#im actually so baffled rn
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im rewatching cruel summer and i just noticed this little prop in the back
"thank heaven for little girls" hung in a 15 year old girls bedroom. what the fuck
#im actually so baffled rn#what the fuck does this mean#why would a 15 year old girl have this#why owuld ANYONE have this
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Me after trying to reassure everyone and myself for three weeks that SURELY QStudios and the Union are discussing and resolving things behind the scenes and SURELY everything was going well because it was the qommunication smp
#qsmp#who was the person that said they just had wii music playing in their head now#because honeslty same#im actually so baffled im just no thoughts head empty rn#idk what to believe anymore#am i in a circus because this all feels like a fucking sitcom fever dream#this is so comically absurd i coudlnt stop laughing for 30 minutes#qsmp admin situation#qsmp discourse
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gets up on my little stage with my secret little four followers blog and turns off reblogs. i think that a lot of current mcyt/mcyt fandom rn would be defending anne rice literally suing fanfic writers who shipped her characters. creators do not have a say in fan works or fan spaces for a REASON. they dont get to say what we make just like we dont get to say what they make. if we dont like their work we can avoid it just like if they dont like ours they can avoid it- UNLESS. someone else. decides to shove it in their face. can you fucking imagine. youve got this one story trope that you absolutely hate or that makes you really uncomfortable and this one jackass keeps showing it off to you. and that is somehow the norm for some of these fandoms??? i have seen elder fans cringe away in HORROR at the concept of how involved mcyt creators are in their fanbases. i grew up writing fics plastered with "I DONT OWN THIS" disclaimers on a website that, straight up, Did Not Allow You to post about certain works by certain authors. if an author didn't want you to create any fanwork, you Were Not Allowed. Doesn't that sound familiar. stories are built on top of other stories on top of other stories on top of other stories. it doesn't matter if someone creates something that grosses you out- all those authors who were disgusted by the queer shipping of their characters were ABSOLUTELY grossed out. the point isn't protecting the creators from others' creations the point is to take inspiration from something you love and to MAKE !!
#slams fist down on desk like gavel#genuinely i think a lot of people with the moral purity mindset would have a better time if they watched horror movies#fun fact a lot of fiction is supposed to give you feelings and yes fun fact sometimes that feeling is disgust#sometimes a show tries to make me go awwwwww but my response is disgust#it doesnt matterr its just media and different media serves different goals for different people#the consumption or creation of media itself (beyond some Very Specific Examples that are already very incredibly illegal) is not#a morality thing#this is like the one time ill actually talk about my thoughts on this i like the groovin' thru doing what i want cycle more than addressing#but i am still so baffled by fucking. gore. being a problem#and also personally salty because i want to read a fic that will peel the skin from my bones#but the 'safe' thing to create is fluff SO IM ONLY FINDING FLUFF#rrraghgh#classic disclaimer my sleep is v strange rn i may have phrased things weird im just a lil guy its my birthday mercy mercy etc etc etc whate#the point is. i always think about anne rice suing the Shit out of people when people talk about policing creator boundaries#and i am just waiting for the day someone says you can't ship their character with another character the same gender#and how people are primed to beat the everlovin shit out of anyone who does
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bringing two knitting projects and a spinning project to work today. just in case.
#tbf i usually bring one spinning project and one knitting project#but one of the things im knitting rn is a 1 ball of yarn type project and im about halfway thru#and the worst thing that can happen at work is that i run out of things to do#not in the sense of 'oh no then id have to do my actual work' bc i do my actual work as it comes up#but there are often times when i will just. be standing there. for an hour#so...#my coworkers play online poker and sell drugs#(when its slow at work. not like just recreationally lol)#so i think i am allowed some Drop Spindle At Work Even Though It Baffles Everyone#also it is snowing (first snow of the winter) and i have a feeling its gonna be pretty slow#either that or horribly busy. but i think slow#am also bringing my weed just in case as well#11 hour shift... not easy to get thru on the best of times#especially when you are standing that entire time
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so bummed i didn't get to open my game this weekend :(((
#im just so stressed about work right now#the thought of spending a few hours sitting down playing the sims is so nice#but i literally can't dedicate any of my time to anything other than worrying about work rn#like if i actually sit down at my computer right now i just get anxious and upset because i know i should be doing work#or planning for work or thinking about work#it's wild i hate this job so much#my manager is useless because she's not even my actual manager#i've been at this place for 8 months and they JUST hired my actual manager so she has to spend like a month onboarding#and my manager up to this point has just been awful#her feedback is not actionable or helpful#she hates when i ask questions or ask for help#and all of my coworkers are baffled because they think im doing an ok job#but she's like foaming at the mouth to put me on a PIP
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Second time trying to start watching jjk and I just. Do not get the hype at all?
#vi rambling#ok rant incoming. seriously what the fuck is up w the pacing and the character writing?#genuinely character motivations are so baffling to me i just. the pacing? the. idk man i tried and then dropped now tried again#i dont. idk like. its got a huge fanbase for a reason right. i just.#the plot condensation is insane. yuji's motivations are genuinely just blank to me since his setup premise is so rushed that i do not#have time to care??? and then the nobara backstory i just dont. is it just me that its a huge reach? for that? to be her motivation??? idfk#sorry I'm just so baffled but i just dont think this show is for me i guess. idk if its actual bad writing or im just not getting it or if#there's more context later but like. rn i am not. into it.#IDK IF ANY MUTUALS WATCHED IT id love to listen to ppl who do love it i might genuinely dont get it idk
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I have to speak out to another member of the lgbtq comm so I hope I'm safe when I use my voice to speak out as a black trans woman. I know you are a safe person to be around and I trust you as an ally and supporter and someone who definitely respects people! Remember when I mentioned lemoncritiques and that b**chucantkill me girl cherry or whatever that harassed and bullies multiple people? Lemoncritiques and cherry sent me more than 16 asks today making fun of me because I don't tuck as a trans woman and because I support Black Lives Matter which has helped the black community immensely. Both lemon and cherry are disgusting. They've make me FEEL SO uncomfortable and it makes me wanna quit Tumblr. I blocked them and cherry made a cherry alt account to finish harassing me. I'm debating on taking a break from Tumblr but I don't know how long! As a trans woman I should be respected just the way I am but they have shunned me and hurt me. A Trans woman SHOULD NOT HAVE TO TUCK! If a trans woman doesn't get bottom surgery or if they don't have bottom dysphoria then we don't have to cater to people who are transphobic especially those that are racist! I'm proud to be who I am especially as a black woman but today when I got those asks... It tore me apart and took a tole on me! My dream is to become a trans advocate and speaker but I need to collect myself! Lemon and cherry are terrible people who are transphobic and racist. both cherry and lemon can eat shit off a donkeys ass for all I care!
#trans #transgender #blacklivesmatter
#lgbt #lgbtq #speakingout
-wait: -and Lemon?! I get that Cherry person, they sent a lot of creepy shit straight after I mentioned them, and every time I mentioned them they went straight to being defensive on alternate accounts (as not one, but two anons had said they did!) when if it wasn't them... why would someone go straight to sending that creepy shit right after I mentioned the name "Cherry", I say something, and they go straight to going "Cherry would NEVER!" less than two hours after I posted. Feels way too close in timing to not be that person, especially from what I heard from my anons not long before this all happened, especially with other accounts who "defended cherry" had the same way of typing as "Cherry" and legit kept sending creepy asks straight after I got those anons mentioning them going on anons and alternate accounts and shit, only two months after I got that account that sounded just like them. It feels a bit too coisidental, honestly. But LEMON?! LEMONCRITIQUES?!
I need evidence, because I cant imagine them doing such a thing after being nice to that kid for all those years. Receipts?
#asks#ask box#what?!#tw transphobia#tw racism mention#Im legit baffled rn#I want to trust u#I really do#but I need receipts on the Lemon one#Im genuinely confused :(#This has all been so confusing and questionable since it's all been anons. But I want to trust you:#So please send actual evidence. I cant back things up without it.
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tagged by @kmagsy to put my fav playlist on shuffle and list the first 10 songs!! and i will be copying you and just using my on repeat playlist heh
coming soon - annie dirusso
paprika - japanese breakfast
2 on - tinashe (ft. schoolboy q)
why am i like this? - orla gartland
doomsday - lizzy mcalpine (ALPINE!!? it's all connected.....)
formula 1 theme - brian tyler (ok this is embarrassing.)
home by now - muna
tainted love - soft cell
waterloo - abba
good time - owl city, carly rae jepsen
i'm too shy to tag anyone directly but mutuals. hi. pls do this i love seeing everyone's music taste bc i am nosy!!!
#nooo way the f1 theme popped up im actually baffled at myself#i /did/ add the lizzy mc alpine song to my alpine 2023 playlist though#this was so fun i feel like this rlly is an accurate picture of me and my music taste rn!!#thanks again for the tag!
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thinking about the scream mtv series again. imagine its 2016. ur watching a show as it airs. season two ends on a cliffhanger, followed by a renewal and a halloween special that also ends on a cliffhanger. and then u wait for season three. and wait. and wait.
finally in 2019 season three airs. its half as long as the others and has an entirely new cast of characters and setting, no connection whatsoever to the previous two seasons. and also keke palmer is there.
#just started season three in my rewatch rn and this never fails to baffle me#i actually did watch it as it aired back in 2016 and i didnt even know a season three existed till like 2020 or so#also got jumpscared by nash grier showing up and immediately getting murdered in s3e1 wtf was up with that i forgot that guy existed#also ik i was blogging about a different rewatch like last week and i will get back to that im just on a slasher streak rn#anyway i have five billion thoughts about the mtv scream series in general its such a. thing that exists. it sure is a thing that exists.
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Nothing like having a horny side blog and having a deeply horny post blow way up and seeing SOMEBODY PRETTY FAMOUS WHO YOU FOLLOW LIKE THAT POST???? LIKE?? Hello? My liege? What are you doing in my post about cock? This inhumane place???
#crow call#not writing#like#i am so#fucking baffled rn#im not mad or whatever#im not like oh this is awful#bc i make these posts for the attention and for the sharing of it all#and theres not actually anything inhumane about hornyposting#i just say that bc its funny to me#but its so odd bc the ywo realms are so vastly disconnected in my life#its like seeing ur teacher at the grocery store#or more like. hmm. seeing your manager at the club.#like oh! ok! im kinda embarrassed maybe! but cool! we are both adults with lives and thats rad!?
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#it baffles me that i cant get like#a loan of $10k (ive rounded up bc [redacted] seems like an odd number#yes im exposing myself here what else is new#and just . pay that off.#bc it seems logically easier for me to pay $50 a week for the next 2yrs (interest)#than this . fuckery shit ive got rn#like . itd free up so much of my money i tell u#n i do mean that#bc ive done a lot of work on my financial habits and relationship w money#but im paying for my past mistakes n that sucks actually#n ik thats the point but . id rather not b doing it this way#id rather make it easier 4 myself actually.#im not racking up any more debt but my god ending the week w .43c is Awful.#not having money 4 food is awful too . i eat Enough n i do live w my family BUT. thats a whole worm can in itself tho#i just . ive hacked the system to keep myself happy n alive while i fifure it out tho . so were good on that front#but id still like to have my money back thanks#hell id pay $100 wk too . thats abt what i am paying (a little less lbr)#n ik borrowing more money to . fix the problem is exactly how they get u and i do think im smarter than that.#bc . i do NOT have any intention ofrepeating the mistakes that got me here (being Stupid#but . i was doing rlly well w paying off my debt. but id like to condense it.#the fact that theres no family member i can borrow $10k off n then pay off for the next 2yrs is Awful. id have to go to a bank n i fucking#Hate THat. SIDE NOTE????#I HAVE TO PAY MORE MONEY??? IF I PAY OFF MY CAR LOAN EARLY??? you fucks already bumped my $6k to $6.4k#n ur telling me. that if i magically could pay it off RIGHT NOW. id have to pay EXTRA???#what kinda fuckass scheme is that. genuinely. what the FUCK.#how is that fair#dawg this car wasnt even worth $6k . why is that a thing
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head in my hands. oh my fucking god. fr??
#i got a substitution for a class next semester back in april#it took some convincing but it went through because it's for my minor (not my major) and i'm trying to graduate in december#but. i just fucking. checked again#and while it did in fact go through in april#now it's saying haha no#it will allow a substitution of another class but that's. not the one im registered for#what the fuck why did they change it hello#so now i have to email my advisor and be like hey could you investigate for me or refer me to the person i need to talk to to get this fixe#im trying to fucking graduate yall what the fuck are you doing#alex’s inane ramblings#OH ALSO. the fucking class they're accepting as a substitution. doesn't fucking exist#artg 296. doesn't exist yall#210 the one im registered for. does#dear fucking christ#EDIT: oh my god. you know what it is. the fucking class number changed. it /was/ 296 but. now its 210. what the actual fuck#way to fucking screw me over /during the last fucking week of the semester when everyone's fucking busy/#sorry yall im so so baffled rn
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do you ever encounter a situation where the other person seems so insane that it makes you question if you’re insane because it just makes no sense
#this is me rn#vague posting bc i already bitched about it to my friend#and she said it was actually weird and im not making it up#but she’s my friend so she’s obligated to say that#im like genuinely so baffled
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my sister called me for directions and then asked me if i was okay. how tone deaf can you fucking be.
#ive had this conversation with her. i spent every holiday mourning. she knows this and tries to get in on it#and i have to reject her every time#and yet shes like. calling me DAY OF and has the nerve to ask 'if im okay' like. what the hell do you think#i am the exact same ive been for four years. don't fucking ask me#i don't think ive posted about this before but im just. baffled because she's supposed to know this shit#shes so focused on herself rn she can't even entertain the thought that i may not be okay and NO im not going to fucking talk about it.#i already DID. FOUR YEARS AGO.#dont reply to this or anything im posting on my tumblr public diary because otherwise i'll have to vent at a friend and i dont want to#i dont want to vent at anyone but i'd explode because this phone call pissed me off.#i was like. oh soemthing must be WRONG if she's calling me today. she's not that fucking stupid#no actually she is that fucking stupid.
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7:59PM
Ran accompanied you on the way home from a wretched day of work. your endless yapping plagued his ear.
“baby, please”
you cocked your head up towards your husband and your face instantly morphed into one of disgust.
“please what?”
“shhhhh” he brought his slender finger up to your lips.
you were too baffled to even speak, that was until you did.
“nope, I don’t think you’re talking to me, try again”
ran returned that same face of disgust and pinched your lips shut together.
“I am talking to you, mrs”
you imitated the sound of incorrect buzzing. this got him to laugh.
“you’re so childish-”
“no way the manchild is calling me childish.”
continuing to walk, he grabbed your purse and held it for you. he flashed you a boyish grin, the same one you’ve known since forever.
“a manchild wouldn’t do this,”
and that silenced you. you resorted to admiring his sharp features reflecting the intimate pink of the setting, autumn sky.
rummaging through your purse, he whipped out your plumping gloss.
“want me to help you put it on?” you smiled with wicked intent casted all over your face.
“what is it?”
“it’s lip balm, you need some anyways”
he struck a look of annoyance at you and retaliated by flicking your forehead.
“whatever, I don’t need your stinky help.”
as grown as your husband likes acting, he was a child at heart — he expressed it endlessly when he was with you, which was one of the multitude of reasons he wifed you.
using the wand to apply the plumping gloss, he slapped his lips together in satisfaction, throwing it back in your purse.
and he was satisfied. satisfied before his face instantly was mutilated into one of horror.
“why’s it burning, y/n”
you let out an ugly cackle in the middle of the relatively quiet road. you smacked his back and tears had been brought to your eyes.
“you’re laughing and my lips are being burned off right in front of your eyes?”
he attempted to lick it off, but it just started tingling his tongue instead.
“I swear I’m never touching your stuff again”
he started violently rubbing the sticky substance off his mouth and spat at you.
“RAN. that’s disgusting”
“yeah this burning on my lips is also disgusting.”
despite his state, he enjoyed seeing you laughing because of him. even when you’ve had such a bad day at work. he’d burn down the world if it meant you could laugh like that. but he’d never let you know that.
“want me to kiss it better?” you mocked him.
“yeah, I do actually”
and that caught you off guard.
“gosh, I always have to baby you”
reguardless, you put your hands on his chest and gently placed your lips on his.
whilst it was a quick kiss, your lips immediately healed his.
“damn maybe I’ll put some more on”
“you’ll get my kisses either way” you giggled at his determination.
to that, he smiled brightly - and only for you. grabbing your waist to steal more from you.
stop this was so fun to write — also just a little quick brain dump im writing like 3 different stories rn tho..
#anime x reader#tokyo revengers x reader#x reader#tokyo revengers#fanfic#tokyo manji#bonten x reader#ran x reader#ran haitani#ran haitani x reader#tokyo manji x reader#tokyo revengers scenarios#tokyo revengers headcanons#tokyo rev#haitani x reader#ran haitani fluff#tokyo rev fluff#tokyo revengers fluff#rindou x reader#tokyo revengers x y/n#tokyo revengers x you#tokyo rev x y/n
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Can you write Vox x reader where like the reader just says like really unhinged things and just like vile things whenever they rage and stuff like the internet could be slow or smth and the reader is just like “IM GOING TO RIP OFF MY SKIN” idk man I’m kinda just self projecting rn like you can right anything with it tbh idk sorry for rambling anyway you don’t have to do this if you don’t wanna
THIS IS SO MEEEEE I LOVE THIS IDEA SM!!! sorry it took me a hot minute to reply to this i have over 70 hazbin hotel requests in my inbox 😭
🥀Cw: fluff, crack, silly vox
when he first met you, vox was charmed by your seemingly sweet nature- that is, until you were pissed
your unholy screech of how you were going to rip off your skin if he cut the wifi again was both endearing and confusing in his eyes
vox would just short circuit for a second, just blinking at you while he tries to process what you just said
once it clicks, he just starts giggling. vox very rarely genuinely laughs, most of his laughs are professional or part of the persona he adopts as the leader of vox enterprises, but when he's so shocked by what you just said, he can't control the booming laughter thay fills the room
he's wheezing and gasping, each barking laugh only pissing you off more
"what's so funny? if you keep laughing i am going to fucking break ur fingers like carrot sticks!" you snap, and vox only giggles harder
after a few seconds, you can't help but notice how adorable his laughter is, and soon you don't mind it as much
once you two are officially together, you notice how stressed vox often is, yet how he seems to visibly relax around you
the batshit crazy things you say, which normally disgusts other people, only seem to amuse him
its actually a wonderful dynamic because you bring some spontaneity and slight insanity into vox's otherwise irritating and depressing lifestyle, and vox balances out the crazy things you say and calms you down every time
you often find yourself searching for new phrases to baffle him with, and for new ways to make him laugh
after vox has a stressful day, he enjoys just listening to you ramble about the most insane things and adores hearing whatever fucked up saying you've adopted recently
vox notices himself beginning to copy your speech patterns. he only begins to realize when he slips in an exceptionally odd metaphor into a work meeting and everyone stares at him, yet his heart skips a beat at the thought
there's something so charming to him about the fact that he's adopting your mannerisms, and you truly make him laugh when no one else can
whenever another one of the vees pisses him off, he always comes to you for advice on incredibly deranged comebacks, and you never disappoint!
he's won multiple arguments by just repeating one of your fucked up sayings and the other vees being too lowkey shocked to disagree
vox LOVES IT when you diss people he hates, hearing you ramble some fucked up insults about alastor made him fall in love with you all over again
"that worm on a string fucked up karen cut bob looking ass- if i see him around here again im going to eat a fucking brick" *cue vox looking at you with the biggest heart eyes*
overall, you are both menaces, but you're menaces in love ♥️
vox lay with his head in your lap, the blue light of his screen illuminating the dim room as you rambled mindlessly about your day.
"and THEN, this fucking asshole tried to flirt with me! ME!! as if he doesn't know were dating! ugh, it makes me feel like i have an entire beehive living beneath my skin. i swear if he even looks at me again im going to lick wet cement i can NOT deal. how can you even work with him? he's such a fucking CREEP voxy, i'm going to cut off those ugly ass wings and shove them so far down his throat- hey, are you even listening?"
you look down to see vox half asleep, his eyelids drooping as his light dimmed. "keep talking.." he murmurs, looking up at you with a lazy smile on his face. "you're my favorite person t' listen to.."
i love the idea of vox with a partner who challenges his very idea of power. he clearly wraps himself in a sort of persona, surrounding himself with powerful people and acting like he's so serious and important. i love the idea of him falling in love with someone who can break down his walls in seconds, someone who can dismantle his entire bravado act and who allows him to truly be himself. this is such a wonderful prompt and i am eating this up. nonnie ur awesome!!!!
#vox x reader#vox x you#vox x oc#vox x y/n#vox fluff#vox headcanons#vox headcanon#vox imagine#vox hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel vox#hazbin vox#hazbin hotel vox x reader#hazbin hotel vox x oc#hazbin hotel vox x you#hazbin hotel x you#hazbin hotel x reader#hazbin hotel x y/n#hazbin hotel x oc#hazbin hotel imagine#hazbin hotel headcanon#vox my beloved#the vees
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