#im gonna try to get a quote unquote normal job within walking distance when ari goes back home but
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#miiiight cry a lil bit feel like shit#found out i have 20 less than i thought i did which means i only have $25 instead of $40 to my name#cuz i havent had an income since like march minus a couple of discounted sketch commissions i did#a while ago with my left hand but that was only like $50 which is gone#and its just really getting to me#im gonna try to get a quote unquote normal job within walking distance when ari goes back home but#i know that the mental and physical toll is going to be awful cuz i have a bad back and i dont#do well with those kinds of jobs and still taking care of myself#and i know it will be no better for my hands which is why i have to do it bc i still cant use them to draw bc of the injury#but i have NO money right now and like. its really getting to me its getting to me real bad im trying ao hard lmao#and by normal job i mean retail at like the dollar store or kroger lmao im hh#its not that i dont think those jobs are valid or deserving its just i will be making minimum wage which here is only like $8#just to hurt myself more but i need money i am tired of crying because i want to buy something that costs $10 and cant cuz thats half of my#remainjng money like thats such a shitty feeling and then telling my friends they should buy things that make them happy cuz they deserve it#and i cant even afford literally my next phone bill
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