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drew this to cope .. why is he white….when will it end…
#klavier gavin#apollo justice#ace attorney#Can they PLEASE make a klav plush with his ACTUAL SKIN TONE im gonna die im gonna shrivel up#i have his tsum but <- he is my least favourite child#<- everyday im closer to dyeing him (tsum) like that one person did to sanrio x splatoon marina plush#iykyk
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idk if anyone's asked this already, but where does your name come from?
FINALLY SOMEONE ASKS THANK U!!!
Uhh “reina” comes from “queen” and THAT came from me… being kinda overconfident n stuff w myself lmao
Fish is actually a silly funny story. Soooooo I used to play w this person on roblox in Sonic Projector RP (during the times where i would say the most embarassing stuff ever without thinking- thats unrelated tho-) and they called me “Bunny” cus well that was my username thingy. Then one day they called me Fish as a joke and… it stuck.
Yeah lol :> thank u for the ask ^^
#ask#uhugugoiunteh0iue0 if someone every played that and SOMEHOW recognizes me PLEASE dont say it im gonna shrivel up and die
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Mannn man.....
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I JUST REALIZED ACCIDENTALLY GOT RID OF A DRAWINH LAYER WITH A DRAWING I SPENT A WHILE ON INSTEAD OF A DIFFERENT ONE AND NOW ITS TOO LATE TO UNDO I’M GONNA HSUISNJISJINOSNIJS
#and I JUST LOST ANOTHER CAUSE MY APP CRASHED#REST IN PEACE TO TWO DRAWINGS OF NELLE PIKMIN IM GONNA SHRIVEL UP AND DIE
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congrats to bpf for the third ever official trolls thing that ever made me cry. out of a very, very deep confusion, and the sheer inability to properly understand. what i just watched
#tpia#yapping#this shit should not be taken seriously BUT FORGIVE ME FOR CHOKING ON MY SPIT FOR THE ENTIRE RUNTIME OF THAT?????????????#genuinely decent lesson though. BUT STILL ???????????????????????????????#im gonna attempt to recover the brain matter that didnt shrivel up and die and think about theoretical reasons for why bpfs dont seem to#have been a common concept for the pop trolls#for one. the 'critters' they have DO seem like they function more for specific benefits. like the caterbus or the flyer bugs and woofer bug#milton has his little sanctuary of lil guys but they seemed more like wildlife rehabilitation than pets#maybe the idea of pets didnt really appeal to them considering the years of generational. uhm. eatings. and that living in the old tree#didnt really provide a way for them to FIND critters to have as pets#wow. maybe they had pets once but they died out. wow#okay i feel more sober now <3
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#when im extra depressed i watch old yt compilations#this week is critical role moments#and ugh. Ugh#i always forget how mf touch-starved and affection-starved i am until i watch those 8 interact w each other#like. always touching. so much touching#i havent had a cuddly / touchy friend in like 6+ years and i am Suffering for it#like as much as w any other people im v touch-averse and dont want that at all#when it comes to friends i am extremely pro touch and genuinely love being affectionate#and i Can't#and sometimes that sucks ngl#no shade to my friends who aren't comf w that obviously#that's 100% gr8 and i would never push or wanna make them uncomf lots of ppl dont like that#i just. used to always have at least 1 friend who /was/ okay with it that i could be as cuddly as i wanted with#and now i dont and it ??? is getting to a point where it is almost painful#like str8 up i've had to talk to my therapist abt this the last 6 months bc its becoming a bit dire#hugs r wonderful dont get me wrong but thats the max amount of touch for my ok-with-touch friends#and the rest r no-touch#whereas im sitting here like 😭😭😭 PLS I JUST WANNA HOLD SOMEONE'S HAND#OR LEAN MY HEAD ON SOMEONE'S SHOULDER OR HAVE AN ARM AROUND A WAIST OR A HEAD IN A LAP#OR STR8 UP SNUGGLIN ON A COUCH#I DESPERATELY NEED IT#ANY OF IT IT DOESNT NEED TO BE ALL OF THAT#I FEEL LIKE I AM SHRIVELLING UP LIKE A SENTIENT RAISIN INSIDE#JUST HAVIN ALL THE LIFE SUCKED OUT OF ME THRU LACK OF TOUCH#I WANT SOMEONE TO RUFFLE MY HAIR OR PAT MY ARM OR KISS MY CHEEK#HELL I'LL TAKE A HAND ON MY BACK PURELY FOR THE PURPOSE OF STOPPING ME FROM WALKING INTO TRAFFIC#WHICH AT THIS POINT I AM TEMPTED TO DO DUE TO EMOTIONAL DISTRESS LMAO (DEVASTATED LAUGHTER)#aiyaiyai and i cant even just go and Make New Friends bc most spaces to do that arent accessible or safe for me#the only friends i've made in the last few years r thru Mutual Autism Vibes~ and they're all anti-touch#WHERE R THE OTHER TOUCH-STARVED CUDDLY AUTISTICS AT ??? WHERE R U ??? COME FIND ME PLS I BEG !!! i feel like im gonna die fr
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me from 2 weeks ago you were so wrong thinking i will have time to draw
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i am just a girl
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EMBARRASSING how quickly i get drunk these days
#two whiskey sour and everything is wobbly#had a great time tho#went to the irish pub for a friends birthday without knowing rugby was on#watched rugby got drunk had fun#im gonna watch youtube anf drink water incrementally for a bit now just to make sure my elderly (20+ ) body doesn't shrivel up amd die tmrw#tw alcohol mention
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. i cannot . i just . okay . in my defense . i did just tag myself as a goth bimbo so . you cant say its dishonest advertising .
#just remembered what my blog nickname is#and how it relates to an ask i got earlier#which i didnt have in mind then#because i was too busy geeking about starships#and im gonna crawl into a hole and shrivel up and die (lh)
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im not exaggerating when i say that i like tendou so much it makes me want to die. i could keel over and die over him.
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figured out an idea for a tori bday fic but ohhh i am terrified to write it. not because it's a particularly difficult fic i just worry
#leo composes#it'll be so cool if i can do it right i think#but also if i get one single characterization thing wrong i think i'll just shrivel up and die#gulps#godspeed 2 me i guess im gonna try and write most of it in the next two hours
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Oh, I’m thrilled.
Would you like to find out what you would be the god of? Take my new uqiz to find out
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love being nd and have the tism wolf Inside me be so drastically uncomfortable with uncertainty that i physically cannot think about school and having to deal w the unknown of that whole situation without losing 5lbs in 2 days
#the club ppl are meeting abt stuff for when school starts and just the reminder of school starting is enough to make me lose all appetite#i had to text a friend and ask him if he could help be there for me when i move in bc of how the situation stresses me out lmao#asked another friend if i can go to their place if i can't take it at the start of the semester#they are so sweet to me 😭😭😭 they haven't moved yet but they told me if they have an extra copy they'll give me their spare keys#but i genuinely go blank in the mind and go catatonic when i think abt. living situations next year bc i gen don't know what the vibe is#it's like probably not gonna be so bad and ik i have the capability to deal w all the scenarios but not knowing what to expect. kills me.#I'd genuinely be okay if i have to pretend i don't live there and i don't exist and get ignored!! i just need to know that now Thanks!!!#but tryin my best to not be reminded i have to deal w this in 2 months but my supervisor mentioned the campus today and now i can't eat lma#he was like u don't even need to go back to campus and im holding everything back to not be like. just take me as a full time worker.#i love school actually. i love learning. i just. thinking abt my living situation and not knowing what to expect when i have to inevitably#. face. my ex. makes me want to shrivel up and die. like icb i have to do this. like really my ex is the most harmless person ever but stil#how do you ever really. look your ex in the eyes ever again anyway. no matter the circumstances of it ending like it's gonna be so awkward?#and it's the avoidant in me and the avoidants I've dated but. I've never had a normal relationship w/ an ex afterwards lmao#but Each time I've ended things they ended at a spot where i didn't have to ever run into them ever again. so. i am not equipped for this.#And I Missed The Room Swap Date and The Regret is Eating me Up like i ugh i can't do this i don't i don't#It might be pessimistic of me but i don't think whatever will ever be resolved i don't think she'll ever want to talk abt it#and if Those are the starting conditions god forgive me if all i want is to get out of here like#if we're never gonna address or resolve anything then at least just let me have it out of sight out of mind#and I'll pretend it'llnevercome up ever again!! I'll rewrite my memories and just run the fuck away!!#my friend is going thru a more severe case of anger n self blame n how could i let them do this to me and im glad i don't feel it that bad#all i have is debilitating fear lmao so I'm just! trying not to think about anything!! i have so much fun and I'm so busy so why do i still#ugh anyway i hate nightmares and autism i really dgi i can deal with any situation so why do i still dread#delete later
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just one good movie kiss man.... come on bro just one
#live blogging#if i dont get kissed hard by someone who truly wants me mind body and soul in the next months im gonna shrivel up and die fr
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