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#tw weight#tw body image#im gonna cry pretty soon#ive gained 20lbs and my clothes just dont fit like before#my fave work pants are pinching me and i can only comfortably button them when im standing#so now im sitting at my desk with the button off and zipper down with my sweater covering it up#and i just feel so gross and flabby and i hate hate hate how my body looks rn#and im trying really hard to remind myself how grateful i am to have a body thats healthy and functioning#and i know im lifting and gaining back muscle that i aptly lost over the last 2 years#but its also unhealthy fat and i will kms if i need fo buy new clothes like literally would rather starve at this moment in time#its not even that bad im just literally neurotic and obsessive 🫠#cant even look in my refelction rn like i pretend i do not see#and i love exercise so i know i can get down to a healthier weight#but im telling u i have never in my life weighed this much or looked this FAT#im thru#catch me at the gym 6 days a week 🤦🏼♀️
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they are my everthing🥹
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*sniffles*
Just to clarify no this isn't a ship in this context. They're toddlers, don't be weird>:(
#them ❤️❤️#They babey#crying screaming throwing up#Its so sweet its making me hyper-#HELP IM OBSESSED#Jsjifghsjfkheugh#This was a pretty spontaneous idea#Decided to draw more of them after flipping through old sketches:>#obligatory art tag#Ribbun#tadc gangle#tadc jax#the amazing digital circus#tadc art#tadc fanart#Damn im on a roll#Too bad thats gonna end soon lol
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@thecultoflove SINCE YOU JUST LOOVE MIZU5 . HOW BOUT YOU HAVE YOUR FLY MIZU5-ED !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! .... Uhh .. MizuFly -ed .. erm ...... amirite folks ? haha ... ?
#i had so much fun with this you have NO idea#maybe it's cuz my bond between prjsk and dhmis is just like . pretty deep#that game WAS a pretty big inspiration for the hv au after all#you can still sorta see remnants of the prjsk characters that i based the little guys around#kanade for tony . mafuyu for brendon . an for tracey . saki and emu for sketch . ena for shrig#drawing this felt like revisiting your old childhood bedroom ahaha#but like more painful because I STILL DON'T HAVE MY GLASSES BACK#im gonna cry bro MY HEAD IS POOOOUUNDINGGGG#if i don't get them back soon im gonna bang my head against the wall im dead serious#anywayyyzz#I LOVE YOUR ART DOLL !!!#YOURE SUPER PAWESOME !!!#IM SORRY IF THIS IS LIKE .BAD BUT I RLLY DID TRY MY BEST TO POWER THROUGH THIS HEADACHE !!!!#I LOVE YOUUUU X333#dhmis#dhmis art#dhmis shrignold#shrignold the butterfly#fanart#fanart for a friend
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It's over :')
Look at my beautiful baby, I'll miss him.
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#hes so pretty#and beautiful#and kind#and smart#and so so strong#abd selfless#and a hero#fuck hes MY hero#i love him#i think im gonna cry soon#when the ending really hits me#absolutely#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#izuku midoriya#deku
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In the process of writing my first fic so in the meantime you guys get incorrect quotes
★Friendly reminder (?) Is always used for reader and reader is amab
★Bit of Kaeya x reader
★Some violence ig?
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Kaeya: "This candle smells like fireball."
Diluc: "Us non-alcoholics like to call that cinnamon, Kaeya."
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Kaeya: "You're short."
(?): "Then gimme a few inches."
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Kaeya: "(?) truth or dare."
Diluc: "He's not allowed to take dares."
Kaeya: "Why not?"
(?): "I have no self preservation."
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Diluc: "Is it really murder if I give them a heads up?"
Kaeya: "I'm pretty sure that's called a threat."
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Kaeya: "I'm just hoping that one day we'll be able to get along....I miss my brother..."
(?): "Fucking skill issue."
Kaeya: "Excuse me?"
(?): "It's the whole familial issues for me."
Kaeya: "I swear on the anemo Archons if you don't drown yourself right fucking now..." (I'm sorry that one's a little out of character :P)
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Kaeya: "C'mon Diluc trust me, have I ever put you in an unsafe or uncomfortable situation before?"
Diluc:
Kaeya: "That wasn't my fault....."
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*Watching the FNAF movie*
Diluc: "I don't understand this..."
(?): *Already knows all the lore and tried to explain it all before they started the movie*
Kaeya: "WAS THAT THE BITE OF 87???"
Diluc: "I don't like this very much..."
(?): *HYSTERICAL LAUGHING*
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(?): "Kaeya! What are you doing?"
Kaeya: "Just some documents, why?"
(?): "Boring. You should do me instead."
This is all for now, byeee!~
#kaeya alberich#diluc ragnvindr#kaeya x male reader#kaeya x you#genshin impact#incorrect quotes#im gonna cry#fics coming soon#kaeya on his way to be pretty asf
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#death tw#i don't wanna have to look at my grandmothers face for hours when she's in a casket like i had to do with my grandfather but now i#m gonna have to#my dad last night was like 'im an orphan' and i wanted to cry so i laughed instead#both of his parents died unexpectedly within 6 month of each other what are you supposed to do with that#and like i'm honestly probably lucky because i've never been very close with my grandparents but it still fucking sucks#and i wish my dad didn't have to go through this and i'm very scared of other family members dying soon#nobody in my family died when i was a kid so i think i kinda grew up thinking they were invincible#but the fact that both of these happened without warning and there was no time to adjust to the fact that they were dying. fuckkkkkk#life was already feeling pretty fucking awful before this and now i just. i don't know#shut up hanna
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Watching and Dreaming
well... that was an episode...
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#the owl house#toh#toh watching and dreaming#watching and dreaming#luz noceda#eda clawthorne#harpy eda#king clawthorne#myart#im away for work all week but as soon as I have time I'm gonna do so much art for this episode#saw it at 3am yesterday and couldn't even see the final sequence from how much I was crying#the show deserved a full final season but oh my god they did amazing with the time they had#the animation was so smooth and so pretty and I just#!!!#they absolutely killed it the finale turned out so well#i have so many emotions#im gonna edit this poster to be more spoiler-ey in a few days like I did with the s2 one
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My mom was telling a story about a senior dog getting adopted and dying after a month and I teared up but still couldn't cry and she told me to not cry but then I said I needed a cry and she said "Oh okay maybe that's a good thing in that case". Then my dad made fun of me by being like "It's not a Pixar movie" Dude I haven't even cried at the Up opening that means something is fucked! Shut up and let me cry!
Also my mom and Veronica were talking and my mom said something about how she'd always love both of us no matter. Is that a sign I should talk to her about what happened
#micas trauma shit#im not mentioning on vacation for sure but i dont wanna hurt her#she hates lying. i basically lied by hiding the social media accounts since i was 12#and its very similar to her own trauma. but at the same time i want to let it out so it stops eating me up#like i was pretty good today but the random manifesting and noticing im more closed off is horrible#and i would like to cry and for her to hug me and assure me its okay and shes not mad at me for not telling#i should probably talk to my therapist about how to best approach but i also wanna yell it out as soon as i get home you know#ugh i shouldve been given future vision powers so i know how to best handle this#tw animal death#sky vents like amogus#gonna add both tags i think
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Wig soop!!!
#finally got my dmc4 dante cosplay#FINALLY#but its a bit musty so i need to wash and dry it#otherwise its pretty good!#im gonna embellish it and add some embroidery but otherwise yeah!#im just styling the wig for now#i'll give an update on the props im making for this soon#but now i reek of disgustingly old fabric softener and its so so so so gross im gonna vomit#im gonna drown myself in perfume#euugh#devil may cry#dmc#dante#dmc4
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this next period im gonna get soon is going to wreck me bc i’ve never cried so much over random things like i have this past week lol
#kai.rambles#i usually already get super emotional before my period but this week dude?!?!?#i’ve cried over food#cried over small situations#cried from seeing vids on tiktok of dogs just doing doggy things#alex’s recent fic has popped in and out of my head multiple times at the most inconvenient times and ive cried each time#if you see this pls know that i will go back to your page soon to read the being stuck in the tundra w/ kats one soon-#it’s just i feel im gonna cry again when i read it so im waiting a bit BUT I WILL READ IT I PROMISE 🥹#anyways ive cried over bkg still being dead but that’s normal at this point#even cried about my new comm last night bc it’s so pretty#where i live we have a lot of macaws flying around and they are very loyal to their partners and will sit on random places calling out to-#their lover so they can find eachother and continue flying together if one stays a little behind#and one did that right outside my window on one of the mango trees and it was so beautiful to see one so close that i also cried when i saw-#them reunite and fly off together :(((#long story short ive been a crybaby all week 🥲
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I sent the ask a while ago about loving philza outfits and techno questioning momzas power, I'm in the hospital for the 5th time in 5 months, and im looking thru all the cute and pretty outfits again. Love them so much your art always makes me feel better 💕 💗
Omg yes I remember that ask!! And thank you so much for your kind words ;w;❤❤❤ I hope you make a speedy recovery and are resting well anon, this made my day so much :,,) <3
#i will need to draw more pretty outfits as soon as i get time!! :D <3#this is so sweet tho im gonna cry#anon#<3 <3#asks
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omg i just booked my first tropical vacation i'm officially going to central america next year 🩵☀️🌴🥭🌈
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#words#personal#it's months away so it doesn't feel real yet#but i'm pretty sure im gonna cry once i see the ocean#idc if it's in 2024 i'm shopping for clothes cameras and other things for the trip as soon as i get paid#i plan on channeling jai from my scene#like straight up coconut girl tropicalcore hibiscus flower mango crystal blue water h2o just add water energy
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i sensed there was new oz art coming in my SOUL AND MOCHIJUN DELIVERED BC IM HER FAVORITE AND SHE WOULD NEVER LET ME DOUBT OR FORGET THAT FOR A SECOND LOOK AT MY BABNANA SCRUMPTIOUS WUMPTIOUS SCRUNGLE WUNGLE I LOVE MY SOOONNNNN
#mine#im revived im rejuvinated everything will be okay no doubt in my mind now#i genuinely mean i SENSED it i was literally telling everyone yesterday & earlier today in the headspace that new oz art would drop#& they obviously believed me bc. thats my son ik when he will be coming home i can feel it in my soul#AND LO AND BEHOLD THERE HE WAS IN MY TWITTER NOTIFICATIONS THATS MY FUCKING SON!!!!!#she did this just for me bc this week has been absolute dogshit and she knew that drawing him would make everything okay automatically#and ensure me that shit will work out very soon. she is so real for that.#what a mentally ill ally truly.#pandora hearts#oz vessalius#the angle has me losing my mind ngl like he looks. HE LOOKS!!! HE IS LOOKING AND I AM CRYING WHILE I HOLD HIM#he is so handsome in his wittle modern day outfit i love that she draws him in it every time now pretty much#god i adore him with my whole entire being every single piece of it including the entire system we all cry whenever new art of him drops#thats my son he saved my life and i adore him like the whole universe and he is still saving me even now what a little SUNSHINE#STOPPING BY JUST TO LET ME KNOW HES OK AND IM GONNA BE OK OH MY BABY BOY OH HOW I ADORE YOOUUU
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SILVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
#OH MY FUCKING GOD I TOTALLY FORGOT ABOUT HIS CAMEO HERE OH MY GOD MY BOY MY BOYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY#I WASNT PREPARED IM GONNA CRY. HOW IVE MISSED YOU OH MY GOD. DONT WORRY SWEETHEART I'LL SEE YOU AGAIN SOON#i cant remember if him and blue have been in contact since they escaped? or if they parted ways for whatever reason and are now#back in the contact. im pretty sure its the first one. anyways#oh my fucking godddd im gonna throw up you cant just throw this on me#serena.txt#pksp reread#yellow reread
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one unfortunate thing abt watching bloody violent up-close-and-personal movies is that it makes me even more crazy touchstarved than usual after.. I need to wrestle someone NOW
#i need to BITE. or lie in someones lap and let them stroke my hair#also now my family have left i probably wont even get a hug for a longass time......... its dire out here#ik my flatmate said a while ago she wouldnt mind if i wanted more physical contact or whatever but ik thats not true#bc she always seems so physically uncomfortable near me or moves so distinctly far out of my space like i get the message man#and its just difficult for me for so many complicated reasons. sigh#im just tired of feeling so lonely always all the time. and so ostracised or alienated in every community and relationship in my life#and i know thats my own fucking fault bc im stupidly incapable of allowing myself to trust and believe other people abt anything#and partly also bc im disabled and autistic as shit etcetc and so will always come across weird and Other and i have no control over that#but mostly its my fault. and i dont even know where to begin trying to fix that man. if its even fixable in this lifetime i dont even know#but it sucks ass im so tired of being sad and close to tears 90% of the time i cry on the fucking daily even on good days#dont get me wrong im doing pretty okay at the moment like i dont even really have any Real problems its all just in my fucking head#but unfortunately thats the head i live in. and will live in the rest of my life so i guess im always gonna feel like this on some level#so i need to just accept it and be grateful for the shit i have bc it could be so so much worse#and yet i cant just do that so here we are!!!!!!!!! oh well.#maybe a part of me likes being miserable. or feels like i deserve it. bc im really fucking good at it lmao#anyway i should go to bed soon before this gets worse. at least i dont have work tmr so i can do smth nice or chill all day#and there have been lots of nice things today too.. ah i just need to sleep#sorry for rambling my ass off with my mentally ill monologues again 🙃 well not that sorry bc youll see me do it again lol#.vent#.diaries
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⌗︙・megumi's birthday ⸜⸜・
virgin reader surprising megumi for his birthday is the cutest thing ever. it's your first time wearing a victoria secret matching set and you feel pretty. when you finally tiptoe into his room, his jaw falls on the floor.
"it's you?" he asks, making you laugh. he doesn't believe what he's seeing. the lace wraps perfectly around your body and it's a bit see through, leaving nothing to his imagination.
"happy birthday." you say, climbing into the bed next to him. his hand settles on your cheek before he kisses you softly. you never got further than kissing and you want to change it today. but one problem, megumi is even more scared of your first time than you are. soon the kisses turn into needy clashing of teeth and tongues and you end up on his lap. he feels a bit awkward that he's still fully clothed but he can only concentrate on you. he tskes one of your tits softly in his hand, rubbing your nipple over your bralette. he's so shy. megumi has you wrapped in his arms, holding you close to his body as if he's scared you're gonna leave him. you decide to give him more as you start moving your hips on his lap. he sucks in a breath, feeling his cock get harder than it already was. you can feel his tip bumping into your clit with every move of your hips. his mouth focuses on your neck and he sucks and bites all around it. he wants, needs to mark you up but he knows gojo would tease him to his death about it.
"can i- please?" you don't know what he's begging for but you nod your head. a squeak leaves your mouth when he flips you over so that you're now under him. megumi takes off his pants and shirt, still leaving his boxers on. your eyes meet the hard on he's wearing but you decide to ignore it for now. that's until he thrusts his crotch into you. you moan, back arching off the bed. he humps your pussy as if he was fucking you.
"im scared," he confesses, "don't wanna fuck you yet."
your heart sinks a bit at his words, you need him inside of you so badly but you're gonna give him time. you wrap your arms around him, bringing him closer to you. with each stroke of his hips, he brings you closer to your orgasm. you know he's close too by the shaking of his thrusts.
"gonna cum together." he whispers in your ear. it takes him few more thrusts because you're cumming together. you both shake in each other's embrace. you smile at him, wiping his hair out of his forehead to look him in the eyes. you notice that he's close to crying so you gently kiss him on his lips.
"thank you so much, y/n," megumi says, burying his face into your neck, "you didn't have to do any of this. im just so in love with you."
#jujutsu kaisen x reader#jjk smut#jjk x reader#jujutsu kaisen smut#megumi fushiguro x reader#megumi fushiguro smut#megumi fushiguro x y/n#megumi fushiguro x you#megumi fushiguro headcanons
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