#im also not bashing maddie in this

[transgenderastarion]

@theheartofthe118 ive been thinking a lot about chimney's relationship w his dad since im doing my pre-season 7 rewatch and u know? I am actually lying on the floor screaming crying pouding my fists because the writers keep pushing the "you should love and forgive ur family because there ur family" and like. Ok i can see them pushing that narrative with buck. I can see that they want to send the message that forgiving family is hard but possible.

But then mid season 3 when albert runs away from seoul and chimney confronts his dad about it he LITERALLY says he only has 1 son. No acknowledgement of Chim whatsoever. That's as good as a disownment. Clearly he wanted and wants nothing to do with Chim.

Maddie (? I think) was the one who convinced him because of Jee, but it makes me a bit sick that Maddie pushed so hard to "fix" their relationship even though it was so clear that neither of them wanted that.

Im trying to rlly put into clear words why this irks me? Because theres good and bad elements obviously. Forgiving family can be good, etc etc. But i think it's really attached to the fact that I was in Buck's exact place with parents who were good people but not good parents.

But i think maybe for me it's what do specifically Chim and Buck get out of this? Basically harassment. And the ONLY reason Chim's dad decided to stay and try was because of Jee. Not because of Chim, or interest in him, or the life that he built but because he gave him a grandchild.

It's like he has this picture of his family in his head with his ex wife, his new wife, albert, and Jee Yun, and Chimney is just like a black scribble on every picture. Why the hell should chimney forgive years and years, a lifetime full of neglect and STRAIGHT UP DISOWNMENT because Maddie thinks family is "important"

[eddiegettingshot]

Bucks terrible scone that eddie loved has changed my worldview actually. They literally wrote the 2 kinds of butter buck shouldnt use for scones into the script. and also wrote that chimney loves loaf and then made him wince at and push away buck’s loaf. also it was a pregnancy thing but maddie literally couldnt eat buck’s baked alaska or baked brie. But eddie thought bucks hockey puck was actually pretty good … so good he went digging in that basket for more goodies… goodies that are presumably inedible to the common person… and then also btw eddie made him a coffee after buck made eddie a scone … which pair well together … food as love metaphors straight from eddie’s kitchen yay…

THATS WHAT IM SAYINGGGGG HE THOUGHT IT WAS PRETTY GOOD. and you know what’s beautiful is like he didn’t say it SO THAT buck would smile all bashful like that but he said it probably KNOWING it would make buck smile all bashful like that. he meant what he said but he probably only said it because it’s buck who handed him that hockey puck

[mytearsbuckochet]

What's your most hated Bummy scene?? I'll tell you mine. It has to be the kiss in the hospital lobby and buck getting outed because of his soot covered mouth. Never hated a 911 episode more than that. I love Buck. They just made a mockery out of him by that scene.

Where do I even start.. Couldn't agree more about the soot scene, although I'm more angry at the writers about that one than I am at Tommy, given how important it was to Buck that he came out to Eddie and Maddie on his own terms and how much weight he gave those interactions I feel like even though that one was supposed to be a cute little "hehe look this is very Buck coded", it fell short in that I would've liked everyone else at the 118 to find out in a more heartfelt way ya know??

In terms of my least favourite(s), the whole arc with billy boils was a very interesting play by the writers in that it highlighted the differences between Eddie and Tommy in a meaningful way. On one hand, Eddie, who has presumably been with Buck in the hospital the whole time he was being treated for his boils, is used to Buck's hyperfixations and Wiki deep dives, and finds them wholesome and cute. I reblogged a post a little bit ago where Buck told Maddie about how her and Chim always finish each others sentences and that theyre basically already dating, and then contrasted with how Eddie was finishing Buck's sentences in that scene. Buddie fanatic aside (I will admit im obsessed with these two idiots), THIS is the kind of domesticity I've always wanted for Buck's partners, where they acknowledge and love those little moments that he has.

Now lets go ahead and look at Tommy's side of this whole thing: Tommy's reaction to seeing the boils + how he treated and viewed Buck's obsession as exactly that, an obsession + the graveyard scene??? You can break it down into "oh well Buddie have known eachother since s2, Bummy have been together 6 months", but from my perspective the fact that Buck didn't even realise Tommy didn't like women until their 6 month anniversary (???) just goes to show that they don't really know that much about one another. Tommy was completely right in the breakup scene; he was definitely not Buck's last, and the poor guy is definitely in need of some self exploration (#letbuckfuck) before I'd be happy to see Buddie honestly (and thats not even considering the work that needs to be done on Eddie, my guy is going through it rn with Chris). Anyway; I just read this amazing fic by playinginthundestorms (on ao3) and I think the way they described Tommy (slightly Tommy bashing), was overall how I imagine he sees Buck. It never really felt like Tommy was fond of these little things Buck does in the way that Eddie (and the rest of the 118) are, more seeing him as childish or juvenile as the fic described. And it makes sense, tommy is older than Buck. A whole other can of worms and probably the icing on the cake for me was the Abby debacle, the misogyny really showed??? like man you have not changed since Hen my lord. Calling Abby out for running off with some "himbo half her age" was wild considering thats what he is currently doing with Buck? Especially with all the shit she had to go through with her mum at the time? Like what on earth is your excuse Temu? Anyway, to cut a long rant short, I actually have given you like 50 reasons, but i definitely think that Tommy was a well placed plot device and it was obvious from the start. Also, ABC could've chosen ANYONE to be Buck's first experience with a man and they were like yep lets use the racist homophobe from Chim and Hen begins cos why not?! I probably would've had a far less negative opinion of him if he was a fresh character, and I think that's on purpose, I think it would be really interesting if they go down the road of hen and chim sharing their experiences with Tommy now that they've broken up, and that they didn't say anything cos they just wanted Buck to be happy. Definitely after that heartfelt scene with Hen especially, that I didn't get cos of that bloody soot scene.

[firstprince-ao3feed]

don't say anything (except i love you)

by lou1spr1nce “How long have you two been together?” a voice asks next to him. Eddie startles at the low British tones, almost forgetting that he walked over to the bar with Henry. Eddie shakes his head and looks away, his cheeks flushing at the fact that he had been caught staring. “We’re not.” Henry looks down at Eddie, confused. “No?” He pauses for a moment, looks in Buck’s direction and then back to Eddie, reassessing. “But you’re in love with him?” he asks gently. Eddie thought about lying, but there is something about Henry that makes it almost easy to tell him the truth. Eddie also had a feeling that had he tried to lie, Henry wouldn’t believe him anyway. Eddie’s gaze finds its way back to Buck. Taking in his curls, the look on his face, the way he seems so relaxed and at peace. Buck hasn’t looked this happy in a long time. “How did you know,” is all Eddie responds. “Because you look at him the same way I used to look at Alex.” OR Eddie takes Buck along with him and Christopher to Austin, Texas for a Diaz Family Reunion™ at his uncle’s LBJ lake house, where Eddie’s cousin’s new fiancé, Henry, decides to play cupid for Buck and Eddie Words: 2292, Chapters: 1/8, Language: English Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV), Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Categories: M/M Characters: Evan "Buck" Buckley, Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Christopher Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Alex Claremont-Diaz, Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, June Claremont-Diaz, Ellen Claremont, Oscar Diaz (Red White & Royal Blue), Nora Holleran, Minor Characters, TK Strand, Carlos Reyes (9-1-1 Lone Star), Mateo Chavez (9-1-1 Lone Star), Judd Ryder (9-1-1 Lone Star), Grace Ryder (9-1-1 Lone Star), Marjan Marwani, Maddie Buckley-Han (mentioned), Howard "Chimney Han (mentioned), Henrietta "Hen" Wilson (mentioned) Relationships: Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor Additional Tags: Mutual Pining, First Kiss, Getting Together, someone is trying to play cupid, i decided these characters should know each other so i became their god, Minor Tommy Kinard Bashing, im sorry i wish there was more, ill try harder next time, Gay Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Bisexual Evan "Buck" Buckley, Eddie Diaz and Alex Claremont-Diaz are Cousins, Christopher Diaz Has Two Dads, alex and henry meddling era, the whole buck and eddie thing, Canon Compliant, Fangirl Evan "Buck" Buckley, karaoke bar, a few bets for silly times, Christopher Diaz is a National Treasure, i hope you find this funny because i made myself laugh writing it, diaz family reunion, Buckley-Diaz Family (9-1-1 TV), Idiots in Love, POV Alternating via https://ift.tt/lNXFqpJ

[jojameswinter]

I’m DYING to analyze jiara please tell me what you think: Im so curious to know if the writers are gonna make it seem like Kie had a thing for JJ since season 1 or if they’re gonna make her start catching feelings for him and she realizes the major shift in her feelings towards him and starts to see him in a different light and she’s like oh no I’m falling and it kinda freaks her out because the only thing we got in season 1 was her saying “did you tell JJ” but that honestly could have been taken two ways either she didn’t want JJ to know because she did have a crush on him or she didnt want him thinking she would be easy and kiss him too or about breaking the no pouge on pouge macking or maybe she didn’t want to hurt JJ’s feelings because she rejected him when he tried the locked door and then we got the moment of Kie hugging JJ in the hot tub but that’s honestly what any friend would do in a situation like that so I can see why it can also be taken in a platonic way it wasn’t until season 2 that I started feeling a vibe and shift in Kie’s feelings towards jj when she told Luke do you have any idea how special your son is and then when they were teaming up in the season 2 finale and also having the surf trip convo she realized JJ is a lot like her and wants the same things she wants which is to travel etc and he protected her from getting hit with the machete which led to JJ almost drowning and Kie realized if he died he would have died protecting and trying to save her so that pulled out feelings she didn’t even know were there and she realized she didn’t want to lose him she was so scared so all of that really made it easier to open the first episode of season 3 with Kie starting to look at JJ in a romantic way…

I think they will play up on past feelings...to what degree, who knows, but I mean...it's all right there with the crumbs you mentioned. Also, there’s possibility of a younger/baby pogue flashback that could explain/show some things??? We know JB for sure and “young Sarah” is listed on IMDB (not 100% reliable accd to ppl that know - not me, lmao). If we got young jiara I WOULD COMBUST. 

"Did you tell JJ?" to me can only be taken in the way that she has some sort of crush/feelings for him BECAUSE of what comes after. John B being like "why do you ask?" with a suspicious look and her bashful "Just wondering. It's not..." comment. The way she trails off? I think if it were anything other than a crush on JJ she'd just answer JB directly?? I mean, whatever they meant for it to be in script who knows, but this is how Chase/Maddie played it and it def seems like crushing to me. Personally, the differences in how she treats JJ compared to JB/Pope even in S1 also read very much that she has different feelings for him, even if she can't totally explain it yet.

And yeah with the hot tub - she would be there for any of her friends, no doubt, but the way JJ lets her be there for him is really something. It also demonstrates to us the way they’re able to be vulnerable/break down to one another and can read what the other needs (sometimes it’s something subtle like “hey, you alright?” and sometimes it’s a hold me situation). Notice that Pope is sort of like a deer in headlights until Kie instantly knows what to do for JJ. I know a lot of us have said we’d love to see it in reverse where JJ’s the one to comfort Kie in a more overt way and we might get that S3!!!!!

That said, I do think there is still a shift of sorts on Kie’s part - some kind of acknowledgement of her feelings or feelings intensifying, etc. All the things you mentioned, the “special��� comment to Luke, the container, the lifeboat - all these moments where she’s like OH...oh. 

You’re right, the crumbs definitely did set it up like the feelings are stirring now. Still, I didn’t expect things to move along as significantly as they seem to be! Granted, we really don’t know a lot, but we know the romantic still that broke us all is episode four, so???????? There could be time jumps too though, so I guess we’ll see - VERY SOON!!! I AM FERAL!!! I NEED PPL TO CHECK ON ME AND MAKE SURE I’M STILL BREATHING EVERY NOW AND AGAIN!!!

[ghostboyhood]

23. What is one unique thing you’re afraid of?

26. You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere in the world, but you have to leave immediately. Where are you going to go?

60. Do you believe in aliens?

HI VOID/MADDIE!!

23. What is one unique thing you’re afraid of?

uhmm idrk if this is unique but i have a really severe phobia of pregnancy and anything related to it....? when my mom was pregnant i would get nauseous touching/watching her stomach move, had to look away at the ultrasound i went to, threw up during the pregnancy unit in school, and js like... the idea of something growing inside a person, makes me wanna bash my fists against the wall and scream and cry 😍

26. You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere in the world, but you have to leave immediately. Where are you going to go?

ouuhhh okay... probably scotland??? its SO green and beautiful up there. where i grew up it was the opposite of green and literally seeing a tree thicker than my arm makes me freak out 😭😭 id like to just walk around nd see all i can yk? my family is also scottish n shit so thats smt ig,, honestly im not 1000% sure bc its hard to travel out of the country so i dont look into it as much ykwim? nothing tropical though im not rlly a fan of the beach or ocean n shit, id much rather see trees and old buildings

60. Do you believe in aliens?

im gonna say yes..? i dont think theres a single chance we are the ONLY living thing in the entire universe and beyond, theres no fucking wayyy.. i dont necessarily know WHAT they may be, humans, what we imagine aliens to be like, something we cant even comprehend, etc, but i do not believe for a second we're the only thing here

[storm-driver]

ep 19 : million dollar ghost feels like it's supposed to be the season finale, what with vlad being the main villain and him going after the key for pariah's keep. but the production order says this one goes first, so i guess that's what we're rolling with!

the fucking alarm going off in the school to announce there's a ghost on campus and jazz shouting "DANNY HIDE" only for danny to go ?????whY?? had me REELING. like he doesn't even care and jazz is hyperventilating on HIS behalf.

the main plot of the episode is always fun when vlad is involved. pinning a bounty on danny's head to fuck with him and his family is absolutely villainous and cruel. especially cause vlad is just out for blood while danny is only reacting to being hunted down. poor kid knows there's a target on his back, and i feel like if this show was written a few years later, he would've said "dude go to therapy" as a comeback.

there was one scene that seriously caught my eye. vlad essentially electrocutes danny to a point of almost losing consciousness and turning back to being human. but either danny, barely hanging on to being awake, stopped the transformation part way and kept himself as phantom. or vlad SOMEHOW STOPPED IT??? i'm going with the latter bc im p sure danny had no conscious control over that. especially because he's so drained afterwards that he can't even fight back when he gets tossed into the pile of ghost hunters. but that just makes me question HOW vlad did that. like that is another person's autonomy!!!! you just STOPPED IT BECAUSE YOU CAN???? HOW

jack fenton continues to be such a fantastic character. he's so bull-headed about being an expert on ghosts, it's leading to him fucking shit up by accident. he means well, but at least he's able to acknowledge when he's screwed up. it makes the scene with danny tryna cheer him up by "surrendering" as the ghost boy hit just a little harder. his son's opinion of him matters so much to him, that even the ghost boy presenting himself as free prey didnt get him out of a bad mood until maddie literally put the prize in his hands. she's by far the better ghost hunter between them, but she cares more about her husband's pride that she literally gives the credit to him for capturing the ghost boy. it's so sweet to watch, even though you have to subconsciously accept that they just put their son in a fucking vacuum and they have no idea he's in that tiny ass box.

also another example of danny's anatomy just being fucked because of ghost powers, bc how the fuck did he fit in that box otherwise.

anyway, danny convincing jack to let him out of the vacuum thing because he throws himself under the bus and essentially bashes his human self for constantly forgetting to do chores, including replacing the ectro-filtrator on the ghost portal, was fucking funny. david kaufman seriously needs more props for the absolute blunt line deliveries he does, because i am WHEEZING.

the episode has fun antics, but despite the bounty on danny's head, it doesn't actually put much on the serialization? yeah, they've established that danny is elusive and a ghost that a LOT of people have eyes on. he even calls himself public ghost enemy number one. but not much sticks. especially bc jack sorta just forgets about this temporary alliance he has with phantom in future episodes and goes back to shooting on sight. besides getting definitive proof that phantom is well-meaning and doesn't wanna cause havoc. still, fun episode, danny getting compressed into a box is hilarious.

yknow what I'm cataloging my feelings as i rewatch every danny phantom episode, here we go

[ao3feedbuddie]

beating the odds (without a tennis racket and with a firehose instead)

read it on the AO3 at by pastelwolfie " tennis ball will approve of no one but perfection for her buck. he needs - at the very least - someone who will love him for him, and not consider him less than. it’s a low bar, isn’t it? god. tennis ball needs to raise her standards. someone who worships the ground buck walks along, and worships him as he is, flaws and all? better? someone who worships buck for who he is, knows what he needs, but is also someone buck can love back? there we go. maybe, if tennis ball manifests it hard enough, someone perfect will appear. … why, hello, eddie diaz. ”   // the lives of found-families and lovers, as told through the perspective of an invested, eager, possessive and slightly creepy tennis ball. or; the pov character is a hardcore buddie truther, but is also kinda horny for everyone. also she’s a tennis ball. the definition of a crack fic, but it’s also weirdly possessive and also, somehow, a character study i’m proud of? there’s a surprising amount of heavy feelings in here. it’s an odd concoction of things. title is 100% a sex joke fyi. if it wasn’t abundantly clear. Words: 21572, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death, Rape/Non-Con Categories: M/M Characters: Evan "Buck" Buckley, Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Bobby Nash, Howie "Chimney" Han, Maddie Buckley, Henrietta "Hen" Wilson, Athena Grant, Ravi Panikkar Relationships: Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Bobby Nash, Maddie Buckley/Howie "Chimney" Han, Athena Grant/Bobby Nash Additional Tags: Abby Clark Bashing, Supportive Athena Grant, Evan "Buck" Buckley Loves Eddie Diaz, Bisexual Evan "Buck" Buckley, Evan "Buck" Buckley Whump, Domestic Violence, Angst, Mutual Pining, Getting Together, Canon Compliant, Crack, Crack Treated Seriously, POV Outsider, Firehouse 118 Crew as Family (9-1-1 TV), Suicidal Thoughts, Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con, Canon-Typical Violence, Character Death, Character Study, unhinged behavior, Unreliable Narrator, Near Death Experiences, Beta Read, wow i feel cool using that tag, ps to my beta im so sorry, mild to aggressive bashing of everyone who isn't buck, did like a josh and made timely greys anatomy references, Dr Wells is her own warning, hey 911 what the fuck was up with that??, Mild Sexual Content, ?? maybe pov character is horny af, and also discussion on buck 1.0 read it on the AO3 at

[jeysbvck]

hey i dont watch the 911 show but im really curious what the maddie character needed to forgive herself for

why is the pretty milf on my dashboard sad

okay so i'll start this off by saying maddie is the cutest person in the world and she needs to be protected at all costs💖💖 she's one of my all time favourite female characters (this isn't going to bash her i just love giving maddie & JLH praise!)

also, this will be under the cut bc although my blog is full of 911 spoilers, a lot of them are out of context!

so, in the first gif of the gifset i reblogged, she was forgiving herself for not dying next to her abusive ex bc he kidnapped her and tried to kill her, and she killed him in self defense.

the second gif is her being told to forgive herself bc she has PPD, and her baby slipped under the water while maddie was giving her a bath bc maddie closed her eyes (it was literally seconds but maddie didn't know that) ultimately the baby was fine, but maddie ran away bc she didn't feel the baby was safe.

so basically maddie is traumatised and she needs protecting and if anyone ever has a bad thing to say about her i will personally fight them!

[buttercupbuck]

hey Alicia

so, were in the middle of fandom drama again, and I'm just so sad but also thankful to you for being so nice about things

firstly because I'm not trying to instigate more confusion here, so I'm trying to stay out of it and mostly because I kinda see what point both sides are pressing but I also can't ignore some things

I love Aisha, and Corinne and Angela, but I also love jlh - not because she's white, but because I think she's great and it's hard to see people comparing things and trying to create a mess when there's no need to be one

I'm not white - I'm latina - but I'm also "white passing" so this kinda of thing already make me uncomfortable because I heard my entire life that I have it easy and yes, I really think I do, all things considered, but that doesn't mean I'm not entitled to an opinion

because yes, poc people have it harder but you can't just go full 8 or 80 like it justifies everything - people success are not simply based on that and it's fucked up to assume so, mostly because we don't what they've been through

pain is relative, and you can't measure it in certain terms

I've heard my entire life that I wasn't white enough or latina enough and I'm so done with hearing that I don't get to say things because people have it harder than me - of course they do, there's always going to be someone that does

and I'm honestly fucking tired of hearing that I can't like someone I like, a character that makes me happy, because me liking her it's just because she's a "white woman doing the bare minimum"

I'm not a child, I have the discernment to look at something and think about it and just because I like a white woman doesn't mean I'm dumb or that I can't think for myself, just like liking characters of color doesn't make someone above acting entitled and taking conclusions about things

and the fact that it became a big thing? I hate it, because it's in moments like this that people start chosing sides, as if what I like defines me as a person

this is fucking internet, you don't know other people, no matter how much you like to think you do

sorry for the big rant, I just needed to get it out of my chest

yeah idk where people got it into their heads that the most racist thing a person can do is appreciate a white woman on tv but they clearly haven't gone outside in a while so it's not surprising

but i mean don't worry about having an opinion on all of this because all these people apparently doing the heavy antiracist work of bashing jlh are white as far as i know. they somehow made themselves out to be the authority on racism in fandom (when weirdly i've never seen them say shit about actual occurrences of racism in fandom) so like. don't worry about them is all im saying - you're defo allowed to feel some sort of way about all this bc it's fucking ridiculous

but yes like it's so frustrating. maddie isn't even my favorite character but the fact that people (and in particular, one WHITE woman) are so dismissive of any other reason why people might like her other than the fact that she's white is so insane. i don't like plenty of characters and yet i can understand that there are things about them that people DO like!

and like you said, liking characters of color doesn't make you antiracist, and making SUCH a point about how much you love them and hate white characters is just,,a little weird to me tbh!! especially when a lot of these people are white and brag about how they only care about characters of color...tis a little fishy to me

[fufesworld]

9-1-1 season 4 finale thoughts

So after 4x13 and the promos for next week episode and how we are all losing our minds i have some thoughts about buck/eddie/buddie (english is not my first language so bare with me)

i love buck and buddie as much as the next person but PLEASE PLEASE dont forget that this episode is about eddie and him being shot, of course this will bring a lot of suffering for buck, but dont take the spotlight from eddie. but something that in general we all have been asking (at least thats what i saw) is for more eddie screentime and for him to deal with his ptsd from the war and this is the perfect oportunity to delve into that

talking about buddie, i have two things to say. one, if they dont end up together this season or next ones, i beg you DONT COME FOR THE ACTORS/SHOW, yes it’ll suck cause it something we have all been waiting for but that does not give anyone the permission to harass the actors (REAL PEOPLE with emotions). besides its just as important to have mlm relationships on screen as it is to have strong and love-filled platonic ones. its not often that you see male friendships which are as strong as theirs, where they are allowed to be emotional and find support on the other.

also dont bash the show because let me tell 911 is an amazing show that does not revolve around one ship.

dont forget one of the reason this show is so loved by its fans is all the beautiful stories in it. Only the portrayal of how a family doesnt look one way is amazing: we have bobby and athena and michael and david and the kids,hen and karen with denny and them being foster parent (and the reality of that situation), maddie and chim who had a kid without being married fist, eddie being a single parent with chris, all of the dynamics between the members of the 118 and the dispatch and probably more that im forgetting right now.

this without mentioning all of the important subjects they talk about like the racism that michael and the kids faced when they were stopped by the police, and how hen and chimney had to fight for their place once on the 118, or how in last episode the doctor didnt care about hens mom because she is black.

the show also doesnt shy from talking about mental health and how helpful going to therapy is, and more recently how post-pregnancy can affect a person and their mental health.

tl; dr, dont forget buck is not the only character on 911 and even if buddie doesnt happen that doesnt mean the show is horrible (or that their relationship is not important) and you should stop watching (i mean you do you) because there are a lot of amazing storylines to enjoy in it

[johnbroutledge]

OTPs and NOTPs

i was tagged by the wonderful @faewithfangs. thank you love. i cannot tell you the dread i have going into this. :P 

OTPS

evan buckley/eddie diaz; buddie, 911 on fox

maddie buckley/chimney han; madney, 911 on fox 

hen wilson/karen wilson; henren, 911 on fox

tk strand/carlos reyes; tarlos; 911 lonestar

grace ryder/judd ryder; grudd; 911 lonestar

luke patterson/reggie peters; ruke, julie and the phantoms

alex mercer/willie; willex, julie and the phantoms 

jj maybank/john b. routledge; outer banks

kelly severide/stella kidd; stellaride, chicago fire

kelly severide/matt casey; sevasey, chicago fire 

and a whole bunch more, idk. 

NOTPS

im prefacing all of this with, i understand WHY people ship it, and i respect that and will never like hate on, bash, or start drama over your ship, but yeah, it’s not my thing. 

julie molina/luke patterson; juke, julie and the phantoms. right so im half in and half out with this one. i kinda ship it i kinda don’t. like its cute but also boys a ghost, so like, no matter how cute it is....

sylvie brett/matt casey; brettsey, chicago fire. i love them both so much i really do, i just. something about it just doesn’t vibe with me? i could maybe change my mind one day, when i figure out WHY it bothers me so much cause like objectively its adorable, but. eh. which also brings me to its not really about dawsey either cause....

gabby dawson/matt casey; dawsey, chicago fire. this started out adorable, i really loved them, and then it just....became really toxic. like. really really toxic. which i will probably never forgive the writers for, but whatever. 

I am gonna tag @ashavahishta @thisissirius @madamewriterofwrongs @gracieli @oneawkwardcookie @matan4il @tarlosbuddie @from-nova @buddie-brettsey @sayankotor @evaneddie and anyone else who wants to play!

[dontmesswithnoheroin]

somebody just submitted this into my inbox and im wheezing omfg

If you can still give Gal Gaddot dignity and acknowledge her humanity even when she doesn’t care about the lives of thousands of Palestinian people under military brutality and war crimes, also partook in idf, then WHY can’t you do the same for Sia’s autism misrep scandal and the rest of them? WHY?! They probably feel the same as Gal when you fling them poop too! So cut this selective “teaching a lesson to”?! Leave all alone or call all out, don’t be a double standard shitfuck! 

Look, don’t throw literal shit at Gal G-dot, but don’t deny her slipups and crimes too! #FreePalestine 🇵🇸

Come on, it is obviously known she did:

- Serve in the IDF during the 2006 Lebanon fiasco

- Expressed her support and praise IDF from time to time even after her mandatory service, her most famous one being the 2014 Gaza bombings which lost 4 boys. Even Holocaust survivors in the Haaretz spoke out against that incident saying it’s gone too far. Never apologized or retracted that. That specific FB post also still up.

- Allegedly responded poorly to a former friend’s r*pe and blamed the friend while defending the perpetrator

- Talks about her military service with pride and “how it has helped her play WW” despite simps’ claims that she hated IDF but was forced to do that

- Subtly mass stereotype all Palestinians and MENA Muslims as ‘terrorists’ and ‘inferior stock’ in her community. Have you seen WW84’s hateful writing?

Why people don’t care about Palestinians or military brutality war crimes in this case:

- “Gal is too hot and cute!!!12!! I’m gay for her!!!11!!”

- Gotten too attached to her thru watching her “relatable moments” and funny or sweet-presenting propaganda where she “being herself”…'psycho’ actresses sure can mask well, can’t they?

- Tried to hamster away her exact words by claiming she sorta apologized in some other way or “said something to counter that!!11!!1”. She only stood up for Arabs with Israeli citzenship ONLY, still not the Palestinian neighbours so simps stop bluffing! And saying “peeaceeee” multiple times is so vague. Does that word to Gal imply taking Palestine land and genociding the children?!

- pull the “Palestine is not oppressed” card. But when you just attack neutral run-of-the-mill Palestinian citizens and families and prevent vaccine supplies from them and go beyond apartheid, you know you’ve crossed some serious lines and can conclude Palestine is oppressed too.

- feel sympathy for her even though they hypocritically say “you shouldn’t feel sympathy for supremacists or terfs or military bootlickers!!!11!!“ 

- they have become stupid simps for her

All while no problem attacking and cancelling other people like Sia, Gina, Letitia Wright - NOT defending or condoning their deeds too but Gal is in such a similar boat don’t excuse it. At least Sia never was a sergeant or cheered on the bombing of a certain area 

How do you scrub this kind of idiotic self-righteous hypocrisy and pious smugness?!?! If you can still give Gal dignity and acknowledge her humanity even with blood on her hands and beliefs, then WHY can’t you do the same for the rest of them? WHY?! They probably feel the same as Gal when you fling them poop too! So cut this selective "teaching a lesson to”?! Leave all alone or call all out, don’t be a double standard shitfuck! And Maddie Ziegler supports Sia but that does not mean she is defending the movie, she was just doing interviews!

Edit: Admit that the USA’s coverups and censorship of Gal’s pro-idf and borderline supremacist views also helped some!

You know America is all about stanning Israel and military, same with their allies, so obviously not letting too many know about Gal’s statements and putting out good propaganda of her to cover it would boost. 

When US wants her as a token, they will have her as a token.

Edit 2: Just to be clear, Israel can have their areas but let Palestinians have some land too. And don’t go genocidal on them for it 

Okay sis first of all I haven’t even seen Wonder Woman, if I simped for Gal Gadot some years ago it is because I am a wlw and was not aware of what she stands for. I’ve had this blog for over 10 fucking years of my life, starting when I was 15. I simped for a lot of bad people and I probably used the n-word, the r-word and a bunch of shit I’m not proud of. This blog is a personal journal to me, something I’ve used to grow in years which were really hard in my life, and I’ve probably posted a bunch of shit that should have never been posted. If I’ve ever defended Gal Gadot, among the 30,000 posts I posted on this blog in the past, then I admit, I was wrong.

But you literally coming here writing me this essay, it’s hysterical to me that you took your time to write this all out. Obviously you have some frustrations in your life that makes you write this shit, I know that all my frustrated posts on this page at celebrities, billionaires, etc, all come from simple life frustrations and I come here to vent. I post my posts as if nobody was ever gonna read them because I’m a nobody on this site, and nobody in life in terms of reach. It’s funny to me that you decided to equate some post I made years ago (how did you even find those??? i have literal 1000s of pages on my tumblr) with what I say about Sia. Autism happens to be very personal to me. And although I feel very strongly about what’s going on in Palestine and support the Palestinians (which I also posted about in the past, I’m pretty sure I also reblogged shit about Gal Gadot you mention but I guess you haven’t found those posts on my blog), I do not have as much of a personal connection to it, so I don’t post about it as much. And I’m still bewildered, where did I say I like Gal Gadot??? Last I recall I posted about Gal Gadot organizing this fucking disaster of a pandemic celebrity song contest.

But anyway, all this being said, you literally cannot come to people and bash them for not being ideologically pure. I’m 26 so I don’t give two shits about what you think of me, but there are teenagers on this site that really take this stuff personally. That get anxious about not being the perfect humans, invested in all issues at once. Everyone fights their own battles, sis. We can’t all support all causes at once. I will never support Israel but I can’t single handedly change the situation of the Palestinians, and especially not through a fucking tumblr post. So while I’m gonna post this, because maybe some people want to get educated about what goes on, why don’t we just quit making people feel guilty for not being aware about every single bad thing any celebrity did at all times? Like, I think the volunteer work I do with refugees in my country in real life helps much more than bashing celebrities online about their ideology on a blog nobody is ever gonna look at twice. 

Maybe I’m too old and this is just a troll but it’s pretty incredible to me that you come into my inbox calling me all kinda shit. If you’re having a bad day, a frustrating time in the pandemic, sorry sis. Me too. Hope this venting helped you. 

Yours truly,

Double Standards Shitfuck <3

[carry-on-my-wayward-hobbit]

So my flat mate invited her friends down to celebrate their birthday the day before mine and suggested we do a joint birthday sesh which’s be fine but I won’t be able to invite all of my friends bc logistically we just don’t have enough space in the house, but now if I have a sesh the day after on my actual birthday then no one will wanna go out bc they’ll all be dead from the day before

[introverdt]

EEEEEE !!! i really love your bernie so far. you really nail her voice and like??? write her inner dialogue really well. i also just love the metas you post on her *chefs kiss*

JUDGE ME PLEASE.

 aAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.  mADDIE --- HONESTLY IM AWFUL AT WRITING BASHFUL CHARACTERS ---- so i means  A LOT  to me for you to say that i fuckin nailed it and i just hAVE A LOT OF LOVE FOR OUR HERMIT GIRL AND FOR U TOO OFC THANK

[gettin-bi-bi-bi]

I have a friend who I like just fine it’s just that we are not compatible at all. The thing is that she was in drama w our other friends who ditched her for that reason. Like she’s nice and stuff and there’s nothing wrong with her at all she’s just kinda boring. She’s quiet, shy and not that mature and I’m loud, edgy and analytical. She’s just on her phone all the time (tbf everyone in our grade is) but it makes me want to bash my head in from boredom. If she’s the one who’s depending one (1/2)

she can put some effort into the friendship so I won’t have to feel like I’m monologuing. It’s like she doesn’t dare to have an opinion. She cares way more abt me than I do about her which makes me feel guilty but like I can’t help that! I already fake my feelings/personality on so many occasions and mask my insecurities behind a ton of faux self confidence it’s super exhausting if I have to fake my internal fucking emotions too. She’s always sad bc she doesn’t have any friends at (2/?)

school so I started hanging out with my bf and his friends more cuz I wanted to actually talk to someone for once but then our teacher asked me to hang out with her more bc I needed to “take care of her since she was so alone”. I tried talking to my parents about this (just saying that I personally thought that she was boring I still do hang w her) but they got mad at me for being selfish. I’m extroverted and get no energy if I can’t talk to ppl so thing along with my parents saying that (3/?)

A bad person just for expressing my feelings about a friend really takes it toll on my mental health, cuz I knew I was a bit of a bitch k, but this was one of the times where I thought I did something moral but I guess I have to think a certain way too :) I’ve considered skipping school bc I don’t want the responsibility of making sure she’s happy (like she won’t eat if I’m not there) and I’m just so tired all the time I barely have the energy to get changed. If im truly the asshole in this(4/?)

situation then I’m honestly better off not trying to be a better person in anyway bc I’ll never achieve that standard. This sounds super guilt trippy but I just needed to vent and everyone irl just seems to blame me (even my bf thinks I’m being rude but I may have said some not so nice things when talking too him so that’s fair tbh). My parents (especially my dad) always think I’m being selfish so I’ve sorta adopted that persona but I truly believed I was being nice this time.

I’ve thought very hard about what to tell you because I understand you’re a teenager, going through puberty, trying to do things right / do what people expect you to do while at the same time wanting to be “loud and edgy”.

I also understand you just “want to vent” here but I can’t help but leave you with a little piece of advice, mostly for the sake of that girl in your school but also because you came to an advice blog (about bisexuality, but whatever...) so that’s what you’ll get here:

Don’t ever be friends with someone out of pity! If you find her boring and don’t want to be her friend then don’t pretend to be her friend! You keep trying to justify to yourself why the two of you don’t fit together as friends so take the necessary consequences and not be her friend. You don’t have to go straight to hating her. Just be a friendly, neutral schoolmate to her. But don’t make her believe you can be anything more than that if you don’t want to be more than that.

Furthermore it’s not your job to make other people happy or please them. But the bare minimum you can do is be honest with people. It’s fine you don’t want to be friends with someone. You don’t have to justify it, you don’t have to feel guilty for it. But be fair enough to be honest and not lead someone on!

Maddie