#im completely serious too i would

[edwinspaynes]

I think that liking Indian food a LOT is one of my personality traits at this point. Like everyone around me knows that I would deadass eat Indian food for every meal if that were practically and financially possible.

[iqmmir]

The thing about milgram girls is that they are all Pathetic and Stupid and Idiots . Yes even amane .

[soov]

important announcement but if you are aware of the ongoing genocide happening in gaza, the thousands of lives being brutally murdered, and the whole issue involving the invasion and occupation of palestinian lands, and STILL choosing to be silent, unfollow me. seriously, if you’re not willing to reblog a single post from people who are desperate for help in this app, to speak up about what is happening, or just show your support for any sides (because if you show that you’re a zionist, dw that i’ll block you first), then get out of my page. this also includes the other genocides happening (congo, sudan, yemen...) and your other socials too because no matter how many followers you have, sharing a help post even if ONCE, might save lives.

[thwackk]

can we have a moment of silence for scott pls. he’s not dead or anything, i just miss him

[onethousxndvoices]

Been working on cleaning up/making my Ko-fi page a bit more robust and found an option for monthly subscriptions. I already have a $1 tip jar tier up just as kind of a test run to see how it works, but it's got me thinking:

Price wouldn't be very high, probably capped to $3 a month (price subject to change, idk yet). I'll be using that space to post page wips, extra doodles, and, when it comes time to start posting the next track, Ko-fi members will get to read 3-4 pages ahead. Or something along those lines. Would that be something y'all would be interested in?

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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[im-smart-i-swear]

Does anyone among Funky Guys swear? Cause i can imagine it'd be like- Taks: Heck! Buddy: Dont fucking swear. Seriously where the fuck did you even learn that shitty language?? It is rude and I know the situation has gone to hell but doesnt mean we have to be assholes about it

bestie youre so right.. here have a shitty comic inspired by this for your troubles<3

a more detailed answer under the cut!

Buddy started to swear a lot early on bc he was an angry mess and lowkey an asshole and also Shiro propably tried to swear as little as possible most of the time, and now hes NOT Shiro anymore, so who cares? Theyre all gonna die bc of hunger or dehydration or get killed by hostile fauna soon anyway so what's the point

Tashi tries his best to not cuss and to discourage others from doing it, not really bc hes all that morally appalled by it but bc in most normal situations You Shouldnt Swear Around Children and hes trying very very hard to keep up a charade of normalcy(hes constantly swearing in his head tho. Screams FUCKING HELL internally every five seconds). eventually(after about 2 years) he gives up and stops giving a shit. His constant nagging DID work a little bit tho and buddy eventually starts to swear less and also substitute the cuss words with the more kid friendly versions(they make sure to look extremely displeased the whole time though)

Soup and stickbug know so many swears in multiple alien languages its insane. Soup doesnt speak much but stickbug uses swearing as a means to calm down when hes alone(imagine him screaming into a pillow). when he was younger he was always careful to only swear when the adults(mostly tashi) werent around, and for a good year whenever taks or taka would tattle on his cussing, tashi would wave it off bc stickbug doesnt swear!! hes too much of a good nice kid to do that!!!!! hes just a shy little guy:)(<- in reality he is trying his best to appear harmless and obedient in front of The Authority Figure bc thats his survival strategy.). eventually after a few long months he calms down and gets comfortable enough to gradually drop the act and starts swearing more often(still tries to limit it tho). dw tho in his 20s he starts to cuss profusely to make up for that

taks and taka both didnt know many swears at the beginning but they quickly started to pick up new ones(mostly bc of bud)(and stickbug. but tashi didnt believe taka when he admitted that he was the one who thaught him 'fuck' and thought he was covering for taks lmao). as kids do, they LOVE swearing, do it every chance they get. later taka mostly stops swearing aside from slip ups and hanging around w/ his siblings, but taks? she cusses every chance she gets and tashi can do nothing about it(and believe me, he tried).

eenek knows galran swear words and tried to learn earth ones back in the day from stick..... it ended with stick lying to them and making them think random english words are cusses to fuck with them. they dont realise whats going on until after having spent years muttering shit like 'hydrazine thrusters' and 'screwdriver' under their breath whenever they stubbed a toe<3

[iftitah]

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[superconductivebean]

#823: ranty

mmmm I need to complete the pending Inquiry asap ; it is a 3-parter and a long way to go still but I am absolutely thrilled to have a strong argument finalised for to answer a question if The Notes Are His or not.

I am convinced they aren't ; I'll repeat myself here: for someone as knowledgable about AM Sеbastian has literally no clue what it is besides calling it archaic right away, an obsolete way of casting magic, which AM is not, as it isn't a method but its own form. Also the notes appear as soon as him and mc arrive back to school, so.

I am not believing an argument that he is a genius or has an outstanding mental drive to hypothesise things in seconds in 2 dead languages and in 2 alchemical scripts simultaneously, with a humble addition of chicken script English, unless, in this case, we're not to call МС a mary sue any longer.

I don't believe this argument because nothing, literally nothing within the game, hints he is an one. Genius is a condition and the drive is based in logic, both of these are not a, uh, what, reading? translating? putting a strong schooling to use? knowing basics of research? I'd argue Sеbastian is even logical. He slips in biases, to say the least.

An example. He's not ever heard anyone speaking of the u-croft = nobody knows about it. Another one. A relic is said to be able to lift curses = it will certainly lift a particular one which's nature of being an actual curse is debatable. And another one. Rare magic can take away pain = said pain is implied to be related to emotions only, yet it certainly should work for someone in a physical pain.

i mean............

again. Sеbastian not being a mastermind of sorts doesn't mean that he then isn't smart or that he should be stupid instead. There is a vast middle ground between Fig 2.0 at 15 and a total stupido; both extremes aren't this know-how-to boy with half a wit about him, he is just… Him.

[rottingfacade]

you think id really love to write papers on economics and on art history and world history and anthropology and political science but i keep feeling ashamed to show up to class in person because of how i actually look in real life and then extra ashamed of showing up after missing days and i'm too scared to start assignments online when i dont know anythign about and i know i'll have to confront just how retarded i actually am

[dreampearls]

I love collei so much but it should be noted. the collei that I love is the completely fake ideal version of her that only exists inside of my head

[yuukei-yikes]

what are your thoughts on ayataka

THEY ARE SO GIRL BEST FRIENDS CODED LIKE THEYVE KISSED YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN. THEY HAVE KISSED EACH OTHER'S FACES

as a ship i have to admit i dont care much for it because i am literally so insane abt harutaka i HAVE to work everything around it. i think ayanos psyche is too 😐🥴 to be in a relationship any time soon so forget abt a polycule. and takanes so into haruka its like anyone else would rly feel it and it wouldnt end up working out LOL unless theyre ok with being such a clear #2 but ayano specifically would be so self conscious abt it

i like the idea that maybe eventually they end up as qpp hehe but augh again. i think. haruka isnt into takane being in other relationships so itd kinda be drama lol. dont get me started on haruka She is so demi 🥴

the way i like it is not so much post str but baby sapphics in hs being close to another girl for the first time. they kissed ok. like theyve kissed

[nomaishuttle]

listening to the new sadboyz and im like. rly disappointed with how theyre talking abt the sssniperwolf shit ...

[drzone]

That previous reblog, actually something I think about a LOT, LOL. Everyday I’m sad fnv didnt get more development time because i think I could really love it… and while I consider it the best fallout game, its not my favorite. fo4 takes the cake there its just too much fun to play, regardless of the story… i SOOOOO desperately want to enjoy fnv more but the gameplay makes it REALLY hard for me. as a stupid bad gamer. dont come at me with “skill issue” i KNOW!!!! its a phenomenal game with awesome art direction and storytelling and characters. but the tiny amount of time they had to develop it Does show. You and i both know that.

fo1/2 are a close third place because i think theyre really strong basis :] and i love the art direction in them. Praying bethesda will one day stop making us be vault dwellers though. It could be so much more interesting. this is fo4 lovemail… ily fo4.

edit bc i should mention this YES they should put back the story-based gameplay elements that were in previous games. the karma system most notably. when i say better gameplay here i refer to Action gameplay and not Story gameplay. But they SHOULD bring back the story gameplay elements bc they rule and i miss them.

rant in tags dont argue abt it with me if you come across this by searching fo game names this is for my own BLAG!!!

TLDR; i like all the fallout main games. Dont hate on my girl 4 so much… I know shes the poster child of bethesda mainstreaming the games. its not her fault… its still SO much fun to play.

[red-dyed-sarumane]

i take those two so far out of context but if anyone ever talked to me about them i would go back & only use info from the songs bc i care too much about the series to spread misinformation

[radiorutters]

I'm Sorry. Really, I'm trying so hard to not be... this. Any of it. But it's how i am right now and what im thinking. I'm legitimately struggling not to. Feel this.

God im fucking angry with myself. I really really really don't fucking like me. I don't feel capable, and it isn't because i haven't tried to convince myself otherwise or show it. But i keep trying, i keep pushing and working and thinking and processing but nothing clicks.

Im slow, i don't understand things, i dont fucking function. I don't fucking work, i dont function as a person or like anything. Fuck. Im stupid and slow and wasteful, im mindless and act careless and i make too many fucking mistakes.

Why can't i just work anything out? I'm genuinely trying so hard and I can't explain to people what im not getting. I ruin things and then i get confused about it. Fuck i feel completely worthless and burdensome and retarded and mean and helpless. Even with guidance im sitting there seemingly slack jawed and asking "huh???" At clearly worded obvious things. Fuck, and smoking weed is supposed to help? Im sober right now and feel like fucking actual fucking shit.

But nooo go ahead. Relax, get more treats get more affection. Beg and beg and beg for things to be better or good and watch as i realize its all my fucking own fault. Why the fuck would i deserve sympathy when so much, literally everything is stuff that happened because of my actions and choices and words? How i say cruel heartless things to people i genuinely never would ever want to hurt.

I still don't fucking understand things, i could have the full big picture and still squint at it like I'm not getting it. Im hurting all over, my body is aching from the pain in my chest and gut. I can't eat, i have no appetite because im so fucking nauseous. I've been struggling to sleep or eat for a minute now. I wake up all the time, been having nightmares, been inclined to cry constantly for like a week now. Can't though. Hate myself too much to let it happen alone and i can't fucking STAND someone else seeing it. Why me? Why am i host? Do they think I'm capable of dealing with this? Do they think I'm responsible?

I'm stuck up front anyway, its not like it would matter even if i could pick someone in the crew who got it better to front. I'm a loser, I'm greedy, im stupid and mean and bad at it. I DON'T feel good. I will, probably, like I'll be fine and I'm clearly overreacting but i can't turn it off.

Im straight up having a trauma reaction because my pathetic baby toddler cry baby ass fucking self can't get over our dad screaming at us for being stupid, or for how much I've lost. I've lost too much and I can't even complain about it because it doesn't matter, none of it matters. Fuck god i hate myself