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IMPORTANT ANNOUNCEMENT (please read)
hello my darlings!
i've missed you all so soooo much ļ½”Ā°(Ā°.āįÆ
āĀ°)Ā°ļ½” as some of you may know, i've been on holiday for the past month with unstable wifi, hence the mini hiatus status on my pinned bulletin but i'll be back to posting now!
this year, i know i'm going to get super super busy and i really don't want to stop writing when times get tough and i have a break down (*cough* like i did in uni *cough*) so i plan on sticking to a posting schedule yayyyyyyyyyy! Ł©(ļ½”ā¢ć
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here it is :
SATURDAYS : requests / series chapter updates (can be for any series) SUNDAYS : timestamps / oneshots (can also be requests) (posted every 09:00 GMT time)
i'm going to limit myself to a maximum of 2 posts every saturday and sunday just so i don't burn myself out by being an over achiever and i wanted to work on my people pleasing tendencies this year too
i won't be saying what i'll be posting each time just because i've learned how that really deters me from even attempting to write due to self-inflicted pressure (if you know you know ā¤ *cough* perfectionist tendencies *cough*) nevertheless! you can bet that i'll try my darnedest to consistently post every weekend so there'll be something for you darlings to look forward to and read hehehe~
i've scheduled this announcement to post the exact day my plane home touches down and i've already scheduled some things to be posted on my first weekend back; i want to get back to writing as soon as possible even though i'll probably knock out for a few days from all the travelling
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#ā : announcement#im back from my holiday!#i'm so glad to be back#i kinda liked being off-grid#but i missed the wifi so sooo much!
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hello @souenkun and happy new year!! ā” i hope your days are filled with more of these two~~
that one scene in this last season was so good ā°(Ā“ ļø¶ `)āÆā”
thank you @natsume-ss for hosting the event!
#sorry im a little late. i just came back from my holidays waaugh!#natsumess2024#natsume yuujinchou#natori shuuichi#matoba seiji#Natori Shuuichi/Matoba Seiji#pencilarts#honestly you made me ship them now like i was having THOUGHTS
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Stopped drawing as much in September bc my tablet got broken and im still not drawing as much as Iād like to, but i definitely see improvement :] ! Anatomy is becoming so much more fun, finding details to accentuate especially! Tysm for everyone sticking around while I floundered a bit this year with activity, but im so grateful!!š„«š©µšā¤ļø
#art summary#I havenāt posted some of these YET I will! just havenāt been on#its interestingā¦ set up my first shop this year and became mutuals with many cool ppl (even if I suck at activityš)#simultaneously one of the coolest years and worst years of my life ijbol but it is what it is#happy holidays everyone:) I love yewā¦hearttt!š§āāļø#I promise fr this time Iāll get back to ppl and go thru my inbox FINALLY this coming week. im so sorryš#Iāve been having a weird time. im also on a new medication so im really likeā¦disconnected from my brain latelyš and blackouts#so to protect my peace and paranoia Iāve been off everything public . I hope it gets better š happy new year to that brotha!
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Sirius and Remus absolutely bond over their conspiracy theory, bone-deep distrust of government and puritanical heirerachy in the magical world.
Remus has learned that the ministry of magic will stop at nothing to control, contain and govern his kind, and that he cannot trust them.
Sirius has seen what pure-blood beliefs and money can do and feels like he can't trust anything by face value - he has to always question and unpick everything before he can sit comfortably with it.
It's something that brings them together time and time again over the years, staying up late to dissect the latest theories and controversies of politics.
Unfortunately that's also why it's so easy to be suspicious of each other when doubt begins to creep in towards the end of the second war. They've always had distrust in common
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my voice has started to drop and ive been in a near constant state of gender euphoria this week :DD
#im so happy (ā§āā¦)#i also disturbed the shit out of my jet lagged & sleep deprived little sister who hadnt seen me in weeks lmao#edit: but like imagine youre all kind of exhausted from work and holidays and heat and everything and when you come back home to#your transexual sibling you dont vibe too much with and the mf speak to you with another man's voice šš her face was the#funniest shit i cant wait to meet the rest of my family and see their reaction. its so funny cause plenty of them thought i had already#started hrt years ago so idk idk it's going to be funn
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HEYYY so im resting and recuperating from my massive burn out and Iāve been doodling a lot in my sketchbook with felt tip pens and i drew a dumb little byler doodle with some digital enhancementsā¦ā¦. theyre on a date and mike is infodumping :3
#I finally got to go on holiday for a week#and by accident left my iPad behind which has been crazy intense itās like im missing a limb#but i really needed to be separated from it! I was heading towards a exhaustion burn out#drawing in my sketchbook with a pen and it being all shitty has been really good for me#I found an app in my phone that I can draw on so this is part pen/paint part digital#Iāll be back in the next few weeks#byler art#mike wheeler#will byers#byler#stranger things art#will byers art#mike wheeler art
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First Meeting
I need her I need her I need her I need her
Just a stupid crack sketch comic of Tobiuo and Heat meeting for the first time. I am legit crying laughing.
References: Heat, Fighting, Meme
#one piece#i will get back to fic writing once im back from my holidays#tobiuo x heat#tobiuo oc#oc tobiuo#op oc#one piece original character#op heat#my art#stupid meme#oc x canon#op killer
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I do find it kinda........... Interesting how ppl in certain RP circles will say they support female OCs, but then............. if the female OCs aren't of a particular type and kind (often women of colour, not conventionally attractive, and/or aren't accessible to their male muses for shipping, for example), then they don't get interactions, don't get asked about, don't get cared about.
#fandom wank#this is kinda vague posting but it's also bc like#being back on meredith who is a canon character and im like the only person who writes her#she gets popular pretty quickly#and that's fine!#but trying to get traction for my Rook for example feels like pulling teeth i got like 4 people i write her with (and i love writing w them#and I know it's a bit of a slow time post holidays but even during the height of DAV coming out#it feels like the interest has been so????#idk#i could just be in a mood bc i am 0.2 seconds away from starting my period and overcaffeinated today#but im kinda :/// about the whole thing
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do you make enough money from selling prints in etsy to sustain your life? how are you able to afford this beautiful house and time to crochet and go on walks and all of that? iām not asking for nosiness but because iām trying to figure out what i would need to do in order to make my life financially sustainableā¦ is art an optionā¦ etc
short answer i mooch off my bf <333333333333333
#long answer part 1: i make enough off my etsy to afford my stuff (and i really don't buy much) and help out w th food bills where i can etc#i hvnt been able to do much of that OR save anything for the past couple months bc i hvnt been selling much BUT . things are beginning#to pick up again and i hve new stock to add when i get back from holidays :3#i have a smallish job lined up from my agent which is exciting! but hopefully i will make enough w her doing picture books etc to be able#to pay my keep / save more etc! i hve been anxious abt money this past months but thats just more so money for me to spend on small stuff :#i also dont drive so . i dont rlly hve many outwards expenses . im very lucky to have him hes very kind and lovely !!#if i wasnt w him and he didnt hve a house i would still b living w my mama which i did since i left uni!#long answer part 2: i always make time for goofing off during my work day. always!!!#part of the joys of being a freelancer! i can do what i want!!#i can share my routine in more detail if u guys want but i dont start work until abt 2pm-ish most days bc i dont rlly work well in the#mornings. when i hve more work that might change!! i have enough on to keep me busy but im not rlly hvin 2 manage my time u kno#im very very lucky to be in such a comfortable position :3 i hope one day u can be as comfy !!#oh also. i think once the agency work kicks in i will b fine financially ! and also u can absolutely make a living off etsy when its good#its very good for me ! i was very comfy financially around xmas last year i made a lot#u can do it u can do it !! art will always sell !!
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so obsessed with how your cherik is old married couple raising 15 children (which is basically what they are tbh)
i always tell myself i draw what i observe and what im observin is two on-and-off divorced old men trading custody agreements like a diabolical game of ping pong
#snap chats#and i love them ?? i love them. wait im throwing up im thinking of tha tufckinnn post again#the fuckin 'why we can't save our marriage' 'we're saving our marriage' ITS SO FUNNY AND SO TRUE THATS THEEEEEEEM#i love old married peopel ...... holy hell guys .......#no wait you know what like. my Top Five magneto moments is its that bit from magneto was right#where he goes out to get holiday shit for the kids and he comes back in all 'i got literally. NOTHING nutritious for you guys'#thats literally my grandpa max he got them cookies for days i just know it im gonna be fucking sick he's soooo peepaw ......#IN ANY CASE. thank you my dear anon i will continue to draw them as sometimes-married old men with a Literal Schools Worth of kids
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911 + Text Posts pt147/?
#911 abc#911#911+text posts#chimney han#also gunna tag as#911 incorrect quotes#it was between buck and chim for this one#i feel like chim would say it and then Buck would give cow facts#im on my way back from holiday so more to come
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my oneshot of alhaitham and kaveh dealing with nightmares and dreams is finally up!
Summary:
This was a new experience. Alhaitham was clearly affected, so much so that he clung onto Kavehā¦ In this instance, how could Kaveh help? āWhen you were younger, when you were with your grandmother, you must have had nightmares,ā he started, slowly, āwhat happened then? Did you wake her?ā ā-ai.ā A brief gust of warmth into his neck as a half-spoken word. āWhat did you say?ā Alhaithamās sleep-ruffled hair was just as unruly as the rest of him, and also just as soft. His hand had found its way to Alhaithamās scalp, fingers entangled, as was a habit of his, and of particular liking to Alhaitham. āShe made chai. Sheād drink with me and wouldnāt let me read so Iād go back to sleep.ā She would withhold Alhaithamās precious resource so he would lose interest in being awake? It was rather ingenious. And just as amusing. He feared he laughed as he felt a huff of air by his ear ā Alhaitham rising to meet his eyes. āAlright. Would you like some chai?ā (Alhaitham has a nightmare and Kaveh helps him deal with the fallout.)
#haikaveh#kavetham#alhaitham#kaveh#alhaitham x kaveh#i wrote this fic at the airport and then ive only had time to post it once i got back from holiday#but since im back i have more time to write!! i will be updating my ongoing fic and starting the sequel to change is impurrative#i hope you enjoy this oneshot!! <33333
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Going to walk into the fucking water ššš¶ā”ļøš
#going insane. cant sleep the fucking constant irregular snoringā¦ ahut the fuck uppppp please#no peace or autonomy in the day and i canāt even rest at night. day 2 of 2 weeks š#earplugs do not drown it out. i canāt sleep through it. im going genuinely insane#like distress tolerance works for not like clawing my own face off out of hate#but it does feel like 2 straight weeks of keeping my hand in the Dune pain box#exactly how I prefer to spend my only time off from my phd coursework btw#seething with sublimated resentment and anger while wearing Steel Plated Happy Mask#god forbid I get to relax or have a nice time with people who like me or cook food or read in bed#nope ! just holiday hate and competitive ulcer cultivation.#not going to put my head thru a wall because iām an adult with emotional control#but sooo awesome to get to spend the next 2 weeks exhausted and wishing I could#and then straight back into constant work. awesome. Not clawing face off. Doing awesome#btw dbt is great for some things but i do hate how it is like. aorry if your environment sucks and other people are tangibly causing you#real distress. however : it is your responsibility to absorb the impact and defuse it#Like pleeease Iāve had the best year of my liiife why is 36 hours with my parents enough to send me straight to hell#at that point I feel the problem is less my emotional regulation skill#and more that when people treat me badly or in ways i find upsetting i become naturally: Upset?#big if true. whatevwerrrr okay im just going to sit in the fucking hotel lounge and work on fic or somwthing. fine
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es should go through the blender but my finger is tired of holding down the button. so i shall pass the blender to you (with an es nui in it). do whatever you wish with them.
Oh why thank you :) I will take the blender gladly :) *Tosses some T2 angst into the blender* *adds a little bit of funky structure/style* *gives it a little pinch of headcanons* *and another pinch of random angst I got from ace attorney at 14 and never forgot* :) BBBBBBRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
Caretaker Log J.16.7.2
Summary ā The Wardenās condition continues to worsen since last entry. All decline remains self-inflicted.Ā
J.16.7.2-M ā Sleep deprivation has resulted in mood swings and irritability. Though denied by the Warden, extreme distress, melancholy, and laughter have been noted. They lash out verbally and physically toward the prisoners (1) only to apologize at a later time. Observations (2) result in speculation that hallucinations are another symptom.Ā
J.16.7.2-B ā The Warden's obsession with notetaking remains steady, though most pages of planning are merely rewritten versions of earlier notes. Their nightly ritual has grown more rigorous: four cups of coffee ingested in the time between dinner and the kitchenās closing. A fifth cup is brought back to the courtroom, where the Warden will once again sleep on the ground. (Refer to J.5.5.2.B for initial detail.)Ā
J.16.7.2-P ā Sleep deprivation and/or caffeine intake has caused shakiness and overall weakness. They show severe eyebags and have not changed into nightclothes in several days. Though they wash themself and fresh civilian clothes have been provided, they insist on returning to the uniform. Motor skills (3) and computation abilities have suffered.
J.16.7.2-S ā The Warden spends their days around the prisoners, but avoids participating in all necessary conversations and activities regardless of invitation (4). They limit speech to the Caretaker only about their denied request (5), though they can be coaxed into conversation when fatigue overtakes them.
(1) After 005 offered the Warden something to help with their sleep, they threw the pills to the ground and shouldered past with force; 008 attempted to read the Wardenās notes, and they slapped her hand away.
(2) Flinched away from 003 even when standing still; shocked expression at 004's face despite nothing out of the ordinary; looked nauseous and refused to eat fresh fruit from the dining hall; interrupted a conversation with 010 to listen to silence.
(3) Handwriting has grown nearly intelligible; dropped one of their coffee cups and nearly panicked at the subsequent breakage and spill.
(4) Left the room when 002 began setting up a game; ignored 001's encouragement to join him for a meal; refused to answer personal questions from 006; snapped at 007 when trying to begin a lighthearted conversation.
(5) Request submitted on 30.8.2 for padlocks to fit supply closet and cell doors.
Appendix. Subjective caretaker commentary ā Poor kid. Iām glad itāll all be over soon.Ā
#milgram#es#(okay so i wanted to do something fantasy-esque like fugue route but i kept getting Plagued with this concept)#i love leaning into milgram as an experiment -- no matter how unethical and fucked up its still organized and the data meticulously reporte#it was weird to do something that stated much more than narrative writing but still felt like it was leaving a lot of blanks in the story#the aa angst is godots coffee obsession/his fear of falling back asleep -- after the disaster of es' t1 nap i think they would do#everything in their power to stay awake when they think its getting closer to trial closing time ;--; even if its killing them ;--;#if theyre not in their room jackalope cant give them the report#if theyre hyped up on caffeine their body cant be drugged to sleep#if they just take a few more notes on the prisoners... just do a little more planning of verdicts... everything will be okay...#if they just...#< reflecting the audience's obsession with controlling the prisoners/outcomes in es my beloved <3#what hurt most is that this trial end came late compared to t1 -- the reference to the other entry is meant to show they were#preparing for the trial end since 5/5 when it should have been if the numbers worked out the same#thus theyve been destroying their body ever since then - it would have been 70+ days in between and im SAD#i know nothing about how social experiments/psychology info is documented but as someone doing specifically organized technical writing it#was super fun to come up with a little fantasy system for experiment documents :3#the letters are meant to stand for mental/behavioral/physical/social -- those seemed like pretty standard categories for a case study?#oh and the padlock request was made the day of amanes interrogation š
#also peppering in a headcanon from mug im still crazy over about es seeing glimpses of the mvs as hallucinations when theyre too tired#one of these days ill finally write fantasy milgram... we'll see...#thank you so much for the request!!!#the holidays delayed it a bit but it was super fun to work on :3#blend them........#drabbles
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HI ITS BFCM AND MY BIRTHDAY WEEK SO HERES A SALE !!! :D š· treat me by treating urself :3 š± 30% off all orders over $30 with the code BIRTHDAYBASH for a week š ā° should be able to get to u in time for xmas! š¤ ā” i hope you find something you like ā”
#store stuff#PLEASE NOTE SERVICES TO CANADA TEMP SUSPENDED DUE T STRIKE ACTION SO ANY PACKAGES TO CANADA WILL BE HELD TIL ROUTES REOPEN <3#also hearin talk of new restrictions that might make it impossible for me to send to the eu soon ?? scarie BUT for now i thiNk im ok š#my art#HOPE U GUYS HAVE BEEN WELL!!!!!#I HAD BACK TO BACK CONS AND THEN IMMEDIATELY HAD TO FLY TO CHINA FOR MY GRANDPAS BDAY (forced vacation... woag.....)#so ive been playin catchup and have to get ready for mOre back to back cons from next week FHSDJK#but birthday soon and then the holidays for realsies :3#lookin forward to '''resting''''' (no doubt i will still be stressing about getting new shit ready for next year BUT WE'LL SEE)#<3
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Being the eldest kid is tough. Being the eldest kid of 10-14 ish kids? That's on a whole 'nother level baybee~
Do you know how stressful holidays are????
#personal#yall im like... JUST getting back into the groove of things after the winter break. holidays are something else#the eldest child gets the emotional burden of the parents and the emotional burden of the kids and is the one who organizes gifts#for both the kids and the parents and has to organize all the holiday plans and figure out timing and keep everyone happy#while also looking happy the whole time and being everyone's therapist and OOF#love em all but man i need a vacation from my vacation#side note but i know why im so good at being a caretaker (cause i was literally trained to be a third parent since birth) but WHY#AM I SO BAD AT BEING A CARETAKER FOR M Y S E L F ? ! ? what is this bullshit
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