#ik its to help future me out but so much of me hates that i'm not letting myself save Any Money right now and im basically forcing myself-

[vaultsixtynine]

paid a bunch of bills

[ahamkara-apologist]

Eramis things I want during Revenant (that I don't have much hope we'll get but a man can dream):

-Eramis was in the process of getting out of the solar system when the whole Echo thing happened, and Fikrul tried to draw her in with the promise of rebuilding Riis. She's intruigued enough by this and sympathetic enough to the Scorn to hear him out, but doesn't jive with his dream of scornifying the whole Eliksni race. She then vies for the Echo herself, only warning Eido of the threat, and Eido comes to us

-The Vanguard + Misraaks and Variks is initially against Eramis until Eido makes it clear that she wants the Echo for Riis and to gtfo of the system, at which point Ikora and Osiris go on Eramis diplomacy duty, offering to help in exchange for her and the remains of House Salvation to leave for Riis afterwards. Eramis does not trust us one fucking bit, but since she doesn't have much firepower and she recognizes it gets us out of each other's hair/setae, she begrudgingly agrees

-Cue reluctant alliance! Everyone but Eido fucking hates it. Eramis is soft only to Eido and no-one else, but its clear that the fight has gone out of her and that she's just listlessly going through the motions bc the fate of the Eliksni + the possibility of seeing her wife and kids again is the only thing keeping her going. Mara, Osiris, Zavala, and Ikora keep trying to talk to her about their loss in faith with the Light/dealing with grief, but it only works when Eido is there

-Misraaks gets worse. Eramis begrudgingly begins fucking around with the Darkness of Nezarec/giving us info on how the Witness's darkness worked in her time as its slave, bc while she doesn't think Misraaks has any hope, she sees the future of the Eliksni in Eido and doesn't want to jeopordize that. It's awkward as hell and she keeps making snide comments about his mother

-She also either ignores the Young Wolf or treats us like her least favorite stepchild, bc while her hate for us isn't personal, her grief over the people we killed are. The YW does nothing to improve this

-As the story progresses she starts talking more and more about Athrys and her children and talking about what she did and how she has no hope for the future, but Eido does, and while Eido doesn't like her speaking like that, it makes a very clear contrast between Maya and Eramis, one that Ikora remarks on (I want more Ikora...pls bungie)

-At some point, Eido wants to fight. Misraaks protests. So does Saint. Eramis retorts that she's the same age Misraaks was when Inaaks made him go raiding, Misraaks shouts something about wanting her to have a better life than what he had, and Eramis snarky says that's nice but entirely impractical. Eido gets a sword. She's thrilled about it

-Eramis finds Athrys (or the remains of Athrys). Its extremely emotional and lots of ugly crying and angst is involved, but it works out in the end, unlike with Maya and Chioma. This is bc Eramis realizes what she did was wrong, which is the first step of learning to be better, and even though she doesnt think she deserves anything more, Athrys is determined to shake her back to form

-Athrys also is warily fascinated by humans and keeps scolding Eramis about going to war with us, doubly so for losing. Eramis refuses to comment on this.

-With the work of the Echo, Riis is made habitable again, and she leaves to rebuild, but not without inviting Eido to come visit if she ever wishes to see their homeworld (giving us the possibility of also seeing Riis??)

-ik its unlikely but even a single crumb of serious taniks content would satiate me. Bungie please i'm absolutely obsessed with the singular pov piece we do get from him

[fabulousest333]

I hope this isnt trauma dumping or sm but i just needed to get this out and also get some advice and i think i really like ur advice. So i have been jn a relationship w my bf for 2 years now and i love him with my heart and soul and we plan to get married ( ee are still young but we see that as the futuregoal) so up tntil a few months back i used to just go to random s*x chat groups and something and would share my nudes nd just stuff like that and would also watch p*rn .. these are both things that me and my bf would a 100% consider cheating and if he did this to me i would kill myself out of sorrow. I absolutely hate myself and am disgusted at myself i was distracted for a little while with my exams but now they are over and now im crying all the time again just thinking about what i did to the boy i love the most. At the time i didnt think much of it and at first i would just talk w people but slowly i started sharing nudes and i did this a couple of times until i realized a few months back how wrong it is. I have no idea how i didnt realise how wrong this is?Up until this i was a really good person i dont think ive ever hurt anybody and i am very nice also but now idk i just hate myself and everything about me .Every day whenever i think aboyt this i cant help but cry and think there really isnt anything else i can do. Of course i have changed and wouldnt think of doing such a thing again but still the fact that i did it in the first place makes me want to die.

Ik its so selfish but i cant keeo thinking that he will do sm like this to me also and that ill get my karma. Does karma really even exist and how do i get myself to atop thinking this now i always suspect him of cheating and talking to other girls. Hes done sm similar to cheating to me but nothing on this level. What he did is nothing ckmpared to what i did.

And in the context of manifesting, should i manifest that none of this ever happened and for me to be a really nice person or shoukd i manifest that this completely gets erased from my memory or what?? This also messes up my manifestion so much i cant helo hut tell myself that i dont deserve good things as im a bad person . Please help. If youre not comfortable answering this then im sorry for wasting ur time

in the future as a boundary I'd prefer to only answer manifestation questions without trauma dumping, so I'll be ignoring any from now on, but it's totally okay as you didn't know ❤️

as for manifestation you can revise, or shift if you'd like! both are easy. revision is changing the past, and all you need to do is say the new story of what happened in your past and the 3d will conform.

as for shifting there's lots of methods you could use, but I'm not an expert so I'd seek advice elsewhere.

and finally telling yourself you're a bad person can't mess up your manifestations, nothing can if you say so. I'd work on your self concept outside of manifestation just to help you feel better about yourself, mistakes are a normal human experience.

personally I don't believe in karma, I'm sure you won't be affected. you can use protection subliminals or spells if it's giving you stress.

good luck!

[thatdeadaquarius]

i NEED to see more of your art !!!!!

*bats eyelashes* this is a threat.

AHFLALSDHA WHAT- STOP GET OUT NO U DONT PLEASE-

U WANNA SEE MY ART??!!

IVE BEEN WAITING FOR YEARRSSS FOR SOMEONE TO SEE MY ART-

For future standalone posts like Possession AU/actual Fanfics/Non-Asks I'll probably add some of my art as a fun visual, since it sucks the closest I can get is gifs to feeling more immersed! :/

These I drew over the past 2-3 weeks! They're my lovely OCS, left to right, Lucille, Mara and Sabrina! They're story is a big fat beautiful shit on JK Rowl*ng! Lucille is a black lesbian successful trans woman/future magic council-woman, Mara is a japanese-american hard-headed/bold sapphic woman/future professional magical athlete, and Sabrina is a plus-size queer woman/future professional magical plants necromancer! They're in my twist on Harry Potter universe, where they all go to magical university, and the point is that Mara and Lucille are infamous school rivals, but then fall in love/fall in love with Sabrina too! A magical gay polycule if u will, I've written 2 short stories about them for my fiction class so far!

SHEESH, DO ME A FAVOR AND CLICK FOR QUALITY!!

this was my last project for my illustration 2 class! I have a physical comic book/zine I'm making, but this is the summary TLDR digital piece lol, its actually a sort of isekai of myself into Percy Jackson and changing his fate for the better! (Yes ik his anatomy is ROUGH, dont look at him too hard- SOBS)

Here's an earlier project this year from Illustration 2, I got an article I had to make illustrations for, to help you understand it/add aesthetic to it! My subject was Cosmic Topology, pretty sick topic if u ever wanna look it up, it's about the shape of the universe! :0

^^^

And these-

are the gifs from that art exhibition I talked so much about the past couple weeks! It was my senior art exhibition (a requirement to display art in the uni gallery to graduate!)

irl photos under this text block!

These are actually being projected across pages in a fake photo album/prom guestbook thingy, fully interactive so u can turn the pages and it shows a new animation, like a magical storybook! Also, since it's prom themed, I made it a kinda guestbook/sign book so gallery viewers can get some glitter pens I left out to sign the end of it! I also have a playlist I made playing in the gallery along with it so it's like what they'd play at this prom! :) hope that made sense!

The content is that the girl you see walking around in white is getting social anxiety/stressed out, to the point of dissociating, as a way of doing my theme I've kept up for university of things appearing darker than they initially look (hence the colors + I love colors), and to bring awareness to mental health!

welp, didnt mean to include all that black space, but that's my artist statement too! (u cant see the prints in the pictures, that's just my interactive piece I was talking about!)

hope if u click on the statement it's readable lol

Just click on the Alt text, I pasted it there 😭 also the piece is called

"You're the Star of the Night (you're dissociating)!"

Tumblr hates me so I just made the gif of me actually turning the pages into a link/QR code thingy! feel free to check out if u want :)

Uh anyway, if you made it this far, thank you so much!

Can't wait to make more fanart tbh lol

AND THANK YOU SO MUCH AGAIN FOR ASKING ORAH!! (sorry it wasnt more genshin stuff whoops...) RLLY HOPE I DIDNT SPAM U TOO HARD-

Safe travels,

💀♒️

[old-lorarri]

hey love id like to request ─ lost cause . . . ❨ send me a description of yourself + a fandom and gender preference, and i’ll ship you with a character. ❩ for your 4k celebration. (for formula one) congrats on how quickly you've been growing! its amazing! <3 <3

hopefully i wont ramble on too much (:

i am an american girl in university/college. i go to a large college in the south, but i plan on moving to los angeles when i graduate, which is where i'm from. i am currently studying journalism and screenwriting. i do an internship in LA during the summer for the latter. i love sports, and writing. in the future i hope to write many movies and attend many sports events. my dream events to attend (in general not just sport) are the oscars (who doesnt) the met gala, and for sporting: el clasico in spain, as i am a major soccer fan, and the singapore grand prix. i like to convince myself im very fashionable, but as a student i dont have the budget for that yet. i still dress well, usually cool sneakers baggy pants and tight tops because im semi basic.

for appearence, i consider myself decently attractive because confidence is very important, and if you think you're ugly, you will be. i have high cheekbones, an unmentionable nose, plump lips, blue eyes, with pretty light eyebrows. i am also a proud member of the lewis hamilton forehead squad, and i do like it, most of the time. my hair is medium brown, which either makes me look very pale, or slightly tan (white girl problems ik).

my personality (the most important thing i believe) is pretty good! i try my hardest to be kind, and nice. im well read, working on being well spoken, and i think im a pretty good person. i like reading, and like learning, but not stem. i actually hate stem. im funny in an honest way (aka i dont know when im funny but when people laugh i try to keep it up), but im not a fan of changing the way i act around people. around authority figures i tend to tone it down a bit and be more respectful, but most of the time im just respectful in general. i try to help people, and im working on not being a people pleaser, which i think is a problem a lot of people deal with.

a few fun facts because for some reason i enjoy talking about myself a lot. i speak french and english. i want to live by the sea in the future. im learning spanish and portuguese. i have a fraternal twin sister. i love pets so much. i enjoy architecture, and im afraid of the deep sea but like beaches.

hopefully this isnt annoying, and i realize i sound totally self centered here, and have come to the realization that tone doesn't show over type :(

CARLOS SAINZ

the two of you have a house in la

carlos is def your muse for a lot of your movies

and takes your to a lot of sports events

all of his races you have VIP passes

and you and him are regualrs at real Madrid games

is your date to the met and the oscar

you two got wild after singapore is you know what I mean

you two are def on the paddock best dressed list

loves that you are lerning spanish

def teahces it to you

gets along with your twin

and always makes sure not to take his boat to far out cuz he knows about your fear of deep water

[elisedonut]

(Sirius/Percy/Remus anon again! (Ik ik, if you want me to stop bugging you I will lol, I just don't have anyone to talk to about it. But seriously just say if it's annoying))

"Sirius spent the whole wedding feast directing lovelorn looks at the scarred beta in the crowd, who kept giving him small sad smiles, before his eyes would slide to Percy and then back to Sirius, as if making a point, or encouraging Sirius to look at his bride. This is my future. Percy thought. A husband in love with his best friend."

A snippet!

The fics starts with their wedding (which is a miserable affair (think hot, stuffy, overly traditional with everyone getting way too drunk and lots of crying) and I'm working on a religion for the AU so I can work in pagan themes and figure out the traditions) and the end of the first chapter is Percy retiring to their room (I'm leaving the wedding night for the second chapter)

Also, I wanna be clear, this fic has smut. It's one of my only smut fics, so if you know any tips for that, that would be cool :)

Also did you get hate because of me ; - ;

Welcome Back!

I may not always have much to say because I'm bad at having thoughts but i for sure don't mind at all

and Ooh fun!! the little snippet is really neat tbh!

Also fun! people who put alot of effort into the world building like that are really powerful in my opinion adding extra reasons for why people act how they do is always neat to see! seeing what laws or religions differ in universes with such a drastic difference to our own like omegaverse or soulmates is always really fun to see in my opinion

also what is an omegaverse fic without smut djfsdjfla

so always a good choice to add in my opinion

I wish i could help with that but I've only written two smuty-ish fics and neither really go far into it dfjdlkfj

I should write more smut fic

maybe i should write that one Percy omegaverse fic that's been in my head for awhile too. That concepts kinda weird though so im not sure if im brave enough to tackle it just yet even though i think about it alot dkfjdslfj

Also don't worry about it! it was the funniest anon hate i could have ever gotten its like if someone sent me something like "How dare you say Percy would pass 12 owls he's not a nerd, you obviously hate him" so i just find it more funny then anything

[idiototheinternet]

He was a china rabbit, dressed in fancy clothing. Then in dresses that he couldn't seem to hate. Then in a beanie and handkerchief pants, as he felt a dog's head lie on his stomach. Then the weight disappeared as he heard harmonica music, and felt himself begin to dance, or be cradled. Then he felt the exquisite clothing on himself once more, but he was changed. Cracked. Imperfect. Loved and loving. He saw a pocket watch. He spun with-

That's the last time Rody ever lets himself read Beverly Cleary when he isn't sober. He felt at his eyes, and feels not only that they're wet from crying, but that he's got a hangover as well. God damn it, it's a work day.

As he gets up, trying (uselessly) to ignore the hangover, he notices a note on the counter.

You got some wine, and offered it, drank half the bottle, brought out an old book, started trying to read it aloud to me, but started crying around chapter twelve, before passing out (I'd like if you lent it to me, I found it interesting). You don't have to come to work today, because judging by how easily you got drunk, (around two glasses for future reference in not passing out) you have a terrible hangover. {Take care of your liver at the very least, Rody} -Vince

Well. He'd been given the day off, so he decided to spend it like a weekend. Wait. He works weekends too.

After roughly an hour (mans decision making skills are genuinely better than mine) He decided to at least work on getting the bathroom working. And so, in his hangover-turned migraine state of everything being painful, and gaining apathy for it, he actually managed to stop the overflow of the toilet. Amazing, we all know.

After scraping whatever was growing on the walls off, actually petting a rat (It was quite friendly, must've been someone's pet, so he picked it up and put it in a bird cage with small ramps and a cushion, giving it some fruit Vince had left in his fridge) And finding the only pen in the apartment... two hours had passed. He didn't have anything feasible to do but talk to the rat.

"What's your name, little buddy?" The rat's whiskers twitched.

"How about a fruit name?"

He set up fruit in front of the rat on the counter, the plums, peaches, and strawberries. "Alright, buddy, whatever you eat first is your name."

The rat went to Vince's note, and started to chew at that, making direct eye contact with Rody. If it was a cartoon, its mouth would be smirking, as its exaggerated eyes looked at him mischievously, as if to say 'What interpretation can you spin out of this?' He wasn't going to let the interpretation of hypothetical body language of a cartoon version of the rat he was taking care of get the better of him, though.

"Guess your name is Pencil Smudge, or maybe just Smudge." The rat looked at him happily.

"Alright Smudge, now I'm going to take care of you until we can find your owner."

@astronautica-ss

(I couldn't help but give him something that he could truly try to give his all for, but quite literally can't feasibly give as much as he wants to. Also, Ik it says Vince left, but I can't help but have Rody trying to offer wine, getting way too drunk so Vince has to wait till he passes out to leave, but does, as a perfectly normal person, buy some god damned groceries and give the day off. [The cooks and Redd are gossiping about what in the actual hell has to be going on between Rody and Vince, after Manon somehow managed to get inside, yet again, before the actual employees])

Vince makes a deal with the devil after dying

"Huh. You're definitely going down here, buddy."

Those were the words Vincent heard before he found himself surrounded by a different atmosphere of flames. He opened his eyes, and felt nothing in his neck. He felt nothing. His head felt soft, a stark contrast to the pain he had felt only seconds before.

"Wow. You really sucked, huh." What was that manner of speaking? He tried to open his mouth to speak, but-

"Don't speak unless you'd like a deal, dear mortal. Or... a game?"

@astronautica-ss

[bi-lesbian]

i'm sorry, what does bi lesbian mean? i've never heard of it aside from people who say it's not a real thing, and i'm kinda confused? can you maybe explain it please?

you dont need to apologize! i dont mind ppl asking about it, bc ik its not a super common thing (at least in my experience!) and i appreciate ppl trying to understand it instead of shutting it down instantly!

usually ppl say its not a thing bc they dont take the time even in the slightest to try to see any reasons why someone may use the label/dont look into the history of how the lesbian label was used for all wlw/or dont even. Talk to bi lesbians. its hard to understand something if the willingness to understand isnt there!

and i dont even mind if someone is against the label, i just dont like them coming to me to invalidate/hate me or speak of the label like its stupid. all i want is for ppl to at least hear my side and take it into consideration instead of just shouting me down and labeling me a lesbo/bi/etc/phobe for just trying to describe my identity in a way that feel best for me

i can try to give a short summary of why i use this label here, but i have mutliple posts (and a few reblogs from others for their own perspectives of this label) in my #explanation tag that go more indepth in explaining it thatd probably be better to look at to get a full understanding of where im coming from bc! honestly! i kinda suck at summarizing things sometimes and im better with longer descriptions to help get my Exact Point down fjkzjfkz

essentially tho, i use bi lesbian to specify that my attraction is teetering on the edge of bi, bc since "bi" encompasses such a wide range of attractions, and my attraction to men is EXTREMELY small, just labeling myself "bi" doesnt feel quite accurate, its not Specific enough, and things like "bi with a preference" dont really feel right either bc it doesnt really put Exactly how Very small my attraction to men is into perspective, like so much so that its very unlikely ill date any men in the future or want to persue romance with them. in addition to this, i also use the label to say that among my small attraction to men, theyre always feminine or androgynous!

i think that kinda gets it down well enough for a short description! i appreciate u sending an ask and taking the time to read this and my other posts if u check them out too :3 just simply trying to understand means a lot to me!