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I wanna ask the guy in charge of my brain chemistry why the hell he's having me split today after thinking my art was bad (still think so...) ...and somehow going "so because you're bad at art, you're bad at everything, you're not allowed to play sims and be happy, now go stare at a wall till you get tired or hungry enough to move"
Please make it stop I just wanna open my game and relax 😭💔
#jelly rambles#just a vent#ill probably delete this later#im becoming more aware of when i split now but that doesnt make the experience any less daunting and tiring...#like... i can tell its happening#i just cant stop it#bleh...
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You know your parents sure fucked up when you live 25+ years of your life thinking that touch starvation is a made up concept invented for fanfiction
#i just had a fucking crisis over it#wdym its an actual thing#people actually get sad when no one touches them????#like fr??????#what the fuck#cork life#ill probably delete this later#but seriously#what the actual fuck
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homie needs tattoos and a new personality
#the sims 3#vincent#my sims#i was just checking if his face was okay in game#ill probably delete this later#his new nose looks better than the last one lmaoooo
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Commissions are closed!! tysm to everyone who shared or liked or bought!! :3
#monkie kid#lego#lego monkie kid#lmk#sun wukong#lmk sun wukong#six eared macaque#lmk macaque#commission open#commission#digital commissions#commissions#ill probably delete this later#but for now#monkeys!!
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Way too many people drawing Assad's Armand white and I hate to see it
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slurping up these details like a scrummy soup yum yum
#good omens#good omens season 2#crowley#aziraphale#ill probably delete this later#i realise this is now spamming everyone but EVERYONE NEEDS TO SEEEEEE#SEEEEEEEEE#LOOK AT THEMMMMMM
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I'm not gonna lie.
I am terrified right now.
I'm scared for my trans sisters. I'm scared for Palestinians. I'm scared for myself. This feels so much worse than the first time he was elected.
Can someone hold my hand?
#mirmb speaks#us elections#personal#ill probably delete this later#in a few days#there are many worse things#but right now#being an American is frightening
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we can be Happy together . lets Be Friends! :)
#marvel rivals#OR!! Message me Here ! :)#ill probably delete this later#also its only 21+ because im only comfortable interacting with new people around Mine Age ghehe
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ehh i feel pretty down tonight and i can't do anything about it. can't even force myself to work properly on my new eruri piece.
have my buddy instead 🐈⬛ ♡
#my cat <3#my baby#feels like shit#sorry for being depressing#ill probably delete this later#jitsu's thoughts
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i think after this next event drops im gonna go on a long hiatus.
#jjae speaks#idk im just having a hard time lately#and i dont like making it other peoples problem#bc that feels too attention-seeking for me yk?#but fuck#some things are making it hard to want to be here anymore#ill probably delete this later#and ill probably pop jn every once in a while to drop a random fic or something#but ive lost that sense of family here
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Gender stuff idk I'm putting under a cut bc I dont think anyone really cares lmao
I feel guilty that I like my body so much as a trans man bc ig it makes me feel like i deserve to be a man less since other ppl take hormones and get surgery and workout simply bc they wanna feel comfy in their bodies but I don't have to do any of that I'm happy the way I am and I js feel stupid like why am I not a man in the way other ppl are? There's sm things I almost wish I didn't like ab myself but also I feel good bc im so able to play with my gender without guilt bc I know I'm a man so what does it matter if I have massive tits or like feminine clothes? But I feel so gross why don't I feel the way I should seeing ppl talk ab the goals they have and how they wanna look always makes me feel strange bc I dont have anything like that im satisfied as I am and i mean I think I lean more feminine in the way I view myself than most men but I'm still a man idk I think I view things too simplisticly but the way I think is I'm a man so my body is a man's body and that's sorta it I have no desire to change it much the only thing that pisses me off is that other ppl don't see it in the same way but I don't want to change im satisfied I js wish ppl would respect me as I am (this isn't to say there's anything wrong with surgery and hormones it's completely normal if that's what you want for yourself i js don't have any desire for it)
#this probably makes no sense and i sound so fucking whiny#i apologize#ill probably delete this later#me#whining
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Thinking about Gene and his mom
#my mommy issues are seeping into my brain and it wont stop#kiss#kiss band#gene simmons#kissblr#pookie bear#celebrity crush#kiss army#rock and roll#rock n roll#reality tv#reality television#i wish i had a loving and supportive mother like gene did#ill probably delete this later#gene simmons family jewels#Youtube
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At this point it seems like AI has infected practically everything to the point where I don't feel like I have any place to get away. How are there so many people who don't understand the point and value of art? How are there so many people who just disregard the effort and time needed to create? AI as a concept isn't even the bad part instead its humans who just don't respect each other. Which is so incredibly frustrating and so boringly predictable
#artlytalks#after sifting through job posting after job posting ft ai and then confirmation that tumblr and the host of my portfolio website#have sold out#im so angry at so much right now#this is just one little thing in the fucked time that we are living#ill probably delete this later#idkm
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Daily reminder to everyone that if your dog is dangerous and/or untrained and is known to be aggressive with other dogs or people, do not let them outside unleashed and do not leave them home alone if they have a history of getting out of the property while you're away!
Be responsible or don't own a dog.
#i have genuinely never felt more rage towards an animal until this day#just needed to get out some frustration#ill probably delete this later
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ASC Thudner Spoilers // Please lord, god almighty, when she finds out she can't have kits do NOT let it factor into the decision for her to possibly become/stay a medicine cat. So not make her believe "what's the point of being a warrior now?" in any capacity because of her now infertility.
I know the timeline is all messed up (Is she 8 or 9 moons? Or is she 12? I imagine her as 10 max but who knows, not the erins) but i would like Frostpaw to have time to actually decide if she wants to be a warrior or a medicine cat. Hell, i would take her deciding she wants to be both somehow! Or some other option for what a cat could be that she forages herself. Honestly, if anything i think i just so badly don't want her to conform and become a medicine cat because she feels like she has to or it's her only option. She so desperately needs the right and time to choose, and choose well. "She was never meant to be a medicine cat," that was great! The founders themselves had to reach out to Frostpaw to guide her and she had to meditate to strengthen her connection to them, as well as her own mental development to be ready (frankly i kinda hope she doesn't get any omen sense or standard dreams from other random Starclan cats, it makes her and Riverstar feel so much more special and unique). but she already has healing skills as noted by Nightheart so i could accept her if she decided to be one in an "I forge my own destiny and place" but It wasn't her choice to start her training, and her inner dialogue talks like she's accepted that now she has the connection she's just meant to be one, which also isn't her choice!. So i don't feel like she's ready to pick what she wants to do without it feeling like it's not entirely her choice and her choice alone. Let Frostpaw CHOOSE what she wants to be for the love of god please
#ill probably delete this later#im just ill about#frostpaw#she just has no choice so often#is her being spayed kind of to me another reflection of choice being taken from her?#a little but i LOVE IT jesus christ#i will support every choice she ever makes as long as it's HER choice#asc spoilers#asc#asc thunder#warrior cats#wc#a starless clan#i dont think or want the books to go there but a perma queen frostpaw au after this would be sweet
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#sighhhhh apparently im not really over that traumatic thing that happened on christmas years ago#i was trying to ignore it bc its fine. it doesnt affect my life any more. it happened so long ago#but i was so anxious going to sleep last night and then i had some horrible dreams and i just woke up with a pit of anxiety in my stomach#im not even that anxious or panicking about the traumatic thing though. my brain just hit the panic button and i cant stop ruminating#what if it never happened. what if i made different choices. what if i *was* different bc obviously everything is my fault#(i know its not)#anyways. ignore me sorry for vague mental illness posting on a holiday#but maybe i just need to stop celebrating christmas#but i dont think it would stop just like it didnt stop when i stopped celebrating my birthday :(#smh fandom holidays would never betray me like this#ugh i need to get up bc i know seeing other ppl will help but i just want to sulk in bed all day#ill probably delete this later#vent#personal
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