#im emotionally attached to fictional characters

[localcanadiancreature62]

Who was your first fictional crush?: N/A. I don't have crushes,i get incredibly emotionally attached to characters like they're living teddy bears whom i torture endlessly.

What’s the first colour you think of when I tell you to think of a colour?: Yellow cuz that fuckass triangle lives in my head rent free.

Which fanfiction emotionally scarred you and still makes you shudder to this day?: I don't remember the title but that one Stanchez fanfic where Rick was the bottom and bro said Daddy or some shit. I hated it. I hate it so much.

I’m coming to your house for dinner, non-negotiable,what are you making me?: Instant noodles,or scamble eeg.

Do you prefer lions or kangaroos?: Both can kill me tho. But lions cuz they're cuter.

Which fictional villain do you brush past the glaringly obvious issues for because you really like them?: Bill Cipher. Also Alastor.

What would accompany your picture in the Burn Book in Mean Girls?: I had to look this up but there's quotes next to the pictures and i think mine would be.. "Insane gay people liker. Do not perceive"

How many days would you last in the universe of your favourite fandom?: Oh god. I would immediately get kidnapped by gnomes or die from the Shapeshifter immediately. I do not... do well in survival situations like those traumatized children manage to 24/7. One day,but only cuz i'd be hiding in a building.

Have you heard of Mischief Theatre?: Naw.

Do you feel sorry for Medusa?: Yeah. Like i mean,girl got killed by a hero sent by Aphrodite when she was just vibing with her mother. Come on. Just because she's a monster doesn't mean that she doesn't deserve to live.

Which song makes you think of your OTP?: Sixer by Lilith the Laireaux on yt. It could very easily be put in Bill's POV even tho it's a self shipping song.

Which song makes you disassociate and daydream the fastest?: I randomly put songs in my head like a record player,any song bro. Any.

Also ty for the tag mootie.

@goblinofthelaboratory @decaying-faggot @confusion-personified @not-sure-what-im-feeling @i-eat-grease @midnights-dragon @angst-is-love-angst-is-life etc.

My own get to know you game:

Who was your first fictional crush?:

What’s the first colour you think of when I tell you to think of a colour?:

Which fanfiction emotionally scarred you and still makes you shudder to this day?:

I’m coming to your house for dinner, non-negotiable, what are you making me?:

Do you prefer lions or kangaroos?:

Which fictional villain do you brush past the glaringly obvious issues for because you really like them?:

What would accompany your picture in the Burn Book in Mean Girls?:

How many days would you last in the universe of your favourite fandom?:

Have you heard of Mischief Theatre?:

Do you feel sorry for Medusa?:

Which song makes you think of your OTP?:

Which song makes you disassociate and daydream the fastest?:

Tags: @weltato, @snarky-wallflower, @feathertru, @barclaysangel, @fanficwriter284, @silvershewolf247, @shadowbrightshine, @luxury-nightmare and anyone else who wants to have a go, feel free!

[gracewolf43]

no one:

me: struggling with bread and tearing apart a disposable frozen waterbottle

*listening to of monsters and men*

this hunger it isn't you

wait a sec.... that's familiar..... why....

omg

lowkey the author very very likely said something bout the song but i read it ages ago before i even had an account and my gosh did i go back when i got one an read it again bc how could i not??? how could i not read about them in an dbd world. how could i not read till the ending again when i adore it so much. yall writers really know how to make someone cry. maybe im insane but by gosh do i so adore the devotion imodna's got for eachother. i want some of that in my life. cause i aint got none of it. just a sliver lol. i aint gonna find nobody but i think that's fine cause i also aint a people person in the slightest. the follies i make while tryin to talk are disasterous. all i do is ramble cause conversations elude me.

[petratherrock]

Continuing my reread of QoN and flinching at the first meeting of Jude and Suren. She's just up there on a throne, bridled and chained

Maybe it's because now I know more about Wren, she's no longer just a side character in a terrifyingly sad circumstance, that just makes me wish someone else had reached out to help her. Like, I read this series a couple years ago and i was like oh Court of Teeth is fucked up huh, that's it

But this is Faerie, these strange abusive things are the norm and she was basically owned by Nore and Jarel so really

..... Wren will be left to her fate until Oak finds her, leave her, and then finds her again 8 years later in tsh

We're just leaving her to her sad fate....

Makes me sad, man......................

[wokeslenderman]

woke slenderheads i am consuming new media

[ghost-core-wastaken]

something about. magnus’s archives or whatever idk i haven’t finished the podcast /j

[benji-screem]

me? starting a new show?? without knowing everything about it from the internet (yet)???? it's still a procedural drama but I'm growing.

[projectdivaar]

SEASON 4 FINALE.........I felt genuinely ill the whole time like my stomach was twisting I was gonna throw up oh my god what the FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[hecksupremechips]

Fucked up how happy I get whenever I make content of Shinjiro Aragaki being actually loved and getting to heal and learning to love the little things in life and getting to express himself. What’s up with that

[thirdsonofeve]

Idk man just the all-encompassing, gut wrenching, visceral grief Leonel would have to live with if he had survived<3 he's barely 30, he's just lost his brother, this other half of his being, his entire life is in pieces, he's a different man, he's disabled, he can't do his job and there's nothing else he's been taught to do, Bolsa forgets about him the moment he's not useful in bringing Fring down anymore, Hector is the only family he has left and he can't see him because he can't return to America.

Is there anyone left to care for him? To care about him?

[sweet-milky-tea705]

Day 1000000000000 of being romantically confused.

[anonyippee]

im so disgusted what the hell

im so stressed out

why would he say stuff like that? why would he draw something like that? what’s wrong with him? stupid ban evader i hate him i hate him

im disgusted

imcgonna cry

[canismajors]

wish as scara like. interacted with more characters they'd get voicelines abt him makes me kinda. idk sad that no one says anything abt him apart from nahida. & even she only says stuff abt him from when he was trying to kill her lol

[dani-the-toad]

huehhuehhuehhueh im so in love him

[uwooyoungs]

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[deakwithit]

how can someone look me in the eye and tell me oswald doesnt have bpd guys pleaswe this shouldnt even be up for discussion....

i have bpd and ive never related to a character more, especially this scene

the ranting, taking everything personally (despite the context of the scene being a pretty obvious personal thing), the anger, spilling something and ed having to tell him to breathe (which, also implies this happens a lot, especially with ed's slightly annoyed tone).

in many other scenes, ESPECIALLY ones with isabella, it clearly shows him displaying traits of bpd and time n time again i see "hes crazy" or "hes a sociopath" (which makes no sense and is just ableist)

hes someone with likely multiple complex mental disorders, but bpd especially sticks out to me bc of how obvious his case is

like i was sitting there watching the isabella dilemma thinking "man hes so me" bc he was splitting just as violently as i do

and as someone with multiple complex mental disorders, i fantasize about killing people i split on too (he actually does it, i dont, but i understand it). ive had homicidal thoughts (not urges, thoughts, clear distinction guys im not gonna murder someone) about the people ive split on, ive thought about the things oswald does, though not as cartoony as some of his, considering theyre in a fictional universe.

i fully belive edward was not oswalds first fp either, his mom to me is the first who comes to mind as his attachment figure, the only person he can rely on, his favorite person but also in a way his only person. she gave him love, gave him care, gave him all he needed to survive, and oswald clung onto it.

edward gave him "love", attention, care, and after oswalds mom had been gone, he needed that. so he needed edward. boom, fp moment

we constantly see how emotionally invested oswald is in ed, how much he cares for him, how much edwards words control his emotions, and we see how he once again, violently splits on someone, but for the first time, its on the one he "replaced" his mom with.

i wqont even lie i might be lowkey headcanoning some of this maybe or making shit up cause i havent watched gotham in a long time but oswald so clearly struggles with emotional regulation and anger. its 0-100, its black and white, its night and day, he is always overcome by his emotions. the way he yells and rants with ed in the scene i shared, the way he felt learning mr penn had betrayed him, the way he felt when his mom died, the way he felt about edward, or even isabella, is so clearly the way someone w bpd, such as myself, would react.

anyway im crazy idk share ur thoughts

[sewnwithfate]

I can’t handle the fact that there’s not going to be another season of the umbrella academy, I love all the characters so much (even Luther to a certain extent) and I’m so upset that after the 4th season we probably won’t see them again. but, I’m also happy because Im looking forward to them getting some kind of a happy ending or at least some kind of ending where they don’t all have to continue to suffer like they have for the past three seasons.

ps I know they're fictional and I shouldn’t be emotionally attached to people who don’t exist, but you know what, just leave me alone with my delusions