do with the story, they're just real good :) Thanks for reading. see y'all later
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#Spotify#aftg fandom#aftg au#andreil#psu foxes#outsider pov#headcanon#fanfic#sorry for the long post#thanks for coming to my ted talk#im gonna stop now#aight peace
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( cody fern, demi male, he/him, fire emblem: three houses ) * &. i know it must be scary for you, dimitri alexandre blaiddyd, after not surviving the takeover. to turn into someone like dimitri a. baker, a twenty-four year-old housekeeper at cozy corner inn & cafe, right here in castle town. just remember that you are as chivalrous as you are misguided, and to be wary, be safe, be true to who you are : heroic through and through. ( back on my bullshit )Ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā alright folks I hope yāall are ready to STRAP YOURSELVES IN bc hoooooooly hell do I have a lot to say abt this kid. he was the muse I originallyĀ planned to bring in alongside Zelda when CT first opened for apps bt then I,,, had seconds thots and picked up A Thot sooo. back to square one and I can tELL ALREADY Iāve made a good decision. More under the cut pls but beware of FE3H Blue LionsĀ spoilers !!
ā ā BEFORE CASTLE TOWN
Alright so Iām gonna say this now : Dimitriās general backstory is no walk in the park , and for some , it may be triggering. Iām going to warn you that this bit will contain some content relating toĀ mental illness ( not named specifically in-game but most prominently ptsd & depression ) , violence/war , and (Ā parental ) death.
So Dimitri is the crown prince of the Holy Kingdom of Faerghus - a wintry kingdom in Northern Fodlan. When you meet him , heās a student at Garreg Mach Monasteryās Officers Academy & the head of his homelandās respective house , the Blue Lions.
And at first glance - Dimitri is a fucking sweetheart and heās diligent , kind , maybe a little cautious especially around fragile objects andĀ thereās always some... allusions that thereās way more to him than this Disney Prince air he seems to carry.
Yeah... there is.
So Dimitri. His parents ( father & stepmother ) died in an incident known as the Tragedy of DuscurĀ where Faerghusā king and queen were killed , many people died ( including the elder brother of Dimitriās childhood friend , Felix )Ā , and the people of Duscur were blamed for it. Ever since , Dimitriās trauma & survivorās guilt has only been left to fester and settle to the point where he believes he wonāt be able to be at peace until he fulfills revenge for those who passed - to the point where he claims he can also see the ghostsĀ of the dead , ushering him to avenge them.
This tends to manifest in a side of Dimitri that makes him a fierce warrior on the battlefield. But this doesnāt really show full force until the timeskip rolls around , Byleth disappears , and Dimitriās lost his final crutch and itās pretty much at this point where his life takes a major turn for the worse - yeah this kid canāt catch a break.
He becomes more and more obsessed with the idea of revenge now that thereās a clear enemy in sight and he constantly is scared of failing his lost loved ones if he canāt succeed in taking her down. Heās been on his own with no-one to hang onto since he thinks his best buddy - who he saved from Duscur - is dead and so many people think heās deadĀ and once heās found heās not the same as in the beginning. Heās now tenfold sucked into that one objective until someone else he loves is lost and normally you think that would only make it worse. But it doesnāt. Since now Bylethās there.
Bylethās assistance and compassion teaches him that he can also live for the living and himself rather than focus on only those he lost - and that is what theyād want for him, too. So throughout the rest of the game he reverts back to how he was similarly in the beginning of the game - less aggressiveĀ & impulsive and more careful & considerateĀ ( and back to being your typical sweetie )Ā and he realizes his actions during that period were wrong and heās willing to atone rather than wallow in his own negativity - and itās through help him others that he begins to walk a better path and gets his own happy ending in the story ; he learns to forgive and to give chances, even though sometimes those chances are tossed back in his face.
DIMITRI, AS A CHARACTER,,, REALLY MEANS THE WORLD TO ME ( as sb who has ptsd & depression myself )Ā and his development in my opinion ( since now Iām closing in on all four routes ) is probably the most drastic & in depth of the three lords.Ā
He does have some issues that he recognizes & comes to terms with seeking help with once he realizes that heās deserving of it - since Dimitriās whole thing is that he doesnāt think heās deserving of anyoneās kindness or love or help or compassion thanks to his own grief & guilt.Ā
He will give you the shirt off his backĀ and heās definitely not someone who enjoys being seen on a higher level than others and heās so human in the sense that heās one of the only people in Faerghus who refuses to believe Duscur was orchestrated by the Duscurian people. He saves Dedue - who devotes his entire life to him - but only wishes for Dedue to see him as a friend. He just wants a friend.
Some facts !
I forget what the exact word for it is but Dimitri canāt taste anything except... cheese?? Is that it?? Is that where the cheese thing come from?? Yeah basically he canāt taste anything.
He possesses the Crest of Blaiddyd which enhances his strength to superhuman levels to the point where, when he was only eight years old, he snapped a sword clean in half on accident.
Again I will say heās a major sweetie & I highly recommend at least reading through some of his supports since my god all of them are... so good. I fucking love Dimitri.
Also heās bi because I fucking said so and itās a CRIME you canāt s-rank him as both masculine & feminine Byleth.
ā ā BEFORE CASTLE TOWN
SOOOOO Mitya here is a housekeeper at Cozy Corner Inn. He didnāt survive the takeover - but his memories are returning at a quicker pace than that of my other character who didnāt survive, Zelda, as Dimitriās already beginning to see glimpses of his past throughout dreams
...well, mainly nightmares unfortunately : ( but you get the drill
He has a lot of really awful nightmares but once in a while he dreams of this dark-haired person with a smile that no-one else has and it puts him... at ease whenever he wakes up
I also imagine he routinely volunteers at local shelters or centres or the like just because itās very In-Character for him to do so
I DONāT HAVE,,, A LOT OF WHAT HIS LIFE IS LIKE IN CT AS OF RN but even tho his eye is never explained in-game he thinks in CT the scar he got over it was from a cat ahsushauhshs
love tht
ANYWAY YEAH IM GONNA WORK ON SAMāS INTRO SOOOOOOOOON but weāll see if exhaustion doesnāt hit me first
pls gimme byleth iāll cry
#castletown:intro#* . abt ā ā ā ļæ½ļæ½Źį“į“ŹŹį“ ļ¹ ŹÉŖį“į“Źį“ ŹÉŖį“É“ į“į“É“ ā#war tw#parental death tw#ptsd tw#depression tw#mental illness tw
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Episode #4:Ā "I made James quit accidentally because I rigged a random.org" - Brian
So.... BC quit. Don't know why (and I am not gonna enquire, I just know he is hella busy). But ya I don't know what this means going forward but im gonna roll with it. If i'm not flexible, then that is not a good winner. so ya looking forward toi see whatever happens, and if Madigan go to tribal again, all i know is that i will still be safe cause james and I will just get Keaton involved
Iām SHOCKED BC quit because I thought I was going home lmao so now I have no idea what the hell is gonna happen Iām praying we swap tbh so I can meet up with Brian or Bryce who I know sbsbsbs.
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Okay I'm super sad BC quit. They seemed like such a sweetheart. And I always hate to see anybody quit. I'm usually kind of annoyed about quitters but I hope BC is all good and it was just because they were busy... :(
This game has been really good to our tribe. We havent gone to tribal. I have a majority alliance of 4. Everyone is active and does 100% on the challenges. Its been good. Havent had much luck in idol hunt tho so probably someone already found it. Still nervous for the challenge. I want to keep winning but the bad thing in the eyes for the other tribe.
The game is always changing... and someone quitting just shows how quickly everything can change in the game. Plans set forward destroyed... alliances ruined just due to what the game might throw at you at any given time. Itās always scary but you know what... sometimes you gotta look at something bad and say hey letās test my gameplay a little bit... that is what Iām good at and that is what I plan to do!
So we have swapped. and im not with james. This is hateful huh. first bc quitting today and now this. fuck this. and im with marie and keaton as well. ffs. oh well. time to get socialising and do this shit!
I KNEW A SWAP WAS COMING!!! I felt it deep in my bones. Do sharks have bones? I actually don't think they do. Oh well. I KNEW IT WAS HAPPENING. Obviously I'm super nervous now because I was in a great spot before. But luckily I still have my #1 Brian. And Charlie who is a part of my Four of a Kind alliance and he has an idol. Plus Anna and I hopefully can work together like we have in other games. I just hope she trusts me. Ugh and I freaking hope we win this challenge. Because OG Dinah members definitely have a target as the last intact tribe. SO much is going on in my little gay brain.
Okay my brain is going a mile a minute with this swap. I'm reconnecting with Anna. She seems excited to see me and she told me she isn't super close with Jayden or Nick so that's amazing. I told Brian about Charlie's idol. So this is good. We're surviving.
omg so we swapped and im so sad nathan isnt here but thats about it. happy to be away from jayden since he IGNORES me. when i read these after the game im gonna seem so obsessed huh KJDFSHFAKSJD. but anyway. dennis is here and hes one of my fave ppl ever! hes just so nice. we shared idol guesses and i really wanna go to the end with him. matt is pretty cool and we both stan the good place and naomi smalls so i feel like we'll be good allies. marie is a queen and super nice but maybe not super active but we both love ari so yay. naptime maynor isnt really liking my humor JKASDHF but thats ok. and kirby guy is alright too!! nicole seems nice enough if not a little standoffish but hoping for the best :s love this tribe overrall tho and really hoping to avoid tribal
I got ZType for the duels! Blessed. I can do well in this game and I can't be the reason our tribe loses in the RARE chance we do. So i'm feeling okay.
Too annoyed to write too much right now. But yet another org, and yet another swap fuck! Honestly, this is ridiculous. We have three members on either 7 person tribe, and even if we do manage to succeed in surviving another non-dinah is going to replace the voted out member... you can't make this shit up.
I knew the swap was coming. But im with Dennis which is good. He has some connections with Bryce and Nicole so hopefully they work with us. Keaton is also here like oh Boi. š going to see if he wants to work with me this time. Having him around could help me in this game.
James quits by leaving the server and ignoring everyone.
https://gph.is/1neigCU my mood at my initial alliance members both qutiing time to die?
Ok so Klick quit which is kinda upsetting cuz I was grinding tf outta that challenge and I lowkey played a game with him about a year and a half ago and kinda wanted to reconnect. BUT Nathan is now on the tribe which is like the nest possible scenario. Also we have Anna so hopefully we have an easy majority. Also I assume Dennis has began running the game over on the other tribe because he is great and will probably end up voting me out at f9 or something. But YAY F14 IM NOT OUT YET ANSNSKDKLZLXKC
MY IMPACT? Ā I made James quit accidentally because I rigged a random.org to save Charlie from doing Multitask and then James had a fit because he got it and was sleeping so he couldn't pick... I... can't believe how I'm WINNING this game? Ā Anna, I hope you get my winner's crown READY because I'm doing the damn thing! Ā I am sorry I made him quit because I didn't think he would kjHDAJK... but wow...
Although I am in the minority right now based on tribal lines, Nathan is someone I've wanted to work with for like eons, and I feel so much more comfortable with him on my tribe than James and letting Annabelle hold my fate in her hands. Ā I think I have an upward battle, but I know Charlie has the idol and will warn Sharky in the case I need Charlie to use it on himself. Ā The two from my OG tribe I got stuck with is by far the only two from Dinah that I would go out of my way to protect in this game and knowing Charlie has the idol... ugh... I don't even have to DO anything and tea gets served to me. Ā Love Sharky.. love Charlie.. love Nathan... can't wait to thrive in this game now!
So the swap, i thought would have been really bad for us original dinah people but so far it looks like we might pull through. Nicole told by Dennis to me that she is willing to work with us but im a little sketch because she hasnt really responds to me exept like one message and then it stops. Im trying to get info from keaton and see if he wants to work with me. I have to keep an eye on him cuz heās messy af. š I think we could be a strong tribe so hopefully we win the next immunity. I rather have my no going to tribal streak going. I need to start talking to our new tribe members as well.
well james left so we got nathan i'm not upset about it i love nathan he's my person this game i think and we swapped with sharky on the tribe and i just played with sharky and we're in majority so things are really looking up here for me tbvh i feel like sharky might want to get rid of one of my OG tribe people but we'll see how it goes.
This game is weird man. I was so ready to play 2048, but Kirby Boi #2 was a quitter, so now I'm not playing 2048, both people I trusted QUIT, and Dennis is on my tribe. I am going to lose really soon. But hopefully I can find an in on my tribe and survive.
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i just want an advantage. but oh so now 4/5 of my tribe is together and im just here.. love that! not sarcastic!! miss nathan tho! so far clicking with dennis still and naptime. hes a true carly rae jepsen fan i asked his fave and he said sour candy which is like (bad) but not well known so he must actually like her!! nicole left me on read.. love that! sarcastic!! and yaa wooh loving the new tribe that guy who quit bc of multitask kind of a flop but go off now im closer to merge!
This morning finding out that James was removed was suprising. It sucks cuz i was enjoying doing the ztype. I got to 7,100 which i think its good but idk if it actually was. But im ready for this challenge and hopefully we could win in it. Definately dont want to go to tribal.
Okay Nathan is AMAZING. I love him. And I'm totally going to work with him for sure. i'm so glad he didn't flop. And Honestly I'm glad James quit so that I could work with Nathan. This lip sync challenge is going to be silly. I offered to do the editing which honestly is a big undertaking but I like to be in control and It's definitely going to paint a target on my back but if we win it'll be so great.
OMG SO FUN CHALLENGE THAT I HATE WOOH. i love this but i hate it. idk. i REALLY dont want to do a queen song so i pretended to not know who they are NNN but all that caused was my tribemates shading me... and its like... matt says beyonce is just "ok" and i need to listen to real music.??? just say u hate women and go. JK. maybe. but ANYWAYS. love dennis still and naptime is so funny love his pins! nicole left me on read some more so i sent her demi lovatos GET BACK music video and she finally responded with two 5 word msgs and ghosted again so um really loving that! kirby guy also doesnt reply a lot but thats ok totally loving only talking to 4 ppl!
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edit: quitters are shitters
Our song is Dont stop me now by queen which is awesome. I just need to find the time to work on it later today or tomorrow morning but have an idea what imma do so thats good. Still talking to keaton but no game talk it. Hopefully soon because im still feeling sketch on this tribe. I dont wanna get voted out pre-merge. *knocks on wood* āš³
Making the video was really fun. Had more fun and felt more comfortable after making the ones before were i wasnt as comfortable. This is one of my fav comps now. Cant wait to see how it turns out.
UM?? I'm CACKLING?? So Sharky showed me the clips he got from Nick and Jayden, and I'm just so confused how straight men get any sort of action when they're as stiff as them? Ā I mean I guess they're not ugly so that probably helps, but neither of them are good at using a camera... So I'm just SO ...
I have nothing else to talk about other than how fucking STIFF the straight men are in their lip sync videos, so whew... love visibilityā¦
worst comp for me ever like i was fine doing 2048 i could have probably helped with that but like a music video? YIKES that's not my thing at all i didn't know what to do or what to help especially since i'm so not gonna get on camera >.< i hate being useless if we lose like ugh lmfao
Okay so this challenge was...a disaster. I asked everyone to just do the song and then I'd make it look good with editing. That didn't work out. And I had more trouble editing than i thought. I feel like I dropped the ball and I'm not sued to being someone holding my tribe back. I tried to hide our bad lipsyncers. Charlie got sick. And something happened in the rush of uploading it that gave me a weird crop and a couple of cuts that I screwed up but I ran out of time. I'm feeling really disappointed in myself.
Okay we lost. This sucks. two of the judges called out the edit/effort specifically so that doesn't feel great. But I'm going to look at this as a positive. Maynor and Dennis stay safe on the other tribe. And Now I can use this to make some real connections and alliances on this tribe. Like Chad Michaels I will rise from the ashes and be the gayest winningest phoenix you have ever seen.
Ok so me Nathan and Nick should really stick with Annabelle. Easy majority makes easy game which makes happy Jayden
So we lost the challenge, but I don't feel too... bad about that. Ā I mean if I go home, clearly I fucked the fuck up and felt too confident... but I think that I feel... good?
Firstly, thank you to the judges for recognizing my SNAP in the lip sync. Ā I wasn't sure they were going to do my rap in the challenge, so I'm glad it was in there hehe... Now... going to tribal is a part of the game and the strategy has been lacking up till now, so I'm excited to jump in and finally explore that part of the game. Ā It'll be a nice start to my resume, following accidentally make James quit LMFAO.
Right now, I think I'm in a solid spot. Ā Nick said he wouldn't vote for me and I mean.. we haven't talked much, but I expect him to not lie for no reason... and I'm going to make sure to increase our conversation and expand on what HE wants to happen to just have that tea under my belt. Ā I think Jayden is who I would like gone, and I think I'd be able to gather the votes to get that to happen. Ā It's not like I have anything against him personally, but I just feel it's hardest to talk to him because him and I are not alike from what I've gathered. Ā I'm the uber gay and for the uber gay and the Travis Scott fanboy to get along? Ā Would be shocking.
I like Annabelle and Nathan a lot and I don't think they'd throw votes for me. Ā I have my little final 2 deal going on with Nathan, but highkey I don't think I'd keep him as my #1 over Marie, if I get to the point where I meet with her, so I have no problem cutting him or Annabelle in the future. Ā I do think it'd be better to work WITH them, especially for now, and I think they feel similar sentiments, but I don't know for sure!
But now we come to the real people I would like to protect going into this vote, Charlie and Sharky. Ā I love my OG Dinah babies so much, and I will make sure their names aren't the targets of this vote. Ā I think Sharky has set himself up well, and since he told me Charlie has the idol, I think we should especially be OK. Ā I also think Annabelle and Nathan seemingly want to work with us, so .... whew...
ALSO, this is a mid-confessional update, but 2 alliances were formed. Ā We have the "Tea Party" alliance with Sharky, me, and Nathan (the gays) and then the "Dinah Dudes" alliance with Charlie, Sharky, and me (OG Dinah's) and then I think another sub-alliance with the "Tea Party" and Annabelle is coming to fruition, so kjHDKAS... ya... I think I'm SET. Ā I can't wait to wreck shit!
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So we swapped tribes and here I am with 3 from my original tribe, 3 from the other tribe and Bryce from the third tribe. Bryce and I know each other, and by that I mean I just blindsided him another org... oops! Hopefully he doesnāt come after me but who knows because I literally did not participate in this challenge at all! We still won though so hopefully Iāll get to redeem myself in the next one
My arms are SORE from pulling all my best Freddie Mercury moves out for this lip sync, I am SO tired. But I honestly am so glad i gave my 100% effort because I truly needed to pull through for this tribe and show them Iām not just a sitting duck. (Is that the term? Idk.)
Either way Iām glad we all got to bond through this and hereās to being safe ANOTHER round (Iāve never gone to tribal so wooooo!)
i want an IDOL or sth. but um dennis is so fun love that man. always asks daily to work with me. like idk how many times i have to tell him that he is literally the only person on this tribe to pm me first without me having to (NOT EXAGGERATION). marie and matt? no reply from marie in like 30 hours and matt hasnt been talking to me since i said idk queen. kirby guy? replies with 1 word answers and taste in music offends me NNN. nicole? who. all she does is ignore me and like somtimes she replies and ill reply in the SAME LIKE 10 SECONDS, and she'll just leave me on read JKADSFHAKSJ. comes back like 9 hours later with no reasoning on why she stopped talking and with just a "hi", and thats if im lucky! idk i hope we swap soon or merge. like the whole preswap i was praying for a swap to find some good allies bc all i had was nathan really, and now i just have dennis. maybe by merge ill have a whole 3 allies??? oh wait theres um maynor hes cool i always have to pm him first but hes at least responsive and can hold a conversation! black bear diner goes off and i WILL be eating there the next time in houston
We lost, which was hardly surprising when I saw the other tribe's video lol. So now it's not looking good for us dinahs... but luckily I have the idol up my sleeve hehe. Gonna tell Brian and Sharky so that we can use it to save usā¦
I was so happy that we won immunity. Stil feeling a little sketch on this tribe. Injust hope that the vote isnt charlie, brian, or sharky. And especially sharky cuz heās my duo. Now dennis, nicole, and i are the only 3 to not go to tribal yet. Its pretty awesome amd kinda scary.
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Down with the straights! Ā I still think Jayden is going, but if Charlie ends up going I'm JUMPING because that means I've been lied to by people that want to claim to be my final 2... I do trust in Jayden going but we shall SEE!
So the tribe lost and Iām a bit nervous because Iāve only heard one name... I would have loved to saved my idol until I needed it but I think itās very likely my name could be the second one going around... we shall see what happens though.
Ugh okay so I was hoping for a simple easy vote. But as usual there is just a little bit of drama. Nick told Anna/Nathan that he has a legacy advantage to be used at F13/F6 which is trash because that means if we lose next time he'll use that and be safe. But if we vote him out he'll gift it to Jayden and we have the same problem. Plus Charlie is wigging out because he has a bad feeling about the vote, which is totally fair because he isn't talking very much. And Nick told Anna her name got thrown out which is just untrue. This is just kind of messy and not in a cute way.
Jayden is voted out 5-2.
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