#ilove him he says it's really interesting to see

[strxnged]

who's gonna tell my bf i write, and have written hundreds of thousands of words, of fanfiction

[nthflower]

I am having thoughts about Xavier wtf?

[strab3rr]

(long story and no short sorry) GUYSSS I DID ITT

I INDUCED IT!!!!! I WAS PURE AS A FUCKING BABY

IDK WHAT TO SAY (ok enough w capslock)

i have so much to say and not a thing at da same time idk how

anyway i want to begin with thanking you @b4ddprincess bc youre the reason i realized why i started this thing. thank you for making my life better and make me realized what i need to do: nothing. (its same for you guys, all u have to do is nothing)

two fuckn years ago i said to myself that i need a better life, quiter life, less fight with everthing bc everything was so loud and not clear i was feeling lost like a child in the market, and i wanted to make things better for myself in every way, but the main idea of my reasons to wanting to get in the void was: making anxiety go and having better people in my life. but the ''voidlist'' just never stopped bc im kinda greedy(having the idea of controling on your life, the idea of that power makes you greedy. yes thats a thing) anyway the more i add to the list the more i feel like im movin away from my desires then i feel depressed bc ive overcomplicating it bc theres so many things to do but i dont do anything so nothing happend bc i was waiting to be someth happen. and then i started doing awkwardly silly things such as: void routines and challenges and (im embarrassed of this one bc i was too desperate) drinking water

youve read it correct drinking water.

i was sooo desperate for having those things id do anything to get them.

i am simple. i want what everyone wants🎀🎀🎀: shifting realities bc i have so many crush and i need them to be crush me in bed(for 2020 girlies)

being an academic weapon is so easy for me🎀(bc of the urge to make my family proud) +dream collage

being the girl that everyone gets along w(basic needs)

being the girl who is pretty not cute(trauma response)

glowing aura(cats loves people w glowing aura yes thats a thing too)

dream body n hair(bc i deserve this🎀)

healthy (girlyfriend)friends(basic needs)

and of course him, my sp(i cant tell wich one at that time but i releived that its not him now, bc MY BELOVED CURRENT BF. guyss he is the one. dont u dare ask me how you know? i literally manifested him🎀)

then i realized i can have everything bc its my reality so why not add these:

new phone, +macbook air

dream apartment of my own

pinterest closet

lifa app for this reality

financially free-money(a lot. like really a lot)

knowing 4 languages like a native person(bc i want to be diplomat so bad) +sign language(its in general)

a little drama(its not gonna hurt anybody)

my parents being more lovable and away from me

every time i try to get in, either i was failing or falling

and im sick of it, sick of it so much i quit.(for a year)

then i go to the theraphy(ofc no im jk ilove being crazy)

one day i saw a post ss from tumblr about pure consciousness on pinterest and i was like whaat is thiiss. no mention of void so i thougt its a diffrent thing and i download the tumblr again and search everything abt it. and same excitement again after one year same thougts and same list popes up in my head. and i was like ok maybe this time itll happen.

still waiting to be someth happen so nothing happend, it was such a waste of time trying to get in while i was already be, i was already what i want to become. i was that girl that everyone gets along with but i couldnt even see bc i was too focused on wanting to be. but still tried every night and failed. and again tried-failed-quit circle bc.. have you ever met me🎀

4 month ago i saw the girl, iconic blogger and the goddess of my dreams, her @b4ddprincess thx again love u so much

a post pops in my fyp and i see the words ''pure consciousness'' i was like noo not again. and i was serious abt it i wasnt gonna read the whole thing but it attract me n i couldnt resist it so ive read it from the top to the bottom. and she got my interest so i stalked her page from the last and to the first post. it was quiet a beautiful journey for me. lasted like 3 days, the end of the 3rd day i was ''woaw it was this easy all along? u cant be serious.'' she was. i tried one last time, no breathing exercise, no ridiculous routines and no waiting something to be happen. it was just me being real me chilling out asf.

and it was this easy and it should be this easy bc being your 4d self is being nothing also being everything at the same time. if u wanna be everything you should be nothing first(as wizardliz saying: drop the old story, leave the victimhood, for being better stop being bitter etc.)u should make a space for everything first and then u can be everything.

for being 4d self of yours stop being your3dself.

sooo long story (no)short i am writing this from my mac in my new apartment(in middle of the night bc i couldnt sleep and then one tumblr notification reminded me i have a success story to share too) and my phone buzzing two minutes a time bc of my friends while im writing this, so if theres anything wrong ignore it pls.

oh u asking my bf how cute, hes sleepin in my bed now, exhausted from the work n school balance.

YWS SCHOOL!! im in my dream collage and im going to be in paris for a week. i deserve a vacation i guess(its for another conference), i kinda hate french men bc theyre so mansplaning(not like how i imagined, its hard to be friends w them)girls are cute but i feel like theyre aware im not permanent there so we just con buddies still cute and hepful for this foreigner.

and i canceled the lifa app thingy bc i can be my purest consciousness anytime i want, so i am my lifa app.

and thx to 4 languages i make a lot of money and that brings us to the pinterest closet, yesterday i realiased that. theyre not comes to me w an imaginary way like i imagined! i go outside for shopping casually and theyre there luckily i have enough money to buy them.

and my family theyre living in our hometown now so as i want it to be, we are away from eachother.

and the most magical thing: SHIFTING REALITIESSS

i did 5 world before i met w my bf. it was such a wonderful experience. if you have doubts abt shifting you can go fuck urself

because sir i did it and i am very sure that dean winchester being my husband is not a daydream, fantasy nor lucid dreaming. believe it or not he kissed me GOD HE KİSSED ME(someone should stop me i have a bf)

is there anything i missed let me see.. cats i have 2 cats now and theyre adorable. glowing aura-check

the girl who is pretty not cute- check +make anxietygo-checkcheckcheck

dream body and hair- check and check

i wanna give u a info i didnt have all my desires by being my4dself

not directly actually. but i have them all. and thats the point.

im not trying to be a blogger but if you have any question abt anything, id be happy to help

now i need to upgrade things in my farm byeess

loves, siena.

[psychedelic-pebble]

BACK AT IT AGAIN WITH MORE BRAINROT, except this time it's bill, but cute :3

(also if you're uncomfortable with sfw with bill where him and reader are in a relationship/implied then i'm so sorry and just please ignore this D': )

I really like the thought of you wanting to teach yourself how to play piano, after seeing Bill play it so well and almost professionally, you have a new and brewing interest to try it.

So when Bill catches you trying to teach yourself how to play, he's curious and naturally questionable.

"...What on earth are you doing?"

You look up, a bit thrown off since you hadn't noticed him come in, or even make his presence known like he would do usually.

"Teaching myself how to play piano, saw you playing it a while ago and got an interest in it.. the keys are difficult to figure out though, the videos I've watched don't seem to help."

Bill scoffs, rolling his eye at the mention of 'videos'.

"Those pathetic videos won't help someone like you to learn how to play, how bout' you learn from the best! Scooch' over."

You shuffle to your right, making room for him to sit while he summons a chair out of thin air.

"Alright, since it's both of us playing now, you use your hands on the right side while I'll play the left, got it?"

You slowly nod, chewing at your lip as you try to read the printed sheet of paper with the notes on it.

Bill notices, reaches a hand over and burns the paper.

You shriek.

"Won't be needing that. C'mon, I'll show you."

...

It's been an hour. At most. Fuck it, you don't even know, it feels like forever when Bill is teaching you every. single. way how to "properly" play the piano.

Time feels insanely fast yet incredibly slow when you've got this yellow geometric demon talking your ear off about the fact that your hands have been playing the wrong notes for the past five minutes.

The funniest part? Well, probably not to you once you find out but, you've not been playing wrong, at all.

Bill has been lying to you for the past... twenty minutes? 'Your hand is too far right.' ... 'No! You press the black key there, not the white one!' ... 'You join me during this part, no sooner, no later.'

He has been lying to you because it's nice to see you struggle. But that's not the only reason.

He lies because he loves the small pout your mouth makes when he tells you that you're wrong for the millionth time and the way how it changes to a small smile when he tells you that you've done it right this time.

He lies because he enjoys the way your eyes are staring so intensely at him, listening to every word he says and making sure you listen to him and get everything correctly.

He lies because he enjoys the way your hands glide over the piano keys when you start playing, the song and the beautiful melody coming out of the machine when you're so focused on playing it, that you don't seem to notice the way Bill is staring so affectionately at you, that he nearly forgets to play his part after.

Bill's never been so in-love in his entire lifespan, of course, he's been in love with you.

But there's something special when you want to learn something just because you saw him doing it before.

He offers to play piano with you every week, before it seems to turn into every day.

He knows it's worth it because of the smile that grazes your mouth when you nod furiously and race to the piano.

He hopes that the music that's been playing from the piano will touch the melody of the love between you.

(AHIUSHIUSDHADS IM SUCH A SOFTIEEE :((( ILOVE HIM AND I DONT CARE IF THIS IS OUT OF CHARACTER I WANT HIM TO BE SOFT TOO SOEMTIMES <33)

awe oh my gosh this is cute (*´▽`*) i’m not personally a diehard Bill lover but I do like this scenario. also at this point you should start a blog of your own, haha! you’re very good at writing!!

thank you as always for your ask 🫶

[2036sator]

hiiii :3 what r ur opinions on the characters in the cgvl and lha? Character wise, design wise, etc... (including freedom guy 🤭) I'm just really curious :3

[[ AA dude i’m gonna go so in depth w/ this !!!! this is personally from what I recently discovered from these characters so , i am kinda new to LHA and CGVL ,, not freedom guy tho lolol ]]

[[ Let’s start with LHA ^_^ ]]

> FREEDOM GUY - design wise … absolutely cool i can’t really explain how much i enjoy doodling him no matter what design he has , always loved the old design !! Red scarf is iconic to him and made him stand out even if its a bit plain… but other than the old design, new design kitt recently has made im ssooooooo inlove with how he became so …. HE LOOKS SASSY AT ONE POINT LOOOKING AT HIM FOR HOURS . his old design with his iconic hands on his hips pose already made me think he was all shiny sassy star that everyone praises of lllolololol 7_7 character wise by personality is great overall , he’s a code yet he is so , humane that being the therapist plus saviour is tiring even for a code sobbbb ilove gushing about freedom guy if u can’t tell

> FROST - design wise ? Love it . I would say that I love drawing Frost as well as much as I love to draw Freedom Guy :3 Character wise … very kewl…. I need to see more of frost stuff ………

> TANGERINE - DESIGN WISE AAHHHH OHMYGOD I have something for orange sticks idk why but she looks so cool i never actually noticed she even had like scars until i went thru deep into the LHA bloggers just to noticed she has like two or three scars like WHAT !!! Character wise , If she went to my school I would wanna be her friend tbh she seems fun to be around ^_^

> CION - Design wise is just… chefs kiss , I love drawing her marble head and drawing her in my design where she has like kind of maybe water ish? Or fire ish blob around it just bc I can’t see her with hair so instead I just made blobs that made to look like she has hair el o el ,,,overallll!! Super cool I love cloaks … Character wise is yes , just yes . Ilove the looks can be deceived like how Cion and Tangerine is the same just different fonts

> LUCKY - hhhahah lucky block…. I made Lucky’s head more not circular bc srsly I would totally believe lucky if xe told me xe was birthed from a lucky block. So it’s more geometrical? Character wise ilove xem ilove hackers and I don’t know much of Lucky ,,,still xe’s super cool either way

== WOOOOO CGVL IS NEXT ==

> SCRIBBLES - from what ive seen im surprised this is actually and technically the leader of cgvl and its just , a little scribble stick ( in a positive way not insulting ) , probably my favourite... ( i cant decide with scribs and rose ) ,,, character wise!!! ive seen a little bit of scribbles story and im cheering so hard scribs is so cool and with the programmer lore and everything going on is super interesting and all overall really cool character , easy to doodle when im bored in school

> VIX - oh jeez . can we get vix neutered . / LIGHTHEARTED JOKE ... Unique creature , i love the head design even though it sometimes confuses me when i try to doodle the back of vix :9 ., character wise .. freaky .... you a freak girl!!! also!!! I LOVE cannibal characters when they're all actually attached to a person then they soemtimes can't get over the thought of eating them ( filling them with guilt ) i love when cannibals feel bad for what they are ( technically its a parasite for vix's case but still!!! )

>ROSE - ohhhhhhhhh i almost tripped when i saw rose , pink characters save me ... shes so pretty by the design wise category .. made me jealous of her gender smhhhh.... character wise , mischievous thief and i would let her steal my whole house if she wanted to

> GEO - i wanna squeeze geo but i cant :( character wise by what ive seen from like interactions(?) and lore , its really interesting and really cool ( reminds me of another interest i have but who cares ) still i understand how frost would baby geo

> ENTI & BUG ( NO IMAGE NOOOOOO MY LIMIT NOOOOOO ) - big guys so cool they would absolutely obliterate me . i dont know them much but i wanna know more about them .... i need itt...

[raisinushigher]

ok SO i finally manned up and watched the leaked reboot episode (not all of it, the source im watching it from is uploading it in increments and they aren’t all out yet) and im not even gonna lie to you. i fucking love it im SO excited to see more of the new clones, i think frita is a fun character and i feel like she’s gonna give cleo some character development finally, jfk is still good, im happy with joan too and abe is just. i gotta have a whole seperate section for him. im REALLY excited. him almost saying ableist slurs was kinda far like hed never do that regularly, in season 1 he never talked like that, but i do really like where this is taking his character - like it’s really re-establishing how he really means well and just wants to help but manages to mess everything up due to how oblivious he is. and i think my favourite thing out of it so far is the switched perspective. in season 1 it was joan trying to catch abes attention while he was dating cleo, and now in the reboot it’s abe trying to catch joans attention while she’s dating(?) jfk. it’s a very interesting and exciting thing, the reason abe is so hated is because his role combined with how dumb he is made him insufferable to most people, and now that’s just completely switched up without ruining his personality in any way. did i mention i love this. one last thing about abe and then to the extra little stuff i wanted to talk about :o)

um this. Yeah. i. this made me so sad 💀 this and the part on the dock where he mentions feeling lost without gandhi and how he’s upset because he thinks he’s avoiding him is just so,,, he misses him so bad,,,,,;, and he doesn’t know he’s stuck in the locker still,,,,, and he needs him so badD. RAHHHHH. AND LIKE. GANDHI WOULDVE BEEN THERE FOR HIM DURING THIS EPISODE 1000% IT AOULDVE BEEN SO MUCH EASIER ON HIM,,, ok now im done

really not much to say here. i wanted scudlertron and i got it ive been FED. also i absolutely love scuds grey streaks and how his voice sounds different and older but not in a jarring way but instead a way that actually sounds natural. butlertrons voice is amazing also. jfk’s needs a little work but like. again it’s unreleased. who cares. he’s wonderful as always regardless. the little b plot mr b and scud have going on in the episode was continuously a breath of fresh air while watching it, it’s so goddamn nice seeing them just talking again, feels like a warm hug from an old friend idk :o)))

these two walking together,,,,, just seeing van gogh again is also so so good even though i don’t talk nor think about him that much at all i love him very much

and one last thing. im so goddamn excited for this trio

tldr: ilove it so much im so excited

[housewifemd]

hello! i have yet to see u make an incorrect take so im wondering what u think house does after wilson passes

also! u mentioned u havent seen dps and i (biased) think u absolutely should! idk ur taste in movies so i cant say whether or not you'd like it but i think you'd have interesting thoughts abt it either way :3 thx xo

Hiiii and thank you ilove posting about house.

um truly i think house about covers it with "i'm dead, wilson." i think that he has given up quite literally everything to be with wilson and has burned all of his bridges back to a life he could stand to live. he had no access to medicine as a practice, he has to live largely off of the grid. his options for crossing borders are severely limited and he could really only live in countries with no extradition to the US; he'd be forging documents for everything and i think he could honestly not be bothered to do the level of operation security his life after death would require. i think him and wilson both go pretty peacefully and within about an hour of eachother.

um having said all of that about operation security and house's metaphorical afterlife. if wilson somehow made it none of those things would stop him from sticking around with him, because wilson would voluntarily serve as a bridge to the outside world. Ill make a separate post about this we (my wifde... and i ...) have .. a thing...

i am kkwwite sure i would like DPS and i have been putting off watching it because i know it will impact me emotionally in a way i am not prepared for. but i will get there someday and im sure ill be posting about it. As if i have any fucking say in the matter

[webspinning]

Self, Intimacy, Family, Loss, Future

Macaron, Alabastrine, Florence, Hellion

Don’t need to do all if you dont want :)

FLORENCE OH OH ILOVE YOU YOU NOTICED FLORENCE

Self;

Macaron - Yes, they like themself! Or that's what they'd say if asked, anyway, it's never something they've thought about extensively :] Alabastrine - He knows he's pretty, has a few doubts about his personality. Though he would like to be a little shorter, he's small for a SandWing. Florence - Yes. What? Maybe. She's pretty and gets told it a lot, [and has accepted it] but she doesn't care, and would probably prefer to be less pretty. She gets a lot of people asking her out and finds it distracting lmao. Hellion - He didn't used to like himself but he does now, he's happier getting to dress like an emo teen even in his forties. Intimacy; Macaron - Aromantic..they might be okay with a longterm QPR but they'd need to trust that dragon a lot. They don't really have the...time right now. Alabastrine - Been on a few flings in his life, usually just for entertainment between him and whoever it was. There was never really any spark but it's nice to have someone to be affectionate with for a bit. He's hoping his current relationship will last. Florence - Dislikes the idea of flings, needs time to get to know someone before she even lets them know most things about her. She's never been incredibly interested in romantic relationships, really. Hellion - This man was known for having a lot of partners back in his younger days, and still has a few he hangs around with now !! Nothing serious, he doesn't want the scene that happened with Veros to happen again. Always been romantic though. Family; Macaron - They're very close with their family! I haven't picked them out or named them yet but they have three siblings, both parents, and several cousins. They all love each other lots :) Alabastrine - Not very close with any of her family...his father is distant and literally unreachable, being the prince, his grandmother wants him dead, and his mother has a tense relationship with him. He's not fond of any of them either. Florence - None of her family is left alive. Hellion - Knows of Strina, doesn't like to acknowledge his existence. Close with his mother [he was her favourite child for a long time], vaguely positive relationship with his father, doesn't see his brothers enough but they all kind of dislike him because he was Iurus' golden child, and he dislikes his younger sister. Loss; No for everyone except Florence ! Her entire family [twin brother + parents] is dead, she misses them - especially her brother - a lot. She didn't take his loss well, but they were able to mourn their parents together before that and it made it a little bit better. Losing him is part of why she's so closed off.

Future; Macaron always looks forward to seeing their family when they get breaks from work long enough to visit, they normally end up in a big cuddle pile of SilkWings for a few hours.

thank you for this <3 i needed it today

[dearweirdme]

May I ask what is your opinion about the ‘ear sucking’ or whatever it was Jikook moment in concert ( Rosebow I think) and the ‘drunk hickey’ story that was on DVD and had Taehyung laughing too. Jikookers love to mention these as proof and it does seem a little too much intimacy, no?

I don’t know about the ear sucking but although I think the hickey thing seems to be a weird thing to happen if JK was with Tae, at the same time I find really unlikely a gay couple would be discussing their hickey story for fans and even if they did, Hybe would have censored it for a real couple.

Hi anon!

Ah yes, those moments do come up as strong evidence for a romantic relationship between Jimin and Jk a lot. To me, while they do convey closeness, they are not romantic in origin at all. Nothing about the situations point toward that. I do understand why so many do consider them proof though. To a lot of people, moments like this are what is considered intimite behavior. One person's lips are touching another person's skin. It's one of the big relationship markers isn't it, because it's considered something akin to kissing. Let me explain why, to me, these particular moments aren't romantic.

So the explanation Jimin gives us is: Jk was carrying him, probably spinning him around (because he mentions being dizzy) and wouldn't let him down. Jimin therefore bit Jk. I believe that what Jimin tells us is true. In general when people lie they will either be vague, or come up with an elaborate story. Jimin's explanatio is detailed enough to read true to me. A really strong thing he does that makes me believe this is the actual story, is that he mimics being carried. That means he has a clear picture in his head of what happened. So, I just take this for what is being told. Jk's bodylanguage is interesting. He is stand-offish. He doesn’t seek connection and hold his body slightly angled away from Jimin. He doesn't want to be touched at that moment. He reads... like he doesn't want this to be a topic. One could say that's because he want to cover up a secret relationship... but then why make this an on camera topic in the first place? Neither of them looks flustered/shy/flirty, so I think this is just boys being boys. Remember the time Jk spun that carousell like crazy... when Tae almost died (not really ofcourse) because Jk was going so fast. I bet Tae would've bitten Jk to get out as well. Also... it is not a hickey! Hickeys are made by sucktion and are in general very rounded... they look like a bruise.

The mark in Jk's neck is shaped like a line. It's consistent with how a mark from a bite would look. So no, Jimin did not spend minutes with his mouth on Jk's neck. He wanted out of the situation and achieved this by biting. Are they close? Yes! Are they romantic because of this? No.

The earlobe bite is kinda similar to me, although the emotions around it are different.

https://youtu.be/NxrPtyd7vZk

It's the ending of their show and all the members are saying their goodbyes and "Ilove you's" to Army. Jimin gets very emotional (overwhelmed I would say). Their pose is nothing special, all members can be seen leaning on each other like this at different times. What I see happening is Jk trying to comfort Jimin. Jimin is very emotional though and I think biting his earlobe is Jk doing something silly to chear him up or distract him from being overwhelmed. It's like cracking a joke to break the tension you know. It's meant to be comforting or soothing, absolutely not to arouse him at that moment. That moment is between Jimin and Army. You can tell by the way they walk away after the bite that Jk is just a small part in this situation. Jimin is having strong feelings towards Army and Jk was just there to support him. Would any of the other members have reacted the same? I could absolutely see Tae doing this, the others probably not. Again, it conveys closeness, but nothing romantic.

Both of these moments are not fanservice to me. It's real moments between close friends.

[17020]

HI I'M YN AND THIS IS MY LAST DRINK. . .

because my misery is your enjoyment. aka part 2 of this post! warnings for fem/afab reader, unestablished relationships (kaji, hiragi), established relationships (togame, choji, tsubaki), vomiting (choji), smut (?) fingering sorta (tsubaki). mdni!

REN KAJI — BABY, NO.

ren kaji had you tired. tired, drained, and shitting bricks.

you knew situationships could be stressful, but could you even call this a situationship? he was your best friend, and you had your eye on him from the moment you saw him...

but did he even see you in a romantic light? since when was he so caring?

the more you thought about it, the sicker you became. you were sure it was your best friend making you feel this way, and not the full cups of vodka you drank in an attempt to distract yourself.

and distract yourself you did.

as if things couldn't get any worse, you had to get approached by an old friend, a guy you had no interest in. the scowl on your face was not enough to spook him away, as he ran his hand through his hair and rambled on about how his life had been, with him asking to hang out with you the following week.

it was right then and there where you felt an arm wrap itself around your waist, quick kiss being planted on your cheek.

speak of the devil. ren kaji, with his headphones decorating his neck, and a pink sucker in his hand. before you could even introduce kaji to your friend, he grabbed your hand as he swiftly guided you to a more secluded space, asking you if you were okay.

"i'm okay, but ren—what's going on?"

he tilted his head to the side in confusion.

"look, you hold my hand, you tell me you love me, and you act like my partner and—and best friends don't do that. just tell me, ren, what are we? because best friends don't do this shit and i'm tired."

kaji was unable to look you in the eye, his gaze fixated on the ground.

"i'll stop if you want me to, didn't mean to make you feel like that."

and with a quick turn in his heel, kaji headed towards the door, not daring to say goodbye. tears welled up in your eyes as you ran towards a ping pong table filled with bottles, drinking cup after cup and getting approached by none other than hiragi.

hiragi sure had a way with words. strangely enough, your encounter with him had you sitting cross-legged on the floor, venting about kaji and the whole ordeal. he encouraged you to sober up and text him, and was surprised when you pulled out your phone and texted you best friend in that instant, sobbing from desperation as he took too long to reply. many distractions later, your phone buzzed.

YN 11:01 ren im really drunk right now and hiragis here with me and i wantd to say i regret everythign and i do wanna hug you and kiss you and holdyour hand i dont want you to do it with anyone else ilove you

REN <3 11:45 i love you too yn, and i promise i'll only be like that with you. sorry i couldn't say it in person, but you're too special to me and i don't want to lose you. i talked with hiragi. is it true he had to carry you so you could do some pull ups and heard you sing justin bieber's baby?

"TOMA HIRAGI. YOU ARE A DEAD MAN."

TOMA HIRAGI — IT'S TOO LOUD IN HERE.

hiragi was unable to wipe the scowl off his face. he knew it was wrong to feel that pit of acid in his stomach as he watched you stumbling and giggling while talking to the white-haired man in front of you, his hand gently holding yours and his nose almost brushing against yours, as 'it was too loud in there, and you looked like you could use some balance.'

he was in disbelief.

toma hiragi was jealous of bofurin's hajime umemiya.

he desperately wanted for you to notice him. a part of him was angry with himself, because he was the one who invited umemiya to that party in the first place. indirectly, he brought his own competition to some dumb party. he only came in the first place because he knew you would be there.

as a large crowd started to form to play beer pong in pairs, hiragi was grateful when he saw you approach him, a goofy smile plastered on your face.

"let's play! i'll take your shots so that you won't drink, 'kay?"

it was thanks to this that hiragi found out how great you were at beer pong, having the couple in front of you nearly wasted at the end. unfortunately for you, hiragi's aim was questionable, leading to you becoming as drunk as your opponents. not before becoming champion, though.

you looked at hiragi with half-lidded eyes, your head tilted towards your side as your lips curled into a smile.

you were wasted.

"'s kinda loud in here, let's go somewhere else, 'ragi."

it was too loud in there, he thought, as he placed his hand on your back and guided you to a nearby bench, making you sit next to him as you placed your head on his shoulder. it was way too damn loud, because he wanted you all to himself, away from umemiya and away from everyone else.

hiragi's head rested on top of yours, his hand placed on your knee as you took your phone out from your purse, pressing the camera icon and framing you and hiragi.

"'m sure i'm gonna wanna remember this" you admitted, thumb pressing the 'shutter' button as you took a picture.

"…send me the picture. i'm sure i'm gonna wanna remember this too."

JO TOGAME — DRESS ME UP, LEMON BOY.

"she's in the kitchen. hurry, togame, she can't stand by herself!"

when jo togame received a text from your friend saying you had gotten beyond wasted at her birthday party, a part of him wanted to believe she was exaggerating.

unfortunately, she was not.

"jooooo baby you're hereeee~"

his eyes widened as you approached him, barely able to stand on your own and falling into his arms at your friend's kitchen. she handed your boyfriend a pair of shorts and a hoodie, which belonged to her, as well as a lime cut in half and a glass filled with water.

togame's mission was clear: doll you up and make you feel brand new.

he took the shorts and made you sit on the counter, chuckling when you pouted as he tried sliding your legs into the shorts and pulling them up in an attempt to put them on you.

"jo, the shorts're so unfashionable. 's gonna ruin my look!"

your boyfriend sighed and shook his head, offering you a small smile. "your dress is short, princess. one wrong move and people will see somethin' that's mine. now arms up, baby, let's put on this hoodie so we can go home, okay?"

you nodded disappointedly, raising your arms as togame dressed you with your friend's hoodie, then cupping your cheek and telling you how beautiful you looked. handing you the glass of water, he waited until you drank it all, heading towards the sink and quickly rinsing it. he took the lime from the kitchen counter, holding it against your lips.

"suck on this for me, won't you baby?"

you did as told, your gaze never leaving your boyfriend's. he smiled as your expression changed from the sourness of the lime, pulling away once it had completely shrunken.

"now that's a good girl. let's go home, yeah? you need to rest."

CHOJI TOMIYAMA — HOLD MY HAND, HOLD MY HAIR.

you, choji, and alcohol were never a good mix.

restraint was a concept unknown to the both of you, always ending up drinking more than what your bodies could handle. moreover, there were multiple occasions in which you both drank on an empty stomach.

and with alcohol being a diuretic, it was only a matter of time before…

"chooo, baby, can you come pee with me?"

eagerly, he nodded as you both had an arm wrapped around the other's shoulder, using one another to walk properly to the nearest bathroom.

he opened the door for you, turning around and shutting it. once he locked it, he covered his eyes with his hands as he gave you the go-ahead to pee. a few seconds later, he heard giggles coming from behind him.

"you know i love you, right? soooo much. i love you so much choji."

choji smiled as he responded that he loved you too, more than you would ever know or imagine. his eyes widened in surprise when he heard the next thing you said.

"will you hold my hand while i pee? it helps me pee, cho."

"it would be my pleasure" he grinned, shutting his eyes close as he removed one hand from his face to hold yours.

as soon as you went to the bathroom, choji felt…

"baby? i don't feel so good. let go of my hand a sec—"

blaaargh.

you were thankful of your boyfriend's quick reflexes, having the ability to turn his head towards the sink before he threw up. you gasped, worried, asking him if he was okay. after finishing up, you went to the sink to wash your hands, as your boyfriend dried his face off with the towel.

"baby, we need to leave now, i clogged the sink."

TASUKU TSUBAKINO — THE 'LAST TIME'.

"remember what happened last time, sweetie?"

truth be told, you did. you remembered it clear as day.

cheers and whistles could be heard from outside the bathroom as tsubaki's lips clashed against yours in a desperate, hungry kiss. the bitter taste of alcohol was long forgotten as tsubaki placed you on top of the sink, your legs spread as he pressed himself against you. you sighed with pleasure as you bucked your hips forward, parting your lips as your boyfriend slipped his tongue inside.

your hands were entangled in his hair to pull him closer as he lifted your skirt, fingers tauntingly running up and down your clothed cunt. he pulled away as he moved his body against yours, shuddering when you leaned forward and attached your lips onto his neck, gently sucking as tsubaki whined.

pulling away, you stare at the purple mark on your boyfriend's neck with pride, and unbeknownst to you, your boyfriend looked at your lips, which were decorated with smeared lipstick.

"you're soaked, baby."

"i know" you breathed lightly, "you look pretty in purple."

"you look pretty in red" he cooed, his hand hurriedly guiding yours up his skirt. your hand was now wrapped around his cock, stroking it up and down as your boyfriend sucked in a sharp breath.

"baby you're—aah—you're gripping it too hard. let's focus on you for now, okay?"

you muttered an apology as your boyfriend reassured you that it was fine. with one swift movement, tsubaki moved your soaked panties to the side as he sank his digits into—

"tasuku. wrong hole."

it was then when you realized that perhaps sex was something you would rather enjoy sober, as you and your boyfriend tidied yourselves up and exited the bathroom, laughing hysterically while enduring the physical pain.

coming back to your senses, you pouted. "m'not that drunk, i won't grab it too hard this time."

[whattheclarke]

I rewatched the Seddie arc last night. I’ve always said I was neutral when it came to shipping in the OG series, maybe even with a slight lean towards Seddie, and I think up until the Seddie arc that’s true. But from iLost My Mind through to iLove You I really struggled. Let me be clear, this is specifically a writing issue not a chemistry issue.

iOMG is great. It has this teasing will they won’t they feel to it and you get a really great picture of a softer side of Sam that is still true to character. It’s a heart warming episode and has a great meaning behind it. Then iLost My Mind rocks up and ruins it. There is a great moment in this episode; Freddie’s “no one asked me what I want” and Sam’s vulnerability as he says this. But there’s an implication that Sam has such little respect for Freddie that the only explanation for her liking him is that she is ‘insane’. Then we get to the episodes with them finally as a couple and the only thing you ever see is them being incapable of maintaining the relationship themselves. In iDate Sam and Freddie they do not have a single scene together that doesn’t involve an argument, Carly has to constantly mediate. We also see this in the resolution of iCan’t Take It when Carly runs into the room to stop them from breaking up.

iLove You is the first episode where we actually see them acting like a functional couple, which is why it blows my mind that this is the episode they break up in. It’s healthy to not need to be together all the time, to have different interests and do your own thing. The fact that there were genuine issues between them but the writers had them break up over a non-issue baffles me. They also have these out of character lovey dovey moments across the arc which are disappointing and a bit uncomfortable after the chemistry of the kisses in iOMG and iLost My Mind. Suddenly they are speaking in baby voices, using cutesy pet names, rubbing noses etc and none of it feels like them, especially for Sam, where’s the fire gone?

They had the potential to be written in a way where they truly brought out the best in one another. Where Sam could show her vulnerable caring side and have Freddie call her out and help guide her in the right direction. Where Sam could have supported Freddie to stand up for himself and they both actually acted like two maturing teenagers who were made better for having each other’s support and love. But what we got was a complete and utter dumpster fire. Seddie deserved better, but since the dumpster fire is unfortunately canon it reduced Seddie to ash.

[idjitlili]

Blah its me

Kili x Modern!reader

Summary:Imagine Kili being sent to find you ,to only to see you dressing by a small river,spotting your belly button piercing. And him liking your earrings so much that he asks you to pierce his ears.

over 2280 words

You we apart of Thorin's company since you fell upon fron the sky ,whacking your head on a tree,landing face first infront of the company who rode ponies.You had used your arms to stop you whacking your face in the mud. You had groaned,standing up brushing the mud from your bottom."I have been falling for 30 minutes!" you had growled not noticing the bunch of dwarves,a hobbit and a wizard had been eyeing you. "d-did she just fall out of the sky?" the hatted dwarf had spoke ,in which in time you learned to know his name as Bofur.

The dwarves sat still on their ponies in spoke,until the youngest Durin prince spoke "did it hurt when you fell from the heavens of malah?" he spoke flirting while you as the older dark haired dwarf turned around and shot him a look,which he simply ignored. "I feel some stairs and ended up here not down from heaven..." the words slipped quietly from your lips ,the wizard had looked at you thinking before he spoke "it seems that this maiden is not from middle earth  ,Am I correct?" you wanted to know who the fuck he knew that."middle earth,what no,its just earth." he hummed at you. Soon after that you were apart of the company,to much off Thorins disagreement you were in.

Which led you to now you were in Rivendell already;Thorin didnt like that very much. You were quite happy with about ,Elrond had given you a room with a bath,you hadnt had a proper clean in a long while. Plus a cute elf named Lindir,had accompanyed you to your room,offering you his arm. You had happily taken it blushing,the dwarves werent impressed by this ,Kilis face scrunched up in jealousy.

It wasnt a shock to Fili that his brother had grown to have a crush on you,a strange girl from another world. He knew better to keep it to himself ,and only tease Kili about it quietly. Thorin was only just beginning to like you,Fili didnt want you being left on the side of the road if his uncle found out about his youngest nephews feelings for you.

You had thanked Lindir greatly for helping you to your room,he had smiled at you "you are very welcome lady y/n,Elrond has told me about you and wishes me to inform you that if you would like you can stay here in Rivendell." you didnt know what to say ,you loved it in Rivendell and Lindir was indeed bodacious,but you grown to like a certain prince. Not that you could do anything about it,he was royalty ,you were a mere human ,not that kili acted like a prince more immature than anything.

"I really couldnt,they would feel betrayed,"you spoke quietly.looking at your dirty shoes. "though its not only reason is it?" his voice was like silk in noise,golden smooth,his head high as you look up at him ,shaking your head no. "Im sure he returns your love." you almost choked ,as he left how could he known,damn. You turned into your room almost turning into sonic running to the bath. Soon scrubbing yourself with the rich soaps and oils,conditioning your hair.  

After you had wrapped yourself in one towel;another in your hair. Slowly dressing yourself in your short underwear,not boxers but they were were shorts and underwear. And your bra from your world ,about to put on the mint green dress Elrond had sent to your room,well was until the door knocked. "who is it?" (james franco pineapple express,yeah you sound like that ) "Bluh it's me" he stated ,je was still annoyed about Lindir,but he didnt hold it to you ,it wasnt his choice who you liked. You hadnt realised that you were fully dressed ,your wet hair now down ,water making your skin shine against the light.  As you walked towards the door,opening it to reveal Kili he hadnt yet bathed clearly.

His eyes quickly scanned your body,blushing as he say you in your underclothes,you looked at him confused to his facial expresion. "Im sorry , I disturbed you,its just dinner is ready," You had looked down to see what he gestured about ,you had blushed in embarrassment."oh god,yeah I'll be right there." you tried to play it off ,but his eyes still kept glancing ,he nodded turning to leave,but a jem catches his eye.

He turns back to you loooking down at your bellybutton gasping "Is that a jem in your bellybutton?"he beyond shocked he had never seen something like it before,he didnt understand why you hadnt shown it off,he thought it was beautiful. "oh..um its my belly button piercing?" he had looked even more confused ,looking down to see how it worked. You sighed pulling him in by his arm,making him almost fall over,sitting him on the side of the bed,you laying flat next to him. So your stomach looked flatter than when it did when you sat,not that you should be ashammed ,it was just so he could see. He had looked at you as you unscrewed the ball pulling out the bar. "see theres a hole,damn thats what she said." his hand went near before he pulled it away,you pulled it back assuring it was fine.

He had grabbed the bar eyeing it ,before popping back into its rightful placing securing the ball ontop. " do men in your world have that too?" he had questioned as you stood up pulling the dress on before sitting next to Kili on the bed. "no not many ,its mostly because they get made fun of by other men that claim its a gay thing to do aka ,men that like men  do it ,but it isnt anyone can do it,more women have it done. some people are just scared of the pain of having it done ,but inreality it doesnt hurt at all,just the same as my first ear ones," in the end you had pointed to your earrings that lay on the lobe.

kill had watched interest,he really thought you were the most beautiful thing you had ever seen. "i like it very much y?n it suits you very well." you had smiled blushing as he smirked at your reaction."thank you kili." you looked the floor not knowing what to say after that."do you think one day you will help me go get my ears done like yours are on that bit?" he spoke shyly pointing to your ear lobe. "I mean if you want.. I could now." you response now looking at kili whos face lights up like the moon in the night sky,nods eagerly,you run to your bag grabbing your spare unused hoops and clean needle and a slightly wet cloth,rushing back to him.

You jump on the bed ,bouncing slightly almost stabbing yourse;f with the needle,you kneel facing his left ear. "just the one ear?" at the moment you had one stud in your first hole and in the otherside a lego indiana jones figure dangling. Like who didnt play at least one lego game on the wii as a child,maybe you still do cough me. "what do you think?" he had questioned holding the needle and earring as you used the cloth to clean his lobe gently,he tried to stay still under your grip."I think the one for now ,so you can sleep on the other side,without aggravating it while it heals." you spoke quietly,standing up to put the cloth down on the beside table,pulling the dress up before sitting back down now comfortble on your knees thats what she said.

"alright then,just the one please." he looked at you smiling nervously,you smiled back at him excitedly. You lined the needle up to the appropriate position. "you ready?" you asked him."ye-Ow" you had cut him off stabbing the needle through,and placing in the hoop. "that did not hurt,youve been stabbed by a bloody sword,and made less of a fuss. did that go over your head?" you grabbed the cloth once again ,shoving his hand away from the ear as he rubbed ,now cleaning the piercing.

"Nothing goes over my head my reflexes are too fast, I would catch it." you snorted at his response pulling him up from the bed,discarding the cloth,leading him to the mirror standing behind him as he looked at the earring with a big grin."Ilove it!" he practially shouted turning around engulfing you in arms twirling you around, your face flashes red as does his when he puts you down embarrassed. "i-im sorry," he spoke looking at the floor you had grabbed your hand "dont be ,lets go the company will be waiting." you spoke pulling the blushing dwarf out the door with you.

You had let go of his hand once you had reached the others,sitting down beside bofur,kili beside you. They had stared at you brielfly."you look very nice ,lass." bofur had told you smiling next you ,you had blushed quietly thanking him. "Yes,,Y/n you look truly look more beautiful than when you were covered in mud,if that was even possible." fili smirked at you then briefly at his brother ,he wanted him to step up stop being so scared of you a shy guy,like you would go blurting out that you didnt like him,but you did. "t-thank you." you werent used to the compliments ,nor many people interacting with you.

"kili,what is that in your ear??" Thorin had interrupted the dwarves commenting on you ,his voice stern,his face almost a frown,you looked at kili nervously you didnt want to get in trouble from thorin.  "SO ,I basically accidently saw y/n had an earring thingy in her bellybutton-" "A what? lass show us." bofur had cut him off now everyone was starring at you, waiting ,you stood up. Only for kili to pull on your telling you not to do what you were about to do ,sending you a pleading look. You had shook your head ,assuring him it was fine ,pulling the dress up above your belly button.

You had just revealed to the whole company a f/c jem that was your bellybutton jewerly,also your bare thighs and underwear. That elf Lindir had smirked at you,causing kili to almost explode,as he saw it the dwarves were in shock as you sat down,they still said nothing. "why would you keep such beauty hidden?" Dwalin the least person you wouldve expected spoke up,you didnt think he thought anything was beautiful expect maybe I dont know his mother. "..uh b-because I cant wonder around with you guys in half a shirt ,I would definitely get stabbed easier." you spoke yet again quietly ,making bilbo laugh at your tone. Kili smiled before breaking the silence ,"so yeah anyways I made her pierce my ear,how do I look? more majestic than uncle?" he had mocked shaking his hair slowly ,like a hair product advert,making you giggle.

"So you two are courting?" Thorin asked eyeing down his sisters youngest son,you both sat there not knowing what to say ,until you did. "w-what do you mean?" you had questioned the dwarven king. "he means Kili saw you practially naked ,and then you gave him a body modification,and then supplied him with the jewerly,all pretty intimate it seems." Bofur piped up,taking a drag from his pipe. You blushed ,looking at the salad infront of you ,picking up a piece of cucumber chewing it avoid the scene, "y/n ,may I speak with you ?"you had turned to  kili nodding grabbing another piece of cucumber as he took your hand helping you up,leading you to a hall with the sword that chopped saurons fingers off.

He stood infront of you his eyes filled with panic ,and nerves ,as he literally lunged foward cupping your cheeks pressing his lips to yours,before pulling away embarrassed."y/n,im sorry,but they are right,I want to court you." he paced around ,until you spoke "dont be sorry" he stopped turning to look at you shocked, "i want to court you" thats all it took for him to pull you into a passionate kiss,before pulling away when you had heard someone clearing their throat.

"finally,I having been trying to force this for weeks." fili poopped out smirking,and soon after bilbo "and me"

"how??" kili and questioned,holding you in an embrace. "well we would accidently trip you into each other or get you both on nightwatch together ,or-" "okay we get it thank you very much "

"god damnit dildo gaggins and the jensen ackles ,john travolta love child."

a/n lets pretend i didnt pierce my mid ear with a safety pin at 14 or give myself an umbrella stick and poke at 14 because of tom holland dancing to umbrella. dont do it ,dont risk your life doing something stuipid like i did. yeah thats what this is based off.

[cloneslugs]

Wolf + Yayoi + Akiyama :)

this is seriously ill im sorry

Wolf

First Impression: well he seems neat <3

Impression Now: he's very soft and kind.. <3 and very cool very nice man i love you wolf

Favorite Moment: the whole rice thing b/t the divine child and him and kuro, this isnt a moment but i enjoy how he speaks to people he makes me (: 

Idea for a Story: I'd like to see him first meeting Kuro ^__^ that would be cute.. or how he grew up w Owl bc it seems so … … … well anyway he has a lot of cool background that would be fun to explore 

Unpopular Opinion: i think people draw him smiling too much in some interactions i dont want him to even remotely have a sense of humor or even emote well tbqh, not that i think hes unhappy or anything but like well … + also people are freaks w him but that's another story.. i dont think he would date grandpas

Favorite Relationship: kuro <3 it's cute how he actually engages in conversation w Kuro i like how he talks w him and how Kuro talks w him it's nice.. i think his relationship w Owl is interesting but not . good. Emma + Isshin + Sculptor & every other friend he meets i enjoy esp Kotaro ^^

Headcanon: *gives him transgenderism + autism + homosexuality*, selectively mute (:, he also just has a general issue w socializing & when he doesnt know what to say he defaults to repeating people or just ignoring people, he likes being called Wolf by like Kuro and whoever but Isshin deciding to call him Sekiro makes him feel a little something (:, he can "cook" + knows lots of misc skills like sewing and stuff, doesnt like loud noises, doesn't like being in water -_-, i think he has trouble differentiating b/t what he likes v what he dislikes bc hes used to just putting up w things and never really got to acquire preferences ever hes accustomed solely to survival, he's done kuro's hair for him before <3 but he does it very quick and messy but he tries 

Yayoi

First Impression: ig this is her k1 substory idk i just kind of like . wow this lady seems cool ig goodbye 

Impression Now: … hi <3 she holds a very very special place in my heart now i miss her everyday please babygirl come back to me i need you back ive written out how you can come back please 

Favorite Moment: her k1 substory always makes me sad um.. everything in k2 when shes taking charge.. i love watching her interact w kiryu they have a really interesting relationship.. i like when she got on ryuji for his bullshit and i really really like her introduction in k2 i love watching her handle shitty lieutenants <3 i love you.. oh also whenever she looks sad + worries over daigo thank you for being a mom ma'am <3

Idea for a Story: um i have a lot of stuff already written for her bc im a sicko .. um ig most interesting to me is how her relationship w dojima developed & also what she was up to when dojima died and daigo went to prison right after bc i think about that period (+k1 substory) a lot.. </3 seeing what she was doing in 3 when daigo was shot would be nice iwant her to be homophobic to mine i think <3 ik a rggo event covered it but id like to see more of her when she stepped up to he acting chairman & how that went ig more in depth.. or just her general role w the dojima family back when it was relevant and uh yeah <3 

Unpopular Opinion: um i personally would never call her a milf that feels so :x idek to me gross almost not even bc im a homo or anything i just never would it feels too disrespectful aieeeeeee 🙈 also i wish people didn't care for her just as daigos mom or her being more compotent than daigo or whatever idk people are weird about them in a stupid way and i </3 ik shes just a side character but whatever.. also i hate everyone who writes her like "yes i married dojima for power and i crave violence" fuck you im the only right person ever 

Favorite Relationship: um daigo.. i have lots of thoughts they are so nice together ilove them very much <3 kiryu and kashiwagi are very cute w her too they respect her very much its sweet <3 i think nishiki and kiryu helping out w daigo as dojima members when daigo is little has very sweet potential b/t lady dojima and them not saying they outright would be seeking for a maternal figure but um.. also well kashiwagi uhh well i want her to move past her [k2] baggage and um.. um.. 🙈 boyfriend 

Headcanon: she's so bisexual shes very very bisexual and she knows it and no part of it even concerns her shes just bi + also her first major crush was on a girl that went nowhere and it embarrasses her to death <3, her dad is who introduced her to wielding a sword it was a very unorthodox introduction and came about by kind of bittersweet means but she very much enjoys it (he didnt teach her anything more than the very very shoddy basics he really just helped introduce), she comes from a very non-traditional [japanese] family, really bad vanity issues i wont publicly elaborate on, um something about dealing w loneliness, she was like daigo and was top of her class in school, she comes off as prett7 different outside of professional settings + acts a lot colder and meaner than she actually is around work people bc that's the only way she thinks she'll be taken seriously, she was a very excited first time mommy <3 she still loves daigo more than anything, she used to sporadically grow her hair out and chop it all off and grow her hair out and chop it all off growing up mostly as a teen -_-, she doesnt socialize well but shes good at parroting and imitating proper social etiquette,  she has an "older sister", she loved kiryu and then she hated him more than anything and now she likes him again, perfectionist but a lot of things come naturally to her, not very expressive but her eyes give away a lot, she used to really like kazama very fondly until she didnt, shes not much of a hand-to-hand combat fighter but she can handle self defense, cooking does not come naturally to her ):, shes kept every gift + prize daigo has gotten for her, shes not much for gifts (from people not daigo) but she likes flowers 

Akiyama

First Impression: he's funny (: 

Impression Now: he's still just funny <3 but also bisexual i love him he's very endearing and easy to like 

Favorite Moment: hanging out w haruka in rgg5 or any time he is having fun w hana <3 his one substory in rgg5 where you get more of his background is nice or when he first gets together with shinada + tanimura is funny.. anything that's not rgg6 um

Idea for a Story: i want him to hang out w haruka more <3 or just some of his day to day life.. what he splurges on when he does ummm.. background on when he and hana first met + his ex fiance, hin hanging out w the rest of the group .. anything fun i think ^_^

Unpopular Opinion: he has annoying/questionable moments but so does everyone in the series um.. akiyama/hana is superior when he crushes on her hard vs her to him idk if that's even unpopular ummm idk idek any freak stuff w him nobody talks about akiyama much 

Favorite Relationship: hana (: trans bisexuality <3 him + kiryu & haruka are sweet together, him and tanimura are fun.. i think hes a nice central point for both 4+5 protags i just enjoy him <3 hes good w people 

Headcanon: hes the least athletic i think that's canon though, tried to keep a fish tank in the office but hana ended up taking over + then getting rid of it but by then he wanted an office cat or bird or something "more interesting" so that hed feel like taking care if it but by that point she put her foot down on animals, tries out lots of misc hobbies that he eventually drops (golf, tennis(very embarrassing), gardening, etc (mostly sports bc he feels like a lazy piece of shit sometimes + gets splurges of Yeah Fitness!!!)), all kinds of math teams and etc growing up he actually really likes math, has a lot of gifts he chickened out on giving hana just kind of buried in the office, bad at video games, can't cook, he buys lots of cheap things bc he doesnt really see the point of splurging on fancy unnecessary stuff, magazine hoarder bc he just picks up whatever for a mindless read when at the store and forgets if he's gotten it before 

[mingi-bubu]

Watch “Youth With You” with Me!

Episode 7 Part 2

hello!!!  and welcome to another post of qcyn: morning edition!

i am feeling a lot better compared to yesterday so thats great haha

i have my iced coffee, i have my water, my phone’s plugged in

as everyone’s crush even if hes not their bias mark lee would say, lezgeddit

ok it’s yao chi’s group!!!

lost shaol

i have seen this performance and its v good

zhou shiyuan.  thats it.  that’s the bullet point

yao chi wants to be center i love to see him so much

awww in his lil hat and everything

y’know, i don’t think i proposed once last time so

yao chi if youre out there i have a ring and my knee is ont he ground

shao haofan also wants the center

adsjfaksd iqiyi fucks a lot of shit up but whatever team does sound in post is incredible and i love them

adsjfaklsdf shiyuan after yao chi sings the center lines

get you a supportive friend like that lmaoooo

awww chichi hiding behind his papers ilove himmm

haofan is not looking

*insert grimacing emoji here*

so ok, idk if you the reader is reading this after or during the episode or just reading it for fun bc im incredible and incoherent at all times forever and always

BUT

the way that this group is sitting on the floor literally has shiyuan directly in the middle of haofan on the left and yao chi on the right and shiyuan just said “these lines were like written for you to sing”

i

bro

everyone else in the room (aka the other two trainees) are internally that spanish monkey meme

im screaming

the editing for this section is ... a little bit annoying as like they dont put in the part where whoever is leading (as of rn idak if anyone is the leader yet) is telling them to sing the center part so like it looks like theyre just singing randomly and it esp makes haofan look bad when he starts bc its directly after zsy tells yc that compliment

iqiyi if you have a bias just say so lmaoooooo

anyways

haofan is singing

oooohhhh

i want chichi to end up with it

waahhh chichi is so cute

haofan is center

shiyuan is the only vote for chichi

oooohhhh shiyuan is playing the accompanyment i perhaps am in love in like a platonic way

yang ning has a nice soft voice very suited for this part of the song

lin zheyu looks like my 

oh yikes baby that was not your best note my love

and the look that lrh made was definitely a sign that chichi is going to be getting some constructive criticism

the sitting trainees arae complimenting haofan

i want to give him a hug :(((((

hes also the only one left from his company here

oh noooo hes crying TT.TT

shiyuan is also like fuck shit and gd

aalsdkfas hearing him speak in english i

he said one word but stilll

bitch really said he’s too expensive for everyone

i uhhhhhh i dont understand their way of cheering yao chi up but if it works i guess

he sounds like a mom aldkjfas;dl

ok here is their stage

shiyuan is starting out by playing a beautiful beautiful white grand piano ugh

again, platonic proposal to him

again yang ning really owns this opening part vocally

and shiyuan is so good too ugh

adding him to my dream team lmao

lin zheyu is good

whoever styled yao chi for this stage i am love you for it

he looks v good and like he stepped out of a story book FUCK

im just interested how theyre gonna do when they are all singing at the same time

not to be all collarbones but collarbone

he looks so intense i

haofan gave me the goosedbumps

i really do be in love with yao chi dont i

this song is like so sad ???  its so good thoooo

adkfs i just noticed the boats around them lmaoooo

yeessss compliment yao chi i love to see it

oh noice shiyuan has been playing the piano since he was a child

and it’s their book time

shiyuan’s book is like almost the size fo the brick and it tells you how to help with small tihngs that might ail you

yao chi’s book is called youth of yesterday and its a photography book of youths in like the 80s

very coool tbh

i cant read chinese so i have no idea who got the first place but it’s only two characters so im hoping it was chichi

ok now it’s time for the next dance group, a stroke of jianghu

after learning that minghao is only a few years older than me im like constantly shook at how young his voice sounds which is like dumb i knnow but stillll

ok but anyways, its longhans group which yes we love to see it (him)

and li you?

minghao looks like a grandmother

kou cong is still here i forgot

oh my god longhan is sooooo cuuutttteeeeee

babyyyy

ohhhh noooo hes been singled out as the part of the group that can’t keep up :((((

oooooof he really was not doing well in that ..

noooo baobeiiii

he said that he was like really hesitating when choosing a song bc he was afraid of being a drag on others T.T

:’(((((

fajldfkajsd they have his reactions when the rest of the group chose the song like li you and kou cong

huaiwei wakldfas;dk

turns to the group and goes owowowow your group will be one to watch!!!  you all have different styles ^-^

longhan on the outside: ^-^

longhan on the inside: o.o

ohh sweetie..

kou cong gonna smack that boy on god

never been scared of him before but now im o.o

asdkfjaklsdjf his lil hop im

again lets be happy im doing this from my laptop and not my phone or something bc emojis galore

kou cong is their center and fu hongyi is the leader but like kc is acting like their leader or atleast when directly interacting with longhan he is

kinda wish i knew who were dormmates but also i dont think i care enough past knowing guan yue and huaiwei were so

i think its interesting to see how different the styles of folk dance (that lh majored in) and this stage’s dance is

li you in his lil dad glasses im UwU

did they dyed xlh’s hair OvO i am looking

thank you iqiyi editors for making those lil bubble things of xlh’s different funny faces

alskfjasldkf fu hongyi and xu longhan compared fhy to monk tang bc he never shut the fuck

lmaooo that face you make when your friend says i swear this is not a drug its just really good

my question is who was minghao scolding for thinking something was funny

like its not this team bc we already saw their practice so whomst tf could it beeee

fu hongyi sounds like ziyi when talking about health adlfkjasldk

and li you is dying

aksldfa wait i forgot that so many of my favorite trainees also dont speak like standard mandarin

isnt longhan from the same province or something as yixing??

i literally do not recall if he speaks cantonese or not kajfa;ldsj

oh well

aw he :]

directors: so whos pigsy?

longhan: ...wait no it cant be me wait

cong: longhan.  it’s him.  he’s pigsy.

asldkjfja;lkdsf

akdsfa cute cute cute!!!!

accept your fate habibi

aww this is a cute mo’

i am not going to talk about li you’s arm veins i am NOT

awww jolin said that kou cong did great and that longhan really improoooveeeedddddd

his laugh is so cuteeeeeeeee i

oh shit i licherally didnt realize that hongyi was the only one whos had a stage performance

longhan talking about how this is their first chance to get the ypd to notice them as if i havent been talking about him from the jump

again doesnt necessarily matter since this was a year ago but sTILL

ok

stage time

yOOOOOOOOO THE STAGE IS SO COOL WTF

ITS LIKE GOT CARVED WOODEN PILLARS WITH DRAGONS ON THEM I

YO HOLY SHIT THEY GOT FIRE TOO WHAT THE FUCK

OK OK OK THEYRE STARTING

their outfits are good

LONGHAN HAIR LONGHAN HAIR

HE LOOKS SO GOOD IM IN LOVE WITH ONE (1) MAN

THEY FUCKING FLIPPED HIM IM SHAINGK

cong’s voice is so deep what the fuck

I AM SO LIVING FOR LONGHAN UGH 

MANS LOOKED CONFIDENT AND COCKY

I AM THE SPANISH MONKEY MEME RIGHT NOW

yao chi just said he’s handsome i love to see itttttt

adfkasd;fk mingze yelling at the screen “why didnt you dance this good in dream” @baobeejun i am screaming i love him so much

LK;JFA;EWKJRPIOQWEHF HE JUST SAID “YOU PISS ME OFF” I LOVEEEEE TO SEE IT

ANWYAFAJPOFJWEPOIHFVA OK MR XU LONGHAN WE GET IT YOU’RE H*T

THE CAMERAMAN DID NOT NEED TO DO THAT NOR THE EDITING PEOPLE LIKE LET ME BREATHE FOR A MINUTE FUCKERS

awww li you was so cute !!!! uwu

THAT MAN REALLY HAD HIS LEG LIKE THAT I HATE IT

HONGYI WHAT THE fUCK

EVERYONE IN THIS FUCKING PERFORMANCE CHUGGED WE ARE GOING TO BE COCKY AND SEXY AND CONFIDENT JUICE I HATE THEM

adsfaklsdjf minghao’s face when li you did That

amdfasmdfs the one trainee who acted like he had binoculars on i hate himmmm

but same

the senior seniors are analyzing the dance and how well the performance went over and i love to hear the praise for them boys

ugh they’re telling dad jokes i hate to see it adfjslkdj

ok book time!!

oh to sit on a bench and read a book with longhan hh

li you is reccommending a book that deffo looks well loved

apparently since coming to dachang he’s read it 3 times already

damn

he looks like a professor lowkey

love that for him

aww longhan looks so cuuuteeee

lmao fu hongyi is talking about a nutrition book and says he doesnt read it unless hes sleepy bc its boring but he likes the pictures

and now theyre in a discussion about how hot peppers can help you lose weight

fu hongyi looks like hes having a great time i love that for him ^-^

awwww longhan is so cuteeeee

also have no idea who got first but they have 3 characters in their name :)

i really need to start paying attention to the name plates they’re wearing don’t i alkdfjasd

ok i guess they were the last performance so we are now on to seeing the results

yixing looks like a marshmallow lowkey

god yao chi looks like an angel i hate it

whyyyyy is huaiwei all the way in the back i hate to see it

awww mingming and shenshen are so cute thooo

XU LONGHAN GOT 209 VOTES I LOVE TO SEE IT

he is currently ranking in first im *insert smile with hearts emoji*

ok turn up stage ranking release now

wenxuan is so pretttyyyy

and he beat longhan by a single vote im shaking

guan yue’s votes arent shown and yixing is like MOVING ON DO NOT WORRY

knights now

wowowowow HUAIWEI GOT 208 VOTES I LOVE IT FOR HIM

yixing himself said that huaiwei showed off his talents and was really good give me  A MINUTE TT.TT

his lil hairs all sticky outy im swoon

immmmmmmmm innnnnn looooooovvvvvvve

xixi and guan yue’s scores havent been shown tho...much to ponder

its bc one of them is gonna be first in the category

im betting on maybe over 230?  like for first place voting?

yao chi’s face was like 8^O

why do they keep zooming on yao chi hes not even in this section

i was close 228 to guan yue and 211 to xixi

literally the camera work is so shit right now

oh i guess we still have a rap performance to get thru

we mustve finished all of the dance performances then

ok its yangyang’s group

akdfjaslkdf lin yuzhi publicly exposing yangyang im weak

oooh maybe this is whre minghao shames someone

god i hated the editing in that part

yangyang looks so confused i love baby  boyyy

awww he so cuteee

everyone in the group but lyz is very introverted

adskfljas;dfjads i hate the face he made so muchadfjadsjfek

tfw when you cant look into the sun and someone’s heart at the same time

wkdsfjasdkfj babyyy is center!!!  lvoe that for himmm

i like need to stop calling my senior a baby boy but he’s babyyy

and im onnly a couple months younger but like

he baby

UwU

kjaf;ldskjf directors go: give lyz a nickname

and hcy says immediatley lin milan like milan fashion week

i hate it here you guys

......

he

he dabbed and took one foot off the ground

i HATE it here you guys

oh god we still have like almost an hour left of this too

im sorry for how long this will be

but i dont want to do a part 3 for this since it’s not almost 4 hours like the other episode was

wh

why is yangyang singing ?

a childs song

ohhhh it’s to like describe yuzhi as a teacher ok ok ok im caught up now

“Wheeeeeeeeee” - Hu Chunyang, early 2019

oh my god why is the sound editors like that aldkfjasdlkkfja

awww yangyang’s lil hair is sticking up in the back s’cute!!!

OH MY GOD DID THEYDYE HIS HAIR RED WHAT THE FUCK

i dont understand why they’re making that hand signal but ok

no ok i guess we’ll never know who minghao was talking to

unless i missed it???

ok whatever it’s stage time so we no longer care

YOOOOOOOOO THAT WAS SO COOL OMG

yangyang is so fierce

yes we love to see it

zhou yan’s hair is styled so cool

i like it a lot

i know i’ve seen this performance before but have i?

yuzhi’s popping tf off and his eyebrows look good?? only man ever

oh my god i thought that he was about to break his necklace afdlkajsdl

yaaasss yangyang leggooooooo

mc jin im screaming

WAIT HE WAS RIGHT IM SCREAMING WOWOWOWOWOW HE’S POPPING THE FUCK OFF WE LOVE TO SEE IT

awww i bet hanhan and wenxuan were so proud T.T

his hair looks green??? and he also almost broke his necklace too alkdfjasd

teng shichu is viciously reminding everyone that he’s a conductor alkdjfa;sd

book time!

aldskjfsd yangyang looked so cutee ovo that was him adlkkfjs

wowow that book is very Romantic in its prose i like it a lot

zhuo yan is sounding like a little philosopher

yangyang has some really cool sneakers

ok now its time for mc jin to give lyz a mask

aww yangyang got first!

ok another rap group!

its the coming home one which is the one i liked

akdfjk so like everyone in the group is like newbies to rapping and minghao turned to jolin and said we’re newbies to mentoring

and then jolin goes i wonder why did they choose rap?

AND THEN IT CUTS TO SHI ZHAN LAYING ON THE FLOOR MOANING “WHY DID I CHOOSE RAP?” I love the eiditing for this part lkdjfa

shi zhan pullling on shenshen’s arm and going ‘what should i choose?’ and shi mingze immediately going ‘do not choose rap’

amazing

shi zhan in the one on one: im a vocal.  nobody said i could do rap.  no one has ever said i can

lian huaiwei losing his mind over sz choosing rap im dead

wu chengze immideately losinfg any hope at this stage upon finding out shi zhan is in it kajfal;kdj

this is how i picture the moment when mingze walked into his line and looks over and sees shi zhan standing there

mingze:.............

zhan:.........................

mingze: *closes his eyes and nods like he thought it was going to happen anyways and is resigned to it*

zhan: :}

hu jiahao and yao bolan are also vocals ;akldfjskdj

poor chengze

like this group really is different different

alkdfj;ads THEY’RE ARRANGED BY HEIGHT IM SO WEAAAAK

after journey looks like hes having so many regrets

weiwei’s face SENT ME IM LITERALLY CACKLING

i 

mc jin and after journy really look so lost about what to say im dying

oh my goddddd

mc jin: ...uhhhhh........................

i like how polite theyre trying to be about the group being not good right now like theyre really trying to be delicate with them

chengze really is shook about not being criticised the way he was expecting to be

he says tho that he could feel they were disappointed

off topic but shi zhan looks good in this shade of blue, it like really compliments him

oooooohhh fuck

he said that like its the first time he felt he shouldntve come to dachang :((

i will say that shi zhan seems like the type of guy i would have had a crush on in high school.

is this based off the fact he’s wearing a plaid button down underneath his sweatshirt?  perhaps

but anyways

its really cool how mc jin is helping him to do better at his rapping

like yeah its their job but like you can see they really care and that’s all that matters

awww it was so cuteee

awwww theyre doing better and the music has picked up and been happier

cute

are they really going to be doing that jumping around stuff in the actual stage?

let’s find out!

hmmm perhaps i am attracted to shi zhan for this stage

ywah theyre doing the bumping thing

oh perhaps i’ll also be attracted to yao bolan too

lowkey, lowkey, i wouldnt mind seeing chengze and ziyi collab

theyre both v capable

huang doudou “they show the rhythm of youth”

oh they mislabeled that singer didnt they

ok that was a cool ending pose for zhan

book time!

epcott ball

~eeehhhhpppcaaaahhhttttt~

shi zhan has huge fucking 1980s geek glasses perhaps im in love

i do not know what those characters mean but there were only 2 characters so im hoping first place in the group was shi zhan?

anyway, score time for rap

ohhh this is when mingze fell wasnt it

chen youwei looks so good he needs to stoP

MINGZE GOT 245 VOTES IM SO HAPPY FOR HIM

literally chen youwei stop giving me the punk bad boy prince looks i will fight you bitch

i love how yixing is trying to like comfort mingze about his slipping on stage

not to take away from this meaningful and important learning moment

but

mingze green contacts 

its such a shame he keeps mulleting his hair smh

please someone give these trainees their glasses you cant keep zooming in on them squinting to see

please

listen im not arguing how much yao chi is getting screen time

however

he isnt in the rap category i dont caaarrreeee hes not part of this focus on the actual rap groups god

just bc he has good reactions doesnt mean you need to zoom in on him

mingze is still in first

ok fine i will accept you zooming on him if you keep showing him smile and his dimples

fine

yixing straight up asking shi zhan if he thinks he can beat mingze and him immediately saying no way i can’t is such a genuine mood whakdjfjewiooif

oh so he did get first in his group then!!!  yayayay

HOLY SHIT HE DID BEAT HIM

BY 13 VOTES

258 DAMN SON

god whoever did mingze’s makeup drop the fucking tutorial please

yangyang!!! he got 272 votes!!!!  im so proud of hiimmmm

jesus christ his dorm is disgusting why is it that dirty

i say as if my room is clean and spotless

yixing’s laugh oh my god *insert smiling face with hearts*

literally why zoom in on yao chi while yangyang is talking im kill you

ok vocal time!!!  ears group

those are certainly some pants

wang jiayi’s group!

xu bingchao’s voice is really good i literally do not remember his performance tho for the audition wht the fuck

vocal aces group

wow they all sing so quietly

lrh is about to swing i swear to god

wen yechen is really good too im

i can’t wait to see the full performance

this is the first time ive heard lrh sing and sir i am going to spotify right now

awww his lil floppy move wen yechen is so cute

his eyebrows too i love to see it

lrh i thiink is wrong about what makes a good cover but thats just me

iwhat the fuck does lrh’s jacket have zippers in the back i hate it

literally please explain the hand sign to me i dont understand

anyways stage time

ooohhhh i like the strings

blindfolds??  ok then

wen kaiwei looks v stylish i love the unicorn pin

oh my god some of the trainees are already crying

jiayi’s voice is smooth ugh

yechen that was so good what the fuck

oh god the harmonies hhhhhh

jiayi looks like one of those like victorian gentlemen or something i would accept his hand at anytime

is he doing vocaliiz0ngkasdjfopiweihf

god he looks so heaertfelt

fuck that was a nice stage

i liked this stage a lot like its probably one of my favorites of this round

awww yechen is so cuteee

everyone did really well in this

book time!

gu landi has read stephen hawking’s a brief history of time

wowowow

im probably going to get some side eyes at this but like kaiwei looks like hes chinese filipino

wang jiayi’s favorite poet is james joyce wowowow

ok vocal categories ranking time

god hanyu got like 362 votes i love to see that for him!!

i deadass might listen to that stage again after this

awww yay library boyfriend song time

ears time

daammmnnn they got a lot of votes

lost shoal time

yao chi got 256 votes!

what’s wrong time

i think wenhan is going to get a pretty good votes

lowkey i dont want him to beat yao chi tho

damn he beat him

305

but it’s fine

i still am v proud ofall of them

god yao chi is so pretty fuck

i literally cannot ever remember that the senior seniors are called the art guidance group

we’re almost done with the episode

their next stage includes rebuild helL YES GUYS IM SO EXCITED ITS SO GOOOOOOD

anyways

there are five songs written for them and they’re the original singers

but when they’re practicing anyone below rank 35 will leave

hate to see it!!!!!!!!!  :)

hate it

but longhan’s reaction is entertaining

oh. mahy.  gah.

i love him so much

and that’s the end of the episode

i hope that you enjoyed it as much as i did!!!

have a good afternoon!

stay safe and stay healthy <33333

[dckxn]

SO! I saw the sweet @rxincarnatxd‘s follower appreciation post, and I decided that since I had some artwork lying around on my iPad, that I could use it for this 80 90 (!!!) FOLLOWERS APPRECIATION POST! AND OMGOSH LET ME JUST SAY THAT THIS IS AN INCREDIBLE RESPONSE TO AN OC OF MINE! I’ve been roleplaying for a very long time myself across a variety of different places, and Howl’s only been around for a little over A MONTH and there’s already like NINETY OF YOU! I know that I’m not following like each and every one of you (and I’m honestly following a bunch of blogs at the moment!), but I really appreciate you guys none the less. I’m just super happy that you guys like this guy, and man, I’ve just had quite a few OCs, but they never quite stuck. Howl feels very different though, and he’s certainly wormed his way into my little heart and I don’t think he’ll be leaving any time soon. SO THANKS!! I’ve got some special mentions, so here we go as far as that is concerned (BUT I DO WANNA SAY IM SO BAD WITH NAMES IM SO SORRY OTL):

@xmenageriie​ ARIEEEEEEL! GOSH. WE’VE TALKED ON AND OFF. I’VE LEFT AND I’VE RETURNED AND YOU’VE STILL BEEN AROUND AND IM SO HAPPY AND GLAD FOR THAT. you are such a great person and it’s always so much fun being able to talk to you and even though we haven’t been talking recently, i’m just glad ot be able to see you on my dash as well because you have some great muses and i have a lot of love for sanji and and my zoro and your sanji will always be in my HEART FOREVER. THAT ONE TRUE PAIRING WILL NEVER DIE!!!

@mcnypieces: CAN I JUST SAY I LOVE THE PORTRAYAL OF ALL BUN’S MUSES?! BECAUSE I DO! I DO SO MUCH! We don’t talk too regular, but when I am able to hit them up for a chat, they always seem to response and are pretty much a joy to talk to. they’re so nice and i’m glad to be able to have such conversations and interactions!! IM SUPER EXCITED FOR MORE INTERACTIONS WITH BELLA!! UWU

@shrapnelsong: OH MY GOD NAT! I LOVE ALICE! I LOVE ALICE! She’s such a sweet woman who can also be stern and even scary when she needs to be! She’s got so many verses so there’s a little something for everyone and the roleplayer is always nice when I talk to them! \o/ I can’t wait to see how Alice and Howl evolve from this point on!

@rxincarnatxd: KIKI! DUUUUUUDE. I GOTTA LOT OF LOVE FOR KAGS AND I’VE ALREADY GUSHED OVER HER IN YOUR OWN APPRECIATION POST BUT I LOVE HER. SHE IS SO SWEET AND WARM AND COOL AND HOWL TOTALLY APPRECIATES HAVING HER AROUND. she is good for him. ;w;/ and you!! gaaah your name escapes me OTL but i love you sooo much! it’s so fun talking to you and talking about kags and howl and you got that sideblog that i gotta interact with. im super excited for that. xD

@hxgure: HI. I NOW KNOW AND WILL REMEMBER THAT YOUR NAME IS VEE!! omgosh! orz BUT ANYWAY. I HAVE SO MUCH LOVE FOR YOUR NIC! LIKE! HE IS AMAZING! GOD. HE’S SO GOOD AND HIS INTERACTIONS WITH HOWL ARE GREAT. THEY’RE BOTH DUMB CHILDISH OLD MEN AND I LOVE IT! I CANT WAIT TO SEE WHAT’S IN STORE FOR THEM! BUT ALSOOMGOSH VEE! TYOU ARE SO COOL! it’s always just like, chill? relaxing? to talk to you. it’s good. sometimes i just have something that i wanna say and you don’t mind me dropping off little messages to your IMs and i’m so glad for that because im definitely comfortable with ya. xD

@dracaelum-faerie: ANNA IS LOVE. ANNA IS LIFE! TUBBS IS THE UNIVERSE! TOGETHER THEY ARE FOREVER IN MY HEART! Such a interesting variety of crewmembers, but anna and tubbs claim the top spot for sure! I talk to you on discord from time to time (or in IMs) and it’s always fun! \o/

@pasttorn/akrasva: YOU! I LIKE YOU! Though we haven’t really started anything up yet, i love talking to ya when you have time and just talking and gushing over our muses and how they could potentially interact! it’s always a good time my friend and i am glad to know you.

@frosthub: I really like being able to talk to you and honestly, your muses are so cool! Infe is smooth as heck and he’s also a bit dumb and he’s a joy to talk about and interact with and I just love him!! thank you for writing him. ;w;/

@mondxs:​ YOU ARE LOVED KATT! It’s never a dull moment when i talk to you and you always seem to have something interesting or new to say. i know we’re not doing anything write now, but that doesn’t even matter. i’d follow you just to keep an eye on your threads and stuff. uwu

@nvrcmplt: I KNOW I ALREADY GUSHED ABOUT YOU TOO IN THAT POST, BUT GOSH YOU ARE SO COOL. LIKE, SERIOUSLY. IT’S LIKE .. IT’S PRETTY CHILL BUT SOMETIMES HYPE BUT IT’S GOOD. it’s fun being able to talk to you tala and i just feel blessed to be able to interact with some of your muses! i cant wait to write more with Liwanu and Motoharu. i love those boys. ;___;/

@slf-sxcrfe: IT’S SO FUN TALKING TO YOU. AND I LOVE RAY. HE’S SO... IDK. HE’S JUST GOSH. I LOVE HIS ATTITUDE?? AND ITS FUNNY WHEN SOME OF THE THINGS HOWL DOES JUST CONFUSES THE HELL OUT OF HIM. I think ray could teach howl a thing or two tbh, so i cant wait to see how they grow together and get more used to each other!!! OwO/

@gengakki: I am so proud of you. Even though things have happened, you still managed to keep your muse for Kank and I really hope and feel that things have gotten better for you and that makes me happy. im glad he’s still going strong. i love your kank and i always will and i will never NOT want to interact with him, so please throw him Howl’s way whenever you damn well want!! O/

@overoaks: HEY YOU! ALL YOUR MUSES CONTAINED INTO ONE BLOG? HELL YEAH! HELL YEAH! HELL YEAAAAAAAH!!!!!! Your Crocodile is Impressive and I LOVE YOUR LUFFY AND JESUS CHRIST PLEASE JUST LET ME LOVE JINJI! gosh ILOVE THAT MAN! HE’S WONDERFUL AND ADORABLE AND I HOPE FOR GOOD THINGS WITH HOWL AND JINJI WHATEVER THEY MAY BE. THEY ARE SO COOL TOGETHER! gosh. UWU/

Special Mentions: 

@velvety-love who was the very first person to follow me and even though we only chat a bit from time to time on tumblr, I’m glad to be able to do that when we both have time!

@hailxthexkiiing who i only really talk to from time to time on tumblr, but they’re a very cool person! c:

@despairforme we don’t talk to often at all, but BOY DO I LOVE THEIR NNOITRA!! so good!

@bucketfullofocs at some point, i hope to be able to get around to interacting with your other OCs as well. bucket is super nice and never seems to mind chatting with me which is cool ‘cause i can be a chatter box when i’m comfy with someone! 

@trafalxar JUST Thanks for always popping up to say hey! it really makes me happy. i love hearing about what’s currently going on with you and just keep being yourself.

@icycoldavatarstate is a nice roleplayer with a cool muse! she’s a hell of a woman who will continue to grow and mature and i can’t wait to see how she turns out overtime! \ouo/

THIS IS NOT EEVN THE TIP OF THE ICEBURG THOUGH! There are quite a few more of my followers that i appreciate especially if i talk to you on discord and i just want to see that i appreciate you guys as well even though you weren’t mentioned up here! DON’T FEEL BAD AT ALL. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE. c:

AND TO ALL MY NEWEST FOLLOWERS THIS PAST WEEK AND LAST WEEK: THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR GIVING THIS GUY OF MINE A CHANCE. ouo/

[tessimagines]

After All This (Bill Weasley x Reader) - Part 5.5

Minipart

Pairing: Bill Weasley x Moody!Reader

Summary: On Christmas Eve, (Y/N) decides it’s time to talk to Ron

You can find the series masterlist in my bio!

Warnings: angst but not too much.

Wordcount: 932

A/N: Hey guys! I would normally post a minipart and a full part in the same week but I’ve had a lot of study to do since I started back up at school. Hopefully, I will still be able to get chapters out weekly but we will have to see how everything works out around my school work. I’ve also started writing the first part of my new Peaky Blinders x Reader series so I will be taking whatever time I can to write both! If you’re interested in the Tommy x Reader series, feel free to get the link for the masterlist and summary in my bio :)

December 24th, 1997

You pulled the door of Shell Cottage’s master bedroom closed, the sound of Celestina Warbeck’s Christmas tunes floating up the staircase. Bill had her Christmas Eve special playing on the little radio by the windowsill, a little trick to make this Christmas a little more Weasley like. It hadn’t been a hard decision to stay home this year. Otherwise, Ron would have spent it all alone, more depressed than he usually found himself nowadays.

You could hear Bill moving around downstairs, making last-minute additions to the Christmas presents under the tree. The both of you had decorated it together at the start of December; the red, gold and white decorations bringing a little Christmas cheer to the little cottage you now lived in by the sea. Bill had been Christmas-crazy since he was a little kid, and even now at twenty-seven years of age, he was still the same present-obsessed little kid that he was.

“Hurry up, (Y/N)!” Bill called, excitement clear in his voice. “There are presents to be opened!”

“I’ll be down in a second!” Bill gave a large sigh, a laugh coming out along with it. You rolled your eyes at him and continued down the hallway until arriving at the room where Ron had been staying. You knocked on the door before slowly pushing it open.

Your eyes fell on Ron sitting on the bed in the dark room, The only light coming from the moonlight outside and the hallway just out the door. Ron sat staring at the wall in front of him, dark bags under his morose eyes. His gaze flickered up to you when you entered the room, the gloomy look on his face hardly shifting at the sight of the falling smile on your face.

“Hey, Ron,” You started, slowly taking steps over towards him. “Are you alright?”

Ron didn’t say anything for a moment as you took a seat beside him on the bed. Then he took a long, drawn-out breath in and began to speak, his gaze hardly shifting from the wall in front of the two of you.

“I haven’t slept in two days,” he spoke, the truth of his words evident all over his face. His skin was a very pale colour and he had deep, dark bags under his eyes. Often you would get up in the middle of the night and still hear him shifting around in his bed, his last actions towards his friends clearly on his mind.

“Have you ever thought that maybe it’s not too late to find them?” You said, testing the air between the two of you. He turned to look at your face with a sceptical look.

“It’s been two months, (Y/N),” he said, a slight hint of annoyance in his voice. “I have no idea where they’ll be.”

“You know what they’re doing. Shouldn’t that give you some clues?” Ron was still looking at you with a confused look on his face, not completely sure if you had lost your mind or not. “Plus, I think that you’ll find some way to find them again if you really want to.” You took another pause, the image of your father coming to your mind. He somehow always knew what to say in these situations. “There was something my father used to always say to me. Do your best and all else will follow.”

Ron’s gaze flickered down to a little metal cylinder he was fiddling with in his hands. His face changed as he looked at it, as though something had just hit him square in the face. He continued to look at it, thoughts running through his muddled yet slowly clearing mind.

“You’re too hard on yourself sometimes, Ron,” You said, reaching up to place a hand on his shoulder. His gaze flickered to yours once again. This time, however, his face was much softer.

“Thanks, (Y/N),” Ron said, a shy smile settling down across his lips. You wrapped your other arm around his shoulders, bringing him into a tight embrace against you. Ron accepted it, bringing his own arms to give you a large, brotherly hug.

“(Y/N)!” You heard Bill shout from the living room once again. You rolled your eyes and scoffed, flashing a smile at Ron.

“You’re brother’s obsessed with his presents, isn’t he?” You joked, waving at him to follow you in standing up.  Ron gave a slight chuckle and followed you out of the room. It was only then you realised the way that Ron may have taken your words and rushed to stop him before you went down the stairs.

“Do stay for Christmas, won’t you? Then you can go off doing whatever you’re going to do with those two.”

Ron smiled and nodded at you, his eyes much brighter than they were only moments ago. “Of course. I don’t think Harry and Hermione have the outstanding seasonal vocals of Celestina Warbeck and we all know there’s no Christmas without her.”

You laughed at him and motioned for him to follow you down the stairs. As soon as Bill saw you emerge into the living room, he beamed up at you.

“Finally!” He shouted, almost dragging your arm to sit down on the couch beside him. He plunked a large and messily wrapped present in your lap, so eager for you to open it. Reaching across, he planted a kiss to your lips.

“Merry Christmas, you two,” Bill sang, his eyes shining bright with Christmas spirit. Your gaze flickered to Ron next to the fireplace, your smile softening at the happy look on his face.

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