#ignore me y'all

[cinamun]

Live footage of me in your replies every time you post your sims whimming wickedly

[dreadsuitsamus]

there's just something so enticing to me about the idea of fucking a friend's dad. it's so wrong, so bad and awful and will only lead to bad things... but that thrill is addicting. just how long can it go on before your friend finds out? is their dad married? do you continue fucking even after your relationship is found out? god it's so fucking hot

[maranull]

reverse yearning where I'm instead glad for the person I would be with for not having to deal with me when I'm tired or sick or mad

[fazer-geishakuulat]

Idk why I need to complain but every single time I open any dating app (also as now I've been to a gay bar couple of times) I feel my worth drop instantaneously. My body will begin to disgust me, my looks, my preferences etc. I never have had a experience where I don't hatred for even using the apps. I've had multiple conversations with a friend who toxic they are and they're not good for my mental health, but if I want to have a chance at some human connection I need to be on them. The bar is way too crowded and sensory overload for me that I cannot even be there and feel left outside.

So what's my plan? Complain. Make a fool out of myself every time I open an app or going to bar where I sit in a corner drinking lemon water.

[gods-no-longer-tread-here]

so Wammawink's trauma makes her want to protect everyone and treat them like babies because she never got that

and Horse's trauma has not been interrupted by any measure of true peace, nor has she or Rider ever had magic to keep each other safe

so while Wammawink is freaking out in episode two, Horse is genuinely so Lost in the Sauce that is the familiar adrenaline of "everything can and will kill you", that she seems to just revert to "I don't know if what I'm doing will kill you, but it will beat the enemy, and that's just as good :) oh wait y'all haven't accepted that one day you will be nothing but cannon fodder"

like, it's still fucked up that she kicked the others into the taurnado. but also she grew up a solider, killing enemies because they're there, following orders when she has them and risking her life when she doesn't to defeat her enemy--because that's what being a soldier is. Horse hasn't realized that there is selfishness in thinking her life and those of her allies are expendable as long as they Win.

Because that's what war does to some people's minds. They stop seeming themselves as important, and by extension their fellow soldiers, which is usually everyone around them. In a battle situation, Horse reverts to using everything around her, including her companions, as weapons. Because she is a weapon and her entire sense of self is based on that.

Wammawink only knows how to protect. Horse only knows how to fight. Episode two shows that Wammawink is not a small, fragile thing, and Horse cannot survive a battle alone.

I'm really glad I gave this show a chance.

[chmydarling]

[cantstayawaycani]

I'm on one tonight. IDK what's got into my introverted ass.

[pr0cyon-lotor]

AU where instead of Shen Yuan being obsessed with Luo Binghe, he's instead obsessed with the scum villain himself. I mean we all know Bingge is Very Not Good Person™ but you know who else a Very Not Good Person™? Say it with me: Shen Jiu

Like just imagine a timeline where Shen Yuan is writing paragraph after paragraph about how Shen Qingqiu might actually be a good person but Airplane is wasting his potential. The other commenters are saying he's delusional because he abused the protagonist and as all these TERRIBLE allegations towards him. So he's a clear cut villain.

But Shen Yuan is defending his fav with the vigor of a devout worshipper. He's constantly siting parts that are obvious plot holes and how they could give much needed context to Shen Qingqiu's character.

Other people are demanding for worst things to happen to Shen Qingqiu to spite him. Airplane caves. Shen Yuan actively commissions art and fics where Shen Qingqiu is happy. People tell him "Shen Qingqiu won't fuck you bro"

Shen Yuan isn't interested in that. He's a freaky little man with freaky little likes. He'd gladly take Shen Qingqiu's cold glares and even volunteer to have tea poured on him.

When he finishes PIDW, he's been outraged that Shen Qingqiu was killed off a while back. He's even more outraged that Shen Qingqiu wasn't given any mention at the end.

Now, imagine with me that he gets transmigrated into some NPC, literally Unimportant Character No°5. Probably as the head disciple for drama reasons. And as soon as Shen Jiu is brought in, scruffy and hissing as he is. He immediately hugging his thighs and saying he'll be peak lord for sure.

Please follow me into this suspicious alleyway as I continue to explain my vision fueled by sleep deprivation.

So now imagine your Shen Jiu. You're a former street rat and demonic cultivator, you aren't expecting to be liked or respected. You're expecting it, you've come to terms with it a long time ago. What you weren't expecting was for this random ass guy you have to call da-shixiong is immediately insane about you.

He met you first day, literally saw you bite a guy, and immediately started spouting out how you'll be the next peak lord and the absolute envy of Cang Qiong Mountain. You conclude he's missing a few screws because he said it in the most disgustingly sincere way.

You try to continue on with your life, trying to beat him and he looks almost... Excited about you beating him. So he's an M, you think to yourself. But then you see someone trying to beat him or you on something, and this guy immediately gets aggressive. Okay so he's just weird with you.

You continue to deal with him. He's weird but also weirdly respectful. He leaves if you tell him to leave. He defends you like it's his very birth right. He's always there to tend to you as if you were a god. He doesn't touch you and only sits around like a dog waiting for a command.

You eventually get strong enough to beat him, and this absolute buffoon is over the moon about it, already spouting about your supposed success again.

When you actually become peak lord, it isn't surprising. Your hype man has been saying it since day one, he was expecting it for some reason. He continues to spout out nonsense about how he just knew you were going to do it.

So what now? You obviously desire him carnally. What is the next step?

Okay so I know this wouldn't fix them. Almost without question this would make they both worse. But, hear me out, it would be funny. (Especially since just know Shen Yuan's entire inner monologue would be him saying he's just being a good friend as if he isn't being the gayest man in the sect and Shang Qinghua is there. That's an accomplishment to outgay the author)

[yui-kuromori]

You know, as bad as my mental health gets (and it does get bad) or as despaired and lost and alone I feel, I can take comfort in the fact that I've never once stopped feeling grateful that I was born.

[dorothywonderland]

BRO LITERALLY DOXXED HIMSELF TO THE CYCLOPS. he was asking to get jumped come on

[cinamun]

thank you to @reality-refuge for reminding me that this post exists

LMFFAOOOOOOOOOOOOO

All my OCs as they walk past a kitchen:

Internet people: Hey Cin! What would you say your story is about?

Me: Sex and kitchens. Sometimes food.

[alcego]

i understand the desire to make Jeremy secretly fucked up but y'all i will be so real. man would be a Fox if so. to me it is funnier to make him absurdly normal. yeah his parents are divorced but that's fine. just... making him Normal would be the hardest thing for Jean to decipher and in MY mind it makes more sense for Jeremy to be just. painfully normal.

[quiet-admirer]

You all know I love soft feedist themes - they're my ride-or-die constant in my personal kink life - but soft feedists have GOT to start doing some more reflection on the ways we talk about our kink because I am seeing post after post saying things like "I like soft feedism so much better than other kinds of feedism because only soft feedists want connection with their partner and treat their partner with respect and like they're a whole human being, and can balance kink and real life because of how wholesome and nice our kink is."

Not only is that super ignorant and condescending towards people who aren't into soft feedism, who are no more or less capable than you are at healthy kink practices and treating their play partners with respect and love, but it's also a really unhealthy pattern for so many members of our community to say things that reinforce the stereotype that hard dom/sub dynamics and fatphobia play are abusive or unhealthy, or that they are in any way excepted from risk-aware consensual kink (RACK) practices.

When these beliefs become widespread, it means people newer to feedism get the message that any abuse they experience from partners is par for the course if they want to engage in anything but soft feedism. If you're labeling soft feedists as the healthy, supportive, respectful feedists, it means you're ultimately dismissing a huge portion of feedists as 'barbarous' or 'beyond saving', and regardless of whether that's true or not, you're showing yourself as willing to abandon those feedees you see as subjecting themselves to abuse and disrespect instead of working to make sure that every single feedist knows that ALL feedism IS healthy, IS respectful, IS about connection and intimacy when the scene is over. Anything else isn't feedism: it's abuse, exploitation, harassment, rape culture, and fatphobia.

It's also extremely important to decouple in your head that any particular identity or way of being, whether it's identity labels that correspond with your kink fantasies, gender or sexual orientation, or anything else is *inherently* safe; trustworthy; and capable of healthy, respectful, and deep interpersonal connection. The fact that you like popping mini muffins into your partner's mouth in front of a fireplace instead of pretending to force your partner to funnel a weight gain shake doesn't mean you magically know how to communicate well, practice adequate aftercare, or listen to your partner's needs. It doesn't mean you are more knowledgeable about fatphobia. Preferring cuddling and gentle feedings doesn't make you a supportive person to be around or make you incapable of creating a controlling, hurtful, pressured, or shaming environment. We have to learn these things explicitly, we have to practice them, and we have to keep practicing them.

It does you and your potential partner/s a disservice to be actively creating these blind spots in your mind where you never have to examine your own actions or patterns of behavior because you're a Soft Feedist, so that means you're automatically "good." On a community level, you are creating a culture where abuse and mistreatment can go unchecked because "we're soft feedists so that means we're all nice".

That's a culture that makes it harder for people experiencing abuse and mistreatment to speak up. If abuse doesn't happen here, maybe I'm just imagining it and making a big deal over nothing. If abuse doesn't happen here, am I going to ruin the image of soft feedism if I speak up? Will people even believe me that another soft feedist could be mistreating me since everyone knows the people here are so nice and wholesome and care about their partners?

I'll say it again: ALL feedism is respectful, ALL feedism is consensual, ALL feedism is about mutual connection and intimacy, and ALL feedism means treating others as whole autonomous human beings. Claiming otherwise hurts all of us, including other soft feedists.

[imjustavenuxwithaboomerang]

zombies + text posts

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[crispycreambacon]

The Post-Exam Moodboard

As represented by Puppet History characters. Tag yourself: I'm Clipped Coin + Molasses Horse (and maybe a little bit of Ryan ngl)

Bonus sketch of shan and ryn (both created by the lovely @ravxe3n) (I hope you don't mind me tagging you 🏃🏽🏃🏽🏃🏽)

[thebirdqueen]

Going to have nothing new to post for a while as I'll be busy this November so take these freaks I drew on some notes

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