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🎶✨ when u get this u have (the option) to put 5 songs u actually listen to. then send this ask or tag 10 of your friends/followers/just some guys you feel like if you feel like✨🎶
got tagged by @whilomm so i will gladly take this oppurtunity to rave about some of my favorite songs. they are all folk.
all of the links are spotify links
Call of the Void - Rail Yard Ghosts
Yes this song is over 14 minutes long. Even though it's one of my favorite songs of all time I wouldn't recommend listening to it right away since it's the second to last song on the album Hiraeth, which is a concept album about a group of train hoppers that find a mysterious magic book that kickstarts a bunch of weird things around them. The band (supposedly I've never been able to confirm this) actually recorded this album in a train yard! One of my favorite albums of all time
Wild Dogs: Divorce! - Jordaan Mason & The Horse Museum
Another song that's at the end of a concept album BUT you don't need to listen to the whole album to understand it, it stands on it's own pretty well. Honestly, I Could Not tell you what this album is fully about but it is very queer and about a t4t relationship with lots of Xian themes. Another one of my all-time favorite albums, I really like live-recording version they released in 2019
Transvestites Can Be Cannibals Too - Harley Poe
I'm seeing him in concert next month YIPPEE! Anyways another queer song, this time folk punk! Harley Poe has just been pumping out albums recently and I definitely enjoy them but Satan, Sex, and No Regrets is my favorite <3. I listened to this the most when I was attending my local community college and was being harassed daily by a bunch of YAFF kids :).
Big Bird - AJJ
AJJ was one of the first folk punk bands that I got into so they hold a special place in my heart. I was debating putting either this one or Small Red Boy since they both make me feel absolutely Insane but I like Knife Man as a whole more. I'm now realizing that almost all of the songs that I like have nature themes to them. oh well
Apple- The Narcissist Cookbook
Most underrated artist fr fr. I'm often on the fence about spoken word songs but Narcissist Cookbook just does it in a way that I absolutely love. Me and my gf saw them on tour this summer and I specifically made a patch about this song to show to them but I chickened out </3. PLEASE listen to their new albums they're so good and emotional
honorable mentions that i can't not talk about in some capacity: ramshackle glory, days n daze, apes of the state, and modern baseball.
i'm not going to tag anyone outright but this is completely open to all who see it! i would love to see y'alls songs and music opinions teehee.
#if you do end up doing it please tag me i want to see 👁️👁️#<- ignore the weird eye emojis.#thank you for the tag i will take any chance to talk about my favorite bands though this is so few of them#didnt even mention any fall out boy or mcr shaking my head#also if anyone actually listens to these songs or also enjoys these artists let me know!#tag game
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I wanted a slightly suggestive fluff with the twins if that's alright👁️👄👁️
A scenario in which they're finally done with Sylus's tasks for the day and get to spend some time with MC
CRYINGGG anon I low-key did deviate from the brief but I had this idea and I just ended up running with it. I hope you enjoy, regardless! I went into this ambivalent towards Luke and Kieran but something just possessed me honestly. Also dragged Sylus into it because there's no way in hell I wasn't subjecting him to this dynamic!! 😇 (I made MC here separate from canon MC for plot reasons, but if you want a fic with the twins and canon MC, just let me know!)
Onychinus' Finest
Luke and Kieran x Reader

Part 1 | Part 2
Summary: All in a day's work for Sylus's loyal and committed worker bees crows
Genre: fluff & shenanigans
Warnings/Additional tags: MDNI (not smut but it's a lil spicy and I'd rather play it safe tbh), f!reader, nonMC!reader, platonic Sylus x reader, humour, swearing, suggestion, kisses, the twins are just obsessed with your legs honestly and who could blame them
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Disclaimer: Characters belong to Love and Deepspace. All work is my own, so please don't repost or plagiarise!
Your call connects almost instantly.
“What?” Sylus hisses from the other end, and you get the impression he’s disappointed.
“Oof,” you groan, smiling, “what’s the matter, boss? Waiting on a call from a certain Deepspace Hunter?”
There’s silence in your ear, but not far from you, Kieran snickers. Your smile broadens. “You have three seconds,” Sylus seethes, with the precarity of a pot that could boil over at any moment, “to tell me what I want to hear.”
Three seconds is a bit of a push. You’re sat on a desk and Kieran is tapping away at the computer beside you, the light of the screen catching the sharp features of his mask; he looks like something from a horror story. You nudge his knee with your foot. He glances at you.
Wrap it up, you signal with a twirl of your forefinger.
His mask tilts downwards, almost imperceptibly, and you know he’s glaring at you from behind it. He flashes his middle finger back and you chuckle, watching him return to his work. “Files should be on their way shortly,” you explain to Sylus, because you know when to stop pushing your luck. “Ever’s upped the security on these damn computers. The device that guy sold you didn’t do shit.”
It’s also now pieces of a device, shattered against the floor from when Kieran had thrown it down and stepped on it in frustration. You’re not gonna mention that.
Sylus sighs impatiently, but there’s a hint of regret. “I knew there was something off about that deal. Do you think he tipped them off?”
You glance around the room and it’s littered with bodies. Not dead! Just… unconscious. At least, most of them, you think. “Yeah…” you muse. It was a lot more security than there should have been in a high-rise office in the middle of the night. “You might be onto something there, boss.”
Another sigh from Sylus. You watch Luke as he finishes looting— wait, no— checking the last of the security guards for anything helpful. He’s found a phone and he’s staring down at it, head tilted, reminding you of Mephisto. You briefly wonder what came first: the crow masks or the crow-like behaviour. Maybe you’ll ask Sylus one day.
Luke lifts the phone, holding it at arm’s length, and you realise he’s taking a selfie. He pivots until you and Kieran are in the background, and you lean into the frame, making a peace sign with your free hand. The moment is captured. Luke tosses the phone over his shoulder and it hits the floor with a crack.
“Are you all alright?” Sylus checks, and you know his eyes are burning with frustration, even though you can’t see them. He wears a mask too— most of the time— it’s just a little more figurative than yours or the twins’. You’re an expert at reading past them by now.
“Yeah,” you say, “we signed up for this, remember? You’ve got the best of the best, right here.” You glance between Luke and Kieran. “Well, the best of the best and her sidekicks.”
“Hey!” Kieran interjects. “You wanna have a go on this computer?”
“No,” you lilt back sweetly. What’s he gonna do— make you? Sure enough, he goes back to tapping away, his head sagging slightly, and you can tell he’s pouting.
Luke has wandered closer to the pair of you. “How much longer?” he whines, throwing himself into a wheely chair, setting it on a slow collision course with Kieran’s. You stop it with your leg.
“Shut up,” Kieran snaps. “At least I’m doing something.”
“I can do something,” Luke retorts. He captures your ankle, pulling it away from the leg of his chair, and rests a hand on your shin.
“Something isn’t in the mood right now.” You lift your foot from his grasp, inching it up his lower abdomen, and he groans as you plant it against his chest. “So unprofessional,” you tut.
You’d stifled your phone against your chest, but you can hear a deep voice leaking out of it. “Say that again, boss?” you request, bringing it back to your ear.
“How long is this going to take?” Sylus repeats.
“Not long. You know what they say, though…” You meet the eyes of Luke’s mask. Your tone drops: “All good things to those who wait.”
Luke’s chair squeaks, rolling back as you push him away with a soft kick.
“Fine,” Sylus murmurs, “Mephisto is with me. Stay on the line, and send the files through when you can. I’ll check them before you leave. If they knew we were coming, there’s a chance that—”
“Yeah, yeah, I get the picture,” you interrupt. You get Kieran’s attention again, then gesture between the computer and the phone. The beak of his mask dips as he nods.
Luke has used your lapse of focus to draw himself close to you again. He takes your ankle once more and guides it to rest in his lap, one hand tight— holding you in place— and the other deftly undoing the buckles on your boot. After a few clinks, he pulls it from your foot, the leather dragging down over your skin and leaving it cold. He throws the boot at his twin’s leg.
Kieran huffs as it tumbles to the floor. He doesn’t look away from the computer, but you know he wants to. Now that’s professional.
Decidedly committed to another priority, Luke draws shapes on your lower leg, his finger grazing over your shin and ankle. He’s staring down, fixated, and maybe they aren’t shapes— maybe they’re letters. Every stroke of his finger is deliberate. You could ask what he’s writing, but you really don’t care so long as it’s more than a word or two.
If it is, he doesn’t have the patience for it. His fingers walk higher, stopping only as they reach your knee. The fabric of your dress is draped over your leg and he pushes it aside, letting it slink closer to the floor. He looks up at you, head angled like a question.
“Any progress?” Sylus asks.
You’re holding your phone between your ear and your shoulder, both hands splayed on the desk beside you so you can lean slightly back. “Getting there,” you say, lips curving. You’re not looking at the computer.
You could swear you hear Luke laugh, but it’s ever so faint. He rests his whole hand on you, warming your lower leg with broader strokes, and whatever he wrote has been erased. Your breath catches as his touch moves above your knee, and it’s a tiny sound; no-one would notice.
Kieran’s mask turns towards you. “Oh, come on,” he sighs. “No fair.”
It’s an intimate art: seeing behind a mask. You have to notice everything.
“So hurry up,” Luke answers, his voice heavier than the last time he spoke. His chest rises and falls with every breath, just a little slower, a little deeper.
Kieran rolls his eyes—you guess, from the listless way his attention goes back to the screen— and you detect a huff. “Not fair,” he says to himself. He repeats it as he punches keys with his fingers: “Not fair. Not fair.”
Luke shakes his head gently: a fond exasperation rather than anything serious. He rolls his chair closer until he’s framed by your legs, then lifts your ankle to rest on his shoulder. His fingers curl, the pads of them brushing over the top of your foot idly, but it tickles, so you try to pull away. He grasps your ankle again. “Nuh-uh, kitten,” he teases.
It’s one of your favourite in-jokes; you laugh. Sylus can still hear you, and you’re glad he doesn’t know it’s at his expense. “Something funny?” he asks. Maybe he does know.
“Yeah,” you say. He could string you upside-down with his Evol and you’d still never tell him what.
Luke is chuckling to himself, and the sound changes as he lifts his mask just enough to free the lower half of his face. It’s not the first time, but it sobers you instantly. He turns to press his lips to your ankle, leans in— kisses further up. Leans in again— his mouth moves higher.
“Why so wriggly?” he speaks into your knee. “Stop.”
“You stop,” you counter, reaching forward to grab one of the horns peeking out of his hood. You use it to pull him away. Make him look at you. “Your little book on conquest doesn’t work on me.”
His lips widen into a smirk.
“What book?” Sylus’s voice echoes.
You smirk as well. “Ask your pet hunter.”
You’re interrupted by a thud and your head spins. Kieran is standing up, slapping the top of the computer in frustration. “C’mon, work!” he urges. “So freakin’ slow.”
“Ah, ah, ah.” You shoo him away from the computer like you would a too-friendly pigeon from your lunch.
He flaps back in answer, his hand engaging yours in a brief slap-fight before he backs down. He slumps into his chair, defeated. “It’s almost there,” he groans, folding his arms. “Hey, Luke? Wanna swap?”
“No.”
“Do it,” you prompt.
Luke’s head rolls begrudgingly. “Yes ma’am. Jeez.” He plants a warm kiss on your leg again before clambering out from underneath it, pulling his mask back down over his face.
Another moment later and Kieran is in front of you instead. “You okay?” you wonder out loud.
“Bored.” He rests his head sideways on your thigh. His fingers find your bare lower leg and he runs them up, down, up, down, but it’s soft and purposeless. Soon, his head lifts— thin, red eyes staring up at you. The gaze doesn’t waver as he leans back in his chair and starts to unfasten your other boot.
“She’s gonna get cold,” Luke quips from the computer.
“Nah. She’s not.”
Your skin prickles as Kieran pulls away your boot, like a reflection of his brother, but tortuously more slow. He lets the cool air of the room set in. “Huh,” he corrects himself. “Maybe she is.”
You get the sense you’re being punished; both of them are petty. You’re pettier, though. “Sylus?” you speak into the phone.
“Mmm?”
“Did I ever tell you about the time that Kieran— ah!”
In a heartbeat Kieran has lifted his mask— not enough, but enough— and planted a kiss above your knee. His hand is around your leg, pushing it further from the other, and you can’t help but gasp again.
“What are you…” Sylus starts to ask, but then he changes his mind. “No. I don’t want to know.”
“You sure, boss?” you chuckle breathlessly. “It might surprise you.”
“Nothing would surprise me at this point, sweetie. Those files had better be on their way.”
You tear your gaze away from Kieran to glance over at Luke. He’s sat, propped on an elbow, his chin in his palm, and he’s definitely not looking at the computer. He sits up straight under your scrutiny. Turns to the screen. After a few more drums of the keyboard, he gives you a thumbs up.
“Got it,” Sylus chimes in, no doubt perusing the files already. “Nothing seems amiss. Nice work.”
“Thanks, boss,” you grin. “I’ve been working very, very hard.”
The phone is snatched from your hand. “She has, sir!” Kieran speaks into it. He stands, putting it on speaker before setting it down beside you. “I think she deserves the night off.”
There’s a crash as he shoves the computer from the desk, and Luke leans back, swinging his feet up onto the now empty space. He lifts his mask marginally to put two fingers to his lips, whistling in celebration. There’s a slow clap for good measure, too.
Kieran bows to him with a flourish. Then to you; you bow your head back.
“I’m hanging up,” Sylus states plainly.
“Okay,” you chirp, distracted. “I hope she calls you soon, boss!”
“I don’t… I’m not…” your leader stutters. He reconsiders. “Thank you. Don’t think, however, that I’m—”
He doesn’t get to finish the warning, threat, or whatever else it was. Luke’s finger stands proudly on the phone, still connected to the ‘end call’ button. “What?” he dismisses as you and Kieran look at him. “I slipped! If boss asks, you saw me slip.”
“I did see it,” Kieran nods.
“I saw it too,” you add solemnly.
There’s silence for a single moment, and there’s never silence with you three around. It lasts as long as it usually does.
You all burst into laughter.
#🖋rach is actually writing#luke and kieran x reader#luke and kieran#love and deepspace#platonic sylus x reader#sylus#lads#lnds#l&ds
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Bite Me - Eric Draven (AU) x Reader | Part. 1

(The image above does not belong to me, all credits belong to its owner)
Summary:
They were childhood rivals who hadn’t spoken in years, until a wedding reunion throws them back into each other’s orbit. With tension simmering beneath every glance, one weekend turns into a series of unexpected moments, sharp words, and almosts that linger long after the party ends. But when fate keeps bringing them back together, the line between hate and something far more irresistible begins to blur.
Author’s note:
Good evening everyone! This is a new story/project of mine, a little different of the ones in this blog, but I felt like trying something new and I hope y’all enjoy it.
I don’t know how many chapters this story will have, so we’ll find this detail out together hehe.
Tag list is open, let me know if you want to be tagged in this story!!!
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Disclaimers:
As the story progresses I’ll let you know if the chapters has any sensitive topics beforehand.
This story will have smut scenes in the future (ofc I can’t change this part of me 👁️👄👁️), but you’ll be warned!
English is not my first language, so forgive me for any mistakes I eventually skipped while proof-reading it.
This is a AU Eric Draven!!!
If you enjoy this, please let me know if I should continue this, your feedback is precious for me 🫶🏻
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Y/N hadn’t expected to see him. Eric.
Not here. Not today. Not with champagne in her hand and a practiced smile stretched across her face as she prepared to play the part of the perfectly put-together bridesmaid.
But there he was, leaning against the far side of the ceremony tent like he belonged in a different scene entirely. Dressed in a crisp black suit, hands in his pockets, head tilted just slightly like he’d already spotted her and was debating whether or not to wave.
He didn’t. Of course he didn’t.
She hadn’t seen him in what? Ten years? Long enough that she should’ve forgotten the exact shade of his beautiful green eyes or the way he always looked like he was either seconds from laughing or seconds from starting a fight with her. Long enough that she should’ve stopped feeling anything at all, even if every one of those feelings was negative. At least that’s what she always told herself.
And yet here she was, heart stuttering, stomach twisting, palms sweating, all because of a man who once ruined her thirteenth birthday party by telling everyone she still slept with a nightlight.
She swallowed hard and turned her gaze to the front of the aisle, pretending she hadn’t noticed him. Pretending it didn’t matter.
Y/N took a sip of her champagne. Bubbly, expensive, and exactly what she needed. She scanned the guests, counting how many familiar faces she could recognize and cling to before fate, or seating arrangements, forced them into the same conversation.
Because eventually, they’d have to have some sort of awkward unwanted contact. Smile. Pretend they hadn’t once declared mutual hatred under a high school gym roof after homecoming. Pretend they didn’t share a history littered with insults, grudging team projects, and one almost-kiss in the backseat of someone else’s car that neither of them ever mentioned again.
And the worst part?
He looked better now. Older. Taller. Small random tattoos over his face, neck as hands, and she could only wonder how many more he had under his suit.
Damn him.
She glanced toward him again, just once. This time, Eric was already looking at her and, unlike her, he didn’t look away.
He just smiled, slow and smug, like he knew exactly what he was doing to her.
Y/N rolled her eyes and turned back toward the aisle, catching a discreet glance from the wedding planner who was motioning for her to take her place. As one of the bridesmaids, she was meant to walk down the aisle paired with…
No. No, it couldn’t be.
But as the groomsmen began to line up, she saw those green eyes, the tattoos, the cocky posture and she realized exactly who her partner would be.
Of course. Of course they were paired together.
He walked up beside her without hesitation, adjusting his cufflinks like they weren’t standing inches apart for the first time in a decade.
“Still pretending you don’t like me.”
She turned just slightly, smiling for the cameras but letting her voice dip lower. “I don’t pretend.”
He smiled like he didn’t believe her.
Their cue came, and they began to walk.
Arm in arm, in front of a hundred people, smiles painted on like nothing was wrong, like her pulse wasn’t thudding in her throat, like his fingers weren’t warm where they touched the bare skin of her arm.
It was only when they reached the altar and took their places side by side that she dared to sneak another glance at him.
He looked maddeningly content. Cool and relaxed like this was fun for him.
Asshole.
The ceremony was beautiful, heartfelt, full of quiet laughter and teary-eyed vows. But Y/N barely heard a word, because he was standing right beside her, hands clasped in front of him, posture perfect, and every once in a while, when no one was looking, he’d glance at her out of the corner of his eye.
She held her own and ignored him as best as she could, all through the confetti toss and the photos, the toasts and the group pictures.
As the party went on, Y/N moved through the crowd of guests seamlessly, hugging friends, catching up, offering congratulations. She tried not to notice how often she felt him just out of her periphery. And yet, every time she turned, there he was. Talking to old classmates. Making people laugh. Always looking like he belonged.
She found herself near a group of friends from school, half of whom she hadn’t seen in years, and somehow, without realizing it, he ended up there too.
Someone handed her a drink.
Someone else made a joke.
And before she could step away, she was pulled into a story, their story, a memory from years ago, something chaotic and stupid that ended with her yelling at him in front of the whole class.
The group laughed, and someone added, “Honestly, I always thought you two were either going to kill each other or…”
“Don’t,” Y/N cut in quickly, but her half-drunken smile betrayed her amusement.
Eric leaned back lazily, resting his arms on the wooden seat rest. “Finish that sentence. I’m curious.”
Their friends howled again, cheers going up as drinks were raised. A few mock bets were placed. Old inside jokes were tossed back and forth like they’d never stopped being sixteen and reckless.
And though Y/N laughed with them, her eyes kept drifting across the circle. To him.
Because even now, after all these years, it still felt like a live wire buzzed between them. One wrong word. One too-long look. And something would spark. It had always been like that.
She stood up eventually, excusing herself with a polite smile, heading toward the bar for a refill she didn’t really want.
Behind her, she could still feel his gaze heavy on her back, travelling up and down her body.
Yet she didn’t turn around, not until she reached the bar and the bartender leaned in to ask what she wanted, only for someone to beat her to it.
“She’ll have the champagne,” Eric said smoothly, sliding up beside her.
She stared at him, unamused. “I can speak for myself.”
“I know,” he replied, handing her the glass the bartender had just poured. “I just wanted an excuse to stand here.”
She took it from him, lips brushing the rim but not drinking. “You don’t need an excuse to be a pain in the ass, Eric. You never did.”
He grinned, leaning in close enough for only her to hear. “No. But it’s more fun this way.” He clinked their glasses. “Cheers.”
#fanfic#fanfiction#smut#romance#self insert#bill skargard#bill skarsgard fanfiction#bill skarsgard smut#bill skarsgard x reader#bill skarsgard x you#eric draven#the crow#eric draven fantiction#eric draven x reader
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hi mj!!
okay hear me out soobin and kai.. tag team.
like i know they would most likely never share anything like this but maybe the reader is the only exception in this case. ofc they share they’re favorite games and dramas but sharing kais gf is there new favorite activity?
hope you are doing well :))
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nonnie this has me VIBRATING rn you have no idea i’m 👁️👄👁️ ughhhh sookai sandwich EFFF
edit: sorry for the accidental soob focus in the beginning, i got carried away i’m too mf obsessed w him 🤧
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soobin really didn’t mean to walk into kai’s bedroom without knocking, he just didn’t know that you were over… didn’t know that he’d find you getting split in half on his best friend’s cock, your body full nude and beautiful and all on display as he stands clenching the doorknob until his knuckles are white, frozen, eyes so wide that it’s comical. as if his cock wasn’t already getting hard enough in his sweatpants, the fact that the fucked out look on your face doesn’t change when you see him standing there — pools of need filling your gaze, in fact — well, hell; he sure as fuck is hard now.
soobin.exe has stopped working COMPLETELY, however, when he hears his own name fall from your lips in a soft whimper, and his eyes finally shoot to kai’s when the younger pants out, “hyung.. it’s okay, you can come in.” soobin doesn’t even process himself closing the door as he steps forward, doesn’t process how he approaches the bed, doesn’t process how he’s already gripping the hem of his shirt — “a-are you sure?” he whispers to kai, eyes locked on your dripping cunt as he watches his friend drill into it. he even has to stop the drool from trickling past his lips.
“please,” you moan out lewdly, breaking soobin’s momentary trance as his eyes flash back up to your face, your head thrown back as you watch him through pleading, lidded eyes. kai only chuckles and responds, “i’m sure. she’s been wanting this. you should see the way she looks at you, hyung.. isn’t that right, baby? want us both to share your pretty little pussy? hmm?”
soobin’s mouth hangs open at kai’s filthy words; what the fuck happened to his sweet innocent maknae???? but the guttural moan that erupts from your lips in response travels straight down to his twitching cock, and that’s all the confirmation that he needs as his clothes quickly find a home on the floor of his best friend’s bedroom and, in a daze, he’s quickly knelt on the bed beside you.
so thus starts the arrangement; kai kept true to his words, and now here you are being regularly shared between both men.
and you fucking love it.
soobin and kai aren’t new to the concept of sharing; they share video games, snacks, their passwords to anime sites, even some secret hentai links, all their usual favorite things; and now, their newest favorite thing to share is you, apparently.
it’s not uncommon anymore to be spending a night in with your boyfriend and have soobin come join; leaning back against kai’s chest while he tweaks your nipples as soobin languidly eats your pussy. or to be sandwiched between them in the shower, kai’s cock thrusting into you from behind as you hold onto soobin’s shoulder for support with one hand, the other jerking him off as your tongues tangle together. or when they’re busy playing video games and have you take turns cockwarming them — warm mouth wrapped around whoever isn’t buried inside you. later they reward you for being such a good girl when they’ve got you spitroasted on their cocks, your big strong men giving it to you so good, filling both your pretty holes on each end until your eyes are rolling back and your body is shaking. and who knows….
maybe they’ll reward you even better next time by filling all three.
#ask mj ♡#mj’s hard thoughts#txt#txt x reader#txt hard thoughts#txt thoughts#txt smut#soobin#soobin x reader#soobin hard thoughts#soobin thoughts#soobin smut#huening kai#huening kai x reader#huening kai hard thoughts#huening kai thoughts#huening kai smut#taegimood#nonnie 🖇️!
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some horror fic recs for october 👻
i wanted to put together a rec list of my favorite horror fics for the spookiest month. there are a bunch of different flavors of horror in here as well as a number of different fandoms, so hopefully you can find something that tickles your fancy (though ngl i would still rec reading these bad boys even if you don't know the fandoms at all).
i tried to tag tumblrs when/where i could find them, but if i couldn't, the author name links to ao3.
a reminder as always: this is horror—please read all the tags.
thanks for reading and i hope you find something to enjoy!
also, pretty please feel free to reblog and add your favorite horror fic recs.
👻👁️🎃🔪👻👁️🎃🔪👻👁️🎃🔪👻👁️🎃🔪👻👁️🎃🔪👻👁️🎃🔪👻👁️🎃🔪
the ghost apple tree by @thefearofcod
10k words, rated m song lan/xue yang/xiao xingchen (the untamed/mdzs) summary:
Fixing up a decaying house in the woods is the same as addressing your problems. (sxx is haunted)
brawls' notes: i think about this fic a lot; i'm haunted by it. this is by far one of my favorite horror stories i've ever read—the vibes are off-the-charts and horrific in a very visceral, tense way. made me feel weird (positive). i hope it makes you feel weird too (this is a threat).
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convergence by @astrophyllitely
33k words, rated e lan zhan/lan xichen, lan zhan/jiang cheng (the untamed/mdzs) summary:
Lan Wangji regains consciousness in a crashed spaceship on an unfamiliar planet. He is not alone; Lan Xichen is there. He is not alone; Jiang Wanyin is there. But never both at once.
brawls' notes: space horror? check. psychological horror? check. uneasy and tense alien vibes? also check. beautiful push and pull of the narrative, paired with an an intense feeling of claustrophobia. there's a particular moment that had my heart right in my throat. stunning.
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mockingbird by MarInk
82k words, rated e stiles stillinski/peter hale (teen wolf) summary:
Stiles works tirelessly to keep the roof over his heads and longs for a proper challenge for his brains. Peter chafes under his sister's authority and nurses big, bloody dreams. One day, the two are connected by a mistaken text message. One never knows who is on the other end of a wrong number. Sometimes it's somebody one will come to cherish and adore. Sometimes it's a ruthless, unapologetic monster. Sometimes it's both.
brawls' notes: sometimes you read something and are just blown away by it, forever altered. that's what this was for me. want a type of monster-au you've never seen before? this is it. also: ostensibly a wrong-number au, but don't be fooled. (i was.)
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never meant by nonhicsumus
3k words, rated m alex krycek & dana scully (the x-files) summary:
Sometimes the past isn't worth digging into.
brawls' notes: whump and psychological horror? plus alex krycek?? my favorite. every word of this is perfection—i instantly wanted to read it again for the first time. you can.
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fais do-do by @moku-youbi
18k words, rated e will graham/hannibal lecter (hannibal)
summary:
“Nothing is so painful to the human mind as a great and sudden change.” ― Mary Shelley, Frankenstein (this fic does not have a summary, but begins with this quote)
brawls' notes: a different-meeting au packed with everything you need for the perfect horror story: violence, blood, a chase scene, and an unreliable narrator. delightful.
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blackbird, fly by @acroamatica
19k words, rated m kylo ren/armitage hux (star wars: tfa)
summary:
One sunny afternoon in the mountains of Washington state, Ben Organa-Solo walked out into the woods. He never came home. Six years later, a journalist specialising in missing-persons cold cases decides to follow his footsteps and see where they might lead.
brawls' notes: a masterpiece of vibes. this reads so much like a spooky mystery novel, but with a creeping, anxious dread. perfect for the season if you want that true autumnal sort of chill. i've carried this fic in my heart for nearly a decade now—it has inspired me in my own writing so much over the years.
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grey stars on the rise by @iodhadh
4k words, rated e song lan/xue yang/xiao xingchen (the untamed/mdzs) summary:
Xiao Xingchen comes back. Xiao Xingchen comes back wrong. It takes too long, maybe, for Xue Yang to realize something is wrong with Song Lan too.
brawls' notes: the exact embodiment of: be careful what you wish for. brutal and crushing and so deeply, utterly satisfying. absolute yi-city perfection: the vibes are wretched but strangely romantic (chefs kiss).
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half your life you've been hooked on death by @whatever-you-can-give-me
4k words, rated m vash the stampede/nicholas d. wolfwood (trigun) summary:
Wolfwood is cornered in an alleyway. Things get worse before they get better.
brawls' notes: and what's a horror rec list without a little bit of gore? whump and blood and near-death-experiences—oh my. this is brutal and feverish and exactly the right flavor.
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black rock mountain by @bokuno-jinsei
24k words, rated e will graham/hannibal lecter (hannibal) summary:
Will is a hitchhiker with questionable hobbies. Hannibal is a man who has questionable motives. When Hannibal drives by Will who just so happens to need a ride, things quickly take a turn from the questionable to the downright depraved.
brawls' notes: you know That Fic that is really the epitome of that pairing for you? yeah, this is it for me. perfect alternate first-meeting fic. lives rent-free in my head.
👻👁️🎃🔪👻👁️🎃🔪👻👁️🎃🔪👻👁️🎃🔪👻👁️🎃🔪👻👁️🎃🔪👻👁️🎃🔪
and hey, why not be a little self-indulgent: i can't help but rec a few of my own horror fics here, too:
old growth
21k, rated m song lan/xue yang/xiao xingchen (the untamed/mdzs) summary:
There’s something in the woods outside of their hometown. Xue Yang and Song Lan are going to find it.
brawls' notes: i tried something new with the formatting on this one and i think it panned out solidly and was a desperately fun way to tell the story. this is full of spooky, sleepless forest vibes.
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what's real or isn't
57k, rated e kylo ren/armitage hux (star wars: tfa) summary:
Hux's new house is not haunted. It isn't.
brawls' notes: i honestly love playing favorites and this is one of mine. this was a load of fun to write—it's chock-full of vibes, personal experiences, local history, and love notes to my favorite horror stories.
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acquiesce
16k, rated e original luo binghe/original shen qingqiu (svsss) summary:
After seeing the gentle and loving Shen Qingqiu of the other world, Luo Binghe returns to his own with a hunger that can only be satisfied by one thing—a Shizun of his very own.
brawls' notes: this isn't spooky or haunted, but it is psychological horror—packed with nightmares, flashbacks, dread, and manipulation. enjoy!
👻👁️🎃🔪👻👁️🎃🔪👻👁️🎃🔪👻👁️🎃🔪👻👁️🎃🔪👻👁️🎃🔪👻👁️🎃🔪
and that's it! hope you find something fun to read for this october 🖤
and again—please reblog and add your own horror recs if you are feeling so inclined!
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⭐️ WELCOME TO MY MIND PALACE ⭐️
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[Jan. 06, 2025]
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Greetings, my dear fellows! The name's Ink, your local bi goober who is a sucker for single (and tired) parents with their adorable kids.
⭐️ I grew up watching SMG4 since 2014 and I feel like I'm going to explode if I don't share my theories with the fandom. (Listen, I've been itching to say 'and that's just a theory, an SMG4 theory!')
⭐️ While I am a fandom artist in my main account, this blog is only for my SMG4 theories and related stuff. Sorry, no art requests.
⭐️ Usually neutral/positive to most characters and ships but I do love SMG34 (and I will talk about them a lot)!
Feel free to drop a question/comment to my askbox! Thanks for dropping in.
Now with that settled, hear me out...
TAGS TO MY CURRENT THEORIES:
⭐ #goop!SMG4 // #👁️
[what-if scenario of the keyboard goo still being inside of SMG4, Venom style]
OTHER TAGS:
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[cyan and magenta heterochromia-eyed 4 hc // edits by yours truly or featured in other people's art]
⭐ #🧿
[...?]
⭐️ #ink reviews
[SMG4 episode reaction and reviews]
⭐️ #ink rambles // #mind palace ramblings
[me going insane and sharing my thoughts with the world. the other one is a more deranged side, this is what happens when you have a theorist checking every single frame on episodes and notices some shit]
⭐️ #ink episode concepts
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[answering my askbox]
⭐ #fanart for ink
[we just got some fanart, we just got some fanart,i wonder who it's from? (also on Ink's Fridge)]
⭐ #ink fridge
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While I do create theories, episode concepts, and other posts, I want to be respectful to the crew behind SMG4.
I don’t want any of my posts to influence/forcefully change any intended plans for the future so please don’t harass anyone working on the show just because whatever I said wasn’t true. It’s just a reminder to be kind and respectful.
If they somehow see my posts, uh hi, keep doing what you do and I hope for the best! 💙
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oc (ink) ref sheet, ink's fridge, theory archive, and more below cut....
INK'S FRIDGE
all of my top frames from the show, memes, and art I received/inspired by what I wrote are featured here
fanart credits from:
@/theo-doodle-draw [birthday bash '24 fanart] [baby star]
@/bowlolol [goop!4 timeline fanart]
@/change-name-later [4 tried to cheer 3 up w/ boombox] [Mr. S]
@/34saveme34 [heterochromia 4]
@/bow-and-aro-child [heterochromia 4]
THEORY ARCHIVE
⭐ #once upon a perfect smg4
[twisted parallels of IGBP and "Once Upon an SMG4"]
⭐ #wotfi 2024 predictions
[self-explanitory lol]
⭐ #puzzlevision 2
[Final battle with Mr Puzzles, made before WOTFI '24 arc. Origin of Eye of Ra/Horus theory, Goop!Four theories]
MEET INK/KOI
my OC/persona
(really messy ref sheet I know)
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lamonnaie's gmmtv 2025 roundup ✨
this is 3 months late, i started it right after gmmtv 2025, but only finishing this up now because i like having my thoughts down somewhere to look back on later when the shows air :)) soooo this whole post is a mishmash of thoughts spanning over 3 months lol
i didn't make a bingo card for this year because i didn't have any expectations, but somehow they managed to go inside my brain and pick out all the things i didn't even know i wanted,,, safe to say i'm very pleased with a lot of the offerings 🙂↕️🙂↕️
only gonna go through the shows i plan on watching, in the order they were announced:
1. Dare You to Death
Detective/serial killer/murder mystery plots are my absolute favourite in anything so this really got me excited, the plot and vibes are kinda giving manner of death. i'm not sure i'm buying joongdunk in these roles, dunk especially looks like he's playing dress up 😭 jd have good chemistry (duh), the plot sounds good, i trust the director, and i like a lot of the supporting cast !!!! lots of good things about this show, so i'll probably binge this after, or watch it live if i'm not busy
2. Head 2 Head
I'M SEATED ‼️‼️ i love seakeen, the trailer started off reminding me of bad buddy (slay), and then the premonition thingies was also an interesting twist. keen is as charming as ever, sea seems a lil more comfortable in front of the camera which is great, and i'm absolutely loving the dynamic between them <33 also surfjava side cp second chance romance flavours 🤌🤌 MADE FOR MEE and the ending scene in the trailer ABSOLUTELY sold me, especially the last shot on keen <33 sidenote: the flash-forwards (?) of them at age 30 made me giggle a little, it's the opposite of what shows usually do where now we're getting 19 year olds playing 30 year olds 😭😭
3. Burnout Syndrome
never been able to get into offgun, but dew is an interesting surprise in this!! like literally the LAST thing on my bingo card would be dew in a bl 😭 i won't be watching, but i wanted to include it anyway because i will be vicariously living through the tumblr gifs for dewgun crumbs 👀 ALSO february mars here to say that the song in the trailer is an absolute BANGER, i've had it on repeat for weeks now 😭
4. Only Friends: Dream On
only friends season 2???? the scream i scrumpt when i realised what was going on 😭😭 while i had problems with s1, it's a fun mindless watch if you don't think too hard about it (+ one of the only chances we get where everyone makes out with each other, fuck u fixed pairs) always wanted to see ohm in a show like this too 😌😌 i already know the fandom wars are gonna be crazy once this airs, so i plan on blacklisting all the tags on every platform and just enjoying the mess by myself 😊 also after i got over the initial confusion, i rlly liked the concept of the trailer !! february mars here, i was looking through some old posts, and the way i've been manifesting/clowning/joking about ohm being in only friends s2 literally since before only friends s1 even aired??? literally MADE for me 😌 only thing i'm less than pleased about is ohm being in a fixed pair, but it's okay we'll deal 🤝
5. That Summer
winnysatang leads at last !! i'll be honest the first half of the trailer was kinda eh for me but it picked up towards the end and looks like it could be rlly good!!! heavy on the tropes but i love that if they can pull it off :)) i also find that satang's a stronger actor than winny, so hopefully they can do some workshopping etc before filming AND MONDRYU I WAS GAGGED 😭😭 was not expecting that at all, the side cp has me sooo 👀 will be sat for them 😌
6. My Romance Scammer
NOT OHM THITIWAT WITH ANOTHER FLUKE LMAOO 😂 i randomly started watching my ride a couple days ago [december mars here to say i forgot to finish it 👁️👁️][january mars here to say that i picked it up again 👁️👁️], and i didn't even know fluke jeeratch was under gmmtv now so u can imagine my surprise when he showed up 😂 he's a total cutie, and the plot of this looks rlly fun and silly !!! i like junior and mark individually but i don't rlly have any feelings towards them as a pairing, also i have a terrible 2/2 dnf rate with both the ohm thitiwat series i've tried to watch before which is. yeah. hopefully this can break the curse lol because it does seem quite fun and typical gmmtv (which i love) february mars here again to say that my ride has been dropped again because i just can't get invested in the guy that's opposite fluke. Unfortunately i realise i've had the same issue before with ohm thitiwat (him being the guy i can't get behind), soooo i'm just rlly rlly hoping that doesn't happen here because fluke jeeratch is a whole cutie and i rlly wanna watch a show of his.
7. Melody of Secrets
this looks rlly good!! i've never been able to get into a forcebook show before, but i'm rlly liking the spooky vibes of the trailer, and force especially is selling his role so well. the plot looks different and i'm very excited for this!! will definitely try to watch when it's airing <3 also boun's in this !!!! and ployphach and jan !!! love the supporting cast sm
8. Love You Teacher
seen lots of people not pleased with the plot of this but honestly i'm not worried??? (on the contrary, i'm v excited for it) perth's character obviously isn't in love with a child, etc etc (not gonna get into the discourse because who cares lol) I'm genuinely SO excited for this one, probably my most anticipated after wu and ticket to heaven. I love established relationship trope and we don't see it nearly enough in bls. There's just something about perth on screen that's always so damn magnetic for me, and while i was kinda eh on perthsanta for p10l, i'm definitely warming up to him more in this pilot trailer specifically because it just looks rlly good. because their chemistry here??? FUCKING ELECTRIC GODDAMNNNN, they sell the established relationship SO well. i wanna give perthsanta a try in something that isn't affiliated with p'new 🫶🫶 (still have so much beef with that man because of between us :/) the plot looks so interesting and unique (especially for gmmtv), and i'm so excited to see where they're gonna go with it 🥹🥹 this is february mars rewatching the trailer and i'm just SOOO excited about it AHHHHHH 😭😭😭
9. Mu-Te-Luv
i do like anthology shows and after the initial confusion over why half of GMMTV was in this one trailer, some of these stories do look fun!! gonna tune into the ohmleng, seakeen, skyprim, neoyachtlegofluke and premparnnani ones, mostly for the casts lol also i haven't yelled about it much but prem is one of my og faves and nani is my newest fav so i'm very excited to see them working together :)) also sky and ohm in comedy again yayy, and seakeen booked and BUSY i love that for them 😌😌 this one's gonna be a fun one, and i love the shorter runtime for each substory, we don't get a lot of shows like this with gmmtv artists, i may watch this while it airs
10. Cat for Cash
the cat voices were so unserious i can't 😂 seems like a cute lowkey show, unfortunately i do not have any particular affection towards cats (although i do towards firstkhao), but satang in an antagonist-but-not-rlly role is also very fun !! i liked the editing and the over-the-top sound effects in the trailer, it works with the vibe, so i might binge it once it's over
11. Boys in Love
so this is where all of khun ice's boys went 😭😭 gmmtv will never stop trying to recreate msp's magic, and honestly i'm not opposed, this looks really cute??? definitely refreshing with all the heavier series this time around. chokunaston have my heart already and tbh all the pairings seem like a good fit, although i'm not particularly convinced by mick and luke's acting yet 😂 ALSO A MOMENT FOR PODDPAPANG MY KINGS 😭😭 solo series next pretty pls gmmtv 🥺🥺🙏🙏🙏 everything up til now was my thoughts on the trailer the day after it aired, but now that i've given it a bit more time, i'm actually a lot more excited for it??? it looks fun and silly and v cute, the fresh cast is exciting, i'm here for it <33
12. Me and Thee
PONDPHUWIN ROMCOM, THEY DID THIS FOR MEEEEEEE!!!!! i loved them a lot in futs, and pondphuwin's my comfort cp, i don't actively follow them or keep up to date with every single thing they're doing, but i absolute love their working relationship, if that makes sense???? imo they just work well together on screen and have great chemistry, i've rlly enjoyed all their series so far 🫶 anyway back to me and thee, the pilot trailer was SO unserious it had me HOOKED, at the start i was intrigued because pond lol, but then as it went on, i loved the vibes, "soap opera-loving mafia" is crazyy loll, the ending of the trailer was SO funny and pond's bit on stage afterwards was A++++ ensemble shows just don't rlly hit for me so i'm glad to see them in their own show again <3 I'm very excited for this, expecting it to be silly and fun and sincere, WILL be seated 💯
13. Wu
"ooh it's nani" 👀 (trying not to get my hopes up)" "wait i know that voice" *pans up to show sky's face* *i proceed to fall off my chair and hit my head on my fan then lie on the ground for 5 minutes contemplating everything that led up to this moment in my life* ^^ that is the real play-by-play of what went down in the lamonnaie household when the trailer started playing 😭 Genuinely was not expecting this at all (and GMMTV wasn't either, given that they literally filmed this 6 days before the announcement LMAO), but i'm so glad we got it 🥹🥹 also very glad that it's gonna air in 2026 so they'll have plenty of time to work on the script etc, i know skynani will slay so i will be seated for whenever it comes out :D
14. Memoir of Rati
i missed the trailer during the live because i was going insane over Wu, but this is another banger 💯💯 greatinn are definitely a great pick for this show, aye and aouboom in this as well, absolutely banging cast ahhh love the overall vibes of the trailer and the 2 pairs of forbidden lovers is so 🤌🤌 that being said, idk if period dramas are for me, i think i'll wait til the official trailer to decide if i'll watch
15. Ticket to Heaven
taking heavy breaths right now,,, literally felt like i couldn't breathe the whole time i was watching the trailer the first time around, and now that i'm rewatching, it still feels like that 😭 this genuinely looks so so good, geminifourth and p'aof, THE combo i've been waiting for since msp !! i'm so excited to see gem4th in a more mature role again, heartliming are still my favourite g4 characters and they're some of my fav characters of all time. Geminifourth are going to do so so well in tth, and this trailer was just MINDBLOWING. you're telling me this is just the pilot trailer and it's already SO good???? this is gonna be series of the year fr, and i'm not just saying it because i'm excited for it <33 also the start of the trailer and vibes made me realise that i need a skam o helga natt-esque scene in ticket to heaven 😩🤌🤌actually the skam france church scene hit even harder for me, so i'd love for tth to deliver something like that 😌😌 don't think it even needs to be said but i will absolutely be SAT for this, it's going to hurt so so much and i will cry, but i'm just so excited for it <3
i finally managed to finish this lol, so many shows to look forward to <33 gmmtv 2025 delivered in terms of plot, casts, everything, truly riding the wave and giving the people what they want 😌
#lam.text#gmmtv 2025#gmmtv 2025 roundup#LMAO just realised it's been so long since i started this post that my url was still lamonnaie back then 😂😂#gonna keep the title for funsies anyway
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okay logically speaking i have sideblogs in character as a bunch of my ocs so i don't need to do this but. i think it's funny. tmcverse dashboard sim be upon ye
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i hate the little mermaid i hate the little mermaid i hate the little mermaid i hate the little mermaid i hate
#PUT ON AN ACTUAL MUSICAL #jamie's posts #personal #WE COULD'VE BEEN DOING RIDE THE CYCLONE RIGHT NOW #BUT NOOOO #SOMEONE WANTED TO THROW A HISSY FIT #sorry i'm. being overdramatic about this
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if any of you hear from @christmasknight let me know. i can't get in contact with her
#helena.txt #i'm so fucking worried about her #she hasn't even read my texts #noelle if you're seeing this somehow please call me
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chapter 16 of all we ever wanted was everything has been posted! this one goes out to the anon who asked "is quality or whatever his name is ever gonna kill that twink"
#cas's writing #dream smp #benchtrio #dapduo #c!tubbo #c!ranboo #c!tommyinnit #c!quackity #c!slimecicle #awewwe updates
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@began-and-ended-in-ellipses i hope you know i'm never calling him anything other than quality ever again
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you say that like you remembered his name in the first place
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quality hq (the hq stands for high quality)
#i don't minecraft #mutual tag #irl tag #reblob #began-and-ended-in-ellipses
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that was easier than i thought it was going to be.
#maybe immortality isn't so unattainable
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i swear to god i just heard my brother walk by me and mumble "heh.... quality"
#what is up with him #not wwatt
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i swear to god if this man doesn't stop hitting his head against the fucking floor or whatever he's doing MARTIN MY ROOM IS DIRECTLY BELOW YOURS
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I'M HAVING A MOMENT
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I CAN FUCKING TELL HOLY SHIT
#serious talk though are you alright #i'll make you tea do you want tea
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please ask me about my ocs please please ple
#salem's random thoughts#salems ocs#okay. deep breath#jbathc#jamie brobeck#the murder crew#things that feed#helena sharpe#feverday#cas roscoe#alister navarro#cain harmony#the avant garde society#will sunshine#evelyn weekes#martin weekes
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Writers Truth & Dare Ask Game
🎱 ⇢ post your AO3 total stats: how about no
🍓 ⇢ how did you get into writing fanfiction? I wanted Wanda Maximoff in the X-men movies. I had a vision for it and I might revisit it someday...
🌵 ⇢ share the link to a playlist you love: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/6mwovYLQUxzDlP3bR1L5GS?si=baa885e9c42c4fc9
🕯️ ⇢ on a scale from 1 to 10, how much do you enjoy editing? why is that? seven. It has become more enjoyably as my writing style has changed. I edit as I go because I write in chunks, then go back and edit when I hit a metaphorical wall.
🛼 ⇢ describe your latest wip with five emojis: ok! good luck decoding this shit: 📍🛑🔩👁️🍫
🥑 ⇢ you accidentally killed somebody, which mutual(s) do you text for help? none of them are on here that I know of but Q and S. Maybe G depending on who...
🥤 ⇢ recommend an author or fanfic you love: I have a whole list. So instead, here's a shit ton of my bookmarks. https://archiveofourown.org/users/FriendofthePhoenix1234/bookmarks
💌 ⇢ how many unread emails do you have right now? 5 in the main
🌻 ⇢ tag someone you appreciate but don't talk to on a regular basis: How do you tag on here? Seriously, not a joke I have yet to learn that skill.
🐇 ⇢ do you prefer writing original characters, reader inserts, or a mix of both? Original or existing characters.
🧃 ⇢ share some personal lore you never posted about before: I'm allergic to watermelon. No idea how the fuck that is possible but it happens.
🎲 ⇢ what stops you from writing more in your free time? Short answer? Life. Long answer? Also life. And procrastination.
🍄 ⇢ share a head canon for one of your favorite ships or pairings: uhhhhhhhhh NEXT!
🧸 ⇢ what's the fastest way to become your mutual? shit if I know. Just hang out and say hi every once in a while. If we share fandoms, then cool! *shrugs in idk*
🪐 ⇢ name three good things going on in your life right now: finally having a job, a few projects to switch through, and my cat.
📚 ⇢ what's the last thing you wrote down in your notes app? fic notes. See previous wip related question to try and figure that out
🍬 ⇢ post an unpopular opinion about a popular fandom character: I'm gonna have to come back to this one. Brain overloaded when this question came up
🔪 ⇢ what's the weirdest topic you researched for a writing project? recently? (more on a personal level in terms of weirdness) a bunch of information on science related topics. I was the arts kid in a stem class so you can imagine how weird searching for that stuff is.
🦷 ⇢ share some personal wisdom or a life hack you swear on: "Be the kool aid man."
❄️ ⇢ what's your dream theme/plot for a fic, and who would write it best? My doctor who fics and literally anyone else that isn't me and has a much better understanding of the whoniverse.
🌿 ⇢ give some advice on writer's block and low creativity: there's no advice from me. It happens, sometimes for months on end and it sucks.
🥐 ⇢ name one internet reference that will always make you laugh: Oh boy! We have another list! "Burn it. Burn the jacket." "A fire? At the sea parks?!" "Hamburger (the H is silent in this context)" "Surprise harmonica" and I'm going to stop listing things now...
🏜️ ⇢ what's your favourite type of comment to receive on your work? ANY! Seriously, even if it's a single emoji, please say something. Kudos can only do so much, and that's assuming I count them.
🍦 ⇢ name three good things about a character you hate: I just spent a good five minutes trying to remember what character I hate. I think I've blocked them out in all honesty.
🥝 ⇢ do you lie a lot? what's the most recent lie you told? I have the memory of a goldfish, you expect me to remember that?
🦋 ⇢ share something that has been on your heart and mind lately: I hate Hate HATE gathering basting stitches SO MUCH
🦴 ⇢ is there a piece of media that inspires your writing? Music.
🍅 ⇢ give yourself some constructive criticism on your own writing: what you think is bad, someone else will think is good. What you think is good, someone else will think is bad.
🐚 ⇢ do you like or dislike surprises? depends on a lot of factors here. Need more specifics.
🪲 ⇢ add 50 words to your current wip and share the paragraph here: *panics* Have 58 instead! *awkward jazz hands*
Lars had forgotten his keys at work. He had made it all the way to the door before he realized he couldn’t get into his flat - apartment according to Americans. He still called it the “wrong thing,” no matter how many times he was corrected.
“Of fucking course.” He rolled his eyes as his shoulders slumped in defeat.
☁️ ⇢ what made you choose your username? X-men fan. Jean Grey is a favorite. That's where all the Phoenix stuff in my original username came from. The one on here is a pseudonym.
🐝 ⇢ tag your biggest supporter(s) and say one nice thing about them: I ask again. HOW DOES ONE TAG?
🌸 ⇢ do you have any pets? if you do, post some pictures of them: Cat and no. You don't deserve picture of my baby floof.
🎨 ⇢ link your favourite piece of fanart and explain why you like it: ...am I allowed to say a whole book? If yes, then the Scarland Art Book that was literally just announced.
🧩 ⇢ what will make you click away from a fanfiction immediately? Stuff I don't like.
#ask game#writers ask game#why did i do this#idk how to tag this#ao3 fanfic#fanfic#fanfiction#this is very old#but im cleaning out some of my drafts so yeah
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𓏲࣪ . ᥫ᭡ ˖ ࣪15 questions˖ ࣪ tagged by @pinktrailerprincess thank you meg!
1. are you named after someone? ㅤㅤ ㅤㅤ ㅤㅤboth oleta and p*per [my birth name] were not but ophelia…… has a #namesake because i am a nerd :3 (my birth name isn’t a dead name to me :3)
2. when was the last time you cried? ㅤㅤ i don’t remember. writing this post. technically i rarely cry if the criteria is tears because of my medication. i know what crying felt like from before so i use the as my definition with or without tears. ㅤㅤ aside: i feel like i give crybaby energy… i’m more of a catatonic-esque numb girlie frozen in the shape that torment’s cruel hands twisted and stretched. clay burnt. an art piece as a weapon.
3. do you have kids? no. i am kids.
4. do you use sarcasm a lot? ㅤㅤ i keep the ironic /silly /joke /sarcasm on during sex ㅤㅤ ㅤㅤ ㅤㅤ ㅤㅤ excluding irl
5. what sports have you played? ㅤㅤ bit of a barbie when it came to sports. name a sport and i’ve probably done it at least once. ashamed to say i’ve never played ice hockey (only floor) <- flop canadian but i did and still ice skate :3
6. what's the first thing you notice about someone? ㅤㅤ ㅤㅤ ㅤㅤ ㅤㅤ i assume it’s different from person to person… though it’s probably their height (i need to be the tallest the room but that will never happen :c )
7. scary endings or happy endings? happy endings can be scary. i don’t see these as opposites. “sad or happy” endings would make more sense to me. ㅤㅤ ㅤㅤ ㅤㅤ ㅤㅤ i am struggling to pick from the options given as it’s very subjective. who is left happy? who is left scared? i want to say i enjoy a good story regardless of the tone of the ending but given my track record it seems i do i have a preference for story that have scary endings whether there is happiness or not.
8. do you have any special talents? ㅤㅤ i suppose so. no party tricks, i think.
9. where were you born? ㅤㅤ ㅤㅤ 🇨🇦 and raised.
10. what are your hobbies? ㅤㅤ ㅤㅤ various forms of art mostly. i am currently putting the most time into filmmaking and mixed media projects. i also enjoy consuming horror media, baking, exploring, fashion, being outside, dressing up, dolls, writing up fake studies, essays and the like…girlblogging, being annoying [this is not self deprecation], arm chair anthropology, collecting information 👁️ :3 (please inject earth sciences pdfs into my brain especially hydrology and entomology :3)and more! i used to be super interested sexology especially regarding disabled, transgender and black sexuality but it got impossible to blog about [without an army of hole hunters appearing on my doorstep like clockwork everyday]. it would be cool to get back into it… i do use sexology in my work not but it isn’t my focus because of the aforementioned problem. i am literally the chilliest little guy on planet earth i am 100% down to try anything and maybe add it to my hobby list.
11. do you have any pets? not anymore :(
12. how tall are you? not tall enough for this ride :( [about 5’9.5 or 5’10 idk]
13. favourite school subject? ㅤㅤ ㅤㅤ i’m one of those annoying people who enjoys every subject. ㅤㅤ ㅤㅤ i’ve said it before but i’m so bad at separating me from online me so it’s probably not surprising that i think media, religious and gender studies go hard. photography is probably near the top of the list too. english literature is like a special little treat.
14. what's your dream job? ㅤㅤ ㅤㅤ something something i do not dream about labour. i get really sad that this can’t be my reality but i’d love to devote myself to my art and studies. omg time to update this post L O L i’m crying my illnesses are not compatible with the average job thus the bane of my existence. so if i could live comfortably cranking out general art daily, my writing that’s something between girlblogging and an essay monthly with films every couple years ugh could you imagine…?
15. what colour are your eyes? ㅤㅤ ㅤㅤi am so vain about them oops. they’re this rich warm bright chocolaty brown despite how olive toned the rest of my family and i are**
as usual i tag everyone / just say i tagged you ! i’m curious about the answers to 1, 5, 6, 10, 12, 14 !! <3 empty version under the cut !
15 questions tagged by @icelogged
1. are you named after someone?
2. when was the last time you cried?
3. do you have kids?
4. do you use sarcasm a lot?
5. what sports have you played?
6. what's the first thing you notice about someone?
7. scary endings or happy endings?
8. do you have any special talents?
9. where were you born?
10. what are your hobbies?
11. do you have any pets?
12. how tall are you?
13. favourite school subject?
14. what's your dream job?
15. what colour are your eyes?
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good luck on renovating your new blogs and playing as rescuer doctor!! ✨✨ and good luck on trying to write. o7 maybe u can get some ideas from writing prompts like this ( https://www.tumblr.com/make-me-imagine/684813017765003264/sensory-prompts-2?source=share ) but instead of ur followers choosing one for you, you pick one that you like yourself? but yeah, i really love how you write for idv characters and excited to see more of your works. i'm rooting for you !!! (ง•̀o•́)ง
i don't have anything interesting happen in my life. i have been mostly studying and working for college, if not i would be playing honkai star rail and refreshing the idv x reader tag every 2 hours hoping to find something new related to my favorite characters ATUXHSJXHXH
- seer anon 🦉
Ty! They're very fun to do but also p much a pain HAOSHSIS I HAVE TO RENOVATE THIS ONE TOO 😩 absolute pain in the ass but I have a theme I can go so that's fun BAHAHAHAHA
And ooh, I can def use those prompts yes yes— I need to see which one I want to haunt first to yeet the stilts boi (Ithaqua) because my man and his voice has me "wait— oh I smell young adult being a bastard" (which doesn't help with the hcs I have of him if someone ends up going "lmao Navi what if you write hcs of him", do not tempt me. One is literally "y'all realize he'll have you carried on his arms or back right")
ALSO PLEASE SOBS IM SO GLAD YOU LOVE MY WORK— I sometimes feel like they lack in some areas (looking at my Naiad one. I forgot she was mute, but oh well), but I certainly will push out more! 🫡 I'm not gonna stop once I got my groove back, that's for certain KEKW
Ah yes, HSR, the one of the few HYV games I want to play but my phone would murder me LMAO— also felt for the IDV x reader tag. I swear, it's why I binge the fics in the tags because some are actually rlly interesting. I've binged a shitton of Itha's because the interaction from rp blogs of him and those that write abt him is... Very good material.
(another few I'd say I have binged religiously are Eli, Naib, Norton, sometimes Luca and a random set of hunters— aka "Navi chooses one hunter to hyperfixate on". Yes, my current ones are Antonio and Itha. Why? They're both bastards.)
Speaking of which, what are your faves? 👁️ Just a curious question I had since I like talking to others abt these things
#✎ . . . 「 𝙀𝙔𝙀 𝙊𝙁 𝙏𝙃𝙀 𝘽𝙀𝙃𝙊𝙇𝘿𝙀𝙍 」 ➠ ❝ observer speaks ❞#✎ . . . 「 𝘼𝙉𝙊𝙏𝙃𝙀𝙍 𝙇𝙀𝙏𝙏𝙀𝙍 𝙎𝙀𝙉𝙏 ! 」 ➠ ❝ answered ❞#✎ . . . 「 𝙏𝙄𝙈𝙀 𝙒𝙄𝙏𝙃 𝘼𝙉 𝙀𝙔𝙀 」 ➠ ❝ hosting: anon ❞#;; me: I'll answer this in the morning#;; also me: answering this at 12 AM#;; damn my answering sched is bonkers BAHAHHAHA#;; later im going on a trip but its fineeee ill be fine to answer this now#;; cause Im stuck with Itha brainrot and I want to fucking rant abt this man but I dont. know where to start#;; ah yes— the telltale sign of someone falling for a deranged hunter /exag#;; anyways- im a little unhinged w/ my usual filter in the day so i apologize if you see this seer anon#;; i am def not normal LMAOOOO
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% “top floor motel suite, twistin’ my cigars..”









# synopsis ; post-concert adrenaline? you two sneak off after a performance (girl idk) also another anon requested tom and reader fuck before a concert while i was writing this so i hope close enough
# pairing ; tom kaulitz x fem!reader
# word count ; 835
# tags ; nsfw (mdni), fingering, oral (f receiving), no specified relationship, this is probably ass but i’ve seen worse
a/n ; wow a smut so soon how bold🧍🏻♀️
also “meine frau” - my woman/wife (you guys aren’t actually married it’s just a nickname don’t get your hopes up delulu)
teeth grinding together as you both pushed your way into a backroom. tokio hotel’s performance ended and as soon as they left the stage to make room for the next, tom dropped off his guitar to grab you and pull you away (obviously not without bill looking at you two weirdly, he knows what you two have been doing 👁️👁️). the process of running into the room, slamming the door, and ending up against it while making out with each other was blurry, but here you two were moaning into each other's mouths just like after every concert.
he held one of his arms against the door next to your head and had the other one holding your side under your shirt, using his thumb to rub slow, small, and gentle circles into your skin innocently like he wasn’t currently lifting his knee to rub you through your jeans. the friction was so perfect with how it rubbed against your clit through your panties and kept making you buck onto his leg. the feeling was so engulfing, with your eyes screwed shut and panting into the air with tom moving down to your neck leaving kisses, by god if an angel came down to take you to heaven you’d say no. not like you’d make it in, anyway with what you two were doing
“meine frau, you’re so impatient.”
“i- what?”
he pulled back, keeping his arm next to your head and on your side, and looked at you with those eyes that under any other circumstance would make you want to vomit and tear your hair out for good reason but right now he was smirking. that smug asshole.
he laughed, “i said you’re so impatient. hey, you’re getting yourself off on my leg, don’t lie and say you’re not!”
your face was starting to contort, it looked sour. is he serious? while you were literally riding his leg, he calls you impatient? he was starting to see your change of mood like he was getting worried he ruined it.
“listen, i was just joking, i’ll make it up to you, yeah?”
“and how do you plan to do that?”
“..i’ll eat you out.”
and before you knew it, you ended up sitting on the table against the vanity mirror shoving everything off of it to make room for you. something sweet about you two was that despite being similar in personality, a lot of your physical features mirrored each other. like how he always wore baggy jeans and you wore tighter ones, which would be cute in other conditions but right now while tom was trying to pull your jeans off to kiss your waist, it was more of an inconvenience.
thankfully, they came off and tom made quick to kneel and put his head between your thighs, sucking the insides to leave hickeys and inching closer to your cunt. somehow you hadn’t noticed till now that you were painfully throbbing, your thighs covered in slick and wanting to close your legs, only stopping yourself from doing so because you remembered tom was between you. not that he’d complain about being suffocated with your legs.
tom had been kissing his way closer to your pussy and it was driving you insane how close he was to pleasing you but he just.. hadn’t. you opened your mouth, starting to weakly beg him to touch you, pleasure you, when he finally flattened his tongue against you and licked a long stripe of your pussy.
“..please, tom, touch me- holy fucckk!”
he started to suck on you, reaching up his fingers in a v-shape and running them up and down your folds to later hold them at the entrance, prodding at it just barely enough to enter you. he’s a bit preoccupied but if he had a mouth to talk, he’d say something about how desperate you were for him, but it looks like he pities you and finally pushed a finger into you to move with slow strokes.
he kept his consistently slow speed by lapping at your slick, pushing in a second finger and turning it upwards to curl them inside you. the strokes and curls of his finger were starting to speed up and match the new motion of his tongue flicking your clit.
“god! shit-“ you moaned.
a knot in your stomach was starting to form and every single passing second of hearing tom lap loudly at your juices and the additional gushing from his fingers and mouth kept pulling the knot tighter and tighter. he kept groaning into your cunt, every word he repeated vibrating through you. you were dangerously close, bucking against his face like a bronco to have his nose continuously rub your clit.
“fuck, tomm! i’m- shit- i’m gonna cum!” weaving your hand into his dreads and riding his face to your release, squirting your slick through your orgasm. he kept sucking and lapping at you, resisting your weak attempts to push his head off you before finally stopping to kiss around you cunt. through your heavy breaths, “..your turn?”
“yeah.” he uses the table next to your legs to push himself up, quickly going to fumble with the belt over his pants, nearly getting the entire strap off before-
*KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK*
tom was the one to answer, “wer ist da?” who’s there?
“oi, du musst raus, wir gehen und nein, du kannst keine 5 minuten mehr haben, mach es im hotel.” hey, you need to get out, we’re leaving and no you can’t have 5 more minutes, do it at the hotel.
…
“verdammt noch mal.” damn it.

a/n ; working on this for 3 days straight with 2 allnighters while ignoring how awkward it is to write it just to hate how it comes out then give up towards the end is crazy… 😟
© ALL RIGHTS BELONG TO VICKYZANGELS. do not steal, repost, plagiarize, or use my work for anything.
#tom kaulitz x reader#tom kaulitz#tom kaulitz smut#tokio hotel#tokio hotel smut#tokio hotel fanfic#Spotify
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Super self-indulgent addition to the poly series for my birthday!!! (Works as a standalone fic!) If you see this today you have to reblog, as a gift to me! And this fandom 🙂↕️🙂↕️🙂↕️ *gets struck by lightning for my hubris*
Breaking Point
L&DS Boys X Reader
(No Caleb yet! I'm not confident in writing him and I wanna make sure I do it right! He'll be joining this series later though, for sure for sure...)

Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 / ?
Summary: I can't spoil the plot because it's a surprise but just trust me, ok? Look into my eyes! Right here! 👁️👁️ You want to read this. You really do.
Genre: Fluff + humour
Warnings/Additional Tags: gn!reader, platonic-ish! poly, some flirting, swearing, all the guys come with health warnings in this because like I said, it's self-indulgent! (I'm giving me everything I want 😌)
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Disclaimer: Characters belong to Love and Deepspace. All work is my own, so please don't repost or plagiarise!
You only have one life, and it’s Sylus’s to take.
He’s stalled. Denied himself the pleasure of snuffing it out, like he was always supposed to. You thought it was sentiment: a fondness that saw him shoot you with nothing more deadly than a wink or a smile, not that those weren’t their own, trivial little murder attempts. Now, he wants something permanent. Something that’ll stick.
His gun is pressed into your back, but you can’t resent him for it. If your gun was at his back, you would have already pulled the trigger.
“It isn’t too late to stop this, Sylus,” you mutter quietly, because the sentiment is there— no matter how deep he’s buried it. You’ll show it to him, even with raw hands and dirt under your nails.
You try to turn but the gun presses harder, urging you forwards like every other time you’ve attempted to slow or reason with him. “All’s fair in love and war, sweetie,” he says with a smile in his voice, and you wonder which one it is: that slow, nostalgic one, or the one he saves for his enemies. All teeth. All sharp. “You understand, don’t you?”
This is all your fault.
The dark, narrow corridor you’re being paraded down is coming to an end. It opens up into a larger room with abstract furnishings: block-like pillars and walls, lined with spidery strips of neon lights. They glow a weak purple, some flickering eerily. It’s still dark, and there are shadows everywhere.
Sylus swings you under a faint spotlight in the centre of the space. “I know you’re there,” he announces to the darkness, one hand on your shoulder, possessive.
There’s no response from the void. Can he hear something? A baited breath, somewhere out in the shadows, or a heartbeat, tripping over itself on adrenaline? You can’t hear a thing; the silence is too thick. Perhaps he made a mistake. Perhaps—
“What do you want, Sylus?” a voice calls out from behind a pillar— Zayne. By the time you look over, he’s pressed himself back against cover, out of sight, out of range.
“Let’s talk about this, yeah?” Rafayel, from behind a low wall.
Sylus tugs you closer: wraps you in a heavy arm so his gun is in front of you, angled inwards at your heart. He’s always loved a dramatic irony, even if it’s private— just for the two of you. “A Deepspace Hunter for a Deepspace Hunter,” he bargains. “More than fair, wouldn’t you say?”
“You don’t have to do this, Xavier!” you shout.
“Ah, ah,” Sylus tuts, his warm breath tickling your ear: “Don’t be a hero, sweetie.”
More silence follows, but you know your fate is being decided in the dark. Amethyst eyes are pleading with peridot. Fire is trying to thaw ice. You can imagine the artist gesturing wildly, mouthing arguments, and the doctor solemnly shaking his head— ever trying to solve an unsolvable problem.
None of it matters, because Xavier is already stepping into the light. Hands up in surrender, weapon stowed at his side. His face is a storm and the flickering neon betrays it like lightning. Look— it warns. Divine violence.
Sylus’s hand tenses, ever so slightly, on your shoulder. You look at Xavier. He looks back at you.
“I’m sorry it had to be like this,” he says softly, and you’re in the centre of the storm, where it’s safe and it’s quiet and nothing outside can reach you, let alone hurt you. It won’t last, but it exists. You’re glad it exists.
“It’s okay,” you speak on a whisper.
You know how this has to end. Sylus can’t see it. Rafayel and Zayne— both peeking their heads out of cover— can’t see it either, but you? Of course you do. It’s an instinct: Deepspace Hunter to Deepspace Hunter, like Sylus said. Two edges of the same sword.
When Xavier draws his gun at light speed and shoots you with it, you’re the only one not surprised.
“What?” Sylus gasps as red spills over you.
But Xavier doesn’t stop. An onslaught: he fires relentlessly, aim not letting up for a second. His gun flashes over and over again and the sound is harsh on your ears as he closes in, indifferent.
“Sorry, sweetie,” you hear Sylus murmur, and then you’re shoved forwards— limp and useless— into the arms of your attacker.
Xavier catches you, his gun finally falling silent. The air had gone thick for a moment. Time had slowed. Space had twisted. A few, glistening crow feathers waltz around you, and you glance down at your vest. The lights on it have stayed red.
That was your last, stupid life. The digital counter on your gun is stuck at: ‘000’.
“Thanks,” you say to Xavier anyway, because you wouldn’t have struck the floor quite so gracefully as the feathers.
He’s frowning— staring after Sylus— but your voice brings him back to you. He looks down with a devastatingly handsome smile. “You’re welcome.” Then it’s gone. “And I’m sorry, too.”
“Wha—?” is all you manage to get out before you’re flung into another pair of arms. Xavier is running away; you can hear him. You can see him, in the corner of your eye: a pale shadow, giving chase after Sylus. Slipping into the labyrinth of spaceship-like corridors.
“Cutie?” Rafayel’s calling, and it must be his arms around you, squeezing you.
You want to answer— you’re going to answer— but then he drops to his knees, the fall making your head spin. You feel sick. “Cutie?” he tries again, and oh, him shaking you really isn’t helping.
“Raf, please— please stop.”
He doesn’t. “Stay with me, okay?” he urges, the red lights on your gear reflecting in his desperate eyes. He looks up at an encroaching figure. “Zayne! Do something!”
The doctor strides towards you, casting a nonchalant gaze over your body. When he speaks, it’s a bleak prognosis: “Last life?”
“Yep! Sylus already got me once. And before that, Raf—”
“Shhhh shh shh,” the man cradling you hushes, “don’t speak, cutie. Save your strength.”
“Shot me. He was pretending to be a spy,” you finish.
“I wasn’t!”
You huff. “Really? So I was just imagining you posing every time you rounded a corner? The forward rolls, all the spinning around and stuff— that was all in my head?”
“Guess so,” he shrugs. “It’s not my fault you fantasise about me being some kinda action hero, you freak.”
Your face is dark. “Zayne?”
An electronic gunshot rings out, and the lights on Rafayel’s vest flash red. He gapes down at himself, then glowers at Zayne as they return to their normal, lives-to-spare blue. The doctor shrugs guiltlessly, a slight tug at the corner of his lips.
Footsteps approach and your allies react: Rafayel cradling you tighter (definitely not using you as a human shield) and Zayne levelling his gun at a pitch-black corridor. The weapon drops as Xavier stalks out of it, his pace brisk and his presence commanding. “Status?” he asks, checking his Hunter’s Watch pointlessly. It’s a force of habit. You do it, too.
“We’re one hunter down,” says Zayne, his tone equally pragmatic. “Sylus?”
“Could be anywhere.” Xavier toes a crow feather with what you can only describe as disgust.
Okay… Rafayel’s grip is getting a little much, now. You feebly tap at his hand, but he’s too busy glaring up at your team leader to notice. “How could you?” he mutters under his breath, deliberately loud.
Xavier spares him a glance. Then you, finally. “I did what I had to.”
“What you had to?” Rafayel’s voice is dangerous. “What you had to?”
Just as you’re thinking about how touching his loyalty is, he drops you the rest of the way to the floor. You lie there, stunned, staring up at the ceiling. The artist stands, then— yep! Steps over you completely. “You’ve gone too far this time, Xavier! You don’t get to choose who lives and who dies.”
He’s thrashing about in an uncaring ocean. Xavier’s eyes are calm. “Don’t I?”
You didn’t know challenges could be issued so softly. Rafayel stares in disbelief, then looks to Zayne for back-up: are you seeing this?
The doctor is quiet as he diagnoses the situation, trying to find the path of least resistance. There has to be a middle ground. A way to appease fire without burning his hands.
His hazel eyes fall on you, and you get the feeling you’re the answer. He comes to stand over you. Crouches down beside you, head low in respect as he takes your hand and squeezes it gently, like he’s savouring a warmth that’s ebbing away.
“Zayne…?” you breathe. You don’t quite know what’s happening.
He releases a breath too, for your voice is a memory and he’ll treasure it, always. His spare hand lifts to cup your cheek, and he meets your eyes with unequivocal devotion. It isn’t innocent. It’s dark.
“We will avenge you,” he vows.
…
It’s nice, being dead.
You can meander aimlessly. You can hum to yourself recklessly.
You don’t have to poke your head around each corner, giving signals that the coast is clear or unclear because Xavier decided— worryingly early in the game— that it was you who should always go first. Step into the open, maybe even a firing line. Sylus will hesitate, he’d insisted, his hands on your shoulders and his eyes boring into yours intensely. You’re his weakness. Exploit it.
You’d nodded, wide-eyed, unsure of what else to do with someone gripping you like that.
What would Xavier say now, you wonder, if he saw you— Sylus’s infamous weakness— watching the man with a tender smile? His scarlet gaze is distracted. He hasn’t noticed you yet. Well, he has, but he’s pretending he hasn’t. He’s busy: crouched behind a wall, peering over it cautiously.
You saunter over. “What’s the plan here, Mr Lone Wolf?”
“Quiet.”
“Mr One Man Army. Mr ‘I don’t need a team, sweetie, I could beat you all with my hands tied.’”
Sylus gifts you a sideways smirk. “Aren’t you supposed to be dead?”
“Come on, Sy—” you perch back on the wall he’s using for cover— “death can’t keep us apart. Y’know what that makes me?”
“Insufferable.”
“Nope. A ghost,” you correct, and the man smiles more widely. It’s still nowhere near enough attention, so you wiggle your arms at him, adding an “ooooooooh!” for good measure.
“You don’t scare me, sweetie.”
Oh really? You study your nails. “You ever think about how if you’d died before you met me, Luke and Kieran would’ve had full creative control of your funeral?”
Sylus’s smile fades the more that image sinks in. “Fine,” he shrugs, “you scare me a little. Now—” he stands to his full height, giving your head a pat— “off to heaven with you, ghost.”
You’re interfering with his mission, you know.
He strides away purposefully, and you can tell he’s enjoying this. The unfair odds. The chance to show off. At last, some enrichment for the wanted criminal who holds your bags while you’re shopping. (Not that he doesn’t enjoy that, too.)
He’s checking over his gun with a customary glance, and the way he moves is addictive; what he’s wearing doesn’t help. A black compression shirt stresses each muscle of his arms and back— the fabric fighting for its life. If you could buy it a drink for its service, you would. You’d buy it ten.
“Yeah…” you exhale, head sideways, gaze low. “I don’t think heaven’s quite where I’m headed.”
Sylus stops.
He turns with a follow-up question, but it never needs to be asked. You’re still shamelessly staring— explaining yourself with faraway eyes and a bottom lip that’s trapped by your teeth. It’s deliberate, of course. Just like you know that shirt was deliberate.
The man’s head tilts in warning. “Careful, sweetie.”
Were his tone a blade he could pin to your throat, he’d know just the right pressure to make your heart stutter. Not too much. Not too little. But he needs to push harder, these days; you’re awfully comfortable at the edge of that knife, and there’s sin in the way you watch him, like you don’t care if you’ll bleed for it.
It pulls him back to you, tantalisingly slowly. A finger lifts your chin, forcing your gaze back to his eyes. “I said, careful,” he repeats, making every word drag.
That gaze sinks low again. An act of defiance; it doesn’t quite reach his body. It stops at his lips.
He leans in closer.
There’s a sound somewhere down the corridor, and a gunshot rings out. Sylus’s arms are around you— a swirl of his Evol stealing you both from reality. You rejoin the world a loud heartbeat later, in a different room, far away from the last. Crow feathers tumble. The scarlet mist dissipates.
Sylus’s vest is flashing red, and he looks at you, betrayed, as it turns back to cobalt.
That’s two lives down, one to go; you’d stolen the first when he’d taken you hostage. “All’s fair in love and war, Sylus,” you smile, untangling yourself from his grasp. “You understand, don’t you?”
You go to leave, but his hand is on your wrist. He pulls you back, and it would be much more threatening if he wasn’t chuckling so fondly. “My team next time?” he asks, kissing the very top of your head.
You sidle away, his hand forced to surrender you. “Maybe,” you grin at him over your shoulder. “I’m in pretty high demand.”
…
“Raf, Raf, Raf!” you chirp, skipping over to the lilac-haired artist.
“Cutie, cutie, cutie!” he chirps back. “Afterlife’s fun, huh?”
“Even more fun now you’re here.” He’s sat on a fallen pillar, arms by his side, legs stretched out. His face is lit by the glow of his vest: a faint but vivid red. Like an ember. “My condolences, fishie.”
He snorts. “Thanks.”
“Gonna tell me what happened?”
Rafayel rolls his head back— a listless sort of stretch. “Xavier shot me. Said I’m a ‘liability’,” he shrugs. “That I ‘compromised the integrity of the mission.’”
That was a lot of air quotes. “Pretending to be a spy again?” you hazard.
“Nah.”
Ooh! “A gunslinger!”
He’s still staring at the ceiling, but he sighs dreamily, eyes closing. “You know me so well.”
You take a seat next to him, trying not to giggle at the thought of him strutting about in front of Xavier, tipping an invisible hat while the Hunter slowly raised his gun. Gods, how brutal; you hope it was quick. A tiny laugh breaches your lips, and Rafayel opens an eye in suspicion.
You smile innocently. The eye closes again, satisfied. “You’d make a hot cowboy. Or spy.”
“I know,” he breathes out. That was never up for debate. “Which is hotter, though?”
Hmm… You scooch away from him, making a viewfinder with your fingers so you can squint at him through it. His eyes flicker open and he catches on, flashing a smile as he shoots you with a finger gun. “Spy,” you conclude.
“Noted.” His chuckle is warm and wistful.
“So… got any good intel for me, super spy?”
He hums like he has to think about it. “Xavier’s got some big plan to beat Sylus. Wouldn’t tell me what it was, on account of the whole ‘liability’ thing? But yeah, it’s big.”
“How big can it be? It’s laser tag.”
“I think I can shed some light on that matter.”
It’s a third voice, and the intrusion makes you jump. Rafayel, too, but he’d never admit it. You both glance outwards, to where Zayne is wandering over to you. His walk is relaxed. His gear is red.
“That line would’ve been way cooler from Xavier,” Rafayel whispers.
“So cool!” you whisper back. Zayne can clearly hear every word, so you’re quick to deflect with a: “Hey, Zayne! What happened to you?”
You know what happened— there’s an obvious, kinda horrifying pattern emerging— but you still need to hear it. Zayne shifts on his feet, looking down at the ground as he finds the right words. “I… was a liability,” he says at last.
“Oh, nice!” Rafayel’s hand shoots out. “Join the club!”
Zayne stares at it blankly, but gives in eventually. His hand meets the artist’s in the least inspiring high-five you’ve ever seen.
“How were you a liability?” you chase up, because it’s harder to picture your stoic doctor prancing around like a secret agent.
Zayne rests his gun back on his shoulder. “I was trying to be a voice of reason.”
There’s a low, sympathetic whistle from Rafayel. “That’ll do it! There’s no reasoning with those levels of crazy.” He looks at you. Interrupts before you can leap to your partner’s defence: “Like, how invested are you in Sylus?”
What the hell’s that supposed to mean? “… A lot?”
Rafayel winces, drawing air through gritted teeth. “Yikes.”
He’s messing with you. He’s messing with you, right? You look up at Zayne— calm, cool, collected Zayne— your anchor in all this insanity. He meets your gaze, and you wait for that smile of reassurance: the one he always manages, even when you’re bleeding out before him, courtesy of a Wanderer you underestimated. Everything will be fine.
He shakes his head discreetly.
Everything won’t be fine? Oh.
…
“Sylus!”
You sprint down a corridor, your teammates hot at your heels and your breath ragged from running. This place really is a maze, and it’s not like Sylus wants to be found. No— your red-eyed damsel-in-imminent-distress is still marching around out there, oblivious. Avoiding you? Probably.
That’s when you see it. You skid to a stop, Rafayel almost crashing into you.
Perched on a nearby ledge, Mephisto is watching you, head cocked. His mechanical eyes narrow, and there’s no usual caw of greeting. You’re witnessing a professional at work. A crow on a mission, just like his master. You wander over, looking up at him. Then you snatch him down from his pedestal.
“Listen to me, Mephie,” you conspire as he squawks and wriggles. “Get Sylus, okay? It’s urgent. We have to speak to him.”
You set the bird free, launching him up into the air so he can take forth your message, but he nosedives to the ground, landing in a sorry-looking heap, instead. The little pile of feathers moves. Seems to find its feet, then… keels over sideways with a final squawk. Huh.
“You killed it,” Rafayel observes from behind you.
“I did not!” You crouch down, giving the frozen crow a poke. “C’mon, stop being dramatic! Get up.”
No reaction. Rafayel sings eerily: “Deaaad…”
You scoop Mephisto into your hands and he melts into them. A wing hangs down, and his head hangs backwards, too. You give him a shake. Nothing happens. Standing up, you turn, “Zay—?”
“I’m not a mechanic.” The doctor’s arms are folded.
But you’re looking at him, hope in your eyes and a faint— absolutely not fake— wobble to your lips, so he takes the crow reluctantly. He lifts the fallen wing. Examines the sharp black feathers and plates of metal. “Is there an off switch you might have pressed?” he ponders aloud. “Or…?”
“It’s at the back of his neck,” a voice that isn’t yours answers.
You’re suddenly clutching feathers; Zayne has shoved Mephisto back into your hands. “I don’t—” you try to resist— “no, don’t give him to—!” You try to hand him back, but Zayne is stepping away.
There’s a presence, looming. “Hey, Sy!” You spin around with a smile.
The man you’ve been searching for stares at you, an eyebrow raised. “Killed Mephisto, did you?”
“Uhhhh, no? It was Rafayel.”
A squeak from behind you: “What!?”
Mercifully, Mephisto springs to life— fluttering away so he can perch on Sylus’s shoulder. He coos, leaning in to nuzzle the finger that lifts to stroke at his beak. Then he caws at you, over and over, like a manic sort of laughter. That stupid bird’s been spending too much time with the twins.
Sylus looks between the three of you, his eyes falling on each red vest in turn. He smiles languidly. “Been playing spy again, little artist?”
“Nope.”
“Cowboy,” the older man guesses again.
Rafayel is silent, his arms crossing defensively. Sylus chuckles, and just as you’re about to scold him, he holsters his weapon with… flair? And tips an invisible hat in the artist’s direction. Rafayel smiles. “How might I be of service?” Sylus asks you, still roleplaying.
Adorable. Focus! “We came to warn you, Sy. Xavier’s—”
“Totally lost it,” Rafayel cuts in. You glare at him and his eyes protest: What!? It’s true!
“We should stick together,” Zayne says. “At least until we can figure out what he’s—”
The lights around you go dead.
No more spotlights, no more stripes of neon; you’re submerged into darkness. The only remaining glow is your vests— three red, one blue— all ominously still. Afraid to move. As your eyes adjust, you can just about make out the others’ faces. Rafayel and Sylus are glancing around, wary, but Zayne’s uneasiness is different.
“Phase one,” he mutters gravely.
You don’t like that. “What’s phase two?”
Please know. Please know. He looks at you. Gives another one of those little head shakes.
At the far end of the corridor, a spotlight flickers to life. You all watch, caught in a spell of suspense as it illuminates nothing— an empty space where you half expect some spectre to be. It goes dark a second later. Then the next spotlight lights up, closer. It goes out. The next one lights. Goes out. Lights.
Light. Dark. Light. Dark.
“What the fuck?” Rafayel murmurs, standing closer than before. His hand finds yours, and you’re actually grateful. You hold it, tight.
“Stay behind us,” Zayne directs at Sylus.
A much, much closer spotlight turns on.
Xavier stands beneath it, deathly still. Every bit the spectre you’d imagined: you can’t quite tell if he’s of heaven or hell. He might have walked out of either. He might drag you to either. It’s that look again: the one he wore before he killed you. Inevitability. It lives in his gaze. There’s no running from it. No pleading with or changing it.
“Enough,” Sylus growls, pushing past you, raising his gun. He pulls the trigger, and the sound of the shot rings out. Nothing comes of it, though. The weapon doesn’t flash. Xavier’s vest doesn’t flash.
The Hunter tilts his head— another challenge, soft as sleep.
Sylus presses the trigger a second time, then a third, a fourth, a fifth. Though his weapon looks like a gun— pierces the silence like a gun— it isn’t one, is it? It’s a vessel. For infrared light.
Now you think of it, this game was rigged from the start. It must dawn on Sylus, because he stops. He tears the gun from its cord and lets it skitter across the floor, no more useless there than it was in his hands. Energy crackles around his fingers, thick like sticky, red blood.
“Sylus,” Zayne warns, but there are tentative snowflakes at his fingertips, too.
Xavier steps closer, mirroring Sylus— throwing his gun aside with a crash. A delicate twist of his hands and a blade is unsheathed from the darkness. Pure light, holy and sharp. He spins the sword with a practiced elegance and it’s admittedly mesmerising. You can’t not watch.
Rafayel wriggles his fingers free of yours, then steps in front of you. You’d never tell him, but his hand had started to burn.
You hadn’t missed this— this tension. So full of tempered things, meant to hurt.
White light floods everything, everywhere, and you have to shield your face with your hands. The others are doing the same, groaning, hissing curses; even Xavier is wincing as he stares at the ceiling.
This isn’t his doing. Isn’t his light.
…
“Who needs that place?” Rafayel grumbles, plucking a fry up from Xavier’s plate and poking it past his lips so he can chew on it with his thoughts. “I mean, I’ve got a private island!”
“And I’ve got guns,” Sylus smiles.
You look up. “Laser tag guns?”
He blinks at you. Nods agreeably: “Sure, sweetie.”
“I’m sure we can buy some.” Zayne is stirring a chocolate milkshake, and he stoops to take a sip.
The four of you are huddled around a table outside a fast-food place, conveniently next door to the laser tag place you’ve just been kicked out of. There’s a board in there, now graced with colourful mugshots of you all, and not everyone looks miserable in them. Sylus is smirking in his, an old hand at notoriety. Rafayel is winking, making finger hearts.
Xavier is still inside, arguing your case with the manager— appealing the whole ‘lifetime bans’ thing— and his food is getting cold. You slap away Rafayel’s hand as it goes in for another fry.
“You’ve got your own, Raf!”
“So?” His hand is quicker this time, dodging yours and whisking three fries away from their friends before you can stop him. “They taste better stolen. Everyone knows that.”
Sylus hums in accordance as he steals a fry for himself. Vultures.
They all nibble away at their food— sometimes Xavier’s food— and you know you’re all thinking about the same thing. That corridor, those flickering spotlights, and the Hunter commanding them. You’ve not really talked about it, yet.
“Y’know,” you muse, “I’ve never seen Xavier like that before. Don’t you think it was kinda…?”
Rafayel bonks your head with a rolled-up menu. “Stop.”
Zayne snatches it from him gently. Flattens it out again and sets it neatly down on the table. “He is right though,” he sighs. “Stop.”
You giggle. “Hear me out, though—”
“Ah! There you are!”
Two figures approach your table, and the voice is very familiar. Twenty minutes ago, it was yelling at you.
It’s the manager of the laser tag place, and he stands before you, hands on his hips and a smile on his wizened face. “I’m glad I found you,” he continues, “your friend and I have just been talking. He explained everything. Who’d have thought, huh? An invisible Wanderer, messing with the lights like that! Destroying my equipment! Anyway, it was so kind of you to get rid of it.”
He pats Xavier’s shoulder, praises: “What a nice young man!”
“It was our pleasure, sir.” Xavier tips his head in respect as Sylus sniggers.
The manager’s too enamoured to notice. “Anyway,” he turns to the rest of you, “I’m sorry for the misunderstanding. It goes without saying that you are welcome back, anytime! My treat, of course!”
You all glance between each-other as Xavier thanks the man for his kindness, then waves him goodbye with a genuine warmth. The manager trundles away, leaving your little banquet in peace.
Xavier smiles so fondly, his gaze an azure sky. There’s not a cloud in it, just a bright, radiant sun.
Your budding support group is speechless.
“So,” Xavier beams at you all, “who wants to go again?”
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Ahhhhh!!!! Stay for me!! Does this mean…. 👁️👄👁️…
Does this mean you may in the future take requests for Ghost…
Because I don’t know if I could handle my favorite R6S writer becoming my favorite MW2 writer…
Ok first of all I loved it!! You captured Ghost well, lots try to make him too gruff and not enough soft, there’s a balance between gruff, hard as nails soldier and soft, loving man that a lot of people don’t get right and I believe you nailed it!! Please, i don’t want to pressure you or anything, final decision is totally up to you and what you feel comfortable with but if you start writing for Ghost, even just what you come up with and not taking requests… my little heart will explode with love 💕
In short, I loved it and it was beautiful ❤️ as your writing always is and you hit it out of the park, I hope you have a wonderful day 💕💕💕
Haha I get what you mean tho! Yeah I see Ghost very much as like a guy.
Like he's got his tragic backstory™️ and PTSD and what not but he's not super like overly emo anything. I see him as always caring about his team and ensuring that level of safety. He's def got that more like chill side to him where he jokes about. I think a lot of people write his character wrong because they hadn't actually played or interacted with any of the games. They just play him to that cookie cutter broody type which really sucks.
Also people babify Gaz way too much?? (What's up with that, has anyone else noticed that?) Like sure he's newer to the squad and somewhat younger but that man. Dudes lethal af.
Personally I watched a walkthrough of the game and have a friend that I watch sometimes in PVP. A while ago one of my friends also showed the end of MW2, the original one through discord so I kinda got that feel for the original version of Ghost aswell. He genuinely cares so much for his team, oof that scene with Roach ... Fuck man.
In terms of writing, idk if I will take requests for COD quite yet, I'm quite busy with my housing commissions and I just had a client show interest for me doing another house. Then I also have like I think about 8 requests in my inbox for r6 at the moment. So I certainly have a lot going on.
I do like some of the COD boys a lot. I'm a big fan of Ghost, Soap, Price and Alejandro in terms of romantic parters. Also love some poly Ghost and Soap. So if I were to take requests or write it would be for them. To be honest I've been into it for a long time I just don't really like the COD fandom on Tumblr as it's very... Tiktoky. There's a lot of entitlement and treating writers like a commodity. A lot of people spamming and incorrect tagging and I've heard that some of the 'bigger' writers suck to talk to. So I've been sorta waiting for the hype to die out before I started writing. Waiting for well all the people who are here for 'hot emo man' to move on.
So there's a bit of conflict there but I do eventually plan on writing more COD in the future. I just don't know when.
#ask#anonymous#honestly that fic didnt really go anywhere#I just had that scene stuck in my head and wanted to write it out
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beloved mj,
hope you're doing well ❤️ sorry for dropping off the face of the earth like that 🥺 i needed to clear my head and tend to irl matters. i still don't think i'm ready to come back. just here for a bit bc i missed talking to you too much 🥺
must confess im behind on Not Me by 2 eps 😔😭 thankfully i've not run into any spoilers (yet). i'll catch up this sunday in time for the finale. i have no idea what turn it took after sean found out about the twins, but i hope they land the ending well!🤞
the last thing i watched was Semantic Error and OMG. I LOVED IT!!! the tension!!the chemistry!! the music!! DELIGHTFUL. almost redownloaded tumblr just to go apeshit in the tags lol. right there in my top 3 KBLs with TMS & WYEL. i heard the actor enlisted but i hope we get a s2 at some point🤞
speaking of... TMS S2 WHENNNN (i hope i haven't missed an announcement lol). how much longer before we see our sunshine puppy and grumpy softie together again 😩 (i remember the ring 👁️👁️)
must say, im still going through it deeply with BB 😔 i keep rewatching the eps whenever im down, i keep going back to your playlist just to feel something. i hope patpran are living their best not-a-porno life. and everytime i think about inkpa and miss pansa im just 🥺🦋💕
ALSO OHMNANON UPVEL!!! 🤩🤩 i screamed!!! them fighting each other full time is going to single handedly fix me adfgjssk im beyond hyped 💃💃
i hope you're enjoying Enchanté babe!! i'll probably binge it once it's over. i remember your header and how excited you were for the scene... hoping it was worth the wait! 😌
so that was a lot huh. i just miss screaming about shows with you so much 😭😭
and finally, i hope you're sleeping well (cuddling luna 🥺🤍), eating well, drinking enough water and smiling a lot!! take care of yourself, you're very precious 🥺
all the love and hugs,
cheems ❤️💙
(you don't have to reply to this btw, i'll be glad if this made you smile if only for a moment 😊)
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CHEEEEEEEEEEEMS!!!!!! i miss you so much!!!!!! no worries!! take your time but thank you for stopping by!! you can do that any time!!!! i’m doing as okay as i can!!! hope you are too!!
i’m………. not gonna spoil not me for you akdkskdk just please prepare yourself for a ride.
aww i’m glad you liked semantic error that much!! i’ve heard they didn’t plan a second season but seeing as it was very successful, i’m sure they’ll come up with something eventually. they have time until seoham is discharged.
TO MY STAR 2 WHEEEEEN!!!!!! they haven’t announced anything yet, only a fanmeeting this month so hopefully they’ll announce something by then!! pray circle 🙏🏼🙏🏼 the ringggggg yes pls husbands!!! i need them Right Now!!!!
it’s totally okay to still be going through it with bad buddy!! and i’m really glad to know you still listen to my playlist!! it’s your comfort show so stay there with it for now!! it’s not a ride one can easily move on from! and same!! i miss milk so much!!!! where’s her gl 😭😭😭
yes!!! i’m really glad ohmnanon are getting their own variety show!! i’m sure it’s going to be great and it’ll entertain us a lot!! 🥳🥳🥳
thank you so much!! no rush!! yes, it was definitely worth the wait 🥰🥰🥰
i miss screaming about shows with you as well 😭😭😭
i’m doing my best, promise!! hope you’re taking care of yourself as well!! you are EXTREMELY precious to me!!!
all the love and hugs right back to you, my dearest!!!!!
of course i’ll reply!!! you stopping by made my day and i want you to know that!!!!
thank you so much!!! LOVE YOU TO THE MOON AND BACK!!!!!!! ❤️💙
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