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i need a blurb or a mini fic of dom!lucy your pet names blurb was SO GOOD and it’s all I have been think abt!
no because this is so important to me :o
y'all know the drill, rpf smut under da cut
dom!lucy is a soft dom, she LOVES being soft with you but, BUT, she is 1000% doesn't take your shit. you're being too whiny? bend over babe, you're getting spanked. touched yourself without telling her aaaalllll about it? she's edging the HELL out of you. bothering her while she's working because you're horny? oop, time to get overstimulated.
she's genuinely so unbothered and nonchalant when she goes from soft!dom to mean!dom, like there's definitely a conversation before hand (obviously, consent is sexy) where if you're feeling soft she's def still teasing you but if you're willing she is 100% teasing you one second and then her hand is around your throat the next.
i know we talked about the daddy thing and listen... i think lucy fw being called mommy or daddy, okay, arrest me if you must but i think its a scenario where you are in so deep and she doesn't have to ask like "who am i?", its if it slips out of your mouth, she's running with it, doesn't matter which one you call her.
i also think she loooves being dominant in the sense of watching you pleasure yourself; she gives off the, "fuck yourself on my fingers" or "ride my thigh if you wanna get off" vibes
i also think (for really any of the boys or muna) there is a difference between making love and fucking (so fucking cheesy bro) but its true, the times y'all have sex before she leaves for tour or like the middle of the night session are wildly different than when she comes home from tour or when one of yall is teasing the other
#anon cutie#lucy dacus x reader#lucy dacus smut#lucy dacus blurb#is this too graphic#im always nervous#lucy dont read this bro#gingy's blurb night
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probably time for this story i guess but when i was a kid there was a summer that my brother was really into making smoothies and milkshakes. part of this was that we didn't have AC and couldn't afford to run fans all day so it was kind of important to get good at making Cool Down Concoctions.
we also had a patch of mint, and he had two impressionable little sisters who had the attitude of "fuck it, might as well."
at one point, for fun, this 16 year old boy with a dream in his eye and scientific fervor in heart just wanted to see how far one could push the idea of "vanilla mint smoothie". how much vanilla extract and how much mint can go into a blender before it truly is inedible.
the answer is 3 cups of vanilla extract, 1/2 cup milk alternative, and about 50 sprigs (not leaves, whole spring) of mint. add ice and the courage of a child. idk, it was summer and we were bored.
the word i would use to describe the feeling of drinking it would maybe be "violent" or perhaps, like. "triangular." my nose felt pristine. inhaling following the first sip was like trying to sculpt a new face. i was ensconced in a mesh of horror. it was something beyond taste. for years after, i assumed those commercials that said "this is how it feels to chew five gum" were referencing the exact experience of this singular viscous smoothie.
what's worse is that we knew our mother would hate that we wasted so much vanilla extract. so we had to make it worth it. we had to actually finish the drink. it wasn't "wasting" it if we actually drank it, right? we huddled around outside in the blistering sun, gagging and passing around a single green potion, shivering with disgust. each sip was transcendent, but in a sort of non-euclidean way. i think this is where i lost my binary gender. it eroded certain parts of me in an acidic gut ecology collapse.
here's the thing about love and trust: the next day my brother made a different shake, and i drank it without complaint. it's been like 15 years. he's now a genuinely skilled cook. sometimes one of the three of us will fuck up in the kitchen or find something horrible or make a terrible smoothie mistake and then we pass it to each other, single potion bottle, and we say try it it's delicious. it always smells disgusting. and then, cerimonious, we drink it together. because that's what family does.
#this is true#writeblr#warm up#relatedly for some reason one of our Favorite Jokes#amongst the Siblings#is like - ''this is so good u will love it''#while we are reacting to something we OBVIOUSLY find viscerally disgusting#like we will be actively retching and be like ''nooooo it's so good''#to the point that i sometimes get nervous if someone outside my family is like oh u should try it its good#(obvi we never force each other to eat anything. we are all just curious birds and#like. we're GONNA try the new thing.)#edit to answer why we had so much vanilla:#my mom is a very good cook and we LOVE to bake. so she just had a lot of staples in the house.#it's one of those things that's like. have u ever continuously thought ''ah i should get butter im probably out''#even tho u are not out of butter. so u end up with like 5 years of butter.#my mom would do that in a costco but like with vanilla extract#to be fair we WERE always using WAY TOO MUCH bc we were kids#so like she was right to stock up#ps. yes we were VERY sick after this lol i just didn't want to include it in the post in case ppl had an ick about that#u can tell it's real bc we knew "oh no we fucked up that's too much vanilla to waste'' but our reaction was to just. keep drinking it#> sibling understanding that vanilla extract isn't free > knowledge mother doesnt mind if we use it for milkshakes#> sibling choice to maybe get in a loophole of ''not wasting it'' if we drink it bc that's the same as using it (not throwing it out)#listen bud i was like 13 and my sister was like 9#when my mom discovered this we. got in. A LOT. of trouble. a lot of it. a LOT of it.#3rd edit bc i guess it isn't clear - i am 1 of my brother's 2 little sisters#i am the middle child#out of all the ways i have had to explain a post before being like ''did u forget a middle child can happen'' is my favorite
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ITS HERE!!! Animation VS Scifi (AvSF) AU is ready!! I'm kinda bad with Scifi stuff so pls bear with me 😭🙏
Next part I will prolly be drawing out Alan, and the rest of the hollowdroids. Maybe even the mercenaries too! If I didn't get too distracted wkdnjs
#alan becker#animation vs animator#animation vs minecraft#ava#avm#Animation VS Scifi AU#Im always nervous when it comes to making AUs cause I always lose motivation so easily svdntn#hopefully it doesn't happened soon with this one#although. I do resonate with this AU a lot..
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happy lesbian visibility week to all my fellow dykes <333
paintings by me
"butch bait" and "femme bait"
both oil on canvas, 50 x 40cm
#i always delete my art after posting it on here#ahhhhh im so nervous posting this#btw i deffo didnt come up with the tshirt idea and im not sure who the og is#if anyone knows im happy to credit them!!!!!#art#lesbian#lgbt#dyke#lesbian art#lesbian visibility day#lesbian visibility week#butch bait#femme bait#queer art#queer artist#lesbian artist#mine#my art
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K I love your art and story so much you don’t understand.
Clora is an absolute angel child that Jo will adopt and take everywhere on little Ravenclaw dates while Seb can go pout.
Also Your Sebastian….does things to me.
But to be faithful to my lovely darling Ominis I just have to say I love him in your art style, he looks so pretty and I would literally die if you did more of him.
ILY 🫶
i love YOU so much you are such a ray of sunshine and you make everyone in this fandom feel so included with how much you interact and contribute, its amazing...as an introvert ass hermit i admire you so much PLS NEVER CHANGE💖💖
and since you wanted more ominis HAVE HIM GIVING HAND SMOOCHES TO JO!!!🥰 ALSO YES absolutely 10000% jo and clora need to do cute ravenclaw things together NO BOYS ALLOWED
(tho in the end i think clora just yapped to jo about sherlock the entire time LMAO...sorry jo🙏)
#SRSLY UR THE BEST ILY#so many creators in this fandom treat creating like a competition🥲#it can get demoralizing when i realize ive been blocked by so many other creators in this fandom... it makes me nervous to interact#because i dont know where im welcome sometimes within these formed groups bahha#BUT YOU ALWAYS MAKE EVERYONE FEEL SO WELCOME AND INCLUDED I CANT THANK YOU ENOUGH I LOVE YOU💖💖💖#TAKE THIS MEAGER OFFERING OF MY LOVE AND THANKS#choccyart#ask#ominis gaunt x oc#ominis gaunt x mc#Johanna Newman
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#hiiii annyaaaaaaa i promise ive drawn more than just anya#learning to draw things ive never drawn is always a nervous process#also i cant grace things with a title rn im too dumb#my stuff#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#mouthwashing spoilers#mouthwashing anya#tw pregnancy#tw abuse#tw body horror#pls tell me i got her clothes right..
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too many of you guys think nico is the loser and not lewis for letting the divorce go on for so long. like they're both losers about each other. emotionally constipated idiots who can't talk about their toxic homoerotic friendship that imploded on itself like 8 years ago and are now making it everyone else's problem. yeah nico's on television or in beer gardens talking about lewis all the time but like every other month some reporter is like "lewis, what's your favorite moment in your career?" and lewis no hesitation is like "oh man, karting, y'know? everything was simpler then" and then spends another six months skirting around nico's name. like this whole thing they're doing in the media isn't some kinda extended foreplay for them. they're both still pressing on the bruise to make sure it's still there!!! every few months, they're literally just asking on public television, does it still hurt for you like it does for me? and like clockwork, someone will release new information about them or one of them will say something about each other (in my heart, he's still my best friend/yes... and teammate) and the answer will remain the same, yes, of course, always.
#lewis is unarguably more famous than nico. like i feel like this a fact. and yet every other day nico is in the press saying some crazy shit#about lewis. if i was famous i woulda shut that shit down soo long ago. my ex-bf is in the press talkin bout me constantly??? that feels#like such bad pr and yet!!! lewis has not done anything. why? cause he likes it!!! cause they've never moved on from the 1st moment they#broke each other's hearts. like this is genuinely insane.#im always so nervous to post my thoughts on brocedes cause so many of you were here b4 me and have a better understanding on them#and like being a wrong is like a death sentence to me but still please tell me if i got them completely wrong#i have a lot of thoughts on lewis and his reluctance to talk about nico... most of them being that one quote from emma#if i loved you less i might be able to talk about it more#ok obligatory disclaimer: a lot of this is hyperbole. i don't think that they're asking lewis that ? every other month#but there are like at least 5 interviews where he talks about karting like they're his most precious memories#so make of that what you will#and obv i don't know these people but as someone who's brain chemistry has been permanently changed by them#i think i'm allowed to not only project onto them but also make stupid little posts analyzing them#anyway yeah#f1#lewis hamilton#nico rosberg#brocedes
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Sorry for non-art post! I just want to share my Tabris junior, Rindhil (cus i love and miss him smmm aaa)
Hes actually my active oc circa 2015-2017 and yeh, my warden & zevran's child🫶🫶
#dragon age the veilguard#oc: rindhil#dragon age rook#i love making fankids sm but im always nervous abt sharing them so i usually keep their lineage hidden hahahha#well. theres no shame in having fun now right#dragon age
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(totk rewritten)
finally, all the arm and spirit abilities- for the first half of the game (rauru) and for the second half with the shiekah arm replacing links arms instead and the spirit abilities gained through ganondorf
(please excuse my handwriting and sometimes repeated info on the first two, i lost motivation/patience at the end and couldnt get myself to basically redo it all from scratch just to make it a bit more cleaner)
note, the camera rune is unconnected to the arm, its the shiekah stone copy link has (zelda carries the one from botw, a copy was attempted to be made for link but it lacks all runes except the camera, the map and its teleportation, and journal/archive)
note for the heal effects of some spirit abilities- im also reworking the healing system, making it more like the older games, so healing isnt as easy and much more restricted, thus making those effects of spirit abilities more valuable ( lil potion icon on the d pad will act a little bit like in skyward sword, opens your limited selection of healing items and if chosen link switches to holding it and letting you consume it with -a- while walking around in real time- to avoid more pausing and mass healing on regular items while in menu)
additional note, the automatic recharging of the magic meter depending on the environment gives you a reliable but less abusable way of using abilities and allows for even more creative dungeon/challenge design by using it effectively- it works by absorbing magic from its surroundings, so if its an area with little magic it recharges slower, if its a very spiritual or healthy place it will recharge faster, it can be used to make things more challenging and also as subtle storytelling (example, theres a graveyard with the magic energy around being off the charts, even if there are no spirits to see, it could hint at the people buried not having died peacefully, no matter what their gravestone says...)
the usage of magic and how much the different abilities cost also allows for a much more dynamic fighting style for players to choose and try out, balancing them all out with their cost instead of a fixed timer, and the recharging beign affected by the environment perhaps forcing players that favor high cost magic abilities to use the lower cost ones for example, or not being able to charge one up bc the enemy is too fast and doesnt give you enough time to charge it
about half of the small overworld dungeons (not shrines) are also locked/inaccessible for the first half and new quests appear as the second half commences- together with the additional changes raurus return brings with it (sonau buildings, enemies being mostly cosntructs that he summoned etc) and whole set of new abilities giving you a fresh new way to play while (hopefully) not making you feel too restricted for the first half
... making these detailed concepts took me longer than id like to admit q-q
#ganondoodles#zelda#ganondoodles rewrites totk#tloz#art#concept art#loz#ok im gonna play some games now#might do future concepts more with clean text#so i dont even get into the situation of having to redo everything jkdfkd#also im not a game designer so if i got any game designers following me id love to hear what you think#THOUGH theres alot of other mechanics missign here#like the weapon repair system- the new healing system in detail- the mini dungeons that arent shrines again- the pockets to find to-#-expand your inventory instead of krog poop- etc etc#ngl so nervous about posting this bc i know its less appealing than the full art pieces#but how am i gonna get mechanics across if not like this#i dont even know what to tackle next lol#everything plays into each reworked system so theres always gonna be soemthing that seems off on its own#but i cant put it all into one post bc that would put the colors of the sky post to shame how long it would be kjbgvkdbngkk
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monty and esther’s relationship is sooo interesting to me even if it doesn’t have lots of time to be explored. a kind of mother-son dynamic
like monty’s been esther’s crow for some time before we meet them only as her familiar but for a less than a week he’s human teen. he still works as her little helper but now there’s a boy in her house that she got at least a few clothes for from somewhere somehow. she doesn’t expect this to last long. he sleeps in his own room now and has a library card and talks back when she talks to him and has a genuine love for astrology. he still perches on chairs instead of sitting in them when he’s in the house and has black hair.
esther brought him into a human body and he blames her for all these human emotions he has to deal with. she takes him out of the world she gave him and it’s back to being a crow in a cage. he wants to be in love with edwin and for edwin to be in love with him back and he doesn’t want to follow esther’s plan to really kill him. he also has no one else to look up to, to follow, to learn from. he doesn’t want to make her mad because he knows the exact extent of what she can do to him and what she will do to him. he wants to make her proud, that he can capture edwin and charles.
esther wastes no time turning him back onto a crow if he fails her. she still has him come back home. he always does.
#dead boy detectives#esther finch#monty the crow#monty dbd#hello. can anyone hear me#does anyone care#is this anything even#scheduling for this to post when im asleep because#i am always so nervous making posts about interests i haven’t really talked abt here before#this is kinda a big old brain dump and no refinement but i just need to get this out there#also i am very nervous about posting any kind of analysis on anything ever
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When a sea monster gets hired to work at the Chum Bucket, she starts to cause panic at the Krusty Krab while a certain absorbent fry cook tries to befriend her.
First chapter of the CoralBob fic is finally up!
#always wanted to do a fic like this but AAAAA IM SO NERVOUS!!!#so I’m being brave and finally doing it!#if y’all remembered the one short comic of their meeting I changed a few things here so that comic is outdated now#but I hope you all at least enjoy the first chapter!!#❤️ coralbob ❤️#canon x self insert#self ship#self insert#🎨 chy creations 🎨#self ship fic
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i had a dream last night that i organized a tumblr meetup and we all agreed to go to a local bar together. so i go to the bar but it was a really busy night and i didn't want to ask every stranger "are u here for tumblr reasons" bc that's embarrassing and i'm shy. so i just got a drink and felt very awkward & hoped someone would approach me. tried to look inviting and like i was from tumblr but not like i was "from tumblr". when i left some girl stopped me to ask if i was there for the meetup but i was too shy and asked what's tumblr?
in the dream i went home to make a post about how nobody showed up to the tumblr meetup but my entire dash was people saying they'd gone to the bar but were too fucking shy to admit to being on tumblr so we'd all just had a drink and gone home
#i have very vivid usually very logical dreams due to my ptsd#i'm skipping the part where i was really nervous about what to wear bc i didn't want to wear the wrong thing#also the drinks were all pink & with umbrellas . also after this in the dream there was this guy#who had been there in a chicken costume and was ''funny'' but then he was always outside my window#down the street . in the store. etc.#just standing there . moving like he was drowning. he kept signing that he was choking#and i was too scared to help while his feathers .... floating and bloated in the dry air#.... while he begged me with his weird puffy wings. silently. choking and choking and choking. his toes barely touching down#and meanwhile im like sorry dude i gotta jump on tumblr to talk about this bar experience#dream me: okay the drowning on dry land chicken guy is fine. but i draw the line at social anxiety
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Happy pride month!!!! I provide nothing but doodles im sorry in advance
(I use she/her for both Hofnarr and Gonne, pls be respectful of that in tags/reblogs!!)
#im always so so so nervous abt postign ANY of my Hofnarr/Gonne art but i have SO MUCH OF IT#LIKE ACTUAL PAGES WORTH#for pride month im finally postign some of it.. my dear friedn moth said to just clarify in the caption adn it shld be ok so#just pls be nice i am fragile and scared always#idk do gonne and hofnarr have a ship name. ive seen one other person draw them that isnt in my group chat of three whole ppl#and they were jsut standing next to each other#whatevr. theyre canon to ME#madness combat#mc sanford#mc deimos#sanmos#madness: project nexus#mc hofnarr#mc gonne#OH MY GOD I FORGOT THE SHERIFF ADN CHRISTOFF WERE HERE LMAO OOPSIES#mc christoff#mc sheriff#i dont know their ship name either sorry lol#my art#simmons likes to draw
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girls night activity i hunt you for sport
#ajax art#oc: koji#oc: yume#extremely rare ajax oc stuff#so please be kind to me because i worked hard on this#im always nervous about posting oc things since nobody gaf..#original character#original art
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Long time no see! I recently worked with HYV for this Feixiao illustration, I'd appreciate if you could RT on Twitter to show your support!
#honkai star rail#feixiao#hsr feixiao#feixiao hsr#im always a bit nervous when i do stuff like this i hope people will like it
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"second coming of christ" + it's saint young men jesus
#writing dialogue is always my nightmaaaare i'm sorry i tried my best#good omens fanart#good omens#good omens 2#aziraphale#crowley#saint young men#saint oniisan#sym jesus#sym buddha#crowley nervous bc jesus remebers him but then he just invites him and aziraphale in for dinner 👍👍#the ending of s2 wasnt real btw they're still happy + just going on a trip to japan to find jesus...#i think dialogue is out of character im sorry#i tried and gave up#good omens spoilers
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