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#im glad she's putting herself first ❤️
world-of-wales · 2 months
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NEWS -
Kensington Palace has confirmed that the Princess of Wales will not attend the annual charity polo match in Windsor.
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divinesolas · 3 months
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plagued by you is my roman empire!!! I'm so excited for the part two, and would you give a little exploration on how they have come to love each other despite being somewhat enemies?? like I imagine they had a good friendship as children but the division of their house tore it. I. AM. SCREAMING!!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
a.n: just a minor little look into their backstory just to fully round out their story, i’ve briefly touched on this during the chapters but i thought it would be better to expand on it a bit 😁 also im so sorry this took so long and im glad you love plauged by you it’s easily one of my all time favs 😭😭
more so alicents pov.
part one part two - masterlist
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It is such a shame the one beautiful and thriving friendship between the first born son of rhaenyra and the first born daughter of alicent was torn away by the bad blood between families.
You were innocent friends, who would sneak off together after dinner to the kitchens and steal some cake. Who would walk to dragon practice with. Who's wounds you would clean when he messed up during practice. It all seemed to be going so perfectly between the two of you, so perfectly in fact that when his mother suggested the two of you to be wed it all started to crumble down.
That's when the whispers began, when your mother would sit in your room while combing your hair telling you that the Velaryon boys were not to be trusted. You didn’t understand why and would ignore her warnings, continuing to play with jacaerys.
Until he had begun to pick on aemond. Your sweet younger brother aemond who would come to you crying about some prank the boys pulled on him. You were furious and went to go confront them immediately. Jacaerys apologized the first time and you believed him, but then it continued to happen and you grew angrier and angrier until you could not take it. You realized your mother was right. They were bastards and monster who could not be trusted.
So began your anguish for one another. He grew to find you stuck up and annoying and you believed him to be stupid and selfish. Your mother was overjoyed when you stopped hanging out with the strong boy but she could tell you had lost a sense pf yourself, you were no longer the carefree kid who laughed and smiled at everyone but instead you kept a more serious face and merely nodded at people who would come up to you.
The marriage whispers faded and you mother could not be more pleased. Though it seemed you wanted no husband instead, being flat out rude to most men who would approach you or your mother would set you up with. This infuriated alicent more than you knew, you seemed fine with the prospect of marriage not even a year ago what had happened.
She came to realize she had happened. she was the one who made you not want to marry.
Even blinded in your anger you could not imagine yourself marrying someone who was not him and she knew that. therefore when the driftmark incident happened she thought it to be a blessing in disguise. You loved aemond more than anything and you would finally grow out of this affection you had for jacaerys and marry.
Yet you still did not. You did not even wish to marry aemond, still insistent that despite it being your duty there was still no man good enough for you.
your mother was besides herself when the years continued to pass and you remained unwavering in your decision, she felt sick. You could not see what she could. when she would listen to the way you would rant about him more than she ever did she threw up. Its the way she would rant about rhaenyra.
Then they finally returned to the keep and she feared she would lose you to him. That he would charm you, make you forget about the past and be would put a strong babe in your belly before she could even blink.
Yet when you said nothing to him even as jacaerys fought with aemond she had hope. It was finally over. She had prayed and prayed for this day to come.
And then blinded in her hope she had decided to send you. that it would take one last conversation between you and him to get closure she never got.
Yet you never returned.
When aemond walked through the door your dress in arm she crumbled to her knees and cried. He had won.
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bwabys-scenarios · 1 year
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Fixer Upper
Part 22
Perv!Kurapika x Fem!Reader
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warning: sexual content, dry humping, masturbation
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Gon splashed Killua, the two laughing. “Yeesh, this water sure is hot. Do you th-“
(Name) came speeding by wearing a towel, speeding back after grabbing a bottle of water and another towel.
“Was that (Name)?”
The two followed her, seeing Kurapika doubled over by the hot spring. When she carried him past the two, not even looking at them, they exchanged a glance.
“That idiot better not have thrown up in the hot spring.” Killua said, huffing. Gon shrugged.
“I think he just got overheated, his face was red.”
Gon and Killua followed close behind (Name), stopping to change before running to her room. The two peeked in to see (Name) cuddling the blonde, gently pushing back his hair to kiss their forehead.
Gon blushed, quickly pulling his head out of the door. “Killua, let’s go.”
The white haired boy gagged, nodding. “Yeah, let’s… but…”
He looked down the hall, a mischievous smirk on his face. “Why don’t we stop by Leorio’s room first?”
——————
Kurapika groaned, attempting to shield his eyes from the bright rays of sun by raising his h- wait, he couldn’t move his arm.
He wiggled it, soon realizing it was under something…
As his eyes adjusted to the soft morning light, he looked down to see he was holding (Name) close, his arms wrapped tightly around her.
He jumped a little, causing (Name) to stir in his arms, pulling her head away from his chest. “Hmm..?”
She looked up at him through her half lidded, sleepy eyes, yawning. “Good morning…”
“How…”
His face was already red, and he could feel his heart racing a million miles a minute. “Did we..?”
‘There’s no way we had sex for the first time and I forgot!’
She rubbed her eyes. “Did we what? You got overheated at the hot springs last night so I brought you to my room so I could watch over you.”
He let out a sigh of relief, relaxing. “Ah, I see. Thank you, for taking care of me.”
(Name) smiled, sitting up and stretching. “No problem, Pika.”
His heart fluttered at the nickname and Kurapika realized that she was saying it a lot more often. It both made him incredibly happy, and worried at the same time.
“(Name)?”
She looked at him, pulling the blanket off of herself. “Yes?”
He looked down at the hoodie she gave him to wear, clutching the fabric. “Can I… keep this?”
She blinks at him, tilting her head. “You want to… keep my hoodie? Why?”
The answer to that question was that it smelt like her and made him feel like he was holding her close, but if Kurapika said that it would make things awkward.
“… it’s comfortable. I… like the texture of it.”
She nods slowly. “Ah, okay. It’s not my favorite hoodie, so I guess that’s fine.”
She pulled her clothes out of her suitcase, Kurapika blushing when she grabbed a pair of panties. “I’m gonna take a shower real quick. You can stay here or go to your room, either is fine with me.”
He waited for her to close the bathroom door before he fell back in bed, pulling the hoodie to his face to inhale her scent. “Mmm…”
Kurapika had woken up with morning wood and he was glad (Name) didn’t notice. As he stroked his cock while inhaling her scent, he paused. He remembered bringing something that might help him get off faster…
Kurapika glanced at his satchel lying by the bed, biting his lip. ‘She usually showers for over 15 minutes, I should have… enough time…’
He grabbed the satchel, opening it and pulling out the pair of panties he snatched before throwing it to the side. The blonde held up the panties, face burning red.
‘I’ve never… used something to get off like this before… but…’
He held them closer, sniffing lightly. Although they’d been washed, he could faintly smell her scent on them. ‘(Name)…’
He inhaled deeply, imagining actually being between her legs, stroking faster to the thought alone. The panties definitely helped him cum faster, busting a load almost instantly.
‘Shit…’
He cleaned himself up quickly, stuffing the panties back into his satchel just as (Name) exited the bathroom. “Ahh, that was nice. Let’s go get some breakfast Kurapika!”
Feeling soft after his orgasm, the blonde nodded and followed behind her like a lovesick puppy.
———————
“Kurapika, are you alright?” (Name) asked, not understanding why he was being so clingy.
Kurapika had his head on her shoulder, nuzzling gently. “Yeah, just… sleepy.”
This answer seemed to satisfy her. Regardless, she was happy he was being more affectionate with her, it reminded (Name) of better times, when she thought he might love her.
“Oh Kurapika, you dirty dog.”
Leorio approached the two, playfully slapping the blondes shoulder. This caused Kurapika to grumble lowly, finding comfort in scooting closer to (Name).
The taller man laughed, sitting across from them. “You two seem pretty close. Killua told me you slept together last night.” He said, wiggling his eyebrows.
(Name)’s face grew hot, though Kurapika didn’t seem to catch the innuendo. “We only slept, nothing else. Geez Leorio, your head is always in the gutter.”
Leorio blinked at the two. “You just… went to sleep? Nothing happened in the hot spring?”
“Yeah, Kurapika got overheated shortly after you left so I took him to bed.”
The taller man stared in disbelief. ‘I for sure thought they were about to jump on each other. That’s why I left, to be a good wingman!’
Kurapika looked at the man with sleepy eyes. “What do you mean nothing happened in the hot spring? What were you expecting?”
As soon as the words were out of his mouth, he put 2 and 2 together. ‘He left us alone on purpose!’
Leorio leaned back in his seat, stealing a grape from (Name)’s plate. “Whatever, that doesn’t matter. I’m just glad…”
He glanced at Kurapika and (Name), a small smile on his face. “I’m just glad everyone’s getting along again. It’s nice, like how things were during the Hunter Exam.”
(Name) smiled too, holding onto Kurapika’s hand. The blonde blushed at this, squeezing her hand gently as they ate breakfast together.
Leorio left soon after to make his own plate, leaving the two to eat alone. “So, what’s our plans for today?” Kurapika asked, breaking the comfortable silence.
“Well, I wanted to go to town and explore, but then I learned that they do massages here and I’m planning on getting one.”
Kurapika nodded, sipping on his orange juice. “A massage? That sounds nice, I think I’ll join you.”
After breakfast, the two walked around the hot spring until they reach the Spa.
“Hello, would you two like a massage? It’s free of charge!”
(Name) nodded, handing the receptionist her ticket. Kurapika pulled his out of his satchel, gulping when his hand brushed against her panties. “Here…”
They were led to another room, and informed to change. “Change? Together?”
(Name) nodded, pulling off her top. “She probably assumed you’re a woman. We can clear it up in a minute, just turn around and we’ll change with our backs facing each other.”
“Yeah…”
Kurapika, however, did not turn around. He watched her back as she pulled off her shirt entirely, then reached her hands behind her back to in lip her bra.
‘Wait, she’s getting completely naked??’
He looked down to the clothing the woman had given them, face turning red.
It was a silky, short purple robe with the hot springs insignia on the breast pocket. There was a soft, black lace trim on the bottom, Kurapika nodding in approval. ‘This is nice, but… obviously a woman’s robe.’
“Shit…’
(Name) turned to Kurapika, a pout on her face. He wasn’t looking at her face though, his eyes were on her barely covered chest. “It doesn’t fit good…”
She seemed upset, and although he was trying to hold off a boner, Kurapika couldn’t help but wanting to help her. “Hey, it’s okay, I can ask for another size.”
“This is the biggest size they have!”
He raised an eyebrow, eyes back on her chest. “Come here.”
She walked forward, still pouting as Kurapika’s hands settled on either sides of her chest. (Name)’s eyes widened, feeling the tips of his fingers brush against her breasts before he pulled the fabric over them, using a chain to link the two sides together. Once he was done, the chain faded away, but (Name) could feel its aura still present.
“There, that will keep…”
He swallowed, able to feel the softness of her chest against his chain. “That will keep your robe in place.”
She smiled, tears beading in her eyes. “Thanks, Pika.”
Her arms wrapped around him, bringing the blonde close to her. “I really appreciate this.”
He hugged back, resting his chin on her shoulder. “It’s no problem, (Name).”
(Name) laughed, pulling away. “Let’s go get our massages!”
—————
The two walked out of the changing room, seeing the receptionist was gone. Instead of her, two tall, muscular men were waiting for them.
“Hello, ladies, we’ll be your masseuses today.”
Kurapika was instantly on edge, especially after seeing how flustered (Name) looked. ‘Does she… like men like this?’
They led the two to another room, gesturing for (Name) and Kurapika to sit down. “You can remove your robes and get comfortable. There are towels to c-“
“Remove our WHAT now?!” Kurapika exclaimed, face gone red. (Name) smacked his arm, holding back a laugh.
“Okay, we will.”
The masseuses left the room, Kurapika whipping his head at (Name). “You didn’t tell me we’d have to get naked!”
She blinked, patting his shoulder. “I thought you knew. If you’re uncomfortable, you can go back and-“
“No.”
(Name) furrowed her eyebrows at his expression. He seemed… determined? “Okay..? You can leave any time, and I’ll go with you.”
He nodded slowly, face still warm. “Okay… let’s… get undressed.”
The two turned away from each other, undressing before lying on their respective beds.
“We’re ready!”
The two masseuses walked back in, smiling. “Okay! Any spots where you feel any pain?” the man asked, squirting lotion into his palm.
“Hmm, my shoulders are a little tense.”
Over by Kurapika, the man was struggling to get an answer from the blonde.
“Are you… sore anywhere? Any tenderness or tense spots?”
“I’m always tense and ready to strike.”
‘Yikes. This lady is creeping me out.’
“Alright then, I’ll just start.”
The man began the massage, feeling Kurapika tense under his touch. “Try to relax, okay?”
“I don’t relax.”
“Well… try.”
Kurapika huffed, turning his head to look at (Name). She was smiling, cheek pressed against the table as the man pressed down on her back. While he didn’t necessarily like that another man was touching her, she looked like she was enjoying herself, so he let it be.
That was until a moment later when she let out a mewl, causing Kurapika to bolt up, sending the masseuse working on him falling onto his butt.
“Hey, miss, stay d-“
Kurapika pulled his robe on and grabbed (Name)’s, rushing over to her. When the masseuse turned to ask him what he was doing, he stopped.
Just one look into Kurapika’s scarlet eyes were enough to make the man back away, holding his hands up. “Come on (Name), we’re leaving.”
“Aww, already? But-“
“You said I could leave any time and you would go with me.”
He felt bad using her words against her for such a petty reason, but the ache in his chest was growing by the second, and Kurapika was afraid he may hurt one of the men if the massage continued.
“I did say that, you’re right.”
She sat up slowly, wrapping the robe around herself, Kurapika looking away. He couldn’t perv on her right now, not after he interrupted her massage.
“Okay, let’s get dressed.”
“(Name)…”
Said girl was sat in the lobby, pouting as she stared at the ground. Kurapika plopped down next to her, attempting to cheer her up. “What else did you have planned for today?”
She sighed, pulling her knees to her chest. “Well, I was going to get a massage then go to my room and relax. I guess I could still do that, but…”
She huffed, and Kurapika felt his heart twist in his chest. His jealousy had ruined her day, and he felt awful for it, but he didn’t regret what he’d done one bit. The memory of their hands on her, the noise she made, still made his blood pressure rise.
“You said earlier that you wanted to explore the town, yeah? Why don’t we go together?”
(Name) was still pouting, toying with the frantic of her jeans. “Maybe…”
‘I should get her something to make up for it, like a snack. Shit, what do girls like? What does (Name) like?’
“I’ll get you some ice cream.”
This seemed to peak her interest, the girl looking up as her face began to grow warm. “Ice cream?”
“Yeah. My treat.”
This persuaded her, (Name) standing. “Let’s get going then!”
——————
(Name) bounced on her heels, waiting with Kurapika for her ice cream. He enjoyed seeing her so happy, it reminded him of the girl he knew during the Hunter Exam.
“Kurapika, are you not going to get any?” she asked, holding onto the sleeve of his undershirt. He shook his head, smiling.
“No, I’m not in the mood for ice cream right now.”
She pouted, tugging on his sleeve now. “Then why did you bring me here if you didn’t want any?”
“To get you some ice cream.”
(Name) made a face as Kurapika laughed, patting her back. “What, I can’t treat a friend to some ice cream without getting some for myself?”
She didn’t answer, frowning. ‘I don’t understand… why would he just come here to get me ice cream? Is there some reason he’s doing this, some ulterior motive?’
(Name) shook her head. ‘No, I can’t think like that! He’s being nice, I should just be happy.’
“(Name)? (Naaamee)?”
She blinked, seeing her cup of ice cream being pushed towards her. “Here, your ice cream is ready.”
“Oh, thank you.”
She lifted the spoon into her mouth, grinning. “It’s so good!”
He smiled, watching her enjoy her sweet treat. “Really? I’ve never tried that flavor before. Can I have a bite?”
(Name) nodded, taking the spoon from her mouth and dipping it into the ice cream. “Here!”
Before, Kurapika might have blushed and hesitated, but in this moment he was feeling a bit bolder, taking the spoon into his mouth.
He looked at her as she pulled it back, licking his lip. “Mmm, it’s good. I might have to order the same one some other time.”
(Name)’s face heated up under the intensity of Kurapika’s stare, the way he licked his lip making her look away. “I-I’m glad you like it.”
After she finished her treat, the two walked around town, stopping occasionally to check out shops or take pictures.
“This is nice. It’s been a while since I’ve been able to relax like this without the kiddos.”
A bush rustled next to them, but neither of them paid it any mind. “It’s a full time job taking care of Killua, I’m sure.”
The two laughed, Kurapika turning to look at her. It was the first time in a while he’d seen her truly relax in his presence, and he was both happy and a little nervous. He let the latter feeling sink into the back of his mind, instead focusing on how happy he felt in the moment.
‘She’s so pretty…’ he thought, reaching out to brush a part of her hair out of her face. She looked at him then, her pretty (e/c) eyes meeting his.
“(Name)…”
He stepped forward, cupping her cheek. The moment was perfect, with the sun slowly setting behind them and their hearts racing with excitement.
“Yes?” she whispered, leaning into his touch. It seemed the entire world was holding its breath, everything else fading away as the blonde leaned closer.
(Name) closed her eyes, but nothing came, besides the feeling of his finger swiping against her cheek.
When she opened her eyes, Kurapika was looking away from her. “You had some ice cream on your cheek.”
(Name)’s smile became smaller, her eyes looking to the ground. “Oh… thanks.”
Silence filled the air, no longer the comforting quiet they shared before. It was awkward, a bit tense.
“We… we should probably get back. We leave in the morning, so I want to get a good nights sleep.”
Kurapika nodded, still not looking at her. “Sounds like a good idea.”
He began walking ahead of (Name), the girl following behind as she twiddled her thumbs. ‘I really thought he was about to kiss me.’
When they got back, Leorio was sitting in the lobby, his forehead covered in sweat. “Oh, hey guys! How was your date?”
The blonde next to (Name) stiffened, quickly responding. “I-it wasn’t a date!”
He almost sounded upset at the accusation, (Name)’s face falling. ‘Oh, right. Of course it wasn’t a date, we were both just… bored.’
His tone made her shrink away from him, and when Kurapika noticed this it was too late to change anything. “I’m going to bed. See you two in the morning.”
“(Name) w-“
Kurapika stopped himself, letting his hand fall. “Yeesh man, you made it sound like going on a date with her would be the worst thing in the world.” Leorio said, shaking his head.
“But it wouldn’t be! I…”
Leorio took pity on the blonde, patting his shoulder. “I know, bud. Just… be more careful with how you talk around her. Women can be sensitive, you know?”
He nodded slowly, slumping down in the chair next to Leorio. “I’ll try…”
Kurapika glanced up, blinking at the man next to him. “Why are you so sweaty?
Leorio cleared his throat, looking away. “No… no reason”
That was a lie, however.
2 hours earlier
Leorio and Killua watched as Kurapika and (Name) walked towards the entrance of the hotel. “Yeah, we’ll get ice cream then walk around town. That sound good to you, (Name)?”
“Yes, that’s perfect!”
Killua perked up, eyes following the pair. “Are they…”
“Going on a date? Probably.”
The two looked at each other, nodding. “That idiot might end up saying something stupid. We should follow them.” Killua said, walking back towards Gon’s room. “I’ll grab Gon.”
Killua narrowed his eyes from their spot in the bush as Leorio and Gon lapped at their ice cream. “They’re on the move!”
Gon set his ice cream aside. “Killua, nothing strange has happened so far, shouldn’t we just let them have their own time together?”
“No. No we can’t.”
Killua took a bite of Gon’s ice cream before moving to another bush, following the two. They caught them in the middle of a conversation.
“It’s a full time job taking care of Killua, I’m sure.”
Killua scowled. ‘It’s a full time job making sure you’re not hurting my mom again.’ he thought, making a sour face.
“(Name)…”
The three nearly gasped when Kurapika cupped (Name)’s cheek, Gon blushing. “He’s gonna-“
Leorio covered his mouth. “Shh!”
“Yes?” (Name) asked. They could see her eyes soften at Kurapika’s touch, closing when he began to lean closer.
Killua had to be restrained by both of them, one covering his mouth and the other keeping him from jumping out of the bush.
Kurapika kept leaning forward, almost meeting her lips, but stopping to swipe her cheek then turn around.
His face was beet red, eyes half lidded. “You had sown ice cream on your cheek.”
“Is he being serious right now?” Gon asked in a hushed voice. “He was totally going to kiss her!”
Leorio sighed, letting Killua go. “He’s just not ready for that yet, I guess.”
“We… we should probably get back. We leave in the morning, so I want to get a good nights sleep.”
The three looked at each other before inching away. Once they were out of sight they sprinted towards the hot spring, leaving Leorio a sweating mess once he sat down.
Present Time
“I see.” Kurapika said, giving him a suspicious look. “I’m going to follow (Name)’s example and get some sleep. Goodnight, Leorio.”
Leorio made sure he was gone before running to his room. Gon and Killua were waiting for him on his bed, playing some card game. The white haired boy looked up, raising an eyebrow. “So, what did he have to say for himself?”
“It wasn’t a confrontation Killua. I think he was just nervous, I gave him some advice.”
Gon and Killua shared a look. “Hey! It was good advice!”
“If he takes advice from you Kurapika is a bigger idiot than I thought.”
“Rude.”
“Or just desperate.”
Killua snickered as Leorio cleared his throat. “Anyways, gentlemen…” he said, looking quite serious. “What are our plans to help our little love birds?”
———————
Leorio loaded the last suitcase into the mom van, stretching lightly. “Aight, load up kiddos.”
“You’re only a year older than me.” (Name) reminded him, waiting for Kurapika to get into the van.
“People under 6’0 are children to me.”
“Oh yeah? That wasn’t the way you thought when we-“
Leorio covered her mouth before Kurapika could hear. “Keep your voice down. He- the kids will hear you.”
“What? It’s nothing super dirty, we just made o-“
He shoved her into the car, the girl squeaking when she fell onto Kurapika’s lap. He let out a groan, the girl quickly sitting up and turning so she was facing him.
This was not good for him, because how it was her pussy pressing against his crotch, not her ass.
“Kurapika, are you okay? Sorry, Leorio kind of pushed me in.”
He couldn’t speak, the warmth of her pressing into him causing the blonde to pant. She leaned forward until her chest touched his. “Kurapika? Hello?”
Leorio grabbed her by the back of her shirt and pulled her away. “Give the man some breathing room, (Name).”
‘She’s going to give him a heart attack.’ Leorio thought, giving the overheating blonde a once over.
“Oh, yeah, sorry Kurapika.”
She twisted around in his lap, getting comfy. As she did this, Kurapika tried his best to calm down. ‘It’s okay, everything’s going to be fine. It’s only a few hours until we reach the hotel for the amusement park.’
He wrapped his arms around her, partly to keep her still in case they moved around, partly so he could pull her closer to cuddle into her shoulder. ‘Can’t lie, this is… really nice…’ he thought, his eyes fluttering closed.
(Name)’s scent always helped him relax, but in this situation it only seemed to make his body hot. He looked up at her through his pale eyelashes, lips hovering over her shoulder.
She was smiling, gazing out the window. The sun illuminated her face, reflecting in her (e/c) eyes. Looking at her face never got easier. She was gorgeous, everything about her making his heart do backflips behind his ribs.
It was then that she glanced back, making eye contact with him. “Kurapika?”
His breath hitched. She leaned back, her hair ticking his face. “Sorry, I’m blocking the window aren’t I?”
She didn’t seem to see that she was now blocking him with her back, but the blonde didn’t mind at all. He was perfectly content to nuzzle against her soft sweater, basking in her warmth.
About an hour into the ride, the road got bumpy again, to the point (Name) was struggling to keep still. Her hips rose and fell, bouncing up and down while Kurapika tried to hide his little whimpers and whines.
“Pika, sorry!” she said, looking back. His face was red, and her was holding onto her so tight in a desperate attempt to keep her still.
“Pika are y-“
She squeaked out when she felt something poke into her, instantly squeezing her legs shut. “K-Kurapi-“
He covered her mouth, glancing around the car to make sure no one was looking before whispering in her ear. “Sorry… you were moving too much…”
She whimpered into his hand, the blonde grunting before pulling it back. “It’s okay, Pika… it’s natural to…”
(Name)’s face grew hot, her eyes staring at her lap. He sighed, pulling her closer and nuzzling into her neck. “Thank you… for understanding…”
He was panting against her skin, blonde hair tickling the back of her neck. “Please… don’t know… don’t know what to do.” he whispered, his voice soft and desperate.
He was obviously struggling to control the way his body was reading, and being the sweet friend she was, (Name) simply held his hand. “Shh, it’s okay. I’ll think of something, just try to relax.
Her voice was so sweet, making him heart race and his body tingle. Kurapika cursed the clothing keeping them apart, his hands grabbing at her thighs.
‘It’s all my fault, I couldn’t stay still and now he’s suffering and probably super embarrassed. I have to reassure him!’
(Name) gently stroked his arm, bringing his hand up and kissing it. “It’s okay, don’t be embarrassed. This kind of thing happens when friction is involved.”
Little did she know, her attempts to comfort him were only making the bulge in his pants painfully tight.
“(N-Name)!”
Kurapika buried his face in his shoulder, trying to think of something, anything to help him calm down, but nothing was working.
“Hey, we’re pulling over for lunch!”
‘Fuck!’
Kurapika looked up, cheeks flushed and sweat bearing down his forehead. ‘If she gets up, they’ll all see how hard I am. Fuck!’
(Name) noticed the grip on her thighs tighten, seeing Kurapika’s face. She knew what she had to do.
“Hey, I don’t think Kurapika’s feeling too well.”
Leorio parked before looking into the rearview mirror. It only took one look into Kurapika’s eyes to understand the situation at hand.
“Shit he’s not going to throw up in the mom van us he? I told you we should have taped him to the roof!” Killua said, opening the car door.
“Killua.” (Name) warned, causing the white haired boy to pout.
“Hmph.”
The three left, Leorio giving Kurapika a thumbs up before hurrying the kids inside.
As soon as they were out of view, (Name) turned her head. “Are you okay?”
He shook his head quickly, eyes hazy as he looked up at her. “Won’t… won’t go down…”
She squeezed his hand, giving him a sympathetic look. “… is there anything I can do to help?”
His eyes widened, and he looked up at her like she was his only lifeline. “… mhm.”
Kurapika gently moved her hips against his, rocking them gently against his bulge. “Move… move like this…”
Her face heated up, feeling his hard on rub against her ass. “Okay…”
She moved slowly, letting him show her exactly how to rock her hips. “F-fuck just like that…”
She felt his lips on her neck, his hand slowly trailing up her shirt as he bucked his hips into hers. “K-Kurapika!”
He paused, his hand stopping right before slipping under her bra. “Sorry…”
Kurapika moved his hand back down to squeeze her tummy instead. She whined, the sound making his breath hitch. “(Name)…”
He nipped at her neck, moaning against it as she rocked her hips. (Name) panted, holding onto the headrest of the seat in front of her.
Suddenly, Kurapika’s hands gripped her inner thighs and pulled them apart, pulling her up and onto his bugle so he was grinding against her pussy instead of her ass. She gasped, letting out a mewl that caused the blonde to speed up.
“Gonna… gonna..!”
He grabbed her chin and turned her face to kiss her as he came in his pants, his tongue pushing past her lips. He continued to buck his hips into hers, moaning into her mouth as he rode out his orgasm.
When Kurapika calmed down, he pulled away and stared into her eyes with his soft scarlet ones. His chest rose and fell, a line of saliva connecting their tongues.
Kurapika didn’t say anything for a while, just panting as he hid his face in her neck, holding onto her thigh. She was holding onto the arm that held her thigh, gently rubbing it. It was nice, being comforted by her after an embarrassing and intimate moment.
He stayed there, enjoying her presence before his phone buzzed. “Hmm? Was that your phone?”
She was about to turn to look at him, but he quickly turned her head back around. Kurapika didn’t want her to see how soft he was, how in love with her he was right now. He couldn’t help the adoring look in his eyes, the need to keep her close and nuzzle into her.
“Keep… keep looking ahead. It’s just Leorio.”
She nodded slowly. He was probably embarrassed over his behavior, maybe even ashamed. She wanted to tell him it was okay and she didn’t mind helping him, as his friend, but she stayed quiet.
Kurapika’s eyebrow twitched as he read Leorio’s message.
Leorio: Are you two done fucking yet? We’re going to say it’s Killua’s birthday to embarrass the shit out of him
Kurapika sighed, giving her tummy one last squeeze before letting her go. “Let’s go eat. Leorio asked us to…”
The blush returned to his cheek, eyes trailing down her back and to her ass. He swallowed, looking a way quickly. “To hurry up.”
She nodded, opening the door and sliding out. Her legs were a little wobbly due to her lingering arousal.
Kurapika climbed out after her, giving her a concerned look. “Are you okay? Would you like me to carry you?”
She shook her head quickly and stood up straight. “No, no I’m fine!”
She walked ahead of him into the restaurant, spotting their friends and sitting with them. “I’ve gotta go to the bathroom.” Kurapika stated to the table before leaving.
“(Name)!”
Gon hugged her, smiling. “Is Kurapika feeling better?”
She nodded slowly, watching as Kurapika walked to the bathroom.
“Yeah… I think he is.”
As the others began to talk amongst themselves, (Name) rubbed her legs together, biting her lip.
‘That felt…’
She looked up to see Kurapika walking back, the man giving her a shy smile.
‘Really good…’
———————
For the rest of the ride to the amusement park, Kurapika was very soft and sweet. He held her close, now openly squishing her soft tummy and thighs affectionately.
It got to the point that the others noticed the change in his behavior, notably Killua. “I’m going to throw up…” he groaned, watching Kurapika bury his face in her shoulder. Killua had had enough!
Thinking he was joking, Leorio scoffed. “Just roll down the window.”
And he did, vomiting out the window. “Wait, pull over! Oh baby, come here!”
Kurapika had to hold her back from crawling over the middle seat to comfort him and hold his hair back. “Hey, the spring is sticking up, just wait for Leorio to pull over.”
As soon as the car stopped (Name) jumped out and ran over to Killua’s side, kneeling down to wipe his face off and give him some water to drink. Kurapika whined slightly when she left, feeling her warmth fading away. ‘It’s alright, she’ll be back in a minute…’
“Are you okay baby? Do you need some medicine?”
He sniffled, looking up at her. “Yeah…”
She cooed, grabbing her backpack and taking out a juice box and motion sickness medicine. “Here, take this.”
He did, before tugging on her sleeve. “Can you stay with me mom? I don’t feel good…”
“Aww, of course baby!”
He got out, climbing back in to sit in her lap. Killua turned his head as she patted his back to give Kurapika a shit eating grin.
The blondes eyes widened. ‘That little bastard, he did this on purpose!’
The two glared at each other, Killua then turning to cuddle (Name). “Poor baby. There must have been some peppers in your food or something. Don’t worry, I’m here.”
Killua’s smug glare faded, his hands gripping her shirt as she rocked him gently. He’d done this to get her away from Kurapika because his PDA was making him ill, but he couldn’t deny that being comforted and reassured that (Name) was there for him wasn’t a nice side effect.
Kurapika’s lip quivered, and he shivered like a sad chihuahua while watching Killua’s sigh contentedly. (Name) had been keeping him warm and safe, and now she was gone. Suddenly the car felt a lot colder, a lot lonelier than it had a few minutes prior.
———————
As soon as they were out of the car, Kurapika attempted to grab (Name)‘s arm and pull her close to him, only for him to spot her carrying the sleeping Killua in her arms. ‘God damnit!
She gently ran her fingers through his hair, sighing. “He’s not feeling well, I guess I’ll have to stay with him at the hotel while you all go to the amusement park.”
Suddenly, Killua’s eyes shot open. “Hmm? Wait I’m awake!”
(Name) raised an eyebrow and set him down. “Well you might be awake, but you threw up earlier and I don’t want you riding rollercoasters after th-“
He groaned. “Mom I’m fine! I think I got it all out of my system!”
(Name) huffed, poking his cheek. “Oh really? Then I don’t need to carry you around.”
Killua paused at that, crossing his arms over his chest. “I didn’t say that…”
Kurapika snickered, causing Killua to glare at him. “Aww, Killua… come here.”
She picked him back up, Gon running over. “Hey, I wanna be picked up too!”
“Hey, she can’t-“
She picked up Gon as well, holding them both. “Alright, if you want.”
Kurapika and Leorio stared at the girl, blinking. “Um… (Name)? They aren’t… heavy are they?”
She shook her head, beginning to walk towards the amusement park.
——————
They spent a few hours riding rides, eating greasy amusement park food, and running around before the park closed.
“God I’m exhausted…” Leorio said, barely able to keep himself upright. Killua and Gon had dragged him around to every ride, forcing him to ride with him.
“Me too.” Kurapika agreed, stretching. Leorio narrowed his eyes at the blonde.
“And why are you tired? You didn’t ride anything.”
Kurapika pointed to (Name), who he was carrying on his back. “I’ve been carrying her the past two hours.”
“Maybe if you weren’t so scrawny you wouldn’t be tired.” Killua said, holding onto (Name)’s hand as she slept. “I see why they made you the Rat zodiac.”
Kurapika’s eyebrow twitched. “I’m… I’m not scrawny…”
He looked away, frowning. “And rats are rather intelligent animals!”
“Yeah, so are dolphins. And dolphins are awful.” Killua rebutted.
“Wait why are dolphins awful?” Leorio asked. “I thought sharks were the ones you had to look out for.”
Gon grimaced. “Dolphins… let’s just say um…”
“They’re the Hisokas of the sea.”
The entire group shuddered. “Point taken.”
‘Wait… my dolphin…’ Kurapika thought, continuing to pout.
“Also sharks are more scared of people than people are of sharks! Here’s some more shark facts!”
The next 15 minutes were spent listening to Gon list out shark facts as they walked through the crowd to get to the mom van. “Mmm…”
(Name) stirred awake when Kurapika sat her down in his lap. “Pika…”
She leaned against him, nuzzling into his shoulder. (Name) was still tired, and although his heart raced, he let her get away with her affectionate actions.
“We’ll be at the hotel soon, okay?” he says softly, wrapping his arms around her.
“Mmm… warm…” her lips brushed against his neck, causing him to push her a little too roughly away.
“(N-Name)! What are you-“
She was blushing heavily, looking down at where his hands were. He slowly moved his eyes downwards, squeezing whatever he was holding lightly before seeing what was in his hands.
“Oh my god! Pervert!” Killua said.
His hands were firmly grasping her breasts, squeezing them lightly. “I- I didn’t mean-“
Kurapika didn’t pull his hands away out of pure shock.
“K-Kurapika!”
He was pulled back into the moment when he heard (Name) call out to him. Her face was burning up, and she was looking at him with shy and embarrassed eyes. “Y-your hands…”
Kurapika’s face turned bright red, pulling his hands away quickly. “Jesus Christ dude, you just groped my mom!”
Kurapika tried to stammer out a response. “W-wait it was an accident!”
“If it was an accident why did you hold onto them for so long? Gross, I knew you were some kind of pervert but I didn’t know it was this bad.”
“I’m not a-“
Leorio cleared his throat. “We’re here.”
Kurapika helped her out of the car, looking anywhere but her face. “I’m sorry, (Name). I swear it was an accident.”
He felt her take his hand. “It’s okay, Kurapika. I understand.”
Kurapika sighed, his cheeks fading to a soft pink instead of bright red. “I know you’re not interested in me like that, so don’t worry!”
He blinks, finally looking at her. The look on her face made his heart hurt. “I… I’m just a warm body, I know.”
Kurapika winced, remembering the words he said to her.
“You’re good at being a warm body, at least.”
Leorio overheard this conversation, feeling his chest tighten. ‘She still thinks that’s all she is? Even after…’
He cleared his throat, walking over. “We need to get everything unpacked. Come on.”
He grabbed Kurapika’s arm and dragged him to the back of the vehicle.
(Name) sat alone on the curb, looking down at her lap. ‘I can’t get ahead of myself. He was just using me to get off in the car because I was what was available. Anyone other woman would also done the job just fine…’ she though, pulling her knees to her chest. ‘I just… helped out a friend. Nothing more…’
Gon spotted her sulking on the curb, quickly running over. “(Name)? What’s wrong, are you tired? I can carry you inside if you want!”
He gave her a worried smile, tilting his head to look at her face. She sighed, looking up. “I’m fine Gon. Yeah, I’m tired but I can move.”
She stood up, stretching lightly before walking inside. He frowned. ‘Something’s wrong, she looked so… sad…’
He glanced back at Leorio and Kurapika, who seemed to be talking about something serious as they unpacked. ‘I’ll go tell Killua, he’ll know what to do!’
Leorio leaned against the mom van, his eyes pointed at the ground. “… your words really, really messed with her head, Kurapika. She..” he sighed, running his hand his hair. “She’s had trouble with her self worth since. (Name) really, really liked you, so when you said all she was, was a warm body to you, she internalized that.”
The tall man barely held back from telling him more, telling him what happened after the events of York New. ‘I promised her I would never tell him…’ Leorio thought, clenching his fist. ‘But it’s hard. If he knew… maybe he wouldn’t take her for granted…’
Kurapika trembled, raising a shaking hand to his mouth. His actions really did have consequences. Kurapika thought that after their intimate moment in the car, maybe things would be better. But was it really their intimate moment, or just his? What did she get out of it, besides the feeling that he was using her for her body? “I…”
He watched as she walked with Killua and Gon, the former holding her hand with a cornered look in his eye. “I love her, Leorio. I know I fucked up, but I… I want to love her, I want her to be happy.”
Leorio smoothed out his Hawaiian shirt, sighing as he grabbed the last suitcase. “I know you do, bud. You should tell her that, though, not me.”
Kurapika stood by the mom van for a good minute, thinking over Leorio’s words. ‘Tell her? I couldn’t. Not after everything I’ve done. I love her, but…’
He sighed, pushing back his hair. ‘I don’t want to hurt her again if I leave. Can I really allow myself to be with her, when there’s no guarantee I will live to see tomorrow because of my mission?’
Kurapika was snapped back to reality by Leorio calling out to him. “Hey, it’s getting late. Stop staring into space, we’re gonna go grab dinner!”
He nodded slowly, getting into the mom van. (Name) walked back out, waving at Kurapika from the doorway. “I’m coming!”
He blushed, waving back. ‘Maybe… maybe it’s okay to try. What could go wrong?’
———————
They sat inside a relatively nice restaurant, the five all looking at the menu. “Do they have chicken strips?” Gon asked, looking over the menu.
“No sweetheart, they don’t,” (Name) answered, patting his head. The black haired boy pouted.
“They have baked chicken. Isn’t that close enough?” Kurapika asked, looking up from his own menu. The group raised an eyebrow at him.
“No, you stupid twink. One is a breaded and fried chicken strip the other is baked. The only similarity they share is that they are chicken.”
Kurapika raised his menu again so he could roll his eyes. “I shouldn’t have asked.”
(Name) gave him a gently pat to his shoulder. “So, what are you getting, Pika?”
He glanced at her, giving the (h/c) haired girl a small smile. “I’m thinking I’ll get some pasta.”
She nods, munching on one of the free rolls the restaurant had provided. “Oh, that sounds good! I’m going to share the sea food platter with Leorio!”
Kurapika raised an eyebrow, glancing at the man who sat beside her. Leorio had his arm resting on (Name)’s chair as he looked over her menu with her.
The blonde scowled. He had wanted to sit next to her, but Leorio got there first, and Killua always managed to take a seat near her as well, so now Gon and Kurapika sat across from the three.
“I’m glad we’re next to each other, it’ll make sharing our good easy!” (Name) said with a smile. Leorio laughed, moving his hand from the chair to around her shoulders.
“You sure you aren’t just happy to be sitting with me, sunshine?”
The menu Kurapika was holding tore, causing Gon and Killua to glance at him. They looked at each other then to (Name) and Leorio.
“Kurapika!” Gon said, in an attempt to whisper. “Are you feeling jealousy right now?”
The blondes face erupted into a blush, and he attempted to stammer out a response. “J-jealous? No, no I wouldn’t- why would I be jealous?”
Gon sighs, holding back a laugh. “Your cheeks and eyes are red, and you’re staring at Leorio and (Name).”
Kurapika places a hand on his cheek, hissing and pulling it away. His face was hot, and one glance at his phone screen showed him that Gon was right.
“Kurapika!”
(Name) leaned over the table and pushed the pair of hello kitty sunglasses onto his face. “Your eyes.”
She cupped his cheek, patting gently. “Are you okay? Did something happen?”
He leaned into her touch, his jealousy slowly fading. “No, just… just remembered something unpleasant.”
She gave him a sympathetic look, brushing her thumb over his cheek. “You can tell me about it later, if you want. I’m always here for you.”
His heart thumped painfully against his ribs. ‘She’s so kind, too good for me.’
He spent the rest of dinner eating quietly. A few minutes before they were about to leave, (Name) glanced at Leorio, setting her fork down. “Leorio?”
He looked up from his dessert, humming. “Yeah, sunshine?”
She sighed, cheeks heating up. “Can you explain to me why you put mine and Kurapika’s luggage in the same room?”
The sound of Kurapika’s fork clattering against his plate as it fell from his hand made the two jump. Killua snickered at his reaction.
“Well, that’s how we decided to split the rooms. We got two, and you two ended up sharing one. You’re lucky, I have to share a room with Killua and Gon.” Leorio said, a scowl on his face.
‘I’m a great wingman.’ Leorio thought, sipping on his milkshake.
“Okay, but there’s one problem.” (Name) said, tapping against the table with her nails nervously.
Kurapika was still processing the fact they were sharing a room. “And that is?”
“There’s only one bed.”
Kurapika glared at his friends, his red eyes shining behind his sunglasses. “What?”
Gon looked away, scratching the back of his head while killua ate the free bread rolls. Leorio laughed nervously. “Well you see… the room was cheaper that way, and it was either that one or a room with four beds!”
(Name) sighed. “That would have been ideal! We could have all shared a room then.”
The three didn’t want to admit that the room has been booked on purpose, specifically to get Kurapika and (Name) closer. “Sorry…”
Kurapika knew this, though. He seethed in his seat, tapping his foot in frustration. ‘But…’
He looked to (Name), who was scowling at Leorio. ‘I’ll get to sleep next to her…’
He felt warm at that thought. “I guess it can’t be helped.”
———————
Kurapika sat on their shared hotel bed, waiting for (Name) to finish her shower. ‘Why do I feel so antsy? My heart is pounding.’
He was in his pajamas, fidgeting with the comforter as he listened to her singing in the shower. ‘I wonder if she knows I can hear her.’ he thought, a soft smile on his face.
This smile faded when her singing stopped, replaced with silence before he could hear the faintest whimper.
His eyes went wide, the blondes pants tightening. Kurapika stood up, walking closer to the door.
‘I have to get closer… what if she hurt herself?’ he attempted to reason with himself. Although, he knew the real reason he was pressing his ear against the door, hand slipping into his pants.
“Hahh…”
His cock twitched in his hand at the sound of her muffled moans. ‘Fuck she sounds so good…’
Kurapika wanted nothing more than to be the cause of those pretty little sounds she was making. He had to bite his lip to stay quiet as he masturbated with her. ‘Wanna… wanna cum with her…’
He listened intently, so he could tell when she was about to cum. Her moans were becoming more frequent, soft whines and mewls escaping her mouth.
He could just imagine her leaning against the shower wall, fingers rubbing at her clit, moving towards to prod at her entrance. Kurapika wanted nothing more than to be the one making her feel so good, to pump his fingers in and out of her pretty pussy until her cum was pooling beneath them.
He stroked faster, feeling that familiar coil tightening in his tummy.
She was getting close, he could tell. (Name) was panting, unable to keep her moans quiet anymore. Kurapika held himself back from cumming, wanting to wait for the perfect moment to-
“K-Kurapika!”
His eyes shot open while we he came, his thick seed shooting out onto the door. He could hear her panting and moaning as she came as well. Kurapika’s hand trembled, his face bright red. ‘Did… she moan out my… name? Was she…’
He felt himself grow hard again, his cock aching for another release. ‘Was she thinking of me while she touched herself?’
Kurapika didn’t have much time to process that. The shower turned off, meaning (Name) would be walking out within the next five minutes. He cursed, quickly wiping off the door and running to the bed. ‘Do I have enough time to jerk off again? I’m so hard, I c-‘
(Name) walked out of the shower, causing Kurapika to quickly pull the comforter over his lap. “I’m done, Kurapika.”
She smiled, her face a little hot from her shower and orgasm. (Name) looked much more relaxed, lightly stretching before walking over to the bed.
“(Name)?”
She glanced over at him as she sat down on her side of the bed, slowly pulling back the comforter so she could climb in. “Yes?”
“Earlier, in the car…”
Her eyes widened and her face burned hot with the memory of their intimate moment. “I wanted to thank you for helping me and… I apologize if it seemed like I was just using you. My body… it felt so hot, and I was embarrassed that someone would see… but I trusted that you wouldn’t make fun of me or think less of me for…”
His face was red, and he was obviously quite flustered. She felt herself relax, placing a hand over his. “It’s okay, Kurapika. I will admit, I did think that you might have just been using me, so I appreciate the clarification. I’m happy to help you, you’re my dear friend I don’t want you to ever be embarrassed over something that’s natural.”
Although she said this, he still couldn’t help but shy away from her touch. ‘I know she says I shouldn’t be embarrassed, but I don’t want her to think I only want her for her body again…’
He nodded slowly. “That’s… all I wanted to say. Goodnight, (Name).”
She lied down, and he turned off the light. Although (Name) did believe his words, her heart was still having trouble letting go of the insecurity that he really had used her. It wasn’t easy getting over deep rooted insecurities like that, but she did feel a little better, better enough to scoot closer to him.
“Kurapika?”
He turned to look at her, seeing she was closer. The blonde swallowed, his cock still throbbing from earlier. “Yes, (Name)?”
(Name)’s eyes were half lidded, maybe from being tired, maybe because she felt nice and relaxed. Either way, it made Kurapika’s heart thump loudly.
“Does it bother you to sleep next to me like this?”
This question took him aback, causing the blonde to tilt his head. “Bother me? No, not really. It’s not like it can be helped either way.”
(Name) nodded slowly, giving him a shy, tentative smile. “Well, I like sleeping next to you. It reminds me of the Hunter Exam, and I always feel… nostalgic.”
‘She likes… sleeping next to me?’
A blush took over Kurapika’s face. “I… like sleeping next to you too. You’re probably the only person that I really feel comfortable with sleeping next to me.”
They were both flustered now, playing with their respective ends of the comforter. “That… makes me really happy to hear, Pika.”
The blonde perked up a little, glancing at her. ‘Pika… I’m her Pika again.’
Every time (Name) used the old nickname she had for him, Kurapika felt butterflies in his tummy. She seemed so content laying against her pillow, eyelids beginning to drop closed.
“Pika?”
He hummed in response. They were closer now, but he couldn’t tell if he or her had moved in.
“Can…”
She placed her hand on his, Kurapika melting at her touch. Her hands were always so warm and soft, and he couldn’t help interlocking his fingers with hers.
“Can you what, (Name)?”
(Name)’s eyes softened when her interlocked his fingers with her. “Can I hold you? I know I said I only wanted to do it once when we slept together in York New, b-“
Before she could finish her sentence, the blonde scooted forward and pulled her into his arms, resting his chin on top of her head. “Please… I…”
He was having trouble speaking. She always made his head feel fuzzy, his heart pound, and his cock hard. It made interacting with her difficult, but he couldn’t deny his need to be closer to her any longer. She was right there within his reach, asking to hold him!
(Name) wrapped her arms around him, and he could feel her shudder slightly. “Pika…”
She nuzzled into his chest, her hand reaching up to play with his hair. Kurapika didn’t think he could feel any more at peace in this moment. She was in his arms, nuzzling him, playing with his hair. What else could he ask for?
“I love you, Kurapika. Goodnight…”
That made the moment perfect, tears prickling the corners of his eyes. Instead of responding, he kissed the top of her head as she fell asleep, pulling her even closer.
He didn’t care if she could feel he was hard, that didn’t matter. All that mattered is that they were together, and that she loved him. Whether it was platonically or romantically, Kurapika didn’t care. He loved her too, and would love her until his heart stopped.
When her breathing slowed, indicating she had fallen asleep, he smiled softly, rubbing soothing circles into her back.
“I love you too, (Name).”
———————
The bed was empty when (Name) woke up, the sound of the shower going telling her Kurapika left to get his shower before they had to leave for the amusement park.
(Name) pushed herself up, yawning and rubbing her sleepy eyes. Soft footsteps could be heard walking towards their room. She already know who it was before the person started knocking.
“Mooom! Hurry up, the park opens in 30 minutes!”
Killua poked his head into her room, groaning when he saw she was still in her pajamas. “Seriously, you’re not even dressed yet? And-“
He paused at the sound of the shower running, smacking a hand over his forehead. “And the blonde is in the shower. Of course.”
She suppressed a laugh, pulling the boy close and ruffling his hair. “Oh, stop pouting. You know I can get ready fast. You three go and pick up some breakfast for us all, and we’ll be ready by the time you get back.”
Killua huffed, taking a moment to lean into her touch before swatting her hand away and running out the door.
‘He’s so grumpy in the morning,’ she thought, giggling as she opened her suitcase.
Kurapika walked out of the bathroom a moment later, wearing a sweater and jeans. His face lit up when he saw (Name) was awake, the blonde speeding over to hand her his towel and sit in front of her.
He didn’t even have to ask, she already knew Kurapika wanted her to dry his hair.
(Name) giggled, drying his hair as she leaned against her. “Pika, I’ll need to get to a set of my body wash and shampoo. It’s been really good for your hair!”
He hummed contentedly when she ran a hand through his damp hair. “Mhm… thank you, (Name). I always look forward to this.”
She was thankful he was facing away from her, because she was blushing intensely. “I like doing it too!”
After she finished drying his hair, (Name) left to go change. She decided to follow Kurapika’s lead, and throw on a knit cardigan and jeans. His eyes softened when she walked out, the blonde sighing. “You look pretty, (Name).”
Her blush deepened. “Th-thank you, Kurapika.”
The group arrived at the amusement park again, this time planning to stay all day long. (Name) stretched lightly, quickly applying some sunscreen to everyone’s face. “Alright, you boys charged your phones right?”
Killua nodded while Gon scratched the back of his head and laughed nervously.
“Gon, I told you to remember.” (Name) scolded softly.
“Sorry, (Name). I got distracted watching cool reptile fact videos last night.”
“It’s true, and he played it full volume like an old person.” Killua said, flicking his friend on the forehead.
(Name) sighed, opening her backpack and handing him a portable charger. “I’m so glad I packed these. Keep your phone charged, okay sweetheart?”
He nodded, giving her a quick hug as an apology. The two left after, (Name) calling out to them.
“We’ll meet in the dining hall at 1 pm!”
“Okay mom!”
Leorio and Kurapika glanced at each other, then down at (Name). “So, what’s first up on our agenda, princess?”
(Name) smiled up at the two. “First, I want to check out the petting zoo! I heard they have bunnies!”
She wiggled a little as she stood, obviously excited. ‘So cute…’ the two thought.
“Alright, to the petting zoo. Kurapika, you have the map?”
The blonde nodded, unfolding it.
The three made their way to the petting zoo, (Name) washing her hands as Kurapika snuck away to buy her a cup of kibble to feed the bunnies.
“(Name) I got y-“
Kurapika glanced to his left to see Leorio also holding a cup of kibble to her. She glanced between the two, laughing. “Aww, you’re both so sweet. Why don’t we feed them together?”
She bounced on her heels as she waited to get let inside the petting zoo. It was really cute to watch her jump a little and giggle when the door opened, her two friends feeling their hearts race.
As soon as she walked in, all the bunnies hopped towards her, pawing at her pants leg. She cooed, picking one up. (Name) didn’t even have the kibble in her hand, Kurapika and Leorio did, yet the bunnies ignored them completely.
“Animals like individuals with pure souls.” Kurapika stated while the watched (Name) giggle as the bunnies crawled into her lap and gently nibbled at her clothes.
“Yeah, and I don’t think there’s anyone purer than her.” Leorio said, his eyes soft.
“Maybe Gon.”
The two said this in unison, then laughed. Their laughter caused (Name) to look up with a confused smile. “Hmm? What are you two giggling about?”
“Nothing, sunshine, go back to playing with your bunnies.”
After her time was up, (Name) pouted as she was led out of the petting zoo by Kurapika. “Don’t be sad (Name). We can get back in line if you want.”
She shook her head, perking up. “No, there’s other things I want to do. Come on!”
Leorio watched as she dragged Kurapika along, his smile fading a little. The blonde was blushing as (Name) giggled, squeezing his hand tightly.
‘They sure are getting close again.’ Leorio thought, his heart twisting in his chest. ‘I’m… glad she’s happy.’
The three did many things, including riding rides, snacking on amusement park treats, and taking pictures.
Kurapika nearly doubled over laughing at the picture of their roller coaster ride, where Leorio screamed as he clung to (Name) for dear life.
“It’s not that funny…” Leorio said with a pout, tapping his foot against the cement floor. (Name) snickered.
“It is pretty funny, Leorio.”
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(Name) sighed as she lapped at her ice cream, holding Killua’s hand with her free one. They were walking out of the park after a long day, and they were all pretty tired.
As she walked, (Name) turned her head lazily whne she heard a sound, quickly dropping her ice cream to sprint towards the noise when she saw what was happening.
“No, DROP IT GON!”
The boy had picked a corn dog off the ground taken a bite if it. “Hey, it’s not bad, I just watched someone drop i-“
(Name) smacked it out of his hand. “How many times do I have to tell you to not eat things ofc the ground? You’re going to get sick, sweetheart.”
She gently wiped the crumbs from his face with her handkerchief, before cupping his cheeks. “Oh, what am I going to do with you?”
Kurapika watched this exchange from the corner of his eye, his cheeks a soft pink. (Name) was always so motherly and caring, making sure neither of their younger friends got hurt or did anything stupid.
It only made the thought of getting her pregnant and starting a family with her seem more and more tantalizing. ‘I can’t… I can’t settle down and have a family. I can’t let my anger fade away…’
But it did stick in his mind, the blonde cursing himself for wearing jeans and not his usual tabard. It was harder to hide a boner in tight pants.
(Name) pouted as she crouched down to clean up her spilled ice cream, Gon hovering around her. “I’m sorry, (Name)…”
She gave him a smile. “It’s okay, Gon. I should have been more careful.”
“But.. the only reason you dropped it was because-“
She stood, dropping the ice cream in the trash before patting his arm. “I promise it’s fine. I can get more ice cream later.”
As Gon pouted and now took her other free hand so she was walking with him and Killua, Kurapika snuck away. Leorio raised an eyebrow as he watched the blonde turn a corner, but he didn’t say anything. (Name) was too distracted comforting Gon to notice.
When they reached the car and were beginning to load up, (Name) glanced up, blinking before counting heads.
“Wait… Kurapika?”
She looked around, not spotting her blonde hair friend. “Shit, where is he? He didn’t get kidnapped did he?”
Leorio snickered at that. “I doubt anyone would be able to successfully kidnap him, (Name).”
She raised her eyebrow at him, causing Leorio to clear his throat.
“He has a lot of enemies, Leorio. What if his…”
She pointed to her eyes. “What if they changed color and someone saw? Oh Kurapika…”
Leorio jumped up when he noticed tears falling down her chubby cheeks. “Hey, hey (Name), he’s probably fine. I saw him walking away after you dropped your ice cream.”
She stared at him incredulously. “What if he was being lured away? Leorio you have to tell me these things!”
“Tell you what?”
She turned her head to see Kurapika jogging over, carrying a brown paper bag. (Name) gasped, instantly running to him and nearly tackling him in a hug.
He yelped, catching her in his arms. “Woah, what happened? Did someone get hurt?”
She looked up, and his gaze softened at her tears. “You… I thought something happened to you when I saw you weren’t here…”
He cupped her cheek, swiping her tears away with his thumb. “(Name)… I’m sorry, I should have told you I was leaving. I wanted to surprise you.”
“Surprise me?”
Kurapika blushed, holding out the paper bag. “For you…”
She blinked, taking the bag and opening it. “Oh, Kurapika!”
Inside was a small plush bunny and a bag of pastries. “I saw you eyeing it when we were at the gift shop, and when I saw you dropped your ice cream, I wanted to get you more. But the stand was closed. I hope these are okay inst-“
He went quiet when she stood on her tippy toes to kiss his cheek, his face turning a bright red. “Kurapika, this is so sweet. Thank you.”
She gave him a hug, the blonde quickly wrapping her tightly in his embrace. “I’m… I’m really happy you like it.”
Unknown to (Name), Kurapika has decided on courting her in the traditional Kurta way, and the first step was gift giving.
Kurapika was very happy on their way back to the hotel, holding her gently and laughing when she hugged the plush to her chest.
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The days passed by, and now they were on the road back home. (Name) was a lot more comfortable sitting in his lap now, and he was having an easier time controlling himself.
When they reached home, Kurapika almost felt… disappointed. This meant that she’d be taking her van in to the shop to get the seat fixed. He wanted to hold her in his lap more, but he couldn’t be selfish like that.
“Ugh…”
(Name) groaned as she sat on her couch after unpacking. The kids had already passed out on the beanbag together, snoring. It was nearly midnight, and Leorio had decided to stay the night so he could take (Name) to get her van fixed in the morning.
“Tired?” Kurapika asked, sitting next to her. She nodded, leaning her head on his shoulder.
“Yeah… exhausted. The trip was fun, but I’m happy to be home.”
He nodded, playing with her hair. She leaned into his touch, smiling. It was a nice moment, Kurapika feeling himself relax next to her.
Nothing lasts forever though. Kurapika flinched when he heard his phone ringing. (Name) waved her hand, telling him to answer it. He nodded and stood up, walking into the hallway.
(Name) felt her eyes getting droopy as she waited for Kurapika to finish his call. When she heard his familiar footsteps approaching the couch, she glanced up. Her heart sunk at his expression, suddenly very awake.
“I… there’s another informant that wants to meet with me in a week. I’ll be gone for… a few months.”
Kurapika could tell (Name) didn’t like this by her face. “A few months? That’s so long…”
He swallowed, looking away. “I know, it is. But I’ll be going.”
She nodded slowly, looking down at her lap. “Your mission always comes first, I already got that.”
He felt his chest ache. Kurapika wanted to try and reassure her that she was also very important to him, but he couldn’t get the words out. He clenched his fist, sighing softly. “I’ll… I’ll call you every day if I can.”
This surprised her. She felt a bit hesitant to trust him, after all, the last time he promised that he ended up ghosting her then breaking her heart.
“Okay. It’s not like I’m going to stop you from leaving or anything.” (Name) said, leaning back against the couch. “You’re your own person, you don’t need my permission to do things. You just stay here in between missions.”
For some reason, that hurt Kurapika a lot more than her yelling at him or being angry with him would have.
“… it’s in a week. I would uh…”
He twiddled his thumbs. “I would like to spend time with everyone before I leave.”
He meant to say he wanted to spend time with her most of all, but his body wouldn’t allow him to say it.
“Sure, I’m not busy.”
He smiled, and she gave him a tired smile as well. “I’m going to bed now. Goodnight, Pika.”
He watched her walk upstairs, says filled with love and longing. “Goodnight, (Name).”
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my-castles-crumbling · 2 months
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Hii Cas!!! This is bagel anon. Andd
I've kinda gotten the sleep situation under control but I can't help put off sleep even if I have nothing to do. I have this anxiety about sleep cause I overthink a lot and all of my most horrible moments always come just when I have to go to sleep. Which is very annoying cause my mood goes downhill pretty quickly and when it does, I feel like the worst ever. Then I overthink some more and even if I go to sleep at atleast 10, I might as well fall asleep at 12.
Also I've kind of recovered from the burnout too? For past 2 days, I've just... not been studying much and honestly it feels so good to lay off for a bit and relax. I'm still procrastinating a lot and my stomach ache hasn't gotten better but I managed to start my math worksheet and I'm so glad! There's still so much work left but my school teachers are so nice. I felt sick once and asked to put my head down and my math teacher agreed and asked if im okay now. It was pretty small but it made me feel so nice for some reason.
Also my mom and I had a talk and she hasn't been saying so much about how lazy I am. I haven't properly talked to her about the stuff she says and how it hurts me a lot and honestly I have no idea how to because I suck so much at confronting problems. I once told her that I didn't like how she always comments on how fat I look (even tho i look decent) and I get how she has a lot of insecurity from being obese herself but she's always pushing this insecurity on me and I hate it so much (she still says it sometimes). Its made me so bitter towards her sometimes and even me. And even though she looks out for me a lot and understands I'm having a bad day, she never understands her own mistakes and i just snap at her so much nowadays which makes me feel like shit. She acts like I'm the worst person ever now even tho she doesn't realize how she is like. Taking a break with my door closed is useless cause she'll just come in randomly and start giving me lectures so i normally lock my door and just lay down and read something (normally with a excuse that I'm changing clothes or smth). But she screams so much if I lock my door. She never acts on it but it makes me so scared of locking it.
But other than that, my studies are almost complete and that makes me feel so happy. My best friend had gone on a trip for a week and normally we dont talk about deep stuff, just basic 'so whats up' (we travel together to school and live in the same area) but her presence makes me feel really calm so thats really nice too. And the rain is sooo much and the roads are literally flooded but damn do i love rain.
Soo anyway, tysmmm for the advice, it really helped to hear someone say I need to relax cause i really really did. I hope you have a wonderful dayy!!!
On a side note, Good luck babe by Chappell Roan is so good. Its literally on repeat in my mind!
Hi hon! I’m glad you’ve gotten a chance to relax a bit!
First, would it help to know that just closing your eyes and resting has been scientifically proven to be almost as helpful as actually sleeping? I know for me, I used to stress so much about sleep- “OMG I only have 6 hours to sleep. Well now I’ve been stressing and I only have 5.5. And now only 5. And so on…”
But if you just close your eyes and breathe it has almost the same benefits. It really helped me relax when I go to bed.
Also what your mom is saying to you is not okay and I’m so glad you realize that. Whether or not you are overweight (it shouldn’t matter) she shouldn’t be making comments like that. Being overweight doesn’t make people look “bad” and the way your mom is pushing her insecurities on you is super hurtful. I’m glad you know that she’s doing that, and your weight and your looks are separate from her. I’m sure you slay every outfit ❤️
Agreed, Chappell Roan is the loml
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liathgray · 1 year
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Hey! I just wanted to say I just finished Capra for the first time and I LOVED IT. I can't wait to read the sequel, which I've got queued up as we speak! I hope you're not offended but I'd like to offer myself as a proof reader for Capra/followng stories? I noticed a number of minor grammar/spelling errors and I'd love to fix them up for you! Again, no offense meant, feel free to tell me to fuck off :) I also had a maybe stupid question. I still don't understand what happened on the boat? Is that something that is yet to be fully explained, and I just haven't read it yet in Marelle? Or am I missing something? I adored your work and the effort you put into it really showed through!
Hi!!! Gosh I’m so glad you enjoyed it aaaHhhhH thank you! I hope Marelle has been treating you well
I appreciate the offer, but will pass. A chunk of what has been kindly pointed out by readers grammar-wise is intentional misusing things for the sake of structure or impact. Also occasionally because I use Canadian spelling so sometimes what is incorrect to readers isnt incorrect to me and i REFUSE TO CONFORM!!!!
Im hesitant to revisit a work a few years old like Capra because I came out of it happy with how I’d written, and am a highly critical person. If i reread it now, theres a pretty high chance i’ll get frustrated and want to revise or restart. I don’t wanna ruin it for myself
All that is to say: no thank u ❤️
Im assuming you mean the segment when Ed’s talking to that woman? The long and short of it was she couldnt afford to be on the boat monetary-wise. She lied to get herself and her kid and now owes a debt, and is running low on physical things she can sell (ex: clothing, jewelry, hair, etc) so shes offered to pay the toll with a tooth, which is worth enough to cover the debt. Her hands shake, so she asked Ed to do it.
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obesericewrites · 2 years
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so i literally only came across this IF today but i'm in love with the concept and all the characters and have just been reading all the scenarios stalking your whole blog❤️❤️❤️ it's definitely possible that the answers to some of these are spoilers, but i have a couple questions if you don't mind me asking!!
-how come dawn knows english so well? is it just because kids can pick up languages faster than an adult, so M just doesn't grasp it as fast?
-are half/part-fae people common in this world? or is S kinda a rare case? is that why they can cast runes and stuff or can full humans also use magic? M can also cast runes but theyre a shifter so..
-what's the belief system(s) in this world? S says "hells" a lot, and B says "goddesses" and "gods", so i'm guessing there is at least a pantheon of divines?? and possibly multiple hells? unless that's just how they talk lol
-are M's worms just like..there? are so they have a reason for carrying around a bunch of worms? are they their friends? ik it's so they have a lil bit of the thicket w/ em but like.. worms?!?
-what's the deal with the "first world"?? B loves it apparently but it's never mentioned anywhere else in your blog
-there was an ask from months ago where mc went crazy and said the birds talk to them and S got strangely excited.. thoughts??
-what's the human to non-human ratio in the village?
-B is an amputee bc of a birth defect, or "so they believe".. uh rice?? care to elaborate???
Ooo IM SO GLAD YOU CAUGHT ON A FEW THINGSSS!! I am so excited to answer all of theses questions for you!! THANK YOU FOR ASKING THISSS💜💕
1. Dawn knows English well because she taught herself along with stalking/forcing a few merchants to teach her. Along with her being at a young age while learning the language she was able to pick things up easier and listen in on conversations outside the thicket and put certain sentences together!
2. Yes! Half/part faw and other hybrids are common in this world! While both S and M can use runes, which invoke magic, so could B if they wanted to. The way runes work here is like this; the runes need something to take in order to give. Like how with S, they have their fist painted. So, when they carve the runes into their fist, their blood is taken and gives the force of the punch more volume. It will be explained in more detail in the IF, don’t worry. ^^;
3. In this world everyone believes in some sort of god/goddesses. They are all represented in stones an example is how when an RO (B) swears they say, ‘by lapis lazuli!’ As a term to curse the name of the god, lapis lazuli. While saying ‘by the goddesses/gods’, would be used when startled and sort of summon the attention of the entities one would believe in. While the term ‘hells’ is made plural because in this world there are several hells for the seven sins.
4. Ms worms are just there. They are there for a reason....that will not be explained due to spoilers ;)
5. Yes! The first world. I only mentioned it once as I didn’t want to put to much light on it before I properly developed it. The first world is basically…our world. The way this world work is that there was a time where humans weren’t always here. But then suddenly, they were and they came in very large numbers. I won’t explain it that much as it won’t come up often in the story but there will be an explanation!
6. S being…well, S. They didn’t speak to a lot of people on there hunts for their bounty. What’s a constant thing in the trees they would hide in? Birds. S would often talk to birds or any other living creature in there surrounding area on hunts because they were lonely. This will come up in detail in their own separate route!
7. There are definitely a lot more humans than non-humans, especially in chapter one and future chapters. The non-humans are pushed out of the village while the humans live in the safer areas. Can’t explain in detail due to spoilers.
8. Alright…so, Bs leg…..yeah, that was just a writing error 😅 Bs leg was a birth defect. I first planned on having the monster in the woods take there leg, but decided it wouldn’t make any sense for their character. Many people believe that B lost their leg in the prologue, when it was already gone in the first place. It’s probably due to that error so I apologize!! The wound B got in the prologue was just a nasty scar on their back!
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okay so ch8 hurt a lot more than i thought and i’m actually trying not to cry for multiple reasons and like i’m nervous and so heartbroken for y/n bc she is actually traumatized and that the possibility of sera getting pregnant is a possibility and is it bad i think i’m numb from angst??? like this is probably the heaviest angst i’ve ever read and idk like sometimes my mood is like up and down constantly bc of this series (i promise this isnt an attack) and i think now i just kinda want to take a depression nap but i’m so hurt for y/n bc i think i relate to her a lot to the point to where its scary sometimes like trying to keep the peace to not rock the boat too much really hits home and so does honestly having to bottle everything up at the sake of your own sanity. also i’m so upset bc y/n doesnt even know that gojo actually rawdogged his mistress out of spite afterwards bc she passed out from the distress of arguing and basically losing her patience and i feel like she might blame herself for that when gojo was in the wrong (the raw sex) and honestly she deserves better and at this point i’m rambling so ill stop
damn this was long asf either way i suck at expressing myself but i’ll try harder next time :\
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Anonymous said
i just finished reading chapter 8 and i feel completely broken. im literally crying and shaking and had to take a pause. i wanted to mention how me and y/n have thalassophobia. also… i knew it. sera is such a manipulative bitch. how dare she say the things that she says when she. is. the. mistress?!! she must want her life to be harder than it is bc just like y/n said in the eyes of society -even if to her and him she was first (she wasnt)- she is gonna be a whore. someone like gohoe’s stepmom. using him just to climb up. gojoe is such a stupid ass bitch. i literally lost feelings for him today just like y/n. how dare he get mad when he knows the shit him and his mom went through inside a marriage like that. the mf came inside sera’s stupid ass too. im glad geto said something. im so happy his friends are mad at him. im glad to know they wasn’t okay with this situation in the first place but were trying to be good friends. gojoe is so stupid omg. i was literally crying the whole time. funny of him thinking that no one else would fuck us aside from him as if toji wasn’t there and as if he didn’t get jealous over the way guys were looking at y/n. tbh, idc if they end up together or not. im a hard simp for gojo but this is a story where i wouldn’t mind it at all if y/n doesn’t end up with him. what a mf. i understand that he has gone through stuff but the way he treats y/n has no excuse!! like literally no excuse. i feel bad for what he goes through but he is just taking it out on her. im sorry if this doesn’t make sense but i’m still going through the emotional pain of this chapter. poor y/n.
Anonymous said
Well that chapter was… really something else. My heart was hurting for y/n the whole time. However, I’m so happy that y/n finally voiced her feelings about everything Gojo’s put her through, I can’t even be that upset with her for throwing his mother leaving back in her face. And sera’s bitch ass brings out the most violent of tendencies within my soul, with her fake niceness and bitchiness. I hope karma hits her like a freight train, her having a prior relationship with Gojo in no way excuses this bullshit behavior of hers. Please tell me she doesn’t end up with Gojo, even if Gojo and y/n don’t end up together, she doesn’t deserve it or even him at this point. I’m glad that Geto and Shoko stood up for her the whole time and made bora bora more bearable, but Gojo just needs Jesus and therapy. Until then, Toji x y/n ❤️
Anonymous said
I am so excited for the future chapters. Can't wait for gojou to get a taste of his own medicine. I was rereading the earlier chapters and oof the things he said and did to mc hit even harder. I really don't know how anyone can move past the trauma and pain he inflicted on her. I don't know what the general consensus is among all the readers, but at this point I really REALLY want mc to find happiness and I don't think gojou is it 😔 It goes without saying though that we would absolutely love anything you decide to do plotwise. Thanks for the update! Please remember to take care of your health and please don't feel pressured to update if it interferes with your life and health. We are not going anywhere:))
Anonymous said
I have no words just that wow, you did an amazing job, i am speechless, SN is becoming my fav fic ever, I- i don't know what to say...You re such a talented writer, thank you for this chapter. THANK UUUUUU
but okay,,,,FUCK SERA AND GOJO THO FUCK THEM BOTH.I CAN'T STAND SERA BITCH ILL DROWN YOU.As for Gojo,,,I FEEL SO BAD CAUSE I CAN'T FUCKING HATE HIM I WANT HIS REDEMPTION ARC IM SO SORRY Y'ALL CAN HATE ME FOR THIS;((((((
this was incredible, very excited for whats coming, i fully trust you, my heart is in your hands do what you want with it SKKSKS take care of yourself and stay hydrated!!! MWA BIG KITH - 🍬
( manifesting Gojo's infertility)
Anonymous said
sera fr gonna babytrap gojo huh...
gosh i wish them the worst. im so glad the bestest person ever y/n finally decided to tell what she actually feels about their messed up situation, like you go girl i will hold your purse, show them who's the boss. and if there are sera and gojo apologists out there, why? please i knew sera was fucking suspish even back then and the audacity to come at y/n like that, gosh makes my blood boil fr. sometimes i wish y/n doesn't play by the rule and straight up be mean and put sera and gojo on a lot of blocklist so at least the thing sera moaning about how selfish y/n be comes true. pull the strings and show badass you are, y/n, maximize your power as an heiress. do it for capitalism! /j. Y/N CORRUPTION ARC WHEN!!
Anonymous said
OH SHIT IDK FUCK UHM FUCK I JUST FINISHED THE CHAPTER I WOKE UP AT 4AM FOR THIS I SET AN ALARM ON GOD AND ITS FUCKING BREAKING ME OMYGHOD JWDISISJAIXJAIDJW FUCKING SATORU MAN HE DIDNT FUCKING PULL OUT FAST ENOUGH IM GONNA BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF HIM, HIS SEEDS BETTER BE SLOWING THE FUCK DOWN
but fuck i love him too much fr fr, anyways on the other note i love Ieiri and getou so much if i could only bitch slap sera the fuck out of this world i would've
and to think i gave that bitch the benefit of the doubt cause it make sense for her to hurt and be with gojo even after he got married since they were together initially but bitch IMMA CLAMP THE FUCK OUT OF HER FACE IF HE DOES NOT STAY ON HER FUCKING LANE SHE OUT HERE TESTING MY FUCKING PATIENCE ON GOD
i super love and adore ur writing btw hehe
Anonymous said
OMG CH:8 has mee so livid istg I can’t even explain. YES!!! Y/n out here finally standing up for herself and slapping tf out of Hoejo, and the whole “your mom” thing I CACKLED ALDOSWBDO it was so mean yet deserving like
I love the realization for both Getou and Shoko they both finna drop Hoejo and get a new bestie bc gurl they are not for it😩
correct me if I’m wrong but you said said gojo decided to pull out of Sera, but it was “the rest” of it…. ARE YOU TELLING ME THAT HE ACTUALLY C*ME in her😮😮😮
Bc if that’s the case and point
Sera’s whole “if I have his baby then imma have him too.” crap is end game.
But anways I loved this chapter! It was a sad read but I can’t wait for the reverse role arc!
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hello edit response later when my headspace isn’t 📉 thank u to everyone who submitted asks ai needs some rest for now 😭
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starwitness42 · 3 years
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Halo Anons
Hey all! So I got some anon asks about the Halo stuff from yesterday, and I figured I’d answer them all in one post so I don’t spam your dashes. Here goes!
So how is that legal aren’t the characters owned by someone? Like I know ao3 protects their writers specifically because it’s *unmonetized* fan fiction, that’s why you can’t even share links to your fundraising pages..? Either way congrats! I’ll buy it!! This fic saved me. But you should really put this on ao3 I saw it on Twitter that’s the only reason I know. Im sure there’s others like me who went through a period of needing to read certain chapters more than once. I’d be a nasty shock.
With the legal stuff, that’s why I’ve been editing it. All the names have changed, a lot of their backstories (especially Robert’s) have changed, place names have changed, etc. All the mob stuff was obviously my stuff anyway, so that can stay. But I’ve tried to take “Emmerdale” out of it as much as possible. 
As for posting it on AO3, that’s where things get tricky. If I say there why I’m pulling it, I risk losing my account, which I very much want to keep so I can write more Robron stuff in the future. So... yeah. 
From my other ask.. you should also notify people on the Robron tag. Really! I’m in an great place now, but half a year ago if I saw this fic was just gone I would have fallen apart. When I say it saved me it honestly did.. I was in a really bad place of SH feeling dirty and worthless and this fic made me feel worthy of help. A therapist that was actually paid for through a child victims program that I didn’t think I deserved to use before reading this. So SO happy it will be a book for others!
That’s something I should do, you’re right. I’ll make sure to put a note up on the Robron tag before I pull it. Also: I’m so glad you’re doing better, love!!!!! You go girl!!!!!!
I am so proud of you!! The boy with the broken halo means so much to me ❤️
Thank you, sweetie! I’m not sure if there’s anything to be proud of yet, but I’m certainly going to try and be worthy of all the amazing people that read the fic.
Too bad so many people already read it 😞you should have withheld the final chapter til your book 😉 Jk a HP writer withheld a chapters til she got enough patreon donors and her account was deleted by ao3 😂 ahh exciting though!!! We didn’t deserve your talent on ao3!!!! 👏🥳 are you allowed to use Robron as the people?
Um... does it count that I’ve technically withheld a wedding epilogue? I mean, it wasn’t nefarious or anything. I’m just writing it now so it’s not like I’ve been sitting on it. But at least there will be something fun for anyone that wants to check it out. And really, I didn’t deserve this amazing fandom. I’m telling you, the comments I got on this story still make me ache to this very day. You all were so incredible. 
Does this mean ur not writing anymore Robron now. Im so excited for ur sequel
Congratulations 🥳
I am nowhere near done with these two. 
No way that’s amazing!! Cheers to you!! I read that fic twice! Are you able to use Robron or does it have to be original character names? I also had no idea your name is Faith! I assumed Becks was short for Rebecca! My name is Hope and my cats are Faith and Love 😄😻
Oh yeah, my name isn’t Faith. Becks is short for Rebecca. Faith is an homage to my first ever fandom name (savingfaith) and Beckett... Beck... yadda yadda. Hope is such a beautiful name though! And what great cat names as well!
I saw the news on Twitter! 🔥🎊 TBWTBH was amazing!!!! Satisfied both my Robron and mob obsession!!! While I don’t reread fics, I still hate that it’s being deleted! It makes sense though! The cover art is amazing!! 🤩
@scrapyardboyfriends outdid herself on that flipping cover. I am so in awe! It was EXACTLY what I wanted it to be and more!!!
“I’m not making this post to pimp myself“ uhhh why tf not??? You deserve to!!! You’re nothing but supportive and caring towards others in the fandom, so damn girl pimp away!!!
You sir and/or madam are so very kind and if we weren’t in a pandemic I would hug you right now. I wouldn’t even begin to know how to pimp myself, though. I’m the worst salesman on the planet. 
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bloodpenned · 3 years
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(ill call myself your yanyan anon <3 i’ve been stalking your blog for a while before i got brave enough to finally send a mssg in, im happy you like my lil rambles!! ❤️ you’ve got such a solid grasp on the yandere psyche and im in love wth your writing. HERE’S MORE YANDERE WIVES CONTENT. )
honestly the biggest tragedy of that whole ordeal is kylar is hysterical but very open about their intentions. she loves pc! she wants her to be hers forever, and for pc to mean it. there’s always that part of kylar that has that seed of doubt. that feels like it’s too good to be true. because after all, despite words said, only actions can soothe the worry that pc will slip through her fingers.
i think pc snapping and holding kylar basically hostage would be a great way to soothe that worry! for good or bad, pc has dirtied themselves the way kylar thought she would only go for, and that in itself is such a sweet declaration of love that initially, i think kylar would just settle in and bask in the twisted feeling of being so utterly wanted. kylar has probably never felt so settled or grounded in her life. when she wakes up, she’s marrying pc, ring or no. (but knowing kylar, she bought the ring the day they first kissed).
i think the only source of distress kylar goes through is when she puts aside the deliriously happiness she’s experiencing to really think about pc. she loves pc! she doesn’t want pc in pain. and as much as kylar loves this, pc is clearly in pain, from the way she pretends she’s not crying half the time she’s in the room with kylar. kylar probably wants to smother her lover in kisses and soothing words, because she would never ever leave her.
pc, in this au, is probably flipped in neuroticism. will go to extremes if given the case. and if she dwells enough - or, god forbid - she tells someone and they’re horrified and berate pc til she turns herself into the police … these two silly fools are so gone over each other that they’re prone to go nuclear. or, well, she’d plan to, because the second pc is dragged to the pillory, kylar would break those old dusty tranqs out and collect her little lover, highly hysterical because she was NOT privy to all this development, and she woke up in the hospital telling her the person who did this would be punished accordingly! and how dare they. /how dare they/. kylar’s shaking in anger but they’ve got their hands on pc properly, after all that time. if anyone were awake to see it, what a scene it would make, the loner teacher brought to tears and having to be consoled by the little pariah.
(of course they fuck right there on the pillory. it’s kylar’s own way of staking her victory, to have pc crying out her name over all those disgusting monsters.)
but you thought they were clingy before??? pc isn’t hiding her bad attitude anymore. she openly whines and gets jealous and even snippy if kylar looks at a girl too long. she’s back in school, of course, because pc thinks she’s damn gorgeous in the uniform and she wants to get a job so she can make money and burn the orphanage and the farms down to the ground. … and yes, maybe pc has a change of heart, maybe pc wants kylar to be HER pretty trophy wife, so she can have her curled around her at all times. she’d never take a job without being able to sneak kylar into her office, of course. have her on her lap and snake an arm around her while she works.
kylar the little yandere bean deserves to be loved fully and wholly and just as hard as she does <3
waaa im glad you like my writing so much, yours is great too <3!! yanyan is such a cute nickname... officially, welcome to the blog!! :)
two dumb gay yandere being in love /j so much miscommunication going on here LMAO kylar was just into it the whole time!!! the hospital scene though... god, she'd be so panicked it would be unbearable. the vile doctors had bandaged and hid all of the lovely marks of your love too, and it pisses her off further. she would prefer for it all to scar, rather than heal. kylar knocks out as many people as possible near the pillory and basically throws herself at you, you become the only person in the world to her. i think she might ask you to marry her right then and there, even though she doesn't have a ring with her. you have to know she still wants you! fucking on the pillory... you made kylar feel so good so many times while she was tied up, it's only fair she returns the favour, right? let the whole town know you were made for each other.
when you're in school again, you don't bother your relationship at all anymore. greet her with a kiss on the lips before class, flirt with her during class and kylar lets you read passages out loud whenever she can, just because she likes the sound of your voice so much. being so all over each other shows everyone who you belong to. kylar only likes it when you get a little jealous, she thinks it's cute honestly, and she's ready to do whatever it takes to prove to you again and again that you're her one and only.
the last comment about the job!! kylar quits her job after you ask her to, becoming your cute little housewife. can you imagine working at home specifically so you can always keep her around? having an online meeting with your wife's head in your lap, stroking her hair or even having her eat you out... she's more important than anything else after all, and she'd been nuzzling your thigh in such a cute way for the past couple of minutes- you couldn't help but let her do it. most of the time, you can just have her sit on your lap without issue.
trophy wife kylar though......... she'd be so embarrassed but so happy if you wanted to show her off to everyone <3
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biaswreckingfics · 3 years
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So I meant to send this ages ago but forgot, others have made the same points but I’ll send it anyway lol. I’ve combined chapter 5&6 together, so this is long sorry 💚💚💚
Chapter 5
Sunwoo really needs to stop with the ninja sneaking skills. That’s the second time he’s made her jump while she’s distracted. I think he needs to start wearing a bell around his neck, so she knows where he is 😂😂
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(Couldn’t decided between the gifs, so just enjoy The Hoe & Leo)
"Let me know if they keep calling you. We'll figure out our next steps then, okay?"
He said ‘OUR’!! Her problems are now his. He’s basically taken her under his wing 😍
He’s always so gentle with her (minus the water/flour fight), it like he intuitively knows how to take care of her, without her having to ask. I love how effortlessly comfortable they are with each other.
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"If it makes you smile, then that's all that matters."
My heart 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰
"So, are you guys on a date?"…. "Something like that."
Again my heart ❤️
I’m genuinely curious as to why he shut down Hotel de la Sunwoo and has decided to be more respectful of their shared space now. Has he actually stopped all hoe activities or just slowed down the frequency, as well as doing them elsewhere?! 🤔
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All that smirking, he definitely likes seeing her get all flustered. She’s quite sassy, so getting to see her squirm a lil, delights him. While teasingly putting her in her place, he’s also gauging if she actually likes him and to what extent. I think he might already know the answer. She’s hasn’t exactly been subtle has she (she’s been caught staring looking a few times) lol.
DUDE!!! Not the ex!!! Why is the ex back?!!!!! You’re not wanted or needed. How did they know where she lived and that she was at home. What a creepy stalker weirdo!!
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Will we see Sophia (awesome name btw 😉) kick some ass, when she finds out the ex had made their unwelcomed presence known?
….Minjee’s been too quiet, that makes me nervous and a lil
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Chapter 6
Violence is never the answer… you should never put your hands on another person… BUT!!! Jay is the exception. He needs his a** kicked (as I’m writing this he has literally just pushed his way into the apartment, hasn’t said anything and I already wanna fight him)
"Don't you know when to stay away from another man's property?
OOOOOOHHHHHH HEEEELLLLLLL NOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Someone please drop kick this dude in the head.
Again, I don’t condone violence, but this was seriously needed. So glad Sunwoo took care of the situation.
I love how y/n stood up for herself, especially considering everything Jay put her through. I wouldn’t have been surprised if she did the opposite and reverted back into herself and that would be totally understandable considering what she went through with that a**hole. The fact she didn’t, demonstrates how far she has come and her strength of character.
Am we giving Minjee too much evil mastermind credit?! As we all feel she has something to do with Jay turning up out of nowhere. But this has me thinking, she’s at uni, doesn’t she have some actual work to do?!!!! This feels like a lot of work just for some D, the D can’t be that good… can it?!!! Just how magic is that stick?!🤔
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I guess y/n will find out at some point lol.
As always I enjoyed the updates and I’m looking forward to the next one. When you’re ready.
I enjoy your reviews/comments, so I don't mind if it's a long ask!! 😊😊
First of all, DO NOT give me Sunwoo in a choker/collar ideas, bc I WILL use them and we will ALL perish. That paired with teasing Sunwoo???? I WILL DIE. IM DYING. RIGHT NOW. Also, Hotel de la Sunwoo 💀💀💀 iconic 👏👏
On the soft side, he really did say "our" next steps 🤧🤧 sir, I'm gonna need you to calm down before I fall for you, okay??
I would love to see soft Sophia straight up beat the shit out of the ex 😂😂 please, that needs to happen lol. Jay deserves all the smoke. From Sunwoo, Sophia, yn, everyone 👊👊👊
Yn really has shown immense strength and growth for not only standing her ground, but for sticking up for herself as well 👏👏. It would've been easy to run and hide and protect herself, but she's not that type of person anymore
I love that everyone immediately was like "the ex showed up?? It was Minjee. I just know it 😤😤" lmao
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Hiiii KW💓💓💓 Im so nervous writing this, you have no idea, i dont usually do this kind of stuff such as commenting or sending asks, but i couldn’t keep myself from sending this to you (this is like my first time ever doing this on tumblr). Anyways, i just wanted to personally THANK YOU, like a million times,- for writing this masterpiece, LDBS is literally my all time favorite fanfic out there, im so fucking glad that i stumbled upon it when i was searching for something new to read, ive been reading fanfics for years now, and theres VERY few stories that truly impact me in a way yours did, im extremely picky with what i read, everything from grammar, plot, characters and all the details in-between matter to me, and everything about your story and characters (especially Kilian, i love her) is just perfect, i can’t even put it into words, just how perfect your story is, truly. Ive read your other works as well and was not disappointed in the slightest, your writing style is immaculate, just brilliant, for real! Im also a huuuge perfume enthusiast and when i found out that the title of your story and even Kilian’s name was inspired by a REAL fragrance (last chapter when she bought it herself), i fucken lossssttt it dude, I immediately had to search it up and boom there it was, i was over the moon, i love sweet fragrances and am always on the lookout for new ones and sure enough, I’m definitely gonna buy this one! And all those times throughout the story when her perfume would leave traces/sillage and Levi would recognize the scent (marshmallows, orange blossom and vanilla) is just such a clever and perfect detail to add into the story, i didn’t think your story could amaze me more than it already had, but damn was i wrong xD Kilian is the ultimate femme fatale idc what anyone says, everything about her character is what i love love loooveeeee in a female lead, this is the first time I’ve stumbled upon a female lead where everything is just the way i like it, i have a feeling your story actually even changed me in a way, i cant explain it but it definitely found its way through into a special part of my heart, it has both inspired and impacted me in the most wonderful ways. Please continue doing what you do, you are extremely talented and I’m super excited for the next chapters to come! I’m forever thankful to you for writing this amazing masterpiece, i love it and i love you 💕 (Damn i wrote a whole ass paragraph, my apologies :’) i got carried away)
Hi my love!! This ask genuinely made my day, and I am so thankful you sent it especially considering you normally don’t do this. Thank YOU for taking time out of your day to message me. I am so touched that you love LDBS as much as you do. And I totally feel you regarding pickiness and finding fics so that means even more to me that you like the story so much!!! 🥺❤️💕💝
This story means a lot to me and I always hope the love and passion I have for it translates through the text, so anytime I receive special sweet messages like this, I know you guys see it and feel it. I am also super happy you love Kilian because she totally is a femme fatale! All my favs, like Selina Kyle, Poison Ivy, Ada Wong, and Villanelle smashed into one but with her own characteristics obviously. I worked really hard to round out her character (as well as everyone elses') so anytime I receive an ask like this, it reaffirms that my hard work paid off!
Also I love how so many of you are discovering the Kilian perfume (specifically the LDBS one LOL) through this story. It’s my fav perfume! One of them anyway, and I love that you guys wanna try it. It is super sweet in its scent but that’s what I normally go for, so you must let me know if you buy and like it!
Thank you thank you for this message, I love YOU and I’m thankful you sent this to me. You have nothing to apologize for because trust me when I say I read every word, and I am appreciative of your sweet message. :3 Enjoy your day and thank you again! 😭❤️
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