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ohgodimyearning · 2 years ago
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*twirls my hair* teehee.. if anyone has any questions abt my ships u should ask me *giggle* I wanna gush about my boys...
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roryyyys · 14 days ago
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Prongs what's wrong?
(Quick thing I wrote mostly at school about James not feeling so great after a quidditch game sorry if it isn’t as good it’s kinda rushed and like I said I was at school <3)
It was early evening after a quidditch game the boys in the common area were planning a victory party. James sat through with his head resting in his hand Remus picked up on this and spoke to James since he was usually ecstatic after winning a game “Prongs you alright? We can always save the party for tomorrow night if you're too tired mate..” James shook his head at Remus and started adding things to the party list.
Sirius was ecstatic about the party, Remus rolling his eyes knowing he's gonna have to take care of a hungover Sirius in the morning if he got shitfaced.
“Moons..moons..moons..moons” Sirius bothered Remus over and over again till he answered “what do you want pads jesus christ.” Sirius laughed and smiled “can you make blueberry tea? You make it so much better than everyone else.” Of course Remus smiled and nodded leaving the boys alone for a bit Peter and Sirius bothered James to his limit where he snapped and left the room to their shared dorm to lay in his bed.
James whimpered in his bed he didn't feel that great to be honest his head was pounding and his body just felt overall sore. Remus brought up some blueberry tea to James and set it down with a smile asking him if he was sore since he was so tired.
“Sore prongs? You can take a nap. I'll wake you up like an hour before the party.” Remus assured and James smiled and nodded “thanks moony..Im really tired..game took everything out of me tonight i guess..” Remus nodded and smiled.
“Anytime Jamie..” and with that Remus left the room to go talk to the idiots in the common room. The boys looked up at Remus and Sirius said “what's up with prongs is it his time of the month or something.” Sirius laughed softly and Remus gently hit him.
“He's not feeling great, he's a bit sore from the game.” They continued to talk and write out a list for the party.
Then of course Sirius sent Remus and Peter to go get the stuff while he went to his room to finish up a page in a scrapbook he was making for Remus' birthday.
Sirius saw James knocked out in his bed and laughed, sneaking a picture of him with the polaroid he saw a more uncomfy look on James face and thought he was having a nightmare.
So he sat on his bed, took his glasses off his face and rubbed his back before getting up and going to his own bed. Sirius was never that sappy but nobody was around and he knew how it felt to have nightmares.
James snored softly a few moments later making Sirius laugh. James woke up around twenty minutes later and sat up looking at Sirius and spoke “what the hell is the glitter for..” the sudden speech made Sirius jump “fuck! Prongs, it's nothing! Um..none of your business!” Sirius panicked. James panicked at the sudden panic, making both of them laugh a few moments later.
James laid back down just “defrosting” in his bed as he described it. He laid there for a good while eventually getting up for an outfit change.
He still felt horrible even worse but he didn’t care, he needed to go to this party only because he was the star player of the quidditch team. But it was getting harder and harder by the second he had a pounding headache that was turning into a migraine.
He was nauseous beyond belief his stomach was churning and he whimpered to himself while getting ready. Once done he heard Remus on the other side of the door. “James is up? I promised I'd wake him..” James stopped listening and walked out.
He looked at Remus and smiled, Remus smiling back “feeling better prongsy?” James just nodded because he didnt wanna tell them that he felt like absolute shit if he did Remus would go all mother hen and Sirius and Peter would tease and make fun of him like a bunch of little kids.
He hated when they did that it annoyed him even though he did it back. “What did you guys buy..?” James asked softly, still half asleep even though he had been awake for a little over thirty minutes now.
Peter answered him “just some drinks, snacks and decorations, not much to be very honest.” James nodded at that feeling awfully dizzy anytime he tried to nod or shake his head but he didnt wanna speak so he didn't. He decided to risk stumbling around and being dizzy just so he didn't have to talk much.
He of course asked about what he should wear and Sirius answered telling him to wear something more casual and comfortable and James nodded, throwing on a jumper and some sweats.
He helped Remus set up the decorations ignoring the pounding migraine he was getting and how tired he was. Remus was catching on quickly but ignored it hoping James would admit sooner or later that he was in fact not “fine” once they finished setting up streamers and pouring out snacks it was around eight pm.
People started showing up and it got loud very quickly, making James' headache worse. Regulus was there mostly because Sirius made him come to the party to see James since they were “kind of” dating Regulus did not consider them dating but James did. Though Regulus was in love with James the same. So Regulus was a bit happy to see James.
When he saw James a look of concern crossed his face seeing his well mostly “secret lover” looking as if he were to pass out any minute. James didn’t drink which made Sirius catch on since James usually drank at a celebration party “Come on have a little drink Jamie might help take your mind off of whatever you're thinking of!” Sirius said already mostly drunk but could still tell something was up with his friend.
James laughed softly and took a drink to not seem suspicious. “Yeah, Yeah I'll have a drink if you shut up.” Sirius smiled all tipsy and giggling. Regulus made his way over and pushed Sirius aside “don't be a prick Sirius he doesn't have to drink if he doesn't want to.”
James smiled at Regulus “It's fine I'll have a drink it's just one anyways.” Regulus pulled James aside “You look sick James. C’mon we're going to your dorm you idiot.”
James pulled back “im fine i swear just sore.” Regulus obviously didn't believe him one bit. “Bullshit potter. Let's make up an excuse for you hm..?” Regulus said getting soft with James seeing how sickly he looked in bright lights.
“James nodded with a soft yawn feeling exhausted Regulus took the tallers hand thinking of an excuse and walked over to Remus since he was the only one that wasn't drunk or tipsy.
“Im taking James to the dorm to shower, someone spilled a drink on him and he’s really upset..” What the hell kinda excuse was that regulus!? He thought to himself facepalming internally. Remus nodded, waving them off Regulus, grabbing James' hand again making their way to the dorm.
In the hall on the way to the dorm James felt incredibly nauseous and leaned on Regulus catching on hurrying up slightly so James didn't puke in the hallway.
Once back in the shared dorm that James Sirius Remus and Peter shared he grabbed some comfortable clothes for James consisting of a jumper and some soft shorts and he grabbed a bucket from the corner of the room in case James decided to lose his dinner.
James flopped over exhaustively on his bed Regulus sitting next to him ran a soft cold hand through James curls speaking softly yet still firm and cold like he usually did “You wanna drink or a snack? Might help you feel better I promise darling..” James shook his head and spoke sleepily “you read me a book?” Regulus’ heart melted but he wouldn't admit it.
He grabbed a book James had gotten yet never read and sat down next to him James putting his head in Regulus lap curling up in a ball while Regulus read to him. Falling asleep quickly Regulus kept reading for over an hour before falling asleep with James.
James woke up a bit later with a horrible nauseating feeling in his stomach. He sat up and tried to get up to get water but immediately sat back down with a soft heave he put his hand over his mouth and shook regulus who stirred before sitting up to see James on the verge of puking so he passed him the bucket and James instantly vomited into the bucket Regulus pulled his hair back and took his glasses off him setting them on the side table then rubbing his back.
“Jesus Christ James..” James whimpered “I'm sorry I didn't think this would happen…” Regulus shushed him and reassured him it was alright. “It's okay, things happen but next time I'd like a better warning idiot..” James nodded, they sat there for around twenty-five minutes James vomiting and or dry heaving. Finally he was done and Regulus asked him just to be sure “all done?”
James nodded and curled up on the bed while Regulus got up to get water for him. Seeing the time Regulus sighed it was only ten at night meaning everyone was still in the common room partying.
When he brought James water the door swung open and in came Sirius stumbling into the bathroom to vomit Remus trailing behind him talking to him “please darling don't throw up on the tile!” James laughed softly. Sirius always got way too drunk for his own good. “Your brothers are an idiot..” Regulus smiled and handed him the water.
“Trust me I know you know and his boyfriend knows.” James sipped the water and Stared at his laptop. “Can we watch a movie..?” Regulus smiled and nodded “what do you have in mind?” James took the laptop and pulled up “monsters inc.” Regulus smiled and got in bed with him “great choice darling..”
James curled up to his partner and watched the movie falling asleep around forty-three minutes in regulus and smiled “feel better darling..” Regulus said softly falling asleep around an hour into the movie. James was so lucky to have his boyfriend and Regulus the same.
Though Regulus' brother was annoyed the next morning when he found out they fell asleep together but it didn't matter because as long as they were happy Sirius didn't mind to much at all.
Should I do more marauders??
(Please do send me requests I love taking them and I’d love to do them‼���‼️‼️)
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huggybearluvr · 11 months ago
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If I Could Fly || J.D
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!! A Part of the 30 days of music series !!
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Synopsis: After Jamie got drafted to the Flyers you were both missing the other more than ever. You would have left with him if it weren't for your classes. However, after a late night phone call with Jamie, you drop everything and go to him without a second thought.
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Jamie had been gone for nearly three weeks now. You couldn't help but feel lonely as you sat in the once shared apartment.
It was nearing 9 in California, so you knew calling Jamie was not an option. It was almost midnight on the east coast.
You sat on the couch watching one of your favorite movies to hopefully distract yourself.
About thirty minutes later a familiar ringtone buzzed from you phone. you were quick to pick it up answering the call.
"Jamie? everything okay?" you asked into the phone.
"Not really," He said trailing off.
"Baby, what's wrong?" You asked now sitting up.
"I just miss you so much, I can't sleep at all," He said softly.
"I know baby, I miss you too," You spoke truthfully, "I wish I could be there."
"I do too," He said.
"Its late baby, go to bed, you have a big game tomorrow against the red wings."
"Alright, I love you," Jamie said smiling into the phone.
"I love you too."
"I'm missing half of me when we're apart"
After the call ended you couldn't help but think about going to Jamie. At around 11 you decided you couldn't just sit here.
You practically sprinted to your room. Grabbing your laptop and emailing your academic advisor, letting them know you would be needing to transfer schools and would like to finish this semester online.
Once your emails were sent you booked a flight to Phili.
You packed up as much as you could in two suit cases and texted Trevor to come over.
As you sat in the living room bags packed you felt more relaxed then you ever have before.
You knew you would be coming back during the summer to finish your moving but for now these two suitcases would be more than enough.
You heard a knock at the door and quickly got up to answer it. As you pulled the door open you saw a half awake Trevor standing there.
"y/n it's midnight, what was so important I had to come over?" He said rubbing at his eyes.
"I need a ride to the airport, and here is the keys your gonna have to check in here once a week til im back to move everything," You spoke quickly.
"Wait what where are you even going?" Trevor said taking the key from you.
"Im moving to Phili."
Trevor couldn't help but smile. He was happy his best friend had someone like you in his life.
"Let's go then," Trevor spoke picking up one of your bags and following you out to his car.
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You landed in Phili calling an uber to take you to Jamie's apartment. You texted his neighbor carter letting him know you would be at the stadium within the hour.
Carter, Jamies Goalie and Neighbor had agreed to leave a key to his place outside the door so you could leave your stuff there to make it to the game on time. He also agreed to get you a media pass so you would be able to surprise Jamie.
After you dropped your stuff off you headed straight to the Arena. You got in through the back and quickly made your way to your seat. You opted for a pretty bad seat but you didn't want Jamie to see you.
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The Flyers had won the game against the wings and you were more than ready to run down and see your boyfriend.
You quickly made your way to the ice, walking to the locker rooms. You stood outside of the locker room.
Many teammates walked by giving you an odd look as they had no idea who you were.
Carter came out and sent a smile your way, as you handed him the key to his apartment," Thank you so much for helping me."
"I did this for the kid but, your welcome," He said with a laugh," I'll see you both later."
You stood a little longer, Jamie was the last one out.
He walked out of the locker room, with wet hair and you swear he's never looked so good. His eyes were stuck on his phone.
You picked up your phone calling him. He answered.
"Look up, idiot," You said before hanging up.
Jamies eyes met yours, you both felt butterflies as the world around you froze. You practically ran to Jamie engulfing him in a much needed hug.
"I can feel your heart inside of mine"
"Is this real? how are you here?" He said pulling away to look at you.
"I'm moving here," You smiled leaning up to kiss him.
"baby, you have school," He said, once he pulled away hesitantly.
"I'm transferring, I couldn't be away from you any more," You spoke softly," I already talked to my advisor, Trev's gonna keep an eye on my place til we can move the rest, and for now my suitcases are at Carters."
"I love you so much," Jamie said as he awed at not only your physical beauty but how perfect you were for him. He truly thought that he wouldn't see you for months but now here you are in his arms, and he is never letting you go again.
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wittyminds · 10 months ago
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Golden Hour - James Potter
Anonymous request:
also, i dunno if you’re still active, since it’s been a while, BUTTT james potter with a girlfriend taking care of him after he’s at a party?
James Potter x Girlfriend Reader
Warnings - Fluff, fluff and more fluff
A/N
sorry it's been ages since my last post, i needed time to do exams, mental health stuff etc and this was distracting me from school (i say that and im supposed to be studying for an exam tomorrow). i am trying to answer the prompts people gave me and i apologise again for the extremely long wait. i understand if you're a little annoyed or have forgotten about asking in the first place. this isn't my best story i'll admit and it is a little short but... i tried :/
You can't remember how long the party had gone on for but, by the time you climb the stairs to the dormitory to crash, the clocks read 2 o'clock. You probably could've stayed longer if Sirius hadn't been flirting with you drunkenly or if your boyfriend, James, hadn't started singing a cappella ABBA. Not that he's a bad singer. He just gets a bit... friendly towards everyone around him.
After wrestling your way through the crowd, you now stand overlooking the party, fighting the urge to facepalm at your boyfriend as he prances about the room.
You carry yourself to your room, changing into your comfies and burrowing down into your blankets. A book that has been gathering dust on your table catches your interest and just as you slide the bookmark out, a loud thump against the door causes you to nearly jump out of your skin.
Springing from your bed, you slowly make your way to the door, fight or flight responses going crazy. Of course, it could just be one of your roommates. They were light drinkers and after a couple drinks they all went down like dominoes. Or it could be Sirius coming to ask if you want another drink or a dance.
You shake your head at the thought and open the door, staring up at the boy swaying in the dim light.
His large frame crashes through the door, almost crushing you.
"James!" You put your hands out to stop him from going any further forward and he staggers, trying to keep his balance.
His brow furrows as he looks around, clearly confused by his surroundings and you can't help but laugh slightly at the sight.
"Hang on.." His voice slurs and he stumbles over his feet again, "This isn't the boy's dorm."
You place your hands on his chest and steady him, "No. No it's not."
"Oh.." He steps back unsteadily into the hall, leaving you to follow him in case of an accident.
By the time you both reach the boy's dormitory, the only victims of his drunken state were an innocent coffee table, a series of butterbeer bottles and a terrified first year who just wanted to go to bed.
You practically carry him to his room, which proves a difficult task given he is nearly twice your size. He mumbles something as you lay him down but not even he seems to know what he's rambling on about.
"Right," You say softly, tucking his blankets over him like a child, "Go to sleep, you idiot."
He smiles a smile that scrunches his nose and you mirror him, giggling quietly.
"You're pr'tty."
Your smile falters slightly and try to stop the blush rising to your cheeks.
You had almost forgotten about his shameless honesty when drunk. Sure, it was nice to hear but he could warn you a little before springing the charm on you. He knows how easily you blush and was constantly using to his advantage.
When you turn to face him, he is still staring at you with large puppy dog eyes and a lazy smile that warms your heart. With a roll of your eyes, you walk back over and perch on the edge of the bed.
"Come again, Jamie?" Your voice was quiet but sweet and his crooked grin made the blush come back in a warm rush.
"You're pretty." His words are less slurred this time and you brush a hand over his hair, sweeping it out of his eyes fondly.
"I think you need to sleep, love." You murmur, trying to ignore the urge to fall asleep curled next to him, "You'll regret it tomorrow if you don't."
"Ugh." His face screws up and you giggle softly at the animated response, "You sound just like Moony!"
You roll your eyes again and just as you stand up, he makes a clumsy grab for your hand and pulls you back. You land on his chest and see him holding back a grunt of surprise from the impact.
You laugh out an apology and he looks away drowsily, clearly away to fall asleep.
"G'night, Jamie." His eyelids flutter and he forces his eyes open.
"What? I'm not sleepy!" He cries, voice scratchy already and rubs an eye with one hand, the other pulling you closer.
"Seriously?" You can't help but play along with his game.
"Mhm." He nods his head, "I could stay up for hours!"
His eyes droop again and his breathing grows heavy.
"Jamie?"
"Mhm?"
"You're falling asleep."
He doesn't reply and when you look up, his eyes are closed.
Taking the opportunity, you attempt to climb off of him but his arm is like a vice and you groan, silently cursing his stubbornness. Your head falls against his chest, his heartbeat filling your ears and you find yourself relaxing at the sound.
The golden glow of the candles sends a warm light over James and you can't help but stare at his still form, taking in every detail. The light dusting of freckles across his nose and the faint trace of a scar from a Quidditch match in his third year.
This is your own perfect golden hour, the two of you snuggled up with the smell of butterbeer and autumn outside.
You wait for his snores to fill the room but they don't come. Had he finally stopped snoring? Or was he trying to prove he wasn't sleeping?
"I'm gonna marry you one day."
His voice breaks the silence and your heart flutters at the words. You look up at your boyfriend and cuddle in closer to his side, wanting to stay in this moment forever. Just the two of you in your own perfect, slightly tipsy, world.
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mxqdii · 1 year ago
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cardigan - m.s
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pairings: matt sturniolo x reader
summary: cardigan by taylor swift lyrics as matt and readers relationship (idk how to explain just read it)
warning(s): angst, fluff, some sad stuff.
not proofread
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and when i felt like i was an old cardigan, under someones bed. you put me on and said i was your favorite.
i sit in my room muffling my sobs as i hear footsteps coming towards the door.
i hear three light knocks along with matts soft voice
"y/n? are you okay?" he asks and i quickly wipe my tears and clear my throat.
"yeah, yeah i'm fine." i croak out and the door slightly opens, the sight of matt filling my eyes with more tears
he sits down on the bed next to me wiping my tears as they fall
"what happened? talk to me." he says tucking a strand of hair behind my ear.
"i'm no ones favorite person, i know that sounds stupid i just-" you ramble on before getting interrupted.
"you're my favorite person"
a friend to all, is a friend to none, chase two girls, loose the one.
im sitting at home when i get a text from nick saying to come to a movie with him.
i groan, feeling all comfortable in my spot on the couch when i feel my phone vibrate again.
"come on, ill pay if you drive" the text says.
i agree and get ready, pulling up to the triplets house and opening the unlocked door.
nick comes downstairs and i pause
"oh! i almost forgot, i have to get my sweater back from matt, i left it here last time" i say, walking upstairs to matts room.
i forget to knock and just open the door, seeing what was about to be a kiss between matt and some other girl.
matt jumps at the sight of me and tears fill my eyes
"what the fuck matt??" i yell
"its not what it looks like!" he says and i laugh as the tears roll down my cheek
"ohh okay, enlighten me then." i snap back and he looks down to the floor
"i just- i wanted to be sure.." he mumbles
"what?" i say, fidgeting with my rings.
"i'm just- i'm being a friend okay y/n!? i comfort you when you're upset don't i?" he explains
"okay then, tell me you feel absolutely nothing for her then, tell me i'm the only girl you like" i protest, waiting for his response
he stays silent, looking down, which is all of an answer that i need from him.
"you've just lost me matt, goodbye."
but i knew you, playing hide and seek and giving me your weekends.
i sit at the table amongst my friends, them all engaging in the conversation.
meanwhile, i'm looking at old pictures and videos of me and matt, remembering what we had.
the adrenaline, the laughter, the love.
tears brim my eyes but i push them back, not wanting to burst out crying in the middle of lunch.
i come across a video of me and matt trying not to laugh while hiding from chris and nick.
i smile as a tear falls, remembering our movie nights every weekend, our date to the aquarium, everything.
i don't wanna miss him, but how could i not?
you drew stars around my scars, but now im bleeding.
when things got rough, matt was always there. he was the one telling me it was alright, the one who got me through it all, even if it was silly little things.
"no way! i am not going" i protest and matt laughs
"y/n, you have to." he says, grabbing my hand
ive hated going to the doctor since i was little,
(which matt is very aware of.)
sadly he still wants me to go even though im begging him not to make me
(we both know he'll make me go)
"listen, i know you dont like going, but i'll be there the whole time okay? plus it's this appointment and then one more next month, and thats it."
i sigh in defeat, knowing i can't be upset when he makes it all better.
"fine but you're coming to the next one too." i say and he laughs
"its already in my calender" he says with a smile
i stare at the reminder on my phone about tomorrow's doctors appointment, remembering how matt promised he'd go to it with me.
but that was last month, and things were different then.
i feel tears fall down my face, remembering how much better things were with matt.
i go on messages and click on matts contact, debating on calling him.
i groan, putting my phone back in my pocket, driving to the appointment.
but i knew you'd linger like a tattoo kiss, i knew you'd haunt all of my what if's
its been 2 months since everything, and me and matt have been texting a little bit since, thing's aren't the same, they never will be.
it'll never be like how it used to.
"matt! stop!" i say laughing
"get off!" i yell with laughter
if someone were to walk in right now, they'd see two lovestruck teenagers in matts bed.
he's currently tickling me to death and attacking me with kisses.
and even though i'm telling him to stop, in this moment, i feel like i've never been happier.
he stops his actions and his face hovers above mine, his eyes flickering to my lips
i smile, and he kisses me softy.
a kiss filled with love and passion, a kiss i'll never forget.
i knew you'd miss me once the thrill expired
me and nick have been on call for a while and somehow the topic stumbled on to matt and the girl i walked in on him with
"yeah i think matt's tired of her or something, me and chris don't really like her either" he says and my eyes widen
"what do you mean he's tired of her?" i ask
"well, he used to be more excited around her but now the most i see him smiling is when he's texting you"
nick says and my heart flutters
i can't go back to matt, not after what he did.
but i do really miss him, and i know he misses me too.
"you should start talking to him more, i know he really hurt you after what he did but i think he's truly changed, he seems just- i dont know- different." nick rambles on
"i dont know nick... after what he did, if he's really changed, he's gonna have to prove it to me." i say.
i knew you'd come back to me.
"happy birthday to y/n, happy birthday to you!" the party sings and i blow out my candles
i am happy, but i can't help but feel like somethings missing.
all my friends and family are here, everyone i know and love, everyone except matt.
i feel sadness fill my thoughts for a moment but brush it off, i can't be sad right now, not here, not today.
i watch as everyone encourages me to open gifts, agreeing while sitting down around the pile of presants.
i open them, listening to the chatter around me and the rain pouring from outside, opening all but 1.
"who's this one from?" i ask, laughing at the handwriting, but nobody answers.
i look around at everyone as they stay silent, making me look down at the writing again, instantly remembering that only matt writes his T's like that.
i smile, unwrapping the gift.
my eyes widen at the sight, its a necklace i said i wanted last year.
he remembered.
a smile, observing it, when suddenly there’s a knock at the door.
i look around, confused because everyone was already here, but still getting up to open the door.
i widen my eyes at the sight of matt, soaking wet, drenched by the rain.
"listen, i'm sorry, truly y/n. i was so fucked up for leading you on like that and then just throwing it all away, it's you y/n it's always been you. you're the one for me, and i know i messed up but i can't sit at home re-reading our texts and watching our old videos, i want you back- please i- i need you back." he says, voice hoarse from crying, tears streaming down his face.
"i-" i try to find the words to respond, but can't
i step out onto the porch where he was standing, letting the rain drench me as well.
pulling matt in, kissing him.
a kiss that will forevermore top any other kiss.
a kiss filled with need and desire, a desire to just be close to eachother again.
we pull away after what feels like forever, and he places his forhead against mine.
"you're always gonna be my favorite"
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heliswife · 3 months ago
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jake x a reader who hates him and avoids him because he reminds them of someone they hate but when they are forced to hang out they realize that they actually have a lot of chemistry…..,,. take ur time btw no rush
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TBIS IS A FIRE IDEA ACTUALLY!!! TY POOKIE!!! those following for pjsk fics sorry but the brainrot is taking over <3 plus writing for other fandoms is a nice break from pjsk :3 this is a non-idol au thing ig 🤭
@onthat611beat hope you like it ♡
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Your ex-friend used to have a massive crush on Jake. She would rant about him all the time, saying stuff such as "we were meant to be!" or "he looked at me, he wants me bad!"
You were sick of it, and by the time you cut contact with her, you didn't want to hear anything about Jake again. You avoided him in the halls and in your classes, memories of that friend coming back whenever you looked at him.
"Y/N! There's this guy I'm sort of interested in, and he wants to have a study group with us and some of his friends!" Your best friend and roommate grinned.
"Who is it?" You asked her, secretly praying it wasn't going to be a repeat of what happened with your ex-friend.
"His name is Riki, look!" Your friend showed you a picture of the guy she liked. He didn't seem bad. And your friend seemed normal enough about him.
"Yeah, he's cute. Sure, I'll go to the study group with you."
The next day, when you walked in the café you guys decided to meet up in, you saw Riki, your bestie, and...
"Y/n, this is Jaeyun. He's in the grade above you, right?"
"Mhm, nice to meet you, y/n. You can call me Jake." He flashed a warm smile at you. It made your stomach churn with how nice he was to you.
Memories of your ex-friend and her toxicity flooded your brain, yet you pulled yourself together and held your hand out. "Nice to meet you, Jake!"
His hand was warm. You were sort of understanding why your ex-friend liked Jake now.
The study group went surprisingly smoothly, with you exchanging numbers with the two boys and leaving with a stomach full of sweets.
You explained to your bestie the situation between you and your ex-friend, how she was in love with Jake and how she was a huge asshole towards you.
"Is that why you looked shocked when you saw him?" She asked.
You nodded. "Was it that obvious? God, I really hope I didn't give him a bad impression of me..."
"Don't worry, y/n, it wasn't that obvious." Your friend said before being interrupted by the ding of your phone. An unknown number.
hey y/n this is jake from the study group i just remembered i had your number lol
"It's Jake. Whenever I think of him, I think of my ex-friend and then I start feeling sick. Should I answer?" Your finger hovered above the message icon.
"Yes, duh? Forget about that shitty girl, that's in the past. It's time to move on and forget about her, y/n."
"Hm.. You're right. I'll respond. I know it's been half a year, but it's hard to get over it." Your fingers rapidly typed and backspace until you found a response you would send to him.
hi jake!! dw abt it, im glad you texted me
"I literally can't do this bestie, what if he hates me? Fuck, that message sounded so cringy." The worst case scenarios flashed in your eyes.
"He doesn't. Read the message he just sent, I don't think anyone who hates you would send that."
do you wanna go get lunch with me tomorrow? i wanna talk to you more, you seem chill 😄 also your friend likes riki right? she makes it obvious
"I DO?" Your best friend gasped. When you agreed, your friend threw her head back, landing on one of the soft pillows of your bed. "It's fine, I'll deal with it later. Back to you, y/n~"
"Oh lord."
"You should go with Jake! He's asking you out on a date!"
"He is?" You reread the message. "Oh shit, he is."
"Y/n l/n, you are a total loser. Your life is so boring, like, you've never been in a relationship? You should go. It'll make your life interesting."
"Geez, you're such a nice friend." You rolled your eyes.
yeah ofc!! where & when?
is noon at the pizza place near the cafe alright with you?
mhm, see u there :)
You turned your phone off and let your brain process what was happening.
The only knowledge you've had of Jake prior to this was from your ex-friend, and she looked at him with rose-colored glasses. You were going on a date with the very person your ex-friend was head over heels for.
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Fast-forward to the next day, you put on an outfit you deemed worthy for an outing and exited the house. You hoped your bestie wouldn't blow up the house.
Once you arrived at the pizza place, you spotted Jake waiting outside, scrolling on his phone.
"Jake!" You called, and his head perked up, smiling wide as he waved to you, "I hope I didn't keep you waiting too long!"
"Y/n! Don't worry about it, I just got here anyways, let's go in and order, 'kay?" It wasn't even a sort of anymore. You were definitely understanding why your ex-friend was obsessed with Jake.
Your eyes couldn't leave Jake as he ordered a pizza and drinks for you both, and you didn't even process the question he asked you until he pointed out your lack of response.
"Sorry, I just feel... I don't know, out of it? Could be nerves," You awkwardly laughed.
Jake only cocked his head his face painted with a confused expression before giving you a small grin. "I get it, nerves do that to me too. So, um, what do you like to do?"
"I- I like writing?"
"That's cool, do you think you could ever show me one of your stories?" When he noticed your eyes widening, he laughed, "I'm kidding, you don't have to show me if you don't want to."
The pizza came, and you two chatted about anything you could think of. You talked about your friends antics and he talked about his. He even showed you a picture of his cute dog.
"Y/n, if you don't want to answer this, it's fine, but why did you ignore me before you were forced to see me at the café. Did I do anything wrong?"
Shit. Now you were forced to talk about your past with your ex-friend. "I had a friend who used to like you. You were all she would talk about, and it was getting annoying. She was an asshole too. After we stopped being friends, I didn't want to be reminded of her, and you happened to be one of the things that reminded me of her. I feel bad about ignoring you, since you're a great guy."
"Oh, it was *****, yeah? I remember her." Hearing her name made you feel lightheaded. "I'm sorry you had to deal with that. If it makes you better, I never liked her much."
"Seriously?"
"Yup, you want to head back to my dorm? I could show you my lego collection?"
"Sure," You giggled, getting up out of your seat in the booth, Jake following suit. You felt a sense of relief knowing that Jake didn't like your ex-friend.
As you two were walking back, gray clouds started to gather. A few rain droplets fell on your face before the downpour began. You and Jake looked at each other before Jake took your hand and started running to his dorm, dragging you along.
Once you guys made it, you were both soaking wet and panting. "I wasn't expecting it to rain, sorry.."
"It's okay. I really enjoyed your company..."
Silence filled the room. Jake's hand was still holding yours. "Y/n... may I..?"
"Please, Jaeyun."
His lips pressed onto yours, and even if it was for a second, it felt like time stopped. It was just you and him in this little world.
"Tomorrow, I'll take you on a real date, when it isn't raining. We could go wherever, just tell me," Jake told you when the kiss ended.
"Let's hope it isn't raining tomorrow, promise we'll go wherever?"
"I pinky promise, dear." He held out his pinky, and you intertwined it with yours.
This was the start of a new chapter, a chapter without her, and you had someone, who although gave you bad memories from the previous chapter, would be by your side.
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sugdenlovesdingle · 7 months ago
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Seven Sentence Sunday (times two!)
thanks for the tag @sznofthesticks @im-overstimulated-and-im-sad @welcometololaland
As usual I have way too many fics on the go and i need motivation and inspiration to actually finish some of them sometime this century... so here's two snippets from two fics
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Nancy/Marjan
"Come home with me after shift."
"What? Are you sure?"
Marjan nodded, looking down at their joint hands for a moment before meeting Nancy's eyes again.
"Never been more sure. I just... I want to be with you... I want to wake up next to you tomorrow, I want to find out what you're like first thing in the morning, I want to know what you like for breakfast... I just want you."
"You have me." Nancy promised. "I've kind of had a thing for you since the first time you walked through those doors downstairs and announced you were here to see Owen Strand. I'm not letting you go now."
"Really?" Marjan asked. There was a hint of sadness in her eyes but at the same time it thrilled her to know Nancy had liked her for that long.
"Yeah. You were all confident and badass... and beautiful." Nancy leaned down to kiss her.
They were usually more careful when they were at work, and maybe it was the nice weather they'd been having, the fact that Marjan had pulled off another ridiculously risky stunt but was fine, the two days off they had coming up, or maybe it was just that they were still in the honeymoon stage of their relationship and just wanted to kiss each other every chance they got, but they let themselves get lost in the kiss and completely forgot where they were.
Until the door opened and someone walked in.
"Woah, shit, sorry! I didn't see anything!" Paul announced loudly, covering his eyes as the two women jumped apart.
"Paul! What are you doing here?!" Marjan hissed.
"I just wanted to gather my stuff so I won't have to do it when shift is over. But clearly you're busy in here so I'll just..." he trailed off and felt around for the door handle.
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Buck/Tommy
(technically Buck & his firefam but - details)
“Morning. What are we talking about, mister... Kinard…” Eddie trailed off. “Are you two becoming one of those couples now? Is Tommy walking around with Buckley on his back?”
Buck grinned and raised an eyebrow at his best friend.
“No. Nope. Don’t answer that. I don’t want to know.” Eddie warned him quickly, holding up his hand as if that would stop Buck from talking. 
“I mean… he’s probably still in bed… so he’s not wearing much of anything right now.” Buck grinned and sat down at the table next to Hen while Eddie groaned and muttered something under his breath about never being friends with couples.
“Did you know?” Hen asked Eddie when he joined them at the table.
“Know what?”
Hen grabbed Buck’s left hand and showed Eddie his ring.
“You asked him? I thought you wanted to wait until the party?”
“Yeah… but then I picked him up from work last week… and I just couldn’t wait.” Buck smiled. “When you know, you know, right?”
“Hmm.” Eddie agreed as he focused on his coffee.
“So you knew?” Hen asked again.
“Yeah. I helped him pick out the ring.” Eddie shrugged. “And when I say helped I mean apologised to the woman in the store who had to show him every ring they had at least twice, before he eventually bought the first one she'd shown him. He's banned from the place for life now." he joked. "I didn’t know he was going to propose now though.”
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tagging @carlos-in-glasses @bonheur-cafe @cold-blooded-jelly-doughnut @oldfangirl81 @your-catfish-friend
@chicgeekgirl89 @lemonlyman-dotcom @sanjuwrites + open tag for whoever wants to share something
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f4iry-bell · 6 months ago
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jameson hawthorne x f!reader [enemies to lovers] | part 4
part 3
hiii, the first part of the fic is noice!!!!! but the second part is meh. im so sorry i suck at angst 😭😭
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It has been two whole months since Jameson and her came to their agreement to see eachother but with no strings attached. Two whole months of fun that he has never experienced. It's not just the sex that he enjoyed, he also loved the part where when they are done he shares his life risking experience to her and she shares something small about her. It was like a tradition for them to share something with eachother after they are done. But today it was different, when they were finished she quickly went to the bathroom to clean herself up. Jameson also noticed that she got a text from Logan asking ‘are you ready?’ he fronwed at the text and wondered why she's still hanging out with him, she's done with the secret society, he knew that because she told him herself.
When she came out of the bathroom with new clothes he fronwed again. She was not wearing a casual outfit, it looked like she's going to go out.
“Logan texted you.” Jameson comments, ignoring how she looked in that outfit. 
“Oh, okay.” Was all she said. 
“So…Are you coming back to bed?” He asked, he has the perfect story to make her stay. He doesn't want to jump into the questions this soon.
“Not today.” She said as she collected her things from the bed.
“Why? You going somewhere?” He asked moving to the other side of the bed where she was collecting her things from the night stand.
“Yeah.”
“I'm guessing it's with Logan.” It wasn't a guess. He was sure of it.
She nodded.
“But I have the best story to tell you. You know?” He said putting on a charming grin.
“You can tell me later. I'm already late.” She said and went to grab her dirty clothes, Jameson took the opportunity to grab her hand to stop her from rushing to leave him to see another man. The realisation made his stomach twist.
“But what about our little tradition?” He asked.
“Not today, Jameson. I'll see you later.” She kissed his cheeks and removed her hand from his grip.
He slightly pouted as she left the room.
_
It's been four hours since she left. Jameson couldn't help but wonder if she was just hanging out with Logan as friends or something else. He pushed that thought aside and texted her like always does when she's not with him sometimes.
lowkey miss you.
He put his phone away knowing she's probably chatting some news paper stuff with Logan. Or he might be flirting with her. He won't be surprised if he did. She's beautiful and interesting. Who wouldn't?
But he was wrong. She texted back immediately. 
Aw, I'll see you later tomorrow. Just hold onto my mini bunny plushie.
He smiled at her text, she left her plushie two weeks ago or something. Though it's her favourite plushie and only plushies she took from home to college, she still left it at Jameosn’s apartment to leave something that reminded him of her.
J - Why are you online? Aren't you on a date?
It wasn't a date. He knew it. But had to make sure still. Why would she even go out on a date with Logan? From what he remembered she always complain how he wants to meet her to discuss about what article to release every week for the newspaper but keeps ditching her then and there. He's worth no one's time from what he heard from her. 
He got a call. So he excused himself lol
There it is again. Jameson thought how he would have ignored the call if he was with her to just talk to her. She's still online and replying fast which means Logan is taking his own time on this call of his. You don't take so much time when you're alone with a pretty girl like her. So he called her.
As soon as she answered he spoke. “Ditch him.”
She chuckled which made him smile. “What?”
“Ditch him. It's not like he hasn't done that to you before.” He said.
“I can't. He's going to come back and be disappointed.” She said.
“If he comes back.” He corrected her.
“He will.” She assured.
“Don't care. Ditch him and meet me.” He suggested.
“Your apartment is quite far.” She stated.
“Where are you?” He asked her.
She told him where she's at a bar. He knew the bar well so he asked her to wait two blocks away so Logan wouldn't come outside and find her. Jameson wanted to surprise her this time, so he did a thing that would interest her. When he arrived at her location, his lips curled up to a beam of sunlight of a smile. He would pay a million dollars to see the reaction on her face when he parked his borrowed motorcycle near her. She walked closer to where he was as he took off his helmet. She didn't need him to take off his helmet to tell that the guy on a motorcycle and black leather jacket is Jameson Hawthorne. 
“Where did you get this?” She giggled, both of them were smiling like fools. Her smiling because he's on a motorcycle, him smiling because it's hard not to when she's smiling like that.
“Stole. Now hop on.” He was not asking as he grabbed the spare helmet and handed it over to her.
She was thinking about it for a moment. 
“You're not scared now, are you? Come on, Ace. I know you better than that.” He pushed the helmet to her again. 
She knew this won't be a slow ride. This is Jameson Hawthorne on a motorcycle, he will drive like it's his last moment on earth. But this time he will drive like it's their last moment on earth.
“Fine.” She grabbed the helmet from his hands and put it on. He made sure it was buckled right before he let her hop onto the motorcycle. He felt his stomach twist this time in a good way when she wrapped her arms around his waist. She has touched him a lot of times, but everytime she does the feeling never changes.
Jameson drove fast as she expected, they tried to chat with the fast wind slapping their faces as they tore through the air, words barely got inside each other's ears.They finally reached the destination Jameson wanted to show her, it was too far from the campus. A view point at the corner of the road where you can see everything below. The only light they were able to see was the half moonlight and passing vehicles light. Jameson took her hand and led her to the edge of the road, they were about 200 feet high. 
They talked about how many bones one would break if they fell for a while and other things. Somehow the conversation got linked up with Logan.
“...I do kind of feel bad for ditching Logan.” She said as she played with the grass. Jameson was laying down as she was sitting next to him.
“He ditches you all the time. You shouldn't feel bad.” He wasn't feeling bad at all. In fact he was happy that she ditched Logan to spend time with him.
“Yeah, but those were the times we were hanging out for newspaper stuff.” She shrugged.
“And you didn't hang out this time?” He chuckled.
“It's not a hangout, dummy. It was a date. That's why I feel bad, you know? I could have at least told him that I'm leaving face to face. Maybe the call was really important, he was telling me about his father and how he is…” Jamesom stopped listening when the word ‘date’ left her lips.
He scrunched his face. “Wait, what? A date?” 
Her heartbeat started to race a little, this shouldn't bother her. “Yeah.” She said, sighing out loud.
“A date.” He sat up. He didn't say much but his face spoke a lot. For someone who had a good poker face Jameson was showing a lot of emotions than necessary.
“Jameson. You can't be upset.” Her tone was sober. 
“Of course I can't.” He let out a fake chuckle.
“Jameson, we agreed—”
“No strings attached.” He completed the sentence nodding his head.
“Then why are you upset?” Her tone was getting frustrated. He showed no direct interest during the past two months. They both didn't. “We're not a couple.”
“Yeah, cause we're just fucking, right? You can't be serious. You can't just go on a date with someone when you're…” He didn't know what they were. To him what they agreed to and what they have was different. And what they have—or had is special.
“You can't be serious.You are just mad that I'm not just sticking with you, that I went on a date. You can't act like you've liked me all this time when you and I both know it's not true.” She told him what she thought was happening. Jameson doesn't like her, but don't like the idea of someone else having her. 
“Is that what you think?” He asked, a bit hurt of what she thinks of him. “No, I'm not just acting like I like you. I've always been interested in you. I didn't know what it was at first but the more I spend my time with you, I realised how much I like you. But I'm glad to know this is how you see me after all this time.” He was genuinely hurt by how low she thinks of him.
“You're just saying that.” She said.
“Or is that what you want to believe?” He scoffed.
“I’m leaving.” She said as she got up and started walking away from him. He immediately followed her.
“Where are you going? You can't just walk all the way down, you know?” He said, following her. She didn't reply or stop. She was simply being unreasonable. 
Jameson was the one who was supposed to be acting this way given his past. 
He grabbed her hand to stop her. “Stop. You don't have to talk to me, just let me take you back to campus.”
She knew it's a long walk down the road. A cab won't come up here. She sighed and nodded her head.
The ride back to campus was opposite to everything it was coming here. Quiet and slow. Jameson knew this might be the last time he'd get to be this close to her. 
She mumbled a thank you when he stopped at her destination and left immediately. He was so hurt by her behaviour. Both of them knew they were more than just friends with benefits. She just won't accept it. Jameson tried to think that she went on the date just to make Jameson jealous so he'd confess his feelings and they'll be together but her behaviour at the cliff told a different story. She was more than Jameson himself. Only if he could read her mind he'd know what to do.
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gabessquishytum · 1 year ago
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Heyo, it's water spirit dream anon again. I feel like I should grab an emoji but tbh Im not sure what all's taken.
Speaking of I was very taken with the Hot mess Hob and Horny neighbor Dream au a while back, yknow the one where there's a fire alarm and Hob ends up outside in a towel? Good stuff. Well Ive just had my own very specific Yes And to add.
Hob and Dream have apparetments right next door to eachother, and thus have pretty close balconies. Well on day, Dream's pet (cat or raven as you prefer) hops onto Hob's balconey from Dream's, and no amount of coaxing will get them to jump back. Dream is very flustered thinking about Asking Hot Hob nextdoor to let him in so he can retrieve his Stupid Son, but he takes a deep breath and knocks on his door.
Hob answers in the smallest shorts he's ever seen and an apron, clearly embarrassed, and it's only getting worse when he realizes it's Dream of all people. He's been doing like 10 different chores, including laundry, and dream has caught him doing dishes. After some stammering, Dream asks Hob is he can get his pet off his balconey, and Hob rushes to go get the door bc Kitty!!! (Or birb?) And gives Dream a wonderful view of his mostly bare back and ass hanging out of his shorts.
If Raven, Hob opens the door and Matthew swoops in to land on Dream's shoulder, preening at his hair and shirt collar while Hob laighs in delight and calls him Beautiful. Matthew takes a cautious interest in Hob and Dream asks if he'd like to saw hello, and to hold out his arm, just don't pet him too much, it's bad for his feathers. He tentatively hops onto Hob's outstretched arm and says "Hello" in Dream's voice to him, being very friendly, before leaning in very close and making Hob nervous. Dream is very embarrassed to tell Hob that what Matthew wants is a kiss. Hob gives his head a little kiss and Matthew goes "Wow!" And swoops back to Dream. Look up Fable the raven on youtube, she's great!
If cat, Hob rushes to the balcony to make sure he hasn't jumped clean off the building and Dream rushes after to see Hob walk back in with a luxurious black cat draoed over his shoulders rubbing on him like no tomorrow. He's smilling and petting and kissing and Dream is Not jealous of his cat even if he would like to wrap around Hob's shoulders and be petted and kissed he's So not jealous. Hob walks them to the door, and when trying to get his cat back, the cat takes the tie of Hob's robe with him and leaves Hob basically naked in front of a Dream who's trying very hard to wrangle his cat and get him safely back to his apartment. It's so so tempting but Hob is Busy, and Dream needs to get his Son inside, and even though they'd both just love to jump into Hob's freshly made bed, they are alas victims of Bad Timing. Dream and Hob exchange an awkward goodbye in the hallway, and each go back to their days. Hob does he rest of his chores sinking furthur into the "God Shit it's Always a bad time when he's around! I'll never get to ask him out!" And Dream daydreams the rest of the day about Hob in a cute little apron, doing things around the house and doting on Dream with pets and kisses. ❤
And as a side note I am a firm Fucked Up Knee Hob Truther and with all that leggy on display, maybe Dream asks about it? Maybe offers to help Hob with stuff if he ever needs it, he's stronger than he looks, promise. And maybe Hob wants to rearrange his bedroom furniture? And ends up pinned to his askew bed by an indeed, stronger than he looks Dream.
Luv u mwuah
OOOO YES I always wanna talk about nearly naked, blushing and stammering Hob.
Hob kind of tends to lose track of his chores during the week, what with work and trying to have a social life. Laundry particularly tends to pile up, meaning that by Sunday he’s down to his very last items of clothing: tiny football shorts, SpongeBob socks… he does have a t-shirt but he was doing his meal prep and ended up spilling something all over himself (hence he is now shirtless. and wearing an apron, too little too late). The shorts are absolutely too small, he’s had them since he was 18 and still in his twink phase. So you better believe that Dream gets an EYEFUL when he comes to the door. Poor Hob is so embarrassed, particularly with his sore knee on display (he’s a lil bit insecure about it and he notices that Dream is staring, little does he know that it’s only made Dream fall for him even more).
The rescue of the birb/kitty cheers Hob right up though, and he forgets his almost nakedness. He peppers Dream’s runaway pet in kisses and cooes over them, gushing about how he really wants a pet but he works all day and it wouldn’t be fair to leave an animal alone, plus he’s often too sore to walk a dog or anything like that. Dream immediately offers Hob the opportunity for pet cuddles any time he wants (he’s almost like “you can cuddle me too” but he just stops himself at the last second). Pet cuddles are healing!!
They keep having awkward little meetings and then one evening Dream hears a knock on his door. Hob is there in baggy sweats and a hoodie, and he looks sad and tired. Dream invites him in straight away, and Hob explains that he’s in so much pain today and he really doesn’t want to be alone. Before he knows what’s happening he’s being ushered onto Dream’s sofa and he gets either a kitty on his lap or a Birb on his shoulder for comfort, and Dream immediately makes tea. Hob sheepishly explains that he tried to move furniture on his own and Dream gets this real mother hen expression. He promises to come over the next day and help out.
Next day happens to be chore day again and there’s Hob in his obscenely tiny shorts and a shirt with “my tits are up here” printed on the front. He’s also baked cookies (with frozen cookie dough, he admits, but Dream is no less charmed). They quickly get to work on the furniture and Dream takes great pleasure in demonstrating how strong he is!
Neither of them are quite sure how they end up sprawled together on the mattress. Dream is pretty sure that he just groped Hob’s chest as they both tumbled down. He is pretty sure that Hob was the first to lean in for a kiss, though.
It’s fair to say that the something does get rearranged, just not the furniture that Hob was expecting 😏 and Dream is very gentle with him… just not too gentle!
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sniffanimal · 5 months ago
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I think one thing to remember about (some presentations of) ADHD is that it isn't always a literal internal dialogue of "That task is overwhelming/too hard/too many steps/unrewarding so I won't do it". For me, it's more like the idea of doing that task slides off my brain like butter in a hot pan. I will look at an overwhelming task and before I even finish the thought of "I should do that" my brain shakes like an etch a sketch and I've already forgotten it.
This particularly pissed my mom off when I was a kid because it's hard for me to see a sink full of dishes and associate that with "I need to do dishes", or she'd tell me to vacuum but because I wasn't immediately looking at a vacuum, I'd forget to do it. ADHD was weirdly very quiet for me, because I just wouldn't see things that overwhelmed me!
I'm now an adult who has lived on my own (/with another ADHD roommate) for 8 years now, been through therapy, and am medicated, so under the readmore I'll put some ways I combat this clear-cache process my brain does.
(obligatory im not a therapist or a doctor or anything so make sure you're consulting with those folks before doing anything major with your life. I have ADHD and have been treated for it, as well as I teach kids how to manage their neurodiversity as a job)
"I just can't remember to do something that I need to do regularly." This sucks to hear, but the answer really is routines. Routines are essential for helping manage sanity and overwhelm and keeping your house in order. And I know, firsthand, that ADHDers struggle with forming routines, but here's my major tips: scaffold. Scaffolding, or chaining, or stacking or any other name refers to picking something you already do at a set time (it's easiest if it's something you HAVE to do, like go to work or wake up in the morning, etc), and pairing your new routine task with that. And also its important to only try adding one thing to a routine at a time. Don't try to start showering, brushing your teeth, packing tomorrow's lunch, setting out clothes for the morning, reading, journalling, and doing yoga before bed all at once. Start with just brushing your teeth before you go to bed every day for like 2 weeks. Once you're solid on doing that, start adding in something else! People kinda hate on the book bc it's full of platitudes but I really liked a lot of the stuff in Atomic Habits by James Clear for setting new habits.
"I can't remember to do something that I don't need to do regularly. It's hard because I can't work it into a routine." It is not a shameful thing to need to make different visual or physical reminder for when you need to do things. Two things I particularly struggle with is turning the A/C off when I leave a room, or turning the oven off when I'm done using it. For the former, I have a small card I laminated that says 'turn off heat' that I velcro to the thermostat. When I turn the A/C on, I take the card and put it in my pocket or on my shirt or hair or somewhere where I will have it with me so that I can see the card later and remember to turn it off. For the latter, I have a necklace that I put a little tag on it that says 'OVEN' on it. When I turn the oven on, I put the necklace on, and it stays on until I turn the oven off and can take the necklace off. Try creating environmental things that work for you! I've seen people put their meds next to the canned cat food because their cats would remind them to feed them, and they would see their meds then and remember to take them!
"My working memory is really poor, I forget what I was doing in the middle of doing it." This is a kind of hard one to work on without just actively doing things in your life, but something I find that kinda helps me is doing puzzles! I'm not a big jigsaw puzzle person, but I love sudoku, pictogram, and crosswords (and some of the other things like wordle etc.) Logic puzzles are another good way to work on needing to hold something in your working memory. Puzzle video games like Portal are also good for exercising your working memory. Working memory is a bit like a muscle, and needs to be stretched to hone as a skill. When you're in the middle of one task, and another one comes up, having a pen and paper ALWAYS handy makes it easy to jot down a reminder about something you need to do later. This is often called a 'parking lot', and works well for me!
Closing notes: 2 other books to check out are How to ADHD by jessica mccabe, and The Anti-planner by Dani Donovan. The former is extremely good for an overview of what living with ADHD and working with your brain is like, and the latter is actionable activities to help with breaking tasks into more manageable formats.
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kay-i-guess · 2 years ago
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snow on the beach | Percy Jackson
𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 | Percy Jackson x gn!Reader
𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 | Swearing, a monster
𝐬𝐲𝐧𝐨𝐩𝐬𝐢𝐬 | an unlikely meeting results in something fucking beautiful
𝐚𝐮𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐫’𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞 | based on this request <3 
𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭 | 1.4k ish
Holly shit I need to clear my head. I hear our apartment door slam behind me as I rush down the stairs. My head was reeling, why was this happening and why am I the only one who can see it? I feel their cool air hit my face and I just start walking not sure where I'm going. I'm brought back into my thoughts at the sound of a car horn. I stop and look around I know where I am just a few blocks from my family apartment. I rub my arms to keep myself warm even though it's still early winter it's a cold day and my fleece isn't doing much to keep the brisk wind out. 
I bite my lip as I try to get my thoughts together. Not going to lie to myself my entire life has been pretty wacky. But the last year has been something else. Today was the typing point, the tv was on with the news of some massive fire, but I could have sworn in the crowd amongst the smoke I saw 3 massive dogs, and not like mastiff size like a rhino size with glowing red eyes. When I pointed them out my family all thought I was joking and I played it off like that but the truth was I've been seeing things like that on and off for months now. I know what I saw but no one else can see it and it infuriates me.
I scan my eyes wildly for some answer as if one would be on the streets of new york. 
Fuck it, if no one else can see them then ill just have to pretend to be like them, I've been doing it my whole life just because now I have to add giant scary dogs to the list doesn't mean I can have a giant life crisis. 
I turn to head back but I stop in my tracks just a few meters away was one of them staring right at me. Okay, maybe the pretending could start when I was safe inside my home. I turn the corner and start running I can hear the pounding of its feet, or maybe that's my heart I turn to check if it's behind me but suddenly I slam into something. I tumble onto the sidewalk and I feel burning pain on one side of my body.
“Oh my gods I’m so sorry are you okay” I hear a voice say 
“Im alive if that's what you're asking” I push my body up so I can see who is talking, and my eyes widen as I see what he's holding “fuck dude is it even legal to have that!” I scramble away from the buy with the might I add very deadly weapon” 
“I think so?” his eyes widen as if releasing something “Wait you can see it” 
I wince as I stand up “You mean the fucking sword in your hand? yeah. I can see it” I scan my injuries “Dude these are my favourite pants!” where my knee and leg hit the ground there was a giant tear
“You’re more worried about your pants than the gash in your leg?” he says jokingly 
“Skin will heal my pants will not” I eye him “Who are you anyway and why were you surprised I could see your sword?”    
“Oh um this might sound weird but do you ever see anything” Taking in my bewildered expression he tries to explain “Like weird things and other people cont see them or see something else” 
 My eyes widen in shock my brain is telling me to run as far as I can but for some reason, I blurt out “Like the monster dogs?”
He seemed to be thinking then his eyes lit up “Yes! The ones with red eyes?” 
“That's what I was running from dude! There's one a few blocks around the corner!”
“Oh! Why didn't you say so?” his eyes snapped from me to the corner of the street and back to me “Meet me here tomorrow at noon okay?” 
“Sure?” I’m confused, my head is spinning and the pain from my fall is starting to kick in 
“I'll answer all your questions I promise but right now go somewhere safe. Now!”
 I do just that as I sprint away taking a different route to my home.    
Later that night I was lying in my bed my thoughts spiralling.
Who was the (quite attractive) guy?
Why can he see the same stuff as I can?
Why can I see it?
I groan as I roll over in bed, I can't deal with this right now. Even though I would see him in a few hours it felt like I would have to wait a lifetime. 
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I tap my foot as my eyes dart around the street, I had gotten there early due to my nerves. I gnaw on my lip. What if he died? I would never know, and I would never get answers. 
I glance around again and this time I spot the sea-green eyes I was looking for, I smile out of relief and almost break into a grin as he smiles back from across the street. I can't help it this guy is seriously cute. 
“Oh thank god I had thought you had died” I grab his arm pulling him towards a coffee shop to get out of the cold air.
“Awwww missed me already?” he teases as I push the door open and step inside.
“Don't flatter yourself, you owe me answers.”
We slip into a booth in the back where no one would hear us. 
“So?” I ask 
“So what?” he asked cluelessly
I roll my eyes “Well I know nothing about you except you can see stuff like me, a name would be helpful for starters”
“Percy Jackson at your service, and you are?” he extends his hand 
“Y/N L/N, a pleasure to meet you” I shake his hand and giggle slightly at the formalness of it.
Percy explains about the gods and monsters and how it was all real in our world, then about how he was a demigod and went to a camp with all of them.
I nod slowly “Okay” I can hear my voice shake slightly and I take a deep breath “Cool, cool, cool monsters and Greek gods I can get my head around 
Percy tilts his head slightly scanning my face “You seem to be taking this well”
I laugh lightly “If I'm doing well I hate to see others, but yeah after what I've seen in my life it's not hard to put a reason behind it, even if the reason is slightly mind-blowing” I joke
Percy smiles but then scans my face again,
“What?” I ask he furrows his eyebrows “You keep looking at me like you're trying to figure something out.” I explain 
He sighs “I'm just trying to figure out if you're a half-blood”
 I cut him off “Like you?” 
“Yeah like me, but if you were we should have found you already,” his face told me it was a long story for another day “This might sound weird but do you have both of your parents?”
I laugh thinking he's joking but I stop when I see no humour in his face “I do yea” I tense I don't like where this conversation was going 
“Then you probably like my mom, she is completely mortal but can see through the mist”
“The what? Like fog?” my head was spinning 
“No, like a magical veil”
I shake my head “Can we talk about something else for a minute I think my head is going to explode,” 
“Of course, I remember when I first learned about all this.”
I smile gratefully “Tell me about your friends, from this camp place”
He tells me all about Tyson Grover Annabeth and Jason, it's obvious how much he cares about this place. We're both smiling and laughing, it was the happiest I felt in a while. His smile was contagious.
 After not long enough I look out the window and realized it was getting late 
“I should go, my dad is waiting for me” I sigh
“Oh okay,” he sounds as disappointed as I felt “Can I walk you back?”
The question takes me by surprise 
“Only if you want of course-”
 I cut him off “I would like that”
We grab our coats and I start leading the way.
Too quickly I stop at our apartment complex 
“So this is goodbye?” I ask 
“For now” he smiles reassuringly  
“Oh fuck it” I mumble and lean forward to kiss him on the cheek 
His eyes widen and a smile grows on his face “You missed” he jokes 
My nervousness melts into happiness “I guess il have to try again”
I pull his head down to meet mine, before our lips meet I whisper “I kinda have a crush on you Percy Jackson”
“Me too” and with that he closes the gap between us.
As we pull apart I can feel the coolness on my exposed skin, I look up and gasp
“It's snowing!” 
Our eyes meet and time feels frozen for a second, I'm afraid to speak too scared of ruining the perfect moment. It's like snow on the beach unlikely but fucking stunning.
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some1stolemytoast · 1 year ago
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Simon "ghost" Riley X F!reader Medic
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Summary: you were a medic in the military base.you were pretty famous among the boys because of your charmings and yea you were pretty And then as you were checking some tests of an sergeant someone knocked on the door it was L.T ghost.
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One day you were checking some important tests of an sergeant and suddenly someone knocked on the door "please come in" i said with a flinch the door flew open. it was a big muscled man and ofcourse it was lieutenant ghost. "Oh its L.T ghost huh so what brings you here?" I asked him with a gorgeous smile " oh i uhhhh...i hurted my arm a little so i was thinking if you can-" i cuted him while he was talking. "Huh where let me see" maybe at first he was feeling hesitated to put his sleeves up so you did it by your self he was kinda shocked by your action. "So you call this getting hurt a little eh? Your whole arm is bleeding what did you fell down or something?" I said after i saw his whole arm bleeding "happened while training..." he said still feeling hesitated. I let him sit on the chair and i go grab my equipments for the arm. Then i take his arm and first put some alcohol. And other stuff and while we were doing that i noticed we were soo close and his dark brown eyes were staring at my soul. And as i was cleaning his hand he suddenly moaned. "If you feel pain then let it out...you dont have to hide it infront of me" he just nodded at me and i continued my work. After couple of minutes i finished my cleaning and putting some medicine and now it was time for bandages. And i still noticed he was looking at me directly. "Ok all done! Does it hurt?" I said with a concerned face "no...but thank you for all of this i really appreciate it" he said while smiling at me "no need to thanks me its my job anyways" it was like he was trying to tell me something but he couldn't "you wanna say something?" He first flinched at my words then said "can i get your number?" It was like he needed to pull the whole world to adk me this "sure here it is" tgen i gave him my number. "Thanks again so I'll leave now.see you soon" he said while smiling and i dont know why i kept hearing some giggles from the outside. "Bye I'll see you around". he was leaving and when he opend the door i saw Gaz and Soap outside and the second i saw themi knew what was going on
(Night time)
I was trying to sleep but ofcourse i couldn't because of the thoughts in my mind like how he was looking at me, how he was staring in my eyes ,asking me my number everything of him and the most special part is i had a crush over him for over 6 months. well no one knew exept me and as i was thinking my phone suddenly rang i jumped from the bed because its 2 in the morning like who would call me at this time i didnt think much and answered the phone and it says unknown number. "Hello?" I said with a curiosity in mind "y/n its me ghost i uhhh needed to talk to you about something..." i was shocked tge second i knew it was ghost "i wasn't expecting to get a call from you now but tell me?" I said because ofcourse my curiosity growed more and more "i really like you y/n since I've seen you but i didnt know how to confess and today i got hurt and soap gave me this idea of coming to you..." it was like soap readed my mind "ohh so thats why i saw soap laughing behind the door..." i said "yeah" he said after a long time "you know what? I like you too and i wanna be with you forever" it was like i was on the clouds "really? Like your not joking are you?" It was like he couldn't believe me "yes i love you a lot ghost" he finally believed me "ok i cant talk when i get too excited well I'll see you tomorrow at the base and im gonna thanks soap thousands of times bye!" I said getting too excited ghost just laughed at me and i hung up the phone and i just cant wait for tomorrow thanks to soap anyways.
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(Thanks for reading this fic and i love you all <3)
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alba8688 · 1 year ago
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Welcome home
Chapter 2
A/nThey are no warnings but if I miss anything let me know an as always reblog ..longer chapters would be coming I promise .
Word count:2185
I parked in front of my house and got out fast, fixing my clothes and hair. I try to cover the love bites from the night before and this morning.
The door to the front door opens suddenly. Dustin comes out running towards me, almost tackling me down .
"Hey Dusty, slow down ."
"Why haven't you answered my messages? I was worried sick about you ." He looked angry but sad at the same time . 
"I'm sorry Dusty I stop to rest at a Hotel I was super tired ."big ass lied right there I Fuck a random stranger ...
But I wasn't going to tell that to my little brother ,he didn't need to know that .
"But why didn't you answer?"
"Because I fell asleep early ." I lied like a big fat liar!!
After all the interrogation from my brother he helped me bring down my bags .
And kept interrogating me on my way to my room .
My room looks the same as the day I left it back in December when I came for the holidays .
"I'm happy your back sis ." Dustin says hugging me tightly .I was glad to be home too.
"Me too, I'm glad to be home ."
"Mom said she will see you when she gets out of work and I wanted to ask about Na..." I stopped him before he even got to finish his sentence because it was something we promised we wouldn’t talk about .
"Ok Dusty ."was all I responded and smile at him.
"Ok ,by the way Dani, did I tell you that during the summer I joined a club?" Dustin tells me excitedly trying to change the subject
"What kind of club ?" I asked him
"It's a D&D club ."
"Oh wow that's amazing Dusty !! "
"Yes it's a club in the school isn't that cool ?"dustin was super excited about his club and he kept talking about this boy a lot. He said he was the dungeon master and that I would like him Because he was awesome like me and Steve. I wonder if Steve knew about this new boy; he was probably jealous .
I knew he was jealous because he just wanted to be the older friend to Dustin.
"Ok I'll guess I'll meet him tomorrow ok."I tell him.
"Ok ,by the way the guys are coming over for D&D night Dani mom knows already ."
"Ok dusty i'm just gonna shower and rest ok for tomorrow ."I told him ,I was so damn tired and sore from my legs I needed a warm shower or a bath .
"Ok Dani ."Dustin tells me and hugs me again before letting me go .
Before I went to shower I moved my car to the garage to get the rest of the stuff out easier for me just to go out through the kitchen to the garage door .
While I was in the garage getting some stuff out I heard the boys getting here making a lot of noise .
I wanted to go say hi to them but I was super tired. I really needed to rest for tomorrow. I needed to look presentable for my first day at the job .
I grabbed the last of my stuff and headed to my room to drop them off and grab some clothes to shower.
After I was done showering I put an I oversized college shirt I had and some biker shorts and I went to the kitchen to grab something to eat. Everyone was so into the game that they didn't even notice me walk by. I got a sandwich and some Chips and went back to my room.
I lay down in bed eating my sandwich and chips.Finally able to rest after a long drive and long night I had with the metalhead I wonder what he is doing right now ?
I picked up my phone to check my social media but saw that I got a message from an unknown number.
Ed:"Hey sweetheart ."
D:"hello who's this ?"
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E:Eddie
D:Eddie ??"
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E:The guy from The hideout .
D" Hey handsome, miss me already ?"
💬 ......
E:"Maybe 😉"
"D"Well who wouldn't 🖤"
💬....
E:"Conceited aren't we?"
D:"Maybe a little ,What are you doing?
💬.....
E:"With some friends and you ?"
D:"In bed im tired 😴 "
💬.....
E:"Tired from last night ?"
D:"Cocky aren't we ? "
💬........
E:"Maybe ,can we see each other again?"
He wanted to see me again I was like
A school girl excited but what if he didn't want to see me anymore when he finds out i'm a Boring history teacher ..
D:"Yes !! I would love that !!! 🖤"
I think I put too many exclamations and I let myself look so desperate.
E:"Ok what about tomorrow after I get out of school ."
School? I guess he still hasn't graduated from college probably goes to the local college nearby
D:"Yeah that sounds great !!😊"
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E:"Movies tomorrow then ? "
D:"Yes I'll meet you at the cinema ."
💬........
E:"Can't wait for tomorrow sweetheart ."
"Can you get off your phone and continue with the game !!!!"
I heard Dustin shout to one of his friends but didn’t pay too much attention to it .
I saved Eddie’s number and started scrolling through my phone waiting for my mom To get home but she called saying she was taking overtime again .
I didn't like for her to overwork herself so much ; she was always so tired .But she said she would stop working when she dies.Being a nurse was her passion just like teaching was for me
I decided to Read The Hobbit before going to bed .
I could still hear Dustin and his friends in the living room laughing and screaming.
Eventually I fell asleep with the book in my chest .
I woke up to the sound of my alarm early in the morning .
I turn it off and stretch myself before getting ready for my first day as a Teacher .
I realized I had slept the whole day yesterday. I was so tired .
I went through my suitcase to find something appropriate for school , Shit I look myself in the mirror and realized my hair was red Hopefully they wouldn't tell me anything because my hair was dyed red. I had totally forgotten to go to the hair salon yesterday but I was too tired .
I did my hair in a messy ponytail and put on my fake lashes and black eyeliner with no lipstick.
I decided on wearing my glasses today because I didn't remember where I left my contacts .
I grabbed my bag and went to knock on Dustin's room .But there was no answer so I walked to the kitchen where my mom was cooking and Dustin was already there eating his breakfast .
"Goodmorning." I say
My mom turns around quickly and comes pulling me into a hug
"I missed you so much sweetheart ,ready for your first day of work ?"
"I think i am ."
"You look beautiful sweetie ." My mom says going back to flipping the pancakes 🥞 “My baby girl a teacher .” She smiles continuing to flip the pancakes .
I pour myself some coffee in my black Tumbler to take to school .
"Ready For school?" I ask excitedly to Dustin .Yeah I sounded excited but in reality I was so fucking nervous .I mean come on I was going to be teaching a whole Bunch of high school students.
"Yes more than ready !! he jumps out the chair and runs to grab his backpack
"I'll wait for you in the car !!" I shout before walking out .
"Love you !!" I hear my mom say before I walk out .
"Love you too mom!! "
I got in the car putting my tumbler down in the cup holder and put my seatbelt on.
The door to the passenger side opens and Dustin gets in putting his seatbelt on .
"This car is exactly like Steve's car but in Maroon ." My brother tells me.
I raise a brow remembering what the guy from the bar had told me about his friend having the same car as me ,I guess it is just a coincidence.
“Yeah haven’t seen Steve’s new ride .”I tell Dustin
I drove off the driveway and headed to school with Dustin with me .
The whole drive was filled with questions from Dustin of how I got this car and what else I did for a living..
He ask if I had an only fans account which I said no but it wouldn’t be that bad but nope I can’t do that my mother would kill me .
When we arrived at the school I parked at the teachers parking lot. I felt weird parking there .But the good thing was I didn't have to be looking for a good parking place .
"Bye Dani see you at lunch !!" Dustin yells while running towards the school to meet his friends .
I grab my coffee and my bag and the rest of the stuff I need for my class .
I lock the car and walk towards the front office to go clock in .
"Miss .Henderson, nice to have you back ." Principal Higgins greets me.
I just smile at him and walk out looking for my classroom.
I had brought some posters with me to put in my class. I don't know if they would mind if I put up some Metallica posters. I also brought some history posters like the map of the world and other good stuff .
When I walked into my classroom I felt so happy I was finally a teacher, my first job.i wanted to jump up and down with excitement .
This was my dream, my dream come true .
While I was decorating my class my phone rang it was a message I knew that because of the ding I went to check it .
E:"Good morning sweetheart."
I suddenly had the biggest smile. It was the boy from the bar Eddie.
D:"Good Morning handsome ."
E:"How's your morning so far?"
D:"Well today is my first day at the job, how's yours?"
E:"Shitty but now is better that you answer ."
I bit my bottom lip and smiled like an idiot .
Suddenly the bell Rang for the first period and students started to walk in the class .I started to get nervous so I wrote my name on the board before any more students would get here so I could introduce myself .
"Miss.Henderson."History teacher I wrote
I grab my phone again to check if he msg me.
E:"Can't wait to see you later ."
I didn't reply back when the tardy bell rang meaning that i should start getting ready for class .
I hadn't realized that everyone was staring at me in confusion.
I smile at everyone then I finally spoke .
Trying my best not to mess up on my first day .
"Goodmorning I'm Miss.Henderson, your new history teacher ." I said happily but deep inside I was nervous .
A boy raised his hand 🤚 he was wearing a green jacket I think he was in a sport .
"Yes ."
"You're a teacher ?" He asked
"Yes I am, why would you ask that ?"I scrunch my brows,don’t I look like a teacher ?
"Because you're too hot to be a teacher ." The boy laughs and high fives his friend who is sitting next to him.
"And your name is ?" I ask sternly trying to keep my cool I wasn’t about to snap on my first day as a teacher .
"Jason carver ."he replies with a cocky smile.
"Well Jason Carver, would you like Detention for that comment?" I went back to write on the white board the lesson of the day and Suddenly the door burst open
"Sorry ma'am ." I stood there frozen when I heard that voice. It sounded so familiar .so fucking familiar .I felt chills on the back of my neck .
I was afraid to turn around and look .Suddenly I my phone ding signaling I had gotten a msg .
I picked up my phone without letting the students see my face it was a text from Eddie the boy from the bar
E:"Talk to you later, just got to class."
I started typing back fast ,my heart started to beat faster, maybe I was having a heart attack.Or maybe a heart attack.Whatever it was it was getting really hot here .
D:"Ok."
Then I heard a phone chime. I turned around to look around and there sitting down in the seat on the very far back of the classroom was the boy from the bar .
"Holy shit!!" I gasped ,covering my mouth ,I think I said it little bit too loud ,I look like a deer in front of headlights right now.
Then the Eddie picked up his head and looked straight at me with wide eyes and a shocked expression just like mine.
What the fuck did I do ? I had sex with one of my students...
"Danielle ." He said softly
Everyone turned to look at him then at me ,my heart started beating even faster .
I was gonna lose my job on the first day ...
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valdotpng · 4 years ago
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bros............... there is no way i’ll be able to answer all of these asks tonight, even if i Dont doodle smth in reply. ik that i sound like a broken record at this point, but i do hope its ok that u all have to wait like. a day or two for an answer
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deeisace · 4 years ago
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I never watched Supernatural passed uhhh an season finale maybe or like y'know a big bit, where the world was ending and they were in a church? Outside a church and the sky was falling?
I feel like that could be any one'v em
Like, there was Cain? And that big knife made out of a jawbone but like badly? Thing didn't even look sharp but the guy killed so many other guys, wth. I was passed the whole of that, I feel like
Anyway I always see a whole bunch of supernatural stuff on my dash still, I sorta want to go back and watch the first episode?
Idk I will, I have Primeval to watch yet, and line of duty I think it's the last episode tonight? It was interesting I guess, that is the sort of shows I watch sometimes, but I'm mostly watching it to have smth to talk to my boss about on delivery shift days :/
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pumpkinmutual · 5 years ago
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It's soft San hours
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