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#i got offered a great job#pay is 18.81 an hour#trying to negotiate to get up to 20#I'll start in June sometime#there's a light at the end of the tunnel#ill be working with kiddos#and these folk offered to help me get my hours for the masters in psychology program#im applying for#its like ill be doing the same job but i'll have more creative freedom#and its gonna be from a trauma informed/mental health pov#they were good on offering accommodations too for my disability#i didn't give them an answer yet cause i still gotta go over finances and hrs#but they're giving me time to think it over#wanted to hire me on the spot#it feels good being appreciated and knowing that im valued for what i have to offer#and they were supportive too of my peer support business#and discussed there may be a way to intersect that with the job#ahhhhhh#sorry for the long rant#it just feels too good to be true#and im just fucking happy ill be somewhere different soon#its like the little white flag in golf#thats hundreds of yards away#that gives you hope#lmao#love you guys for being supportive while ive been enduring the ringer#and thank you again to folks checking in on me#ill respond soon to dms#and im working on getting my creative flow back#so i can write drabbles
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Well I've tried writing this three times now.
People of Tumblr over 30-- any advice on how to be Ok with the knowledge that life will never turn out the way you try and plan for and not Demotivated because of said knowledge?
#i have therapy monday but my therapist isnt any older then me so I need like elder adult advice#and as much as I love both my parents I dont really think either can help me with this#my mom will tell me to pray and thats just...not something thats gonna work anymore#and my dad will say 'oh i dunno either kiddo my life's still a mess'#im fine really#i just#dont really feel like i have a lot of sense of self anymore#nothing the last decade has gone at all like I planned and Im honestly not sure where to go from here#ive tried like several different things and none of them seem to go anywhere#gosh ill probably deleted this later#just figured it would be better to ask someone then just go to bed still slightly marinating in existentialism
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What are some traits/quirks that the Au babies got from their parents?
idk if i've answered this correctly. but here ya go :) if anyone wants to help develop any of the kiddos more I would love that. I have ideas about them and that refects in how much I have written about them.
Freddie looks like a Hughes. She is tall and a bit lanky like Luke and has Luke's curly hair but it is ginger like Maisie's. She is more out going than both her parents almost like her uncle Jack and Auntie Lola
Axel is shorter and quieter and introverted like Maisie. He's not big on sports, but he does like art and music, things that Maisie likes.
Freja likes spending as much time as she can outside. She likes nature and adventures kinda like Nico. She also gets her looks for Nico too.
Lars likes everything neat and in it's place like Svea does. He likes rules and structure (one reason he's so facinated with Mollie Rempe). He looks like the Bratt side of the family, especially Filip.
I'm still working on figuring these two out, if anyone has any ideas let me know!
Mollie is a complete chaos child. Like I said she runs around in a tutu whacking people with a hockey stick, and then lets her Aunties, GiGi, and Mama know how pretty they are. I'm pretty sure Matt was chaotic too when he was a kid. I mean according to sources he threw himself down the stairs on purpose, Mollie has defintely done that. She loves the rough and tumble of hockey and likes being a pretty ballerina princess she gets that from both her parents. Mollie also has Matt's eyes
Ema is a daddy's girl. Like she is obsessed with Matthew, but where as Freja will share her Papa with people Ema will not! That is her Daddy, no one can have him. Especially not Mommy.
Jace is more cockier and bold when playing his sport. He's a good chirper. He liked both basketball and hockey, but feels pushed to play hockey more because his dad's the coach. He tends to be a bit mean at times.
Sure Callen is a hockey boy, and a musician. Like Matthew, he picked up the guitar and is a complete romantic. He watches Matt with Nico and takes notes. He and his older brother are more of a mix between between their parents looks wise. They can look one direction and look like Matthew and the other direction and look like Nico.
All five Zegras boys are almost carbon copies of Trevor. Zephyr's and Izzy's eyes are a different color. Zephyr is everyone's best friend, he's nice to everyone and an empath which wears on him a lot. Percy is stubborn kind of like Bean and the shortest of the boys, and likes fighting. Evan and Rion got Trevor's goofy behavior. They're mischiveous little stinkers who like to play pranks on people. And Izzy, is laid back and easy going.
The Hughes kiddos (Hattie, Beck, Eden) are a healthy mixture of both mom (you) and Quinn. They look like each other and you can tell who they are.
Zuzu has the same dry sense of humor that Mason has and the same unruly curly dark hair.
Lacey has the dark hair too but her's has more wave to it like Lola's.
#luke x maisie#trevor x bean#nico x svea#mason x lola#matt x posey#matthew x nico#quinn x mom#au thoughts#i think i did this wrong#im still working on the kiddos#ill take any and all help with them#please#any ideas or thoughts
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guys I'm partially alive. small life update. GOT AN ASSIGMENT DUE TOMORROW. I AM IN LOVE. I HAVE ORDERED TWO HOEISH OUTFITS FOR HALLOWEEEEN.
#goodbye#going to eat pasta#and work on my literature review#rn im writing about#whether the portrayal of black women in rap music#influences black womens own self perceptions#and how other individuals perceive them#such a slay topic right#RIGHT#well IM VERY VERY INTERESTED IN IT#AND I AM HATING UNI RN SINCE I AM NOT BEING AN ACADEMIC WEAPON#BUT#EITEHR WAY IM LOVING LIFE#hence why ive been mostly inactive#as ive completely forgotten about tumblr#ill be back#by November kiddos#maybe idk
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good news! i received an offer and signed for a pediatric pharmacist position! my hours will go back to being super busy, and i start this coming monday. i'm vibrating and so happy.
#ooc / binx speaks.#i was worried i have to go back to retail pharm#but i get to help kiddos UWU#im gonna try my best to keep things queue'd here / draft works on lunches#i gotta do my dailies but ill be around c:
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Omg it's them... Imaginary friends from my brain...
Updated slightly from how they would've looked when i last thought about them nearly 10 years ago. One of them grew out of his edgy phase. The other one... not so much.
#genuinely had an out of body experience last night working on Mark (redhead) bc it... thats him.#thats just straight up. thats the guy.#i finally get to look at him clearly after all these years#also making aliens has ruined my ability to see faces#i swear im giving myself mild face blindness#bc not only do these two look just like each other but i swear they look like every other human man i have ever made#RIP.#also no one bother asking for these guys. you cant have them. theyre my special guys that gave me brainworms ♥#my kiddos#simoleon#i might actually play the game later to give these guys a new chance at life...#ill have to install some basic mods tho cuz i got nothing rn. no mccc. no 5 traits in cas. no ui cheats.#miserable existence without any mods at all.
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But mainly, and really:
#red's week in music#STORYTIME WITH RED GATHER ROUND KIDDOS!#was at kids club tonight and went in knowing little 8 year olds mom had her baby this morning and lil girl was now big sis if two#and knew she hadnt come from home bc her hair was a mess of someone who didnt know curls trying to do it lol#shes generally emotional and dramatic but we can all see that shes a lil more so tonight. understandably. lotsa change#well she kinda hinges on this one thing of not getting the verses said to earn a jewel bc she wasnt able to say them-- totally fine! we'll#practice and get them later! but shes distraught bc she worked on them with mum and wont get jewel so i keep telling her when we'll work on#them together and when ill listen to her and we can get it done. cool. then lesson time shes up and down sniffly and the lesson says smth#about childbirth-- bursts into disarray. i ask her if she wants to step out and we blow her nose and she keeps talking about the verse so i#tell her solutions for that and then shes working herself up so i work thru calming down and she goes from#“i think im mad” to “mom would let me do what i want!” and i know the real issue isnt the verse but thats what shes telling me so...#adult shes staying with cautiously steps in and she calms down to tell me “its not the verse... i think i miss my mom”#oh my heart i know honey i give her a hug and we talk about the sleeover shes going to have and when shes going to see mom#and shes sleeping next to lil sis so shes going to give sis a big hug and tell her theyre going to see mom in the morning#and then i ask her if she wants to go back and she does and i just hold her and hug her the whole time#i give her another squeeze when she leaves and tell her to enjoy her sleepover#her friend shes staying with i should not did a very sweet of coming over and saying “hey lookit this new book i got do you wanna color it#with me maybe?“ which was such an emotionally mature thing for her and to see lil kiddo cheer up warmed me#teachers we debriefed and talked about kids going thru stuff at home and not being able to tell and process their emotions and stuff#and then i shared with mum on the ride back and she goes “yup. lil toddler will just miss mom-- its trauma at this age. this is why i#panicked and called my mother to come for your sis's birth bc dad said he could handle you but my heart couldnt for what you would go thru.“#i was six when my sister was born. my grandma being there before consistently made me giddly excited in that time waiting for dad to bring#us to the hospital.#anyway my heart was full and im praying extra hard for two lil girls in a sleepover missing their mom tonight.#red's personal sitcom#Spotify
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Okay! I was thinking about... Betelgeuse
Betelgeuse is a big red star! And I think could be considered gender neutral!
Another one is Suno! (Super nova)
Or... Papa quasar! (I'M SORRY BUT I LOVE SPACE-THEMED NAMES)
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Omg I love the last two!
Betelgeuse sounds so funny ( and sounds like a language) but I don't think it should be what I'm called lol.
I love Suno for a big brother feel and love Papa quasar for well a dad feel hehe
#cosmic c kiddo asks#cosmic kiddo asks#depending which name sticks ill use that as a cg vrs of asks#not changing the tag for mood boards#cause thsts to much work haha#sfw agere#age regression#sfw#noncom agere#sfw cglre#cglre daddy#cglre big brother#cglre papa
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if i think bout ichi going to jiro kasuga's grave and arakawa accompanying him Maybe At Least Once i just might explode
#snap chats#hi everyone. coping with my reality. plus it is fathers day tomorrow#ill save all THAT rambling after The Real Meat alright lemme get that juice out the way#anyway no i was just having an idle thought with fathers day coming up#an i just thought of like. Just-Got-Here ichi wantin to see his Relatively-Recently-Deceased's dad's grave#maybe arakawa wanted to ask ichi to do somethin on X day and ichi visibly is just 😬#obvi he tries to brush it off like Oh Its Nothing Sir Haha :) but arakawa's A Dad.#and grew up with a troubled childhood alright he knows when someones hiding something so he encourages ichi to tell him the truth#such comes The Bean Spillin an ichi's just 'remember how i said my dad died yeah i wanted to visit him that day 👉👈 '#followed up by the obligatory backpedaling But Its Fine I Can Do Another Day ! No Worries ! etc etc#so pleaaasse cut to arakawa making a 'deal' with ichi in that he can go that day but only if he could tag along#ichi's a great kid it's worth visiting the guy who raised him right#im gonna throw up if arakawa just gets a Funny Feeling during their visit yk what i mean#he just feels Especially grateful for jiro and what he did for ichi- doesnt exactly know why maybe ichi really is just that good of a kiddo#im gona make myself throw UP oh my GOD. crying dying etc etc#if you see me write or draw anything after this no you dont#speaking of though Personal Ramble Time i knew i shouldnt have eaten until later this is my karma <- thats not how karma works#i try not to eat in the evening and the time i do unprompted BOOM mother's home. screaming crying yelling#i still had things i wanted to do upstairs too gdi now i gotta wait til monday or like. 2AM ☠️☠️☠️#ok thats all byyyyye im gonna cope with my cringe family situation with projection 👋
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I waited six days (two days church babysitting and four work shifts) to update just to get a wide survery of children's reactions to my boot, or my booboo shoe as I've been calling it so my little ones can understand it, and here are my favorite reactions.
1) A nine month old tried to lay on my boot and and than looked at me in utter betrayal when her "pillow" (ie. My boot) was not soft.
2) My boot got sat on, not by the kiddo I predicted would do it, but it still got sat on, and it took a little convincing to get her off me so that I could stand up.
3) A little one did in fact use my boot to pull themselves up in a standing position (again, not the one I predicted) and they were so fascinated by the felt lining my boot has they spent the next few minutes holding into the top of my boot playing with the lining.
4) One little dude could not comprend why I wasn't wearing matching shoes like everyone else, and would repeatedly come up to me and just go "A shoe!" While pointing at my boot, and then point at my other shoe and repeat "a shoe". He would then go around the room pointing out all the others in the room wearing matching shoes, and then comeback to me and repeat the process. It really felt like he was trying to say "what the heck are you doing Ms. Ace? Everyone else has matching shoes! Pull yourself together!"
5) One of our younger ones has yet to figure out how to feel a new object gently, so he got curious, ran up and hit my boot as hard as he could. I just went "Oh be careful bud. Ms. Ace has a big booboo on her foot, so she is wearing this booboo shoe to keep her safe." Bud froze for a moment staring at my shoe, before EXTREMELY slowly and gently poking my shoe with his finger. I've never seen this child move so slowly, gently and intentionally. It was very cute.
6) Upon seeing this interaction, one of our older ones loudly asked "CAN I POKEY???" Which had me dying.
7) Someone was fascinated by the velcro on my boot holding it all together and then tried to take the shoe off to investigate more.
8) I spent about 30 minutes with some of our preschoolers, and one of them saw my boot, froze, asked what happened, and then spent the rest of his time with me making sure none of his friends hurt Ms. Ace's booboo.
9) One of our two year olds tried to give me the ice pack she was using on her foot for a booboo to me for my foot.
And finally,
10) one of the little ones who I rarely see and usually avoids me cause they are shy spent all weekend telling their mom about how Ms. Ace has a booboo.
#i frickin love my job#this kids are just so sweet#usually#some bad habits were learned from older kids who got bored and just started pushing limits#but they are so sweet#and so much fun to work with#i cant wait to see what else happens with them#especially since today was my first day working full time#so that means even more time with the kiddos!!!!!#it also means i have to wake up at 5:45#which is horrible#but i love the kiddos so ill suck it up#but!#more hours = more time with with the kiddos#so wish me luck in my#misadventures in daycaring
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dont call me kiddo ill kill you
#howls#as much as this blog may lead you to believe otherwise i am actually Not trying to recreate my trauma.#when you decide to kill yourself for calling me kiddo live stream it so i can watch.#sorry i woke up to dm i got in the night and got angry🫶 call me kiddo again and ill gut you you fucking freak#'fuck youre a depraved little cocksleeve kiddo' aww do you say that to all the girls? does that work on women in your experience?#liveleak your suicide.
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"wHy DoEs ThE dAyCaRe AtTeNdAnT nEeD tO bE sO tAlL?"
have you ever known a small child that wasn't ready to risk it all just to see a little higher. Small children, much like cats, will climb anything and everything at the speed of goddamn light, the daycare attendant is the only one tall enough to catch them before they decide to do gymnastics and tumble off of God knows where and break god knows what. Eat my shirt, Ron DeSantis
#fnaf security breach#five nights at freddy's security breach#sundrop#im so fuckin tired#also at work#my kiddos are down for a nap don't @ me#ill turn this into a tiny comic#one day
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dads are so much more supportive of their queer lil kids nowadays i think my inner child is healing
#the queer culture in the warehouse is wild so many gay mfs work here but ppl still homophobic asf LOL its whatever tho u cant win em all#i lil goth girl gave me flowers she picked right off one of the trees outside when she ran back in to ask me for a bag the other day#then today there were two kids that kept complimeinting my outfit and when they were out the door one of them turned to say bye and#saw my boots and were like I LIKE UR BOOTS#the way queernes has such a sweet way of making itself known idk theres something there#also theres been a few stealth transgirlies they are so cool and are so fucking sweet ill cry i love them#work tingz#ALSO ALL THE KIDDOS HAD DYED HAIR AND THE WAY I WOULD HAVE KILLED FOR THAT AT THEIR AGE 😭😭😭
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Yeesh Tumblr doesn't display the first image here well. But here's some misc OC guys I designed a while back who I don't really... have a place for and haven't figured out what to do with yet.....
Eun-Ji Kim (first, they/them) is an overworked pediatric doctor, and Ji-Yeong is their illegally adopted son who happens to be some kind of creature for reasons that Eun-Ji is still trying to figure out. Hijinks ensue, naturally.
#original character#creature design#monster oc#monster boy#recall draws#my ocs#havent decided if theyre loil ocs yet? they very much could work within the universe of loil but again im not sure like#what im doing with them. they just kinda hang out and i think of them sometimes#i was thinking of adding a third character to the duo a while back who's an unlikely friend to unlikely love interest for eun-ji#but the thought was inspired by a character design i saw for sale that got sold before i had money to buy it >.<#so ideas have stagnated ever since...... im open to hearing ideas from folks idk. for now theyre just neat guys i like#ftr eun-ji is 40 and ji-yeong is 18 here btw tho ive rotated the idea of making ji-yeong younger bc itd be fun to have an actual kid oc#getting up to some fantasy hijinks as a kiddo#eun-ji kim#ji-yeong kim#idk if ill draw em again but they can have tags in case i do
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#one day i wanna post on ao3.... idk how brave i am to like post under my username but#id def anon a lot if i ever were to start postin#im really scared of hate aha#especially for the. things i wanna tap into#i wldn prolly write blatantly Disgustin things like the stuff ppl consider profic or wtv but my brain is unable to generate normal ideas#dats nawt to say im opposed to those things in fiction hehe. i welcome em with open arms But i still have my preferences n limits#a lot of things id ljke to explore in terms of Mika dat i don see ppl bring enuff attention...#PROJECTION BEAM but orphanage stuff. literally no one ever talks abt this i wish there were more works goin in depth on my past#even if im dead set on it bein in accordance with My Own memories as an introjectie#i jus wud love to see ppls visions#but also like okay Somethin happened okay? somethin bad happened.#obviously a lil guy can hate it & b rebellious n run away on several occasions Without smth groundbreakingly bad happenin but in my case#it did!#in hindsight i still believe those memories t shelterin our own trauma under thr guise of source but who knows when ill uncover dat#so yeha for now i live with transmika orphanage trauma HE DID NAWT hvae a good time. despite findin a lot of comfort in his At The Time sibs#especially bein the oldest out of the girls -> feelin sum sense of responsibility n havin to 'grow up' faster akin to an oldest sibling role#while still bein. a kiddo & extremely vulnerable esp in the face of the caregivers#anyway trauma trauma abuse abuse#sorry i can only ever see mika thru the lens of our/my experiences. i wldn wabt it any other way tho
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