#im crying im genuinely insane i need to chew on this i need to explode i need to throw something im. /pos

[1nm806]

I SCREAMED

I CRIED

I. IM INSANE I LOVE THEM THEYRE THE ONLY PEOPLE EVER EEL YOU GOT DIMES SO RIGHT IM LITERALLY IN TEARS

^ LIVE REACTION OF ME READING IT. im. i sobbed. im. oh my god. eel. eel. buddy. oh my god.

k a lil thing for @newsiesfixation and @crutchie-69 love ya boys/p <3

prompt: "i was only defending myself."

eel hummed as he moved around the kitchen, some lullaby he had heard spot sing to his littles a few times.

"suil, suil, suil a run, suil go sochair agus siuil go ciuin, suil go doras agus ealaigh liom. is go dte tu mo mhuirnin slan."

as he padded back to the stove to stir his stew, he heard the footsteps of his lover behind him.

"buonanotte, mi amore." he said over his shoulder, not looking up from his cooking as a pair of arms wrapped around his waist and a head tucked itself into his neck. a grin tugged at his lips. "hard day?" he said, bringing the hand that wasn't stirring the pot up to run his fingers through shoe's hair. a grumble came from the boy behind him, and his arms wrapped tighter around eel's waist.

"got a headache." shoe mumbled. the shorter boy clicked his tongue in sympathy as he finally put the spoon down and turned to embrace his lover. "mi dispiace, amore mio. do you want anything or just some silence?" eel kept one hand on shoe's back as he reached up between them to loosen the tie at the other's neck, unbuttoning the first button at his neck.

the brunet grumbled, and pulled eel close again as his boyfriend laughed. "okay big guy, lets get you to the couch, hm?" he guided shoe towards the door, when behind him the kitchen door flew open with a bang.

"-and the same to ya mother, you son of a-" the raven-haired hurricane that launched itself into the kitchen shouted outside.

"charles britney penelope cooper." eel said sharply. dimes' mouth shut mid-shout as he turned to face the older boys, brow furrowing as he saw them entwined. "who in the name of maria la madre de dio are you yelling at? youse knows if ya got trouble, i'll handle it." zeke's eyes widened as he took in the scuffed up state of his son baby brother young friend. "and why is youse covered in bruises? what the hell is youse doin'?"

dimes opened and closed his mouth, looking rather like a fish with his eyes wide as they flicked between eel and shoe.

"is you's sweethearts?" he finally exploded.

shoe immediately tried to step back from his lover but eel put a hand on his waist and pulled him back. "and if we is? 's not what we's talkin' bout here, bub. who are you shouting at, and why do ya look like ya got run over by a carraige?" dimes shuffled his feet and fiddled with the tie hanging from his collar.

"charlie-"

"i'se was shoutin' at some punks from the bronx, okay?" he said, hating the way his given name sounded in ezekiel's mouth.

" from the bronx? you knows we's queens, right?" eel said, disbelieving. dimes fought the urge to roll his eyes as he glanced skeptically between the two older boys.

"yeah, i do, but-" dimes started before eel cut him off.

"so why's you covered in cuts n bruises, huh?" he asked.

dimes stomped his foot, trying to get him to listen. "i told ya, they's punks! an i was only defending myself. you should see how they looks." he crossed his arms sulkily across his chest, looking at his shoes as eel huffed a disbelieving laugh. "uhuh, i'm sure your five-foot-even-ninety-pound ass got some real good sluggers in."

dimes gaped, getting frustrated. "they followed me here! they said- they said my pa- they said he didnt want me and that's why he's gone." the short fourteen year old looked like he was eight in that moment as he shrank into himself. seeing this, eel immediately felt horrible as he let go of shoe and kneeled in front of dimes.

"hey. dimes. charlie, look at me, buddy." he ducked his head to catch the watery grey irises of the boy in front of him. "hey. you never. never. listen to what those punks have gotta say, y'hear me? they're just tryna rile ya up, and you 'n i both know that ain't true. ya pops loved ya, i knows it. if he didn't, he wouldn'ta gotten ya this tie, huh?" eel brought the tie up so dimes would look at it, rubbing the silky blue material between his fingers for emphasis. dimes nodded as a tear ran down his dirty cheek.

eel wiped it away, keeping his hand on the younger boy's face as he spoke softly. "buddy, you know that ya pop loved ya, and even though he ain't here right now, youse got me 'n shoe, alright? i will never-" he poked dimes' chest with his other hand. "-ever leave youse, okay? neither of us will. youse the best gambler we got! if we let ya wander off too often, who would cheat all the guys outta their money?" that got a watery chuckle out of the grey eyed kid, bringing a smile to eel's face.

"if they ever- ever bother youse again, ya tell me, alright?" dimes nodded, sniffing as eel pulled him into an awkward hug, as he was still on his knees, and dimes was slightly taller than he was the last time they did this. but neither let go, despite their discomfort.

"m sorry i said that, kiddo. i'm sure ya can throw a real good punch." eel whispered into dimes' ear, smiling. dimes laughed, pulling back and twisting the strap of his bag. eel stayed kneeling in front of him, making sure he was really ok now. dimes looked up and made eye contact with him and smiled slightly, before catching sight of shoe behind him, and frowning again. "so- so youse are really sweethearts?" he mumbled.

eel flushed and chuckled as he stood up to lean on the table again. "yeah, we is. youse okay with that?" the small dark haired boy said nothing. "aww, c'mon, its shoe, dimes. shoe. you love shoe." eel wheedled, seeing the hesitance. his eyebrows sunk lower on his face as he walked past the two of them to go out to the common area. eel put a hand on his chest before he could leave. "bub. what's wrong."

dimes brushed the hand off, shuffling towards eel and giving shoe a wary stink eye. "if- if ya start bein sweet, then you- then..." he trailed off, swaying nervously. "then what, dimes?" shoe asked. dimes frowned again, pressing himself against eel's side. "then- then eel won't spend no more time with me." he whispered, barely audible. eel grabbed his shoulder and brought him in front to face shoe and talking into his ear. "buddy, what'd i just promise ya?"

"that you wouldn't leave." dimes mumbled dejectedly.

"uhuh. and that means ever, ya know that?"

he nodded, looking at shoe still.

"just because me n' shoe're together now, don't mean i care bout you any less, okay? i will always cheat at cards with you, or scam people on the streets, alright? ya just gotta ask."

dimes turned around and hugged the brunet boy, burying his face in his shirt. "oh- okay, yep, okay i'm not gonna cry this is fine." eel patted dimes' back, blinking hard.

"i don't wanna share you." eel heard between sobs.

"buddy, ya don't hafta. i'll only spend a little more time with shoe, alright? nothin else'll change, i swear."

dimes looked up at eel, eyes watery. "swear on ya ma?" he whispered.

eel laughed and ruffled the black haired boy's head. "swear on my ma's left buttock, kiddo." he gently pried dimes off of his torso and pushed him towards the door slightly. "go tell the boys finner's near ready, k?" dimes wiped his eyes as he nodded, walking out the door.

shoe looked at eel as the other watched fondly after the raven haired boy.

"you really love him, don't you? he's like your son."

eel sputtered, but didnt deny it. "well, if he's my son-which he isn't!-then he's yours now, too, harv." he said, smiling as e walked over and wrapped his lover in a hug. "sorry i had ta tell him we'se together." he said into the taller boy's neck. shoe shook his head. "was bound to happen anyway. better he heard it from us and not from a rumor." eel chuckled and shook his head, drawing back slightly. "that's that voice of reason i love." he pressed a kiss to his lover's lips, only pulling away when the stew started to bubble on the stove.

RAAAH THIS WAS SO FUN

i didnt cry writing this you did

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

(curtains unveil to find me laying face down on the ground) im normal abt this.

mickey!! i need u to know that literally every single time u elaborate on this au i fall deeper into the pit PSJDJFJ IM …… im jus. obsessed w them. also i am extremely sleepy so this might be a lil incoherent but i wanted to answer this so bad hhh ive been busy but mickey>>>uni fr

ANYWAY ANYWAY

THEIR ROOM. YES . literally exactly how i pictured it hehe the atmosphere is sooo vivid!!! AND ;;;;;;;; im drooling. sorry. im drooling though. SATOSUGU BEING ALL COVERED IN MARKS PJSKSJDK (explodes). yea. and reader being a tease not letting the boys mark them up too much ….. its sooo obvious that they have the control here and its so?!??? my brain is being fried . deep boiled . im in love w vamp!reader. THE LIPSTICK STAINS TOO my greatest weakness……

AND AND AND SUGU!!!!! mickey!sugu how i love u so…… u should feel SO confident abt writing him bc everytime u say anything at all abt his character im just like Yep Yeah Thats Him. a kitty who found his perfect home 😭😭 IM CRYING HES SO…. and him reading on the couch!!! my (other) greatest weakness…. reader playing w his hair I NEED IT SO BAD MICKEY i need to be inbetween them.

AND THEN THE ACTS OF SERVICE TOOOOO hes so caring so doting so devoted :((( aaaa i can rlly imagine him being soso attentive to reader’s tastes like i imagine that theyre a little picky? snobby maybe?? so sugu just makes The perfect cup of coffee tailored to their likes and dislikes and something abt that just makes me want to eat him alive

TYSM FOR ELABORATING ON READER/SUGU their dynamic is so interesting!!!!! . im so relieved that they genuinely do love him and see him as a partner i dunno if my fragile psyche could handle the angst…. BUT reader gosh. i think their character is so interesting …. like just leaving a bunch of new vampires to die i LOVE my characters morally dubious <333 and seeing humans as below them BUT also caring for the maids and butlers??? THATS SO SWEET 🥺🥺

aaaa but sugu’s reaction ….. him being nervous hhhh :(((( he doesnt know what a fucking steal he is im so heartbroken. IM SO GLAD U LIKE THE JEALOUSY IDEA like ….. obv my stsg mindset is like ”sugu is infatuated w gojo and wants to put him in a blender so he can drink him” but i feel like there’d be some tension there …. he rlly is like a loyal housecat that gets hissy bc his owner brought in a new kitty . smh smh.

ALSO UR TAGSSSSSS GOJO W GLASSES GOJO W GLASSES mickey im spinning u around can u feel it. hes perfect. hes so cute. i want to chew at his bones. READER RCALLING HIM GOOD BOY ;;;;;;;; THEY WOULD THEY REALLY WOULD ohhhhh he’d literally be so giddy……. kicking his feet and giggling . (i wonder if sugu would get jealous at this too LMAOO like hes good at hiding it but his eye just . Twitches. bc hes no longer the only good boy in the house . silly man <3)

N THEN FINALLY!! the songs!!!! i KNEW i forgot to do smth when i rbd this last time hhh. BUT ANYWAY i gave them all a good listen and!!!

closer - nine inch nails

u already know i approve of this one but ill say it again ITS SO GOOD IT FITS THE VIBE SO WELL im insane abt it . this song just scratches my brain its soooo <33 my whole existence is flawed // you get me closer to god <- THIS MAKES ME THINK OF SUGU AND READER im soooo obsessed w them mickey. you can have my absence of faith // you can have my everything THIS TOO AUGHHHHH IM . 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫

im sorry but im literally physically incapable of thinking abt sugu w/o being like yeahhh his devotion borders on worship <33 he sees his love as a kind of Faith <3333 hes so abnormal but also so sweet i just think he’d jump into traffic if reader asked bc his existence is just so wired to tend to their every request

i drink the honey // inside your hive // you are the reason // i stay alive <- THIS ONE TOO im genuinely soooo enamored w them they mean the world to me theyre the only couple ever

glory box - portishead

THIS ONNEEEEEEEE MICKEY 😥😥😥😥😥 ohhhhhh the instrumental the vibes this one is SO vamp!reader its crazy like the elegant rich mysterious vibe …. that murky kind of nostalgia ohhh i am a weak weak individual. i feel like theyd have this playing from a fancy recorder or something its such a powerful song but also so classy yk

keep your eyes peeled - ultra sunn

THIS IS ANOTHER ONE THAT JUST SCRATCHES MY BRAIN… the repetition is so haunting this one is just sooo …. i cant explain it but i can see the vamp!reader and vamp!sugu edits in my head LMAO

tear you apart - she wants revenge

OHHH THIS SONG IS SO GOOD … huge journalist!gojo x vamp!reader vibes….. what she walked in, he froze up, believe it’s the fright // it’s cute in a way, till you cannot speak…. it’s only just a crush, it'll go away // or maybe this is danger and he just don't know… like the danger mixed w the adoration and then the obsession hhhh …. also just the violence bleeding together w the tenderness LIKE

i want to hold you close // soft breasts, beating heart // as i whisper in your ear // i want to fucking tear you apart

yeahhhhhhhhhhh ……

le monde - richard carter

I STARTED SHAKING I FELL TO MY KNESS yeah. yeah. this is the one. the vibes of this one will always gut me it feels like a really dangerous erotically charged waltz it was made for this au i think . i can SO see reader waltzing w their boys btw sugu is so effortlessly good at it but gojo trips over his fucking feet PHSJDBDV (reader thinks its cute though <333)

and then maybe gojo asks sugu to practice w him bc he doesnt wanna embarrass himself yknow ………… sugu’s hand on his waist guiding him, keeping eye contact and the close proximity is making him feel more nervous then he thought it wou (brain shuts off) I LOVE THEM SM MICKEY would love to hear more abt their dynamic in this :3

MICKEY this came to me in a vision and i need to hear ur thoughts but…. for the vamp!geto x human!gojo x vamp!reader au………. 👉👈 mary by alex g. what r we thinking ;;;;; IM JUST. 

mary is the girl that i wanna kiss // she’s got big red eyes and big red lips // she’s got big sharp teeth and big fat hips …….. give it to me, baby, i feel good // i wanna feel whatever you think i should ………. AM I GETTING THE VIBES RIGHT ARE THEY THERE…… mary is the girl that leaves you to rot …………. they have consumed me genuinely

HIIIIIIIIIIII ARIII!!!! omg i love that song................ (alex g oughta start paying for my therapy smh) at first i had more darker songs in mind cue closer by nine inch nails and glory box by portishead and keep your eyes peeled by ultra sunn BUTTTTT when i this i immediately thought about their 'morning after' - i can totally see it playing in the background when gojo AND geto are lazing on the massive bed and the reader is getting ready and both of the boys are just staring at them with hearts in their eyes just absolutely awestruck

i think in geto's and reader's relationship the reader takes more of a lead yk they bit sugu anyway too. geto acts tough AND HE DEFINITELY CAN BE TOUGH but when it comes to the reader he can't help but be soft, let them do whatever. "she's the only girl i wanna love" i'm also thinking that reader helped geto out of a bad place with the bite too

with gojo it's definitely the "give it to me, baby, i feel good // i wanna feel whatever you think i should" he's sooooooooooo bewitched for him at first it's so much about the curiosity and the pleasure and the fun of it and he's ready to do whatever the readers wants

"mary is the girl that leaves you to rot" maybe the reader is a bit of a collector? both of the boys wanna impress them so much bc they're a little afraid that they'll leave them behind and find new toys to play with?