#if youre an ftm girl and you wanna talk kink (or not even! just find someone to chat to) youre absolutely welcome to reach out

[cuntftmtf]

Do you often have fun with the others ftm here ? Or do men message you more ?

men message me way more than fellow fakeboys do which is sad!! i love encouraging other ftm girls to give into their desires, we can make each other worse better!

[reorientation]

Hormone dosage virgin here. I found this kink probably about 6 months ago. I’ve changed so much in that time. I’ve gone up, then I went back down on hormones. I almost got into an established relationship with a straight man (but things didn’t work out). I’ve talked to lots of Real Men in the last 6 months. They’ve all told me how important it is to embrace my true self. But I like your blog the most of all of them! ♥️

To be honest, the thought of a Real Man’s cock hasn’t left my brain. The thought of a Real Man fucking me and cumming inside my wet, tight virgin pussy is so good. It’s something I hadn’t even thought I wanted even just a year ago. In fact, I wanted absolutely nothing to do with it. I still liked men, but I didn’t wanna be fucked. But somewhere along the line, a fire got lit and it’s been building ever since. I am bisexual, thought I’d mention it.

You were right, I am a familiar type. I see it even scrolling through your blog. There are so many other girls just like me. Insatiably horny virgins with a purpose. I have you to thank for making me realize some things about myself. Thank you, Sir.

Last thing, before I end this anon. I have top surgery scheduled. What do you suggest I do?

- hormone dose girl ♥️

(Previously)

Pleased to hear you've been learning the most from me, cutie. It doesn't take so long for it to really settle into the depths of your mind, does it? Almost like it was just filling empty spaces that were always there.

You're a familiar type, but I always love seeing it. As testosterone is working its way into your body, the thought of being fucked bare by real men is working its way into your brain. Your desires are changing, and now, because of that testosterone you wanted so badly, they're burning.

For a lot of girls, it's a battle against herself: whether she can keep taking those shots of T in the thigh that will make her a "man", without spreading those thighs and taking the shot of cum that will make her a bred bitch.

But there are some smart girls, like you, who just give up the fight. Who realize that when they're dreaming of men coming in their pussies, they're thinking about something they could never do and something they could never escape.

I do hope you find another straight man to fuck you, Anon. You're a good girl and you deserve it.

As for top surgery... I think you know what my advice will be. Just look around: there are so many girls here who will tell you that they wish they still had their tits, who put on breastforms and stuffed bras just to pretend they never made that mistake. Hormones are mostly reversible: once you go off T, your body will heal itself to its natural state. But it won't fully heal from you losing your breasts - and from what one former FtM has said, it hurts to feel them try to grow like they're supposed to, once you've been bred.

So do the right thing and cancel your appointment. The day that you would have gotten your breasts cut off, you can stay home and play with them and imagine how they'll grow.

[ftmcutiepie]

Good luck at work!!! I know you’ll do great and I hope your coworkers are nice!

I’m sure hearing your real name and being treated as so obviously a woman will make your girly cunt drip and throb throughout the day. Make sure to give your clit some attention when you can! She’ll definitely want some play time later after you worked so hard! You’ll be a silly little slut the hornier you are too, maybe a customer will even compliment your ditziness! Maybe some coworkers will even stare at your delicious tits while explaining something to you, I know I would be…

((And I also hope you see some supportive things/hints from coworkers at work if you do need to come out and if you ever wanna talk about workplace things I totally got you, ftm girlies gotta stick together! I’m on a side blog hence the anon but I hope you know you’re a really sweet person and I’m really rooting for your first day to go well!!!))

- Lizzie

Aw thank you <3

Sadly I didn't even get called by my real name that much, only when I got introduced to coworkers, but it felt so good to let them know my real name, instead of lying and pretending to be something I'm not.

I can't wait to repeat it over and over again until every single one of my coworkers remembers it and calls me by it every day🥰

Honestly, I was so busy all day I didn't really have time to be horny, BUT I was helping this older lady customer and she literally called me a good girl.

It made me feel so dysphoric, but then I remembered that dysphoria is good for me and it made me really happy that despite being more than 6 months on T, people still treat me - as you so fittingly put it - as so obviously a woman🥰

Fuck, my cunt is definitely throbbing and dripping rn only thinking about it😖💕

I took the time to rub my clit for a few seconds at the end of my break before heading back to work, but I was too anxious about getting caught to do it any longer.

But after I got home from work I edged until I fell asleep because I was really exhausted.

Sadly my early shift starts at 6 and work will probably be really busy most of the time, so I won't have much time to be horny on the clock, but my late shift starts at 2, I can't wait to edge all day until I have to get ready for work on the days I work the late shift🥰

I really hope one day when I'm all horny and dumb at work after a morning of edging, a customer will compliment my ditziness! I hope I get a reputation of being a silly little slut among customers and coworkers! Maybe one day I'm brave enough to edge at work for long enough to be caught...🥰

I didn't notice anyone staring at my tits today, but I really hope my coworkers and maybe even my customers do! Maybe I'm just too dumb to notice. I wanna be objectified so bad! Maybe one day I'll even get groped...

(Thank you! It was only my first day, but so far my colleagues and my two bosses and even the customers seem really chill. I find it very hard to guess how people view trans people, but so far I was mostly positively surprised lol. So on the one hand I'm like, How bad can it be? And on the other hand I'm kind waiting for someone to react badly because everything went rather smooth this far😅

Maybe there'll be an opportunity to come out for me soon-ish, and if not, I don't terribly mind just staying closeted at work for a few hours a week. Don't many people put on "personas" for work? And if all else fails I'll still have this Kink as a coping mechanism lol <3

I might take you up on the offer to talk depending on how things develop at work, but my first day went surprisingly well actually!)