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I'm at the point where when the boredom hits, instead of grabbing an alcoholic beverage, I go to the gym. And once I'm done at the gym THEN I grab an alcoholic beverage. Because I'm still an alcoholic but I'm gonna be an active and vaguely healthy one. I'll wreck my liver but I'll build muscle and lose belly fat in the process
#im like 5'3 and 200 pounds so i need to lose weight#i am not living a healthy lifestyle#so i decided to eat more fruits and veggies and hit the gym#im actually having fun exercising#and i actually like vegetables so it hasnt been too difficult to change some eating habits
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dmc x hades PART 3!!!! nero time...
under the cut for dmc 4 nero hair bc i couldn't decide which one i liked better :P
#dmc x hades#dmc#devil may cry#hades#hades game#nero dmc#nero#supergiant games#crossover#dmc fanart#hades fanart#RAAAHHHHH nico is next!!!!! im thinking of using eurydice as inspo for her design#this has actually been such a fun character design exercise#im so keen to keep going but i ALSO have other stuff in the works...
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felt very inspired by this from @1425fivefive and @piastriachios and wanted to do one of my own,,, so here it is:
pairings I will accept for this kink prompt game: maxiel, maxcar, landoscar, norstappen, choscar, charlando, carcar, versainz, loscar (and other derivatives from these pairings such as max/charles/oscar, lando/max/daniel etc... have fun with the pairings tho)
this account really is just pure fucking porn now, I guess
sorry for the normal people out there I am not sane
#some of these are going to be un-conventionally done though#im thinking a/o or else#kink prompt ask game#that's a long ass name#have fun#don't blame me if the smut is bad btw#this is writing exercise mostly for me#they will be posted on ao3 also (probably (im actually not sure))#ao3 writer#ask game
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A very scribbly life series designed sheet!
Prompt & link to blank template under cut!
#life series#trafficblr#life series smp#traffic smp#3rd life#last life#secret life#traffic series#double life#limited life#im not a very fast artist but i didnt want to miss the trend so i challenged myself to do each design in a couple of minutes#maybe i will actually render them at some point we'll have to see :]]#i dont love it but it was a fun exercise#ty for the prompt!#snuffkip art
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i keep trying to infodump about my lazytown-induced personal health arc but i’m deathly afraid that i’ll sound like one of those diet culture weight watchers. i need a big red name tag that says “I LOVE TO EAT” before entering any conversation about health or fitness
#and it personally feels viscerally wrong for me to celebrate losing weight since i have STRONG opinions about diet culture#but i’ve went down 3 notches in my belt just by snacking on fruit instead of processed sugar snacks and exercising for fun#and if that’s a byproduct of getting my energy levels back up while still eating well and indulging in my fav foods?#then yeah actually i’m gonna allow myself to be proud of that. fuck diet culture im all about self care culture#it just feels so good to take control of this and prove to myself that i CAN overcome my unhealthy tendencies while still living well#OKAY THAT’S ALL sorry for the weird rambling in the tags. my blog is my little journal ok#gear diary
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(genderly) chill as hell if i was only ever glimpsed / detected like this
#Shrouded In A Rectangle neither sleeves nor an open front to be besieged with? yes#just doing whatever else like doesn't matter. tee cargo shorts which is my best guess rn of my ideal outfit. + sandals Absolutely#unfortunately my hair could never do that. somehow neither am i yet like forties fifties? have i not been at this for eons?#i Can be like uh let's just nobody talk to me i'm busy pensively perceiving truths that you don't ever actually wanna hear about#just the other day it was like hey....a [way Having To Talk could be a difficulty / problem] was under my nose in this lifelong pattern#certainly noticing the Verbal Exchange Demand heaped upon burnout as like [delay delay delay struggle weariness stress]#but also who knows like spent plenty of time just probably indeed Not having to have such exchanges while burned out. not noting them#anyway like this isn't even [dysphoric Ideal Outfit until i could [whatever supposed even more ideal than that gender euphoria]]#though shoutout to that but like nah get shrouded anyway. the only [how do i look] im motivated to consider is: when it's a costume#when it's just me it's like. i guess whatever pants and a comfortable enough tee. need glasses. hair's w/e so cut quite short ig#might accessorize w/things that are fun to me like hey yeah yknow i might want a calculator watch#[yea as a kid it was like :( im actively appreciating the animals supposedly Gross or Bad] if i had hated little friends Sure yaay#if i had disorienting light effects like a pelagic creature. but you don't even need that. like hey i'm nd in real life. i got it#chat i'm in the walls too bestie lmao. if only my bigfoot pose reference Step was this good#tl;dr long rephrasing of my being like; now the gender slay....#& nodding & Noting when [worksheet exercise: what's your gender euphoria look?] is like shrug idk. but this is serving maximally to me; so#going Chat how can i up my uncanny stats. looking up ''isn't it like Uncanny knowledge e.g. so like why not....canny''#but i think the un canny is the Uncanniness Accuser's perspective. not of My ken. your literal weird one maybe#so again apt to be like jk i'm just autistic & shit; i got it....horror shit challenge impossible: Don't have sm typical mundane#[disability moment] as like Unsettling danger/malice cues. challenge impossible; again#subverted here like as [horror holding hands touching foreheads w/comedy] w/o Rescinding just casual disabled behavior/qualities#just remembered like three witches weird sisters etc macbeth. weird uncanny soothsaying gendering. word#anyway i should be shrouded (made no any connection whenever i put the blanket now over my head & shoulders in place min ago)#perhaps the real Ideal Look insight: i do not have any way i wish to be observed by people. secret passages / removed room anytime
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life is so weird
#also am I just learning to summon better and better people as life goes on#cuz theres like 2 ppl who follow these tag rants from me so you might know but like. my luck is so bad#but i fell out of probably the eorst year of my life and built a somewhat stable foundation and now it just feels wrong#like oof#i still love james right but I'm tiptoeing into a relationship with someone sweet in a different way#and I make lots of spare money to buy fun shit#paying off my loans which i never imagined being able to do well#and i can drive i have furniture I actually like i have both of my cats I like my job too bc its genuinely challenging and not 100% monotone#the only thing id improve is the amount of exercise I get but thats partly due to the weather and school traffic preventing me from biking#to work anymore#its crazy#crazy crazy#whats next I'm gonna be able to visit my friends whenever? and do hobbies comfortably? take my jangle to a vet?#insane#and ofc im waiting for the floor to drop obviously and it also feels like i dont deserve any of this but its also just. nice#personal#ignore me#idk#anyway#updates for my concerned parties even tho I brushed yall off at my darkest for selfish reasons and wallowing
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Been crying regularly since June last year but these last couple of weeks damn, specially this one that just ended.
I dont think I've ever cried so much in my life
#not even when i was fresh out of whatever the fuck that was with that guy#and this time is like a lot of things crashing out#its a lot of stress response too imo#but still like obvioisly a big part of it is still my season#i guess im grieving like normal ppl grieve their parents/spouses/kids#but im grieving a dog so ofc it looks like too much for a lot of ppl#but im a bit of a psycho so my feelings for ppl arent like that#but that dog was almost my whole life especially during the pandemic when he started to get sick#and just before i was able to secure a bigger income to look after him he dies#and the fact that he waited for me to pick him up and waited for me i. the morning after i had gone exercise#i loved him so much and he loved me so much and im so certain ill never have a love like that in my life again#and a part of me just cant wait to reunite with him again truly also bcos world is ending literally#so the future is this thing i do out of obligation/need/social duty but its not something i believe in at all#and then my other dog and my head fucking with me in health related issues/anxieties#so i wouldnt be feeling all sensitive over this issue with thos guy (clearly this is too much emotional baggage hes up for fun times)#and seems to be having fun elsewhere which sure and again if his missus is fine who am i to feel like that#idk i feel like im putting more emotions into it than i should and its making me feel bad/stupid#sprinkle what would be completely irrelevant and whatever if it wasnt for my current stew of emotions and yeah#i feel stupid bad and pathetic#lmao at autocrrect for season i meant my son#the fact that mohini is all abt opening the hips is helping to this too i guess#i started bawling my eyes out at 8:45am at the fucning bus stop#and it all started with the rtp guy not stopping when i was running late which sure id had been mad abt and talk shit abt the guy#but this time i started crying so hatd and ????#feeling very tempted to do what mo ameer did in his comedy show abt going to church for confession#cheaper than therapy and honestly i just need to talk to someone and let this all out#should i go to therapy? duh we all do genius but i have no interest in sparing money for that atm#also matching with a therapy would take multiple tries and not willing to spend 4 times over 1000 pesos for that#that money has to go to other places that are actually more important#and god willing I'll finally be able to start doing it at the end of this month or beginning of the next
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i constantly forget that "zombie-ing out" is a thing in the zombies franchise and isnt some weird idea that people have simply thought up and talked about a little as a weird fanfic-y idea. like who approved of that LOL
like ive been tossing around the idea of rewriting the franchise literally from the first time i saw any of the movies (i saw zombies 2 on the day it first aired lol), and i was like. yeah fuck that lol thats just a myth humans made up to make zombies seem scary and monstrous. and therefore i kinda replaced the canon in my head on accident
#my post#zombies disney#I DIDNT WANT TO REWRITE THEM OUT OF HATE I GENUINELY ENJOY THESE MOVIES#BUT THEY RLY DID NEED. SOME CHANGES AHFHSHF like... their metaphors DO NOT WORK. at all#plus i wanted to do it as a writing exercise for fun. i say having not even begun *actually* writing them#i planned basically everything tho#i only get confronted with this fact on a regular day cause i listen to the soundtrack a lot#and alien invasion IS SUCH A BANGER. and in it the gay cousin says 'zombie out zed!' and im like. ????- oh#i forgot his name im sorry i love him but i forgot his name#google says its bucky. ill take their word for it
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lol. i deeply fucked up
#my doctor: don't do any exercise more strenuous than a daily walk until we figure out if EDS is what's causing your pain#me: *gets so carried away with the fact that i'm home alone for the first time in months that i basically have a one person mosh pit#in the living room*#i showered 2.5 hours ago and literally just had to take another one bc i was drenched in sweat#im gonna hate myself so fucking much tomorrow#i work in the morning too 💀#text post#'how can you have a one person mosh pit' you ask?#it involves a lot of jumping spinning arm swinging and headbanging#except unlike in an actual mosh pit im also allowed to kick#it was fun. past tense. dear god what have i done
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Sailor Merope!!!
#crazy coconuts#my art#dnd#eddie#we need more sailor gaurdians that aren't size 00#i looked more at cosplayers than offical art (although like every other one. very much directly referred to an image for the pose + outfit-#but this was never supposed to be an exercise in pose or clothing. it was intentionally easy bc it was for fun)#(fair warning. long explanation incoming. also very little actual sailor moon knowledge)#ANYWAY merope is actually just a snappy version of what Im trying to say#which is def something to do with the pleiades (the dnd campaign is very christian. the associated love of 7. its the 7 sisters. you get it)#the pleiades especially work bc they fulfil sailor moon's love of space + greek myths/things in general#although. upon looking at the actual naming conventions most of the greek ones seem to be villains?#theres also whatever the animamates are doing#buuuut villains or not the ambiguity does sorta work bc i dont fully think we're being all that morally good in our dnd campaign#the stars in the pleiades themselves are named after their associated greek sisters too#anyway. merope was only specifically chosen bc she is often the “lost sister” so to speak#aka the explanation for why we can only generally see 6 of the brightest stars with the naked eye anymore#(the astrological explanation is that those things move! theyre movin right now! the 7 sisters are just that old of a story)#the missing sister thing is funny to me with my girl who would generally rather hide away forever#buuutt she was also the wife of sisyphus. which i could honestly explain away or ignore but its enough of a Thing#that i could see the other sisters working as well#but this explanation alone has had me sifting through astronomy websites and sailor moon wikis for over an hour#so i need to stop before i start looking into places to watch sailor moon#WAIT before I go. I would be embarrassed to not amend my previous statement about the missing sister#sometimes its electra! because she is distraught by the destruction of troy#very well could work better. but its too late. i have written so much. we must live with merope. gods know sisyphus didnt :}c
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#i really dont have anything to add#im going through the stuff i wrote down recently when i used a randomizer to pick hermits and mobs for inspiration for theh eadcanon blog#and i just thought this was funny#hi hermitcraft fandom. i propose to you goat joe#just for the pun#even if it's almost definitely been done before lol#sure ill tag this#hermitcraft#joehills#also i know basically know one who follows the headcanon blog will see this#but i might throw some weird mob hybrid stuff on there#just bc it was pretty fun to come up with these#same with weird/uncommon hermit combos actually#i like dropping a list of their names in a randomizer and picking 1-3#and then writing something about them#good exercise even if i dont end up using them#wow i went on a lot longer than i meant to oops
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Watched the first episode of dungeon meshi even though it’s a futile exercise for me. Marcille I love you I give u a little kiss
#it’s a futile exercise because (fun fact about me) I actually have read 80 some chapters of the manga#and I think it’s good! technically speaking and I would talk about it and rec it except for the fact!#that discussion of cannabalism and adjacent topics squicks me the FUCK OUT#IM SORRY WEIRD MEAT AND CANNABALISM MUTUALS#so at some point down the line I have to tap out#and I’ll probably skip whole episodes that deal with topics that make my stomach turn. alas#and yes#I know. it’s not even really cannabalism. but it is. ok. you know it is don’t lie
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im finally getting ads completely in spanish now including the close/exit/proceed/shop now buttons that are on them ^_^ gonna start a journal soon for it as well!
#not spiderstuff#small rambling and updates feel free to skip or read that#im still really scared to speak it in front of my friends and family bc they'll just make fun of me for trying to learn and being so quiet#BUT. ill get there or ill die#i have a lot of plans so i havent actually been posting much here or reblogging much but i come on here every now and then#and i deleted the app like ages ago to discipline myself anyway. not that u guys asked BUT i just wanted to share!#but yeah. doing work constantly and trying to have fun drawing again (working btw! yay) and writing in free time and exercise with my dog +#for his health and my skin and just overall being healthier ! and less online#in preparation for a shit ton of things about to be thrown my way and idk if ill ever really BE prepared but. yknow thats life#and im going back to counseling and seeing if i can get back on meds to help with issues. i don't think ill be able to tell them everything#bc thats so dangerous rn? i don't trust anybofy like that#but i gotta. fuck this stupid baka human experience <- reference.#i cant beliebve adulthood is so close. like what the hell#i can't use my llittle guy excuse for attacking politicians anymore omg nooo
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there's normal thought exercise questions to be had about fave charas like 'what would your fave do in X situation' or 'does your fave like Y why or why not' but the most important question to me i could ever answer about my faves is 'do they like shadow the hedgehog and is it purely ironic or do they have all 326 route titles memorized'
#snap chats#'snap can you go three minutes without mentioning shadow' No its my brand at this point. hes in the pfp i gotta mention him once a week#anyway listen to me. its because its my favorite question and answering Who Likes Shadow is good for character analysis <- bullshitting#understanding shadow the hedgehog is something done by few as is so thats why its esp funny to think bout other charas's thoughts on him#i think its just funny to think about all these 40-70 y/o men getting In Too Deep about an anthropomorphic alien hedgehog#on the real tho i love Thought Exercise Questions when it comes to fave charas...#its a good way for me to stop and reflect on a chara and make sure i still have their character in mind whenever i go to portray them#i be asking these questions every day over the dumbest shit you can think of like 'who basically lives off an air fryer'#silly things like that..... plus then i make tier lists in my mind... fun organization games for the mentally unsound...#ok im drawing for myself now bye#i just needed to remind everyone im thinking of sonic. which i SHOULD make a blog for#but like i'll prob never make sonic fanart or talk about it that deeply- not consistently enough to make a blog for it#ok bye bye ill be back with actual rgg content and then you guys can remember why you followed me in the first place LMAO
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I ran this morning AND wrote some AND made art and I’m so proud of me
#didn’t get any of my actual office work done oopsies#but in my defense it’s a Friday and also I did allot time for it I just ended up not doing it#anyways still proud of me!!! guys art is so so important and I know that and I preach that but I haven’t been doing it#and I just picked up a blank sheet of paper and did it#and is it good or anatomically correct? no but it was so FUN#and I’ve been working thought Tim Clare’s writing stuff and it’s been GOOD#I like this new series of exercises a lot better than the couch to 80k#they’re. the same honestly and I don’t actually care about his commentary all that much#maybe I’m just more present or more invested in them#I only ran for 15. min and then I had to call my brother to pick me up because the heat was gonna make me pass out :/#but also I TRIED#I fucking tried today#also did u know running is utterly miserable.#runners high is def a thing#felt amazing afterward#but holy shit it’s awful in the moment#my roommate ran a 25k recently and I talked to her about it and she said it never gets better#which is. not very encouraging#but also I Want To run as much of this 5k as I can#maybe I’ll be dead after but it’s fine I have a couple days to recuperate before the eclipse#WHICH IM ALSO EXCITED SBOIT. I’ve never seen a total eclipse before#goddamit my brain jumped to too many places#delete later#anyways. if u didn’t u should acknowledge ur accomplishments today#even if they didn’t feel like much#now I’m gonna go read a 115k fanfic that’s gonna wreck me#that’s my treat to me#I HAVE ACTUAL BOOKS TO FINISH. but NO. THIS is how I’m spending my time. and it’s fine I’m valid#I’ve been talking to all the lesbians about running too#and they’ve been so encouraging too!! I love my coworkers and very distantly related coworkers sm
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