#ikon texts

[sanstropfremir]

Just saw that Ikon's all leaving YG but staying as a group! Never been their biggest fan but if it works out and they still make music good for them. I'm interested to see if they go the Got7 route of all different companies or if they stick together. On unrelated and sadder news though Vivienne Westwood's died 😭😭😭

i saw!!! i love this for them!!!! we love to see more groups leaving their agencies but staying together!! they'll probably have an easier time of scheduling than got7 does (several intl members, all at different companies) since they're all korean, and there's also the possibility that a company takes them as a whole group, which seems likely since they're not an unknown name. i dont really know that much about them deeper than surface level so i don't know if any of them are looking to change trajectories (ie become an actor) so i don't know the likelihood of them splitting up to sign at different places.

also yea i know 😔😔😔

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watching the kingdom performances....................................... ateez and stray kids will never not have my heart i swear to god

[vorfreudevortex]

a portrait of us - seven

a nanami x reader smau

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warnings: angst lol, slow burn, swearing, a little ooc, a typo or two

notes: not only do we have texts between you and gojo, but you and yuji AND gojo and nanami lmao

next: part eight

tag list // @sad-darksoul @corvid007 @kenqki @ikon-teen

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irreplaceable pt. 2 — park sunghoon

pairing: sunghoon x idol!reader and a little bit of jay x reader genre: idk tbh LOL warnings: none word count: one thousand four hundred fourteen now playing: killing me by ikon extended note at the bottom. part one.

It had been a little over a month since you had broken up with Sunghoon when he received news of you being in a dating scandal with one of your seniors. If he were honest, he’d say he hadn’t ever expected you to move on from him that quickly, but maybe it had just been him overestimating how much he mattered to you - instead, he sent you a congratulations message that you never even opened.

Sunghoon, of course, had immediately started talking to his crush as soon as you’d broken up with him, trying to distract from the strange string of emotions you had stirred up within him that night. It was never more than a couple of dates before he lost interest in her.

Sooner or later, Sunghoon deleted your number from his phone, seeing how you had been caught with your presumed boyfriend more than once. It had been a mystery as to who you were dating as celebrity media outlets had only released your name, but Sunghoon felt bothered by it nonetheless.

Months passed with no news about you, which led him to quietly pass the time without thinking about you until end-of-the-year practices started ramping up for the entire industry. Suddenly, Jay would arrive at practices with a warm meal in hand, much too familiar with the way you once did for him. 

He tried to push away the many thoughts of one of his members and best friends dating his ex-girlfriend until he noticed a notification with your name on his lock screen. 

Sunghoon swore he died a little inside. How could his friend do this to him? To not even speak to him before trying to pursue you. Sunghoon was heartbroken for more than one reason that day. 

It took everything in him not to drag Jay out into the middle of the room and confront him for what he was doing behind his back. Instead, he went home without a glance back at the room filled with people. Sunghoon calmed himself down after an hour of pacing back and forth throughout his dorm room. He hadn’t been rationally thinking. 

Would Jay really do this to him?

The breakup had taken a toll on you. You hadn’t been able to eat or sleep well, which led to a lack of energy when you had practices that resulted in poor performance on music shows. You were more than aware of how dramatically you were reacting to this ordeal given that Sunghoon hadn’t even liked you, but that didn’t stop your heart from breaking every time a random memory of him doing something nice for you popped up in your head.

You tried to convince yourself that you hadn’t ever felt anything for Sunghoon yourself - that your infatuation had come from how handsome he was and you would get over this little slump in no time. 

You flopped around in bed, leaning over to look at your member’s alarm clock. 4:00 AM shown in red letters blinked back at you, taunting you with its horrendously bright lights.

This had been the third night in a row that you had been unable to sleep.

You felt your phone vibrate from under your pillow, alerting you of a text message. It took you a second to completely register who had sent you a message before you replied. Jay had asked if you were awake, wondering if you wanted to meet by a local convenience store. It only took you 10 minutes before you snuck out of your dorm, and were on your way to meet up with him.

You had never expected the level of true amity that would bloom between the both of you, but you were grateful to have had Jay there for you through one of the worst times in your life yet.

Neither you nor Jay was aware of the stirrup it would cause the next day when it had leaked that the two of you had met up late at night and after a stern interrogation from both of your managers, the situation had been cleared up without a problem.

The nightly outings with Jay continued whenever you couldn’t catch a full night’s rest, too preoccupied with your thoughts to give out. More and more of your fans had begun to speculate online, but your shared company never commented.

You had only recently started making Jay meals and dropping them off once you had started feeling better to repay him for all the money he had spent on your ice cream. Little thank-you notes littered the tops of the lids, cheering him on as you were both about to get very busy. 

It wasn’t until Jay asked you to stop that you realized there was a problem with what you had been doing. Of course, Jay had kept the reason for his hesitation to himself but it didn’t take a genius to understand what was going on.

In a fit of anger, you messaged Sunghoon’s number, still having his contact saved in your phone. It was a wordy message, filled with obscenities you wouldn’t have ever repeated to his face, but you were rightly upset that Sunghoon had the gall to be angry at his friend for comforting you as any normal person would have.

Who did he think he was to dictate his friend's actions?

If Sunghoon were honest with himself, he’d admit that he knew Jay dating you shouldn’t have bothered him as much as it did. He hadn’t even actually dated you - his friend was more than validated in his right to pursue you. 

He didn’t completely understand what bothered him more, the fact that it was Jay who was dating you or that you had moved on. He knew he should be happy for you, especially since he knew how hurt you had been when you broke up, but he couldn’t find it in himself.

He often caught himself daydreaming now, imagining how it must be for you and Jay on your dates. The glimmer in your eyes that had once been only for him to see was now shining for someone else. There was a sickly feeling in Sunghoon’s stomach, one he knew he shouldn’t be feeling.

After a while, he started avoiding Jay as much as he could. Sunghoon hadn’t expected the misery that would accompany him after your breakup. There had been an intense guilt that had started eating Sunghoon from the inside out. Couldn’t he just be happy for his friend?

Awards shows came quicker than he would have wanted. Sunghoon had managed to suppress his feelings long enough to get through practices, but he had no idea how well he’d hold up if he came across you with Jay. On top of that, you were upset with him over his reaction to your relationship.

It was only the beginning of award season, but Sunghoon had already seen too much. The smiles shared between you and Jay did not go unnoticed, and he hated it.

He hated just how much he wished your smiles were directed at him.

Sunghoon’s intense stares didn’t go unnoticed by you either. They were difficult to miss when you could feel his eyes burning into you whenever you stood to applaud his group. It was an intense feeling to know that you were being watched with such disdain, but there wasn’t much you could do. Jay tried to comfort you as much as he could through text messages whenever he was in his green room. 

After one particular performance by your group, you ran into Jay and his members, excitedly congratulating them all with hugs as Sunghoon distanced himself as much as he could. Again, you felt his stern stare, hesitantly turning to him you gave him a thumbs up and a smile.

You figured keeping things civil wouldn’t hurt, despite being annoyed with how he was acting lately. Unsurprisingly, Sunghoon didn’t return the small gesture instead he looked away from you almost entirely.

Yes, you hadn’t expected much from him but it still hurt. You didn’t understand where this hostility came from. The last time you had physically seen Sunghoon he looked like he was on the verge of tears, yet now he stood looking miserable at the thought of your presence. 

The thought hadn’t even been processed in your mind before you were walking toward him, escaping your member's hold on your hand. 

“Sunghoon, can I speak with you?”

EXTENDED NOTE. ok she's not done but I really really struggled with her so I just cut it off here 😔 I promise the next part will be nicer and probably fluffy <3 also jiji I thought I was gonna post this yesterday but I didn't ansorrriiiiii

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PHAN FRAGRANCES: SCENTBIRD EDITION

VIDEO: Dan left me again. (AmazingPhil)

Dirty Hinoki by Heretic Parfums

The Ghost In The Shell by Etat Libre d'Orange

Not A Perfume by Juliette Has A Gun

VIDEO: What Dan and Phil Text Each Other 4 (AmazingPhil)

Handsome Devil by Grooming Lounge

Nuit d'Issey by Issey Miyake (Dan Scent, also it's implied that he's used their fragrances before, so something to look into)

VIDEO: I made a construction worker cry (AmazingPhil)

Milk by Commodity

Ikon Ice by Zirh (not on Fragrantica, but the product listing on their website has the scent notes yippee!!)

Sous Le Pont Mirabeau by Etat Libre d'Orange

VIDEO: Let's Talk About Dating (AmazingPhil)

*note to self this is the one where he talks about vacation fragrances

Red Panda by Sanctuary

Sydney Rock Pool by Arquiste

VIDEO: Dan and Phil Get Married, Have Kids and Retire (DanAndPhilGAMES)

Oud For Greatness by Initio Parfums Prives (Dan Scent)

Lucia by Tocca

VIDEO: Are Dan and Phil Connected?

Milk+ by Commodity

Moss+ by Commodity (Dan Scent)

phan fragrances masterpost!!

[wooahaeruby]

Chapter 11: Three's A Crowd

Chapter Word Count: 4,676

Anything in Bold Italics are Korean/Another language.

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Was he scolded for his reckless actions? Yeah. All three of his managers, the PR team, and the VP of Pledis had jumped down his throat on the first day after the incident. 

Seungcheol had been beside him the entire time, rebutting each and every argument they had about their idol image, their safety, and most importantly, you. Jihoon didn’t really need Cheol to come to your defense, he had been doing just fine repeating exactly what he said the previous night in the dorms and on Weverse. Why their team thought arguing with two of the most stubborn people in the group was a good idea, he’d never know. 

Twitter had been flooded with screen recordings of the live he did. Realistically it was a PR nightmare but all he really saw was the positive feedback. Fandoms of multiple groups had made comments on his actions, bringing up other idols like Chen from EXO and Bobby from iKON who had found their soulmates and started families while still working. There was of course the hateful comments but many came to the defense to combat the antis. 

It was the era of humanization in his eyes. Idols were not robots, nor were they property for the fans. They had lives outside of their profession, friends that were both celebrity and non-celebrity, and soulmates either with them or waiting for them. 

“ All of you, stop please. I’m getting a headache from the back and forth that isn’t getting us anywhere.” The VP sighed, pinching the bridge of his nose. “ It happened, fine, we can’t take it back, but for your sake and Y/N’s, don’t ever do something like this again.”

“ We can’t just have him going around and-” One of the Hybe PR representatives tried to argue but the VP held up a hand. 

“ And we very well can’t have him publicly apologize because the fans that do support him would be in an uproar. They would know he doesn’t mean it.” 

Jihoon watched the stare down between the two, very well knowing that this could have gone a lot worse. Beside him, Seungcheol gave a simple pat to his leg and spoke up. 

“ Let’s just focus on the rest of the tour and get through Caratland.” 

“ Jihoonie, why don’t we come visit you and meet them?” His mother hummed through the phone. 

He had been on the ride back from Hybe with Seungcheol, still technically on a small break before they would have a few more practices for the next stop on tour. Seungcheol was scrunching his nose up, suppressing the snicker that threatened to leave him. 

“ Do you think that will be a good idea? Coming all this way, staying in a hotel, then having to leave so soon since we’ll have practice?” He was trying to find every way to not have them come. Maybe saying how busy they would might help- 

“ Oh nonsense, we can come and stay and take them around- Y/N, right?” 

“ We call them Ruby, mom!” Seungcheol leaned close, speaking into the phone the best he could with Jihoon trying to push the older man away. 

He was in hell and Seungcheol wasn’t helping. 

“ Ruby? Like that little song you wrote?” 

Seungcheol took the phone from his hand, starting the small tangent of why Mingyu specifically picked the name. He couldn’t hear exactly what she was saying but it made the other laugh and continue on. The conversation had shifted as they pulled into the parking garage of their building. The leader was talking about the tour so far because apparently Jihoon didn’t tell his own mother about them getting back aside from a text that he found his soulmate, not even a phone call. 

“ Give me that, hyung.” Jihoon snatched his phone back from the other, quickly saying goodbye to his mother before hanging up with her. “ I’m going to see Ruby-ah.” 

“ You should let your parents meet them, she sounded so excited asking about them.” 

Huffing, Jihoon tucked his phone into his pocket, rubbing the back of his neck as they got out of the van. “ I know, I just still don’t want to overwhelm them much. Nothing is changing for me but everything is changing for Ruby-ah and I want to spread things out before that.” 

Walking into the elevator, Seungcheol nodded his head side to side, needing a moment to think and possibly give a better solution to everything. “ Maybe before the Japan leg? We’ll have a few weeks before In The Soop 2 then practice and flying out, it should be more than enough time, yeah?” 

Jihoon contemplated the idea, running through logistics in his head. It wasn’t a bad idea aside from the fact that once they left for the next part of the tour, everyone would be flying around and sleeping in hotels for three weeks before that. Unless things were bought, you’d be sleeping on a foam mat on the floor for a bed even after they returned. Hell, even the idea of needing to have you around for In The Soop? Things were getting even more complex before it got better. 

“I’ll figure it out, hyung.” Standing at your door, he felt the low rumble of exhaustion through the bond. You only got up a bit ago based on the feel, it was nearing noon. 

Hand raised to knock, he heard the shuffling of your feet and the door swung open before he got a chance too. Staring back at him now, he took in your form, messy hair and dark under eyes. You had wrapped yourself in the comforter, letting it drag behind you on the clear-ish floor. 

“What did you do?” You asked, lifting your phone to him. Twitter was open on the screen. 

Quickly he averted his eyes, dropping his arm and fiddling with the strap to his apple watch. 

“ I asked, what did you do?” You asked now in Korean, your tone firm. 

He sighed, still not meeting your eye. “ I heard you both times…” 

“Are you going to answer me then?” 

“...Do I have to?” 

He let himself be pulled into your apartment, the door nearly slamming shut behind him. He watched as you shuffle-marched into the bare living room and turned back to him. You looked a little mad but he couldn’t tell if you were actually mad since you didn’t feel mad. 

Jihoon kicked off his slides and stepped further into your home, keeping a small distance between the two of you. He could feel you watch him with every step. 

“ I’d like to say that I was really mad when I went live. And I feel no regret regarding my actions.” 

You closed your eyes, taking a deep breath in as you frowned your brow, staring at him now. “ You could have given me a warning? A text? I found out because Jamie and Kazuki texted me over a hundred times while I was asleep!” 

Okay, he could have done that…But he instead cried, went to his room and slept until he was rudely awakened by their manager. 

But you didn’t need to know all of that- 

And you were right either way. 

He took a step closer, raising his arms in defeat. Your shoulders dropped and you sighed, curling the comforter closer around your body. Now he could feel the smallest shreds of anger between you held onto flow away into the distance of the bond. It was replaced with annoyance. 

“ I should have, but I wasn’t thinking straight.” Jihoon got closer now, placing a hand on your blanketed shoulder. “ I was mad and I couldn’t let them think that they would gain some sort of fucked up favor from me.” 

He watched as your face morphed from annoyed to neutral. Your eyes were looking for something on his face and a part of him felt a little self-conscious at being analyzed so close. 

Swiftly a hand came up and a finger raised to point at him. He had leaned back some, surprise written on his expression. You had poked the finger into his chest then pointed towards his face. He stared down your finger to your face, seeing your nose scrunched up the slightest bit. 

“Don’t, and I mean don’t! Do that again. I’m already gonna have a target on my back and I don’t need you fueling the crazy train of fire!” You flawlessly switched between the languages, a huff coming out after. “Now either show me good places to order furniture and groceries or take me out to go there.” 

He insisted that at least two security guards accompany you and he was grateful you didn’t try to fight him on it. Texting the little group chat the members had, Jihoon asked if anyone needed anything since the two of you would be going out shopping, sliding his phone into his pocket to wait for a reply. 

You had gone off to get changed and gather what you needed to head out. Jihoon could feel the small tidbits of excitement that buzzed under his skin but also felt the anxiety you were trying to suppress. He leaned himself against the wall, across crossed, waiting for you to finish whatever you were doing. 

A knock at the door had him perking up and looking at the small screen that showed outside of your door. Taking a breath in, he saw you shuffle out, wanting to stop you from answering it but you smiled brightly and hurried to the door. 

“Hey!” You smiled as Mingyu stood outside of the threshold, his eyes beaming with a smile plastered on his face. “ Did Jihoon-ah invite you?”

Mingyu shook his head, looking over you to him. “ Nah, he put out a text in the groupchat and I thought I’d just come along and help.”  

Jihoon had to resist rolling his eyes. Yeah he loved his members but a small part of him, outside of the security, wanted to be alone with you, a little domestically. Now though, he didn’t want to just kick Mingyu out because you looked so happy, but that didn’t mean he had to be fully happy about the uninvited guest. 

You had looked over to him, the smile once on your face dropping as you looked at him with curiosity. He could tell you felt the tiny sprout of jealousy he let slip but all he did was shake his head to you.

Jihoon waved both of you off some. “ Let’s get down to the garage so we can wait for security.”

Stepping out of the elevator on the garage level, Mingyu gasped and threw his arm around you. 

“ Coups-hyung, Shua-hyung, and Jeonghannie-hyung are also coming, they were in the dorm with Dokyeom when I was up there.” 

Jihoon internally groaned, frowning his brow as he walked behind the two of you. The trio was growing into a sextet and he was going to have to deal with teasing from both Jeonghan and Joshua. Nothing was going the way he wanted. Still, you looked so happy, much different than the tear streaked face you had yesterday, and he didn’t want to ruin the peace you held in your heart. 

The trio was already standing beyond the inside entrance between the garage and the apartment building, either on their phone or standing around. Hearing the door open, they turned, greeting each of you with small hellos and bows of their heads. Mingyu had fist bumped Seungcheol and gave little nods towards the other too. Jihoon hummed his greetings and stood behind where Mingyu pulled you in and had you greet the oldest of his group. 

He could see that you were a bit flustered, probably having to do with your bias standing right in front of you. He suppressed another roll of his eyes, stretching his neck to calm himself. 

It was going to be a long day. 

Mingyu was scheming, you could see the glint in his eye as you were being ushered into the van that pulled up. Jeonghan and Joshua had filed into the back and he pushed you into the back row with them. You tried to fight it a bit but he insisted and you were holding up their travels…so you ended up getting placed between what were known as the evil twins of Seventeen. 

“ Where are we going, Ruby-ah?” Jeonghan asked from your right, buckling himself into the seat. 

You just had to think about them like Jamie and Kazuki, or you told yourself that at least. They did remind you of them… 

“ Well, to not bore you with the details, I asked Jihoon to show me places to buy furniture then I need food because I can actually cook for myself.” 

Joshua snorted a laugh from your right, shaking his head to try and get the smile off his face. 

“ Mm, that’s alright, Jihoon can’t cook either so good luck feeding him for the rest of your life.” 

You heard a scoff from the row ahead of you where Jihoon, Seungcheol, and Mingyu sat. The latter and Seungcheol both snickered at Jeonghan’s comment. 

“ I don’t mind, your soulmate will have to deal with a pretty face and you complaining like an auntie if any video I’ve seen is true.” 

From the corner of your eye, you see Jeonghan’s mouth slightly agape. He sighed out, a sly smile gracing his face. 

“ Whoever my soulmate is will love me no matter what.” He tried to retort but your tongue got the best of you. 

“ Until you open your mouth.” 

The van erupted in laughter and a wave of amusement passed through you. You covered your face, nose scrunching up as you laughed. Peeking over to Jeonghan only had you laughing harder. He had his mouth hanging open, puffing out laughs in disbelief as he stared at you. 

You quickly gave an apology but it didn’t mean much as you continued to laugh, tears blooming in your eyes. 

“ Wahh- I’ve never seen him so shocked!” Seungcheol had turned in his seat, bright eyes looking at both of you. 

For a second, you met his eyes but quickly looked away. Your cheeks flared with heat and you could tell you were blushing, however you hoped your out of breath laughing would make it seem like you weren’t. Using your short sleeve to wipe away the tears, you looked at Jeonghan who was still trying to collect himself. He had closed his mouth at this point, crossing his arms over his chest and huffed. 

“ I’m being beaten at my own game.” He pursed his lips, looking out the window for a moment then back to you. He was smirking now, eyes filled with mischief. “ I think we will get along swimmingly, Ruby-ah.” 

Jihoon had turned in his seat to peer back at you three in the back. Jeonghan and you were staring at each other with wide grins, an unspoken agreement forming between them. 

Turning your head back to the leader duo before you, they too shared a look, but one more distressing than the one between you and Jeonghan.

“ We have just set ourselves up for hell.” Seungcheol whispered to Jihoon who’s eyes widened and a shiver ran down both his and your spine. 

“ I’m blaming Mingyu since he said you guys were coming.” Jihoon whispered back. 

“ Hey! Don’t blame me!” 

And an alliance was made at that moment.

Just as Jihoon agreed, your little group was driven by security to a furniture store, specifically an IKEA which had you snickering as you saw the blue and yellow building. 

“When you finish decorating, you need to invite everyone over and cook for us.” Jeonghan hummed, pulling his mask over his face as he stepped out after you. 

You raised a brow as you pulled your own mask up. “ Shouldn’t the guests bring housewarming gifts like food and a cheap little plant?” Sweet sarcasm laced each word. 

“Unless Mingyu, Seomin, or I are cooking, I don’t think you want to die.” Joshua fixed the bucket hat on his head and readjusted his mask. 

“ I want meatballs.” Mingyu hummed, taking your arm in his and walking off away from your group and towards the entrance. 

“ He is just stealing them away.” Jihoon scoffed, walking between Seungcheol and Jeonghan. 

Looking back over your shoulder, you could see the other four with one security guard while the other tried to keep up with the pace Mingyu had set between you. The jealousy from earlier was heavier in your chest and you felt a little bad to be dragged along as such. Getting to the main level of the store, you tried your best to break off from the taller man but he was unrelenting in showing you something he found cool or even cute. 

Joshua had fallen into a quiet conversation with you about any pieces you thought about getting. You had taken pictures of items you would need to order but with the size of the van the guards had arrived in, you were sure a few smaller boxes could fit if you tried. 

“ You should get a big couch so everyone can come over and sit on it.” Seungcheol commented, sitting on one of the display couches, arms resting over the back, legs spread in a typical man spread. 

You averted your eyes, letting a long breath of air out of your nose, butterflies fluttering in your stomach. Nope, you wouldn’t fall for anything- 

“ Who said any of you were invited?” You asked, looking at another display of an L-shaped couch to the left. “ Or are you just inviting yourself over?” 

“Careful, Ruby-ah, he’ll think you’re flirting.” Jeonghan warned playfully, taking a seat next to Seungcheol. 

Envy clawed at your soul. It felt a little suffocating but when you looked at Jihoon, he was in conversation with Joshua about an ottoman he could buy for his studio. No sign of any type of displeasure or jealousy was on his face. It was confusing you. 

“ You okay?” Mingyu asked, stepping into your field of vision. 

You only nodded and continued to look at the display furniture, taking pictures of tags and taking note of items. To keep Mingyu from hanging off of you, you had him carrying a basket of items for you, glad it was stopping him from clinging to you. 

Mingyu, even through videos, was someone who was clearly clingy. It was evident when he was around certain members, especially Jihoon, Minghao, and Seungkwan. He is always the person to remind these members how cute they were or just generally holding onto them. It was easy to see that you were a new friend to him even in the short time of knowing the man. He was kind and loving, a little too much in the physical contact department but you didn’t mind. You could understand the jealousy that Jihoon was feeling, having your soulmate clung to by a giant of a man. The part that had you a little annoyed was that he wasn’t doing much to stop Mingyu. You had to take it upon yourself to find a way to hinder Mingyu’s affection. 

Getting down to the actual warehouse floor, you already were ready to go grocery shopping and go home. Jihoon’s jealousy was eating at your last string of sanity and Mingyu wasn’t helping. With haste, you found the smaller items you wanted and a small tool kit. Jihoon offered to push the cart which you allowed, even adding the ottoman he wanted onto the pile. 

Joshua had been a steady, quiet figure beside you as you waited in line. Behind you Mingyu, Jeonghan, and Seungcheol were talking about an upcoming schedule while Jihoon was silent in front of you, waiting patiently with the cart. On either side of your small group, guards stood, keeping watchful eyes out for anything out of the ordinary or dangerous. They moved with you and you felt safe, or as safe as you could with two guards in a big ass warehouse. 

Paying for your items separate from Jihoon, Mingyu tried to get a few things as a gift, which you shot down instantly. The jealousy bubbled back up again, having settled for a bit prior, and you took a calmly breath in. 

“ Food is on me,” Joshua called out to your group, placing a hand on your shoulder. “ Go find a table, I’ll take them to get food.” 

Before you knew it, Joshua was leading you away, one of the guards following you while the other stayed with the rest to find a suitable table. The line for food was long but you were thankful to be away from almost all of them to settle. 

“You’re allowed to be annoyed.” Joshua spoke, sliding his hands into his pocket. “You’ve looked annoyed since walking into the store.” 

You cringed, dropping your shoulders and sighing. “Have I been that obvious? I’m trying to keep my mood up but it’s just not getting better.” 

You watched as Joshua looked over to your group towards the back of the food area, most of them sitting and playing on their phones. “Is it Mingyu or Jihoon?” 

“Would it be bad if I said both?” You glanced at him, letting the other take in your exasperated expression. “At first, I was fine with Mingyu all over me, he is like a giant puppy that just wants attention. Yesterday was like that and I was okay with it too, Jamie and Kazuki were physically affectionate people, I loved it. But today?” You rubbed a hand over your face, following him as you took a step forward in line. “Jihoon is so jealous and it's radiating through the bond but he isn’t saying a single thing. I’m the one trying to stop Mingyu by filling his arms with shit and staying a few steps back.” 

Joshua’s expression goes from curious to empathetic. “He means well, Jihoon just isn’t good at expressing himself. It’s been years for me and sometimes he is still hard to read most days.” 

“The problem I’m having internally is whether I tell him I know because he knows that I know that he is feeling that way, or just let him come to me. Just because I can feel it I shouldn’t just air all the laundry out and place the blame on him, right? But shouldn’t he talk to me? I’ve been annoyed and he’s barely said a word to me aside from talking with the other guys and I know he can feel it.” You grumbled out your rambled response when annoyance tangled beside the jealousy Jihoon held in him. 

You wanted to rip your hair out and beat him with a shoe. 

“ And now he is annoyed, and I’m back to wanting to go home.” You switched to Korean, 

Joshua laughed, letting you simmer in the feeling before patting your back gently. “Maybe you should talk to him. He won’t come to you unless you tell him it’s a problem.” 

You were happy to be home, glad to have help from each of them with carrying groceries and boxes. Mingyu had happily carried a box of a nightstand while Seungcheol and a guard easily carried a coffee table. Joshua and Jihoon provided plenty of help with the smaller items and food store bags. 

You ushered the oldest and Mingyu out, motioning for Jihoon to stay behind. The smile you had on your face as you bid each a goodnight faltered as the door closed and you paused, hand on the doorknob to collect yourself. Turning to where Jihoon sat on your living room floor, he averted his eyes when you tried to meet them. 

“ Jihoon-ah..” You spoke up firmly, watching as his shoulders tensed. “ Can we talk about it?” 

“There isn’t anything to really talk about.” He replied, rolling his head and stretching his neck. 

You took a deep breath, stepping into the living room. Standing before him, you placed your hands on your hips. You couldn’t get mad at him. 

“ You can’t hide it from me and it ticked me off all day.” You sighed out, “ And you just let your jealousy wash into it without saying a single word. If you don’t like something, you can use your words.” 

Jihoon looked at you, frowning, biting his lower lip to hold in whatever was actually on his mind. Annoyance that rivaled your own was flooding the bond with envy. “ Then what? When I’m not around will you have him hang off of you? It isn’t like you stopped it at first and you probably didn’t yesterday.” 

Your mouth hung open and you looked off to the side, shaking your head. “ You are going to blame me? I started to pile his arms with stuff to make him stop.” 

“But you could use your words too!” He was getting angry now, standing up and pacing around the room, avoiding any boxes. “ You're my soulmate! I wanted to go out with you today and when Mingyu showed up I wanted to tell him to fuck off!” 

“And how is that my problem when you don't say anything!” You threw your hands up, groaning in frustration. “ Jihoon-ah, just because I can feel every single emotion you have, does not mean I am going to know what it’s exactly about! It’s emotion sharing, not mind reading!” 

You haven’t felt him this heated before. Yes, he has been angry in the past, but now it was different. He paced around the room, running a hand through his hair and grumbling under his breath. Every part of him was tense and your hands balled into fists. You didn’t know what to say next, his anger was getting to you. 

“ For once I want something for myself, I want to be selfish and I don’t want everyone hogging you.” He muttered, shaking his head and setting his jaw. “ I want to be the center of your attention- I want to hold you and protect you but he just gets in my way-” 

“You can’t hog me, Jihoon-ah. I’m a person not an object. I can have friends outside of you.” You didn’t mean to sound so harsh. 

Moving your gaze back to him, his shoulders dropped and the anger he once held in his face faded. When he spoke again, his voice was soft, almost painful if you could place a word to it.

“ Ruby-ah,” Heartbreak was written all over his face now. “ I don’t mean it like that. I just- God why is talking so hard-” 

He pushed his hair back, holding the strains back from falling in his face. Jihoon was struggling to form the words and regret perched above any anger and jealousy you once felt. 

“ I’ve waited years, hearing stories of friends and family talking about meeting their soulmate. I’ve had to share everything for years since debut with my members, literally everything.” He moved towards you, letting his hands fall to his side and just simply resting his head on your shoulder. The bond thrummed with warmth. “ I don’t want to share. I want to be the one you hold onto. I want to be the one you let hold you. I want to plan stupid little dates that you’ll make fun of me for because it will be cheesy.” 

Slowly, you felt his arms wrap loosely around you. “ I want to write songs about you and for you. I want to be everything with you and for you.” 

You raised your arms, one sliding across his back and the other coming up to run through his hair. 

“We really are two idiots, huh?”

[ravenbloodshot]

Can you do reading for Ahn Hyo-seop?

(Allegedly, kakotalk got leak of him and Han seohee, a troublemaker trainee who supplies drugs and weed to idols and got them cancelled Monsta x Wonho, Bigbang TOP, Ikon, Bobby, I mean this girl is a walking career suicide, and She was talking about how hyoseop shouldn’t be scared cause she has dispatch around her fingers, I was wondering, what the relationship between her? And what she rlly want??)

Their relationship was friends with benefits (like I wouldn't be surprised if they messed around a couple times and then just became friends afterwards. Friends that would hang out and chill together. I don't think their connection was because of sex but bc they got along, if that makes sense). Bffs that experimented and decided being just bffs is enough. (Or atleast An hyo seop decided this). His energy feels like he was keeping her at a distance, not really directly telling her that he didn't want anything serious. He seems passive.

How do they feel about their convo being leaked?

Ahn Hyo Seop is feeling stressed. He's worried about how it'll affect his image. He doesn't want to be seen as a player or fuck boy.

He thinks Han Seo hee snaked him. Believes she was responsible in the texts being leaked

He could be having a lot of delusional thoughts about how this situation will play out. Thinking something like, "Will the fans ever see me the same again?If I walk down the red carpet, will they boo me?"

He may be trying to remain positive and is surround himself with a lot loved ones rn.

Han Seo hee is feeling a bit guilty. I don't think she purposefully leaked the texts but I don't think she didn't either. She may have gave the texts to someone knowing they would leak it, but she still had a part to play in how it got out

She feels quite powerful

I think she may still like Ahn Hyo Seop and wishes to get his attention. She may have been trying to seduce him lately and may not have been receiving the answers/attention she wanted.

She's seeing a lot of the activities he's doing and the movies he's acting in (keeping an eye on him in a sense). She may be quite jealous of his career or of how easily he can move on

[lookismaddict]

Lookism Characters and Their Tastes in Music ♪ (Headcannons)

Daniel Park:

Daniel likes alternative/indie pop, Soul, and R&B. He likes any song that gives a chill vibe to it and songs with nice lyrics.

Khai Dreams, mxmtoon, Keshi, etc.

He enjoys listening to Lo-Fi too, while he just lays on the ground in his house, relaxing, contemplating about events in his life until he accidentally falls asleep.

Sometimes, he sends Jay a text message asking what songs he’d recommend and Jay would send him a three-page list of songs in an online document

Zack Lee:

Hip-hop, Rap, and R&B

Consists of hyped artists like Drake, 21 Savage, A$AP Rocky, Lil Uzi, etc.

He used to be a big fan of Kanye West, but after Kanye’s multiple controversies, he stopped listening to his music because he now believes that he’s trash.

But on days when he feels down, he listens to artists like Joji. *insert Glimpse of Us here while Zack cries a river*

Vasco:

Vasco is into the older classic 60s-80s bands: Queen, Bon Jovi, AC/DC, Led Zeppelin, Pink Floyd, Journey, etc.

Prefers the oldies with meaningful lyricsm rather than the new songs on the radio

However, he enjoys listening to more of the earlier 2010s boy bands like One Direction, and Backstreet Boys from the 90s. (He even listens to that one song that Daniel and Duke made, on repeat since he asked Duke to send him a copy of that song.)

Doesn’t mind listening to some classic 70s songs from Air Supply, Bee Gees, Earth, Wind, and Fire, etc. in peaceful late night jogs

Jay Hong:

R&B and Soul (boujee tastes 💸)

Frank Ocean, Daniel Caesar, Steve Lacy, Khali Uchis, etc.

He has similar tastes to Daniel as well, and recommends Daniel tunes that provides relaxation and chill vibes.

The both of them would sometimes sit together during classroom break, and Jay would share one of his Airpods with Daniel. He’ll play songs that he thought that Daniel might like while he helps him do homework.

Jay even tried to ask Duke if he could get a copy of the song that he and Daniel performed at the festival. It took Duke a while to understand what Jay was trying to say, but he did manage to send it to him at some point. Once he got the song, he secretly played it on repeat for over a month.

Mira Kim:

Pop, Alternative/Indie (But a lot of people don’t know that she’s interested in this genre. Many assumed that she’s into K-pop like Zoe, since they’re both close.)

Clairo, Mitski, Marina and the Diamonds, Halsey (Especially her Badlands Album), Melanie Martinez, Lana Del Rey, etc.

Sometimes listens to R&B/Soul too (like NIKI, Justine Skye, Kiana Lede, etc.) whenever she chills on her bed

Whenever she studies in her room, she likes putting these songs on in the background to help her get in the zone

Zoe Park:

HUGE K-Pop fan

Other than BTS, she’s also a fan of other groups like NCT, ATEEZ, Stray Kids, ENHYPHEN, The Boyz, Blackpink, TWICE, Red Velvet, G-IDLE, LE SSERAFIM, STAYC, NewJeans, etc.

Also listens to older groups too and goes on a K-pop marathon late at night while doing homework with BIG BANG, Super Junior, INFINITE, VIXX, EXO, ToppDogg, iKON, etc.

She also loves listening to the older girl groups like 2NE1, Girl’s Generation, Wonder Girls, F(x), Girl’s Day, AOA, etc.

Eli Jang:

Eli likes to listen to bands such as Cigarettes After Sex, The Neighbourhood, Arctic Monkeys, The 1975, etc.

Loves the cool vibes of these Alternative/Indie bands with a hint of low sensuality to them.

He’s also interested in listening to artists like Chase Atlantic.

But of course, he doesn’t listen to these songs around Yenna. He doesn’t want her to acquire such vulgar words, and he doesn’t want to ruin her innocence. (Listening to these types of songs was like a guilty pleasure for Eli.)

Vin Jin:

Vin Jin listens to rap artists that inspire him and his style in rapping and hip-hop

Listens to K-Rap by Flowsik, ZICO, DPR LIVE, Jay Park, Dok-2, Simon Dominic, Dumbfoundead, etc.

His celebrity crush is Jessi and he’s a major fanboy if he ever sees her in person

Wants to reach international levels of Asian rap, like Rich Brian’s level someday, who’s a part of 88rising

Mary Kim:

Mary mostly listens to female rap artists that give off BBE ✨

She LOVES Megan Thee Stallion, Cardi B, Saweetie, Lizzo, Doja Cat, etc.

Also listens to badass female K-rappers like CL, Jessi, HyunA, Lisa from Blackpink, etc.

Sometimes, she even listens to other artists like Audrey Nuna, REI AMI, BIBI, etc.

Johan Seong:

Listens to edgy rock bands (post-hardcore, metalcore, and punk) 💀

Consists of Pierce the Veil, Sleeping with Sirens, Bring me the Horizon, I Prevail, Of Mice & Men, Breaking Benjamin, etc.

On nights when he walks his dog Eden, he likes listening to bands such as Paramore, My Chemical Romance, Green Day, etc. (Edgy bands that give off low vibes.)

His fav song is Take me to Church by Hozier, even though it isn’t even close to punk.

Since Zack is a fan of hip-hop, he discovered darker hip-hop genres one day and he thought of Johan while listening to them. He then recommended Johan to listen to Hip-Hop Punk Rap and Horrorcore Trap Metal. Mostly artists like Suicide Boys, Freddie Dredd, and even CORPSE.

Johan digged the song reccs that Zack offered, and now he goes to him for more artists to listen to.

Jake Kim:

Jake is into love songs by Justin Bieber, Backstreet Boys, NSYNC, even Big Time Rush. (Similar to Vasco’s tastes)

He also enjoys listening to R&B and Soul music by Chris Brown, Jason Derulo, Usher, Ne-Yo, etc.

Sometimes when he’s home alone, he’d sing in front of the mirror while pretending to serenade someone by smoothing out his hair seductively, blasting these songs all night.

I like to believe that this man got a good voice, so of course, he’ll nail these songs if you take him to karaoke.

Samuel Seo:

R&B and Trap Soul is his way to cope

Certain nights when he likes to feel sexy while standing naked in front of the window to his condo, he blasts music by Jeremih, PARTYNEXTDOOR, Tory Lanez, Bryson Tiller, Trey Songz, etc. (similar to Gun’s type of music but thank god he doesn’t know that they have similar tastes in music)

When he feels low in spirit, he drinks to songs that are relatable to him and has the same vibe as his mood like 6lack - PRBLMS, SZA, The Weeknd, Travis Scott - Power is Power, blackbear - do re mi, Russ - Overdue, etc.

Samuel listens to these types of songs on occasion though, and doesn’t have time to sit down and actually listen to them since he’s always been so busy with work.

Gun Park:

Similar to Jay Hong’s taste in music, he got “expensive” tastes in music as well ✨

Late at night while drinking alone, he likes listening to sensual R&B. (Some days, The Weeknd, Bryson Tiller, Tory Lanez, etc.)

During his workouts, he enjoys listening to rap and hip-hop from artists such as, 21 Savage, Meek Mill, Kendrick Lamar, Schoolboy Q, Denzel Curry, etc. (Songs that get his blood pumping, while working out.)

Sometimes, he also listens to K-Chill R&B artists, like DEAN, Sik-k, Crush, DPR LIVE, Jay Park, etc. whenever he goes out on late night drives in an expensive car.

Gun HATES the music that Goo puts on whenever he’s driving themselves to any destination. He gets annoyed whenever Goo takes the AUX chord and plays weird songs from “sus” artists such as DBangz, Lil Boom, and sometimes Yung Gravy.

Gun punched Goo one time when he started blasting “Thick ****** and Anime Tiddies”. Gun would yell at him saying, “What is this trash?!” and the fight would eventually escalate to another one of their side-of-the-road brawls

Goo Kim:

This man’s taste in music is ALL OVER THE PLACE. Just chaotic.

Although, he has some shared music tastes with Gun. (Mostly similar tastes in Hip-Hop songs.)

He enjoys listening to fun and bouncy music, that goes with his moods really well (Pop or hip-hop, it doesn’t matter to him. Just no country music. He, “can’t stand that shit.”)

On days when Gun is annoyed with Goo, he’ll intentionally play country music just to annoy Goo just to get back at him, while going on long drives anywhere. Goo would eventually punch Gun on the arm, almost causing the car to swerve, until Gun decides to pull the car to the side of the road and fight him then and there.

LOVES listening to very weird, unhinged music. Mostly by artists like Yung Gravy, Bbno$, Lil Boom, Dbangz, etc. (probably even Pink Guy)

Goo is a big fan of Tyler the Creator, since he’s also a big goofy guy who doesn’t care about anyone else but himself and making money (through his music). Not only does he like his unique style and music, but he finds him very admirable for not caring about people’s thoughts on him, no matter what type of outrageous or unusual things he says.

He definitely enjoys listening to popular anime OPs and OSTs from anime that he liked when he’s at home.

DG:

DG doesn’t have a preferred taste in music, but he enjoys music outside of his own demographic.

Since he always listens to K-pop 24/7 (because of his job), he doesn’t mind listening to other types of music as well, and seeks out for new music to listen to.

He is very open-minded. Some days, he’ll listen to American Hip-hop or Rock (Kid Cudi, Childish Gambino, etc.) and other days he’ll listen to Latin Trap. (Farruko, Bad Bunny, Ozuna, etc.)

During his trips overseas, he’ll listen to traditional Japanese instrumentals to relax while riding in his private jet. The music would often lull him to sleep, as it is calm and perfect for someone who’s constantly busy.

Eugene:

🎼 Likes listening to classical music while reading a book, or doing paperwork. (Mostly dark academia classical music.)

Beethoven, Chopin, Tchaikovsky, Bach, Franz Liszt, etc. makes him focus and concentrate.

Also, he’s an enthusiast of the historical American “Jazz Age”, which was music from the 1920’s. (But his interest in jazz is not limited to just that era. He likes jazz all the way to the current jazz of today.) 🎷

Eugene has exquisite tastes in music. Louis Armstrong, Billie Holiday, and Chet Baker, gives him comfort and puts him at ease.

He collects vinyl records of these famous artists, and likes listening to jazz music while sipping on a cup of tea or coffee, admiring the sweet tunes of the Roaring Twenties while looking out the window from his office.

Not only does he like classical, and jazz music, but he’s also interested in Traditional Pop. (The forefathers who started pop and got famous in Las Vegas shows.)

Frank Sinatra, Dean Martin, Paul Anka, etc. puts him in a very festive mood, especially while sitting in his office while putting together a blueprint of his devious plans.

[satureja13]

Login Madness and Outtakes from the Summer Solstice Event (last part)

I had to reload the save and switch household a few times and once I found Saiwa standing there. He was so confused ^^'

Saiwa and Lenny are also a bit annoyed hahaha

Noxee texting Ji Ho. She wants all the details. But Ji Ho only wants to swim ;)

Saiwa and Vlad playing table tennis. I regretted placing the ping pong table on this community lot because random sims called the Boys away from the scenes all-the-time! omg

I thought I'd read somewhere that we can woohoo in the lighthouse(?) or was that in another world? So I thought it would be nice to let Saiwa and Jeb kiss at the lighthouse. But the terrain was so uneven, they refused to kiss... But that lead to move them to the pier and we got the amazing kiss scenes -> here and -> here. Everything happens for a reason.

Beautiful - IKON (omg the MV! Every drama trope in one MV ^^')

From the Beginning  ~  Underwater Love ~  Latest

[sneezyminniejo]

Hi!! Can I request a donghyuk (ikon) with stomach problems fic? Emeto and scat are both ok!! Thank u!!

Sorry about the two year long wait and the shitty title

TW emeto

Caring Hyung

Donghyuk felt like shit. He had woken up about two hours after going to sleep and he felt extremely nauseous. His mouth was pooling with saliva and the back of his throat was burning with stomach acid that wanted to come out. He immediately got out of bed and made his way to the bathroom.

While in the bathroom, Donghyuk spent several minutes hunched over the toilet, but ultimately, nothing came up. He yawned in tiredness, wanting to go back to sleep. He took his phone out of his pocket and unlocked it to send a message to the group saying he was sick and staying home tomorrow. He had only made it a couple of steps into the hallway before his stomach revolted with a vengeance. The sensation came on so quickly that all the sick man could do was bend over and puke on the floor.

Donghyuk groaned when he finished expelling last night’s dinner and went back to the bathroom to rinse his mouth out. He looked in the mirror and noticed that he was fairly pale. He probably had a fever, but didn’t feel like checking his temperature, throwing up was enough of a sign for him to call out. He yawned as he exited the bathroom, and groaned again at the mess that was on his hardwood flooring. He was too exhausted to deal with it and decided that he’ll deal with it some time tomorrow when he’s more alert.

It was ten thirty in the morning and Bobby was parked outside the apartment wondering where Donghyuk was. The other man asked him the day before for a ride to the company because his car was in the shop. Bobby had agreed, and now was in his car, staring at his phone, wondering where the other man was.

“We’re going to be late.” Bobby said to himself as he got out of the car to personally drag the younger out of his apartment. He also texted the group chat so no one would be wondering where they were. He got to the apartment and knocked on the door. After a minute of no response, he knocked again. When he still didn’t get a response, he pulled a spare key out of his pocket and entered.

All the lights in the apartment were turned off, which likely meant that Donghyuck was still sleeping. Bobby swore as he walked towards the younger’s room with the intention of lecturing  the man about responsibility and the existence of multiple alarms.

As he walked further into the apartment however, he started to smell something distinctly sour. Almost like his child’s dirty diapers, but not. Bobby hadn’t been watching where he was putting feet, and he probably should have. A moment later, he stepped in something wet, and this time he audibly swore.

“God Damnit!” He shouted. He turned on the light and saw that he had apparently stepped in a pile of vomit. That would definitely explain the sour smell. He was also regretting not putting on slippers after taking his shoes off. He hobbled to the kitchen to clean his foot off then grabbed a pair of slippers from the front.

“Hyung, why are you here? I told everyone in the chat that I’m sick.” Donghyuk said as he came out of his room.

Bobby stared at him for a minute, taking in his pale green complexion. “Um, you didn’t message anyone Hyuk.” The older man paused to double check his phone. “Is there a reason there’s an old pile of vomit on your floor?”

Donghyuk stared at Bobby for a second before looking at the wet spot on the floor. “I was too tired to deal with it last night, so I went back to sleep.” Bobby looked  stunned at the answer before speaking. “Okay, you go back to bed. I’m going to text the group.” Bobby made the decision that Donghyuk wasn’t able to care for himself this time around, so he told the group that DK was sick and he’d be looking after the sick man.

Bobby had barely returned his phone to his pocket when he heard coughing followed by a splat of liquid hitting wood. He went to find his dongsaeng and found him standing in the doorway of his room staring at a fresh pile of vomit.

Bobby groaned internally as he grabbed the trash can that was in the kitchen and brought it to his dongsaeng while side-stepping the puddles of vomit. “Here, try to hurl into this next time. I’m going to clean this up.” Bobby shooed Donghyuk back to bed then went to go looking for the cleaning supplies.

Bobby first decided to clean up the fresh pile of vomit because he knew that he would need to apply some elbow grease to clean up some of the old vomit. Once he had turned the lights on it was clear that some parts were dried to the hardwood floors. He eventually did get the floor cleaned up, but it took him like an hour. He silently cursed his dongsaeng for not even trying to mom up the first puddle that happened who know how many hours before.

Once he finished cleaning, Bobby went to Donghyuk's room to check on the man. He was currently hunched over the trash can that was sitting in his lap. Bobby watched as Donghyuk silently gagged a couple times before dry heaving. The older man went to the kitchen and found an electrolyte drink and also grabbed a glass of water.

He returned to the bedroom and placed the drinks on the bedside table before sitting on the bed next to his dongsaeng. When it looked like Donghyuck was done dry heaving, Bobby took the bowl out of his lap.

“I think you’re empty Hyuk. Try drinking some water. I know your body wants to throw up, but there’s nothing to throw up anymore. You’re just going to painfully dry heave until you can bring up something.” Bobby grabbed the glass of water and helped his dongsaeng slowly sip the liquid. He then returned the bowl to his lap and stood up.

“I’m going to make you some chicken soup and get you some crackers. I’ll be back in a bit.” Bobby left the room and got cooking. Meanwhile, Donghyuk was very hesitant to drink the water. He felt extremely nauseous and the thought of ingesting anything was, well, nauseating.

Even though Donghyuk really didn’t want to ingest anything, the painful dry heaving he just endured was horrible. If having something in his stomach to throw up wasn’t going to hurt nearly as much, he was willing to try. It took a minute of self convincing, but the sick man managed to sip at the water. After a couple of small sips, he felt brave enough to take bigger sips. Before he knew it, he had drunk half the glass, and his stomach was once again pissed off.

It was only roughly a minute after drinking the water that Donghyuk found himself gagging over the trash can once more. It was only mere seconds later that he started coughing up the liquid he had just ingested. His stomach cramped and clenched as it forced the water out through his mouth. It only took like thirty seconds, but Donghyuk felt like he had been throwing up for several minutes. He sighed in partial relief when he finished and leaned against his pillow after setting the trash can on the ground.

Donghyuk laid on his bed for the next several minutes staring off into space. He felt too miserable to even bother looking at his phone. He couldn’t help but rub his hand over his abdomen in hopes of calming the angry organs underneath. Of course, it wasn’t really working. He knew that the only thing he could do was let the stomach bug run its course.

After several minutes, Bobby came back with a bowl of soup. “I know you’re probably not the slightest bit hungry right now, but we need to try to get fluids into you. Unless of course, you want me to take you to the hospital for an IV.” The older man said as he handed the bowl to Donghyuk.

Donghyuk grimaced at the mention of the hospital. “I’d like to avoid that if possible, hyung.” He took the bowl and began to slowly eat. He stopped after a few bites, his stomach feeling angry. Donghyuk handed the bowl back to Bobby and began taking shallow breaths. “I really don’t feel good. And now you’re probably going to get sick, then you’ll get your wife and kid sick.” The sick man began crying.

Bobby sighed and rubbed Donghyuk’s back. “Based on how most illnesses work, you’ve been contagious the past couple of days. If I get sick, I get sick.” Bobby then started to ramble about a children’s show that his son is hooked on, and how they also make it amusing for the adults that watch with the child.

Bobby managed to feed a few more bites of food to Donghyuk. He stopped when he noticed the younger man was dozing off. Bobby knew that the younger man was probably going to feel like shit for at least another day. He took his phone out and texted the manager to see if Donghyuk could be excused from schedules for the next two days. After he got up and went back to the kitchen to make himself something to eat. Bobby also called his wife to let her know that he wouldn’t be home until tomorrow because he wanted to make sure that Donghyuk would be okay. Once he got that stuff squared away, he moved to the living room and turned on the tv with the volume on low so he’d be able to hear if the younger man started throwing up again.

[sanstropfremir]

we should give that iKon boy a gun

[gender0bender]

The poem “Jesus Desiring” by Pádraig Ó Tuama over pictures of Russian Orthodox worship.

Image descriptions:

A black and white halftone of a photograph of a Russian Orthodox nun lighting a candle in front of a large ikona of the crucifixion. There is white text on the image reading “It’s the desexing that bothers me- as if I never had a boner or some lust.”

A black and white halftone of a photograph of a woman wearing a platochik kissing a crucifix held up by a priest. There is white text on the image reading “as if I had so much of God’s business to consider that I never wanted kisses“

A black and white halftone of a photograph of a Russian Orthodox priest stroking a wooden icon depicting Mary holding Jesus, with white on it reading “ or a nail run down my back.”

A black and white halftone of a photograph of a Russian Orthodox priest entering the sanctuary at the back of a church, with an ikona of Christ on the right side. There is white text over the image reading “I woke every morning the way men wake every morning.”

A black and white halftone of a photograph of a woman kissing the base of a crucifix, with white text on the image reading “I sought some comfort in some touch and thought that much could be achieved if people made more love more often.“

A black and white halftone of a photograph of a woman leaning her forehead against an ikona in a church, there is white text on the image reading “I think I’d have made a pretty average father, by which I meanokay,”

A black and white halftone of a photograph of a woman wearing a platochik standing in front of the ikon covered wall seperating the sanctuary from the rest of the church. There is white text above her that reads “by which I mean I wish.”

A black and white halftone of a photograph of a man holding up an icon in a jewelled case. There is white text above him that reads “I would like to age and watch my children grow.”

A black and white halftone of a photograph of an ikona of the crucifixion with white text on it reading “I would like to hold on to my body.” End description.

[vorfreudevortex]

a portrait of us - five

a nanami x reader smau

masterlist

warnings: angst lol, slow burn, swearing, a little ooc, a typo or two

notes: gojo and nanami texts under the written portion hehe

“your japanese remains exceptional after all these years,” satoru remarked as he swerved lazily into the left lane. “you only have a slight accent on certain words. have you been practicing for nanami?”

“satoru, if you keep driving like this, i'm going to get carsick and throw up all over you,” you warned, gripping the armrest.

“have you been calling him every day for the past ten years to keep your japanese sharp?”

“no, i haven’t! please stop talking,” you blushed, turning your gaze to the passing building outside the passenger seat window.

“wait, i didn’t know onee-san was dating nanamin,” yuji interjected, leaning forward from the back seat.

“we’re not dating!” you said, exasperated. “i don’t know why your sensei is saying this nonsense.”

“that’s exactly what you said that one time i caught you two making out in his room in high school,” satoru teased.

“no way!” yelled yuji. “i didn’t know nanamin was even capable of being like that. is he a good kisser?”

“i-what?! okay, again, this was ten years ago,” you huffed, crossing your arms. “things were totally different! he probably doesn’t even remember anything-”

“oh my god,” interrupted satoru with a sly smile. “technically, you guys are still together because you didn’t officially break up with him, right?”

"wha- satoru, i'm going to kill you.”

“and-”

"nuh-uh,” you cut him off. “there are, like, twelve minutes left until we arrive at the museum, and you know what, i am exhausted from my flight, so no one is allowed to talk for the rest of the car ride.”

“but,” yuji politely raised a finger, “i still have so many questions-”

“no,” you finished.

satoru smirked to himself, yuji pouted in the back seat, and you returned your eyes toward the passenger window, the bright red blush still embarrassingly evident on your cheeks. to your satisfaction, the remaining twelve minutes in the car were silent, save for the gentle hum of the engine and satoru's k-pop playlist playing softly in the background. your mind couldn’t help but replay the revived memory of that makeout session with nanami as satoru parked the car in front of the museum.

"i'll see you for lunch on the 20th?” asked satoru as he and yuji helped remove your luggage from the car.

“as long as you stop bringing him up, yes.”

“no promises!” he giggled as he wrapped you up in another big hug. “good luck today, it was great to see you again!”

“see you later, onee-san!” yuji waved.

you couldn’t help but smile as you waved goodbye to them. “bye, boys. thank you again. i'll see you soon!”

next: part six

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Hana's Friends Outside of Seventeen

Yeonjun (TXT)

Hana was the first Seventeen member to formally meet TXT and her and Yeonjun just hit it off instantly. They've done a few dance covers together that fans have praised.

Yeonjun on his friendship with Hana -

"Sometimes I forget we're friends and she isn't just a cool senior I look up to anymore. She gives really good advice on anything."

Saerom (Fromis_9)

They were friends before Fromis_9 joined Pledis, but then being under the same company just made them closer. Outside of Hana's own members, she hangs out with Saerom the most.

Saerom on her friendship with Hana -

"We've been friends for quite a while and I'm really glad I have a friend like her around."

JinJin (Astro)

Their families are close friends so the two of them grew up together and even after Hana's family had moved to Canada, when they'd visit the two of them would hang out together. After JinJin debuted, Hana was pretty vocal on her pride for him and Astro.

JinJin on his friendship with Hana -

"Sometimes we're both surprised that we are where we are. It's crazy that we both succeeded in our dreams, but there's no one else I'd rather succeed with other than my group."

Rosé (BlackPink)

They met when Hana was a YG trainee and have been close friends, meeting up multiple times since Hana left the company. Fans are always in awe of these two because of their stunning visuals.

Rosé on her friendship with Hana -

"I really wish we had more time to hang out together, she's a really good friend of mine. I treasure the moments I get to see her."

Ikon/Donghyuk

Similar to Rosé, Hana met Ikon (minus Chanwoo) during their trainee years at YG. Hana is friends with all of them, but is closer to Donghyuk to them being the same age and dancers.

Donghyuk on his friendship with Hana -

"She's really grown as a person and artist, it's a big change from the quiet girl I met in 2012. I'm really proud of her."

Mark (NCT)

Toronto Buddies! They met through Jaehyun and Hana was really glad to finally know someone from Toronto. They don't hang out often, but it's never hindered their friendship.

Mark on his friendship with Hana -

"Though we don't see each other often, we're pretty close. I used to text her a lot when I was homesick, but I don't do it as often anymore. She's a good friend and I know the older members of NCT appreciate her being there for me when they couldn't."

Jacob (The Boyz)

Toronto buddies 2.0! Like with Mark, when The Boyz debuted and Hana heard that there was not only two members from Canada, but one from Toronto who was her age, she immediately sought Jacob out.

Jacob on his friendship with Hana -

"She was kind of scary at first, but I realized she was just excited to have someone who was like her. She's been super supportive of The Boyz too, she's great."

Hana's masterlist.

[best-kpop-song-tournament]

Please vote for which song you think is better! If you haven't already, make sure to listen to both songs under the read more before voting.

Propaganda is encouraged, but please do not be negative towards the other song in doing so. This is meant to be a fun tournament! If you write propaganda in the text of your reblog (rather than in the tags), I will likely reblog it!

The fact that 4 Walls was only 0.1% away from winning in round 1 with 69% is Killing Me!!! (by Ikon) And voters were not pulled in like the tide to vote for Oneus's Luna in Round 2, giving (f)x the win! If (f)x had a Sixth Sense for predicting the future, they would've known about their round 3 win against Brown Eyed Girls!

4 Walls brings a sophisticated freshness to (f)x's iconic sound! The meaningful lyrics describe an attraction like a maze of mirrors. This song's unique blend of soft vocals and house beats makes for a very interesting track!

Shinee received a huge Wave of support in round 1 match 64 against Ateez! Then they proved that you don't need a newer song to be Hip when they won against Mamamoo in round 2! It seems like 2ne1 really aren't The Best- as Shinee's round 3 victory showed.

Shinee nation! Lucifer is Shinee's 2nd most viewed MV, and it was submitted twice to the poll! This iconic song is a bit dark and edgy but is still a huge bop even now!