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I actually need to get back into the habit of eating 3 meals a day because each day im eating less and less. I keep forgoring 💀
#This uni diet is no laughing matter#Ill get better i promise#i had to go for a sit down meal tonight because i got kicked out the flat#Now im realising im struggling to eat just a burger#Whoopsy#THIS ISNT A SAD VENT POST#I GENUINELY JUST FORGET TO EAT
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Restarting inltober 2022 on day 9, nest
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let's do this dance again
#i love whatever freak situationship they have going on this season its wonderful#wild life#wlsmp#life series#traffic life#3rd life#trafficblr#grian#goodtimeswithscar#desert duo#scarian#one day ill get better at actually rendering shit i promise#spark draws
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too little, too late — m. fushiguro
a/n: megs i love u im sorry
megumi didn't realize how much you meant to him until it was far too late.
you had somehow settled in his heart, and whether you had meant to or not, he knew it was a dangerous game he was playing. he couldn’t let himself get attached—couldn’t stand to lose someone again—and so he didn’t. he tried his best to keep you at an arm’s length, denying the feeling any time a single thought of you would seep into his mind.
he wouldn’t—he couldn’t—allow himself that small bit of happiness, of warmth. he didn’t want to feel that familiar ache in his heart, and he didn’t want you to feel it either. he was protecting you, he told himself. he was stopping the inevitable before it even started.
he didn't realize how much you meant to him when the dagger had been driven through your body and into your heart, inadvertently into his own. he questioned why his world stopped right then and there, why it seemed as though the ground had been ripped out from under him.
he’d seen death before—this was no different, right? he knew it would happen eventually, just another casualty that shouldn’t have happened but happened anyway….so why couldn’t he tear his eyes away?
look away, for fuck’s sake, look away—
when your body hit the floor, he knew in that moment that he would make himself play that sound over and over again—he would never let himself forget it. he wasn’t allowed to, he told himself, for a reason unbeknownst to him then.
years later, when the day comes around and he sits in front of your resting place, reading your name off of the stone that he has memorized every jagged line and imperfection of, it was then that he finally realized just how much you meant to him.
and he would never get the chance to tell you. too little, too late.
katsu2ji © 2024. please don't copy, modify, or do anything of the sort with my work! i work very hard and you simply do not have my permission.
#⋆.˚ s writes!#— jjk!#…i did not intend for the first thing i wrote for megumi#to be so sad. um.#my fault.#ILL WRITE SOMETHING HAPPY FOR HIM I PROMISE#also my first time writing angst!!! hopefully it’s good#i’ll get better in time :))#jjk#jjk megumi#jjk fushiguro#jujutsu megumi#jujutsu kaisen#jujutsu fushiguro#jjk angst#jujutsu kaisen angst#megumi fushiguro#megumi x reader#jujutsu kaisen megumi#megumi x y/n#fushiguro x reader#megumi fushiguro x reader
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Ridonculous Race but Noah is friends with Owen part 9: Teamwork makes the dream work!
Don't you LOVE IT when Noah gets to play the stupid game? Don't you LOVE IT when Noah and Owen work together and Owen isn't left to do everything himself? Don't you LOVE IT when they mutually support each other and care enough about each other to give it their all??? Personally I love it when that happens
No transcript cause there's no dialogue. Instead have scrapped doodles for this part that I refuse to leave in the jail of the IbisPaint canvas
#total drama#total drama ridonculous race#total drama presents: the ridonculous race#tdrr#total drama noah#td noah#total drama owen#td owen#noah is friends with owen#Starry makes art#CAN I BITCH ABOUT THIS PART. ILL BE BRIEF PROMISE#the first picture was drawn in JANUARY. IVE BEEN TRYING TO MAKE THIS PART SINCE JANUARY#but I struggled for 2 reasons. 1: for the life of me I didnt know how it should end and 2: for the longest time I thought I needed to draw-#-a n//emma reconciliation. and my God did I dread drawing the damn reconciliation#WHICH I DID DRAW!! IT EXISTS!! BUT I DIDNT EVEN LIKE IT I DIDNT THINK IT WAS NECESSARY!! SO I FOUGHT FOR MONTHS OVER WHAT ON EARTH COULD BE#-A BETTER ENDING TO THIS PART. I DREW THE RECONCILIATION JUST TO TRASH IT. THIS PART HATED ME#but here we are. the ending to this part is a callback to the high five of the first episode but with so much more passion behind it#that's as good of an ending this part gets#I think the next part's the last one. I promise that one will go much smoother than this one
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arrives 15 min late with a latte
......sup
#yosuke hanamura#persona 4#cool now that its done i can ramble in the tags#fellas im surprised hes here and done#did not think that was gonna happen#fuck i forgot smth#eh ill fix it before i make my print#anywho i might make more i might not who knows not i#yukiko is the next one i have half an idea on but also i have some shining nikki designs rattling around with my sole braincell#i also made a shadow alt for the back but idk if i like the mouth so yall arent gonna see him#also i need to find a gold foil guy that does odd sizes and like moq of 1#bc i wanna do this in gold foil#and its tarot card size bc im dumb as hell#but i want a print for my wall and i know sure as shit no one else will want one hence the moq of 1#my heart wants to make the whole major arcana for p4 but my past completed works says °❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:・ 𝑛𝑜 °❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:・#so whatever gets done will get done#also im gonna reblog this a lot bc i put in too many hours to get a singular note by me so like if you dont wanna see it block me lmfao#if you have any hot takes for future cards please share with the class bc i only have ideas for yukiko and a full cast she does not make fr#so uh yeah yeehaw#idk what else to ramble about but like cannot believe yosuke fucking hanamura is the first chara to get a completed piece in 5 years#im not fucking kidding#the rest were all quick graphite or abandoned#hes not even my fave in p4- thats naoto protag chan kou and nanako#boys lucky to hit top 5#he just kinda crawled into my affection like some kind of sad pathetic creature idk how it happened either#maybe hes overprocessed now that im looking at it#nope i looked too long this is it this is how he is#ill do better by the women i promise
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Don't trust men (part 1/?)
#billy loomis#scream 1996#skeet ulrich#scream#screamedit#usertiffany#horroredit#filmedit#horrorfilmgifs#horrorgifs#its been literally more than a year since i giffed anything#i forgot how to do this#cute man but he bad so#ill get better at this promise<3#mygifs
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#im lazy as hell#4 boxes in i lost my mind hahaha#megastar#im rewatching g1#ill draw better latee trust me#i just need to learn how to draw#hes supposed to be kissing the gun i uhhhh couldnt portray that so take my word for it#maccadam#transformers#anyways how yall nerds doing? i found my megatron figurine that survived getting ran over by a car. hes on my desk now.#anyways on the topic of g1 WTF IS WRONG WITH THESE TWO????#you ever see some shit like damn i hope you two die together#they give me secondhand cringe. head in hands i cant be near these deranged mfs#5 years ago ppl tried to pressure me away from this ship lmao#megatron#starscream#dawg im being ran through by my workload.#wanna hear another very real problem i have? so im a starscream fan since i was like 7. always a ss fan#and one time when i was a teen my mom accidentally ran over my megatron toy with her car so i begged my parents for a model kit#ss was out of stock for years so i got tc. i bought that for $24 and it was all chill#recently i was thinking i want the entire dumbass squad. all 3. i checked the price#$58??? MINIMUM???? AVG PRICE IS 70???? for HIM???#so what i need yall to do is i need a recs so i can infiltrate hasbro and character assassinate ss so bad the merch price drops back to $30#for the small cost of 20 rec letters i promise to destroy the franchise. how about it? then we can all get merch for better prices. cool!#or we can start a gofund me and raise millions so i can become an investor and tell them to lower prices from outside the club#maybe i should email the board. some shit like hey i was planning on having kids but i cant if the toys cost as much as the hospital bill#can you lower the prices so i can buy my future kids toys so i can indoctrinate them like my dad indoctrinated me to become a lifelong fan#sincerely. two generations of TF fans (your franchise isnt that old yet and i hope my kids can afford to be the third gen)
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🌌⬆️🩰
Ink '23 - RISE
#ghostie's art#inktober#inktober2023#fnaf security breach#fnaf daycare attendant#fnaf moondrop#i promise ill get back to sun tomorrow lol all these prompts worked better with moon#also tomorrow is the last one i have backlogged so lets see if i can stay caught up this year :')#used aerial silk dancers as refs
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G... Guys... It's over for me...
Coloring this thing almost killed me. But I did it and I hope you enjoy it. I'm not really sure where I was going with it but I guess I was just thinking about Nerevar reincarnating or something. I dunno, my head is very empty today.
( you can click for better quality, as usual )
Also a bunch of Rasha doodles, as always. I like to imagine that her feathers/hair gets fluffed up while she sleeps and she wakes up all poofy. For now I'm just trying to get a better understanding of what her personality is -w-
Also also, should I just keep drawing Nerevar? I kinda really enjoy drawing him right now but maybe I should draw someone else like Vivec for example. Suggestions maybe? :3
#coloring that thing was an awful struggle though#i did my best though so i hope at least some people will like it#im also getting a better understanding of how to draw Rasha#so im happy with how her design progress is going#love her very very much she is my precious#i ended up rambling as always#hope you guys dont mind though#also im not promising ill draw the suggestions i get if i even get any#but ill do my best as always#tes#the elder scrolls#tes morrowind#morrowind#dagoth ur#voryn dagoth#nerevar#indoril nerevar#nerevarine#tes oc#digital art#muscariart
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bro you cant do that to him... denying an ill man his curry is so means......
transcript under the cut cuz i know my handwriting is god awful:
Kabu: Would you like me to bring you any food back?
Larry: Curry. Spicy curry. For my sinuses.
Kabu: Spicy Curry? Do you like Spicy Currys?
Larry: I like you dont I?
Kabu: ....
Larry: ....
Kabu: When did YOU suddenly get so smooth, hm,
Larry: Who said I wasn't this smooth all along?
Kabu: Im no longer getting you a curry.
Larry very softly: Noooo
Kabu: Okay- Okay- Okay- LARRY.
#pokemon#gym leader larry#gym leader kabu#silverstreakshipping#aokabu#comic#i didnt mean to infect larry with my illness but i was thinking abt the other post where i gave him a fever n this appeared on the page#thibking larry refuses all help when dealing with a cold n tries to just get on with stuff but. kabu. man of Peak fitness is like. no.#go rest Please. pushes larry back into bed. i will get you food if u promise to stay and rest. n larry is convinced kajdksjd#anyway. im feeling better im at my laptop again finally. feels like its been years
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[<==PREV PAGES] [NEXT PAGE==>(not out yet.wait a year.or maybe more.imagine.]
saw alot of comments on prev pages; saying 'i HATE that mean teacher! im gonna FIGHT HIM!!' & i LOVE the energy!! it WOULD be nice. to have that catharsis. but the story of young tidestrider is Not one of catharsis. it is a story of being so small and so special and sucking so bad.
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi riptide#gillion tidestrider#GONNA START FORMATTING MY COMICS BETTER. W THE PROPER 'PREV' 'NEXT' LINKS#REALLY DIDNT EXPECT TO CONTINUE THIS SERIES BUT AAAUUUHH MY BRRAAAIN MY BRAIN IS SO IDEASSS. I HAVE 3 OTHER PAGES SKETCHED OUT#NO PROMISES ILL FINISH EM ANY TIME SOON OR EVER. MY WHIMS ARE THEIR OWN BEAST AND I ONLY DRAW ON MY WHIMS#THAT BEING SAID IF U COMMISSIONED ME ILL GEEETT TO YOUUU IM SORRYYYY. ART IS AN EMOTIONAL RELEASE FOR ME N BABY I HAVE EMOTIONS.#ESPECIALLY ABOUT GILLION TIDESTRIDER CHAMPION OF THE UNDERSEA HERO OF THE DEEP.for the desc here i put smth that i typed up in the tags of#another thing i made. i gotta make a proper Baby Gillion tag or smth. eventually.. eventually...I LOVE DRAWIN THIS LIL BABY GUY..#i also LOVE depicting the teachers as just being so fuckin mean. ofc theres variation in that. just like in all things.like the teacher her#idk if itll be mentioned but the octo lady is named Ms Octburn.an octopus pun based off the name of an actual councilor i had#when i was in elementary school i got bullied alot but teachers never did anything. i hated adults and didnt trust them.#but this councilor o mine was so genuinely sweet. i remember spending alot of time w her. she doesnt work there anymore.#but that one school adult that actually earns ur trust and is there for you when they can be.its SO important for a child i think#i hope she knows how much she helped me.youll see in the next page that ms octburn isnt perfect either.but she tries. they all try.somehow.#ALL these comics are gonna be inspired by somesorta experience o mine in the school system. school is so fucked up u ever thing abt that#AND GILLIOOOOONNN IN THE MOST FUCKED UP LITTLE SCHOOL OF ALL. MAINTAINED BY A CULT. CENTERED AROUND HIM. OUR CHOSEN ONE#I IMAGINE ALOT BANKS ON HIS SUCCESS. THIS IS THE WORLD. THE WHOLE WORLD. THE PROPHECY IS GOING TO COME TRUE N UR TELLIN ME#THAT ITS THIS LITTLE IDIOT THATS GONNA BE SAVING US? WHAT IF HE FAILS. IF HE CANT GET THIS RIGHT THEN HE WILL FAIL AND WE WILL DIE#WE NEED TO TRAIN HIM. WE NEED HIM TO LEARN. AND TO SUCCEED. OR ELSE WE'RE DEAD. WE'RE ALL FUCKING DEAD. I IMAGINE THAT MUST BE STRESSFUL#in other news i hope ppl actually giggle when they read these. they ARE intended to be comical. dark humor or whatever. like its also sad#this is intended to be a sad comic series. but a funny one too. does that make sense? god i hope so.saw some1 say they had flashbacks-#-reading this. like YES!! THE INTENDED EFFECT!! YOU GET ME!! i love seeing ppl get upset on this lil baby boys behalf. i LOVE seeing ppl-#-wail n weep n cry in the comments. i LOOOVE seeing ppl RELATE to baby gillion. and i love letting u all know that this wont be a happycomi#gillion gets his happiness arc in the actual show. this series is one of unfortunate events. teehehehe. do u guys remember that show#i keep listening to the lil songs from A Series of Unfortunate Events for inspiration. GOOD STUFF!!#anyway uuhh uhh thats all i got in my brain. for now. feed me ur comments give me ur input i NNEEEEEDD THHEEEMMMM
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this is what i meant by 'back on my shit again' btw. d20 fantasy high has taken over my mind. do you forgive me
#nep draws things#d20#dimension 20#fantasy high#d20 fantasy high#riz gukgak#SEND HELP PLEASE IM ON THE SOPHYR FINALE IM SO AUHURGAHRHRGHGHRHGRHGHGHGHG GOING INSANE DYING. FUKCIGN HELL#i will draw the rest of the bad kids i promise... aughghgh.. .. ... sobs loudly#not sure how to feel about how this looks... i think he needs to be More . ykno. idk ill get better at drawing him over time its fine!!!!#debating posting this or not .. ... ... ... augh. if you see this i have been convinced to post this :')
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Hi welcome to my very tired rant
#sapiosexuality#sapiosexual#cognisexual#i am SO. TIRED.#idc if we get rep but i DO care if we get BAD rep im gonna bite hollywood's ankle and shake it in my teeth like a dog#lgbtq+#my art#grim rants#PSA#i didnt try very hard for the art because im better with words but also i know peeps pay more attention to doodles#so take a bunch of chibi grims have fun#i made this in an hour dont look at me#demisexual#personally im a panromantic sapiosexual#if you have questions plz ask them#i cant promise ill have all the answers bc everyone's experience is different but i will damn well do my best#clown on this post and i will block you so fucking fast your head will spin
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i told ya to expect more
Back with more "Here We Go Again" fic fanart, this time in colour :D a rare, quiet moment between the chaos, and a small found family that found each other despite it
hope you like it @sleeping-jayy :)
(alternative versions below the cut cuz I couldn't decide which one I liked better)
the lyrics are from "It Gets Better" by Bears In Trees for anyone curious
#creepypasta#creepypasta fandom#herewegoagainfic#fanart#eyeless jack#sally williams#x virus#oh look at that i remembered colours exist#one day ill get better at doing backgrounds i promise#i drew this instead of sleeping#Spotify
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wind waker save me
wind waker
save me wind waker
(last page is frommmm march 2023 when my friends first played thw forest haven. the consensus on it has not changed)
#wind waker#maintagging is making me a bit ill but i promised myself i would tag better this year. shudders#let me do it again ->#loz#EEK !#awww cant wait to replay wind waker with my friends so i can zone out and get work done ^.^ <- forgot how much i love wind waker link#LISTEN TO CEREMONY IN THE WOODS - WIND WAKER OST NEEOWWWW!!!!! such a fun 28 seconds#oh my god. done blabbing for real after this but for clarity's sake first image bottom left is a redraw of a sc from a link and tetra swap#mod i thought was cute & fun#frogart#EDIT im not reposting bc its whatever but its actually unreal the way this did not show up in the tags anyways . or on my dash. LOL#tumblr. whats up girl . are you okay#m
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