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malboraslihan · 6 months ago

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soothe - lucy/videl almost - brodie/ayla recline - mina/milo regret - hayden/gigi desperate - dylan/theo :))

DIFFERENT KINDS OF KISSES / accepting

[ soothe ] sender kisses receiver to stop them from shaking

the creeping ghost of loneliness would eventually catch up to him , every once in a while . running through his veins silently until one night it became too unbearable to the point where he couldn’t breathe anymore , even at the almost empty bar he’d always go through . it wasn’t the alcohol , he’d always have the same three beers before retiring to the occasional glass of water and peanuts that sat by the counter . it wasn’t the crowd , even their loneliness was familiar by now . and he couldn’t think about how it could be her , when her presence had always brought him nothing but comfort . though it was perhaps the shift , triggered by his own actions and choices , that would haunt him forever as well . pushing himself up from the stool he had practically claimed by now , he rushes through the door , ignoring the curious eyes that wander . it doesn’t take long until everything is pure darkness , his breathing accelerated to the point where air barely comes in before it’s out again . he feels dizzy , can’t remember the way home , until he hears a familiar voice . would’ve recognized the sound anywhere , even in the years she was missing , he still remembered her vividly . can’t make up her face just yet , everything blurred by tears he hadn’t realized were forming in his eyes . but he hears her , then feels her touch . cold hands , he’d have to offer his coat again , even if she kept denying it . soft touch , the one he craved again and still couldn’t believe he had lost . the words she’s saying don’t form on his brain but the image opens up as the red sea . and even at a loss of breath , he continues to worry . touching her face as if that would wash away the furrowed brows and worry that lingers . “ it’s okay “ he mutters , for her benefit instead of his own . shaky hands resting over hers on his face , the wave slowly crashing on the shores as he comes down from it .

[ almost ] sender and receiver are centimeters apart, about to kiss, but something interrupts them

anger is familiar by now , she’s danced along with it enough to last her three lives . it started with her father , then jumped to her mother , even if sometimes she’d punish herself for thinking so ill of someone who simply needed a lot of help . but god , she had never truly felt such rage for him as she feels now . being pulled away from the bar by security who does not dare to touch her and doesn't need to , when simply their presence is aggravating . her untouched drink still sitting by the counter when she barely has time to snatch her purse before they direct her into his office , once again . “ how many times are we gonna do this ? “ she hears herself ask and the argument that follows goes down as it usually does . but she couldn’t just tell him , it was ridiculous and absurd . not to mention she knew brodie well enough to know the only word he��d use to describe would be dangerous . but right now , at desperate times , she was willing to face a little danger if it meant leaving town with enough money to never come back . pulls herself away from her own thoughts only to realize she has crossed the room , frustration leaking through her eyes as she stands too close to him . so close that his smells send her straight back to a few years back , when his perfume would linger over her clothes for hours after they’ve seen each other and be the reason she’d hold onto her pillow too tight . gaze slips to his lips , because , how could it not ? subject is long forgotten now , even as he continues talking , she’s lost focus completely . breaths him in another time , meeting his eyes only to find the corners of her mouth falling downwards . mouth parts slightly , for a sentence that gets lost in her head once she acknowledges they’ve leaned into each other absentmindedly , both stuck on the same trance . she reaches for him , their bodies so close that her hand brushes against him without a lot of effort , fingers intertwining with his own before gaze switches back to his lips . a deep breath pulled in and then — a knock on his door , startling them both enough to have her pulling back her hand , eyes lost and frown lingering . looking between him and the door a couple times before nodding , mostly to herself , and announcing her way out .

[ recline ] sender climbs on top of receiver and steals a kiss

he loses his train of thought for what feels like the fourth time , happy his teammates seem as willing as he is to laugh and brush every question off . he didn’t mind press conferences , didn’t mind being picked to answer every question ., unless they had limited time , in which case , coach would just position him in the back , arms crossed and lips sealed . not tonight though , it felt as if every single reporter wanted a word from him ; how are you feeling , tell us about the next game , are you planning on switching teams , and everything that came along with the job . and of course , usually he wouldn’t mind , but tonight , he does . he rushes through another answer , feeling his captain stare at him with eyes that inquiries more than anyone else in the room , answered by a shrug and a quick goodbye muttered into the mic . signature smile , a wave , and he’s pulling away from the table . and thank god , she’s right there . standing with her brows furrowed and arms crossed , distaste clear for the males that pass through her dangerously close , for them . won’t waste another second though , grin widening as he approaches her , bag tossed to the floor as arms reach for her waist . “ enjoyed the game ? “ it’s muttered over her lips , before he refused to give her the opportunity to answer . their conversation is brief , before he’s pulling her along to the tour he had promised , talking a bit too much as he carries her along with her hand captive . ends by the locker room , giving his teammates enough time so the place will be empty , and already cleaned up by their crew . “ it’s nothing special , just a locker room , but it’s our last stop “ he offers , turning to face her with raised brows , a smile too big to fit his face . “ wasn’t so bad , was it ? “ question , sitting by one of the benches before he motions her to do the same , until she’s occupying his lap instead . hadn’t really thought about it until now , how much his blood had been rushing since the day she agreed to come to his game . the many questions roaming through his head remain shut , one at the time , he reminds himself . “ i’m happy you’re here “ it slips somehow , a glimpse of what’s currently going on inside his chest . and it pays off , her lips against his own before he can even consider saying anything more .

[ regret ] sender and receiver start to kiss, but sender backs away in the middle of it, knowing it's a bad idea

can’t seem to figure out what to do with herself once again , having had too much drink and the occasional help from friends that she had just met . she stumbles into their apartment , or what once was theirs , even if he hadn’t moved out yet . god , the reminder hurts more than she expected , though the alcohol would’ve done the trick to shy any feelings away from surfacing for the night . but , of course , they surfaced right back . and would’ve had , anyway , once she spotted him standing in the kitchen , back turned to her as the refrigerator light framed his silhouette . waits before saying anything , stepping on eggshells around him wasn’t normal . she didn’t know how to act , what to say . only that it was clear he didn’t want her friendship anymore , or any part of her , a little voice in her head makes sure to remind her . as he turns on his heels , having caught her walk of shame , even if she hadn’t been able to stay the night anywhere for a long time , always slipping back into their apartment before the sun was up . could only fall asleep here , could only feel safe when he was around . pout forms on her features and before she can help herself , she’s crossing the kitchen , heels thrown around somewhere in their living room . “ are you really going to abandon me , for good ? “ knows it’s not fair , given that she had too much to blame in their estrangement . “ you can tell me what i did , i’ll fix it . i’ll change— i don’t know what it was that made you not love me anymore , but i’ll fix it , i know i can “ cheeks feel warm all of the sudden , not by his touch , unfortunately , but by tears she had been holding back for far too long . a deep breath , more drops to the tip of her tongue but she’s swallowing it back instead , arms reaching for his face before there’s anything said between them again . the kiss feels desperate and not the kind they've experienced many times before , there was no lust , just need . to show him she still cared for him , even if she hadn’t always been so great at showing it . that she loves him , in ways she wasn’t allowed , giving the nature of their relationship . to keep him in her life , if that was possible , with just a kiss . she would find out , just a few moments later , it was not . as soon as he pulls away , her gaze falls to the floor , can barely hear what he’s saying after bad idea , doesn’t want to . rejection waves through her , causing her legs to wobble , but pushing her into walking away , locking her door before a sob even makes it out of her body .

[ desperate ] the situation is dire, and sender can't stop themselves from rushing forward and crushing receiver into an aggressive, frantic kiss

they’ve had this conversation before . him picking her up after her shift ends , ignoring as she complains for the first five minutes about how she did not need to be picked up from work . and then , after a while , when talking about their day or anything else died down , she’d go back to telling him the same old things . how he wasn’t supposed to care for her , it was just sex . how the guys enjoyed taking shots out of her tits today at work , that one she used almost every night . you don’t know what you’re getting yourself into , that one was probably his favorite by now . and i’m saving you , from what , he would never truly understand . tonight though , his humor doesn’t seem to be in place . each word that comes out of her mouth digging holes inside his brain , releasing thought he hadn’t allowed himself to have out of the safety of his home for too long . at least not without too much on his system to silence it back down . he pulls the car to the side of the road all of the sudden , pushing them forward with the abrupt stop . doesn’t realize the heavy rain until he’s storming outside , door pushed with too much strength as frustration rushes through him . he doesn’t hear her coming out , steps muffled by the sound of the rain , but suddenly pissed that he had put them in such a ridiculous situation . “ go back inside , i’ll just be a minute “ useless , he already knew . “ you’re not saving me from yourself , dylan “ he says , after silence has seated between them for another beat , gaze finding her own through the droplets that slowly weaken . “ pushing me away is not saving me , you’re only hurting me “ exhales , standing straight as he turns his body in her direction . “ you think you’re the fucked up one here ? you’re crazy , i haven’t been able to sleep one night in the past two years without blacking out completely . . . — except the ones you were there , the ones you didn’t leave “ fuck , that was not where he intended to go with his speech . didn’t want to add more pressure to the unspoken proposition he had on the table . but it was too late now , then . “ you think you’re gonna fuck me up , it’s too late . i don’t care , do your worst — you wanna kiss every guy in town ? i’ll watch , if we get to go back to mine afterwards . you wanna argue with me about picking you up and driving you around ? go ahead , i don’t care . but don’t push me away , don’t do that “ his eyes sting , suddenly realizing there’s more coming down on his cheeks than just the pouring rain . shakes his head , ready to take back his words , pull them into another silent car ride , until she’s crashing her mouth against his .

#theo and dylan #gigi and hayden #ayla and brodie #videl and lucy #milo and mina #dogslosing #this was written after 4am... do not look at me #but those are my kids!!#i went on yapping on some of those ...#anyways ily #prompt answered

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cupidblyss · 1 year ago

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BYE THIS IS SOOOO GOOD

A Birthday Affair

Summary: It's your birthday and your best friend is making you a cake! Too bad she's left you home alone with her boyfriend, Anakin. She should've known you two had a thing for each other, right?

Content warnings: cheating, p in v sex, creampie, daddy kink

WC: 2.6k

“Alright guys, there’s only one shop that sells the buttercream we need and it’s way at the other end of town.” Padme shouts tiredly, grabbing her coat by the door. “Could’ve sworn I’d already picked some up…but anything for the birthday girl. I might be a while so make sure you keep an eye on the cake in the oven!”

“We’re not that incompetent, Padme.” Anakin rolls his eyes.

“Of course, we got it!” You answer as she leaves and turn to face Anakin. “You should really be nicer to her.”

“I’m plenty nice.” He responds. “And you’re the birthday girl, it’s you I need to be nice to.”

“But she’s your girlfriend. You’re obligated to be nice to her all year round.” You put the empty batter bowl into the sink as Anakin stares at you across the kitchen, leaning against the countertops.

“I’m about as nice to her as she is to me.” He murmurs and you look back in confusion. Were they having issues you didn’t know about?

“That couldn’t be further from the truth, Padme is the perfect girlfriend and you-“ You paused, looking at him up and down with a light scowl. “-well you’re you.”

“Ah, so you think I’m not good enough for her? How cliche.” He gives you a look of displeasure. “And what is it that makes me so unworthy of her company?”

“You’re not bad per se, you’re just…” You sigh, struggling to put your thoughts into words. “Look at it this way- Padme is one of those rare people. She manages to balance being successful and beautiful with somehow being humble and kind- I know for a fact she wakes up every morning to make you breakfast- and she does things like drive all over the city looking for a specific frosting for her best friend. That’s just the kind of person she is.” You ramble on, walking around the kitchen as Anakin stares at you in fascination.

“And then there’s you, who’s forgotten every anniversary and has been fired from every job because of his inability to control his temper. You see what I’m getting at?”

Anakin furrows his thick brows as he processes what you’re saying and you think he might get mad at you for a second but to your relief, he cracks a bright smile.

“Don’t get me wrong, I’m just as much of a mess as you are. Just as unworthy.“ You laugh and a puzzling smirk crosses his face.

“So you’re saying I should be with someone better suited for me?”

“Yes, exactly.”

“Someone like…you?” He raises an eyebrow.

You chuckle nervously and take a step back, suddenly aware of how close he’d gotten.

“Obviously not. I-I didn’t mean to make it sound like that.” Stuttering, you try to move away from him but he doesn’t budge, tall figure towering over you. That stupid smirk he has plastered over his face increases your heart rate tenfold.

“What’s the matter, sweetheart? Have I got you flustered?” He sneers.

“Stop playing around.” You push him away by his chest and escape to the sofa, slumping down it with a huff.

“Padme told me about the little crush you had on me.” He stands behind you and you refuse to face him, consumed with embarrassment.

“Crush is too strong of a word for what that was.” You feel your cheeks burning up at the memory; when you first met Anakin at that bar last Christmas, you’ll admit you initially wanted him all to yourself. But what were you supposed to do when Padme got to him first? You can’t believe she told him.

“So you don’t find me attractive anymore?” He asks in that provocative tone of his.

“The outer shell is fine but the inside could do with a little work.” You feign confidence, avoiding the question. To be truthful, you found him incredibly attractive. So much so that you actively avoided him because you felt yourself folding under pressure anytime he was near.

“Can I let you in on a little secret?” He asked quietly, taking a seat on the footstool across the sofa.

“No, but I sense you’re going to anyway.” You brace yourself.

“That night I saw you and Padme playing pool at the bar.” He begins. “I wanted to approach you, not her.”

Your breath hitches in your throat.

“But she came up to me first and when I asked her who her friend was, she told me you weren’t interested…in men.” Your mouth widens as his words linger in the air.

“I-I don’t know what to say.” You stutter, feeling a small sense of betrayal run through you. “I don’t know why she’d do that.”

“Because she knew she wouldn’t stand a chance otherwise.” He gets up to sit next to you and you tense up at his knee lightly brushing past yours.

“I thought you were a lesbian for half the time I’ve known you- until you started dating that loser a few months ago and Padme had to come clean. She thought I’d find it funny.” He curls his lip in disgust.

“And did you?”

“No.” He responds, steely eyes staring right through you. “I’m still mad about it.”

“Anakin…” You cautiously murmur, sensing the direction this could so easily take.

“I’m just saying, remember that next time you want to rant about how great she is. If it wasn’t for her deceit, it could’ve been us together.” He rests his hand on your leg but you swiftly brush it off.

“But it’s not. And it never will be. You’ll always either be her boyfriend or her ex. Either way, you’re off limits.” You try to assert some boundaries before your self-control completely slips away from you.

“And if it weren’t for these limits?” He reaches his hand up, tucking your hair behind your ear.

“Oh God, the cake! Must go and check on the cake.” You get up, trying to escape his grasp but he pushes you back down.

“I said what if it weren’t for those limits?” He repeats sternly and you can’t help but fixate on his rosy pink lips. You’d always wondered how they’d feel pressed up against yours.

“In another galaxy where you’d never met her-“ You sigh, walls crumbling down. “then I’d be yours.”

“Is that what you want?” His husky voice mutters, barely above a whisper.

“It doesn’t matter because this isn’t another galaxy. This is reality.” You shuffle back a little in an attempt to impose some distance between you.

“Fuck reality. I want you.” He pulls you in and you’re hit with a wave of warmth radiating off his firm body.

“Anakin, no. Padme is my best friend! I’m not a homewrecker.” You cry out, unsure whether you’re trying to convince him or yourself.

“You can’t wreck something that’s already fallen apart. I don’t care about her— I don’t care about any of it anymore. For God’s sake, I even hid the damn buttercream because I wanted her to leave us alone for a while.” Your mouth gapes open at his revelation.

“I knew it!” You point your finger at him but he grabs you by the wrist and pulls you onto him, faces barely an inch apart.

“I need you. In every way possible.” His voice is so breathy it makes you squeeze your thighs together.

“Ugh, Ani I-“

“Do you want me as much as I want you? Please, put me out of my misery.” He whines and you bite your lip over the beautiful desperation in his words.

“Of course I want you, I’ve always wanted you.” The words barely leave your mouth before he grabs your face with both hands and kisses you sloppily, grip on your jaw a little too strong. He has you gasping for air, stubbornly holding onto you like it was the last kiss he’d ever have.

“Don’t you worry about her, I’ll take care of everything.” He rubs your cheek with his thumb comfortingly and you feel all your worries melt away; he was here, he would fix it all.

“I’ve thought about this for so long.” You cry, pawing at him. The sense of elation you felt at finally being able to touch him, inhale him, taste him- after an eternity of forcing every feeling down. You did it all out of respect for Padme, out of respect for Ani who chose her- but now that you’d learned the truth, restraint flew out the window. He should’ve been yours- he is yours.

“Lie down for me sweetheart, I wanna see my pretty girl.” He pushes you down onto the sofa and inches your skirt down, admiring your pretty pink panties. “You wear these just for me?” You nod frantically- it’s true, you wore everything for him. Your best underwear, your prettiest lipstick, your shortest little skirts, it was all for him. He pushes your top up slowly, messy kisses being planted all over your tummy until he reaches your perky tits.

“Is there a reason you’re not wearing a bra, young lady?” He scolds you playfully.

“Mhm, it’s fun watching you fight the urge to stare at the way they bounce and jiggle.”

“You noticed that, huh?” You giggle at his honesty as he rips your top off, laughter instantly replaced with breathy moans as he squeezes your boobs harshly, taking turns sucking on the nipples.

“Best pair of tits I’ve seen in my life.” He mutters into your chest as he continues to kiss and lick all over, making you writhe underneath him.

“Ani, please.” You buck your hips up towards him, desperately needing more. “Hurry, we don’t know when she’ll be home.”

“Then it’s a good thing the door bolts shut from the inside.” He grins, hands trailing down between your thighs.

“Ani, no! We can’t lock her out, what would she think?”

“I don’t care, all I know is if I don’t get enough of this sweet pussy, I’m gonna lose my mind.” He groans as he hooks his arms under your legs and pulls you down, pulling your panties to the side. You bashfully cover your face with your hands as he rubs your clit with his thumb and when you peek through your fingers, you see him biting his lip and curving his eyebrows into a pitiful swoop. Just as you think it can’t get better, he lowers his boxers and frees his cock, heavy length slapping against his stomach. Not wanting to inflate his already engorged ego, you try not to look shocked- but he sees right through you.

“You tryin’ to make me feel bad, sweetie? No problem, I’ll have you squealing in a minute anyway.” He confidently asserts and you feel him rubbing his tip along your soaking folds; the anticipation alone is enough to make you throw your head back.

With one sudden thrust, he pushes himself into your tight pussy and you sink your teeth into the pillow beside you to conceal some of the noise. Reaching forward and grabbing it from you, he tosses it aside and grabs you by the jaw.

“I want to hear every little sound you make. Raw and unmuted.” He growls.

“B-but someone might hear-“

“I don’t give a fuck.” He asserts aggressively. “Let them hear. They might as well start getting used to it now.” You moan at his depraved words, drool forming around your lips.

“If you want something in your mouth that bad, here.” He offers you his fingers- which you accept gratefully, sucking and biting on them to your heart’s content. Just as you’ve adjusted, he slides the rest of his cock in- filling you so deeply you question how it’s even possible. The mewling that proceeds boosts Anakin’s ego more than is healthy; you pant and whine so fervently that you look like you’re on the verge of passing out. Your pupils are dilated, your hair messed up, your thighs dampened with arousal and sweat.

“Ani, mm fuck- fill me up, please!” You dig your fingernails into his back as he lowers himself to kiss your wet lips, silencing your sobs and pleading if only for a moment.

“You want my cum, sweetheart? You wanna be daddy’s cum slut, hm? Let me hear you say it.” His strokes get deeper and sloppier as he hurtles his way to his release.

“Yes daddy, yes! I wanna be your cum slut so bad, it’s the only thing I want.” You ramble, words barely audible over the loud sounds of smacking and squelching.

“I could never say no to you.” He whispers, head tucked into the crook of your neck planting open-mouth kisses.

“I need it, need it noww.” You whine, tits bouncing into circles as he roughly pounds into you, strong hand maintaining a firm grip on your hip as he rams himself into you one last time: cum spilling from his tender cock and filling you up to the brim. Pulling out, the sensation of his cum dribbling out of you doubled with his thumb circling your clit sends you over the edge, orgasm washing over you like a tsunami. He rests his head on your chest as you both catch your breath, running your fingers through his hair.

“I’m gonna leave her.” He softly speaks. “I’m leaving and I’m telling her about us.”

Your heart seizes in both panic and excitement. There’s an us?

The familiar thud of footsteps in the hallway has you both scrambling to get dressed- you pull your top down and your skirt back on but can’t find your frilly panties anywhere. Anakin just about finishes zipping up his jeans when Padme walks in to the sight of her very flustered-looking best friend and boyfriend, sitting oddly far apart in unnatural positions on the couch.

“Hey guys, I had to check several different stores but I finally found the right buttercream, what have you- wait, do I smell something burning?”

Fuck, you forgot the cake.

Running over to the oven, she scrambles to pull out the smoking tray. Despair takes over her face when she sees the round crust, black as cinder.

“How did you forget?! What were you doing?” She yells, throwing the ashes straight into the bin and frowning at you.

“Nothing, Padme. We just got carried away chatting is all. ‘m really sorry.” You walk over to join her in the kitchen but start to feel Ani’s seed leaking out of your stretched-out hole and dribbling down your thighs. Noticing the glistening sticky wetness, Anakin rushes over in front of you to distract Padme.

“It was my fault, I said I’d keep track of time and I didn’t.” He explains, subtly tossing a kitchen towel your way.

“Classic Anakin, honestly a monkey would have better time management.” She hisses, barging past him and opening windows to let the smoke out. “No wonder you can’t keep a job.” He takes a shaky breath and you can see how hard he’s trying to restrain himself.

“Not now.” You think, giving him a knowing glare and he nods reluctantly. Padme stomps over to the bathroom and you quickly wipe the cummy mess off your thighs, giggling a little at the excitement of sneaking around. Anakin rushes over and gives you a feverish kiss, whispering in your ear “She goes to bed early, you know.”

Maybe you wouldn’t tell her just yet.

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