#ill still use it on mobile tho

[boodubious07]

BTW I'm not gonna be using 'tumpler' on desktop because it got the weird Twitter update finally

[phagodyke]

yeah I'm not gonna talk abt it am I...

[psychebled]

wait this template i found actually looks 10x better than what i made LMAOOOO

[cheswirls]

are you fucking kidding me lmfao

[colorlessjay]

What does Dean typically do on those days where Cas just…can’t get out of bed? Like he’s happy! Cas is finally happy! But he’s human now and he’s lived so, so long and has done so much and so much has been done to him, some days it all weighs him down so heavy he just…needs to lay there

(I imagine Dean kinda panicked the first time it happened, calling Sam or Rowana to check for curses or fretting Cas is ill, but I think he’s got a routine for these days now. Think of how Cas was when he was just laying in bed with his stolen Grace rotting, waiting to die, but no he’s not dying anymore then the average person, he’s still feels like there’s something rotting inside of him or he’s all used up)

And there are years where this never happened and then there are months where it happens more than once, but Dean loves him through them all.

(Does Cas need company or solitude during these times? Quiet or chatter? Miracle curled up in bed with him, Jack coming over the cuddle with his dad while they play Animal Crossing? Dean reading to Cas or them putting on a TV series in the background? Claire popping in to regal Cas with tales of her adventures and exploites?

Or does Cas just silence of a dark, cozy room? Even the breathing of another living creature is too loud for his tired yet over stimulated brain, Dean slipping in to check on him and sneaking back out… tho if these spells of Cas lasts longer then a day Dean scoops him up (easily! Dean is soooo strong and doesn’t struggle under Cas’s densely muscled weight, NOPE!) and has him rest down on the couch or if it’s nice outside Dean puts him on a lounge chair to rest in the fresh air.

(Tho once it was less depression and more several day long migraine so Cas really couldn’t handle light or noise and Dean filled their room with a bunch of house plants to try and bring the outside to Cas in a panic haha) )

I imagine Dean’s equivalent “bad days” are days when he’s restless and his anger starts flaring over nothing, his skin ITCHES and he just wants to take his car and drive alone for days. He sometimes does go for drives so he doesn’t start picking fights for no reason, and Cas gauges if he lets Dean go off alone or tags along just to prove he ain’t leaving Dean no matter how much he tries to push everyone away. Cas will just grab an extra battery pack, a few bottles of water and sports drink, some snacks, and camp out in the backseat playing a mobile game the whole drive and only say anything when he needs to pee lol. If Dean’s been a real ass for a while before he finally flees goes for a drive, Cas will wear a silly hat or something so every time Dean deigns to peek into the review mirror at Cas he gets an eyeful of Cas in a sock monkey hat and it’s really hard to see that and still be all 😠

(Them BOTH having bad days at the same time has only happened ONCE (something something acts of service over riding their own issues for their loved ones something) but luckily Sam was able to help out by getting Eileen to go track down Dean and Sam staying with Cas and then they agreed that they should swap roles next time it happened lol)

I like this idea cause I genuinely have a similar headcanon

Castiel, for me, always felt like they couldn't be left totally alone. The few times Cas has been alone and by himself, he's riddled with self-doubt and sadness. Hell, calls from Sam and Dean uplift him so much that the mere idea of people seems to bring him back to himself

So I think when Cas does go into those lows, Dean takes him out on the town. Takes him to public parks, activity centers, museums, and visits to Sam, Jack, Claire, the wayward Sisters. Just takes Cas to where people are to assure him that Dean is there for him. That he's not alone anymore, that he has people who love and care about him that he can lean on

And when days are really bad, Dean holds Cas close and spends the day with him. Keeps Cas close, tells him stories, tells him jokes, makes Cas feel normal despite his mood because pointing it out just digs Cas deeper into it

and when the day is done and it's time for bed, Cas lies away and is grateful to just stare and be close to Dean who, in his sleep, clutches Cas close to his chest. Because Dean WANTS him there. Because Cas is wanted and loved and it's okay to be sad

Dean I always thought, was a creature of habit. That no matter how much he grows as a person, or how differently he thinks, there's just certain things he craves and needs that he can't really stop himself from going to

So when emotions are high and adrenaline or fear or anger boils over, Dean takes the Impala out for a drive and just... goes. Anywhere, everywhere. Needs some sort of familiarity under his fingers that he can feel in control over when his emotions feel like puppet strings on his limbs

The first few times, Dean drove alone. Open road, rock music, and no destination in sight

then, eventually, Dean asks Cas to come with him and somehow Cas makes the trips short and sweet. He makes it easier to calm down from, even if the drive happened because they had an argument

then, soon enough, those road trips become trips to Sam at the bunker. Small trips to his baby brother and his wife's house just to talk and unwind. And those... those are always the best

Dean still takes solo rides

but he has Cas on the phone when he does now

and it makes things easier

They make each other's suffering easier

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anyways, moo moo

[obesogen]

You introduce yourself to someone

"Hi, so-and-so, I'm ..." and you think that you say your name,

but your plump hands, slightly sweaty,

and your swollen forearms, encroaching on small wrists,

your upper arms role-poly like the Michelin man,

and your wide, sloppy, drooping gut,

which is in theory fully covered by a shirt

barely tho;

your deep, wide belly button visible through thin fabric, stretched taut, 12x getting too small,

and let's not forget your double chin,

your soft pillowy neck roll,

your dewlap, a perfectly closed collar of squishy fat that

your tiny features sink into–

these things say

hi so-and-so,

i'm super obese, morbidly obese, obese class III,

i'm permanently disabled by how fat i have become

i'm the fattest person you have ever had to speak to

i'm the fattest person you have ever seen in person

and not on the tv freak show

hi so and so, i'm severely mentally ill

hi so and so, i'm traumatized

hi so and so, i am addicted to food

hi so and so, i have no impulse control

hi so and so, i'm ... what's your name again?

you are no one, nothing,

all you are and all you can ever be is gloriously obese beyond the frenzied imaginings of our starving ancestors who carved the venus of willendorf

you are stuffed to the point of near-bursting; even the backs of your neck rolls are frosted with stretch marks. the body always finds somewhere to store fat, and with all the usual spots so filled to the brim, you notice eventually even your forehead is fat; a deposit of soft tissue that furrows above your brows, like a sharpei.

Not long after you got a second mobility aid for out in public, a powerchair with a capaciity of 1100 pounds and hydraulic suspension and tread on its 8 tires like a tank, you started using your old one around the house, always on the verge of breaking down under the additional 200 pounds you carry beyond its rated 500 pound capacity. Not long after, unthinkingly, you just stopped walking, out of sheer bone-idleness. You couldn't say when your last day on your feet was, you surrendered sooner than that day came, comfortably dependent.

Months later, you dimly attempt to recall when you last moved, standing, from one point in space to another. Until the last month, you could still, barely, haul yourself up using a bar to support and balance yourself. From being pushed up out of your powerchair with a forward lift, to the belly gathering momentum and sliding down, to you standing shakily and taking one shuffling step to reposition your body so you can transfer from one big chair to another big chair, and from one big chair to the big motorized bariatric hospital bed.

Now, just 20 pounds later, you can't move your blob body hardly at all below your greedy mouth with its greasy, parted, mouthbreathing lips and beyond your wriggling sausage link fingers. You cannot move any other part of your body without needing help. You are not to your knowledge paralyzed really in any way, you just shamelessly became too fat to lift your own arms, you press a button on a remote that must be attached to your fat hand since if you drop it you couldn't even retrieve it with a string, you are just that weak– so thoroughly inhabiting how obese you are through the total abdication of all decisions.

Once the support bar began to gather dust and was eventually packed away- you become adjusted to transfering from place to place using motorized cranes and winches, your fat slab form filling huge slings with tough straps, prone and helpless, drowning beneath countless rolls, lovingly oiled machinery creaking as it hefts your megafat body.

Your muscles are so weak and your limbs are so heavy. You still have the urge to to struggle and sweat to lift another treat to your bottomless pit of a stomach. You are estimated to be able to hold several gallons in there before feeling sick from fullness.

Most days you simply lie expectantly and grunt with your mouth open, eating everything you are given by any of your staff or acolytes, and sucking melted ice cream sludge from one tube, or chugging diet coke or (regular) mountain dew from 2 different (fountain) tubes.

Turns out there's more than irony to research suggesting artificial sweeteners like aspartame provoke intense cravings for actual sugar.

You are fat beyond reason. Only the most depraved massive, disabling, immobilizing obesity fetishists could find your tremendous doughy body, with a belly so outsized you must be buckled into powerchairs and scooters and even the shower chair. If you don't endure the humiliation of being buckled into the modern day litter which drags your fat around, your unwieldy pannus threatens to upset your vehicle, tipping you forward and pulling you down– you know you would be left on the floor gasping, unable to even sit up, defenseless, amorphous.

And besides,

you forgot your name anyway

years ago,

dont you remember? my

pitiful

swollen

hog.

[localicecreambiter]

beware the yappening

if you saw me post this, no you didnt

I hate tumblr mobile

IF IT WASNT CLEAR BY THE SPIKE IN FOUR SWORDS CONTENT ITS BEEN ON MY MIND LATELY!!! so obviously that means the obligatory redesigns >:) I tried not to play too far into the stereotypes (not that there's anything wrong in indulging in those!!... i did throw in headcanons tho, like heightened and dulled senses... ill explain dw)

we'll start with shadow since I kinda forgot to draw him initially, lol. sorry buddy 😥 I gave him a shard of the mirror as a means of being able to exist. he can still float around and slip into the shadows and all, but he's not as powerful as he was when the mirror was full. (his ego definitely still is big though) he's not fond of chainmail despite the rest of the four and Link wearing it. his tunic mirrors what links would've looked like. any triforce motifs appearing upside-down and little swirl on his belt backward since he's from the Dark World and all that jazz. silly stuff. I kept it relatively simple since I doubt Link is very over the top, and Shadow has no sense of bodily autonomy at that point (he would so have an over the top outfit, let's be real) Obviously he gets along well with Vio, but he and Blue banter quite a bit. Sure, both mistakenly get offended sometimes but it's all in good fun! His hair looks a little more rounded here, but it's usually more flowey and sticks up every which way. unruly hair for an unruly boy. shadow loves quality time!!! what could be better than hanging out with those you love and burning down towns??? okay, void the town burning.

Red's design is also fairly simple: longer skirt, exposed chainmail, sleeved tunic, and a rounded collar. he has a rounder shape language (not that I paid too much attention to it, obviously) his hat curls up where the elemental stone is at. no one understands how it does this. Red thinks it's some knick knack he stored in there. UNNATURALLT WARM. like. concerningly warm. He's their magic user, preferring to use his magic rod over his sword (honestly, probably could wipe the floor with the other three if given a good magic item, but don't tell them that)(and yes im calling it a magic rod cuz it shoots fire and ice) Poor Red got the short end of the stick with poor hearing but great taste buds. He's a foodie at heart and it's obvious why. His hair is a lot fluffier and rounder than the other three, matching his soft and bubbly personality. Not a pant wearer. Obviously he has the magic rod and slingshot, but i also gave him the Bombos medallion since its an item in the FSA game. Green suggested they split the loot evenly. No. He's not allowed to use it. Yes, he's accidentally blown up a lot of things with it. That's why hes not allowed to use it. definitely a physical touch kinda love language guy. you know exactly why. impulsive spender. has quite a few burn scars from learning to use the fire rod. most of his tunics are a little singed, but he keeps some neat

ah, Green, the resident insomniac. usually that's Vio's role, but you cannot tell me this guy didn't get Link's terrible sleeping habits. he constatly looks sleep deprived in some compacity, but he's getting better! sure, it usually means someone has to hold him down until he sleeps but hey! better than nothing! his tunic matches most Links with the sleeved overtunic and collared undershirt. he uses he sword quite often, having the most finesse with the weapon out of the group. occasionally he'll bust out the boomerang. sort of the unofficial leader, keeping the group on track, but is always open to suggestions from the rest of the Colors. I gave him the Pegasus boots, since I'd assume they all don't get the loot they would've picked up along the way. His element is wind, so it felt the most fitting he had them. his hair is a little messy, and sure he sometimes has a stick in there, but he does his best to keep it combed. Despite his drowsiness, he's got sharp eyes (the best in the group, as a matter-of-fact!) Unfortunately, his sense of smell is lacking (but clearly he has it a lot better than Red does. I mean, seriously, id take hawkeyes over tasteaholic any day). Hes a little shit when playing Ispy; typically picking really tiny things and reveling in the fact no one can guess it. his elemental stone is attatched to his belt even though its a place it can get easily lost. somehow he has yet to lose it. the back problems arise from Link, mostly, though his isnt as bad as Vio's (maybe because hes not slouched over a desk half the time, but i digress) Typically level headed and focused, keeping the group moral high with Red (aka, keeping Vio and Blue's moral high because they tend to be more pessimistic) (well, Vio considers himself a realist and Blue is Blue)

since i dont consider Shadow that much of an idiot, Vio probably had to actually stab Green to make it look convincing. While the scar isn't big, there's once on his lower abdomen from the Four Sword. They didn't have any health potions, so they had to go back down the mountain to get him help. Green holds no resentment, knowing Vio did what had to be done to gain the enemies trust. the cheek scar is from the pyramid cuz there aint no way he got out of that unscathed fighting against Valenzuela. more of a words of affirmation guy, but enjoys quality time like the rest of them.

Vio is obviously their whittier member. honestly, if he were to be described in DnD stats, he'd have a high intelligence and a medium wisdom because man is this man stupid sometimes. he's not as outwardly arrogant as Blue, at least, not as loud with it. his clothes are usually wrinkled, being more focused on bookwork than much else (this pisses Blue off to no end, being the neat freak he is) despite this, his room is the definition of organized chaos. he knows where everything is, and if you move something, he will not be happy. also not a pant wearer, his tunic has a longer skirt than the others and his sleeves are a lot looser. his hair tends to droop into his eyes and somehow this has yet to get in the way. he prefers to pick off enemies from afar as the team's bowsman. amazing aim and a very steady hand. while he doesn't have as big of a magic reserve as Red, he can still use elemental arrows (probably in the same way as in WindWaker) strangely bad at math (simply because i find it amusing) and is pissed that Blue is good at is (again, because i find it amusing. it freaks Blue out) Vio is more of an acts of service kind of guy, but like everyone else enjoys quality time. especially when it's quiet quality time. impuslive spender, mostly on books. everyone else insists he uses the library, but he argues its different when you own the book. impecible hearing, cannot taste shit. it makes eating rations easier, but sadly cannot enjoy the nicer foods in life, so he tends to choose things based on texture. Got the brunt of the back pain, but makes it worse with how he sits and for how long he does. honestly has a weird complex where he thinks of himself as superior to the rest in a way, yet also manages to struggle to fit in and hates himself for it. not explicitly touch avoident, but hes not one to seek out physical affection often and tends to be one of the first to push Red off (other than Blue) his stone is pined to his bow holster since he tends to always have it on him, he wont lose it that way. the fact that the rest have theirs in such irresponsible spots upsets him. refuses to sleep until he's done something he considers productive.

last but not least: Blue! my favorite guy!! god what a prick, i hate him. his design is a lot more knightly with more chainmail and a brutish sort of look. he's intimidating alright, even at his 4'11 stature. look. hylians are short. his hair is spikey like his personality and his hat is more angular (mostly cuz he folds it everynight. theres permanent crease marks in it) ends up with the most scaring thanks to his irrisponsible sparing and little use of healing potions (yet despite this, he's the group medic) the nick in his ear was from some random enemy camp that he just ignored for a while. I never said he was a responsible medic when it came to himself. hes mean, sure, but hes trying. just a little blunt. okay, very blunt. very blunt and very angry. hear me out: mom friend. if that mom was divorced and had anger issues. he knows the others are fully capible of handling themselves, cuz if he survives, why shouldn't they? despite that, he still worries. I know that it says his left eye is blind, but he can still see some color, its just reaaal blurry. does anyone know that? only red. will he tell anyone else? not unless he has to. does he run into shit when hes not paying attention. sometimes, yeah. to top it off, he - like red - got the short stick with shit vision but a heightened sense of smell. he can smell a monster camp from up to a mile away. impressive, right? dont tell him that. this boy has a lot of injury issues, being as reckless as he is. the knee injury was from a particularly nasty moblin (possibly the same as where the eye scar came from. who knows? he wont tell) and got worse as it got ignored. look, when you're the medic, you gotta make sure everyone else is okay before you. at least, thats how Blue sees it. not to even mention the nerve damage from being frozen for god knows how long. I don't know about you, but (assuming it was a Wizrobe) being magically frozen has its side effects. so what hes a walking icepack (exaggerating, but he's cold enough outwardly that you can feel it) and so what his hair grows in a few shades lighter than everyone elses? they don't gotta know why or when or how or even that it happens. the hair dye is stashed under his bed and he will die if anyone finds out. it reeeally fucked with his magic, seeing as hes associated with the water element.. do green and vio know about any of this? nope. red was sworn (read: threatened) to silence. probably the most physically fit when split, and makes sure to take good care of his body. he likes to push himself, hence the ankle weights. always has to be doing something productive. hes their financial guy, somehow having the least impuslive spending habits. will typically only spend on necessary things. gets mad at the others for buying egregiously expensive recreational shit. (that umbrella shadow has? yeah. expensive as hell. he was not happy) the most touch avoident of the bunch. unexpectedly, blue is a gift giving guy. he gets embarassed about it when you question it, or even when hes giving it to you, but yeah. he likes giving things to people and then will throw insults at their face. not in a mean way. in a "im embarassed and you suck so shut up" way. quality time is something he enjoys as well, liking to spar with his brothers often. can easily master a lot of melee weapons, its impressive, but cannot for the life of him make anything else work. his stone was made into an earring, and despite vio's complaints, he usually knows when its missing.

[sonic-4-episode-ii]

heres a "quick" list of some hcs regarding physical disabilities, mental illnesses & other stuff that can impair function or is "odd" physically but i dont know the proper term for

might update this every once in a while but for now thats it

spoiler alert: its all chronic pain!

Sonic

Fibromyalgia, big-time. Uses massively thick socks to stop his feet from hurting too much while running.

DID, which starting developing when he was like....4. now that he's (mostly) gotten over his "just push everything down" era, inter-system communications are pretty strong, and he's friends w/ a lot of his headmates

doesnt have the best eyesight (in fact its p awful) but hes convinced he can still see well enough so he refuses to wear his glasses. WILL NOT wear contacts

has NPD

autistic. contrary to popular believe, he doesnt have ADHD

schizophrenia. idk which type or whatever. hes got the hallucinations.

has auditory and visual (???) synthesia which caused him to. make the sonic CD us sountrack. yeah

Tails

HoH, but doesn't like using hearing aids. A bad habit inspired by Sonic's refusal to wear his own glasses

OCD, huge-time. his paranoia can get so bad sometimes that he doesn't even trust Sonic. doing much better in that regard nowadays, though.

tic disorder, hits themself or has their neck turn the other way violently (hurts!!!!!!)

so obviously autistic they get a little embarrassed abt it sometimes

c-ptsd haver

Knuckles

Undiagnosed chronic pain, has no idea what's causing it. Fully believed it was emerald stealing karma for YEARS.

gets weird pinched nerves alot because of some of his old scars being close to nerve endings. ow

has bad eyesight but genuinely didnt realize for years

has a sort of? processing disorder thing? i dont actually know what it is. when you try to talk but actual gibberish comes out n you cant think. someone else had the same hc but i forgot what they called it. but he has that

does actually have a lot of trauma due to being alone for most of his life and being raised by nothing but a rock and maaaaybe some birds. crazy ik

Amy

Horrible, awful eyesight. worst perscription out of ALL of her friends

Hypermobile joints, which is part of why she has such a horrible posture (along w her dysphoria).

abandonment issues due to. yk. being abandoned by her parents, which ends up leading into her getting unhealthily attached to anyone who gives her the time of day (and she arbitrarily decides is totally the one for her)

Shadow

PTSD (canon)

mobility issues (canon)

NPD + maybe borderline...?

Rouge

pretty much 100% deaf, uses hearing aids.

has some kinda smt going on because of the way she grew up but fuck if anyone knows what it actually is.

Blaze

Had anorexia for years, which has caused a lot of muscle weakness. Now that she's in recovering, things are a lot better, but she still uses a cane most of the time.

has depression, anxiety and self-worth issues due to being bullied as a child. not just for her flame powers

double anxiety bc of people trying to take her shit

Silver

similar to Blaze, weak thanks to a really bad diet as a kid.

due to genetic mutations caused by radiation, contamination of drinking water & food, and extreme changes in the environment, silver has four arms

also a really weird immune system that flip-flops from being disturbingly strong to scarily weak (can eat actual trash somehow but a cold puts him out of the running for weeks)

anxiety + separation issues. tries to be stoic abt it tho

has dyscalculia And dyslexia, struggles with understanding english especially

Vanilla

chronic exhaustion + fibromyalgia from a young age. sort of worried cream will end up having it too

Cream

weak immune system due to lots of childhood illness. might not be able to be vaxxed bc of it

gets ear infections really easily, made significantly worse w all the dirt she kicks up from flying with her ears

unspecified panic disorder due to trauma. tries to stay brave

Charmy / charmie / charmee

constantly low blood sugar due to weird bee stuff + inconsistent diet as a kid

he thinks hes funny :/

might have autism and/or adhd

Espio

undiagnosed mobility issues. can climb fine, but has trouble walking and cant run. uses a cane

anxiety he refuses to talk abt to anyone except the other chaotix and, very rarely, silper

Vector

self-inflicted hearing loss. went to too many concerts

developed anxiety after taking care of charmy and espio for so long. thanks kids

Sticks

OCD. tends to unintentionally encourage tails's delusions. currently getting experimental therapy thats working rlly well

somehow has almost every possible vitamin deficiency

Eggman

tics similar to sonic and tails's

OSDD

NPD

Neo Metal Sonic

transfeminine metal sonic from the main au

chronic headaches after episode metal

joints tend to seize up when chilly for too long. although shes immune to water, its worse when shes cold

tics due to system errors / bugs she and tails cant fix. she doesnt actually mind them since it makes her feel more connected to her bros :]

memory problems also after episode metal

due to her memory problems she has to memorize stuff by repeatedly being given info and it takes way longer for her to learn things compared to other computers so i think she has a learning disability? bc of that?

has weird backwards sensory issues. lack of harsh lighting or metallic noises unsettles and can overwhelm her

might have NPD

has delusions. getting better at recognizing them, which helps her help tails more

Hyper Metal Sonic

second, transmasculine metal sonic from a spinoff au

self-induced chronic pain (wtf bro)

joints also seize up when cold

Sage

doesnt feel much physically, which leads to her getting bad injuries she barely recognizes for ages

autism beast

Scourge

popcorn lung due to smoking several packs of cigarettes daily so his voice sounds more gruff

everything sonic has also

[beef-fajitas]

i just finished watching the ninjago pilot (which somehow, id never watched before??) and as i was watching it, i put down my fav parts and my reactions :3

its a pretty long post if youre on mobile so ill put everything under the cut

"its called four weapons, not for browsing. either buy something, or go peddle your insults somewhere else" KAI.

ONE OF THE SKELETON HEADS POPPING OFF ITS BODY AND THEN BITING KAIS ANKLES IM DYING

random small detail i noticed, the shop has a landline? i wonder if it still works and if so, who they would even call-

"ouaugh. so failed." master wu is kais biggest hater rn and im loving it

HELP KAI USING HIS TOOTHBRUSH TO FIGHT OF THE REST OF THE NINJA IS SO FUNNY

ummm the way cole interrupts jay trashing kai when they all finally talk? and kai sassing him back??

"wait a minute. im still black" cole 😭

wu: jay is blue, master of lightning jay: heh, thats not all im the master of. i do a little inventing, i dabble in model building, touch of cooking, a little poetry. cole: more like mouth of lightning

kai letting out like a little laugh when wu announces cole?? and then "nice to meet ya, kid. i got your back. and for the record, there aint nothing in this world im afraid of." jhisdiaugivdsahiojoi they make me soooo ibogyuvfwBIQORYBEGFHIUirgyhiiobpyfuhogiuybpty 😔👉🏳️‍🌈

jay: gasp we're saving a girl? 😳 is she hot? 😏 cole: jayy 😒 jay: i- i just wanna know w-what we're getting ourselves into… 😟 does she like blue? 🤨 kai: back. off. 😡 wu: 🧍‍♂️

cole being the front of the horse carriage theyre all pulling??? symbolic who 🤭

"do not use the weapon. for its power-" "yeah yeah yeah, its too much for us mortals. alright guys, lets chop sockey this lemonade stand"

the random skeleton. grunting? groaning? ambience 😭

"ohahahahaoh! i found something!" "ughh thats another rock, you bonehead!" "but its shaped like a donut! i wonder if it tastes like one…" random skeletons u will always b so funny to me ⭐️

OMG AT THE TIMESTAMP 17:28 JAY WHISPERS TO KAI BUT IDK IF THE SOUND QUALITY IS JUST SHIT OR WHATEVER, BUT IT DOES NOT SOUND LIKE JAYS REGULAR VA. IT LWKY SOUNDS DEMONIC

"hey before you race off again, you need to remember. we're a team." "yeah, whatever" kai honey, cole is trying his best. pls reciprocate just a little bit. :(

coles little whimper when he comes face to face samukai 😭😭

jay making sound effects as hes fighting all the skeletons <333

omg jay is the first to figure out spinjitzu aaaaa!! i always wondered abt that ngl

oh. oh thats interesting. we get a look inside jays tornado. whats interesting is that hes moving at his normal speed (maybe a tiny bit slower? not rlly noticeable tho) but all the skeletons around him are basically turtle slow/not really moving at all. but hes also holding a conversation at normal speed with the ninja outside of his tornado? and theyre not even doing spinjitzu? ugh sjhjqhyturw;qkjkhtvgiulqbor i NEED to know how that works right NEEEOOOWWWW

"i sense you do not stand a chance 😏🤨" zane that was so smooth??? and for what??? 😍

cole flexing and saying "ha, guess they dont want another serving of these babies" while the camera pans to jay and kai just. absolutely hating on him. plasma being hater bfs is SO canon 😘

"no, kai, sensei told us not to!" "then you better keep your mouth shut." kai that was so rude wtf 😟 for once its not actually jays fault my dude

kai and cole high fiving after getting out of there :3

"i told you not to use the scythe!" "he did it-" "i warned him not to, sensei-" jay and cole both stepping away from kai and pointing at him 😭

____________

IN CONCLUSION: kai is a dickhead, jay is a fuckboy, zane has weirdo rizz, and cole is perfect <3 (/hj cole is actually the mom friend)

[kibblemode]

do you have a favorite side character that you'd love to give one focus/centric episode ever ? + what would it be about ? also do you have any general info or anything on Alkalibans (:

how would Lenarr describe his hypothetical best day ever/what kind of plans would he make & what kinds of things would he try/do

SNILES... i typed a whole ass novel but it didnt save bc tumblr mobile fucking sucks ass & cock so here i go AGAIN u get a Slightly shorter version sorry😢 numbered for cool

1. i think meredith or arthur deserve their Own episode.....meredith technically is In a lot & has a lot abt her but not specifically from her POV...pic unrelated my mumma

2. theres some stuff being worked out still but also theres some things i have kinda figured out but not enough 2 describe....ill separate the types of stuff i Do have 4 u..very long sorry

biology & wildlife-

basically alkalibans are very bug-like, the little colored bits on their arms & tails are actually a type of carapace or exoskeleton & instead of puberty like humams they go thru a long molting process which usually ends at like 13ish w/ sexual maturity at around 19 or 20. i have to redraw this shitty ass chart someday but heres a baby grub born of an egg and a toddler + some stuff thats specific to ppl from the coast. whether an individual can produce eggs is not rlly linked to AGAB and is pretty much random. average lifespan is like 200-210 w the oldest alkaliban ever living to 228

some ppl keep the venomous trait into adulthood (for example zach has this), its kinda like how some ppl have that useless tendon in their wrist. most venom isnt That powerful but for some ppl its pretty lethal. theres easily accessible & effective antivenoms available for alkalibans, for ppl from earth its still being worked on. its pretty much like having bandaids around, its just seen as something that Happens sometimes & isnt a huge deal usually

alkalibans dont have a traditional sense of smell, thats what the antennae are for. also their little pawpads on their hands can pick up scent but not As strongly. like how u can smell with ur mouth but its not that good or useful. also silly fun fact noodle only having 1 antenna is a minor birth defect, comparable to being born with like a missing toe or some minor shit. it does mean hes kinda """noseblind""" tho which actually kinda benefits him bc he literally worked as a fishmonger at his parents local business for like half his life

normally markings show up (if they have any) after molting. also molting takes like 3-4 years to complete other than that alkalibans mostly age on the same timeline as humans do, but a bit slower after around 80 or so. also some misc stuff im not retyping

all native wildlife is considered endangered/protected and can only be handled or farmed by professionals (tex and his family are highly respected since they deal with farming from both native and spliced species) 75-80% of plants + animals on alkaliba are originally from earth but genetically modified for the climate on alkaliba or to suit the populations needs. its Very common to have hybrid pets, also anyone coming in contact with anything relating to alkaliban wildlife is either certified to do so or INSANELY rich (BUT ALSO NEEDS REQUIRED SUPERVISION OR APPROVAL FROM MULTIPLE PROFESSIONALS) some pics of wildlife i did lol

astronomy-

most of the stuff relating to this is outdated but i do have this..alkaliba is actually similar enough to earth that ppl from both planets can live on the other with like only a Few small issues. alkaliba has less oxygen and slightly lower gravity, & is also a bit warmer (lowest temp ever recorded was 46F, highest is still being measured but so far itd be like 211F) also no snow Anywhere Ever. alkalibans have awful cold tolerance. and theres only 2 or 3 continents i have yet to name them

social/culture(?)-

this parts the one ive been working on recently so probably not as long or coherent...its somewhat comparable to earth bc like most things the culture is Also borrowed but there Are some unique things. i think itd be considered rude to have ur tail positioned upwards or away from urself or kind of like. it can be taken as a threat/aggression since thats where the stinger is?? its more polite to keep it pointed down & as close to u as possible, & for ppl with spikes its best to keep them retracted unless its a genuine threat display otherwise u look like an asshole. also keeping claws filed down is a common thing too, some ppl dont and its seen as kinda weird or like gives an intimidating or straight up bad impression on occasion but at the end of the day its a personal choice

an alkalibans horns are a Really personal part of them, like itd be genuinely really fucking offensive to touch them w/o permission & is usually reserved for romantic partners (its like having tits Sort of. like the social rules are on the same track. also for some ppl they do have like a purpose in a sexual setting, its different for everyone). "sharpening" them on stuff is Kindof common practice but mostly just for fun, not rlly bc it has a (modern) purpose or anything but also they do just get itchy sometimes (sometimes it gets REALLY uncomfortable during the later stages of molting tho, its considered kind of a "childish" behavior to some ppl but a large majority dgaf). i also think rubbing horns against someone/something with their scent on it is a sign of DEEP trust & affection & is Also usually reserved for partners or Really Really close friends or family

im still working on history but i do know they dont separate years by months necessarily, they use quarters instead with each having 4 months. i have yet to name all 4 quarters tho. BUT in the early 2nd quarter they do have a national holiday celebrating melody & her contribution to alkalibas survival since she Is kind of a religious figure there

also alkaliba is separated into zones a lot like countries that literally exist on earth. like how zach & hayate are japanese, indie & pèpîne are french, noodle is mexican tex is american etc etc u get it. its mostly cartoon logic but its nice 2 have an actual reason LOL ok thats the end of this one hi

3. OUGH...lenarrs LOVES yellowstone his dad would take him & ruben out there on occasion & theyd stay in a remote cabin he loved it. i literally have an episode where lenarr makes tix & zach take him (& tiabi) there and its awesome. i think his favorite thing ever would be the springs🥹 i think just spending time there w arthur & zach & tix & tiabi would be the best ever to him

[howlingmoonn]

Not to diagnose myself through tumblr or something but does anyone know what could cause this (see below) so i can do further research and possibly fix it?

I have a huge disconnect from my body and my mind. In my mind I am someone completely different. It started when I was young, I used to fluctuate between different characters and my entire self would become that character (I remember Diamond and Katy from books by Jaqueline Wilson). When I was maybe 11 I attached to an OOC muggle au version of Bill Weasley that I created and haven't been able to let go. I don't like HP anymore. In fact I hate it. But in my mind I AM a character from it (kinda tho hes more an OC at this point.)

When I picture myself I look like him. Tall, ginger, long curly hair, facial hair and facial scars, I use a mobility aid (I am physically abled irl so thats a big problem), I am much older (54 to be exact) and I have a wife and kids. I have a deep voice and flat chest with top surgery scars and I am much skinnier than I actually am.

[THIS PARAGRAPH TALKS ABOUT SELF HARM] When I was younger I began to self harm in the hopes that I'd develop scars like his. I was never "brave" enough to do it on my face but my arms were covered because in my head Bill has the same scars. The same placement even. It turned into a SH addiction that I still haven't gotten rid of. When I was younger I also tried to disable myself. I tried to break my legs so I could use crutches or a wheelchair and I would listen to those "subliminal" things to cause permanent illness (of course it never worked). I now know that was like...completely deranged and wrong and I would never do that now, but it was my experience at the time.

[Self Harm TW ends here]

Nowadays I just struggle with hearing my voice or looking in the mirror. I say it's cause im trans but honestly idk if i would even be trans if it wasn't for this weird attachment to Bill. I struggle because i have short hair and its very straight but he has curly long hair. My hair is brown but his is a light orange. Im 5'5 but hes 6'1. I have a feminine high voice but his is very masculine and deep. Even the accent is off. His is northern Irish and mine is kiwi. Hes in his 50s and im 17. I could go on but ill stop there.

The only time I've felt right is when I've cosplayed him. I don't know why im like this. I dont want to be attached to him. I want to let go of him and just accept who i am but i cant. Some days are worse than others. Sometimes i can forget about him and i can actually just be me but then days like now i struggle so much with the fact that im not actually him....

Anyway, does anyone have ideas as to what this is? And yes yes i know "ask a professional" but i dont have access to that so im asking the internet so i can do further research myself and hopefully find a way to treat this issue.

[saltminerising]

/736798381101449216/saltminerising736778195787988992-angry-enough

laughing my ass off at this and some of the other responses

> bro come back. your link bro come back your link—

> do you think when someone tells you to go fuck yourself they like, actually mean that? do you know what a figure of speech is?? anyway. go fuck yourself <3

> sure i've bought gems before! not anymore tho <3 also i dont need an adblocker bcos im mobile-bound and the ads cant even load LMAO

> wow i can name so many games with accessibility features! did you know rdr2 has options for whether you have to press and hold a button, or only tap it once? or that cult of the lamb will let you invert the title screen to a cool spooky dark mode? wow! maybe do your research next time!

> did you know ableism is real but that people are also kind and caring and will do their best to help you? almost like things don't have to be ableist. shocking i know. also ty for explaining ableism to me, a disabled person <3

also for anyone wondering: the devs have said a flat no to mapping keys to controllers. THAT is why i am angry. the coli is already wildly inaccessible and a controller gives no benefit beyond being easier on the hands (bcos they were DESIGNED to be held for long periods of time) and yet? the devs said no.

for those of you who think this is bullshit too, may i suggest submitting a contact us abt it if you can. SHOW me that ppl can change.

but if they don't? well, ill be using a controller anyway <3 i deserve an equal chance to participate in notn, and if the devs disagree? yeah. they can still choke on it <3

[rebornologist]

Hi! I absolutely adored the headcanons of gokudera with an s/so with chronic pains! I was wondering if ud be willing to write something for yamamoto with a best friend that is chronically ill? (Like has chronic fatigue and uses mobility aids sometimes,absolutely understandable if that is too specific tho)

Either way i wish you a wonderful day and hope ur pillow is always nice n cool! ✨

Oh sweet anon, I am #blessed by your wish for a nice comfy pillow ♡♡ I'm not too sure how I feel about these, bc I had to do my best to draw from experience with friends, but my heart goes out to all of my tired angels in chat

♡ Takeshi Yamamoto with a chronically ill best friend ✧

He always wants to help out however he can, to make sure his best friend is comfortable, and whenever they need a shoulder to lean on for any physical or emotional reassurance. He's the first person they can go to if they ever need a little assistance with a task that can be physically taxing, or even just someone to help them get from point A to point B in the case of a space having poor accessibility.

His mental health, especially in his youth, banked on how well he was able to perform athletically, so he can’t really imagine the emotional toll that it would take on someone to be exhausted and have to find ways to manage that in their day-to-day life. He had a hard time empathizing with their experience initially, but he does his best to try to attune to them when they share how they feel. It just takes some time to let the information absorb into his jock brain.

He initially gave some silly recommendations for how to nourish and energize, but found out that some of the foods that make him feel great actually cause flare ups for them or knock them on their ass. He has a habit of offering to share snacks whenever he has any, but isn’t phased when they decline. He’s curious what works for them and tends to ask what they found helpful in their daily life just because they function so differently from him, and he wants to be supportive however he can, including staying informed. 

Takeshi tunes in to the energy level of a space and the people in it fairly well, despite his ditzy personality. He knows more than he lets on, and he learns to notice the small signs that his friend may need to sit or lie down. He really truly appreciates them showing up physically for his games because he knows that they may be about ready to just ktfo right there on the stands, but they still cheer for him and it definitely motivates him to push himself as well.

[coredrill]

currently experiencing emotions previously known only to mobile fighter g gundam fans on [googles] WHAT THE FUCK G GUNDAM ENDED ON MARCH 31?????? AND BRAVERN’S GONNA END ON MARCH 28??????? these are not the same dates but they are Close………………anyways i am currently experiencing emotions known only to mobile fighter g gundam fans on march 27, 1995

all of the new sekiha love love tenkyouken fanarts coming out today I NEVER LOSE 😭😭 also i know i said before that i didn’t expect them to Actually reference that scene cause bravern’s been fairly light on the direct references thus far but like. after the last episode i think It Could. simply bc it could (theoretically) be used in a way that makes sense for the story and their character arcs. which is how the past references have been used!!!! like. even the cross-counter fakeout in ep5 bc isami and smith are Not rivals and therefore denied that visual communication w the audience and then the cross-counter actually landing in ep11 bc bravern and superbia Are. this show is so smart and i love it so much. also i think it would be really funny if a young gay smith saw the clips of domon’s booty in the mobile trace suit that the show loves to put onscreen and was like. i gotta watch this LMFAO

the show getting more fans is v cool but Holy Wow are my notifs unuseable LMFAO. i think this worked out well tho cause all us mecha/toku freaks who have been following along the whole time could have peak “this show is a strange disease that afflicts only mecha/toku freaks” hours during eps like. 5-9 while smith was doing the same shit onscreen LMAO. it’s rly funny seeing ppl caught off guard by smith=bravern too cause by the time it happened in real time i feel like we’d all talked ourselves out of it happening simply because it was Too obvious……..idk i think it’s super fun to see the different experiences a show can give someone watching weekly versus binging it :] also hopefully this means there will be bravern stuff at cons………i’ve cosplayed as miyu at two cons already and literally only one person between them knew who i was so 😩

also i lied when i said i had no wishes for the finale. i want ep12 to show me at least one frame of isami with a smile on his face and Not end with destruction. it happened in ep4 at the bar and with japan burning. it happened in ep8 w smith and then he fucking died. it happened in ep11 w bravern and then HE fucking died. let the man be happy 😭 like i know it’s gonna be a happy ending but STILL idk how i have survived 11 weeks of this cause i feel ILL. LMAO. the shrimp emotions are Real

[werehounded]

i'm in love and it's made me so inexplicably happy that they love me too, i can't over estimate that tbh! (like my love life has been tumultuous at best for years and being able to settle in with someone is so lovely. that regularity of contact daily, soft conversations, finding out little things about them as time goes on, feeling whole and complete and HAPPY!!) I genuinely think that along with it just being Hadley znd the fact that i adore them, the fact that we're both some variety of queer is healing, too. I don't have a trans joy tat for nothing, and being with someone who accepts you and your body and your bad days and good? Someone who accepts your transition journey for what it is, and affirms your gender and presentation at every damn turn? It's amazing.

i'm becoming more independent again after a major disabling event/illness/syndrome/whatever you wanna call it too, with the help of my wheelchair and mobility aids! (and it's so nice that my love is accepting of my need for help too. their only request? that when i'm using my chair, we can still hold hands. i mean. how lucky am i!!!)

i'm sorting out my mental health too! it's so much better than it was two years ago when i was dx'd bpd/eupd (tho my gp thinks i'm autistic and it could be a misdiagnosis as psych tablets don't help me much if at all even tho I'm on lots of them for dual nerve pai a nd psych reasons) and that's down to letting myself have a better life! i'm daring to hope things for the future where before i didn't see any future for myself two years ago. i thought i wouldn't make it to 33 and yet here i am, a month away from that and so happy i could burst

i still have bad days and low days but they're so much fewer than they once were. at one point it was all day every day and i felt overwhelmed and sad and paranoid and it's all melting away now. v slowly, but it is. i feel like my old self again, pre-angelique which was years ago but had such a heavy effect on my relationships that i couldn't hold anything serious down, and pre-cauda equina too. i will never physically be the same as before ces, but i'm beginning to think i can be who i was when i was like 21 or 19 and genuinely happy with my life.

i will likely never hold down a job. that's just something i have to accept. but. despite that one thing i can't change at all, i'm so happy lately!! i'm accepting my limitations and pushing where i feel able to. hadley has made me so happy, just by being there, and being them, and loving me in return. i feel so desired and loved and wanted despite never having really been the kind of person who believes that about themselves before now, (especially not where my physical body is concerned bc of dysphoria and dysmorphia but! hadley loves me for me and god, isn't that refreshing!!) my improving mobility and mood can't be understated too, while I'll probably always need a powered wheelchair cos I just can't walk long distances, getting around indoors is easier at least. I'm actually doing my physio since my ces too which is def helping.

Idk. All this to say that I'm so damn happy with my life and I never thought that I'd feel this way again. More than I did before, even, in fact. Things do get better. You will find a person, or people, who love you for you. Whether that's romantic, platonic, or you're someone who doesn't distinguish between the two. You'll find love of some kind. And it'll heal you. Along with gently pushing yourself to get better tbh. If I wasn't pushing to get better even before hadley told me that they love me, I don't think I'd have been in the heads pace to accept that and love them as wholly as I do. It's hard to love someone and accept their love when you feel broken, so its good that I was on the mend while we were becoming closer, too!

It's corny. But it does get better. I promise. From someone who thought they wouldn't be alive now. Trust me.

[tosahobi-if]

I've yet to encounter a twine IF that doesn't work on mobile but considering I somehow never got interested in any cs games at all me and that anon probably have vastly different tastes 😅

Im glad you're working on twine rn cause I need so much saves... I have literal save folders for twine games that allow to download them. I would probably not survive cs 😆

I would still read your IF even if you'll decide to move to cs later tho, even if ill have to struggle using it 🙏

twine will be fun! the branching is already a lot easier for me than cs, and you bring up good points about save files hehe i didn't think of those at all. i probably won't switch back again just because that's a loooot of coding for me to do so we'll stay with twine for now!