#im going to make these ocs. i fell in love hard w this idea as i was typing it went from a joke to OH HO HO

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a marvelous, world famous ventriloquist act; none of the audience knows that it’s a normal guy and a 4 inch tall tiny who pilots a hollowed out puppet like a mecha

[leigh-kay]

yall arent giving me what i need w ethan landry so ill do it my goddamn self

Confidence|| Ethan Landry (Scream 6)

warnings: smut, like straight fucking, sub! oc reader, dom! ethan, he whines so your welcome, choking, cutesy ish ending, theyre in love bc im in love w ethan, head (female recieving), ethan needing to satisfy her to be happy, ethan being hot in general

"Like that?" he whispered, dragging slow circles across her clit.

She nodded, teeth digging into her bottom lip as she gripped at his wrist, "go faster baby."

He obliged, and while he could tell she liked it, he knew she needed more. And he remembered how she nearly screamed when he'd used his mouth the last time. He wouldn't settle for less.

As he stopped his attack with his fingers, she eyed him questionably, a frown on her lips as he got up from the bed.

"What are you doing?" she pouted.

"Come here," he demanded, standing at the foot of the bed.

The change in his demeanor was almost frightening. He'd never been one to call the shots in their sex life. It was shortlived, they'd only slept together twice, and she always took the lead. He'd been a virgin, and, well, she was far from it.

Which didn't bother him in the way most people would think. No, Ethan simply hated the idea that anyone could make her feel better than he could. And that... was not an option.

She stared at him curious, but following his request. She sat before him, looking up at the pretty brown eyes she'd fallen in love with as a smirk appeared on her face.

"Ethan what-" his knees hit the floor in front of her, and his hands gripped her thighs.

As he slid them open, he smiled at her softly, "You liked this right?"

She couldn't get words out. Never in her fucking life did she think she'd ever see a sight like this. Messy hair and dimples like his between her legs, trying so hard to take over but still be every bit the gentlemen he always was. It was unreal.

She simply nodded, her hand reaching to pull on one of his, lacing them together. His free hand squeezed at her thigh as his mouth attached itself to her cunt. His tongue running through her slit as he sucked against her heat.

She gasped as he found her clit, rolling his tongue over it slowly but rough.

"Ethan," she squeezed at his hand, her back hitting the bed as she fell back.

Over and over, he tugged her clit between his lips, alternating between fucking her with his tongue and the latter. He couldn't get enough of the taste on his tongue.

She cursed above him, whining and hips damn near riding his face as he kept up the pace. She was so fucking close it hurt and her movements were uncontrollable.

He groaned against her opening as she screamed his name, sending her crashing through her orgasm. He didn't pull off as he licked across her cunt, cleaning her up as she moaned at the sensitivity.

Grabbing for his face, she pulled him close, throwing her lips against his as she thread her fingers through the mess of curls at the back of his head.

Fumbling, she yanked at the bottom of his shirt, pulling it up to his arms before he took over and thew it to the floor beside them.

"I want it, please Ethan." She pressed her palm to his covered cock, fighting for breath as they broke apart.

He'd loved sex with her, all of the two times they'd done it but she's never begged him for anything. And he never felt the burn in his veins that he did as the words left her mouth. He wanted to fuck her in every goddamn position possible. Until she couldn't take it. He wanted to ruin her.

The ideas scared him but by god if it didn't make his dick hard to think about her crying for him. His hand found her neck as he pressed messy kisses across her tits.

"So perfect," he mumbled, hips slowly grinding into her bare pussy.

She sighed at the contact, bucking up at him as he brought his hips back down on her again. Teeth ran across her sweet spot as she cried his name, "Ethan, please!"

"I just wanna worship you, pretty," he flashed those fucking dimples and she wanted to die. She thought she might explode if he didn't fuck her like she so clearly needed.

"I need you."

His patience snapped. How could he not fuck her when she needed him? His hands flew to his jeans, unbuttoning them before slipping them down his legs, groaning as she went for his boxers.

His cock sprang free as he snatched the condom from the night stand beside them. Slipping it on before lining up with her cunt.

He tried to keep himself in check, sliding into her slowly as his head fell back, "fuck me."

Inch by inch, she welcomed him before wrapping her legs around his torso, whimpering at how he damn near split her open.

"God, you take me like you're fucking made for it," he groaned.

She had not a clue where this side of Ethan had been hiding, but fuck she loved it. She loved everything about him but by god this made it even better.

He dragged out of her, hissing at how tight she was around him, before his hands settled at her waist and he slammed back into her. The noise that left her was enough to send his eyes to the back of his head.

Everything about her was perfect, but the noises she made for him? The fact he caused them sent heat through his body.

"How," he pushed into her at a steady pace, "did I get so lucky hmm?"

"I-" a particularly sharp thrust cut her words short.

"Sorry baby I didn't get that?"

Cocky son of a bitch. God he was hot.

His thrusts were deep and fast, pulling her hips to meet him as she cried out his name over and over. As her nails began to cut into his shoulders he let out a whine that made her clench around him.

He always sounded so pretty.

"Harder", she pulled him flat against her, "pl-ease."

He obeyed, fucking into her from the closer angle, making her scream.

"Right there?" she nodded vigorously, legs shaking.

Again and again he drilled against the spot, leaving her writhing underneath of him as she fell apart.

He could feel his orgasm chasing him as he sucked marks into her skin. She was his to do that with, she'd told him. He'd been damned if he didn't take every chance to claim her since.

"Baby," she ran her nails down his back, "cum for me. Please, inside me"

"Are you- jesus christ- are you sure?"

"Yes! Fuck, please!"

She tightened around him as the sensitivity took her over, her teeth grazing his neck and sending him over the edge.

As the wave hit him, he pressed his lips to hers with zero hesitation. She could feel the heat spreading inside of her, hear the low pitched ramblings in her ear as she took everything he gave her.

"So pretty", "Perfect girl", and "So good to me" were all she could make out as he gently pull out of her and pulled her under his arm.

Her eyes flutter as she look over at him, red covering his cheeks and curls matted against his forehead. He was the kind of perfect people carved statues for.

His brown eyes found hers, exhaustion behind them, "I- I'm sorry I lost my cool."

She stared for a moment, convinced he was joking before she burst into laughter.

"What?" he turned to face her.

"Ethan you fucked me so good I don't even think I could walk if I wanted to right now and you're apologizing."

He tried not to smile, "I did?"

A soft blow hit his side as she rolled her eyes, "Don't go getting cocky now, Landry."

"You're simply boosting my confidence."

She snorted, snuggling further into his side, "My pleasure."

[musubiki]

I wonder about one thing,, (tbh a few)

If witches love is that strong, and they can't fall out of it, NEVER, then why Mochi's aunt, Amantha Verna, tries to hunt Mochi and her mum?? I can't believe Amantha n Ellena(?)(Mochi's mom) never loved each other like sisters,, or cousin (i dun rlly know which one is it)

Or it is the reason why auntie sent Taffy on a 'killer rampage :3'~??

Another topic i want to talk about: what if magical creature fell for someone, but then got amnesia? (like-- amnesia amnesia, no memories, no feelings, etc.) Will they be able to fall for someone other than their 1st crush, or still be in love w/ them? (I know it also depends on how the 1st crush will act,[ like- stay away or b close] but lets forgot that for now..)

I wonder what would happen if magical creature will fall in love with someone, but hate their alter ego, not knowing who they are? Will hate just dissapear if they knew, or there will love n hate at the same time?? Or it depends on the person?

Sorry for so many long questions. Also sorry if i mistaken smth or misinterpreted, or wrote some things wrong english isn't my first language ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ(• ▽ •;) and haha, i'm proffesional (ships n OTP's) cospiracy theoritist, i got x2, maybe x3 more questions and theories, but i didn't wrote them cause they are already overthrown :')

Also,, me and my younger sister rlly love your style n drawings♡♡, how you color things, characters fasion,, and especially we are in love with how u draw heads profile💓ヾ(˙❥˙)ﾉ we were seriously squeaking seeing Lime or/and Mochi's ♡♡♡ xD

aaaa yes yes all good questions!!!

so first on the topic of mochis aunt: a little backstory first!! amanita (mochis aunt) and tiramisu (mochis mama) are not blood sisters!! tiramisu was adopted by grandma mocha (mochis grandma) at a young age, and was raised as her daughter!!! so while grandma mocha and tiramisu loved each other and loved amanita, amanita never loved her adopted sister (and as a result never loved or knew mochi), so thats why she has no problem killing them!! amanita is the older of the two, so as the oldest daughter, shes supposed to inherit the cat witchs power, but since shes been evil since she was a kid (or had evil tendencies), grandma mocha passed her power onto tiramisu instead. and ofc amanita was enraged and left her family and has spent the rest of her life growing stronger in other magic so she can take back the power that was rightfully hers!!

so tiramisu loves amanita (still) as a sister, but amanita HATES tiramisu, which is a good example of what kind of issues arise, because now tiramisu has a very hard time harming or killing her sister, but amanita has no issues sending her straight to the grave!! the plot with taffy began because amanita KNOWS that the cat witchs weakness is water, so who better to pit against her than the only child of the sea? ;3c

second, on the question of amnesia, the love doesnt go away!!! the mind forgets but the heart remembers, is how the witchs put it!! you have no idea who this person is or what they mean to you, but your heart races and your face flushes and for some reason you just trust them entirely, and you can FEEL that you love them despite not knowing a damn thing about them!! one of the laws of magic is that emotion cant be changed, by magic or otherwise. its one of the few things that are left untouched by the influence of magic!! they wont fall in (romantic) love with anyone else because their feelings are still geared toward whoever they loved before they lost their memories!!

last on that topic of alter egos: its like the situation with mochi and cat-ears!! another case of the mind saying one thing and the heart saying another - the witch KNOWS they love someone else, but cant help be drawn to this other person (said loved ones alter ego). its a lil funky how it works but they cant help it, somehow the heart just knows even though the mind doesnt. which is why mochi is capable of getting flustered around cat-ears because. its lime. she doesnt KNOW its lime, but i guess the love in her heart does?? for some reason none of the witches spellbooks point this out as a clue that the person behind the mask is someone you know (we leave it out for convince and plots sake - i cant imagine it happens very often enough to write about it in a spellbook. how many times is you significant other going to make an alter ego without you knowing and try to lie to you about it??)

ANYWAY THANKS FOR ASKING I HOPE THAT CLARIFIES A BIT!!!!!! IM GLAD YOU LIKE MY OCS AND FEEL FREE TO ASK ANY MORE QUESTIONS ABOUT THEM!!!!! 💕😭

[cottoncandyjester]

Which of your ocs would go to therapy for or with their darling? How much effort would they actually put into it?

This is like tricking your dog into going to the vet.. y'all are evil

This story contains: them talking about their dark past, incest(twins), talk of sex

Theodore

Absolutely not.

He's a doctor so he would argue that he would know his own body pretty well

"i don't need therapy sweetie, I'm mentally healthy"

This is the same man who flinches at the sight of a butcher knife and has so much mental trauma he still gets scared touching you

If you beg he'll do it though..of course he'll be passive aggressive but he'll go.

Tries to out logic the damn therapist

"so theodore, describe your childhood"

Theodore pushed his glasses up and clears his throat, this was definitely not going to be good. "I'm well aware that a person's childhood shapes their mental state but I assure you this is a waste of time."

"theo, let them help y-" you shuddered at the sharp glance theodore gave you. You've never seen him so aggressive before but it was clear he wasnt having fun. He hated the thought of someone analyzing his every movements and play with his head since it's something he does to you so having it done to him is less fun. "I assure you, I'm mentally sound..nothing is wrong with me"

"alright well, how about we talk about your childhood anyways just chatting nothing serious?"

Theodore scowled before glancing your way, you were doing this cause you loved him..so he should go along with this right?

Hikaru

You have to trick him

You brought it up once and he lashed out at you so badly he actually hurt you pretty bad

You told him you wanted to shopping but when he saw you two were infront of a building that definitely wasn't a mall he was PISSED

He was about two seconds away from hitting you but he saw how much you wanted to help him so he gave it a shock

Aggressive as all hell

He couldn't believe he was here, a group therapy session for victims of sexual abuse. The male sat there in his expensive clothes with his diamond encrusted shades on a scowl on his face.

"so, would you like to introduce yourself and tell us why you're here?" You flinched lightly at the single question the therapist asked before glancing at hikaru who in his legs and pushed his shades up his blue eyes flickering with rage.

"I'm here cause my bitch of a soulmate decided to drag me here instead of a shopping trip like they promised, I could be at home getting my dick sucked but no in here surrounded by idiots" hikaru was definitely in a fiery mood.

"well hikaru, y/n brought you here bec-"

Hikaru huffed in anger cutting the doctor off his anger being never ending. "they brought me here cause they think they are so smart. Their job is to please me in anyway I see fit, in return I spoil them once in a while and I am NOT pleased." With that Hikaru got up before shooting you a dirty look.

"you have ten minutes to meet me in the car or you're walking home" he snapped before walking out the room. You apologized for hikaru before going to join him.

Axis

The first one willing to go

He thinks it will make a great date

Tells his therapist EVERYTHING

Honestly he sounds so chipper about it they look so worried for him

Like sir are you okay?!

Clams up when it comes to insecurities

Like nope.

He only goes once though cause in his eyes therapy is a going once event

"- then my brother salem poured bleach in my eyes! I know it was bad but I of course forgive him cause all siblings fight right? He's really great though! Like one time we were playing hide and seek and he couldn't find me for six hours haha!"

you nervously glanced at the horror stricken expression the therapist had, they were so shocked they werent even taking notes. "Your brother sounds extremely toxic and incredibly dangerous" they stated and axis paused with a light pout clearly offended.

"salem wouldn't hurt a fly!" He huffs out and you weren't sure this was helping too much..though you were glad he decided to go.

Salem

So his therapist had to see a therapist

The first three minutes he had to wear a muzzle cause he tried to eat his therapist and not in the fun way

He is so feral he just speaks in slurring words and barks

You have to put a collar and leash on him

He did leave with a mouth full of blood though cause he bit a huge chunk off his therapist.

"s-s-so, salem w-what do you think c-caused you to be this way?" The doctor spoke while standing on their desk as you tried to pull the leash hard to pull salem away. "Bad boy! Stop it!" You snapped out at salem who got his muzzle off and was attempting to devour the poor therapist. "I-im sorry he's usually much calmer than this, strangers make him hungry" you explained before seeing salem bite the therapist on the leg.

"salem! No! You don't bite people!" You scolded as you tried to pull the male off and once you did you decided it was time to go home now. "W-well thanks doctor this has been fun, let's go salem!" You dragged him away while shaking your head.

"y/nnnnnnn~"

"...yes salem?"

"I love you!"

You glanced at him seeing he was docile once more and you sighed "I love you too babe" you mumbled out not sure what to do.

Rin

His therapist quit.

He trolled them so hard they gave up

Spoke in meme quotes the whole time.

"rin, would you say you were a happy child?"

"yeet."

You face palmed at your boyfriend who was hellbent on annoying the therapist to death. This session has already been thirty minutes and while rin was holding back his laughter the doctor looked like they wanted to snap their clipboard.

"please rin, work with me here..."

Rin beckoned the therapist to come closer and when they leaned in feeling excited thay they made progress rin's eyes sparkled widely. "Big...chungus"

You and rin walked out the office after being kicked out since the therapist had an absolute mental breakdown. "You're an asshole.." you mumbled and rin wrapped an arm around your shoulder with a wicked grin. "I'm your asshole, babynow how about we dress you up then have clown sex? I say that's equal payment for this"

Yuki

He hated it

He was quiet the entire time

Like the entire time

He wouldn't answer a question or nothing

He legit fell asleep with his head in your lap and now sees therapy as a place to nap

He doesn't like strangers so there was no way in hell he's speaking to a stranger.

You sighed at the tense silence in the room as yuki buried his face into your stomach his head in your lap. The moment he got here he took a nap not really caring about the doctor or his questions..it's been this way for a full hour. Slowly yuki opened his eyes and sat up with a low hum, he leaned in to kiss you feeling really clingy until he heard the shuffling of another person.

yuki tensed up suddenly wrapping his arms around you his chin rested on your shoulder. "Y/n, home?" He questions with a grumpy pout. You ran your fingers through his hair with a loud sigh.

"yeah yuki, we can go home.."

prince

He sees himself too cool for that stuff

"I'm not going, therapy isn't my vision of a fun date. Foreplay and sex is a good date"

He doesn't like the idea of sitting in a room and talking about his feelings.

If you promise to let him finger you during the car ride he is totally In though

He doesn't take it seriously at all

Avoids all the questions

Ends up just boasting about his sex life for an hour

"y/n moaned louder that night than ever before, it was so fucking awesome" prince cheered out his eyes lit up. You were covering your face with your hands feeling nothing but embarrassment as prince went all and on.

"t-the question was what makes you happy" the doctor stated and prince gave a confused look. "Yeah, and I said sex I mean wasn't that clear?"

"prince could you perhaps be a nymphomaniac?"

"shit, maybe? If I don't bang at least twice a day I get all grumpy...speaking of bang on the car ride here it was fucking great y/n let me-" you covered his mouth not being able to handle anymore of this. "We'll be going now!" You snapped out now dragging prince away.

"you're sexy when embarrassed"

"shut the hell up"

Rocket

He is literally the least dangerous yandere

He thinks he's fine

But he goes and actually speaks about his life

Everything about his life seems so cheerful and good...until..it isnt

Like axis he speaks as if it's okay

He's a dumbass so therapy doesn't really help him

He just uses it as a way to spend time with you

"so what was your childhood like?"

"well, I grew up in a small village we owned a pretty big farm. My mother and father kinda liked to spoil me.."

You've never heard about his childhood so you were very engaged in this story..it sounded pretty nice. Rocket paused to think when suddenly his eyes lit up

"I ended up being chosen to be the village pet! It was such an honor!" He cheers out with a happy hum. Instantly you knew this wasn't going to be good but you let him explain.

"the village pet is like...hmm a handyman, they do basically anything the villagers don't wanna do it's hard work but it's good work." He explained

"what were some of the things you had to do?"

"well...solves disputes, help out on there people's farms, help procreate, honestly anything! Only way to leave the village as a pet is to choose a new pet. It was hard to pick someone..but I'm glad I did"

The room got very very silent...very fast.

Rocket gazed at the time before getting up. "Hey y/n we should go yeah? You promised we could go get ice cream if I do this with you"

Yuuji& yuuta

Lord...these two got so much fucking baggage

They go, but they see it as entertainment

A fun little joke

Until it's not

The therapist manages to make them fight

And that NEVER happens

Like never.

It gets super damn intense

You're over there like "damn okay."

You watched the two boys argue clearly upset with each other. The question was that if yuuta found yuuji attractive..and yuuta hesitated.

"so you don't think I'm cute or anything?"

"I never said that! I just think, you're not my type."

"how the hell could I be not your type?! I know exactly what you like and don't like! I please you all the damn time!"

You cleared your throat awkwardly, not sure if going to couples therapy was a good idea anymore.

"I'm just saying! You sometimes..don't hit it quite right I mean..it's fine everyone has their ups and downs"

"OH so I'm bad at sex now?! You're such a liar cause on the drive here you were screaming like a little whore!"

"anyone can fucking scream yuuji! Doesn't take damn rocket science! Y'know I'm starting to see why ushio fucking hates you! You think you're so damn high and mighty! This is why we can't have normal relationships with our siblings!"

The room got silent as the two panted softly the screaming working them up and yuuji turned his head away eyes glimmering with tears. You honestly..felt like you were watching a drama show and was totally into it. "I-i didn't mean that- I'm sorry I just-"yuuta mumbled out and yuuji sniffled.

"do you..hate me?"

"wha-"

"ever since we came out when we were younger, you've been trying to be such a tough guy..you don't even say you love me as much. So, do you hate me?" Yuuji explained and you watched as the two hugged.

"of course not! I-i just didn't want anyone to still see me as that girl who was scared of her own shadow" yuuta whimpers out and yuuji smiled at him "you're not her, you're a strong guy.. our strong guy and we love you so much me and y/n" yuuji whispers out planting a kiss on the boy's cheek.

As the three of you left you suddenly felt an arm link with yours on either side. "Enjoy the show dollface?" Yuuta chimed before yuuji giggled "it was very fun!"

"you two were faking it?!" You huffed out seeing them both nod. They were totally lying but they didn't want you to know that, after all they were twins..fighting was basically illegal to them.

Scarlett

Another person who isn't happy with therapy

Straight out refuses

Like nope.

Never.

It takes A LOT of convincing til she agrees

Another member of the "has a bad childhood but sees it as normal" group

Hers is downright horrifying

But she giggles it off

"my childhood? Hmm..well my father was a doctor, I was his little nurse" she said softly in thought and you immediately didn't like this.

"he taught me all about plants, poisons and human biology. He was studying human mutations he wanted to know if it was possible to have humans evolve animal like traits, by replacing their body parts for animal ones of course" she cheers out and interlaced her fingers together.

"such an interesting study, some of them works in some ways..though it seems the human body can't handle some things..we are such fragile creatures are we not?"

Scarlett had this creepy dangerous vibe about her and the session was instantly cut short due to your therapist feeling unsafe. As you two walked out you couldn't help but gaze her way.

"who were his victims?" You asked out softly before feeling her hold your hand with a smile. "Well, children from my school. Then..me" she stated softly causing the haira on the back of your neck to stand.

"what animal part did he give you? Did it work?"

"it worked.."

That was all she stated and you didn't hear anything about it ever again so you were left to wonder about it.

[hobidreams]

Since someone brought Nox back up I just have to talk about something that had literally been on my mind since I’ve read it.. that scene when she’s making the food did she feed home that on purpose? LOL was she aware since the get go ???? Or was that the moment she found out???? Is the maid also involved considering they were so chit chatty. Lol o legit have lost all my trust in every character in the story.

I should have known she was a bit sus considering every time he tried kicking her ass out (albeit not really wanting to lol because he’s a total simp) a few times. Also I’m not over the last scene and I’ve mentioned this before.. but him still finding her beautiful WTF MAN my fucking heart ????? I can’t fucking do it

I’m so sorry I’m here rambling but like I’ve been traumatized you have the best plot twists.

LOL so--yes, she was aware of it from the get go, but she didn't really mean anything malicious by feeding him the thing. there's still some things that The Hunt doesn't know about vampires, so she probably wouldn't have known about his inability to eat proper food.

none of the servants (including Pavel) working in any vampire manor know the truth. my idea for it was that they're generational servants. their parents and their parents' parents all worked for vampires and they're taught never to question it. just accept the good pay and generous living quarters. so the maid wasn't actually involved w oc. oc was just trying to show like "ohhh i have no idea where this key went!" to try and bolster her innocence.

hahaha i mean honestly, who wouldn't wanna stay close to a handsome count? 🤣 i was hoping it'd be kind of reasonable for her to stay and it wouldn't be too suspicious so im so happy that it tricked you LOOOL

poor boy fell pretty hard 😭 i loved this idea of a soft vampire so i kept pushing it forward and when that beautiful line came up-- i was like gotta put it in 😭 im so happy u enjoyed the story 🌹💓

[mouseclub]

hi! i took your quiz and got "i hear a symphony" and i'm curious about the other results, but taking the quiz repeatedly is a hassle. could you post them or something? idk man

if you’d like me to, then sure!! fair warning though, i can’t remember if i mentioned it in the results page but the rest are nowhere near as pretty and are mostly kindof silly stories and memories about weird things that have gotten me disproportionately emotional lol. either way, i’ll put them all under the cut :)

claire de lune (but specifically from the danganronpa v3 ost)

CONTEXT: i'm the type that can listen to a song on repeat for literal hours while drawing/writing but one time i listened to this for around 40 minutes while making a drv3 animatic and it ended up throwing me into an existential crisis so fuckin hard i started questioning what i was doing with my life and why i was drawing and i had to turn everything off and go to bed. what this says about you is up for interpretation. godspeed

fuyunohanashi - given

CONTEXT: the last few episodes of given were coming out when the 19-20 school year started and the episode with this song in it came out while i was in class. naturally, i sat there in my 7th period AP lang class and watched it on my phone. problem is, the scene when this song is played shatters me like 50 stacked panes of glass under a hydraulic press and i needed to cry but couldn't because the room was PIN-DROP SILENT. needless to say the moment class was over i made a run for it and cried like a little baby to my confused but ultimately supportive friends. you're a core high school memory and an Emotionally Taxing Bop and you remind me both of wintery cool tones and the silly school memories i wish i hadn't taken for granted. like a snow day except i'm from california so i've never had that sauce. i respect it regardless

everything she wants - wham

oh god the memories. this one was from when i was really head over heels obsessed w this dude and at my peak yearning hours i wrote a wattpad journal entry saying i was gonna listen to this song on repeat until i "fell out of love with him." i forget the details but i guess i did? what this says about you i have absolutely no idea but the song is still a whole vibe and you remind me of funky shades of pink and purple so i respect u immensely

unforgettable - natalie & nat king cole

this ones SUPER fuzzy in my brain but the weird nostalgia from my childhood combined with the weird movie end-credits vibes of this song make me forget that i'm a person when i'm listening. plus the weird calmness but sense of Oh God This Feels Like It Belongs At The End Of A Movie makes me feel like im about to get game-ended which is unnerving. probably the most subtle yet deeply cursed entry in this quiz. i see you

this side of paradise - coyote theory

CONTEXT: this song reminds me very specifically of a few of my comfort characters/ocs and when i heard it the first time it shattered me like glass (but in the good way). im telling you right now youre a BEAUTIFUL soul this is the one entry that's in here not because i was overwhelmingly sad but rather overwhelmingly Oh God Im So Fucking Soft And I Need To Cry About It For Twenty Minutes. anyways i care you thanks for quizzing

jet lag - nct 127

CONTEXT: last summer i got on a flight for the first time since i was a small child and i was STUPID scared but i listened to this during takeoff all 4 flights and let me tell you. did not help. the song itself is chill and you probably are too, but there's always a lingering sense of dread underneath i simply can't shake. do with all this information what you will.

verbatim - mother mother

i used to listen to this song to cheer up bc the lyrics are Haha Funny and it fucking bops but then i got evicted from my childhood home and it... stopped working. this breakdown is one of my core memories so congrats! ur one of the only motherfuckers in this joint that can handle me. if you take anything away from this know your vibes are IMMACULATE and i appreciate you

heaven - exo

CONTEXT: my synesthesia used to go absolutely bananas to this song bc its so YELLOW and the shapes that bounce around in my brain are very pleasant, but a few years ago i was writing fanfic and i wrote the scene where i killed off a character to this song on repeat for an hour and it has never been the same since. it's like when you look at something's surface and it looks pristine but you just Know there's something writhing underneath... but a less intense version of that feeling, because i know it's just the memory i tie to it that makes me feel this way and the yellow vibes cancel it out yknow

scrawny - wallows

this one's pretty short and stupid. i started thinking about a stupid anime boy that i thought had basically died while listening to this song and fuck bro. he really was a scrawny motherfucker w a cool hair style. cue the waterworks. but then after an entire day of on and off mourning i found out he turned out ok and stopped. no i will not elaborate on which boy i am holding onto my last shred of dignity here. what this says about you i'm not sure BUT youre probably cooler than me and your vibes are immaculate i know it in my heart

i hear a symphony - cody fry

this breakdown was yesterday! i was reccommended this song by a friend and immediately fell in love, but it didn't fully hit until the song's climax. and let me tell you. it BROKE me. the a capella beginning, with the piano slowly coming in, then the strings, and suddenly it's growing and crescendoing and-- there it is. my synesthesia goes wild and i lack the language to describe what it looks like other than absolutely grandiose and gold and christ i'm rambling but despite it's simplicity-- or maybe BECAUSE of its simplicity-- if love were a song, it'd be this one. almost all of the other entries are funny anecdotes where i seem to cry about the silliest things but this one i genuinely cannot come up with a joke for and i'm probably biased right now because i'm listening to it on repeat again but damn. you won. you're golden.

[valkavavaart]

hi im bored so im doing an oc thing

i decided i wannan do this w multiple soooo im going wwww ophelia, alice, and beatrice thats all bye

1. how easy is it to make them angry? do they show their anger or hide it?

ophelia - it's kinda easy to get under her skin, and she holds a grudge so if u piss her off then she won't forget it. but also she doesn't really ACT on grudges, she'll just be a little rude next time u talk to her. she doesnt really show much emotion but does kind of having a permanent :| or >:| on her face, so she'll look annoyed even if she isn't...

beatrice - generally just being rude or annoying will make her mad, but she gets over things within seconds and doesn't take people all that seriously to begin with, so it's not like pissing her off will do much. she'll be like pouty and tell u to knock it off, but she also doesnt rlly care

alice - it's difficult to make alice mad. like you have to be SO annoying or hurt him in such a drastic way for him to get pissed. usually when hes mad hes still all smiley and happy tho so he'd kinda just be >:)

2. do they believe in soulmates

ophelia - she believes in them in the sense that one person may have multiple people that can come into their lives and be considered a soulmate bc nothing is permanent and blah blah blah she doesnt rlly care tho

beatrice - she doesn't believe in soulmates but enjoys soulmate au fanfiction

alice - he definitely believes in soulmates and fate drawing people together, but is conistantly disappointed when he finds out people he like arent destined to stay with him

3. do they have any pet peeves?

ophelia - people with no concept of personal space (unless theyre like merrick or one of her close friends)

beatrice - ppl who eat w their mouth open

alice - the sound of violins

4. do they have a happy place? somewhere they go in their heads when they need to relax?

ophelia - oph just goes to the library man

beatrice - she doesnt need one bc shes always vibing

alice - when the man needs to relax hes either drunk as hell or hanging out with as many friends as he can get together, spending time alone with his thoughts is literally a nightmare for alice

5. at what stage of their life were they the happiest?

ophelia - the current stage of her life

beatrice - there hasnt been a stage where beatrice hasnt had fun :) she doesnt have anything to worry about!

alice - the current stage of his life

6. at what stage of their life were they the least happy

ophelia - the ages of 12-17

alice - any time he gets to the point in a relationship where he breaks up w someone and then he goes into "my life sucks wahhhh" mode for a few months

7. at a bar are they more likely to buy someone a drink, or have someone buy them a drink?

ophelia & beatrice - have someone else buy them a drink

alice - buy someone a drink

8. have they ever broken any bones? if yes, how?

ophelia - when her powers manifested at the age of 12, oph lost the ability to feel physical pain which lead to her straining herself more. she'd get into accidents or push herself too hard because she couldn't feel that it hurt and wold get injured through that (and she still does, but she has more knowledge of her limits now) so i guess she wouldve broken some bones through stuff thanks to that.

beatrice - never ever broken a bone!! she drinks a lot of milk to keep her bones STURDY :)

alice - has broken like his arm or fingers or just anything in that area due to a fight or something. he'll probably have broken a leg at some point too. again, probably in a fight. or maybe he fell out a tree. who knows.

9. do they have any memories/experiences they'd rather forget?

ophelia - she generally wants to brush most of her teen years away and forget things relating to her family, but also cant bring herself to hate them despite how garbage they are, so,

beatrice - there are probably a few conversations she's had with alice and percy that she's like to never remember ever again

alice - he cherishes all his memories, good or bad! he always thinks that he can learn from his mistakes and hardships! even though all he does is repeat the exact same things over and over and o

10. what is their favourite memory from their childhood?

ophelia - although her parents have always been cold to her, they used to go camping when she was about 9-10ish, and she always enjoyed spending time with her siblings around then.

beatrice - in the method she had been created she technically never was a child um. but in her early life, she enjoyed hanging out with levi! :D

alice - haha

11. do they have a "type" that they are usually attracted to?

ophelia - no

beatrice - bea will generally befriend anyone if theyre cute or theyre like her guy friends. as for a partner, she wants someone thats at LEAST a head taller than her normal form (her regular form is 5'5"), they need to be someone that likes hugs, someone who would coddle her, someone who would cosplay with/for her, someone who would buy her things..

alice - his "type" is just "someone interesting", but he thinks all people are interesting in their own right- you have to be SUUUUUUPER boring for him to not be into you in some way.

12. do they have any favourite possessions?

ophelia - ALL her alien plushies (most of which were gifts from merrick)

beatrice - everything inside her wardrobe

alice - cleaver

13. do they have any tattoos? if no, would they ever consider getting one?

ophelia - she doesn't have any, and doesn't really want one, but she's seen some real cool space ones, and--

beatrice - tattoos vanish when she changes her form unless she focuses REALLY hard on keeping it there, so she's given up on trying to get one to be permanent.

alice - he doesn't have any, but thinks that getting a sleeve would be cool. he doesn't have any idea for what he wants, though, so he hasn't bothered getting one. he also gets worried that if he gets one of his current aesthetic, he'll get bored of it and have to do something drastic to remove it.

14. do they have any piercings? if no, would they ever consider getting any?

ophelia - has her ears pierced

beatrice - doesn't want piercings, wears clip-on earrings

alice - wants a tongue piercing r belly-button piercing maybe.. and ear piercing might also be cool...

15. what is their dream house like?

ophelia - she'd like to live in a small town on the coast or something.. she doesn't really mind living in a small house since it'd just be her and merrick. but also if she had a house with an observatory, she'd love that a LOT. generally just wants somewhere nice and laid back.

beatrice - due to her void realm taking the form of whatever she wants, she has her dream home! it's literally just an apartment with a few rooms, but it has enough space for all the stuff she wants.

alice - he's in a similar position to Beatrice in that he already has his own dream place bc teehee void realm. He's a little more selfish in that he gave himself a big house with lots of space and rooms for him to fill with stuff- but also he wanted somewhere big so that all his friends could stay with him :)

16. what is something about them that people would not expect just by looking at them?

ophelia - UHHH just how lazy she is, probably.. woman barely tolerates having to jog somewhere please let her sit down

beatrice - idk probably the fact she befriends murder boys like alice

alice - all the music he listens to is like crazy frog and caramelldansen

17. how good are they at choosing gifts for others?

ophelia - she'll either just outright ask you what you want, or she'll give you money or a gift card, she doesn't like having to guess for people

beatrice - she literally picks gifts for other people based on what SHE likes.. like she'll get u something cause she tinks it's cute it doesn't matter if u've ever mentioned it before

alice - if ur his friend then he will have a list of all ur interests in the back of his brain at all times and does a pretty good job picking out gifts thanks to that

18. do they have a certain skill that they're particularly proud of?

ophelia - she's very good at researching things and digging up information that a lot of people can't find so she thinks that's kind of epic for her

beatrice - she's good at dancing, video games, and memorizing things. she will show off these skills as much as she can.

alice - umm... eyeball removal...?

19. how would a stranger they just met describe them?

ophelia - UHHHH... she's just polite to strangers so i think she'd be described as just that?? she doesnt really leave lasting impressions on people

beatrice - cute, bubbly, maybe super annoying

alice - friendly? :D

20. how would a close friend they've known for a long time describe them?

ophelia - kinda stupid but really cute

beatrice - just a lil ray of sunshine :)

alice - if you're asking like.. kai or beatrice then it's "he's cute and fun and pretty and nice to hang out with!!" but if youre asking like percy or nero then its "hes creepy and gross and im gonna beat his ass"

[marbarwantsbacon]

Was watching Wolf Children again, and then an AU idea came up ;w;

Wolf Snake Children AU! ft. Deceit x Remus

Keep reading for more info because this is hella long ;w; (Also kind of spoiler for those who haven’t watched Wolf Children yet. So yeahh be warned for spoilers) 

If I have to be honest, I might get bored of this idea after I upload this (Just like my other AUs huhuhu) So Imma just explain it all now than ever lmao (Waring: This is so long lmao Im so sorry)

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Summary of the entire AU:

Remus is a singer that is new to the business industry. He meets this charming man who goes by, “Deceit” and offers to be his manager. Entranced by his intelligence, wit, good looks, and has a clear evidence of experience, Remus hired him. Deceit true intentions with Remus at first is to make him big, make him as famous and rich as he can get, and nothing more than to be his trusty manager. But as months pass, they fell in love. 

Started to be more comfortable with each other, and shared personal infos. Like how Remus ran away from his strict parents to pursue his dreams of becoming a big time celebrity, or how he was named Remus because he was over-shadowed by his more favored twin brother, etc. And then, one night Deceit asked Remus to have a small breeze-walk date with him in the forest, at night time. Confused, but intrigued because he likes nature, and the thought of a possible bear attack or a psychopath trying to murder at night excites him, he agreed to the idea. 

When they were already there, the more matured of the two asked for his employer to close his eyes for a surprise. The curious one that Remus is, he didn’t follow suit and simply peak for a little. What he didn’t expect though, to see his boyfriend to grow scales on his face, his entire eyelid to turn yellow, and his pupils to a black sharp shape. 

Nobody:

Nobody at all:

Remus: “Does this makes me a furry now?”

“Jfc Rem-”

So basically, Deceit is what they call, a “Reptile”. For years, people theorize the existence of shape-shifting Reptiles. Deceit basically confirms this as true, but it has to remain a secret for obvious reasons. Apparently, there are indeed more Reptiles that exists, but not as many as Deceit is one of the few snakes who survived up to this day. 

After that, Dee and Remus got married privately and basically do all the cute things couples do. But one day, in a seemingly rainy day, Deceit came back with two reptilian babies crying.

“Their mother left them in the side of the rode, you know what would happen to them if they...”

Remus, not ready to be a mom just yet, but seeing Deceit really wanting to be a parent and protect these kids, he reluctantly agrees. And so, more cute moments of the bois taking care of the two kids. Like how Remus cooks for them, and Deceit teaching them how to shape-shift. All the fluffy things.

Until one day... Deceit hasn’t came back for dinner, which got Remus worried. He went outside to find him with the two babies, while it’s also raining really hard. He searched everywhere, and then he stopped by a river to see a couple of garbage men carrying a dead creature. That’s where he realized,

It was Deceit.

He’s in his snake form, eyes wide open and covered in blood. Looking at the scene before him, it’s likely that Deceit, in his snake instincts died while hunting food for the children. As evident by the dead bird near him, and the snake bite mark at it’s wings. 

Remus was devastated. 

He begged for the men to give him the snake corpse, but simply ignore him for being crazy and said that “They’ll take care of it.” As they throw the dead reptile at the back of the garbage truck like it was nothing. He sobbed in the rain as he watches the truck drove off. People watched him confused as to why he was crying about a dead snake, while he also get his two kids be wet in the rain. 

His sobs continue until he gets home.

He’s all alone. Left with two children that he doesn’t even know how to take care of. How is he going to raise them all on his own? How is he supposed to keep them a secret for long as his career of being a famous singer might get them into trouble?

Despite all that, he stood and looked at his husband’s picture and swore, for his family and his husband, to protect and raise their children, even if it means sacrificing his success, fame, and riches and live somewhere far away to keep everyone from finding out that his children are reptiles. 

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Now, it’s up to you guys to decide who the children will be. It can be OCs, or my version where the children are Remy and Critic Sanders (Since Thomas himself confirmed that they are siblings) So basically after that, the plotline will still be similar to the actual Wolf Children movie. Remus will be living a life of farming in the countryside, and one of the children will go live normally as a human, while the other decides to become a full time snake. But all the details are all up to you guys oWo 

The reason why I made this is because I really love ship AUs where OTP become parents and so I made my own X3 Another reason is because I really need more sympathetic Remus since I love it where the characters that you wouldn’t expected to be the caring type actually have children and basically become a total mom XD So anyway, if you read up to here already, then take you so much for reading, hope you like it! uwu

[bunny-banana]

I'd love to hear a director's commentary on La leggenda di Niccolo please :D Have a star as well ⭐

HA! Okay well, I’ll talk about the sections that I actually wrote so here it comes:

Chap 1

Engulfed in the never ending masses of water, he reckoned one should feel intimidated. No ground under his feet, only limited amounts of air to his disposal, and the uncertainty of what lies within the darker corners of the ocean should normally frighten you. And yet, he never felt more at peace than when he was floating so freely in the sea, almost as if gravity and the world outside didn’t exist

the fucking IRONY of me writing this while being deadly afraid of deep water. its honestly like “yeah,,,,, lemme list all the things i personally hate about deep sea…. and lets add ‘well, but theres something good too about that for sure,,,i guess,,,, ”

But what was more important for me was this contrast to what Ermal dreams about, his lowkey fantasy - and where he is irl, the icy south pole. I’m rather fond of opposing things/contrasts. 

The soldier breathed heavily in and out, but there was no time to rest as the next blaze of fire was aimed at him.He countered and evaded but his opponent was more forceful, his flames harsher, faster until the soldier’s back hit the cold railing. He was caught, and when his opponent mercilessly stroke once more, he knew he had to save himself by escaping into the cold water.The man remaining on the top deck smirked. Ah yes, he’d almost assume those new soldiers were just too easy to take on even if only for practice reasons, but it pleased him more to say that he still got it.

i really hope this introduction just tells you everything you need to know about Renga’s character.

How much sooner the war could have been won had it not been for the Poles!

While actually reflecting on the universe, i realised, it must be incredibly difficult for firebenders on the poles. like, I just assume they really, really arent fit for the cold which would make invading incredibly difficult for them. also lol, renga hates it at the poles obviously.

  Shaking so hard that kids ran towards their mothers and the watchtower fell over and when the fog cleared up, Ermal felt his stomach drop. ”No.”

Nothing, absolutely, nothing in that universe is more frightening than seeing the Fire Nation military pull up to your doorstep.  

Also, lmao, love to imagine Rinald quietly going “oh nooo my watchtower D:” 

Ermal pushed himself through the crowd until he was right in front of everyone, until he was the last barrier between the Fire Nation soldiers and the village.

Ermal has Strong Opinions™ about the Fire Nation, with reasons of course, and seeing them here is the absolute nightmare to him.

  “You mean the Avatar that disappeared off the face of the Earth? The one that nobody has ever seen and that was probably never even reborn? That Avatar?”And if his cockiness gave off a certain invitation to smash his face in, then this was perhaps a little bit Ermal’s fault.

to quote the Smiths: Bigmouth Strikes Again!

“B-but he’s- he’s so young? I swear to the Fire Lord, if this is yet another trick then-”

Chap 2

Niccolò had always been in awe of the Fire Nation’s advanced industrial sector. The machinery that originated from the Nation had always had cutting edge quality which no one in the world could quite imitate nor match. This ship however was beyond anything Niccolò had ever seen. This ship was fully steam-driven with the powerful motors roaring under his feet. And those weren’t the only novelties.Steel processed so professionally that it makes impenetrable walls and doors which opened and closed only through quite sophisticated lock mechanisms. It all looked so modern, it all looked so futuristic.

so the idea was, since Nic had missed an entire century, the ship looked super modern to him. while its a canon fact that the FN is quite advanced with machinery, the ship itself is just to an up-to-date standard. But to Niccolo personally it seemed futuristic.  i like the idea of him being amazed at things he has never seen in his life just to find out they’re pretty common in the current timeline. 

There was not much time left, Niccolò had to think quickly. Extremely convenient how his nose started tickling right in that moment.The powerful sneeze that followed had two consequences: One, the guard in front of him was catapulted straight into the metal door of the cell, rendering him unconscious.Two, Niccolò and the guard behind him were also forcefully pushed back to the other end of the corridor, crashing into the hard wall.Well, at least the guard did. The young airbender was spared that fate, by that nice pillow the guard turned out to be, so he quickly got onto his feet and ran as fast as he could with his hands tied behind his back.

so yeah ngl, this was just copied from the OG ep

Now that his hands were freed, he opened the first door that presented itself to him, but in front of him, he simply saw the quarters of General Renga who stared at his now roaming prisoner in shock. Okay, time to turn around, it seems.

listen, i just love the thought of overconfident General Renga being so shellshocked to see his prisoner escaping that he just gapes at him. And ofc Nic slamming the door shut immediately jsfkld

“Fuck, fuck, fuck!” Niccolò cursed as he evaded a burst of fire that was aimed at him before taking the next corner “Where’s the exit?! Where’s the goddamn exi- AH!! A DOOR!!” He pulled it open to reveal a startled guy sitting there just minding his own business. An unexpected sight, with an even more unexpected odor following. “Oh? uhm- Sorry man! Just- just take your time! Also, perhaps light a candle when you’re done. Bye!” The young Avatar swiftly apologised as he closed the door of what was most definitely not an exit.

Fav OC so far!  That simple FN dude was just trying to take a dump in peace but who would have known that all hell would break lose and the goddamn Avatar of all people would walk into him smh.  Also, I really enjoyed the thought of while this is all hectic and dangerous, Nic still being human enough to go like “oh, my bad! sorry dude!” at this random soldier. Who knows, maybe we should bring that one back some time later. And i kinda wanted the whole escape to be funny, since its Nic’s POV, and it just wouldnt suit his carefree spirit to make this super serious (yet). 

“I’ll give you that, hiding for so long was sort of impressive.” Niccolò heard Renga’s voice behind him as the General had caught up with him. 

almost wrote “century” there but then remembered  nah omg he can’t know yet 

A piece of ice may or may not have also hit Renga straight into the face but nobody would complain about that anyway. 

yeah i just love the thought of this super dramatic scene of Nic entering the Avatar State and then theres a chunk of ice knocking Renga unconscious lmao get fucked, dude 

“Nic!” Ermal ran towards the slowly decreasing water pillar to catch the unconscious airbender in the last second, dropping to his knees in the process. That was beyond anything anybody of that age should normally be capable of. That was beyond what any waterbender could ever be capable of. And yet, lying in his arms, Niccolò looked so exhausted, so weak. Just like any other kid. Not a trace from the sheer force that was unleashed moments earlier.

I think this was really the moment Ermal started feeling real responsibility over Niccolo. Just seeing him do all these crazy things and yet being reminded that this huge burden of being the Avatar is literally thrusted upon a simple kid.  Also, this is the first time he called him “Nic”

Various noises and sounds buzzed through the air that afternoon: The loud shoveling of snow from the bow, the quieter crackling emerging from the hands of the firebenders who were melting their frozen compatriots, the fast steps rushing left and right over the ship. All these different sounds were heard, but none of them were chattering. Nobody dared to chat. Not after this disastrous defeat. What a disgrace that had been, General Renga thought grinding his teeth.

Everybody on this goddman ship is just scared shitless that Renga will roast them if they so much like whisper. they know he moody, they know he’ll blame them for the avatar’s escape. so lets all just work and repair shit and keep quite. 

When he found consciousness again, he was left with not only one horrendous purple bruise on his face, but also with a half destroyed ship. 

jdsfksajfklf OK SO YEAH, my first intention was “lmao let a piece of ice hit him” but then i realised “oh wait he’d have a bruise afterwards”  and then “LMAOOOO he’d be like Zuko, how perfect is that”   ok so granted, unlike our dear fire prince, Renga’s bruise is only temporary, but i really hoped someone would pick up the connection to Zuko

Whatever had happened to the Avatar earlier, it left a colossal mark on the ship, and secretly, on Renga personally too. He might have gotten fooled once, but he wouldn’t get fooled again.

basically, he feels personally insulted about being beaten by a kid. what a loser lmao

“Martino!”

“Y-yes, General?” stuttered the lanky assistant with the askew glasses, clenching his hands around his writing board. One would think you’d get used to Renga’s harsh tone over time, but that was simply not the case..

rip martino but renga absolutely needed a poor anxious assistant whom he could terrorise

“We need the best of the best to defeat him. And I just know the right choice for that job…”

heeeeheeee ….. no comment ..for now.  but im curious to what you guys think about that 

Thank you so much! this was a lot of fun to do ! :)

[vanllacreme1]

it’s mac again ! i’m bringing over an old-ish oc that i hardly got to play but really loved ( which means that this intro is long bc i have a lot of thoughts about my son ) !! pls welcome my babiest baby boi, TEDDY LEUNG . 

☕ . ˚ ◝ ( lucas wong. cismale. he/him. ) theodore “teddy” leung is a twenty year old aries. the freelancer’s go-to order is vanilla creme frappe with two pumps of raspberry syrup and extra whip cream. they like to listen to ring ding dong by shinee while they wait for their order. the employees of the deja brew think they are meek but swear they’re totally optimistic as well. maybe that’s why a spray paint can, a velcro chain wallet, and earbuds remind me of them.  

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mentions of ptsd. injury. 9/11. deafness. 

i. born and fostered out of love, teddy leung is the son of a first generation chinese american military officer and a thai lounge singer. having met while his father was stationed overseas, his parents fell in love but just before they could get their relationship could fully bloom, teddy’s father was sent back to america. regretfully, teddy’s parents parted ways but even with an ocean between them, the culmination of their short-lived romance grew into a new life.

ii. teddy was a surprise, to everyone involved, and in fear for his love and his child’s life in the hands of her traditionalist parents ( afterall she was young, unwed and pregnant ), teddy’s father sent for her, causing her to have to leave everything she knew behind for a man she knew for only eight months. but they were in love and they both felt as if their situation was the fates telling them to be together.

iii. teddy came into the world kicking and screaming, his little lungs gasping for air as his limbs stretched out of their confines for the first time. an explosive ball of energy that his mother ate up and his father smiled down on protectively. he was their special boy, golden and proof that all their hardships -- the arguments, the alienation of her family, the stress -- was all worth it in the end.

iv. and for the first few years, it was harmonious. all focus was on raising teddy and providing for him, his father training the battalion on fort irwin and his mother working as a music teacher for the kids in the area. then, in the aftermath of 9/11, teddy’s father was deployed for five years on active duty in afghanistan where he served until a hostile bombing left him injured.

v. returning home after all that time away was an adjustment for teddy’s father, having to cope with not only the strain of physical therapy and ptsd, but also with his 7-year-old son whom he hadn’t spent any real time with since the boy was three. but, teddy, with his big, wondering eyes and even bigger, tender heart, tried to connect with his father the way he was close with his mother.

vi. but even then, there was only so much that teddy and his father could see eye to eye on. art and music became a big part of teddy’s life, while sport and the sciences were his father’s interests. it alienated them both from each other, for the short while before teddy’s father accepted a recruitment job in san diego and became busy again.

vii. in san diego, teddy found a little more independence, enrolling in the local public school instead of the school on the army base. and things were fine, again, until they weren’t. by the time teddy was 11, he developed ménière’s in his left ear, causing him to become hard of hearing on top of bouts of vertigo and tinnitus. he fought a lot with his parents then, his angsty teenage bullshit hitting an absolute peak early on when his parents wanted him to get fitted for an aid and he wanted to just let nature take its course ( he still has his one good ear, he’d argue ).

viii. eventually, they came to an agreement, that teddy would go to counselling and learn asl in lieu of getting an aid, and that teddy wouldn’t complain when his family relocated again in the beginning of his freshman year of high school. moving, this time to colorado, drove a deeper wedge between teddy and his father. and as much as he loves the man, they just didn’t seem to click anymore.

ix. so teddy tried to be a good son for him, focused on school and behaved the best he could. it was only after teddy started applying for university, that he felt the spark of excitement again. the possibility of going back to the place he was the longest, to southern california, was all that he cared about. his college years were going to be the time he became more independent from his parents, finally gaining some semblance of his own person beyond what his parents tried to mold him into.

***DISCLAIMER: teddy is written by a hearing person and his condition may be written inaccurately. please know that i am not at all trying to offend anyone who is HoH and that i will do my best to research and be mindful of the portrayal of his hearing loss. that being said, if you are offended by the way i portray his hearing loss in any capacity, please message me privately so we can have a conversation and i can learn from my mistake.

quick fax  

- is an army brat so he moved around a lot growing up ; spent high school years elsewhere, but moved back to cali for university  - is studying accounting bc ,,, idk its stable and he’s never really had stability in his life until now - such a glass half full person but is that one ‘ everything is fine ’ meme  - will try anything once ; whether or not it sticks depends on how much he ends up enjoying it - would also stand up 2 someone but immediately regret it after - is hard of hearing in his left ear ( ménière’s disease ) so he will lean toward the noise to hear better aka im so sorry if he’s in ur bubble, he just cant hear what uR’E SAYING  - he’s ,,, ,v loud w/o realizing it  - bc of his meniere’s he can’t have caffeine ( lol ) but he likes the cafe culture and likes to go to deja brew to sketch - also has earbuds in like 24/7 ; gets nagged by his mom that he SHOULDN’T but like ,,,, he’s accepted that his hearing is gonna get worse anyway so LMAO - doesn’t wear an aid and hasn’t used sign language in a very long time but still remembers a lot of it - teddy vc: what ?  - does the graffiti on the weekends , pls dont tell his mom ; art is his “hobby” as his dad would say , v artistic and likes to go to moca on their free nights  - loves all kinds of music, esp mongolian throat singing ; impressionism is his favorite art movement ; thinks rupi kaur is a charlatan but she’s making money off white people so : / - has a tattoo on his right buttcheek bc why not , someone probably dared him to - naturally wakes up at 6 am, no matter how late he was up the night before ; goes on morning runs  - incidentally, he also takes a lot of naps during the day - is technically (f)unemployed ; answers craigslist ads for cash, nothing shady, just like cleans old ladies homes and helps people move furniture - owns a second hand bicycle with a woven basket in the front uwu ; may or may not have found it at a junk yard - will stop to pet a dog on the side of the street ; will also point out animals when he passes them   - think andy dwyer, john mulaney, jake peralta, miles morales, jason mendoza and others i cant care to look up rn but u get the idea i hope 

possible connections

roommates / housemates, classmates / schoolmates, friends, enemies ( tho he’d probably cry if u told him u didnt like him ), lovers / ex lovers, etc. whatever come yell at me if u want something. find me here or on discord ( 𝖎𝖈𝖊𝖉 𝖔𝖚𝖙 𝖒𝖞 𝖜𝖗𝖎𝖘𝖙, 𝖙𝖎𝖙𝖆𝖓𝖎𝖈#3596 ) 

[teruthecreator]

LYRA

you and max sent an ask about lyra at the same time hgbjtbrjg yall rlly got my number huh 

How I feel about this character: 

I love lyra ross, like, more than words can say. like when you approached me about playing a motw campaign i was like “sure why not” and i had NO idea what character i wanted to make. i just started dicking around with The Spooky playbook and somehow fell into the wonderful story and personality that is lyra and i have been hooked ever since. like i think what fascinates me the most about her is how unlike me she is??? like sure i project a little bit, but everyone does w their ocs like c’mon that’s the fun of it! but unlike mack (who started as rlly sort of a self-insert that just developed into a completely different human) like i didn’t start lyra off with my characteristics. she was developed completely standalone from myself and getting to play around in her headspace and see how she functions is just the most fun ever. like i feel like i get more acting experience in our podcast than i do in my Actual Theatre Classes. 

like i honestly can’t wait for the game 3 recap to go up because this was hands down my favorite episode so far. i went into that scene having No Clue what i wanted to say, and by just immersing myself in that moment and in lyra i got a very touching and heartwarming moment and like...fuck man. Im Love Lyra Ross

All the people I ship romantically with this character: 

JENNY “CARPENTER WOMAN OF MY DREAMS” “HOMOEROTIC RAT CARE” “WILL TRY HER BEST NOT TO ADD TO THE STATISTIC” PARKER  

My non-romantic OTP for this character: 

first off, the mother-son relationship with her and ferdinand is pure and good and i can’t wait for a moment in-game where she can interact w her rat son. but also, like, i’m very excited to see more of her with dustin and anatolia??? i wanna see the hunter squad get together and Fuck Shit Up!

My unpopular opinion about this character: 

um, i mean, i sorta Make the character so idk if it’d be unpopular, but i’m really trying to steer hard away from like “person w angsty past is shy and secluded” tropes. like i wrote even in her character bio that, like, as much as she wants to be normal she’s sorta incapable of it??? like she is Not a wallflower. also i don’t want there to be an assumption that just because she’s younger and smaller and like a little weird then that means she can’t handle herself?? because she can. she has been for Years, now. girl can handle herself.

One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon: 

i am excited for 2 things. 1. squad meeting ferdinand and them freaking out because they don’t realize how Fucking Massive this rat is, and lyra just getting so offended that they’re disgusted because how dare you!!! he is a beautiful boy and you better apologize!!! 2. lyra being able to go Apeshit on a monster with her powers and dustin and anatolia seeing that for the first time. both scenes are very Good And Epic in my brain

[soldrawss]

OH MAN YOUR DUCKTALES ANIMATIC SNEAK PEEK WAS SO GOOD i think i should tell u that i fell in love w ducktales 2017 because of you!!!!! i mean, i used to just scroll past ur ducktales fanart coz i was here for pjo, but i just. i was SO STARVED for your art that i just browsed n now im in love and i. watched it!!!!!!!!!! and!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

OH WOW OK, FIRST OF ALL, YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW HAPPY THIS MAKES ME AND HOW THIS IS SO INCREDIBLY SWEET OF YOU TO SAY SO THANK YOU SO MUCH BUT ALSO like, I’m sorry!

I know that a lot of you guys follow me for my PJO fanart and I know a lot of you are really mad that I haven’t been posting literally any PJO art in like, a year. Trust me, I see your messages and comments, asking if I could draw (insert pjo ship or character interaction) or asking why I draw so much Ducktales art but not any PJO art. 

The shortest answer I can give is, I fell out of love with the fandom really fast. Making Percy Jackson art is no longer fun for me and became a huge stressor every time I would post something. This mostly has to do with the fact of art theft and reposting of my art on other websites (which I really don’t like). The PJO fandom is HUGE, with lots of fans out there who adore the characters just as much as I do, and I understand why a lot of them DO repost art, I really do. But I still don’t like my own art somewhere where I can’t personally monitor it or I didn’t give permission for it. And I got tired of trying to track down every person who reposted my art and explain to them my feelings towards reposting and ask them to take my art down. Now don’t get me wrong, there were always people who were very kind and apologetic and sweet with this exchange and would absolutely take my art down with no fuss at all. But there were always more often than not, people who would argue with me about why reposting isn’t necessarily bad, regardless of my feelings, and I was always hit with the phrase “If you don’t like your art being reposted, then maybe you shouldn’t post it in the first place.”

So… that’s what I did. I just, stopped posting PJO related fanart. And I gotta tell you, it’s kinda been a relief. I still love the characters (even though I hate what Rick is doing to them currently which is a whole other can of worms I don’t want to get into about why I also kinda don’t want to be in the fandom anymore) and the friends I made bonding over PJO are some of the best friends I have! I grew up reading the book series and Percy Jackson+ CO will always have a special place in my heart. But not being forced to stress about making art that I know will get stolen or worrying about competing with other popular PJO fan artists (which trust me, was also a big stressor cause there are a lot of amazing ones out there and it was kinda like having a big target on my back) is so nice, and probably the best thing I did for my own personal mental health and drawing confidence.

Plus, it gave me the freedom to try something new, and get into a fandom that’s small but building, and I’m so much happier than I was guys. Ducktales is such a fun and easy going fandom, everyone is so kind and nice and appreciative of one another, and we’re all just here having a fun stupid time with these dumb ducks. And it’s what I needed after such a roller coaster of emotions that the PJO book series left me in. 

So, this is my formal apology letter, for those of you who are patiently waiting for me to return to PJO, I’m sorry, but it may not happen. I say may, because I don’t know the future, and I may have the inspiration to draw the good kids once more without fear or worry and do it just for me. But right now, I have to do what’s good for me, and that’s drawing goofy ducks or my own silly ocs. Thank you for sticking with me this far, and if you want to unfollow me then go right ahead, there will be absolutely no hard feelings and I’m so glad that we got to share this much of a journey together! Thank you guys for always being patient, kind and understanding with me, and I can’t wait to see what the future of 2019 and onward holds for us! Love you guys so much!

[jincherie]

I know your requests are closed and this isn't one I promise, however I do have a question: Are you working on the Jungkook FF series "Periapt"? Cuz honey that story deserves so much love and I really hope you can continue writing it. I've never been into Demon!au's but this one I fell for like you have no idea. I love your writing so keep up with the amazing work!! 💘💘💘

Anonymous said: im sorry but i gotta hit u with love today because periapt is SO GOOD and ure an amazing writer wow i love u 

friceaurelia07 said: hi so i just re read your incubus jk au and?? im in love w it??? its incredibly well written and the fact that you added jimin into it just blew my mind. and if i was wondering if you don’t mind that is, could you tag me when the next parts come out? 

Anonymous said: Hiii~ Just wanted to tell you I love your writing in general and ik that’s so annoying but do you know when periapt is gonna continue? Have a nice dayyyyy and a happy new year

Anonymous said: Please write more periapt!! Also warmth was literally so sweet like omg

hello! first of all thank u so much for reading periapt, I’m so glad you enjoy it enough to want more! to be honest, I don’t really know when I’m going to work on it again but it likely won’t be a for a fair while! I still need to expand the plot much more and figure out how long it will be and where I am going with it. Also, I’m flattered that you are so keen for the next parts but I’m sorry to say I don’t really do user tags on my fics! I know that if I opened that it would get out of hand for me and it would be an element of stress, so I’m so sorry but I can’t tag you. Feel free to turn on my notifs though, and if you subscribe to the fic on ao3 then you will get an email when it updates! Thank u so much for reading and sending these!!! ily!! (also glad u like warmth too!)

Anonymous said: Periapt is one heck of a good and slightly annoying read because jungkook’s character is so cocky and I want oc to slap him or something even though she needs the grade and accidentally summoned him..(also I mean annoying in a good way don’t take that the wronf way!) your writing never fails to make me feel all sorts of emotions and I’m looking forward to the next update as well as a well oiled machine! That one is quite fascinating on its own as well 

hey babe! i took this in good humour and read this at a time I was in a good mood lmao, but maybe be a bit mindful as the wording could have led me to take it another way were that not the case. In this instance I’m not offended or upset (since i know u mean its frustrating haha), but I know others can be especially sensitive to the things they receive in their inbox so please be a little mindful how your messages will be read & received on the other end babe!

Aside from that tho, it is frustrating lmao! Jungkook is a big mf brat in periapt and eventually he will mature a little bit but currently his personality.... she aint his best aspect LMAO. He’s possessive and immature in a lot of aspects and we’ve only really glimpsed it. MC is going to have to work hard to draw lines and whip him into shape. I’m looking forward to that!

Thank u all for reading & enjoying periapt!! i hope u all have a lovely day!! thank u !!! ily !!!

[johobi]

✨YOURE HONESTLY SO GOOD AT KEEPING READERS ON THEIR TOES & MAKING IT SO HARD TO PREDICT THE ENDING OF THIS FIC IN REGARDS TO WHO OC WILL END UP W/ & AN EXPLANATION TO CHAOS THATS OCCURRED IN HER RELATIONSHIP W/ JUNGKOOK IM JUST ASDFGHJKL THIS LAST CHAPTER HAS ME SCREAMING OMG I LOVED IT SO MUCH BUT IM JUST SO SHDKDNDK like omg that whole thing with tae?!?! i’m happy she’s had her lil thing with her bff who she’s loved since like forever but bUT /BUT/ 1/?

✨thAT SCENE OH DEAR GOD THAT SCENE (well written btw i was really horny by the end of it 😂) like she was in an emotional ally vulnerable place rn and i just don’t think what went on with tae was the smartest idea and i honestly don’t trust what she’s feeling rn bcuz idK IF SHE LOVE TAE OR GUK WOMAN NEEDS SOME TIME TO JUST RECUPERATE IF ANYTHING like i want her to be with jungkook cuz i’m convinced he had a reasonable explanation for all this but after she fucked tae?? 2/?

((more under read more))

She was definitely in an emotionally vulnerable and chaotic place. Whether what transpired is what she truly wanted, we’ll have to see in the next chapter. But her feelings for Tae are certainly genuine; it’s just a case of where Jungkook factors into it all, now. She really loves them both. But in what way? How has her love for them evolved over the span of the fic? HMMM.

✨ i don’t feel like they would be able to get past (plus he lied to her for three months was it?? pretty hard to forgive someone about that too aHHH) & that last line dear god ur a fucking brilliant have i mentioned that? i’m sitting there like “dAMN OC & TAE IS GUNNA BE IT” & u pull that last line & now i’m here like gURL WTF IT WAS SO VAGUE (which is whY I CANT TELL WHO SHELL END UP W/ & FIGURE ANYTHING OUT UR A GODDAMN QUEEN & I LOVE YOU) LIKE WAS IT A GOOD DREAM? BAD DREAM? 3/?

Jungkook is gonna find out what happened between her and Tae in the next chapter. He’s in the wrong, for sure, but how will he react to this? How he does will seal his fate. If he’s indignant and aggressive, despite the fact he is the one that fucked up their relationship, then the reader, feisty thing that she is, seems like the type to shut him down immediately (and considering Tae is now in the picture, Kook being angry will not end well for him). If he’s remorseful and understanding, there could be room for a dialogue. 

Alkdjalkj that last line was intentionally vague. It seems like a 50/50 split as to whether people think it’s a good or bad dream ;PPP

✨UGHUGHUGH SO MANY QUESTIONS I WANT ANSWERED LIKE WHY DIDNT JUNGKOOK SAY ANYTHING FOR SO LONG? WHY WAS HE SO SCARED TO JUST BE OPEN ABOUT IT IF THERE WAS A REASONABLE EXPLANATION? I WANNA KNOW MORE ABOUT HIS FAMILY AND HOWS IS FIANCÉ DOING BCUZ UHM MS UR BOY IS A C H E A T E R aND what’s gunna happened when oc and tae wake up oOF like will it still be all happy lovey dovey or oc gunna be like i fUCKED UP bcuz she wasn’t in the best place emotionally 4/?

I won’t spoil how the reader comes by the info, but everything about Jungkook will be explained next chapter. It’s a good 50/50 split between him and Tae this time. And yeah the fic will pick up the next morning, so we’ll certainly see how that goes ;)

✨like she just found out her boyfie been cheating on her yOU DONT GO SCREW HER BRAINS OUT ON THE SAME DAY SHE FINDS OUT HER BOYFIE SCREWED HER OVER TAE GDI ughhhh i made this super long i’m sorry i just needed to let this all out and tell u i love u and ur amazing and honestly i’ll wait a million years for the next update bcuz if this is the content ur blessing us with it’s worth it all !!! sending all my love ur way

Please don’t apologise for sending me so many asks!!!! It was a joy to read them all and all the things you liked in particular and what parts of the story got to you the most!!! 

asldkjjj it’s very true that Tae kinda just fell into bed with her without much thought. But I think, to his credit, he did rebuff her on her first attempt because he could tell she was off (if only he could see inside her head and the extent of it tho). The confession caught him so off-guard - again, he wouldn’ve rebuffed her, likely, if she hadn’t reiterated it repeatedly - that it must have set his world askew. Because he’s obviously been harbouring feelings, too, and when the person you love most is pouring them out to you sincerely, kissing you back this time, then… I can’t blame him. I try to stay unbiased and look at my characters objectively, and after examining his actions in this chapter, I think his heart led him into their tryst. 

[wuunderstruck-a]

one - ten !!

welcome to 2k18 rp meme — no longer accepting lmfao

thank u to shannon for being Extra and sending me literally every question in this meme, ily

ten faceclaims i’ve used in the past

ooh boy. this is a hard one. daniel sunjata (as paul briggs), chloe bennet as skye (bc we didn’t know her as daisy johnson then lmfao), and everyone on my (currently) inactive list. EDIT: i forgot, shannon purser!!! god i love her tbh i miss her.

nine faceclaims i want to use in the future

answered here!

eight present/past characters

i’ve had so many characters it’s hard to even remember them BUT I SHALL TRY.

cait scott, a character from a wip of mine who won a contest to appear on a teen television show and was catapulted to fame (i’ve toyed with revamping her and bringing her here also yes her name was a play on ‘great scott!’)

madison caverly, my very very first rp muse. i made her on an oc blog in 2013 and she was my first foray into the rp world. she’s got a few flaws but i have an immense soft spot for her and i brought her over to indie with me.

nadia johnson, my character that i made for my very first d&d campaign. i quickly fell in love with her and even though we’re not playing that campaign rn, i brought her to indie and she’s one of my favorite characters i’ve made for anything. she’s so resilient and brave and has so many layers i have to explore.

owen wheeler, one of my first characters i made on this blog. i had no idea what to do with him until @warmhcney suggested this plot idea and suddenly, owen sprang to life. he’s now a real person in my head and i can never go back. my life has been changed by him, as weird as it is to say. thank you, del, for suggesting owen and molly, because without them i wouldn’t have owen as he is today.

silas trask, another one of my early muses for this. i honestly don’t know where the idea for him came from, really. but he’s honestly a person of his own and a lil shit. every time i write a reply for him the words fly off my fingers, his sassy retorts taking shape on their own. he makes me laugh every time, and i love him so much.

max wheeler, my lost boy. i made him for a group rp and then i realized… dude. what if he’s owen’s younger brother? the rest is history. max is constantly searching, constantly hurting, constantly falling apart. and god, he just needs to be loved. this is just my daily reminder how much max needs love and it’s also an excuse for me to cry about him, thank u.

i also just remembered two old characters from a novel, quinn & nadine. i made them when i was still struggling with accepting my sexuality, and they were an outlet for me to express that. i rly need to do something with them soon bc they were so important to me.

seven characters i want to play

oH BOY OH BOY

ok. so i want to play this cop that’s too soft to actually be a cop, yanno? i think this was inspired by a reddit thread or smth. but i have had this idea for a while, just struggled with the actual execution of it.

i don’t have enough actual bad muses, i rly struggle with playing those, so this is just a general umbrella that i want to do that.

more secret agents & mob bosses in general; i live for that shit.

i rly want this spoiled billionaire daddy’s girl, but i haven’t figured out how to play her w/o me actually hating her guts, so that’s on hold for now.

an actual douche boy that actually fucks a bunch of people, but i have a hard time again figuring out how to play him w/o me actually hating his guts. i have a lot of internal problems can u tell i also keep giving my muses soft sides gdi

one half of a married couple where someone plays one half and i play the other idk just throwin that out there ;) ;) ;)

i rly wanna play bex taylor-klaus as well, plus just add more butch muses to my repertoire in general

six plots of the past/present

well like i mentioned above, owen wheeler was basically spawned from a plot involving a “grumpy secret agent” having to take care of a younger spoiledish girl basically? i think ??? i’D HAVE TO FIND IT but that was a pretty iconic plot omfg (hi del)

i’m a very big hoe for the childhood friends to lovers trope, @hiitchhikers​ and i have riley & lorelai and the og, gianna & leo that fall into this and im in love

idk why i’m suddenly blanking rip

most of the plots i have rn have been super organic from the chemistry that has happened between our muses? that doesnt mean i don’t like doing plots that are in my wishlist tag (bc i LOVE it), but i also like winging it!!!

five plots i want to do in the future

like i said, i would love to do a preestablished-type marriage plot with someone (if we were discussing this already, i’m so sorry, i’m trash. pls nudge me again)

i also was thinking how much i would love to make muses who have siblings with other mun’s muses? @lucywrites​ and i did this with silas and flora trask and it was the best decision of my life

i’ve also rly wanted to do some celebrity plots??? something like this tbh or anything rly

i also was thinking about the cast of tv shows and how they literally are a family and someday i want to do a mumu based on that. imagine all the relationships !!! the drama !!! everything

i also love all those single parent + kindergarten teacher plots — my single parent muses luna & sebastián would be perfect for this, or even joss who takes care of her younger brother

four ships

listen, i tried to pick, but it ended up being IMPOSSIBLE. i love you all so much, thank you for giving me these ships. to everyone who ships with me, you mean the world. 

three friendships

lyra, lorelai, & jack – @hiitchhikers & @niallhcran

wesley, sally, & heather – @peytrps & @warmhcney

nadine & savannah, katy & molly, celine & the wheelers – @warmhcney

p.s. — i want more platonic ships… pls come @ me

two roleplays

i’m going to say @epochhq & @sundridgehq! both have such kind souls and i’ve met so many good people through them. 

one partner

again, picking would be impossible. thank you all for shipping, rping, and interacting with me. i’m sorry for being so slow & sucky at replying to messages & threads, but i love you all so much. it means so much that you’re here, thank you for sticking around. I LOVE YOU!

[yoongi2107]

Beside You

Characters: Yoongi/OC

Genre: Angst, fluff

Word Count: 2148

Inspired by 5 seconds of summer’s Beside You

im sorry for any grammatical mistakes or any mistake in general

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Within a minute I was all packed up I've got a ticket to another world I don't wanna go I don't wanna go

 “Do you really have to?”, Rene whined, not so playfully, from the bed while Yoongi was trying his best to close his suitcase which was filled with clothes for his tour which was taking place around the US, Europe, Asia and Australia. Yoongi pursed his lips, annoyed as he turned around to look at her “You know its my job. I have to go. I warned you even before we dated”. Rene sighed. He never left her alone for more than 2 months before. All their tours in the past had breaks in between them so he could visit her again in Korea but not this one. “But this time youre leaving for almost 5 months. That’s almost half a year…”, Rene said quietly. “I told you, the company wanted us to visit more cities because of popular demand. We cant say no”, Yoongi snapped, zipped up his suitcase and turned to her, “I told you that this would happen some day”. Rene’s eyes filled with tears when his voice became significantly louder. When Yoongi saw that, his eyes soften and he sighed before walking towards her and engulfing her in a hug. “Im sorry. I shouldn’t have snapped at you. Its just that there is so much work and stress in the company right now. PDnim wanted us to make a surprise song for the tour last minute and its very hectic since there are new dance moves. Im sorry..I really don’t want to go too. I don’t want to leave you”, he softly said. Rene sniffed “Im going to miss you”. “Im going to miss you too”.

  Sudden words are hard to speak When your thoughts are all I see Don't ever leave, she said to me

 The ride to the airport was so silent that the only thing they could hear was their own breathing and the sounds of cars racing past. Yoongi glanced at Rene at the corner of his eyes, guility. She was staring out the window blank. He wanted to say something, she wanted to say something. But they did not. When they arrived at the airport, Rene helped Yoongi with his luggage and together they went to the gate to bid their goodbyes. Yoongi pulled Rene in for a hug and pecked her forehead as Rene buried herself in his arms, sobbing quietly while trying to remember his scent which would always comfort her. Goodbyes were always hard, but this particular one was the hardest. “Don’t leave me, Yoongi”, Rene whispered. “Ill never leave you. This is only for a while. These few months will go by in a flash and we’ll be back together in no time”, Yoongi pecked her lips and wiped away her tears, “In the meantime you can always sleep with my Kumamon and Sugabear, they can keep you company”. Rene smiled but it fell when the announcement for the plane came on. “I have to go”, Yoongi gulped. Rene hugged Yoongi once more before letting him go. “I love you, Rene. See you in a while”, Yoongi smiled sadly. “I love you”.

 When we both fall asleep, underneath the same sky To the beat of our hearts at the same time So close but so far away Can you hear me?

 “Reneeeee”, Yoongi called out as softly as possible (Jimin was sleeping on the bed near his) when her face popped up on the screen of his Macbook. “Yoongi I miss you so much oh my god”, Rene pouted as she layed down on her bed under the covers. “Hows your day, jagi?”, Yoongi turned to his side. “Meh I guess. I got an A for my assignment though”, Rene said and Yoongi lit up “Ohoho, I knew you could do it”. “How’s yours though?”, Rene asked. “Tiring. We rehearsed for the whole day and the concert tonight was tougher than usual. The stage was bigger and all”, Yoongi sighed, “What time is it there?”. “Around 2pm but Im so sleepy. I spent the whole week, day and night on the assignment. I feel my eyelids drooping”, Rene yawned. “Haha. Its around 1am here. Everyone’s already asleep”, Yoongi turned around and smiled at Jimin who was sleeping with his mouth opened wide, “Jimin looks hilarious and I think I can here Namjoon’s snores from here and..Rene?”, Yoongi chuckled as he turned back to his computer because of the lack of response from Rene. “I swear to God”, Yoongi smiled when he saw her asleep in front of her camera. “How cute”, he whispered to himself as he slowly fell asleep with the Skype page still on screen with Rene sleeping soundly.

 Another day, and I'm somewhere new I made a promise that I'll come home soon Bring me back, bring me back to you

 Rene was on her way back from campus when she got a notification to Facetime with Yoongi. She grinned as she accepted the call. “Hey Yoongs”. “Heyyo jagi. I just wanted to tell you that I have landed safely in London”, he smiled to the camera. “Ohhh buy me chocolates”, Rene laughed when Yoongi gave a thumbs up sign but stopped when suddenly a pang of pain hit her heart. It has been around 3 months since she and Yoongi had any physical contact at all and she missed him dearly. All she wanted to do is to just cuddle with him for the entire day and have food around them and listen to the rain and new music he produced. “I miss you so much, Yoongi”, she said. Yoongi nodded “I miss you too. Don’t worry. 2 more months, jagi and Ill be back with you. You have no idea how much I want to hold you now”. Yoongi groaned “Cant I just book a flight back tomorrow?”. Rene sighed “If only…but its okay. Ill wait for you. Ill always wait for you”. “Ill be back to you very soon”

  When we both wake up underneath the same sun And time stops, I wish that I could rewind So close but so far away

 Yoongi: Good morning!

 Rene’s face lit up when she saw the text message from Yoongi instantly brightening up her day.

 Rene: Good morning!! Youre up already?

Yoongi: Haha yeah. Its only an hour later than Korea here

Rene:Ohhhhh

Yoongi: Funny how we’re so near yet so far away from each other.

Rene: Yeah…ugh time is going so slow eversince you left. Totally not what you said

Yoongi: Cheer up Rene, in a few more days, we’ll get to be with each other again.

Rene:Youre right, haha Ill be positive.

Yoongi: Good, anyway I got to go now. Manager is calling -_- ..bye bye see you. I love you ^^

Rene: I love you too ^^

 She lies awake I'm trying to find the words to say I wish I was, I wish I was Beside you

 Rene went to bed with a happy heart. “Yoongi is arriving tomorrow, Yoongi is arriving tomorrow”, she cheered to the Kumamon bear she was hugging, replaying her last video call with him before he entered the plane.

“The guys have probably reached. Rene, wait a few more hours and Ill be home”,he grinned.

Rene nodded, “Okok have a safe flight. I cant wait to be with you again”.

“I got to go now. See you later.”

“Okay all I have to do is to wait a few more hours. A few more hours.”, Rene sighed as she fell asleep.

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“Rene?..Rene? Are you awake?”.

Rene groaned as she slowly opened her eyes, “What?..Oh my god YOONGI!”. She jumped into his open arms as he peppered her face with kisses. “I missed you so much jagi”, Yoongi nuzzled his face into the crook of her neck. “Youre back youre back youre back”, she stared up at him and smiled the widest smile she has ever smiled in the past 5 months. However, although Yoongi was smiling, she noticed that something was wrong when he started tearing up. “Whats wrong, Yoongi?”,she asked, worried. “Ah its nothing. I just missed being beside you and with you, that’s all”, he smiled sadly as he wiped his tears away. “Ohh..”,she nodded, not convinced though. She felt that something was fishy but she shrugged off the feeling when Yoongi tugged at her sleeve. “Im tired, lets lay down”, he said and he pulled her down with him. She giggled as she rested her head on his arm facing him. “Did Kumamon and Sugabear take good care of you?”, he asked. Rene nodded, “Yepp..”. “Good”,he said quietly. When they were both about to fall asleep, Yoongi suddenly silently croaked out, weakly “I love you Rene. You know that right? What ever happens, Ill always be here for you. You know that right?”. Rene hummed “I do. And I love you too Yoongi.”, before falling into a deep slumber. “I love you”, Yoongi closed his eyes as tears rolled down his face.

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 Rene woke up to a cold bed. “Eh?”, she looked around confused, trying to find Yoongi. “Yoongi?”, she got up and walked out of the room and around her house. “Yoongi where are you?”. When she realized that Yoongi was no where to be found, the memory hit her again and she broke into tears.

 1 YEAR AGO

Rene woke up to a cold bed. “Eh?”, she looked around confused, trying to find Yoongi. “Yoongi?”, she got up and walked out of the room and around her house. “Yoongi where are you?”. When she couldn’t find him, she sighed. “He probably went over to the guys’ or something”, she mumbled to herself as she slumped down onto the couch and turned on the TV and onto the news channel. The first thing they said caught her eye. “BREAKING NEWS: PLANE CRASH ON THE WAY TO SOUTH KOREA”. Her breath hitched in her throat. It cant be. There are so many planes. It cant be his.

Her grip on the remote tighted when they mentioned the plane number. “A plane which departed from Hong Kong at 10pm yesterday and was on its way to South Korea when crashed last night due to engine failure. No survivors were found and there were around 200 passengers on board which included BTS’ SUGA-“. She switched it off. No it cannot be. “He must be still with the guys in the dorm, he must be”, she laughed as she quickly got up from her seat as tears blurred her vision. She rushed to her door and opened it just in time as the guys stepped in front of her doorstep.

“Oh hey guys uhm just wondering, wheres Yoongi?”, she stammered, smiling nervously through her tears. The guys looked at each other solemnly while Taehyung wiped a tear that escaped. “Uhm Rene..Yoongi he-“, Namjoon started but she cut him off “Hes with you guys right? Right? He couldn’t come with you guys because there was a problem with his flight ticket so he probably missed you guys too so he went to your dorm early in the morning…right?”. “Uhh…Rene…hes not with us”, Jungkook silently said. “Then where is he? Oh right hes probably going to buy breakfast..Maybe you guys wanna call him to tell him what you want? Hes probably at that store he likes to go every Saturday morning to get bread. The bread there is awesome and he loves it a lot and-“”Rene, hes dead”.

In that moment, Rene snapped “Bullshit! I saw him last night! He came home last night!”.”His flight crashed an hour after they departed from Hong Kong..”, Jin gulped. “H-he cant be. He hugged me last night. We chatted for a while too. He cant be..dead”, Rene cried as she ran to her room to grab her phone and then she saw the messages.

Yoongi: So I guess I can message you now since the plane has wifi ^^ Yippie!

Yoongi: Im so bored, jagi. I cant wait to see you.

Yoongi: I wonder if Kumamon and Sugabear are taking good care of you haha..

Yoongi: Oh shit oh shit Rene, the plane’s acting funny and the crew’s rushing around

Yoongi: Shit, I think something’s wrong

Yoongi: Oh my god the pilot said that the engine failed

Yoongi:Oh my god oh my god, Rene, we’re crashing.

Yoongi: Rene, I love you so much. Ill always be here for you and Ill always watch over you. I love you so so much. Im sorry I cant keep my promise. Im so so sorry. We’ll reunite soon.

Yoongi: I want to go home to you, I just want to go home to you.

Yoongi: I love you Rene.

 She sleeps alone My heart wants to come home I wish I was, I wish I was