#im childish sorrrrrry

[soahbee]

Okay girls, I'm a little fed up.

My friend and I went to school to continue working on our joint project in the studio, and I was really happy because I had the opportunity to talk to R. At least that's how I planned it, but SOMEONE fucking intervened. Oh yes, you can figure it out who.

The "lovely" rival girl was with him all day and we couldn't talk to each other at all. OH YES GIRLS... WTF???!!

This girl was dead serious that "R can't be mine". LOL

I'm mad at the girl and I'm also angry with R because he talked to her so nicely and I don't think he has any idea what kind of game this girl is playing. But if he knows why is he so nice and why did that girl seem like such good company to him?! It's like I'm replaceable. The reality hit me a little in the face that I was still just one of his students and that's it.

My whole day was ruined and I felt so insulted that after school, even though R waved in the hallway, I didn't wave back, I just walked away. Sorry maybe i'm childish, but he hasn't paid attention to me all day, so why should I?

Now I know what it's like when you're not the center of attention and I feel like shit.