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i wanna come off my fucking medication i’m disgusting ??? i wanna feel something again instead of feeling like my heads in the air and i don’t even exist. at least when i was at my lowest i felt real
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I think it’s funny how people randomly write “I’m gay, I’m sooo gay” 10 ten times a day. Like, is this your identity, is that your maximum ? Does it define your whole person ? You’re a fucking human being surrounded by 7 billion people, you have a name, a location, memories, personnality, tastes, failures and the only thing worth mentionning is about what kind of person you’d like to have sex with. This is not healthy, this is not who you are. This is like 2% of your person, one cherry to a tree, to your reality. This is a reduction of yourself. And you know what ? It gives power to this fact, I mean, when you define yourself by being gay, it gives it so much importance that people will automatically assume that this is your strength, this is it, nothing else matters. You’re giving extra power to a person to destroy you, because that’s so easy. He has it all figure out. All he has to say is something negative towards your sexuality. You’re not that simple, but you’re making it like you are.Â
You’re much more that your sexuality.Â
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Writer anon -
SJEKRJRND
IHADTOSAYIT—
(GIRL JUST WAIT TO SPEAK, DAMN)
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Olicity & THE LIE
So...4.14 “Code of Silence”
Not counting Oliver, person number 3 knows about William’s existence. Said person encourages Oliver to CONTINUE KEEPING WILLIAM A SECRET FROM FELICITY (supposedly) FOR THE CHILD’S SAFETY.
Now let me get this straight: Barry knowing, Thea knowing is totally cool but TELLING FELICITY WOULD PUT WILLIAM IN GRAVE DANGER??Â
Yeah, because Felicity is not the person who has trusted, supported and LOVED OLIVER QUEEN FOR THE PAST 4 YEARS. Right? She would just tell everyone and put William in danger! RIGHT?
WRONG x1000000000000
Now to the “Oliver can’t tell her because Samantha wouldn’t let him have a relationship with his son otherwise” - explain to me, how EXACTLY would Samantha KNOW if Oliver told Felicity? Is Samantha an Argus agent? Is she psychic? Is she a witch??Â
To those of you who may say that he’s doing what Samantha asks out of respect, well...what respect does she deserve from him, exactly? He might have been a playboy all you want but it takes two to tango. She vanished and told him she had lost the baby. He came back from the dead but still she NEVER said anything and when HE found out she just acted like EVERYTHING was owed to her and that OLIVER was the one at fault.
Oliver is just SCARED. Scared of Felicity’s reaction. I think he still had the chance to tell her and not have the thing blow up in his face (even during this episode) but his fears combined with Thea’s absolutely ridiculous “pep talk” worked against him doing the right thing.
That being said I strongly believe that Oliver and Felicity will work this out with time, like the exceptional individuals they are. I have faith.
Be well.
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salty
I’m salty af. Every time some one announces they are pregnant I dont get happy. I’m envious as fuck and lets be honest, I’m just so freakn salty. I cant be happy for them and it bothers me. But if you lost your baby, I’m sure you wouldn’t be happy either. It’s not like I dont hope the baby will be healthy, I just wish my baby was still here. My husband is sleeping right now and I can’t help but think of those days when he would cuddle with my stomach because he was showing love to our baby. I know that this miscarriage was not my fault but I cant help but feel bad that I’m not giving him a baby. I’ve been going to the doctor at least twice a week since I had the miscarriage and she always reminds me that it was not my fault. But the pain is still there. and the fact that a lot of my coworkers are pregnant and everyone on my facebook seems to be announcing their 2nd or 3rd child defenitely doesn’t help. I just wish I could be happy for all these parents but I’m not. I just want my baby back. Does the pain of losing your baby ever go away?? I need to feel like this pain will someday go away and that I will feel happy for all these new parents. I dont want to be salty for the rest of my life.
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Just putting it out that so far ofstayingstill you're amazing you have some plots that captivate and you made me feel welcome in the UD verse along with other rplayers of that universe can't wait to see what we might do when we get a sl pumping
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i have a confession.....................
i love chris pratt
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Blehh
I always ruin everything, im worthless, I just get used over and over, im ugly and for some stupid reason I like to pretend im not and for some reason I come off as stuck up when in reality im nothing.
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I'm sorry
Expressing how you feel is not a bad thing. I want to be able to tell someone how I'm feeling but no one seems to understand. I can't just keep it to myself any longer. I live with constant anxiety and depression. I feel so useless and sad one minute and become moody to someone I love and then freak out because I realize the impact I had on them the next. Then the cycle continues and I just feel so sad and terrible about hurting them with my harsh words.
It sucks and just for one day I'd to live normal. Not with these constant problems and to not feel so nervous like I might throw up or just hide. Not feeling like my chest is being pushed down by heavy weight, and not crying every moment that doesn't go right.
The only moment I fully enjoy is sleeping. It doesn't last long but at least I can get away... I just want to be free.
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The other day I was sitting in my world history class and a kid sitting in front of me turned around and asked "Who's bigger? Mr. Bigger or Mr. Bigger's son?" I wasn't sure where he was going with this so I just said "Ummm...Mr. Bigger?" and he said "No, Mr. Bigger's son, because he was a little Bigger. I couldn't stop laughing for the rest of the class period.
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I can't believe that nobody knows what happened with MissHannah Minx, it looks like she just disappear :|
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Rambleing. .
People who constantly make posts complaining or about how they are single. Why? I see this alot and I always ask myself. "If you don't want to be single why are you making yourself seem desperate? I Personally wouldn't want to date someone who seems desperate i would be fearful they just want love from anybody that they can and may or may not possibly legit return the feelings; not to mention you are more likely to have some asshole who just wants your booty or something straight up messaging you just to use you since they figure your vanurable and just want to be loved by someone, then later drop you. Yes people like this unfortunately exist in the world.". Be patient with love. Rushing into relationships rather then waiting and getting to know people beforehand is an almost guaranteed failure and will only result in you being hurt more.
Please be more cautious where you put your heart guys. True love takes time. Running only makes the possibility of tripping just that much more.
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I love Larry and Ziam and Niam and Ziall and Zouis and Nouis and Lilo. I can stand also a little bit of Narry But. Lirry and Zarry make me feel like no. It's not like I hate it, I can sometimes reblog Lirry or Zarry posts but whenever I do it I feel guilty and I have to look for Lilo posts. I don't like Harry with anyone who isn't Louis. But I love shipping Louis with every fucking thing that breathes. (except Eleanor lol) Is that weird?
Btw, I respect people who ship it, okay? Just an opinion.
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No I do not want to follow for fitness so please STAHPPPPP & I’ll give you a cookie okay
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