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...Yeah, I'd whore myself up for him like this. Next question.
#I drew this middle of pride month as an indulgent treat for myself#I'm not quite used to drawing risque art and I was very nervous about posting it for the longest time#but like#fuck it you know#im an adult that can enjoy adult things#and this is one of the few places where i can actually express myself without shame#i need to stop obsessing over the possibility of someone from my irl life discovering this#like do any normal people even use tumblr anymore?#i should be alright#dr baggs#baggs#my art#utmv#megalosomnia#fanart#digital art#sona#self insert shit babyyy
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nothing happens
jegulus | M | 3 parts of ?
James and Regulus meet when they're kids, and it doesn't take them long to become friends. Best friends, even. And it's fine, because they're young, and love is easy and simple, and it can't be mistaken for anything else.
Then they grow. And their friendship turns into something else entirely. But it should still be fine if nothing changes, right?
If nothing happens.
#IT’S HERE#im actually so nervous#literally gonna go watch succession with my friend after i post this#but !! well !!#i hope u guys love it#or that it meets all ur expectations at least#u have the first three parts <3#so quite a lot to read imo#ANYWAYS I CANT WAIT FOR U GUYS TO MEET NOTHING HAPPENS JEGGY#ur gonna hate them . and love them . so much#and that’s all for now#i feel like im gonna throw up fUCK#this story is just very special and important to me idk#whatever#not gonna get emotional#ENJOY!!!#jegulus#jegulus fanfiction#james potter#regulus black#sirius black#marauders#fic series: nothing happens
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omg hiii hi hi ! good morning & happy wednesday friendz !!!! today is a brand new day so let’s try to have a magnificent one ! i hope you find somethin to make ya smile today teehee & remember that you deserve to get the yummiest treat today ( ྀི∩˃ ᵕ ˂∩) ! ! 🤍💫
#picture of me and zoro right here ! a rendeition of my pfp actually LMFAOOOOO#i stare at him with my big brown eyes until he gives me a kiss & then i repeat the cycle#sigh#i’ve been insane about kuroo the past few days (deserved. i always am.) but zoro………. (ㅅ´ ˘ `)#going to bug one of my beloveds to beta the fic i’ve been workin on#thank u for the love on the kuroo piece omgieee :( ! i was very nervous to post it bc a fic like that UGH it can never be perfect to meeeee#i wanna try and tackle virgin!zoro next but let me regenerate health#OKIE OKIE IM YAPPIN !#i said i wasn’t going to today but ive had a few new friendz join meeee so i needed them to know what they’re getting into#anyway yesterday was stinky + i’m going to make today better no matter what mhm !! i encourage you all to do the same ^_^ !#holding your hands through the horrors !!!#iluuuuu !! so much !!#₊˚⊹ ᰔ xoxo aims#ヾ( ˃ᴗ˂ )◞ — ✩ daily yap.
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doctober day 26: anniversary
my one (1) allotted classic bttf redraw 😙
[bonus under the cut lol]
#back to the future#bttf#doc brown#marty mcfly#doctober 2023#emmett brown#christopher lloyd#michael j fox#my arts#me when backgrounds 😩#no but im actually very proud of this wehhh im so nervous posting it ;_;#anyway i love how i once said i wasnt ever going to do anything big again but like. how could i not for this#the problem is now i just wanna rewatch the movie but i dont have time :((((#also also to be clear they have multiple 'we almost died'-iversaries but this was the most prominent one so yeah
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lacenet :) (<- mentally deranged individual) (me)
#you have no idea how hard they are to draw not because of actual drawing but because-#everytime i do i need to stop for a 5 minute stim session becayuse of how fucckifjngng happy they make me#help im actually nervous to post this like i always feel like im gonna do touchey lovey stuff wrong somehow#also i never know if anatomy is good on my drawings ill be very hoenst i dont use refrences and i wing it thats the yolo artstyle#hollow knight#lacenet#hollow knight gijinka#hk hornet#hk lace#silksong#hollow knight fanart#sofmof#parozi gijinkas
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im so sorry professor layton tag but i need to go crazy. i can make that middle aged british professor objectum about his car
ITS ALWAYS DESCRIBED AS HIS PRIDE AND JOY..... he takes such good care of it.... beautiful... snug... perfect.... also in unwound future when he saw it in a state of disrepair in future london he was so distraught 😭😭
LUKE IS ALWAYS SO MEAN ABOUT IT TOO ����💔!!!! and he always gets so upset like in curious village when luke implied no one would want it layton was like "😐just what do you mean by that luke"
also i know the layton manga isnt entirely canon but im choosing to believe it is for my sick and twisted freak objectum purposes (translation by @/laytonmanga) you gotta believe me guys he loves his funny car OKAY im done 🛌🛌💤💤
#nervous to post this one.....#professor layton#hershel layton#objectum#techum#ALSO!!! just headcanon but i think he also would really love different kinds of machinery#i like to believe hes very fascinated by the tech that don paolo and descole create.....#and hes very mechanically inclined in general like#he was able to build an entire machine gun out of broken slot machine parts#hes autistic and objectum to me. he loves him his machine.......#im sorry imjust projectinf now#hes like me if i was smart#okay im actually done now
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um… erm…. um…… shoves this in your face and runs away screaming
Oc for @chez-cinnamon’s WH au!,!!!!!! because I love it!!!!!!!!!!! and im not insane or anythi
#real world au#GRAAAHHH#was super duper nervous to post this….#gulps!!#sweats#quakes in my boots#SORRY IM VERY .. SCARED!!!!!!!#im not actually#anyways awesum au!#love it!!!! with my entire heart!!!!!!!!
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angel Ɛ✦3
#hiiiii im posting my fursona here for the first time. very nervous#idk why. this is literally the Having A Fursona website#im just gonna. ramble about him for a sec bc hes my guy and hes very silly#his name is roadkill!! technically not but his actual name cant be comprehended by humans#he got that name because of how often he gets run over. he does it on purpose most of the time. he thinks its funny#hes a possum/angel/demon/eldritch horror/incubus/somehow part borzoi thing#and he can shapeshift#and he has a youtube channel where he murders people#hes very controversial. they make video essays about him. but still tons of ppl defend him#(dont ask me why his channel hasnt just been deleted)#but yeah!! he dies a bunch and kills people and tempts people to sin!#there is no like. actual story with him really. hes just a silly guy i draw a lot. dont question it#ok ill shut up now#furry#furry art#fursona#anthro art#furry fandom#furry oc#my art
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Being a woc fan of Bridgerton can be a struggle, especially when it comes to liking the poc characters on the show, especially the woc. Like I remember when s1 came out and the blatant microaggressions and just plain racism coming from this fandom was atrocious. You had people spewing very hateful things about Charlotte, Marina, and Simon and undermining the latter two's pain and trauma at the hands of the white characters---Marina was treated terribly by the Featheringtons and, whether you like Penelope or not, you cannot deny that she also played a part by releasing that letter to the Ton and Simon was violated Daphne no matter how people try to spin the story to offer her some form of sympathy (it still blows my mind that people would want to though).
S2 is just as bad (not even including how they changed the Sharma family's storyline than how it was in the books when that wasn't necessary) and the racist undertones many of the fans have towards Mary and Edwina (as well as Kate but for her it's carries more brown woman needing to be saved by a white man when Anthony is involved because a lot of you all in the fandom are quick to use this trope such as "oh, he's the only one who truly knows her"). The lack of screen time for this family really ends up hurting them to but even with that, whether you like Mary and Edwina or not, it would be a lie to deny the racism a lot in the fandom hold towards them (and how that falls onto the actresses because it was very apparent how many in the fandom couldn't let two Desi women shine without having to bring down the other and Netflix played into that too for drama) and paints every small thing they do as being terrible crimes but in the same breath will not have the same smoke for the Bridgertons, who have their own set of problems (but because they are also the main family, among other things, they are provided more grace without consequences).
#bridgerton#edwina sharma#kate sharma#mary sharma#marina thompson#queen charlotte#simon basset#like fandoms can be a very hostile place especially toward poc#and don't even get me started on some fans acting like they care about the poc characters but only still fall into the tropes i presented#im nervous for how this post will be received bc ngl when people call out the racist antics in bridgerton people love to downplay it#and that's just not right (for any fandom)#and this impacts actors too bc there should be no reason that charithra can hardly be excited about her role in the show#or how ruby had received so much hate that (probably) as a result had two breakdowns#on top of still being asked by polin and pen fans to denounce marina to uplift their white faves#dni if you can't have a calm conversation here#also seeing the creator of the show say for s3 kathony that there won't be as much angst#more happy couple scenes irks me in a way bc that amount of angst didn't have to flood s2 if they weren't so concerned with pointless drama#like the books themselves gave enough angst without the engaged to your sister plotline and such#also would have made anthony seem like less of a prick and actually respect a woman's honor but nope#don't even get me started on how it seems more common for the poc characters to have to gripe and struggle#(especially with things that....they should not be blamed for) at the hands of or as result of white characters#when in the same breath that courtesy isn't extended to said white characters#(e.g. marina having to push colin in pen's direction even though both failed her#to simon begin assaulted and then blamed for it by daphne and the narrative#to kate having to move mountains to grow (even though for most part she wasn't wrong) but don't even see anthony apologize for his actions)#all the actors especially the woc experience racism (and other forms of discrimination) from this fandom#i haven't even gotten into the shitshow from some fans towards simone and the actor who plays simon#as well as the racism the actresses for queen charlotte faced#a lot of yall need to do better
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god i finally watched new episodes my honest reaction is jgiwoaoKzmxmkwkakkak
#it kinda doesnt feel real for me idk why#like i do not actually process all of it??#tho I DO have ideas and thinking i did pay attention#maybe i've just had a wild day i guess#but also oh god vex'ahlia broke my heart#twice#first time were when scanlan was talking how he couldn't be at two places at the same time to help 'em and she said nobody gives a fuck#i feel so bad for scanlan rn i love him#haven't watched campaing to the bard's lament yet but oh fuck im too spoiled i do know what happens where (a little bit)#the second time was when she said she really cares for percy i started crying at that moment#also im a lil bit disappointed cuz i thought we would get percys death and vex's spech but we got “i open the door completly naked” scene ->#and im very happy we got it like oh wow i didn't expect that#but idk im just a girl and i love percahlia's slowburn#since i watched 64 eps of actual campaign it become hard for me to not compare campaign and tlovm cuz obviosly its very different#but with percahlia in tlovm we don't have hours and hours of campaign context#(we don't have percy making her arrows)#and i understand why cuz 100+ streams 3+ hours each is one thing and animated series with 12 eps of 25 minutes is another#but as i said previosly it is very hard for me to not compare it#by the way i do think changes in tlovm make sense#cuz like?? i think vex is more sharpy in tlovm than in campaign?? like#like she punced scanlan in first season and in campaign they are kinda good friends and i really love them??#*punched#and i think she's more ?? bossy i guess?? idk how to put it into words but in my head it makes sense “i open the door completly naked” ->#goes earlier than “i shouldve told you its yours” cuz shes playing pretend even more than in campaign???#acts like its casual when its actually isnt AT ALL#and im glad percy said “what is it i want” to vex cuz its kinda like that scene in campaign when percy talked to vax#when he called them all family for the first time and said he's trying to find what he wants in life#i love percy and vax dynamic btw#i wanted to write even more here but apparently i can do only 30 tags wtf#they want me to actually write posts oh no. hate to put it all in tags but im too nervous abt posting on the internet
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look at that hair and the little neck scar............................
#ive spent so long on this render i genuinely dont knowwhat it looks like anymore idk if its good or if it sucks#it feels so different from anything ive posted before im starting to get nervous lmao#its ok this render is literally for me and 15-year-old me and me and 15-year-old me only#also this render has actually become a full time job for me ive spent 3 days on it with very very little breaks lmao#debatable whether its paying off or not
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end of march is crazy for writing like i have a 1.5k essay im doing today and tomorrow, a 2k word essay im doing wednesday and a 1k word research proposal im doing friday. and in the remaining week of the month i am WILLINGLY going to finish taob (~10k OPTIMISTICALLY) and make a solid start on tams (~5k-10k depending on how well writing goes). like yes girl write around 20k words worth of MULTIPLE PROJECTS in a handful of days there is no way this can end badly at all
#'hella no one is pressuring you to post anything if you arent able to or are overwhelmed by the barrage of uni work you have atm' stfu#i cannot stress enough the moment i give myself a self-imposed deadline for a fic it HAS to be met#like you guys could beg me to chill out and i simply would not cave#also i just got back from dnd and it was such a good session like i have actual friends there now#and the DM from today actually messaged me on facebook afterwards saying how much he enjoyed playing with me#and he said i brought a lot to the table and my interaction was 'better than some people that have been playing for 5+ years'#I GOT A GOOD GRADE IN DND SOMETHING THAT IS BOTH NORMAL TO WANT AND POSSIBLE TO ACHIEVE#and next week is the first week im going without my mate bc she's away so i was a little nervous#but then this guy that's basically adopted us was like 'omg i'll make sure we're on a table together so you at least know me!'#which was nice enough on its own BUT THEN this dm that's been playing for over 40 years who always chats with us after#was like INSISTANT that we go on his table next week which im SO buzzing for bc he's like a veteran player he knows SO MUCH#and it felt very cool that he was actively inviting us like i dont think that's something he does often#hehehe im having fun with the freaks and weirdos <3333#hella goes to uni
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I've been actually talking to my irls a lot more consistently recently and it's been?? Really nice??
I'm horrible at texting irls like absolutely Horrible but I've been really trying hard lately to keep contact even though it terrifies the shit outta me--(idk why, I just. Do not have the same confidence level with irls that I do with online friends. I used to be confident w irls in irl situations but lately even that's been horrribleee like gen I am so awkward/self conscious irl rn 😭😭 it's painful)--and!! It's been getting easier!!
I'm honestly really happy and I think it's really helping with my mental health shdkdks
#foxie rambles#to the one irl who has me on tumbl r uhm i totally forgot u were on here HELPSJFJF i mean i did and didnt i typed one word before rememberin#but fuck it we ball#the chances of u seeing this r probably very low anywats#but yeah . its been uhm. nice#talking more often with u<3#i am way too tired rn i had a way more structured post laid out in my head and then. brain went Blank the minute i tried typing this out#i also tend to type easier in tags than in actual posts HAHAHA#but yeah idk i hope it goes well!! im still nervous about forming super close friendships (✨ abandonment issues ✨)#but im trying to not let the fear rule me#lifes been a lot lately 😭#trying to not get burnt out
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#had a tough day today bc i had to meet up with our hr manager for a 'talk' about my absence#i was so nervous for it that i was drained before it even began#i asked a colleague of mine to be there#an older man who i trust with these things bc he's very calm but often knows what to say at the right time#and is very sensitive#he could tell i wasn't doing well before i told anyone#he's dealt with his own darkness as well so i know that's why i gravitate to him#the conversation went okay. i said what i wanted to say#the hr manager clearly wanted to see me /wanting/ to come back on monday lol#expecting a quick fix like they always do#she did take away my main points so i really hope i see the results. and i asked to come back without my manager breathing down my neck#i hope that gets respected too#then afterwards. after already almost crying a million times my colleague asked if i wanted to bike with him to this statue#that got placed here today bc it's a traveling thing to raise awareness for suicide#he supports that cause bc his son is a victim of suicide#and i could tell he was having a hard time but then he also actually said it#i was crying man. he doesnt know how deep it goes for me but#i think i gave him a bit of comfort being there. showing i understand#when i got home he texted me to thank me for going with him bc he couldn't have done it alone.#im gonna cry myself to sleep tonight#my posts
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I think people should be allowed to share their distaste for certain headcanons n such without people making posts about how they’re ‘gatekeeping’. for as much as I’m a ‘do what you want’ kinda dude, I do think that includes allowing people to express why they don’t enjoy something. like most people are pretty civil bout it until you antagonize them by pointing and saying they’re ‘policing’ spaces.
#crow thoughts#sorry fandom stuff is like. kinda stressing me out a bit#and it’s kinda making me nervous to post opinions on things.#additionally I think people need to hear out minorities when it comes to things and not antagonize them#additionally if they aren’t going up to people and saying rude shit or actively posting rude shit in the tags#what does it matter if they don’t enjoy your headcanon?#like I’ve already seen four different posts all talking about fandom negativity and it’s like. just block them.#additionally maybe also don’t put those posts in the main tags? especially if the other person just posted it to their blog :-|#im not explaining this correctly. I just don’t have good experience with people who point and claim negativity#especially in the context of actual criticism about character design preferences and the treatment of certain designs#like you cannot deny that people treat fat designs very differently from skinny designs#ur not a bad dude for having a skinny design but you gotta allow people to discuss and critique things#idk I’m just tired as fuck seeing people in the main tags make longass posts about an opinion from a handful of people-#-who only posted it to their blog and not directly in the tags yknow?#if I get too anxious I’ll delete this but for now I’ll post this
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My betas appear to be enjoying the next fic so far, so that's a huge relief (*꒦ິ꒳꒦ີ)
#im hoping to post the first chapter on the 12th#so... look forward to it!#im very nervous actually!#its so different from TSOB#same universe though so thats a choice#lots of references yo Kyle's nuts#iykyk#ramblings#fanfiction#south park
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