#ig im being punished for my near-whole day of having fun yesterday?? grumpgrumpp
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#mental illness yiipeeeee#ig im being punished for my near-whole day of having fun yesterday?? grumpgrumpp#the voices have been stronger but i think bc they didnt get to talk yesterday they went all out todayy =w=bbb#lucky me that im awesome and strong and normal :3 look at me go.#i want to give in i want to give in i want to give in. but that would make me a 'bad' person. someone that needs saving.#and. i know ill get out of it again. hell RIGHT NOW im mostly out of it.#i know ill get out of it and healthier me doesnt want to be back to those times. but MANN bad me needs it and wont stop telling me.#sillyposting#maybe i should relapse to see how bad it was again. JOKING.#i dont think im strong enough to relapse yayyyayy#/gen btw it takes fucking balls to do that shit holyy#anyway. coming up on two years. apparently it never gets better help.#again. jk. surely it does. surely. it has to. i have to survive because it all must lead SOMEWHERE. surely.#like i said its all whateverrr :3 i know ill be back down again tomorrow probably but we'll also be back again tomorrow.#and the cycle will continue. because it always does. it always will.#WHATEVERR#dont take any of this shit to heart im being dumb and silly rn teeheee#ill be fine. thats the way it has to be.
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