#im 4w5 ofc

[chrlotpony]

idgaf is you hate mbti as typo or the mbti caricatures, I love mbti cuz shit is fun and its pseudoscience!!! it's not that deep!!!

"just take the big 5" "nooo do the big 5 instead it's so much better" NO.

[namelessdeceased]

my return means i NEED a new pinned post like a returning king needs his servant (except im not a king im a peasant returning from illness scrambling for little breadcrumbs)

my actual pinned post DOWN THERE!!! ↓↓

𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑜𝑛𝑎𝑙 𝑑𝑒𝑡𝑎𝑖𝑙𝑠 (𝑖𝑚𝑝𝑜𝑟𝑡𝑎𝑛𝑡! 𝑝𝑙𝑠 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑑)

call me theo (pronounced th-ee-oh). might update tho

he/him pronouns ONLY. please 😭

i'm definitely a minor. i'm turning 14 this year. be careful. (i'll update my age ofc)

DONT FLIRT WITH ME. i feel like that does not need to be said. dont do it tho

i'm pretty uncomfortable w obsessiveness, like stalking, yanderes etc

masc terms please 😭

i do still take moodboard/stimboard reqs!

divider credit to @.enchanthings on tumblr!

more info about me is below the cut

𝑙𝑎𝑏𝑒𝑙𝑠!

i have quite a few. im sorry 😪

im having a name conflict rn. call me theo. maybe ren.

he/him. no honorifics unless you have to/its a joke

trans boy! not transmasc like im a trans boy.

aroace i think

^ boyliker though. achillean i think, though i do just call myself gay. boys are fire

autistic 😪

intj, 4w5 last i checked but im not so sure

𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑡𝑠!

first, music! have some 😁👍

𝑠𝑢𝑏𝑗𝑒𝑐𝑡 𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑡𝑠!

star next to it means my main interests

☆ astrophysics

☆ particle physics

psychology

fashion

most other science-related things

coding/robotics

studying culture (if that makes any sense)

𝑚𝑒𝑑𝑖𝑎 𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑡𝑠! (𝑔𝑎𝑚𝑒𝑠, 𝑡𝑣, 𝑏𝑜𝑜𝑘𝑠 𝑒𝑡𝑐)

bolded are the ones i mainly interact w

ensemble stars (crazy:b-P!!!)

vanitas no carte

horizon forbidden west/zero dawn

the goldfinch

bungo stray dogs

paper girls

the promised neverland

rick riordan universe

six of crows

probably a lot more but im way too lazy to rmb them all

𝑚𝑢𝑠𝑖𝑐!

bears in trees. FOR LIFE

midwest emo

dark ambient (nobody on youtube? GAS.)

the occasional lofi

lemon demon!!!

𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠 𝑖 𝑑𝑜!

i do like. a bunch of crap. but currently im very academic, im studying like all the time ever. maybe every month or so i'll post a vlog (will link probably). i love doing research on things people 10 years older than me are. projects on things like QGP or colour charge are fun.

𝑙𝑜𝑟𝑒!

when two people love each other

nah its ok im fw you but like i do have a buncha lore.

i showed up a few years back and made some friends. some of said friends made me a little uncomfortable after some time and we drifted. i never touched tumblr again for a MINUTE. its now what. two and a half years later. im old and not caught up with the latest tumblr hahas. please educate your old man on your new kid slang

𝑚𝑖𝑠𝑐𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑎𝑛𝑒𝑜𝑢𝑠!

aint no way i spelled that right

i love almost every aesthetic. theyre all nice. currently im very dark academia though.

i still take moodboard/stimboard reqs if anyone still wants em!

dont be surprised if my texting style has changed, its been two years😁

IF YOU READ ALL THE WAY THANK YOU YOURE SO COOL AND EPIC AND AWESOME!!?🗣️🗣️

[jademickian]

tagged by @mickeysgaymom, @scurvgirl, @transmickey, and @lingy910y for tag game tuesday (not anymore but time is a social construct sumn sumn), thanks pals!! ily

name: jade 🦄

age: 20s

pronouns: she/her

your sun sign, MBTI type, and enneagram type (google them if you’re not sure!): aquarius, infp, type 4w5

how tall are you? im cute sized (4'8")

what color are your eyes? dark brown they're almost black

the last time you saw a movie in theaters (bonus: what was it?): last july 6 (it was insidious: the red door 🚪)

favorite dessert: it is cruel to make me choose a favorite, but! coffee jelly

outer space or the ocean? outer space weewoo

you’re in a McDonald’s drive thru, what are you ordering? chicken fillet ala king (idk if that's a thing in other countries), and fries

are you good with plants? i've never taken care of a plant, but you know what! i'll say that i am so i'd actually be

would your current self and high school self get along? absolutely not LMAO they're frenemies. they'll try though!

a food you can’t stand: PICKLES.

something you’d do if money were no object: travel, buy my loved ones lots of gifts and stuff they'd like!

the last app you opened on your phone (tumblr doesn’t count!): messenger

and finally, compliment yourself! im not good at this, but im surviving, and that's something 💙

and for the picrew gang!1!1 @lupeloto, @mickeysgaymom, @lingy910y, @creepkinginc, thanks for the tag! (y'all look AWESOME btw)

here is i! i kinda look like that if you squint (i think).

tagging @deathclassic, @bawlbrayker, @catluvver118, @mybrainismelted, @vintagelacerosette, @mishervellous, @m4ndysk4nkovich, @guinguin1984, @juliakayyy, @tsuga-of-mars, @depressedstressedlemonzest, @shameless-capricorn + anyone anyone, join in if you're inclined! do one or both, voluntary ofc.

[justsomeoneintoomanyfandoms]

HIIII I see that u hv a match up goin on and Id like to try! Would u mind doing one for me with Obey Me?

Pronouns : She/they

Sexuality: Im not sure exactly??... still discovering but I know that I like both sexes

Infp 4w5 / Cancer sun Taurus moon n Scorpio rising (I saw some doing not just the sun sign so i think it would be fun if i include all 3 lol)

Appearance: Im South East Asian. Around 5'2. I hv shoulder length black hair, black eyes and olive toned skin. My hairstyle is akin to the jellyfish hair. I rarely wear makeup and would just hv my bare face out due to its sensitivity to breakouts. And my clothing, its mostly modest/covering for academic places or just comfy and quick with any cool baggy tees i hv. Its my current closet, since i dont hv much occasions to go grand and i just wanna blend in with everyone around me lookin like an npc. But id love to wear more self expressing stuff in the future, to my desire. More accessories, colorful makeups and fashions like dark couquette/gyaru or so!

Personality: My personality, id say its two sided. I guess hv an open mind and easy going (to some degree ofc). A dream chaser and a listener. Sometimes (just sometimes), i can get my mind through a problem and stay grounded. Im also empathic? I like consoling with people and I appreciate the smallest details. I feel for people's struggle and I hold hopes in them. However, i can get moody, its so unexpected and intense that even im scared of it. I can be very quiet then, and dissociative. Id just want to be alone by that time to figure out my situation. Ive been said to appear gloomy or hard to approach too :cry: If im pissed, im venomous. And im actually an anxious person, of all sorts of things. Self deprecating too, i almost forgot abt that. But if i feel suitable, i get funky and enjoy myself hehe.

Likes/Dislikes : I like visual novels, rhythm games and those with good storytelling; a variety of music genres that focus on melody, instrument, composing; local asian food; sleeping with plushies; arts n crafts; esoteric things; philosophy study; my friends; solitude and continuation; aesthetic or hidden values and uhhh nice, mannered intriguing people.

I dont like smelly people doe. People who are narrow minded icks me oops. Pls dont tryna barge in on me when im busy unless it helps. I hate the sun... And not getting myself tented after a long day. I dislike my parents as well, yikes. Worst of all, being opressed.

Hobbies : doll, bracelet making; drawing, online shopping, rhythm game arcade, reading philosophy works, uhh getting invested in random medias...

Anyways, thats my submission! If u do reply, tysm for the matchup!!!

Hi Anon! Thank you for the request! I hope you like your matchup!

In Obey Me, I match you with...

Asmo is the best person to hype you up about wearing more self-expressing things. He’s great at putting outfits together and will give you honest and genuine feedback.

Doesn’t mind your personality changes. He knows what mood swings are like so he’s very understanding.

Please go online shopping with him! But set a budget because you’re both liable to get caught up in the energy and spend too much. But online shopping with Asmo would be so much fun.

Not great at giving you alone time but if you say you need some space, he’ll respect your wishes. While you’re enjoying your alone time, he’ll do a spa day or hang out with some of his friends.

Asmo loves your plushies. He thinks they’re really cute and, if you’re okay with it, would love to borrow some of them to sleep with as well. He’ll take good care of them and swaps them out occasionally so you’ve got a constantly rotating roster of plushies in your room.

[student-in-nightraven]

hii, could i rq a matchup with anyone from obey me, twst or kamisama kiss? ☆⌒ヽ(*'､^*)

im a bi girl, 5'3, intp-t 4w5 + aquarius, id say im some kind of ambiverted like 60% awkward-reserved-anti-social introvert and 40% chaotic, rambly, all over the place, once i start i dont stop extrovert?? depends on my mood i think (˘∀˘) for some random traits i'm erratic, eccentric, conscientious, creative, empathetic, unserious, sarcastic, not a team player and definitely come across as strange to literally anyone not used to me

hmmmm some hobbies i have are baking, writing, editing and arts + crafts (drawing, painting, making my own random stuff like candles, soap, stickers) - very practical very fun 🧝‍♀️ i also like gaming when i have time which is basically always bc im lazy and hate work, i leave everything last minute and procrastinate so much bc i and i'd rather be doing what i want instead of boring stuff 😒👎 it all ends up rushed and low effort unless im passionate abt it. probably why i'm also never on time but that's also bc i love sleeping

if i had to pick a label for whatever my style's supposed to be {bc i just dress in whatever looks good tbh} i'd say a hybrid of grunge and indie maybe💪😘 i take pride in my dress sense actually i think its gojus (μ_μ)

i have collections/mini collections of a couple things - plushies, crystals, stickers, bracelets and i keep anything and everything people might give me, i've done it as long as i can remember, like not even gifts just if someone gives me a rock or a piece of stationery or origami etc it'll be in my possession forever i'm too sentimental to get rid of anything, i have so much scattered everywhere it's unfunny 🧍‍♀️ i think my love languages are physical affection bc i love closeness altho im crap with emotional stuff but words of affirmation and mushy fluffy stuff can be pretty neat {even if it's embarrassing and awkward xox} + gifts bc i love buying myself stuff and receiving presents, i also like giving them but i feel like i'm spending too little or too much or compare it to what they give back to me and feel like it's not good enough or what they'd want bc i'm usually either too stingy or spend too much and think too much + feel bad when it feels like i don't give back to people as much as they give to me in any sense?? | (• -•)|

i love purple, literature, rock/pop/dance/techno music, space, halloween, history, things that smell nice/scented stuff, philosophy, nature, horror, psychology, fantasy, sweet/sour/salty foods, and animals {especially my bunnies ofc, my pride and joy <3} so im working towards becoming a vet bc im good w science and i'd definitely rather look after them than humans bc i am not a people person i'd fail miserably xox

i don't like ppl who are ignorant or inconsiderate bc they're annoying and punchable, my family, the ocean bc it's scary and doing embarrassing stuff which tbh is basically everything smh

anyways i tried to condense whatever i could think of LMAO but i cba to do anymore 💀💌 thank u!!

The Kamisama requests always make me happy:')

I match you with..

..

...Mizuki!

The most gentle and sweet lover in the whole world.

He matches you like CRAZY, soulmates real;

Loves being chaotic with you, getting caught up in shenanigans and being lovey dovey with you;

He just randomly snuggles up to you whether it's in his snake form or human form, if snake form let's out occasional cute bloops that you die for, he also does the cute snake yawn, he knows it's cute and he's doing it on PURPOSE;

I hc that mizuki is great at portraits and has painting sessions with you in which you 2 paint in peace and show eachother the piece;

You teach him how to properly bake so that he doesn't drop lizards in almost everything you bake-

"but-but it's for good luck:("

"Mizuki, no"

He encourages you not wanting to work and lazes off with you, if for no reason Tomoe comes over he annoyingly comments on how as your familiar mizuki shouldn't encourage this but who listens to him;

Spends mornings sleeping in with you, if you have to go to school he'll just transform into his snake form and accompany you there!

Loves your collection of crystals and other things, so he finds the most beautiful crystals just for you♡

Loves your bunnies and cradles them in his hands, your basically a family, your bunnies have a dad now;

So in all he's the perfect match for you, the most peaceful and loveable relationship ♡⁠˖

Thank you for the request dear annon! May you have a wonderful week<3

[runeterrankhaleesi]

Hello! I hope you’re doing well! Could I please request a LMMU for League? I’m a bisexual woman, 5’7 and a boney lil stick lol. I love playing video games, playing piano, doing puzzles, writing and baking. And listening to music ofc! I love grunge and 90s style and horror movies but i also really love softer stuff and also like dark academia and classical music so.. idk. I’m interested in tarot and runes too.

I’m an infp, 4w5, scorpio and I generally consider myself as a quiet and kind person. I can have a hard time opening up to people, and tend to focus on others more than myself (which im working on haha). I can be quite affectionate and I love talking about my interests and listening to other people’s interests too! It’s great if we can have an in depth discussion! Though I’m usually friendly, I can sometimes get very introspective and I kinda go off the grid for a hot minute. Ummmgmmg i hope that’s enough ehehe. Thank you very much and I hope you have a great day! >^<

I pair you with...

SHEN!

Why? Because...

You and Shen have a lot in common in terms of personality. Both of you are the mediators. You're both quiet and selfless-helping others in need and focusing more on the well being of others than your own.

And just about anyone can say that Shen is touch starved. It's been years (give or take) since he's felt any kind affection. Give him a little kiss on the cheek before he leaves his house or grab his hand and hold it while you're talking a walk, he'll blush under the mask and be "sjkdaldekjks" on the inside.

He's patient and a great listener, he can listen to your rants anytime and provide some of his own opinions if you're looking to deepen the conversation. And he appreciates that you would do the same for him, it makes feel warm that he has someone he can talk and vent to anytime.

Shen has been cooking for himself for years, he'd be happy to teach you some Ionian recipes or show you techniques to make cooking/baking easier.

He's also a fan of puzzles and chess-he considers himself a master. He likes it because it stimulates his brain and it's one of the ways he meditates. You can challenge him any day, who finishes the puzzles first or who wins in chess.

As for music, Shen mostly likes instrumental pieces, the kind of music that has the "traditional" feeling to it. Of course, he would listen to you play the piano. If you feel shy and can't play with him watching, he'll secretly listen. No matter how far, he can still hear you, he's got good ears. He can even name certain music pieces if he's heard of them.

You have to understand though, Shen isn't a real fan of horror movies, especially the ones with gore. It reminds him of his time with Jhin. He may sit through the kind of horror movie with ghosts and people getting possessed.

And yes, he'd teach you all about tarot cards and runes if you ask him. He'd be more than happy to tell you all that he knows about magic and give you books to read if you want. Call him "Master Shen" while you're at it, he's gonna think you're teasing him.

💝~Happy Valentines Day!~💝

[pyro-doll]

Hi there I hope you’re doing well! I saw your matchups were open so I thought I’d send something in. I’m a bisexual woman, 5’7 and a boney lil stick lol. Lots of freckles and scars (makes my skin look bad even tho it’s not 😭). I’m an infp, 4w5, scorpio and I generally consider myself as a quiet and kind person. Others have described me as sweet, weird, smart, cute. I can have a hard time opening up to people, and tend to focus on others more than myself (which im working on haha). I can be quite affectionate (clingy T_T) and I love talking about my interests and listening to other people’s interests too! It’s great if we can have an in depth discussion! Though I’m usually pretty friendly, I can sometimes get very introspective and I kinda go off the grid for a hot minute. I’m a quite nostalgic person and i am very in touch with my “inner child”, and people often say i’m simultaneously very childish but also old person vibes. I have adhd, anxiety and depression but i usually cope by immersing myself in hobbies. :3

For my hobbies, I love playing video games, playing piano, doing puzzles, writing and baking. And listening to music ofc! I love grunge and 90s style and horror movies but i also really love softer stuff and also like dark academia and classical music, antiques, so.. idk kinda all over the place haha. I’m also interested in tarot, runes and herbalism too! I really like nature a lot too, and I love animals, spending time with them helps me recharge! Honestly, dream life is living in a nice countryside writing silly little letters, baking silly little cakes and caring for my silly little garden and animals. <3 Ummmgmmg i hope that’s enough ehehe. Thank you very much and I hope you have a great day! >^<

Hello Nonnie! Thanks for your request! I too am a boney stick *shakes your hand* represent. Please enjoy your matchup!

Your Vision Is...

Ah, the element of eternity. Like most electro users you have a curiosity and childlike ambition as well as a wise and nostalgic part of you.

I match you with...

Zhongli!

I cannot think of a more perfect match for you. Checking all of the right boxes.

Right off the bat as somebody who likes to listen and indulge on in depth conversations zhongli and you have an instant chemistry.

He is charmed by your youthful yet wise look at life. He appreciates the way in which you discuss life and also that wonder and mystic your inner child brings out. He admires it and it lets him feel young. Let's him indulge in mortality.

He would notice how you tend to put others before you and he has no issue reminding you how special you are.

Interested in antiques? He will borrow vhildes money to buy you old jewelry. He would love to hear your music or writing as well, a big appreciation for the arts.

He's a traditional partner and your affection is not a problem for him. He will offer his arm in public, kiss your hand in greeting, and if the chance arises I think he would slow dance with you.

Ah yes, imagine baking with him and he just pulls you into a little dance in the kitchen

Very romantic.

[galimatios]

ok. this will be my definitive thread on 4w3. that i will type on my phone. i think the first thing abt type 4s is that theyre characterized by a profound sense of longing / loss, that there is something always just out of reach that they will never have

I believe it starts from childhood, where a person begins to see or feel that they are separate / different from others? both uniquely gifted and uniquely flawed, that a special insight has been given to them but it also separates them from everyone else ... or sometimes it's a unique wound that gives them an understanding of suffering different from others, that others cannot understand, that you yourself are somehow broken or flawed. tho we tend to conceptualize it as uniqueness, sometimes even tow it around like we're special/elite like, am i not more beautiful for my pain? is this not something special? 

we want to be understood but not TOO easily bc that would remove the unique status of our suffering. but rly its a defense mechanism for being unable to cope w the idea we're beyond saving like we were born w something missing and nothing in the world can fix it bc what we want either cannot be named or achieved in a mortal life. tho the Thing rly varies btwn individuals. 

for me it was difficult to pin down, but i think i wanted to preserve feelings id cling to? ive always been attracted to the nostalgic sadness of childhood, and the idea of immortalizing feelings of peace/happiness, bc to me those things have beauty elevated above that of normalcy. i also love abandoned things bc they contain memories i will never truly know 

and the thing that rly separates a 4 from the rest is this romanticism, a kind of need for authenticity and truth thru their entire being. we hate being fake, we hate lying about our identity, we hold onto our pain bc we believe it defines us and it gives shape to who we are. we relate to others thru our own pain and experiences, and bc we are so attuned to our own emotions ppl say 4s are gifted at putting feelings to words and expressing the nuances of emotion. 

i think the wide range of what we feel also leads to us being drawn to unique things like, many things feel emotionally shallow to us and we cannot relate to it, but things that express emotions we dont see often being extremely exciting bc we feel seen, like someone can connect w us in a way we consider important 

i think 4s can tend to come off as like, edgy and brooding bc of these traits but 4s can pick any number of things to reinforce their identity with. when we find something that connects to us, we SINK INTO IT with fuckin claws and dont let go. we claim that thing as ours and try to create an identity using all the things we've claimed.  lots of 4s i know relate to demon imagery bc of this, bc it links to that intrinsic feeling of being broken/wrong and so its easy to be like "oh i must be a demon/monster bc im Wrong" plus it's also a separation from the traditional idea of "good" and it vibes with the whole "misunderstood/apart from others" feeling. we are looking for emotions people are uncomfortable with, claiming them, and desiring the brave to look at us and say they accept us 

anyway what it REALLY is is that 4s are sensitive babies who want to be loved and accepted unconditionally despite how broken they feel. it isnt nearly as deep as they may think

but i personally dont think thats the path of actualization/integration, at least in my experience i think for me, i realized that sense of beauty/whatever tf i was looking for isnt to be found in grand sweeping statements abt life or love, or in some pinnacle of art i can never attain, but in every day simple interactions and regular ass people. may be different for others

NOW. To discuss the 3 wing. 3s are characterized by the worth they put out into the world, in the form of tangible accomplishments and experiences. im not a 3 so i cant speak with accuracy or length, but the 3 will base their worth on the judgement of social standards so you see them trying to gain monetary, academic, occupational success bc those are deemed worthy in the eyes of society. this can change depending on the society ofc but under ~late stage capitalism~ this is where we are. 

so where does a 4 fall into this. i said before the 4 hates faking, so the methodology of some 3s to meld themselves to be the most successful in their environment just doest NOT fucking vibe w the 4. so the 4w3 is kind of a fucky walking contradiction bc we crave uniqueness but also admiration. we dont want to lie abt who we are but we also want people to KNOW and appreciate us. so this manifests in a desire to share our feelings and experiences with an audience, usually within a medium that allows creative expression but it can be anything. 

point is, we want to share. for me, i do it thru creative stuff but moreso just... by talking to people and being emotionally honest and open about what makes me tick, what makes me passionate, trauma, etc, and people respond to that positively like, this is my pain, look at this beautiful thing that came out of it. 

whereas i believe 4w5s are content with keeping things to themselves. 4w3s will shift their image to some degree to fit the context but 4w5s are v much, this is me, take it or leave it bitch. anyway the contrast btwn 4 and 3 wing fucks me up bc being a 4 is already a cosmic joke but its even more hilarious when u put in that wing this is all just conjecture based on my own experience of being 4w3 BUT I HOPE ITS INTERESTING

[somefandomimagines]

Hi! Can I get a Death Note (romantic) match-up please? I'm a straight female, she/her, ENTP 4w5, 5'1, very thin, pale skinned. I have long split dyed red/black hair and black-ish eyes. I love being outside with friends and could stay out all the time. I love psychology and love theories. I'm very logical and may come off as cold, but I care for those close to me and only with them show my silly side. In relationships im on the codependent side. I also love sweet stuff, especially chocolate-y.

OK I GOT A REALLY CUTE IDEA FOR THIS ONE,,, (I know a few writers would go "Omg chocolate???!?! Mello!!!" but I got smth different in mind I match you with... THE DETECTIVE HIMSELF, L!! - In this you'll be like- a psychology pro, you can read body language and have a talent for being able to predict what's going on with people and all that!! - You and L will work together, bc even tho L is also probably really good at psychology, you'll probably get better progress with interrogating - Look I can't think of a major reason but you're really helpful - You two actually don't get together for a LOOOOOONG while - Hell, I hc L as demi-aroace so it's hard for you two to get close - You guys met at the orphanage tbh - While you went more a psychology route, L went the other way IG?? - Anyways it takes abt a decade or two for you two to get close - And even then, L isn't really interested yet - Yet he knows damn well you have a crush on him no matter how hard you hide it - Yet when L finally realizes that a major reason he trusts you is bc he has a small romantic interest in you - He doesn't act on it - Bc he doesn't want you hurt and doesn't want it to be a distraction to either of you - Except you're the one getting distracted by your crush on him - You know a surprising amount of things abt him just by being next to him a lot - You're just like that - And while you two don't get together, L has a special message for you in case anything goes wrong - Which uh... If you've watched/read the series, you know things go wrong - A minor spoiler but nothing to actually spoil - L... Surprisingly does show a bit of affection tho - I hc his love language being buying gifts in a way - So he gives you sweets and stuff but... Anonymously, ofc - He's smiled at you once and it sent your heart FLYING - You two are almost inseperable at times tho - Like you guys work on cases so fast - Sadly uh - Spoiler but you probably suffer the same fate as him at some point - But you're a beloved character dw!! - So your hard work doesn't go to shit and helps in the end - SO MAJOR SPOILERS FOR THE ANIME RIGHT HERE MAJOR MAJOR SPOILERS DON'T LOOK AT THIS IF YOU HAVEN'T GOTTEN TO THIS POINT - The message L had for you if/when he dies is basically him admitting that he had romantic feelings, but he knew there was no way you guys could have a happy life/relationship because of his profession and not wanting you hurt in any sort of way - ANYWAYS - You get to a point you do help Near a bit tho - BUT IF YOU GUYS WERE IN A UNIVERSE WHERE YOU COULD BE TOGETHER - Cafe dates or fancy dinners alone are the best for you two - Even if you guys talk abt theories or cases you work on - L's favorite place to kiss you would be your hand - Like he'd just gently take it and put a soft kiss on it - He's also always there for you as much as you are for him - He treats you so well - Like he can be a bit distant but if you talk to him abt it you two will work on it together - He damn well knows when something is wrong and will find a way to help you fix it - PDA isn't a thing but if you wanna cuddle up to him when you guys are alone he allows it - He doesn't really cuddle back when there are ppl around you guys tho - He's not the type to laugh out loud (or laugh at all) but he does like your jokes - He's got his silly side too, ya know - You're always the one laughing tho - He likes your laugh - You probably become friends with Matsuda and L would get a teeny bit jealous but he'll get over it - But in the universe where you guys CAN get together, you guys get Kira into prison and - Even after years of dating, that's when you guys have your first kiss - This was one of the hardest cases he's worked on and you're both so happy - Like first kiss on the lips!! What a celebration! - You're not the one sitting on HIS lap but,,, But he's the one sitting on yours despite probably being taller - It's a weird dynamic but cute nonetheless