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I just wanted to say I really like your art and appreciate that you share it with us. I know there are very vocal people out there who bring up past mistakes, but I and many others have seen you take accountability and change. I think this nk person is just chronically online and likes drama. Some people just cannot accept the fact that people can make mistakes and then grow. There is a common mentality nowadays of "once wrong, always wrong." Your work is beautiful, and we can see the hard work you put into it.
I'm normally a quiet reblogger but I'm sending this because I want you to know you still do have a lot of people who support you and your work!
i am relieved to hear this. all i want is to show i have taken accountability and changed. all i want is to prove my work is not ai. as long as my followers understand that i can feel some peace.


i want to be clear that im not saying i feel my mistakes were whatever. im also not sitting here buying into the belief that person is jealous. i hope i am making that clear. what i did was hurtful to some people, i want to acknowledge that. i have sat with this a long time. i eventually determined this to not be fair. especially line “whom you all love so much” which heavily suggests a gripe with the wrong thing, and not a genuine care that i have taken accountability.
i did not just remove the piece, i paid the artist double the profits and it was agreed upon and settled. i reached out to artists to apologize and ask for permission to keep certain works up. this is well documented.
but knowing this, because I told them Directly and they acknowledged they read it first, nk still proceeded to send two more callouts and linked a post where they accuse me of being ai and selling copied work for profit.
these are very heavy allegations that can destroy an artist and so it needs Ongoing substantial proof. Nk could not provide any but treated it as such. its careless disregard. so i agree they wanted a reaction. they do not actually care even if they claim to have followed me back at one point. like that means anything given the rest of the context.
the fact is i have lost many many mutuals and friends from this. i have since experienced multiple cases of using the same reference as another artist and being accused of copying and stealing from them because of this. See yunonai, that one draco malfoy fic, and that sad suguru where he’s touching his eyes. i no longer have the benefit of doubt for a lot of people. i can work on accepting that as my fault, my problem. but i cannot accept what nk specifically did.
the final straw for me was not that i woke up with a vendetta to settle. it was seeing other artists and creators doing the same things with no consequence. it was seeing them take far less accountability. while i sit and try hard to make things right only to be told repeatedly its not enough.
#ask#delete later#ill start posting again soon#on twitter im just doing reruns of old works#but tumblr has now become my doted on child#so i dont wanna do the same here
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Hi!! Your Cherik is so good and gorgeous 🤩🤩 If you don't mind wanna try to draw some Fall of X Cherik please?
thank you so much !!
i have a couple of ideas relating to the fall of x period specifically since theres. A Lot i wanna play with, so i hope this lil thing may be a satisfactory start :]]
and the obligatory bonus:
#xmen#xmen comics#fall of x#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#erik magnus lehnsherr#max eisenhardt#professor x#magneto#snap sketches#for clarity on of this tag ramble im calling magneto max OK ok#sorry it took me a while to answer- ive been busy this week !#but yah like i said theres a lot of Fall Of X moments i wanna poke at#one i really wanted to doodle around was max's time with the shadow king from Resurrection of Magneto#the third issue is prob my fave in general if im so tbh .... but i wont prattle bout that ill go back to my previous prattle#i dont think i have a comic in mind prob just a doodle with shadow charles....#i mean if im devious enough i can def turn it into a comic but for now i just know i wanna do something with that#honestly even this moment i might revisit when i have more time to draw something. a lil better#i dont hate this its a sound start- but i THINK i wanna draw a smooch. a lil kiss. idk we'll see#cause im cheeky like that. 'will this be the last time i see you' 'girl idk we can kiss about it though' etc etc#god not to get off topic but im so curious what will happen with these two ... but thats for a diff post i guess#honestly if you guys have any runs i should read lemme know !! i just finished way of x and bar that ive just been reading the 60s issues#i have a couple on my list i wanna check out but im always excited to look into recs if yall think theyre worth it !!#but ya. thats all from me for now#my time is so finite this week i hope i can draw these sillies again soon .. i have a lot of ideas i fear#maybe i can sneak in one more doodle tonight ... <- doubtful
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I'm home, with moonlight on the river, saying my goodbyes
I'm home, there's moonlight on the river, everybody dies
I can’t stop myself from adding one (1!) “Read more” so heres the og sketch so you can see Noct’s face <3
#wof#wof oc#Seawing#controlling myself I wanna go on a ten page rant about these two but I shant ..#I have so much oc art I’ve never posted but I wanna start posting again so just for fun for Me everyone gets to see oc art#but for brief small context these are my ocs Noctilu (right) and Astrolabe (left) & its about Astro dealing with the fact that Noct is gonn#die some day soon & Astro will inevitably outlive him because its a story about terminal illness thumbs up#the story is written through the perspective of Noct most of the time but this song fit Astro’s perspective better#it was in a handful of Spotify song requests from m dear friends#my*#guh I didnt realize how On The Nose the lyrics where until putting them on the post damn#I know I’ve posted Noct’s ref & gotten some beautiful fanart of him before hopefully its all in that tag#spins in circles i love them dearl#dearly!! my ‘y’ key hasnt been working lately :( gotta press down on it intensely </3 realizing how many words have ‘y’ in them#tideart#oc: astrolabe#oc: noctilu#oc
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Dethklok as the Spice Girls

#metalocalypse#dethklok#fanart#mtl#pickles the drummer#skwisgaar skwigelf#toki wartooth#nathan explosion#william murderface#polyklok#skwistok#nickles#all up for interpretation yadda yadda yall know the drill#pacdadart#spice girls#okay tags out of the way-- as seen by it being awhile since i last posted mtl art this will likely be the last thing i post for this fandom#until it grabs hold of me again of course#i have started getting into twin peaks lately so hopefully ill put some fanart of that here soon
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the usual
#hope if u see this u are doing well i am in a torture maze#ill post again soon as always i am drawing a lot i just never post anything#i wanna start using instagram bc i love the impermanence of stories.. and im sick of twitter lol i want another way to interact w ppl#ok <3 gnight#jerma#jerma985#jerma fanart#tree art
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Nekoma at an arcade… Tora trying to impress Fukunaga at the boxer punch machine but right before he swings Lev pops up from behind to see whats going on. It spooks Tora enough that he misses, slams his head into the punching bag, and nearly gives himself a concussion. Fukunaga’s impressed for all the wrong reasons.
#mmmm full arcade post coming soon maybe#lots of funny scenarios from that concept methinks#also if you havent noticed im sorta on hiatus?? classes started again soo#if ive missed your art sorry mooties ill catch up later#fukunaga shouhei#yamamoto taketora#fukutora#lev is also here but i will not tag out of spite#ant's rambling tag woo
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🌺 hrothgar! @nowanfox.bsky.social, to be exact!
comm for said hroth on said site awawawa
#hrothgar#final fantasy xiv#ffxiv oc#ffxiv art#ffxiv wol#my art#artists on tumblr#sho.scribbles#sho.commissions#furry#furry art#sfw furry#anthro#anthro art#with this done i can start taking comms again soon#im updating my price sheet rn tho#ill make a post later#for now hope yall had a happy new years and all#awawawa
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mtt mediveal au where horror and dust are rulers of 2 rival kingdoms and killer is an assassin or whatever the hell both of them coincidentally hired to kill the other. this is actually just an excuse to see how badly i can misspell medviel until i get it right by sheer luck
#also this is 5000% mttpoly propaganda#i actually discussed this already with best bro but i never revealed it to the public eye Lul#have designs. have ideas for the kingdoms. however thats it x3 its more of a doodle whenever you remember it au#horrordust beefing while killer sits there and eats popcorn (or i guess corn in this context....no microwaves....) is always appreciated#bro drew a hilarious little doodle for it and i absolutely love the doodles x3#'at least i dont rule over dust piles' 'ok well at least i dont feed my people human meat'#damn they really going at it ‼️‼️ says killer as he takes a bite from his corn on a knife#kiler WANTS to try and kill either of them but imagine theyre both trying to one up each other on the deals#'a... agh anonymous sponor wants to give me 10000 G' 'ILL DO 15000'#killer goes back to dust and hes like 15000 now. dust sighs. damn it. 20000#and it just keeps on going back and forth and back and forth because killer is greedy 😭😭😭 he wants those moneys...........#it has a cool and kinda serious concept but i'll be so fr i can't take jackshit seriously#someone else could totally do better for this au heheh but uhhh i am! lazy!#man posting on tumblr again after the giant break i took because of the killer analysis is so wonderful#this is so fun x333#i gotta come up with a silly April fools gimmick soon idk. who knows. maybe ill start typing weird or smth idk hehehe#tricule rant
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Reaching 100+ followers on holiday!? My goodness-
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Lol bought a sketchbook on holiday cuz i couldn't fight the urge to not draw 👍





Threw myself in there for sum reason
#aryannouncement#ttte henry#ttte gordon#ttte james#ttte gabriel#ttte sebastian#thomas and friends#ttte#ttte au#ttte fanart#ttte humanized#IM BACK BTW#and school is starting again soon 😭#but ill try to keep posting 🥲
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i will be at katsucon in national harbor next weekend :) if anyone wants to say hi, ill have my pink furby ita bag with my name on it and a BHO logo pin on my badge lanyard! ill be suiting on saturday as ralsei from deltarune so definitely say hi if you recognize me. i (or my handler if im in suit) will have stickers to give out ;)
#not villainous#ive been sooooo busy since october#maybe before i leave ill pop some old art in my queue for yall?#but like. i havent drawn anything for myself in a hot minute#once my christmas cards start arriving maybe i can post some of that art idk#i did do one villainous one at least?#but like. god. since october ive ran 2 secret santas#one with over 150 participants#i served on a jury for 3 weeks#i built an entire fursuit partial (my first one)#and in 3 days im gonna meet adam in person for the first time 💖💖💖💖#and im going to see haley again for the first time in like 5 or 6 years. i miss my horse!!!!#i also played clinical trial which ill make some fanart for soon#if you like my fics#PLEASE play clinical trial. youll love it#i wanna make a game this year rahhhh#okay thats it bye#EDIT: i lied. one more thing#do you guys wanna see au art? i dont think i ever really posted my au stuff#i mean i guess a lot of it is weird kink art but like whatever. who cares#like this post if you do. or dont. whatever
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ohh javieran … javieran post kieran’s death .., javier is a poor lonesome cowboy in america a long way from home with no more sweetheart to sit and talk with him ooohhh can anyone hear me ….
#someone on tiktok found poor lonesome cowboy in an old archival-esque book of cowboy and campfire songs and as soon as i saw this i gasped#ummm burst into tears actually ! thanks ! i’m so sad !#poor lonesome coyotito who parted from his city and who has no sweetheart to sit and talk with him ☹️#they make me miserable#i was just gonna put this in my drafts but i already have 15 drafts and i fear if i continue to put ideas in my drafts “for later���’ i will#never make another post again … so instead of setting myself up for disappointment i’m just gonna start posting like i do on twt#which is where i post every unfiltered thought i have :)#it’s MY blog and I get to make useless textposts constantly because i know im incapable of making any actual content atm#i’m hoping to draw something based off of this some day though :( i’m already having ideas#usually i sit in my mind palace and tinker with my au where kieran lives but unfortunately sometimes i must face reality and think about#javier’s loss and heartbreak in canon <//3#i need to rewatch kieran’s death cutscene and see where javier is and what he does because i’ll have to write his initial#response to grief depending on that :/#whether he’s frozen in disbelief or actively involved in the retrieval of kieran’s body (if he’s even around at all)#javier isn’t really the type to scream and sob out in pain in the moment but i do think that when he finally had a moment to himself (likely#all the way in chapter six considering how chaotic everything gets and how he’s involved in like … everything following that) (which also re#minds me that he literally goes and gets tortured in guarma immediately after losing his lover. i have to kill myslf. anyway.)#i think it probably hits him like a train and he begins to hack and throw up like the weight of grief is literally crushing his organs from#the inside out 😕 javier escuella the lover that you are sets you up for such devastating heartbreak im so sorry#idek how much i want to tag this. maybe ill pull a moss and start using my own tags for characters#rdr2#image#hero's talking to himself again#hero’s kieran#hero’s javier#hero’s javieran#just so i dont have to clog up tags 💛#i will tag#javieran#as normal though
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me when time moves forward at a steady pace: how the fuck is it more than halfway through july already. this fuckers rapidly sprinting when im not looking huh
#i have so many things i need to do#before the semester starts again this fall#i need to work on comms. i need to work on a project due the end of the month. i want to do artfight. i want to make art for myself. i want#to do art studies. i want to start an alt drawing more suggestive stuff. i mean what who said that mustve been the wind#and thats just the things related to drawing.#i need to organize my room. i need to learn [redacted]. i want to cook more. i want to socialize more. i want to play games. i want to-#watch and read and listen to so many things#yet i have a finite amount of time to do everything#and half of a day is consumed by me just snoozing#and when i do work on something i feel like im Not Efficient Enough.#i cant just chill in vcs i need to be productive and draw too. and if i dont make significant progress then I Have Failed.#i cant just watch New Season of Show. thats Time Focused on One Singular Activity. gotta do multiple things at once or ill feel bad after#because i know that once the semester starts back up then im gonna be 90% less online#back to the depths of graphic design hell making infographics and powerpoints and brand identities#not having the time to draw anything furry or for myself for several months#anywho its 5am#i should go to sleep#sorry for the ramble im just. only now realizing how little time i have#when i wake up i have to really lock in on drawing and stuff#ive wasted so much time playing a game this past week#if i hadnt played it idve made so much more progress by now and im kicking myself so bad mentally now that im like mostly done w the game#gahhh#anywho yeah sorry for the ramble ill post more soon#sho.scramblin
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haha what if i heal my inner hurts and trauma through a silly ninja turtles au…..hah thatd be sooo cringe hahaa
……….unless 👀
#👀👀👀👀👀#what….what if……theyre a family………#that openly shares affection…… and protects each other……..#and genuinely love each other…..like unconditionally…..without stipulations or expectations…….#whoa 😯#just silliness#i am once again daydreaming about my rat sons au#and leo talking to his dad about all his insecurites#specifically about being trans#and making myself cry with the sheer unyeilding love this papa has for his queer son#i have so many Thoughts you guys i need to share with u#also! im not dead!!#i swear ill start reblogging and posting normally again soon
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hey gang i am DEATHLY ill 👍
#non iz post#ill start drawing again soon :))#i got a trenchcoat tho#so ive got that goin for me#freakkposts
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wanna revamp this blog n start being more active n shit maybe 👀
#hilarious thing to do as the f1 season ends ik BUT fe has got me excited abt motorsport for the first time in so long.....#i cant rn bc DEADLINES but maybe soon i remake my carrd n pinned and start posting properly again#probs never be as active as my peak rip endof2020-2021-startof2022#but yk im not really in a hashtag community online as much anymore and i miss it coz motorsportblr was home 4 so long#anyway what a ramble basically 🫶 love u all maybe ill be back foreal soon#rambles
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dude i hate having mine-imator ideas but not be able to do them because i dont have minecraft and cant import worlds
#mine imator#minecraft#i mean ill get it at some point but i know its not going to be any time soon unfortunately#also im still working on the dumb dumb animation ive just completely forgotten what i want to do with the end part#ive been listening to the song on loop for the past 30 minutes to try getting ideas#oh also i started playing roblox arsenal again#i forgot how toxic that game makes me#my tags are just the whole post at this point#bye chat
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