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me when gangle episodes 1-3: chat she is so me
me when gangle episode 4: FUCK CHAT SHE’S MORE ME THAN I INITIALLY CALCULATED ABORT ABORT ABORT
#the amazing digital circus#tdac gangle#tdac#tdac pomni#tdac jax#tdac zooble#tdac caine#tdac ragatha#episode 4 tadc#that episode was amazing though#i was blessed with more zooble and gangle content#and im extremely happy about it#i actually hadnt watch epi 3 yet either cause ive been busy#but i woke up at 2 am last night and decided what the fuck ill watch them both#and i almost cried#twice#i love my life
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the brain rot never stops so
could you imagine gerry always looked a lot like his mother. his face shape, his eyes, nose, mouth, the color of his hair, all of it, almost a carbon copy of his mom? could you imagine how much he hated it, hated that even though she was bald, a woman and much older than him, he could still so easily see his mother staring back at him every time he looked in a mirror. how its unfair that hes forced to look like the woman who you could barely even consider a parent besides the fact she birthed him, how instead of giving him love and affection and a family, she gave him her looks and coldness and obsession with leitners. could you imagine thats part of the reason why he dyed his hair, like yeah theres because black hair goes with his goth thing, but also because its now one less part he can see of her.
#i like to think mary and gerry had light blonde hair while eric had black and even just a small part of gerry was happy that he now had a#little of his dads looks even if it wasnt real#gerry keay#someone save me i have not stopped thinking about this man for the past two weeks im actually going insane yall#maybe he also tried the extreme gothic makeup to hide the rest of mary he could see#god
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ive gotta say ive gotten rly rly tired of the genre of post by trans men that goes "someone directed virulent transmisogyny at me today under the belief that i was a trans woman! but lol im a trans man! accidental ally!" like i dont actually think its funny that someone insisted you were a man in a way meant to be demeaning and threatening because they mistook you for a trans woman. im not sure why youre laughing.
#97#transmisogyny#like your reaction being limited to 'i was mistaken for having been amab which is my goal therefore this is good'#yet not extending to 'this is what trans women have to deal with all the time. holy shit.'#hm.#the times im happy about being mistaken as a trans woman is the time people were being v nice to me under that assumption#bc it shows that that was a situation where an actual trans woman wouldve been safe#one example is when my sister introduced me to some of her friends and one of them made it a point to interact w me as a woman#despite me looking Extremely Like A Guy and it made me rather uncomfortable#(bc i thought he mightve clocked me as transmasc and was being transphobic)#until it turned out that my sister HAD mentioned i was trans but the guy misunderstood and thought i was a pre-transition trans girl#and under that light its like. its funny but also im glad he did that even if it was out of a misunderstanding#that showed i was in a situation where a pre-transition trans girl who did not pass in any way wouldve been correctly gendered#okkk the transandro truthers are finding this one too and still managing to take issue w it#gonna just lock it down as well
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finished the outline for CW, its gonna be a total of 28 chapters! some parts in the middle im still a little iffy on but i have all the broadstrokes/know exactly where all the big important scenes are placed >:) including a lot of things im very excited for
chapter 11 in particular. them running low on painkillers is something i am setting up on purpose for the events of that chapter. this is your only warning
#canary continuity#chapter 11 might be worse than anything in caged lungs actually#depends on how it pans out. but its already extremely upsetting in my outline [rubs my hands together]#you know that joke i made about the lamp? ahem#anyways#after im finished with CW ill do an epilogue oneshot (takes place post s2 finale/after the lair change) and then CC will be over probably#i dont plan on going into the invasion or anything like that i dont think its relevant#im happy to have some more solid plans on where im going!!#although chapter 3 is one of those im actually not super solid for (sorry if im slow for this next one) so i just need to brute force it#i know what im gonna ADDRESS i just need to put it into a plot#excited for chapter 4 though! it has some of the earliest scenes i had planned for the series actually#ok ramble over theres my update on my process
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do i even need to caption these anymore you already know the drill
#i dont even want to count the amount of times ive drawn them atp its actually concerning#im very normal about them (extremely obvious lie)#duck scribbles#doodles#midoyuzu#yuzumido#midori takamine#yuzuru fushimi#enstars#ensemble stars#was going to make a 2nd related comic but from yuzurus pov but i ran out of time :'] maybe once im home from the con tmrw#just like to think abt mido probably only approaching him for his art and starting to pay more attention to the person himself after a while#obsessed w them labeled as ''perplexed by'' and ''big fan (+master artist) on each others relationship charts skjdjkgsdhkgdsgh#but like yuzuru said in jingle bells he is a little happy to have one of his juniors that attached to him its so. augh#its nice to see him go from gently turning him down or dodging his requests to humoring him instead and enjoying himself#hell yeah!! go have fun u two#they mean the entire world to me !!!!!#minicomic tag
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LOOK WHAT I GOT
#josh talks#went out with friends and found these at a run down and extremely suspicious mall!!#i wasn't planning on buying anything but i saw these and just couldnt resist#didn't help that it was buy one get one half off#but four swords manga!!!! ive read it before but i am so happy to have it for myself#and majoras mask is my fav zelda game so i am stoked to have the other one too#im starting a collection of the zelda mangas! i have quite a few#i have ocarina of time in 2 separate books (i can't remember if theres more or not)#and then i have legendary editions that have minish cap/phantom hourglass and oracle of seasons/oracle of ages#and now these 2!#and i saw some loose twilight princess mangas but i actually had to stop at that point#it is so funny to me that majroas mask and alttp are combined into one yet four swords is the same size as those two combined lmao#i know the four swords games are just silly little co op games with little substance#but they actually have so much story telling potential????#i ranted about it to my roommate when i got home#and man i love my roommate they let me rant about zelda for like 2 hours when they really shouldve been working on stuff
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From what i can tell in this episode they’re going to be very like… led astray?guided? While in every other episode they lead themselves and do whatever they want the whole time but here they seem to be like under the care/guidance of father gregor. And they both seem to look very guilty and almost embarrassed of themselves and their behaviour in that shot of them sitting down in particular
#dont mind the capital first letter grammar i do it when im extremely excited/happy#will not say what im thinking about…… (skid and pump defending eachother when they inevitably end up somewhere actually horrible this time)#spooky month#skid and pump
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Out of curiosity- what's the weirdest thing another trans person has told you regarding transhetness?
probably the most offensive one has to be that time someone said i would never have to worry that people wont accept my sexuality. because in my life that has not been the case lmao. like i am still TRANS so generally someone who doesnt accept homosexuality isnt gonna be thrilled with trans ppl either, like those kinds of people who are homophobic but not transphobic really only exist in terfs brains lol
and the least personally offensive one would have to be that one person who said "you cant be straight as a trans person, this push for sameness is really hurting our community" like damn rly didnt think i was gonna get called an assimmilist for like, being a heterosexual lmao my bad
also im not straight passing irl either, but i am cis passing, so whenever i bring up that im dating a girl i get to visibly watch the gears turn in peoples heads as they try to figure out how this little gay boy fucks women which is always fun
i think generally a lot of weirdness i get probably comes from the fact that for one, a lot of people view queerness and gayness as the same, and queerness and heterosexuality as opposites, and especially people in my specific generation (older gen z) and especially the cis people/recently cracked eggs rly have put emphasis on "gayness" and "being gay" and take on "being gay" as the same meaning as being queer, so when they meet someone who is queer but is explicitly NOT gay (and this is more than transhet people, this can be anyone who is queer but doesnt identify as gay, including same gender attracted people of all sorts of sexualities/genders), they really dont know what to do with us, and for two im southern and live in the south and people here are not usually very imformed about different flavors of queerness and for some people im lucky if i get them to understand that im trans at all, let alone telling them im a heterosexual, because im not exaggerating when i tell you that pretty much everyone expects me to be gay no matter the fact that i have a girlfriend and havent dated a man since 2021 lol
and heres a photo of me close up if that helps you understand why everyone thinks im gay (i really dont get it myself but)
#straight yapping on this one lol#also to be clear#i dont actually get mad at people who assume im gay#and as a cis passing trans man im happy that i still at least trigger the gaydar#and being preceived as a cis gay man is way safer than being preceived as a trans man of any sexuality#but also if me triggering the gaydar for some reason#makes me appear safer to people who need it#like other trans/queer people#then like im fine w that#however when i tell you im not gay and im straight#and that i dont want to be called gay because its invalidating to my sexuality#and this is important to me bc i spent so much of my life#experiencing extreme comphet#and i still had to overcome that#it was NOT easier to accept i dont like men now that im a man#in fact in my experience i was kinda scared to be a straight trans man#so that's why i really feel strongly about it#trans#t4t#transhet#st4t#t4t mlw#t4t wlm#trans man#transgender
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my workload this year is absolutely absurd (1.5x as much hw time as class time in maths, and since it’s double maths i have 8hrs of lessons weekly so that is A Lot, and probs as much hw time as class time in french and bio, but then i put extra time into bio myself). so i would expect to be deeply unhappy about this. but i’m not and i’m actually quite enjoying it. which is odd.
i guess it makes sense though. it has always been that in my spare time, i work on my hyperfixationy stuff, making notes on random crap or working on flute; i have never done nonworking free time stuff like watching tv (except going on tumblr ofc). and now a good half-odd of my school work is hyperfixation stuff. so i am, strangely enough, thriving under these conditions
#im like a specialised deep sea creature that thrives in hostile environments#and just kind of goes bleh and dies in non hostile environmemts#like im not complaining but you would think i would be miserable in these conditions#hmm#im not lying to myself or anything i am just genuinely extremely happy living like this#workaholic ig#almost all of bio puts me in Hyperfixate mode and a good third / half of maths does and a little of french does#french is simultaneously the easiest and hardest of my three subjects 🤔#it has come to my attention that the speaking exam will pose issues not because i dont speak french#bc my spoken french is actually extremely good if i may say so myself#but because i am autistic and a very poor and rambly conversationalist who tends to get Stuck on one topic#and in this exam they actually want me to be succinct and coherent. meanwhile ive gone off on a tangent and suddenly fallen silent#because i dont know the french word for marital rape (the question had nothing to do with marital rape)#so im gonna have to do some self training for that i fear 😂#siph speaks#im doing it now tbh. i went on a tangent about french speaking#because i have been stuck in the topic of french speaking since yesterday#and have talked about nothing else#snd these tags are way too long but knowing that doesn’t stop me#i get STUCK like a RECORD going over the same bit of music#schoolposting
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#figured out i am indeed faithful and i actually do want a happy and good life with who im with#oh and its possible to think about your partner in an extremely loving way instead of just be full of stress#and without being afraid every day that yknow.. theyll die from an overdose or drink themselves into some sort of failure#or worry about what i potentially did wrong at legitimately any given time#yknow.. you know... like a normal relationship i think . like one thats normal. im describing a normal relationship#did it matter how i was feeling during the whole godown... nope! not at all#oh well!#anyway i love sable and i cant think about being with anyone else but them because of how perfect they are for me 💗💗#and how well they treat me . and more importantly how well we get along#its crazy that Getting Along now has to be something i notice in a relationship 😭😭😭#i dont regret anything at all btw. suck my dick
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kicking my feet and giggling (<- just got apologised to)
#guys i have worth??? im actually a human being deserving of basic respect and SHOULD be apologised to if i am not given that??? holy shit#ok but like i actually was pretty mad and i just wasn't going to talk to them when the weekend ended but to think they'd actually apologise#guys i am a friend worth apologising to omg this is so nice#(<- was fuming over how i was a “friend” not even worthy of her basic decency and respect an hour ago)#LIKE IM STILL MAD#okay i actually cant vaguepost to save my life but basically this girl whos a friend i recently got close to and formed a friendgroup with#shes really fucking whiny and ive been tolerating it for so long but on friday she was extremely whiny and rude whenever i just asked a#simple question#and it's really draining and humiliating to be spoken to like poop on the sidewalk in front of other people#but anyway other than that i was really upset because during pe i wanted to show her my hip injury cuz i thought it was funny#(it wasn't diagnosed yet i just felt my joints moving weirdly)#and like that involves her putting her hand on my hip#so i asked her to do that then she started whining about how she doesn't want to touch me and that i'm weird for asking ppl to touch me#then she started telling like the 3 other ppl around us i was weird and wanted ppl to touch me#then this other cool girl overheard and looked at us funny i guess cuz then the friend said 'haha now [cool girls name] is also laughing'#i was so fucking embarrassed and humiliated i still want to tear up thinking about it#like are you actually my friend wtf i don't even need enemies w a friend like you#i wanted to cry so bad then#ugh i hate it#like you couldve just said no thanks bro what is ur problem#this just made me realise how much i hate how she talks to me sometimes#and i know i need to stop surrounding myself with negative vibes in order to feel happy#but its still so frustrating#we were doing so well the other day and google meeting everyday#then this happened and then she got mad and started ignoring me on the way home#bro idk i hate ts i should just stop making friends#rant
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IM CRYING AT THE HOMOPHOBIA EPISODE???
#wHAT#liveblogging.txt#BC OK#THERES THESE PAITENTS; two like teen girls right they came in bc they got hit by a train#(willingly) bc one of them's mom (the other moms dead) is EXTREMELY homophobic to her daughter#girl a and girl b we'll call them; girl a was keeping b's little postit notes she wrote for her during class in a box under her bed#and girl a's mom found it and burned every post it. the whole box#so the doctors (and well main cast of greys anatomy bc well its greys anatomy) are like 'well this mom SUCKS' and one of them#pierce specifically; she (accidently?) punched the mom#and then the mom was like wow im suing this place you guys suck actually#then THE DAD FINALLY CHIMES IN#THIS GENTLE CHARACTER SO FAR#HE CHIMES IN#HE YELLS AT THE MOM#Y E LL S#AND IS LIKE#'NO! no pressing charges!!!!! i dont care if our child is gay! i care if she is happy! i care if she is loved!! why dont you care about tha#and as hes basically done telling her off; GIRL A ROLLS IN ON HER HOSPITAL BED#SHE WITNESSED HER DAD STANDING UP FOR HER FINALLY#IM GOING TO CRY AGAIN#UWAUAWUAWAWAUWAUWAUWEUWAUWEAUWEAWUEAueAWu
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i think my problem with eleven and the writing surrounding his era is moffats blatant refusal to respect anything written before his seasons. namely anything written by rtd. and when you have a character like the doctor where their current actions are fueled by the direct events that happened to them 5 minutes ago you kind of need to acknowledge what happened with ten before you do anything with eleven
#you can tangibly feel how much moffat doesnt care for the women from rtds era#and no offense but the women in rtds era were extremely important#im not saying that we need a rose cameo once a season and a martha mention every episode etc etc#im more saying that when you start writing a doctor without unbiasedly considering how their previous companions impacted them#you end up with a shit show of inconsistencies#we have a surface level of 'eleven acts happy but is actually mad because of his trauma' but it hardly goes deeper than that sadly#when that is usually like. the base line for any given doctor#idk Sorry im just thinking about how much i hate elevens episodes vs how much potential he had </3#simon says
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whenever someone is like "i miss the carefree joy I had in childhood" I feel like that fucking monty python sketch like you had JOY???? in your CHILDHOOD??? LUXURY I have been SAD since I was BORN there was NO JOY in childhood I was simply SHORTER and maybe WORSE but I resist because the world is not actually entirely about me (cringe or based, unclear)
#its an extremely petty and ridiculous envy#like oh im mad because other people were happy? grow up#my childhood was a tumultuous period of near constant anxiety and fear and sometimes dan and phil were there#but i dont actually wish that on anyone#but i do also get mad and pissy about it#which is perhaps my right
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Wordsmith haircut reveal!!!! Jsjsjjs
Who doesn't love a cringefail woman?
Wordsmith suffering while being pokes by hornet? Perfect
Wordsmith holding the hand of Hollow and wanting to go home? 👌
she's so lame and trying her best. and yeah! short hair lady :] probably will have grown out to her shoulders by time she actually shows anyone her face pff
she's going to be adopted by this family one day mark my words. in the far future past tumultuous waters and hours of me scrolling through a thesaurus for chapter titles. and taking a jackhammer to a wall of writer's block more than once
i want to draw her face so bad you have no idea. ive entertained the idea of her being a relative to another oc of mine simply bc of their similar appearances and general cringefail miserable living
both of them get taken in and pitied by rich immortals who sponsor their wellbeing. normal ass humans thrust into unfamiliar magical scenarios
#wordsmith is a sopping wet cat to me. spiritually. shes extremely capable but shes not going to be happy about it#michael is a himbo whos been drenched and left in the rain like a forgotten cardboard box he is exactly as pathetic as he appears#if they ARE related its probably cousins thrice removed or some such#since wordsmith has a decently large family#and was familiar with cousins aunts uncles etc#meanwhile michael is a very isolated man with just his aunt and adopted cousin#he cut off his mom for good reasons.#or maybe he's just part of that family that drifted away and no ones heard from in decades#michael and wordsmith point at each other like spiderman meme#im getting off track i think.#time for actual proper tags#hollow knight fanfic#hollow knight#hollow knight ocs#ask#hyaf#have you any faith?
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got some unusual yet welcome new followers recently (i usually only get a new one once every 6 months lol), so why not do one of these. frick it.
my phone has, for a couple of weeks, started doing the “SPICY BATTERY” thing i suspect, and it’s going from fully charged to just going dead in minutes… take a look!
D: the battery problem literally popped up overnight i looked at my phone and went “HUH?! oh no… i recognise that look…”
i have a quote of £30 to get a new battery so would like to raise that much :> i’ve had it done before on a different phone years ago- it’s no fuss doesn’t take long and not that expensive which is the good part
so i'm gonna do a little PWYW (pay what you want) drawing of ur character. your fav, your oc, sona, anybody. (just probably not irl people as it makes my "I MUST GET A PERFECT LIKENESS FIRST TRY" perfectionism problem go into overdrive lol, won't definitely rule it out tho) Show Me Your Guys. Please have a ref ready or a description, we can discuss what you want as thoroughly as needed, no problem :)
art only blog's here
Payment will be through k-f (strongly preferred) or p.p, 🔗:
also I'm a traditional artist, so i can mail it to you for an extra small cost if you'd like! : D
No slots- first come first served. can get it done within a week or sooner most likely, im very busy with boring irl stuff rn but should be able to draw!
edit, and something i need to be extremely clear about: DON’T send anything unless you have something for me to draw. i’m serious, i can’t stand getting contributions for nothing in return to yourself, the person who’s contributing. it’s just a personal standard i have for myself. YOU’RE NOT GETTING AWAY WITHOUT SOMETHING IN RETURN!! I INSIST!!!! >:)
#i do have a trusty 6s as backup so it's not even that urgent. but i do treat Li-battery inflation with the right amount of fear it deserves#im helping out my mum with moving-household related stuff atm which takes up a lot of time and money so help would be extremely appreciated#and remembered forever... the last contribution i got on my k-f was from an australian fan of my stuff who had very nice words to say :') <#and that was over a year or two ago#haven't actually updated my k-f in a while because i wasnt drawing for a long time bc HUGE depression and i got embarassed about not being-#-able to draw. and all the other negative feelings that come with multiple illnesses lol#so much better now 💪#BUT REALLY I JUST WANNA DRAW FOR PEOPLE IT MAKES ME SO HAPPY as long as i can do it AND IT MAKES THEM HAPPY HOPEFULLY!!!!!
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