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illusivesoul · 2 months ago
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I'm very interested to hear what your josie leli celene wip is about
Thank you for asking, friend!
Its part of the wider Josiana Divorce story I'm writing. Basically it shows the 3 of them interacting over the years, and how eventually Leliana ends up working as Celene's spymaster post DAi, much to Josie's dismay and its part of what ends up breaking things between them.
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illusivesoulgaming · 8 months ago
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"Directions"
Yesterday I saw an re music video on Youtube and one of the comments said "The alternate reality where the Raccoon City outbreak never happened". That was my inspiration for writing this short little thing.
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Summary: "In a world where the Raccoon City outbreak never happened, a cop in the subway gets asked for directions"
Relationships: Leon/Claire
Word Count: 699
Read on AO3
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The subway never had many people at this hour. All the better for him, he thought as he rubbed his eyes. The hangover from last night’s party with Jim was killing him. Downing half a vodka bottle after losing a coin toss didn’t seem like a good idea today, but it had certainly seemed good enough for him last night.
“Train arriving soon”
The computerized voice and the short jingle made him rub the sides of his head. Everyday he spent posted to the subway, the more he wished to get out of there. But rookies went wherever they were sent, not where they wanted to be.
“Just a few weeks and then we’ll have you in the streets. You’ll like the subway, Leon. Not a lot goes on there” Marvin had said to him. 
“ “Not a lot goes on there” Understatement of the century” the cop said as he stretched his arms, barely containing a yawn as he did. Still had to keep the appearance of professionalism.
“Why does a city of a hundred thousand even have a subway?” Leon said to himself as he watched the few people that went in and out of the arriving trains. There were a lot more around rush hour, but still, he didn’t think it justified the number of trains or even the existence of the system in the city. “And Warren said they’re going to expand it even more next year. Must be laundering money or something. I should look into it”
“Give it up, mayor Warren! You’re under arrest” Leon said with his gun drawn as the door from the mayor’s office fell to the floor after he kicked it, a squad of police officers and the S.T.A.R.S unit behind him backing him up as he entered the office “You’re nothing but Umbrella’s puppet, taking their dirty money in exchange for letting them do as they please with this town, but it ends now!”
And just as he was exiting the building with the mayor in cuffs, ready to give his statement to the waiting reporters and their flashing cameras, a strong pull in his shoulder snapped him back to reality and out from his daydreaming.  
“Hello? Civilian contacting planet cop. Anyone in there receiving me?” 
Leon shook his head as he turned to see a redheaded woman in a leather jacket that left her toned arms exposed, black fingerless gloves and long brown boots staring into his soul with a very annoyed expression set on her face.
“Yes, ma’am, how can I help you?”
“Glad to see the city officers being so aware of their surroundings. Only had to stand here for a minute before you noticed. Do you know what station goes to the police department? I’m going to see my brother?”
“Take the train to Redstone Street Station. Once you exit, it’s only a short walk to the department”
“Good. Thanks” the woman replied “By any chance, do you happen to know if Chris Redfield is currently there?”
“Sure is. At least was when I left 2 hours ago” Mentioning the time made him remember all the hours he still had ahead of him before his shift ended. He complained mentally as usual. "Huh, did Chris ever mention he had a sister? Can't remember"
A bright white light began filling the tunnel, and shortly after the big red train arrived and stopped at the station.
The woman stepped into the train, and shortly before it closed, Leon spoke.
“Hey, tell Chris he still owes me 5 bucks”
The woman chuckled “Will do. He owes me money too. What’s your name?”
But before he could answer, the doors slid close and the train moved away from the station.
“Meh, whatever. I’ll tell Chris the daydreaming blondie cop at the subway station told me that you owe him money” Claire said to herself as she watched Leon slowly fading away into the distance as the train entered the tunnel.
“He’s cute. In that dorky way kind of cute” she thought as she sat down and turned on her walkman, put on her headphones and lost herself in the music as the train took her to her destination.
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illusivesoul · 8 months ago
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Wip Meme
Was tagged by @corpocyborg Thank you :)
I'll tag @celemee @nowandthane @marythegizka and @lyriumlullaby-ao3 Only if you feel like doing this, of course.
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"Have you remained in touch with Cassandra?"
"Yes, her letters complaining about nobility and orlesians and nevarrans are always an amusing read, and we've met whenever I've traveled to Val Royeaux. She's happy, and she keeps Vivienne quite happy too, though she is understandably reserved about the topic"
"The right hand of the Divine has many uses" Leliana tried to keep her mind focused in the warm mental image of Cassandra making Vivienne happy, and not on the bitterness that surrounded the edges of her mind, the poisonous thought that had accompanied her all these years that said that the Sunburst Throne should have been hers "Quite the match they made. I could have given our dear Cassadra some advice had Vivienne not gotten rid of me as quickly as she did"
"You wouldn't have stayed even if she asked you to. You were too stubborn, too proud. You still are, Leliana" Josephine smiled as she slid the desserts tray towards the redhead "Try them"
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illusivesoul · 5 months ago
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Throwback Thursday
Was tagged by @imakemywings Thank you :)
I'll tag @quietborderline @corpocyborg @celemee and @mclavellan. Only if you feel like doing this, of course.
A Divine's Hand is a short Justinia/Leliana fic I wrote last year.
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“So to answer your question, Evelyn Trevelyan: yes, it was more than friendship. Friendship is a lacking term to describe the bond that we had. Now, you’ll have to excuse me. There are many things I have to see with to make sure this Inquisition of ours lasts more than a month”
As Leliana retreated to the depths of her tent, she pretended to focus on the papers in front of her, the wood on the sides of the table creaking in protest as she tightened her grip on it, desperate to hold back the tears, the rage, the pain and loss that boiled inside of her. Cause she knew, and she felt it, that if she turned around, she would be met with the sight of Trevelyan smiling mockingly at her, laughing at her pain and reveling in the turmoil she had caused. And through the holes in the fabric of the tent, the green glow of the Breach made itself seen, the embodiment of Justinia’s loss haunting her from the very skies.
But Leliana did not falter. She would not let Justinia’s name be tarnished any further by her weakness.
She had failed her enough already.
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illusivesoul · 2 months ago
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Oohh... these WIP titles are intriguing! I find myself particularly drawn to "Cailan had his women... and I had mine", because, you know, it's Anora, but also, I really wonder what Jack and Ash's dynamic would be like!
Thanks for asking :)
Here's a snippet of a ficlet I'm making and its how I feel things would go between Ash and Jack.
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Ashley's back rose ever so slightly with each breath she took, hogging all the sheets like she always did.
It had been a month since they moved in together, and the sight of Ash still made Jack feel that way she loved and hated at the same time. Attached… dependable.
An standard, by the books Alliance soldier who followed rules and regulations like a volus banker followed galactic trade stocks, and herself, a former convict, former pirate, former a lot of things that should have gotten her locked up for several lifetimes, now turned teacher and trainer for the Alliance, with somewhat of an anger issue to boot. They should have gotten along like oil and water, and yet here they were, familiar with each other in more ways than one.
"Knuckle deep knowledge of the Lieutenant Commander" the thought made Jack snort as she finished getting dressed. Had to get moving before Ash got up. She had a gift to collect.
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illusivesoul · 2 months ago
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Oh you KNOW i’m gonna ask about that last one!! Pls to tell me of Anora’s conquests plssss 😍
Thank you for asking, friend! Tagging @vulpixelates and @marythegizka here cause you asked about this one too :) This is basically a story of Anora having many encounters with ladies in Thedas over the course of the story of the games.
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"May the summers be fair and the winter storms kind to the petals of this garden, less the memory of what we grew vanishes as tears in the rain"
"My, my, a Rivasalez poem. I had expected many things from you, queen Anora, but antivan poetry was certainly not one of them" the princess consort said as she lifted her half emptied cup, followed by a small nod.
"It is always good to become familiar with the cultures of the places one will visit. But in truth, I've always had a fondness for the poetry of your people. My mother had a large collection of books from some of your most famous poets and writers. There's nothing quite like antivan verses. They're almost as good as your food"
"Ah, so there you have me at a disadvantage. You know so much already about my writers, yet I know so little about yours, or from Ferelden in general. Perhaps we can talk about fereldan culture in depth later this evenning" princess Maria smiled as she stood from her seat, slowly making her way towards Anora as she ran her long fingers along the edge of the ornate wood of the table "Celene had nothing but the highest of praises of the cultural exchange you had with her during your visit to Val Royeaux. I can only hope that we can share as much of our culture with each other as you did with her"
"Quite forward, are you not?" Anora replied, her lips curving into a hint of a smile "But I find your proposal most... agreeable"
"Perfecto! I shall look for you after tonight's meal. Do not overindulge yourself in the banquet. Antivan food is magical, but I suspect you shall enjoy the dessert the most"
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illusivesoul · 4 months ago
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Fic authors self rec! When you get this, reply with your favorite five fics that you've written, then pass on to at least five other writers. Spread the self-love ❤️
Thank you so much! @judithmactir tagging you here too cause you tagged me in one of these :)
I'll tag @ziskandra @celemee @corpocyborg @quietborderline and @wardenrainwall . Only if you feel like doing this, of course.
Fic authors self rec! When you get this, reply with your favorite five fics that you've written, then pass on to at least five other writers. Spread the self-love ❤
My fics under the cut.
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A warden Bethany/Brosca story
A short AU story from Cassandra's pov after the inquisition fails and its taken over by the Chantry
A story in which Briala goes to the Denerim alienage to make an alliance with Shianni
A oneshot of a letter left behind by Leliana after she dissapears some time after being named Divine
A Leliana/Justinia story set in the aftermath of the Conclave explosion and when the Inky asks Leli if she and Justinia were together
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illusivesoul · 7 months ago
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Snippet Sunday
Was tagged by @morganaseren Thank you :)
I'll tag @quietborderline @hollyand-writes @timesthatneverwere and @elellan Only if you feel like doing this, of course.
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"Are you done? That little empty box gave you the peace of mind you wanted?" Lavellan replied as he climbed down from the arms of the statue "Get outside. We're leaving" The elf wasn't far away enough for the "bloody shems" he uttered to not reach Leliana's ears. The spymaster let out a deep breath, tightening her grip on the golden box, moving it around in her hands as she vainly hoped to find a secret compartment or a note or anything more. Vivienne placed her hand on Leliana's shoulder, a single act of silent support offered. They had never been friends or gotten along particularly well, but perhaps the Grand Enchanter saw a reflection of herself for a moment in Leliana, or perhaps it was just simple empathy, the spymaster thought. Leliana looked up and gave her a brief, silent smile. Vivienne nodded and walked back towards the entrance. Sitting on the ground, she read the words on the box once more. “The Left Hand should lay down her burdens”. “What more were you hoping for, Leliana? Justinia has released you. Lucky you” As she placed the box beside herself, she noticed the crimson pool of blodo coming from Nathalie’s corpse had almost reached her feet. And then, the lights from the candles started to dim, and the chill going up and down her spine and the way the hairs on the back of her neck were standing made it clear to her that the cold that had started to fill the Chantry was anything but natural.
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illusivesoul · 7 months ago
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WIP MEME!
Was tagged by @alyssalenko and @judithmactir Thank you!
I'll tag @master-dellamorte @mightymizora @rawliverandcigarettes and @hannahrama Only if you feel like doing this, of course.
This is from a horror type fic I've been wanting to do for some time about the Yahg that gets loose in Sur'Kesh during the Cerberus attack in ME3.
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"Nothing on the scanner. Unlikely anything would have come this way. Unless tracks were erased"
The sargeant shook his head to remove some of the drops of water from his head "The disturbance of recently moved ground would not have faded so quickly. Place the drones and readjust the antenna. We have to get out of the jungle before it gets dark"
The salarian soldier placed the minuscule machines that were no larger than bugs and visually not different from them on the trees and the leaves of the taller plants, ensuring a direct video broadcast back to base. Readjusting the antenna to its original position, he returned to his commanding officer at a hurried trot, not wanting to linger any longer than he had to in such a remote zone of the perimeter.
The salarian tightened the grip tightened the grip on his Venom shotgun as he threw one quick and final glance at the now beeping anthena before turning back around, the burning sensation of eyes burrowing into his neck and watching his every move becoming unbearable with each passing second.
As the 2 salarians faded from sight, the 8 eyes that had been tracking their every move finally blinked, and the yahg moved silently as he adjusted his position, moving until he was high enough to keep all the drones within his sight. He had learn the pattern of another patrol, now he would learn the behavior of their machines.
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illusivesoul · 10 months ago
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2023 Fic Roundup
Was tagged by @imakemywings Thank you :) I'll tag @alyssalenko @celemee @tungstenb @marythegizka and @quietborderline Only if you feel like doing this, of course.
I'll put the blanks here and my answers under the cut. Repeating what imakemywings said: Please note you are by no means required to follow my template or include individual fic stats at all! You can just answer the questions if you prefer .
Total Words Published at end of year: 
Fandoms:
Highest Everything (raw kudos, hits, comments): 
Hits:
Kudos: 
Comments:
New Things I Tried:
Fic I Spent the Most Time On: 
Fic I Spent the Least Time On: 
Favorite Thing I Wrote: 
Favorite Thing(s) I Read:
Writing Goals for 2023: 
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Total Words Published at end of year: 20,727
Fandoms: Dragon Age and Mass Effect as usual. Started writing some other things for other fandoms but haven't posted them yet.
Highest Everything (raw kudos, hits, comments): 
Hits: I have a big femslash collection that I've been doing since 2022, so I'll ignore that one and use the fics that I posted this year alone. Kinktober 2023 - Day 1: "Flashing" (222)
Kudos: Kinktober 2023 - Day 1: "Flashing" (15)
Comments: Neck Massage (3)
New Things I Tried: I wrote a short fic from the perspective of Rendon Howe, which is something I never thought that I would do. But I had fun getting to delve deeper into his character. Also got to write for some new ships like Vido and Zaeed and Bela and Josie.
Fic I Spent the Most Time On: Of Paragons and Dusters. Exchange fics always take a lot of my time lol.
Fic I Spent the Least Time On: Neck Massage \ A short Kaidan\Steve fic.
Favorite Thing I Wrote: A Divine's Hand \ A Leliana\Justinia fic that I really like how it turned out.
Favorite Thing(s) I Read: "Suitable Indeed" A Leliana\Vivienne fic I got for an exchange.
"To Truly Live" a Maric\Loghain fic
"Royal Flush" a collection of Aria\Jack fics
Writing Goals for 2023: To finish some fics I started in 2020. Hoping to finally close them up and have a sort of blank slate lol.
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illusivesoul · 7 months ago
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Zero Context WIP Tag Game
Was tagged by @hollyand-writes and @pinkfadespirit Thank you :)
I'll tag @celemee @alyssalenko @imakemywings and @lyriumlullaby-ao3 . Only if you feel like doing this, of course.
Deep breaths, short yet long at the same time. Sweat mixing with the blood running down her face, the rush of the adrenaline dulling the pain of where a guard's blade had left its mark, a mark that would never leave her skin. Another one for the collection. She knew she was home before her eyes processed it, the familiar taste of old dust filling her mouth, the tapping noise of her sandals against the finely detailed and decorated stone floors giving way to the sound of scrapping against the dry earth that soon covered her clothes, body and hair. Dropping down onto the ground, she rested her face against the stone of a crumbling building, catching her breath as her eyes drifted to the statue of the duster Paragon that towered over Dust Town. No one knew if she really had been a Paragon, probably not given the state of disrepair the statue was in, but it still was the closest dusters like her would ever get to having a Paragon of their own.
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illusivesoul · 4 months ago
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Heyoooo! I come bearing a prompt: "Sunset in her eyes" for Morrigan and anyone you like.
Hi, friend! Sorry it took me so long, but I finally finished it.
Went with Morrigan and Anora. Once again, I went overboard and the story goes pass the word limit for the ask, so the full thing is here!
The first part of the story under the cut.
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Sunset in her Eyes
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Anora had it all planned. The table and bookshelves had been dragged in front of the door as a makeshift barricade, the ache of arm muscles not used to physical effort as they once had been serving as testament to her exertions. The moment one of Howe's men, or if the Maker was feeling kind that day, the bastard Rendon himself walked in to finally get rid of her, she would hit him with the dagger directly in the throat or between the eyes. She'd then grab a weapon and fight her way out. Not a plan worthy of the daughter of Ferelden's greatest general, but it was the only she had. She had not, however, expected the door to start glowing. The spell Howe's mage had cast on the door to lock her in must be going awry. "Or the bastard finally decided to just burn me alive like a coward" Anora told herself as she ducked behind her improvised defenses. "A dagger and tin armour against a mage. How’s that for a challenge, Anora?" The enchanted door began creaking and twisting, the metal and wood groaning as the magic that held them in place was consumed by the fire being thrown from the other side, until they finally gave way with a loud thud that echoed across the room. "And there's that" a woman's voice pierced through the smoke. Sweat rolled down Anora's face as she pressed herself against the wall, her eyes still half closed due to the heat still emanating from the charred door and from the staff of the mage who had just entered the room, the wood filled with carvings and trinkets glowing crimson like the fire they had just helped to create. "You're alright?" Morrigan replied as she stretched her hand towards the queen from the other side of the overturned table. Her heartbeat still beating in her ears, Anora felt bedazzled while looking into Morrigan's eyes, the irises bright like a newly minted sovereign, their yellowish hue singing of mystery and power, the Fade and the Black City echoing distantly in them. "I am unharmed. Thank you" Anora answered as she took Morrigan's hand and stood "You're one of the warden's people, yes?" "I am no one's people, woman. But I am assisting the Warden. For the moment, at least" "You're chasind? You must not know who I am to speak to me so" The woman let out a hearty laugh that dripped with sarcasm "Let me guess. You're lady this and that, married to lord Fancy Shoes, and you've taken offense to being talked to in such a disrespectful way by a southern barbarian. Or you could be the queen we came to rescue. Not that there's much difference between the two, after all. Thought I must say, the queen of Ferelden in a common soldier’s armour is a most amusing sight" Anora felt the bitter sting building up in her stomach. She had always prided herself in being better than most nobles, but the truth in the mage's words had gone past the thick skin she had built from her years at court. "Yes, my offense is great, but I'd prefer to be outraged somewhere where my life isn't at risk. I assume Eamon sent you?" "Most perceptive indeed. The warden is down in the dungeon, taking righteous and glorious revenge against this Howe man" "If the Warden guts Howe, that would be appreciated by most fereldans" Anora replied, her eyes discreetly roaming across the woman's shape "But regardless, I'd be most gratefulif you could get me out of here" "Follow me. Don't get too far. I'd prefer not having to endure another of Cousland's rants as to how careless I was if you were to die under my watch" "I'll be sure to not lose you," Anora discreetly swallowed hard, mentally reprimanding herself over the fact that the sight of the mage's barely covered breasts had replaced all the anger she had felt for Howe by far more improper thoughts.
Morrigan walked out of the room, her latest verbal sparring match with Elissa Cousland leading nowhere as it always did. Yet, it had become a good way to let out her frustrations. She walked across the empty hallways, where no one roamed this late into the night. Well, no one but Elissa on her way to make the bard sing those late night tunes she was so bad at hiding. "At least this time they're on another floor" Morrigan thought before seeing the light coming from the only open door on the corridor. Reaching the entrance, she saw the queen sitting in front of the fireplace, her gaze fixated on the large portrait of the recently deceased king which towered over the room. “Did you love him?” Anora slightly turned her head, just enough to see Morrigan standing by the door. The whisper of a smile formed on the queen’s lips. It was refreshing having someone not constantly treat her with royal deference, though she would not admit it “Love? In a way. We both had many things we loved, and we had been together all our lives. We weren’t unhappy, but… well, I guess we had as good a marriage as we could” ���Curious” “Curious why?” “How you grieve for someone you didn't truly love. And if this Cailan was anything like his brother, I find it even harder to see anyone mourning his loss" The queen remained silent for a moment, her gaze returning to the large portrait of Cailan that dominated the room. “Yes… most curious how losing someone you've known so closely for decades may be difficult. Perhaps the sense of familiarity and loss in different in the Wilds” “You could always remarry if the prospect of loneliness troubles you so. Is that not what is expected from you royal women? To be always married and make heirs and their spares?” “If you had a large white beard, I could have sworn I was talking to Eamon” Anora answered as she stood and walked towards the chair by the window that overlooked the courtyard of Eamon's state “Regardless, if Eamon has his way, the throne will go to your friend, Alistair” The chuckle Morrigan let out echoed across the room “Alistair is not my friend” “That much was clear. But at least I made you smile. I imagine that’s quite the achievement in itself. Now, if you were looking for someone to have another shouting match with, since apparently your fight with Elissa didn't leave you sated, I suggest you go to Eamon and tell him that the Theirin bloodline is not a sacred gift from the Maker himself. He will give you all the fighting you could possibly want” "You heard my little disagreement with the warden" Anora chuckled, "I'm sure my father in the royal palace heard it. I learned years ago not to bother arguing with Elissa. She can be somewhat… abrasive" "And here I thought it was gulping down darkspawn blood which had soured her spirits. Interesting to know that she has always been such a delight" The sarcasm was evident in the witch's voice, yet Anora answered nonetheless "Her arguments with my husband were legendary. There ever really was only one thing that made that woman happy. Well, made a lot of women happy, to put it in a way" Morrigan remained silent for a moment, her eyes slightly widening as the realization dawned on her once she saw the coy expression on the queen's face "She bedded you too. My, my. Now it's clear how you endured those years at Cailan's side". "It was always a pleasant time when the Couslands came to Denerim. The downside was having to endure Elissa's manners when outside the bedroom. But enough about that" Anora stood and reapproached the fireplace "In case my head remains on my shoulders after the Landsmeet, how would you like to be the arcane advisor to the court?"
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illusivesoul · 9 months ago
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A short fic for ockissweek.
Characters: Javiera De Valterra, Kalzah Sabol
Words: 632
"In which Kalzah comforts Javiera after the destruction of the Conclave"
Javiera is 30 and she was the revered mother of a Chantry in Antiva. Kalzah is is 48, from Rivain, and she was the elder cleric of Javiera's Chantry.
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Javiera's sight was fixated on the fire boiling the stew. The creaking of the old and rusted metal hinges that held the pot as they swinged slightly in the chilling night breeze and the bubbling soup inside seemed to have an almost hypnotic allure, almost strong enough for her not to think about the charred spots on her Chantry robes, consequence of the explosion that had destroyed the Conclave, or the distant greenish hue of the Breach, the doorway into the Fade that sat on top of the Frostback Mountains from where countless demons and other horrours seemed to pour through with each passing minute, eager to destroy a world that only seemed to spiral more and more into chaos with each passing day.
"You feeling alright?"
Annelise shook her head as she snapped out of her thoughts, turning to look at the source of the voice.
"Saw you staring into that pot as if you were looking at Andraste herself. You all right?"
"As well as one can be, considering all that has happened. How about you, Kalzah?"
“Not great, not terrible” The woman shrugged as she sat beside her on the log, folding the lower part of her Chantry robes so that they didn't touch the ground, not missing the chance to complain about her knees as usual. The bags under her eyes told Javiera that she had been getting as much sleep as she was. "Feeling like the world is about to end at any minute, and a strong desire to not let it happen"
"Always the fighter" Annelise said as she wrapped her fingers with hers, resting her head on the woman's shoulders.
"So bold” Kalzah said with a smile before lifting the woman's hand and placing a quick kiss on top of it, like they had done so many other times in those quiet and silent halls of their chantry “What will the Grand Clerics say?”
“Last I heard, there weren’t many Grand Clerics left to complain about us” Javiera sighed “What are we going to do?”
"You know, I think things are going to be alright"
The younger woman chuckled "You always think everything is going to be alright"
"And I'm usually right, no?"
"No, you’re not"
Kalzah began kneading Javiera’s brown hair, her fingers softly massaging her head as she spoke “Look, every few years something happens, a war, a crisis, a dragon attack that makes us feel like this is it, that it is all over. But things always end up getting sorted out. People always fix things somehow”
“There’s a hole in the sky, Kalzah”
Kalzah smiled “Indeed there is, which means it is just going to take a lot of people to fix it. Besides, I’m sure one of your stern talks will be enough to make all these demons and whatnot to go back into the Fade and close the Breach. Your social skills are quite magical”
Javiera stood upright and looked at Kalzah, the black in her eyes meeting the older woman`s deep blue ones, a half smile set on her face “Why are you so ridiculous?”
“Why are you so pretty?” the woman said as she softly ran her thumb across Javiera’s lower lip.
Javiera’s kiss took Kalzah by surprise, but it didn’t take her long to return it, as usual. Javiera’s hands moved into Kalzah’s graying black hair, and pulled her closer. It was a kiss that tasted in equal parts of despair and hope, a kiss that begged for the future they both wanted, and the future they would fight to get.
They parted the kiss for a moment, and rested forehead to forehead with their eyes closed, smiling, the cold of the night mountain air not bothering them anymore.
Everything was going to be alright.
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illusivesoul · 1 year ago
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WIP Whenever
Was tagged by @starsandskies and @hollyand-writes Thank you :) I'll tag @dabs-into-oblivion @breadedsinner @mxkelsifer @nowandthane @mxanigel and @cactihazard Only if you feel like doing this, of course.
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“So to answer your question, Evelyn Trevelyan: yes, it was more than friendship. Friendship is a very lacking term to describe the bond that we had. Now, you’ll have to excuse me. There are many things I have to see with to make sure this Inquisition of ours lasts more than a month”
As Leliana retreated to the depths of her tent, she pretended to focus on the papers in front of her, the wood on the sides of the table creaking in pain as she tightened her grip on it, desperate to hold back the tears, the rage, the pain and loss that boiled inside of her. Cause she knew, and she felt it, that if she turned around, she would be met with the sight of Trevelyan smiling mockingly at her, laughing at her pain and revelling in the turmoil she had caused.
But Leliana did not falter. She would not let Justinia’s name be tarnished any further by her weakness.
She had failed her enough already.
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illusivesoul · 9 months ago
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A Ser Cauthrien/Anora fic for my Femslash February collection, using the prompt "Warmth" from @meganmoonlight Dragon Age Femslash February Prompts
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Ratings: Teen and Up
Words: 710
Summary: Having lost the throne, Anora and Ser Cauthrien rest by a fire on the road.
Read it on AO3
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Anora had never been a big fan of the countryside.
She hated the thought that years of living in a palace getting all her needs tended to had made her soft -she was the daughter of the man who preferred to sleep in a tent when a whole palace was available to him, after all- but she couldn’t deny that she was not getting used to the wilds after so many days on the road. The bugs seemed to creep everywhere, the mud clogged her boots and socks, and then there was the cold. She was Fereldan, Maker’s sake. She was no stranger to the bone freezing snow and wind that crept up from the ice lands beyond the Korcari Wilds every year. Yet, it was different to endure winter while having the finest royal furs at your disposal than having to endure it while only having a cheap coat purchased with the few coins she had at her disposal. At least she had managed to start a small fire that gave her some warmth. She congratulated herself on having been able to put the tent up, even if it had been over a decade since she had done so and had ended with more than a few cuts in her hand. She smiled longingly as she watched the firm structure. Loghain would be proud. She couldn’t help but wonder where has now, and into which underground pit the Wardens must have sent him to to fight darkspawn.
“Maker, keep him safe”
She cracked more dried sticks and threw them in front, her hands shivering as she did, watching the fires rise from the small pile of dried leaves and sticks in front of her.
By the time the sound of steps reached her ears, the former queen was already on her feet, a sharp dagger in front of her ready to slice anyone and anything that approached.
"Put the toothpicks down, your Majesty. It's me"
Anora sighed in relief as she saw Cauthrien stepping out from the shadow of the treeline.
Cauthrien had a large sack she carried on her back, and a small cut near her forehead that she didn’t have before.
“Were you trying to catch rabbits that were too fast?” Anora asked sarcastically.
“Funny”
"Where’s your armour?"
"Sold it in town. Didn't precisely help us to go unnoticed, and it would help us even less when crossing the border. I got you this with the coins I got"
“No one asked why you were selling such good armour?”
“Dead soldiers aren’t precisely rare these days, Anora. Lots of weapons and armour hit the markets everyday from all the battlefields across the country”
And with that phrase, the thoughts that had been haunting her since that fateful day in Denerim returned once more. “I could have done more. I could have tried harder. I… I failed my people”
Cauthrien opened the sack beside her, and pulled out a large, brown fur rub from it. The former queen felt warmer already just by looking at it, and the thoughts that haunted her vanished for a moment.
"A dwarf was selling these. Dwarves make good fur coats too, apparently. Then again, everything they make is good, so I don't know why I didn't expect their coats to be of equal quality. You don’t think about dwarves getting cold, I guess”
Anora smiled as Cauthriend placed the coat over her, the fur settling nicely against her.
“Where are you going?”
“To keep watch”
“You can keep watch besides me. It’s freezing and the coat is large enough for us both”
“I don’t mind the cold. And you need all the warmth you can get”
"Maker’s breath, no wonder my father spoke so highly of you. Stop being so bloody stubborn and get here"
Cauthrien smiled "Is that an order, my queen?"
"If you want it to be, then it is. And according to you I need all the warmth I can get"
Cauthrien chuckled as she snuck under the coat, wasting no time in wrapping her arm around Anora. The queen smiled, enjoying the feeling of the strong arms wrapping around her. The two watched the crackling fire, holding each other tightly as the cold winds passed by them, no longer a bother to them.
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illusivesoul · 11 months ago
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WIP Word Search Game
Was tagged by @marythegizka to find the words LIGHT, FRIEND and DANGER. Thank you :)
I'll tag @quietborderline @drelldreams @judithmactir and @nowandthane to find the words Memory, Darkness and Arrival. Only if you feel like doing this, of course.
My answers under the cut.
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LIGHT - From "You Make Me Feel Good Enough" an ME fic of Ashely growing up with internalized homophobia (cause of that line in the game, "I've spent my whole life fighting to get what I want. To get it done... I had to bury a lot of things" just screams closeted to me), and eventually managing to push through it in a rocky process and ending up with Samantha.
“Anyone waiting for you back home, Williams?” the woman asked before letting out a grunt of effort as she lifted the plate. “Is there anyone waiting for you?” “I asked first”’ Pennyloafer placed the metal plate against the wall, giving it a few tugs to make sure it would hold before attaching the small lightbulb into the socket and turning it on, showering that part of the trench in a dim red light. “And you already know the answer to that. Not sure why you keep asking”  “Maybe it’s cause I still can’t believe it. I mean, I'd wait for you if I had met you back on Amaterasu” “Right. Very funny” Ashley replied between grunts as she sped up the pace of her pushups, telling herself that it was just the exercise that was giving her that tingling feeling coursing through her body. “I’m serious. Pennyloafer Williams has a nice ring to it, don’t you think?”
FRIEND - From a wip called BarrisBlackwall, in which Blackwall and Barris get close after the events of Champions of the Just
“Are you alright? You seem troubled” “Just… pondering on the events that transpired. How most of my friends and companions who were alive this morning now are laying on the main garden waiting for the fire of the pyre. And how if it wasn't for yours and the inquisitor’s timely arrival, we would all be crimson monsters marching at the tune of a demon across Thedas, bringing death and destruction to the land. The group that’s supposed to protect the common folk against the dangers of magic being puppeteered by a demon for Maker knows how long fills me with a sense of… I can’t even describe it” “Like realising that your superiors lied, and that the original goal that you fought for has been buried and forgotten by the lies and deceit of corrupt men?” Barris remained silent for a moment before answering “Is that what all of us men of arms have to come to terms with?” “It’s easier just being a pawn and following orders. You were fortunate in that you realised that what you were being told to do was wrong and took actions to stop it. Not all of us soldiers are so lucky”
DANGER - From a wip called Templar Stamina, which started as a small smut piece of Fenris, Carver and Bela but now is getting more deep than that lol. And cheating a little cause i have "dangerous" instead of "danger".
“Orlesians. Can’t build a hallway without turning it into a maze” “Keep going. I’m sure your training will kick in any moment” Fenris said as the templar kept tugging at the gate locking their way. “Still don’t like me? I’ve tried to change” Carver answered as the gate finally came loose from the wall, the man tossing it to the side shortly after. “You have” Fenris answered, his eyes tracing the veins that ran across the muscles in the man’s arms “Now you’re dangerous” The templar turned his head around, just in time to notice the elf quickly move his head, seeming suddenly very interested in the wall of the hall “Let’s go” Fenris uttered, quickly stepping through. “After you” Carver followed Fenris inside, the slightest curve of a smile forming on his lips.
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