#im excited to get back into the groove of things tho!

[seiwas]

officially on holiday!! will be responding to asks and messages in a lil bit!

[definitelynotshouting]

In the least possibly pressury way, as in feel free to ignore this if it isn’t something you want to do, this is just purely bc i reread the hunger au and am hungering for more - do you have any updates on how the next chapter is going?

Also (this is the same anon who asked how Impulse confronted Grian a little while ago btw in case ur seeing a slightly pattern) would you feel like expanding on how the other hermits or non hermit lifers felt when they found out Grian made the life games? Or how they feel about the state he’s ended up in? (tho i completely get that that is probably a thing ur going to explore anyway im just having thoughts)

Anyway this is such a good au, ur writings fantastic and im loving what ur doing. As a writer myself I may be taking some notes on how u r writing these characters because the way you make us feel exactly what they r feeling is incredible!

I wish i could give more updates on hunger au's progress but to be completely honest with you anon, my irl life kinda uh 😅😅 just completely imploded right as i was getting back into the groove of things. I am making progress still, but its slower than i'd like-- by necessity ive had to emergency pivot my attention to more pressing matters going on rn 😭😭😭😭 trust me when i say its probably frustrating me more than anyone else at this point

I appreciate the compliments a lot tho!!! All of yalls encouraging words mean the world to me and make getting through these difficult situations a little bit easier❤️❤️❤️ i wish i could say more about how the hermits reacted, but thats actually MAJOR spoilers that im very excited to show you guys in-fic, so for now all i can really say is that you'll have to see :]]

[william-s-churros]

painful definitive edition thoughts from one playthrough lol

i mean its lisa, so am i gonna complain that much? the campfire conversations are a nice touch, but they're so sporadic and im not sure how to trigger them so i wasted a lot of time and resources trying to get the damn things to happen. as for the rest of the game tho, it really is pretty much exactly the same, just with an added layer of frustration to get bonus content thats like. fine i guess. the terry convo is obviously very charming and sweet but its kinda like i feel like the trailer/promo material kinda overpromised this feature lmfao

SPEAKING of overpromising... i was really hoping for more enemies lmfao.... area 3 has always felt extremely unbalanced to me and i was kinda hoping like. something would be done about that, but it wasnt, so whatever. i do feel like im the promo stuff it was stated there would be more battles but perhaps i just misunderstood?

anyways, its lisa! obviously i had fun playing it. i was just kind of hoping it would be like... harder.... or like maybe had an even harder mode than pain mode... outside of savescumming to bring back guys who died in battle and falling off a cliff once, i think i only game overed during battle once? i dont give brad joy and i usually play one-armed, tho i have beaten it armless and even then i still didnt struggle as much as i hoped i would... oh how i miss the highs of being killed by the mens hair club like 5 times before getting into the proper groove of things and the rush of finally defeating them... i guess this is just what happens when youve played a video game like 20 times.... you git gud as they say. sometimes i really appreciate the ability to stunlock (for ex, when fighting an enemy with permadeath moves lol) but sometimes being able to do that really detracts from the challenge ykwim?

who knows, tho. theres probably some kind of fanmod for masochists like me out there and maybe i should look for it. most of the ones i have seen as qol mods that make painmode easier which is basically the opposite of what i want lmfao.

anyways, all in all-- its lisa! most of the character information i got from campfire conversations is extremely compatible with my own headcanons already too so lmao. its validating i suppose! but its kind of on me i think for hyping it up in my own head. i am curious to see what becomes of this fandom as more people play this game this way.

ive heard theres a secret ending if you get all the companions that im gonna try for next. maybe its all worth it... we'll see.

also i still gotta play joyful! i do wonder if a lot of the changes made were to joyful bc that game felt like such an afterthought in many ways lmfao. we'll see igss! im probs gonna keep replaying these games forever because i love them, but yeah. i guess i was expecting more lmfao. but i still liked it! and im excited to try and get other things, but i do sort of feel like like easter-eggy character interactions is cheap in terms of replay value for me anyway, maybe id feel differently if i were still at that stage with the game that i found the battles really challenging and stuff, idk, lmfao

OH EDIT; super appreciated the toning down if not outright omission of the antiblackness in the original game, altho the american indian stuff was still pretty stereotypes, tho im not entirely sure what you could do abt that besides a complete overhaul of the blood moon area lol

[red-dyed-sarumane]

OKAY VOCACOLLE SUMMER TOP 15 SONGS (my ranking) LETS GOO

1. Kannagi - Hiiragi Magnetite: the lyrics on this are going to keep me occupied for the longest time until i understand it better. the atmosphere of this song is just incredible, the addition of the bells in her hand in the song, the light chime-y parts of the the instrumental, the piano, the longer notes, u dont need to know the lyrics to know theres a sense of regret in here. theres enough in the chimes u can feel the inner reflection in this, & like other series songs it hits that standing at the end of world in the rain feeling. its paced so perfectly it doesnt even feel like 6 minutes. series wise i think thats not only a call back to kyuuyaku but like shoushitsu & kyuuyaku it shows off that loop theme, getting into whats going on building it up, theres a bit of calm and then it picks up again. lots of story telling & details in it to add to the narrative. haru fits it so perfectly & that's definitely by design. this song has already embedded itself in my heart

2. Stockholm Office - Crump: if kannagi wasnt posted this would take first place EASILY IMMEDIATELY. i cant say in words how much i loved this so instantly. the light whispery-ness of kafu & the spacey-ness of certain instruments and parts combined with the heavy groundedness of the rest of it is so so perfect. the poetic way the lyrics show off the state of things in this song without being super blunt about the complaints in it & the overall rhythm of it draws me in so so much. they really matched the mood of the instrumentals & the lyrics so perfectly. its not spacey enough for me to say true dissociation type feel but theres such a strong feeling of disconnection in this, that feeling of lying to urself to stick something out which im sure is entirely intended given the title. im about to become the number one promoter of this song its one of those found it at the perfect timing things for me.

3. Candy Drop - yurame: this has the usual yurame song feel. i can only describe it as sounding how carbonation in drinks feels. its trendy sounding but at the same time is all its own thing and authentic feeling. the lyrics are written in a way its like ah yeah i get that feeling. despite the lightness of the instrumental its good at getting that melancholic feel across & isnt jarring in the slightest. flower has that mix of rough & cute to suit this as well. very good song.

4. Quiet - szri: szri's usual quick & heavy pacing definitely building off what they did in anaphylaxis. even includes the smallest part of it & u know i love songs that connect to each other. gekiyaku & kafu are such a good combination too especially how they pull it off. not a very light song in terms of content but fun nonetheless & isnt that what vocaloids about.

5. Euthanasia - Dopam!ne: a lighter/simpler song in terms of instrumentals that he does. nice change & still very distinctly his style. definitely not a light song in terms of content the guy even put a content disclaimer at the end. still easy to listen to if u like his style tho. good song

6. Waste - mairu: this ones probably about as heavy as szri's quiet musically speaking though theres a few calmer sections. flower's roughness fits the topic well i think. another one where the mood of every part of the song just seems to align well. i dont have anything profound to say i just think its neat

7. OSINT - Sheeno Mirin: i love the atmosphere in sheeno mirin songs a lot & this one doesnt disappoint. interesting vocal combination choice not that they overlap in any part & they work well with what they were going for. theres something brain scratching (in a good way) about the instrumental, a full sound thats got a weight to it but isnt too much. its really good idk what else to say

8. groom groove - yowanecity: i feel like its been forever since ive seen anything from yowanecity i really should follow them anyway i got really excited to see they posted & this didn't disappoint. its got that bounciness i expect from their songs. fun & smooth sounding. makes u want to dance. definitely worth your time.

9. Capsule - Fuyuu: cat rime & sekai thats so fun i love that and then the gachpon theme on top of it so fun. the sound is not what you'd expect from that description tho. it has a darker feel to it almost grungy i want to say but definitely not off putting. as part of the rime lover nation i love this song. this is going to end up stuck in my head all the time just like crow crow does. very good & both sekai & rime sound like they belong in this song 👍

10. Gambit - Yunosuke: another trendy, almost bubbly sounding song from yunosuke. pretty atmosphere to it. love the whistles & traditional sound instruments mixed in with the otherwise modern electric type sound its got going on. this would be fun to sing if i take the time to learn the lyrics. super good very worth your time

11. Rain - Gomennasai ga ienakute: the usual simple sounding style they have, deceivingly simple sounding bc its very clearly not. the tension building part right before the 3 min mark hits me in particular. very cool rin high notes at the end. very nice melancholic mood to it. maybe i should rank this higher its growing on me the more i listen to it. their lyric sense is very good. compels me. definitely give this a listen.

12. Static Love - Hagino: kafu rap nation rise up. its got that chiptune sound at first that gradually gives into a more modern edm sound. a good mix of cute, cool, and fun sounding. underrated the mixing & execution of this is too good to only have a few hundred views & yet here we are. worth your time

13. Prototype - Aira: THIS SONG GOES SO HARD!! coko chisei is such a good combo too. interesting theme going on here but the melody & such is just very good. the lalala parts make it seem a little lighter than it actually is. love the slightly wavering slightly squeaky sound on both vocals. lends a certain charm to this song.

14. Lewder Liar - Zensen: another great electro swing song from zensen. very fun fresh sounding instrumentals & flower's in no way out of place here. good mix. kind of an interesting theme going on here what with the demon stuff etc.

15. Death Game - Uron Riyu: this one is so fun to me. kafu running a death game. posting this as a vocacolle song feels like its framing vocacolle itself as a death game between songs & thats such an interesting way to look at it. kinda fun. the composition on its fun in its own way too. ik it's supposed to be dark but its just a fun song to me.

[delcakoo]

WOO ALMOST THERE EMA YOU CAN DO THISSSSSSSSSSSSS

Sending love ❤️

I've been chilling now that I don't have anything to do. Well ok I hate not having anything to do after being constantly busy fir so long lol so I'm just focusing on my hobbies and stuff hehe

I've also been writing recently but I doubt it's been going well if anything I can't help but be scared it's worse than it used to be 😭 but it's ok I'll get back into it

Wbu what else u been working on (other than 😐exams😐)

AHAHHHHH THANK U KEL BELOVED I WILL TRY TO PUSH THRU THIS LAST WEEK FOR U <\3

WOWIWIWQOW OMG UR WRITING AGAIN?! im excited to see what u come up with when ur back into the groove of things heheh good luck bae 🫶 it must be weird having no exams to study for after so many earlier this year huh 😭😭

AS FOR ME i’ve been uhh doing not much interesting besides studying.. my addiction to honkai star rail lasted a sad two weeks so now ive been watching death note cuz embarassingly enough ive never watched it even tho its a classic LMAO any new shows for uuu :0??

[moveslikekeithrichards]

ive been bringing my book home from work in case i feel like reading & for a while i didnt bc theres too many other temptations whereas at work after the kids leave i have fuckall to do for an hour & a half but tonight i finally put my laptop aside & read for almost 2 hours On Purpose By Choice For Fun which i honest to god dont think ive done since i was 12 & i feel really happy about it

[tostmin]

wimblor scootn

[inkykeiji]

i miss u :((

i miss you too sweetpea!!! i’m sorry!! :( i’m trying my best to be as active and present here as possible while also writing & doing irl stuff!! :c come talk to me tho!!! about anything!! <33

[washi-undertale]

So I just found you are your fics lately, and I love them so much. They are so good! I finished reading Zero Redeeming Qualities & Im about at Ch9 of "Blood and Marrow". They are both amazing. Im going to start reading the inspirations for both stories as well (LY is finished & SlaveryTale pretty recently updated too; which is nice) when I get the chance. U write everyone so well, esp. Sans, Red, Edge, & Pap (tho Paps makes so me mad) in NRQ, & Sans, Terra, & Grillby in BAM.

You write Paps and Sans still so in-character in the Paps bad brother AU NRQ fic, which is no easy feat imo.

In NRQ I keep on thinking if only Grillby's was closer, because Sans would be a lot less isolated in that case w/ his bar mates and friend Grillby. I am happy there is some nice Grillby and Sans and Grllby content in BAM at least.

I am also loving the slow burn in NRQ (since I love slow burns), and the nice even pace you take BAM (Blood and Marrow on).

Also, for NRQ I love Kustard (it is a fav. of mine), and the potential for Kedgeup (I don't see this ship as much as Kustard, but I do actually quite like it) has me interested as well.

I wonder if your "Blood and Marrow" story is going to be a Sans/OC character in the future? We can always use more good ones of those (a favorite Sans/OC story of mine would be "Jack of All Trades". Which, if you haven't read, you totally should, it is SO good).

I know you are hiatus now after what happened to your family, but I just wanted to say I am excited for more of your stories whenever it is possible and good for you. Esp. NRQ, BAM, and when you are able to post it, your Frans "Stargazer" Fic (love me some good Frans). Hope stuff is doing better for you right now.

PS: That animal crossing x Undertale comic you reblogged was great. I am also sorry how long this was, it is a culmination of me talking about a bunch of your stuff. Now I am just going to hope tumblr doesn't eat my ask, because I know it looks like to do that, esp. for long asks, ahahaha.

Thank you for the message! It’s definitely encouraging to hear when people enjoy what I write, and makes me want to write more!

Yeah, Sans and Grillby definitely get more time in Blood and Marrow. A chapter I’ve planned for ZRQ is going to get into Sans and his relationship with Grillby and the regulars there, but for now let’s just say that it isn’t an accident that the Undertale bros don’t live close to the bar.

In Blood and Marrow Terra is ace and Sans is ... sex averse. Both at least partially due to trauma. I’m toying with the idea of eventually having them in an asexual romance. If it happens it’ll be a ways out, though.

Thanks for the well wishes. Family stuff is at least calmer (nibling survived with minor brain damage, which is a fucking miracle, all things considered, and is now in a better residential facility. Things are looking up!), and I’m getting back into the groove of writing now that the holidays are behind us and I’m not running around like a madwoman.

I’m trying to write a little toward all of my projects each week, so hopefully I’ll start updating my stuff soon. Stargazer is the most intensive work so far, but I’m hoping to start releasing bits of it soon - short stories and vignettes and the like. If nothing else, I have a worldbuilding wiki that I’m putting together for people to check out.

Thank you again for the ask! I don’t get many and it’s so great to get feedback like this. Hope you have a great new year!

[craureolin]

 hheelllloooo! sliding in with this bright music boye huiqing! im excite to be here and get going on him. ive been struggling lately with writing but his muse is rather strong so im hoping this will get me into a groove!! tho that being said its also finals season for me so i will be sporadic though i will try my best to be active!! 

anyhow --- huiqing , or hui as he prefers. 

he’s 29 year old professional violinist. rich kid who doesn’t have to worry about anything so he just spends his days playing music. he’s a nice guy but he’s rather emotionally stunted and thus he tends to come off as aloof or even mean. his expressions tending to be blank or bored. he doesn’t mean to seem mean it just happens!! he’s really just a cat tbh bUT YEAH under cut i’ll throw up some wanted connections or plot ideas but otherwise~~ just dm me!

music bond ; another person into the music world either because you play something or you sing or maybe you produce / write. just someone who can bond with hui over music! 

music bond pt 2 ; a fan? someone who knows of hui via his personal performances / knows of the songs he has composed and sold so you know him via another artist. he takes part in violin competitions rather often ( and is often in first place ) so he is well know to those in the music world or who are fans of music 

rich kid life ; someone else in high society who would know him via his parents . this could be a childhood connections where you both were forced to fancy parties and such, or just a business connection later in life

through hate ; someone who either in this universe or in a future one, will end up being at odds with hui. maybe you don’t like how blunt he is, or how he tends to seem pretentious. or maybe he’s offended you--or even reverse, perhaps you made hui angry / upset. either way every time you see each other its like seconds from sword fighting ( maybe even literally one day ) 

stilted love ; an ex who might still have feelings for hui -- or a like fwb situation where you caught feelings. but hui is both oblivious and emotionally stunted so he doesn’t feel the same / never realizes your feelings. meaning he probably keeps saying or doing things that are hurtful -- yet you keep coming back for some reason . 

just for tonight ; a one night stand that keeps happening only because you both end up in the same place at the right time. hui tends to frequent late night cafes / music venues so it’s not odd to find him out and about. 

partners in crime? ; someone who keeps enabling hui’s horrible sleeping habits by also being awake at random fucking hours and thus the two of you can hang out . this probably often means y’all are at hui’s studio at 3 am 

the underling ; hui helps out music departments of universities sometimes but that doesn’t mean he has ever saw himself as a teacher and yet... here you are. either piano or violin , you end up asking hui to teach you how to play and for some reason he agrees

minor ideas are like ; university school mates, underclassmen who he looks after now because he still helps out the university , someone who is at the cafe he goes to (daily), someone to get into a physical fight with him? 

[patchofsunlight]

HEHEHE HI NINA Im good how have you been??!!! also girl didnt u say u were gong to bed 🤡 get some sleep

hiii im eri anon! and im anime stan🤭 and my my fave is obviously MHA! Eri is the cutest little bean and she deserves the world. I also really love Haikyuu that show is just so cute and fun! I really love to just play among us and games such as minecraft and genshin impact!! (Fun fact: my friends and i plan to get famous by playing minecraft and having a talk show)

Im also a sophomore in highschool and im just so ready for the school year to end smh😔✊, but yeah algebra really sucks and i hate math ngl💀

I also started to play the guitar during quarantine, and im really excited to get better and improve!! I can play In my head by the Bedroom which is pretty cool! You should listen to it its a really nice song! And idk i probably want to do some music stuff in my future!!

and yeah! How have you been!

HEY BABYYY SORRY FOR THE WAIT I’VE BEEN VERY BUSY BUT HELLO HOW ARE YOU HOW WAS YOUR DAY???

mha is a GREAT anime and eri DOES deserve the world during the whole cultural festival thing?? when she smiled?? i SOBBED SHE IS FLWKXKWK THE CUTEST AND I LOVE HER

YES HAIKYUU IS SOOO GOOD IT GIVES ME SO MUCH SEROTONIN CMEJXKWIS I SWEAR

yes get that CASH that’s so cool tho??? what would the talk show be about???

a SOPHOMORE? what a NIGHTMARE i remember being a sophomore. that was a hard year. LMAOOO BUT HEY THAT’S GREAT!!! good luck with the rest of the year!!! and bro math sucks i simply do not get it 😔😔😔 i am a humanities classes type of person through and through

THAT’S AMAZING???? how did you simply learn to play the guitar. god i wanna know how to play the guitar!!!! i do!!!! i’ve never heard that song but i’ll definitely check it out. also, like, do you sing and stuff?? bc i think that’s AMAZING

i’ve been uhhh going! LMAO i’ve been tired and i was going through some shit but i’m,,,, going. yes. i plan on opening requests for headcanons this week 👀 i still have SO MANY REQUESTS TO DO but i’ve been struggling with writing so i think opening requests might help me get back in the ~writing groove~ yk NCKSKX LMAO YES

what about you babe??? how was your day???

[tumblunni]

HI AGAIN GUYS

My mobile data ran out and i cant pay the wifi bill until thursday but i didnt go use the library wifi until the day before cos i wanted to ISOLATE MYSELF IN THE INSPIRATION CUBE

I am happy to say i've finished editing the next episode of the lets play!! It took quite a ehile cos i was fighting those usual "i know i just succeeded at starting a thing but what if i am Somehow Bad Actually" nerves. I cant upload it immediately at midnight tho cos its 9am that the internet company's customer support line opens and i dont know how long itll take to turn my service back on once i talk to them. And also there's a few moments in this vid that could be improved if i add some pics and video clips, maybe? Need the net to get those and im too embarassed to watch youtibe in the library because i dunno lol im weird.

But as soon as all of that is done i will BLAST YOU WITH UPLOADS!!!!!

I'm so excited aaa i wanna get into the groove of making at least one vid a week. Its fun and it makes me feel more confident and also im learning new skills of editing and such! Its a growing experience!

So yeh im in the library now waiting to have The Final Meeting with DJ Psychologist and also meet my new mental health support worker and its all a bit scary but i think i can do it because I AM FULL OF POWERFUL LP ENERGY

So while i'm here i'm gonna leave you guys with a question and i'll check your answers when i leave in an hour or so.

If i did a one off random episode of another LP to upload together with Pokemon Randomdozer Ep 2, which would you prefer?

Brief discussion of Dokapon (badly translated gba game with great spritework, deadly hard roguelike, nostalgic childhood thing)

Play a pokemon romhack (super rising thunder, altair version, naranja version)

[oh-my-damn]

5, 6 an' 38 for the writers questions hehe. Hope youre doin good Mandy- make sure to eat and sleep well! p.s Sooooo excited for sweet heartache with our precious andy

Hi babe!

Thanks for stopping by 🥰🥰

I'm excited too!

5. Do you have any writing superstitions? What are they and why are they 100% true?

I like to reverse them. So 13 is my lucky number, if I'm ever in a situation and 13 is around, I know everything will be okay (haven't been proven wrong, ever)

So I don't really believe in any! I didn't even know they were a thing until this post lmao 🥰

6. What is your darkest fear about writing?

My darkest fear might just be.. idk, losing it suddenly. Like a writer's block that lasts forever. I get really antsy and anxious when I go too long without being able to write. I also put quite a lot of pressure on myself bc I don't like to keep people waiting, which doesn't help. So a forever-long writer's block would be my worst nightmare 🥺

38. What is something about your writing process YOU think is Really Weird? If you are comfortable, please share. If you’re not comfortable, what do you think cats say about us?

Lmao well what even is my ritual??

Okay, one that's super unhealthy was that I used to write best when I'd been drinking. And I started writing during the pandemic so you can imagine 😳 so for a while I really thought "I need to drink to be able to come up with this" bc it loosened me up a bit. I drank a lot of wine during that time hahahaha.

It has since changed, tho. Because now I can't really write if I HAVE been drinking! There's a sweetspot sometimes but in general I get frustrated bc if im tipsy my fingers dont move over the keyboard as fast, or i mistype, and that always pisses me off jsksjsks

So yeah, i guess that.

I also have a rule that I NEVER stop writing or pause to do anything if I'm the groove and writing smut. It's so hard for me to get back into the right headspace and it never turns out as good once I return to it lmao

Thank you for asking me Weird Writer Questions! 🥰🥰

[dontkyeom]

summary of monsta x in sf: year 2!!

no one asked for this but it’s for the Memories!

my friend and i waited in line since 10 and met this lady who explained the whole wristband and stupid lottery thing to us

we later found out neither of those applied to us bc we were p3

also met a couple girls in front of us who also had p3 and we basically lost our positions in line bc we thought we had to go through the wristband process too bc we had p3 ga

also met a few girls behind us who were SO SWEET AND COOL AND FRIENDLY and good dancers too like wow go off sisters

and lots of mbbs were giving out free stuff! i would look at them again but it’s gonna make me sad :’)

anyway the whole line thing was such a process but eventually we get inside!! and got a pretty decent spot where i could still kinda see (i’m 5′2) and my friend could escape if she needed air (she’s claustrophobic)

started with jealousy, be quiet, and beautiful!! so hype!! 

our fanchants - strong!!

their stage presence - everything!!

the tech effects - AMAZING

they introduced themselves after those first few songs (their english!!! so good!!!!!) and they were like we saw u guys waiting outside weren’t u cold?? like sis,,, yes i was but it’s WORTH IT

and jooheon said when he first came here he said he could imagine himself living here :’((( i guess he likes our cold ass weather

they also asked who came last year and who’s here for the first time and hyungwon raised his hand bc he was in the hospital last year and OOF girly almost teared up!! so glad he was able to make it this year :’)

then they went into gravity (sooooooo soft) and tropical night and OOF

TROPICAL NIGHT WAS SO FUCKING HYPE

I WAS SO HYPE IVE BEEN SO EXCITED FOR THIS SONG

im getting chills rn just thinking about it

they talked again in groups after this so that the others could change

first was kihyun jooheon and im and they were talking about mbb’s groove during tropical night so they tried to match our groove and jooheon was beatboxing and kihyun got embarrassed and ran off the stage to change LMAO

im got the translator to beatbox for him i think

and then wonho shownu hyungwon and minhyuk came on and they were like,,, i think they were talking about groove?? so they danced too!! and hyungwon beatboxed but it was so cute bc he turned around facing upstage to do it i think he was shy LMAO

hyungwon also like mimicked wonho flexing in front of the mirror he’s so funny

he spoke a lot of english!! it was really cute!! (can you tell he’s my bias LMAOOO)

anyway everyone came back and then they performed crazy in love and all in and BITCH!!!! SO FUCKING HYPE!!!!

and then they played a video while they changed for their performance stages!!

kihyun wonho and minhyuk’s stage was the cutest fucking shit and i’m gonna ignore that someone dryfired an arrow bc omf my heart gave its biggest uwu during their song

and then shownu and jooheon did versace on the floor and,,, sister was NOT READY

SHOWNU WENT OFF

JOOHEON’S SINGING WAS SO BEAUTIFUL

SHOWNU’S SHIRT WAS LIKE HALF BUTTONED

AND THEY BOTH RIPPED THEIR JACKETS OFF FOR THE DANCE BREAK AND JOOHEON WAS WEARING A TANK TOP AND SISTER WAS NOT READY FOR THE GUN SHOW

best cover ever oof

and then hyungwon and im sang fake love and made it a ballad and i’ll never hear fake love the same ever again

and they also danced to how long and like,,, we all saw hyungwon’s choreography video,,, we BEEN KNEW that’s some good ass choreo but OOF I WAS STILL NOT READY

IM GETTING MORE CHILLS

after that was more talking (aka stalling time for quick changes LMAO) and sis these fits were SO GOOD SHOUTOUT TO THE STYLIST

they performed from zero (i cry I CRY, TOO FUCKING GOOD) and because of u

omf it was so funny tho bc some people forgot the part that’s like “because of,,, because of U” and sang because of u twice and jooheon was like hehe NOOO!!

and then they talked again and they were like do u wanna see the original from zero!!! bc in the performance shownu and minhyuk did the tilt chin thing and we were like OIH;DGHUSDH;SD

we got to see the og hyungwonho chin tilt!!! and then minhyuk was like wait!!! new couple!!!! and everyone was like ???? and minhyuk was like SHOWNU AND HYUNGWON

and that’s how we found out those two are roommates! hehe hyungwon was like my roommate! you go down! (bc hyungwon’s always the one getting his chin tilted, confirmed, he’s a switch)

and OOF GIRLY WAS NOT READY FOR THAT VISUAL

after that they performed white love (soft but hype?? quite the combo) and ROLLER COASTER

I WAS SO UPSET THEY TOOK THIS SONG OFF LAST YEAR AND I LOST MY SHIT WHEN I FOUND OUT IT WAS ONT HE SETLIST THIS YEAR

SIS I WAS SO HYPE

THIS WAS THE FIRST MX SONG I LOVED AFTER LISTENING FOR THE FIRST TIME

AND THE CROWD? SOOOOOOOOO HYPE (take a shot every time i say the word hype)

AND MINHYUK AND IM MADE LIKE THIS TUNNEL FOR THE MEMBERS TO RUN THROUGH DURING THE BRIDGE AND THEY TRAPPED SHOWNU AND IT WAS SO FUCKING CUTE

chills pt 3

i can’t remember when the next video played but the next songs were lost in the dream (my friend’s fave song!!), destroyer, shine forever, rush, special, and trespass rock version

LIT AFTER LIT AFTER LIT AFTER LIT AFTER LIT AFTER LIT

i’ll never get over the rap breakdown in shine forever tho wow my FAVE

also fanchants went OFF for these songs!! i hope we made them proud :’(

before dramarama they were like this is our last song!! (we knew they were lying tbh) and were like LET’S MAKE SOME DRAMA

SIS THIS SONG IS AMAZING LIVE

chills pt 4

and then they went offstage to change and we basically chanted monsta x for 2 min straight and screamed when we saw the curtain shake

a lot of my friends were like MY HEARING

they performed fallin which was AMAZING

THE MEME DANCES THO HAHAHAHAH

their last song was if only and I’LL NEVER RECOVER FROM HEARING THAT PITCH CHANGE LIVE

THAT SHIT CHANGED MY LIFE WHEN I FIRST HEARD IT AND IT’S SO MAGICAL LIVE

and then they did their bows for each part of the stage and SIS WONHO RIPPED HIS SHIRT OFF AND CHUCKED IT TO THE SECOND FLOOR

A SWOLE GOD

AND MINHYUK CENSORED HIS NIPS HAHAHAHA

AND HYUNGWON THREW HIS TOWEL

at some point in the night im said hella and everyone was just like :o he did NOT

he also said sf mbb know how to act (smh that’s right we do this is a PSA to all the creepy disrespectful mbb who follow them and don’t give them space during their free time and also to those fake ass hoes at the wild 949 event who tried to make them touch their boobs - LET THEM LIVE, SHOW SOME RESPECT, DON’T BE GROSS. that is all)

but yeah,,, just like that,,, the best night of my life was over

thank you to all the lovely mbb i met!

thank you to monsta x for the amazing show!

thank you to the techies for running that show! i could never forget about y’all!

i am currently sore as heck but it was all worth it! here’s to hoping for a show next year!

[jaeyooniverse]

Fantasy friend here! How's it going? 💖

Omg that sounds like so much fun! And you got to see DAY6 I am so jealous 😔 I almost went to see them when they were on tour a few years ago but no one was available to go with me so I decided to go the next time they had a tour... then covid happened and then Jae and Sungjin went on hiatus and then Sungjin enlisted so I'm not going to get to see them all together for at least a couple of years 😭

Huh I never really thought about the linguistics side of stuff like speech-to-text and AI chatbots... I guess I always just considered it part of computer programming. It makes a lot of sense to have people skilled in linguistics working on that though, and I bet that's a super interesting field of study! Math is really cool too, though I don't think I could ever have it as my main focus 😖 I wasn't that interested in it as a kid and then by the time I started to actually appreciate it I didn't have the basics drilled into me to be able to do it well 😩 I love logic though and studying Euclid was one of my favorite things lol

A nature walk in a rainforest? That must have been so amazing oh my goodness... now I really want to go to Puerto Rico haha, I would love to see a rainforest 😍

Oh yeah it's super warm here - I live near the coast so it's not as bad in my area as it is inland but it's still pretty miserable. We've mostly been staying inside where there's air conditioning and opening the windows when it cools off during the night, there are other tricks to keep cool too so if you decide to come here you can ask about it and I'll offer you my wisdom lol

There are actually a lot of really fun things to do in California, we have cool museums and zoos and aquariums and other sightseeing stuff as well as some super pretty and interesting places! Maybe it's just because I live here so I'm biased but I think it's pretty awesome ☺️ there are downsides of course, like the wildfires, earthquakes, etc, but overall I really like it and I'd like to keep living here for as long as I can 😌

Man the comeback is super soon, I'm really excited 😄 what do you look forward to most about comebacks?

Hope you have a great day!

Hiii it's going pretty good! I just got home from work a while ago and might go to the park to rollerskate a bit if it doesn't rain 😅

i hope you're having a nice day as well 🥰❤

omggg noooo 😭😭😭 I hope you get to see them soon tho yeah it'd be a while before they're all together :') I've also missed concerts bc of not having someone to go with but I'm never letting that stop me again 😭 I could've seen exo,,, im still so sad abt that 😭

right?? i've been enjoying seeing how the linguistics and computer science tie together. i'm about to start this little summer side project/practice with a professor and some others at my school so I'm looking forward to learning more from that! i don't have a lot of programming experience and i've kinda been slacking on practicing 💀 but im slowly getting back into the groove of things.

yeah it sucks how if you don't have the best foundations out can be really hard to grasp other concepts which can make it hard to enjoy learning new things. but i enjoy doing math especially algebra and discrete math and such ^^; part of me wanted to do my masters in math instead (not that I couldn't get another masters later but uhh let's take it one step at a time 😅) but I really wanted to try this linguistics program bc linguistics has always interested me so I wanted to take this chance to explore it.

it was!! let me see if i still have any pics on my phone..

ok I think most of them are on my laptop but i have this one !

to get to this part of the rainforest we had to walk up/down some steep hills with rocks and there was like this little cave/tunnel?? i wish I had pics 😂 but this was at the end of the tunnel and leads towards a waterfall if i remember correctly. it was really fun id love to go again or even to any other forest really, I haven't been on any nature walks recently

ok yeah stay inside as much as possible please 😂 and I'd love for you to share your cooling wisdom with me 😆 it's not nearly as hot here and i still can't tolerate it sometimes 🥵

aah there's sooo many cool spots id like to check out in cali i really do hope i can go sometime 🥺 i think I'd need like a whole month at least to get around to everything and hang out with everyone 😂

i think as a kid i was scared of cali bc i always associated it with earthquakes 💀💀💀💀 but im glad you like it I hope you can stay there as long as you'd like 🥰

aaah it is so soon!!! I can't wait!! the thing I'm most excited for is the new music, definitely!! I can't wait to hear the new songs 🤩🤩 what about you??

[briteboy]

(circumstantial name by @earnoodle)

IT’S FINALLY TIME FOR THE POST YOU’VE ALL BEEN WAITING FOR (or maybe just that one anon)

there’s a LOT in here, newer questions are generally first so if you asked something a while ago and you’re only interested in that, scroll towards the bottom. also doing wcifs separately (errr i’m gonna try my hardest to ok don’t crucify me)

this mass anons post includes topics ranging from Very Sweet Things Said To Me That I Don’t Deserve, nitpicking stranger things, crying over ramona, lou theories, Cillian Is A Fucking Creep theories (true), and completely unhelpful reshade advice

let’s f0cking do this

You're right, apart from carrying his stupid brain, Santi's head didn't do anything to any of us. I apologize for anon.

I'm pretty sure I said that already but I love Rooney and Santi's relationship so much I literally have no words for it

ME TOO LIKE IT’S JUST SO PURE TWO NOT-KIDS SCARED OF THE ADULT WORLD TRYING TO FIGURE THINGS OUT WITH THEIR WEIRD BRAINS TOGETHER ;__; i love them

YO i didnt know u were a demigirl!! im a demiboy nb Buddies

hell fuckin yeah dude!! we are starting a demi club

Ok but like I really want werewolves. Like I know it sounds stupid but we have vampire and while yes I love my bat babes, I want a giant pupper friend. I have story written out and plans for a cabin to build. Now I’m waiting for EA to give me my big hairy babes.

DUDE i want more supernatural stuff too, mostly witches like I NEED MY WITCHES AGAIN!!! ts3 witches were so good. i didn’t like ts3 werewolves much but i feel like they’d be super cool in ts4, knowing how the vampires came out. i NEED it

hihi! i've been very quietly (??) following your blog for some time now and i just fawn over your characters way too much ?? anywho, i've been wanting to start my own little simblr story but ,, i'm not entirely sure where to even start? i have so many stories that i'd love to get out there, and i have the means.. butt, how did you go about starting out?? so sorry this is so long but i look up to you a whole ton!!! ty ily! :-)

i’m the (??) lmao that’s me always but ahdhghdfkshg thank you so much!!!!! i’m so glad you love them, it means the world to me ;-; and listen, that was me, i had no idea how i was going to do it because i’d only seen ts3 stories up to that point and i thought there was like a set Way to tell stories but i had no idea what i was doing so i was like y’know what...i’m just gonna do it how i feel comfortable doing it and i’m gonna figure it out as i go along. so honestly try to roughly plan out what your stor(ies) will entail and if you get stuck on planning and can’t figure it out, just jump right into it, try to make a few scenes or get the ball rolling somehow, even if it’s just random posts (i mean that’s all my blog was until i decided to commit to santi’s story.) it’s always gonna feel weird and awkward at first, but you’ll get comfortable the more you do it and it’ll figure itself out, trust me!

I read through most of your story posts the other day and now I’m rereading it again just to torture myself some more (and maybe catch up on some posts I may have missed). I honestly don’t think I’ve come across a sims story that’s so beautifully written & includes such evocative pictures as yours. I’m really at a loss for words, it’s all so stunning. & after a nearly two-month long creative block, it’s planted the smallest seed of inspiration in the back of my mind, so thank you for your art.

AHHHH AHSDHKGKDSJG WHAT!!!!! it’s always crazy hearing that 1) people actually care about my stuff, and 2) that it inspires them. like i really cannot believe that, stilL!! thank you so so much, i’m so happy you enjoyed it (as torturous as it was, lmao) it seriously warms my heart that you’re getting your groove back in the creative world, that means more to me than ANYTHING!! good luck with your art or whatever you decide to do with that inspiration!

 can i pls have your editing skill please and thank you

i owe most my editing at this point to reshade so honestly get reshade and u will probably become better than me

o added u on animal crossing and when you added me back i was so happy,, your little person is sooo adorable ((:

OMG!! thank you!! everyone’s person on there is adorable i cry i love them all so much i’m so mad tho it won’t let me add any more friends!!! it probably cuts off at like 100 friends or something STUPID

First of all, I love you. Secondly, I love your photos so much. I'm legit about to just ditch sims 3 for 4 now because of your amazing posts. 😖

LMFAO no but really THANK YOU I LOVE YOU!!! if you can manage playing both i admire u, i’ve invested too much time and effort into ts4 to ever fully go back to any other sims games tbh

The new patch made my game unplayable! I'm crying, I miss my doggos...

NOOOOO!!! hopefully by now you’ve found a fix, i’m prayin for u

long time listener, first time caller yoooo. i like everyone love your stories and your sim aesthetic so so so much and just tbh i was offended on your behalf about that ask from that person wanting to novelize your stories. like you were way too nice. this is your intellectual property and it's fucked up that someone would think it'd be okay to duplicate it as long as they used a different medium. this is prob a bad one to repost just wanted to you to know you're an awesome, singular voice

omfg lmao this is a radio show now *z100 voice* tellem why ya mad euhhh first of all i can’t believe someone even ASKED that, i’m in shock because like what this is so foreign to me. people want to write about MY characters WHAT! like that alone...takes a long time to process. and like i know i should say no but then i feel mean but they’re also my creations so like idk. it warms my heart that you feel so strongly and would stand up for me like that i’m cryin thank u for calling in i love u

I JUST FINISHED YOUR ENTIRE STORY AND I'M NOT OK WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE PUTTING ME THROUGH THAT SHIT IT'S AN EMOTIONAL ROLLER COASTER AND I FEEL LIKE YOU HAVE ABUSED MY (NON EXISTENT) INNOCENCE WOW

I’M SO SORRY U HAD TO GO THROUGH THAT ALSO I APOLOGIZE FOR STEALING YOUR INNOCENCE I NEVER MEANT FOR THIS TO HAPPEN OSDAFKJDSK BUT THANK YOU FOR READING I’M GLAD YOU ENJOYED IT EVEN IF IT HURT YOU!!!

I've been up all night and it's now 11am. I'm completely binging on your stories bc I am in LOVE and need a Molly in my game asap. Do you think you'll ever upload her?

omG my freaking story inciting insomnia i’m so sorry for ur sleep schedule first of all, but at least that makes you identify with santi even more omg tho ;___; (how many times will i say ‘omg’ i wonder) i don’t think so because she is so dear to me and makes my heart ache, she is just so special, i dunno if i could ever release her into the wild like that lmao. i haven’t even shared her with my friends (not that i really ever had a reason to) but like yeah. maybe in the future that’ll change but right now, no, i’m sorry <3

To change the topic: Idk if you watch stranger things but I only managed to get to episode 3 of season 2 before I stopped watching lmao it was so bad and Billy (a certified Cunt) ruined the whole show for me

YEAH I DID! omg. i have a LOT of issues with this season (mostly in how badly they tried to retcon nancy and everyone else not caring about barb’s death, how bad the writing was in the realm of nancy and steve breaking up and then her and jonathan getting together...holy fuck it was so uncomfortable with that 40 yr old conspiracy theorist guy i couldn’t even enjoy my ship getting together lmao) also ur right, max and billy honestly did not offer anything to the story...like i loved max too but what was the point...billy acted like their presence and the reason they had to move was so dramatic when it was really nothing...unless they’re saving that for season 3 but like. the whole situation with billy was so anticlimactic. he was like a walmart version of henry from IT. like boohoo ur dad’s an asshole and then he beat up steve. good character arc. i liked max standing up for herself but really...that whole thing was so lackluster, i didn’t care about it at all. ALSO I HATED THAT THEY DIDN’T LET MAX AND ELEVEN BE FRIENDS!! i’m sure it’ll happen in season 3 but like c’mon...that would’ve made the max character feel a little more important to the story. anyway yeah fuck billy and i don’t get why everyone is lusting after him or his actor they’re both ugly! thanks for listening

I just got the sims 4 + city living and I’m so excited! I was really inspired by your stories and style in general... I was wondering what packs do you have and also what are your favourite sims 4 hairs? I’m having trouble finding ones and I love your style!

YAY I’M EXCITED FOR YOU!!! omg aww it warms my heart so much when people say i inspire them because i never anticipated that kind of response, thank you so much <3 hmmm i think i have all of them except glamour stuff and fitness stuff. and pretty much all the hairs i download are here or here. (or the subsequent ‘tf’, ‘cf’, ‘tm’ and ‘cm’ tags as well, according to age)

UHM a 19 year old and a 13 year old? Poor baby Lou... Also youre a brilliant writer i cant

😬😬😬  stay tuned ajasdhjhjsahd thank you so much!!!

My stan levels for you have increased so much? like thanks for being a good ally, clAps for femmesim!

lmao thank you, i don’t really deserve praise tho i’m just passing on the knowledge of those patient enough to teach me. just trying to do what i can with my privilege u know. ily

How do you have teeth showing in so many of your pictures of Lou and Molly, do you PS them in?

i’ve gotten this question before and it’s usually just the poses used! i do have some lipsticks that have teeth on them but i mostly use them for just rooney.

Honestly, a fight between Santi and that new guy (srry, forgot his name while typing this) would be so hot. Like, I hope Santi would win but like just watching Santi fight him for Lou would make me happy!! Also, I live for your stories💞

omG i’m about to call up vince mcmahon they both need to fight on smackdown it’s gonna happen. they’ll both be shirtless too ok and THANK YOU ILY

boi poc can be PREJUDICED against white people but there is no such thing as reverse racIIIIIIiiiiIIIIIiiiIIIIsm

Lemme just say that you must be feeling so stressed rn. I love you and your simblr!!! Your posts light up my day!! <3333

OMg kind of. this week has taken A Lot out of me and i really just want to chill at home and play my freaking GAME but obligations. u know. here’s hoping i get a day off this week. i’m mad i’m probably gonna miss gianni’s birthday too (it’s on tuesday) and i wanted to do something for it!! i’ll probably do it late like i did last year too lmao i’m so sorry baby g ANYWAY u didn’t ask to hear about any of this...thank you for this sweet message i love you <3

why,,,, are people... coming to your blog to discuss race you are a fucking simblr WHAT

the real question is why do people go to you like its your job to educate them lmao like theres so many resources out there

SHAWDY u aint wrong reverse racism is literally a joke i am so sorry you have to go through all of this keep stepping on white feelings we deserve it

I was wondering would u consider Asians to be POC?

yes

I just finished Strange the Dreamer and it was fucking amazing. I cried so much and I laughed and I sat in absolute amazement at the world Laini Taylor has created. 100/10 would recommend

ahhhh i really need to read it apparently!! i’m like 10% away from being done with a dance with dragons (and then i have to wait for the next book like a peasant HURRY UP KING GEORGE) anyway this one is definitely on my list!

omgomg!! I just met this girl in my class who has eyes just like ramona's!!! But like instead of being brown w/ a little bit of blue, they were blue w/ a little bit of brown!!! Dude I was so shook I rlly didn't think ppl had eyes like that!

OMG!!!! that’s amazing! and yes heterochromia is a real thing haha. i’ve only met one person with it and he had the same color combo as ramona too, only his was full heterochromia, not sectoral.

*me in the background screaming* nO yOU LEAVE HER ALoNE baD-DAD-MaN!

ME TF TOO

every time i read some of your stories i get an ache in my heart that doesn't go away until i either cry or sleep so interpret that as you like

OMG ;_____; ok me too tho my heart literally hurts thinking about my characters sometimes...mostly santi...i hate him (no i don’t :{ )

hey uhh idk if you've answered something like this before but do you have a spotify or something bc your music taste is GOLD

THANK YOU!! you were the first person to ask about this haha and hopefully you saw my answer to the other question about it! i just made one and it’s here!

hi hi ! i’m seeing all the drama on da blog and i really want to read the whole story but i can’t get to it on mobile so i was wondering if you could link the beginning and tell me what the best order to read it in is ( i’m so confused because i’ve seen sm people y’all about a parallel story so idk if i’m being dumb !! ) i hope this isn’t any inconvenience also your sims are so beautiful sjajsjajs

hey on mobile the link is just: http://femmesim.tumblr.com/tagged/story/chrono i would honestly just recommend that order haha, it makes things simpler and it encompasses ALL story posts, or posts that give context. there are parallels in my story, lou’s is kind of a parallel of santi’s, only different...well...you’ll see. but yeah sorry this is so late! and thank you!!!

TU HISTORIA ES TAAAAAN BUENA POR DIOOOOS (YOURE STORY IS SOOOOO GOOD OMG) <3 <3 *OO* *cries in spanish*

MUCHAS GRACIAS ENCANTADORA PERSONAAAA <333

lou is wendy right? i mean, a wendy complex is someone who is overly mothering to partners, and lou is already a mother and ik that doesn't really count as foreshadowing but it seems like it could be a link to me. it'd make sense too, considering guys that go after younger girls (ew) are usually immature ie peter pan complex. it'd make the most sense that those two go together then.

heheheheh that is a VERY good observation...that’s all i’m gonna say!!

This has nothing to do with what's happening in the story rn, but whatever. I was wondering if you were going to mention lou's struggles with being a single mom and the stigma surrounding single motherhood? As a single mother myself I'd really enjoy seeing you take on the issue. Personally, my biggest problem was overcoming the generalizations people put on you when you're a single mom. People always assumed that I that I was stupid and uneducated because I had my son when I was 17.

yes! that will definitely come up. i will focus a lot on her struggles as a single mom. so far i’ve mostly just peppered in some stuff about money troubles, and that will come up again, and the issues you mention will be pretty central to her character as well. i’m sorry you have to endure that, it’s not fair. people don’t even realize how strong and dedicated single mothers are.

when you say Peter Pan, do you mean the Disney stuff or the og creepy stuff?

i mean the general themes of the story and how that translates into a peter pan complex: boy who never grows up, feels like he fits in more with younger people (haha...yikes), read the message above because that anon described the other half of the equation better than i could

Wait, hold up. That dude is cute but I feel like he’s coming onto Lou way too strong. I have a bad feeling.. Lou is like 13 there and he is 19 I mean I’ve seen bigger gaps between people, but she is not legal yet.. Where are you going with this? 🤨😅

yyyyyyep that feeling is warranted! i am going a way i don’t think you guys expect me to go...i think you’ll be very confused at the end of this part lmao. that being said, i’m not putting any of this in for shock value or to romanticize inappropriate relationships like this. (i’m probably going to be repeating that a LOT for this story but please just keep that in mind)

Hey mom wanna hear a fun as hell story? I just got back from the ER bc I fell on my razor after showering, and practically cut my nipple in half. (I am in so much pain hELP)

OMFG NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOUR POOR NIPPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!! I’M SO SORRY I HOPE IT FEELS BETTER PLEASE UPDATE ME ON THE NIPPLE STATUS

U gotta watch sense8!!! Apart from the v awkward sex scenes it's v good, has a lot of representation and shit Just watch that shit show, u won't regret it (And if you do I cut your throat oops)

i’ve heard it’s good! i remember when it first came out and everyone was like Wow The Representation so honestly anything with diversity has already got me hooked pls don’t murder me.

I'm calling it now. He's Fi's dad. and he's a FUCKING CREEP!! Bitch you are 19!! LOU IS 13!! BACK THE FUCK OFF YOU PERV!!

no spoilers or anything but honestly i’m with you @ cillian die

Are they gonna fucc, o no

right now? no. that would be Very Bad

bABY ITS COLD OUTSIDE

oh same

Hi ! Your lastest edit (graveyard girl) is truly amazing, how did you make that bokeh behind her ? 😱😍

thank you so much!!! it’s reshade (with matso DOF)!

You've probably got this question a lot of times but i can't find the answer for it. What reshade do you use?

i gotta add this to my faq, it’s one i created myself but i started out with this one (it totally doesn’t resemble that one anymore but i think it’s a good starting point)

how do you make good looking male sims? mine always look the same and kinda girly..

hmmm longer faces, prominent chins and jaws, smaller eyes, bigger noses...generally yeah

What do you mean 9 + alt?

you gotta turn bb.moveobjects on and then press alt + 9 when an object is selected to move it upward. so what i did with those poses i made was, i selected a teleporter and pressed alt + 9 until it was at a spot i liked on the roof. that’s why releasing those poses would be tricky, ‘cause every build is different so there’s no set way to place them, you just kinda have to play around with them

You mentioned GoT so naturally, I have to chime in and express my love for Jon. Honestly, he won me over ever since the first season? I'm at season 5 now and people have already warned me so now i'm silently weeping, waiting for something to happen to my precious bby help

JONNY BOY!!!!!!!!!!! i loved his emo ass since the beginning but his arc with qorin halfhand (was he in the show??) was probably the best arc in book 2 and then his book 3 arc was just...SO GOOD, SO MUCH happens to him and i just felt like i was watching my son go through it all...i love that boy so much ;-; i’m almost at the end of the last book and i’m scared for him because of the one spoiler i know lmao and you’re at that point too so GET READY we’ll go through it together ok

So there's this game I'm playing where someone talking about another character says 'maybe you can break him from his ouroboros of self-fladulation' (I know I probably butchered those spellings but I'm not a bright egg and autocorrect isn't helping rip) and tbh it made me think of Santi. (Also I'mma scream of you get this reference jsyk)

OMG THE FACT THAT YOU THOUGHT OF HIM ;-; and it’s okay u are the brightest egg in the bunch to me. I’M SORRY I DON’T GET THIS REFERENCE BECAUSE I’M NOT A VIDEO GAME PERSON BUT I’LL PRETEND I DO KNOW WHAT UR TALKING ABOUT anyway yes santi is currently in the process of breaking his self-flagellation and embracing the oneness of the ouroboros (as opposed to letting the cycle repeat itself until he’s worn down to nothing)

do you have any favorite pose creators?

answered

do you have any tips for taking good screenshots in game? like how to get the good angles and good quality? i play on ultra but i think when i zoom in and then use the arrows on my keyboard to move around, the pictures gets less clear and looks kinda blurry. how should i do this?

well if you’re already using ultra, there’s not much you can do lmao. sims 4 is just bad with textures in general. it also depends on the objects as well, some are better quality than others. if i zoom in far on a sim’s face, i generally know there will be some pixelation and i can clean that up in photoshop with topaz clean and the smudge tool. i am very reliant on photoshop sometimes lmao. it sounds like you already have the basics of taking good screenshots, it’s just sometimes you have to fight and work with sims 4′s less-than-hd quality.

burn it down by daughter reminds me of santi & i'm in pain

ouroboros!!! death! birth! death again! birth again rinse repeat! also santi breaking the cycle because third time's the charm

The tattoo is an Ouroboros. It originated in Egyptian iconography, and it symbolizes recreation. My boy's recreating himself, I'm so proud.

ouroboros, the dragon eating its own tail. it's a sign of eternal renewal

i saw the post of child molly and just started BAWLING i miss her what the fuck she's my fave character i'M CRYING

ME TOO BICH!! ME FUCKIN TOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i just read all of A Serious Case Of The Novembers so far and theres still tears on my face. some of the best stuff ive read in a while, great job on everything

THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!! ALSO I’M SORRY FOR MAKING YOU CRY

every time you write about molly and her in heaven it makes my heart swell, like the characters were answering asks and someone asked her what heaven was like and even though it was so small short lil answer it still pulls at the heart strings, basically what im trying to say is that your writing is so good! <3

omg ;_______; me too, i feel like she has such a simple way with words and although her descriptions of heaven are brief, they are also complex and beautiful, and even just writing it chokes me up ;-; thank you so much tho i’m so glad you like it!!

Molly: out Molly tatto: also out

why did this remind me of this post:

How did you edit in the fire in the last post? Looks cool

i searched things like “bonfire” and pasted parts of it that i wanted on the pic to make it look more realistic, then put a layer mask on the pasted pic and erased the edges and stuff to make it blend in better. the sparks and stuff i added by pasting it onto a new layer and changing the blending mode to screen! 

idk if you have every watched grey anatomy but Lou's backstory is starting to remind me of Jo (Jo is a character from the show) like Jo was in a abusive relationship and she is married to the guy but she cant get divorced or he will come and find her. So like if Lou didn't tell Fiona's dad he was a dad and Lou was married to him and cant escape the marriage (cause abuse), plus it would explain Lou's kink with being choked ;) full circle *god-like heaven music with tiniest violin is playing now*

ooh no i don’t but that’s interesting and i’m excited you even made a connection like that! i will say that it’s not lou who likes to be choked (the very opposite actually lmao) but otherwise the situation does kinda fit. i’m the violin

I have a freakin bio pre ap test tomorrow on photosynthesis and i have no idea what it is im going to fail save me

I’M ANSWERING THIS VERY LATE BUT I HOPE YOUR TEST WENT WELL!!!!!! *spongebob voice* photosynthesis

last time I installed reshade I couldn't get it to open the controls or shaders or anything in game :///// any tips?? I love they way reshade looks too!!

hmmmmm well i know the control panel opens when you press shift + f2, and then you check the boxes of the effects you want on them. i haven’t heard of this problem so i dunno what other advice to give i’m sorry :{ if it’s your first time installing it, you might have to wait a little to get it to load up.

Da puppy is so cute!!!

That dog and Romona are so adorable, I might cry

Ramona's cheeks are so big im in love

NAJKSDJGKJSD THANK YOU i love her and her chubby cheeks ;-;

OMG TOTORO IS SO BEAUTIFUL I LOVE GHIBLI UGH FKSJFJANFB

SAME!!!!!!! if i could only watch ghibli movies for the rest of my life i’d be totally fine with that

THE DOGGIE HAS EYES JUST LIKE RAMONAS IM GONNA FUCKIGN CRY

ME FUCKGN TOO!!!!!!!!!! it was fate (aka me creating the wolf pup to look just like her shh i am fate)

Hope I'm not bothering you but i wondered if you knew how to make Tamo sims eyebags work on a toddler? Do I just click in s4s to work for toddler on the "age and gender flags" when looking in My CC or do I have to do something a little more than that please? Thank you.

for any skin detail or makeup, you have to go into s4s and open the package up, go to one of the tabs (honestly i don’t remember which one because i don’t have it open rn lmao) and you’ll see the different age groups and you check the box for toddler. and then save it of course. (there’s probably a better guide on how to do this somewhere lmao)

Hey :) Sorry to take up your time, I was wondering if you use win7, win8 or win10? I'm trying to decide on one and people seem to have very strong feelings about it. Also what web browser do you use? I've used Firefox, but I had some problems on CC websites. Thanks<3

i use windows 10 because it came with my laptop lmao i honestly don’t know much about windows systems at all!! and i use google chrome because it’s never failed me (even though windows keeps pressuring me to use the new internet explorer called “edge”)

i just finished all of novembers in a sitting and 1. i'm Sobbing, 2. your music taste is bomb

THANK YOU!!! my music taste is like one part indie shit, one part rap and hip-hop, twelve parts emo middle school bands

what is the size of the original unedited screenshot?

1920x1080

For reshade when your first install and select the reshade you want to use do you have to edit the settings? Cause last time I tried to (I didn’t know what most of the things meant lmao) but it kept saying error or something so I couldn’t play the game so I ended up taking out reshade

do you mean the preset you want to use? i mean no you can just play with that preset, you don’t have to change anything about it. i’m not sure what you mean but i followed this guide for setting it up

Will you ever share your preset?? Or maybe a preset made be you??

i’ve answered this before but the answer is Maybe

Hi!!!! How do you make the rays of light you have in your photos?? THANK U BBY <3333

that’s actually in my editing tutorial but here you go <3

is reshade only available on windows + do we need to pay for it

yes and no

Hello love! I was wondering (and maybe it's a dumb question, idk) but what life span setting do you use? I would assume you turned off aging for your story but maybe I'm wrong ;w; Thank you!!

i do actually have aging off ‘cause i’m a coward lmao even in the ts3 days when i wasn’t doing story stuff and literally just playing i had it off for the most part and just aged sims up when i wanted because i like to be in control of Everything (aries)

I really just wanted to say that I’m new I your tumblr but your stories are amazing and I love them so much!!! Keep doing what you’re doing💞👏🏼

hey thank you!!! you are so kind and i’m glad you’re enjoying everything!!

In your reshade settings where have you set it to save your SS's to and which key please? I can't find mine after setting it to desktop/screenshots :(

i just set mine to ts4′s screenshots folder because it’s what i was used to and it works for me haha. hmmmmmm did you copy the exact address or whatever it’s called of your folder’s location and then paste it into the reshade box? try doing that with another location and see if it works. if anything you can do what i did ‘cause it worked for me 

ok SO i came across this music video for this like spanish/english speaking indie band called The Marías and the song was déjate llevar and literally everything about the music video reminded me of rooney and gianni

OMMMGGG i love this so much, i cry @ music suggestions and this is so them ;-; i think i’ve heard of this band before actually!!

a little life is going to fucking ruin you,,, just a warning

great! i look forward to it

can a steal ur talent

have it i don’t need it

What app are you using to make them cool edit things??

i tagged it but it was doodle face

omg Strange the Dreamer is so freaking amazing! It’s literally one of my favorite books of all time; You’ll love it. The writing is absolutely delightful

you guys are really singin the praises for this book!! i have so many dang books to read i swear