#im fucking emotional

[yurionicestolemyheart]

it's been a very long 7 years, yall. I'm honestly not even sure what to do with myself with this news.

I guess I'm just really glad we didn't get this news sooner, tbqh. 2017-2021 was an incredibly hard time for me and waiting for iceado to be released is genuinely the reason I'm still alive today. If we had gotten this news back in 2019 instead of the postponement, I honestly can't tell you if I'd still be here.

I have so many feelings about all of this. Hurt and anger are definitely the strongest. I don't think those feelings are ever going to go away entirely.

im gonna be real with you guys it's been a ROUGH April for me, and this is far from even being the worst thing to have happened to me in the last 3 weeks, but I'm letting myself breakdown over this so I can keep dealing with everything else with a brave face.

I wish the production team well. I wish the creators well.

I may have to make a decision on whether or not I'll keep this blog. Who knows right now. I haven't actually been in the yoi fandom for years and iceado was the one thing I was holding on to the blog for. But at least for now it'll stay up as a place to mourn.

[paaansy]

YOULL NEVER TAKE ME ALIVE YOULL NEVER GET ME ALIVE DO WHAT IT TAKES TO SURVIVE CAUSE IM STILL HERE!!!!!

[despite-everything]

i'll continue to host this radio show for the next few months, but the fact that this is the last time on this final proper semester before i graduate and have to move on is actually breaking my heart right now. tonight, i've only been playing favorites of mine. but im going even longer than usual and am genuinely fighting back tears

[malevolencc]

[time-woods]

guy doesnt know what pins n needles are

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[crows-home]

part of my nimona viewing experience. idk why but i got super emotional in the first five minutes.

ID by @peachygos

[ID: A comic juxtaposing screenshots from Nimona 2023 and drawings of a person watching the movie. The first screenshot is Ambrosius's introduction; he grins at the camera as the news anchors introduce him, his name in big print on the screen. The person watching thinks with a bored expression, "Ah. Ok. This guy is gonna be the jackass. Typical golden-boy stuck-up prince that thinks he's better than the underdog. I see where this is going.

The next screenshot is of Ambrosius and Ballister on the platform above the arena, Ambrosius doing his news anchor bit and saying, "Aaand will Ballister be broody on the biggest day of his life?" Ballister laughs at his antics. The person watching now has a small smile, as they think, "Huh! Aw, they're actually nice to each other and are friends! I wasn't expecting that, that's nice-"

The third and final screenshot is a shot from behind of Ballister leaning his head on Ambrosius's shoulder. The caption reads "the knighting ceremony is just moments away." The person watching now has a touched, soft expression, like they're holding back tears. They think "OH." as a partially transparent doodle behind them bends over crying and blubbering, with another doodle showing their heart shot through with an arrow. /end ID]

[lotus-pear]

WE ARE SOOOO BACK HAPPY 113 EVERYONE‼️‼️

[araremonaka]

They graduated!!

[p4nishers]

can we talk about how much queer and trans joy was this season? maggie and nina. they/them muriel, saraquel, beelzebub, even GOD. "you're a good lad" "im not actually, either". that one shopkeeper and his non binary spouse, played by a non binary actor. beelzebub and gabriel. shax, nina and maggie all thinking azi and crowley were together. also yes i'm gonna mention: crowley and aziraphale's kiss. it's just, i get that everyone's hurt and so am i but can we please focus on how beautiful this season was to us? we got so much and i'm so happy, despite the ending.

[girlboyburger]

had an identity crisis, prime time for a slight sona redesign!

it's cow! (again!)

+ a closeup because i'm really proud of the eyes

[sparrowchute]

chat how are we feeling

[hussyknee]

Your "non-confrontational" choices not to communicate hurt the people you don't confront btw. You're not a martyr for keeping everything inside and then running away when other people don't know what's going on with you. You just decided avoiding rejection and sparing your own feelings was easier than being honest and giving them the agency to respond and make their own decisions. You chose to hurt them so they didn't hurt you. You think your feelings are realer and more important than their own care and love for you. You were always just waiting for a sign to run.

"If they cared about me they would have–" did you tell them that? Did you let them know how you feel? How much importance you place on those requirements they don't know they have to meet? This secret criteria and secret signs for your secret feelings? Or are you making them play a game they don't know even exists?

Your choice not to communicate isn't cute. You didn't run because they didn't feel the same for you. You ran so you wouldn't have to risk rejection. You chose to prioritise your own self-protection over their trust in and love for you. At least own that.

[lara-cairncross]

wake up people its missing pb&j duo hours

[soadscrawl]

i already posted abt this somewhere else but i was infodumping abt voltron to my best friend last night and went to rewatch the "i cradled you in my arms" scene so i could remember it properly and i paused right after lance said he didnt remember anything and im fucking pissing myself this is a man that is truly defeated like he wanted lance coming out of the healing pod to be like every fanfic where they have a crazy romantic reconciliation post healing pod and it simply did not happen. if i were keith here id flee the country. the look of simultaneous pain and confusion and emptiness is impossible to articulate. going thru every stage of grief at once. how they managed to fit this much anguish in so few lines is beyond me. and all over a man who listens to weezer and uses axe

[lucabyte]

Olive Branch

Wrong Move

[opshizt]

1999

2024

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