#iim having a rough day

[jayscreativespot]

@elder-sister theyre playing mimcraft

[lemoneychicken]

iim so tired and have had such a rough few days i havent even gotten to talk to people about it or been asked and i hate my room and the terrible mess its in and how painful it is getting out but i got nuggets from my bf and i got pasta from my roommate, i took a shower and im in clean clothes

[bhajanmandalilucknow]

Bhajan/Kirtan Group in IIM Lucknow

"Sargam Jagran Party" is the best in Jagran, Chowki, Bhajan & Sai Sandhya, Khatu Shyam Bhajan, Ladies Sangeet & all Devotee type program in Lucknow, UP, India. ☎+91-9919805315. "Sargam Jagran Party" has been conducting Mata ki Chowki, Mata ka Jagran and Bhajan Sandya from last 10 years with lots of memories and with great success.Blessing of God and Goddess is needed to overcome every rough course of life. Everyone should conduct Mata Ki Chowki and Mata Ka Jagran to get blessing and her devine power and all the needs to be fulfilled.

Mata ki chowki represent the ancient culture of Hinduism society. Mata ki chowki means praising the stories of Gods life time experiences in the form of singing. It is generally sung in Sanskrit and Hindi. It is a devotional programme conducted specially for occasions like Weeding, Engagement, Birthdays, Anniversaries or during Ganpati Pooja and Navratri festivals. In Mata ki Chowki Short time kirtan is conducted in Mata Ki Chowki and it is mostly for 4 to 5 hours. Prayee devote their respect through their prayers in the form of singing. Garlands and Matajis bhet (red color chunni) coconut and shingar with bheta. After that Aarti is done by the devotee who has kept Mata Ki Chowki. Bhog Prasad to Mataji of Kher has been offered followed by Amrit Varsha and Phoolon Ki Varsha of flowers and petals. At last prasand is shared to all people who have been there as the samapti of Mata Ki CHowki.

Sai Baba is one of the most famous and kind hearted lord of Hindus and Muslims both. Hindus and Muslims both religion devotees are bending their heads on Sai’s royal court. For such kind hearted Lord, we are doing special bhajan and kirtans or Sai Sandhya. Multiple places in UP we did Sai Sandhya’s. From a long time, we providing Sai Sandhya services to our Sai devotees in Lko and other cities of UP. We know that Sai Kirtan playing a very vital role in our Sai devotee’s life, they have special affection and love towards their Sai Baba on every steps of life. We always being take care of your emotions for Sai BABA. We doing all the the work that is necessary to make your Sai Sandhya evergreen or long term memorable. We have a very simple mission that is make the event very special for our Sai devotees and they can remember us for life time therefore we always sargam Jagran party always gives their 100% in Every spiritual event. We become one of the best Jagran party in the Up. So If you are thinking about Sai Sandhya so please once contact us.

With the grace of God and good wishes of devotees, our team of Sargam Jagran Party are growing day by day. Now we can count us as one of the best Spiritual event organiser party in the UP state. Our Balaji Jagran very famous in LKO and Outer Areas. We have done a no of Balaji Jagrans most of the cities in Up and we got very nice compliments too. Balaji Jangran is the story of Ramayan’s Sundarkand where whole story is based on Lord Hanuman and their Lanka Visit. We organises the whole event in such a way that you can feel the event in reality with a lots of emotions. You will find yourself connecting with the God. Our Sargam jagran Team always take care our devotees on every single step of the event and organise the all things in such a way that you will find 100% satisfaction from us within your decided parameter of budget. So Please give one chance when you are making plan of Balaji jagran.

Any religious theme song or song related to God is refers to Bhajan which literaly means "sharing". No specific set or rules are describing for Bhajan, it is a free form of singing based on the devotee how they conduct it. According to Hinduism Bhakti, Kirtan and Bhajan all these three are connected with the vedic era specially Samaveda. Semaveda is meant to sing like a musical score which should be heard. The main motive behind conducting this Bhajan Shandya is to receive blessing of God's. Bhajan also helps to maintain possitive environment around one's selves and wish to get all their dreams fulfilled. In this singer sungs the religious song which gives the feeling to connect everyone with the God. Bhajan has been done generally at the evening time which takes max to max 3 to 4 hours. Pooja has been done by the devotee and the first stage and after that Aarti takes place and at last prasad has been distributed at last, with all this we came to the end of the Bhajan

Akhand Ramayana Path is a continuous 24-Hour recital of the entire ‘Shri Ram Charit Manas’ without any break. The entire Shri Ram Charit Manas includes seven chapters i.e., Baalkand, Ayodhyakand, Aranyakand, Kishkindha, Sundarkand, Lankakand and Uttarkand. Each of the chapters depicts different stages in Lord Shri Ram’s life. Performing this Path brings auspiciousness and removes obstacles in one’s life. It is performed with bhajans and kirtan in Lord Shri Ram’s praise and his life teachings for his blessings and peaceful life. ‘Shri Ram Charit Manas’ is an epic historical text that represents Lord Shri Rama’s achievements during his lifetime. Lord Shri Rama is the seventh reincarnation of Lord Vishnu. Shri Ram is additionally referred to as ‘Maryada Purushottam’ (“Maryada” translates to “honour and righteousness,” and “Purushottam” translates to “the supreme man”) as he stands for truth, justice, morality and is an ideal example of a perfect son, husband, brother, friend and king. Akhand Ramayan Path praises Lord Shri Rama and his Bhakt Hanuman Ji for his devotion, bravery, and strength. Akhand Ramayan Path is frequently done to find out about Lord Rama’s life and learn and assimilate the characteristics of the supreme person inside ourselves.

Shri Ram Charit Manas, also well-known as Shri Ramayana, is an epic written by great poet Tulsidas, also known as Goswami Tulsidas. Famed for his devotion towards Lord Rama, he was a Hindu poet-cum-saint, reformer, and philosopher of the 16th Century. Formerly, Maharishi Valmiki wrote the Ramayana in the Sanskrit language. Sant Tulsidas was acclaimed during his lifetime to be a reincarnation of Maharishi Valmiki, the original composer of Ramayana in Sanskrit. Lord Rama is prayed upon as he eradicates all types of adversity and agony of living beings. Lord Rama bestows all kinds of favour, honour, and wealth on his devotees. a mere recital of this great Epic Ramayana is believed auspicious and is effective enough to remove various obstacles. It is believed that the benefits of reciting this Epic are increased manifold if it is recited nonstop from starting to end without any break. This recitation is known as “Akhand Ramayana Paath.”

[biite2iized]

ii have acquiired 2ome 2moke, and now iim doiing better :3

Been haviing a rough day twoday, been cryiing a lot. But weed make2 everythiing better ^^

[astralwaifu]

well, where to start? uh i have dark hair, which can almost be considered black. i have big brown eyes, ‘m 5’7, dimple on my left cheek, big fan of music.

i sing, dance, and i guess ‘m sort of a philosopher too (barely hahah)

and as for my personality, kind of shot tempted (not “kind of” that’s a lie. my very brown and religious mother’s priest literally recommended me to wear a white pearl, which apparently is supposed to help with anger? it doesn’t do shit.) when i was in play school, i kind of beat up my best friend…in my defence, he said i wasn’t a good singer. (which he was right, back then, i wasn’t exactly the best. but oh well. baby gigi had 0 chill)

i try my best to be respectful and kind to all. (sassy remarks excluded of course)

stole my sense of humour from chandler bing, and barney stinson.

make jokes in every kind of situation, even in ones i’m probably not supposed to hahah, and cuss like a sailor.

have lots of friends, and enjoy going out.

also cry a lot, i cry when i’m frustrated, cry when ‘m angry, hell, i even cry when i’m happy. just cry (lmfao)

and my “big three”, i did not know they existed, especially google them for you.

apparently, my sun is a pisces, scorpio moon, and scorpio rising.

i also am a very affectionate person, like hugs and small pecks, anything. huge fan of sweet nicknames.

and just, yeah. sometimes i feel like the most confident person to walk on earth, and sometimes i just shitty about myself, which i think is like every other person ever.

wow- i spoke so much. fuck, i’m sorry.

that’s kind of it, yeah. sorry for straight up blabbering. force of habit.

also, i don’t like waking up one the morning, mornings are shitty- wow went right back to ranting- sorry. i’m nailing this, no?

You’re nailing this dw :) iIm sorry it took so long - exams. Also tell your mother’s priest that it’s not you, it’s the scorpio moon. You’re funny and I like you let’s be moots 👀

I match you up with…..

Gojo Satoru!

Hc:

- He likes to tease you and provoke you. He thinks it’s funny how riled up you get. Tends to take things a little too far, but as soon as he realises he is next to you trying to save you ass.

- Gojo loves that you are real, true to yourself and never really hide how you feel. He swears that if he could be more like you, then he’d really be the strongest.

- Also sees right through you, even if you try to hide it. He instinctively knows when you are having a rough day and need some encouragements and praise.

- He was so shocked with how affectionate you were. Never really having anyone to rely on or to fulfill his emotional needs, Gojo didn’t expect you to take that role in his life. Nevertheless, he was more than excited. If you give him one quick peck except 10 back and occasionally a bite mark.

- Towers over you like the mountain he is.

- Thinks you’re actually funny and enjoys being in your presence. He can also cope with all your mood swings (bc he raised an emo kid at 16 lmao) and is surprisingly patient and understanding.

- He wants to make you feel as loved as you make him.

bonus song that reminds me of you two: Light My Love - Greta Van Fleet

[whereisten]

Late Night Adventures with a Green-Haired Kingpin

Part 1 | Part 2 Intro | Part 2 | Part 3 Intro | Part 3 | Part 4 Intro | Part 4: Yuta Oneshot! | Part 4 | Part 5 Finale (Happy Ending) | Part 5 Finale (Sad Ending) | Part 5 Finale (Wildcard Ending)

Summary: You couldn’t quite explain how you, a normal office worker that didn’t even have a traffic violation, ended up in a gang leader’s bed, but here you are.

Pairing: Gang Leader!Taeyong X female reader (who is also a gang leader now)

Genre: angst, smuT

Warning: violence, graphic descriptions of death and murder, cursing, cheating, toxic relationship, gun and knife mention, possessiveness, manipulation and blackmail, alcohol and cigarette use, character death, sex tape, exhibitionism, degradation, public sex, dirty talk, fingering, orgasm denial, over stimulation, some masturbation, rough sex, some bdsm themes, spanking with hands and belt, choking kink, sensation play, unprotected sex, penetration

Word Count: 11.5K

(a/n: thank youuu for all the feedback and support we’ve received for this series! I knew it took some time to get this part to you guys, but i hope you think it as worth the wait! tbh there may be some grammatical errors becuase iim tredT, But i really wanted to finally get this out for you all. The sections do kinda jump around a bit so pay close attention to the brackets. also, someone requested that Yuta get some action..so :) lmao but seriously thank you guys so much!)

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Six days in and you still heard nothing from Taeyong. Whenever the heavy door of the basement opened, you expected to see your knight in shining armor with green hair burst through, ready to save you. But that never happened. You didn’t give up on him though, you were sure there was a valid reason for him being late. Something must’ve came up, something big. As you lay on the cold floor with dry, cracked lips, you feel the small glimmer of hope you have start to disappear. Your body has just about given up, you haven’t eaten or slept properly. You didn’t even know when it was day time or night time outside. You only knew that another 24 hours had passed when Mark brought you oatmeal and bread. Your level of irritation is through the roof, you want to strangle Yuta until you can feel every bone in his neck dislocate. But then you thought about it. Whose fault was it anyway? Yours. You cheated on Taeyong then ran away from him. He told you he forgave you but did he really? Was Yuta wrong for coming for his partner that promised to be by his side and take control of this family? All these questions ran through your head as your heart turned cold. Taeyong wasn’t there when you needed him the most and you were tired of making excuses for him. Yuta opened the creaking door of the basement and threw someone inside to the floor.

Your heavy eyes opened as you looked up to see who it was. Yuta flipped the lights on, making you squint at the sudden brightness. The trembling body at your feet was beaten and bloody, his hair hung in his forehead as he sniffled and struggled to pick his body up. “Remember him?” Yuta walked in slowly, still playing with that damn switch blade. You gave him an annoyed look then looked back down at the person that breathed heavily. No. Your eyes widened. “D-Doyoung?” 

You shifted on the floor and crawled towards him on your soar limbs. “Doyoung..I’m so sorry..” Yuta gave a crooked smile. “Ah, Yes, Doyoung. The boyfriend that cheated on you and started this whole thing..” “Doyoung, look at me.” You held his face, his left eye was swollen and his upper lip was busted, his face donned colorful mixes of deep blue and plum purple. It pained your heart to see him like this. “I’m so sorry, I’m gonna get you out of here.” Yes, he cheated on you, but he did not deserve to experience the wrath of Yuta when he had nothing to do with your current situation. Yuta only brought him in because you told him once that you really did love Doyoung. Yuta knew your weak spots because you confessed so much to him in your nights together. And now, he was using it to get what he wanted. You. “I thought you said you hated him?” Yuta tapped a finger on his chin. “You fucking asshole! He has nothing to do with this!” “You’re right, he means absolutely nothing to me. Which means that I can just kill him, right? He’s in a lot of pain, should I just end it, y/n?” Yuta’s wicked smile widened when you looked up at him through worries eyes. “No! No...don’t hurt him.” Doyoung started to cough, blood spewed everywhere as he held his chest. He had been beat up pretty badly. “I’m gonna kill you!” You yelled at Yuta. He chuckled and grabbed Doyoung up by the shoulder. “Yes, yes I know you want to, I’m just so—killable.” You started to tear up when you saw Doyoung’s bloody shirt. “Now, look at my work of art!” Yuta lifted up Doyoung’s shirt. You gasped at the sight. Y, T, and A were carved in capital letters in Doyoung’s chest and abdomen. There was so much blood running down Doyoung’s stomach, he needed to go to a hospital, now. “Yuta, what the fuck is wrong with you?! What did you do?!” You cried out. He laughed. “Notice something missing?” Your eyes shifted back to Doyoung. There was a space between the Y and the T. “I need to add the “U,” but I need your help!” You looked back at Yuta. “See, when the U is added, the knife will puncture his lung and kill him for good! My art work is beautiful, but it’ll be perfect once my name is complete!” Yuta laughed. “You’re fucking crazy.” You yelled and struggled to stand up. “You can’t kill him, Yuta. We don’t kill innocent people.” “Last time I checked, there was no ‘we.’” Yuta’s brows furrowed. Doyoung’s head fell back loosely, he was losing consciousness after losing too much blood. “But anyway! Hold him still for me.” Yuta took his blade out and pointed it into Doyoung’s skin. You jumped up and grabbed his hand. “No! Don’t.” Yuta smiled. “Let’s not waste any more time, y/n. Come back to me..I don’t have to hurt him, if you do.” You started to shake your head, but then really thought about it. You couldn’t let Doyoung die because you messed up and dated a gang leader. Taeyong was no where to be found and you were tired of living in the basement. It was clear to see that Yuta wasn’t letting up. “Okay, okay, put the blade down.” You frowned. That was it, you gave in. Yuta wiped a tear from your cheek with his blood-stained thumb. “I know you hate me, but I promise, you made the right choice.” You looked up at him with wet eyes and then to Doyoung. “He has to get to a hospital.” “Haechan!” Yuta yelled out. He knew Haechan was just on the other side of the door. “Get this bastard out of here.” Yuta said before Haechan took Doyoung out of the basement. Yuta turned back to you. “It’s nice to have you back.” You brushed past him and pushed the door open, scared of what the future will hold for you now that you’ve reclaimed your title as gang leader. ———— [Three Months Later] You never saw Taeyong since you FaceTime’d him that night. You destroyed your phone and got a new number after you realized that he didn’t care about you at all. Even when Yuta let you free, Taeyong never texted or called. He had completely given up on you. “I told you, he doesn’t care, y/n, he only cares about himself. You’re just like me, disposable.” Yuta’s harsh words entered your ear at the club one night. It was the club your gang owned and business was booming. With you back as leader, movements were faster and more organized. You got drugs out on the street safely and quickly to optimize profit. However, your area of control superseded the club. You controlled many cities as time went on. And while you wanted to rejoice with the others about the increase in money you gained, you couldn’t. All you could do was think about Taeyong and how close you were getting to his area. You feared that you and your men would be in danger if Taeyong sensed a threat to his business. Yuta put a drink in your hand. “Take this, you look stressed.” You forgave him for kidnapping you, but you still hated him. You only remained “friends” for the sake of the gang and the family you grew together. It was like the two of you had gone through a really ugly divorce only to end up under the same roof again for the sake of your children. You took a sip and leaned back into the wall while he towered over you. He leaned down to kiss you but you turned your head. Yeah, the two of you never had sex again. Yuta no longer turned you on like he used to. Your mind was flooded with memories of Taeyong and your days and nights together. I’ll do anything for you, I promise. Taeyong’s words always echoed in your mind. You two had a plan. You were going to live together far away from this bullshit and be happy. You were going to raise a real family. What happened? “Stop thinking about him.” For a moment you forgot Yuta was right in front of you, his body heat radiating onto yours under him. You looked back at him. “There’s too many hotties in here for you to be breathing down my neck, Yuta.” You rolled your eyes and took another sip, the alcohol burnt your throat as it trickles down. “Yes, but there’s only one you.” Yuta smirked. You scoffed. “You got what you wanted, Yuta. You made Taeyong jealous last time but this time he obviously doesn’t care. You can stop trying to get me, I’m not interested and you know that.” Yuta pouted. “But you’re my little play thing..” he leaned down to your ear, his hot breath made your ear tickle. “No one takes me as well as you do. Did you forget that you’re the perfect fit?” You pushed Yuta off of you while he chuckled. “You’re an asshole.” You walked away and went to the bar. While you sat there, you drank more and more shots of liquor, but no matter how much alcohol entered your system, you couldn’t get him out of your head. Every night was the same, whether or not you were surround by a hundred people. You were supposed to be celebrating a new deal, but you didn’t. You never felt anything as your heart was stone cold. Johnny was dancing and laughing with girls, he was a real charmer so he got anyone he set his eyes on. Mark was a little less outgoing than Johnny, but he too was adorable and magnetic. He was talking to a girl in a tight pink dress, white knee highs and a ponytail, she looked innocent and cute, just right for Mark. They flirted like a high school couple. You couldn’t make out her facial features clearly because of your inebriated mind, but you could tell she was beautiful. Yuta walked up and sat at the bar beside you. “I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have said that.” You chuckled lightly and closed your eyes, they were becoming heavy. You were drunk out of your mind and Yuta knew this. He hated seeing you so cold and out of it all the time. Yes, you made the right decisions for the gang, but he could tell that your heart was broken beyond repair. He didn’t love you, but he didn’t understand why he was upset when he realized how badly Taeyong hurt you. He moved your glass away. “You shouldn’t drink any more.” You crossed your arms on the counter and laid your head down. “And you shouldn’t talk any more.” You smiled while Yuta laughed, his bright smile beaming in the dark night club. “Let’s get you home.” Yuta lifted you up in his arms. “I hate you! Put me down, you asshole!” You slurred out. The sudden movement, the aggressive bass and the flashing lights in the night club made you dizzy. You tried to pound his chest with your fists, but you were too weak. “I know, I know. I hate you too, sweetheart, we’re so perfect for each other.” Yuta said sarcastically as the bouncers opened the double doors for him and let him walk out. He drove the two of you back to your shared house. ———— The next morning, you woke up on your bed with the worst headache. It felt like thousands of Oompa Loompas were running about the inside of your skull, while singing and dancing to a song about ungrateful children. Yuta has taken off your jacket for you, but left your shirt and jeans on like a true gentlemen. He even covered you in your blanket. You looked at the nightstand and found a bottle of Pedialyte, Advil and a glass of water. Yuta put them there for you. He always did after the nights that you got smashed. You could never understand why there were moments when he showed he cared and moments that he showed he didn’t. Why was he so inconsistent? It made you mad, as you found it difficult to hate him fully. You rubbed your forehead and drank the bottle of Pedialyte. But as you were about to lay back down in bed, Yuta burst through your bedroom door. “Do you knock?” You said groggily. “Y/n..it’s Mark..” Yuta breathily let out as he stepped closer to your bed. You opened your eyes wide, afraid of what he’d say next. “They killed him.” ————— When you got to Mark and Johnny’s apartment, you nearly threw up. Mark’s still body laid there on the bed in bloody sheets. He had been shot in the head then stabbed in the stomach with a thin metal pole. At the top of the pole was a small flag that read the words ‘bang-bang’. Your eyes started to water, your breathing grew shallow. One of your men was killed. You dreaded this day. And Mark, sweet Mark, of all people. Yuta’s jaw was clenched just as hard as his fists were and Johnny sniffled and ran a hand through his hair. “I-I don’t know what happened, I came home and he was like this.” Johnny shed a few tears but quickly wiped them away. Yuta always taught them to never cry as it showed weakness, but even Yuta himself found it difficult to not display his true emotions. You closed your eyes and shook your head. You had to figure out who did this, who made such a pointed attack to one of your men. You had to focus and push away your sadness for the time being. You had no time to be an incompetent leader, you had to catch the killer before it was too late. And for your gang, the last thing you could do was count on the police for help. You walked around the room, looking at the floor and the scattered blood stains on the walls. “Mark was shot from across the room. Johnny, was the door open when you came in?” You walked back over to the bed and examined the bullet hole perfectly center in Mark’s forehead. Whoever did this was a professional. “N-no..it was locked and none of the windows were open or broken into either.” Johnny looked around as well. “So he knew the person, he let them in.” You realized the Mark’s shirt was off. It was on the floor close to where most of the blood splatter hit the wall. “He was shot with his shirt off, it’s that bitch he went home with.” You knew this because Mark was shot in from the wall based on the heaviness of the blood stains in one area where his head would be. Right across from the spot on the wall was the bathroom attached to his bedroom. “He was getting undressed for her when she came out and shot him.” But you still couldn’t figure out the why. “What the fuck are you talking about?” Yuta finally let out in gravelly voice. “Look at the sign in his fucking stomach. You and I both know there’s only one person that would make a sick joke like this.” You shook your head, startled by what Yuta was implying. “No.” It couldn’t be. Taeyong was crazy but he knew your men meant everything to you, you felt you had to protect them with your life as you grew close to them. “We’re getting too close to him, he feels threatened, God y/n, don’t you see? Your boyfriend is threatened by us and now he’s taking it out on our men.” Yuta cracked his knuckles. “I’m gonna kill him once and for all.” “No!” You shook your head, you thought you didn’t care for Taeyong anymore but you lied to yourself. You couldn’t let Yuta kill him, you still loved him. Yuta walked up to you and pushed you against the wall, you hissed at the sharp pain. He grabbed you up by your shirt collar. “This is your fault! He’s trying to get back at you and he’s taking our men out to do it!” You pushed him off of you. “Don’t you dare try to blame me for this! We don’t know who did it and as of right now, Taeyong has no reason to be afraid of us. And even if you kill him, his gang will come after us even harder.” You tried to convince everyone, including yourself, but you couldn’t escape the thought that this may have been Taeyong’s doing. You brushed yourself off while Yuta breathed heavily and looked at the ground. “We have to find the girl he was with.” You turned to Johnny. “Send a text and tell everyone, we need to find her immediately.” —————— [Two Week’s Later] There were still no leads on who the girl was. It was like she didn’t exist. And you couldn’t trust your memory because it was fuzzy. All you could remember was the pink dress and knee highs. Something 75% of girls owned. You were getting frustrated, you felt like you always had to look behind your back. Your dealings were at a standstill and money flowed slowly. It was a Thursday night and you knew where he’d be. You had to see him Taeyong’s night club was busy, girls and guys ran in and out looking happy and drunk out of their minds. You decided to confront Taeyong without telling Yuta. You flew to his town quietly. This was something you had to do on your own. And you also didn’t want Yuta to kill Taeyong if he got the chance. You brushed past them and to the back. A bouncer stopped you. “Whoa, whoa..where are you going?” The intimidating man stepped in front of you “Let her through.” His voice sounded like music to your ears, oh how you missed him. The bouncer stepped to the side and let you get through. You looked up at the man you missed. The man that blessed your eyes with his beauty. The man that never came for you. He still looked amazing, his hair parted to the side and his jawline sharp. He wore a gold button down shirt with four buttons loose to reveal his perfectly tatted and muscular chest. His rings were shiny and looked as expensive as his two gold teeth. You frowned. He was sitting in a circular booth with a girl on his arm. She eyed you up and down and you did the same, wondering why the hell she wasn’t leaving after you walked in. Then, you realized. Things weren’t the same any more. Taeyong wasn’t dating you. The only way she’d move is if Taeyong told her to, and he didn’t. You stood over them now, a circular table kept you apart. “What do you want?” Taeyong asked bitterly. You breath hitched in the middle of your throat. You didn’t notice that your heart had been racing. Taeyong clearly didn’t share the same excitement you felt when seeing him for the first time in months. You didn’t expect him to sound like this after not seeing you for so long. But then again, what did you expect? He wasn’t gonna run up to you and take you into his arms like nothing happened. You sighed and finally got out what you needed to say. “Taeyong..one of my men were killed, I need to know if it was you.” Taeyong looked at his girl and they both laughed out. You looked at her then back at him. “What’s so fucking funny?” You crossed your arms. “You think I have to answer to you?” Taeyong’s smile faded, and the green haired man put his arm around the girl and pulled her closer. “Just say yes or no.” You glared at him. He looked into the eyes of the girl beside him, then to her lips. You missed the days when he used to look at you like that. She leaned in closer and soon the two of them made out right in front of you. There was something about her that seemed familiar but you brushed it off. You scoffed and looked away. The girl giggled as she pulled away and bit her lips. Taeyong smiled widely. “Why don’t you tell me why your really here?” You gave a look of annoyance, your patience was running thin. “Fine. Why didn’t you come for me? Why didn’t you call or text me?” Taeyong chuckled and sat back in the couch. “You can’t be serious.” “do you know what I went through when I waited for you?” Your voice rose. “Yes, it must’ve been so bad, you only had Yuta to fuck, right?” Taeyong rolled his eyes. “What are you talking about? I told you I was done with him, you were—you were the only one Taeyong.” You cursed yourself for starting to choke up as you spoke to him. You were still so soft for him. You still are the only one. You thought to yourself. Had the girl not been in there with the two of you, you would’ve said it out loud.

Taeyong looked away. Deep down he missed you so much. He wanted to hold you and kiss you. He wanted things to go back to how they were, but he felt betrayed again. He knew no one could replace you, he couldn’t live without you, but his heart hurt. 

You reminded him that he still had one and he hated that. The one time he became vulnerable for someone he loved, he got hurt, not once, but twice. It was better for him if you stayed far away.

“Get out.” Taeyong said through gritted teeth.

“I don’t know what I did to you, but if you have a problem, you need to take it up with me, not my men.” You walked out of the room before Taeyong could see the tears run down your cheek. It was bad enough to see him with a new girlfriend, and now to hear his disdain towards you, it broke you. All you could think about was him, but he didn’t care. He had already moved on. —————— [1 and a half years ago] Yuta held you close to him, wrapping his arms around your waist and lightly scratching through the thin fabric of your T-shirt while he kissed your neck. You moaned in his ear and pushed your body closer to his so he could feel the heat. He took your bottom lip into his mouth as it fell open, sucking it and licking the inside. Your hands tugged at the hem of his shirt while you two kissed like you had been aching for each other for centuries. You just came home from the bar and Taeyong was in another city for a meeting. Tonight was just like any other night. You and Yuta couldn’t stay away from each other once Taeyong was gone, there was an urge to touch and kiss, a craving so strong, it felt like a drug addiction. You didn’t know what it was, you loved Taeyong but lusted after Yuta. Yuta picked you up and you wrapped your legs around his waist as he brought you up the stairs and to one of the bedrooms in Taeyong’s house. He kicked down the door and laid you down onto the bed, before flipping on a dim light in the corner. He lowered himself back down to you and kissed you again, pressing himself towards your entrance and holding your wrists with one hand above your head. You were so beautiful like this, with swollen lips and wet eyes, sweaty skin and pleasing sounds. He missed you whenever Taeyong was in town, he couldn’t be with you and he hated that because no other girl could fulfill his needs like you did. So he decided to record you tonight, to create a sex tape that only he could watch when he missed you. He pulled away from you and took his phone out, flipping it to the camera app. “Look at me.” Yuta’s heavenly voice demanded. You looked up at the camera and bit your lips. “Take your shirt off.” You did as he said, taking your T-shirt over your head and throwing it to the side. “Now take off your skirt.” You slid the skirt down your legs and looked back up at him through the camera. “Yuta..touch me, please.” Your begging made Yuta weak. Your eyes were large and your mouth open as you breathe heavily. “Get on your knees.” You picked yourself up on the bed and kneeled before crawling over to Yuta, facing his covered erection as he stood at the end of the bed and watched you hungrily. “Pull my zipper down.” Yuta said as he angled the camera down. Your hand was shaky, you were so ready to be fucked by him, the alcohol roared through your mind and body, you couldn’t focus. You unbuttoned his jeans, then pulled the zipper along with his boxers down. His dick spring out from the restrictive clothing, his tip just inches away from your round lips. “Do you want it, baby? Do you want to suck me off?” Yuta’s quiet voice was rough and sent you over the edge. “Yes..sir.” You said as you watched his cock twitch. He loved it when you called him sir, he really felt like he was in control. “Good girl, now open.” Yuta watched through the phone screen as you moved on all fours towards him. You opened your mouth and took him inside. He groaned at the feeling of your tongue against the his aching cock and your hands around the base. Something about him catching it all on camera made it even hotter. He watched as his girthy cock slid in and out of your pretty mouth. Your cheeks hollowed and your tongue circled around the tip, gathering the precum. “Do you like that, sir?” Had you been sober, you would’ve never been like this, you didn’t even call Taeyong sir. But Yuta knew just the right amount of drunk you had to be to have you literally crawling on all fours for him. Nonetheless, you liked it. You liked being praised like a good girl sometimes. “Yes.” Yuta groaned, you swallowed his cock again, leaning into it more and feeling it hit the back of your throat. You choked causing a laugh to escape Yuta. “Is it too big, baby girl?” You pulled off of it and nodded. “Yes, sir.” “Well, that’s too bad. You only get to cum tonight if that mouth takes all of me in.” Yuta held your hair with his other hand. You pushed forward again and licked around his wide shaft, letting his tip rub against the plush insides of your cheeks. Yuta grunted when he saw the tip stick out your cheek. You moved your mouth up and down his length and listened to his groans. Yuta held your head fast against his pelvis and started to thrust into you. You couldn’t back away when you felt him hit the back of your throat. He was getting close, but he liked seeing you like this. “Look at the camera.” You looked up through watery eyes. Yuta saw your mascara stained cheeks and moaned as the hollowed around him to create more friction. He thrust into your mouth faster, never letting go of your eyes as you whined. His grip on your hair tightened as you did your best to breathe through your nostrils. You hummed to push him closer to his climax, leaving him weak. Your cries grew louder as you watched the sweaty and gorgeous dark haired man above you, pushing in and out of your mouth while recording you. His movements grew sloppy and his breathing were heavy. He thrusted deep into your throat and enjoyed your gagging sounds as he came. There so much cum, you had to swallow some of it, but some escaped and covered your chin completely as it mixed with your saliva. He pulled out slowly, allowing the string of cum and saliva to be caught in the recording. “How do I taste?” He asked with a raspy voice. “So good, sir.” You bit your lips. He smirked to himself, proud of his recording. But he wasn’t done. “Lay down on your back.” You wiped your face and your chin before laying down on the bed. Yuta stood over you, still holding his phone above. “Take off your bra.” You unclamped your bra from the back and threw it to the side as well. “Good girl, now move your panties to the side and touch yourself.” You nodded and started to finger yourself, using two fingers to push into your already wet entrance. Your eyes went to the camera as your lips opened and a moan escaped. “Open your legs.” Yuta let out breathily. You moved your weak legs and spread them apart wider for the camera. “yes, just like that, baby.” You panted as your fingers moved in and out of you with ease. When you closed your eyes and focused on the feeling, Yuta pinched your thigh. “Look at the camera, baby, keep your mouth open.” You licked your lips and opened your eyes, focusing on the lens and the sloppy sounds of your fingers working inside your wet pussy. You grabbed your breast and pinched your nipples while moaning. Yuta licked his lips while watching your fingers slip in and out, your mouth slightly parted to release high pitched moans and your skin glowing with sweat. And he caught all of it on camera. Your fingers were coated with your essence, he wanted to taste you badly, but he had something else in mind. “Are you close?” Yuta gave you a smirk. “Y-Yes, sir.” You cried out. Yuta quickly walked over to the nightstand and pulled out a bullet shaped vibrator. He walked back to you and smiled. You looked up at him questioningly while you still moved your hand. “I put this in here a long time ago.” He flipped it on to the highest setting and pressed it hard against your bud. You jumped up and cried out loudly, the sudden attacks sent an electric-like shock through your entire body. “F-fuck, Yuta!” You whined. He was still recording you with one hand as you writhed below him. “Oh my God..” Your head fell back as your hand moved faster. “Do you want to cum, baby girl?” Yuta said smoothly while you cried out below him. “Y-Yes, please.” “Then tell me who you belong to.” Yuta moved the bullet up and down. You moaned as the tiny and fast vibrations took over your entire core. You couldn’t think straight as you chased your high. “You, sir! I belong to you!” You closed your eyes tightly as your mouth opened and your jaw locked. Your legs felt weak and your chest rose up and down so fast, you thought you were about to pass out. You couldn’t cum without him telling you to, he would punish you all night. “Yuta, please!” “Say it, who does this pussy belong to? Look at the camera and say it.” His words sounded so familiar and you wanted to say who you really loved, but in the moment you felt the waves of lust over you. You had to feel your release. He pressed the vibrator back to your clit as you grunted. “My pussy belongs to you, Yuta.” You looked into the lens. “Good girl, now cum for me.” You threw your head back and grabbed your breast as you came. Your legs wavered and closed even as Yuta kept the vibrator on you. Your body shook under him. Yuta felt his erection return as he watched you cum all over the bed and on your fingers. You let go of your breast and closed your eyes to breathe steadily. Yuta shut the vibrator off and placed it to the side. He wrapped his hand around his cock now while he watched your body. He forced your legs apart and angled the camera so he could see his tip teasing your entrance. “Yuta..” you quietly called out his name. You wanted to say you needed more time before he entered, but he didn’t give you a chance. He pushed into you, burying his cock so deep into you all you could do was cry out at the sensitivity. “Yuta!” “Good girl, your pussy if so fucking right for me.” Yuta’s deep voice made you shiver under him. The recording focused on his long, girthy cock pushing in and out of your entrance, but he pulled the camera up further away from you as he held on to your bent knee. He focused the camera on your body, making sure to catch the way your boobs moved up and down with every push and the way your face twisted. Yuta was stretching out your sensitive hole so well, you bit your lips hard in an attempt to keep in your loud moans. “Do I make you feel good?” “Yes, sir, so good.” You looked at the camera, turned on by the fact that he held it above you. You were sure you looked just as fucked out as you felt but you didn’t care. It made you feel hotter. He angled the camera back down to your pussy. “Look at you, so wet for me.” Yuta pushed into you deeper as he watched his cock disappear inside through the phone screen. Your folds closing and opening as he moved. You fondled your breasts with your hands as you looked down at Yuta. His long hair was in his face and his chest and abs were sweaty. His mouth opened as he grunted and cursed. “Fuck, you feel so good.” You whined when you felt his nails dig into the skin on your knees. Your satiny walls clenched around him. He gripped your knee harder and gave you a hard thrust. “Don’t do that.” “Yes, sir.” You licked your lips. The lewd sounds of skin slapping skin entered the room as Yuta moved faster. Your head fell back and your grip on your boobs hardened. He let go of your knee and grabbed the vibrator again, turning it on and pressing it against your clit. You shook and pushed yourself up on the bed to get away from it, but Yuta looked up and gave you a menacing look. “Stay still.” “Yuta...I’m.” You started but Yuta turned the setting up with his thumb, making you cry out loudly. Yuta still watched your essence cover his cock as he pulled it out of you quickly before pushing it right back in. He was close and wanted the two of you to cum together for the video. He lifted the camera up again to catch your body as it moved up and down his cock rapidly. Your hands gripped the sheet and your breasts moved up and down in a circular motion.

You panted and looked at the camera, still massaging your breasts while trying to hold your orgasm back. He looked up at your teary eyes. “Cum for me.” Your pussy throbbed as you finally had your second orgasm of the night. You were overwhelmed with feeling as the vibrator still made your clit jump. Yuta quickly threw the vibrator to the side and used his hand to grab your hip. He pushed your body down onto him as he came inside you, hold you fast against his pelvis so not one drop escaped.

You felt his warm cum enter your body and fill you up while he grunted. He recorded himself pulling out so he could watch his cum leak out of your sore hole. He leaned down you chest and kissed the skin in between your breasts. He then put his hand through his hair and fixed it out of his face, and recorded himself kissing you.

You closed your eyes and blissfully kissed him back, unaware of the trouble your homemade sex tape would cause. ————— [Present Day] You got back home in the middle after visiting Taeyong. You heart was broken, even worse than it was before now that Taeyong reconfirmed your belief that he was truly done with you. He had a new vixen as his side piece and surely they were doing all the things you used to do. You dropped your handbag and sighed once you entered your room. The smell of cigarette smoke filled your nostrils. You quickly flipped a light on and saw Yuta sitting in the chair across from your bed, smoking a cigarette and rubbing his temple with his other hand. You felt like a teenager that had been caught sneaking into her house late by her mother. Yuta looked up at you and laughed lightly. “I see it didn’t go as well as you wanted it to.” You shook your head and took your jacket off, ignoring his statement. He had seen your red, wet eyes. Clearly you had been crying on your way home, something you couldn’t do in front of him. “Where were you and why didn’t you tell me you were leaving?” Yuta asked, his voice got louder. “Whoa there, I didn’t realize I had to answer to you like you’re my father or something.” You rolled your eyes and started to unpack your bag. Yuta put out his cigarette and stood up to walk behind you. “Someone is killing our men and you think running away to your ex lover is gonna help? You should’ve killed him while you were there. But no, you don’t care about us, you only care about him.” Yuta’s voice spewed out behind you. You turned around and faced him. “Fuck you for always blaming me for shit. I went to get answers, killing him would only make it worse, you know that.” Yuta chuckled and stuck his tongue in his cheek. “Answers huh? Like why he never saved you, why he never texted you? I could’ve answered that for you.” You shook your head and turned back to your duffel bag. “You really are the worst Yuta.” “Remember this?” Yuta took out his phone and placed it by your bag. Your eyes widened at the sight. It was the video of you two having sex. Your eyes were glossy as you choked on Yuta’s dick. “Why do you still have that?” You turned to him and ask. Yuta smirked. “Because it was one of the best nights of my life..oh, and because I needed it for blackmail.” Your brows furrowed and you stepped closer to Yuta. “What did you do?” Yuta chuckled and crossed his arms. “I sent it to Taeyong shortly after we kidnapped you. But see, I modified the date and time stamp to make it seem like it was taken shortly after you ended the FaceTime video call you had that night. He was heartbroken because he thought you ran away with me..again.” Your eyes grew, your breathing became shallow and rapid. “You fucking asshole. How could you do this to me?!” You punched Yuta so hard with your right fist he flew into the chair behind him. He was much stronger than you but he didn’t expect the sudden hit. He frowned and quickly bounced off of the chair and ran up to you. He punted you in the stomach, making you fall onto the bed. You tried to fight back but he gripped your wrists tightly and held them above your head. “you ruined my life!” You cried. It all made sense now. Taeyong hates you because he thought you cheated on him again. He thought you had voluntarily left with Yuta and started a new life. He thought you loved Yuta more than you loved him. How could you convince him that he was wrong now? “Oh, stop being a little bitch. It’s not that bad.” Yuta said before spitting out blood onto the floor. “Let’s look at the bright side. It brought us back together and you have so much money now.” You couldn’t stop the tears from falling and stopped fighting him, you felt like completely giving up now that you knew the real reason behind Taeyong’s disappearance. He was tricked, you both were. “He hates you now, y/n. There’s no point in trying to go back to him.” Yuta bent down towards you and whispered toxic words. You shook your head, still crying. “I hate you.” Yuta let you go once he saw that you weren’t going to hit him again. “Yeah, you hit me like you hate me, but I kinda liked that.” He wiped his mouth with his fist and looked down at the blood while stepping back. “Get it together, y/n. The next time you leave without telling me, you won’t be coming back alive. I’ll make sure of it.” He walked out of the room, leaving you to cry alone. You had to find a way to convince Taeyong that you were done with Yuta. It was the only way you could get him back. —��——— [Two Days Later] You spent most of your time in your room, quietly plotting. Yuta had devised of a plan to get Taeyong to let you go, so you had to undo everything. But how? Plus, Taeyong has already gotten a new girl, did he love her as much as he loved you? You shook your head because it didn’t matter, you just had to let him know that truth. You did some research through your old phone records and found Taeyong’s number. You sent him several messages You to Taeyong: Taeyong, Yuta told me everything, that video is over a year old. it wasn’t taken that night, I swear. We never had sex after I went back to you, we don’t even have it now because I can’t stop thinking about you, please believe me. Yuta kidnapped me and threatened to kill Doyoung if I didn’t join him. Taeyong, I love you, I never stopped loving, I can’t live without you, please forgive me. Oh, how the tables had turned. You were the one that couldn’t live without Taeyong now. You needed him, he was the one person that made you feel complete. In your time together, he made you feel loved and happy. You were over the moon when you decided that you’d live together and have a family because that’s all you wanted. You just wanted to be with him for the rest of your life. Taeyong read your messages but didn’t respond, you knew this because of the read receipts. Did you deserve a response? You had cheated on him before, why on Earth would he believe you now? And so, you locked your phone and put it on your nightstand. You remembered the time you and Taeyong went on a Ferris wheel shortly before he went on a trip. He waited til your capsule reached the top to propose to you. You were caught off guard and jump up in the small capsule only to hit your head on the roof. You held your head with both hands and the two of you laughed. He kissed your cheek and rubbed the top of you sore head. “I’m sorry baby,” He said while laughing. You laughed harder. “It’s not your fault, I’m just..clumsy.” You smiled to yourself in the dark room while you thought of your favorite memories with him. Was that it? Could you ever make memories like that again with the love of your life? ————— [A Week Later] You shifted your focus to finding out who killed Mark. Too much time had passed bad you feared the killer would strike again. Haechan had told you and Yuta that someone followed him to a bar. Johnny also noticed a few men stalking him in a mall. These occurrences were becoming more frequent. You sat at your desk and watched the security surveillance video from the club the night Mark left with that girl. The tape was blurry and didn’t really help, all you could see was that she wore a pink dress. Then you noticed a dazzling hair pin, you had seen it before, but couldn’t quite put your finger on it. You squinted and looked closer, but a vibration from your phone caught your attention. You nearly dropped it when you saw that you got a text from him. Taeyong: Meet me at Il Buon Posto at 11 PM Il Buon Posto was an Italian restaurant that Taeyong owned. It was right on the outskirts of town, so it wouldn’t take you long to get there. You quickly texted him, ignoring the thoughts that ran through your head. What’s gonna happen if Yuta finds out? What if it’s a setup? Should you bring backup? You to Taeyong: ok You jumped up and went to your bathroom to take a shower. It would just be you and Taeyong tonight, for some reason you trusted him, you didn’t think he’d hurt you. ———— [11:06 P.M] The restaurant was quiet. You were led in by a tall old man. He took you to the back where private parties were usually held. You knew this because this was one of Taeyong’s favorites. He always took you here when you were together. You wore a strapless black dress that hugged your curves, your lips donned a deep red shade and you applied some highlighter onto your exposed skin to shine a bit brighter in the dimly lit restaurant. After all, Taeyong does like shiny things. You looked great and couldn’t wait for him to see. You only hoped that he came alone. You sat in the booth and waited for Taeyong to come. “Can I help you to anything while you wait?” The kind old man asked quietly. “Just some water would be fine, thank you.” You gave a small smile and nodded. A few minutes passed and Taeyong finally showed up. He stopped and watched you as you scrolled through your phone. You were so beautiful. He never got tired of watching you when you weren’t looking. It reminded him of the first night you guys had together, how soft and kind you looked in the Chinese Take-Out restaurant. His smiled dissipated into a frown when he remembered how far the two of you had come since that night and how you hurt him in the end. He cleared his throat and continued walking. “Thank you for meeting me here.” You looked up from your phone and to Taeyong. He looked just as breathtakingly good as he always did. He stood in front of you in a long sleeve black button down that hugged his arms and black dress pants. His fingers were still covered in this large, shiny rings. “No, thank you.” Taeyong hated how his heart grew weak whenever you looked at him with those wide eyes. All the memories flooded his head. He couldn’t stay upset with you. He sat down and the old man rushed to his side. “How can I help you, sir? What would you like?” “Water.” Taeyong stared at you while answering him. You waited until the waiter left to open your mouth. “Taeyong, I know you don’t believe me but that video was take when Yuta and I first got together, we’re not together now, I swear. I hate him, he’s made my life a living hell, please believe me, Taeyong.” You begged as your eyes started to tear up. He tried to look tough and threatening like he alway did, but you saw through that, you knew he was hurt from the look in his eyes. He put a finger to his lips. “Shh. I believe you.” You exhaled and smiled softly. He reached out for your hand across the table. You put it on the table and felt his fingers over your knuckles. You both shared a moment as you stared into each other’s eyes. You both missed touching each other, and is felt good to have his skin on yours. He looked at the table and chuckled. “You’re such a slut, nothing has changed.” Your mouth fell open. “W-What?” Taeyong looked at your cleavage and your soft lips. He missed your body. “I said, you’re a slut.” Taeyong looked up at the waiter and thanked him for the water. You nervously looked at the waiter and waited for him to leave. You frowned. “So you don’t believe me?” “I do believe you, I believe you’re a whore that needs to be punished. How many times do I have to tell you you’re mine?” Taeyong held your hand and squeezed it, his eyes started to grow dark. “I-I am yours, Taeyong.” “Then why did you say your pussy belongs to him?“ he said loudly. Luckily the two of you were alone in the back but if he had spoken a little louder, the folks in the front would’ve heard. “I-“ you shook your head and started to speak but Taeyong stood up and hurriedly took his belt off. “Get up.” “What?” You asked, genuinely confused as to what was going on. “I said, get up.” You quickly stood up and Taeyong walked over to your side of the table. “How many times should I spank you?” Taeyong leaned into your ear, growling as he spoke. “I-I don’t know.” Taeyong pushed you down onto the table, before swinging his belt to your ass hard. It was still clothed so the fabric of the dress absorbed some of the hit, but you still yelped and jumped forward. “Taeyong!” Taeyong grabbed your hair to pull your head back up to his mouth. He whispered into your ear again. “Don’t lose count, say it out loud or we’ll have to start all over.” Taeyong was really punishing you in the back of the restaurant for everyone to hear. Part of you was worried, but the other part was so happy to have Taeyong touch you again. He rolled your dress up to your waist so that your ass stuck up in the cold air. Only your skimpy red thong covered your entrance. The belt cracked and hit you again. “Ah! Two!” You cried out, the feeling of the leather on your behind frightened you. “You think you can just call any man ‘sir?’ You silly slut, you’re mine.” Taeyong slapped your ass harder, the sound of the belt echoed through the room. “Three!” You cried out again, this time you felt a bruise forming on the plush skin of your butt cheek. “Are you mine? Does your pretty ass belong to me?” He said before hitting you again. “Four! Yes! Yes!” Your legs started to feel weak and you felt your underwear start to dampen at your entrance. “What’s my name?!” Taeyong said louder and you were sure they hear him in the front now. But no one dared to come back to see what was happening, they all knew Taeyong was taking care of ‘business’ whenever he was in the back. He hit you with the belt again. “Five! Taeyong! Your name’s Taeyong, and I belong to you!” You gripped the edge of the table and held onto it as you prepared for another hit. Taeyong licked his lips as he watched your ass grow red. He missed the sight of you like this, under him and crying out in pain. He knew that it turned both of you on. The leather hit your aggravated skin again and you fell forward onto the table, your jaw clenched and your eyes closed tightly, the pain was almost unbearable. Taeyong didn’t speak he only grabbed your hair and hit you again, watching as you upper body fell your legs buckled under you. He ran his long fingers against your clothed folds. “You’re enjoying this a little too much, do you even know what number we’re on?” You breathed heavily and shook your head. “No, I’m sor-“ Taeyong hit you again, this time letting go of your hair so you fell forward completely. You cried out in pain, loud enough for the entire restaurant to hear. “You like it when they hear you getting punished?” Taeyong licked his lips and zipped his pants down. Your hair fell in your face and you closed your eyes as your body shook. Taeyong slapped your bruised ass cheek with his bare hand when you didn’t respond. “Y-Yes! I like it when you touch me.” You whined and rested on the table. Taeyong chuckled and held his hard cock in his hand, pumping it slowly while he watched you breathe heavily on the dining table. He took his belt and wrapped it around your neck while pulling on the longer end. He didn’t close it tightly, he closed it it just tight enough for you to feel it only when he pulled. He rubbed his other hand of your ass and played with the waist band of your thong. “I like this.” He smirked and grabbed the steak knife on the table. He used it to cut the waistband of the thong then threw the fabric to the side. He guided his throbbing tip along your dripping entrance, slowly dipping it in between your folds before teasing your clit. You whined quietly, anticipating the feeling of him finally filling you up with his beautiful dick. You missed it so much, you memorized every vein and remembered the feeling of them against your walls. Taeyong continued to rub his length against while tugging the belt lightly. “God, I missed your pretty ass.” Taeyong let our in a heavy breath and you started to smile but before you could say anything, Taeyong slammed his cock into you while pulling the belt hard. Your head moved back as the belt tightened around your neck. “Remember the safe word, baby.” Taeyong said as he pulled out then pushed himself back into you slowly. He grunted. “So tight.” He watched his wet cock slide in and out of you with ease and listened to the sounds of you choking and gasping for air as he pulled the belt. “Come on, baby, say my name.” He smacked your ass the rubbed circles on it while burying his entire length into you. You yelled his name as he laughed. Your breath was short, your head grew heavy, your eyes rolled back. The combination of the tightening belt around your neck and Taeyong’s long cock stretching you out made you dizzy. You wished you could see Taeyong’s face. The way he bit his lips and focused on your body with intense eyes always made you weak. “Taeyong, fuck.” You moaned as Taeyong pushed into you hard. You ass cheeks shook against his hips as he fucked you from behind. Taeyong moved the hand that wasn’t holding the belt to your clit and started to rub circles. “oh my God!” You closed your eyes tightly at the overwhelming feeling. Your throat was being attacked by the belt, but all you could focus on was the tip of Taeyong’s fingers on your bud. You were so wet, your essence ran down your shaking legs. Taeyong’s speed increased but he still made sure you felt every inch enter and leave your pulsating core. You clenched around him and cried out his name again, but he pulled the belt harder. “Don’t you dare cum, slut.” It was gonna be one of those nights when he made you hold back your orgasm until he was done with you. Part of your dreaded it, but part of you missed that. The sounds of your cheeks clapping repeatedly against Taeyong’s skin was so loud, you were sure the people in the front heard everything, but it felt so good. Taeyong gave you a last thrust and rubbed your clit quickly as he came in you. It took everything in you to not cum along with him, but you had to hold it back. “Fuck.” You whispered as the beautiful sounds of his groans entered your ears. He pulled out of you and withdrew his hand before letting the belt loose around your neck. You fell forward, your body tired from the pain and from being fucked hard for the first time in a while. “Taeyong.. I missed you.” You were out of breath. Taeyong fixed his pants and smirked. He missed you too, more than he ever thought he could miss someone. And he knew Yuta had lied to him after he had one of his guys decrypt the video to see the original date and time stamp. He knew he was gonna kill Yuta, but for now, he just wanted to make up for the time he lost with you. “Are you tired? We’re not done yet, baby.” ———— Taeyong had booked a room in a hotel for you two not too far away from the restaurant. He knew he couldn’t wait to go back home to make love to you all night long. He had to do it tonight and heading back to his place would’ve taken too long. He pushed you into the door of the hotel room, biting your lips as he kissed you. Your teeth hit as you felt Taeyong’s long fingers intertwine with your hair. You busied yourself by unbuttoning his shirt to reveal his hot chest and the tattoos that decorated it. He zipped your dress down and unhooked your bra. He laid you down onto the fluffy bed and pulled out a silk blindfold from his pocket. He looked up at you and gave a mischievous look. “My little slut, what if you can’t see what happens next?” You took in a deep breath and nodded. And with that, Taeyong lifted your head up to tie the ribbon over your eyes. The cool silk over eyes made everything dark as you expected it to, but now you were nervous. You never knew what to expect from Taeyong. He always tried new things with you and now you couldn’t even brace yourself. It was quiet. You felt his weight shift on the bed as he moved to the nightstand. And then you felt it. The soft feeling of a feather against the inner skin of your thigh. You drew in a sharp breath as it tickled your sensitive skin. “You know..I thought about you every night..” Taeyong’s low voice was so sexy even when you couldn’t see him. It sent shivers through your body. “I thought about your body and how I missed filling it with my cock and my cum.” Taeyong moved the feather to your other thigh and dragged it up, stopping as it just barely touched the apex. Your legs threatened to close entirely as your sensitivity grew. Taeyong fixes himself in between them and forced them apart with his own thighs. “You know better than to try to close your pretty legs around me, baby.” You breathed heavily when you felt the feather run up your stomach and in between your breasts before dancing around your hard nipples. “Taeyong..that feels so good, more please.” You licked your lips and moaned. Taeyong shifted again on the bed then took both wrists in his hand. He put them above your head then tied them together with another silk ribbon. “My needy slut, do you want me to fuck you?” Taeyong’s rough voice returned as he watched your naked body tremble at the feeling of the feather just barely tracing your skin. Your nipples perked up in the air and your perfectly round lips parted to let out those sweet sounds. “Yes, please fuck me.” You moved your hips up as Taeyong traced the feather down to your private area. You whined at the subtle feeling. He put the feather to the side and teased your entrance with his fingers. You moaned, leaning back into the bed as he played with your pussy which was still wet from the action at the restaurant. “yes.” You felt Taeyong push two fingers into you and started to grind down against them on impulse. He buried them so deep into you, you felt the cold metal of his shiny rings grinding against your walls. He kissed your neck and sucked on it hard to leave colorful marks. “Look at you, fucking yourself on my fingers, getting my rings wet.” Your chest rose up and down, your mouth stayed open. You rigged against the restraints around your wrists, trying to get to your clit so you could rub it. Taeyong then bit the skin above your collarbone hard and listened to you cry out. “Taeyong!” “Mmmm you look so beautiful with my finger going in and out of you like this. Do you hear that?” Taeyong whispered into your hot ear. You listened carefully and nearly lost it when you heard the sounds of his fingers playing with the slick that built up in you. “You feel so good.” He continued to whisper then breathed over your chest. The hot and moist air left his mouth and hit your breasts, making you angle your body up towards him for more. “Touch me, please.” You begged him to squeeze and pump your breasts with large hands but you were met with a low, grumbly laugh. “I am touching you..” Taeyong’s finger curled inside you to hit your g spot, he knew all too well how to get you go weak under him. He pushed them in, making sure to hit that spot every time. “Oh my God!” You shifted your body on the bed as you felt your climax approaching. Taeyong licked your nipple then sucked it in between his teeth. “Did I say you could cum?” You shook your head. “Please,Taeyong.” He squeezed your side with his other hand and bit the skin between your breasts. “No. Not yet.” Taeyong took his fingers out of your quivering hole and ran his large hands along your arms above your head. His cold and rough hands conflicted with your warm, smooth skin, but you still lived feeling them on you. You whined and bit your lips. “Fuck me, baby, I’ve been thinking about you for months.” His travelled down to your breasts and slowly pumped them. With your sense of vision taken away, you could really focus on his touch and it drove you crazy, you couldn’t stay still under him. Taeyong pushed himself into you slowly this time, still hold your breasts and pinching your nipples while you cried out his name. “Fuck, you feel so good.” You praised Taeyong, gaining a smile from him. He watched your mouth open as he pushed into you. His hips snapped into your as his pace increased. Your body moved against the bed, your arms grew tired of being tied together and over your head. You wanted to hold his back and bring him down closer to you, but you couldn’t. Taeyong kept the blindfold on you as he fucked you because he wanted to really adore you. He watched you with soft eyes, something he couldn’t let anyone see, because they’d see the one time he became weak. He put both of your legs around his neck so he could push into you at that one angle that he knew you loved. But he didn’t fuck you hard, he moved slow and sensually, still pushing his entire length into you as you moaned. “Taeyong..fuck.” Your head tilted back into the bed as the head of his big cock hit your sweet spot. “My little slut..you’re so fucking beautiful.” He grunted. “I’m..I’m gonna cum, Taeyong, please.” You gritted your teeth and listened to the amazing sounds of him going into you over and over. Taeyong knew you couldn’t hold back any longer, but there was something he need from you before you could come together. He quickly removed the ribbon from around wrists and the ribbon that covered your eyes while still pounding into your over sensitive vagina. “No one fucks me like you do”. Taeyong breathily let out.

You winced at the sudden light that you saw and immediately held Taeyong’s back as he kissed you deeply. He flipped onto his back and brought you over him in one swift move. You were lightheaded, but moved as he did before, riding his dick fast so you could both cum together. Taeyong smacked your ass. And pulled away from your swollen lips. “Choke me, choke me like you hate me.” You nodded and wrapped a hand around Taeyong’s throat as you moved up and down on his length. You squeezed hard and watched Taeyong slowly lose breath. He thrusted up into you faster and rubbed your clit, while smiling. He looked up at you and nodded to let you know to cum. And so the both of you moaned as you came hard, reaching your high of the night. Taeyong held your waist so you stayed on him as you came. “Fuck, just like that, baby.” You let go of his neck and fell onto the bed beside him. He pulled out of you before leaning over and kissing your neck. “I missed you too. We can still escape to that island.” You nodded and kissed him deeply. “I’d love that, Tae, I only need you.” Your eyes fluttered shut as you drifted off into sleep. ———— [8:23 A.M] you woke up beside a snoring Taeyong. He looked adorable with his mouth slight open and his messy green hair covering his forehead. You got up to go to the bathroom and saw Taeyong’s phone on the counter. When you looked closely, you saw that Taeyong had 12 unread text messages. Curiosity got the best of you and you had to know who the messages were from, so you used the code you remembered to unlock Taeyong’s phone and go through them. Xena to Taeyong: where are you? Xena to Taeyong: they’re closing in on us Xena to Taeyong: they know about what happened to Mark and what we did Your eyes widened. Yuta was right, Víbora and their leader Taeyong were behind Mark’s death. You skimmed through more text messages exchanged between Xena and Taeyong. Earlier yesterday they had another conversation. Xena to Taeyong: eyes on Johnny from the 12th floor, proceed to shoot? Taeyong to Xena: no, not today, sweetheart. Be patient They seee planning to kill Johnny next. Xena must’ve been the girl that went to Mark’s place that night. Was Xena Taeyong’s ‘girlfriend?’ Then it all clicked, the hair pin, the familiar face. It was her. Taeyong lied to you. He did kill one of your men. You draped one of the complimentary robes over your body and tied it before walking over to your purse and took out your small gun. You were furious. How could he come after your family? How could he kill Mark? You kneeled over Taeyong’s sleeping body and held the gun to his forehead. The clicking sound and feeling of the cold barrel against his skin woke him up. He looked up at you and laughed. “Was it that bad?” He furrowed his brows. “You lied to me. You’re responsible for Mark’s death.” You clenched your jaw. “I had to, baby, it’s just how the game goes. Sometimes you win and sometimes you lose people.” “That’s not how it works! We didn’t kill your men, you’re not supposed to kill ours!” You presses the barrel into his temple as you started to cry. Taeyong laughed loudly, “we both know you’re not gonna kill me.” You shook your head. “Mark was my family, Johnny and Haechan, I love them all, you can’t just kill them and get away with it.” “Why not? I thought you said I was all that you need?” Taeyong’s shifted to something behind you. You heard the gun cock behind your head as your jaw dropped. “If you shoot me, I’ll shoot him.” You gritted your teeth and spoke to the girl behind you. You were so focused on Taeyong that you didn’t even hear the clicking of the hotel door opening and closing. And you couldn’t see who it was but you already knew it was her. Taeyong smiled. “Y/n, meet Xena, my favorite assassin.” So not only was Xena the girl that killed Mark and Taeyong’s side piece. She was also a member of his gang, and an assassin at that. Taeyong looked back at you, his eyes softened a bit. “Do you really want to kill me?” You grinded your teeth so hard, you tasted the iron-flavored crimson liquid in your mouth. Tears streamed down your face. Once again, you were stuck between choosing Taeyong or your gang, your family. Taeyong was disappointed in your silence and looked at Xena as she laughed. She sounded annoying, and you really wanted to beat the shit out of her for killing Mark. “Well, What are you waiting for? Pull the trigger!” Taeyong smiled and you weren’t sure who he was talking to, but the thunderous sound of a flying bullet made you jump. And everything went to black.  

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FAQs On Admit Card, Self-Declaration Form

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FAQs On Admit Card, Self-Declaration Form

IIM CAT 2022 exam on November 27; Answers to FAQs

New Delhi:

The Common Admission Test (CAT) has been scheduled to be conducted on November 27. The admission test for postgraduate management programmes, CAT 2022, will be held in three shifts of two hours. According to the IIM CAT 2022 exam pattern, the question paper will comprise three sections — Verbal Ability and Reading Comprehension; Quantitative Ability and Data Interpretation and Logical Reasoning. CAT 2022 will be timed. The IIM CAT 2022 admit card also has a self-declaration form that has to be filled as part of the Covid-control measure.

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The CAT 2022 administering body has mentioned special exam day guidelines and a COVID-19 advisory which are required to be followed by all candidates at the exam centres. Candidates taking CAT 2022 on November 27 are required to adhere to the guidelines and follow all disciplinary protocols.

CAT 2022: Answers To FAQs

Question: Where can applicants download CAT 2022 admit card? Answer: The iimcat.ac.in website is hosting the CAT 2022 admit card.

Question: What is CAT 2022 reporting time? Answer: The CAT 2022 reporting time is one hour 30 minutes before the start of the exam. The CAT 2022 start time is mentioned on the IIM admit card.

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Question: What are the things a candidate can carry along with them to the exam centre? Answer: Candidates will be required to take the CAT admit card and must carry any one of the original and valid photo identification proof issued by the government — PAN card or driving license or voter id or passport or aadhaar card with photograph) or e-aadhaar or ration card or identification affidavit.

Question: Will writing pad and pens be provided at the CAT 2022 exam centre? Answer: Yes. A writing pad and pens will be provided to the candidates for rough work. The rough pads will, however, have to be returned after the test. Candidates should clearly write their names and application numbers on the writing pad.

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Question: What is CAT 2022 self-declaration form? Answer: The CAT admit card has details of guidelines including filling up of a self-declaration form to ensure that all the candidates, invigilators and staff members on the exam centres are safe.

Question: What are the details to be filled on the CAT self-declaration form? Answer: Details including names, application number, test centre and dates of exam will have to be filled. The candidate will also have to mention any symptoms of cold, cough, runny nose or fever.

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Good Timez

The blaring music seemed to dissipate to a pleasant buzz the more Stuart drank. Shouted lyrics rumbled through the speakers, lyrics from a forgotten Doors tape that was all but mumbles to his ears. The noticeable bass line that pulsed through the Winnie Keeping him awake as he tried to focus on his moving lips. Murdoc was blatantly aware of Stuart losing focus but none or less loved to hear himself talk, as well as gazing to the no-tooth loser as he nodded to deft words. He gives a smirk to the songbird, rubbing small circles with his finger to gain the other's attention.

“We, ok there faceache?” Murdoc asks, voice hoarse from the night's drinking.

As he starts to pull through his eyes focused on the misshapen nose, why was he so close to Mudz now? He was practically leaning on the older man and they both seemed, comfortable? Glancing to the burning eye he leans over to grab the bottle of tequila at his side, taking a long drain from the neck till he hacks from the burn in his throat.

He can't really remember how he got here and he sort of blames himself. His medications and rum before a shoot(or was it a concert?) don't normally mix, But he can't all complain. Especially since it feels this nice against him.

He kept his hazed eyes on Murdoc as he watched him finish his roach with a quick hit. Flicking it to the ash trash as its own form of incense burner till it eventually dies out. This is good, its soft. Really soft

Did he eat the worm on a dare what's going on?

“Whats with that look?, Fuck your not gonna throw up are you?” He asked with worry, not for him but for himself and his cigarette singed couch.

“Mudz, are you” He makes a gesture with his hand finding himself uneasy to voice the matter “You know, bent?”

“What makes you say that?” he said in that voice all to predator like. He knew that warning tone signified he was treading on serious ground if he didn't play his cards right, and right now he felt like a rabbit having a heart attack.

Fuck it was nice before let's go back.

“Its,, its jus nice. Its really nice right now an- your close.” He rambles drunkenly over his sentences, unaware of the arm around his shoulder pulling him into a kiss till it currently happens.

It surprises him, Its soft with sultry undertone to where the longer it happens the more it feels right. The room starts to blur in colors thanks to the effects of Codeine, taken God knows when, melding together with what looked like multiple shots from the empty glasses across the table. He parts his lips with a groan forgetting the identity of the man in question till he pulls away with the bottle in his hand.

Stuart opens his puzzled eyes, mouth still parted from the irrupt kiss that Murdoc laughs as he takes a swing from the bottle.

“That answer ya question poof?”The Bassists says with a smirk. “I..um,” He says completely ignorant of what was said not even 2 minutes ago.

Murdoc rolls his eyes as he places a hand on the ramblers knee, watching the Singer eye the hand inching up thigh, it was nothing but priceless, and the blush that crept along his face when he whispered took the cake.

“I-...I dont know”

“Ahh eyy, we had a good night tonight yeah?, why not make it better~?”

2D chuckles, reaching a hand to the scruff of his neck as he watched the the pair of lips lag in movement.

“You're drunk” he says softly “And you're on some other level” Murdoc(?) says with a smirk.

Stuart runs his fingers through the black mess of hair, the oily locks feeling like serpent tongue as it wrapped around his fingers

“You're gonna ‘it me inna morning” He slurs with caution observing the blissful look of the other as he tugs lightly at the roots. “Mmnn iim too drunk ‘t care” He finishes, closing the sentence with another kiss as he lowers him down onto the ratted couch.

Everything about this dance was quick. The blur of rushed movements and hitched breath made Stuart dizzy as they fumbled around for friction. They paid no mind to the ended tape rewinding back as moans started to fill in its place of silence. He couldn't get enough of the tongue that melted in his mouth, as he squeezed him closer with his tangled legs.

His hands were hot, boiling. It made him sweat against his goosebump flesh and Murdoc thought it fun so see him squirm under light scrapes of his nails, He soothed the skin as a form of apology.

A demon, is what he sees as Murdoc breaks the kiss. His horns(or was it just hair) stood proud as he he makes a show of tossing his shirt to an uncharted map of the place, claws taking place as it pushed up the hem of his tee, kisses from a tongue slowly creeping up.

He felt small despite the lanky limbs dangling off the side. He thinks to himself as Murdoc eyes became the only thing visible, he can't see him, he can't see the room.

“Mud...z. Mudz i” “I turned off the lamp nitwit” “Jesus fuck” He says with relief “Cute” He says with a laugh as he smooths his hand across a small patch of chest hair. “Everything matches hu?” he states rhetorically as he messes with the sensitive bud between his fingers, Drinking in the pleasured mewls to the tripping mess beneath him.

Oh he’ll give him a good time.

The older male tweaks both as he watches Stuart do nothing but bite back the falling noises from his lips. Wanting nothing more then to fuck his throat as Stuart decides to rake his fumbling fingers along the hair of his happy trail.

“Treading lower hu?” ‘Lemme-” Stuart loses his sentence as he grabs for his belt yelping a loud moan as hands grip his hips to pull him flushly against himself. He gives a few teasing thrusts with equal hazed eyes as his tongue starts to lolle. “uh-uhh, let's give a little guess before revealing the goods luv” He says with a pleased sigh, getting a good feel of the growth happening underneath. “Good boy~”

Stuart scrabbles for his belt, yanking him closer to pull him down once more for a kiss. Murdoc denies his request and instead goes for the neck, giving a rough bite as he ruts against the chirping song bird.

Why hasn't this started sooner and other variations were the only inebriated thoughts rushing through the Bassists head. Moaning as he licked the bruising mark starting to form on his ghostly skin. He’s as beautiful as the day he hit him with his car,he tells himself. A tall no eyed God that was fit for the decaying man he called himself. He couldn't help picture bruises covering every form of his body. The chest, his legs, neck anywhere his mouth could reach.

And as he undid the belt he didn't see why not.

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Coronavirus package | Migrant workers to get free foodgrains

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Coronavirus package | Migrant workers to get free foodgrains

A major focus of the second tranche of the economic stimulus package announced by Union Finance Minister Nirmala Sitharaman on Thursday was to provide free foodgrains for the next two months to migrant workers who do not have ration cards. The Centre will spend ₹3,500 crore for this purpose.

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Quoting numbers from State governments, Ms. Sitharaman said there are an estimated 8 crore migrant workers who have been housed in government and privately run relief camps across the country since the lockdown.

However, economists said this intervention was too little, too late, and that the free foodgrain provision should have been universalised to deal with widespread distress.

Credit facilities

Apart from measures for migrant workers, the second tranche announced by the government included an extension of credit facilities for urban housing, street vendors and farmers and an interest subvention scheme for small businesses. 

The move to provide free foodgrain for migrant workers is an extension of the Pradhan Mantri Gharib Kalyan Yojana, which provided an additional monthly free rice or wheat allocation of 5 kg per person, and 1 kg of pulse per household from April to June to the 80 crore people with ration cards covered by the National Food Security Act (NFSA).

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Over the past month, migrant workers and others without ration cards have struggled without access to this free food.

“For those who are non-card holders, meaning they are neither under the NFSA nor are they holders of any State-level cards, they shall be given [this benefit]…And if the person is remaining without card, he can also get it,” Ms. Sitharaman said. 

“We are engaging with the State governments to make sure that they know where these migrants are, they can approach them and give them. Because most of these migrants who have no cards are staying in camps run either by the government or by NGOs, and therefore, based on a rough assessment given to us by all the State governments, we think there are about eight crore migrants for whom benefit will reach through this free food grain supply,” she said, adding that this is an initial assessment, and that numbers may change.

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The Finance Minister added that by August 2020, the ration card portability scheme will allow 67 crore NFSA beneficiaries in 23 connected States to use their cards at any ration shop anywhere in the country, allowing migrant workers to access subsidised food away from their home villages. The scheme would cover all beneficiaries by March 2021, she said.

  In fact, the One Nation One Ration Card scheme was originally supposed to cover all States by June 2020. As The Hindu had reported last week, Food Ministry data shows that inter-State transactions under the scheme have been very low, around 200 per month, since the lockdown due to poor awareness and the stalling of biometric authentications due to the pandemic.

“The need of the moment was to universalise the Public Distribution System to provide food to whoever needed it, especially since the grains are available in the Centre’s godowns,” said Prof. Jayati Ghosh, who chairs the Centre for Economic Studies and Planning at Jawaharlal Nehru University.

Also read | Only 15% of poor households have received 1 kg of pulses promised for April

“If you were going to give free food to migrants, what stopped you from doing this six weeks ago when the lockdown was announced? Did you not know people without ration cards would lose their livelihood and need support? And why wait six weeks just to give this paltry measure?” Prof. Ghosh asked, pointing out that while regular NFSA beneficiaries were receiving 10 kg of grains — their regular allocation, plus the free grains — migrant workers covered by Thursday’s announcement would only receive 5 kg each.

IIM-Ahmedabad professor and economist Reetika Khera, who had calculated that 10 crore people have been excluded from NFSA coverage due to growth since census 2011, pointed out that the new intervention would not even cover that shortfall.

“There are 50 crore people in the country without ration cards, and 10 crore should be covered under NFSA anyway. But there are many people who were managing in normal times, people in the gig economy, autorickshaw drivers, who are in dire straits now. PDS needed to be extended to all these people at this time,” she said, adding that free ration needed to be extended for another three months beyond June.

Dr. Khera welcomed the measure to keep MGNREGA work open during the monsoon, known as the “hungry season”, but asked why there were no steps taken to extend MGNREGA employment guarantee to at least 200 days.

MGNREGA work

For returning migrants who have no means of livelihood back in their home villages, Ms. Sitharaman said State governments had been directed to enrol them under the Mahatma Gandhi National Rural Employment Guarantee Act. She said that 14.6 crore person days of work have been generated under the scheme till May 13, claiming that this was 40-50% higher than work generated in May 2019.

Coronavirus lockdown | Only 30 lakh found MGNREGA work in April

However, MGNREGA data shows that less than 14 crore person days of work have been provided in both April and May 2020 together, while 64 crore person days of work were provided in April and May 2019. A senior Rural Development official clarified that Ms.Sitharaman meant to refer to e-muster roll data, showing that 50% more persondays of work were offered this May.

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SNAP Exam Preparation Tips and Study Procedure

MBA is the most popular course these days amongst the students from all streams. The degree has gained importance throughout the years. Nowadays, Students Investing their future in pursuing management degree courses. MBA degree comes with the multifold benefits. The MBA degree not only helps in achieving the goals of the corporate executive but also beneficial for young entrepreneurs. A defined career goal and a plan to achieve it is a must for MBA students. The MBA is much more than a degree in Management it is an experience of personal and professional growth which gives students the opportunity to explore various careers.

The SNAP exam day is coming closer and one tends to get nervous and excited before this big day. The candidates will want to work as hard as possible to get into the reputed Symbiosis International University in Pune. The aspirants will probably find the last week before the exam day very short and may feel like they are not ready yet. Here are a few pointers so that one can feel completely ready and confident for the SNAP exam.

1.Back to the basics

The candidates are advised to go back to their basics and revise what they had learnt long time ago. When a person is solving difficult questions and is confident about them, they usually struggle with the simplest and the most basic question as their mind will try to think about the question and deal with it as if it is a very difficult question. Going back to the basics will help the candidates understand what they have learnt till now and will help them answer all kinds of questions.

It will clear any doubts they had earlier which will increase the confidence of the aspirant.

2.Strategize

The aspirant should create a strategy about the answering of the questions. The test taker should know his or her weak and strong points and needs to allot time and importance to those sections. Every individual will have a different strategy in mind and it completely depends on the test taker. Although, the aspirant should be flexible enough and should be quick on their feet to improvise their old strategy if they notice that the difficulty level of the questions may not help them.

3. Section wise tackling

It has been noticed in the past papers that the verbal reasoning section is easy for the MBA aspirants while the quantitative and the logical reasoning is very difficult. The aspirants are advised to tackle the easy sections like the verbal reasoning section first so that they have enough time to handle the quantitative and logical reasoning sections. The general awareness section is also very difficult if one is not used to reading and is not aware of the current affairs. Answering only those questions that one is sure about is very important as answering unsure questions will only lead to wasted time and unsure marks gained.

4. No new topics

The candidates need to stay calm and focus on what they already know. Starting a new topic will only decrease their confidence and probably give rise to panic which needs to be avoided at all costs. 

5. Time is precious

SNAP exam is termed to be a very easy exam if one has prepared for other management exams like CAT and XAT. The only problem with easy exams is that everyone will know the answers and the trick is if they are able to solve all the answers in the required time limit. The test takers will have to plan their time before the exam. Solving mock tests and getting a rough idea of the exam paper would have worked but for the 2018 SNAP exam the structure of the question paper has been changed. Instead of all MCQ questions the candidates will have to solve some non MCQ and one-line answer questions too. This makes completing the paper even more difficult.

6. Do not stress

Stress will be the biggest enemy of the test taker. If the candidate is stressed, he or she will only end up making more mistakes and miscalculations. The candidate needs to trust themselves and their preparation for the paper. Moreover, if they have already written the CAT or the XAT paper the SNAP exam will be very easy for them. 

7. Practice

Even in the last week before the exam the candidate needs to practice as much as possible. Solving one section at a time is very important. The candidate should strengthen his or her strengths and should work harder on the things they already know about. Handling weak topics is not one of the things the candidate should take up a week before the SNAP 2018 exam. Once the test taker is confident about his or her preparation, they will have close to no problems during the SNAP 2018 paper.

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[daisukijosh]

i feel so empty without a boyfriend,,,,,,,,, i just. feel incomplete, yknow? nnot in a way llike that i dont love myself or something, because i really do think im a catch and that im amazing and cute and that yaps would be so lucky to have a boyfriend as great as me i just feel incomplete because i have a giant hole in my heart. i have so much love i want to give out but the world is kinda toxic and discouraging to outward love and kindness and,,, i dont know. it would just be great to come home to yaps and nuzzle into his chest and just recharge after another really long, tough day,,, it would be nice to do errands with him & hold his hand every now and then, or squeeze or hug him or have him say cute lovey things to me when im feeling anxious,,, iim,,,, im having a really rough time on my own. i feel ,,, so lonely,,, so different too. i want to get back into hopeful josh,, and its hard when i dont have somebody to look forward to at the end of the day. really hard///

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Dead End

4 Daysz Left. All i kan say isz Yea. Yea.... Yea. 24 boutta go 25 itsz live. Fuq lit. My blunt should be lit. Ur boii making shyt happen kusz i dont quit. Niqqasz askin if i wanna sit but im standing for my shyt. Wachu got to say? Lik i aint pray for thisz day. Lik i aint say i wasz gonna make it nd i went nd did it. Ya problem isz ya live ina fiction wishin instead of goin to go get it. But ya kan keep wishing bad on me. Ima just Smile nd say cheese. I kno u see da big picture. Lik ima show u wat u took to long to figure. Wat u told me to forget nd i couldnt stress it more den enough. Disz paper. But ya hatersz. Kusz im makin minesz nd ya living liesz. Talkin bout everythin should be free. But diapersz aint free. Ya thinkin foolish. Look atcha lik ur stupid. That wall street mentality talkin bout occupy a park wit a bunch of nonsense kusz u wanna make centsz instead of makin dat actual bread. Ya made no sense. I kept my head nd continued ahead. I seen da end. Ran it. Passed it. Wasnt 1st but i did it. Now im livin. Im not da shyt but i kan take an hour shyt w. Out gettin botherd from it. Alwaysz been a father. Disz isz just da next chapter. Made it from da bottom w. All ya actin hostile kusz to ya nothin matterd. Im not even flattered. I got my purpose. Watsz yoursz? Choresz? Clothsz onda floor? Court? Wat more? Fuqq a friend ova? Watchin who i kall my friendsz kusz now im startin to see da dead endsz.

Yea. 25. Nd im feeling so alive. I want disz forever. I wanna keep livin it better. I wanna go out w. U daddy. I wanna go out w. U mommy. Son. Renny. Josenny. Renston. Billy. I know i been angry w. Slite depression. But i hope u all learn my lesson. That life isz a blessing. Every1 livesz w. All da help they kan get. Try not to 4get who wasz dere. 1 Million dollarsz soundsz real. I wanna make myself clear. I know disz isz da 1st year i felt so gudd ina while. I miss Chino. Wish he were here. Rest In Peace My Niqqa. Hope u see thisz shyt here. My love... sweat... nd tearsz... My fear... Wasz i wasnt gonna be dere.... Nd i wouldnt have been enough... Dat tough time niqqasz seen me w. Nd had me lose my mind... But some niqqasz dropped a good word... Nd i went to church... Nd i prayed... God help me thru dese rough timesz... I kno ur on ur own time... I kno u got better for me nd minesz inda future... I kno not to loss faith in u bkusz of small inconveniencesz... Ima Just keep listening... Da devil will never reel me in... Forgive me for any sinsz i will do nd did... Shytt... Keep me guarded from my enemiesz.... Ima watch everyone closely make sure dey dont drain me of my energy... Keep my demonsz seemless nd help me at my weakest... I owe it to most.... Heresz a toast... Dust off da dirt nd knew my worth wasz everythin i ever thirst for... So u kan enjoy blowin commasz but i wont unless itsz for my dad nd momma nd da kidsz in my life... Letsz get baqq to real life... Wachu thinkin thisz strive isz? Y u wanna kno my business? Kan u really get it?... Isz it a 7 or a 6 for u? Watsz ur truth? Wat do u see doin w. Ursz?... Kan u imagine a tour of da world nd seein all da wondersz? I wonder... Have enough money for u and ur lover... Or just to get urself outta any trouble... Kan u pull a double stunt... Make a double jump... Get over lik a range rover in mud... Lik make it happen a second time inda same time frame? Or inda same week... Niqqa iim weak.... X.x... Told u i laugh about everything... Hope ur appealin.... Fuq u nd ur feelingsz... Learn to deal w. Dem... Comprehend im not tryin to offend u... Just bein truthful isz brutal... Stop gettin hurt for wordsz... Get hurt touchin disz money.....

[wionews]

Me, my sister have 'completely forgiven' father's killers: Rahul Gandhi

Congress President Rahul Gandhi today said that he and his sister Priyanka Gandhi have "completely forgiven" his father Rajiv Gandhi's killers.

During his interaction with IIM alumni in Singapore, Gandhi, when asked if he and his sister Priyanka had forgiven his father's killers, said: "We were very upset and hurt and for many years we were quite angry. But, somehow, completely...In fact, completely (forgiven)."

"There is a history that when one realises that when these events take place, it's collision of ideas, forces, confusion. That's where you get caught. I remember when I saw Mr Prabhakaran on TV lying dead, I got two feelings - one was why they are humiliating this man in this way.

"And second was I felt really bad for him and for his kids and I did that because I understood deeply what it meant to be on the other side of that thing. So to me when I see violence regardless of who it is, I know that there is a human being behind that, there is a family behind that, a kid crying behind that. I have been through a lot of pain to get this and it is something I consider very valuable. I find it difficult to hate people, even my sister does," he said.

Former prime minister Rajiv Gandhi was assassinated by a female suicide bomber of LTTE, the terrorist group in Sri Lanka led by Prabhakaran, on May 21, 1991 at an election rally in Tamil Nadu.

Gandhi, who is on a five-day trip to the Southeast Asian countries, also said: "We knew that my father was going to die. We knew that my grandmother was going to die. In politics, when you mess with the wrong forces, and if you stand for something, you will die. That's pretty clear."

Asked if he thinks he had a privileged life being the son and grandson of former prime ministers, he said, "It depends which side of the coin you are...Of course there are a number of privileges where I sit, but I would not say that I haven't been through a rough ride."

"I was 14 when my grandmother was assassinated. I used to play badminton with those who killed my grandmother. After that my father was killed. So you live in a particular environment...Surrounded by 15 guys from morning noon and night, I don't think that's a privilege. I think that's quite a hard thing to deal with," he said in a video shared by the Congress party on its Twitter handle.

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Do and Don’t For CAT 2017 Exam Day

In order to avoid chaos at the time of examination, you must first carefully read all the details mentioned on your admit Card provided by Indian Institutes of Management (IIM) Lucknow, the organizing authority of  Common Admission Test 2017. The IIMs have regulated strict guidelines for the test takers to follow at the time of the exam. With just a few day left for CAT 2017 Exam Day, understand the details of what the test takers must do and carry at the exam time to the test centre.

With few hours left for CAT 2017, you should be prepared for the Exam Day Strategy along with the instructions, guidelines stated by IIM Lucknow. If some of the instructions are misinterpreted, confusion and panic may result on the exam day. You may tend to overlook these important instructions along with the stress of the exam, but your ignorance can make you suffer later.

To avoid last-minute hustle, After Graduation will support CAT 2017 aspirants to know all about the instructions, the Do And Don’t to be followed, and what to carry at the test centre on CAT 2017 Exam day.

Few day prior to CAT, the stress level is at an all-time high, resulting in confusions and low level of confidence. This feature has a list of Mistakes that you must avoid in CAT 2017 to ace the test with confidence and secure a good percentile.  Here are some basic yet crucial CAT 2017 exam day tips to know how not to turn your hard work into a waste.

Do Remember on CAT 2017 Exam Day

Carry Your Admit Card

If you forget to carry your CAT 2017 admit card you might not be allowed to appear in the test. This is the most important document to be taken at the time of examination.  You must download your admit card on priority if haven’t downloaded yet and also paste your recent color photograph.

As the instructions clearly say that the signature should be made in front of the invigilator, So Do not sign earlier. Read the admit card instructions and follow the same. Also, ensure that the print out of the admit card is legible, your image is not blurred and the name is readable. 

Carry Your ID Proof

You need to carry any of the mentioned photo identity proof – Passport, PAN Card, Voter ID, UID card, Driver’s     license, employer’s identification card, college ID (this must be supported/validated with a valid College/University and your name).

Locate your Test Centre

Ensure that you know the direction and the travel time so that you can plan the day better and reach before reporting time at the right test center on your CAT 2017 exam day.

Enough Sleep before Exam Day

A good quality of sleep let your brain relax and makes your mind fresh. Waking up with a fresh mind will let you feel good about the test, remove nervousness and gives positives. Taking enough sleep before the test is a must do for every CAT 2017 aspirants.

Relax and Stay Confident

Relaxation should be the main mantra a day before your CAT. You have worked hard enough so far and even if you have not, you cannot make it up in few hours, so the best way is to soothe your nerves by doing something that relaxes you the most. Confidence is the key to success, so do not be nervous at all.

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Remember Don’t

Last Minute Preparations 

If you have not prepared for any topic so far, do not even try to start it just before few hours for the test. Neither would you be able to grasp it nor would you be able to revise your already prepared topics properly. It is alright to leave out few topics. It will only create confusion and panic at the last moment.

Research has also shown that studying a day before the exam crowds your short term memory resulting in interference with your long-term memory. In simpler terms, you can forget what you have learned and saved in your brain and result in bad decision-making skills. Avoid starting any news topic or revising; just keep your mind off studies for a while.

Carry Calculator and Stationery Items

Since you will be able to access the on-screen calculator for computing, you are not required to take any personal calculators for the test.

It is advisable to take only a pen and pencil for the test. CAT is a Computer Based Test (CBT), where students are required to carry minimum stationery items. You will be provided with a pencil and a sheet to do rough work.

Carry Any Certificates or Documents

Carrying any document besides admit card and identity proof is inadmissible. You are not permitted to carry any documents or even blank papers to the test.

Carry Timer or Watch

It is advisable not to carry any Timer/watch at the test centre. The CAT computer system will have an on-screen timer to let you know how much time is left to complete the section. The total duration of the test is three hours, with a sectional limit of 60 minutes for each section to complete.

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Carry Bags, Purses or Phone

No bags, wallet/purse or mobile phones are allowed inside the test centre, you will be asked to keep the bags outside the examination premises.

Wear Closed Footwear

Candidates must not wear shoes or any other closed footwear at the time of the test. If you are seen with closed footwear, you will have to leave the footwear (including socks) outside the exam hall. You can wear open footwear like chappals, sandals etc.

Colorful Palms

On the day of the test, your digital fingerprint scan will be captured. Candidates whose fingerprints cannot be digitally scanned due to reasons like applying colors etc., will not be permitted to take the test. It is recommended that you avoid applying Mehandi on your hands (palm side) for at least 5 days prior to the test. All this has been mentioned by the CAT officials.

Loose Confidence, Focus

You have prepared hard and hard work always pays. Stay strong and determined by your Preparation Strategy. If you lose confidence and focus, your productivity gets affected. Be confident, let your mind relax and focus on the test.

Basic Instructions for CAT 2017

1. Candidates will be provided with 180 minutes for attempting the CAT 2017 examination and for PwD category candidates, additional 20 minutes for each section will be given 240 minutes to attempt the examination.

2. No candidate is allowed to leave the examination hall before 180 minutes which is the completion of the exam.

3. As soon as candidates will start answering questions about one section the timer will start. After 60 mins, the timer will stop and the particular section will be locked, the submit button will be activated on the screen as they have to submit the first section attempted. If you do not submit, it will be auto-submitted.

4. After submission/auto-submission summary of solved answers will be displayed on the screen. After this second section of the examination will appear on screen and process will repeat for all 3 sections.

You have been preparing for CAT 2017 for many months now. You must have tried various exam strategies, made your basics clear, have had a time management strategy, and given quite a lot of Mock Tests to ace the test. But a small mistake on the exam day can make all the months’ hard work a waste.

If you have any queries or comments regarding “CAT 2017 Test”, please post on our After graduation Forum and we would be happy to help you. Connect with us for all latest updates of CAT 2017 on Linkedin,  Facebook, and Twitter also.

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FAQs On Admit Card, Self-Declaration Form

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FAQs On Admit Card, Self-Declaration Form

IIM CAT 2022 exam on November 27; Answers to FAQs

New Delhi:

The Common Admission Test (CAT) has been scheduled to be conducted on November 27. The admission test for postgraduate management programmes, CAT 2022, will be held in three shifts of two hours. According to the IIM CAT 2022 exam pattern, the question paper will comprise three sections — Verbal Ability and Reading Comprehension; Quantitative Ability and Data Interpretation and Logical Reasoning. CAT 2022 will be timed. The IIM CAT 2022 admit card also has a self-declaration form that has to be filled as part of the Covid-control measure.

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The CAT 2022 administering body has mentioned special exam day guidelines and a COVID-19 advisory which are required to be followed by all candidates at the exam centres. Candidates taking CAT 2022 on November 27 are required to adhere to the guidelines and follow all disciplinary protocols.

CAT 2022: Answers To FAQs

Question: Where can applicants download CAT 2022 admit card? Answer: The iimcat.ac.in website is hosting the CAT 2022 admit card.

Question: What is CAT 2022 reporting time? Answer: The CAT 2022 reporting time is one hour 30 minutes before the start of the exam. The CAT 2022 start time is mentioned on the IIM admit card.

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Question: What are the things a candidate can carry along with them to the exam centre? Answer: Candidates will be required to take the CAT admit card and must carry any one of the original and valid photo identification proof issued by the government — PAN card or driving license or voter id or passport or aadhaar card with photograph) or e-aadhaar or ration card or identification affidavit.

Question: Will writing pad and pens be provided at the CAT 2022 exam centre? Answer: Yes. A writing pad and pens will be provided to the candidates for rough work. The rough pads will, however, have to be returned after the test. Candidates should clearly write their names and application numbers on the writing pad.

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Question: What is CAT 2022 self-declaration form? Answer: The CAT admit card has details of guidelines including filling up of a self-declaration form to ensure that all the candidates, invigilators and staff members on the exam centres are safe.

Question: What are the details to be filled on the CAT self-declaration form? Answer: Details including names, application number, test centre and dates of exam will have to be filled. The candidate will also have to mention any symptoms of cold, cough, runny nose or fever.