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Hellooo goose! itās my first time interacting here and i just wanted to say how muuuuch i love your writing š¤ its soooā¦ GOOOOOD you have no idea, i literally DEVOUR every single rottmnt masterpiece of yours š«¶š¼
with that in mind, i have a request (only take it if you feel like it ofc <3) and i canāt get this out of my head omfg and because its about to be valentineāsssā¦
The prompt is; you and leo being veeery close friends for a long time.
A friends to lovers situation. his brothers notice and leo asks them (one by one separately because of the teasing even tho they already know lol) to help him out for valentineās and mikey decides to help with some red velvet choc brownies and (insert fav food), donnie and raph help keeping it a surprise and setting everything upā¦. (IM SOBBING THIS IS SO CUTE STWAP)
it ends up leo and reader kissing tenderly, very cute, it rises up a bit. theyāre so in love. stOP.
pretty please š«¶š¼
i love your writing
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Be my Valentine š
summary: the turtles set a plan in motion so Leo can ask out reader on valentineās day.
relationship: Rise!Leo x gn!reader
warnings: none! fluff, smooches, second hand embarrassment maybe lolĀ
word count: 3.1k
A/N: welcome koala anon! tysm for your kind words and the super cute request, this thing practically wrote itself lol i missed writing for Leo šš as it wasn't specified, i set this some time after the movie. hope that works!
(english is not my first language. constructive criticism and grammar corrections are very appreciated!)
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The turtle brothers and you have been friends for quite some time now, around two years in fact. And you love them all dearly and equally, except for one maybeā¦Ā
Leo has always been the touchy type and isnāt shy when it comes to physical contact. You donāt mind; heās like that with everyone, after all. Just another layer of his complex personality.Ā
However, lately you canāt help but feel that something has changed. The passing glances, the casual touchesā¦ they feel different. You catch yourself feeling self-conscious when heās around. And the other turtles are no help either; itās like when Leo comes into the room, the whole atmosphere changes. Like thereās a sudden tension in the air. Youāll be hanging out with the turtles like normal, but when Leo joins you, his brothers suddenly make excuses to leave the room.Ā
Deep inside, you suspect what theyāre trying to do. You think theyāve noticed your own shift towards the blue-clad turtle, and now they probably think you have a crush on him (which in all fairness, you do), so theyāre trying to get you alone with him to confess or something. While you appreciate their attempt to help or support you, it really isnāt comfortable for you, being left like that. It has already led to the occasional awkward moment between you two. You just wish it would go back to how it was; your crush is for you alone and not to be shared, as you cherish the friendship with the turtles too much to risk it over asking out Leo.Ā
What you donāt know, however, is that Leo is inwardly freaking out every time he steps anywhere near you. For you see, he is down bad just as you are. Heās just better at putting on a faƧade to hide underneath.
He didnāt fall for you first, though. Your crush developed somewhat gradually over the last months; for him it was a realisation hitting him in the face all at once, like a wall of bricks. And not even that long ago. But that doesnāt make it any less brain wracking for him.Ā
Unsure of what to do, he went to his brothers to ask for advice. No matter how much he plays the face man of the group, thinking heās suave and all, he actually has no real experience in this. (In truth neither do his brothers, but who else is he supposed to ask, Splinter? Right.) Besides, youāre not just a passing crush or a random interesting person. No, you mean a lot to him. And he doesnāt want to ruin what you have.Ā
At first, Leo intended to not say anything and just cherish your friendship, but no matter how much he tries convincing himself that you just see him as a friend and that youāre out of his league anyway, he still has a tiny spark of hope in him that maybe, just maybe, you feel the same.
So of course the first person he asks is Doctor Delicate Touch himself.Ā
Mikey is delighted that his brother finally admitted to himself how heās feeling. Truth is, the brothers noticed a looong time ago that Leo and you are into each other, but youāre both too dense for your own good. They have been itching to help out and already started scheming. Hence why they tried to give you some alone time every now and then.
But now that Leo approaches him first, Mikey essentially calls an emergency family meeting. He pulls out a full flowchart showing plans A through G to ask you out, Donnie starts his fully animated PowerPointĀ presentation to go with it, and Raph rolls in a whiteboard to brainstorm ideas. With Valentineās Day just around the corner, it would be the perfect occasion for Leo to confess.
After sitting down a whole evening and planning everything out with his brothers, they come up with the following plan: Mikey will help Leo bake some delicious velvet chocolate brownies (because you deserve not only good, but the best!), Donnie says he will scope out some empty buildings that could be quickly remodelled into an undisturbed, cosy movie night corner, and Raph will be in charge of getting it all set up. For being the biggest and spikiest, he actually has a great eye when it comes to interior decorating.
Itās also good that the few days before Valentineās you have several exams for your classes and some other errands to run. So you already excused yourself from not being able to see the guys as often as youād like in that period of time, and they plan to use the time to get all preparations going.
To make sure that you wonāt plan anything else that day, Mikey messages the group chat, casually asking if youāre āfree next Wednesdayā to watch a movie, which is something you do rather often with the guys.
Since your last test is on Tuesday, you say yes, eager to have a welcome reward for yourself for doing all your classwork. Mikey suggests a movie night, and one after the other, the different turtlesā responses pop up in the chat, all of them saying theyāre free and that movie night sounds good.
Itās a date then š ā you reply jokingly, without thinking much of it. Unbeknownst to you, Leo almost faints when he sees your reply. Raphās laugh at his brotherās face reverberated pretty far through the sewers, too.Ā
ā ā ā
After several last minute study sessions, wishing for information to travel into your brain by osmosis while smushing your face against a book, and a lot of caffeine, all your exams are done, and youāre officially on break.
That night you sleep well and long, sneaking in an extra pampering self-care bath before meeting the boys. Earlier that week you went to get some snacks, and as you look at the bag on your kitchen counter after youāre done changing, heat prickles at your cheeks.
On the sweets aisle you kept mainly gravitating towards Leoās favourites, and only after you were done paying did you realise not only how many snacks and sweets you bought, but also that, on purpose or not, you picked most just because they were blue or had blue packaging, which reminded you of him.Ā
With a sigh you take one last look in the mirror at yourself; the bath got you in a really good mood, and youāre honestly rocking your outfit. If the confidence continues throughout the night, maybe youād even find it in you to tell Leo how you feelā¦ Is Valentineās Day too cheesy for that? And on movie night with his brothers, no less? Maybe you should have invited him somewhere else, or maybe itās just not meant to beā¦
With a slight seed of doubt in your heart, you grab your things and make your way out the door, about to start the familiar trek to the turtle lair. Except that you get a message, and the sound alone makes your heart skip a bit; itās from Leo. You know itās him because youāve set a special ringtone for him, a sound effect from his favourite Jupiter Jim movie. But youād rather fall into a ditch than have him know that. He would never let you live it down. Especially if he saw how quickly you scramble to get your phone out of your pocket at the sound.
Turns out, movie night isnāt in the lair at all, itās in a place youāve never been, not alone nor with them. It strikes you as a little odd, but you know the area isnāt dangerous or anything, plus youāll be accompanied by literal ninja mutants, so, if anything, your curiosity is peaked. You did notice that the last few days, there was a strange silence from the turtles. You assumed it was because they didnāt want to disturb your studies, but something wasā¦ off. There was more secrecy than usual. And now theyāre meeting somewhere new? It takes every ounce of self-control not to immediately message Mikey and ask whatās up. Youād find out yourself soon enough anyway.Ā
After taking a bus and a short walk, you arrive at the meeting point. Your eyes travel from the pin on your maps app on your phone to the run-down building in front of you several times, making sure youāre at the right location. And you are. Except that thereās nothing here. You try looking in through the windows, but theyāre blocked with old wooden boards from the inside.Ā
Just as youāre about to walk around the building to find an entrance, a door partially hidden by a pile of rubbish and debris opens with a creak, and Mikeyās head pops out.
āThere you are!ā he greets you with a chipper tone.
ļæ½ļæ½What in the world is this place,ā you rhetorically ask with a chuckle. āI thought we were watching a movie?ā
āWe are, we are. Donāt let looks deceive you. Come in~ā
You step in, and Mikey closes the door behind you. You follow him up some dusty stairs, using your phonesā flashlights to navigate through the darkness, as whatever little daylight remains outside canāt come in through the barricaded windows, and there seems to be no electricity. The air is stale and you can see dust particles floating in the beam of your light.
āIs this safe?ā You sound less amused now, starting to get actually concerned.Ā
āTotally,ā Mikey answers, completely calm.
āThis was Donnieās doing, I suppose?ā
āYup.ā
āJust what are you guys up to,ā you ask under your breath with a playful smile, more towards yourself than at him.
Once on the upper floor, you see light coming from under a door. Mikey opens it, letting you step in first. You enter the room, and as the turtle brothers say āSurprise!ā in unison, you canāt help the gasp that escapes you. Never would you have guessed this was inside, given the state of the building from the outside.Ā
Several low hanging lights emit a warm inviting glow, complemented by some fairy lights. The space has been cleaned thoroughly, and you spot a pile of blankets, pillows and bean bags on the floor by the projector, which is already turned on and the movie on the wall is paused at the studio intro. A little makeshift table, consisting of a plank of wood held up by some bricks, holds a variety of delicious treats, going from pizza to finger food to desserts, as well as beverages.
You let your gaze slowly pan over the place to take it all in, nodding to yourself with a low whistle.
āNot bad,ā you say. āNot bad indeed.āĀ
āAre you surprised?ā, Donnie asks with a smug grin.Ā
āI most definitely am,ā you respond. āI love what youāve done with the place. Not that I know what the place even is.āĀ
āItās an old office space, set to be renovated by the end of the year. I just pulled some strings to use it for tonight,ā Donnie explains with a swiping motion of his hand, as if saying no big deal. āRaph here is the one who brought out the real shine. Quite literally, too, he waxed the floor.ā
You look down and sure enough, the wooden boards are shiny, slightly squeaky against your shoes even.Ā
āYou really went all out, huh,ā you say, and Raph sheepishly chuckles.
Smiling, your eyes jump from one turtle to the next until they finally land on Leo, and you slightly clench your jaw at the heat you know is spreading on your face, unable to stop it.
āWell, you deserve it,ā Leo says with a grin.Ā
āEspecially after being done with classes,ā Mikey adds.
āTrue, but you guys deserve this too! Youāre literally helping people and protecting the city all the time.ā
They look at each other and nod in agreement.Ā
For a second, you think Leo is going to say something, as he gives you what must be the third once-over since youāve arrived. But he remains silent. You hope your outfit choice isnāt weirdā¦
āAlright,ā you exclaim, both to distract from your current thoughts and to fill the silence. āNow that we know how proud we are of each other, how about we start? Iām actually starving.ā
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You take the last bite from your brownie just as the credits start rolling.
āAh, what a classic,ā Donnie says with a content sigh, and he and Raph get into an argument about what fight scene from the movie was the best.
You sigh at the delicious treat melting on your tongue, savouring it.
āYou like them?ā Leo asks from his spot next to you with an amused smile.
āI love them! Theyāre so good,ā you reply, turning to look at Mikey. āCompliments to the chef.ā
Since Mikey is the one to usually cook and bake out of the group, you assumed it was him who made the brownies.Ā
āActually,ā he says as he stands up to stretch, āThe chef is right there.ā
You look to where heās pointing: next to you, to Leo.Ā
āYou made them?ā you ask genuinely.Ā
āI mean, Mikey helped,ā Leo says with a slight shrug.ā But, yeah.ā
āHe made them for you,ā you hear Mikey say, and your head whips around back to Mikey.
āWhat?ā you ask.Ā
You look back to Leo, whoās giving his youngest brother a panicked glare, while Mikey sticks his tongue out at him.Ā
Suddenly, the room is silent. Raph and Donnie stopped their discussion and once again, the atmosphere has abruptly shifted. You open your mouth to say something, but nothing comes out, as your brain is reeling. Did Mikey just mean what you think he meant? What youā¦ hope he meant? And what was with Leoās reaction and lack of sassy comeback?
You turn back to the turtle in question and meet his eyes, the slightest rise of your eyebrows indicating youāre expectant of an explanation. All five stages of grief seem to pass over Leoās face in the matter of a split second, and he looks at such a loss for words that you almost burst out laughing. The fact that he isn't teasing you or dropping some corny one-liner at his brotherās comment to play along, is proof that thereās something else there. Your confidence from earlier that day resurfaces, and as you decide to tease him a little (because those chances are rare), you lean back slightly onto your hands. One quick glance to the side and you realise the other turtles are long gone.
āFor me, huh?ā you say in a teasing tone. āYou wanted to impress me that much?āĀ
He wants to play along so badly, tease you back. If only he knew that just with a grin and a touch he would disarm you entirely. Instead, he goes the rare honest route, and gives you a short nod.
āI did, actually.ā
Thatās not the response you were expecting. You slightly lean forward to sit upright again, taking a second or two to word your response properly, unable to tear away your eyes from his.
āWell, you did. But you do know that you donāt need some grand gesture to impress me or make me like you, right?ā
He chuckles, visibly relaxing his shoulders, leaning in ever so slightly.Ā
āIām just that extra and you know it.ā
You hum, bringing your hands into your lap, and you look down at them. You really hope he canāt hear your heart pounding against your ribs.
āAnd is there a reason in particular you wanted to impress me?ā you ask him, voice significantly smaller.Ā
āAs a matter of fact, there is,ā he replies just as gently.
Leoās hand inches closer to yours until his fingertips brush over your knuckles, and it sends a tingly shiver up your arm and down your spine. You involuntarily take in a sharp breath through your teeth and look up at him. You were not ready to be met with the sweetest, most vulnerable expression on his face. All words leave your brain.Ā
āAnd?ā is all you manage after a moment.
Equally unable to put his feelings into words, Leo chooses the next best thing. By now, youāre both so close to each other that you can feel his breath fanning over your cheek. He quickly closes the gap, and his lips meet yours. The kiss is soft and warm and sweet and for the amount of pining youāve both endured, itās not enough.
Your hands travel up to cup Leoās face, but he suddenly goes āhm!ā like he just remembered something and pulls back, holding you by your shoulders. You give him a confused pout; it was just about to get good.
āI forgot to ask: will you be my Valentine?ā
That is so massively out of the blue (pun unintended), that you canāt help the hearty laugh coming out of you.Ā
āA little late to ask that now, isnāt it?ā you ask with a chuckle, running your fingers over his jawline.
āYou know what they say, better late than never,ā he replies with a shrug, leaning into your touch.
You lift your chin ever so slightly to look at him through half-lidded eyes.
āI bet that whoever said that wasnāt in this particular predicament.ā
With that, you pull him back to you, kissing him more intensely this time, and he understands. Your tongue meets his, and his kisses taste like chocolate. You only pull back ever so slightly for a moment to take a breather, both of you panting.Ā
āAnd for the record,ā you say between breaths, essentially whispering the words into his skin. āThe answer is yes. I will be your Valentine, if youāll be mine.ā
Finally, he sports his signature smirk.Ā
āAs if you even need to ask,ā is all he remarks before capturing your lips again.
One of his hands snakes around your back, pressing you to him, while he balances the weight on the other, leaning you back onto the pillows so he can climb on top of you.Ā
However long you have the room for, wherever his brothers areā¦ Leo is set on using this chance with you to the fullest while uninterrupted.
ā ā ā
Bonus:
The other turtle brothers have been spying through the crack of the door until you started making out. After carefully closing it, they move a little further down the empty hallway.Ā
Raph pumps his fist in the air as a sign of victory, Mikey holds Donnie by the shoulders, shaking him back and forth with a silent squeal. But now that the plan worked, and you and Leo are busyā¦ what are they supposed to do?
The three silently look at each other in the dark hallway for a moment, until Mikey looks at Donnie.
āSoā¦ you got games on your phone?ā
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can i have forgotten vaugarde au info of some sort. i went through your tag and im obsessed with the concept
hi!! yes yes of course >:3c thank you for being interested! i am in the process of plotting out a big fic for the au so i will hold some cards close to my chest, but hereās a bit of info just for you šš /pos /silly
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Forgotten Vaugarde AU
Concept / Story
Toward the end of the ISAT canon, the King makes a wish that āeveryone would understand how he feels.ā This results in a rewriting of the Universe such that Vaugarde, rather than the Island Country, was forgotten, and the individuals to whom this wish was most directly addressed (Mirabelle, Isabeau, Odile, Bonnie, and Nille by virtue of association with Bonnie) become Travelers with no identity and home or, in the case of Odile, becomes someone for whom half of her identity is even less accessible than before.
The King and Loop are thrown into this new reality with their memories intact. The Kingās body, however, is not preserved, as he finds himself Loopified into a tear-headed creature. They end up sharing a decidedly unamicable life inside the home of the version of the King who has never lost his memories or home, Aesop, as the King (who eventually names himself Luke) contends with the fact that he has become the very force he had feared so gravely: the one that erased Vaugarde, the land that had welcomed and loved him, from existence.
Mirabelle, Isabeau, Bonnie, and Nille (who had a chance encounter with Luke when reality was first rewritten, at which time, out of guilt and painful empathy, he told each of the, their names) wander the Island Country until they are discovered by Siffrin, whose family essentially adopts and raises them into adulthood / preteenhood. Odile eventually joins the group when she is visiting the Island Country essentially as a tourist and becomes attached to the group through her friendship with Siffrinās parents and with Loop.
Mirabelle knows that she is very lucky, to have a home, to have some semblance of family and belonging. Nonetheless she is the one out of the group who most feels the pang of something real, and integral, and important missing from her, who is the most loathe to accept the belief common among the people around her that things happen as they should, and Fate is immutable, and every change (ā¦Change?) merely the slow erosion of bodies, minds, and souls against the winds of Time. So when the mysterious Queen emerges and begins to wreak havoc across the Island, when she agrees to journey to the tyrant and to protect the country from the Queenās Remaking with her friends, she has some inkling that there is something wrong, something missing, some reason why every glimpse theyāve gotten of the white-haired Queen has felt so achingly familiar.
It all feels so strange, and so important, long before Time stops for the first time.
Interactions with Other AUs / Headcanons and Contributors (so far)!
This AU borrows and expands upon @the-bitter-ocean ās Islander Euphrasie theory and shares a heart with @felikatze ās Divorce AU.
@princemonarchempress , @floating-far-from-earth , and @the-bitter-ocean have all contributed ideas to and inspired parts of the story!
And a special thank you to @snickerpuffs-art for drawing Luke šš
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thank you so much for reading and for your interest in the au!! i hope to make a lot more things for it in the future <333
#isat forgotten vaugarde au#isat au#isat#in stars and time#in stars and time spoilers#isat siffrin#isat mirabelle#isat loop#isat odile#isat isabeau#isat bonnie#isat euphrasie#isat king#forgotten vaugarde luke#forgotten vaugarde queen#forgotten vaugarde aesop#forgotten vaugarde elodie#dicerambles#asks!#thank you so much imnotcrusher waaah this made my day!! <333 /gen
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Yone x fem reader semi-smut hc's
Augh this man is everything I want and need
(Also I lost the original ask so I'm so so sorry anon! I'll make this extra extra special for you because of that ššš)
Yone, this man is just so, so perfect in every which way it's CRAZY
Anyways
he'd love a good red and black ligerie on you
He would be more of a giver than a receiver
Yone would totally love you being loud, but he would never mind you being quite, those light whimpers that you'd let out
He would totally be salivating at the thought but he has more self control than most.
Yone is a total thigh person
He loves them pressing his head when eating you out
He loves them around his hips, bringing him closer
He loves them on his shoulders
He loverls them in his hands
He kisses them and bites and licks them
He loves tight garters and thigh-high socks around them too
He would never mind you making a mess on the bed, that's exactly what sex is all about, making a mess
But he'd prefer it to be minimal
Yone loves orgasming inside of you
I feel like, after a long talk, and seeing you with a few kiddos, he's probably develop a breeding kink
But it all depends if you want a kid
Even if you aren't able to have children
He just loves seeing his cum dribble out of you
Talking about cum!
He cums a lot
Like an insane amount
Most likely has hyperspermmia
It's also slightly more on the liquid side.
The color is clear with white, and it has a slight salty taste, but doesn't have an after taste
Does the carpet match the drapes?
No
Yone had black pubes, BUT he keeps himself trimmed to perfection
He has a small happy trail but it's just for the imagination of the fans
Everything else? For you pooks
He's a good ol 6'3 inches, a good amount of girth and his tip is a very nice pink color
You're his first priority
He will make you cum twice before putting it in
Maybe even more
And if it's your first time? Even more important
For a first-timer reader? He'd be so gentle, so lovable, asking them if what he's doing is okay.
The first thing they do before that, is talk about their boundaries ofc
They set up a safe word so that he could know
If not a first time reader, he'd be more relaxed, but they'd still jabe talk about boundaries and kinks
Communication is very important to Yone.
Kinks!
As I said before, thighs and black and red lingerie are magnification for him
But he also likes tummy
And getting called sir...
His favorite positions are the "G-Whiz" "missionary" and the "wrapped lotus"
He also really enjoys mutual masturbation
He, as a part of a very popular band now, also likes recording you while yo6ur having sex and / or masturbating to have it on the go
Those videos are in a a hidden file that is very secure.
But he rarely uses those videos and photos because he has so much work, poor yone
He likes marking you on discreet ways and expects you to do so too
He doesn't like having marks in places that can be easily seen, so sadly, no hikeys on the neck, but on the collarbone? Yes
Only if he knows that on the next day he'll be wearing something to cover it though!
He also doesn't make much sound, just a lot of heavy breathing, kisses, and groans.
He's only vocal when he gets closer and closer
And when he cuts, he lets out a long whine before kissing you.
He's such an icon
He also wouldn't mind showing you off to specific band members like aphelios or K'sante
But he would never EVER show you off to kayn or ezreal.
In the end, most of the time, he gets pleasure from your pleasure and would live nothing more than for you to enjoy yourself with him.
He's such a sweet heart! ā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļø
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Ah IM SO SORRY ANON I LOST THE ASK I HOPE THIS IS THAT YOUD LIKE šš Thank you so so so much for requesting lovely! Hope you enjoyed!! ššš
#yone x fem reader#heartsteel yone smut#heartsteel yone x fem reader smut#heartsteel yone#heartsteel yone x fem reader
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Politely requesting āheās soā¦ā for Jimmy Darling and James March, please and thank you.
š nsfw ahead !! pretty filthy, just a warning !! šĀ
"he's so" headcanons under the cut. so im not crowding up anyone's dash with my bullshit !! these might be wayyyy off,, pleasse do not trust my judgement at all. also, liz, i adore you just fyi ty !!
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he's so watches you at a distance solely with the intent to kill. bloodthirsty af. starts to notice how much of an innocent, little thing you are. you heart is purer than his could ever be in a thousand lifetimes. he keeps his distance for some time, but then you start to notice him. maybe he'll try and dance with you, so close you can feel his breath on your skin. listening to oldies you've never heard a day in your life. but he knows every lyric. every note. every beat. you can smell cigarette smoke on him. he reeks of it. along with...something else. but you'll never be able to place it. you can't seem to figure out why he's so ghostly pale. or why he gazes at you with a pitch black, void-like coldness in his eyes. He lures you in with promises of romance. tempting you into intimate, love making sessions. he'll ruin your perception of men forever. because no other man could treat you with such careful, sultry attention as he does. there's something almost...sinister about the way he touches you. his cold hands feel for your pulse points. making note of the jumps in your heartbeat. he touches your body, squeezing the muscles hiding beneath your delicate skin. you won't know it, but he's thinking about how aesthetically beautiful you must be on the inside. literally. he's thinking your innards are probably lovely. when you're finally together as one, his length moves with slow elegance inside you. drawing out your pleasurable suffering for as long as possible. he'll overstimulate you until you're sobbing. until you beg him to stop. but he won't. he'll grab your jugular and make you see white. in the end, you won't survive. your death will be gruesome and painful. someday, he'll regret having killed you.
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šjimmy darling is so...š
he's so diner date with a shared milkshake. orders whatever flavor you like. he has eyes like black cocoa. and, honey, they're lookin' you up and down every few minutes. he flirts nonstop. finds any and every excuse to touch you. patting you on the shoulder. guiding you along with a big hand on your back. grazing gloved knuckles over your arm mid conversation. he's pretty forward. unapologetically so. once he finally has you one-on-one, he tries to take things a little further. isn't afraid to be direct. but - ah...the two of you keep gettin' interrupted. he'll be leaning in for a smooch, a hand on your hip; but someone walks in. maybe it's eve, askin' his assistance settin' up new banners. sometimes, you find him stumbling around, drunk off his ass. it breaks your heart how often it happens. but he's so horny about it. says a lot of raunchy shit to you when he's completely smashed. it makes you blush. when he's hungover, he's grumpy as hell. his frustration'll slip in little ways, but he apologizes once he's sobered up. overall, he's real sweet on you. very sweet. even gets a little bashful once you're finally making out. he tastes like the booze he drinks on the daily. he'll get really handsy. and his hands are so, so massive and warm. they grab you hard, focusing careful attention to the squishy parts of you he loves so much. would take his time in bed with you. eases himself in slow, with consideration for your comfort. even though every instinct in him wants to stuff you so full so fast, you'll be aching for weeks. gets vocal, calls you little petnames. fixates mostly on your pleasure because that's what he's used to doin'. he doesn't expect you to focus too hard on his needs. but when you do, he's pleasantly surprised. cums a little sooner than he meant to. he'll lie with you afterwards. daydreams about stealing you away. maybe he'll run off you with you. make you his little housewife. but nah. he can't do that. his family needs him. he wonders if you'd be willing to stick around.
#james patrick march x you#james patrick march x y/n#james patrick march x reader#ahs headcanons#jimmy darling x you#jimmy darling x reader#jimmy darling x y/n
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hey~ im back with another request if you donāt mind! Can I request a Lee Giyu and Ler Tanjiro? I feel like Tanjiro heard from one of the other hashira he was ticklish and was like š
If you donāt wanna write it thatās completely fine! Have a nice day/night!
Hiiiiiiiii ofc šš
You can teach him a lesson
Lee: Gyuu Tomioka
Ler: Tanjiro Kamado
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Ships: NONE
Warnings: This is a tickle fic, if you donāt like it, just scroll down
This fanfic is originally in Portuguese, my English is translated using an automatic translator, if there are any big errors you can tell me so I can fix them
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Tanjiro ran, when he smelled hatred, through the corridors of the great Butterfly Mansion
He was about to enter a room when he heard a voice say:
āI'm going to catch that boy, and I'm going to kill himā the deadly voice said
Tanjiro stopped abruptly, hiding behind the open bedroom door.
He gasped, that voiceā¦ was it Miss Shinobu? Why was she so angry? Who was she mad at?
āI'll finish him off, I willā Shinobu sighed, calming down ābut first I'll find out who's behind the doorā
Shit, sheās a hashira
Tanjiro felt butterflies in his stomach, he appeared at the entrance of the room, blushing because he was eavesdropping, something he didn't like to do.
āTanjiro! What brings you here?ā Shinobu smiled, but Tanjiro could feel that she was angry.
āI-I smelled anger and came to see what had happened.ā
Shinobu laughed at his embarrassment
āItās okay darling, I was just talking to myself about Tomiokaā
Tanjiro widened his eyes āTomioka?! Do you want to kill Tomioka?ā
Shinobu smiled, Tanjiro could see her expression twitching
āYes, heās quite annoying, donāt you think?ā She looked at the desk full of homework she was sitting at, she had a lot to do ābut I'm very busy. Oh! I have an idea! Can you kill him for me?ā
Tanjiro was scared āWHAT?!ā
Shinobu laughed "you're not really going to kill him silly" she got up and went towards Tanjiro
āAnd then what am I going to do?ā
āYouāre going to tickle himā
What? Tickling? What was happening? Tanjiro had never thought about the possibility of Gyuu being ticklish.
āH-heās ticklish?ā
āOf course he is! This is how we teach him lessons.ā
āAnd you want me to go teach him a lesson?ā
āYesā she said affectionately, as if she hadnāt just said that she wanted to kill him.
Tanjiro surprisingly broke into a wide smile
"I got it! I loved the task, miss!ā
Shinobu laughed āfirst of all, one thingā¦ā
"Yes?"
āTomioka wonāt crack a smile unless you squeeze his weak spot.ā
Tanjiro looked confused āand where is it?ā
āRight hereā she said giving his knee a squeeze.
Tanjiro jumped back, shaking off the feeling.
āThatās right, darlingā
"I understood!" Tanjiro ran out without waiting for anything else.
Shinobu stood still, then laughed
āHe will pay you handsomelyā¦ā and went back to her work
Tanjiro was already on the other side of the mansion, looking for the water hashira
While running, he bumped into someone
"I'm sorry, I-" Tanjiro looked up
He saw it was Gyuu
āOkayā Gyuu just turned around and tried to move on
"Hang on!" Tanjiro grabbed his arm
The man turned and looked at him blankly āyes?ā
Tanjiro blushed, but he felt a glimmer of courage inside him.
āMiss Shinobu told me to teach you a lesson!ā
So Tanjiro simply pressed that place on Gyuu's legs and made him fall to the ground.
āWhat the f-ā Gyuu was choked, he felt the tingling rise up his body and the urge to laugh increase, but what the fuck did Shinobu want now?
āTAHANJIHIROā he shouted, trying to sound furious, at the same time as he was laughing
āWow, Tomiokaā Tanjiro laughed āI didnāt expect to see you laugh like thatā
The man tried to grab Tanjiro's hands, but they were squeezing his entire body at an impressive speed, it seemed like the boy had a lot of experience with this.
āI think you owe her an apology, sir.ā
Gyuu shook his head āAHAHA OK OK, IāLL APOLOHOGIHIHIZEā
Tanjiro observed him āyour smile is beautiful sir, I think that's one of the reasons why everyone tickles you, to see you smile, isn't it?ā
āJUHUST STOHOPā Hashira suppressed his laughter
āOkay, okay, sorryā
The boy stopped
Gyuu let himself melt into the ground, like jelly, he secretly loved the feeling of being melted like this
āIām sorry sir, orders from Miss. Shinobuā Tanjiro said, giving Gyuu an evil smile, as if to say that he loved it.
The hashira observed the boy, then slowly stood up with a strange smile on his face.
āYou better start running, Tanjiroā
āB-but, it was Miss Shino-ā
Tanjiro's eyes widened when he saw that Gyuu was going to jump on top of him.
The boy ran away as if using thunder breath, and the man followed, at the same speed.
They say that Gyuu Tomioka is not one to feel sorry for whoever he attacks, poor Tanjiro
It was āpoking a jaguar with a short stickā as some Brazilian would say, it seems like he messed with the wrong person
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Thanks for reading šš
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I want to see your Bubba x Picky headcanons right now bestie. Right NOW please.? š«¶
OKAY! ALRIGHTY-
So sorry for not responding to your asks beforehand! You must've noticed I'm PACKED with 'em. BUT YOU KNOW WHAT
NO WORRIES!
I GOTCHU!
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THEIR SHIP NAME GOTTA BE A COOKING RECIPE!!!!
Book lover x food lover FRFRFRFFRFRFRFR
Bubba and Picky would honestly bond quickly by noticing the many things they had in common. I mean, sure, Picky is no genius. Barely does she know how to count to ten. While Bubba ain't a chef or gets easily indulged in gluttony like Picky. But they DO care a lot about the group's well-being! They often find themselves scolding their friends when doing something dumb and they most certainly know a lot about their personal subjects. So much so that they managed to get along by simply acting like parental figures to the rest.
One singular brain cell x the rest of the brain cells
LIVE LAUGH LOVE COUNTRY SIDE PICKY!!! I swear, sometimes I wish she had an accent similar to Applejack's from MLP.
Couple goals? Nah, they don't even realize they like each other till people treat them like a MARRIED COUPLE!
Their PDA is talking about food/books.
Even though they are both voices of reason within the group, they tend to lean on their bad habits a lot. Bubba can become increasingly anxious when not remembering a certain subject while Picky would do the complete opposite of what she teaches her friends (which is maintaining a healthy diet). Due to their problems, they both find each other's comfort by sharing their problems, and best of all āØCOMMUNICATIONāØ
PICNIC OR LIBRARY DATE. SPEND THEIR ENTIRE TIME INSIDE OF IT. THAT OR COOKING IN A KITCHEN A BIG ASS PIE!!!
Casually a city boy and a ranch gal
I'd like to think that, even though Bubba would be the first to have a crush on Picky, Picky would casually find out and use very casually teasing comments. Which... literally both embarrasses and downright confuses Bubba beyond thought. My man would be sitting at a desk trying to figure out what just happened for the next few days.
Bubba would usually be very awkward about expressing love to others, as he inclines into wanting to know the science behind love, so when he started feeling things for Picky he began to speak it out to Bobby. Who practically helped him A LOT throughout it. Literally. Everything he needed to do was give her chocolates and she was his on the instant.
OML imagine if they both commonly like gardening and usually hang out in a greenhouse while taking care of small vegetables and fruits. THAT'D BE SO PERFECT!
We all gotta say, we love strong women, so what if Picky literally gave Bubba piggyback rides?
MY FAVORITE HEADCANON OF ALL: PICKY SNORTS WHEN SHE LAUGHS.
Kickin at this point is downright in an existential crisis as to why Bubba getting so many ship commissions compared to him lmao
ALR THERE- IM SO SORRY I DIDN'T ANSWER YOURS YET š
#poppy playtime#poppy playtime chapter 3#poppy playtime 3#smiling critters#bubba bubbaphant x bobby bearhug#picky piggy#bubba bubbaphant x picky piggy#picky piggy x bubba bubbaphant#my headcanons#headcanon#NO MORE UNDERRATED SHIPS!!!!!!!
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Hiiii!!! 1. i love your blog so much, im a really big MK fan and i literally didnāt know MK agere was a thing
2. can i request cg Kitana with a puppy regressor headcannons please?
3. i think ur headcannons are iconic and super accurate
-jack
Hii!!!
I'm so glad you enjoy it!! :D Whenever I enter a fandom, I like searching for any kind of Agere, and I decided I wanted to try and start one. :p
2. And of course you can!! <3 (really hoped you meant MK1 Kitana because that's what I did)
3. Really? š„ŗ That means so much, I always get worried that they're out of character (or I'm projecting too much)
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
CG Kitana w/ Puppy Regressor Hcs
š She loves puppy regressors!!
š Sheād give you so many chin or head scratches!!!!
š ^ Not even when you do something good, she just likes giving you the attention
š If you like outside time, sheās take you out to the royal gardens to run around and play, to a more a private section so you can have more fun
š Many outside activities!! Rolling a ball around, tug-a-war, races!!
š Kitanaās a pretty good runner, but sheāll slow down, or make sure you always win so you two can go back inside and have some yummy ice cream
š Also more mellow activities, like rolling around on the blanket or the grass, taking a small nap outside, or having Kitana read a book to you while you try to grab at any butterfly that comes across your eyeĀ
š ^ You have so far been unsuccessful at grabbing any :(
š If you like inside time more, thatās okay!! There are many fun activities to do still!!
š Kinetic sand, play dough, slime, a lot of fun little things she likes to try out (no, you canāt eat them, and you will get scolded if you try)
š Even puppies can serve time out, unfortunately :\
š Not long timeouts (and you can coax her to come over and cuddle you during your sentence) but your not leaving that corner
š No biting >:(
š Itās an absolute no-no, you can hurt someone
š In fact, Kitana would absolutely love to buy you some (safe) chew toys!!
š Whether itās baby chew toys, or a chewie, or a stuffie made for chewing
š She just likes spoiling you, anything you want is yours
š Sheād get you a custom made collar or choker!!!
š Your favorite color, maybe a cute design, a bell or whatever nickname you want on it!!
š If you need any kind of padding, she buys you literally everything youād ever need
š Cute designs, mattress protection, whatever helps you feel comfy to use them
š Many treats, theyāve very easy to get form her
š Or, until she realizes that perhaps sheās giving you too many sweets and then youāve gotta rely on your best puppy eyes (which most times donāt work) :(
š But if you continue to whine and mope about it . . . Sheāll let you have more candy š®āšØ
š But youāre having some apple slices or beef jerk or something after!! (she just wants you to be healthy, but she would never shame you if you were to over indulge or anything!!)
š Would joke about puppies not being allowed to have chocolate, but itās only light teasing, sheād still give you some
š Will try to teach you ātricksā, like holding a treat on your nose (sheāll attempt to do it too, epic fail unfortunately, sheāll get it eventually)
š Sheād let you sniff her hand before she pet you, or encourage any kind of ādogā like behavior (as long as itās not harmful)
š Sheād make (human safe) kibble for you, or get things like beef jerky or Scooby Snakcs
š If you donāt like the ideas or chokers, sheāll make you a beaded necklace!!! Puppy themed too!!
š Light or baby blues (or whatever color you like), little paws and some puppy faces, your favorite nickname or your name spelled on it!!
š I think sheād just like making bracelets and necklaces and stuff for her friends :3
š She'd let you try to make some too!! And will tie the knot at the end so you can wear and show off your pretty bracelet
š Would be over joyed it you made her something!! (even if there's absolutely no theme or color coordination, just a bunch of pretty colors smashed together that looked pretty)
š I firmly believe she knows how to crochet, sheād totally make you some type of stuffie!!!
š Gets a little nervous about you crawling on all fours for too long, she doesnāt want your knees to go bad or for you to scrape them, especially outside :(
š She wonāt stop you, but sheāll offer to carry you places instead, and will check your legs for no red spots or scrapes
š Design band aids!! Only the best for her little pup after all <3
š Donāt try running off if sheās not looking, she has a sixth sense that makes it able to know just when your about to move and will snatch you up (because sheās mean)
š Sheāll give you so much attention and praise, there isnāt a second you ever feel unloved (and she knows when your down, itās her personal mission to try and make you feel better)
š Will call you Puppy, Pup, Sweet Thing, Princess/Prince/Puppy Royal
š ^ Buttercup too!! (it feels like a puppy nickname, and itās really cute)
š Sheād encourage you to bark, and will try to bark with you
š But sheāll also have full on conversations with your barking, or blabbering, and will gasp and awe when you do it
š Is also very good at delivering different whines and barks, like the āIām hungry, youāre starving me š„ŗā (she's not, you're being dramatic) and the āOuchie!! Hit my paw against the bed!! . . . Now I must attack it >:(ā
š Finds it entertaining when you tell her that such and such was being mean, whether it was the bed or your stuffie
š Sheāll tell your stuffie off for you, donāt you worry, they learns their lesson <3
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
Kitana's cool, I like her. <3 (and I get to use the pretty baby blue banner!! :D)
The Gif I found was also so cute!! (And Sonya's in there <3 <3 <3)
#age regression#agere#sfw age regression#mortal kombat agere#sfw agere#age regression headcanons#mk agere#mk1#mk1 headcanons#mortal kombat 1 headcanons#mk1 kitana x reader#mk1 kitana#kitana x reader#mk kitana#kitana#cg kitana#caregiver kitana#pet regression#puppy regression#sfw puppy petre#sfw petre
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my question isā¦ how would you want to do it to meā¦ā¦
its like you know rxactly what to say to make my brain shut down and short circuit
(and thank you for your yummie response im gonna read it over and over again while i get fucked rnš)
(you can always count on me to give you the yummiest response to touch your wet cunnie to)
And I do know exactly what to say that will make your brain shut down and short circuit for me. I know you are begging to know what it is I'm going to say, your mouth watering at the very thought. Very well, I'll indulge you in my thoughts.
I'd like for our meeting to be completely random. Maybe you are a friend of one of our mutual friends and they introduce us to each other. I'll quite immediately take a liking to you. Maybe start obsessing over you as I stalk your social media and memorize what things you like or passionate about and your dislikes as well. I create a mental picture of you in my head and I'll begin to fantasize about what I can do to you.
Out of the blue I'll text you that I want to meet. Just the two of us. I had hoped you would take the bait, and just as I expected, you let your guard down and allowed yourself to meet me. We meet in a park and I ask you to take a jog with me through the forest trail which is frequented by a lot of people, but still it's a very big forest, enough to get lost in if we were to go in the wrong direction.
Little did you know that forest was my dwelling grounds and I know the entire layout of the forest and know a few sweet spots I can take you to have my way with you. I offer you my water bottle when we both get tired, and you take a sip of it and start feeling unconscious. I had brought it all along to entrap you.
I literally drag your unconscious body through the woods to a secluded location I know very well and help you off your clothes and have my way with you. And you can't even resist my advances as you are so knocked out to notice. I loved the way your breasts move up and down as i thrust into you, and how tight your pussy is. I get intoxicated by your smell and leave bite marks all over your skin and i loved how your skin tasted in my mouth. Once I'm done pumping my fill of cum inside your tight pussy until it starts to leak out of you, I leave you there naked, freshly bruised, your cunt leaking cum out of your hole, all lost in the forest.
#cnc k!nk#rough cnc#cnc free use#bd/sm kink#cnc kidnapping#bd/sm daddy#bd/sm community#bd/sm blog#bd/sm breeding#bd/sm dom#xsinnerxasks#r@pe kink#r@pe b@it#r@pe play#r@pe tw#r@pe fantasy#r@p3 m3#r@pe k!nk#r@pe k1nk#r@pe m3#r@pe story#r@pe threats#r@pebait#r@pecock#r@pedoll#r@pesleeve#r@peslut#r@pet0y#r@petoy#r@pe/noncon
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Hello my love! :D I keep seeing your spicy gay crime story on my dash and while taglists give me anxiety I am LIVING for it, so I thought I'd send you a random ask so you can gush about it some if you want. ^_^ Any fun facts? Was there a specific inspiration? Why script style? And anything else you'd like to share! š
AHHHHH!!!! Thank you for this, @pertinax--loculos!!! And let me begin by saying that I love your honesty. Everybody should engage with social media (and, situations permitting) life in general with the ways that give them the least amount of anxiety possible. I have my own particular tumblr-related anxieties as well as generalized social anxiety in just about every possible manifestation, so just to let you know, I feel you. š
That being said, THANK YOU FOR ASKING QUESTIONS! I logically know I can share this kind of thing without being asked, but without being asked, I pretty much won't. That's just how I'm built. š
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Fun facts: Octavius was - originally - a drag persona of mine. As a cis woman who's always thought she looked incredible with facial hair, I invented a drag persona awhile back named Octavius Debonnaire. I fancied him a well-dressed British supervillain with a penchant for poisons and fancy suits. This was all well and good until one not-so-special day where he pole-vaulted into the realm of distinctly his own character that I could NEVER embody and had no choice but to write about instead. Things kinda spiraled from there, as they are wont to do. And now his last name became Sinclair, because Octavius Debonnaire is like.......... so exclusively a drag name it just doesn't translate outside that framework, lol.
Inspiration: The Insuppressible Callie Ray satisfied like, 90% of the narrative tropes that get me off. This WIP encompasses the remainder untouched upon. And, to be honest, I had to write a story without smut to convince myself I was ready to write a good story that comes with smut.
Why script? There's a couple reasons. Chief amongst them is that I knew I had two main characters (Milo and Octavius) and only one of them I was remotely interested from writing in the POV of (Milo).
To clarify, I love Octavius with my whole being. But there's something about writing from his POV that feels... uncomfortable? Counterproductive? It's hard to explain, but something very primal tells me that writing from inside his mind is the wrong way to go. And once I accepted that feeling, it was immediately clear to me that many, many things crucial to the plot of this WIP happen when Milo is not present.
I think at this point, I reached a critical crossroads where I realized I would either need to completely reimagine this WIP, or write it differently. And I thought of my bestie @i-think-im-so-so-but-cosplay, who is currently writing a WIP in script format, and the way forward was extremely simple.
[[ A clarification: I'm not saying scriptwriting is in any way "easier" than prose; it's a totally different animal for a totally different purpose. It turns out, this story is best represented as TV show, and maybe, just maybe, Callie might've been too, if I'd have been capable of conceiving such a notion at the time. The world will never know.]]
If I had any doubts in the beginning, they rapidly dissolved when I realized how ***freeing*** script format is. There's totally a trade-off - I think it's a lot harder to capture a character's deep internality or set a strong mood - but it lets me say, quite easily and simply, what happens. Not worrying about head-hopping is allowing me to actually tell this story the way it wants to be told.
One more consideration worth noting - my absolute favorite thing to write, and the thing that comes the easiest to me, is dialogue. Scripts are huuuuuuuuuge made of dialogue, so. Once I decided to try, it felt extremely organic, considering my writing strengths and preferences.
anything else I'd like to share: Aster Craine. My antagonist, to the degree to which she serves that role, although she might be more accurately called my foil. When I first started writing her lines she was totally one-dimensional and I had an idea of what role she would serve in the narrative and wrote lines that worked technically well enough, but my god. I've really been getting a grip on what she's about over the past few days and this is it:
What if the leader of an organized crime ring ran their business like a cult? What if, inspiring loyalty through fear, they used love? Or, a perversion of love - artificially produced positive feelings. What if people were loyal to her because they felt understood by her, seen, appreciated, taken care of?
It makes her a perfect foil for Octavius, who is a narcissist, unable to imagine what it would be like to be in someone else's shoes. Aster is an actual empath who can understand other people's emotions - she just uses that understanding to manipulate them into loving her and, in turn, doing absolutely anything she says.
This spark turned her into a character I rapidly became obsessed with developing, instead of just a cardboard cutout for my mains to bash up against, and that's a very, very happy feeling. :) :) :)
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Thank you again for this ask, dear friend @pertinax--loculos! It provided me a way to put into words a lot of things that have rattling about in the old noggin š„°
Ahh hell, I'll add my tag list... hopefully y'all aren't tired of me yet!
tag list: @winterandwords // @revenantlore // @space-writes // @indecentpause // comment to be added or removed!
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šļø šā” PINK FROM WET COMIC
ā” šĀ āØ MAXIM FROM FORP
THIS got. Very Long i put it under the readmore.
šļø - How do other people perceive this oc? How close do their first assumptions come to the truth?
off the top of my head i actually dont know. i cant believe but i dont really know what The People think of Ink. i wanna say people perceive them as very blunt . straightfowards. a bit silly from this. And i'd say thats right . ink is very forwards with how theyre feeling about things at the moment and far more Act NowThink Never . "because im soooo awesome. thinking is for NERDS!"
šĀ - Describe their bedroom! Is it personalized, unchanged? Messy, neat?
(grimly looks off into distance as this prompts me to think about how i wanna redraw the whole prologue so i can better show off ink's bedroom considering what little we saw in comic is Not Accurate.)
ahem. this is to say, Jesus Christ ink has a Lot of "stuff" they keep around very messy. they share a room though so the chaos is (as best as they can manage) restrained to their half of the room.
the "stuff" is mainly trinkets and whatever they've either found outside (e.g. cool rocks, sticks), made (as practice, but they're not allowed to have weapons so its usually just random stuff they thought "i could make that" and then did), or belongs to them (clothes.) (there's not really anything seperating clean clothes from dirty. they're just. all around. doesn'tmatter. shes wearing outdoor shoes inside and sleeps in her outside clothes because why put on pjamas if youre just gonna have to puton the outside clothes again TCH!) . ... tl;dr messy room 1 billion things everywhere on her half of the room.
ā” - Does this oc have any unusual orĀ āirrationalā fears?
white women angels new found fear of knives and other sharp objects "I would never be scared of anything because i could just beat it up who cares. and also if i WAS itd be very . RATIONAL!!" - Ink Wise Words.
& for maxim "forp" . this word scares me i dont know how to feel about shortening fearcorp to that. anyways
ā” - Does this oc have any unusual orĀ āirrationalā fears?
Honestly no Maxim is very rational and would not be scared of whatever. I mean this so nicely to them because i love them dearly but i think Maxim lacks the imagination to even have things to imagine that would be scary. I don't think they're even scared of normal things to be afraid of.
šĀ - How is their mental health? Do they struggle with guilt or shame?
this feels really funny to say but maxim is actually doing pretty good. they're extremely normal . until fearcorp happens , which just makes them feel very stressed and worried about Angelina specifically because they're very scared something bad will happen to it , be it from someone else, or it does to itself . (they dont really feel worried for their own well being because... its the strangest thing, really, but they just have this sense of Knowing that they're not really in any danger. They won't die here, like this. but that they don't feel that sure about Angelina, well..)
so no in general maxim doesn't have any problems with their mental health . fearcorp exception due to being literally the most nightmare event anyone in that story has gone through. live laugh love.
āØ - Tell something that makes this oc feel happy!
learning . learning about anything at all, maxim fucking looooooooves that shit so much they're a huge nerd there is no such thing as too much knowing to them, too many details, they love the process of learning, of having their view of the world get expanded by now knowing new shit about it. feed them infinite knowledge they will be so happy...
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hihi Iād like to request a dmc male matchup please! (also, Iām happy to make this an exchange if you would like! my requests say closed but Iām still happy to take an exchange, completely up to you!)
appearance: 5ā7ā, long light blonde hair, i have glasses but usually wear contacts. i donāt have one specific style but i love alternative and girly styles especially. i put lots of effort into my fashion and makeup.
personality: ENFP, very talkative, outgoing and loud. im quite often joking around but I have the capacity to be serious if needed. im on the more sensitive side and my feelings will guide my decisions before my mind does. everyone says I can be very dramatic haha. i do take a bit of time to be open and vulnerable though. I am extremely loyal, ride or die. i stand up for what I believe in firmly (but I donāt like causing a lot of trouble really, im not intimidating at all and i canāt fight š
) im a typical sagittarius- extremely creative and always craving new adventures and experiences- unless they involve heights then Iām totally out lol.
my likes: travelling, throwing myself into any artistic hobby I can manage, having my music on full blast (i love rock, metalcore etc but im also a sucker for pop and kpop. hell, i even love a musical soundtrack. whatever Iām feeling.) i love both consuming and creating stories, and I love certain aspects of history. things like greek and roman mythology, or monarchies and culture from thousands of years ago. i also love geeking out over video games, cartoons etc.
in a partner i donāt have a set type much. introvert or extrovert is fine so long as youāre willing to have long conversations with me. i can talk for hours about basically anything. im the physically affectionate type but only with an s/o, not really with anyone else at all. i like when someone knows how to flirt a little, but itās not a necessity. im just lowkey a sucker for cheesy romance.
i think thatās all. I hope this is ok! thank youu :D š
//I'm curious who you'd pair me up with, so I'll send you a PM with my info x3; hope you like your match ^v^/~ā”
š¤ I'd pair you with...
Virgil š”š
Possible matches: Sparda
I think you'd be a perfect match for Virgil
Your personality balances out his
You're basically his opposite
One can't live or exist without the other
.....
But ofc at first he thinks you're too loud and talk too much
You take no offense to it, you just let it roll off your shoulder and just tell him to 'lighten up more'
Being with you sparks something inside him
It's more like a rekindling of a flame
He felt his human side trying to surface but always drowned it out
You, however, unintentionally bring that side of him out...
He'll deny anything when he stares at you, admiring you, or he saves you from any danger
But you know better
You could only smile to yourself as you feel yourself falling for this white haired half demon in blue
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He'll listen to you prattle on about your cartoon and other media you like
He'll make a mental note to research more about whatever you were talking about so he could have some conversations on that topic
But he'll start to talk with you more with history or philosophical topics
The more he listens to you, the more he likes hearing your voice
He will take the excuse of being quiet as listening to you... while he looks over you, memorizing every small detail of your face
You'll be the first to make a move
But Virgil will be the one to engage in more displays of affection when he's alone with you; he'll kiss you, hold you tight against him
Deep down he wants to make you his but he holds back... he doesn't know for how long though
It's been so long since he's been with anyone
But you're the one he wants
And whether he admits it or not, you make him a better man
He will tell you he loves you in his own way
But during a few intimate moments he will outright say "I love you" after hearing you say it plenty of times
He will have an inkling of knowing why his father loved his mother
He wants more, he wants more with you
The one thing he thinks about now is what it would be like to not have you in his life
One thing he doesn't want to happen is what happened to his mother: she died trying to protect him and Dante
He doesn't want that to happen to you at all; he doesn't want you to die
"Promise me that you'll let me protect you... till the end"
"You've already saved me... in more ways than you know"
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He gives you a ring he had picked up, telling you to wear it and never take it off
With how his life is, demons coming to try to challenge and kill him for his father's power, this could be the closest you could get for a wedding and wedding vows
#ask#request#matchup#match up#devil may cry#dmc#dmc matchup#devil may cry matchup#iheartchv#virgil#virgil dmc#devil may cry virgil#devil may cry 5#devil may cry 2#devil may cry 3#devil may cry 4#virgil x reader#virgilxreader#dmc virgil x reader#dmc virgilxreader
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š„š„4* Town Conflicts pt. 2!š„š„
IM ALLLIIIVEEEEEE!!!!
Im so sorry yall!! University has been KICKING MY ASS.
I just finished exams and everything, this years been a colossal mess (nearly died lol) BUT i couldn't forget about this so i managed to finish this up before the end of the year!Ā
I promise I have more in the tank, please bear with me and tysm for your patience!!šššš¾
š§”Aaron Zš§”
With others
Z is a pretty peaceful guy in general
He doesn't like confrontation, doesn't like to get violent
As quiet as he can be, he doesnt let some things slide
If someone throws a comment here or there, he can ignore it easily
But dont test his patience
Hes a huge advocate for a little something called personal space
He cant stand it when strangers or people he's not comfortable with are inside his bubble
If you pester him, harass him, or stay too close to him for too long, he will not hesitate to push back
literally
He would never start a fight, but he sure can end it
I mean, have you SEEN this dude?Ā
6ā3, lean, muscular, you're pretty much asking for an L
Heās a one hit wonder. One punch and youre gone (Jesse knows this all too wellā¦he tried waking him up onceā¦)
āI began to pass outā¦and then my head hit the wall, bam!ā
With 4*town
He's pretty chill with 4*town out of the rest of them
The only thing he could really complain about was when the gangs energy was way too high for him to be comfortable with
Don't get him wrong, Z loves a good time. But when things are getting a bit too hyper, and the others try to rope him into the chaos, it's a bit too overwhelming
And that ended up with them "accidentally" leaving him out of stuff because they thought he was a downer. Especially when 4*town had just started
He was already a bit lonelier than the rest, as his popularity took a slower time to gain than the rest. This didn't help his insecurities in the slightest
Not only did it hurt the hell out of his feelings, it caused him to be more closed up towards the rest
Aaron T was surprisingly the one who noticed the negative impacts it was making on him, and he felt incredibly bad
He tried the "helping without confronting" tactic, a lot of which included him asking Z if he wanted to help him with his latest prank
Although reluctant, Z slowly started feeling a bit more appreciated
Even when he was the butt of the prank, T made him feel like he wasn't so invisible as he sometimes felt
Soon, even the other guys started asking if he'd help them do revenge pranks, started inviting them more often
And of course, gave him a well deserved apology
Turns out, he got a lot of it wrong. Apparently everybody thought he didn't like them because of his constant nonchalant expressions??
All this because they made assumptions about his feelings only from his face?
"...i'm surrounded by idiots." "WE'RE SO SORRYšš"
šAaron Tš
With others
He loves a good tussle
If you give him a reason to, he'll be delightedĀ
T wont fight for small reasons, obviously, but he is the perfect definition of "fuck around and find out"
Just don't do anything creepy or rude, and you stay on his good side
His biggest ick/pet peeve are creeps and stalkers, unnecessary paparazzi
Notice the unnecessary. He's not shy around cameras, and if his lovely fans want some content, who is he to deny them?š
However, if there's hidden paparazzi, or people who follow him or his friends around, he can't stand it
He finds it gross and extremely disrespectful
And it makes him unbelievably uncomfortable. He hates having to feel as if there's always someone watching or taking pictures of him when all he wants is a damn coffeeĀ
With 4*town
T admits that he can be a bit of a handful sometimes
But jeez, sometimes the gang needs to accept the fact that he prefers to interact and actually do things with other people
Being an extrovert is hard y'all
Especially when all of a sudden every single person in your group needs alone time
And he understands that. He'll respect their wishes every single time without fail. He'd throw in a whine or two, but he understands their needs.
But they never seem to understand his..
When he needed company, all of a sudden everyone thought he was being too much, or being clingy
He has the urge to shake their shoulders and tell them that he wasn't asking them to plan a party with him, he just wanted to go get some damn groceries with some company
Was that too much to ask?
He thanks the Lord that Tae Young was there for him a lot of the time
He seemed to be the only one willing to be with him all the time
Tae Young noticed this pretty quick and all it took was one convo with the rest of them, and boom
For Z, it was like sticking his toe in the water when it came to hanging out with T, and then he found out just how fun his company was
And as stoic as Z is, T found himself latching onto him more frequently.Ā
As for Jesse, he ended up being the brunt of T's pranks a lot, but he finds it endearing in a way.
Robaire found T absolutely hilarious, and has grown to treasure him more and more every day
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Wick and Ulysses, š āļø š š± š š š š š š š¤ š š š š¤ š§ š¤ š¤© š„ š š
hooo boy ty this is a lot. im gonna need 2 put this under a read more
š THOUGHT BALLOON ā what is your oc's MBTI, enneagram, and/or other personality aspects (if known/interested in)? Ulysses probably took an mbti test in high school and ended up getting INTJ. Wick probably doesn't care about personality tests, and considers them a little bullshit.
āļø AIRPLANE ā does your oc like traveling, or do they consider themselves a more homey person? My god Ulysses hates traveling and just wants to chill out for even a year. Unfortunately, he's cursed to constantly wander dying worlds. Wick loves to travel though, and has spent hundreds of years traveling the world.
š± TRIDENT EMBLEM ā can your oc swim? do they enjoy swimming? He can swim and breathe underwater, because of his connection to Poseidon. However, despite his water powers he has Thalassophobia and hates swimming. Wick can technically swim, but prefers not to because it messes with their horns which are just kind of burning candles.
š BOOKS ā what level of education has your oc most recently completed/is currently in (GED, undergraduate, grad school, phd, etc)? Ulysses's high school was interrupted by the apocalypse, unfortunately. On the other hand, Wick is an immortal scholar and the head of the biggest university in a city of similarly immortal people.
š CAT ā does your oc prefer a wide circle of friends or a few close friends? Few close friends, for both. Ulysses just kind of can't make friends, but Wick is typically very reclusive on their own.
š LEAVES FLUTTERING IN WIND ā what is/was your oc's favorite subject in school? Probably art class for Ulysses? And for Wick, they love all subjects equally.
š RED APPLE ā where was your oc born? do they still live in/around their place of birth or do they live somewhere else? how do they feel about their birthplace? Ulysses desperately wants to go back home, which happens to be in Maine. Wick was born in the undying city of Valarr, and over the thousands of years they've been living they have grown a deep resentment for the place. Enough to destroy it and free everyone inside from living out a pointless and miserable immortal existence.
š HEART WITH ARROW ā what and/or who do(es) your oc consider the most important to them? Ulysses's best friend he has a weird homoerotic thing with, Simon Smalls. The people most important to Wick are the Maiden at Arms and Mr. Match, two other immortals who have had a long and strained relationship with Wick. They're very divorced.
š GREEN HEART ā does your oc prefer being inside or outside? Inside for Ulysses, outside for Wick.
š BLUE HEART ā does your oc have any cool/special powers and/or abilities? how are they with magic, if it exists in their world? Ulysses has classical Posidon-themed demigod powers, able to control water, lightning, earthquakes, etc etc etc. He mostly ignores it and shoots people with guns. Wick, on the other hand, has mastered incredibly potent charm magic and divine fire. They are, after thousands of years, a master of magic who can subtly compel people or fully control them. Or simply burn them alive.
š¤ BLACK HEART ā has your oc killed or seriously wounded anyone before? have they broken someone's heart and/or broken someone's trust? No, Ulysses has mostly dealt with monsters. Wick, though, has done many truly depraved things over the thousand of years they've lived, as have all residents of Valarr. They have acted as a warlord, waging war against the two people they love most, and at one point killed the Maiden at Arm's sister. Everyone in Valarr have done terrible, terrible things, and betrayed and broken the hearts of everyone around them.
š BIRTHDAY CAKE ā when is your oc's birthday? how old are they? what are their sun, moon, & rising signs (if known)? what about their tarot card, ruling planet, & ruling number (if known)? do they fit the typical traits of these sun, moon, & rising signs? Ulysses's birthday is June 29th, and only knows he's a Cancer. Wick doesn't remember their birthday since it was so long ago.
š SMILING FACE WITH SMILING EYES ā what are your oc's career/general life desires? what do they want to get the most out of life? Ulysses just wants to stop and take a break... Wick has achieved everything they've ever wanted to achieve, and just wants to be put to rest.
š CONFOUNDED FACE ā is your oc an introvert, an extrovert, or an ambivert? do they let people in easily, or are they more reserved? Ulysses is a major introvert, while Wick is also an introvert but is very charismatic and knows how to talk to people. They just don't let people get too close.
š¤ THINKING FACE ā what are some of your oc's quirks/mannerisms? Ulysses is the only Grecian hero who chain-smokes. He still acts like a 2000s emo kid. Wick is a major hedonist and has a habit of chugging glasses of wine and smashing them on the wall.
š§ FACE WITH MONOCLE ā is your oc more logical or emotional? Both are majorly emotional, but Wick uses their emotion to fuel their logic if that makes sense. Their goals are driven by emotion, but they use logic to go through with them.
š¤© FACE WITH STARRY EYES ā is your oc a planner, or are they more spontaneous in their actions? Spontaneous for Ulysses. Most of the time, he gets dumped in the middle of an apocalypse and has to scramble to fix shit. Wick has the luxury of time, and plans everything very very meticulously.
š„ SAD BUT RELIEVED FACE ā is your oc prone to getting stressed out, or is it easy for them to keep their cool? Ulysses is 100% stressed all the time. Wick is incredibly composed, but secretly is a ball of rage and stress.
š DOWNCAST FACE WITH SWEAT ā is your oc open-minded or stubborn? are they inquisitive or do they prefer to keep to their bubble of knowledge? Ulysses is very stubborn and hates his situation so much. Wick is very inquisitive, but after so long they feel very stuck in their own knowledge. They can't imagine any other solution to their problems than the solutions they came up with.
š DISAPPOINTED FACE ā does your oc attract others, or do they tend to be left alone? Ulysses never has the chance to attract others. He gets shuttled around to other worlds so often the only people he can even attach to are his friends from his original world. Wick, on the other hand, has a natural charisma which attract hordes of people - enough so that at one point, they were able to amass an army through charisma alone and become one of the three warlords of Valarr along with Mr. Match and the Maiden.
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February 5th 2024.
here we are. itās officially been 5 years since the release of my comfort movie, my 2nd favorite Scooby movie, and my 2nd favorite movie of all time. Scooby Doo and the Curse of the 13th Ghost.
if you follow me or at least see me online on a regular basis, you probably know that i LOVE this movie. i always loved it more than most people. (i would also call myself a curse of the 13th ghost stan. and i think iām the only 13 Ghosts stan that loves it lol) i remember watching it at midnight when it came out because i was so excited and couldnāt stop thinking about it i literally couldnāt sleep that night until after i watched it. (thatās why this post is going up at midnight tonight) and well, this movie had a big impact on me for the past 5 years. seriously, it means a lot to me on a sentimental level, and iām going to get into that with this post, and also me thinking about this movie all the time and my opinions on it. today is probably going to be an emotional day for me, filled with many different feelings and a lot of love.
anyways this is going to be talking about the topic of mental health so just be warned if thatās a sensitive topic for you (cause i know it is for people and i get that)
sentimental stuff & me thinking about this movie all the time:
so let me paint a picture for you of my life around the time that this was announced and coming out. i was having the WORST mental health of my life. WHEN I TELL YOU IT WAS SO BAD OH MY GOD!!! i hated myself SOOOO MUCH. and was REALLY anxious a lot. i was dealing with a teacher that negatively impacted my mental health (she commented on my body sometimes, which made me feel even worse than i already did about my body back then, and did some other stuff that really pissed me off but we wonāt dive into that right now) i was also living in deep regret of bad things i did online in 2018 and it was eating me up inside. i dreaded everyday. i had some pretty dark thoughts and couldnāt really see myself having a future. this movie was really the only thing that i looked forward to at all. (sounds dark but itās true) because of my never ending hyperfixation over it and over the 13 Ghosts series, (which was caused by the release of the movieās trailer, congratulations to my autism for that!!š„³š) (though i was a 13 Ghosts fan before that, i actually started being a fan sometime in early 2018. i thought it was November 2018 up until a few months ago idk i was just misremembering) it was a distraction from my terrible mental health. it was an escape from the life i was living. this movie made me feel better. itās not the ONLY thing that got me through that rough time in my life, there was music too. and one of my childhood friends that i still talk to on the regular is a person that got me through that rough time. sheās always there for me and iāll forever be grateful for her, i love her so muchā¤ļø but to say that it didnāt help me at all would be a lie. i didnāt realize that this movie got me through that rough time until last year, but im glad i realized it and iāll always be grateful that it did. iāll always be thankful that it provided comfort for me in a time where i really needed it. it gave me hope when i didnāt have much. and since iāve lost friends and things that were important to me in recent years, i have related to how upset Vincent felt when he thought he lost Mortifer forever. plus, this movie gave me my Vincent and Asamad hyperfixations, and those two are big comfort characters of minešā¤ļø im not kidding when i say this movie changed my life.
i think about this movie 24/7. and itās because of how much i love the artstyle, Vincent Van Ghoul and his outfits, Daphne and her outfit, Asamad Van Ghoul + him being the 13th ghost and Vincentās ancestor. (top 3 Scooby reveals ever if you ask me) Velma telling Vincent that Asamad wanted redemption and was watching over and protecting Vincent and now that heās safe, he can rest. (thanks Velma and Vincent! itās your fault that i never stop thinking about Asamad!) Vincentās plane, Vincent and Mortifer flashbacks. Mortifer impersonating the 13th ghost and betraying Vincent. (which i think there should be more jokes about in the fandom cause itās funny to me) Mortiferās car getting destroyed and it being implied to be Asamad who destroyed it in an avalanche when he appears to Vincent in a cloud of smoke and snow, (LMAO) turning back into his human form, proving that the supernatural IS real. and Vincent feeling at peace with Asamad afterš„ŗ (THE scene that changed my brain forever. i honestly think itās cinematic, along with the scene where it zooms into Asamadās portrait and then zooms in on Vincentās face and he looks down in shame. two of my favorite scenes in this whole movie and in the franchise in general) Mortifer causing avalanches with his car and just being a terrible driver in general. Castle Van Ghoul. the banger that is the song āScoobystition.ā Velma almost opening the chest at the end but chooses not to after everyone tells her no, making her question her doubt. teen Flim Flam. the chest of demons merch that Flim Flam sells. Vincent reuniting with his kids. Flim Flam reuniting with his old friends. you get the idea.
iāve had criticisms about this movie before that a lot of the fandom has. hell, i made a video with some of them in 2021. and i will admit i remember ranting to an online friend back in 2019 that the Velma explanation thing felt like a big FU to 13 Ghosts fans. and i remember being disappointed with the ending after i watched it for the first time but i donāt believe that anymore and am not disappointed anymore. and i said i had sort of a love/hate relationship with this movie around the time i first watched it. but i donāt have those criticisms anymore and i just have a love relationship with this movie now. but no matter what, i could never bring myself to full on hate this movie. my love for this movie is too strong. stronger than any mass hallucination from high altitude oxygen deprivation in the Himalayas or any swamp gasš
and itās not that i donāt understand why people donāt like this movie/hate it/have those criticisms, because i do. also i get why people donāt like/hate return to zombie island. but i also like that movie and i donāt think itās insulting or that the flashbacks shown there are lifeless or bad. and i think it doesnāt retcon everything about the original or too much. and i think itās a good movie and i donāt think itās a bad sequel and i also consider it canon. (plus the gang run monsters over with the Mystery Machine which is awesome and makes the movie automatically better. we should talk about it more because itās hilarious!) even though i agree that the flashback scenes look better with the artstyle of the original ZI movie and that RTZI is not AS good as the original. i think no matter what wouldāve been done, people in the fandom wouldāve still been disappointed with any ZI sequel because they still wouldāve said nothing could live up to that movie. even though i donāt think a ZI sequel is destined to be disappointing, im just saying other people still wouldāve been disappointed with any ZI sequel. shocking, i know right? and i recently realized i only said i hated RTZI before because of how most of the fandom hates it even more than they hate 13th Ghost after i rewatched it. but i love the original Zombie Island movie too and always have) but starting sometime in 2022, iāve started to see some things differently. (a good amount of my opinions change quite often)
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now iām going to talk about my opinions since a lot of them iāve been DYING to say for the past year. (yes thatās a Vincent pun) before i begin, if anyone is like āyou have a very poor understanding of 13 Ghosts youāre a fake fanš”ā or makes jokes such as ādo you work at WB?ā or āok Jim Krieg lolā or anything like that in the comments, reblogs, or my ask box, youāre getting BLOCKED. i am NOT in the mood today. or any day really, but ESPECIALLY today. and no, i am not joking. i am 10000000% serious about everything i have said in this post so far and am about to say. and as much as i disagree with a lot of peopleās opinions on this movie + RTZI, im obviously not going to defend WB or any of their executives. i fucking HATE WB for a number of reasons and i could not give LESS of a shit about Jim Krieg. (the guy who demanded no magic or real monsters in this + RTZI, and i heard that he had more creative control over RTZI. i donāt think he was involved in Happy Halloween though iām going to assume he was not) i actually hate him because he was one of the writers for Scoobynatural in which Dean Winchester, a grown man, tries to get with Daphne, a 16 year old, throughout almost the whole thing and Sam Winchester, also a grown man, kisses Velma, a 15 year old, than for his insistence to keep the supernatural out of this movie. (not that i think him trying to remove any supernatural elements was good or that any of the studio meddling behind the scenes was good cause i definitely donāt, iām just saying i hate him way more for contributing to what happened in Scoobynatural and i feel like he should get more hate for that. thatās a bigger problem) and i also hate him because he was the writer for Scooby Doo Frankencreepy, which has a gross amount of fatphobia. he is responsible for that and we should recognize thatās also a much bigger problem than his mandates on 13th Ghost and RTZI. we should hate on him more for the fatphobia in Frankencreepy too.
i know some people are like āoh if he doesnāt like supernatural stuff in Scooby, then why did he work on two sequels to versions with supernatural elements?ā which i get and i donāt disagree with! (though i do disagree with the way people go about it. and what i mean by that is them being like āthatās why they shouldnāt have been madeā/thatās why these movies are bad. or say that the mandate ruins the movies or when people say thatās why we shouldnāt be doing sequels) i donāt know if he specifically made any other mandates for 13th Ghost or RTZI that wasnāt the no supernatural stuff one, and there were other decisions made by WB that most of the fandom were upset about. but regardless though, iām still suspicious about him being a writer for Scoobynatural. and sure, the Scoobynatural episode is only canon to Supernatural + being one of the writers is different than being a co-producer + that episode was not for kids (the guy says he doesnāt like supernatural stuff in Scooby cause he thinks itās too scary for kids) + they probably had to put supernatural elements because the show is called Supernatural obviously. and yeah sure, itās not a sequel to a Scooby series or movie with supernatural elements, but itās literally a crossover between Supernatural and Scooby Doo Where Are You. (the guys get sucked into an episode of Where Are You by a magic tv) and yes, you could also argue that Scoobynatural was about real ghosts not belonging in Scooby Doo, but there WAS a real ghost there that the gang saw!!! even though at the end of the episode, the gang went back to not believing, everyone else + the viewers know it was real. it is 10000% confirmed in the episode. (also Castiel, a literal angel in the Supernatural show, was there too) and that episode came out only a year before 13th Ghost and Return To Zombie Island. (and after doing a little research, and by research i mean looking on Scoobypedia, i found out that he was one of the writers for the series Scooby Doo Mystery Incorporated, a Scooby show from a decade ago that ALSO has real monsters. he was one of the writers for two episodes, both in season 2, so iām also suspicious about that) basically what iām trying to say is that i think somethingās not adding up here/thereās something weāre not being told. and i read somewhere on the ScoobySnax blog that in an interview, he said he believes the message of Scooby Doo is that monsters being people in masks symbolize things not being as scary as they seem, and that thereās really nothing to be afraid of. i will admit, i donāt think that belief is bad at all nor do i care about him not liking supernatural stuff in Scooby either, but thatās not what the entire franchise is about. like we can still have fun with non-supernatural stuff in the franchise and then also have some fun with supernatural stuff in the franchise and some fun with ambiguity too! (i think he has this belief partially cause he probably grew up with only SD stuff that doesnāt have magic or real monsters) the way he goes about his belief? incorrect. the belief just on its own? neither correct or incorrect.
while i donāt think he shouldāve worked on these films, i think if he really had to, he shouldāve just not put those mandates on them and shouldāve just pushed his belief to the side. sometimes, if someoneās working on something, there are some opinions that shouldnāt get involved in it. and this was one of those times. but yeah the other things he did that i mentioned earlier are definitely worse
AND ONE LAST THING!! this post was originally written in late November 2023 and has been edited many times since because i knew i wasnāt going to write this whole thing on the day of the anniversary + i kept thinking of things to say over time. just thought iād let you all knowā¤ļø
okay hereās the opinions:
ā¢ i think curse of the 13th ghost is an amazing movie and was fun. i love the movie just as much as i love the series! i could never choose between them the same way i could never choose between Vincent and Asamad
ā¢ about its reputation specifically: this movie + rtzi gets too much hate from the fandom. now donāt get me wrong here, iām not saying these movies donāt have flaws or that they are perfect because i donāt believe that. (i donāt think any Scooby movie is perfect or above any kind of criticism, not even Zombie Island) and listen, there are some problems i have with both and i wonāt deny that. but iāve been bothered this past year at points by the hate because of how much of it is there. not ALL of it but definitely a lot of it in the fandom. (i was bothered by only the hate for 13th ghost originally and then towards the end i started getting bothered by the hate for RTZI too) i just feel like itās overwhelming, ya know? and im not saying people CANāT hate them or not like them!! iām not mad that people on the internet donāt like this movie!! (to be honest, i also feel like i have been too harsh on these movies at some points, especially RTZI) itās just that almost everytime this + rtzi are brought up, thereās people who will jump at ANY chance to hate on them and sometimes it just feels like negativity for the sake of being negative and it bothers me. hell, sometimes they arenāt even mentioned at all in conversation like people will be talking about something else thatās Scooby related and then someone will bring them up randomly JUST to hate on them. like bro we GET it, you donāt like these movies. and iām not saying that everyone does that cause obviously itās not everyone, (and i am not bothered by anything my mutuals or people that i follow or people in the same discord servers as me have said at all i am not talking about them <3 im talking about some people in the fandom in general) but it REALLY pisses me off. like you donāt understand how much this shit gets me heated. iāve been feeling this way for the past year and UGHHH it sucks because i donāt WANT to. but i do. anyways i think this movie deserves more credit for the good things it does. (same opinion applies to the other one, and i feel like these are underrated and misunderstood. not in a āyou just hate fun and donāt get the complexity of this cinematic masterpieceā way, but in a āitās not invalidating the originals or trying to invalidate the originals and the magic isnāt completely removed from themā way) and i know people are going to want to say āwell, these movies were shitting on things that we loved so they deserve it!ā but i disagree in every way possible 10000%. and regardless, it still hurts me to see a lot of people shitting on something that i love, especially since 13th Ghost means a lot to me on a sentimental level. not implying that itās a personal attack on me cause obviously i know itās not. donāt get me wrong, movies shitting on something you love is obviously terrible and does hurt. im just saying seeing a lot of people in the fandom shitting on something i love hurts and is terrible. the hate for 13th Ghost hurts me on a more personal level since that movie means so much to me on a sentimental level, but the hate for RTZI is more annoying to me since it gets more hate.
but ALSO i wish people would criticize 2 parts in RTZI more: in one of the flashbacks where they lightened Chrisās skin color (that was a mixture of a saturation issue and them actually lightening her skin color) and that part where a grown man tries to be romantic with Daphne, a teenager, and no one says anything about it. but this isnāt the first time a grown man was involved with Daphne or someoneās skin color was lightened in SD, so every time that does happen, that should ALSO be more criticized, not just in RTZI. we should bring more attention to that every time it happens, especially since we donāt do that enough. itās wayyyyyy more of a problem than the things most people will hate on that movie for/criticize. we gotta focus on that more in the future. i also wish people would criticize the whole āconfederate zombies being said to be the good guysā thing in Zombie Island more, but that is another conversation for another day. and i also am really annoyed when some people telling others not to watch these movies because they themselves donāt like it and think itās bad or insulting or whatever reason theyāll say. and itās mainly because i think people should be able to watch whatever they want and have their own opinions on it.
but yeah i definitely think these movies are hated on too much especially for the same reasons and i just wish they had better reputations i think they donāt deserve the hate they get. they donāt deserve the reputations they have. (i feel bad for these movies because of how much hate they get. i think itās sad) the conversation around them is reductive. the conversation around these movies most of the time is āoh they say the originals didnāt happen,ā āthey retcon things from the originals,ā ā13th Ghost didnāt conclude the 13 Ghosts series/the gang didnāt capture the real 13th Ghost,ā skeptic Velma, etc. itās wayyyyy too much of that and not enough discussion about all the good things these movies do. they donāt get enough credit as much as they should. and thereās a lot to say about these movies. theyāre definitely not movies that most people watch and then have nothing to say about them and theyāre not forgettable. my feelings are complex okay guysš
ā¢ Vincentās plane is BEAUTIFUL when am i going to get to be on that plane????? this whole movie was GORGEOUS visually like they really made the backgrounds and literally everything look so beautiful. they did not have to go that hard but they really did. and everyone had GREAT winter outfits but tbh the gang always has great winter outfits so i canāt be too surprised. but yeah the winter outfits were amazing here, literally some of their best. and the Rubber Ducky being referenced was iconic
ā¢ i consider this movie to be canon and a good 13 ghosts sequel and finale, but just in the way most people didnāt expect it to be. i really love the Asamad redemption thing and i think itās lovely that it brings peace to Vincent and now heās at peace with his ancestor. and i know what youāre thinking: āVelma said she lied about itā and like yeah, she did say that. but because we saw Asamad appear to Vincent + because of her not opening the chest at the end because of everyone insisting for her not to, i believe that was her doubting herself and that Asamad really did get redeemed. she was like āok i wonāt open it because these ghosts might be real and i donāt want to risk that.ā so i think itās either she THINKS what she said about Asamad is a lie, but actually it IS the truth. or that, again, it is the truth and deep down, she actually does believe it but sheās just not admitting it because of her insistence throughout most of the movie to not believe in the supernatural. so i think the Asamad redemption thing is canon. and listen, i get that people wanted to see the gang capture the real 13th ghost in the chest. (itās what i wanted too when the movie first came out) i get why people arenāt crazy about the Asamad redemption thing, thatās fine. and hey we ever get another sequel where Asamad is actually still evil and he does get captured, i would also love to see it. i still love the idea of him still being evil. (in general, i think thereās always more to add to the 13 Ghosts universe, so if they also expand on more 13 Ghosts stuff in general in a future piece of media, i would also be down to see it 10000%) though, ever since September 2019, iāve been loving the idea of Asamad seeking redemption more than him still being evil. so i actually love this ending. (and especially if they ever expand on him and Vincent and the redemption thing in a future piece of media, i would be 10000% down to see it) (heās the ONLY ghost from the chest im good with being redeemed, everyone else has to remain evil imo) and i think itās a good ending for Vincent especially, now he doesnāt have to worry about his ancestor anymore and gets to have peace and move on, and the others donāt have to worry about finding him and capturing him. to me, itās symbolic of letting go of the past/what haunts you and finding some sort of peace and moving on, now knowing that everything is going to be okay. and youāre starting to heal. and itās very comforting, especially since iāve been feeling that many times in 2023. so iām content if this is the last time they bring 13 Ghosts back. i think it ended beautifully. itās sweet and beautiful. (i can write fanfics as a way of expanding upon it, so i win either way lmao) i also get why people have a problem with Velma in this movie + RTZI. (im sorry i keep bringing up RTZI but i kinda have to since these are in the same trilogy and because of my feelings) but i personally donāt anymore? i used to, i even called this version of her insufferable a few times iirc, but after watching this movie like 483947384783378 times, i feel nothing towards her attitude at all now, and sheās not that annoying. even though i still agree that this is not an ideal version of Velma, itās not an irredeemable or insufferable version of her either. and her character wasnāt ruined in my eyes at all. and she doesnāt ruin anything. but her explanations will always be fun to joke about! and i feel like people have been hating her more since these movies came out, which i think is really sad because Velma is an amazing character in general and has SOOO many lovable qualities.
also i cannot be a 2019 Velma hater because she gave me the Asamad redemption explanation. like she cooked with that and i am eating it up!! and i think the whole Vincent and Asamad thing fits 13 Ghosts so well because to me, 13 Ghosts as a show and the universe it takes place in is about family, whether blood related or not, and they are family since theyāre blood related. and the gang is a family (found family, not blood related) and would do anything to protect each other and Asamad was protecting Vincent. so i think itās actually a great ending to both the movie and the show. the story is wrapped up. but we can always go back to it and add more if we want. and i think thatās an ending that wraps up the plot of 13 Ghosts well. like i said, thereās always more to add to 13 Ghosts.
ā¢ ok for this next part im about to be so āwell actuallyāš»š¤ā with. Velmaās explanations are not her or the movie erasing the series and we werenāt supposed to take her explanations seriously. (sounds hypocritical of me to say i know cause i just said i believe in her AVG explanation but im just talking about the explanations that she used to try to disprove the supernatural now okay lol) sheās TRYING to āproveā it wasnāt real, but literally nobody else is agreeing with her and of course they know sheās wrong just like we know sheās wrong. the movie is saying sheās wrong. i feel like the whole sequel trilogy (thatās my new name for it) is saying her behavior is wrong. and there WAS a point in 13th Ghost where Velma believed in ghosts too before going back to not believing at the end. also in Happy Halloween, she kinda thinks about howās she been acting and is like āok maybe i should stopā and also says she trusts her friends more than science which is very cute. everyone else knows sheās wrong and she starts to realize it in Happy Halloween. and again, she refuses to open the chest at the end after everyone tells her not to. she CANāT erase the events of the series or the events of Zombie Island, she doesnāt have the ability to do that, no matter how many times she screams āmass hallucinations from high altitude oxygen deprivation!ā or āswamp gas!ā so i think because of this + Asamad appearing to Vincent + Vincent making the cuffs that Mortifer put on him disintegrate + Mortiferās illusions not really being explained + Vincentās crystal ball teleporting the others outside also not being explained + the flashbacks, itās proof that the series did happen and that magic and ghosts ARE in this movie. are there as much magic and ghosts as there are in the series? no, obviously not, but theyāre still here. i think itās the writers finding a way to work around the mandates and being like āwe were told not to include magic, but this is literally magic right here.ā (also i am of the opinion that real monsters in Scooby should be special and happen sometimes but not all the time, but that is somewhat different than what weāre talking about here. still always going to love real monsters in SD though!) (there was also a real cat person at the end of RTZI. again, still not as much real monsters as the original, but itās still there) so Krieg TRIED to get rid of all the supernatural elements, but he didnāt actually succeed at it. this movie is not avoiding being supernatural, itās just that thereās not as much magic here as there was in the original. i think this movie was done well even though yeah studio meddling is bad and i will always want things to be fair in the studio! (and itās not the first time thereās been studio meddling behind the scenes of Scooby movies. even the ZI era had some) i really donāt think that this movie ruins the original, and the studio meddling did not ruin this or the entire trilogy itās a part of. the original still exists people can still watch it whenever they want, itās not gone. even if i did think the movie was bad like most people do, i still wouldnāt believe that it has the power to take away from the original or to ruin it. and it does not ruin peopleās childhoods/poisons their childhood memories. this is also how i feel about any sequel or reboot ever made tbh. anyways im done talking about Jim Krieg i will not be talking about him anymore. so basically no, these movies never said or implied or tried to say or imply that the originals didnāt happen, they are not invalidating the originals at all. and they DO have some supernatural stuff in them, just not as much as the originals did.
ā¢ i love cheerleader Fred :)
ā¢ i like Mortifer being the villain because it creates some good angst between him and Vincent. and like i said, itās funny to me
ā¢ the scene where Vincent tosses the chest aside tackles Asmodeus when he tries to attack Daphne, Shaggy, and Scooby is one of the best scenes in the entire movie like omg he really loves themš„¹ā¤ļø
ā¢ Shaggy and Scooby were good at flying the plane idk maybe we should let them fly more planes in future SD stuff
ā¢ i think this movie is an important part of the franchise. and i think āScoobystitionā is an underrated Scooby song that should get more love.
ā¢ no this movie is not a nostalgic nightmare/nightmare in general or an insult/mockery to the franchise, the original, or the fans and i do not think that it shouldnāt have been made. itās not pointless or a joke or disservice or disrespectful or cringe or disappointing/a letdown or that itās a mess/doesnāt make sense or boring/mediocre. and the ending is not a slap in the face to the fans or bad or insulting or disappointing/a letdown or spitting in the face of the OG. and i donāt think that that the other 2 movies in the trilogy are all those things either or also shouldnāt have been made. the 3rd act of this movie is not bad/ruining it and is not the weakest part, (3rd act is actually one of my favorite parts) and these movies do not treat the audience like fucking idiots, etc. and i really also do not think that this is the worst Scooby trilogy or that 13th Ghost and RTZI are the worst Scooby movies. and i do not think this trilogy overall is not good/is bad and i do not think itās a failure or a mess/doesnāt make any sense or that these movies are incompetent or unwatchable or irredeemable or frustrating/infuriating. and it doesnāt hurt for me to remember any of them, especially not this movie. im actually really glad this was made and like i said, it changed my life with the impact it had on me and how it got me through a rough time. like now i talk about Asamad and Vincent a lot. i ship Vincent and Mortifer. and the debut of Asamad led me to create an OC of mine who is his wife and i get to make fics about Asamad and his redemption thing. so i just CANāT agree with people who say those things for those reasons alone. itās crazy to think how i would be without it. i would still be hyperfixating over Shaphne, which isnāt a bad thing at all btw. im just saying, i wouldnāt be who i am right now if this movie hadnāt been made. and im glad the other two in the trilogy were made too. and i donāt feel insulted whenever i watch this movie or those. (i liked the sheriff being the villain in HHSD, i think itās a good reveal and i think HHSD is a great movie too) tbh i also think 13th Ghost is the best out of the trilogy with Happy Halloween as a close second though i do think HHSD is the one with the best opening, and i definitely prefer this trilogy over the 80ās one and always will. i think itās better. i like Ghoul School though itās a cute movie <3 (i like Ghoul School better than RTZI and do think itās better than that movie but i like this trilogy as a whole better than the 80ās trilogy and think itās better) i also canāt look at this movie as a standalone film like my brain just associates it with 13 Ghosts automatically (same applies to the other one but with ZI of course) and i donāt think this movie would work better if it was standalone. (same with RTZI) i wish this trilogy got more loveš„ŗ and i donāt understand how some people consider the first two some of the worst Scooby movies ever. also i donāt understand how some people think 13th Ghost is ājust as insulting/badā or worse than RTZI. and it also bothers me when some people will joke that they donāt exist. and no, the 13th ghost (Asamad) is not nothing or disappointing compared to the other 12.
ā¢ i donāt think the avalanche scene was too long or that there was too much of it. it didnāt bother me at all.
ā¢ i think Vincent couldnāt do magic for the most of the movie because he has trauma caused by his ancestor so whenever he sees him or someone that he believes to be him, he becomes powerless because his ancestor made him feel so powerless, like he couldnāt do anything. so itās his body responding to whatever he was put through. this is based off him saying āever since Asmodeus showed up, i havenāt been able to cast a single successful spellā (in-universe explanation)
ā¢ Flim Flamās shop is one of the coolest things iāve ever seen. also teen Flim Flam is awesome and so is his design! he still feels like the same guy but just older. and im happy that heās doing well.
ā¢ i love Vincentās puns they are funny and adorable. and also when he calls Flim Flam āhis boyā OHHH MYYY GODDDDD THAT IS SO CUTEEEš„ŗš„ŗš„ŗš„ŗ im gonna need another sequel where he calls Daphne āhis girlā NOW. and i hope he does see Flim Flam in town when he attends his covenās next meeting.
and yeah, i know Daphne and Vincent arenāt exactly the way they were in the OG. like thereās been a few changes made. but i love the changes and theyāre both amazing characters and well written and i love them so much in both the series and the movie! and i donāt think the movie was saying/acting like thatās exactly how they were in the OG, just that itās how they are in this movie. and itās not ruining Vincent or saying/acting like Daphne was or is exactly like Fred and could do everything. and im not at the point where im like āWHO ARE YOU PEOPLE???ā like that one Spongebob meme. they both donāt feel too different to me like i donāt think thereās been too many changes made. and im just going to headcanon that Vincent got more comfortable around the gang which is why heās more zany and lets them call him Vincent and that Daphne changed a little because of her fighting the demons. i still get enough 13 Ghosts vibes from her hair and outfit and this movie in general so it works well. thereās just a little new vibe added. it fits 13 Ghosts well. (i think there was always going to be a new vibe added/some changes made and part of why is because this was made at a different time than the series + this is a DTV movie + made by different people than the series was) but yeah i think the changes were good and i donāt have any problems or criticisms with them, i donāt think they were bad at all. and im going to headcanon Daphne wore that outfit and had that hair offscreen back in the days of the OG. (and yes i know one of the writers said that they were aware Daphne wasnāt exactly like that in the OG, but thatās how they saw her while watching it. im just saying i donāt think the movie was saying she was exactly like that in the OG)
ā¢ speaking of Daphne and Vincent, the scene where Asmodeus attacks them and she protects him? SUPERB. also her doing a spooky pun for him and he gets so happy about it is soš„ŗš„ŗš„ŗ
ā¢ the 14th ghost joke is fun i love it
ā¢ iām fine with Bogel & Weerd and Scrappy not being in the movie because there were some episodes of the series that Bogel and Weerd werenāt in. (obviously Scrappy was in every episode) yeah, it wouldāve been interesting to see them brought back and im not saying they werenāt important characters in the show, im not against the idea of bringing them back and i donāt hate them at all. and im not saying the mandate to keep him out was good cause i donāt think that. i get why some people wanted them to come back, they are valid!! i remember wanting Scrappy to come back very much too around the time the movie was coming out. but im okay with them not being here. also Bogel and Weerd probably knew about Asamadās redemption thing, so they were like āwell, weāre not working for him now.ā (in-universe explanation for why they arenāt in this movie) where was Scrappy during the events of the movie? Bogel and Weerd captured him and he went missing, but the others donāt know that and just think heās still with his mom. why is he not included in the opening credits? Bogel and Weerd casted a spell so he wouldnāt be, theyāre trying to erase any trace of Scrappyās existence. (another in-universe explanation) (yes i know that the real world explanation is that WB mandated for him to not appear, and originally Flim Flam wasnāt allowed to be included either but they included him after a writer found a way to make him work in the story, but i just made my own explanation in-universe) and im not bothered by the āWhatās A Scrappy?ā joke itās just whatever to me. like obviously i donāt love it but iām not going in a seething rage over it. (i think i used to be bothered by it a few years ago, but im not bothered by it anymore and havenāt been for a while)
ā¢ about continuity: gonna have to talk about this for a bit. i donāt think thereās too much of what people will call āretconsā or ācontinuity errors.ā i donāt think that the movie retcons everything from the original. and i think thereās enough references from the series to make the movie fit in the same timeline as it. and thatās all i have to say about that. (i do have this theory that Time Slime controlling time is why Flim Flam aged but the gang are teenagers though if anyone wants to read it)
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you might be wondering who this movie and the entire trilogy it is from is for. the answer is me. i am the target audience. seriously, even if it is bad and im wrong about everything i just said, i still had fun with it! and i think thatās one of the most important things to me: to have fun with a movie. so if itās trash, itās MY trash and IM LOVING IIIIITTTT!!!!š„³š„³š„³ like that meme of a woman saying āwhat? i love garbage.ā (also im the type of person that when i like a movie, 95% of the time i will genuinely think itās good. and i will like something more after i rewatch or re listen to it lol) and iāll take a bad movie ANY day over no movie at all. i definitely think thereās things in 13th Ghost that you might not notice on the first watch but notice during rewatches. and you know what? i really do love the mass hallucinations from high altitude oxygen deprivation in the Himalayas and swamp gas. sometimes they are just what i need.š¤·š»āāļø
fun fact: i learned the term ācriminal negligenceā from this movie.
in conclusion:
hereās to Vincent Van Ghoul, Asamad Van Ghoul, Mortifer Quinch, teen Flim Flam, the avalanches, Mortiferās car, and the jokes and memories and posts that were made along the way by me and my friends. to the never ending theories. to all the daydreams iāve had influenced by this movie, to the growth i experienced these past 5 years. to all the demons i conquered and am still conquering today. to all the other Scooby fans out there who like/love this movie. to that 3 month period where i and so many other people were excited for this movie. (even though i would never want to go back to that time period, it was fun getting excited and coming up with theories and seeing the clips drop, and i look back fondly on those memories) sometimes iām still surprised by remembering that this movie is real and was made, like i almost canāt believe this is an actual Scooby movie.
as Vincent was healed by Asamadās redemption moment, i was healed by this movie in some ways. thereās no other movie i would choose to lose my sanity over in a fun and cool way! happy 5th birthday my beloved <3 thank you for everything. im glad you won that ābest nostalgia era movieā poll last year on tumblr. iām always going to love you and i think you will be remembered regardless of whether the general fandom opinion of you changes or not. iāll never let go of or get tired of you. i think itās beautiful how a piece of Scooby media in general can have impact on a personā¤ļø
#scooby doo#curse of the 13th ghost#this post is very long oh my#ooh boy i think this is the most iāve said about this movie in my entire life#glad to have made this though#anyways if you read all of this thank you SO much i really appreciate it#remember when i made that post saying that thereās a certain scooby movie that i have opinions on that i canāt say#well this was it#and im saying it now since itās the anniversary + i feel confident enough to say them now#pumping up the queue now#mental health
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im suuuper bored rn and in a mood to write so! rant! yay!
first thing i wanted to rant about - my sexual orientation (:
im ace, period. i know that for a fact. at least I'm somewhere on the spectrum, maybe demisexual? but I'm not sure, I'm not really diving into microlabels.
romantic orientation is an ENTIRELY different story...
had a crush on a boy in 3rd/4th grade, back when (i thought) i was a cishet girl. liked him until like 5th grade when my feelings sort of faded away. now, i was virtual schooled through 5th and 6th so i didn't really like anyone in sixth grade but i spent a lot of time exploring queerness in general- like my nonbinary awakening happened sometime in like January/February of 2022 (though i did first label myself as a demigirl, it still falls under the enby umbrella).
i entered seventh grade as a closeted aroace enby and went through about 3/4 of the year without any major crushes (i had a platonic interest in a boy that i misinterpreted as a crush). i didn't really label my romantic attraction because i didn't need to.
however, as the end of the school year approached, i started feeling uncomfortable. i wanted to know who i was, and the only valid part of my identity had been my asexuality, since i knew that i liked a boy in the past so how could i be aro? i was drowning in a whirlpool of invalidation and not feeling queer enough.
so, i go to the first camp of the year, a writing camp, filled with TONS of queer people. i loved it there, but seeing so many people around me, sure of their identities, made me die more inside.
sooo, a couple days after i was accused of flirting with my friend (who happened to be a boy), i "discovered" i liked a girl. she was pretty, she was smart, she was blonde, she was sporty. i texted her a lot (even after camp was over). i put hearts around her contact name. but "liking" her didn't feel thrilling and it didn't feel happy. to put it simply, it felt like a fucking punishment. talking to her made me feel like i wasn't enough.
so after going through about a month of emotional turmoil and dying inside and bragging to my friends about how i liked a girl, i headed to my first sleepaway camp of the summer, a church camp, ironically enough. and THERE. THERE i fell. not in love, but probably the realest crush i'd had. there weren't really butterflies, so to speak, but if you looked at a picture with the two of us in it, you would see me gazing at her (lets call her M) with literal heart eyes. we'd started quietly chatting while our mutual friends were off doing other stuff, and ended up bonding with each other despite how the only thing we shared was our introverted-ness. and I'm not even that introverted. we're polar opposites. we still text each other almost every day, and i had hopes she liked me back, aaaaaaaaand she doesn't but. here comes part two of my rant.
my crush doesn't like me.
and i don't even feel the tiniest bit sad about it.
this is probably the most confused i've ever been. i know i like her. maybe it's because her "rejection" was so soft it didn't even feel like one. i don't know. it's complicated, but my best friend had been cheering me on to tell her, so i did. and i was honestly divided as to whether she liked me or not- at times she acted like she did but other times she didn't. honestly, i think I'm just hopeful that she likes me
anyway thats not the point-
so. after writing this THERAPUTIC post, i have discovered that:
i am aroace and proud š§”šš¤š©µš
im nonbinary (and proud, but I've known that for a while)
I'm confused
but I'm 100% queer. whether I'm lesbian or straight or bi or something, i am queer! and I'm tired of feeling invalidated by being compared to the people out there who are out and proud with all their labels. i don't need to be exactly like them to be queer and be myself.
to put it poetically, "our friendship is worth more than being in any relationship." I'm going to write a poem about that now. good night yall <3 or even good morning/afternoon.
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I think one of my favorite things (/gen) about posting art on here is when I finish a piece and there's a certain detail(s) that I'm unsure of, maybe the pose, or the background, ect,,, doesn't matter what- just any random thing im not all that happy with in the art or just something thought could be better,,, without fail at least one or more of y'all will mention that exact detail and be like "this specific details is great!!" and it's completely unprompted since I just keep the parts I'm unsure of to myself, so the praise is offered up freely so it feels so š„ŗš„ŗš„ŗš„ŗšššššš and genuine inside my heart!!
like with my most recent art I thought I was doing too much with the pattern on the clothing especially on Chop since I did a pattern on his pants as well,,,, i was almost was gonna have the shirts be solid colors with the text on them,,,,, but I decided to include the pattern under the text anyways,,,, since while I thought it might be "too much",,,, I also thought it made it more fun,,,, so when a couple of y'all specifically said all the patterns were something you liked in it it made me feel all !!!!! especially since y'all are too cool for me, so it meant a lot lmao,
also the background was kinda simple and I didn't know what to do with it and wasn't sure,,,,, but a couple of you also pointed out how you liked it ššš
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but even with other pieces it has happened multiple times and everytime it just warms my heart,,, it's like some of y'all can read my brain and just know what part needed encouragement š "one mans trash is another mans treasure" I guess šļøšļøš
#sorry insomnia is winning tonight#and instead of all my shitpost going to my drafts to be delete when i wake up at 3 in the afternoon theyre being posted#if you see me post again after this yell at me š#my post#just like my last post i made I ain't proofreading it so hopefully it makes sense
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