#im gonna keep drawing bc i want to do artfight properly. but i just feel heartbroken.
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#man ngl today kinda sucked and idk why tbh#i think i just end up overthinking my own art and its this endless repetition of the anxiety of trying- finally attempting- the slow work-#how long it takes-the final result- the relief of it being over- and then the shitty feeling of dissatisfaction#i wish i was better. i know drawing more is the only way to GET better and i've been learning more things to keep in mind but man#i think i hate my art and that makes me so sad. i used to draw so much man.#what happened to get me to the point where i cant plug in my tablet without getting anxious of what's going to come out at the end of it#im gonna keep drawing bc i want to do artfight properly. but i just feel heartbroken.#i spent so damn long today drawing one thing and the idea of someone looking at the time it took me vs the final result is humiliating#idk. i think i just hate myself rn lmao#i just want to make something someone would love. but i dont think im capable of that anymore.
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