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ariestrxsh · 3 days ago
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sub!chris x dom!reader
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ᯓ★ content warning: smut, mommy kink, teasing, humiliation, use of vibrator (on chris), strap sucking, gagging, pegging, making a sex tape
ᯓ★ summary: chris begs you to make him go dumb on your strap while on camera
If you don't like the content, don't read !!! I know pegging isn't for everyone, and that's totally fine.
dividers by @bernardsbendystraws
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Sextape
"C'mon, Chris. Hold the camera still. Or else I won't let you cum," you sweetly cooed to the blue-eyed boy sitting in front of you. A series of soft whines cascaded from his pouty lips as you drew circles on his swollen, pink tip that you were relentlessly teasing with your vibrator.
His sweaty palms gripped the camera a bit more tightly as he directed the lens at his lap and what you were doing to him, but he couldn't keep it from shaking. You reduced the intensity of the vibrations as Chris struggled to listen to your directions. "Chris," you said more sternly this time, raising your eyebrows.
"I'm trying, mommy. It just feel so good," he purred. "Please. Turn it back up. I'll be a good boy. I'll hold it steady," Chris begged, peering down at the way you expertly stimulated his cock through the view finder.
You loved how pathetic he sounded when he pleaded with you. How could you say no? You gave in, giving him what he wanted and switching it back to a more intense setting as you watched him squirm around.
One of the things you loved most about Chris was how confident and assertive he was in his every day life, but the second it was just the two of you behind closed doors, his submissive side would come out to play. All of a sudden, his cool, calm, and collected facade would crumble, and he'd turn in a whiny, needy, and desperate little thing.
He'd never admit to his brothers or his friends the activities the two of you did in secret, but he loved them. He adored the way you'd take your bullet vibrator and gently run it up and down his length. He couldn't get enough of the way you tugged on his pretty, brown hair or the things you'd whisper into his ear. He loved when you'd get out the strap and have your way with him.
He savored it all so much, in fact, that he'd asked you if the two of you could film it. He'd practically begged for it. Of course, you obliged, unable to say no to him anytime he turned on his submissive charm. You loved the idea of making a video with him, one he'd watch back during his solo activities when you were unavailable.
You were surprised, though. "Aren't you worried Matt or Nick might find it? Or one of your friends?" You'd asked, wrinkling your brow with a puzzled expression on your face. "I'll keep it somewhere safe. No one will ever know," he'd responded, more focused on the reward of filming it and less focused on the possible consequences.
That's how the two of you ended up here - with your favorite toy resting against the sweet boy's tip while he practically dug his fingernails into the sides of the camera as he struggled to keep it stable. You took the vibrating object and started slowly running it up and down a prominent vein on the backside of his shaft.
When you returned to his sensitive head, a sharp whine slipped from his lips as his cock twitched. His big, round eyes flicked up to meet yours, and he gave you the most precious look with tinted pink cheeks, slightly parted lips, and his expression steeped in desire.
"Give me that," you ordered, taking the camcorder from his trembling hands. You pointed it at the blue-eyed boy, not wanting his gorgeous, fucked out features to go undocumented. "Look at you. Such a pretty boy," you cooed, peering down at him through the view finder as he screwed his eyes shut and formed his lips into a perfect o shape. "You look so handsome on camera."
You tilted the lens down at the pearly liquid gathering at his perfect slit. You could tell he was getting close, but you weren't ready to let him cum just yet. You slowed the speed of the vibrations, watching Chris' expression fall as you withdrew the sensation. "Mommy, why are you always so mean to me?" He pouted.
You took the toy and set it off to the side, ignoring his question. "Get on your knees," you directed him as you stood to your feet, pointing the lens of the camera at the blue strap you had harnessed to your body. "Suck it for me, baby," you purred, tilting his chin up with your free hand. He parted his lips to take you in, but he hesitated for a second.
"What's wrong, baby? You love this part," you sweetly asked him, running your manicured nails along his jawline. "Can I please touch myself while I suck on it, mommy?" He wondered. "Sure, you can, but you're not allowed to cum, baby," you replied in a serious voice, and he eagerly nodded. His tongue darted out and he flitted it across the tip.
"Good boy," you murmured, slipping the end of the strap into his mouth as he wrapped his lips around it. His fingers snaked around his shaft, and he started slowly stroking it as he bobbed his head up and down. "Wow. Look at you. You're doing such a good job. You might even suck cock better than I do," you whispered.
He slipped you out of his mouth for a moment and shook his head. "No way, mommy. Not even close," he replied before popping you back into his mouth, knowing that if he had agreed with your original comment, he'd most definitely be punished.
You let out a chuckle, adoring how much control you had over him in these moments. He'd do and say anything to please you. "You take it so well, though, pretty boy," you sweetly answered him, placing your free hand on his head as you drove your hips forward at a rougher pace, eliciting a soft gagging sound from the boy on his knees in front of you.
His hand stroked his cock more fervently as he choked on you, a look of pleasure written on his face as he opened his throat, graciously taking you deeper. You smirked down at him, tightening your grip on his hair and tugging on it as you fucked his pretty mouth, a bit of drool gathering in the corners of his lips.
"Oh, my god, Chris. You were made for this," you commented, looking into his teary bedroom eyes that were fixed on the lens of the camcorder. Your gaze flickering between the real life vision that was playing out in front of you and the perspective through the view finder. "You could be a star."
He sucked on it for a few more minutes, moans escaping him as he tried to keep himself from finishing too early. He switched off between peering up at you and the camera lens as he hollowed out his cheeks, sliding his lips up and down your length.
"Okay, pretty boy. Get on the bed and get on all fours," you demanded, tapping the tip of his nose with your pointer finger in a teasing manner. "Yes, mommy," he replied, his eyes growing wider and his face beaming as he realized you were finally going to give him what he so desperately craved. He turned around and crawled onto the bed.
You opened a bottle of lube with one hand, applied it to your strap, and positioned yourself at his opening. "I made sure I was ready for you, mommy," Chris mumbled, gazing back at the camera. You knew that meant that he must have had some fun with his dildo before he'd come over, and imagining it was enough to have your arousal slowly dripping down the inside of your thigh.
Your lips curled into a smile, and you made sure to capture Chris' reaction as you entered him from the back, his eyes screwing shut and his face contorting in a look of pleasure. His expression softened after the initial stretch and after you'd started gently rocking your hips.
Soft whimpers filled the air as he threw himself back into you, arching his back and tipping back his head at the sensation. His right hand reached up to soothe his aching cock, beginning to move his closed fist up and down his shaft.
You'd bent Chris over many times, but there was something about this particular time that escalated the whole experience. You weren't sure if it was just the way Chris looked on film in the soft lighting, all his features enhanced by the clearness of the image, or if it was the fact that he was really leaning into his desperation, almost putting on a show, and really exaggerating his body movements and the sounds he made.
"You fucking love this, don't you, baby?" You mumbled, admiring the perfect curve of his spine and the way his ass jiggled with every thrust. "I do, mommy. I love being used by you," he whimpered, peering back at you and the technology in your hand.
"I know you love that, sweet boy, but I was talking about being on camera. You just love it, don't you?" He slowly nodded, gripping the sheets beneath him with his free hand. "Good boy. You look so fucking good getting fucked on video," you replied, knowing how much he was getting off on it.
There was something about being recorded - being in the spotlight and being so vulnerable - that drove him wild and made him even more daring. "Give it to me harder, mommy. You know I can take it," he begged in a subservient voice.
You raised your eyebrows at him, knowing this was usually the roughest he could stand, but you couldn't say no to him, looking back at you with his submissive eyes. You nodded as you railed him harder, driving your strap deeper and hitting his pleasure spot over and over. It felt good for you as well, pressure being put on your clit every time you snapped your hips forward.
You could tell Chris was nearing the edge, moans and profanities pouring from him as he went dumb on your silicone cock. "Come on, baby. Smile for Nick and Matt when they find this," you teased him. He snapped his head around, glaring in your direction.
"Hey! That's - that's not - " Chris struggled through his sentence, every thrust of your hips jolting his body forward. "That's not funny," he finally managed to say, making eye contact with the camera before his jaw dropped, and a pretty sound escaped his lips.
You tilted the camcorder back down at Chris' perfectly shaped ass as you delivered a harsh smack, leaving behind a red hand print. He yelped in delight as you slammed into him over and over, his palm brushing against the tip of his dick as his strokes became faster and messier.
"Mommy, I'm gonna cum!" He exclaimed, throwing his head back, arching his spine, and sending his hips back onto you. "Cum for mommy," you softly cooed in response. "Cum for the camera." A smirk tugged at the edge of you lip as Chris came undone for you, his cum spilling from his tip and soaking the sheets beneath the two of you as he finished.
"Good boy. That's it," you gently purred, slowing down your thrusts as Chris slumped over, cheeks flushed and chest heaving as he came down from the whole experience. He rolled over after you'd pulled out of him, a satisfied smile plastered on his face as he tried to look into the camera, fucked out of his mind.
"You did so good, baby," you aimed the camera at his spent cock and the mess he'd made on his abdomen as well as the spot on the bed next to him. He chuckled, covering himself with his hands and becoming a bit embarrassed about how into it he had been, being the star of the video.
"Okay. Kiss the camera, pretty boy," you teased him, shoving the lens into his face, very clearly poking fun at him and his brothers and their early YouTube days when Matt would kiss the camera as their outro. He chuckled and rolled his eyes, still catching his breath. He finally did as you said, raising his head, pressing his lips to the lens, and making a dramatic kissing sound before you ended the scene.
After you and Chris cleaned up and got dressed, the two of you sat at the edge of your bed and played it back. It was a cinematic masterpiece. The lighting was perfect. Chris' moans came through so distinctly, the microphone even picking up his soft pants and subtle tonality changes as he got closer. "Fuck. I know this was your idea, but I kind of want a copy," you smirked, staring down at the video and how pathetic Chris looked and sounded.
"Ah, I think having two of these floating around in existence is a little too risky for my taste," Chris responded, his cheeks turning pink as he grabbed the camera from you. "You can borrow it whenever you want, though," he teased you. "Oh, is that right?" You asked, raising your eyebrows at him before playfully tackling him and taking the camera back.
"Maybe I'll hold onto it, but you can borrow it whenever you want, though," you mocked him, repeating it in the same patronizing voice he'd used when he'd said it to you.
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chrattho1 · 3 days ago
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voice messages bsf!chris sends to reader ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 .ᐟ
warnings: suggestive comments
more of this au here !!
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one ✮ do you ever just-like stare at your titties *chuckles* in the mirror *laughs at what he’s about to say* like-wow i have got some great tits-because if i were a woman…whew
two ✩ do you want pizza cuz’ i want some pizza tell me if you want some pizza…lets go get some pizza pleaaase
three ✩ dude im so itchy *sighs* uhhgh-*groans and whines* this is so annoying…..*long sigh*…do you think the moon landing was fake?
four ✩ AAAH *screams*-im plugged to the-fuck MATT TURN IT DOWN—the period simulator-r—i think i am dy-FUCK-how do—do you guys do this?
five ✩ FUCK HER IN MY CHAIN, YOU CAN SEE ME IN THE NIGHT TOLD HER “BEND IT OVER” LET ME EAT IT WITH SOME ICE…*mumbles the rest of the song*….*silence* will you let me eat it with some ice? *dies laughing at his own comment*
six ✩ ok so *breath hitches* even though i would very much like it if i wouldn’t have to give it back but um*small laugh*…you left one of your bras here…did you walk out without one or..?
seven ✩ the cashier girl didn’t work out by the way-i just… *inhales sharply* dont know, i didn’t want to—so i stood her up *sighs*, i know i know i am an ass but at least i didn’t fuck and dip?
eight ✩*sniffles* dude-i just watched this-*chuckles between his tears* —this video of an old couple—this is so cute-i dont know why i am crying *laughs*
nine ✩ guess who i fucking saw today…hint? you’re going to scream and die *cackle*
ten ✩ i know you’re on your way over here to talk about what i said last night *sighs* i just-want you to know before we have this conversation-i can’t lose our friendship *breath hitches* so whatever happens just-just promise me nothing will change…also while you’re at the gas station can you pick me up some nerds ropes with the pepsi? thank you *kissing sound*
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a/n: this was inspired by that one bf!matt series but i can’t find it so if you can please send it to me so i can link it !
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holyblonded · 20 hours ago
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return of media day | stargirl
pairings: alexia putellas x teen!reader
summary: you are about to drop your first signature cleats with nike and they decide to do a joint shoot with alexia
warnings: rfef mentioned 😐
notes: this was extremely cute y’all. it’s a bit short but i couldn’t think of anything else to add. tell me what else yall want to see with this series!!
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You were already half-asleep in the car on the way to the shoot, having just landed back in Spain after international break. Nike hadn’t given you too many details about today, just that it was important and you had to be there.
So naturally, you showed up in a hoodie, sweatpants, and slides, looking like you had just crawled out of hibernation. You walked onto set, rubbing your eyes, only to freeze in place.
“There’s no way,” you muttered, blinking rapidly.
You turned away, rubbed your eyes again, then looked back to confirm you weren’t hallucinating.
“ALE!”
Alexia barely had time to react before you full-speed sprinted at her and jumped, forcing her to catch you mid-air. Alexia let out a surprised grunt as you crashed into her, legs wrapping around her waist like some kind of overly excited koala.
Her first instinct was to scold you, but an involuntary smile spread across her face as she held you. “You’re so dramatic.” She huffed, adjusting her grip to keep you from sliding to the floor. “You do realize I’m not a crash pad, right?”
You ignored her, squeezing tighter. “I knew I wasn’t hallucinating.”
“You thought you were hallucinating?” Alexia chuckled, finally setting you down.
“I’ve been awake since five a.m., Ale. I didn’t even know where I was going today. Nike just shoved me into a car and told me to smile.” You pulled back slightly, holding her shoulders as if to make sure she was actually real. “And then I see you? My brain short-circuited.”
Alexia smirked. “Understandable. Seeing me is a life-changing experience.”
You lightly smacked her arm. “Don’t make me regret missing you.”
By now, everyone on set had stopped what they were doing, watching your reunion with varying degrees of amusement. A cameraman filming the behind-the-scenes content caught the whole thing, likely already thinking about how to turn it into a dramatic slow-motion edit.
“Wait—” Alexia suddenly furrowed her brows, looking around the studio. “Why are you here?”
“Why am I here?” you repeated, blinking. “Why are you here?”
Alexia gave you a deadpan look. “I work with Nike.”
“Well, so do I,” you shot back, placing your hands on your hips.
A pause. Then, ever so slowly, the realization dawned on both of you.
“Oh my god,” Alexia exhaled, eyes widening.
“No way,” you whispered dramatically.
“You’re the shoot?” Alexia asked, pointing at you.
“And you’re part of it?” you gasped, pointing right back.
“Did neither of you read your emails?” one of the Nike reps finally interjected, rubbing their temples.
You and Alexia turned to them, completely unapologetic.
“Absolutely not,” you said in unison.
Alexia shook her head with a fond smile, draping an arm over your shoulders. “Well, I guess this just got a lot more interesting.”
You grinned. “And a lot more chaotic.”
The Nike rep sighed, muttering something about “athletes and their aversion to reading”, before motioning for the crew to resume setting up.
Meanwhile, you leaned into Alexia, still grinning like an idiot. “Hey, Ale?”
“Yeah?”
“Did you miss me?”
Alexia rolled her eyes, pulling you closer. “Unfortunately.”
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The interview started off smooth. Professional. Standard media day questions.
The crew had set up the cameras, the lights were bright, and the atmosphere was lighthearted. You and Alexia sat side by side, answering questions about the new cleats, the upcoming season, and your goals.
Then, someone asked, “How would you describe each other’s playing styles?”
Alexia hummed, tilting her head thoughtfully. You turned to look at her, fully expecting a compliment, maybe even some poetic analysis of your skills.
Instead, she casually dropped, “Estrella is… chaotic.”
Your mouth dropped open. “Excuse me?”
“But effective,” she added, holding up her hands like that softened the blow. “You never know what she’s going to do next. It’s terrifying.”
You scoffed. “Wow. That’s crazy. You know, I was gonna be nice, but now?” You turned to the camera, shaking your head in mock disappointment. “Alexia is a control freak.”
Alexia gasped dramatically, pressing a hand to her chest like you had personally insulted her entire family. “I am not a control freak.”
“Oh, you so are.”
“I just like order,” she defended, crossing her arms.
“You demand order,” you corrected, smirking. “Everything has to go exactly how you see it in your mind, and if someone does something unpredictable, you short-circuit for a second before trying to control the chaos.”
Alexia opened her mouth, then closed it, then sighed. “Okay, maybe. But that’s a good thing.”
You snorted. “Yeah, yeah, whatever helps you sleep at night, Capitana.”
Alexia narrowed her eyes playfully before turning back to the camera. “Well, since we’re being honest, I stand by what I said, chaotic, unpredictable, borderline reckless—”
“Hey!”
“—but effective,” she repeated, laughing.
You turned to the interviewer, pointing at Alexia. “This is why she stresses me out.”
Alexia raised an eyebrow. “You stress me out.”
The media crew was loving it. The interviewer barely held in their laughter.
“Alright, so if you had to pick one word to describe each other’s playing style?” they prompted.
Alexia didn’t even hesitate. “Unhinged.”
You let out a dramatic gasp. “That is so rude!”
“You’ve literally nutmegged someone while tying your shoe,” Alexia shot back. “I rest my case.”
You rolled your eyes, shaking your head. “Fine. If I’m unhinged, then you’re bossy.”
Alexia smirked. “I am your captain, you know.”
“And I am your problem,” you teased back.
The media crew burst out laughing as Alexia groaned, throwing her head back.
“You are a menace.”
“And you love me.”
Alexia sighed, shaking her head with a smile. “Unfortunately.”
The interview wrapped up, but the banter continued as you walked off set.
“Chaotic?” you muttered. “That’s crazy. I bring excitement.”
“You bring stress,” Alexia corrected.
“Same thing.”
“Absolutely not.”
You smirked. “Admit it, though. You love playing with me.”
Alexia gave you a side glance, shaking her head. “I tolerate it.”
You grinned, throwing an arm around her shoulder. “I’ll take it.”
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Everything was going smoothly—well, as smoothly as anything involving you ever could—until it was time to officially start the photoshoot for your signature cleats.
You stood in the center of the set, cleats laced up, lights shining, the Nike crew prepped and ready to go. Just as they were about to start, you clapped your hands together.
“Wait, hold on,” you said, making everyone pause. “Before we do this, we need to discuss the name of my cleats.”
Alexia, sitting off to the side watching, sighed deeply, already sensing disaster.
The Nike reps exchanged nervous glances.
“Alright, so,” you began confidently, “I was thinking we call them The Menace Ones.”
A heavy silence settled over the room.
“No,” Alexia said immediately.
“Okay, okay,” you continued, undeterred. “The Chaos Touch?”
“No.”
“The Ankle Breakers?”
“Absolutely not.”
“Nutmeg 3000?”
“Please stop talking,” Alexia groaned.
You turned to the Nike crew, hoping for support, but they all seemed too afraid to challenge Alexia’s authority.
“Fine, fine,” you huffed dramatically. “I’ll be normal about it.”
Alexia narrowed her eyes, clearly unconvinced.
For the next twenty minutes, you behaved. You posed, dribbled, and shot dramatic looks at the camera like a professional. Everything was going perfectly.
Then came the first break and you disappeared.
Five minutes later, you returned, dressed head to toe in an Adidas tracksuit. The entire room fell into stunned silence.
Alexia’s eyes widened in pure disbelief as she stared at you. “No.”
“What?” you said innocently, adjusting the collar of the jacket. “We’re on break.”
“TAKE THAT OFF,” Alexia demanded, already storming toward you.
“I just thought I’d switch things up—”
Before you could finish, she grabbed your arm and started dragging you toward the changing room.
“You are going to get us both killed,” she muttered through gritted teeth.
“You have to admit it’s a little funny,” you said, barely suppressing your grin.
Alexia shot you a glare. “You are lucky Nike likes you.”
“And you are lucky I love you enough to go change.”
Alexia sighed heavily, releasing you with one final warning look. “If you come out in Puma next, I’m leaving.”
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The camera zooms in on your cleats as you spin them in your hands, running your fingers over the details. The black leather shimmers slightly under the studio lights, gold speckles running along the sides like stars scattered across the night sky. The laces are a deep navy, and the sole glows with a metallic silver finish. A rich purple fades into the black near the heel, blending seamlessly like the sky at dusk.
You smile softly, tilting the shoe toward the camera.
“These are the Estrella 001s—my first signature boots with Nike,” you say, voice filled with quiet pride. “The name comes from my nickname, Estrella, which means ‘star’ in Spanish. But it’s more than that.”
You turn the boot over, showing the gold lettering on the back heel tab, where Estrella 001 is printed vertically in a clean script.
“For me, stars have always meant guidance. I used to look up at them when I felt lost, like they were the only things that stayed constant. They remind me of my past, my struggles… everything that made me me.”
The camera pans over the subtle red and yellow stitching near the tongue of the cleat.
“This is for where I come from. Barcelona, Spain,” you continue. “I might not play for Spain anymore, but it’s still my home. It’s where I fell in love with football. Where I met the people who shaped me. I’ll never forget that.”
You flip the boot back over, running your thumb over the inside, where a tiny phrase is stitched in white.
“It says, ‘Siempre pa’lante.’ Always forward. That’s something Ale taught me when I was going through a tough time. I didn’t always believe it, but she did. And now? Now I do too.”
You set the cleat down and glance toward the camera, a small smile playing on your lips.
“But I wouldn’t be here without my family. My real family.”
Your eyes flick over to Alexia, standing off-camera.
“When Ale took me in, she gave me something I didn’t think I’d ever have again. A home. A place to belong. Someone who loved me without conditions.” You pause, voice thick with emotion. “She didn’t have to, but she did. And I’ll never be able to thank her enough for that.”
The camera smoothly shifts toward Alexia, who is very obviously blinking back tears, her lips pressed together tightly as she tries (and fails) to hold it together.
You grin. “Are you crying?”
She sniffs, shaking her head. “No.”
You smirk, standing up and walking over. “She’s crying.”
“I’m not—”
Before she can finish, you wrap your arms around her waist, pulling her into a tight hug. She exhales sharply, but her arms immediately come up to hold you close.
The camera catches the soft, warm moment between you two.
“You took me in,” you murmured. “You didn’t have to. But you did.”
Alexia’s arms tightened around you. “You were mine the second I saw you.”
You squeezed her tighter, voice thick. “Thank you for loving me, Ale.”
She kissed your forehead, whispering softly. “Siempre pa’lante, mi niña.”
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rinasspookystories · 1 day ago
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They had no idea who they were dealing with. While I had made a point to keep to myself, I was not going to stand by and allow harm to come to someone pleading for help. Especially not a child.
Bringing a finger to my lips, I signal to her to be quiet.
"Stay here," I say in a firm but gentle tone. "Whatever you hear, do not come out until I come back in for you."
Once the girl nods, I offer her a soft smile and close the door to the shed. It takes little time for me to cross the yard and reach my cabin as the soldiers arrive.
"What do you want?" I demand, making it clear I am not happy at their presence.
"A witch came through this forest and may be hiding here," A soldier explained. "We need to search the area."
"No." I reply with eyes narrowed.
"It wasn't a request." The soldier gestures to his men to start searching my home. "Stand aside."
"I said, no." I repeat, not moving an inch while glaring at the group. I see a few of the younger soldiers step back and cringe. "Leave my home. You will receive no further warning."
The captain took a step towards me, hand moving to the hilt of his sword. Before he can so much as utter a sound, I let out a sharp whistle. It startles him, making him pause in his tracks. The series of howls that sound from the surrounding trees causes the lot of them to jump, several of the bolder ones drawing the blades they brought.
I can't help but smirk a little. Their weapons have no power in this forest. Their swords and shields will provide no protection against the pack of beasts that emerge from the trees, eyes glowing like red hot coals and with whisps of smoke curling up and away from their inky black forms.
Without a word, I raise my hand. It's all the signal needed for the beasts to lunge and attack the trespassers.
Had the soldiers listened to the folks in the town at the edge of the forest, they'd have heard about the forest witch. The one they'd long since agreed to let live in peace in exchange for protection from outside threats. It was a pact I had made with the village leaders over a century ago. And when the larger towns began to hunt and persecute the newer generation of witches, that little village I guarded agreed to become a safe haven and provide those seeking refuge the knowledge of how to find me.
This child, who found me by sheer accident, was now under my protection. And while the soldiers saw a young, frail looking woman, I had already seen multiple generations of their predecessors come and go. By now, I was more than a mere witch. I had learned to harness the elements of nature. And these beast of smoke and shadow were creatures I have formed a bond with. They would protect and serve me in exchange for giving them food and shelter during months of scarcity.
A blood covered hand reaches up from the ground as the captain crawls towards me. His eyes beg for mercy.
"Pl....ease....spare.....me...."
I hold a hand up, effectively stopping the largest of the beasts from continuing it's attack, and kneel down to be closer to the soldier's level. I take the man's chin in my hand and make him look up at me so we make eye contact. I can feel him shake in fear and pain, his life blood ebbing and soaking into the earth beneath him. I almost pity him. Almost.
Without a word, I release him and rise back to my full height, turning my back to the carnage.
"There's a little one here. Please make sure that she doesn't see any of this."
The beast behind me growls softly in response and then howls to the pack. I can hear the final cries of the men as they're dragged deep into the forest while I return to the shed to let the child know that she is safe now.
"P-please. Don't let them take me…" A witch, a young girl pleaded as she hides in your shed. You see the fear in her eyes as you hear the armored footsteps of the inquisition approached your home. Your heart thumps. They don't take heretics lightly nor one that shields them from their hold.
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evermoreness · 2 days ago
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moonlight and mending | remus lupin
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pairing: remus lupin x reader
summary: since it's your seventh year at hogwarts, you have to choose a path for a future job, and you chose to be a healer and help madam pomfrey. you just didn't know remus lupin was a regular patient.
obs: this is going to be a series. here's part two of this story.
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The hospital wing was quiet, bathed in the soft glow of the morning light filtering through the tall windows. You were already up, sleeves rolled to your elbows as you organized a tray of healing potions. You had been helping Madam Pomfrey for a while now, and despite the occasional sleepless night, you loved every second of it.
This was where you belonged.
Every student at Hogwarts had to choose their paths on future jobs by the seventh year. Some would go with the professors to learn a specific path, like aurors or politics and others would go with Hagrid (if they had interest in magical creatures). It was fun.
You would not spend all your days at the hospital wing, since there were other students helping around Madam Pomfrey. But sometimes you would ignore this fact and just stay around for more hours than needed.
You had just finished restocking the dittany when Madam Pomfrey entered, her expression tight with concern.
“Another patient?” you asked, reaching for a clean cloth and a basin of warm water.
She nodded, already moving toward one of the empty beds. “Yes, and he’s in rough shape. A regular of mine, unfortunately.”
Before you could ask what she meant, the doors swung open, and Madam Pomfrey levitated a limp figure onto the bed.
Your breath caught in your throat.
Remus Lupin.
He looked terrible—his school robes were torn, his face pale and slick with sweat. Bruises and scratches covered his arms, and there was a deep gash along his collarbone, seeping blood onto the sheets. His hair was messier than usual, strands sticking to his forehead.
You had seen Remus around, always in the company of his friends, always with a soft smile and warm eyes. He was quieter than the other Marauders, more reserved. But this—this was a side of him you had never seen before.
“Will he be alright?” you asked, stepping closer.
Madam Pomfrey sighed. “He always is.”
She glanced at you, her sharp eyes softening slightly. “I’ll leave you to clean his wounds. Be gentle with him.”
You nodded, rolling up your sleeves further as she walked away.
Gently, you dipped the cloth into the warm water and pressed it against a cut on his cheek, dabbing away the dried blood. He stirred, a soft groan escaping his lips.
“Remus?” you said gently. “Can you hear me?”
He let out a breathy sound before his amber eyes fluttered open. They were hazy with exhaustion, unfocused at first, but as he blinked, they found yours.
“You’re awake,” you said with a small smile, hoping to reassure him.
His brows furrowed slightly. “Where…?”
“The hospital wing,” you answered, still carefully cleaning the wound on his cheek. “Madam Pomfrey brought you in.”
His eyes flickered with something unreadable before he huffed a weak chuckle. “Must be bad if I don’t even remember getting here.”
“You look like you got into a fight with a troll,” you teased lightly.
He smiled faintly. “Did I win?”
“Hard to say. The troll might be in better condition.”
That earned a soft laugh from him, though it ended in a wince.
“Stay still,” you scolded gently. “I need to clean these properly, and that won’t happen if you keep moving.”
“Alright,” he muttered with a small smile, but he did as you said.
You continued working in silence, carefully dabbing at the scratches along his arms. His body tensed slightly under your touch, but he didn’t complain.
Then, your gaze landed on the wound on his chest—a nasty gash running diagonally across his ribs, partially covered by his torn shirt. You hesitated before clearing your throat.
“Um… I need to get to the wound on your chest,” you said, a little hesitant. “Can you…?”
His tired eyes widened slightly as he realized what you meant. “Oh. Right.”
There was an awkward pause before he weakly reached for the buttons of his shirt, his fingers trembling slightly.
You quickly stopped him, your hands gently brushing his. “Here, let me.”
He stiffened under your touch but didn’t protest as you carefully undid the buttons of his bloodstained shirt. As you pushed the fabric aside, your breath hitched.
His torso was littered with scars, old and new, crisscrossing his skin like a map of past battles. The fresh wound along his ribs was deep, still oozing.
You swallowed hard, trying to push aside the questions burning in your mind. What had done this to him?
Instead of asking, you dipped the cloth in the warm water again and gently pressed it to the wound.
He hissed through his teeth.
“Sorry,” you murmured. “I know it stings.”
“It’s alright,” he said through gritted teeth. “You’re gentler than Pomfrey, at least.”
You smiled softly. “She believes in tough love.”
“That’s one way to put it,” he muttered, his voice slightly strained.
Wanting to distract him, you asked, “So, what do you usually do when you’re not getting yourself nearly killed?”
His lips twitched. “Read, mostly.”
You knew that the best way to distract the patients was by talking to them, about anything, so they could think about something else besides the pain.
“I could’ve guessed that,” you said with a small laugh. “Any favorites?”
He relaxed slightly at the question. “I like Defense Against the Dark Arts. And anything to do with magical creatures.”
“Magical creatures, huh?” You carefully applied the healing salve to his wound. “You don’t seem like the type to go wrestling with a dragon.”
He huffed a quiet laugh. “No, definitely not. But I like learning about them.”
You smiled, tying off the last bandage. “Well, you’re all patched up. Try not to move too much.”
Remus let out a long breath, his eyelids growing heavy. “You’re… really kind,” he murmured, his voice barely above a whisper.
You brushed a stray strand of hair from his forehead. “Get some rest, Remus.”
His eyes lingered on you for a moment longer before they finally closed.
And as you sat beside him, watching over him as he slept, you couldn’t shake the feeling that there was something more to Remus Lupin—something hidden beneath the scars and the quiet smiles.
You just didn’t know what it was yet.
The morning was long.
You didn't have any classes this morning, despite still being Tuesday.
You figured it was best to stay by his side.
At least, until lunch, because after that you would have some charms classes.
You sat beside Remus, watching over him as the hours crept by, the hospital wing bathed in moonlight and quiet. His breathing was shallow, his forehead damp with sweat. A fever had settled in not long after he had fallen asleep, and you had spent the past few hours placing cool cloths on his forehead, ensuring he didn’t overheat.
Madam Pomfrey had come in once to check on him, nodded approvingly at your dedication, and left you to it.
You didn’t mind.
There was something about watching over him—something that made you feel… protective. Maybe it was the way he had looked at you before drifting off, like he wasn’t used to someone being this kind to him.
Or maybe it was just that he seemed to carry too much weight for someone so young.
You sighed, dipping the cloth in cool water again and pressing it lightly to his forehead. He shifted slightly in his sleep, brow furrowing, but he didn’t wake.
A soft murmur left his lips—too quiet for you to catch.
You leaned closer. “Remus?”
He didn’t respond, just turned his head slightly, a faint crease between his brows. His fingers twitched where they rested by his side.
“Nightmare?” you whispered, watching his expression.
You wanted to reach for his hand, to soothe him, but you hesitated. Instead, you gently ran your fingers through his damp hair, hoping the touch might calm whatever dream he was trapped in.
Slowly, his features relaxed again.
You let out a breath you hadn’t realized you were holding.
And so, you sat there, watching over him, making sure he didn’t shift too much in his sleep or try to tear off the bandages in unconscious discomfort.
You kept taking care of the other students there, it was almost lunch time when your eyes glanced toward Remus—only to find his amber eyes already on you.
You came closer, staying by his side on the bed. “You’re awake.”
His lips curled slightly. “Yeah, unfortunately” His voice was rough with sleep.
You gave him a small smile. “How do you feel?”
He hesitated, as if he was actually assessing himself. “Like I got into a fight with a brick wall and lost.”
You smiled. “Well, you look better than some hours ago”
His brows lifted slightly. “Was I that bad?”
You gave him a look. “You had a fever, you were shifting in your sleep, and I had to stop you from undoing your own bandages twice.”
His eyes widened slightly. “I… did that?”
You nodded. “You don’t remember?”
“Not at all.” He looked both embarrassed and surprised. His gaze flickered toward the bowl of water and the pile of damp cloths beside it. “You stayed all morning?”
You shrugged, trying to play it off. “It’s part of the job.”
He studied you for a moment before shaking his head. “No. Madam Pomfrey would’ve done it if it was just ‘part of the job.’ You chose to stay.”
You hesitated. “…I didn’t want you to be alone.”
His breath hitched slightly. For a moment, he didn’t say anything, just looked at you as if trying to figure out how to respond.
Then, softly, “Thank you.”
Your heart warmed. “You don’t have to thank me.”
“I do,” he said, holding your gaze. “No one’s ever… done that for me before.”
The weight of his words settled between you.
You frowned slightly. “What about James? Sirius?”
“They’re great,” he said immediately, but then he hesitated. “…They don’t see this part of me. I don’t let them.”
Something in his voice made your chest tighten.
Carefully, you reached out, brushing your fingers over the bandage on his arm. “You don’t have to hide when you’re hurt, especially not from me or what else i won't know how to help.”
His breath caught, and for a long moment, he just stared at you, as if he wasn’t quite sure what to say.
Finally, he smiled—small, but real. “I’ll keep that in mind.”
You returned the smile. “Good. Now, do you think you can eat something, or do I need to force-feed you porridge?”
He chuckled. “I’ll eat. If only to avoid that fate.”
You grinned. “I’ll go get you something.”
As you walked away, you could still feel his gaze on you.
Remus was still staring at the doorway where you had disappeared when you returned, carrying a breakfast tray in both hands.
“Alright, hospital food isn’t exactly a feast, but it’s warm, and you need it,” you said as you placed the tray on his bedside table.
Remus sat up a little, wincing as he adjusted his position. He looked down at the tray—porridge, toast, and a steaming cup of tea.
You noticed his hesitation and raised an eyebrow. “Don’t tell me you’re picky.”
He smirked faintly. “No, just… hospital food isn’t usually something to look forward to.”
You rolled your eyes. “Just try a little bit, alright?”
With an amused chuckle, he picked up the spoon and took a tentative bite of the porridge. It wasn’t terrible, which was the best compliment he could give it.
As he ate, you had already moved on, fussing over the other students in the ward.
“Drink more water, Gabe, you’ll feel better faster.”
“Maggie, you’re supposed to rest, not reread your Transfiguration notes.”
“Barty, don’t poke at your stitches, I swear to Merlin—”
Remus found himself watching you, a faint smile playing on his lips.
You were different.
It wasn’t just that you were kind—you loved this. He could see it in the way you moved, the way you spoke to everyone, the way you cared. It was like second nature to you, tending to people, making sure they were comfortable.
And yet… you were also a normal student. That much was obvious.
It hit him suddenly—he’d seen you around before. Not just in passing, but in the places he liked best. The library, tucked away in the quietest corners, flipping through thick medical textbooks and advanced Potions guides. The Astronomy Tower, where the view was the clearest. The courtyard, always with a book in your hands.
You weren’t just here. You were everywhere.
How did you balance it all?
Remus was still lost in thought when a hand appeared in front of his face.
He blinked and looked up.
You were standing there, a familiar-looking chocolate bar in your hand.
“Madam Pomfrey sent this,” you said with a smile. “She said it would help you feel better.”
Something warm settled in his chest.
He took the chocolate from you, running his fingers over the wrapper before glancing up at you. “She actually let you give it to me instead of forcing it on me herself?”
“She’s busy,” you said, shrugging. “But I think she knows I’d make you eat it either way.”
Remus chuckled, unwrapping the chocolate and breaking off a piece. As soon as it melted on his tongue, he sighed.
“Better?” you asked, tilting your head.
“Much,” he admitted.
You smiled in satisfaction before sitting on the edge of his bed. “So… I have a question.”
He raised an eyebrow. “Oh?”
You leaned in slightly, lowering your voice like you were sharing a secret. “How do you do it?”
Remus blinked. “Do what?”
“Everything,” you said, gesturing vaguely. “I mean, you’re top of the class, always reading, and somehow, you still have time to get into whatever mischief your friends drag you into.”
Remus smirked. “I could ask you the same thing.”
You rolled your eyes. “I’m serious.”
He considered you for a moment before shrugging. “I guess… I don’t really think about it. I just do what I need to do.”
You hummed thoughtfully. “Yeah. That sounds about right.”
There was a comfortable silence between you.
Then, Remus glanced down at the chocolate in his hand. “You know… I’ve never had someone take care of me like this before.”
You tilted your head, curious. “Not even your friends?”
He hesitated. “They try. But I don’t let them.”
“Why not?”
His fingers tightened slightly around the wrapper. “Because… I don’t want them to worry.”
You frowned. “That’s a terrible reason.”
He huffed a soft laugh. “Maybe.”
You would say something else, but some other patient called. You smiled before turning around and going around to help others.
Hours later, the hospital wing was quieter. Most of the students had left, and Remus, finally feeling somewhat human again, was sitting on the edge of his bed, stretching his sore limbs.
You stood in front of him, holding a neatly folded set of fresh Hogwarts robes.
“Well, you look better,” you observed. “Still a bit pale, though.”
“I’m always pale,” he said dryly, though he smirked.
“Fair point,” you said, handing him the uniform. “Come on, get changed. You can’t walk around looking like you just wrestled a hippogriff.”
He raised an eyebrow. “You say that as if it’s a bad thing.”
You smiled, rolling your eyes playfully. “Just change, Lupin.”
He chuckled but stood, wincing slightly as he moved. You turned around, giving him privacy as he carefully removed the old ripped uniform he was using from earlier, and pulled on his new uniform. His movements were slow, careful not to aggravate his still-healing injuries.
After a few moments, he let out a small sigh. “Alright. You can turn around.”
You turned, scanning him critically before nodding in approval. “Much better.”
“You sound like Madam Pomfrey,” he said, amused.
You gasped in mock horror. “Take that back!”
“Never.”
You huffed but smiled, grabbing your bag from the chair. You had already changed into your uniform earlier, ready to head to class. “Come on, I’ll walk with you.”
Remus blinked in surprise. “You don’t have to—”
“I know,” you said, giving him a pointed look. “But I want to.”
His lips parted slightly, but no argument came.
He liked your company.
So, instead of protesting, he simply nodded. “Alright then. Lead the way, healer”
You rolled your eyes at the nickname but walked beside him as you both left the hospital wing.
The corridors were bustling with students heading to their next classes. You and Remus walked side by side, keeping a comfortable pace.
“So,” you started, adjusting the strap of your bag, “what’s your favorite class?”
Remus hummed. “That’s an easy one—Defense Against the Dark Arts.”
You grinned. “I should’ve guessed. You do always get top marks in it.”
He shrugged. “It’s practical. Useful.”
“Okay, but what about for fun?” you asked, tilting your head. “Not just what’s useful—what do you enjoy?”
He hesitated, then said, “I like Charms.”
You brightened. “Me too! It’s so satisfying when you finally get a spell just right.”
“Exactly,” he said, nodding. “And you?”
“Besides Charms? I love Potions,” you said. “It’s precise, methodical… and it helps with Healing. I like that.”
Remus smiled. “That makes sense. You’re really good at it.”
You looked at him, surprised. “You noticed?”
He rubbed the back of his neck. “Well… yeah. I mean, you’re always top of the class, and I have seen you brewing in the library before.”
You chuckled. “Guilty. I like experimenting.”
“What’s the best potion you’ve made?”
You thought for a moment. “Probably a modified Wiggenweld Potion. I adjusted it to work faster without causing side effects.”
Remus raised his eyebrows, impressed. “That’s incredible.”
You shrugged, but his praise made you warm inside.
“What about books?” you asked. “I know you’re a reader.”
He smirked. “What gave it away?”
You laughed. “Oh, I don’t know. Maybe the fact that I always see you in the library with your nose buried in a book?”
He chuckled. “Fair enough. I like anything about magical creatures, honestly.”
You nodded. “I can see that. You seem like the type to befriend a werewolf or something.”
Remus nearly tripped.
You didn’t notice, continuing, “I love medical books, obviously. But for fun? I like Muggle literature.”
He recovered quickly, forcing himself to focus. “Muggle literature?”
“Yeah,” you said, grinning. “There’s this Muggle author—Stephen King. Have you heard of him?”
Remus’s eyes lit up. “I have! The shining is brilliant.”
Your jaw dropped. “You’ve read it?”
He smirked. “I grew up in a half-Muggle household. My mum had loads of Muggle books.”
“Oh, I love that,” you said excitedly. “Okay, tell me—what do you think of Jack Torrance?”
Remus chuckled. “Misunderstood, the man was literally being controlled by evil spirits”
You gasped dramatically. “Correct answer. I knew I liked you, Lupin.”
Remus blinked, caught off guard, but you just laughed, nudging him playfully.
He laughed too, shaking his head. He couldn’t remember the last time he felt this light.
Before he knew it, you had reached your classroom.
You stopped at the door, turning to face him. “Well, this is me.”
He nodded, suddenly wishing you had a further walk.
“Thanks for walking with me,” you said with a smile. “And take care of yourself, okay?”
Something about the way you said it made his chest tighten.
He nodded. “You too.”
With a final smile, you turned and disappeared into the classroom.
Remus stood there for a moment before shaking his head with a quiet chuckle.
Then, with thoughts of you still swirling in his mind, he dragged himself to his own class, already looking forward to the next time he saw you.
Getting closer.
The days passed, and somehow, without either of you truly realizing it, you and Remus had begun to gravitate toward each other.
It wasn’t a conscious decision—at least, that’s what Remus told himself.
At first, it was small things.
You’d see each other in the library, sitting a few tables apart, until one of you would move closer—always under the excuse of needing a book the other was using.
You’d pass each other in the halls, exchanging small smiles, sometimes stopping for a brief chat about classes, assignments, or whatever book you were reading that week.
Remus, always more reserved, didn’t say much in the beginning. He would listen as you talked, and surprisingly, he never got tired of hearing you speak. You had this way of filling the silence without overwhelming it.
And what fascinated him the most?
You never got bored of him.
Most people—besides his closest friends—didn’t have the patience for his quiet nature, for his habit of getting lost in thought, for the way he preferred books over crowds. But you never seemed to mind.
If anything, you enjoyed talking to him.
And Remus liked listening to you.
Slowly but surely, Remus began seeking you out.
If he saw you in the Great Hall, he’d wave you over. If you passed each other in the corridors, he’d slow his steps so you could walk together. If he spotted you alone in the common room, he’d sit beside you, pulling out a book without a word.
And you? You found yourself looking for him, too.
One evening, you sat at your usual table in the library, a thick Potions book open in front of you. You were muttering ingredients under your breath, trying to memorize an antidote recipe, when a familiar figure slid into the seat across from you.
“You talk to your books a lot,” Remus observed, setting his own book down.
You looked up, smirking. “And yet, you still sit with me. What does that say about you?”
He chuckled. “That I’m patient?”
“Or that you secretly enjoy my rambling.”
He shrugged, a small smirk tugging at his lips. “Maybe.”
You grinned, flipping a page. “What are you reading?”
“Fantastic Beasts and Where to Find Them,” he said, holding up the book.
You raised an eyebrow. “Planning on running off to become a Magizoologist?”
“Not quite,” he said, amused. “I just like creatures.”
You hummed, tilting your head. “If you could be any magical creature, what would you be?”
He hesitated for a second. “A werewolf.”
You blinked, surprised. “A werewolf?”
He nodded slowly, studying your face. “Yeah. They’re misunderstood. People assume they’re just mindless monsters, but… they’re not.”
You frowned slightly, considering his words. “You’re right. They don’t choose to be that way.”
Remus swallowed hard, watching you carefully. “You don’t think they’re evil?”
You shook your head. “Of course not. I think… I think most of them are probably just scared. And lonely.”
Something in Remus’s chest ached. He had never heard anyone say that before.
“You’re… different,” he said softly.
You gave him a curious look. “Different how?”
He shook his head, a small smile tugging at his lips. “You just… are.”
You rolled your eyes playfully. “That’s a very vague answer, Lupin.”
He chuckled. “It’s the best you’re getting.”
You sighed dramatically. “Fine. But I’ll figure it out eventually.”
“I’m sure you will.”
You eyed him suspiciously but let it go. “Well, I’d be a phoenix.”
Remus raised an eyebrow. “Why?”
“They heal people,” you said simply. “And they always come back.”
He stared at you for a moment, something unreadable in his expression. Then, quietly, “That suits you.”
You blinked, caught off guard by the softness in his voice.
For a brief second, neither of you spoke.
Then, he cleared his throat, turning his attention back to his book. “You were mumbling potion ingredients earlier. Studying for something?”
You exhaled, shaking off the strange warmth in your chest. “Yes. Madam Pomfrey’s quizzing me tomorrow, and I cannot mix up the bezoar antidotes again.”
Remus smirked. “Do you want me to test you?”
Your eyes lit up. “Would you?”
He nodded, and for the next hour, he quizzed you, throwing in the occasional joke just to make you laugh.
The Marauders.
Of course, being friends with Remus meant that you were friends with the Marauders now.
One evening, you sat cross-legged on the Gryffindor common room floor, surrounded by parchment and books. Remus sat beside you, his own notes scattered around. Across from you, James Potter and Sirius Black were sprawled on the couch, watching you both with lazy amusement. Peter Pettigrew sat on the armrest, nibbling on a biscuit.
“So, let me get this straight,” James said, stretching his arms behind his head. “You spend your free time—voluntarily, I might add—working in the hospital wing?”
You looked up from your parchment, raising an eyebrow. “Yes.”
“And you enjoy it?”
“Yes.”
James exchanged a look with Sirius, who smirked. “Merlin’s beard, Moony, you’ve found your twin.”
Remus rolled his eyes. “Because enjoying something that requires effort is such a crime?”
“No, but we just assumed no one else was as much of a workaholic as you,” Sirius teased.
You snorted. “I love what I do, thank you very much.”
Peter perked up. “Does that mean you’re good at Potions?”
“She’s brilliant,” Remus answered before you could, flipping a page in his book.
Sirius grinned. “Oh, that’s good to know.”
You narrowed your eyes at him. “Why?”
James leaned forward, an eager look in his eyes. “Because we need a potioneer for our next prank.”
You stared at him. “You want me to help you prank people?”
“Yes,” Sirius said smoothly, “because you’re cool.”
Remus made a sound like he was choking on his own breath. “Cool?”
James ignored him. “Think about it. You brew us something—nothing harmful, just a little mischief—and we execute it.”
You tilted your head, considering. “Would this be used on everyone or just specific people?”
“Filch,” Peter answered immediately. “And Snivellus.”
You hummed. “No harm, no permanent damage?”
James put a hand over his heart. “On my honor.”
You smirked. “I could make an odorless dye potion that only reacts to moonlight.”
Sirius gasped in delight. “That’s genius.”
“Imagine Snape walking around, thinking nothing’s wrong, and then—BAM—his face turns green under the full moon,” James cackled.
You smiled sweetly. “You’ll owe me chocolate.”
Sirius clapped his hands together. “Deal.”
Remus sighed, looking at you with an exasperated but amused expression. “You do realize you’re enabling them?”
“Oh, I know,” you said innocently. “But it’s fun.”
James grinned. “She’s one of us now, Moony.”
Remus looked at you, then at them, then sighed again, rubbing his temple. “Merlin help us all.”
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moonstruckme · 3 days ago
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hiiiii mae. I was re-reading thawing out and I'm curious if you've ever considered writing about Sirius & reader getting Remus back out on the ice again? I feel like it has real cute and fluffy potential. love all that you do! <3
Thank you for requesting! I've been looking forward to this milestone for them for so long :')
Read the Thawing Out series here
cw: modern au, chronic pain references, some anxiety caused by traumatic events
poly!wolfstar x fem!reader ♡ 1.1k words
It was your idea to do this outside of the rink. You notice things that Sirius doesn’t, and you’d noticed that as much as Remus feels at home with the boards and the bleachers and hum of the Zamboni, they intimidate him too. So, you’re taking advantage of a cold Saturday to utilize the outdoors. 
Sirius frowns, spinning an idle circle on his blade. “This ice is shit.” 
“You’re just spoiled,” you counter, still lacing up your skates with Remus. You’ve slowed your pace to match him, whereas Sirius had laced up quick as always and gone out into the small rink without a second thought. Another way you’re simply better than him. 
To his credit, Remus doesn’t seem to be stalling. He tried talking you both out of this on a couple of occasions, saying that it wasn’t worth your time, you were giving it more importance than it was due, etc., but now that he’s here he simply seems to be taking a methodical pace. Preparing himself. Sirius can grant him this, considering he hasn’t had skates on his feet since his injury nearly three years ago. 
“Would you call a swimmer picky for wanting a properly chlorinated pool?” 
“Yes.” 
Remus glances over at you, that particular smile he reserves for your obstinance gracing his lips. Sirius’ heart melts a little. 
“Then fine. I’m picky. Just be careful, both of you. I’m telling you, this ice is truly—” 
“I know how to skate on unsmoothed ice.” You cut him off with a look. There’s fondness buried beneath it, and Sirius narrows his eyes back playfully as you knot your laces and stand up. “So does Remus.” 
“I wouldn’t be so sure,” Remus jokes. He stands with you, though, letting you onto the ice first. 
Sirius can see the hesitance in your boyfriend now. That bit of nervousness Remus is trying to ignore. The awareness of it balls up tight and uncomfortable in his chest. 
“Awe,” Sirius croons with overdone patronage, skating to a stop a few feet away from the entrance, “are we not sure? We’ll do it like with the littles then, darling.” He bends and pats his knees, making a show of it. “Come on, come to me.” 
Remus snorts and sets one foot on the ice. “Piss off.” 
That one foot is all it takes. Remus pushes off with practiced ease, gliding into the rink. Sirius beams. 
You look equally as awestruck, your eyes so brimming with love and joy they almost hurt to look at. 
“Well, would you look at that,” Sirius says, ��he does know how to skate on shit ice. Give us a spin, handsome.” 
“I’m not your show pony,” Remus says, but spins nonetheless. It’s simple, and yet so incredibly graceful. So obviously second nature. 
“Remus.” You seem to have given up any hope of trying to play it cool, your voice shining with barely repressed glee. “That was so perfect.” 
Remus is doing a similarly poor job of repressing his own smile, though he only tsks. “If either of you did a spin like that, I’d make you redo it three times and then add a jump so you didn’t embarrass yourselves.” 
Sirius crosses his arms, nodding. “Go on, then.” 
It’s clear that Remus is happy to do it. He’s cautious for a while, testing his own limits as he adds complexities and small jumps and tries out different variations. Ordinarily Sirius might worry for his hip, but Remus has been especially diligent in his stretching in preparation for just this; and whenever he seemed inclined to skip it, you or Sirius were there to pester him (lovingly, of course).
Sirius’ heart swells to the point of bursting at how beautiful Remus looks. His posture shifts to accommodate the new range of movement, his arms coming out almost unconsciously, with a dancer’s grace. Sirius is well used to the symphony of skates on ice, but Remus’ have their own melody, their own beat and cadence. Even his face changes, the tension fading from his expression until it’s at once relaxed and utterly present. Remus was made for this. 
You and Sirius don’t do anything but watch, rapt. After a while, Remus seems to get sick of his audience, coming to a reluctant stop. His cheeks are pink from the cold and exertion—Sirius wants to cover them with both hands and kiss him dizzy—but Remus’ expression shifts when he looks at you. 
He lets out a breathy, nervous chuckle. “Sweetheart…?” 
Sirius turns, and your lips are pressed together, your eyes bright. “Sorry,” you say, giving a wobbly smile, “you’re just—Remus, you’re so lovely.” 
“Oh, you sop.” Sirius curls an arm around you, kissing your head. “Stop that.” 
“I’m sorry.” You laugh at yourself. Swipe away a tear that manages to escape. 
Sirius tuts. “Look what you’ve done,” he says to Remus, who appears caught between shock and fondness, his mouth hanging slightly open. “She’s completely right, you know. You’re too lovely; it’s torment for us both.” 
“You…” Remus shakes his head. He’s delightfully flushed now, nearly to the tips of his ears. “I’m sorry. It wasn’t my idea to do this, though.” 
“No, but you sure do seem to be enjoying yourself now, don’t you? Come here.” 
To his surprise, Remus actually comes. Sirius is elated; rarely does he get to be this demanding with such gratifying results. 
He lets you go to take both of Remus' pink, hot cheeks in his hands, and plants a firm kiss on his lips. 
“Thank you,” he says, grinning. “Now, stop our poor girl’s crying by skating with her, please.” 
It’s not done before several kisses, but soon you and Remus are in the center of the rink, twining around each other like snowflakes in the wind. You and Sirius take turns teaching Remus the sorts of lifts and jumps he wouldn’t have learned in his solo career. Sirius can’t decide which he likes best; the up-close view of Remus’ face as the world whirls around them and Remus’ hand folds warmly around his, or getting to admire the two of you from the edge of the rink. He thinks more practice will be necessary to determine this. Much, much more practice. 
Sirius’ nose is near frozen by the time you decide to call it a day. Remus teases Sirius for his pinkened cheeks as though he’s not exactly the same, and you insist on buying hot chocolates for all three of you on the way home as though they’re going to let you. You walk out of the park with breaths puffing cold in front of you, three skating bags hanging from your shoulders.
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cosmicmunsonwrites · 2 days ago
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can you make one where rafe showed his friends a private pic between and reader and she gets all pissed
do you think i deserved it all?
mean!rafe cameron x desperate!fem!reader
cw — explicit picture, manipulation, gaslighting
summary — you overhear your boyfriend and his friends talking abt a certain photo.
authors note — i’m writing with nails so this may have some typos but please ignore that. this can be read as a standalone but is apart of my mean!rafe series that is listed in order on my rafe masterlist under au's. if you guys have any longer requests, please send em in so i can make these a little more detailed cause my creativity is not flowing for some reason.
do not copy or post my work anywhere else.
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you weren't paying attention at all to what was going on around you. rafe, topper, and kelce always talked about stuff you couldn't care less about and that is exactly what they were doing now. the four of you were sat in the living room of the thornton mansion on the couches. your boyfriend was sitting beside you with your feet in his lap as you laid across the soft cushions and his friends were sat across from you two on the other one.
you were currently just mindlessly scrolling through instagram as you plotted your next post. you could faintly hear the boys talking about a variety of things along with the tv playing in the background. you sighed in annoyance when you couldn't find enough pictures and decided you'd be needing to go take some more. you swiped out of the app and began listening to whatever rafe was saying so you could let him know that you'd be needing a photoshoot soon.
"you guys gotta see this shit," he said as he scrolled on his phone and sat up a little straighter. "it's like fuckin' heaven, i'm tellin' you. 'nd she just doesn't care. none of those tantrums about privacy and all that other bullshit. i do whatever i want with 'em."
he leaned forward to show the two whatever he'd pulled up on his phone and their jaws immediately dropped. "holy shit, dude," topper mumbled, completely mesmerized by the screen.
kelce had the same look, leaning in a little to get a better look. "goddamn man. you got her all to yourself?"
your ears perked up at that and you shut your phone off, eyeing rafe wearily. "all mine," he stated with a smug grin. "i've got hundreds jus' sitting in this album. they just keep gettin' better every time i add one."
you felt your heart drop to your stomach and bile begin to rise in your throat. "you're one lucky son of a bitch," topper said with a laugh before sticking his hand up for a high five. "i'll be right back. y'all want any drinks or anything."
rafe looked at you momentarily. "jus' water," he replied, knowing you didn't care for anything else too much.
"i'll take a beer," kelce said while standing along with the blonde. "i gotta take a piss. be back in a minute."
topper let out a hearty laugh and slapped him on the back playfully. "yeah right."
as soon as the two left, you were quickly crawling over to rafe and snatching his phone from his hands. "what the fuck is your problem?" he snapped.
you stared down at it in shock. it was a picture of you from a few nights ago. one taken from a higher angle with your ass propped up in the air, you hair disheveled all across the pillows, your hands gripping onto the sheets by your head, and his cum coating your cheeks and mid-back.
your lip began to tremble and you dropped the phone into his lap rudely. "are you serious? why would you show that to them? do you know how embarrassing that is?"
he laughed. genuinely laughed in your face. "are you serious? it's not that big of a deal. you always blow things like this way out of proportion. you say you want me to show you off and shit and now you're pissed when i do?"
"i didn't mean in a disgusting way," you spat back. "i didn't expect you to go show off a vulnerable picture of me and have you and your friends talk about me like and object as if i'm not sitting right here!"
you could see the frustration building inside of him. he grabbed your wrist harshly and used it to pull you closer to him. "don't you dare fuckin' talk to me like that. before you ever even think about raising your voice at me again, think about who runs this shit, alright? cause it sure as hell isn't you. just remember, i wasn't the one begging for a chance, you understand me?"
a deep red blush creeped up your neck and onto your cheeks out of embarrassment. "I didn't mean it like that rafe," you said quietly. you didn't like when he was mad at you and you definitely didn't want him to leave you. "i'm sorry, i wasn't thinking."
"thats what i thought," he said cockily as he let go of your wrist. "you think i was gonna make a cute little instagram post or somethin'? that what you wanted?"
yes. it was. it was what you were dreaming of. but you knew better than to upset rafe. you were meant to say what he wanted to hear in times like this. you began to convince yourself that maybe he was actually right. maybe it was better this way. "no. i don't want that."
he smiled and chuckled. "good," he replied. now get your shoes on and get your ass to the car."
your brows furrowed in confusion. you had only been here for and hour or two. "but rafe--"
"do i need to repeat myself?" he was pissed. you didn't need to hear anything else to know that. "get in the fucking car. we're gonna go home and you're gonna sleep off this bratty fuckin' attitude. then when you get up, you're gonna drop all this bullshit and apologize to me the right way. got it?"
you nodded shyly and began to move quickly to find your shoes. you were in for a long, exhausting night.
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kogiopsis · 3 days ago
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Okay this is making me want to reread because I think there are answers hinted at for some of these.
First, about the food - yes, you can make a lot of it and yes, it is delicious. Let me know, OP, if you want scans from the official cookbook. Sometimes it can be a bit underseasoned (British) but it's worth a try!
Livestock animals are not addressed (other than the mention of the horse in Cluny's madcap first appearance in the first book) but I think it's probably safe to say that all of these foods are vegan variations and they aren't specifying because... they don't need to; those are the only versions of 'cheese' and 'cream' they know.
I believe there are mentioned to be smaller homesteads/satellite settlements near the abbey, at least in the first book (Cornflower is from one, I think?) and there might be mention of a city in The Bellmaker, though I don't recall. Mariel and Joseph did always give me the impression that there ARE larger Woodland Creature Societies elsewhere and the region Redwall is in is just more rural.
I am second-guessing myself about whether or not we see larger-scale farming in other contexts (under Tsarmina's and Badrang's rule) because I think Tsarmina, at least, had a more feudal system going where her troops took 'taxes' from smallholders. Badrang might have had field slaves but it's been a while; he might also have used the 'seize it by force' method. I do feel like the 'normal' production method is small-scale farming and bartering for goods you can't produce, though.
The impression I always had was that the 'goodies' (Jacques' term from Friend and Foe) create things or harvest from nature, and the 'baddies' take but build very little of their own. It's morally simplistic but then again, the series generally is morally simple by design. (Outcast and Taggerung would potentially have more insight there.)
As for size... this is the perennial problem of Redwall. I think it's safest to assume everything is roughly to scale, and that includes squirrels, mice, otters, and badgers being closer to one another in size than they are IRL. They are definitely portrayed that way in official art, and trees seem to be scaled to them as well.
hobbies include: close reading the Redwall series to answer my most burning questions. such as:
- can I replicate any of these delicious-sounding foodstuffs and would they in fact be delicious if I was able to
- corollary to the above: are we just supposed to read “oat cream” and “nut cheese” every time we see the words “cream” and “cheese”? I think so. bc if not, what tha hell are their livestock animals
- what is Society like? I don’t think we ever see a Mouse City or even Mouse Town though we do see castles and obviously an abbey. are we supposed to believe that most creatures are either in wandering bands or these societies based around a single structure (castle/abbey?)
- they appear to have an idea of what currency is (the bad guys always want treasure — maybe just to have, not to sell? but less ambiguous is some dialogue I just read, “acorn for your thoughts?” “you can have them for free”) but again, we never see anyone using money or making goods for the market. is this after the fall of Mouse Capitalism? are the bad guys (the idea of rat pirates gives me a headache, vis a vis the political/economic systems needed to power piracy) raiding preindustrial mouse societies for treasure/meat?
- corollary to the above: the abbey creatures have oats and wheat but we don’t see anybody farming or trading for farm goods on a large enough scale. is the abbey “orchard” really a like an indigenous forest farm of mixed foodstuffs? is that possible if you live in the same place the whole year or only if you travel each season? I have to do some googling
- both the lack of mixed-species families and the idea of mixed-species families give me a headache. has a squirrel never fallen for a handsome otter? what is the culture shock like if you marry into a subterranean mole family?
- this is the least “important” question but this read through I’ve been desperately trying to figure out What Size Everything Else Is. i’ve come to the conclusion that everything other than animals are at mouse scale, given that they can make seaworthy vessels their own size (a mouse sized vessel with real-world-sized waves seems impossible) and pick and eat apples and plums. but so far it seems like they’ve avoided mentioning how tall trees are — like a person compared to a tree or a mouse compared to a tree?
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ariahmichelle · 3 days ago
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Fake It Till You Feel It- Part 3
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Rafe Cameron x Reader Series
Link to Series Masterlist Here
Summary: You see your ex with a new girl wrapped around him after he told you “wasn’t ready for a relationship” after you had slowly started to fall for him. The betrayal stings. Rafe Cameron is dealing with his own issue—Amelia, a girl who refuses to take the hint that he’s not interested. One night you impulsively pretend to be Rafe’s girlfriend to get her to back off. To your surprise, it works. You also notice Alex looking pissed. This starts to become an unspoken routine between you when either Alex or Amelia are around. Simple right? However, longer this goes on, the more the lines blur between what’s real and what’s not.
Part 3- The Rescue Mission
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It had been a slow, uneventful day—exactly what you’d wanted. You had spent the morning running errands, picking up a few things from town before finally making it home. Now, curled up on the couch, half-watching a show while scrolling on your phone, you were perfectly content to do nothing for the rest of the afternoon.
Then your phone buzzed.
Rafe: You busy?
You frowned, already suspicious.
You: I might be. Why?
Rafe: Because I need saving.
You snorted, shaking your head.
You: Let me guess… Amelia?
Rafe: What do you think?
You sighed, debating for a moment. Maybe it would be good for him to deal with her himself for once. But you also knew how persistent Amelia could be.
You: Sounds like a you problem, Cameron.
Rafe: Come on. Be a team player.
You: …How bad is it?
Rafe: Bad enough to text you :(
Before you could dwell on it too much, your mom walked into the room, grabbing her purse. “I’m heading out for a bit. Need a ride anywhere?”
“Actually, yeah,” you said, already slipping on your shoes.
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When you arrived at the country club, you expected to find Rafe surrounded by Topper, Kelce, and maybe a few other guys, with Amelia clinging to him like always.
But instead, he was standing outside, alone.
You narrowed your eyes as you approached. “If you made me come all this way for nothing, you’re dead.”
Rafe exhaled, shaking his head. “Trust me, I wouldn’t have called you unless I had no other option.”
“That bad?”
He ran a hand down his face. “Worse.”
You crossed your arms, waiting.
“I was having lunch with my family,” he started, “and Amelia just invited herself over, telling my dad, Rose, Sarah, and Wheezie that she and I have been getting to know each other.” He grimaced. “She’s acting like we’ve been seeing each other, and I told them we weren’t, but—”
“But Ward told you not to be rude and let her stay,” you finished, already knowing how this went.
Rafe pointed at you. “Exactly.”
You groaned. “So now what?”
“I told them I was going to the bathroom,” he said. “And now I need you to help me get rid of her. And make sure my family knows I’m not with her.”
You hesitated. “Rafe, I’m not pretending to be your girlfriend in front of your dad.”
“Come on,” he said, and for the first time, you noticed how desperate he looked. “My dad likes you, okay? If you say we’re together, he’ll believe it, and Amelia will finally back off.”
You still weren’t convinced. “And what happens when he finds out it’s a lie?”
Rafe just shrugged. “That’s a future problem.”
You exhaled, glancing toward the entrance. “I swear to God, Cameron…”
Rafe smirked, sensing your hesitation cracking. “So you’ll do it?”
You groaned. “I hate you.”
His smirk widened. “No, you don’t.”
Rolling your eyes, you held out your hand. “Let’s get this over with.”
Without hesitation, Rafe took your hand, threading his fingers through yours like it was the most natural thing in the world.
And just like that, you walked into the lion’s den.
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The Cameron family sat at a round table on the patio, the perfect picture of wealth and power. Ward sat at the head, Rose beside him, while Sarah and Wheezie chatted quietly. And, of course, Amelia stood close to Rafe’s empty chair, her hand way too close to where his arm would’ve been.
The moment you walked in, Sarah’s eyes widened.
“Are you kidding me?” she blurted.
Amelia turned—and her expression darkened instantly.
Ward raised an eyebrow. “Rafe?”
Rafe barely hesitated. “I wasn’t being rude earlier,” he said, looking directly at his father. “I was just trying to make it clear—I’m not with Amelia. Because I’m with someone else.”
He gave your hand a squeeze, and you took that as your cue. “Hey, Mr. Cameron,” you said with an easy smile, leaning slightly into Rafe’s side. “Hope you don’t mind me crashing family lunch.”
Ward looked between you and Rafe, brow furrowed. “You two are together?”
“Yep,” Rafe said smoothly. “Have been for a little while now.”
Sarah still looked shocked, and Wheezie looked downright delighted, but the best reaction came from Amelia, whose face was rapidly turning red.
“You have to be joking,” she snapped.
“Why?” Rafe tilted his head, feigning confusion. “Jealous?”
Amelia scoffed. “Please. I just didn’t realize you’d lowered your standards so much.”
Your smile tightened. “You know, for someone who’s so sure I’m not a threat, you seem really upset about this.”
Her mouth opened. Then closed. Then, without another word, she turned on her heel and stormed off.
Wheezie barely contained her laughter.
Rose just sipped her wine, watching you both closely. “Well,” she said, “this is… interesting.”
Ward nodded slowly, clearly still processing. “Hmm.”
Before they could say anything else, Rafe let out a dramatic sigh. “Well, this has been fun, but we’ve got plans.”
“We do?” you muttered.
Rafe ignored you. “See you guys later.”
And with that, he pulled you away from the table, out of the club, and toward his truck.
As soon as you were outside, you smacked his arm. “You are so dead for that.”
Rafe just grinned, opening the truck door for you. “Relax. It worked, didn’t it?”
“You owe me.”
He just smirked. “That’s why I’m making it up to you right now.”
You eyed him suspiciously as you climbed into the truck. “How?”
“You’ll see.”
Fifteen minutes later, you found yourself sitting in the bed of his truck, legs crossed beneath you, a cup of ice cream in hand, on a hill overlooking the beach. Almost a little secret hideout you’ve never been to before.
“You know,” you said, glancing at him, “this is a pretty good spot. Romantic, even.”
Rafe scoffed. “If I was trying to be romantic, you’d know.”
You raised an eyebrow. “Oh? And what does romantic Rafe Cameron look like?”
He smirked, leaning in slightly. “Wouldn’t you like to know?”
You rolled your eyes, but your smile didn’t fade.
You took a slow bite of your ice cream, then glanced at Rafe. “So… this isn’t where you bring all your girls?”
Rafe scoffed. “Please. You think I waste gas on just anyone?”
You hummed. “Mm. Seems like a solid move, though, so I must be very special.”
Rafe just smirks not giving you the satisfaction of an answer.
After a few moments of silence, he leaned back, voice softer. “You know… I never thought Alex was good enough for you.”
You looked at him, surprised. “What?”
“I’m just saying,” he shrugged, “you always deserved better than that asshole.”
You shook your head. “Well… thanks, I guess.”
Rafe smirked. “Don’t get used to it.”
You laughed, licking your spoon. “No promises.”
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mggslover · 2 days ago
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🤓☝️ may i request for your first time series the first time spencer lets reader take control during sex? not too sure how you feel about sub spencer but im horny for it and i’d love to see what you do
edging sub spencer genre: smut 18+ cw: sub!spencer x dom!reader, mentions of spencer being insecure about his masculinity, mentions of p in v sex, tied hands, handjob, edging, breastplay, oral (f receiving), thigh fucking, bit of degradation, religious comparisons wc: 2,4k a/n: am i a sub spencer fan?! pull up in the- yes lol i very much am. i cannot even call these drabbles anymore. if anyone is wondering why your requests are taking so long, this is the reason. my first time exploring this dynamic. i hope you'll enjoy, let me know your thoughts!
“Come on, baby. You’re the one who begged me for this.”
Spencer whimpered underneath you in response. He sat up straight on your shared bed, upper body rested against the headframe, long legs spread over the sheets, as your naked body hovered over his. And most importantly, his hands were tied behind his back with a silk red fabric.
Spencer craned his neck, trying to press his lips to yours, but you simultaneously leaned away from him. You shook your head, tsking. “What did I tell you?”
Twinkling hazel eyes blinked up at you, his eyebrows caught in a slight furrow.
“You can’t tell me you forgot,” you purred, fingertips trailing the curve of his jaw. “What did I tell you, Spencer?” you repeat with more force in your tone.
He visibly swallowed as your nails dragged down his neck. “That I’m not allowed to touch you.”
“And why’s that?” You hummed.
“Because sexual denial will increase the release of dopamine, and—oh…” he closed his eyes in delight as your nails continued their path down his chest.
“—and the release of oxytocin and serotonin. It will… in general… Jesus… make you more sensitive, which will heighten your pleasure.”
He had hurriedly finished his last words, letting out a deep breath of relief once you nodded in confirmation. 
“And all we want is for you to feel good. Isn’t that right, baby?”
He nodded fervently, a deep moan escaping his throat as your fingers grazed the skin of his upper thigh, carefully avoiding his throbbing length.
-`♡´-
It had all started last week, when you came home on a dreary Thursday evening. Immensely frustrated from your day at work. 
Spencer oftentimes suggested sex when you were feeling stressed out. Sexual intercourse is known for lowering blood pressure and boosting happy hormones.
Usually this would result in him leading you to the bedroom where he’d gently press you down onto the mattress. He’d crawl on top of you, lips immediately finding yours, giving gentle pecks as his hands roamed up and down the sides of your body. 
You’d have sensual sex. Sweet. Vanilla. It was the norm, and when it came to sex, Spencer wanted to keep to the norm. Sexuality and masculinity were deeply intertwined for him, and in both of these aspects, he felt like he didn’t fit into the traditional roles of a man, causing him to feel the need to approach sex textbook-wise.
The sex was good for the both of you. You never minded seeing your boyfriend on top of you. His lips slightly agape as he fought back his moans, hair falling into his face with every push of his hips, shoulders shuddering as he came inside of you. And for Spencer, he was always happy to be there. 
So, it was entirely new when you came home that day and tugged him by the collar of his shirt the second you entered the house. Spencer’s mouth was still in a gasp when you hungrily pressed your lips to his, tongue finding his without building the moment up like you’d usually do. 
Your body pulled flush against him. The softness of your breasts pressed against his hard chest. He was able to feel the peaks of your nipples even through the fabric of clothes.
“Are you okay?” Spencer choked out as you cupped him roughly through his pants. 
“I just need you, Spence. I need to use you.”
Those words were almost enough to make him spill in his underwear. And indeed, the second you had moved to the couch and straddled him (an entirely new position), taking his cock in your soft hand as you sunk down onto him, it took an embarrassingly short amount of time for him to fill you up with his release.
You needed the control and security after having been bossed around at work. Spencer, on the contrary, felt too much in control at his job. Setting a profile and finding evidence and whereabouts on an unsub was very precise work, not even mentioning the huge amount of pressure on saving people’s lives. 
He never realized how good it felt to let go. To trust someone else in taking charge, in taking care of him. At that moment he didn’t think about portraying a certain type of masculinity. Instead of holding back his moans and settling on deep groans, he whimpered against your mouth as you fucked him. Squirming and whining underneath your touch as he begged you for more. 
His reactions didn’t go unnoticed by you. When you both had recovered and were cleaned up, you brought up the subject of this sub-dom dynamic, and it was very easy for Spencer to give in to exploring it more.
-`♡´-
“P-please.”
“What’s that?”
“Please touch me,” Spencer softly cried, fisting the pillow behind his back with the little grip he had.
You leaned in closer. Your breath tickled against his neck, leaving goosebumps in its wake, before you licked a bold stripe up the skin. 
A strangled moan left his throat. You smiled at him, pleased with yourself. It deeply turned you on that you could do whatever you wanted to him, that he’d beg you for anything that you could give him. 
His body responded to every ghost of your touch. Your lips trailed his throat, feeling the heat radiating off of him. Occasionally leaving lingering marks and bites until you made your way up his jaw.
“Is this what you wanted, Spence?” You teased as you put your hand around his thick shaft. 
“Yes,” he moaned, his head falling back against the headboard. “Exactly that.”
You pumped his length in a steady rhythm, flicking your palm to enhance the sensation. 
“You’re doing so good for me, baby. Such a pretty boy. Your cock is so hard and ready for me.” 
He shivered at your words. He didn’t know how he got so lucky to have you hovering above him, breasts swaying with every movement of your hand. You were so good to him. When his gaze blinked from your breasts to your face, seeing you seductively smile but your eyes radiating a gentle sweetness, he started wondering if there might really be a God. You were too heavenly to be here on Earth, pleasing him like there was no better enjoyment in life.
Your eyes were fixed on his cock, watching his precum gather at the tip. You circled the sensitive skin with a soft stroke of your thumb. Spencer used the momentary distraction to dive in, his lips catching around your nipple. “Oh god,” you gasped in pleasure, the sensation going straight to your core. His tongue made quick work of stimulating the nub. His cheeks were hollowed as he sucked, giving his everything for the mere moments he might get of tasting you.
Spencer was internally grateful when you didn’t stop him. As a matter of fact, your fingers knotted through his hair as you tugged him closer to you. It helped him keep his balance as his still tied hands clenched around the air. 
He continued his kisses to the rest of your breast once he was confident enough that you wouldn’t tell him to stop. He sucked on the soft, full flesh, leaving marks that would remind you of this moment days from now.
“Look at you sucking on my tits. You’re so desperate, aren’t you? Such a little slut for me.”
He moaned around your nipple, a wave of need fluttering through your stomach. You pulled on his hair, sharp enough to leave a pleasurable sting of pain. “Look at me.”
Wide doe eyes met yours. “‘m sorry.”
“Too distracted by having my tits in your face to look me in the eyes, huh?”
“Sorry, you’re just too pretty,” he truthfully muttered, eyes fleetly falling onto your breasts before blinking back up.
He looked so pretty like this. A red flush painting his neck and cheeks. His lips were just as swollen and red as he pouted at you. A smug smile lingered on your face, and you pulled him back in, leaning forward to not have him stretch his neck too far. The kiss was sloppy, hungry. You were not able to tell whether his whimpers were because of the kiss, or because of your touch as your hand had found its way back to his cock.
You fastened the motions of your wrist. His mouth was parted, a pretty song of whines escaping. You sucked down on his bottom lip, mirroring the action he always did when kissing you. 
“Oh, baby.” The moan came out in a gasp. His hips started stuttering, stomach clenching as he neared his release.
“Are you almost there, Spencer?”
“Yes! I’m almost there, I’m almost there baby. Please don’t stop.”
You released your grip on him. His length remained hard, standing upright as if you were still holding him.
The desperate cry that left his lips should have made you feel bad. Instead, you found yourself getting even more turned on. Sure that your thighs were slick with your wetness by now.
“Why—why did you do that?” He whimpered accusingly, as if betrayed. “I was so close.”
“Ah, I know, baby,” you faux pouted. You had to bite your lip to hold back a sadistic smile as you noticed his glossy eyes, looking more green than they usually were.
“I’m just keeping you to your promise,” you reminded him. He tilted his head like a confused puppy. “When you told me you’d always make sure to make me come first.”
“But we weren’t—”
“Uh, uh, uh,” you shushed him, index finger pressed to his lips. “Don’t you want to please me?”
He softly kissed your finger, “Of course I do.”
“Then start using your mouth for better things than complaining,” you cooed at him before carefully standing up on the bed, making your way forward until his face was right below your cunt. Spencer wiggled on the sheets until he lay flat on his back, arms in a bit of an uncomfortable position, but not enough to bother him as he had a perfect view of your dripping pussy.
“You’re so beautiful,” he whispered in a prayer. You softly chuckled, bending your legs so that they were spread on either side of his face. Slowly, you lowered yourself until his tongue, which was already sticking out, made contact with your folds. You hissed at the sensation, your clit throbbing in the same way it always did before he ate you out.
He started lapping at your pussy, gathering your sweet slickness and spreading it over the lips. He flicked his tongue over your inner lips before sucking on them. As much as Spencer adored giving you the reins, nothing compared to the shaky, uncontrollable whimpers that left your mouth. Sounds that were made because of him. Sounds that were made for him. 
“Keep making those sounds, sweet girl,” he mumbled against your pussy, the vibrations echoing through your body.
After more worshipping kisses to your cunt, his lips finally settled down on your clit. Your back arched when he started sucking on the sensitive button while simultaneously pressing on it with the tip of his tongue. He truly was your toy, no silicone object giving you the ecstasy that he could give you. 
“Oh God, Spencer. You’re so good at this,” you stated in a heavy breath. The feeling of your orgasm coming up was close to overwhelming, and you were whimpering as your vision hazed.
“Yes, yes, yes, yes. Oh, fuck, I’m—”
You weren’t able to finish your sentence, instead crying out a moan as your release hit you. Your legs started shaking uncontrollably, your pussy pressed even harder against his mouth as you rode out the aftershocks, muffling his deep moans. The feel of his nose against your overstimulated cunt was dizzying. 
“I need to lie down,” you said, out of breath. Shaky Bambi legs as you climbed off of him. Your body didn’t allow you to move much further. Settling on lying down on top of his body, spreading your legs to give his achingly hard cock room to breathe.
Your cheek rested against his sweaty chest. Spencer reached out to trace your face, huffing in annoyance when he remembered his hands were still tied behind his back. 
He hummed when you pressed a wet kiss to his chest. “Finish for me, baby.”
Then you squeezed your thighs together. Spencer swallowed when he realized what you meant. His cock was enveloped between your plush thighs, and when he experimentally lifted his hips, he discovered how good the act felt. 
“Jesus, that’s nice,” he groaned. 
Wasting no time, he started pumping his hips up, using your thighs as a cocksleeve. The wetness that was gathered on your inner thighs (and was still dripping out of your pussy) working as lube. 
Your fingertips lazily trailed over his chest. “Doing so good for me, baby. Show me how good you can make yourself feel.”
He nodded, a whine leaving his lips as he fastened his speed. His eyes were transfixed on the curve of your ass, craning his neck to get a better look.
He’s never experienced a feeling as sentimental as this. The rough pleasure of the sex mixed with the gentleness of your head resting against him. He couldn’t get closer to Heaven than this.
“You feel so good,” he whined. “You’re not stopping me this time. Right?” He asked for confirmation, his voice shaking in doubt. 
You laughed, the sound vibrating against his chest. “That really took a toll on you, huh? I won’t, I promise.”
The slight tension in his body resolved. Making him feel enough at ease to let go. He placed his feet firmly on the bed, using his knees to lift himself up, making you let out a yelp as he fucked your thighs.
The silk wasn’t enough to hold him back, the fabric tearing as he moved his wrists. His hands immediately found your head, holding you against him as his hips stuttered. Your moans were entangled in each other as he spilled his cum all over your ass. 
His stomach clenched underneath you, and you soothingly shushed him. Reassuringly caressing his chest and shoulders as he came down from his height.
-`♡´-
“You okay?” You softly mumbled once his heartbeat had calmed down.
He nodded, a lazy smile displayed on his lips. “I’m okay.”
“I wasn’t too rough with you. Was I?”
“No,” he answered, holding you closely against him. “You were perfect.”
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Author's Note: Oh to be loved. (back on my using gifs because they fit the vibes not the plot shit)
Chapter Title from I'm Like A Lawyer by Fall Out Boy
Word Count: 5.8k
Summary/Warnings: You and Ben finally get a honeymoon. Takes place about a year post-series.
Tags: Soldier Boy/Supe!Female Reader, canon divergence, tooth-rotting fluff, Ben being old, pre-established relationship, so much horniness (would we expect anything less?), smut (breeding kink, oral, fingering, p in v)
“Sunshine-“
You hold a hand up—your attention still on the suitcases—and Ben falls silent, but you can still feel his glower. “Did you pack a toothbrush?”
“Of course I packed a fucking toothbrush-“
“And shampoo?”
“They’re going to have shampoo there-“
You shake your head, turning around and moving past Ben to the bathroom. “They won’t have the right shampoo-“
“It’s fucking shampoo.” He mutters, trailing after you to stand in the doorframe, watching you rifle through the cabinets with a frown. “It’s just goddamn hair soap-“
“And you have very nice hair, my love.” You walk up to him—bottle of shampoo in hand—and press a soft kiss to the underside of his jaw. “Let me take care of it.”
Ben’s frown deepens, even as his arm wraps around your waist. “That’s not your damn job, Sunshine-“
“Yes, it is.” You give him a wide smile, and feel all his love flare in your chest. “This is a two-way street, Pretty Boy. You refuse to let me fly on a plane, I refuse to let you neglect your hair.”
“Fine.” He grunts, leaning down to pull you into a long, easy kiss, going until you’re melted into his touch and clinging to his arm. But this is the last fucking thing, we need to go-
We have time. You pull away, reaching your free hand up to hold his cheek, your grin unrestrained and a little ditzy. All the time in the world.
Ben sighs, pulls your hand to his mouth, and kisses your knuckles with a deep glare you know is fake. If it’s not in the rough affection and devotion in his chest, it’s in the way he’s holding you so carefully against his body, like he can’t bear the idea of you even stepping away. “Be quick.” He grumbles, and you nod.
“I always am.” You drag yourself away from him, crossing back to the bed. Grumpy.
Shut the fuck up. He moves behind you, almost hanging off your body as you sort through the bags for anything else missing. Tell me how to make this shit go faster.
Patience-
No. Ben lowers his mouth to your neck, and you have to take a long breath as he starts to nip and suck at your skin. I want to take my wife on our fucking honeymoon.
Your wife wants to go on that honeymoon as well, but she also wants to make sure we have everything-
I have you, Sunshine. Ben’s hand grabs your chin, tipping your head back to capture your lips with his. That’s all I fucking need.
You let out a soft, blissful sigh. Romantic, Benjamin-
Only for you, darling. Let’s fucking go.
No, I need to feed Bowser-
I already fucking fed him-
What about the car-
Filled up the gas last night-
Okay, let me just-
Your silent words are cut off with a yelp as Ben scoops you up into his arms and marches you out of the bedroom, his whole body alight with a concrete determination.
“Benjamin-“
“We’re going now,” he grunts your name, shooting you a stern glare. “Everything is fucking fine, we’ve got all we need, and you’re going to fucking hurt yourself if you keep worrying.”
You pout up at him. “I am not going to hurt myself-“
“Yes, you are.” Ben half kicks open the front door of your house. “We’re going to leave, and you’re going to enjoy your goddamn honeymoon without losing that pretty mind about what could go wrong, got it?”
“But-“
“No.” He lowers you into the driver’s seat of the car, kneeling at your side on the pavement and blocking your path back out. “Look at me, beautiful.”
You glare at him, and he reaches up to trace a careful line over your cheekbone, dragging his thumb over your lip in a way that makes it very hard to act genuinely pissed at him.
“We’re good, Sunshine.” He mutters. “Ryan’s with Butcher, Annie and Kimiko have us covered at work, and if any shit goes wrong, which it fucking won’t, we’ll deal with it together.”
You swallow, nodding slowly. “And I get to drive?”
Ben chuckles. “You get to drive, you fucking brat.”
You wrinkle your nose at him, curling into the seat. “You love it.”
“I love you.” Ben rises up to press a kiss to your brow, hunger and his raw, focused love slamming into you like a train when you grab his face between your hands and pull him down into a full, devouring kiss. Fucking Christ, Sunshine, I love you.
I love you too, Benjamin. You pull back to give him a wide, easy smile. Am I allowed to go get the bags?
No. Ben smirks against your lips. Stay in your fucking seat, darling, or you’re not getting fucked for the whole week. 
You snort, because that’s the worst lie he’s ever told you. You don’t think Ben would survive not fucking you for the whole week. He’s been looking forward to this more than you’ve ever seen him be excited for everything. The closer you had gotten to your honeymoon, the more he looked less like a massive, grumpy, amazing man-child and more like a little boy who was about to be set loose in a candy shop and told to go crazy. It’s why worrying about this was, admittedly, a little dumb. Ben wouldn’t let anything go wrong. He’d refused Rome as a destination because he’d never let you fly if he could fucking help it. He’d chosen this resort because they had a very good insurance policy that would allow you to burst into flames and Ben to break a lot of things. He’d even hounded after Singer for a special permission to drive into Mexico, so that the border patrol wouldn’t get all angry about the whole supe thing. 
And you never doubt him. Not for a second. Ben never does anything but what he says he’ll do, and he’s sworn that this was going to be fucking perfect, Sunshine, and he was going make you forget your goddamn name, so it would be good. 
Ben was good, so this would be fucking good.
The drive is long. Almost three days, both of you determined to utilize the advantage of being supes and make it the full drive with only a few stops for gas and one night spent at a hotel near the border. The gas is easy—Ben always stomping out of the station with a prideful glow in his chest as he presents his snack assortments to you like a dog offering its owner a rabbit—and you only leave a slightly charred indent on the wall of the hotel after Ben slams you into it and fucks you until you’re wrapped in flame, but your amazing, impossible husband is not helpful on the actual drive at all. He’s still incredibly anti-GPS, and when he’s not glowering at the map on your phone—grumbling that he’d be able to get you there just fine by his goddamn self—he’s being distracting. Rubbing patterns on your thigh and tracing his hand up to just rest over your pussy, only smirking whenever you shoot him a glare.
“Ben,” your voice is a little strained, because the asshole has started to rub. “You’re going to make me crash the car-“
“We’d live.” He shrugs, pinching your clit in over your panties and drawing a loud moan from your lips. “Need you fucking ready for me, Sunshine, I’m about to fuck you better than you’ve ever been fucked before-“
“You know you’ve fucked me the most, right?” You give him an amused look, trying not to giggle as he pauses, an almost adorable frown crossing his face. “At this point you’re making up about 85% of all sex I’ve had, ever. You’re only competing with yourself.”
Something hot and bright flares in Ben’s chest, his hunger settling right in your core, and you realize your mistake a second too late.
“Am I the best you’ve ever fucking had,” he drawls your name, his hand resuming with long, lazy movements. “The only one who’s ever fucked you properly, like the perfect fucking problem you are, fucking ruined you-“
“Shut up.” You mumble, small lights starting to dance through the car as your face heats up. “Of course you’re the best I’ve had, you asshole, you’re my husband-“
Second mistake. That only spurs him on. 
“That’s fucking right, beautiful.” Ben leans over to growl right into your ear, spanking your pussy once and drawing a sharp gasp from your lips. “You’re fucking mine, and this cock his yours-“
You moan, grinding into his hand and thanking the universe that this highway is mostly empty. “Ben-“
“I’m about to fuck this pretty pussy full of me when we get to the resort,” he grunts, shoving a finger under your panties, right into your cunt. “Already so fucking wet for me, darling, ready to be pumped full of my cum-“
That’s enough. You flip on your turn signal, pull off to the side of the road, and almost leap out of your seat onto Ben’s lap.
The sex is quick, feral, and brutal. You half burn through his pants as you fumble with his belt, sinking yourself onto his cock in half a second, and squeaking as Ben wraps his arm around your waist, pinning you to his chest as he hammers up into you. You’re not quite burning, but you’re lost in the sheer power of the hunger and adoration in Ben’s body, and the sound of his skin slapping on yours, the way he’s biting and sucking at your neck, how deep he’s hitting inside of you-
You find release quickly, a second orgasm rushing through your body as Ben cums up into you with a roar of your name.
He drives the rest of the way—the combination of sex and almost two days of straight driving making your eyes start to droop, so Ben flat out refuses to let you keep going—and you slump in the passenger’s seat, your head buried in his arm and your mind a little high on the smell of pine and coffee and Ben.
You get through border security fast, mostly thanks to Ben’s sheer everything. You keep your face hidden against his body as he glowers at the guards, refusing to answer any sort of question about your lives outside of you’re heading to Mexico for your honeymoon, you have permission from the fucking president himself to cross the border with weapons—you’re the weapons, plus you’re pretty sure Ben has a gun in the trunk—yes, he’s over a hundred, but if these pussies try to act like they don’t know why he’ll fucking kill them, and obviously you’re fucking married, he’s wearing a goddamn wedding ring, and it was all over the damn papers after Homelander’s death.
“Nobody reads the papers, Benjamin.” You mumble as he pulls past the border checkpoint.
“Well how the fuck do those pussies get the news-“
“TV, you old cunt.”
Ben snorts, wrapping his arm around your shoulder and running a hand through your hair until you melt into his side. “Brat.”
You only hum, and the remainder of the drive carries out in easy silence as you drift in and out of sleep, Ben keeping you tucked into his body.
You don’t even realize you’ve arrived until you’re in Ben’s arms, and he’s carrying you up to your room.
“Ben,” you push slightly against his chest, your face still nuzzled into the crook of his neck. “Bags-“
“It’s handled, Sunshine.” Ben presses a kiss to the top of your head, his words low. “Go back to sleep.”
You shake your head, the movement not at all convincing. “Wanna help-“
“You’re on vacation.” He grunts your name, squeezing his gentle hold on your body. “Fucking rest.”
God, you’re going to kill him. You love him more than life and every beautiful thing in the universe, but that’s the fucking problem. Ben tells you to rest, and he’s alive and attentive and devout in your body, so you can’t stop yourself from falling right back into peaceful sleep.
When you’re up, Ben’s body is heavy over yours, his face buried between your breasts and his arms wrapped around your waist. You don’t wake him. He looks so handsome and calm against you, his snores rumbling easily through your body, and his love sitting in content at the top of your chest, so you’ll stay here until he makes you move. Playing with his hair and watching him with a stupid smile, humming softly and letting the room fill with rainbow mist and light until he stirs, looks up and you, and meets your gaze with his own, wide and powerful grin.
“Hi, Sunshine.” His voice is hoarse, his eyes still slightly glazed with sleep, and you don’t think spending eternity with him is going to be enough. You need him all the time before, and now, and a little longer than forever after. 
“Hi, Benjamin, my love.” You lean down to kiss his nose, and he makes a low, grunting noise that goes right to your core. “Thank you.”
He frowns. “I didn’t do fucking shit-“
“You’re here.” You whisper. “You’re taking care of me.”
“That’s my goddamn job-“
“And I’m still thanking you.” You hold his face between your hands, shifting slightly up to he every angle of him impossible handsome face. “I love you-”
The sound that Ben makes is low and primal, and you cut yourself off with a gasp as he flips you over, kissing you into the mattress and rutting into you until you’re writhing under him, scraping at his arms for more.
“Ben-“
He starts to trail sloppy kisses over your whole face, smirking as you let out another strangled moan. “You’re fucking perfect, Sunshine, fucking love you, so goddamn good-“
You whimper as he pins you to the bed with his hips, his mouth trailing down to your neck, over your collarbone, and his hand pushing between your bodies to rub fast, strong circles on your clit.
“So fucking beautiful, already fucking wrecked.” He growls against you, and you can only whimper. “Cum for me, darling, soak my fucking hand-“
You cum with a scream, and Ben groans as he jerks against you, something warm spreading over his boxers as he buries his face in your neck, his own orgasm sending a small, shivering one into your body.
“Did you just-“
“Shut the fuck up.” He grunts, nipping at your skin as he flicks your clit once, your back arching off the bed at the movement. “You’d cum like that as well, if you could see how fucking perfect you are.”
You giggle, playing with the hair at the nape of his neck. “Grumpy-“
“I said shut the fuck up.” He growls, and you just hum, still smiling like an idiot. God, you fucking love him.
It takes an hour for you to get out of bed, and then another two to leave the room. Ben will grumble something that makes you jump on him, and then you smile at him and he’ll pin you to the mattress, or the wall, or just hold you up in his arms as he fingers you in the middle of the room. He tries to get changed and you fall to your knees to take his cock into your mouth. You bend over to pick something up and he drives himself into your cunt from behind. The only reason it ever comes to an end is because your stomach growls, Ben’s head shoots up from between your thighs, and you’re suddenly being dragged down to the lobby for breakfast. 
The day from there is slow and lazy. Wandering around with no destination, Ben’s hand tangled naturally in yours, acting like you can’t see the people silently watching you with whispers and wide eyes. You’d expected it, but it’s still strange, and you’re more than happy to let Ben handle it whenever someone crosses a line. Mostly it’s just the stares, but one very drunk man tells you he could give you cock better than any old Hollywood asshole, and you have to act like it doesn’t make you ache for Ben when he draws to his full height, puffs out his chest like a lion, and hisses that he’s the only fucking asshole in the world that could handle you, because you burn this pussy to fucking charcoal in a second. Then a rich finance dick tries to get Ben to invest in his crypto business, and you get to smile like a dummy as Ben snaps that his wife thinks crypto is stupid as fuck, and she’s smarter than this fucking idiot by a goddamn mile. The best one is when a very stupid woman comes up to Ben and tell him he deserves a real, truly American woman, and you get to watch him go tense and—pulling you so close you think he’s worried you’ll vanish into thin air—sneer that he’s already got the best fucking woman in the goddamn world.
But outside of these sparse moments, it’s all so fucking easy. Ben flat out refuses to wear a Hawaiian shirt because he’s not goddamn Butcher, but you get him into a loose, white linen one that makes you almost climb on top of him in the middle of a very crowded shopping center. He buys you flowers—shoving them into your hands with a low grumble of for you, beautiful and a radiant glow blooming over his ribs—and then tucks one behind your ear with a grin, looking at you like you’re holy. There are a few moments when you have to slap him for saying things that really do prove he’s a hundred years old, but you’d expected that. You know who you psychically bound yourself to for eternity, and it’s a grumpy old man who frowns as you explain why he can’t say that, then nods and never says it again. He doesn’t apologize—Ben so rarely apologizes, and it’s only ever to you and Ryan—but he learns, and he tries, and you love him even more.
It’s only when you go to the beach and you remember why you’d try to talk him out of honeymooning anywhere near the ocean, that the day comes to a crashing halt in the best way possible.
Ben shouldn’t be allowed near a beach. His skin glows golden, and his eyes look greener than the sea, and his bare chest is broad and muscular and covered in a light layer of sweat that you want to taste-
“You’re drooling, Sunshine.” He mutters in your ear, and your knees almost give out from the force of the want in his body. “You need something?”
You swallow, looking up into his lust-blown eyes, and your voice is soft and breathless. “Ben-“
“Fucking Christ,” he grunts you name, spinning your body to fully press into his, his hands drawing rough patterns on your hips. “You’re so fucking beautiful, darling, driving me fucking insane, want to fuck you until everyone can see that you’re mine-“
And that’s enough. You grab Ben’s wrist, spin on your heels, and drag him after you as you half-run back to the hotel.
You make it about ten steps before Ben pulls you back into his arms, picks you up without breaking pace, and marches you back to the room.
You’re barely through the door when you squirm in his hold, reaching down to palm at his bulge over his shorts. Ben groans right in your ear, his grip on your body tightening, and you grin as he twitches at your touch. You manage to twist in his arms, offering yourself more access to slip your hand right into his trunks, wrapping your hand around his thick cock and start to jerk him off with slow, teasing movements
Ben growls, prying you off his body to lower you onto the mattress, standing above you with a stern glare you can feel right in your pussy. 
“Jesus, beautiful,” he grunts, tangling your hair in his fingers, tracing your parted lips with his thumb. “Such a needy fucking brat, need to be damn careful-“
“Or what?”
His throat bobs, and you feel the glow over his ribs grow starved, all of it focused into you, and he says your name in a low warning. “You’re- Fuck,tell me what you want, brat.”
You run your hand up his thigh, making your eyes big and pleading, letting little bit of your sheer desire leak into Ben’s body. “Want you, my love. Want your cock filling me up.”
“Fuck.” He grunts, his jaw clenching as you pull down his shorts. “Want me to fuck your mouth, Sunshine? Want me to feed you with my cock until you’re begging for more-“
You know Ben. He’ll keep dirty talking and taunting you until you either fold into him and start begging before you even taste him, or you explicitly tell him want your big cock on my tongue, Ben, please.
And you might have said that between your minds, because Ben’s grip on your hair does tighten, but it doesn’t matter because you’re not bothering to wait. You take Ben into your mouth in one motion—until your nose is pressed to his abdomen and the head of him is bumping the back of your throat—and look up at him under hooded eyes.
He’s holy. He looks feral—his eyes almost wholly black and his full mouth parted as he stares at you—and a low growl escapes his chest as you hollow your cheeks, lick the underside of his cock, and speak in a needy, high plea into his mind. Fuck my mouth, Ben, please-
You moan as he tugs you almost fully off of him, lets you flick your tongue against the weeping slit of his cock, and shoves your back down until you’re gagging. 
He pauses, his grip loosening slightly as his stone-like concern wraps over your skin, and his voice is strained from above you. “You-“
I’m good. You reach a hand to play with his balls, making your eyes soft and pleading when you look back up at him. Please, just fuck my mouth-
“Fuck.” He groans, repeating the same movement from before, once, twice, over and over until you’re drooling on him, your fingers on his balls light and uncontrolled as you grow cockdrunk. “You’re fucking perfect, Sunshine, goddamn beautiful choking on my cock, pretty lips made to be wrapped around my fucking dick, making sounds like fucking music, sucking on me like a fucking brat, so fucking good-“
You whine around him, your thighs rolling as you try to bunch the sheet between them, and Ben chuckles, the sound raspy and hoarse and shooting through you like lightning.
“Need some help, beautiful? Got a fucking problem, so fucking wet and desperate for me, just from sucking my fucking cock like a good fucking girl-“
God, he can’t be allowed to speak during sex. You’ll never be able to stop him—it would be downright cruel to your pussy, pulsing and grinding against nothing, soaked just from the deep sound of Ben’s voice—but he’s going to make you lose your mind. 
Ben, you moan between your heads, and his dick jerks, heavy on your tongue. Please, need you so bad-
He pops you off of him, angles your head up to hold his gaze, and you whine at how fucking good he looks. How his chest is heaving, and his eyes are pulling you apart under him, how he drags you up to crash into him halfway, making you moan down his throat from his demanding kiss.
“Fucking love you,” he grunts your name, biting on your lower lip and smirking as you start to try and climb up his body. “Want to fill you up, Sunshine-“
You nod franticly, squirming against him. “Fuck, yes, yes please-“
“You want my fucking cum, beautiful?” Ben growls, and when you glance down you don’t miss the way his own words are making his cock jump against nothing. “Need me to stuff that pretty pussy full of me, mark you up with me-“
“Yes,” your moan is shameless, because god, you’ll give him whatever he asks for, and take anything he offers you. “Please, Ben, fuck me, want your cock, want your cum-“
You gasp as Ben rips off your fully ruined swimsuit, tosses you back on the mattress, and shoves your thighs apart with rough hands.
“So fucking wet,” he mutters, running two fingers between your folds, looking up at you with an awe and love that feels slightly out of place for how he’s plunged those two fingers inside you, crooked them in your cunt, and started to rub right against that deep, desperate spot. “Squirt on my hand, darling, need you fucking soaked for my cock-“
Your body obeys his command without thought, and cum with a choked gasp of Ben. 
“There you go,” he growls, scissoring his fingers as your back arches off the bed, keeping his movements careful and measured as he drags you through your orgasm. “Good girl, so fucking good, just for me-“
Just for you, Ben, please. You grab at his wrist with a slack grip, grinding helplessly against his hand. Please, fucking please, my love-
He pulls his fingers away, flicking your clit once and smirking at your high whine before positioning himself between your legs, slowing pumping himself as he scans over your flushed body.
“Beautiful,” he mutters, and it seems to be mostly to himself. “Fucking perfect, love you so fucking much, Sunshine, you don’t have a goddamn clue-“
You have sort of a clue—he does tell you that about five times a day—but your words and mind are lost in a daze of Ben, so all you do is reach pathetically up for him, spreading your legs wider with a sound of need to beg him to just take you. Just fuck you like no one else can, like no one else ever could.
“Christ.” He grunts, shaking his head slightly. “You’re- fuck-“ Ben doubles over with a groan as you raise your arms over your head, your legs splayed fully apart in a silent plea.
Benjamin. You take a long, heavy breath, rolling your hips for him with your best sweet, pleading gaze. Fuck me.
The sound that leaves Ben might be the deepest you’ve ever heard, and his voice is downright animalistic as his hand trails over your abdomen and inner thighs, sending a shiver through your spine. 
“Arms stay up.” He orders, and you nod, moaning as Ben crawls over you, lining himself up to shove into your needy cunt. “Don’t stop looking at me.”
You barely have a moment to hum an agreement before Ben shoves into you, and everything turns into an intoxicating haze of Ben. He’s hiked your leg over his waist to push deeper into your cunt, the tip of his cock slamming into your cervix, and trailed a hand up your arms to pin your hands to the bed, leaving you open and vulnerable for him to use.
And fuck, he’s using you. Ben’s thrusting his cock into you at a feral pace, his mouth biting and sucking everywhere he can reach, pulling you so high you can only moan and whimper his name as he ruins you.
“So fucking perfect, darling,” he groans against your throat, and you throw your head back with a high whimper. “Gonna fuck you full, fill your perfect fucking pussy with my cum, get you fucking round and beautiful with my baby, show the world how good I fuck my wife, how fucking desperate you are for my cock-“
You make a high, breathy noise, writhing under Ben’s touch as his free hand moves to roll your nipple between his fingers. “Fuck, Ben-“
“Say my name, Sunshine, fucking scream so everyone knows you fucks you right, tell the whole damn hotel who you belong to-“
“Ben!” You can’t remember any other words as he moves his hips in a circle, angling you a little higher to somehow hit deeper inside of you. You can’t touch him—your hands still trapped over your head—but he’s so good, and you’re so full, and fuck, you might be crying with pleasure as he bites on your shoulder, and you know whatever mark he leaves will fade in a second but god, you want it to stick- 
“Fuck,” Ben hisses your name as you squeeze around him, and your eyes roll back in your head as his hand snakes between your bodies and he starts to circle around—but never on—your clit. “You’re so fucking good, beautiful, tight and warm, wrecked on my cock, you’re perfect, love you so fucking much-“
“Ben,” you trying to keep your eyes on him, his face filled with a zealous care and hunger, but fuck you need to come so bad. “Ben-“
“All goddamn stupid when I fuck you, smart fucking mouth all, fuck-“ Ben kisses you into the mattress with a brutal force, shoving his tongue down your throat as his thrusts grow sloppy. Christ, need to cum in you, darling, you’re- Fuck- Ben’s hips stutter and you squeak down his throat. Cum with me, Sunshine-
You let go with a scream right as Ben pinches your clit, and he slams home with a roar of your name. You feel his warm cum spread inside you, leaking slowly down your thighs as he pulls out, and when Ben drops his weight carefully down over you—his head resting on your chest as you move your arms to wrap around his neck—you hum in happy, fucked out, empty-minded content.
“You’re really having a lot of fun with the baby thing, my love.” You mumble, and Ben rolls his eyes. 
“You fucking love it.” He pauses, something sore settling over his skin as he frowns up at you, and you can’t stop the small smile crossing your face at the stone like protection wrapping around your body, Ben’s grip on you tightening like he’s trying to protect you from ghosts that never exist when he’s at your side. “You-“
“I do love it.” You whisper, leaning down to give him a soft kiss. “I love you.”
He grunts. “You’re fucking certain-“
“Positive.” You smile against his lips. “With you, Benjamin, I’m always positive.”
His nostrils flare slightly, and everything fades back into furious, bloody, unwavering love in his body. “Then we’ve got a goddamn week to make sure it happens, Sunshine.” He growls, rolling his already semi-hard cock against your thighs. “You’re going to look so fucking beautiful when I get it to stick.”
He always avoids the words when you’re not actively fucking, and youknow why. Ben never seems to fully trust that you’re really ready for this. Not because he doesn’t trust you, not because he doesn’t want it more than you do—if the way he flares and bursts over your ribs at the very mention of it isn’t proof, the way that you’ve caught him staring at baby cribs and clothing when you walk through Costco is—but because he’s a stubborn, protective, amazing asshole who values your comfort above everything else in the world. Once a douchebag congress member accused you of illegally aborting Homelander’s baby, and Ben interrupted the hearing to hold your cold, frozen body against his chest and roar some of the most violent threats you’ve ever heard at the committee.
But Ben’s not Homelander. He’s the furthest thing from Homelander. He’s the light that’s dancing over the room as you lay in his arms, and the whole world inside your body, and the best thing that’s ever happened to you in your life. He gives you everything, and more, and the only thing that could ever be better than him is what you could offer him.  
The only person in the whole world who, after everything, could ever want to offer that.
So you smile at him, playing with the hair of his beard, and crane your neck to whisper against his lips. “When you fuck me full of a baby, Benjamin? When you get me pregnant?”
Ben stiffens, his cock already hard once more and prodding against your thigh, his voice so low you almost cum on the spot. “Christ on a fucking cross,” he mutters your name, ardor and a fervorish, wrathful reverence exploding in his chest, all aimed at you. “You’re going to fucking kill me-“
“No, I won’t.” You grind up into him, and he hisses. “But I am going to let you fuck me stupid, Pretty Boy, let you fill me up with your baby-“
Your blatant bait works. Ben sits up in a sharp movement, pulling you with him, and impales you back on his cock in one, smooth movement.
“Such a fucking brat.” He grunts in your ear, his hands on your hips holding you still, forcing you to just fall into his warmth and clench desperately around him. “You want my cum, beautiful?”
You nod stupidly, and he smirks.
“Words-“
“Want it, Ben.” You moan, clinging to his body. “Want you.”
“You’ve got me, Sunshine.” He mutters, squeezing your ass with a firm hand. “Now be a good girl and take me.”
You half-scream as he starts to move, and you could be happy dying here. With a husband that loves you with such a raging strength, who fucks you so good that all you can do is grow slack in his hold and let him abuse your cunt until you’re his in every way possible.
And you already are. He’s alive inside of you, and molded into you, and wears a matching ring to yours that you think he’d sear into his skin if he could.
But God, it will never be enough. Ben is more than enough, but you’ll never be satiated of him. 
You could never be satiated of him. 
And that’s why, when he cums into you again, you really do hope it sticks. Because the only thing could ever be better than Ben was a bright-eyed, cared for, happy bundle of evidence that you belong to each other forever. A child that will never know the pain you and Ben have held each other through, because Ben doesn’t allow people he loves to be in pain.
And he really deserves more people to love. His own piece of proof that you trust him more than you trust yourself, that he’s repented and you’ll offer him a million smiling children for everything he’s done for you. For how well be cares for you, and how well you know he’ll care for them. For how it will be hard, but worth it, because you’ve bled for less and cried for more. 
And no matter what any form of family comes, you’d never want it with anyone but Ben.
End Note: God please send me someone who's as down bad for me as Ben is for Her.
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gamebird · 2 days ago
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I have heard that in the US they have entered some bills into red state congresses to block/make illegal 'pornographic texts'. There are some who say this will apply to romance and queer-friendly works. Which sounds alarmist and maybe it is but we live in an alarming time.
Amazon knows where you live. As a normal part of operation, it blocks you from certain material based on that. It can easily expand this to include titles in your library for Kindle or Audiobook. I've had audiobooks I downloaded for free as part of a 'sale' or '$0 Audiobook' disappear out of my library after buying it. Super irritating because one was book 3 of a 4 book series, so I bought books 1 and 2 with Audible credits/money, then downloaded book 3 for free, but by the time I got to book 3 it would only let me read it if I paid for it because the sale was over.
If laws like this come to pass, you might really want to have already downloaded stuff. Don't wait until it is too late.
Just a quick note from your friendly neighborhood bookworm/indie author
if you use kindle for the majority of your library, they will be shutting down the function that allows you to download your files and transfer them via USB on the 26th of February. Which doesn't sound like a huge deal, but this also means that if a book is taken off Amazon for any reason—like it being banned—they can scrape it off your kindle as well. So maybe backup your library?
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Sooooooo excited for a SickBed Part 2 for Mouse!!!! also i’m literally obsessed with your writing - i check for updates on any of ur series like all the time!! 💞💞
That's so sweet to hear! Have something considerably less sweet! Chef's been craving some serious angst for days 😈
The Littlest Wayne: Sick Bed, part 2
Part one is Here!
Masterlist is Here!
⚠️ Content warning: Young sick child, descriptions of a seizure, descriptions of a hospital environment ⚠️
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You're transported to the hospital after receiving several doses of anti-seizure medication for monitoring and tests. Unless he'd wanted to risk giving away their secret identities, Bruce has to act like he doesn't have access to an entire medical bay in the cave under his house, and lets them take you. Hal gets in the back of the ambulance and Bruce remains behind with his sons, shuffling tiredly into the kitchen and looking like the world is on his shoulders. It's rare that he wears his exhaustion so brazenly.
"They're stable," he announces to the room. Several pairs of shoulders un-tense, and Alfred offers him a mug of hot chocolate. His fingers curl around the handle, but he settles for cradling it while staring down into the liquid. "You can all go back to bed."
"Fuck off," Jason says, "you think any of us can go back to sleep after that?"
"Language," Alfred gently chides. "Master Bruce is right. There is little else we can do for the evening. Our young Flittermouse is in good hands, and Master Harold will alert us to any significant changes, if there are any."
"And Dick," Tim says. He's drained his cup. Bruce gives Tim his, and he takes it to keep his hands busy. "He texted me back. He's gonna meet Hal at Gotham Central."
"Thank you for telling him," Bruce says. He turns to Damian, who hasn't looked away from his own cup. "Damian? How are you fairing?"
"Fine," he says too quickly. He grimaces and tries again. "I am just fine. Merely surprised the illness turned this bad."
Surprised is the understatement of the century. You're alive, you're in good hands, but he can't get the image of you foaming out the mouth and jerking uncontrollably out of his mind. He can't stop hearing you choking and gasping for oxygen. He can't stop thinking about how you might be dead right now if he hadn't listened to his gut and checked on you.
You might be dead right now if he hadn't checked on you. Surrounded by a family of vigilantes who had been none the wiser.
"I want to go to the hospital," he says suddenly. "I know you won't permit me to drive, so someone else needs to take me there. Now, preferably."
Bruce rests a hand on Damian's shoulder. "You did your part, son. You got help and they're gonna be okay. You don't have to —"
"I'm sorry," Damian says, "I don't know why I phrased it like a request. I need to get to the hospital, so I can either be driven there or find my own way."
There's silence for a minute. Damian sits still while wordless conversation is exchanged with everyone else at the table. For a brief moment, he feels like the baby of the family again.
He almost would have reclaimed that title if he hadn't found you —
A hairline crack appears in his mug. He stands from his seat and Bruce's grip on his shoulder briefly gets tighter.
"I'll take you," Bruce says. "Pack a Go Bag and meet me in the driveway in ten minutes."
"I'll be there in four," Damian replies, heading off. He fetches a change of clothes, his sketchbook, a phone charger, and swings by your room to grab the plush bat you sleep with in your bed.
--
Dick is sitting in a stiff plastic chair in the emergency room lobby, dressed in a thick hoodie, sweats, and a baseball cap to avoid getting any excessive attention at three in the morning. He won't stop chewing on his thumbnail when Damian walks in and kicks his leg.
"Report," he demands.
"Hello to you, too, baby bird," Dick mumbles. He tips his head up just enough to be able to make eye contact under the lip of his hat.
"I'm growing very tired of repeating myself in this family," Damian hisses. Dick sits up fully at that and sighs.
"They stopped seizing," he explains. "Haven't woken up yet, so they're in an observation room getting some blood drawn and being prepped for an MRI. Only one family member's allowed back at a time, so Hal is with them."
"Tell him to switch me places," Damian demands. "I don't have his number."
"You're gonna put it in your contacts after this," Dick says. A statement, not a question. Damian nods solemnly. "Good. I'll text him."
Damian sinks into the chair beside Dick and sets his bag on the ground, digging out his cellphone. He takes a peek at the group chat he's in with his brothers, scrolling through more recent messages talking about your upcoming birthday, and whether or not you're turning old enough to get a cellphone of your own. Bruce insists a seven-year-old will not need one, but everyone has been collaborating on a PowerPoint presentation to show Bruce all the points in favor of it.
All of Dick's points have just been "I can ask for selfies any time," and all of Jason's have just been "I'll finally have a reason to use my own if I can call Mousey whenever I want," so it's largely been Damian and Tim coming up with points that might actually sway Bruce.
He scrolls further back in the chat history in lieu of anything else to do, stopping to look at any pictures each brother has exchanged. A new book series Jason took interest in. An article about high tension wires Tim shared. Lots and lots of selfies from Dick. God, his eldest brother's picture should be in the dictionary next to Vanity. An article featuring Dick on the cover of Vanity Fair.
He's about to close out of the chat when he spots a picture Jason sent about two weeks ago of you. You're outside in the Manor gardens and clearly asleep in a patch of sunflowers, likely having worn yourself out playing. The sky in the background is clear for once, and the sun is just starting to set, which means the flowers are starting to turn to the next brightest source of light.
They're all facing you.
The framing is impeccable. It's a beautifully-captured, candid moment, likely taken seconds before Jason descended and woke you up with a surprise tickle ambush, as he tends to do when he finds any sibling napping somewhere, the bastard.
Damian makes it his lock screen, then pockets his phone and waits there in silence with his brother.
--
You're sleeping when Damian finally gets to see you again. Hal relented to switching places with him, knowing he would find his way to you regardless of his answer, so he didn't put up any fight.
He stands quietly in the observation room the entire two hours it takes to run all your scans, then follows the nurses as you're wheeled into a room and hooked up to some fluids and a heart rate monitor. They tell him that you're not likely to wake for at least a few more hours, but he's adamant that he's to stay at your side.
When he's alone, he snags your charts and looks them over, using his limited medical knowledge to glean as much as he can from the report. As far as he can tell your brain is fine, which is the biggest relief, but he's still going to grab a nurse and make them explain the parts he doesn't understand to him so that he can get the whole picture.
Damian digs your bat plushy out of his bag and gingerly tucks it under one of your arms. Your skin is pale and clammy when he makes contact with it, and he scowls.
"If you get any worse, I'll be livid," he tells your unconscious body. "Stop scaring your family. It's unbecoming of a Wayne."
You, understandably, don't respond. Damian watches your chest move smoothly up and down, watches the monitor display your heart rate, but he still keeps a hand around your wrist to track himself. The tangible proof of life helps settle the deep anxiety in his chest.
"I mean it," he mutters, "if you develop some kind of complication, or seize again, or d —"
He grits his teeth and shoves away the surge of panic that threatens to overwhelm him. Breathes slowly and deeply. Moves his hand from your wrist to lace your fingers together with his, squeezing tightly.
"The thought should never have crossed my mind. You simply have to get better," he says, factual. "You don't have a choice, even if I have to give up my mantle to...hnn."
Damian falls silent as he looks at you. An idea forms in his mind, blooming quickly. Roots take shape and travel down his spine, until they find a home in his chest and curl around his heart. He's hit with a wave of certainty he's never felt before in his life.
He messages the group chat with his brothers, sending a singular text, then digs out his sketchbook and a pen with one hand while he continues to hold onto yours.
Damian to All: I want to go to medical school.
--
You awaken with a massive headache. It's bright and hot and you're terribly dizzy. You're confused, knowing you went to sleep last night in your large, dark bedroom, with silky sheets and your stuffy, but now you're lying in a tiny cot with one scratchy sheet and being blinded by the overhead light.
"Daddy," you try to call out, but your throat is hoarse and you start coughing. It feels like you've swallowed a box of knives. Something squeezes your hand and you feel a palm against your forehead. "D-...D..."
"You're safe. Breathe as slowly as you can. I'm going to sit the bed up."
The voice is familiar. You squint blearily in the light and can just barely make out your brother's face.
"D-Dami?" You croak, wheezing for breath.
"Yes, Flit, it's me," he says. Once you're more or less upright, he briefly leans across you. "Pardon the reach. I'm going to put a cup of water in your free hand. Drink it very slowly."
You fumble with the cup. Damian helps you hold it, and you take small sips. It doesn't soothe the stinging in your throat, but he looks so uncharacteristically worried for you that you just keep drinking the water until it's empty.
"How do you feel?" He asks.
"Bad," you mumble. "Where are we?"
"Gotham Central Hospital." Damian puts the empty cup aside and sits down in the chair next to your bed. He still hasn't let go of your hand. "Your illness took a bad turn, and you had a seizure last night. Doctors brought you here to make you better."
"Oh. Am I better now?"
"Not yet." Damian grabs the clipboard with your information on it and glances over it again. "We know that you have severe viral pneumonia, but it's not lobar or interstitial like I thought. I suspect your seizure isn't part of the original problem, just a manifestation...of...um."
Damian stops talking when he notices your confusion. You scrunch your nose and give him a helpless frown.
"I don't know what that means," you say softly. You look absolutely devastated. "Am I gonna die?"
Damian's heart leaps into his throat. He squeezes your hand almost painfully tight and stands from his chair, leaning over you with wide eyes. The green in his irises almost seem to flash, like Jason's when he's extremely angry.
"No," he says fiercely, saying your name with a shakiness you've never heard before. "You will not die. I won't let it come to that."
You stare back at him, sniffling.
"Promise?"
"I promise. I swear it."
You relax a little. "Okay. I trust you, Dami."
Your brother's face does a strange twist. It looks like his eyes start to get shiny, but he leans down and rests his head against your shoulder before you can really find out. He smells like home, instead of the weird, chemically-clean scent of the hospital room, which is comforting.
His arms come around you in a gentle hug. You lift your hands and reciprocate as best as you can, limbs feeling like jelly. It's nice. Damian doesn't hug you very often, so you do your best to savor it. When he pulls away, his expression is carefully neutral and closed off again. He sits back down and resumes holding your hand.
"Father and Timothy are in the waiting room, if you'd like to see them," he says, checking his phone. His notifications have been flooded with questions from his brothers (and demands for pictures from Dick, for some reason. You're sick, not posing for a photoshoot). He brings up his dial pad, ready to call whomever you want.
"Yeah," you nod, desperate for comfort from more of your family. You don't like the bright hospital room. You hope having more people around will make it less eerie.
Damian rings Bruce without fanfare and tells him your room number, then hangs up again. He goes to stand, about to leave the room, but you tighten your grip on his hand before he can slip away.
"Stay?" You ask quietly.
He sits back down instantly, brows raised. You don't spend much time with Damian, considerably less than you do with your other brothers, but he seems taken aback by you seeming to enjoy his company just as much as the others'.
"Yes," he says, voice whisper-soft, "I'll stay with you."
You give him a tired smile. Then your ears start ringing and your vision whites out. The last thing you hear before losing consciousness is Damian's frantic cry of your name.
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sirenpearldust · 15 hours ago
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Found You 3
Baby Daddy Azriel!
Series masterlist ⋆ Part two ⋆ Part four
Pair: Azriel x Spring Court! Reader
Word count: 4.369
Warning: violence, domestic abuse
Summary: Chaos enters Spring
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The clock was ticking and your eyes were on it. He was late - again.
You and Amias had been waiting for Azriel, he should have arrived hours ago. It was already ten past twelve.
“Mama, is Daddy coming?”
“Yes, darling. He is probably just busy for a bit longer.”
Azriel’s visits had been irregular over the past few weeks. Sometimes, he sent letters explaining that work was keeping him away. 
Nine days had passed since Amias had last seen him.
You could see the sadness in his eyes. He tried to hide it, but you saw the unshed tear.
His toys laid forgotten around him, his small wings were drooping on the floor and his shadows curled around him, just like Azriel’s always did.
He could barely sleep the night before, too excited about training with his father and spending time with him. At dawn, he had woken you up just to gush about how cool his father was- how tall, how strong.
You had smiled, glad that Azriel had been a good father since getting to know Amias. But still, you remained cautious. The irregular visits were starting to wear on you.
Where is he?
He could have at least sent a letter?!
A knock echoed at the door.
“Come in,” you said, hoping, for your son’s sake, that it was news of his father.
Instead, a servant stepped inside, bowing slightly. 
“My lady, the Autumn Court heir has arrived and requests an audience. He says it is of utmost importance.”
You exhaled sharply. 
What now?
Nodding, you rose to your feet, silently praying this had nothing to do with Azriel’s disappearance.
“Nara, take care of Amias,” you instructed.
But before you could take a step, Amias stood up, his small frame trembling. Tears spilled down his red cheeks as he ran to you, clinging tightly to your leg.
“Mommy,” he whimpered.
“Baby, it’s okay. I promise I’m coming back,” you whispered, running a gentle hand through his dark curls.
But he only sobbed harder, his little hands gripping your blue dress with all the strength he had.
“D-Dont… please. Daddy is already gone… please don’t leave too,” he hiccuped, his voice breaking, as he sobbed louder.
Your heart burned. Kneeling down, you cupped his tear-streaked face.
“Amias, listen to me. Mommy is just going to talk to Uncle Eris and see if he knows something about Daddy, okay? I won’t gone long.”
He kept crying, though and guilt sank deep into your chest. This was your fault. You should have been more attentive, should have reassured him more, should have…
You swallowed hard. Now he thinks you’ll disappear too and that also because you were busy with work.
Something tugged at you, an uneasy feeling.
“Nara, please take care of him,” you said, forcing yourself to step back.
She gently tried prying him from your arms, but he would not let go. 
“No, mommy p-please d-don’t”
His hand stretched out to you as he tried getting out of her arms.
You were sick seeing your son like this. Anger burned beneath your skin, you were angry at your self, at Azriel, at life and your duties.
You turned on your heel with a heavy heart, storming toward the room where Eris was waiting, your patience long gone.
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Stepping into the room, you froze, stunned by what you saw.
What in the abomination is this?
Your jaw clenched, eyes narrowing as you glared at Eris.
“I left my son alone for this?” you bit out, tilting your head toward the older Archeron sister standing beside him. Her head was ducked down and you could only see the mop of light brown hair she shared with her younger sister. It fell in a messy low bun. The resemblance between them was striking.
“Let me explain,” Eris said quickly, positioning himself between the both of you.
“You have five minutes. Do you understand?” Your voice was sharp, edged with barely restrained fury.
Turning you glared at Nesta Archeron, adding, “And you’d better not cause trouble in my court, like your sister”
Without waiting for a response, you turned. Eris followed you to your office, a space where no one could overhear or interrupt.
The moment the door shut behind you, you crossed your arms.
 “Talk.”
“She needs to stay here, she can’t stay anywhere else,” Eris said, his tone clipped.
You arched a brow, then let out a sharp laugh, slow-clapping your hands. 
“Are you serious, Eris?” you scoffed, crossing your arms. 
“Having an Archeron in Spring started this whole mess in the first place.”
“It’s different this time,” he said, but you only laughed bitterly.
Walking toward him, you raised your voice, pointing your finger sharply at his chest, pushing him back. His jaw clenched, a muscle in his cheek twitching, he hated when you did that.
“She’s mated to the Night Court’s general, for gods’ sake. Have you lost your mind. Hiding her here, kidnapping her, will bring war to both our doorsteps. I have Amias to think about for Gods sake.”
“I know but I swear, it’s not the same,” Eris insisted.
“It is.” Your voice sharpened. 
“Have you forgotten what happened the last time? When the night court whore, her sister might I add, was here?”
Eris hesitated. “That’s… different.”
“How the fuck is this different?” Your brow furrowed.
He exhaled sharply, running a hand through his disheveled red hair.
“Because Rhysand wants her dead.”
Your confusion deepened. “What? What do you mean he wants her dead? She’s his mates sister?”
“I know. It’s just things have been happening,” Eris muttered, his frustration evident. He licked his lips before sinking into a chair. For the first time, you truly looked at him, his usually pristine clothes were wrinkled, his hair an unkempt mess.
“What the hell is going on?” you demanded.
He sighed. “We’ve been exchanging letters for a while. And that brute she’s mated to-let’s just say he hasn’t been kind to her.”
Your stomach twisted. “Be specific, Eris. I’m going to live with her, I need to know how I’m gonna take care of her.”
You meant your words, your mother had been through abuse in her first marriage, before she met your father.
His amber eyes met yours, filled with something between anger and sadness. 
“They’ve kept her locked in that house, forced her to work with him, train against her will, to endure his verbal abuse.”
You exhaled sharply. “Eris, if your feelings are involved he could challenge you to a blood duel, and what if she changes her mind and wants to go back?”
“She doesn’t want to go back, he’s been cruel, they’ve been cruel. He wants children, he tried impregnating her, guilting her into not drinking the potion. She was miserable there.
She left them a goodbye letter saying she fled to the Continent and found a man while working. No one knows she’s here. No one knows I’m involved. She covered her tracks. Lucien is taking care of the rest.”
You leaned against your desk, rubbing your temples. 
“She won’t be safe in Spring if they find out.”
“Then hide her in your manor, just until I figure something out.”
You scoffed, shaking your head. “You mean until you figure out how to deal with your father which, might I add, Night is supposed to be helping you with.”
Your voice dropped into a harsh whisper.
“Eris, you need them as your ally. I’ve been talking to Helion, but he hasn’t been responding well to this plan of ours. He’s worried about your mother’s life and now with Nesta in the game,” you said, your voice firm, as you crossed your arms.
“He is not supposed to be involved, he’s at fault for her misery in the first place. I have everything under control,” Eris snapped, frustration evident in his tone.
You laughed bitterly.
“You just showed me how much control you have. Helion needs to be involved because your mother is his mate, just like Nesta is Cassian’s mate. Do you see how many problems this might cause?”
His glare was sharp, his jaw clenched in anger. “And what about your mate?” he seethed.
Your powers flared to life, vines curling slowly behind your back, twisting with an almost dangerous grace. 
“That’s a new low, Eris,” you said coldly. “Mind your tongue.”
The room pulsed with the intensity of your anger, your gaze locked with his as the vines continued to unravel.
“I’m sorry I shouldn’t have.”
Eris clenched his jaw and he didn’t argue further.
You exhaled. “ She can stay, under the condition that she follows my rules.”
“She will,” Eris said.
 “She won’t be harmed. She’ll be treated with dignity and respect. I promise”
Eris stood up, stepping closer. His expression softened as he placed his hands gently around you.
Then, with a quiet exhale, he hugged you. It was hesitant at first, as if he was afraid you might still push him away. But when you didn’t, he tightened his grip, pulling you tighter.
 He needed the reassurance and to be honest you needed it too. You were touch starved. 
The last time this had happened, you were both sixteen, young, reckless and untouched by the burdens that now were weighing on you. 
That night, in the quiet of the woods, you had made a bargain to always protect eachother and be loyal to one another.
Now, years later, everything was different. And yet, for the briefest moment, as you stood in his arms, it felt like nothing had changed at all, like it was before the duties and the wars that had hardened you both.
But for just a second, you let yourself rest in the warmth of his embrace.
“Thank you,” he murmured.
“You know I still owe you Amias’ life and mine,” you murmured.
Eris nodded, understanding in his gaze.
“Tell him I love him,” he added softly, “and that I’m sorry I brought no presents this time.”
“I will.”
You exhaled, stepping back. “Now go, before I kick you out.”
Eris smirked. “Fine. I’ll come back later tonight.”
With that, you turned and walked out, making your way back to Amias.
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As you entered the room, your heart clenched. He had fallen asleep on the floor beside his toys, his small frame curled up, his wings enveloping his body as if he was hiding. His eyes fluttered open as he sensed your presence, his shadows slithered toward you, wrapping around your wrists as they tugged you closer to him.
“Has his father arrived?” you asked Nara quietly.
She shook her head. “Not even a letter, my lady.”
You swallowed the frustration rising in your throat.
Kneeling beside Amias, you gently brushed a curl from his damp cheek.
 “Amias,” you whispered.
He stirred, slowly sitting up, his puffy, red-rimmed eyes locking onto yours. He must have cried himself to sleep.
Guilt twisted in your chest. You cupped his cheek. “I’m sorry, sweetheart. Mommy had to talk with Uncle Eris.”
He blinked up at you. “Uncle Eris?”
You smiled faintly. “He’s sorry he couldn’t stay and he loves you very much.”
Amias nodded, rubbing at his tired eyes. Then, hesitantly, he asked, “Where is Daddy?”
You winced.
“Your father is coming later tonight,” you assured him.
“But he’ll make it up to you. He loves you very much, angel.”
Another small nod. But this time, there was hesitation in his expression, doubt creeping in.
“Will he come back?”
“Of course,” you said gently. “It’s just work.”
He nodded again, but sadness lingered in his gaze.
You pulled him close, pressing a kiss to his forehead. “I love you, my sweet boy.”
He curled into your arms and as you held him. The thought of leaving him again, even just to deal with your new guest made your chest tighten.
But there was no choice.
You had a mess to clean up.
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Before you even reached the room, you could hear the shouting.
Multiple voices clashed over one another, servants hurriedly rushing away and power crackled in the air like a brewing storm.
Azriel was back.
Eris didn’t know about your bargain. You scolded yourself for the oversight, for not anticipating this. 
Heart pounding, you pushed forward, stepping into the chaos.
The scene before you was nothing short of a battlefield. The eldest Archeron sister stood behind Eris, half-hidden. Meanwhile, Lucien and Azriel were locked in a furious shouting match, their magic glowing.
Without hesitation, you slammed the heavy door shut.
Silence.
All heads snapped toward you, the tension thick enough to suffocate. The only sound left in the room was the sharp clack of your heels against the marble floor as you strode forward.
Azriel was a mess. His leathers were torn, his face bruised and bloodied, his normally pristine hair disheveled. He looked like he’d been in a fight, a bad one. But none of the others bore a single scratch. Whatever had happened, it had been before he came here.
You came to a stop in front of him, his chest rising and falling in ragged breaths. His massive wings were flared wide, casting a dark shadow over you. His golden-hazel eyes, now looking like liquid gold were locked onto Eris, his shadows writhing around him like vipers, ready to strike.
“Azriel,” you whispered.
He didn’t move. Didn’t look at you. His gaze stayed fixed on Eris, his fingers twitching at his sides.
Turning away from him, you addressed the others. 
“How the fuck can he enter?” Lucien demanded, his voice sharp.
“I will explain it later,” you promised, exhaling through your nose. 
“That was an oversight on my part.”
Eris stood firm, Nesta’s hand clasped tightly in his. She pressed herself further behind him, looking fragile, she was too thin, to small. Your gaze flicked back to Eris, searching his face for the anger you knew was brewing beneath his carefully controlled expression.
“I will take care of it,” you said, voice steady.
 “I promise you, nothing is as it seems right now. She is safe and welcome here.”
The bargain between you pulsed, a reminder to Eris of the vow you had made. 
Eris’s jaw tensed, his features hardening for a moment before something in him relented. He believed you. Even if his body remained coiled tight with tension, his grip on Nesta’s hand loosened just slightly.
“Lex will see that you are accommodated, undisturbed and left in peace,” you said evenly. Your voice left no room for argument. “No one will harm you in my home.”
The three walked out and Azriel moved to follow, but you grabbed his wrist gently.
“Don’t,” you said, your voice firm yet soft.
His jaw clenched in frustration. He didn’t pull away, but his posture stiffened, as if he were ready to break.
When the door clicked shut behind them, Azriel’s eyes focused solely on you. His wings were still spread wide, his golden eyes locked onto yours, intense and piercing.
You felt small in front of him, towering over you like a giant, but you felt no fear. His presence was overwhelming, yet strangely comforting. His shadows reached out, enveloping your body in a cool, almost soothing embrace. They were like a second skin.
“Sit,” you said, motioning toward the chair opposite you.
He hesitated for a moment before lowering himself into the seat, his body still tense as if every muscle was on alert.
Your gaze scanned his body as you took in the damage. His knuckles were swollen, the deep bruises darkening his skin. His body was covered in cuts and bruises.
Kneeling infront of him you softly took his hand, gently healing it with your magic. You moved slowly, deliberately, feeling the power flow through you, soothing the pain in his injured hand.
“Where were you?” you asked quietly, focusing on his hand, avoiding looking into his eyes for a moment.
His voice was rough as he answered, his gaze never leaving you. 
“Searching.”
“For the eldest, I presume?” you asked, your fingers intertwined with his.
He nodded, his gaze never leaving yours as you worked, your touch soft but deliberate.
You bent his hand gently to assess the damage.
Azriel liked the quiet, how quiet his head was with you right now. His heart began to pound, a realisation dawning on him. He liked the way you touched him, how soft and careful you were, just like you used to be.
Bending his hand back, you asked, “Does it hurt?”
He shook his head, though the faint wince in his expression suggested otherwise.
Your face softened, but your words were anything but gentle. 
“The next time you come like this into my house, I will skin you and string you up for everyone to see.”
Azriel’s breath caught at the sharpness of your tone, his chest tightening. Before he could respond, you interrupted him, your voice cutting through the moment.
“Let me heal your face,” you said quietly, your voice softer again.
You reached up to touch his face, your magic cold against his burning wounds. As your fingers grazed his skin, he closed his eyes, the sensation both soothing and unsettling. He shouldn’t feel good about this, about the way your touch calmed him, about the way it made something stir deep inside him. He had thought of you as someone who had wronged him, someone he should stay away from. But now, something about your presence made him feel a pull that he couldn’t explain, like he had to tell you everything.
“Cassian,” he said, his voice rough, barely a whisper as his mind swirled with confusion.
“What?” you asked softly, focusing on his face as your magic worked.
“It was Cassian,” he said again, this time his voice strained. 
“He’s the one who did this to me.”
“Why would he…?” you asked, still working on his face, your fingers lingering near his lips.
Blood was dripping down his chin, he must have bit it open again.
Azriel’s breath was shallow as he struggled to make sense of his emotions.
“He’s going mad,” he murmured, his voice tight.
“Because of Nesta?” you asked.
“Yes,” Azriel confirmed, his tone bitter, almost defeated.
Your fingers lingered a moment longer, pressing gently to his lips, trying to heal the blood that still trickled from the cut. His heartbeat quickened, every nerve responding to your touch. His eyes met yours and for a split second, the world seemed to fall away. Desire stirred deep inside him he just hoped you wouldn’t notice. He wanted to kiss you, feel your lips against his once again, to stop pretending everything had been fine. But that would complicate everything. You would kill him if he tried.
He had been dreaming of you since the moment he saw you again, after four long years. And now, as your touch lingered on his skin, it felt like he had been pulled back in time
Before everything went wrong.
His thoughts were interrupted by your words, cutting through his thought. 
“That your High Lord said he would execute her?” you asked, your voice bringing him back to the present.
“Yeah,” he said, his voice barely audible, breathless.
“Azriel,” your voice was soft, a gentle whisper that seemed to draw him in, your words wrapping around him like a siren’s call. He shut his eyes, groaning quietly, hoping you wouldn’t notice how his body reacted to your closeness.
“It was Rhys, not Cassian,” he responded, his voice hoarse.
“I don’t think a mate would leave another if they felt safe, right?” you pressed, your gaze steady, a challenge in your voice.
Azriel’s eyes met yours again, his breath hitching. He noticed the way your fingers glided over his skin, tenderly healing the cuts Cassian had left. His face was swollen, bruised, luckily, his jaw wasn’t broken and it seemed most of the wounds would heal fairly easily.
“He’s been kind of an asshole to her,” Azriel muttered, his voice rough as he tried to explain. “He’s been working and stressed a—”
“Would you have treated your mate like this?” you interrupted, the question almost too soft, too easy for him to answer.
You cradled his face gently, the light from your magic casting a soft blue glow around the room, healing his injuries as you continued to hold him. His eyes stayed locked with yours as you worked, his breath steadying despite the chaos inside. He felt lightheaded with how close you were to him.
“Never,” Azriel whispered, his voice tight. He licked his dry lips, his gaze never wavering from yours.
“Then why would it be okay for him to?”
Azriel swallowed hard, his thoughts racing. You weren’t wrong. Everything inside him wanted to defend Cassian, to defend the bond between mates, but the truth was hard to deny. He had failed to protect Nesta.
“I know your brother is in pain, but so is she,” you said softly, you almost had him.
Azriel’s jaw tightened beneath your touch, his breath quickening. His scarred hands moved to gently hold your wrists, as if to remove them from his face, but he winced at the pain.
Gently, you moved your hand over his chest, your fingers tracing his worn leathers. With delicate care, you unbuttoned his jacket, exposing the bruised skin underneath. His broken ribs made it difficult to breathe, you could see his discomfort. You began to heal him, the cool light of your magic glowing softly against his injured skin.
As the adrenaline slowly left his body, the pain seemed to hit him all at once. His eyes closed briefly, but when they opened again, they locked onto yours. 
“You won’t tell them where she is,” you whispered, your voice unwavering.
His breath caught as your hands continued to work, moving to the buttons of his clothes, carefully unfastening his belt and unbuttoning his pants.
“Our son needs to be safe in his home,” you said meeting his lidded eyes.
“And you’ll make sure that nesta location wont be revealed either, just like you promised, right?”
Azriel let out a soft whimper.
“Yeah,” he whispered, his voice barely audible as your hands continued their work.
Your hands moved carefully across his skin, over his chest to his throat. You stood up, now almost taller than him, tracing the handprint left on his throat.
“You’ll keep Nesta and us safe, right?” 
Azriel nodded, his eyes meeting yours with a promise in them.
“It’s a bargain then,” you said softly.
“Yes” He said without hesitation, you felt a small burn behind your ear, you would check it out later.
You continued to heal him, your fingers gently brushing across the scarred surface of his hand. Something inside you stirred, something small, but it was there. You would deal with it later.
“Good,” you said, your voice returning to its usual firmness.
Standing straight, you broke the moment, your voice sharp and composed once more. 
“Button up your pants. I’ll send another healer to take over.”
“I have to talk to the others,” you added, your words cold once again, as if nothing had changed.
Azriel looked up at you in confusion he wa so confuse about . “What?”
Azriel felt like the air had been knocked from his lungs.
His fingers twitched where they rested on his thighs, his mind still catching up to what had just happened. The warmth of your hands still lingered on his skin, but it had been a lie. You had just guided him exactly where you wanted, let him believe he was safe with you, that he could be vulnerable, just for a moment.
But you had never meant for it to be anything more than a transaction.
A bargain.
His stomach twisted, he felt sick. He should have known better. He should have seen it coming. 
His jaw tightened as he watched you pull away, as if nothing had happened. The warmth in your voice was gone, replaced by that same cold, detached authority you always wielded so well.
He had been played.
And the worst part?
It wasn’t just anger that was coiling in his chest. It was something else, something darker, more dangerous.
Because for the first time in years, he had felt something real with you again. And he had no idea if he hated you for it… or if he wanted more.
“Amias has been waiting and crying all day,” you said, your eyes narrowing slightly. 
“He’s been missing you. We’ll also need to have a conversation about that.”
Azriel’s face softened, guilt flashing in his eyes.
“Rest,” you said firmly. “You need it.”
He hesitated for a moment before standing up. His face, though no longer bruised visibly, still held the exhaustion and pain of the day. 
“Let me see him first,” he requested quietly.
“You’re still hurt,” you said, pointing at him. “He’ll notice.”
His jaw clenched. 
“Let me see him. Do I always have to beg you?” His voice was a mixture of frustration and hurt.
You didn’t flinch, your eyes locking onto his with a coldness that was never this vicious.
 “Careful,” you said, your voice icy. It was a warning, a sharp reminder of the boundaries you’d set.
Azriel gulped, his posture stiffening before he slowly sank back into the chair, visibly deflated.
“You’ll see him when the healer allows it,” you added, your words leaving no room for argument.
With one final glance, you turned on your heel and walked out, the door closing behind you with a soft click, leaving Azriel to wrestle with his frustration and the worst day he might have had in a long century.
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Walking past the open window, you reached out and grabbed the white cat by the scruff of its neck. It let out a terrible, loud meow, its green eyes glaring at you with all the rage it could muster.
“Don’t think I don’t know what you’ve been up to, you little shit,” you muttered, holding it up to eye level.
The cat hissed, its tail lashing in irritation, but you didn’t let go. You simply kept walking, its tiny body dangling from your grip as it continued to yowl at you.
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loganhowlettshousewife · 2 days ago
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okay so feral logan i love him your honor I was just thinking, maybe logan when he's like chapter five-ish(? (like when he's already at peace with both his human and animal side). And idk he gets desperate, and so damn desperate that he's just like feral growling and grabbing and tugging at reader's clothes.
But but with him being actually so desperate so needy that is the reader who ends up taking control in bed and handing him everything he needs in a silver platter. Plain down just feeding him love in a silver spoon typa shit
taking control
animal - bonus headcanons
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friendly reminder that i am not a writer, i'm just a girl who loves logan howlett and wanted to write something exploring his animalistic side since i so rarely see it done. my first language is also not english, so please do not be rude when giving me any feedback.
this doesn’t exactly follow your request but i love the idea of reader taking control in bed so... (also i haven’t written in almost a month so this may be bad)
warnings: swearing, smut, oral (m!receiving), unprotected piv, blood, logan’s canon pain kink
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logan always takes control in bed. he starts off slow and loving, worshipping every inch of your body until the smell of your arousal is too much to bear and the animal in him takes control. he loses himself to his baser instincts to mate, to breed, to claim.
he’s needy and desperate, taking anything he can get, wanting anything you’re willing to give him. he’s in control, and yet sometimes, while you’re in the throes of passion, you’ll gasp out praise or whimper his name and feel him pause, faltering for a moment, his cock twitching inside you, caught off guard by his desperation to please.
you wonder what would happen if you took control, if you told logan that he had to obey your every command. all he ever wants is to make you feel good, you imagine he’d be so good at following orders.
it’s a thought that’s been running through your mind for days, one that haunts your every thought and yet never comes to pass, escaping you every time logan kisses you with the intention of going further, your brain melting into a puddle, suddenly unable to form coherent thoughts.
you’re dressed in a pretty red slip dress you’d bought specifically for logan reaction, waiting for the sound of the shower turning off, anticipating his arrival into your shared bedroom, warm and naked, hair damp and curling slightly, perfect and beautiful and yours.
you meet his eyes as he walks into the room, his eyes darkening in an obvious display of lust as they trail over your figure. you smile, pleased, as he rushes towards you, dropping his towel in his haste, trapping you in his arms and kissing you deeply.
you melt into the kiss, into the beautiful familiarity of his arms and his scent, into the warmth of his hands on your body. he lets his hands roam and explore your body as if it's both the first and last time he’ll ever have the opportunity, palming at your breasts, flicking his thumb over your nipples, leaving a trail of fiery heat with every brush of his skin against yours.
it’s nearly impossible to pull away, but you manage just enough to mutter the words into the shared air between you, your lips so close to his that they brush as you speak.
“i want to try something,” you say, hesitant, nerves and arousal and excitement mixing into a heady cocktail of sensations, “let me take control tonight.”
logan hesitates, and so you rise onto your knees on the mattress, running your hands over his shoulders and down his broad back, staring into his eyes as you plead gently, “i want to take care of you. you always make me feel so good and i want to return the favour. please?”
you know exactly what you’re doing to him, lowering your voice, giving him your best bedroom eyes, pleading. he hates to say no to you. he won’t say no to you.
logan’s agreement isn’t verbal, rather it comes in the form of his easy compliance as you switch positions. within moments you’re straddling him, grinding down against his hard cock as you mouth wet kisses on his neck and trailing down his chest, biting and sucking at the skin to leave marks. they won’t last and you both know it - you can already see his skin returning to its usual golden colour - and you wish not for the first time that he could keep them, to think of you every time he looks in the mirror, reminded of your adoration.
you reach his happy trail and shift your attention to his thighs, kissing around his cock but never touching it. it’s flushed red, tip leaking, begging for your attention. logan groans, fighting against the urge to grab you, clawing the sheets instead.
“fuck,” he groans, “please- need you.”
finally, you take him into your mouth, savouring the heady weight of him on your tongue. you take your time worshiping his cock, taking him as far as you can and using your hand to jerk off the remaining length of him. you bob your head up and down, twirling your tongue around the tip and catching on his slit.
he’s breathless, low sounds escaping his throat every time you take him deeper, swallowing around his cock. it’s unlike the rough growls he lets out when he’s fucking you, his voice a deep rumble uttering your name like a prayer, animalistic and wild and with an edge that would terrify you if you didn’t know him so well. he’s needy, almost submissive.
“fuck, darlin’, i’m close,” logan warns, and you pull off when you feel him start to twitch on your tongue.
“not yet,” you reply, a rough edge to your voice from the strain of taking him. he’s big enough to make blowjobs a challenge, but one that you enjoy, leaving your throat thoroughly wrecked afterwards. 
you climb onto his lap once more, kissing him, letting him push all of his restless energy into something, his hands finding purchase on your waist as his tongue explores your mouth, tugging you down so that you grind against him.
“help me take this off,” you tell him, tugging at the fabric. he wastes no time, his claws releasing with a sharp sknt, and in mere moments the pretty lingerie you’d bought is destroyed, pushed off your body and thrown aside by logan’s desperate hands. it doesn’t matter - you’d bought it knowing that logan would likely ruin it.
the sharp metal of his claws brushes against your stomach, the cold making you gasp. he starts to pull away but you grab a hold of his wrist, bringing his hand up to your lips to kiss the divots between his knuckles where metal meets skin.
you grab logan’s cock, lining it up with your entrance, slowly sinking down on him. it’s always a challenge to take logan, even with your pussy dripping, slick with arousal. he stretches you out perfectly and for a moment you forget that you’re supposed to be in control, letting him control the pace as he pulls out and thrusts back into you, gentle as you adjust to the size of him.
you give him a warning look, pushing his hips down to stop their movement. logan could easily overpower you and continue, but he obeys, albeit grudgingly, letting you set the pace as you ride him.
the sight of him underneath you is heavenly, and you understand now why he can’t seem to control himself when your positions are reversed. 
it doesn’t take long for the both of you to lose yourselves to pleasure, your pace losing its rhythm, logan shallowly thrusting up into you, unable to hold himself back from chasing after the feeling. he can’t seem to form words, communicating his pleasure through animalistic growling and grunting, noises similar to the ones he’d made when you’d first met him and he lacked the capacity to speak.
you know what he needs, and though the position is slightly awkward, you lean forward to lick and suck at his neck, prepping the skin before biting down hard enough to draw blood. the warm, tangy taste of iron fills your mouth as logan cries out, pumping his cum deep inside you as you keep up the pace, your own orgasm so close you can taste it.
lazily, logan brings one hand to rub circles on your clit, providing the exact pressure you need to have you clenching around him as you come.
you collapse onto his chest in the aftermath, enjoying the feel of his sweat-slick skin against yours. you press your fingers over the bite mark you’d made on his neck, pouting at the way it’s already begun to fade, his skin stitching itself back together.
“it takes much more energy when you’re the one doing all the work,” you say, breathless, waiting for your heart rate to slow and stabilise.
he hums, “but you looked good on top of me.”
you laugh, pressing your face into his chest, stifling the sounds with his skin. he runs his hands over your back, lingering on the curve of your ass. it’s intimate without being inherently sexual, appreciative without necessarily pushing for more.
“does that mean you liked it?” you ask after a few more moments of basking in the comfort of his embrace.
“i think i’d like anything as long as it’s with you,” he says, a vulnerable declaration for only the two of you to know, one that squirrels its way into your heart and hides behind your ribs along with every other lovely confession logan has made to you.
“i think i need more practice, so i can figure out how to work around your strength and hold you down,” it’s a throwaway comment, you’re spent and comfortable and used to being able to speak your mind around logan.
his grip on your ass tightens, squeezing the flesh, and his cock stirs where it's trapped between your bodies. his lack of refractory period still occasionally catches you off guard, as it does now, and you gasp at his obvious interest pressing into your stomach.
“think you have the energy for that practice now?”
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un-fwuit-un-fwog · 3 days ago
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HELLOOO👋🏻
Since your requests were open could you do a Leona x fem!reader??
Where the reader is initially wary of men due to past experiences back in her world. So when she's in twst world (more specifically in NRC) she's cautious around boys, but Leona notices and tries to gain her trust. Alot of people misunderstood him being a player, womanizer, mean cruel man etc when he's actually not like that. I guess you're my only hope for a Leona x reader request lololol 😭
Hope you have time to do this req!
Thank you for the request! I've been itching to write more Leona content, and you gave me an excuse to take a moment away from my The Rain series to do so! (I've had a somewhat similar idea rolling around in my head for months, but I'll save that for another fic ;))
I tried not to let the story or its themes veer too far off into. . .unsavory directions/topics, but some things have to be at least acknowledged in a vague way when discussing this topic. I tried to do so as respectfully as possible, but if I failed, please tell me so I can do better!
Synopsis: Fem! Reader who is wary of men grows to trust Leona.
TW: mentions of the reader having previous bad experiences with men, but I tried to keep it rather vague; reader has anxiety about being in a school full of men as well as having to stay with them in the events of book 3; reader gets chased by a guy that wants to beat her up near the end, but Leona steps in (I tried not to make it a princess in distress situation, but tell me if it comes off too much that way)
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Being thrown into an unfamiliar world is awful. Being thrown into an unfamiliar world and being stuck in an all male school there? You had to question what kind atrocities you committed in your past life to deserve this fate.
It took you a while, but you managed to make. . .friends here. However, even those bonds were rather unsteady and fragile.
It's not that you hated men. You were simply wary of them. You had had past experiences that were. . .unsavory: being catcalled, the uncomfortable conversations with men who approached you in scarcely populated gas stations at night, the jokes no woman in her right mind would find funny, and even some experiences that to this day keep you up at night wondering what your fate would have been if you had done even the slightest thing differently.
You tried to trust the clearly good-hearted people who you logically knew had no ulterior motives hidden behind their kindness, but it was hard. Traumas are not easily forgotten or healed.
That's why, when the events with Octavinelle went down, you were on the verge of hyperventilating. You were friends with Ace and Deuce, and you trusted them as much as you could muster yourself to allow, but that was them. You didn't know, and certainly didn't trust, everyone who resided in Heartslabyul.
Jack's offer didn't seem much better to you, but when it came down to it, you didn't exactly have any other options.
The arrangement ended up being that you would stay with Leona in his room. You weren't sure if you'd prefer this over staying in a packed room with more people.
He barely acknowledged you, or, at least, it seemed that way at first. As your short time staying with him passed, you noticed some things. For one, Ruggie always complained that when he was waking up Leona, the lion wouldn't even wait for Ruggie to get out of the room to begin getting dressed, but Leona had always changed in the bathroom connected to his room for as long as you had stayed there. He also never got too close to you; and when anyone else did, he'd come up with a conveniently timed task for them to do. He didn't use his bathroom for anything other than changing while you were there, and instead used the dorm showers, leaving you his bathroom to yourself.
Don't get me wrong, he didn't go easy on you. He simply respected you and your right to space and privacy. You aren't sure if this was simply how he was raised, if he had noticed your wariness and acted so as not to worsen it, or if it was a mix of both.
By the end of your stay in Savanaclaw, you had somehow managed to find a sense of security in being there with the lion.
As time passed after your stay at Savanaclaw, you found yourself continuing to sit in the botanical garden during lunch. When Crowley decided you would be required to join a club, you joined the Spelldrive Club as a manager. On the rare occasion you had joint alchemy classes with Leona's class, he was unexpectedly present to class and would always 'begrudgingly' agree to be your partner.
However, what really cemented him in your mind as someone who could be trusted was the incident.
You had to stay after school as Grim had caused trouble again and gotten the two of you into detention. You were allowed to leave a bit early as you hadn't caused as much trouble, and you did because you had errands you had some items you needed to pick up from Sam's shop before it closed for the night.
As you walked through the hallways, you were distracted making a mental grocery list. In your somewhat spacey state, you bumped into another student.
He accused you of bumping into him purposefully and it soon became clear he wasn't planning to let you go unscathed. He was massive compared to you, so you knew that if things were to get physical you wouldn't have a great chance of coming out of things on top, so, you did the only thing you could do at the time and ran.
The other student shouted after you and took chase. You ran for what felt like an eternity. Your legs burned so bad you were astonished you were still managing to take steps, and your lungs felt as though they were on the verge of imploding. You weren't consciously thinking of where you were going as you ran, but you found yourself approaching the botanical garden with the other student hot on your heels.
Telling yourself that if you just gained a little more distance you'd be able to find a spot in the plants to hide without him noticing, you urged your legs to pick up the pace.
However, luck wasn't on your side, and, when you got into the garden, you tripped over an uneven brick on the path and toppled face first into the unforgiving stone. You skidded painfully across the bricks, your knees and palms being skinned in the process.
You did your best to scramble to your feet, but your legs had finally given out.
"Gotcha."
You heard a sickening voice not that far away as footsteps approached you at far too fast a rate for you to crawl into a bush before he reached you.
It was when you were searching the foliage on the sides of the path that you noticed what you had at first mistaken as a stick laying in the path, but upon further inspection you realized to be a tail.
You took in a deep breath before screaming "LEONA!" and praying it would be enough to wake the lion.
"The hell are you babbling about!" The voice of the other student snarled before you felt a harsh grip on your collar yank you up. "I was originally just gonna make you pay up for bumping into me so rudely, but after that chase you put me through, I think my fists have some anger pent up."
You ducked your head and braced for impact, but it never came. What did come was a soft warmth that caught you and held you up once the student's hand had finally released its grip on you. When you opened your eyes, you saw a clearly ticked off Lion.
He had one arm snaked under your shoulder and around your stomach to keep you up, and his other had a firm grip on the guy's wrist.
You were too dazed and hyped up on adrenaline to take in the words the two exchanged, but you swore you heard a crack moments before Leona let go of his wrist. The guy fled and were sure that if he were a beastman he'd have his tail between his legs.
You were torn out of your daze by an uncharacteristically soft, but still gruff voice: "Can you walk?"
It took you a moment to form words, but you eventually managed to reply: "I'm not hurt, but-"
Before you could finish your sentence, your legs were swept out from under you. A brief "'scuse me" left Leona's lips as he picked you up, and an unfamiliar feeling blossomed in your chest.
Seeing the shift in your expression, Leona sighed "Look, I know you like your personal space, but you can't walk and I'd feel like crap if I left ya out here, so I gotta carry you to the infirmary. I woulda asked, but it's not like I could get ya there any other way. You can punch me later if ya want."
The trip to the infirmary was silent. Thoughts raced through your head, but one of the most prominent was: "I called out for him."
You had no other choice but to come to terms with the terrifying realization that you trusted this man. For better or for worse, you trusted him. . .and while it scared you, it also bloomed this warm feeling in your chest.
You let your head fall against his chest as he carried you, and if he took note of that, he didn't let it show.
After you got checked out at the infirmary and reported the incident to Professor Crewel (because we all know Crowley is too incompetent at his job to do anything), Leona walked you back to your dorm.
The two of you never verbally acknowledged the events of that day again, nor did you talk about the feelings that came with them.
He was never not there after that, and you didn't mind the company.
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