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oscar-lettjohanssonloveme · 4 years ago

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Purple Roses pt. 2 (Miss Venable x reader)

hiya..its 4 am in germany and im really tired :3 but here we go, Mina is damn soft in this fanfic..i hope its okay sksks..here is the first pt.:

https://littlejeaniehugsbumblebees.tumblr.com/post/640902350735818752/purple-roses-ms-venable-x-reader

summary: Mina meets ur parents and u have ur coming out..ouhh and she wants to ask u smt

warnings: nothing its super duper fluff i guess :D

tagglist: @d14n4ol

google translate sksksk

"Earth to Mina ..", you grumbled and reached out your finger to tap her cheek gently.

"What?"

Your girlfriend looked away from her newspaper with a frown to look down at you, who was lying in her lap.

You had to grin as she stared down at you in confusion as the glasses slid down a few millimeters on the bridge of her nose.

"I asked you something.."

"And what did you ask?"

"So ..", you started after your fingers had moved to her glasses and you had pushed them up again.

"Imagine you had to decide: Either you are the only mortal human among immortal humans or you are the only human who is undying among all mortal humans.. What do you choose?"

"Is that a test?"

"A test for what?"

"For finding out if I'm a psychopath or something like that?" She asked, still staring down at you, frowning.

"No ..." you shook your head. "I just saw it earlier on instagram and was just thinking about it .."

She looked at you thoughtfully for a few seconds.

"I would probably want to be the immortal human among mortals .."

"For real?" You shouted, tilting your head.

"Then you should see all your friends die .."

Mina raised an eyebrow.

"Which friends?"

"Oh wow .." you rolled your eyes.

"So, am I a psychopath now?" She smiled and you could see her white teeth.

"No .." you mumbled as you started to play with her purple blouse.

"I would probably have taken that too .. but just because it would have been weird to be the only person who would have to die at some point .."

Mina let out a low snort.

"Imagine that, a graveyard for one person ..".

"Yes! .." you exclaimed cockily. "I would probably be exhibited in a museum as the only human corpse. And I would get a coffin made of gold and people would come from all over the world just to see me dead .."

"Or some crazy scientist would use your dead body for their projects .."

"Ew .." you made and grimaced. "That wouldn't be that great ..".

"Better to be immortal, then ..", Mina said with a grin before leaning forward to put her newspaper on the table.

"Now I have a question for you, Y / N .."

"Oh yeah?" You looked confused into her brown eyes and she hummed in agreement as her fingers started to comb through your hair.

"Okay, imagine a bitter old woman comes up to you and asked you, if you want to marry her, what would you answer?"

"I would say no, of course ..." you said, tilting your head to one side.

"First of all, I don't find old, bitter women really attractive and, secondly, why should I marry an old, bitter woman when I can just have the most beautiful woman in the world?"

Mina laughed softly before tapping the tip of your nose with her index finger.

"You know what I'm getting at ..".

"What I know is that you could then leave your show-off house and then finally move into my horror apartment ..", you grinned cheekily at her and she just rolled her eyes.

"You know, I've been thinking, Y / N .." she continued, suddenly sounding serious. "We've been a couple for almost a year now and the only person who knows about it is your aunt and some of your friends .."

"Should I start tagging you on my pictures now?" You laughed.

"You're the one who doesn't like all the love stuff in public and that's not supposed to be a reproach .. I-"

"I want to get to know your parents ..", she interrupted you and looked at you carefully.

You met her gaze for a few seconds before you swallowed.

"My parents?" You repeated quietly.

"Your parents."

"Uhm..okay..that's unexpected .." you muttered as you rose from her lap to sit up.

"So my parents are nice people, but you know, that they dont now that I am ... you know-"

"That you are attracted to old, bitter women?"

"Oh shut up Mina .." you hissed and slapped her gently on the upper arm.

"If you say that again, break your stupid stick and throw it in the fireplace ..".

"Ouhh now I'm scared .." Mina teased, grinning, but you just shook your head.

For a moment there was silence between the two of you and Mina was finally the one who interrupted them.

"I don't want to force you to do it and if you say, you don't want to do that, then that's okay .. I don't want to drive a wedge between you and your parents either .." she said and put her hand on yours. Your gaze landed on her hand, ran down her arm to finally meet her face.

"Maybe it's a good idea .." you muttered and she smiled gently.

"At some point I have to tell them anyway .."

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"Hello beautiful woman .." you greet your girlfriend who entered your shop. Like she did every Tuesday night after work ... It was one of your favorite traditions in your relationship.

"How can I help you today?", You smiled brightly at her as she leaned against your counter

"Well Miss Y / L / N, my wonderful girlfriend and I will be with her parents for dinner for the first time tomorrow evening .. You know, her parents don't know that she is a lesbian ...", Mina explained seriously and brought you to grin.

"That sounds interesting .."

"That's it! We're both just pretty nervous and I thought it would be a good idea to bring flowers to her parents ...".

"That's a great idea, Miss Venable .. what were you thinking of?", You tilted your head and wandered your eyes over the woman who was just standing in front of you.

The lavender suit, the way her hair was perfect and the dark lipstick ... she was so fucking beautiful.

Mina cleared her throat briefly when she realized that your attention was no longer on your conversation.

"You know, Miss Y / L / N, I love to watch your talented little fingers remove the thorns from the roses ..", she playfully raised an eyebrow and you couldn't help but laugh.

"How vulgar, Miss Venable .. just make sure that your girlfriend doesn't notice this, otherwise she'll get jealous ..".

You bent down briefly to get the box with the red roses from under the table. You put them on the table between you and Mina and took out the small knife to start removing the thorns.

"How was your day, honey?" You finally asked her after a minute had passed.

"Good," she said curtly.

"Good?", You looked at her grinning. "You sound like a school child who is asked how it was in school ..".

Mina shrugged her shoulders.

"I hate those idiots from my office, but that's nothing new ..".

"Imagine if I would work for you .. maybe you wouldn´t hate it so much anymore ..", you muttered while you still slid your knife over the flower stems.

"I think that wouldn't be a good idea .."

You just nodded and stared intently at the roses in front of you.

"What about the purple roses?", Your friend suddenly asked.

"What do you mean?"

"You had these roses once and never again .."

"That was a special delivery .." you explained and reached under the counter, took out the paper and wrapped the roses in it.

"But we can also make some ourselves ..".

You put the flowers in Mina's arms and looked expectantly into her confused face.

"How is that supposed to work?" She asked.

"You water white roses with purple color .."

"Should we try it sometime ..", she mumbled and you nodded.

"Listen Mina, you wait in the car and I'll finish everything here and then we can go home .."

"Sounds good .." she replied just before she turned around and strutted out of the shop.

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Her dark eyes stared at Mina in the mirror as she smoothed her blouse with her hands. Miss Venable was usually never nervous, which was because, due to her dominant demeanor, she almost always had the strings in hand when it came to dealing with other people and she didn't care how much she hurt someone with her words. But that was you, her precious little princess and what she wanted least of all was to see you sad because of her. She also knew that she couldn't win over your parents if she intimidated them.

She leaned forward to apply her dark lipstick when you stepped into the bathroom behind her and let out an impressed whistle.

"Is that the blouse you wore on our first date?" You asked, examining the silk fabric on Mina's skin.

"Yes .." she muttered.

Miss Venable's eyes watched you in the mirror while she admired how beautiful you looked in the dress you were wearing.

"My parents should just like you and not want to go to bed with you .." you said with a grin when her eyes found yours in the mirror.

"Ha ha ..", Mina made dry before she screwed the cap of her lipstick back on and turned to you.

"Are you ready?" She asked and you nodded while you smiled wryly.

"You look beautiful .." she muttered and planted a quick kiss on your temple before walking past you to leave the house.

"So to summarize again what my parents know ... or rather

what they think they know .. "you started staring out the window of the moving car.

"Well, actually they don't know anything .. I think they used to think that I had something with my best friend because he was my homecoming date .. And now they think I was single and I told them on telephone you were a good friend... "

"That sounds like it will be a very relaxed evening ..", Mina joked and you couldn't help but grin.

"I'm just afraid it might be a little too much .."

"Too much?" Mina repeated confused.

"Is it a good idea to come out and bring your girlfriend with you? Don't get me wrong, it has nothing to do with you .."

"Well ... you have a point, but let's speculate ..", Mina said when the car stopped at a traffic light.

"How could they react?"

"So .. we have these two iconic situations: The first situation would be this "we always knew it mimimi".

The other situation would be that they will be angry ... and so angry that they don't want to see me anymore .. "you explained and Mina could hear the concern in your voice.

"Something like that is sure not going to happen ..", Mina muttered as she took her right hand from the steering wheel and placed it on your thigh.

"I hope so .."

You were silent for the rest of the journey and that's why Mina decided not to say anything. Would you want her words, you would let her know.

"Here we are ..", Mina mumbled when she finally parked the car in front of your parents' modest house. She looked at you sideways and found that you were staring at the house as if you were about to start crying.

"Hey .." she cooed gently and grabbed your chin to force you to look at her.

"Everything will be fine..".

She examined your worried face and grinned when she saw that there was still a print of her lipstick on your temple.

"What?" You asked confused.

"You have my lipstick on your face ..", Mina mumbled and wiped her thumb over the print to remove it.

"And I think you don't want your parents to find out about your homosexuality that way."

"Not funny ..", you rolled your eyes.

Mina glanced at the car clock.

"We should go in, princess, we are already 5 minutes late .."

"Okay .. here we go ..", you mumbled and suddenly sounded brave as you leaned forward to press your lips against Minas for a moment.

When you both stood in front of your parents' front door and your mother opened the door for you both beaming, Mina immediately noticed the resemblance between you and your mother. This woman seemed just as straightforward as you, and you both had the same laugh. If your mom were really as carefree as you, then the evening wouldn't be complicated, Mina thought as she greeted your mother.

The first half of the evening was totally relaxed, your parents seemed to be really nice people, as far as Mina could tell.

While your mother was just as crazy as you, your father was a bit more introverted, but he had the same sense of humor as you and he was the one who cooked. A fact that somehow gave Mina hope, as it showed that your parents didn't seem to care about the old gender roles (cooking housewife and working businessman).

It was really nice. Mina, who usually had her problems with people, thought she might really like your parents at some point. they didn't ask private questions, didn't let an awkward silence reign, and were totally open-hearted people.

And yet she felt how nervous you were while you were sitting next to her at the dining table and trying to choke the food down even though you were probably extremely sick. Usually you played with your fingers when you were nervous or excited, but since your hands were holding the cutlery, it was your leg that was pushing off the floor all the time. And it was Mina who then, invisible to your parents, put her hand on your knee to calm you down.

It was around 9 o'clock when the four of you ran out of conversation and it was you who finally broke the silence.

"Well uhm, I actually came to tell you something .." you said and your voice sounded thick. Immediately all pairs of eyes were focused on you and Mina tensed her hand on your thigh to show you that she was there.

"Oh yeah?" Your mom asked confused before you nodded.

"Well, you always wanted me to be in a relationship with someone .." you continued and stared lost at the half-empty wine glass in front of you.

"And surprise..I'm in a relationship .."

"Oh really?", Mina could see your mother's eyes starting to glow and she wondered if the whole thing was really a good idea.

"Yes ..".

"Who is he?" Asked your father.

"Well uhm she's sitting right next to me ..".

Mina closed her eyes for a moment when she felt the confused looks of your parents on her. For a few seconds no one said anything and she felt you start to slide back and forth on your chair.

"Oh ..", Your mom finally pounded when she understood what you were talking about.

Mina opened her eyes again and stared into the flame of the candle that was on the table.

"You and Wilhemina ..?", Your mom looked confused between Mina and you.

"We've been together for almost a year .." you added and Mina heard your voice break at the end.

"What does being together mean?" Your mom asked sharply.

"She is my girlfriend."

"Girlfriend like best friend?"

"No, girlfriend like i love her ..", you muttered and looked carefully at Mina who smiled gently at you while she rubbed your thigh.

"Does that mean that you .....?", Your mother stared at you with her eyes wide open.

"I'm a lesbian, yes .." you said firmly and returned her gaze.

"Damn it .." your mom muttered and fell back into her chair.

Finally your father cleared his throat, too, who hadn't moved an inch before.

"How long have you known?" He asked, leaning forward.

"Since Highschool i guess ..".

"Since high school? Are you kidding me?" Your mom shouted angrily and Mina could feel you flinch under her hand.

"Why are you telling us this now?"

"Maybe because your most asked question to me was whether I have a boyfriend or when I will finally get one ..?" You croaked.

"Because we thought you were straight .." your mom yelled back. "If we had known that you were into women, we would never have asked such a thing .."

"I thought you'd be disappointed or something."

"Disappointed? Oh damn Y / N ..", your mother shook her head in disbelief and looked at you sadly.

"Can you say something too, Dad?" You asked after two minutes of more silence as you looked away from your mother to look at your father, who was staring at you thoughtfully.

"I uh ... so when you have a daughter, as a father, you imagine all the things your child has in store for you ..." your dad began.

"That includes the person your daughter wants to grow old with at some point and I just imagined that this person was a man and now it's a woman .. And now I need a few seconds to turn this man into one woman .. if you understand.."

"Okay ..." you replied quietly.

"You know, at the same time I wonder if I have said anything homophobic in all the years of your childhood that could have scared you .." he continued and you nodded slowly.

"Who knows it?" Your mother suddenly asked.

"Uhm .. some friends and aunt Phoebe .."

"Aunt Phoebe?" Your mother frowned when you mentioned your aunt.

You shrugged your shoulders.

"She noticed that Mina only comes to the flower shop when I'm there and then wanted to know why .."

"My sister knows that my daughter is a lesbian and I don't know?" Your mother called, sounding reproachful.

"I was afraid that you would be angry or something .." you defended yourself.

"Y / N you're still our damn daughter .." your mother mumbled and swore again.

"No Y / N, you are our daughter .." your dad interfered.

"There is no place for a 'still' because you are simply our daughter and your sexuality could never change that .. Who you love is your business and you do not need our permission .."

You stared at him and felt tears welling up in your eyes.

"You have no idea how happy I am to hear that .." you muttered before getting up and walking over to your dad to give him a hug.

"Thank you so much .." you whispered against the fabric of his shirt.

Suddenly you felt your mom, who had also got up, put a hand on your shoulder and pulled you from your dad's arms into hers.

And while you all played happy family, Mina was still sitting a little lost at the dining table and watching the situation in front of her. It all happened faster than expected.

In her eyes, your father had taken it a little better than your mom, who seemed a little disappointed because you had only told them now.

"I should go to the bathroom to fix my make-up ..." you mumbled and smiled sheepishly as you withdrew from your mom's arms.

Your mother just nodded before you turned around to jump out of the room, leaving Mina alone with your parents.

"So you're a lesbian too .." said your mother, mumbling as your parents sat down again.

"I am.", Mina replied curtly and pressed her lips together.

"And is that serious between you?"

"It is."

"This is probably the moment when I should threaten to kill you if you break her heart .." joked your father.

"I'll propose to her," Mina said firmly.

"So it's really serious ..", your mother's eyes widened at Mina's words.

"It is .." repeated she.

"Well, we would be happy if you would invite us to your wedding..", your dad interjected and Mina decided at that moment that she liked your parents.

A few seconds later you were standing in the doorway and had your radiant smile back on.

"I think we should go now, Mina .." you said and Mina hummed in agreement.

"That's a good idea.."

As soon as you were outside, after hugging your parents for a long time, you jumped into the arms of your girlfriend to kiss every inch of her face.

"Jesus Y / N ..", Mina muttered, who stumbled a few steps back from your sudden attack.

"I'm such an idiot ..", you laughed. "I've been worrying for free all these years and now they have reacted so well to it ... I should have done that much earlier .."

Mina smiled as she pressed a quick kiss on your forehead.

"I'm proud of you, princess .."

"So and now ..", you shouted cockily and pulled her hand to your car.

"Now I want to get to know your mother .."

"No way..You don’t want to meet that witch ..".

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"Come on, Y / N .. you promised me .." Mina pleaded.

"But it's really cold up there and besides, I'm tired .." you replied.

It was New Year's Eve and the two of you had decided to spend the evening at your apartment and then climb onto the roof around midnight to watch the fireworks. To your surprise, it was Mina who suggested going to you, although she usually doesn't like visiting your "horror apartment".

"If you put on your winter jacket you won't be cold and besides, I'm there ..", Mina tried further.

"You know, I think the idea of you as a human heater is really cute, but we could just drive to you ..".

"That wouldn't be the same."

You sighed.

"Okay ..", you mumbled and had your friend give you your coat.

Surprisingly, you found out that you were the only ones on the roof. At least you couldn't see any of your neighbors when you went over the roof to your self-made bed.

It was currently 11:37 pm and until the fireworks started at midnight you had enough time to watch the beautiful starry sky, as you always did when you were with her.

Your head was on her shoulder as always while she had an arm around you as always and was playing with your hair.

"I actually wanted to talk to you .." you mumbled after a few minutes.

"Is everything okay?", Mina asked and looked down at you worriedly.

You nodded quickly.

"Yeah .. it's just uhm, you know I love the flower shop, but I don't think that's what I want to do for the rest of my life ..".

"No?"

"No ..", you said. "That's why I'll catch up on my school leaving certificate and then probably study something ..".

"Thats great, princess .." Mina smiled gently at you.

"And what do you want to study?"

"History .. I guess and then I'd like to work as a professor .. At schools or colleges .." you mumbled.

"Professor sounds hot," said Mina and you had to laugh.

"The good thing is that when I study I can still live with you."

"Yes?"

"Yep .." you nodded. "We have a college in town, in case you forgot .. and if they take me, I don't have to move to campus ..".

"That would be great ..", Mina muttered and glanced at her watch.

11:52

"In 10 minutes it will be ready ..".

"Ouhh, we should stand by the railing .." you said before you jumped up and stretched your arm to help Mina up.

"Well ..", you began as you clung to the railing of the roof and leaned forward a little so that Mina was afraid you would fall off the roof at any moment.

"Josh lives back there ..", you explained and pointed with an outstretched finger at another tower block. "He is the brother of a friend of mine. He makes a lot of fireworks with his friends every year. Then my neighbors, the Andrews, who are not there today for whatever reason, always let a lot of fireworks rise from our roof, even though it is actually is forbidden .. And then there are all the people on the street who bring their fireworks .. ".

You stared at a group of people who were standing on the corner of the street in front of the bakery and were already setting off fireworks

"It occurred to me, I think Josh broke his leg and can't even go on the roof .." you mumbled with a frown and Mina hummed in agreement, not even listening to you.

As your eyes wandered over the city, hers glued to you and looked at you lovingly. She looked at her watch one more time (11:55) and took a short breath before reaching into the pocket of her coat to feel the velvet-covered can with her fingers.

You didn't even notice it when you were still happy watching other people's fireworks

"Okay, Y / N .. I'm not good at this, but I'll try my best, okay?" Mina said suddenly and you looked at her confused.

"What do you mean?"

"We've been together for almost a year and I have no regrets, except for one small thing .."

"Oh yeah?" You frowned as she continued.

"About a year ago you asked me in the evening, if I believed in love at first sight and I told you, that I generally don't believe in love and that was actually a lie. So it was true somewhere, I didn't believe in love until the moment I walked into your little flower shop and saw you cut your finger because of your lack of concentration.

You know how much I hate people, but with you it's different..I can't hate you and I never could hate you and I hope that you understand that between all the 'hate' I try to explain to you how much I love you .. because I do and I have no idea what I would do without you, I would probably just be a bitter old woman .. ", she finished and grinned when she saw you roll your eyes.

"I hope you're not mad at me, because I can't get down on my knees because of my handicap .." she mumbled and took out the small velvet box to hold it towards you.

"But do you want to marry me?"

You stared at her in shock.

"Shit, that wasn't a joke?"

"Does that mean no?", Mina frowned.

"God no! I'm just- Oh damn, Mina, of course I want to marry you ..", you grabbed her face between your hands and pulled her close to kiss her tightly.

"This is going to be great .." your eyes lit up as you pulled back.

"I already have so many ideas for the wedding, I'll take your name and all that .. Y / N Venable sounds amazing, change my mind.. and then I'll move in to your house and then I can catch up with school and maybe one day we'll adopt a lot of children from poor countries..".

"Slowly, Y / N ..", Mina laughed and took your hand to slide the ring onto your finger.

"We still have enough time to plan, let's celebrate New Year's Eve now, please..”

"God, it is beautiful .." you muttered, staring at the silver ring on your finger. Mina smiled as she leaned over to press her lips against your forehead.

"Happy new year, princess .."

"Happy new year, my dear future-wife.."

#wilhemina venable x reader #sarah paulson x reader #wilhemina venable imagine #american horror story #purple roses

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biorust-art · 4 years ago

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You know that Echo is supposed to look malnourished and sickly because of what the Separatist did to him, yea? Making him look healthy misses the point. As for Omega she's blonde as a reference to Arla Fett.

I have answered this many times in the post and MANY poc in the fandom have explained why this isnt cool, listen to them.

tw poc death, trauma, abuse etc

I understand that the creators wanted Echo to, well, look like a corpse after the traumatizing things hes been through. But, 1) corpses belonging to poc dont suddenly loose their melanin and become paper white. they are discolored but not white.

2) Making a major POC character look like a corpse in general is not good-- there are other ways of depicting trauma that TCW and TBB have not done a great job at so theyre really just leaning in on the look and not the behavior for Echo. You want an emphasis on how horrible the sepritist treated him? have Echo SHOW that he’s been traumatized. No quips, have him need physical therapy, show him struggle with his prostetic limbs There are so many ways to show PTSD and trauma etc that is completly outside how the character physically looks.

3) HE IS NOT A CORPSE. He is still alive! he is breathing and recovering and fit enough to fight! He can have is coloration back as he heals! I refuse to belive that the others wouldnt help him through the healing process and you know what its Star Wars so I say its possible for him to regain his full melanin potential.

I did debate how I should color him-- it may change depending on how I draw him in the future-- I debated on making him more sallow, more gaunt and with strange discoloration (not pale but gray, blue, more bruising coloration etc), but ultimately I decided that I was tired of seeing characters of color be treated poorly. This was just supposed to be a quick edit but look at this.

Look at his eyes, the discoloration and the puffyness -- i tried to focus my efforts there and also add some discoloration to the cheeks and lips (tho i admit its a bit harder to see) Point is. He doesnt look fully healed but it looks like he’s recovered some. and thats what i wanted to depict.

About Omega being blonde. Frankly i do not care about Arla Fett. I have never heard of her and I imagine I’m not the only one. Point is the creative team made a character of color light skinned, blonde and straight haired. This trifecta paired with Star wars’ history of racism etc is too much. Omega would have meant more to the audience if she was dark skinned with curly brown/black hair (or even straight bc I belive the VA has straight black hair) simply because we dont see it as much as we should.

Think about what I’ve said and keep in mind that if we allow creative teams and companies to get away with racist/ whitewashed/ poor depictions of characters of color then they will assume that it is alright and never fix their mistakes for the future. These depictions are NOT okay and its about fucking time that we see steady and GOOD representation for POC. This up and down is fucking ridiculous and IM tired of it.

#response #star wars #the bad batch #TBB #clone trooper echo #read it and weep bois #racism

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antikristvs · 7 years ago

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Rules: Answer these 85 statements about yourself, then tag 20 people. (tagged by @scorpion-flower :) )

last;

1. drink - Black coffee 2. phone call - Mom 3. text message - Mom 4. song you listened to - Majesty by Ghost 5. time you cried - Yesterday 6. dated someone twice? - No 7. kissed someone and regretted it - No 8. been cheated on - Not that I know 9. lost someone special - Yes 10. been depressed - I am depressed 11. gotten drunk and thrown up - Nope.

fave colours;

12. Black 13. Dark red 14. Dark green

in the last year have you…

15. made new friends - Yes 16. fallen out of love - Yes, I think so 17. laughed until you cried - Yes 18. found out someone was talking about you - Probably 19. met someone who changed you - Yes 20. found out who your friends are - I think so 21. kissed someone on your facebook friends list - No

general;

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl - I can not tell, but many 23. do you have any pets - Yes, a cat 24. do you want to change your name - Yes, and I will 25. what did you do for your last birthday - I can’t really remember... probably just watched movies. My friend took me to a bar a few days after though. 26. what time did you wake up today - 11.00 AM or so 27. what were you doing at midnight last night - Watching The Exorcist TV 28. what is something you cant wait for - Getting my first tattoo 30. what are you listening to right now - Nothing, I am watching Bones 31. have you ever talked to a person named tom - No 32. something thats getting on your nerves - Dirty dishes... one of many things 33. most visited website - Tumblr, Youtube, Horror Amino, Instagram, Snapchat... 34. hair colour - Dark brown, often dyed black 35. long or short hair - Long 36. do you have a crush on someone - Not really now that I am in love... well, Adam Darski. Mayhaps, a little. 37. what do you like about yourself - My taste in aesthetics and music 38. want any piercings? - Yes, planning on getting a septum soon 39. blood type - That’s none of this site’s business 40. nicknames - Dead, Chaos, Mist... 41. relationship status - Taken 42. zodiac - Virgo 43. pronouns - She/her

44. fave tv shows - The Exorcist TV, Vikings, Game of Thrones, Metalocalypse, Bones, Criminal Minds, Sleepy Hollow...

45. tattoos - Not yet 46. right or left handed - Right handed 47. ever had surgery - Yes 48. piercings - On my ears 49. sport - Not my thing 50. vacation - Norway 51. trainers - Black Converse if it’s about shoes

more general;

52. eating - Crackers 53. drinking - Tea, coffee, cola, beer and some rougher alcoholic beverages 54. im about to watch - Another episode of Bones 55. waiting for - Graduating school at-fucking-last... A year and a half left... too fucking long 56. want - Inspiration 57. get married - Maybe... 58. career - An author and a forensics pathologist

which is better;

59. hugs or kisses - Both 60. lips or eyes - Both 61. shorter or taller - Taller 62. older or younger - Older 63. nice arms or stomach - Depends 64. hookup or relationship - Relationship 65. troublemaker or hesitant - Something in between

have you ever;

66. kissed a stranger - No 67. drank hard liquor - Yes 68. lost glasses - No, but I have broken them 69. turned someone down - Yeah 70. sex on first date - No 71. broken someones heart - Yeah 72. had your heart broken - I am not certain if I have one anymore 73. been arrested - Not yet?... 74. cried when someone died - Yes 75. fallen for a friend - Yes

do you believe in;

76. yourself - Mayhaps

77. miracles - Sometimes

78. love at first sight - At times 79. santa claus - No 80. kiss on a first date - Yes 81. angels - Yes, but not as most people perceive them

other;

82. best friend’s name - Luis 83. eye colour - Gray 84. fave movie - Sinister 85. fave actor - I am not sure

Tagging: @bronze-and-navy-is-creating-1 , @your-dark-magic-man-mysterio , @your-ghoul , @imhungryn0w , @candied-corpse , @nightmaretoremember94 , @wifeofbughuul , @samthesinchester , @riddare-av-sorg , @exhaling-blood , @cthulhu-is-metal , @holding-onto-the-world , @ghuleh1996 , @razor-wire-condom , @xeravia , @kawaiichurchburner , @compendium-of-chaos , @transilvanian-hvnger , @pagesofangels , @flapjacku

#tag game #dead's autobiography

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disappearanceofjk · 7 years ago

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EVENT: FINAL DAY

warnings for: blood, body horror, light descriptions of gore, violence, suicide, death, guns, weapons, and organs. read with caution! im me if you can’t read this and need an overview

Even if you weren’t planning to go to the event, you end up near the entrance of the forest anyways. Much like a magnet, it seemed to pull you in, and you couldn’t help but to join the group of people that were willing to go. Your eyes rake over children, adults, teenagers, those willing and unwilling.

The first thing you notice is that Rhys isn’t here.

The tall stature of the man was usually the first thing you’d see. Normally, you’d see him at the front, leading everyone, but in his place instead is Mickey. He looks nervous, but determined, a hand messing with his gun. With the way the sunlight’s hitting him, you can swear there’s a hint of electric blue in his eyes, but it’s not there when you blink and look again, so you chalk it up to your own anxiety.

“Rhys couldn’t make it,” he looks almost...bitter, which is expected, considering he’s been leading this the entire time. “I’m here instead! So...” He smiles, a comforting one, before he gives a small pep talk. He gestures to the pile of firearms and other weapons on the ground, and many people shuffle towards it - Richie, Mendel, Jake...One part of the group gets used to the weapon in their hand, tapping it against the other hand, while the other part of the group seems to take a step back. Regardless, once everyone settles, Mickey gives another - hopefully - comforting smile and heads into the woods, the group following him.

The sunlight shines through trees, and birds chirp, flying away when they see the group approach. It’s daytime, so it’s rare any other monsters will attack. Mickey walks, curving around trees, confidently picking one path when there’s a fork in the road -- he knows the forest like it’s the back of his hand.

There’s a couple more minutes of walking, and after what seems like forever, he stops. He readjusts the gun in his hand, and shouts, “COME OUT, CROWN MONSTER!” There’s a pause, and the tell-tale mechanical whirring gets closer. It walks hesitantly, but seems to brighten when it sees the group of people. It walks closer, but its steps are halted by a quick shot to its torso. The creature lets out a screech, drops to his knees. Is Mickey crying? Why is he crying?

He manages to wipe away his tears, aiming another shot at the monster while it’s still down. Bullet pierces through metal, and blood gushes out of the wound. It’s...all too human, too realistic, too... Whatever it is, Mickey shouts over the gunfire - “Just keep shooting!”

The sounds of firing are accompanied by a couple reaching over to attack the creature with more melee weapons. It screeches, cries out, reaches a hand out towards someone, anyone that could please possibly help ---

With one last high pitched scream, one that would cause Mickey and others to hold onto their heads, it falls. Blood pools around it, staining sneakers and, almost disbelievingly, the boy stares. He breathes hard, wiping away more tears and gulping as he puts his gun back into his holster. He turns to Rich, gestures to the...can you even call it a corpse?... before turning around, shielding the eyes of children as Rich steps forwards.

Hands reach to prod the top of the body. Just like it appears to be, the crown is indeed made up of real bone and flesh. Carefully, Rich manages to tear it away. Just as Mickey said, the metal casing is simply that - a metal casing, protecting flesh and steel organs. There’s a hole where the crown would usually sit, and Rich digs around. It’s a metal brain, not as detailed nor squishy as a human brain would be, but it’s there. It sparks, but there’s nothing else to it. No SQUIP. The top of the brain is labeled with neat, blocky writing - K-PREY. There’s a pause, as Rich holds the brain, and the familiar buzz and noise of a text message rings. As people reach to get their phones, two messages appear from a familiar number. Two messages appear from Rhys.

[TEXT]: Congratulations.

[TEXT]: You found Jared Kleinman.

There’s a shriek, and you turn to Mickey. He was never holding his phone in the first place, but his fingernails dig into his palms. He’s hyperventilating, words barely being able to be made out. “I killed my best friend - oh my god, I killed my best friend --.” He steps away from the group, away from the monster, tears flowing down his face. His eyes are the warm brown you know now, no flicker of electric blue -- how’d you manage to miss the fact that they were a colder, more desaturated brown earlier? He gasps for air, bloody hand fumbling for the gun in his holster ( he has to do this, he has to do this, HE CAN’T LIVE WITH HIS REGRETS! ) . The gun clicks, he holds the barrel to his head, and shoots.

He misses.

He doesn’t hit the part of his head he needs to. Mickey screeches, one similar to his now dead best friend he just killed. Blood pools out -- it’s sickening, it’s disbelievingly human and he sobs. He doesn’t stop gasping for air, and the gun slips from his hand. “I’m sorry, Jared, I’m sorry - , “

You don’t get to see him bleed out to death.

Instead, the phone in your hand begins to burn, and you feel the unfamiliar sensation of being electrocuted.

The last thing you see before you pass out is Mickey gasping and screaming.

EVENT #3 CLEARED !!

CLUES FOUND:

- You killed the Crown Monster - aka Jared.

NOTES:

- The only people who don’t pass out are Arden, Laura, Rich, and Sev.

- An explanation for everything that just happened, as well as what happens to everyone will be written in Aftermath 1 and 2.

#v; disappearance of jared s. kleinman #story event #event 3 #HOOG #also just as a reminder this isn't the end ! this is just the turning point / climax BUT H O O G #I'VE BEEN PLANNING THIS 4 SO LONG #i'm gonna post aftermath 1 n 2 today after i write them so dw if ur a lil confused bskghjtg

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kaleakitty · 7 years ago

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Just Current Stuff

(1) Do You Sleep With Your Closet Doors Open Or Closed?

Open, because cats.

(2) Do You Have Freckles?

yes

(3) Can You Whistle?

yes

(4) Last Song You Listened To.

Graveclothes - Birdtalker

(5) What Is Your Favourite Colour?

All Blues

(6) Relationship Status.

In a committed relationship

(7) What Is The Temperature Right Now?

44 outside 76 inside.

(8) Did You Wake Up Cranky?

No, but I didnʻt want to get out of bed.

(9) How Many Followers?

Donʻt know

(10) Zodiac Sign.

Virgo

(11) What Is Your Eye Colour?

Light Brown

(12) Take A Vitamin Daily?

Yeah

(13) Do You Sing In The Shower?

Sometimes

(14) What Books Are You Reading?

Re-reading Laughing Corpse by Laurell K. Hamilton, and Shadow and Bone by Leigh Bardugo.

(15) Grab The Book Nearest To You, Turn To Page 64, Give Me Line 14.

Randa was a tall man, taller even that his son, ...

(16) Favourite Anime?

The Ancient Magnusʻ Bride, is my current top, but I have many others as well.

(17) Last Person You Cried In Front Of?

My Boyfriend

(18) Do You Collect Anything?

Memories, and bit of feathers or stones from when I travel.

(19) What Did You Have For Lunch?

A salad, and a cup noodle

(20) Do You Dance In The Car?

Yeah

(21) Favourite Animal?

CATS

(22) Do You Watch The Olympics?

I dont have cable

(23) What Time Do You Usually Go To Bed?

Midnight, sometimes later

(24) Are You Wearing Makeup Right Now?

Yeah I worked today

(25) Do You Prefer To Swim In A Pool Or The Ocean?

Both, I love swimming

(26) Favourite Tumblr Blog?

All the blogs lol

(27) Bottled Water Or Tap Water?

Bottled if the tap is nasty

(28) What Makes You Happy?

Little things

(29) Post A Gif Of What You’re Currently Feeling Right Now.

(30) Do You Study Better With Or Without Music?

Without

(31) Dogs Or Cats?

Cats, but I do like dogs too, but cats are my main bitches ;p

(32) If You Were A Crayon What Colour Would You Be?

Sky Blue w/ Glitzy Gold

(33) PlayStation Or Xbox.

Playstation

(34) Would You Swim In The Lake Or Ocean?

Both, unless theres something creepy about it.

(35) Do You Believe In Magic?

yes

(36) What Colour Shirt Are You Wearing?

white

(37) Can You Curl Your Tongue?

into a circle

(38) Do You Save Money Or Spend It?

I unfortunately spend it :(

(39) Is There Anything Pink Within 10 Feet Of You?

The Embroidery thread on my sweater.

(40) Do You Have Any Obsessions Right Now?

Not currently

(41) Have You Ever Caught A Butterfly?

Yeah

(42) Are You Easily Influenced By Other People?

sometimes, but not usually

(43) Do You Have Strange Dreams?

Sometimes

(44) Do You Like Going On Airplanes?

Yes, except I almost always get sick

(45) Name One Movie That Made You Cry.

What dreams may come.

(46) Peanuts Or Sunflower Seeds?

Um dont really have a preferance.

(47) If I Handed You A Concert Ticket Right Now, Who Would You Want The Performer To Be?

Hozier

(48) Are You A Picky Eater?

Nope

(49) Are You A Heavy Sleeper?

Depends

(50) Do You Fear Thunder / Lightning?

Nope, love it!

(51) Do You Like To Read / Write?

I love Reading, not much of a writter

(52) Do You Like Your Music Loud?

If im cleaning, or working on a project, but with headphones no.

(53) Would You Rather Carve Pumpkins Or Wrap Presents?

Carve Pumpkins

(54) Put Your Music On Shuffle, What Is The First Song That Came Up?

The Planets Between Us - Snow Patrol

(55) What Season Are You In Right Now? (Weather)

Winter

(56) What Are You Craving Right Now?

Tonkatsu

(57) Post A Screenshot Of Your Tumblr Feed.

Dont know how

(58) What Is Your Gender?

Female

(59) Coffee Or Tea?

Both, but Ive been having a lot more tea lately

(60) Do You Have Any Homework Right Now? If So, What Is It About?

Nope Im out of school for a while now.

(61) What Is Your Sexuality?

(62) Do You Make Your Bed In The Morning?

Sometimes, if my boyfriends not still sleeping in it lol

(63) Favourite Pokemon?

Shaymin, cause it looks like a hedgehog plant lol

(64) Favourite Social Media?

Instagram

(65) What’s Your Opinion On Instagram Stories?

They can be fun

(66) Do You Get Homesick?

Yeah

(67) Are You A Virgin?

NOPE

(68) What Shampoo And Conditioner Are You Using Right Now?

Something with bamboo thats smells like jasmine, and another one thats deep conditioning.

(69) If You Were Far From Home And Needed To Sleep For The Night, Would You Choose To Rent A Crappy Motel Room For $60 Or Sleep In Your Car For Free?

Depends on how crappy the hotel is, probably sleep in my car if its like bed bugs lol

(70) Are Both Of Your Blood Parents Still In Your Life?

Yes, and they are still married :3

(71) Whats The Next Movie You Want To See In Theaters?

Black Panther

(72) Do You Miss Your Ex?

Gods no

(73) What Is Your Favourite Quote Right Now?

My current situation is not my final destination.

(74) What Eye Colour Do You Find Sexiest?

Mixed colours

(75) Did You Like Swinging As A Child? Do You Still Get Excited When You See A Swing Set?

Yeah, but I worry my butts too big lol

(76) What Was The Last Thing You Ate?

Lunch.

(77) What Games Do You Have On Your Phone?

Simons Cat

(78) Would You Give A Homeless Person CPR If They Were Dying? Why Or Why Not?

Yes, cause they are dying.

(79) Been On The Computer For 5 Hours Straight?

Not today, but yesterday pretty much

(80) Stalked Someone On A Social Network?

Havent we all?

(81) Do You Like Meeting New People?

Yes!

(82) Do You Wear Rings? If You Do, Take A Picture Of Them.

Yes, cant take a picture at the moment, left index finger has 4 silver stack rings, right ring finger has a silver ring with “love” engraved in it and a little gold heart.

(83) Do You Sleep With Your Bedroom Door Open Or Closed?

Didnt we do this already

(84) What Are Three Things You Did Today?

Work, talk to people, talk to the cats

(85) What Do You Wear To Bed?

A tank top and undies, socks if itʻs cold.

(86) List All Of Your Different Beauty Products You Have Right Now.

We could be here all day

(87) Are You A Day Or Night Person?

Night

(88) List All Of Your Video Games On Your Phone, Console Etc.

We could be here all day

(89) Tell Me About A Dream That You Had And When It Happened.

I dreamed that I was in a movie theater and there was like this Walking Dead type movie playing, only it had Wolverine in it. All the people got to this refuge, but all the zombies where coming and they were trapped. So Wolverine goes out to defend all the people and all the zombies are x-men. Then the movie ended and I woke up. He didnt even fight the x-men, it just ended.

(90) Favourite Soda Drink?

Donʻt really like soda, but I like LaCroix

(91) What Sounds Are Your Favourite?

Meows, Rain, The lack of sound when it snows.

(92) Do You Wear Jeans Or Sweats More?

Both

(93) How Do You Look Right Now?

Tired, but pretty good.

(94) Name Something That Relaxes You.

Books, Tea, Cats, Hot Baths, Cuddles

(95) What Tattoo Do You Want?

A Paw print for all my past and future kitties.

(96) Favourite YouTuber?

Simon and Martina

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gachabox-remade · 7 years ago

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underrated things in ghost quartet

where’s my ghost in the mirror?

the harmonies on “i’ve got a thousand one stories”

“it was a real camera? not a phone?” “not a phone, i do NOT like phones”

“oh yeah, i’ve been there once! they have that cool library!” “thats…. seattle”

“this store has been in my family for four generations” “WOW”

“oh… that’s my name!”

brent playing the spooky cello

“with a lily for a stamp”

“i am a ghost in the eyes of my god.”

the other three joining super quietly in on “light myself on fire”

gelsey’s background vocals in the second verse of starchild

EVEN SPOOKIER CELLO

and the photographer doesn’t help

“and the game is on my phone, in the game i’m a soldier, in the game there’s a bear, in the game the bear roars”

subway being sung in round

the instrumental in usher pt. 2 is so cool guys

“on a cold dark and soundless day…”

“little girl, little girl, where’s my little girl? where’s my starchild?”

the little “ooooh” at the end of usher pt 1

soldier & rose

seriously

gelsey bell what the fuck

GELSEY BELL WHAT THE FUCK

“i felt a little shock, and all the stars and moons and skies and birds and trees and sharks and seas and even i began to cry and tremble”

“would you believe me? do you believe in love?” “i am a soldier, i don’t believe in anything”

the piano scale at the end of soldier & rose (it fades into any kind of dead person in the cast recording but not the live recording)

the way dave says “if you could be a bird……”

like, not to say im in love with dave malloy

but i’m in love with dave malloy

the shakers in any kind of dead person

“THERE it is! oh, that’s the worst one!”

“now giving us a little thelonious monk, i believe”

the drums in the astronomer

“i sing looooud!”

“no, i don’t practice enough!”

“i’m afraid i just haven’t got the time!”

(practice) (practice)

“ROXIE, ROXIE CAN YOU COME IN HERE A MINUTE?” “idon’twanna!”

“if this is just about rose, can i go?” “we could really use your support here, kiddo”

“seven, huh? that’s pretty old, thanks honey!”

“not that any of us have ever seen her, so uh”

edgar getting pissed at roxie for telling lady usher to get over herself

“but you’re gonna be dead in like, thirty years”

“WHY DON’T YOU JUST HAVE ANOTHER FUCKING DRINK AND SHUT THE FUCK UP”

four friends just gives off so many happy vibes i love it

“uh, there’s ice down here too”

the piano directly before dave’s verse

“oh, lagavulin” “WHOO”

“pretty girl’s knee” “pretty boy’s knee!”

fathers and sons is a BANGER

“and if anyone pushes me, i’m gonna push them back!”

the note at the end of fathers and sons

spooky cello pt. 3

the song roxie’s mother and brother sang at her deathbed, like im sure they were trying to soothe her but it was fucking terrifying

“the driver can’t stop, the ghost is here, the driver can’t stop, the ghost is here, the driver can’t stop, driver can’t stop, the ghost is here, driver can’t stop”

“where is my sister?” “you don’t… have a sister”

“the suspiciously lingering smile upon the lip, so terrible in death”

“oh, roxie, why did you have to die? i forgive you. oh roxie, oh roxie, oh rose…”

“I SHALL PRESERVE HER CORPSE, A FORTNIGHT IN THE VAULT UNDERNEATH OUR BEDROOM”

i think the instrumental for the telescope is fucking awesome

(very quietly) “three, four”

the weird dissonant cello chord after the first chorus

“that’s good, that’s real good”

“never take the stars away from me.”

“excuse me!” “can i help you?” “i hope so! are you… ancient?” “that’s not polite, child” “sorry, i uh…. you know… what i mean”

“you remind me of my sister” “no, i’m not from around here”

“she’s been dead a long time, what do you need?”

tango dancer is a wonderful song. all of it

the little tune that plays when scheherazade shows rose how she would dance with her younger self

“staring at my phone.”

“were they outside? in a park?” “yes! they were outside, in a park!”

“you tell such wonderful stories, scheherazade.” “thank you, dunyazad. I SURE HOPE THE SHAH THINKS SO!”

scheherazade’s monk monologue

“do you remember anything else?” “no… not yet. i’m getting there.”

the darkness during lights out

“little moons, little candles”

“it’s better when you tell it, mom. did your mom ever tell you stories?” “my mom wasn’t very nice.” “oh…. i’m sorry, mom.”

“a photograph of something inappropriate, or rather, a photograph at an inappropriate time, or rather, a photograph instead of being a hero.”

GELSEY BELL

“and buying used books full of marginalia”

“THREE, FOUR!”

the piano in the beginning of bad men

“how will you grieve for me, oh shah?” is no doubt the hottest sentence on earth

“a wasted sack of a man, an empty brown paper bag, soggy and gross”

“come look at the stars, dear… pearl”

“WHY DON’T YOU JUST GO FUCK ALL YOUR FUCKING BOOKS”

“now go away, little girl.” “i hate… you”

“i gasped and struggled and bolted upright in my bed, the terrible wind, the song of the dead! the storm, the storm! my wife rapped at the door…”

“there’s blood upon my robes!”

“and the pusher couldn’t help himself!”

gelsey’s high note when she falls onto the tracks????

“we have put her living in! the! tomb!!!”

the quiet start to prayer

“FOR NOT REMEMBERING”

“i am not a hero, i am not a movie star, i am not a monk… i know……”

“remember when we used to go up to your treehouse? and look at the stars through your telescope?” “i actually don’t think that’s happened yet.”

“or maybe there just isnt heaven. actually that seems pretty likely”

“do you ever think about kids?” “um… uh, i don’t know. i mean, i guess in the abstract?”

#there would be fucking more but i ran out of text blocks #be quiet jeremy #gq #sorry this post is so long im autism #long post /

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barkphomet · 7 years ago

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20 questions

@roachblog hey FUCK YOU im drunk and wanna talk ab myself i wanna be tagged

1) name: carter <3

2) nickname: ngl i dont rlly wanna go into nicknames bc i have extremely cute ones that i love w good memories attached but ive been stalked by people who know me by them lol

jackal tho and i wanna keep this one

3) height: 5′3

4) orientation: im pan!! i might be ace bc i fucking hate touching people, i have trauma attached to it also autism i guess. but also im touch starved. so idk. pan ace? i dont care tbh, it’s not relevant to anyone and no one’s fucking business

5) nationality: american. i have slavic immigration stuff going on w my family but i rebelled hard against it all as a kid and kinda regret it now bc i dont know ab my own fucking culture

6) fav fruit: pomegranate

7) fav season: does anyone not answer autumn it’s so basic

8) fav flower: ive been fond of sunflowers recently!!! bc they remind me of someone who makes me happy so they make me happy too. but i like dandelions a lot

9) fav scent: ive developed a liking for the smell of specific cigarettes very recently since i started smoking them, and i like smelling coffee and whiskey, and i smell like all three right now and it’s... nice. really nice. i sniffed my hand and it smells like coffee and cigarettes and fire whiskey and id kiss me if i could

this is edgy but blood lol. i like the smell of opening something fresh when doing taxidermy stuff and the blood is a very specific metallic scent u can taste and clogs your nose for hours and u go to bed just smelling blood

the smell of old books and heating vents together.

rain on pavement, specifically very very gross dirty city streets full of oil and pollution. an old gf of mine always talked ab the smell as something that inspired her, then after she died i’d sit outside in the rain to smell it too and feel close to her and write stories ab our ocs.

sandalwood. it reminds me of all the fucking time spent being kemetic and Happy with it, and Happy with yinepu

gasoline. lemongrass. chlorine. generic incense smell. any fires.

10) fav color: dull gross swampy green. purple and orange, but only Very Specific shades. light pretty lavender and seafoam. black and white, together, aesthetically. bright gold like molten metal vomit spewing from the eyes of gods. greys and coffee browns that u find in old corpses. oil colors.

11) fav animal: jackals 88V

12) coffee, tea, or hot chocolate: im a tea snob but coffee is very... close...

13) avg hours of sleep: i either Dont Sleep For Days or i do nothing but sleep for much too long

14) dog or cat: dogs you ignorant fuck

15) fav fictional character: look. this changes based on current interests/fandom. someone edgy. my dog was almost named micolash. i used to have a def favorite but I Hate him now lol

16) number of blankets you sleep with: atm 7 but i like As Many As Possible

17) dream trip: paris catacombs. london. back to the city im attached to, without fear. roadtrips where everyone is Unknown and Surreal and you feel like you’re inbetween dreaming and reality. a roadtrip for old bookstores and midnight diners. new england.

18) blog created: idk. i think this one has lasted for a bit but i always avoid my faces and delete.

19) number of followers: only 361 on this account! im glad bc i hate having a lot of followers, and i purged a lot of people when i changed my name recently. my biggest blog had something around 6k, which wasnt a lot but it was still so fuCKING STRESSFUL oh my god

20) random fact: i saw my own bone once!!!! i secretly spent most of my childhood believing i was a Secret Boy bc i didnt know what vaginas looked like and thot I had a penis. i was super sick as a baby and probs should be dead or somethin! i stim 2 audio clips of dogs barking. i used to make dumb music for my ocs until my old pc died and songwriting was a lot of work anyway. uhhhh i have a lot of stories ab how stupid obviously autistic i was as a kid but this isnt a story question

#about

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fluffy-messenger-headcanons · 7 years ago

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(1)Hi! Could I have a matchup? I'm a hetero female, 4'11", with long frizzy/curly black and brown hair and hazel eyes. I'm overall very tiny but embrace it. Music is my life, passion, and soul. Singing and songwriting are not only my greatest skills, but my biggest way of releasing feelings. I'm a very good singer with a first soprano to second alto range, and performing is what I want to spend my life doing. I usually write pop/rock/alternative music but I also like eerie/scary lyrics as well.

(2 is missing? or maybe you just mis-numbered >u

(3) crazy, hilarious, and love to fangirl over Kpop and other various weeb things. My humor is dark and offensive, and I cuss like a sailor. I’m comfortable in my own skin for the most part but sometimes get anxiety about, “What if I’m too weird? I’m so ugly I can’t pull this off. What if I’m being too weak? Why am I so dumb and clumsy?” I am pretty awkward though, not gonna lie. I write for the school newspaper, on the school’s fishing team (fishing and skiing are the only things I do outside).

(4)I think I’ve said all that needs to be said, lol. Other fun facts: I love memes, I’m a hopeless romantic even if I deny it, I’d definitely write songs for my boyfriend, I’m actual trash and I’m not even golden I’m just trash, I work at Dunkin Donuts, and I’m super lazy but hardworking when I want to be. That is all! Thanks in advance and have a wonderful day/night!

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oh my very absolute goodness! Also thank you friend! i am actually having a very wonderful night! where I am right now it is 9:13 PM. All of your guys’s constant support even though im absent very often… thank you so much honestly.

Same. Super same. I was so happy to see Beyond The Scene on the AMA’s :D

My fave KPOP : BTS, MAMAMOO, Ladies Code, and Loona ! just fun facts ^_^

Honestly right away i ship you with Zen!

IMAGINE :

Singing together

doing musicals together

You two would have beautiful harmony pieces together!

he would worship your sweet angelic voice!

He’d admire the way you put your absolute heart and soul into them!

You would do special Halloween shows together! He could be a vampire and you? his corpse bride ;)

He would love how tiny you are! He could easily pick you up and spin you around during dance numbers! and just for hugs!

Dark funny jokes about dying and giant W A S T E D appearing on your forehead.

Early morning kissies before you head off to work!

He would 100% support your journalism and frame every single one of your articles!

#aph-dead-nation #Jumin Han #Jaehee Kang #Zen #Hyun Ryu #707 #Saeyoung Choi #Seven Choi #Luciel Choi #V #Jihyun Kim #mystic messenger #head canons #to fluff or not to fluff that is the question #match-ups

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distortionofrags · 5 years ago

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I rlly like answering these so here are all my answers (sorry to clog ur feed up yo)

1. 5'8"

2. plus size

3. the tops of my feet. im actually super insecure about my body but they're one body part ive never been insecure about. my thighs are nice and squishy too.

4. current - blue, natural- brown

5. both? I'm awkward as hell but im also loud and shit idk. im more of an introvert tho

6. no fucking clue. neither ig

7. tol

8. coffee cousin

9. uh.... i have lots? mostly autism related

10. science memes or the hahaha unless... meme

11. i sing everywhere

12. yeah when i was a kid

13. i was, i used to do drama club n shit

14. no im british

15. yes. i adore it

16. not yet

17. tories.

18. rise of the guardians

19. behind

20. STEVEN UNIVERSE

21. lapis lazuli is my favorite crystal and always has been, and i wanted a gem themed username because im a dork with an obsession with steven universe, and lazurite is a compound in lapis lazuli so its lazuri (extra i) lapis

22. it was 2013 and i was obsessed with Sherlock and Instagram didnt have enough content

23. n/a, i don't have any (i dont do long distance friendship or relationship well because i suck at communicating

24. uh idk

25. no

26. no

27. not in that way, i was caught sh-ing once

28. idk

29. don't rlly know so ima do my future (hopeful) career instead- cutting corpses and finding out how they died

30. hes so cool! super funny, likeable, and fun to be around. he has dark hair which is naturally dark but is also dyed black, and he's like my fav person ever.

31. i cant shave *ahem* downstairs, because it makes me sore and gives me weird zits so i let it alone

32. tired

33. my best friend/family members dying

34. lipstick covered magney by the front bottoms

35. going back to college to study science

36. duh

37. me and my future wife leave our cute home (either a flat or a cottage) and go for coffees, and then go thrifting and then to the farmers market, using reusables all the time. we then go home and cook together, cuddling and kissing as we do so.

38. idk when but i only cry out of anxiety or frustration

39. some stupid post i reblogged lmfao

40. no

41. idk. either my best friend or my friend shauni

42. always?

43. nah

44. depends. im more submissive in nature but in a top kinda way and the idea of being dom is hotter?

45. if you are comfortable and accepting of my issues and quirks

46. same age or older

47. n/a

48. not really? not sure

49. their face

50. like me, be attractive to me, be kind and accepting

51. no

52. sure, but they were only breif

53. NO

54. dont think so

55. i dont like anyone

56. yeah, of course it is!

57. if we were dating then i would break up with her. i have 0 tolerance for cheating. if we weren't and i was just in love with her then i wouldn't really have anything to say. i would just support them being happy

58. if i loved her, sure. im funny enough for us both

59. n/a

60. i embarrass myself 24/7

61. YES

62. sh

63. soft lips, the bodies of girls I'm attracted to, hot kisses

64. bigots

65. baby, honey, princess, sweetness, dear, darling

66. dodie

67. kind girls 😍

68. i find them attractive, they are nice to me, we click well

69. feminine

70. no 😂 im too timid

71. my mum

72. yup

73. n/a

74. idk. i dated a guy and really cared for him so i guess him? i thought i was straight at the time and when i was first wondering if i was a lesbian i was like "but him, so i must be bi". turns out it was just comphet on my then-best-friend

75. to myself. fair skin and sapphire eyes, softness and truth, i dream of you, of me, of i, and we are everything i need.

76. idk

77. a guy went down on me

78. ha, no

79. depends on what needs forgiving

80. soft, petite, dark or coloured hair usually, pretty (but not necessarily classically so), sweet, kind

81. her in mine

82. short

83. hugs

84. twirl her

85. thigh

86. neck

87. god, either. both are.... so soft

88. soft kisses

89. my arms around her waist, hers around my neck

90. very very

91. both

92. yes and no

93. 18, oop. comphets a bitch lmfao

94. existed

95. garnet! so yes!

96. uhhh, "are you sure" over and over, "maybe you'll change your mind", "but vaginas are gross" etc

97. idk

98. (in terms of eros) adoration. attraction. wanting to stay with her forever, commitment, a feeling stronger than anything else.

99. pls ask me things!

99 gay-ish asks

how tall are you?

what is your body type?

what is your favorite part about your body?

is your current hair color your natural hair color?

are you more outgoing or more shy?

are you more femme or butch?

are you tol or smol?

wine mom or vodka aunt?

weird habit?

favorite meme?

do you sing in the shower?

ever used a bow and arrow?

are/were you a theatre kid?

have you ever seen a broadway musical?

do you think musicals are cheesy?

have you ever been a part of a protest or a march?

favorite Cards Against Humanity Card?

last movie you watched?

behind the camera or in front of it?

favorite tv show?

meaning behind your url

reason you joined tumblr

who’s your closest tumblr friend?

what’s something most people love that you hate?

have you ever taken narcotics?

have you had sex?

have you ever gotten caught sneaking out or doing anything bad?

worst/funniest lie you’ve ever told?

describe your passion without mentioning it.

describe your best friend.

give us one thing about you that no one knows.

how do you feel right now?

what is your biggest fear?

what’s a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?

what is the best decision you’ve made in your life so far?

have you ever tried your hardest and then been disappointed in the end?

something you fantasize about.

last time you cried and why

what was the last thing that made you laugh?

do you really, truly miss someone right now?

who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?

the last time you felt broken?

are you starting to realize anything?

are you more dominant or more submissive?

i’ll only date you if _____. (fill in the blank)

do you prefer to date people the same age as you, younger, or older?

describe the person you’re in love with/have a crush on in great detail.

do you have any kinks?

first thing you notice in a person?

how can someone win your heart?

been rejected by a crush?

have you ever had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back?

would you have sex with the last person you text messaged?

is trust a big issue for you?

did you hang out with the person you like recently?

is confidence cute?

what would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy?

would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh?

does the person you have feelings for right now know you do?

ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush?

do you want to get married

worst thing you’ve ever done?

three things that turn you on.

who do you hate?

favorite term of endearment?

who was your celebrity/fictional gay awakening?

intimidating girls or kind girls?

what do you look for in a possible partner?

do you tend to like more masculine, feminine, or androgynous girls?

are you good at flirting?

who was the first person you came out to?

do you have any friends who are wlw?

is your crush wlw?

last person to make you reconsider your sexuality?

write a short love poem to your crush/self?

do you fall in love easily?

is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?

are you good at hiding your feelings?

are you a forgiving person?

what is your “type?”

fall asleep in her arms or rub her back until she falls asleep in yours?

tall girls or short girls?

hugs or kisses?

twirl her around or get twirled?

tummy kisses or thigh kisses?

hairline kisses or neck kisses?

play with her hair or stroke her tummy?

making out or soft kisses?

hugs around the neck or hugs around the waist?

how confident are you in your sexuality?

when you like someone do you blush or get butterflies in your stomach?

have you ever liked a friend as more than a friend? did you tell them?

how old were you when you realized you were into girls?

most embarrassing thing you’ve done in front of a cute girl?

do you have a favorite lesbian ship? is it canon?

what is the most aggravating thing someone has said to you about your sexuality?

when was the last time a girl made your heart flutter?

what is love to you?

ask me anything.

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familyvisionis2020 · 5 years ago

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Day 1 - Asheville (2 of 2)

We got to The Mothlight around 6 and loaded in our gear. The sound guy is kind, learns or names, gives more bass mix in the monitor when the singer asks for it. I see our band name on the big movie broadsheet sized monthlong show poster and feel excited. In Asheville we take a walk and make fun of the murals, I tell the band about the Asheville 11 riots and the vegan restaurant that used to hook us up and memories of the anarchist scene that fees antique on my tongue. Kabir passes the rose water spray and so I take off my glasses and spray my face.

There’s a green room beneath the stage floor with a ping pong table and two dozen Battle Star Galactica VHS tapes and two water bottles with pee and an abandoned rocks glass. I beat Kabir in ping pong, Jeremy beats me, I think about the basketball game I quit last month because I habitually got too competitive and hurt or upset someone every week for weeks. I’m still on the group text for that game but I have it muted but I still read the texts.

We go upstairs and I read the first chapter of The Left Hand of Darkness over the course of an hour on a dusty velveteen mustard colored couch. Labor and Jeremy and John socialize and I’m happy to be left with my book, the sunset comes, the bartender arrives with a fuzzy jacket on, turns down the lights, puts on a playlist, takes plastic wrap off of limes. I’m able to get my friend from Carrboro who’s visiting in on the guest list which is nice. I get to share the kit of the headliner which means nicer than usual gear and mic’ed drums too which sounds so solid and big when I kick. I bring my own breakables though: snare, cymbals, sticks.

I find out there’s a few arcade cabinets in the back, make a b-line to the 1989 Atari Tetris cab. It’s not my favorite Tetris iteration but it’s a good one, joystick and two rotate buttons, kind of a soft high score situation because you can feed the machine quarters and prolong a game indefinitely. The longer the game goes the harder it gets though, and I’m rusty so it’s still a challenge. It’s a joy to play. The ecstasy of order, the familiar grid and cascade; the solid thunk of the joy stick isn’t unlike the satisfying fullness of a mic’ed kick drum. With a dollar I put up a casual second place high score and stop short because the opening band, Yeller, is playing. The lead singer is a femme with a merit colored crushed velvet cape, exaggerated mascara that I would call ‘corpse paint lite,’ dainty lace socks, torn fishnets, middle length brown hair that’s pretty but that has split ends. They remind me of how I looked when I dressed femme in Philly in 2015. I miss the way my girlfriend used to treat me when I dressed like that; I don’t miss the way most other people treated me. I miss feeling superior to boys who dress the way I dress now. I think about whether or not I’m much of a feminist as I was since I have conceded the battleground of the aesthetic, since I won’t show up for that fight anymore. I feel a wisp if fear and I am very comfortable. Earlier Jeremy Sharéd his kimchi with me; he said sometimes he just eats a whole jr in a sitting. Their band is hard to describe, it is rock, there is some bass solos. It does not sound like black metal or power pop or glam rock which are the genres my mind assumed the singer’s outfit signaled. The vocals remind me of folk punk, which in my narrow experience tracks with Asheville. Here are people in the front of the crowd bouncing around to the music and they look like they’re having so much fun and I try to let myself dance how they are, I find myself stiff but not too stiff to bounce a little. My body hasn’t done this movement pattern in a long time. In 2010 I would’ve called these people ‘muppets,’ a derisive epithet used primarily to excoriate such people for their putative positivity, lack of dourness, loud outfits and their bubbly interpersonal comportment, something like crunchy twee. Or is it deportment? I’m unbound by rigor typing with my thumbs in the van on the way to Knoxville. It’s nice to write slower and imperfectly.

The opener mentions us before finishing up which fees nice. We set up, slapdash soundchceck, I set up the breakables, change into shorts, fill up a water bottle, settle in to the cage of hardware, make it to the throne only after nearly falling over the cables slopped over the stage like black spaghetti. Big black electric udon, and is it the amps or the guitars who eat the noodles?

Before I know it Kabir has done his intro banter and my body knows it’s time to start the set, and it’s my responsibility as drummer to count off the first song and luckily we practice plenty and so my body knows just what to do and we’re playing and it’s smooth and tight and I let myself loosen up and I head bang and make faces and bounce all around. I know I don’t need to but I think the crowd likes it and I know the band likes it and as long as I don’t get too carried away and forget where we are in the song then it’s a great way to drum as so fun and exhilarating for me. I’m not so nervous like I was last tour. The set is smooth, over before I know it. I pack up quick and try to be courteous by coming back on the stage to ask Kabir if I can help him break down and I carry his combo off stage and get some water. The set was 20 minutes and my shirt is soaked with sweat, it’s a little gross but I feel proud like I have proof I worked hard for my band and the crowd.

I go back to check out the headliner, Yawpers, mostly to be polite and not at all because I am interested in hearing them play. I catch up with my friend from Carrboro before it gets too loud to talk, he tells me about when he was in his early 20s trying to teach his daughter to potty train and not doing a good job because he didn’t understand, anatomically and ergonomically, how exactly girls peeing worked. I like hearing about the story and when the band cuts the conversation short it feels like a mercy because I don’t have to respond or find a way out of the conversation. I wish that I didn’t treat conversations like a trap. I want to not be scheming for a way out of connecting with people. It’s something I can work on improving. I bounce around to the headliner, they sound like Led Zeppelin I guess, no bass at all, cool effects on the vocals modulated by a hdand-operates effectsbpedal mounted on the mic stand. After ~2.5 songs I slip into the back room where he Tetris cab is, pull up a stool, feed the machine 3 quarters and settle in. I push earplugs in and wipe sweat from my palms onto my jeans. I feel really really happy. I love playing Tetris so much. I forbade it for the most part in the last two years, one of dozens of activities I associate with a less stable past, a throwaway activity in a life where nowadays I believe my time is valuable, where I avoid ‘wasting’ time, which is the only way I used to spend my time. It is silly and pointless to play Tetris and I am the best at, here and now. I’m in the zone, my mind feels sharp, the joystick is responsive, I shake off the rust and I am knocking pieces around and finessing rotations in a groove, in the pocket, rhythmic and precise ad drumming, plus with visual proof. I lose track of time! That never happens lately anymore it seems like. Out of the corner of my eye I see Jeremy has trickled in and is spectating from a respectful distance. I love this, I love showing a small audience my curious pointless skill, I play harder and focus and do well. I get out of tight jams with ease. My play is a silk tightrope, or like watching a diligent curling pushbroom operator and the stone slides just exactly right into place. And I do that over and over and when I see my score surpass the high score I point to the score on the screen and later I find out Jeremy captured this on his phone and that makes me feel special and talented and seen.

I finally die but only after I’ve beaten the old high score by 100,000 points, a solid and respectable showing of ~488,000 over 3 credits and about an hour of play. I’ve gotten more than a million points on this same cabinet at the Quarter Horse in Durham but it took more than Han two hours and closer to $5 in quarters if I remember right. I get off the stool and Kabir is losing his mind in that warm exited way he does over my play, tells me I’m incredible, he kept thinking I would die and I kept not dying. This reminds me of how I felt about myself almost exactly two years ago. I feel happy and healthy and hale and held and whole, Kabir gives me dap and somehow Yawpers has not finished yet. There’s a weirdly long spoken word soliloquy from the frontman about his cocaine habit, ex wife, their divorce, some other stuff. Evidently this band had a write up in Pitchfork describing their sound as ‘an expansive vision of Rock.’ Expansive is the watchword as their set tips the scales at about 75 minutes and mercifully ends. I get to introduce my friend from Carrboro to Kabir and watch them connect which is lovely.

We get our cut of door plus extra plus we sold merch so we leave in the black which to me is a shock bc im used to playing show costing money. Our band is good and people really liked it and danced and came up to us after and gave what get to me like sincere earnest praise.

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light-sins · 7 years ago

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SeptiplierWeek (Day 4)

Characters : Markiplier + Suicidal!Jacksepticeye Prompt : Free day (im assuming it means anything?) Event hosted by : @septiplierweek Chapters : [1] [2] [3] [x] [5] [6]

--- Direct continuation of Day 3 --- Mark didn't know how long he stayed there. He didn't know if it had been hours or not. The only sounds in the house was the agonising silence and the occasional burst of sobs he would land in when he saw the little touches Sean had left in the house. The photos they were in, cute little paper cut outs stuck to the frames. The knitted red orange scarf. The customised dog vests and he could even see the little post it notes filled with reminders that had been forgotten. All of them was Sean. All of them was a part of the person he had neglected. Betrayed. His cries returned, uglier and louder than before. And it was already past midnight when he suddenly realised. He could have called for help ! God, he was such an idiot ! He reached for the phone he had left scattered on the ground, hastily calling Katheryn, Ethan, Tyler, Amy and Singe. Whoever was available. None picked up, and he honestly didn't blame them. It was so late at night but... he had to bite down another sob. He called for help, and expected no one to respond to his pitiful crying but finally, he heard Amy answer. "Hello...?" A sleepy voice called. He could hear the sounds of a television in the background, along with small talk between Singe and Katheryn. "H-having a, a movie night ?" Mark asked meekly, trying to keep his trembling heart off his words, but it seemed Amy could easily tell. "Is something wrong, Mark? Did you get fired ?" She asked with heavy concern. "I don't care about work right now..." it had been all he was worrying about, and now he wished he never did. "...it, it's Sean" he could feel himself breaking again when he dared speak his name. God...where was he...?

"Sean ? What is it ? He didn't do anything right ? Do we need to get him to the hospital ?!" Amy's voice drowned out all other conversation and Katheryn caught on. She switched off the TV and Singe was alert too, watching Amy pace, shifting and swaying lightly out of nervousness. "No, no...yes...maybe, I don't know !" She could hear how upset Mark was. How guilty he sounded. "I, I had an argument with Sean. Not really an argument, more...more like I yelled at him, but, but I didn't mean to !" She heard him hastily add. "And, and now I can't find him... and I've searched everywhere ! I've searched the bridge, and all his Favourite places...I, I...Amy..." she heard his voice go quiet. So deathly quiet as if he was afraid it would be true. "...what if he killed himself...?" "Mark, calm down! We can't jump to conclusions. We'll come on over, and we'll find Sean" She assured with a hard determination and comforting tone. She heard him sniffle from the other line and she smiled for him, though he could never see the affection she gave him. "Together" Several hours later, the small group of friends was foraging through the entire city for their Friend. Marks mind never left that conversation, replaying over and over how hurt Sean was, how he had never noticed him flinch or look away, or shift, sweat and fiddle his thumbs as if he was on a live or die question. He never noticed how fearful he acted around him. It was as if Mark never cared for him. His mind retraced back to the conversation they had some time before they went to see the stars. Forcing him to go see a therapist... who was he to have told him what he needed and what he did not, especially when he clearly couldn't make the right decision ? But he just wanted to focus on Sean right now. He wanted to find him, convince himself that yes, he was alright. That he was safe and would return home... he just wanted him to come home... Now they were at park again. It was one of Seans and Marks most favourite spot. He couldn't count how many hours they spent here lazing under the sun, counting the clouds and shaping their future. But now the mere thought of it made his heart clench with guilt and pain. He hastily wiped the tears away, using the flashlight in his hand to scan the dark surroundings. Trees, bushes, everything. He searched through it all. "Mark !!!" That scream broke the night sky and he turned sharply towards Katheryn's direction. Her voice always sounded like thunder and he was incredibly grateful it did. He started running. "I found Sean !! Hurry !" She yelled, holding the flashlight, her other hand against her chest, hand shaking. She didn't know where to look as her flashlight scanned his body. Green hair, closed eyes, a hand clenched around a knife and blood pouring from one of the scariest wounds she had ever seen. She felt herself choke at the sight. "Sean ! Sean !" Mark burst into view and froze. The flashlight dropped and as did his own heart. "SEAN !!" He screamed, running to his side as the others arrived, equally horrified. The poor man lay curled on the ground, as if he had been attacked. His hair a mess, as was his clothes, and he looked so pale. Barely breathing. There was a scar straight across his neck, but it looked new...like it had happened maybe ten, twenty minutes ago ? There was not much blood coming out, but whatever remains of red mixed with the salty transparent drop. He felt himself shatter at the sight of his lover, so broken and weak in his arms, holding him tight against his chest. "Sean...come on, please..." he held his cheek, brushing his thumb over the numb skin, over the tear streaks and the faded red that came from sobbing . It still had a little bit of warmth left. Singe was trying to call the hospital, and Mark was trying to call Sean back.

Mark was seated on the hospital chair, waiting outside. He felt so tired, but he could not sleep. He had the image of Sean in his mind. How could his happy, excited Friend become that near corpse on the ground ? That knife... it was the one he had been using when Mark came home too. He pressed a palm against his eyes, despite it being dry. He had cried non stop after Sean had been wheeled into the emergency room, with only his friends to comfort him. The others were just as upset, but had passed out beside him from exhaustion. Tyler and Ethan would be rushing to the hospital this afternoon. It was...it was all his- "This isn't your fault" he heard Amy break his trail of thought and he weakly glanced up to the blonde, watching the sadness and turmoil in her eyes. "...yes it is" he glanced away, hugging himself tighter. "If...If I hadn't yelled at him... if I noticed that he was just, just trying to help me... he wouldn't have tried to, tried to kill himself..." he felt his eyes water again, and the threat of breaking into sobs returned. "If I had just been a better Boyfriend, if I had just... cared about him ! I was such a fucking asshole !" He grasped his head, leaning against the chair in invisible agony. "He cared so much about me ! He just wanted help, and I fucking yelled at him ! I always put work first, never his health ! I kept, kept caring about the wrong fucking things and he's paying the price for my mistakes !" He looked up at Amy, his own brown eyes filled with guilt and horror. "I...I might as well have given him his sickness because of everything I've done..." he felt the tears roll down his cheeks, but what he felt next was Amy's arms around him. Then came Katheryn, and soon it was Singe. "Sean really needs help right now, Mark..." Amy murmured, the group of girls holding onto him, trying to tie back the last threads of his humanity. "But you're the only one who knows how to help him...you know him the best" she smiled assuringly at him. "But you can't help him if you keep beating yourself up. He needs a beautiful, loving Boyfriend..." she takes his hand and presses a tissue in his, along with a small pocket of food. He hadn't eaten in almost two days... "so, please, Mark. Don't blame yourself. We're all upset, but...please try. For him" he could see how much they all cared and worried. It didn't stop him from cursing himself but... his worry for Sean stood higher than all other emotions. "He needs you"

#Septiplierweek #septiplier #day4 #angst #literature #mywriting #fanfiction #Jacksepticeye #Markiplier

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woozicutie · 7 years ago

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i was tagged by @missminkim <3 thank you lovely!

RULES: you must answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people

THE LAST… 1.Drink: water 2.Phone call: my car service place 3.Text message: my brother - “did you get mums message?” 4.Song you listened to: jay park -mommae 5.Time you cried: watching the first love yourself video reel thingy, when hobi gets left behind by his mother

HAVE YOU EVER… 6.Dated someone twice: nope 7.Been cheated on: nah 8.Kissed someone and regretted it: nah 9.Lost someone special: yeah 10.Been depressed: yeah 11.Gotten drunk and thrown up: ahahahhAHHA yes

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: - yellow - pink - orange

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU… 15.Made new friends: yes 16.Fallen out of love: nope 17.Laughed until you cried: yes 18.Found out someone was talking about you: nah 19.Met someone who changed you: probably? 20.Found out who your true friends are: mmm nah 21.Kissed someone on your Facebook list: nope

GENERAL… 22.How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: most of them 23.Do you have any pets: yep, a dog, 3 cats, and a bird 24.Do you want to change your name: not really? 25.What did you do for your last birthday: we stayed home for the long weekend, drunk, played games and stuff 26.What time did you wake up: 7am kill me 27.What were you doing at midnight last night: trying to fall asleep 28.Name something you cannot wait for: kcon!! europe! 29.When was the last time you saw your mother: 9 am 30.What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: stay in school and pick classes i liked! or be more outgoing 31.What are you listening to right now: asmr... i think im addicted? 32.Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: not that i can think of 33.Something that is getting on your nerves: time going too fast but also too slow!!! 34.Most visited website: tumblr and youtube 35.Elementary: ✔ 36. High School: ✔ til year 10... 37.College/university: maybe uni in like 2 years 38.Hair color: brown and theres some blonde in there, ALSO!! grey hairs! like ? im so old! 39.Long or short hair: short 40.Do you have a crush on someone: no one who isnt a celebrity 41.What do you like about yourself: ??? most things idk 42.Piercings: ears, tongue and septum 43.Blood type: no idea? 44.Nickname: Ez, ezza, 45.Relationship status: single 46.Zodiac sign: gemini 47.Pronouns: she/her 48.Favorite tv show: rick and morty? 49.Tattoos: not yet 50.Right or left hand: right

FIRST…

51.Surgery: never had one 52.Piercing: ears when i was 3 54.Sport: swimming 55.Vacation: to queensland? when i was 3? all i remember is being chased by a pelican, going to the big pineapple, and cutting myself on the bottom of the car seat and my mum thought i got pecked by an emu 57.Eating: nothing 58.Drinking: water 59.I’m about to: pick my car up 60.Listening to: asmr 61.Waiting for: monday... 62.Want: food 63.Get married: maybe someday 64.Career: who knows

WHICH IS BETTER… (im guessing in a partner??) 65.Hugs or kisses: hugs 66.Lips or eyes: lips 67.Shorter or taller: taller 68.Older or younger: doesnt matter but preferably older 70.Nice arms or nice stomach: deos it really matter, 71.Sensitive or loud: both 72.Hook up or relationship: both 73.Troublemaker or hesitant: either?

HAVE YOU EVER… 74.Kissed a stranger?: nope 75.Drank hard liquor?: yeah 76.Lost glasses contact/lenses?: no (and dont jinx me) 77.Turned someone down?: yes 78.Sex on first date?: nope 79.Broken someone’s heart?: i hope not 80.Had your heart broken?: not really 81.Been arrested?: nope 82.Cried when someone died?: yes 83.Fallen for a friend?: nope

DO YOU BELIEVE IN… 84.Yourself?: yeah 85.Miracles?: yeah 86.Love at first sight?: maybe 87.Santa Claus?: no 88.Kiss on the first date?: why not 89.Angels?: not really

OTHER… 90.Current best friend’s name: tamera! 91.Eye color: dark brown 92.Favorite movie: oh gosh, the mummy, a corpse bride

i wont tag anyone, i just like doing these thing

#thanks!#me

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i00082264dk · 7 years ago

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you must answer these 85 statements and tag 20 people

tagged by: @ichibanes💕(tankyu~)

tagging: (no one ´couse im a loner)

the last

1. drink: water. 2. phone call: mom..i think…probably 3. text message: my sister. 4. song you listened to: who - seventeen perf. unit 5. time you cried: like 3 days ago? 6. dated someone twice: no lol 7. kissed someone and regretted it: no lol 8. been cheated on: no lmfao 9. lost someone special: no 10. been depressed: idk 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: nah i don’t drink ;)

3 favourite colours

12. blue. 13. black. 14. silver(?)

in the last year have you

15. made new friends: no. 16. fallen out of love: no. 17. laughed until you cried: problably? 18. found out someone was talking about you: no 19. met someone who changed you: heh nah 20. found out who your friends are: no? 21. kissed someone on your Facebook list: never!.

general

22. how many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: 100% (pff i had to check, i have 19 and they’re all family lol) 23. do you have any pets: a fat cat, a dum dog both mine and theres a rabbit too 24. do you want to change your name: i used to but not now 25. what did you do for your last birthday: i did nothing, my mom did 26. what time did you wake up: 8:10 am 27. what were you doing at midnight last night: waching seventeen´s one fine day 😭😭😭! 28. name something you can’t wait for: going home? 29. when was the last time you saw your mom: around may 14th 31. what are you listening to right now: LORE podcast 32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: does tomás count? 33. something that is getting on your nerves: that bitch 34. most visited website: youtube, tumblr. 35. hair colour: reddish dark brown? 36. long or short hair: short 37. do you have a crush on someone: does it count if dont really know them? 😂 38. what do you like about yourself: *sigh* my hair is ok 39. piercings: 6 40. blood type: o+ 41. nickname: – 42. relationship status: single. 43. zodiac: sagittarius♐ 44. pronouns: they/them ???? 45. favourite tv show: right now, bob´s burger i think 46. tattoos: nope 😞 47. right or left handed: right. 48. surgery: none 50. sport: lol 51. vacation: ?? i would like some 52. pair of trainers: not the sporty ones?

MORE GENERAL

53. eating: sweets 54. drinking: tea 55. I’m about to: post this thing 56. waiting for: freedom🎶 57. want: money, reassurance, confidence? 58. get married: sure 59. career: *SIGH* figuring out

WHICH IS BETTER

60. hugs or kisses: both. 61. lips or eyes: both. 62. shorter or taller: both 63. older or younger: not too old not too young? 64. nice arms or nice stomach: stomach, in lots of ways 65. hook up or relationship: relationship. 66. troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant?

HAVE YOU EVER:

67. kissed a stranger: no 68. drank hard liquor: no 69. lost glasses/contact lenses: no 70. turned someone down: yah 71. sex on the first date: nah 72. broken someone’s heart: my mom’s 73. had your heart broken: dont think so (i probably had but over something stupid) 74. been arrested: no 75. cried when someone died: yes 76. fallen for a friend: nah

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

77. yourself: not really 78. miracles: sometimes 79. love at first sight: not lately 80. santa claus: yah 81. kiss on the first date: nah 82. angels: want to

OTHER:

84. eye colour: brown. 85. favourite movie: Project Itoh: The empire of corpses ( Shisha no teikoku ) sooo guuud

oh boy this was hard

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All categories. Every question.

Bloody hell!! 😂 Who on earth wants to know so much about me?? This could either be great or terrible! Thanks!Quick facts:1. Age: 182. Gender: Non binary i guess3. Sexual orientation: bi/pansexual but its complicated4. Zodiac sign: libra5. Best friend: @only-slightly-dangerous6. Height: 5'11" last time I checked7. Favourite colour: black.8. Hobbies: sleeping, self loathing and memes. In that order.9. Shoe size: 710. Eye colour: brownHave I... (this is gonna be a short section)1. Had sex? Nope2. Kissed someone in the rain? Nope3. Had a job? Yup! 3. I now have none smh4. Smoked weed? Nope5. Done drugs? Nope6. Drank alcohol? Yuup7. Broken a bone? Yuup, a couple8. Self harmed? Yh :/9. Caught sneaking out? Lmao nope10. Been in love? Doubt it, but I've loved very strongly.This or that1. Good morning or good night texts? Good night texts are cute as hell but they make me kinda sad so I'll say good morning texts.2. Sweet or salty? Sweet3. Chocolate or vanilla? Chocolate4. Fancy dates or casual dates? Casual dates all the way!!5. Airplane or drive? Drive6. Mountains or beach? ...mountains are cold but beaches have sand sooo? Both and also neither.7. Baths or showers? Baths! I miss baths!!8. Blonds or brunetts? Brunetts. I don't have *that* much of a type, but I never seem to go for blonds.9. TV or music? I love them both? ...ill say music.10. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2? Mean girls. No question about it.Last...1. Person you kissed: idfk i havent kissed anyone, family or otherwise, in ages2. Text you sent: "you on your wayy??"3. Person you texted: my friend rowan4. Show you watched: doctor who5. Time you cried: a week ago ish?6. Song you listened to: always something by cage the elephant7. Shoes you wore: some black converse8. Thing you ate: chocolate 😄9. Thing you bought: does a bus ticket count?10. Time you took a selfie: this morning,, but we're talking unflattering via snapchatDo you...1. Tan easy? I dont go outside enough to know 😂2. Regret anything? There are a lot of things I wish never happened, but they kinda made me who I am sooo...I'd say most things I regret are things I've said and things I haven't.3. Want to get back with your last ex? I think its easier as friends, in the best way possible.4. Have trust issues? Hoo boiiiii yeah.5. Like chinese food? It's a fave!6. Believe in love at first sight? Nah, attraction at first sight though.7. Sleep with your door open or closed? Its open just a tiny tiny bit so I don't make noise if I leave my room but I still feel safe8. Type fast? I'd say so yeah9. Have pets? Yup!! 2 bunnies that I love sooo much and a crackers cocker spaniel called borris!!10. Smile at strangers? Yeah! I mean, im awkward af but if i catch their eye then sure, you never know who might need itSex and romance? (This sections gonna be even shorter)1. Relationship status: single as usual2. Are you a virgin? Yeah 3. Ever cheated? Been cheated on? I could never cheat, I've seen what it does to people and it makes me so so mad. And nah, thankfully.4. How many people have you slept with? See 2.5. Given oral sex? Recieved it? Nah6. Hot make up sex or slow romantic sex? ...would need experience to decide 7. Worst sex you've had: see 28. Best sex you've had: see 29. Ever had sex with more than one person at a time? See 210. Rate yourself as a lover on a scale of 1-10? 1.Someone you...1. Miss: ummm... no one majorly. I guess theres someone i like id love to see2. Love: my best friend3. Trust: i trust like 2 people in this world- see one and two.4. Live with: my mum5. Have kissed: my ex i guess6. Have slept with: no one7. Hate: besides trump, theres a couple of people that have fucked me over that still make my blood boil.8. Idolize: Kaitlyn Alexander 😶9. Need: idk, friends in general. 10. Have known for years: girl at my sixth form called ella; ive known her since before i could talk.Miscalleneous1. What did the last text you sent say? "AAAAAAAAA" ~ I got sent a cat video.2. Have you ever done a prank call? Probably when I was like 8 but nothing very successful!3. If you're drunk and can't stand, who's taking care of you? I wish I knew 😂 4. How long does it take you to get ready in a morning? An hour and a half, at least. That's excluding time for picking clothes and doing makeup etc.5. Behind the camera or infront of it? Behind6. Last book you read? The Five People You Meet in Heaven, but it was last summer!7. How can someone win your heart? Be so authentically yourself that I can be me too. And be honest.8. Did you lose your virginity before 18? Nah9. Do you like your handwriting? When I'm not rushing, sure10. Do you play any musical instruments? I'm grade 8 at the kazoo11. Where do you want to live when you're older? I kinda want to move to canada or denmark! So long as I'm living with some I love its all good!12. What's something you like about yourself?.......bloody hell....erm......I guess I like that I always try. I don't really know how I do it, but I'll always find that extra bit of energy if needed.13. Whats something that drives you crazy about yourself? Just like who I am as a person 😂😂😂 nah, erm, I hate it when I can't communicate what I'm thinking irl (im okay if I'm typing). Things tend to come out wonky and in the wrong tone or meaning the wrong thing and I just beat myself up over it for the rest of the week.14. Closest friend on tumblr? @only-slightly-dangerous what a surprise!15. Do you think you'll be in a relationship 2 months from now? I should be so lucky 😂16. Do you like when people play with your hair? Yaaaas17. Top 5 songs right now? Bloody hell, erm, right at this second? In no particular order: -Rats- Motionless in White-just basically the entire new miw album (as esp the eternally yours video 👀)-The Night We Met, piano version, on repeat.-No Rest For the Wicked by Cage the Elephant-Corpse Roads by Keaton Henson18. Spell your name with your chin: ywtkur. Wow.19. Trip to the bottom of the ocean or outer space? *banging fists on table* outer space!!!!! Yaaaaas!!

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bangtan-spells · 8 years ago

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92 Truths~ tag game

Rules: write 92 truths about yourself then tag 25 people.

Thanks to @ulookatme-ilookintoyou for taggin us 💕

Em👸🏽

LAST…

[1] drink: Cold green tea!

[2] phone call: Called my aunt to please pick me up hahaha

[3] text message: I think it was to the same aunt.

[4] song you listened to: Fun by Troye Sivan.

[5] Time you cried: yesterday evening, I’m super sensitive for a lot of things going on in my life so yeah, I was talking about it and cried a lil tiny bit

HAVE YOU EVER…

[6] Dated someone twice: uh no (don’t think I would anyway)

[7] Been cheated on: hmmm let’s say no, but I think one of my boyfriends did, I’m just not 100% sure about it, the asshole...

[8] Kissed someone and regretted it: Yes! it was a friendship sacrifice so... but still yuck.

[9] lost someone special: Yes, but not recently.

[10] Been depresed: Yes, been there.

[11] gotten drunk and thrown up: lol yes, and I don’t like to remember those times, thank you very much.

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:

[12] White

[13] Pink

[14] Purple

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU…

[15] made new friends: Met a lot of people, but I don’t consider them friends yet whatsoever.

[16] fallen out of love: Nah

[17] laughed until you cried: Of course! it’s one of life’s pleasures

[18] found ppl were talking about you: nothing bad actually, just nice things, I’m cool like that 😎

[19] met someone who change you: I guess not?

[20] found out who your true friends are:They are the same as always!

[21] kissed someone on your facebook list: No

GENERAL…

[22] how many of your facebook friends do you know irl: Most of them, I’m not that active on fb anyways.

[23] do you have any pets: No, sadly.

[24] do you want to change your name: Well, this is tricky, I’m not the biggest fan of my name but I guess it’s alright to keep it.

[25] what did you do your last birthday: Chilled with grandpa and slept on his bedroom hahaha, I celebrated it like 9 days later.

[26] what time did you wake up: 5:10am (dying internally)

[27] what were you doing at midnight last night: Talking with a friend and simultaneously reading one of the new requests we got for Jin that I finished (I’m my number one fan💞 gotta keep myself going)

[28] name something you cannot wait for: Leaving this country.

[29] when was the last you saw your mother: I honestly can’t recall exactly, like two months? one, or more? something of the sort.

[30] what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: I guess my personal health, if I could.

[31] what are you listening right now: Touch by Troye Sivan!

[32] have you talked to someone named Tom: Never.

[33] something that is gettin on your nerves: Inefficient people! jesus freaking christ, I’ve been dealing with them the whole day and I just hate it, I don’t have time for inefficiency because other’s don’t freaking do what they have to!!!

[34] most visited websibe: Have to be tumblr and youtube.

[35] elementary: Finished, I was cute, naive and nerdy.

[36] high school: Finished, I was a cool nerd through that hahaha.

[37] college: Finished two years ago! I was cooler and fabulous, burned my eyelashes studying in almost every semester, college made me grow up a lot and learn a lot of things about myself and others, I’m glad it’s already over but it was a good experience🤓

[38] hair color: Dark brown.

[39] long or short hair: I’m fan of both, but currently I’m digging long hair the most.

[40] do you have a crush on someone: Awn, yes, I actually met such a fine man past week, I’m speechless, he’s boyfriend material and I’m 8 out of 10 seeing him at work very soon again aaaahhh

[41] what do you like about yourself: Physically, my body shape, my freckles and beauty/birth marks, my eyes, my voice, my hands. About my personality, hmmm, my endurance, my drive to succeed, my constancy, my imagination, my strong will, my confidence on the days it shines. I’m trying to tell myself the things I love about me more.

[42] piercings: On my ears only.

[43] blood type: B-

[44] nickname: Em, Enicito, Yani, some in my family call me maravillita which is something like little wonder too.

[45] relationship status: Single (but mentally in a long term relationship wih my alpha boyfriend Jin 💕 )

[46] zodiac sign: I’m a Scorpio babe.

[47] pronouns: She/Her

[48] fav tv show: GOT, Say Yes To The Dress, Cupcake War, the gourmet channel, oh and what not to wear.

[49] tattoos: A tiny one on my right ribs.

[50] right or left hand: I use the right.

FIRST…

[51] surgery: None yet.

[52] piercings: None besides the ones on my ears.

[53] best friend: Mars💖

[54] sport: Llike the first I played? idk must have been volleyball, it was the only one I was good at.

[55] Vacations: God, must have been to the capital I suppose.

[56] pair of trainers: I have no idea what this is.

RIGHT NOW…

[57] eating: Pineapple.

[58] drinking: Cold green tea.

[59] im about to: Get into bed and probably talk until late with a friend that is staying over.

[60] listening to: Shape Of You, by Ed Sheeran (love,love,love)

[61] waiting for: Success, luck and wealth in my future!

[62] want: A big big chocolate bar, I’m craving it, oh and flips too but I’m currently banned from buying sweets.

[63] get married: Hopefully I will someday with Mr. Right.

[64] career: I’m a Lawyer.

WHICH IS BETTER…

[65] hugs or kisses: both, but I’m picking hugs.

[66] lips or eyes: I recently discovered I have a thing for full lips, but I’m still picking eyes for this.

[67] shorter or taller: On the man I like? Taller❤️ in anybody else, whatever.

[68] older or younger: I guess older.

[69] romantic or spontaneous: Awn both, I cannot...

[70] nice arms or nice stomach: Nice arms to pick me up with because I’m a princess!!! 🙈

[71] sensible or loud: Let’s say sensible,but not that sensible.

[72] hook up or relationship: hahaha what is this? this depends of the situation and person you’re being with, but a relationship it is.

[73] troublermaker or hesitant: A perfect mixture of both. Hesitancy gets on my nerves and a total troublemaker would get on my bad side sometimes.

HAVE YOU EVER…

[74] kissed a stranger?: Yeah.

[75] drank hard liquor: Yes, in this country you go ride or die with liquor.

[76] lost glasses/contac lenses: Yes, when I was a child I lost my glasses.

[77] turned someone down: Yes.

[78] sex on the first date?: Not yet honey.

[79] broken someone’s heart: I guess not? Idk

[80] had your heart broken?: Yes, it’s all part of experience, makes you learn good things for the rest of your life.

[81] been arrested?: No.

[82] cried when someone died?:Yes, when my grandma did.

[83] fallen for a friend: I had a crush on a friend once.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN…

[84] yourself: Absolutely, I try to always do it.

[85] miracles?: Yes

[86] love at first sight?: No. Attraction at first sight on the other hand, yes.

[87] santa clouse?: hahaha I will if he brings me gifts. I need new makeup Santa, please.

[88] kiss on the first date?: Yes, if the feel is right.

[89] angels?: A total yes for this.

OTHER…

[90] current best friend’s name: Mars 👸💞

[91] eye color: Dark brown

[92] favorite movie: The Corpse Bride it’s an all time favorite, no matter my age.

Mars 👸🏻

LAST…

[1] drink: Black coffee.

[2] phone call: The bank, cries.

[3] text message: a friend to meet up later!

[4] song you listened to: Sexy Movimiento by Wisin Y Yandel (why every time I do these things I’m listening to reggaeton???)

[5] Time you cried: I don’t know, two weeks ago, yey, beating records right here, no cry no more.

HAVE YOU EVER…

[6] Dated someone twice: Yes, and it’s no fun lmao.

[7] Been cheated on: Yes.

[8] Kissed someone and regretted it: Oh yes, I wish I could unkiss.

[9] lost someone special: Yes.

[10] Been depresed: Yes.

[11] gotten drunk and thrown up: Yeah lol more than I’d like to admit.

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:

[12] Pink

[13] Black

[14] Grey

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU…

[15] made new friends: Yes, some didn’t last but yeah.

[16] fallen out of love: No.

[17] laughed until you cried: Yes!!! and oh god it’s the best feeling ever.

[18] found ppl were talking about you: Yes yes, good and bad, but we can’t control what other people do or think so...

[19] met someone who change you: Nah.

[20] found out who your true friends are:I found out this a long time ago.

[21] kissed someone on your facebook list: No.

GENERAL…

[22] how many of your facebook friends do you know irl: I don’t use Facebook lol but when I had one I knew a lot.

[23] do you have any pets: Yes!!! Her name is Paris and she’s a beautiful Alaskan Malamute, so beautiful although we are not together at the moment, cries❤️💔

[24] do you want to change your name: Not anymore, there was a time I wanted a cooler name but the hell, my name is pretty.

[25] what did you do your last birthday: I had a great day at NYC, it was amazing, I went to sephora and then ate japanese, what else could I have asked for??

[26] what time did you wake up: 8am!

[27] what were you doing at midnight last night: Writing!! Yes Yes, I was writing a Taehyung scenario.

[28] name something you cannot wait for: Being economically stable on my own.

[29] when was the last you saw your mother: A week ago, I won’t see her for a long time, gonna miss that girl and her amazing cooking.

[30] what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: I have to be more motivated.

[31] what are you listening right now: Beautiful by Crush, one minute reggaeton and one minute this, that’s how my brain works lol.

[32] have you talked to someone named Tom: No.

[33] something that is gettin on your nerves: My bank!!!! I cannot deal with banks.

[34] most visited websibe: Tumblr or youtube.

[35] elementary: Finished, following Em’s line I’d say I was mischievous and rebellious.

[36] high school: Finished, I was a rebel for the most part, but I was pretty cool and popular so it was fun lol

[37] college: Same as Em I finished two years ago (wow it’s been a while) I had many stages at college, I studied a lot, but I also partied a lot, I knew a lot of people and did a lot of crazy things, some things weren’t the best but at the end it was all great because I learned a lot.

[38] hair color: Dark brown.

[39] long or short hair: Long hair all the way.

[40] do you have a crush on someone: No, and I’m kind of angry because I want a crush lmao, but I’vent find someone I like recently.

[41] what do you like about yourself: Well let’s start physically, I love my hands and my legs, I like how I’m a bit short but my body shape is elegant since I have long and slender legs and arms. I love my hair, my lips, my a+ boobs no shame here. And about my personality I love my imagination, the way I speak, I love how I can be both very friendly but very reserved at times, I love the way I can adapt to certain things, I love my empathy to others, I love many things about myself!

[42] piercings: Right now two on both ears.

[43] blood type: A.

[44] nickname: Mars, here on tumblr. Mary, Pachi, Garza (which is heron in spanish).

[45] relationship status: Single, of course Min Yoongi would beg to differ but I’m not an easy girl 😈

[46] zodiac sign: Sagittarius.

[47] pronouns: She/Her

[48] fav tv show: GoT, The Walking Dead, What not to wear, everything in discovery id, American Horror Story, etc.

[49] tattoos: None.

[50] right or left hand: Right.

FIRST…

[51] surgery: Just one.

[52] piercings: I got one in my tongue once, I’m telling you, I was a rebel lmao.

[53] best friend: My first best friend was named Natasha, she’s an awesome girl, I’ve seen her in a while but I wish her the best!

[54] sport: I don’t remember the first I played, but I was in tennis classes once so...

[55] Vacations: To Margarita I guess, we traveled a lot while I was a child and I don’t remember.

[56] pair of trainers: What?

RIGHT NOW…

[57] eating: Nothing.

[58] drinking: I finished my coffee a while ago.

[59] im about to: Either write or go out.

[60] listening to: Not Today by BTS.

[61] waiting for: The plans for today to know what I’m going to wear.

[62] want: More makeup, more money, more love. But chicken and beer would be nice too.

[63] get married: Yes yes, I hope someday.

[64] career: I’m a Lawyer.

WHICH IS BETTER…

[65] hugs or kisses: I like both, but I’m picking kisses today!

[66] lips or eyes: Eyes!

[67] shorter or taller: My man has to be taller than me, which is not difficult lol

[68] older or younger: Older?

[69] romantic or spontaneous: Both are amazing.

[70] nice arms or nice stomach: Nice arms, and nice hands!!!! If he doesn’t have nice hands I cannot.

[71] sensible or loud: Sensible.

[72] hook up or relationship: It depends on the person, because there are guys who are just for hooking up, but I want a relationship, so, relationship it is.

[73] troublermaker or hesitant: I don’t know, too hesitant is boring, too troublesome would be annoying. Something in the middle I guess.

HAVE YOU EVER…

[74] kissed a stranger?: Yes.

[75] drank hard liquor: Yes, sometimes fun, sometimes it isn’t lol

[76] lost glasses/contac lenses: Yes.

[77] turned someone down: Yes.

[78] sex on the first date?: Yes lmao, for the fun!

[79] broken someone’s heart: Yes.

[80] had your heart broken?: Yes, it hurts a lot but then you feel like you are another person which is a great feeling by the way.

[81] been arrested?: No.

[82] cried when someone died?:Yes, it hurts to say goodbye.

[83] fallen for a friend: Nah, friends are just friends.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN…

[84] yourself: Yes! At least is what I mean.

[85] miracles?: Yes

[86] love at first sight?: Not love love, but like, the feel that you Have to get to know that person.

[87] santa clouse?: I wish.

[88] kiss on the first date?: If we both are into it and I think it’d be good then yeah sure.

[89] angels?: Yes.

OTHER…

[90] current best friend’s name: Em 💞

[91] eye color: Dark brown

[92] favorite movie: I have a lot of favorite movies, how can you do this?? But two of my all time favorites are Gone Girl and Memoirs of a Geisha.

We tag everyone who wants to to do this!!! Love you all!!!

#long post #tag game #about us

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