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like minds just really gets at the meat of the way that first gay crush as a teen FEELS. we're soulmates he's in love with a girl i'm going to kill everyone he loves then myself. that's the Classics and nigel colbie really did all of it
#patting nigel on the head. that's my son that's my past fr.#i want to sit him down like Okay son. This is called the DSM-5 and it talks about this thing called “mental illness” and-#no-NO not the divine right of kings NO stop it stay focused. No it's not “like a Bible of sorts” it's - STOP LOOKING OFF INTO THE DISTANCE#I CAN TELL YOU'RE SCHEMING ABOUT WHAT WEIRD FUCKED UP ART PROJECTS YOU'RE GOING TO SEND HIM NEXT. I NEED YOU TO FOCUS HERE#nigel colbie#like minds#like minds (2006)#murderous intent#lm#forbie
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im literally so grody today i need this hell semester to be over
#i also NEED to stop sleeping w/almost sleeping w people who dont adhere to my binary structure of friendship#which is that friends are people whose company you enjoy who you would also fuck and best friends are people with whom you are deeply in#love and would not touch w a ten foot pole. when the person in question wants to be in the second category it gets tricky bc im too fucked#in the head for like. regular relationships#like ill fuck anyone but it shouldnt MATTER so much to the person it makes me feel bad for not really experiencing emotions the same way lm#ao
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You BETTER make a fucking LM fashion post. I need that.
note: im not a professional in the slightest . mens historical fashion is a major special interest of mine and all my info comes from my own research which might not be correct so feel free to add corrections but be nice about it or ill cry
ill do a more in-depth post about it at some point when i get the chance and i've actually thought about it in more detail but for now the most fun details ive been working on in my own design is specifically Madeleine .
while probably not brick-accurate (as ive not had the chance to read it and most of my information comes from posts i read and what my friends tell me) i just think its a fun little take on his character using fashion of the time which im autistic as hel about.
one thing about 1820s fashion that usually sticks out to me is the height of all of their collars. One key feature of collars in the early 1800s was that they were quite tall (though by the 1850s they were tall on opposite sides to how they were in the 1800s-1820s. they kind of changed from being high at the back of the neck to high at the front, pointed towards the cheeks.)
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This works wonders for my Valjean as he has quite a distinguishing scar down the side of his face near his right eye that would be very easy to identify, as a result, he grew his hair out longer to allow his hair to drape rather lazily down the side of his face. while this was entirely unfashionable, it was better than being clocked as immediately suspicious by Javert.
where fashion comes into play is that all these high collars were also perfect for a character design detail of him looking a bit more mysterious. i'm yet to draw something to properly convey this (i'll probably do it in another post if i ever get round to it, if more people want to hear about my fashion choices for my designs?) i think this is the best i got .
this was drawn quickly and without reference so you'll have to excuse the inaccuracies but it gets the gist across, the high collar and cravat working to conceal a part of his face (and you can also see the draped hair in play). while not totally effective in concealing his identity, that's not wholly the point of course . but i think it still gives him both a cozy kind of look like hes trying to stay warm in his coats but also i hope it also gets across that he's hiding.. Something. he's a little suspicious. but hes nice about it
#this could be total nonsense but it makes sense to me in my Head i swear#ill have to make a proper post some time with actual better explanations and art references#les mis#ask byron#fashion#1800s
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ah, classic civ to say or do absolutely anything but accept that they fucked up and apologise for all of their unruly behavior (their bulletin, updated as of 06/8/24)
they should really quit beating this dead horse, it would actually be way more benefitial for them to move on from this
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lm fucking ao
i really dont want to hear whatever deflection civ is gonna pull out of their ass to try and say they tooootally have no fault in the situation. the fact of the matter is whether civ themself gave coy the perms, or coy used civs account, it doesnt fucking matter because it came from civs account making civ fucking liable. its their fault coy deleted the pets because THEY (supposedly) gave coy their acc info. this is just semantics and lies. also funny how they didnt address the fact that they never told temul they were paying for their personal family databases
it seems like theyre doing pretty much the opposite of the best course of action i pointed out before, theyre doubling down, acting like they did nothing wrong, and of course pulling every mental illness card they have in the deck.
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I cant get over how stupid people are to take Sam Levison’s and other edgy showmaker’s bait EVERY FUCKING TIME. That show starts with characters saying « Mental illness is sooo sexy yeah im romanticizing mental illness thats right » and like clock work lm seeing people tweeting « THIS SHOW SAYS MENTAL ILLNESS IS SEXY !!! this is disgusting ??? »
How do you not see its literally written to make twitter talk and mad about it ? 😭
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gonna be obnoxious re: that last post on fandomification; i do think the worst version of that ive been in was the les mis 2012 explosion. the primary fandom source material was already two layers off of the original novel- movie was an alteration* of the musical which was an alteration of the book, which is dense and hard to parse- and then you remove that even further by your interpretation in fanart** and then people who are more interested in engaging with the tropes than the Themes And Narratives lean on those interpretations until the result is something completely divorced and/or directly contradicts the novel.
*said neutrally- you should make the story fit the medium, which will inherently mean changing some aspects, and despite everything i still like the 2012 movie a lot-
**i can... absolutely trace this in lm to two specific artists, who both made work that was simplified for the sake of comedy but recognizably based in the source, and then people took the simplification as gospel.
but no seriously everything ive been Into has the abstraction problem. amnesia's Lore™ is easy to miss, and there were/are a lot of people who watched ppl' lps the game and never actually played it themselves. which is not a inherently a bad thing! survival horror is not a genre for everyone, and the earlier games don't have a story mode and are much harder to digest. but it means their view of the game is already biased, which when added to the fandom tropification machine or just generalized misogyny be normal about justine or ill kill you leads to a lot more shit takes.
yume nikki/fangames run into people hinging their theories on other people's theories being The Only Accurate Read and not something subjective based on symbolic interpretation and the player's actions; metal gear has the curse of being stupidly overcomplicated in difficult to connect ways and very popular with the standard #gamer crowd, who can't fuvking read anyway; asscreed has the same issue but with worse intial writing and a more pointlessly drawn out canon.
ff7 is a shitshow and deserves its own post, which im probably not going to make, because it iiiiis exhausting. its fucking wild how just prioritizing* the original story over the later retcons and thematic contradictions causes ppl to bitch at you for being a Fake Fan™. cant say im big on it.
*those of you who reject the compilation entirely... i salute you, y'all are stronger than god.
anyway. it's healthy to embrace the zen of letting people be wrong on the internet, but boy howdy does it not stop them from being wrong in new and exciting ways. i would study some people in a lab if i thought it wouldn't drive me nuts.
#real life mango#i hope people don't take this too personally bc im really talking about the general phenomenon#esp if we've talked before- it's much easier to agree to disagree on most shit if you can have a conversation as friends in good faith#as opposed to seeing some randos incorrect quotes post w/ vibes rancid enough to cause radiation damage rivaling the fucking elephants foot
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My brain is a crock pot and the dish I'm cooking is a brand new mental illness
#we're cooking up things that psychologists aint ever even HEARD of up in here#i think I'm developing a fun new personality disorder!#dont know whats wrong with me but its slowly but surely wrecking my life from the inside out#and i think perhaps it has been for years!#im putting mental illness inventor on my resume#call it LM complex or Lan's syndrome or whatever the fuck#this is your captain speaking#ok to rb i guess? like im trying to be funny abt this#however there is something deeply wrong with me and i need professional help to a degree that is frightening#i dont even know how to begin unraveling some of this shit#i have some complexes that are rooted pretty far in my psyche#to the point where they have absorbed quite literally every waking thought#its permeated every part of my personality#uh oh bestie! my brain is falling apart!#every moment is spent in agonizing mental anguish! wuh oh! i am in a perpetual state of brain pain!#it has become genuinely difficult to convince myself to get out of bed in the morning!#why would i if every day is spent in agony!#zoinks! jinkies!#nobody in my life seems to recognize the degree to which this is a problem for me! im in hell every day!!!#i am so tired!
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ppl on tik tok are like: *makes unfunny full length film with shit joke* *steals tumblr meme from 2014 and butchers it* *”my dad said he’ll stop smoking if this video gets a billion likes”* *racism* *steals another tumblr meme* *e-boy puts chain on $90 pants and calls it new look* etc etc
#its so fucking infuriating like sometimes ill find one thats really good#but the majority of the ones i see are just. :|#lms/reply
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idfk how long I'm supposed to wait for these fucking meds to do what they're supposed to do I'm so sick and tired of redacted symptom I'm so fucking upset right now this is the worst I've felt all year which is haha saying something
#'id rather you keep taking it regularly before getting a higher dose prescribed' cool maybe ill fucking take more on my own i feel like shit#lm is sickly
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being borderline is just *tries not to feel upset about small thing* *tries not to feel upset about small thing* *splits hard on small thing* *cries* *tries not to feel upset about small thing* *tries not to feel upset about sma-*
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First Line Meme
Rules: List the first lines of your last 15 stories. See if there are any patterns. Then tag your favorite authors!
dh.....ha h........... oh boy here we go . its 2am and took me a Hot second to even register what this meme is meant to do sjndsbhfdjn (Note:..... i didnt include Teach Fucks and the Chromicles, since neither were serious and just opening the stories made me shriek)
**Apparently a high 95% of my fics begin with a vague sentence to set the scene over anything :/ I honestly thought I did more dialogue openings, but apparently I kick down the door and am like “They are on a boat, and someone is going to die tonight” kinda vibe check,,,,,,, aight. I personally find openings to be the hardest part of a story so WHOOP
Things had escalated so much quicker than he had planned for.
They had been sitting under the shade of the trees for a little over three hours.
The forest was never anything but alive.
The battle tower was up and running.
It was going to be fine.
It was all in good fun, until it wasn’t.
The avatar had escaped, half their men were showing signs of hypothermia, and Zuko was never meant to know.
If he was going to be honest, Leon was at a loss.
There were plenty of unexplained things in the world.
It started a couple of years ago, and Raihan was almost certain it was his fault.
Marco wasn’t entirely sure what Pops wanted him to even do at these meetings.
Marco had been caught.
It had taken less than an hour, since Deuce’s parents had caught them.
“Nice and easy,” Marco instructed, ********NSFW********.
tagged by @touchmycoat, tagging @whirlybirdwhat, @justyouwaiforit, @nereisi, @oriigami, @arielxlazarus, @prussian-lullaby, uh. anyone else who wants to do it? i cant remember which of my followers posts their writing aksjnbhsdfjn go wild
#writers meme#Depths' Stuff#i am. sweating#this was actually enlightening asjnhfdjnsd what the fuck!!! i didnt know i had that habit#ill fix it.#........im pretty sure besides the last one its not possible to pick out which are from my sfw and which are from nsfw? heres to hopin#anyway bye Lm fao !!!!!
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Might call off work bc I'm sad
Is that irresponsible? Yes
Do I care? No
Is it because of the alcohol in my system? Only time will tell
#god j hate myself rn#haha#im in a hell of my own construction#im hurting but god do i need to hurt rn#if i relapse uhhh oops i guess#lmao#god i could not care less haha#im making this post to get out negative energy#but the act of making this post feels scummy#ughhhhhh#if you think this post is about you it probably isnt#if you still think this post is about you message me and ill explain why it isn't#obviously its not about nothing but im not getting into it publicly lmao#anyway#personal#not ok to rb#i dont even know whats in the actual post part at this point#but dont touch this#actually lms if you read this far#idk fuck off im intoxicated
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MY NAIL BROKE AND IM GOING TO SH*T MYSELF
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I just spent 15 fucking pound ordering the qoaad spine art paperback because getting the tda spine art copies in the uk is like rocking horse shit and it’s so much money to spend on my fourth version of a book that wasn’t even that great and I just really fucking hope Julian Blakthorn knows it’s all for his bitchy ass
#i miss stanning jules 24/7#now i forget he exists bc we dont talk about tda anymore#i just want to renew my love for julian#makes me wanna reread lm oof#tsc#also is cristina on the qoaad spine? i assumed it would be annabel but it looks more like cristina#tbh even if it is annabel ill just pretend its cristina#issue is i cant find the los spine version#so i dont have fucking jules#i found the lm one in a book shop when i visited new york#am i gonna have to go to america again to get the los spine art#Just Not American Things am i right am i right
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🙃🙃🙃 (vent in tags)
#so i got stuck in a bathtub for an hour because i couldn't get out by myself#i kept slipping and my unsteady legs kept buckling and my fatass slid#and it took me a fucking hour to finally manage to get out#now my wrist hurts a shit ton and i feel so fucking useless#cause like yeah i managed to get out by myself#but it took FOREVER and i hurt myself doing it??#like however independent i get its useless when maneuvering thru life on my own is impossible#im still disabled#and ill ALWAYS be disabled#youd think after 5 years i would've come to terms with that#but nope ig not#im hella upset idk#lms if you read this mess#tw: disability#actuallydisabled
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