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(OOC - Update #19)
Hiii everyone! :D Just a quick update on some of the changes I've made to my blog, pending replies, etc. Also, an activity check in and my to-do list under the cut for anyone who is curious~
Firstly, a huge thank you to everyone who has been with me through 2024 to now! My blog will be turning a year old this May (': I'm so happy and thankful to be here with you all, and all of the friendships that I've made along the way. You're all wonderful and I never thought I would be here with such vibrant, friendly, and sweet people.
If you've been around for a bit or you're new and you've been shy about sending something in (whether it's an ask, a message, or starter), please feel free! ^-^ I do my best to get back to everyone, although it might take me a bit of time. I get over 20+ messages between Tumblr and Discord (not including the threads I have), so don't panic if I don't reply right away, I probably got a little busy or haven't seen it yet. đ
I hope that you all had amazing holidays (both Christmas and New Years, to those who celebrate)! Let's start 2025 off right with laughter, fun, and good vibes. If you're feeling up to it, drop a few things you're grateful for from 2024 in the comments below or feel free to send in an ask~.
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I think most of you already know (or at least will after this post), but I got sick after Christmas. (': So, I'm gradually catching up on my threads and getting new starters out for those who have been waiting. I appreciate you guys for being so patient! It's been one thing after another lately, so I'm hoping things will start to settle down now.
There are 20+ asks in my inbox right now (most of them are starters), so I'm hoping to start working through these in pieces over time. I also have a few open starters that I'm going to post for my muses and OCs, so those are going to take some time to write up as well. With that being said, I'm going to be busy jumping between my current threads and creating new starters for a good minute.
Activity Check
Thank you so, so much to everyone who has been a part of this! Whether you're new or you've been here for a while, I deeply appreciate you all. đ I can't thank you all enough for interacting with my muses or stopping in to say 'hi' to the mun. I've really enjoyed the interactions I've had with you all so far and I can't wait to see what the future holds. :D Thanks for starting off your 2025 with me (and/or finishing off 2024 with me)!
To-Do List
* = main priority
* Catching up on old threads + creating new threads (because I got sick right after the holidays and I'm starting to feel better (': love that for me lmao)
* Set up reminders for replies (still in progress; looking for a good system that works for me, so if anyone has any suggestions, I'm open to them!)
* Set up Thread Tracker again
* Redo tag directory, including new tags & hopefully reducing some of the tags I use (semi-started)
* Add muse info to Carrd (in progress, but slow â already mostly completed Tony Stark, but needs a few more adjustments, although he's ready to play; Thor is my next focus and I've already started to use him, too, and then next will be Steve Harrington and Billy Hargrove)
Add FAQ to Carrd (not started; hopefully easy to do)
Create graphics for muses, including icon borders for replies, starter calls, etc. (in progress, but slow)
Create separate header promo (not started)
Create rebloggable promo (not started)
Work on GIFs project (in progress, but slow; need to rework some of the GIFs I posted using my previous watermark)
Already Done:
Checked in on threads with partners, including new plots, story direction, etc. (continuous)
New reply icon borders for Tony Stark, Thor, Steve Harrington, Billy Hargrove, and Valerie Moore (OC)
Tony Stark's muse info was added to Carrd (mostly; will have a few adjustments to relationships + backstory areas, but main info is there)
New OCs were added (Valerie + Elijah)
New blog theme (still trying to find a custom one I like that works with what I need, so this might change again in the future)
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Peach, Part I
Summary: Steven Grant Rogers is Bucky Barnes' best friend and business parter in crime. He has decided to get out of the life with Bucky, not for love, but because it's the right thing to do. You are a struggling dance teacher in Atlanta. And what is the quickest way for a dancer to make money in the A? When Steve meets you at one of his businesses and lies to you about a myriad of things, It becomes a sticky situation, especially since the attraction you feel for one another is so sweet.
Word count: 3.5 K
Pairing: Bartender/ Art Dealer (Mob Boss) Steve Rogers x Reader (Peach)
A/N: Okay. I can explain. Yes, I got carried away with this one too, but have you met me? It's what I do. I feel like we're gonna get a little more angsty with these two, but the payoff might be good. Idk, I just hope that you like it!
This fic is connected to the Bucky Barnes Knock You Down AU, and comes a couple of months before the Bucky Barnes fic You've Got me Thinking. I'm so done for with Steve and Peach. The next part is coming by the end of the week! âșïž
Warnings: 18+ Only, Minors DNI. Read at your own risk. Warnings: 18+ Only, Minors DNI. Read at your own risk. Slow burn, cursing, mutual pining, angst, financial difficulties, cute tiny dancers, familial feelings, feelings about besties being in love (third wheel?), Steve the businessman, shady people, Steve lying, Steve using an alias, a lil bit of voyuerism (involving dancing) exotic dance life; pole dancing, wild thoughts, flirting, hand holding. Not Beta'd. All errors my own.
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Late October
Steve Rogers was frustrated.
His best friend Bucky had recently fallen in love, and instantly Steveâs life became an urgent race to divest their Art business of illegal ties so that Bucky could begin his life with her.
Together with Sam and Natasha, Bucky and Steve ran an art import business in New York which was extremely lucrative.
Except that it wasnât really.
âJust wait until I see you tonight, FrumoasÄâŠ.â
Steve glanced over at his bestie, who was turned away and whispering into the phone with a giant grin on his face. Steve shook his head and looked out of the window of the car that Nico was driving uptown to a meeting. He rolled his eyes.
More phone sex with Bucky and his girl. Great.
âBehave. Or I will make youâŠâ
Steve cleared his throat as he listened to the suggestive chatter and shifted in his seat. Bucky and his girl were burning hot.
All of the time.
It seemed impossible.
âI love you too, FrumoasÄ.â
Steve needed what Bucky had in his life. At first he thought he was jealous. His best friend had an extremely desirable woman who made him drop the player lifestyle the instant he saw her. It took Steve a minute, but he realized he wasnât jealous of either Bucky or his girl; Steve was jealous of the feeling.
When Bucky ended the call, Steve tried to continue the conversation they were having.
âEverything good?â
Bucky smirked, a look on his face that Steve hadnât seen before his best friend met the love of his life just weeks earlier. It was an amazing transformation.
âEverything is great.â
Then Bucky frowned.
âExcept this timeline. We need to get clean, Steve. Faster. Weâre going to have to travel a little more before the end of the year.â
The blond raked his hand over his face.
âBucky, I get it. Believe me I do. But weâve already tripled the rate of divestiture. Are we to quadruple it? Is it really worth the money weâll lose?â
âI donât think you get it at all, Steve. But you will one day. â
Bucky gave Steve a look that made him roll his eyes again.
âIâll take the losses, Steve. You and Sam and Nat will get the agreed upon cut.â
Bucky gazed out of the window.
âBillionaires shouldnât exist anyway.â
Steve sighed.
âWe all agreed to speed up, and we all agreed to an equal split of the profits. And losses.â
The two men shared a knowing look. Steve assented.
âOkay, Buck. Letâs get Sam and Nat on the phone; I just want it all to be square. You know they want this just as much as you and I do.â
Bucky smiled at his friend, the oldest he had in the world.
â--
Early November
You smiled at little Amina, who was trying her best on her pliés. Although she was only four years old she had a determination like no other. Her little tongue was poked out and there was a scowl on her adorable little face.
You came over and smooth her brow and took her tiny chin in your hand.
âRelax, Mina. If youâre not having any fun, itâs not worth it. Donât force it, sweetie.â
Amina smiled back at you and began to giggle, relaxing into the poses.
âSee there! Itâs better already!â
You widened your smile and spoke to the entire class of 12 little 4-6 year olds. They were adorable in their uniform black leotards and pink tights.
âRemember dancers, hard work and lots of fun, thatâs our motto. And one, two, threeâŠ.â
Aminaâs mom, Michelle, came up to you after class.
âHereâs what I have Ms. YLN.â
She deposited half of what monthly tuition was into your hand and held it for a beat. Her eyes were watery but she had a brave smile on as she glanced over at Amina giggling with her classmates. Then, she lowered her voice.
âIâm afraid this will have to be her last class. I just canât come up with the funds⊠She loves it so much⊠Weâll miss seeing you every week.â
Your heart shredded. You made a knee jerk decision.
âIt doesnât have to be her last class. I will send you the paperwork for the scholarship. Iâll see you both next week.â
You smiled and gave both her and Amina a hug as she skipped over to you.
âThank you, Ms. YLN. So much!â
You smiled and nodded as they left the dance studio that you rented for your weekly classes. The tuition you collected barely allowed you to pay the rent, much less compensate you for your time and preparation.
But you were determined to help these little ones with their dreams. And to see your own to fruition.
â--
âYou canât keep letting these people put dance classes on layaway, Cousin.â
Heat bloomed in your chest. Your favorite cousin, who had everything she ever wanted, whenever she wanted, growing up was joking about layaway. Even now, she had an insanely hot, wealthy guy eating her up. Literally.
âOkay, you know whatâŠâ
âCalm down. I will finance little Amina Rickardâs monthly tuition before you cuss me out. You know I love you. And you knew sending me that picture of her was gonna work. Making my ovaries explode.â
You smiled, almost choked up.This was your cousinâs second scholarship student and your familyâs 8th overall. You were really blessed, even though things hadnât come easy for you.
âI think the guy who is trying to breed you all over the place is making your ovaries explode, but okay.â
âY/N, YLN! I am a demure, respectableââ
âYouâre a whore for that man and we both know it.â
âGirl, you ainât lyingggg! Shit, heâs calling me nowâŠâ
âGo get that nut video.â
Your cousin laughed at you.
âI hate you.â
âLove you too, and thanks, Sistercuz.â
âBye Sweetie. Have a good night.â
Easy for her to say.
â---
The jet was delayed in New York because of snow and Steve was late getting started. After he landed and was sat in Atlanta traffic, he was reminded that he wanted to be in and out of the city, preferably in two days, and on to Kansas City as soon as possible.
Atlanta could be a fun time, with many many beautiful women, but he was on demon time. He needed to get rid of the criminal enterprises in the company. Quickly.
The holdings in Atlanta consisted of a handful of exotic dancing establishments. And the strip clubs in Atlanta were known to be dens of considerable iniquity. He was sure it would be easy to make a decision to offload the five clubs in the area.
On the second day, Steve had quickly turned a profit on the first four clubs, borderline dives with mid-level girls. The drugs and prostitution levels were off the charts and there were plenty of shady characters who wanted a chance at those businesses.
Heâd saved âthe best for last,â a supposedly upscale club called Regine in midtown.
It was supposed to be a classy place, so Steve decided to just drop in to check it out before making a decision. He arrived a little over an hour before opening, stepping into the kitchen from the back alley where he parked his rental car.
âHey, yo! You the new bartender? I told you to be here at 2, not 2:45.â
The salutation came from a huge guy with a large belly and lots of teeth. Heâd be scary to anyone else. This must be Sully. Steve recognized him from the file. He decided to play along, glad that heâd dressed down in a flannel and jeans.
âYeah, well. Traffic.â
Steve thought it best to say as little as possible. That way he would get the most information.
âShit, you donât have to tell me. I have to drive here from Alpharetta every day. The 400 is hell every morning.â
âWe need someone with some experience. Someone willing to be paid in cash tips, nothing on the books. You look like youâd prefer that.â
Steve stared Sully down, not debunking the myths the latter was making up in his mind. Sully kept talking.
âAlso may need to do some security. We get into some⊠situations up in here.â
Sully took in Steveâs stature and unwavering stare.
âA man of few words I see, Looks like youâll do. Can you start tonight?â
Steve couldnât believe this joker, hiring someone off the street.
âSure.â
This place was not looking like a keeper, Steve thought as he followed Sully for a tour. In daylight, it was passable; in the dark with the right lighting, he was sure it looked swank. Sully told him how to water down the liquor and where the firearms were kept. When his 30 minute orientation was over, Sully left Steve to set up the bar on his own.
âCory just called in, but Mike will be in later. You should make a lot of tips, our girls are top notch.
Steve just nodded, his hands on his hips as he calculated how much Sully must be skimming off the liquor alone as the latter walked away. Sully came back to the bar and asked a pertinent question.
âOh yeah. What's ya name?â
âGrant Stevens.â
A little white lie would never hurt anyone, especially if this situation got sticky.
âAight. Nice to meet you Grant. Tips are not the only perks of this job, if you know what I mean.â
Steve shuddered as Sully lumbered away. He wanted no parts of perks.
â-
A couple of hours later, the girls started arriving, most of them greeting Steve with a polite hello, some skipping it with a grimace, some in their phones, and one, you, listening to music and vibing out. You were different than the weary women whoâd passed by ahead of you.
Steve was struck at the serene look on your face as you entered the establishment, braids in a bun on top of your head, eyes closed and your mouth pursed as you hummed and bopped your head to the music, bag slung across your back.
Your skin was dewey, free of make up and those lips, well those lips were what made him do a double take. Your neck was graceful and the cropped hoodie you were wearing did not do a thing to hide your full curves, smooth skin, round tits, long legs, and all that ass. Steveâs palms began to itch.
Steve was convinced that the strip of stomach showing between your hoodie and your sweats was more alluring than any stripper outfit could be, because at the sight of it he broke out in a sweat. Your body was calling him to touch, but he didnât even know who you were.
He was about to find out however.
Steve stepped to the edge of the bar, ready to give a greeting, but you just bopped on by, oblivious and making your way to the dressing room. It bruised his ego, but the sting was soothed by the sight of you walking away. He stood there for a full minute in shock, but then he shook his head and went behind the bar to drink some water.
âGet it together old man,â Steve grumbled to himself as he tried to cool down. He set about talking to the employees in the kitchen to get more intel on this establishment. The sooner he had enough info, the sooner he could put this one to bed and get away from distractions.
Like you.
â--
âDid you see the new bartender? Just put him on stage, Iâll climb him like the pole.â
"Dat azzz tho."
âRight? And did you see those eyes, those lips? Pretty fly for aâŠâ
You frowned at the chatter around you. You really had to pay more attention to your surroundings. You didnât notice any new bartender. But knowing these ladiesâ taste in romantic partners, youâd bet he was overrated.
You sighed and put your earbuds back in; there was no time for nonsense. You had to warm up properly to protect your instrument: your body.
You looked down at your watch and saw that the doors would open in 45 minutes. You had 20 minutes to go and warm up and still have time to get changed. You sat down to trade your Jordans for your stilettos and make your way out to the pole.
â-
When Steve walked back to the bar from the kitchen, there you were on stage under the lights in a crop top and short shorts.
Again, you were oblivious to him.
Steve, on the other hand, was undone.
Your skin glowed everywhere,and he noticed that you didnât seem to have augmented anatomy, not that there was anything wrong with that. He just knew that if he had a handful of that ass, it would be real. He stepped behind the bar to watch you, a convenient barrier between you and Steveâs stiffening cock.
As he watched, you moved slowly, the motion elegant and mesmerizing in the six-inch heels you were wearing which elongated your beautiful legs.
Lost in your own world under the lights, you looked ethereal, a goddess.
You approached the pole and held on with one hand, walking around and around it seductively, hopping a few times in the heels, making your ass shake with the impact. It was hypnotizing, watching your strong arms and legs, especially those legs, grip the pole as you worked your body around it.
Then, you let your hands slide down the pole, causing you to bend over and showcase your luscious ass and thighs. Steve imagined that they tasted delicious.
Next, you straightened up and walked around until the pole was nestled in between your asscheeks, widened your legs and undulated on it. Never in Steveâs life had he wanted to be an inanimate object until now.
When you turned around and body rolled on the pole was when Steve had to grip the bar. And when you slowly twirled down to the floor and went spread eagle, beautiful legs in the air, was when he felt like vaulting over the marble bar to get to you.
You rolled over onto your knees and started undulating, then started crawling toward the end of the stage closest to him.
Steve knew the exact moment you noticed him.
You froze, looking like a startled feline. Squinting, you moved your hand over your eyes so you could see beyond the lights, then pulled out your earbuds and got to your feet effortlessly.
â--
You thought you were alone with your music and your fantasy of dance that got you in the headspace to strip for strangers. You didnât notice anyone out in the club until you were almost done with your warm up routine, when, as you looked up from the floor you saw a large figure behind the bar.
You froze, a moment of something like fear, but more like a thrill, passing through you.
As your eyes adjusted to the area beyond the lights, you saw a tall, muscular body and longish hair. This must be the new bartender. You got up and approached him, trying to analyze your feelings about the situation before you addressed the man.
As you got closer, your temperature seemed to rise. Mustâve been the workout.
His warm denim blue eyes were gorgeous and that dark blond hair and reddish beard were thick and lustrous. Although the beard was a bit wild and wooly, there was no hiding the pink, full lips under that straight, masculine nose.
His body was lithe, but muscular, and you sensed his power. You bet he could pick you up and hold you upside down as that beard scratched the inside of your thighs to lick yourâŠ
Wait. Where did that thought come from?
You were objectifying your new co-worker.
That would never, never do. You vowed to be professional.
â-
Steve straightened up as you came near. The look on your face was hard to read. Whatever it was you were feeling, Steve felt like an intruder.
Even though he had the deed to this building in his bag.
âHi.â
It was all he could think of to say as you stood before him because his mind was empty. With you up close, the only thing he could do was stare. Your scent was like a drug and your eyes wereâŠeverything. He gazed into them, a myriad of colors that were holding him captive.
Then that mouth started moving.
âHello. You the new barback?â
âWhat?â
Steve leaned closer, pretending he couldnât hear you, just to get nearer. It wasnât entirely game; he was quite distracted by you.
The side of your mouth curled up in a sardonic smile and a sudden, funny feeling spread throughout his stomach. He gave you a side grin in response to your side eye.
âAre⊠you⊠new⊠here?â
âYes, I am working in the bar. Iâm SteveâŠns. Grant Stevens.â
You extended your hand to him.
âNice to meet you Grant. Iâm Peach.â
âPeach?â
The word gave Steve visions. He stared at your lips, thought of your ass, imagined your juices dripping down his chin.
âYes,â You smirked. âPeach.â
Steve was speechless.
âItâs nice to meet you, Grant. Since youâre new here and probably havenât gotten paid yet, I wonât charge you for the private dance.â
Steveâs mind was moving slowly. Like he was drugged.
âThatâs a stage name, right?â
Peach. It had to be a stage name. Yet it suited you so perfectly. Suddenly he wanted a taste test.
Steve licked his lips and your eyes followed his movement as you proceeded to not answer him. He unconsciously started stroking the back of your hand with his thumb and gave you his full smile.
You grew even warmer, from the friction of course, and blinked at him as if you were facing sunlight as you pulled your hand from his.
âForgive me. Iâm sorry for eavesdropping? Spying? Watching you dance without you knowing? Donât know what to call it. But beg your pardon.â
â--
âDonât beg.â
âDont beg here,â is what you wanted to say.
You donât know why the vision of this man on his knees for you flashed in your mind. Maybe it was his velvet baritone, or maybe it was the feel of his rough hand on yours that got you all bothered, as if his smile hadnât already made you wet.
He was tall, a good head taller than you, even in your heels, and a looming presence. In a good way. You wanted to be enveloped by him. But you didnât even know him.
You had to get it together, but the scent of his cologne was making your mouth water to taste him. You were weak for this man.
You hated this feeling, didnât have time for it, yet you werenât ready to end the conversation just yet.
âI mean, I felt some kinda way when I first saw you here, but hell, I donât own this place. And neither do you.â
For some reason, Grantâs face did a thing. A weird frowny sad thing, but you barrelled ahead.
âYouâre a worker, just like me, and you were just getting your work station ready, just like me. Solidarity, man.â
âYeah. Solidarity.â
Grant cleared his throat.
âGreat moves up there.â
â---
You grinned, blinding him this time. Steveâs discomfort that his âlittle white lieâ was spreading to you dissipated when you smiled at him.
He just knew that your smile could heal any ailment, if he were allowed regular doses of it for the rest of his life.
âThanks, friend. They make me a lot of money three nights a week.â
You pushed off the bar and started walking back to the locker room as Steve chuckled at your immediate friend zoning.
âAnd if you like that, stick around for the show.â
You threw a look over your shoulder that made him want to follow you anywhere.
As he watched you leave again, Steve Rogers knew that he needed a little more time to figure this place out.
â----
Steve was concluding that Regine wasnât the worst, but nothing extraordinary. The women in makeup and costume looked good and the tips were flowing; he could see how this was a money maker.
He had his suspicions about Sully, but he still had little evidence about the quality of the place. He needed to see all of the dancers.
Steve wanted to see you dance. For research purposes.
He was busy at the bar all night, so much so that Sully had to come by and made four money drops. This place made much more profit than was being reported, that much was clear as Steveâs eyes followed Sully back to his office with the cash.
He was about to follow him when you brushed by him, ensconced all in white.
âExcuse me. Gotta get to the stage, Comrade.â
Your wink distracted him from the fact that you were wearing a ten gallon cowboy hat and boots.
Wait.
Were those spurs?
Mesmerized, Steve leaned on the bar to watch your show.
The stage went dark while the guitars started. There were whistles and stomps from the floor, cries of Yesss! Peach! Go Peach! Ride me Cowgirl, and Pour some liquor on me honey tooooo! reverberated in the room.
These were grown men and women.
And by the time the first line of the song played, âThis ainât TexasâŠâ, the crowd was in a frenzy and in the palm of your hand.
Steve suddenly understood the customerâs enthusiasm.
The way you moved on the stage, your props, the way your body captivated everyone in the place was astounding.
You were brilliant.
You were what made Regine extra ordinary.
â---
You were bone tired by the time 3 am rolled around and the club closed after two full sets. Youâd made $700 dollars in tips, not bad for a Tuesday, considering that you didnât do any private dances. You were yawning as you passed the bar and Steve stopped you to say goodnight.
âHey Peach. You were fantastic tonight.â
He shook his head.
âIt was the first time Iâve seen that prop used on a dance club stageâŠâ
Steveâs eyes glazed over as he replayed the image of you spinning on the pole with the stick of the hobby horse between your legs.
You spared the handsome blond an appreciative glance and a tired laugh.
âThanks, Grant. I try to be original. Hope you did well tonight.â
âI did pretty good.â
Steve smiled as he would if $500 dollars excited him.
âHey, one of the customers at the bar told me to give you this. Said he was shy?â
You looked at him warily as you took the envelope. Inside was $1000.
âHoly Shit!â
You looked up and covered your mouth, your girlish piety endearing to Steve, who chuckled at you.
âThereâs a stack in here.â
âWhoa! Cool.â
Steve tried to look as if he didnât know there were exactly 10 hundred dollar bills that heâd put in there.
âGuy must really like you. Could it be a regular? A special friend? An ex perhaps?â
Steve was not being very subtle, but he didnât have much time. You were smirking at him in that way again.
âMy regulars are regular shmegular degular, and cannot afford to tip me one thousand dollars. Must be a high roller rolling through the A.â
You smiled, but decided you needed to be tough. You straightened and gave the most menacing glare you could manage.
Steve thought you were adorable.
âI donât know who would have done this. I donât have any special friends or exes in this city. Iâm all work. NO play. In any way. Especially at work.â
You hoped your hard look worked. Grant was certainly watching your mouth as you spoke, so he must have caught what you meant, right? When his eyes flicked up to yours, your knees got weak so you decided you should go.
ââNight, Grant.â
You turned and walked out of Regine, a certain warmth in your chest. Must the $1700 in your bag. Or the chicken wings. Nothing to do with the beautiful man you knew was watching until you got into your car.
Steve made sure that you drove off safely, and then followed you home as he thought about how efficiently youâd curved him.
Once you went into your apartment, Steve called Bucky and told him that he needed a little more time on this enterprise.
This one was a peach.
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Part II
#knock you down au#knock you down fic#steve rogers#steve rogers x reader#steve rogers smut#steve rogers x black!reader#steve rogers x you#steve rogers x dancer!reader#steve rogers x curvy reader#steve rogers x stripper!reader#mob boss! steve rogers#bucky barnes#mob boss! bucky barnes#chris evans#chris evans imagine
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you've posted a few ai generated images as items lately, and i'm wondering if that's intentional or not?
Short answer: no, it wasn't. Aside from a few I made when the generators first became publicly available and all the images were gooey messes, they've all been reader-submitted, although I'll admit I didn't catch the snail-boots. Personally I think AI image generators are a more nuanced situation than a lot of opinions I've seen on Tumblr, but given that they can be used so evilly, I'm steering away from them, if only to avoid the Wrath of the Disk Horse.
Long answer, and this is just my take, if you want to really get into it you'll have a much more interesting conversation with the people with devoted AI art blogs instead of me occasionally sharing things people submit:
There have been some major cases of unethical uses for it, but I think it's important to remember why AI image generators are such an issue; data scraping and regurgitating uncredited indie art is bad, but in the case of the snail-boots, it was just a fusion of one dataset of "product photos of boots" and another of "nature photos of snails", which I would say is not depriving anyone of credit or recognition for their work (MAYBE photographers, if you're a professional nature photographer or really attached to a picture you took of a snail one time?) I get the potential misuses of it, but when Photoshop made it easy to manipulate photos, the response was "hmm let's try and use this ethically" instead of "let's ban photo editing software". Like, I'd feel pretty unethical prompting it with "[character name] as illustrated by [Tumblr illustrator desperate for commissions]" or even "[character name] in DeviantArt style", but I'd have a hard time feeling bad for prompting with "product photo of a Transformer toy that turns into the Oscar Meyer Wienermobile". I know there's the question of "normalizing" the services but I think that overestimates how much the techbros running these things care about how everyday consumers use their free products, preferring to put their effort towards convincing companies to hire them to generate images for them, and in that case they respond way better to "here are some ways to change your product so that I would be willing to use it" than to "I will never use your product". For example here's one I just made of "the holy relic department at Big Lots", fusing corporate retail photos and museum storage rooms.
TL/DR: on the one hand I understand the hate that AI gets and it's not something I'm planning on using for any of my creative projects, but on the other hand I think it's overly simplistic to say it's inherently bad and should never be used ever. On the third hand, I really hate participating in arguments over complex ethical philosophy, so I'm just gonna steer clear entirely.
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I am sorry for the anon but I feel too vulnerable to come off due to the nature of my question.
I am slowly losing friends due to my refusal to engage in negative/nihilistic/doomer views of the future. My friends are 1000% convinced Trump and Republicans are going to crash the economy on purpose, leading to a depression, and carry out a Gilead situation. I told one of my friends the other day how, despite everything and the political situation, I am trying to be as positive as possible - or at least neutral. Her response to me was, "Why? I don't understand your optimism. You know they're going to enslave us all like in The Handmaid's Tale, right?" and it has become so dreadful now to interact with them. Anytime I disagree, they try to intellectually dominate me or put me under them in a way where I have no choice but to just leave the conversation.
I know this was a lot. But is there any advice you might have for someone like me? Because I sometimes feel like I am being painted as crazy. I know things will be hard but they genuinely want me to believe I have no future and I can't stand that.
Also, would it be too much to ask if you maybe mind sharing some of the other people/blogs you follow?
I once heard advice on dealing with Qanon family members who had fallen down the rabbit hole and only ever wanted to talk about conspiracy theories or the outrage bait they'd seen on Fox News or OANN or whatever, about not challenging them on their views but basically saying "I don't want to talk about this; let's talk about our plans for the weekend, or what movie we wanna go see later, or what interesting books you've read lately." The idea being, arguing with someone can only further entrench their beliefs, and if you really want to shake someone out of their dismal universe of conspiracism, it helps to remind them of all the things that aren't the fear-and-anger-activating content they're stuffing their brains with for hours every day.
Maybe something like this could help? I have a hard time imagining that someone really believes The Handmaid's Tale really is just around the corner--if you really believed that, surely you would be trying to flee to Canada or doing some political volunteer work or something--and sometimes doomer stuff can be kind of reflexive or phatic, like making a crack about how your retirement plan is to die in the water wars or something. But even if it isn't, I don't think there's any point in trying to argue about this stuff in the moment. Instead try to build on the things you still find fulfilling in that friendship, the conversations and interests and activities with those friends that caused you to become friends in the first place.
If you can't do that--if hanging out with them is always a constant grind of full-throttle doomerism, and they express no interest in actually trying to do something with their feelings of anger and frustration--you are perfectly within your rights to spend less time around them. You could, if you wanted to and you felt that you owed them at least that, give them a heads up as to why. If a close friend of mine or a family member was doing this, I would certainly talk to them about it. But your obligation to subject yourself to someone else's self-destructive idee fixe is not bottomless. Even with a partner you are within your rights to eventually say "I'm not going to talk about this with you anymore."
(And that's not only true of politics or conspiracy theories, by the way! If you have a close friend or family member or partner who--for example--has severe depression but refuses to seek treatment for it, you are not obligated to be the sponge for their misery forever every time they need someone to talk to. If someone in your life is in a relationship or a job that is making them miserable, and won't do anything to leave that relationship or find a new job, and just wants a friend to complain to, you are within your rights to eventually shut that down. Lots of people fall into a holding pattern in their life where they are unhappy but unable to do anything about it, and they will make this their friends' or loved ones' problem. That doesn't make them bad people: lord knows I have found myself doing this before. It's a very human thing to do. But sometimes the Good Friend Thing is to say "I love you, and will support you if you want to actually *do something* about your situation, but otherwise, oh my god shut the fuck up." But, you know, nicely.)
But if your friends want to make themselves miserable because hanging on to an endless stream of toxicity and doomerism from social media (and I will bet this is primarily coming from social media) is more important to them than your friendship, and they can't handle you not agreeing with them, you may lose them as friends. If you do, I'm sorry. That sucks. It's hard to lose friends, and it's even harder later in life when making new friends is more difficult, and I don't want to pretend like that's not a big deal.
#anybody who thinks trump is trying to turn the US into gilead is being very silly#trump wants massive tax cuts for himself and his friends#and to make money and stay out of prison#and nobody ever consolidated an authoritarian regime in their 80s#they really do need to spend less time on social media if they're worried about that
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âšïž1K Followers Celebration Day 2: NCT bias wrecker - Jaehyunâšïž
In the a.m.
AN: I was originally planning to post another fic today but, it got too frustrating so, I scrapped it for another day. Fortunately, my brain seems to have plenty of ideas when it comes to Jaehyun. Also, yay to the first NCT fic on the blog :D
Synopsis: Some harmless scrolling on Instagram takes a turn you could've never seen coming.
Heads up: Jeong Jaehyun x Fem! Reader, friends to lovers, Reader going through it because of her feelings for Jaehyun, Reader mentions wanting Jaehyun to choke her one time, Jaehyun being a little shit, mentions of facesitting, dirty talk, video call sex, guided masturbation of sorts (f. receiving), mutual masturbation, praise kink (f. receiving) and Jaehyun calls Reader pet names a lot throughout this.
Word count: 2989
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You don't expect much when you open Instagram.
It's been a relatively uneventful Tuesday night, all things considered. Your laptop sits on your desk, reminding you that you very much have work you should be attending to, but you try your best not to pay it any mind.
Your mindless scrolling comes to a halt when you notice a post from Jaehyun.
It's honestly embarrassing how much just seeing him affects you. Your heart stuttering in your chest as you take in his carefully dishevelled, dark hair and his handsome, almost apathetic expression. You're probably reading more into a singular picture than strictly necessary, but the way his face is angled makes it look like he's looking down at you, and that only causes you to spiral further. Insides squirming violently.
It definitely doesn't help that you wish his hand was around your throat inside of his phone, too.
You're honestly just speechless. You knew you were really looking for ways to procrastinate if you resorted to Instagram of all platforms but, it's a blessing in disguise since you were graced with this.
However, because you're an idiot and you weren't careful, you like the post without thinking. A post he made months ago.
Would it be too much to hope for the Earth to open up right now and swallow you whole?
Panic takes over then. Maybe you could just uninstall Instagram, and he wouldn't notice or get the notification. Maybe you could just unlike it really quickly and he'd never even know-
Luck is not on your side, however, because you notice a message from Jaehyun, and you've never wanted to cease to exist more than right now.
Maybe you could just pretend you magically passed out seconds after liking his post. That wouldn't seem too suspicious, would it?
However, because you're still an idiot and a curious one at that, you open his message.
Jaeđ: See something you like?
The fucking nerve of this man. You resent the way your body betrays you. Your face heating up considerably as you just try to comprehend what the fuck is happening. Is he...flirting with you? It wouldn't be the first time. Jaehyun enjoys flustering you, and it works more often than you care to admit. However, flirting with you when you're pretty sure it's around 3 a.m. in Tokyo seems like a little much, even for him.
You: Shouldn't you be asleep? Isn't it like 3.am. there?
Jaeđ: Couldn't sleep. Then I got the notification that you liked my post. Isn't it pretty late over there too?
You groan into your pillow. Jaehyun doesn't need to know about you lusting after him so late at night.
You: Yeah, I was doing some work but, I'm pretty much finished for the night.
Jaeđ: And you were thinking about me after finishing your work? I'm flattered, baby
Jaehyun has called you baby before. It's nothing new. Honestly, the pet name would make you cringe if anyone else was saying it, but, as you're coming to discover, apparently anything and everything he says and does renders you a flustered mess.
You: No! I was just scrolling, and I accidentally liked it. Don't flatter yourself
Jaeđ: Sounds like denial to me~
You: You're so annoying đ
What you don't anticipate, on this already fever dream of a night, is for your phone screen to light up with his name. You only hesitate for a few moments before answering.
"I'm annoying, huh? That hurts my feelings," he teases. You can hear the smile in his voice, and the mental image of his dimples hits you like a truck. Though he said he couldn't sleep, his voice sounds gravelly and, you feel yourself squirm instinctively.
"Something tells me your feelings aren't all that hurt," you retort, hoping against hope he doesn't notice the breathy edge to your voice. Talking to Jaehyun always left you feeling a little lightheaded.
"Now you're calling me a liar too? I was being serious earlier. I am extremely flattered that I was running through that pretty mind of yours,"
Yeah, you're definitely going to uninstall Instagram after tonight. You don't even want to begin to unpack him calling anything about you pretty.
With a heavy sigh, you respond, "You're never going to let me live this down, are you?"
"Nope," and he has the nerve to chuckle.
"You really are so annoying. You're lucky I like you and you're cute,"
You were wrong. Now, you've never wanted to cease to exist more. Why in the fuck would you ever say that? Especially tonight? Yeah, sure, some harmless flirting isn't out of the norm between the two of you, but tonight feels decidedly...different. You can't help but feel you're treading a very dangerous line here.
You're half-tempted to just hang up before he responds, "You like me and think I'm cute, huh? If you wanted to ask me out, you could've just said that."
"That's not- I wasn't trying to- I didn't mean to say that,"
"You don't have to get all shy, baby. If anything, the feelings are very much mutual,"
That stops all your higher order functions all together momentarily. What. Jaehyun likes you? Is this actually happening?
"W-what?" Your brain intelligible supplies.
"You really think I just call everyone baby and flirt with them. I'm a little surprised it took you so long to catch on,"
Now that you think about it, he has always treated you...differently compared to your other friends. Johnny and Mark had teased you about it from time to time, but you always thought they were just being little shits. Guess you should learn to take your friends' word more seriously moving forward.
"You could've just been direct with me,"
"Where's the fun in that?" He laughs, but his tone shifts to a more serious one, "I wasn't sure if you felt the same way. I know I joke, and I tease, but you-you mean a lot to me, and I didn't want to jeopardise the friendship we had. I was content to have you in any way you wanted me, even if it was just as your friend."
You were reeling. You couldn't respond to him even if you wanted to for a few seconds. Your brain trying to pull itself together enough to say something.
"You know, this isn't how I was expecting my Tuesday night to go,"
His laugh is warm and throaty and quiet, and all the months of pining finally boil over.
"In case it's unclear, I like you too. Like a lot. Um, yeah,"
"Well that's a relief. I was worried there for a sec," god, you wish you could see his face. You know he's probably grinning ear to ear. Well, you could...
"Jae?"
"Hmm?"
"Could we video call instead?"
"Sure but, do you mind me asking why?"
"I want to see your face,"
You're sure that'll inflate his ego for weeks to come, but you can't bring yourself to care.
You're already proven correct when you see him with the world's largest shit-eating grin and the butterflies in your stomach flutter more violently.
His hair is even more dishevelled than in the picture, and you can see his sleeping shirt cling to his shoulders in a way that heats the blood in your veins.
"Here I am, baby. It's nice to see you too, if I'm being honest," it only hits you when his usually mischievous eyes are heavy with something else entirely as he takes in the sight of you on his screen what you're wearing.
"You're such a perv. I was trying to be sweet,"
"I'm being sweet too! I just have eyes. Also, I saw that look in your eyes. Don't play coy with me,"
"I have no idea what you're talking about,"
"Really?" His grin takes on a more sinister edge, "because I definitely noticed you looking like you wanted to sit on my face as soon as I popped up on your screen."
You're sure you look stupid with how you're gapping at him. Too stunned to speak and your body, once again, betrays you when you feel yourself clench at his words.
He's not wrong but, he doesn't need to just say it like that.
"You can't just say stuff like that, Jaehyun," you whine, and you see his eyes flash so briefly you're wondering if you imagined it.
"Why not? We both know it's true. It's just unfortunate that I'm not there right now to give you what you so obviously want," he drawls, lidded eyes dropping to take in as much of your generous cleavage as he can.
The butterflies shift lower.
"You'd let me sit on your face?" Maybe you're finally learning to just embrace the unexpectedness of this night. You two like and obviously want each other. Fuck it.
He chuckles again, but his voice is already a few octaves deeper, and you feel yourself growing slick. Thighs rubbing together in a way you hope is some level of unnoticeable.
"Happily. I'd do a lot of things to you if you'd let me,"
You're finding it really hard to think straight right now.
"Really? Like what?" You're too far gone for him to even feel ashamed how delicate your voice already sounds.
"And you were calling me a perv earlier," You're not sure if you want to punch him for attractive that arrogant, dimpled smirk of his is or kiss him. God, you really wish he was here too.
He continues before you can butt in, "Well, I'd take my time with you." Your blood feels molten as his lidded gaze takes in every detail of your face, stopping briefly to stare at your lips, "I'd kiss you until your lips were bruised and all you could think about was me."
This time, Jaehyun notices you squirming, and he pounces.
"Aw, is my poor baby already getting all hot and bothered just from me talking about kissing you and letting you sit on my face?"
A desperate whine tumbles out of your mouth before you can help yourself. Between him calling you his fucking baby constantly, what he'd do to you and the gravelly quality of his voice, it's no wonder you can feel yourself begin to leak onto your panties.
"Jaehyun,"
"I asked you a question, baby," his tone is still mostly playful, but you can hear the command clear as day.
"Yes,"
"That's a good girl. Why don't you show me just how hot you are for me?"
Honestly, you should probably feel some semblance of hesitance, but the exhilaration that comes with his praise would likely make you do anything.
You angle your phone as best as you can, the low light of your bedside lamp illuminating the visible wet spot on your panties.
"Fuck, baby," he groans and your pride swells at seeing him just as affected by all of this as you are.
"Can you show me how you touch yourself?"
Your unoccupied hand flies to your panties without much thought, ready to slip a few fingers past the waistband-
"Wait, don't touch yourself directly yet. Touch yourself over your panties,"
"But Jaehyun," you whine, sounding a little pathetic to your own ears, "I'm so wet, and it aches."
He shuts his eyes for a few moments, jaw clenching as he tries to find his words.
"I can't wait to get my hands on you," he mutters, but you don't think he meant to verbalise that particular thought. Either way, the feeling is very much mutual.
"I know, baby, but if you're good for me, I'll reward you, okay?"
You nod almost frantically, and he tuts in response, "Words, baby. Don't make me remind you again."
"O-Okay,"
"Good. Now I want you to touch yourself how you usually would, but over your panties,"
You do as he says. Drawing slow circles against your clit. The brushes of the fabric of your panties and the pressure from your fingers making your eyes flutter. More and more of your wetness drips out of you, making your panties stick to you. Your hips jolt up into your touch sporadically, quiet moans falling from your lips.
"You look so pretty playing with your pussy for me, princess," Jaehyun breathes, his own hand slinking down his body.
You keen at the praise. Adding more pressure to your ministrations against your sensitive clit, "Jae-Jaehyun ah please. I'm so - it's so -" you whimper, your train of thought leaving you with each brush.
"I know, baby. I know. You're doing so well," groans, his heavy gaze intently focused on the mess you're making between your thighs. His cock throbbing in the confines of his boxers with every twitch of your hips and quiver of your thighs.
"Can I see you too?" You ask, clamping down hard around nothing when you notice his arm moving. Putting two and two together and coming to the realisation that he's palming himself.
"Well, since you've been doing so well. I suppose you deserve some kind of reward," he says after some faux deliberation. Angling his phone downwards. Your thighs squeeze your hand hard, never feeling excruciatingly empty as you take in the way his cock strains against his boxers.
Considering the menace he's been all night, you expect him to tease you. Touch himself over his boxers until you're begging to see him properly. However, Jaehyun loves to keep you on your toes.
The air is knocked out of your lungs when he haphazardly tugs his boxers down. His cock smacks against his toned abdomen, flushed and hard and looking good enough to make saliva pool in your mouth.
"Too bad you're not here to sit on it but, I guess we'll have to make do for now, princess,"
Jaehyun is trying to kill you. That's what this is. An elaborate plot to stop your heart right here and now.
"Jaehyun, please. Can I touch myself pr-properly please? I've been so good. Please," you whimper. Slick walls throbbing incessantly when you notice his cock twitch in his grasp.
"I don't know, baby. How badly do you want to?"
"So badly. Please, please, please, I'll do whatever you say. Whatever you want,"
His eyes glint at that, and nervousness and anticipation course through your veins. Maybe he was more calculating than you gave him credit for.
"Since you ask so nicely, go ahead. Take your panties off for me, and let me see you play with yourself properly,"
In a likely incredibly ungraceful display, you impatiently tug your panties off with one hand. Tossing them aside and shoving your hand back between your thighs. Your eyes shutting when your fingers finally come into contact with your poor clit. Whimpers and curses and moans of his name falling from your lips with every circle.
"Fuck, you look so fucking pretty, princess," he groans and, you open your eyes to look at your screen. Fresh wetness gushes out of you when you realise that he's stroking himself. His tip now broaching into an angry red territory, and he's slick with pre-cum.
"I wish you were here," you whine out, increasing the pace of your fingers in time with each stroke of Jaehyun's hand. The obscene sounds emanating from your phone's speaker going straight to clit.
His chuckle is even more gravelly than before, "Me too, princess. Watching you like this...fuck. You're driving me insane," he mutters, hips jolting up to fuck into his fist. You've never envied a hand more than in this moment.
"Th-the feeling is mutual. I'm so-so ah,"
"Are you close, baby?"
"Ye-yes," you whimper, your toes beginning to curl, and the knot that's settled in your core tightening more and more and more.
The moan that falls from his lips is low and drawn out. His hand picking up its pace considerably as he watches you begin to fall apart on your hand.
"You're going to be a good girl and cum for me, right?" Oh god. The whine that's ripped from your throat is desperate and pitchy, your wetness drips down your thighs and begins to pool onto your sheets.
All your brain can manage is a jumbled mess of what you think is his name and 'please' and choked noises of pleasure. You're so close you can practically taste it.
You're distracted from your encroaching release when you hear Jaehyun's own sounds of pleasure. It takes a considerable amount of effort to open your eyes and, you're glad you do.
You open your eyes just in time to watch Jaehyun cum. His cum spurting onto his toned abdomen, parts of his thighs and all over his pretty hand. Strained, breathy gasps flooding your ears and the soft blush on his face, all combining to send you over the edge.
You try your best to muffle your cries as your hips twitch away from your hand. Insides spasming sporadically and even more wetness gushing out of you. Smearing your thighs and adding to the mess on your sheets.
It takes you both very long moments to regain your higher order functions. The stickiness underneath you and between your thighs quickly becoming uncomfortable but, you can't bring yourself to care right now.
"This is probably the most unconventional way anyone's ever confessed to me and asked me out,"
The laugh he gives you makes the butterflies roar once more. Considering you just watched each other cum, you suppose you have no real reason to be shy anymore.
"It's definitely the most unconventional way I've asked someone out. Luckily, the Japanese leg of our tour ends in about a week, so I can take you out properly then,"
"A whole week huh," you pout.
"Unfortunately, princess. Hey, I'm not opposed to more calls like this until we're able to meet in person," he responds with a wolfish grin.
You resent the way your still sensitive walls clench at the suggestion.
#jeong jaehyun smut#jung jaehyun smut#jaehyun smut#nct 127 smut#nct smut#1k followers celebration day 2#1k followers celebration#1k followers milestone
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Okay, so i was watching tiktoks and this idea came to me, this is my thoughts on what kinks each member of Ateez could actually have based on videos i've seen of them and the vibes they give.
HONGJOONG / Daddy Kink
You've seen that man, he's the ultimate dilf, like really. The vibes, his looks, everything. And lately, we discovered that him and Yunho were dominants (based on that recent video with the medium guy). So yes, of course, he's a shy baby, BUT i'm pretty sure, that man is a secret freak, and he LOVES to dominate you. Don't care if you're a bit older or younger than him, he would ADORE being called "Daddy", or even "Captain" (you know what i'm talking about) while he pounds into you. He would, in fact, go even harder if you call him that from your own will, you know you would not be able to walk after that session with him. (The soft aftercare would be always here by the way)
SEONGHWA / Bondage and/or Blindfolded
Now, hear me out on that one. Okay, so i don't know why BUT i feel like Seonghwa would love bondage, either on him or his partner. As well as being blindfolded. I can see him tying up his partner and go down on them after putting a blindfold on them to enhance their other senses. He gives those vibes. He would also adore shibari (!!!), especially on him, as his partner would play with his cock until he's leaking bad, would turn him on so fast to be tied up.
YUNHO / Dacryphilia
Pretty sure it's not a surprise for any of you, because we literally all agreed unconsciously that this mf has a potential kink seeing people crying, turns him on. Firstly, like Hongjoong, he's a dominant for sure, secondly, i know he would (not even as a punishment) be a little meanie sometimes in bed, wanting to see you cry out to him after he edged you and denied all of your orgasms somehow, your tears would fuel him on and eventually, he would give in and obliterate you during at least an hour non-stop making you cry even more of overstimulation.
YEOSANG / Katoptronophilia
If you're not familiar with the term, Katoptronophilia is being sexually aroused when having sex and masturbating in front of a mirror. I'm not sure why, i can see Yeosang, even if he's mostly shy, having this secret kink. Like two faces of the same coin (if you know what i mean). Yeosang would be turned on seeing himself and his partner have sex, even making his partner watch him masturbating. The intimacy of it, the act in itself, he would instantly go all red and come quickly all over his chest, thighs, and hands, even watching his cock disappear inside you through the mirror, he would come so hard.
SAN / Size Kink
I dare you to look me in the eyes and tell San would not have a size kink. Have you seen him??? That mf knows, and he plays with that, as much as Yunho and his hands (but that's another story for another time i think). He would adore have a smaller s/o, loving the effect he would have on you. And he would certainly manhandle you in bed (gently or rough, if you ask him, after all he's a pleasure dom). He would be surely turned on, knowing the difference in size. He would have you pinned to the bed, both your wrists and your hips, enjoying the bulge in your stomach everytime he would hit your insides, a little too much, that man is a freak.
MINGI / Praising Kink
YOU KNOW EXACTLY WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT!! This manwhore LOVES and ADORE being praised so much, i could honestly do an hour compilation of him loving the compliments and the barking, he even asks for it most of the time!!! I know he loves when you praise him in bed too, telling how well he fucks you, or how much you love his body. He could come from your praises alone, especially if you're dominant, oh, he's surely coming hard from that.
JONGHO / Strength Kink
WOOYOUNG / Degrading Kink
I know this little shit loves to be degraded and also loves to degrade. He's a real switch and a whole menace, okay? When he degrades, he loves to call you a whore, his little slut while either getting sucked or pounding you the shit out of you, it's getting in his blood and boost his dominant side. When he's being dominated, though.. it riles him up to being degraded, he can honestly come from just you calling him your little whore, without being touched.
Listen to me right now, that man knows how to use his strength, bro knows how to break an apple in two in 0.5 seconds, first of all, that's hot and attractive of him. Secondly, he would surely use that ability in bed, and like San, he would also manhandle you. Would fuck you against a wall without hesitation and would eat you out also against the wall, just supporting your thighs on his shoulders and holding you in place with his bare hands.
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Between you and me
Chapter 4 to Joel Miller x Reader Smutshot Collection
Masterlist
Pairing: F!Reader x Joel Miller
Summary: Joel is your dad's best friend, he has been since you were a bit younger. Now, you're a College student and Joel still works with your father and is still close with him. Little does your dad know, you and Joel have a little something on the side
Status of your guy's relationship in this one shot: Complicated
WC: 3.4k
Type: NSFW
Warnings: Reader is early 20s & Joel is late 30s, Degrading kink, Blowjob, He cums in your mouth, Making out, Light spanking, Unprotected P in V, Missionary, Pinning & He finishes inside of you
A/n: Hi! Hope you all enjoy. Please check out my masterlist, there's a lot of stuff there. You can get to know me, you can see the rules of my blog and then you can see all of my fanfictions. You'll be able to find the previous chapters to this fic and upcoming ones. You'll also be able to find my Wattpad & AO3. Comments, reblogs & likes are appreciated. Thank you
You had your earbuds in as you were listening to your study playlist. The current song playing was called 'Take on Me' by A-Ha; It is one of your favorite classics. Currently, you're studying for an environmental science test you have to take in class. Your major has literally nothing to do with it so you have to study extra hard considering you don't know much about the subject. The test is tomorrow morning-just great.
You've been home alone all day.
Your father works from the earlier hours of the morning until the later hours of the day. He is a contractor, he has been since you were a little girl. Ever since your mother, his wife, left the two of you, he's been awfully career focused.
It isn't necessarily a bad thing but you miss your father dearly, all the time. You're glad he's working though, it's a massive distraction. Your mother left the two of you a little over three years ago. Within that time, a lot has changed. You and your dad have grown more distant. You two are close, yes, but he's been too down in the dumps. You've told him numerous times to just go on a dating site or ask a pretty lady out but he completely shuts it down immediately.
That doesn't matter right now though, you have to get it off of your mind.
You've been studying for what feels like forever and you're getting awfully hungry-you've hardly ate today. You tend not to. The stress of school causes you to forget to. You know your dad will be home soon, it's possible he'll bring home some dinner. Practically everyday he does since he can't cook and he also doesn't want to burden you with cooking either.
Until he's home, you'll just focus on your school work.
You've been flipping through this damned pamphlet for like an hour and have gotten barley any progress done. It's hard to. You've got so many things on your mind. Your mother, your friends, Joel...
Shit, Joel...
He floods your mind constantly.
Admittedly, you've been hooking up with your dad's best friend. It started back in June-it is September now.
It was when he picked you up from Campus one day. Your dad had asked him to, trusted him to-you two fucked in his truck. You think about it often and how it all went down. One second he was driving, the next he was fingering you then he was deep inside of you as you rode him hard & fast. You'd never came like that before. That dick has some powers or something.
Then it happened again when you dropped lunch off to your dad at work.
Joel caught and glimpse of you and pretended to want to show you something in his little office then boom, he had you in his desk as he pounded into you.
You can't help but think about him. You get so wet at the simple mere thought of him. He knows what he does to you; He knows damn well. Whenever you two sext, he makes sure you cum just by his stupid, slutty messages.
You haven't seen him in a week or so and you two haven't hooked up since the last time which was when he fucked you at his place. You had lied to your dad, telling him you were going over to your friend McKennas house but truly, you headed over the Joel's. That's where he ate you out so good then fucked you, lovingly and passionately. You miss it. You miss him.
Suddenly, you heard your dad calling for you from downstairs. It sounded like he was in the kitchen.
"Sweetheart, I'm home, I brought you some dinner!" Yay! You were happy now and you can finally have a break-you totally deserve it. "Coming!" You shouted. You stood up and shut your music off, shutting your bedroom door as you exited it. You stammered down the stairs with haste, excited to eat. It smelt like Mexican food, you could smell it anywhere. You usually get the chimichanga with orange rice, it is heavenly!!!
Hopping off of the last step, you adjusted your tank top and walked through the open archway that led into the kitchen. On the marble island counter, you saw a bag of food and assumed yours was in there too. You glanced over at the brown table in the dining room and saw your dad. "Hi!" You said with a gleeful voice. You treaded to the bag and began to go through it, grabbing out the package with your name written on it. "Hi darling." Your dad said softly, he was already eating.
Were you two about to have an actual father-daughter dinner together? This is bound to end up in the history books.
You brought your container over to the table and right as you were about to sit down, a pair of fingers wrapped around the chair. You knew those fingers immediately-they were inside of you not to long ago. What the hell is Joel doing here? "Oh yeah, forgot to say something, Joel is here. He offered to put your new dresser together. You know I would darling but I have paperwork to do in my Study." This is just your fucking luck.
"Hey." Joel whispered, gazing at you. "Hi Joel." You breathed in deeply. The eye contact between the two of you was intense and clearly had sexual tension hosted in it. Your father cleared his throat and pointed at the chair. Joel pulled it out for you and you sat down and began to eat.
"I can get started on the dresser now. Where's it at?" Joel asked your father. "Just upstairs in her room. First door on your right." "Alrighty." Joel nodded and walked off.
You couldn't believe your goddamn dad let Joel go into your room to build your dresser. At this point, you'd rather do it yourself. It's not that you dislike Joel, not at all, but it's so difficult to be around the man. He makes you so aroused so easily. You practically need him.
You cut into a piece of the food and took a bite, chewing quickly. Your father was eating his dinner as well, he ordered some tacos, that's his usual. "How was work?" You asked. "Boring. We had to men fired today, bout goddamn time." You nodded at his words. "How's College been?" "Stressful." "You're a smart girl, I bet you're doing amazing." Your father praised you which honestly felt amazing.
"I have a test tomorrow on environmental science, I'm frustrated studying for it." "I'd help if I could but I never took that class. Just try your best, my dear, you'll do just fine." You were grateful for his confidence in you.
The food was really good, especially the rice. It felt great to finally eat. "Is your food good?" "Yeah dad, thank you for getting me some." "Of course." He welcomed you. You continued to eat. There was an urge though-an urge to go and check on Joel. Not necessarily check up on him, rather jump in his pants. You need him, the urge is present and so very clear.
You decided to eat a bit more before you'd excuse yourself.
"I was thinking that this weekend I'll stay over at Lydia's." "Lydia? You haven't spoken of her in a while." Wow! He actually noticed! There's a dad point for him. "Yeah well, girls fight, it's what we do. I miss her though. We want to see that new movie." "Do you need any money?" "No thanks dad, I have some." You assured him. In all actuality, Joel gave you some money recently, he enjoys spoiling you.
You scooped up some rice and ate it, chewing more slowly now. You didn't want to seem as if you were in a rush, that would just make this dinner awkward. You love your father, truly, you don't want to make him feel as though you want to get away from him. Your yearn for Joel is just so much more.
"We should have Chinese food tomorrow." You giggled, sipping from your water bottle. "That's funny because I was going to order that tonight but I switched last minute." Your dad chuckled. "We can definitely have Chinese tomorrow." You two smiled at each other. You love spending time with your dad like this.
After taking a couple more bites, you cleared your throat and sipped your water. "Dad, I'm gonna go help Joel. I feel bad after all, I could be building it." A little white lie can take you far. "Sure thing darling, I'll put your food away. I'll just be in the basement doing my work, ok? Holler if you need me, either one of yous." "Got it. Love you, thanks for dinner, it was tasty." You kissed your dad on the head and rushed up the stairs; So much for not seeming urgent.
You heard the sound of shuffling as you walked up the stairs. He must've already started working. You were nervous. You two haven't talked one on one in a bit.
Entering your bedroom, you saw Joel's burly figure kneeled as he was screwing some pieces together. He looked up at you with a smirk before talking, "Hey sweet thing." "Hi Joel." You kneeled down beside him. There were screws and other random teeny parts beside him. He was determined to get this dresser complete for you. There was also a toolbox a few inches from his body.
"Do you need any help?" "Not at all, this is easy." "Okay." You chuckled. You were extra nervous now, very much on edge. The tension between you two was something else. You wish you had the balls to just make a move.
The dresser appeared to only be in the beginning stages of completion. It wasn't surprising, he only started minutes ago. "Thank you for doing this." "S'okay, anytime, anything for you." He hummed.
You finally built the courage to say something to him, anything. Anything that would indicate you yearned for him, longed for him.
Joel stood up and walked over to your other dresser, grabbing some random miscellaneous tool. "I've been thinking about you." You admired. You were still on your knees, just looking up at him as he stared down at you. "That a fact?" "Mhm." You nodded. "Been thinkin' 'bout you too baby." Joel whispered. You looked behind you and scooted over to your bedroom door, closing it & locking it all while remaining on your knees.
"You have?" "I always am." Joel grunted, ambling towards you. You wanted him even more now. He's so attractive, so sexy. "What have you been thinking about?" "You know... Your face, your body, your touch and how good it would feel if you had me down your throat." He was such an ass in the best way possible. You giggled and looked down at his crotch area. He was wearing his work pants with a leather belt. "Is that what you want?" "Hm?" "For me to give you a blowjob?" You said seductively, slowly inching your way towards him.
He got the hint and chuckled. "What if your dad hears?" "He won't, he said he's going down to his study." You reassured him. Your hands were already at his belt. He scoffed and snickered. "Such a dirty girl, you're so needy." He slightly degraded you. He knows you're into it. "You need me down your throat." Joel grunted. You messed with his belt till you tossed it to the side, quickly pulling his stained jeans down along with his briefs.
His erect cock sprung out. He was rock hard. He's also so big, so long, so girthy. You've never had it so good. You gazed up at him, your eyes locking with his dark brown eyes. You licked your lips sexually and bit the lower one-pre-cum squirting out of his tip as you did. "Goddamn baby." He groaned, admiring you. You smiled and looked down at his member. It was directly in front of you, just waiting to feel your pretty wet lips around it. You did in fact need him down your throat. You want to feel his warm seed seep down your tight throat.
You wrapped your pink lips around his pale tip. You licked up his pre-cum, allowing it to coat your tongue. You heard him moan from above you. It's adorable how easily you get him going. He tasted amazing. "You're so pretty." He whispered, standing still and just letting you do your thing.
You shoved your head forward, taking him deep in your mouth. His cock is so big, you practically feel like you're choking on him anytime you blow him off; He loves it though. You held onto the base of his dick as you sucked him off, occasionally looking up at him. The first time you glanced up, his eyes were closed due to the intense pleasures but the second time, he was looking down at you. The look in his eyes was dark and stern. He looks so sexy when he's horny.
"Choke on me baby, that's it, good girl." Joel praised you. You love that too. You share not only a degrading kink, but a praising one too-you are a two in one deal.
Bobbing your head forward and backwards, you began to move it faster. You couldn't wait to feel him release. Him cum doesn't taste bad. You love it. You're obsessed with Joel in a way words couldn't describe. It's hard to explain. You don't particularly think you love him or are in love with him but... Maybe? You licked his tip, then all the way down his hardened dick, earning a twitch out of it. "Feels so damn good." He muttered, his hand going to your hair, the other remaining at his side.
The sounds of you gagging on his dick filled the room. Your spit was all around him and dripping onto the floor-you couldn't help it. He made a 'tsk' noise.
"Oh pretty baby, drooling for me, hm?" He teased. With his hand in your hair, he tugged your head upwards so you'd be looking at him. The grip he had on your hair was firm. "I'm gonna cum." Joel grunted, pushing your head for you now. All you did was use your tongue. You just kept slurping and sliding your wet tongue along the base of his length.
With only a few more licks & sucks, you felt his warm, gooey fluid flood down your throat. Like the good girl you are, you swallowed every last drop for him. "Jesus Christ..." He panted out, still holding your soft, silky hair. "That's it darlin'." Joel murmured.
You pulled away, wiping away the excess cum from your lips, cleaning them off. You looked up at him with watery eyes and he cooed. "Come here princess." You listened, you couldn't. You can't resist him.
As you began to lift yourself up, he pulled you into him. Your lips pressed against his. His hands went to your ass cheeks, squeezing both of them as he slipped his tongue into your wet, needy mouth. "Mmph." You moaned, caressing his scruff as the two of you made out passionately. You loved feeling his tongue in your mouth-you could just think about it flicking your clit. "Need to fuck you." He growled, bringing his hand to your ass, hard.
You giggled against his lips, sliding your tongue along his.
"Do you think you could be quick & quiet." "I know I can, the question is, can you?" Joel teased, caressing your ass as the two of you made out. It felt so good, so pleasurable. Yes, you could. Anything for him. You nodded, indicating you could. You seriously need him-now.
Joel practically tossed you onto your bed. You snickered and pulled your shorts down, along with your panties. Joel's eyes were stuck on your lower half the entire time, he was clearly enthralled. "Are you going to sit there and gawk or fuck me?" You bit your lip, laying your head against your soft, large pillows. He scoffed and mounted you, his arms holding himself up on either side of you. "This what you want babygirl?" "You know I want it, I need it." You were basically begging at this point.
With a chuckle, Joel pumped himself a couple times before aligning his cock with your entrance. You were still beyond soaked-it'd be enough lubricant. You were a bit nervous. With your father in the same house, just two stories below, he could potentially hear the two of you. You'll just pray for the best; Joel can keep you silent.
You winced slightly as he pushed his girthy dick inside of you, it was extremely hard; You were surprised he was able to come back from his high so quickly. "Joel..." You whimpered, wrapping your arms around his neck. "I know baby, I know." He grunted, becoming used to the feeling of your tight cunt around him. "Missed this." He whispered to you. He brought himself down to your face, kissing you a few times before he began to thrust into you at a decent pace, knowing you could take it.
With every movement, you could feel him going deeper inside of you. His cock rubbed so well against your clenched walls. You needed this, and you got it. You love it whenever he fucks you; You go dumb on his dick.
You couldn't help but watch his face, the way it contorted and shifted. You are honored by the way you're able to make him feel. He gets pussy drunk so easily. "You're so damn tight." He groaned, his mouth agape as he stared down at you. The stare the two of you shared was loving and lustful. You two needed each other. You would've never imagined you'd be getting fucked by your dad's friend but, here you are. Here the two of you are.
As he picked up the pace, his force got rougher. His pelvis was slamming into you; Your thighs will definitely be bruised after this. Your bed was slightly creaking to, but not loud enough to where your father may hear. "Just like that." You whined. Your head tilted backwards. The pleasure is immense, it's so much.
Joel slowly removed your arms from around your neck as he pinned them to the bed. You love being able to touch him just as much as you love being restrained. "Wish we could do this more often," Joel hummed, "I love seeing you like this baby." He added on. You giggled, gazing at him. "I need this more often." "Ya, you do, don't ya?" Joel was so cocky. "Need me inside of you, always." You moaned at his words. He isn't wrong.
At this point, he was pounding into you. Every thrust, every slip & slide, every movement in general was bringing you closer and closer to your breaking point.
"You feel so fuckin' good."
"I wanna see you cum around me."
"Gonna fill this pretty pussy up."
Each sentence also brought you closer. He is such a dirty man.
"Look at you, lookin' dumbed out as I fuck you."
"Just a little dirty slut."
"Keep takin' it darlin'."
Every. Sentence.
"I think I'm gonna cum." You whined. You attempted to get your wrists out of his grasp but your attempts were futile. "Please, don't stop." You begged, closing your eyes tightly. "Mmm, cum for me." And just like that, you did. Just by his words, you can so easily finish.
You moaned softly. Your entire back arched as your orgasm washed over you. You could feel your already tight walls clench further, and that only helped Joel cum sooner. You felt his semen spill inside of you, marking it's territory. "Goddammit." You heard Joel mumble under his breath.
Both of you were shaking with pleasure as you two both came down from your high. Sadly, no aftercare can happen, your father is just downstairs-no risks.
"That was perfect." Joel whispered, leaning up at kissing your nose, then your forehead. You laughed and breathed in deeply, "I'll be thinking of this next time I touch myself." "Oh babygirl, you better." Joel snickered, kissing you passionately before unfortunately having to pull away.
"C'mon sweet thing, let's get dressed before your daddy comes up here." "Ugh, alright." You obliged.
What a perfect evening...
#the last of us#tlou#joel miller#pedro pascal#joel miller smut#pedro pascal smut#joel miller x you#joel miller x reader#joel miller fanfiction#smut#tumblr fyp
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Hi! Feel free to ignore this ask but I wanted to know for my own sanity. I've sadly had to unfollow a lot of my favourite transfem creators lately as I've discovered they're transandrophobes. I wanted to know if you feel the same (that transandrophobia either doesn't exist or that claiming it does is an oppressive action).
As a transfem, I sincerely hope you aren't a transandrophobe simply because I find your posting cute, informative, and fun! And also because it would be nice to know of fellow transfems who value the voices of our transmasc brothers.
I don't think this is quite going to be the answer you want but
Any response I give to this ask is going to be useless. I don't like interacting with those posts that are like "reblog if your blog is a safe space for X group âșïž" for that same reason. It's gotta be based on what you've actually seen in my blog over time, not whatever I would respond here.
Any answer I could give to this would either be a vapid, empty statement, or it's going to be a long quibble about terminology without substance. And tbh, I think that a lot of people claiming transandrophobia "doesn't exist" are falling in the second category.
So I'm not gonna give you your clean answer here one way or the other, because this ask is fundamentally meaningless.
I'm also going to flip this around and ask you a question: what exactly do you hope to get by "testing" me like this? I don't want an answer to that straight away, but the question also isn't rhetorical. Give it legitimate thought.
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ive literally never found. pokephillia blog and im so happy like woohoo yippee jumping up and down happy,,, anyways do you have any headcanons for a lilligant x female reader ? or something like tgatt im trying to think of stuff but i havent been able to as of lately augh, its the worst T_T
awww this is such a sweet ask :D!! again, i'm sorry for letting it sit in my inbox so long OTL
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Lilligant, in the minds of most people, is a notoriously demanding Pokémon. In reality, this is not the case whatsoever. The truth is, most people are interested only in Lilligant's flowers, which are, indeed, incredibly difficult to get to bloom and upkeep. Lilligant themselves have a gentle disposition, like most Grass types!
You would need to worry little about taking care of her flower. In your case, it withering away and never regrowing is the sign of their love for you! It means she's never intending or being another's partner in her lifetime.
Lilligant, though she can not shed her own leaves, would really enjoy watching you dress up! Especially in dresses or skirts, if you do like them. They remind them of her own appearance, and it makes her happy to think you would want to match her!
She likes to dance, and would be happy if you joined her, too. Lilligant can never quite sit still, always bouncing on her feet or swaying from side to side... There is nothing that makes her happier than when you take her 'hands' in yours and twirl her around, or pick her up! The air will smell sweet from her joy and happiness.
At times, she will wander off, only to return with the most beautiful flowers or the sweetest fruits you've ever seen cradled in her arms. If you're the outdoorsy type, she would love going on hikes with you, though she might needs some breaks along the way. Both to soak up sunlight, and to allow her short legs some rest!
Most Lilligant are clingy, and yours is no exception. They pick a partner for life, and both love to accept and receive affection! She'll jump around your feet or pull at your clothes for you to lean down or pick her up. She'll try to kiss you, despite not having much in the way of lips! In general, she really likes to be carried around.
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I was torn between writing a happy new year post or not, and i actually thought against it. Honestly, i'm afraid of 2025 and what it will bring, and like, i'm exhausted before the new year has even started, but i also don't want to start the new year with bad vibes or fear.
but then I got tagged by my moots and friends, telling me I've made their 2024 better, wishing me a happy new year, and so on, and i kinda want to cry. I'm not gonna lie, I'm still afraid of 2025, but then I remind myself that I have tumblr and all these amazing people, and then I'm reminded that I'm not alone anymore.
To the people who have tagged me, thank you so so much:
@enegoddammit thank you for the tag. I do know you, and i'm really sorry if i haven't interacted much with you (there are tons of awesome people/blogs i know but don't dare to talk to QAQ). Thank you for tagging me, and I'm glad you love my cherik content. p.s. love that cherik art you drew (roadtrip night? Yes please!)
@griddleharkbrainrot thank you for the tag, i'm glad and honored that i could make your 2024 better (in any way). Also, i don't think i'm a celebrity?? but thank you so much for saying that!! you've got an amazing blog yourself! you can yell at me about cherik anytime...
@mapofyourstars thank you for tagging me, and i'm so glad i made your 2024 better -- please know that you have made my year better too. i have been rather inactive lately, but i have seen your gifs, your fics, and your posts, and i want to mention that i love them. Thank you for writing cherik fics, every time I see you post about it I'm amazed at your cherik passion and your writing speed hahaha. I'm really sorry I haven't had time to properly read and comment on your fics, but please know that they're on my tbr list, and when I have time I WILL properly savor them. :)
@theofficialinternetloner thank you for tagging me. You're a really dear friend of mine and I don't know what else to say except thank you, keep writing, and please be happy. it's been great having you around, it's great to read your cherik fics and it's great to see your posts on my dash even if i'm not in your fandoms, hahaha.
@uniquecellest Thank you for the tag, and I wish you a Happy new year also!!!
@sonics-atelier thank you!!! meeting you has been amazing and I love seeing your posts on my dash.
And to all the people who have made my 2024 an amazing year, thank you so much:
@roosterbox @inmymagnetoera @dick-helmet-magneto @fullcatkryptonite @xaviersjames @mystiquesvendetta @meidui @crucifiedbymypriestess @clockwork-stars @magneticallyyours @starswaveintheocean @stew-skys-husband @exoticb-utters @slagneto4life @hofstadt3r @accelactor @fancychaostraveller @alchemagickal @kataosmth @mkpersephone @teddybarebones @magnetoisnotahappybunny @castleartsebaciel @charlesx-cherikhannigramloustat @crazylazydays @wilkkio @mintedwitcher @stuckysimp @neonwizardheehee @ouchpotatoex @undeadfly @thatcrazymind @transgenderchainsawman @polaris-likethestar @xxplastic-cubexx @velvet4510 @221berkeleysquare @mapofyourstars @veevil @mat-of-superwholock @chris-in-the-headlights @swordsandsadness @jaymoriarty-knight
I wish you all a happy new year, and I truly hope 2025 brings all of us joy, happiness, and maybe new fandoms where we can all fall in love with blorbos...
Thank you so much for everything, and I hope you have a good day!!!
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Ok I need to know what's going on with this bedman guy because jeez this guy is sounding like a nuance and I'm sorry you had to go through with him.
To start: I don't want anyone hunting this guy down and harassing him like he's been harassing others. Just block him if he bothers you.
From what other people have told me, he's harassed and bullied other people for how they write/draw Bedman, or for their personal thoughts and headcanons about him. Anything that's different from how he views Bedman pisses him off. I've had a minimum of 5 people tell me about their interactions with this guy and they've all been negative and discouraged them from wanting to do anything with Bedman. Some people (as you've probably seen from the asks I've answered recently) have even moved on from Guilty Gear because of him. It seems like anyone that's ever interacted with Bedman has run into him or heard about someone else that's dealt with him though lmao
I knew about him a tiny bit before I ended up having to deal with him personally because a friend was in his Discord server and bounced after it started getting weird/judgmental. I think what initially got me on his shitlist was this post I reblogged and added some translation notes to from the (now retired) GG confessions blog. In short, an anon said that Daisuke meant for Bedman to be sexy and I explained that the word used has a bit more nuance than that. This will be relevant later.
So back in late February into March of this year, we had some people join the GG wiki server that apparently had past beef with each other that was getting out of hand. We asked them to leave. They were cool with it and understood why. It was done and over with in a few hours. Bedman fucker guy apparently ALSO had beef with one of these dudes (which he contacted one of our admin about) and also said that he wanted to make edits to the Bedman article. But it had been locked when we forked the wiki (iirc) from Fandom and we left it locked when the wiki went public on March 25th because this guy had threatened to "rip it to shreds" or something goofy. As if undoing edits on the wiki is any harder than clicking a single button.
Anyway, before all that, one of our admins was talking with him on behalf of the admins as a whole and explained that we weren't going to unlock the Bedman page but if he had edits he wanted added, we could put them on there for him. But he got mad and said that he wanted credit for editing the wiki (??). We did eventually find out what he wanted changed though. He wanted to put info about Bedman's age on there that made it sound like he was a legal adult.
No such info exists in the canon. There's nothing. There's one line Chipp says where he describes Bedman as being in his "mid-to-late teens" and that's it. It's almost 1:1 the same line in both Japanese and English.
We asked this guy what his source was and after talking in circles for seemingly forever he said he didn't actually have anything. So we were like. Ok. Thanks for wasting our time, I guess.
During, before, and after all this, we found out he was trash talking us (wiki admins) and him and some of his peons from his echo chamber were making memes wishing death on us and shit. You know, like any well-adjusted adult does. He insulted my translations too, which is why I think that Bedman post I reblogged from the confessions blog set him off. It's the only time I've ever translated anything related to Bedman because, to be frank, I didn't like that character before all this and I definitely don't like him now.
Once we stopped talking with him, we figured it was done and over with. The Bedman page eventually got unlocked and people that could write about him without talking out their asses to justify their biased headcanons fixed the outdated info and cited things, etc.
Then in August (SIX MONTHS LATER) we found out this dork had been stalking my blog and continuing to shit talk me exclusively in his server. I didn't even ever talk to the little bastard directly and I never posted about how he treated the wiki admins and I until after all this, so I don't know what the hell his problem was. Six months!!! Half a year he spent hating on me and having his echo chamber send me bait asks on here!!
What finally sent me over the edge was when he started telling people I supported Sol/Sin. Like hell I do!! He fucked up when I got a bait ask wondering "where my post where I defended sol/sin" went. No one but this Bedman guy was talking about me having any interest at all in that ship so it was obvious as the sun at noon who this ask came from. I never made a post "defending" it, but I think at one point I probably made one that mentioned that I don't give two farts what people ship, even if it's a ship I can't stand (like Sol/Sin), because I know how to close the tab or scroll away when I see people playing dolls with video game characters in a way I don't like. That does NOT mean I support everything people do. It DOES mean that I don't get my panties in a twist over thought crimes though. I'm too old to stress myself out over unofficial fan works of people that aren't even real, I have deadlines I need to meet.
I called him out on all the shit he put me and the wiki team through on that ask and, in typical Bedman fucker guy fashion, he played an elaborate game of telephone whining and crying that people were going to bully him or whatever tf because I'd gone public about his immaturity. Well. He had six goddamn months to stop acting like a fool and he didn't. So here we are.
I cannot stress enough how:
This went on for over half a year
I stopped thinking about him after the initial wiki incident and if he kept his mouth shut we wouldn't still be talking about it now
I have never spoken to him directly and don't even know his social media handles because he was/is too much of a baby to talk to me himself
His vitriol was fueled entirely by the fact that people: A. View Bedman (a dead fictional character) differently than him and B. We wouldn't let him put on the wiki that Bedman was legally fuckable.
Btw he wanted that on the wiki because he wrote (or drew?) mature/nsfw art of Bedman and people were mean to him about it so he wanted to have a wiki on his side so they'd leave him alone
That's the gist of it.
Since this got so long I just want to repeat what I said at the start: Don't hunt him down to harass him. Just block him if he shows up on your posts. He's not worth any more effort than that.
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Hey there, congrats on the 2000 followers! I wanted to see if you were still taking submissions for the mini celebration you were having. If you are, could you do a story about these progress pictures?
Keep up with the great blog and here's to another 2k followers
He was already one of the bigger and stronger guys at the gym when I first saw him. Nice bic pecs, a defined mid-section, and arms that earned him many stares. I was one of those, I won't hide it: I wanted to be that big too, one day.
But when I talked to him, I soon found out he didn't care for all those envious - and sometimes lustful - stares. All he wanted was to grow bigger and get stronger.
"The bigger you get the more you want to grow," he said, when I pointed ou he was already massive. He was drinking a gigantic shake in the locker room, his abs already bloated. After giving me some more advice, he tilted back his head to chug the last of his shake, his belly inching forward ever so slightly.
"Damn, I'm so bloated," he laughed nervously, noticing my eyes staring at his belly.
"You always have this much?" I asked, still in awe.
"Lately, yes. Trying to bulk up, but it turns out you need a real lot to be in a surplus when you're my size."
He moaned and rubbed his belly with one hand, as he flexed his other arm. In every gym, you see guys with big bloats, but this was seriously big.
"But like, is it safe to let you belly get this big?"
"Yeah, it's kinda freaky how big it gets. But it's just a bloat. And I want that extra muscle so bad."
*
This was indeed a daily occurrence. He'd bloat himself crazy after each session. Earning himself plenty of stares, from terror to jealousy passing by fascination, sometimes freaking himself out by the size of his bloat. But for his efforts, he was rewarded with consistent strength and muscle gains.
One day, he turned up at the gym with an already bloated tank, stretching his shirt tight.
"Big lunch?" I asked
"Big dinner, really. I was still so bloated when I woke up," he said, slowly rubbing his huge round gut. "Fitting breakfast and lunch in there was rought. But I want those gains so bad."
He really was huge. I'd seen him leave the gym after some monster chugging sessions with a smaller bloat than this. Watching him pump iron with a belly that looked like it would explode if poked the wrong way was both fascinating and terrifying.
And yet, his workout done, I found him in the locker room, holding the same monster shake. His bloat hadn't gone down one bit, digestion being offset by the water he'd been drinking between sets.
"There's no way you've got room all that, right?" I let out.
"I'm gonna make it fit. Can't miss out on any gains."
He didn't so much chug the shake as brute-force it into his already overloaded belly. His neck muscles working hard, leaning back or to the side as his stomach was forced to stretch. I stood fascinated, both telling myself I might need to jump in if he hurt himself, and in awe of how a single belly could hold so much.
Once done, he opened his mouth to burp, but no sound came out. He was beyond maxed out. Way past his limit.
"I think I need a belly rub," he said.
His belly looked so full I was scared to touch it. But, no one had ever looked as desperately in need of belly rubs as ths guy had.
Just a slight touch and I straight away felt the insane pressure inside his huge belly. As if the huge volume of food and shake was pushing against my hand with all its strength. Just touching the belly seemed to provide a visible amount of relief
"I needed that," he said.
I tried moving my hands around a bit. Like any self-respecting gym bro, I'd overdone it with the shake or the cheat meals a few times, and had some experience, but this was no ordinary bloated belly. His already huge stomach was so overloaded it seemed like he had gone beyond his capacity, forcing it to stretch. There really wasn't much I could do, though it seemed
I offered to drive him home. And to stay with him for at least a bit, as it didn't feel right to leave someone alone with a gut this dangerously stuffed. We lied him down on his bed, his enormous belly taking up a freakish amount of space. Jutting out vertically from below his beefy pecs, and rising up high in the air before it even started to curve back down.
"You really do want those gains bad," I joked.
"Yeah," he replied. I got a chucke out of him. "So bad I almost burst."
Desite almost all the energy in his body being redirected to managing his gargantuan bloat, he mustered enough strength to flex one of his arms.
I ended up staying the night.
The next morning, his bloat no longer looked like it was at risk of bursting, but still stuck out from beyong his pecs by a few inches. Not surprising, as even big muscle guy like him couldn't digest that much in just one night.
What did surprise me was how hungry he was. Even with a bloat big enough to freak out a smaller guy, his belly was still grumbling in hunger, loud enough to wake both of us up. Begging for a gigantic breakfast that he immediately got up to make for himself.
"How are you still hungry?" I asked.
"I don't know, I just am. My belly feels like it's empty."
The hunger only faded when his belly was back to being close to the size it had been last night. I was concerned, but he was now getting excited: with all this food, he was going to be able to put on even more muscle.
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Rather than try and calm down after overloading his belly so much, he only increased his intake. His belly did not explode, but his strenth did. PR after PR was crushed. He was adding size at an insane pace.
All that weight wasn't muscle of course. A gigantic belly stuck out at all times. The constant overeating made it adapt. It kept getting bigger, of course, and it got sturdier. His belly no longer looked like a bloated six pack that would burst if poked the wrong way, but like a solid powerbelly, capable of digesting just about anything.
His abs were now gone from sight (though likely bigger and stronger than ever), but he didn't care. The giant belly wasn't just a tool to get bigger muscles, it was a point of pride in itself: just like he had the biggest guns, he also had the biggest gut. And he wanted both bigger.
#musclegut#male stuffing#male belly story#weight gain story#gainer story#stuffing story#belly story#dirty bulk#bloating story#story
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kim gyuvin. true feelings
â i'll do anything, just don't ignore me anymore. â
pairing â kim gyuvin x f!reader
genre â fluff, slight angst, friends to lovers
synopsis â after his best friend starts ignoring him, gyuvin intends on finding out why.
warnings â none! third person pov, lowercase intended, not proofread thoroughly. mentions of dog union </3 i miss junhyeon
word count â 1,737
notes â starting off my blog with a gyuvin fic since he is my bias & is always. on my mind đ”âđ« enjoy! i hope that there aren't that many mistakes..
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the past week had been weird ; y/n had been weird. if somebody were to ask what had happened to the once smiley girl who liked hanging out with her bestfriend, kim gyuvin wouldn't know the answer.
all he knew was that one day, y/n was his best friend but all of a sudden, she was avoiding him every time they were in the same proximity. in classrooms, hallways, even more, she could barely look him in the eyes now.
he could be clueless to how people may act sometimes, but y/n made it abundantly clear what her motives were the day she began avoiding him. maybe it was because he paid attention to her solely more than other people? he didn't know the answer.
"don't you think you're exaggerating it a bit? i'm sure it's nothing," kum junhyeon assured, putting his banana milk down on the table, "she's probably just busy. sounds to me like you miss her presence."
"noâ i swear! i can handle when she's busy but she's been outright avoiding me for the past week and i have no idea why," gyuvin passionately expressed, stretching out his entire body on the chair he was sitting on, "she hasn't even spoken to me once yet!"
just as the two were speaking, park gunwook walked into the convenience store that the three agreed to meet at ; he was late. while gunwook scrambled around to find the snacks he had been craving all day, gyuvin started speaking again.
"gunwook, can you tell this guy that i'm not exaggerating? y/n really has been ignoring me!" gyuvin shouted out to the boy who seemed like he was in his own world by the ramyeon.
"sureâ sure whatever you say..." gunwook yelled back, not paying any attention to whatever the two boys were speaking about as he headed toward the cash register to pay.
"okay, he's clearly not paying any attention," junhyeon shook his head, "but seriously... maybe it's just all in your head, y/n wouldn't ignore you."
"maybe she found out that you have feelings for her," gunwook proposed, walking by nonchalantly with the intent of cooking his ramyeon with the microwave next to the table they were sitting at.
"wait... maybe your right!" gyuvin started to panic, looking at junhyeon with a look as if he had just seen a ghost, "but how could she know? i've been so cool about it."
"cool? yeah, i wouldn't use that word for how you've been acting," junhyeon let out a gargle of laughs, "remember that time you gave her a bruise on her forehead after you got flustered by how close she was to you?"
"heyâ you said you would never bring that up again!" gyuvin groaned, remembering the look on y/n's face when she saw the damage he had done, "if she knows, then i'm done for!"
"maybe this will give you a chance to confess to her," gunwook suggested, finally sitting down with the two as he took a bite out of his ramyeon.
"yeah, how can i do that if she can't even look me in the face anymore..." gyuvin grumbled, covering his face with his hands, "yesterday, i was 3 feet away from her and she almost ran into a wall."
"maybe she was just looking at your face and realized howâ" junhyeon commented before being cut off by gyuvin.
"if you finish that sentence, i will hurt you," gyuvin sent a death glare in his direction, "i need to do something right? gunwook, help me out here!"
"han river!" gunwook choked out, his cheeks filled with ramyeon as he spoke up.
"han river? dude, you just got here and you want to go to han river?" junhyeon raised an eyebrow, looking at the younger boy weirdly.
"noâ y/n is at han river right now!" gunwook said in a clearer tone after swallowing his ramyeon, "look, she just posted something on her story."
gunwook turned his phone to face the two boys after pressing on y/n's story again, showing the two boys as they scanned the photo carefully. the room fell into silence, the only sound being heard was the cash register and the freezers in the back.
during that moment of silence, they all exchanged looks with one another realizing the opportunity at hand. the room may have been quiet, but gyuvin's expressions were filled with panic and confusion about what to do next ; he looked at the two as if he was waiting for them to give him the answers.
"well, what are you waiting for? go and talk with her before she leaves!" junhyeon shouted at gyuvin, ushering him out of his seat to the point where he almost fell on the floor.
"by monday, she'll be ignoring you againâ you gotta catch her off guard!" gunwook added to the panic the boy was going through, basically yelling at him until he ran out of the store.
"wow, we are such good friends," junhyeon nodded his head pleased, picking up his banana milk to take a sip.
"seriously, what would those two do without us?" gunwook agreed, letting out a laugh as he took another bite of his ramyeon.
"that ramyeon looks good, can iâ"
"go buy your own," gunwook cut him off, looking at him with a serious face while he ate ramyeon.
the han river wasn't far from the convenience store that gyuvin was at, yet he still made sure to stride with the biggest steps his long legs could do. this was his only chance to talk to y/n, to find out why she was ignoring him.
gyuvin needed to know what he had possibly done to make her avoid him to such an extend. was it really because she found out he had a crush on her?
"gosh, how can i keep this up?" y/n let out an exasperated sigh, leaning over the railing of the river as she stared out into the distance.
"at this rate, i should just move schools to avoid him!" she exaggerated, "but... my mom would never let me move though.."
"ugh, why me!?" y/n groaned, throwing a rock into the river and watching it bounce a few times before sinking into the river.
just as she was in her thoughts, zoning out from anything that was happening in the real world; gyuvin appeared, standing right behind her while panting as he finally found her.
"y/n," gyuvin called out, his hands on his knees as he was panting from all the running.
after hearing her name be called, y/n turned around to find the brown-haired boy standing there. she was shocked to say the least, but it's not like she wasn't the one who posted on her instagram hoping he would come.
slowly, gyuvin gained his breath once again and walked up to the girl slowly before pulling her into a tight hug. his hand fell onto her head, allowing her to rest her head on his shoulder.
y/n should've pushed him away, she knows she should've. but it had been a week and she missed her bestfriend. all his warm smiles, the way his eyes light up whenever she buys him snacks or his head falling onto her shoulder whenever they rode the bus together. she missed the boy she had fallen for so easily.
"why have you been ignoring me?" gyuvin asked after a moment of silence, his voice sounding like it was about to crack, "please, just talk to me."
"if i did something wrong, tell meâ i'll... i'll fix it!" his voice pleaded and his grasp on y/n tightened, "i'll do anything, just don't ignore me anymore."
"is this because i like you? i can un-like you if you want!" gyuvin admitted, resting his head on y/n's head when she suddenly pushed him away for a moment after he spoke.
"waitâ you like me?" y/n spoke in a whisper, not knowing how to respond to his words, "this whole time, you've liked me?"
"yes? wait... so you didn't know? why were you avoiding me then?" gyuvin questioned, sniffling his now red nose, "do you know how stressed i've been because of this?"
"okay... the truth is, i like you too," y/n confessed, letting out a sigh, "i didn't think you liked me so.. i tried to distance myself from you. it's stupid i know, i was just confused.. and scared."
"i didn't want to lose you as my friend, but i guess my idea wasn't the smartest way to go about it.." she admitted, giving a slight smile to gyuvin.
"you idiot.. how could i not like this face?" gyuvin muttered, cupping y/n's face while smiling, "there's not one day where i don't wake up and think of you, y/n. i really, really do like you."
"i like you too," y/n responded, pulling the boy in for another hug as she wrapped her arms around his waist, "and i really missed talking to you too. do you know how hard it is to not have anyone to talk to everyday?"
"atleast you didn't have to put up with junhyeon and gunwook," gyuvin poked fun at, hearing y/n's small giggles that were muffled.
"so what do we do now?" y/n asked, slowly releasing herself from gyuvin's grip although she didn't want to let go of his warm embrace.
"i don't know, how do people do this boyfriend-girlfriend thing?" gyuvin scratched the back of his neck, unsure of what to do next.
sure, their feelings were now 'figured out', but there was still one question. what was next? the two liked eachother, but what the heck were they supposed to know about relationships? they had no experience whatsoever. so what was next?
"well, let's start small then?" y/n initiated, putting her hand out in front of gyuvin, "would you.. like to go out with me sometime, kim gyuvin?"
"i thought you would never ask. i would love to do that, l/n y/n," gyuvin cheekily smiled, intertwining their hands as y/n slightly pulled him forward so that they could walk together.
maybe they didn't know what was next. but that was okay, because they could find out in their own â most likely weird â way. they were together now and that's all that mattered now.
© gyubaseone â please refrain from copying, translating, reposting, or claiming my work as your own.
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Hey can you write another 'showered in affection' chapter? The writing is so cute! Just can't stop imagining living in that paradise and it seems so sweet and fun!
I think this is probably the longest mini series on my blog so far. Sure thing butterfly
previous part
Showered with Love and affection pt 5
It has been around a month and a half maybe? You honestly lost track of time along the way with how much affection you were given. But it's not like it bothered you too much. In fact, it was quite nice here. Alright that's an understatement- It was AWESOME!
You were treated like a god/goddess, Cookies came from far and near to visit you. You got large sums of donations and occasionally got visited by both beasts and ancients too. Separately, of course. It was like having your birthday everyday. And imagine what'll happen when it's actually your birthday, Dang.
The younger cookies gifts were usually toys, drawings/letters and even sweets. Though you did often insist they keep the toys and sweets for themselves as it felt a bit wrong to take those from them. Still, you had quite a few of them.
Cookies who could be assumed as young adults bought you nice clothes and even a few extra things like tickets to concerts. They'd even give you games if they saw that you like them.
Adult cookies gifted you you a variety of things depending on what kind of cookie they were. These gifts were ranged from clothes, food, weapons and even decorations for your residential place.
Elder cookies gifted you clothes they made, and if they couldn't gift that, they'd gift you sweet and even tell you stories f the past. You were always fortunate enough to also get some money from them.
Of course, things didn't just end there, oh no no no. It wasn't only the cookies you got gifts from.
The gem mermaids also sent over some gifts. Usually rare and beautiful shells, or treasures from sunken ships. Sometimes they sent the shells in forms of necklaces and even crowns, which was impressive.
The Faerie cookies sent you some of the rarest and frankly most beautiful flowers and plants you've ever seen, many being indigenous there. Some weaponry was also sent as a means of protection if you ever really needed it.
The ancients pitched in by sending Juice from the Hollyberry kingdom, Weapons from the Dark Cacao kingdom, Gold from the Golden Cheese kingdom, even MORE rare flowers from the silver kingdom, and a variety of foods and magic tools from the vanilla kingdom.
As for the beasts, they visited during the night, often watching a puppet show with you while munching on snacks and lounging on a cloud. They were also cautious of any cookies finding them so they usually came very late.
The cookies of darkness sent a cakehound to deliver their gifts, which was usually a basket consisting of goodies and snacks.
You know you should eventually return to the human world, but staying here just felt more appealing. Everybody loves you here. Might as well stay a bit longer and don't let all their effort of brining you here got to waste.
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There seems to be some discourse lately about content, the kind of content, and the community as a whole. Now, the last thing I want to do is stir up anything, but I had some thoughts that I'd like to type out, and I appreciate whomever decides to read it.
The purpose of this band is to make us happy. You've heard it time and time again, as long as we go home at the end of that show feeling just a little better, then TF is satisfied. And it seems like lately that happiness is hard to achieve here, on twitter, or wherever else one is active.
On Headcanon
Were you sitting at work today? Home? And suddenly that thought popped into your head, a little scene playing out about Copia, or Terzo, or Secondo, or Primo. A thought that filled you with excitement, butterflies dancing in your belly, which had you smiling because yes, in the world that makes you happy, that is what they are like. That is what they do. That is what they say. It's an amazing thing and it's good and okay, and you should be excited about it. Because you just added another chapter to the amazing story in your head. And you decide to post about it, but...someone left you an anon. Someone left you a comment. Someone vague posted. And it hurt.
This is happening far too often across tumblr, and it needs to come to a close. I understand that we all have vastly different ideas of who the Papas are and how the Ministry works, but that does not give a single one of you an excuse to say anything untoward or foul to anyone else on this platform. And this isn't talking about any particular group because more often than not, posts like this are used to justify the actions of others. You do not have permission to use this to further your agenda. Be kind. Choose to ignore that fic. Choose to stay off that person's blog. Stop making posts at the expense of others just because you don't like a particular aspect of their world.
I promise you'll still be able to sleep at night.
On F! Reader and x Reader Fic
I have seen many posts since I joined tumblr to write for the Ghost fandom that express a dislike toward reader fics, and in particular f! reader fics. I can't speak for anyone else, but I'd like to just reflect on my own thoughts on the matter, and once again, I appreciate the time taken to read and perhaps understand where I'm coming from, and know that it is a place of care.
I am a woman. When I write fic, I am writing it to satisfy my own little world in my head. So naturally, I am going to make the reader female, because the universal you is not only the friends I share it with or those kind enough to read, but the you is me. Every sweet word whispered, or gentle touch from a Papa is something I wish would happen to me.
I do not have the right to invade someone else's perspective. I do not understand what it is to be a gay man. I do not understand what a trans person experiences every day, and therefore, I do not feel like it is my place to write these perspectives in an x reader fic, or more so than that, in smut. And otherwise, I'm just not comfortable in doing so. I know my experience, and isn't the first step of writing, writing what you know?
I want there to be inclusivity in writing, but that doesn't start with attacking other authors for writing from their own perspective. It doesn't start with making hostile posts about reader fics, because what's the outcome? You just end up with some people very hurt and unwilling to post their stories because they think it's unwanted.
If you feel comfortable exploring these topics, talk to your mutuals. Say hey, what can I do to gain a better understanding of the content that I'm writing? What can I do to ensure that I'm not fetishizing due to my lack of knowledge? Be a community, and help each other out.
On Notes and Reblogs
A note is not the value of your writing. Whether you receive just a few or hundreds, you have impacted someone. Someone loved your story. Someone is thinking about your story all day. Someone was able to make it through because that one thing line you wrote spoke volumes to them.
We put so much of our energy into worrying about notes that the reason we started writing in the first place is lost. It becomes a chore. There are a hundred WIPs sitting in our folders because it becomes so goddamn painful just to work on one.
No one owes you a reblog. No one owes you a like. And even though it's nice, and it's gratifying to see nice comments on something you worked hard on, notes cannot be used as a currency between followers or mutuals. It just becomes a poison. Your entire tumblr experience is going to be marred by the constant worry that you aren't good enough just based on a number.
Learn to appreciate the ones who do read. Allow your story to make you feel good because there it is! That thing you've been thinking about. It's written down. You brought it to life. That is far more valuable than a tumblr note.
If you've reached this point, thank you. Everything you're feeling is good, and okay, and we're gonna get through. Because even now? When it feels like things are more hostile than happy? You still have Ghost. And you still have everything.
#the band ghost#the band ghost community discourse#discourse#x reader fic#f reader fic#ghost headcanons#notes and reblogs#thoughts
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Hey there fellow true creature of the night have followed your blog for a while now i absolutely love and enjoy your work so much especially Undertaker since I an a huge big fan of the Undertaker as he is forever my all time most favourite wrestler one of my many comfort characters as well
Anyways I was wondering if you could possibly do a Ministry Taker x Reader fanfic or like a one shot where Taker kidnaps the reader and wants to make them their eternal bride of darkness and the Reader gladly accepts since they have been madly in love with Taker since the beginning of his career and I basically just want lots of fluff love and attention between the reader and ministry taker and you can even add a little bit of smut to it if your comfortable and completely okay with that but as long as there plenty of love attention kisses and fluff in it then I am happy anyways thank you for taking the time to read my request and please take your time with it as thereâs no rush at all thank you and keep up the amazing wonderful beautiful incredible work my friend
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Stupidly in love.
Ministry of darkness undertaker x F!Reader
Stupid, stupid, Stupid...
You strolled through the famous death Valley grave yard. Your friends dared you to go into the supposed haunted grave yard and see if all the rumors of the ministry of darkness were true. Of course you didn't believe them, the pictures of the supposed leader however were a staple in your mind that you thought about 24/7. You couldn't deny that you haven't fallen for the creature of the night that supposedly ruled over death Valley. You've only seen the pictures of the deadman sightings and damn you'd be lying if you didn't think he was one fine man. Or lack of really.
You strolled past the graves. Careful to not step on any parts of which the caskets would be laying below to give the people who have passed some respect. You sigh and glance back to try and see your friends at the gates. You've been walking for a good 20 minutes. But when your eyes snapped to what you hoped would be the gate in the distance. All you saw was the deep thick fog that had not been there just a few seconds ago. "The hell?" You whispered to yourself as you looked back in front of you only to see a tall hooded man in front of you. You froze looking up into the hood and your blood ran cold...the rumors were true. Too bad you wouldn't be able to tell anyone. In a flash the man quickly but gently placed a hand over your mouth. You had no time to struggle nor process the man's power as you slowly drifted into an unconscious state. All you heard was a few soft words uttered from his lips as you felt a cold hand pull you into his embrace. "Hush my dove...relax I have you."
You awoke in an unfamiliar bed. Your hands felt the silky smoothness of deep purple sheets as you came to. "What happened?" You thought to yourself as you sat up. Your head was pounding. You pressed your palms into your eyes to ease the pain as you looked up to the click of the door. In walked none other than the undertaker. Your thoughts were interrupted by his deep voice. "So you've awoken I see." The undertaker walked to your side pulling down his hood letting his beautiful black locks fall over his shoulders. You could feel your cheeks heat up, pulling the comforter up and tighter around your form you were dumbfounded as you stared up at him. Ogling at his beautiful features. A chuckle snapped you from your school girl level of silent fangirling. "Oh my...how interesting..." He purred, taking your chin in his hand. "Seems you are rather silent aren't you? Is it fear? Or... something more...lewd hm?" You felt your face flush more as you averted your eyes. "Sorry..." You whispered. "Don't be dove. I find it... interesting. Most would be cowering, begging to be set free...but you? You're gazing upon me like I'm the love of your life. Guess we can skip the convincing hm? Seems I've got you wrapped around my finger." The undertaker purred, emphasizing his point by gripping your chin tighter. "What?...what do you mean?" You asked curiously. The undertaker laughed. "Don't you get it? I've been watching you dove. I've taken a liking to you. I don't know why...but you interest me doll. You seem perfect for me. For my ministry. You seem perfect for the role of the queen of darkness. How does that sound to you?" You mind raced. "Me? Why? Out of all people why me? His queen!?" Your face flushed even more as you thought through a million possibilities. "Why me...?" You muttered as you looked into the deadman's eyes. He chuckled in response. "Because. You intrigue me my love. Your not...fearful of me or the rumors about my ministry. Your curious. And not just about the rumors. I think it would be fair to say you "love" me hmm?" He smirked down at you as you trembled in everything other than fear. "I mean...I just..." You stuttered. "God did he have this effect on everyone???" You thought as you looked away. The Deadman chuckled and sat next to you on the bed. "So my love what do you say?" You pondered and thought until you came to a conclusion. "Yes. I would love that." You whispered as you looked over at the undertaker.
That's how you got here. Perched upon his lap as he conducted a meeting with his followers months later. Takers hand rubbed your thigh that was covered by black fishnets. You were dressed in a beautiful black silk dress he picked out for you that morning. Taker dispersed the meeting. Once the final follower had left, he hummed softly into your ear as he gently rested his face in your hair, inhaling your scent. "You're simply divine you know my love?" He murmured as he messaged your thighs. "You've mentioned it." You chuckled before leaning back onto his shoulder looking over at him as his deep green eyes bore into yours. "How can I not? I'm only preaching to my queen what is true." Taker smirked as he kissed you deeply. Guess being stupidly in love with the Deadman wasn't so bad.
MY FINGERS ARE NUMB. Ty for reading!!! Much love. Good morning good evening or goodnight! đđ
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